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the_o vileness_n of_o sin_n you_o will_v be_v ordinary_o ensnare_v by_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n if_o you_o will_v enjoy_v constant_a victory_n and_o deliverance_n you_o must_v admit_v of_o frequent_a consideration_n as_o for_o the_o solemn_a consideration_n that_o i_o conjecture_n be_v not_o necessary_a at_o all_o time_n but_o upon_o special_a occasion_n either_o 1._o before_o we_o necessary_a solemn_a consideration_n not_o necessary_a at_o all_o time_n the_o time_n when_o it_o be_v necessary_a enter_v into_o some_o weighty_a business_n 2._o when_o we_o lie_v under_o some_o weighty_a affliction_n 3._o when_o we_o be_v to_o die_v and_o make_v straight_o our_o weighty_a account_n 4._o when_o we_o be_v more_o solemn_o to_o meet_v the_o lord_n and_o renew_v our_o covenant_n with_o he_o as_o in_o the_o day_n of_o humiliation_n or_o when_o we_o be_v to_o come_v unto_o the_o sacrament_n now_o be_v we_o more_o solemn_o and_o serious_o to_o consider_v of_o our_o sin_n partly_o 1._o 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