Work nor Device in the Grave If out of Christ when Death comes to you then miserable for ever if in Christ when Death comes happy for ever 6. Take care to get your Judgments throughly informd and settled in the Foundation-Principle of Christianity Other Foundation can no Man lay than that which is already laid which is Jesus Christ an all-sufficient Saviour Remember you must always go empty to him but have a care of returning empty from him Have the Saints in all Ages beheld such an Excellency in him and can you see none It 's a sign your Hearts are not right with him you talk of what you do not enjoy To you that believe saith the Apostle he is precious it 's such a Faith as gives a view of his Person in the Gospel-Glass 7. Endeavour to be much in the inward experimental part of Religion Have a care of sticking in the true Form without the Power and have a care of a pretended Power without the true Form If you stick in the purest Form without the Power you get no further than Formalists and are no better than a lifeless Image without Motion in God's account For Revealed Religion was appointed to bring the Heart to Communion with God and where this is not attained the great Design of God in giving forth Revealed Religion is lost Have a care of a pretended Power without the true Form for by this you will be laid open to the Transformings of Satan and to his Deceivings as an Angel of Light Lend not an Ear to that Spirit that gets above the holy Scriptures as a Rule and Guide How many Persons who have seemd to be in a hopeful way in the Truths of Christianity have been led into By-paths through Satan's Wiles and many sincere Christians have so far fallen as to lose much of their former Experiences 8. If the Lord in Mercy to you make you fit Matter of a Gospel-Church and afford you the Means of giving up your selves to other Christians that are gathered together according to the order of the Gospel upon a Profession of Faith and sincere Obedience neglect not so great a Mercy you may then be serviceable unto others by the exercising of the Gifts given you which may be for others Edification and Improvement to your selves and your Hearts may be warmed by the Gifts and Graces of other Christians Besides your Mercy will be very great in having the watchful Eye of sincere Christians over you to incourage you in your Christian Course and to be faithful Reprovers of you if they see that you do not walk orderly according to the Rule of the Gospel This is one of the great Privileges that attend those that are in Church-fellowship Gal. 6.1 Brethren if a Man be overtaken in a fault ye which are spiritual restore such an one in the Spirit of Meekness considering thy self lest thou also be tempted Two saith Solomon are better than one because they have a good Reward for their Labour for if they fall the one will lift up his Fellow but wo to him that is alone when he falleth for he hath not another to help him If two Christians may be serviceable one to another how much more to have a considerable number of sincere Christians watching over you 9. Endeavour to get imprinted upon your Hearts that the Life of a Christian while he is passing through this World is a Life of Prayer When God takes Persons into Covenant with him he pours out upon their Souls the Spirit of Prayer and Supplication Prayer is the Intelligencer betwixt the Saints here on Earth and their Father now in Heaven it is that which keeps God's Ear open to us and our Hearts open for him The blessed Jesus speaking of John's Ministry the effect it had upon sinners to bring them to a sincere Repentance and by strong Cries to lay open their state before God he tells us Mat. 11.12 And from the days of John the Baptist until now the Kingdom of Heaven suffereth Violence and the Violent take it by force He compareth these poor returning Penitents to a Company of Souldiers drawn up in Battel-array to force their Entrance into a Fort or Castle their Cries here on Earth piercing into Heaven Prayer made God use that familiar and condescending Expression to Moses concerning the People of Israel Exod. 32.9 10 11. And the Lord said unto Moses I have seen this People and behold it is a stiff-necked People Now therefore let me alone that my Wrath may wax hot against them and that I may consume them and I will make of thee a great Nation And Moses besought the Lord his God and said Why doth thy Wrath wax hot against thy People which thou hast brought forth out of the Land of Egypt You may see in these and the following words to the 15th Verse what prevalency Prayer hath upon God when it is put up on the behalf of others much more when it is on our own behalf In treating of this Subject I shall First Shew what Prayer is and the nature of it Secondly I shall shew the necessity of the continuance of it while we are on this side Eternity First I shall shew what Prayer is and the nature of it We may take Prayer according to Scripture under a twofold Consideration First As proceeding from the Spirit of Bondage And here the Heart doth not cry unto God from an inward sight and feeling that it is interested in God but by the light of the first Govenant It looks upon God as Creator and as having an Ability in him to supply Nature's Wants and to deliver from approaching Misery This Prayer is Nature's Cry and is oftentimes put forth with a great deal of Earnestness where there is no Evidence of an Interest in God or Communion with God But that Prayer which I design to lay open is the Work of the Spirit of Adoption upon the Hearts of the Saints and this consists in these three parts 1st In giving inward Light to see the things necessary to be prayed for 2dly In giving Life and Motion to the Faculties of the Soul that so the Soul may be engag'd in the Duty 3dly In leading the Soul in the way by which an Entrance is obtained into Heaven First I shall shew the nature of the Inlightnings of the Spirit in the Duty of Prayer how they are discovered in the Soul of Man 1. The Inlightnings of the Spirit are discovered in the Soul of Man by discovering the inward Frame that the Soul is in The Hearts of the unconverted World are always in an ill Frame and that which is their great Misery they want Light to see it but if the Saints be in an ill frame they are in Mercy brought to see it remaining Corruption is discovered deadness and dulness and wandering of the Heart from God is discovered the holy Spirit gives Light that the Heart may be rectified and made fit for Communion with God because therein
TRUTH UNVAILD BY Scripture-Light In Three Parts Written for the sake of those that desire to behold it in its native Beauty To which is added An APPENDIX which the Author desires to leave as a Legacy to his Children By a despised Follower of the blessed Jesus ROBERT PRVDOM And that from a Child thou hast known the holy Scriptures which are able to make thee wise unto Salvation through Faith which is in Christ Jesus 2 Tim. 3.15 LONDON Printed and sold by John Marshal at the Bible in Grace-Church-street 1699. In Commendation OF THE Ensuing Treatise THE worthy Author of the ensuing Treatise I bless God that ever I became acquainted with being fully satisfied of the inward Uprightness and Sincerity of his Soul besides his undaunted Resolution and Courage according to his Light in following the Lord Jesus in his despised way and cleaving to his Truth and People who are exposed to the Scorn and Reproach of the World and to many Professors also add to his high Commendation Moreover all that shall vouchsafe to read this Treatise shall find that the blessed God hath graciously bestowed no small Light Gifts and Knowledg upon him in the great Fundamentals of true Christianity the Lord certainly hath raised him up to defend his Truth and Interest in those Northern Parts of this Kingdom where he dwells in a more clear Light than many have attained Besides he is not only furnished with Knowledg but with a sutable Zeal he being willing to work and labour in Christ's Vineyard The Subject he hath wrote upon is such as calls it is true for the Pen of the most discerning Eye many have wrote upon the two Covenants but how cloudily and darkly is palpable to many tho others have most excellently opened them amongst which the Reverend Mr. Nehemiah Cox in my Judgment hath exceeded yet his Stile seems a little too high for ordinary Capacities Our pious Friend tho very concise yet is very clear As far as I can discern 't is evident that God made a twofold Covenant with Abraham and set him up as a twofold Covenant-Head First The one with his natural Seed as such in which Covenant he promised to be his God and the God of all his natural Offspring that sprang from Isaac upon the Condition of their answering the Terms thereof which shews it was a meer Legal Covenant or of the same nature with the Sinai Covenant and in this Covenant he separated all his fleshly Seed from all other People in the World to be his People and visible Church under that Dispensation which consisted partly of the true spiritual Seed or Believers and partly of Unbelievers and in this Covenant he promised them the Land of Canaan and as a Sign or Token of all those Legal Covenant-Blessings he gave them the Rite of Circumcision Now this Church-state was figurative or typical and the Precepts and Ordinances were therefore typical and so continued till Christ came and the Gospel-Church the Antitype of it was established Many not seeing this run into a great Error thinking the Covenant made with Abraham was but one entire Covenant i. e. the Covenant of Grace whereas nothing is more clear than that Circumcision belonged to all the Male Children that sprang from Isaac tho their Parents were ungodly or Unbelievers as well as the Male Children of Believers that were of the same Seed Besides if all the Children of Abraham according to the Flesh were in the Covenant of Grace then one of these two things would follow that they must all be saved or else the Covenant of Grace is not a sure an everlasting or an unchangeable Covenant nor of meer Grace but a conditional Covenant and so Men may fall from Grace and perish eternally Therefore in the Second place The Covenant of Grace which was made with Abraham 't is evident was a distinct Covenant from the Covenant made with his fleshly Seed as such and consisted only in an absolute Promise of God's free Grace through Christ which took in none but God's elect ones and extended not only to the Elect amongst Abraham's Seed but those of the Gentiles also see Rom. 9.4 5 6. Gal. 3.16 29. Moreover it may seem strange that some Pedo-baptists should affirm that every believing Parent is a like common Covenant-Head to all their Seed as Abraham was for that was a Prerogative and Privilege only given to him and if it is as they dream then every believing Parent is the Father of all Nations or of all Believers whether Jews or Gentiles for so was Abraham made by the holy God See my late Replies to Mr. Burket Rector at Mildon and to Mr. James Owen I shall add no more only let you know our Author seems directly to agree with us herein As to our Author's Appendix in which you have an account of his Experiences and most pious Counsels to his Children I am greatly affected therewith the good Lord help not only his but all the Children of Godly Persons to whose hands it shall come to lay those things to Heart I wish from my Soul that every Godly Family throughout this Nation had one of these Books and that a Blessing may attend it shall be the Prayer of him who is yet by Grace preserved through many Trials to serve the Lord Jesus in his Generation according to his small Ability Benjamin Keach Horsly-down this 5th of the 4th Month called June 1699. The EPISTLE to the Christian READER REader in the perusing of the Truths contained in this Book I desire thou mayst with the noble Bereans have recourse to the holy Scriptures which contain in them the Path that the Flock have walk'd in who are gone before to the Mansions of eternal Rest The things laid down call for a more clear Discovery by some of God's Children who are better fitted for so great a Work and I do hope this may be as a Provocation to one of greater Ability to undertake it All that I can say for my self is that what I have done was from an inward Constraint of Soul through Grace I have been conscious to my self of my personal Weakness and therefore I have endeavoured to have my Heart laid at the Feet of the blessed ascended Jesus to whom I have devoted Soul and Body and all that is dear unto me My Soul hath endeavoured to keep sight of my Lord by Faith held before me in the Gospel-Glass and to follow that borrowed Light which shines in the Saints from Christ the Son of Righteousness Having in my youthful Years drunk in the Principles of Free-will General Redemption and falling away from Grace which do fall in naturally with the Judgment of Man while he stands under the first Covenant I was so settled in those Opinions that nothing less than an Almighty Power was able to draw my Mind to call the truth of them into question I was at times check'd by those absolute Promises laid down in the holy Scripture which seem'd to
and giving attendance to it the Impressions of the Law which contains our Duty to God and to our Neighbour which is ingraven upon the Souls of all Adam's Offspring comes to be discovered to us and we are led to follow the Rule of this inward Law And by giving Obedience to it Peace is gain'd and by keeping in our Obedience Peace is continued the Light giving the Soul no further disturbance than as it becomes guilty of the breach of this inward Law which the Gentiles on the other side and every moral Person with them coming to witness makes them press after it more and more by which they come to shine forth before Men by a sober Conversation That this Light is a distinct thing from the Work of the Holy Ghost upon the Souls of the Saints is evident because all its dealings with God are as Creator and upon the first Covenant terms that is obey and live In its Obedience lies its Hope upon its Obedience is its enjoyment of God here bottom'd and the eternal enjoyment of God in Glory to these the Reward is not of Grace but of Debt Rom. 4.4 By Reward is meant eternal Life they are not brought to see the Imperfectness of their Works that so as Sinners they may come to Christ and through him to God to receive a Pardon upon Grace's account from a sensibility of Soul that they have a real need of it They never were yet brought out of the first Covenant but only stand as Witnesses of it and for God in it under high Attainments Their everlasting State we are to leave to him who is appointed to be the Judg of all Men only before I leave them or end this Chapter I shall shew by the holy Scriptures how their State differs from the State of Children The Light by which these Persons are led is by Will. Penn call'd the Light of Christ and that it is sufficient if followed to lead to eternal Salvation And indeed if his Christ which he describes unto us were the true Christ then the Gentiles on the other side and every moral Person were brought to the enjoyment of him but his words being brought to the Rule of the holy Scriptures and tried by the Experiences of Saints he is found to be a poor deceived Person William Penn's Christian Quaker p. 96 97. And this is unquestionably confirm'd unto us by that known and very weighty Expression of the Apostle Paul to the Romans chap. 9.5 Whose are the Fathers and of whom as concerning the Flesh Christ came who is over all God blessed for ever Amen Since here both Christ is distinguished from the Body he took and made one with that God who is over all blessed for ever Amen As much as to say of whose Flesh Christ took therefore Christ was before he took it or his taking it did not constitute him Christ In Answer to William Penn If the Manhood united to the eternal Word Creator did not go to constitute him Christ then these Gentiles of which he treats were Christians for they were all led to the acknowledgment of God as Creator But herein he abuses the Apostles words and contradicts the Faith of Christians in all Ages the Apostle is shewing us that he who was held forth in the Promises to be the Lord 's Christ was to take his Flesh or Manhood of the Fathers that is according to the Promises he was to be of Abraham's Seed and David's Son and yet as to his Divine Nature was from everlasting God blessed for ever The Apostle is distinguishing his two Natures in this Scripture William Penn is endeavouring to throw away his Manhood Besides by the same way of arguing may his Godhead be removed from constituting him Christ Acts 2.36 Therefore let all the House of Israel know assuredly that God hath made that same Jesus whom ye have crucified both Lord and Christ The holy Scripture is sometimes giving the name Christ to him as he was God in other places it gives the name Christ to him as Man that so we might have his two Natures distinguished to us not that thereby they might be separated And mark it Christian Reader that altho the Lord Jesus Christ stood in the Decree of God as God-man in one Person to appear in the fulness of time and was so held forth in the Promises to the Fathers in the Old Testament yet those Promises were subservient to his Appearance in the state of his Humiliation in the Land of Judea and pointed at it and so were the Fathers by the Light of Holy Ghost inabled to behold him and lay hold of him as their Saviour Hebrews the 11th Chapter and 12th ver 1 2. Christianity in the Power of it is a relinquishing the first Covenant-Principles of Light in the Creator and do and live as the Condition of eternal Life for the Light of Faith in the eternal Word made Flesh or join'd to Man's Nature John 1.12 But as many as received him to them gave he power to become the Sons of God even to them that believe on his Name The Childrens admittance into the Presence of God is upon the account of a Redeemer upon the account of a Mediator held forth outwardly in the Scriptures apprehended inwardly by Faith through the help of the holy Spirit the Children go without Works when they go to Christ and through him to the Father They then leave their Works behind them before Men they take the Law with them and walk by it as a Rule of Life But seeing I shall have occasion to speak more of this in the second Part I shall here shut up this Chapter and the first Part which was to shew the nature of the Covenant of Works PART II. Clearing up that the Covenant of Grace and Redemption is but one and the same Covenant CHAP. I. Of Election bottom'd upon the Soveraignty of God How the Eternal Word united to Man's Nature is chosen by electing Love as the head of the Elect and made the way through which electing Love doth pass to every elect Person IN clearing up the weighty Truths contain'd in this Chapter I shall treat of it under these three Heads First Set forth the Soveraignty of God Secondly Shew that Election proceeds from him as an Act of Grace and Goodness the advancing of his own Glory being that which is carried on in the Decree of Election Thirdly I shall shew how the Lord Jesus Christ is the Head of the Elect and made the way through which electing Love doth pass to every elect Person First I shall set forth the Soveraignty of God from the holy Scriptures Isa 40.12 13 14 15. Who hath measured the Waters in the hollow of his hand and meted out Heaven with a Span and comprehended the Dust of the Earth in a measure and weighed the Mountains in Scales and the Hills in a Balance Who hath directed the Spirit of the Lord or being his Counseller hath taught him With whom
tarry ye here and watch with me Mark 14.35 And he went forward a little and fell on the ground and pray'd that if it were possible the hour might pass from him Compared with Luke 22.42 43 44. Father if thou be willing remove this Cup from me nevertheless not my Will but thine be done And there appeared an Angel unto him from Heaven strengthening him And being in an Agony he prayed more earnestly and his Sweat was as it were drops of Blood falling down to the ground He prayeth for freedom from that Cup and Hour that is from the grievous Torments that were upon his Soul yea so great was the Sorrow wherewith his Soul was ready to be overwhelmed that he seeks for help by the Prayers of his poor drousy sleeping Disciples There is an Astonishment or an Amazement which falls upon the Soul two ways that is an Astonishment of Admiration and an Astonishment of Fear the latter is here meant He saw himself fallen on a sudden into such Distress as he knew he could not be delivered from it and being in an Agony he wrestles with Grief and Fear which pressed his precious Soul yea he struggles and wrestles with it that he might not be so far overcome by it as to bewray any kind of Impatience he vents his Grief and Sorrow in these words Not my Will but thine be done The first Adam had a Garden of Pleasure to walk in the second Adam hath a Garden of Sorrow to weep and mourn in The Garden in which Adam and Eve was placed had a pleasant River running through it to water it this Garden is watered with the Blood of the second Adam that is forced through his Veins by inward Grief and excessive Sorrow he not only is said to have sweat drops of Blood but as it were to have bedew'd the place Saith Jansen upon the words If we behold him upon the Cross he there complains of the withdrawings of the Divine Nature from him in these words My God my God why hast thou forsaken me I come secondly to speak of the Sufferings of the Lord Jesus Christ in his Body he experienced the fulfilling of the words of the Prophet Isa 50.6 I gave my Back to the smiters and my Cheeks to them that pluck'd off the Hair I hid not my face from shame and spitting Pilate who was his Judg pronounceth him innocent and as an outward sign of his Innocency washeth his hands when he pronounceth Sentence against him to clear himself of his Blood yet scourgeth him and deliver'd him to be crucified Mat. 27.27 28. Then the Souldiers of the Governour took Jesus into the common Hall and gathered unto him the whole band of Souldiers And they stripped him and put on him a scarlet Robe The putting on the Scarlet Robe was for two Reasons the first that the pain of his scourging might be increased upon him the second reason to shew their Contempt of his Kingly Power Ver. 29 30. And when they had platted a Crown of Thorns they put it upon his Head and a Reed in his right-hand and they bowed the Knee before him saying Hail King of the Jews And they spit upon him and took the Reed and smote him on the Head They would not only mock him with the putting of such a Crown on him but by the same also shew their Cruelty to him by fastening the Thorns into his Head Ver. 32. And as they came out they found a Man of Cyrene Simon by name him they compelled to bear his Cross It was a Custom among the Romans that those Malefactors that were to be crucified did bear their own Cross but such had been already the grievous Sufferings of this innocent Lamb that his Body was wearied and made unable to undergo it so a Stranger is laid hold of to carry it for him to the place of Execution Ver. 38. Then were two Thieves crucified with him one on the right-hand and the other on the left This Death of the Cross was a very painful and shameful Death the weight of the Body being born up by Nails struck through the Hands and Feet until they died by a languishing Death He was numbered with the Transgressors having a Thief on each hand that we might be reckoned amongst the Sons of God His Arms were stretched open to shew his willingness to receive poor returning Sinners with one Arm inviting the Jews with the other the Gentiles to flee from Wrath to come by taking Sanctuary in him O my Soul dost thou desire to behold the abominable nature of Sin Dost thou desire to know how hateful it is in God's sight Then take a view of thy suffering Lord. How was his precious Soul fill'd with Anguish How was his precious Body which was formd by the incomprehensible Power of the Holy Ghost in the Womb of the Virgin Mary wearied out by a painful Death Behold this Man of Sorrow that is acquainted with Grief The Vail of the Temple is rent at his Death to shew that he was plucking away that Vail that interposed betwixt God and poor Sinners The Sun was darkned being asham'd to behold the Rage of the wicked against him the Earth who had long groaned under the Curse for Sin trembles to behold what the Son of God indures to remove the Curse Thirdly I proceed to shew that the Redemption of the Lord Jesus Christ was subservient to the Decree of Election and answers the Designs of it And I shall clear it up from these following Scriptures Acts 2.22 23. Ye Men of Israel hear these words Jesus of Nazareth a Man approved of God among you by Miracles and Wonders and Signs which God did by him in the midst of you as ye your selves also know Him being delivered by the determinate Counsel and foreknowledg of God ye have taken and by wicked hands have crucified and slain I shall pass by the Wickedness of these malicious Jews and only take notice of what is contain'd in this 23d Verse concerning the Decree of God his determinate Counsel and Fore-knowledg having determined it to be so that is that his Son should thus suffer which did not in the least lesson their Sin The reasons of our Lord's Death in reference to the answering of the Decree we have in John 17.19 And for their sakes I sanctify my self that they also might be sanctified through the Truth Compared with Heb. 2.11 For both he that sanctifieth and they that are sanctified are all of one for which cause he if not ashamed to call them Brethren By sanctified and sanctifieth in these two Scriptures is not meant the sanctifying Work of the holy Spirit but his being set apart to the Work of Redemption performed by the Lord Jesus Christ being the Head of the Elect for their sakes he willingly submitteth to those Conditions his Father required to clear them from the Penalty of the first Covenant That the Redemption of the Lord Jesus Christ is subservient to the Decree
of Election and answers the Designs of it doth further appear from Rev. 13.8 And all that dwell upon the Earth shall worship him whose Names are not written in the Book of Life of the Lamb slain from the foundation of the World Here are some by eternal Decree secured from falling into Idolatrous Worship here is the Death of the Lord Jesus Christ taken in by the Decree as the means appointed by the Decree to secure them from falling To sum up this Chapter If the Redemption of the Lord Jesus Christ be comprehended in the Decree of Election as the means appointed to answer that part of the design of the Decree which was the satisfying the Conditions of the Covenant of Works that so the Elect might be delivered from the Penalty of it it will appear to any unprejudiced Christian that the Covenant of Grace and Redemption are but one Covenant CHAP. III. Of the Mediatorship of the Lord Jesus Christ in two parts First In procuring and sending of the Spirit to fit for the publishing of the way of Salvation Secondly For the Spirits accompanying the outward Declaration by opening the Heart and so leading into the way and keeping the Saints in it subservient to the Decree of Election and answering the Designs of it IF we consider the state of the Elect as they come into the World which by reason of the natural Pollution that doth attend them doth make them wholly unfit for Communion with God it is necessary that they should have one to be their Head who doth partake both of the Nature of God and of the Nature of Man as the Person that was to stand betwixt them and God He must be Man of kin to the Nature offending that he might satisfy the Justice of God for the Righteousness of God did require that the same Nature which had committed Sin should undergo the Penalty due to Sin And he must be God that so his Justice Goodness and Righteousness being every way infinite and eternal might make the Sufferings of that Nature to which it was united of no less force than eternal Torment in others to the satisfying of Justice for whom he suffered And altho the eternal Word did not actually take our Nature on him that he might discharge the Elect from the Penalty of the first Covenant until his appearance in the state of his Humiliation yet he stood as the Head of the Covenant and through his Undertaking Mercies were conveyd to the Elect and Judgments prevented from falling upon them We have several Instances in the Old Testament upon special occasions of his appearing in Man's Nature and that as Mediator upon the account of the Elect Gen. 18.1 2 3. And the Lord appeared unto him in the Plain of Mamre and he sat in the tent-door in the heat of the day And he lift up his Eyes and looked and lo three Men stood by him and when he saw them he ran to meet them from the tent-door and bowed himself toward the ground and said My Lord if now I have found favour in thy sight pass not away I pray thee from thy Servant That one of these three was the eternal Word in Man's Nature appears ver 20 21. And the Lord said Because the Cry of Sodom and Gomorrah is great and because their Sin is very grievous I will go down now and see whether they have done altogether according to the Cry of it which is come unto me and if not I will know That his Eye was upon the Elect in Sodom doth appear ver 32. And he that is Abraham said O let not the Lord be angry and I will speak yet but this once Peradventure ten shall be found there that are righteous And he said I will not destroy it for tens sake Compared with Chap. 19. and the former part of the 22d Verse Haste thee escape thither for I cannot do any thing till thou be come thither The Son of God who is the Head of the Elect hath searched after the number of the Righteous in this place and hath found them in it who belong unto him they must be removed before the wicked can be destroy'd A second Scripture for the confirming of what I am treating of is Gen. 32.24 And Jacob was left alone and there wrestled a Man with him until the breaking of the day That this Man is the eternal Word in Mans Nature will appear ver 28. And he said Thy Name shall be called no more Jacob but Israel for as a Prince hast thou Power with God and with Men and hast prevailed The Son of God sympathizes with his poor afrighted Member who was in danger to be destroy'd by his cruel Brother Esau Hosea 12.4 Yea he Jacob had power over the Angel of the Covenant and prevailed he wept and made Supplication Having opened the way into this Chapter by the foregoing Introduction I come now to clear up the Matter containd in it and I shall confine my self to the times of the New Testament which affords us the greatest Light in these Truths And first I shall shew that the sending of the Spirit to fit for the publishing of the way of Salvation dependeth on his Intercession as Mediator betwixt the Father and the Elect and that the Spirit 's accompanying the outward Declaration and opening the Heart to receive the Truths held forth in the Gospel Declaration dependeth likewise upon him Secondly That the keeping of the Saints in a way of Salvation dependeth likewise upon him And under this Head I shall endeavour to shew the nature of that Work which the holy Spirit carries on in the Hearts of the Saints Thirdly and lastly I shall shew how it is all subservient to the Decree of Election and answers the Designs of it And first I shall shew that the sending of the Spirit for the publishing of the way of Salvation dependeth upon the Intercession of the Lord Jesus I shall divide this Head into two parts and first treat of the extraordinary Qualification wherewith the first Publishers of the Gospel were indued Secondly the ordinary Qualification without which a Person can have no real Satisfaction to his own Soul that he is call'd of God to that great Work and Service And first I shall treat of that extraordinary Qualification wherewith the first Publishers of the Gospel were endued The Lord Jesus Christ after he was risen from the dead bids his Disciples stay for the Qualification wherewith they should be fitted for the dispensing of the Gospel in these words Luke 24.49 And behold I send the Promise of my Father upon you but tarry ye in the City of Jerusalem until ye be endued with Power from on high Compared with Acts 2.1 2 3 4. And when the day of Pentecost was fully come they that is the Disciples were all with one accord in one place And suddenly there came a sound from Heaven as of a rushing mighty Wind and it filled all the House where they were
the Lord revealed things to us and our Children PART III. Setting forth the Publication of Gospel-Grace from the Fall to Abraham the State of the Church until that time the Covenant made with him the Nature of the Old Testament Church-State and the New Testament Church-State CHAP. I. Of the Publication of Gospel-Grace from the Fall to Abraham the Church-State during that Dispensation OUR first Parents Adam and Eve having by Disobedience brought themselves and all their Offspring being included in them under the Penalty of the first Covenant the great God whose Mercy Grace and Goodness is over all his Works doth in his threatning against Satan publish the glad Tydings of the Gospel and doth hold forth a Redeemer to come of the Seed of the Woman Gen. 3.15 And I will put Enmity between thee and the Woman and between thy Seed and her Seed it shall bruise thy Head and thou shalt bruise his Heel In which Threatning we may observe that in the Word It and His the Person of the Redeemer was held forth unto our first Parents and upon the performance of this Threatning against Satan which did carry Gospel-Grace in it did the Children of God that lived in the World before Abraham relie They by Faith beheld him that was to come and through that Grace which was granted to poor Sinners in him they were brought to walk with God and to enjoy him In the prosecuting of the third Part of this Book I shall by the Assistance of the Spirit of God make it appear That the Gospel as to the Matter of it is one and the same with what is contained in this Threatning against Satan and that what renewals of Grace God hath in a Covenant-way bestowed upon any of his Children as upon Abraham and David they were but as so many Confirmations of the Certainty of a Redeemer to come and tended to streng-then this first Threatning and to confirm the Faith of the Fathers in the certain Performance of it That the Publication of Gospel-Grace did not br with God that were under the found of it is very clear It is not the bare Performance of those Duties required by the Gospel that doth evidence Persons being in Covenant with God but the Principle by which they are enabled to perform them An Instance of which we have in the two Brothers Cain and Abel Gen. 4.3 4 5. And in process of time it came to pass that Cain brought of the Fruit of the ground an Offering unto the Lord. And Abel he also brought of the Firstlings of his Flock and of the Fat thereof and the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his Offering And unto Cain and his Offering he had not respect and Cain was very wroth and his Countenance fell We cannot think that these two Brothers as they were the Children of Adam and Eve could be ignorant of the Threatning against Satan That the Seed of the Woman should bruise the Serpent's Head But one of them offer'd a more excellent Sacrifice than the other by Faith having a view of this blessed Redeemer upon the account of whose Worthiness and in whose Name he offer'd up his Offering unto God Abel's Soul being led by Faith to the Redeemer and through him unto God meets with the acceptance of his Person and of his Offering Cain who wants Faith hath both his Person and his Offering rejected How small was the number of the Spiritual Seed yea into what a small compass was the outward face of the Church brought when God brought the Flood upon the old World the outward face of the Church confined to Noah's Family Gen. 6.11 12 13. And the Earth was corrupt before God and the Earth was filled with Violence And God looked upon the Earth and behold it was corrupt for all Flesh had corrupted his way upon the Earth And God said unto Noah The end of all Flesh is come before me for the Earth is filled with Violence through them and behold I will destroy them with the Earth Although wicked Ham lived in this religious Family whose Father hath this Character given him by God himself Gen. 7.1 And the Lord said unto Noah Come thou and all thy House into the Ark for thee have I seen righteous before me in this Generation And although he was preserved with his Father from the Deluge his Heart is not the least touched with it but he seems rather hardned in his Wickedness as appears by that brutish Act of his to his Father when he lay uncovered in the Tent. Although Christ had a Church in the World from Adam until Abraham's time and as far as Light can be afforded from the holy Scriptures the Church did remain privately in Families yet that all those that were in the Family were Members of the Church much less brought into the Covenant of Grace the Scripture gives us no ground to believe I cannot but a little wonder to behold the Confidence of some Men who do assert That there was no Covenant of Grace before Abraham and in publick in my hearing have affirm'd that to make the Threatning against Satan the Covenant of Grace is to make God covenant with the Devil And again That when God ever took any Person into Covenant with him he also took all the Offspring or all his Seed into Covenant with him To question the Reality of such Assertions is to bring one under the Reproach of being Deniers of the Covenant of Grace as if they had a mind to inhance a kind of Infallibility to themselves by making Persons believe things from their pare Assertions CHAP II. Of the Covenant made with Abraham and of the Old Testament Church-State what was required to be a Member of it THAT the Covenant made with Abraham had something in it peculiar to him as a Believer for the strengthning of his Faith and likewise relating to a numerous Offspring which were to proceed from his Loins is that which I hope to clear up in the following Discourse And first relating to him as a Believer for the strengthning of his Faith in the blessed Redeemer who then was to come He hath this exceeding great Favour bestowed upon him to have the Promise of the Redeemer's coming renew'd unto him and that by a new Promise with this additional Favour annexed to it that the Redeemer according to the Flesh should be of his Seed which must certainly bring a great deal of comfort with it to believing Abraham Gen. 12.3 And I will bless them that bless thee and curse him that curseth thee and in thee shall all the Families of the Earth be blessed compared with Gen. 22.18 And in thy Seed shall all the Nations of the Earth be blessed The Apostle Paul recites the very Words of the Promise and calls it a preaching the Gospel before unto Abraham Gal. 3.8 And the Scripture foreseeing that God would justify the Heathen through Faith preached before the Gospel unto Abraham saying In thee shall all
when I took them by the hand to lead them out of the Land of Egypt because they continued not in my Covenant and I regarded them not saith the Lord. The Apostle in these words doth refer us to the bringing the Children of Israel out of Egypt the imbodying of that People into a Nation and God's setting up his Worship amongst them which the 17th Chapter of Genesis and the Covenant there mentioned carried in the Womb of it the Insufficiency of which Covenant lay not only in the unvailed Administration of Gospel-Grace which was darkly typified forth in the times of the Old Testament but chiefly in the want of internal Grace from having a share of which Grace the greatest part of the Seed of Abraham were excluded not the Elect who were of his Offspring but those which were put off with Earthly Enjoyments which they by their Rebellions in process of time forfeited the Forbearance and Patience of God being wearied out Having by way of Introduction opened the way to that which I intend to treat of in the following Discourse I shall lay down these three Heads to enlarge on First That the Seed of Abraham were in Gen 17. taken into Covenant with God unto which Covenant temporal Mercies were annexed and Circumcision given as a Seal of the performance of it on God's part Secondly That as the Covenant mentioned Gen. 17. carried in the Womb of it the imbodying of the Seed of Abraham into a separate Nation in order to have that Old Testament Church-state set up amongst them so their Deliverance out of Egypt and the appointing the Paschal Lamb was to shew them that God was actually on the accomplishing what was contained it the Covenant Thirdly Where internal Grace did accompany these Ordinances and other parts of that Old Testament Worship the Elect Seed were brought to have spiritual Mercies convey'd to their Souls through it First That the Seed of Abraham were in Gen. 17. taken into Covenant with God unto which Covenant Temporal Mercies were annex'd and Circumcision given as a Seal of the performance of it on God's part doth appear as it is laid down from ver 4 to v. 15. extending it self not only to all his Seed that should descend from him by Generation but likewise to those that were born in his House or bought with his Mony And the uncircumcised Manchild whose Flesh of his fore-skin is not circumcised that Soul shall be cut off from his People he hath broken my Covenant That all the Persons that were brought into this Covenant had inward Mercies convey'd to their Souls crosseth the words of Abraham ver 18. And Abraham said unto God O that Ishmael might live before thee If he had understood that this Covenant into which Ishmael was going to be taken by the initiating Ordinance of Circumcision had been the Covenant of Grace he needed not have doubted of that there being a sincere performance of what was required of Abraham's part on the behalf of Ishmael But we find by God's Answer that there was not that intended by that Covenant for him but as the Covenant promised an Earthly Canaan so Ishmael tho he had not that Land yet he should have other Earthly Greatness which should carry with it the performance of what was held forth by the Covenant unto the natural Seed of Abraham ver 20. And as for Ishmael I have heard thee Behold I have blessed him and will make him fruitful and will multiply him exceedingly twelve Princes shall he beget and I will make him a great Nation This is that which the Covenant intended for him and doubtless Abraham did so look upon it or otherwise he would have interceded farther for Ishmael Evident it is that Ishmael was taken into this Covenant contain'd in Gen. 17. for Abraham did circumcise him as the Covenant required yet we find the Apostle Paul making Agar and Ishmael to represent the Covenant of Works Gal. 4.22 23 24. For it is written that Abraham had two Sons the one by a bond-maid the other by a free-woman But he that was of the bond-woman was born after the Flesh but he of the free-woman was by Promise Which things are an Allegory for these are the two Covenants the one from the Mount Sinai which gendereth to Bondage which is Agar Mr. Edward Leigh in his Annotations upon the New Testament doth speak so fully to the Truth that I shall insert his words at large Ver. 23. Born after the Flesh That is by a bare natural Power of Generation By Promise That is not so much by the natural strength of Parents as by virtue of God's Promise which bound his Truth to set his Omnipotency at work above Nature Ver. 24. Which things are an Allegory That is being the things that they were signify the things that they were not a Figure of some other thing mystically signified by them that is they represent or signify the two Covenants For these are the two Covenants That is distinct Covenants of Works and Grace first and second Covenant not the Covenant of Grace differently administred in the Old and New Testament Ishmael was not under the Covenant of Grace in any sense Isaac and Ishmael represented all Men regenerate and unregenerate all which are under the Covenant of Works and Grace Mount Sinai Which came thence being there published and promulgated the Law and Covenant of Works To Bondage That is begets not Children of a free and ingenuous Spirit loving God and out of Love doing him Service and meerly of his Grace Love free Favour and Promise expecting their Reward but Bondslaves which out of a fear of Punishment or hope of Reward do Service and expect the Reward for the worthiness sake of their Works This Covenant is Hagar That is signified by Hagar so called for a double respect First For its Condition because it begets all Children to Bondage Secondly For Subordination Sarah's Maid the Law is a Servant to the Gospel and Gospel Ends. If as Mr. Leigh saith Ishmael was not under the Covenant of Grace in any sense I do wonder how he can as he doth in other places make it the Covenant of Grace and Circumcision the Seal of that Covenant for of it was Ishmael made a partaker Gen. 17.23 24. And Abraham took Ishmael his Son and all that were born in his House and all that were bought with his Mony according to the appointment of the Covenant ver 13. every Male among the Men of Abraham 's House and circumcised the Flesh of their fore-skin in the self-same day as God had said unto him A second Proof for the Confirmation of what I have laid down under this first Head that the Covenant mention'd in Gen. 17. did only hold forth Earthly Things to be enjoy'd by the Seed of Abraham by the Seed of Abraham I intend the great number of his fleshly Seed as separated from the Elect which were amongst them That this Covenant did only hold forth Earthly Enjoyments
and that Circumcision was only a Seal of these things to be enjoy'd by them will further appear from that account which the Scriptures give us of Esau If the Covenant mentioned in Gen. 17. unto which Circumcision is annexed be the Covenant of Grace and the Infant-seed of Believers by virtue of their Parents Faith have a right to new Covenant-Mercies and ought to be sealed with the Seal of the Covenant how doth this agree with Gen. 25.23 And the Lord said unto her that is to Rebekah Two Nations are in thy Womb and two manner of People shall be separated from thy Bowels and the one People shall be stronger than the other People and the elder shall serve the younger Compared with Rom. 9.12 13. It was said unto her that is to Rebekah The elder shall serve the yopnger As it is written Jacob have I loved and Esau have I hated What shall we say then is there Vnrighteousness with God God forbid He as an absolute Soveraign over the Works of his hands may dispose of Persons and Things as pleaseth him But to return to the matter in hand here is Esau the Seed of believing Isaac and so without controversy he had a Covenant-right to what was intended by the Covenant to the Seed of Abraham as such yet even while in the Womb excluded from any share in new Covenant-Mercies it must then follow that this Covenant did not convey new Covenant-Mercies but was a Covenant of Peculiarity to the natural Seed of Abraham others se there is a failure in the Covenant but it is the highest Wickedness to imagine there should be any on God's part in performing what he covenants to give But if we look upon the Covenant here as intending Earthly Blessings there was no failure of these Blessings either to Ishmael or Esau or to the natural Seed of Abraham from Jacob after they were imbodied into a Nation and had that Church-state set up amongst them until by aggravating Sins and Rebellion they forfeited their right to these Covenant-Mercies Secondly As the Covenant mentioned in Gen. 17. carried in the Womb of it the imbodying of the Seed of Abraham into a separate Nation in order to have that Old Testament Church-state set up amongst them so their Deliverance out of Egypt and the appointing of the Paschal Lamb was to shew forth to them that God was punctual in the accomplishing what was contain'd in the Covenant Altho God in Gen. 17. did enter into Covenant with Abraham and with all his natural Seed yet the accomplishment of what was contain'd in the Covenant in respect of the gathering the Seed of Jacob into a National Church was not accomplished until many hundred years after Exod. 2.23 24 25. And it came to pass in process of time that the King of Egypt died and the Children of Israel sighed by reason of the Bondage and they cried and their Cry came up unto God by reason of the Bondage And God heard their groaning and God remembered his Covenant with Abraham with Isaac and with Jacob. And God look'd upon the Children of Israel and God had respect unto them He remembred what he had promised in Gen. 17. and so remembers it as to take in hand the accomplishment of it Exod. 3.17 And I have said I will bring you up out of the Affliction of Egypt into the Land of the Canaanites and the Hittites and the Amorites and the Perizzites and the Hivites and the Jebusites unto a Land flowing with Milk and Honey This the Apostle calls the entering into Covenant with the Israelites when he brought them out of the Land of Egypt which was the accomplishing of what was contain'd in Gen. 17. the faultiness of which Covenant lay in the Promise of Earthly Enjoyments which were fading and liable to be lost and the want of inward Grace by which God comes to be enjoy'd and new Covenant-Mercies presented to the Soul That the Apostle in Heb. 8.7 8 9. compared with ver 10 11 12 13. doth thus lay it down is plain to every Person that hath not a mind wilfully to shut his Eyes against the Truth For the further Confirmation of what is said look into Deut. 29.1 2 3 4. These are the words of the Covenant which the Lord commanded Moses to make with the Children of Israel in the Land of Moab beside the Covenant which he made with them in Horeb. And Moses called unto all Israel and said unto them Ye have seen all that the Lord did before your Eyes in the Land of Egypt unto Pharaoh and unto all his Servants and unto all his Land the great Temptations which thine Eyes have seen the Signs and those great Miracles Yet the Lord hath not given you a Heart to perceive and Eyes to see and Ears to hear unto this day Notwithstanding this Chapter does contain in it a renewal of the Covenant to bring them to the accomplishment of the Covenant Gen. 17. yet we find not in the whole Chapter a promise of internal Grace without which no Person can be said to be brought into the new Covenant for notwithstanding the wonderful Trials that they went through and the Soul-amazing Deliverances which they received from God the holy Spirit being wanting inwardly to fasten these upon their Hearts and to soften their Hearts before God these great Appearances of God on their behalf quickly wore off their Hearts and they forgot all his Benefits That the gathering the Seed of Israel into a Nation and the appointing of the Passover led to point unto the natural Seed the fulfilling of what was contain'd in Gen. 17. which was the enjoyment of Earthly Inheritances will appear in that the admittance unto the Passover run to the same Persons to whom Circumcision was granted Gen. 17.13 And that it was to be a Sign to the natural Seed of God's performing his Promise in bringing them to the enjoyment of the Earthly Canaan which was but a Type of that Heavenly Canaan reserved for the spiritual Seed doth appear from Exod. 12.25 26 27. And it shall come to pass when ye be come to the Land which the Lord will give you according as he hath promised Gen. 17. that ye shall keep this Service And it shall come to pass when your Children shall say unto you What mean you by this Service that ye shall say It is the Sacrifice of the Lord 's Passover who passed over the Houses of the Children of Israel in Egypt when he smote the Egyptians and delivered our Houses And they bowed the Head and worshipped It is clear from a multitude of Scriptures that from the first giving forth of the Covenant in Gen. 17. until the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ the Seed of Abraham from Jacob downwards were made Partakers of many outward Privileges even those of them that were strangers to internal Grace which no other People that stand in the outward part of the Worship of God in Gospel-times can lay claim unto
his first and second Appearance But as the Apostle saith Heb. 1.1 2. God who at sundry times and divers manners spake in times past unto the Fathers by the Prophets hath in these last days spoken unto us by his Son whom he hath appointed Heir of all things The New Testament which was given forth by the Lord Jesus Christ and his Apostles doth take off the Vail from the Old and as to that part of it which concerns the Person of the Lord Jesus Christ is an Exposition of it Our Lord tells the Woman of Samaria John 4.23 But the hour cometh and now is when the true Worshippers shall worship the Father in Spirit and in Truth for the Father seeketh such to worship him Under the times of the Old Testament the Worship of God lay much outward the Body being greatly exercised in it they had killing of Sacrifices they had material Fire to burn the Sacrifice withal and material Salt to season the Sacrifice But under the New Testament the Worship most of all concerns the Soul it is so far spiritual that the Spirit of God must be the Unfolder of it and calls at the first glance for the Soul to apprehend the Lord Jesus Christ who is the Person held forth in it For without a Heart true unto him no acceptance of the Worship neither the Worshipper The Salt which our Worship must be season'd withal must be inward Sincerity the Fire inward Zeal engaging the Heart with God when exercised in the worshipping of him which will not fail to keep the Body in a decent Posture with it How low doth the Apostle go when he speaks of the Old Testament Worship Heb. 10.1 For the Law having a shadow of good things to come and not the very Image of the things can never with these Sacrifices which they offered year by year continually make the Comers thereunto perfect By the Law the following words shew he intends the Ceremonial Law which was appointed by God during that Dispensation to typify out that which is with such Clearness presented unto us in the New Testament And in comparing of these together the Apostle doth not vouchsafe to grant unto the Ceremonial Law to be an Image of the other but a Shadow a Shadow is not so much as an Image nor an Image so much as the thing it self It is a Metaphor taken from Painting Painters are wont with Chalk or a Coal to draw out the thing which they propose to themselves to express Which rude Picture is call'd a Shadow for the obscure Representation Then with the Pencil they bring on the lively Colours that it may be a distinct and express Likeness of a thing which is properly call'd an Image There being so vast a Difference in the Matter of the Worship betwixt the Old and New Testament it is very strange to me to see holy Men run back to the Old Testament to warrant their Practice for such things which they want a Warrant for from the New Having found out the nature of the Publication of the Gospel under the New Testament it will not be very difficult to find out what fort of Persons are the visible Members of the Church which leads me to the next thing to be handled What is required to be admitted a Member of the Church according to the Rule laid down in the New Testament And that is a laying hold of the Lord Jesus Christ by Faith and of that rich and free Grace which is extended to Sinners from God the Father through him accompanied with an outward Profession of their Faith before those to whom they join themselves in Church-fellowship and an outward Declaration of their sincere desire to walk with the Church as Members of it according to the Rule of the Word They first saith the Apostle gave their own selves to the Lord and to us by the Will of God It is impossible but Hypocrites and Formalists should creep into the Church because Man judgeth only by outward appearance it is God alone that can behold the Heart However the admittance of them depends upon the Church's Judgment and the Church receives them as sincere and not as Hypocrites or Formalists for if either of these were discoverable before admittance the Church would not accept them Acts 8.13 Then Simon himself believed also and was baptized By believing must be meant an outward Declaration of his believing for it doth appear that his Heart had not laid hold of the Lord Jesus Christ for if it had he would not have been so ignorant how the Gift of the Holy Ghost was given so as to think to procure it by Mony but being discovered the Apostle Peter tells him Thy Mony perish with thee ver 23. For I perceive thou art in the Gall of Bitterness and in the Bond of Iniquity That is notwithstanding thy outward Profession of Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ thou art in a state of Sin and Impenitency which if continued in will at last bring forth the Bitterness of eternal Punishment To prove that the New Testament doth require a Work of true Conversion upon the Heart as that which qualifies or fits a Person to be a Member of the visible Church and that no pretence of fleshly right as being of believing Parents will do it I shall offer these following Reasons First Because the Entail which gave the fleshly Seed right of Membership to the Church ended with that Old Testament Church-state for altho the grievous and abominable Sins of the Israelites did cause the Lord to bring very heavy Judgments upon them and often to send them into Captivity before the face of their Enemies yet they were not unchurched neither was the Worship of God taken from them for their Wickedness and given to another People and the great Reason was because it was by an Act of Grace that this Favour was granted to the Seed of Abraham that they should be separated from the rest of the Nations and have the Worship of God set up amongst them And the same Grace that extended this Favour to them above the rest of the World was pleased that an Entail to secure the continuance of the Favour granted until the coming of the Messiah should be a part of the Grant it self as appears from the words of Jacob Gen. 49.10 The Scepter shall not depart from Judah nor a Lawgiver from between his Feet until Shilo come He speaks it with a shall not to shew that altho their Sins might bring other Judgments upon them yet this Judgment was reserved to fall upon them for their slighting the Messiah The Lord Christ lays this before the Jews in the Parable of a Housholder planting a Vineyard Mat. 21.33 Hear another Parable There was a certain Housholder which planted a Vineyard and hedged it round about and digged a Wine-press in it and built a Tower and let it out to Husbandmen and went into a far Country This Housholder is God the Fathers this Vineyard
beating me about the Head I was almost stupified and growing melancholy I was judg'd to be gone into a Consumption My Mother advising with Dr. Korbat about me he advised her to take me from the School which she did but my Father that I might not forget to read English well borrowed for me Fox's Acts and Monuments which I began to take great delight in And the first thing that fastened upon my Heart to do me good was a Letter of Bilnay's to Dunstal the Popish Arch-bishop of York in the Reign of Henry the Eighth wherein that holy Martyr laying before the Bishop the manner of his Life that he was a Mass-Priest to pray Souls out of Purgatory Reading saith he Tindal's New Testament at the last I came to hear of Jesus Which Passage was fixed upon my Heart as if it had been written upon it Leaving the Book I went out and began with great deliberation to consider of this Passage and the reason that should make this holy Man and others give up their Lives with such chearfulness in the Fire whenas by conforming to the Publick Worship they might many of them have lived in great Prosperity I begun to think of a future state and the manner of Life that I had led in the World to the great dishonour of that God that gave me my Being my Sins were then set in order before me and I began to be fill'd with such inward Guilt and Fear that I was many times afraid to be alone yet never made my Condition known to any Person but often bewailed it before God and resolved which I was enabled through Mercy to perform to turn my Back on my former vicious Company and betook my self to a very retired Life even beyond the most young Men that I was acquainted with not daring to allow my self the Pleasures of youthful Vanities My Mother being a Hearer of Mr. Luck I frequently went with her and was much affected with his preaching but two things fell out which wholly alienated my Mind from him and indeed almost from all Dissenting Ministers for his sake The Act against seditious Conventicles coming forth forbidding all Persons above four besides the Minister to assemble together under pretence of the Worship of God after Mr. Luck had finished his Exercise on the Lord's-day before the Act took place two Rooms being full of Hearers he stood up and acquainted them with the Act and that he could no longer preach to above four as the Act directed A second thing that gave me the greatest Offence was that going with my Mother to hear him after the Act was in force four Persons were gotten there before us and the Door lock'd we desired to let be in and were not willing to be denied until we were refused by himself which caused me to break forth into this or the like Expression That it could not be that he was a Minister of the Gospel who was more afraid of Man than of God and for my part I would never go to hear him more That which heightned my Aversness to him was my Father's frequent upbraiding of us with our careless Shepherd who in time of danger was asham'd to own his Flock From that time I began to have a particular Eye upon the poor despised Quakers whom I look'd upon as the only People God had in the World for altho I had shaken off sinful self I had not shaken off righteous self and by reading a multitude of their Books I was more and more confirm'd in their Foundation-Principle of the Light in every Man which convinceth him of Sin being the Light of Christ which from an experienced Heart I have cause to speak it is no other but the Light of the first Covenant that shews Man his state and condition he is in by Sin but leads not into the Gospel-Dispensation but as the Light according to the tenor of the first Covenant calls for an Obedience to the Law so by keeping up to a strict walking according to its requirings much inward Peace is gain'd and this I very well remember that having through Temptations outwardly and from Corruption inwardly been led into Sin this Light which is God's Witness in the Souls of all the Sons and Daughters of Adam did begin to accuse me and I felt inward Guilt and fear of Punishment arising in my Breast which made me look for some trouble or other befalling me for running in the way of Sin and very seldom miss'd of it which Trouble was an instrumental means to drive me to my Knees to bewail my Condition before God and frequently with great earnestness of Heart have besought him that I might come to a sinless state never to go astray from him but to witness a being led out to behold the Lord Jesus Christ by Faith either as a Redeemer or as Mediator betwixt God and Man from any inward Work of God upon my Heart I did not in the least experience altho I do believe all that knew my Conversation will say that it was very strict yet under the leadings of this first Covenant-Principle And mark it my Children this I leave with you as one that to the praise of rich Grace be it spoken hath found Mercy at the hand of God that it is not your joining with the purest Truths of Christianity that ought to be the Evidence to your selves of your being such as God will own for Christians but it is the Principle by which your Hearts are guided in the Worship of Christ whether private or publick that must be the Evidence A Christian that is brought to walk with God by the Spirit of Adoption is taken off the old Foundation and set upon a new Foundation his hope of enjoying eternal Life is fixt upon his Union with the Lord Jesus Christ by Faith through whom eternal Happiness is secured unto him in such a way as is impossible it should miscarry But this I shall speak to by and by when I come to shew you how my Soul closed with the Lord Jesus and return to speak a little further of that poor despised People called Quakers who I did believe were in the Favour of God above any People in the World and altho I did not join with them so far as publickly to meet with them at their Worship yet I gave frequent Testimonies how highly I esteemed them The Persecution upon the account of their Consciences increasing about the year Eighty three I did endeavour to shelter them what in me lay by perswading the Towns Officers to endeavour to baffle the Informers and being chosen an Overseer of the Poor at that time and so being injoyn'd by Warrant to take their Goods I was driven into grievous Perplexity not knowing which way to turn me for I was grievously afraid of the Justices on the one hand and utterly averse to such an Act on the other hand believing them to be God's People which caused me to shed a great many Tears in
pardoning and renewing Grace hath been manifested inwardly in me 1. His Pardoning Grace hath been manifest in me I have many times come before God labouring under inward Guilt and have experienced a removal of the Guilt in the Gospel way For altho the Lord Jesus Christ did by his Death give a full Satisfaction to Justice for all the Elect that were given him of the Father yet while the Elect are on this side Eternity and through frailty liable to fall into Sin after Sin committed there can be no inward Peace enjoy'd until the Soul be led forth anew by a Renewed Act of Faith upon a suffering Jesus and a suing by sincere Repentance unto the Father for pardoning Grace upon the account of his Worthiness And as to the Praise of the rich Grace of God I have experienced his pardoning Grace so I hope to the Praise of the same Grace I can say it that I do experience Renewing Grace I do indeed feel my time to be a continual Warfare according to the words of the Apostle Gal. 5.17 For the Flesh lusteth against the Spirit and the Spirit against the Flesh and these are contrary one to the other so that ye cannot do the things that ye would Grace is often foiling Corruption but hath not destroy'd it the growth of it is hindered but the Seeds of it remain it 's an Enemy that lies continually lurking to watch for Advantage and altho it cannot regain such a Power as to destroy my Soul yet it keeps so much Power as to disturb it My Soul sometimes goes mourning before God under the sense of the remaining strength of this Adversary and how hardly is Grace put to it to quit the Soul out of its hands But here lies my Security I am brought within the compass of the Father's unchangeable Love within the compass of the Sons Intercession and under the Leadings of the Holy Ghost First I am within the compass of the Father's Love being one of the Seed given to Christ and according to the Tenor of the Covenant do I experience the Father's dealings with me Psal 89.30 31 32 33 34. If his Children that is the Elect Seed given to Christ ver 27 28. walk not in my Judgments If they break my Statutes and keep not my Commandments Then will I visit their Transgression with the Rod and their Iniquities with Stripes Nevertheless my Loving-kindness will I not utterly take from him nor suffer my Faithfulness to fail My Covenant will I not break Here is my Mercy that I do experience my Father's dealing with me to be according to the Tenor of the Covenant that his Providence towards me brings Frowns with it against Corruption and that he hath enlightned my Soul to see it Psal 94.12 Blessed is the Man whom thou chastenest O Lord and teachest him out of thy Law Frowning Providences are not of themselves Mercies but the Spirit 's accompanying them and working by them upon the Soul to bring the Soul to a sensibility of its State and enabling the Soul to seek to God and to enjoy Comfort from him through Faith when denied Comfort from the World It 's this that gives the Evidence that they are sent in Mercy when corrupt Nature is subdued by them and inward Grace is stirr'd up to put forth the greater Fervency to God and for God in Duty that we may be serviceable to him in our Generation The Apostle in Heb. 12.8 lays this down as the common way of God's dealing with his Children and fixes Bastardy upon those that are not thus dealt with But if ye be without Chastisement whereof of all are partakers then are you Bastards and not Sons Mark it my Children I do not say God doth not give Prosperity to none of his Children in this World but where he doth give it he usually brings humbling Providences before it that so the Soul may not be prejudiced by it Joseph and David were both exalted to a very high state in this World but what great Afflictions did they go through before they were brought to it according to the words of the Prophet It is good for a Man that he hear the Yoke in his Youth And it hath been my particular Observation That where great plenty of this World's Goods are given to any of God's Children they have had a pricking Thorn put into some of their outward Enjoyments that they might not rest in these things as their Portion Secondly I am one of those for whom the Lord Jesus Christ is interceding and interested in him as a Member of his Mystical Body Father saith Christ keep through thine own Name those whom thou hast given me that they may be one as we are He intercedes that we may be prepared for Glory and that we may be brought to the enjoyment of Glory Joh. 17.24 Father I will that they also whom thou hast given me be with me where I am that they may behold my Glory which thou hast given me This Prayer saith a holy Man altho it was pray'd here on Earth by the Lord Jesus Christ in the state of his Humiliation yet the Matter contain'd in it doth sute his State of Exaltation and is a short Epitome of his Intercession as the Church's Head now at the Right-hand of his Father until every Member of his Mystical Body be brought to the Mansions of eternal Rest The Apostle in Heb. 6. from v. 13 to 20. having laid down the Unchangeableness and Immutability of the Father's Council concerning the Elect and how for their Encouragement he had bound himself not only by Word but by Oath for the performance of the things contained in the Promises and having shewed how the Flock do anchor upon their Father's Immutability as that which is both sure and stedfast and enters into that within the Vail Faith doth not content it self only with the Promises but pierceth into Heaven to God himself and the Soul there for its further Encouragement beholds the blessed Mediator interceding on its behalf ver 20. Where the forerunner is for us entred even Jesus All the Promises of God the Father being made to our Nature first as it is united to his Son the Eternal Word our Nature in him being brought to the Enjoyment of that Glory contained in the Promises doth on the behalf of the Elect intercede that every individual Person that belongs unto him may be brought to be sharers with him Your Father through Faith hath a well-grounded hope that he is one of the number for whom his blessed Lord is interceding and doubts not but in a little time to be a sharer in that part of his Intercession which leads to enjoy eternal Glory through him Thirdly I am one of those that are under the leadings of the Spirit of Adoption which is that inward Witness which the Scripture speaks of He that believeth in the Son of God hath the Witness in himself For God saith the Apostle who commanded Light to shine out