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&_o rage_v be_v the_o strength_n of_o sin_n neither_o for_o all_o this_o must_v we_o cease_v to_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n nor_o despair_n on_o the_o other_o side_n although_o our_o sorrow_n be_v but_o small_a for_o if_o we_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o the_o hardness_n of_o our_o heart_n if_o we_o can_v be_v grieve_v for_o that_o we_o be_v no_o more_o grieve_v for_o our_o sin_n if_o we_o can_v but_o sigh_v and_o groone_a because_o we_o feel_v our_o iniquity_n it_o be_v so_o much_o a_o great_a comfort_n unto_o we_o as_o it_o be_v a_o great_a testimony_n that_o our_o heart_n be_v not_o altogether_o harden_v so_o that_o if_o we_o feel_v borrow_v indeed_o although_o we_o weep_v not_o yet_o we_o may_v gather_v comfort_n consider_v that_o this_o sorrow_n be_v for_o sin_n with_o a_o love_n and_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n yea_o if_o our_o assault_n be_v distrust_n pride_n arrogancy_n ambition_n envy_n concupiscence_n as_o whoâ—e_v as_o the_o fire_n in_o the_o furnace_n all_o our_o day_n and_o though_o satan_n lay_v out_o oil_n in_o great_a measure_n &_o out_o of_o measure_n that_o it_o be_v the_o wonderful_a mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o stand_v and_o though_o our_o prayer_n be_v dull_a and_o full_a of_o wearisomenes_n if_o the_o strive_n and_o strain_v of_o ourselves_o to_o goodness_n be_v so_o hard_a that_o we_o know_v not_o whether_o we_o strive_v for_o fear_v of_o punishment_n or_o for_o love_n of_o so_o good_a a_o father_n yet_o if_o we_o feel_v this_o in_o ourselves_o that_o we_o will_v fain_o love_v the_o lord_n and_o be_v better_o and_o be_v weary_v and_o tire_v with_o our_o sin_n long_o glad_o to_o enjoy_v the_o peace_n of_o righteousness_n and_o desire_v to_o please_v god_n in_o a_o simple_a obedience_n of_o faith_n then_o let_v we_o comfort_v ourselves_o there_o be_v no_o time_n to_o late_o to_o repent_v in_o for_o he_o come_v quick_o to_o christ_n although_o in_o the_o houâ—e_n of_o death_n that_o come_v willing_o and_o in_o a_o desire_n of_o a_o 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that_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n he_o be_v our_o man_n of_o law_n who_o to_o excuse_v we_o suffer_v himself_o to_o be_v accuse_v for_o us._n o_o gluttonous_a hell_n where_o be_v thy_o defence_n o_o cruel_a sin_n where_o be_v thy_o tyrannous_a power_n o_o raven_a death_n where_o be_v thy_o bloody_a sting_n o_o roar_a lion_n why_o do_v thou_o freete_v and_o foam_v christ_n my_o law_n fight_v against_o thou_o o_o law_n and_o be_v my_o liberty_n sin_n against_o thou_o o_o sin_n and_o be_v my_o righteousness_n christ_n against_o thou_o o_o devil_n and_o be_v my_o saviour_n death_n against_o thou_o o_o death_n &_o be_v my_o life_n thou_o do_v desire_v to_o pave_v my_o way_n to_o the_o burn_a lake_n of_o damn_a soul_n but_o contrary_a to_o thy_o will_n thou_o be_v constrain_v to_o lift_v up_o the_o ladder_n whereby_o i_o must_v ascend_v into_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n wherefore_o if_o we_o shall_v find_v ourselves_o forsake_v of_o god_n so_o as_o we_o perceive_v nothing_o 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which_o in_o her_o child_n be_v want_v by_o occasion_n in_o like_a manner_n the_o lord_n god_n our_o most_o gracious_a father_n do_v not_o cast_v we_o off_o because_o through_o our_o imperfection_n we_o be_v unable_a or_o afraid_a to_o draw_v near_o to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n but_o rather_o pity_v we_o and_o see_v we_o a_o far_o of_o desirous_a to_o come_v unto_o he_o meet_v we_o by_o the_o way_n &_o by_o grace_n &_o strength_n of_o his_o own_o hand_n direct_v our_o step_n unto_o his_o kingdom_n and_o as_o he_o which_o free_o purpose_v to_o give_v a_o wedge_n of_o gold_n will_v not_o withdraw_v his_o gift_n because_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o that_o shall_v receive_v it_o be_v weak_a trouble_v with_o the_o gout_n palsy_n or_o leprosy_n so_o that_o by_o any_o mean_n though_o in_o great_a weakness_n he_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v it_o even_o so_o the_o lord_n purpose_v in_o free_a mercy_n to_o bestow_v on_o we_o a_o immortal_a weight_n of_o glory_n will_v not_o deprive_v we_o of_o it_o 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