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other_o but_o only_o unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n foretold_v his_o disciple_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v betray_v by_o one_o of_o they_o that_o same_o night_n med_n v._o among_o the_o 26.20.21_o the_o mat._n 26.20.21_o twelve_o as_o jesus_n sit_v at_o meat_n at_o his_o 14.14_o his_o mark_v 14.14_o last_o supper_n thus_o to_o they_o he_o say_v who_o 22.22_o who_o luke_n 22.22_o dip_v his_o hand_n in_o dish_n and_o with_o i_o eat_v by_o 18.5_o by_o john_n 18.5_o he_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v betray_v after_o our_o most_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a jesus_n have_v feed_v his_o disciple_n with_o his_o precious_a body_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n he_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v betray_v i_o which_o eat_v with_o i_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o which_o eat_v my_o bread_n shall_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o oh_o how_o hard_o be_v this_o say_n my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a saviour_n oh_o how_o harsh_a and_o bitter_a meat_n have_v thou_o reserve_v for_o thy_o disciple_n at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o supper_n thou_o do_v feed_v they_o with_o sweet_a milk_n in_o the_o beginning_n and_o thou_o give_v they_o delicious_a honey_n in_o the_o middle_n when_o thou_o do_v wash_v their_o foot_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o thy_o precious_a body_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o with_o thy_o royal_a blood_n for_o their_o drink_n but_o now_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o have_v reserve_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n sour_a sauce_n for_o their_o sweet_a meat_n when_o these_o sorrowful_a word_n do_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a lip_n and_o that_o dreadful_a speech_n be_v utter_v by_o thy_o honie-flowing_a mouth_n woe_n be_v i_o my_o sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n i_o seem_v to_o see_v the_o cheerful_a countenance_n of_o thy_o dear_a disciple_n sudden_o change_v their_o heart_n overwhelmed_n with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o excessive_a grief_n the_o heat_n of_o their_o desire_n quite_o extinguish_v and_o all_o their_o hope_n whole_o dash_v so_o soon_o as_o those_o fearful_a word_n have_v pass_v through_o their_o ear_n and_o pierce_v their_o heart_n who_o of_o so_o sweet_a a_o beginning_n little_o expect_v so_o sour_a a_o conclusion_n have_v they_o not_o much_o matter_n of_o mourning_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n unto_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v their_o master_n captain_n governor_n guardian_n and_o ruler_n shall_v be_v betray_v to_o death_n and_o it_o do_v much_o more_o augment_v the_o matter_n of_o their_o woe_n and_o increase_v the_o heap_n of_o their_o grief_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v contrive_v this_o horrible_a treason_n and_o be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o bloody_a attempt_n the_o first_o be_v a_o violent_a motive_n to_o move_v they_o to_o exceed_a sorrow_n because_o they_o so_o dear_o love_v and_o be_v so_o entire_o belove_v of_o their_o love_a master_n but_o the_o latter_a be_v so_o horrible_a to_o their_o ear_n and_o so_o terrible_a to_o their_o heart_n that_o it_o quite_o abate_v all_o their_o former_a joy_n &_o utter_o amaze_v their_o perplex_a mind_n marvel_v in_o their_o trouble_a cogitation_n who_o among_o such_o a_o little_a flock_n of_o sheep_n shall_v prove_v so_o wolvish_a as_o to_o devour_v so_o good_a a_o shepherd_n admire_v that_o any_o one_o in_o their_o holy_a society_n shall_v so_o far_o degenerate_a from_o his_o faithful_a fidelity_n as_o to_o betray_v the_o life_n of_o so_o bounteous_a so_o mild_a and_o so_o merciful_a a_o master_n but_o hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n what_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n answer_v when_o they_o hear_v those_o lamentable_a word_n pronounce_v they_o look_v one_o upon_o another_o their_o face_n be_v pale_a with_o fear_n and_o their_o heart_n full_o fraught_v with_o sorrow_n and_o scarce_o can_v their_o tongue_n utter_v any_o part_n of_o their_o inward_a grief_n the_o flood_n of_o their_o woe_n do_v flow_v fast_o and_o rise_v to_o so_o high_a a_o tide_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o they_o say_v with_o a_o tremble_a voice_n what_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v these_o which_o our_o dear_a master_n do_v utter_v who_o among_o we_o shall_v prove_v such_o a_o curse_a wretch_n as_o once_o to_o imagine_v or_o such_o a_o horrible_a traitor_n as_o once_o to_o complot_v such_o a_o detestable_a deed_n and_o execrable_a fact_n such_o a_o heinous_a intention_n say_v every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v far_o from_o my_o thought_n such_o a_o hellish_a motion_n do_v never_o enter_v into_o my_o breast_n for_o how_o shall_v such_o a_o devilish_a cogitation_n enter_v into_o our_o mind_n or_o find_v any_o harbour_n in_o our_o heart_n but_o our_o lord_n can_v be_v deceive_v wherefore_o every_o one_o of_o they_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n to_o who_o bless_a jesus_n answer_v one_o of_o the_o twelve_o which_o dip_v his_o hand_n with_o i_o in_o the_o dish_n shall_v betray_v i_o but_o peradventure_o many_o of_o they_o shove_v their_o hand_n in_o the_o dish_n at_o that_o time_n they_o be_v not_o able_a to_o discern_v who_o it_o shall_v be_v wherefore_o judas_n say_v what_o be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n but_o love_v jesus_n otherwise_o not_o discover_v he_o answer_v thou_o have_v say_v as_o though_o he_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v say_v and_o not_o i_o for_o we_o may_v think_v true_o that_o if_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v plain_o discover_v that_o curse_a man_n to_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o love_a and_o belove_a disciple_n they_o if_o we_o shall_v compare_v their_o affection_n with_o other_o man_n passion_n have_v not_o be_v able_a to_o have_v contain_v their_o hand_n but_o with_o one_o accord_n will_v have_v assail_v that_o most_o wicked_a traitor_n and_o have_v end_v his_o hateful_a day_n with_o a_o speedy_a death_n who_o allure_v with_o the_o bait_n of_o the_o devil_n go_v about_o to_o make_v sale_n of_o the_o bless_a life_n of_o their_o dear_a and_o best_a belove_a master_n for_o how_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v able_a oh_o bold_a and_o courageous_a peter_n to_o have_v cool_v the_o heat_n of_o thy_o fury_n and_o to_o have_v hold_v thy_o hand_n from_o take_v vengeance_n upon_o such_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n when_o as_o thou_o do_v not_o fear_v to_o make_v resistance_n against_o a_o great_a band_n of_o soldier_n in_o the_o defence_n of_o thy_o belove_a master_n for_o as_o their_o love_n towards_o love_a jesus_n be_v without_o mean_a so_o their_o hatred_n towards_o hateful_a judas_n will_v have_v be_v without_o moderation_n if_o his_o treacherous_a plot_n have_v be_v open_o discover_v unto_o they_o but_o i_o pray_v thou_o stay_v here_o a_o while_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o ponder_v within_o thy_o inward_a thought_n with_o devout_a meditation_n the_o sacred_a word_n and_o divine_a speech_n more_o sweet_a than_o honey_n &_o the_o honiecombe_n which_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n utter_v to_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n as_o he_o go_v to_o the_o place_n of_o his_o unjust_a apprehension_n which_o the_o evangelist_n john_n retain_v in_o his_o memory_n through_o the_o holy_a ghost_n have_v faithful_o record_v in_o his_o heavenly_a and_o most_o sacred_a gospel_n meditate_v there_o serious_o upon_o the_o wonderful_a love_n which_o he_o have_v towards_o his_o loyal_a disciple_n he_o be_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n yet_o he_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o eat_v meat_n comfort_v with_o the_o mean_a of_o they_o he_o wash_v their_o foot_n he_o give_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n unto_o they_o and_o after_o all_o these_o thing_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o teach_v they_o the_o
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v consonable_a and_o our_o action_n conformable_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n show_v we_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o then_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o gladness_n and_o we_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o everlasting_a goodness_n for_o to_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o chief_a felicity_n and_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o endless_a misery_n therefore_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a for_o if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v yea_o but_o a_o little_a bless_v be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o psal_n 2.12_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o traitorous_a judas_n betray_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o one_o wonder_v at_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o other_o oh_o that_o all_o treacherous_a person_n and_o bloody_a mind_a traitor_n may_v have_v a_o view_n of_o desperate_a judas_n strangle_v himself_o with_o a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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repentance_n arm_v i_o with_o strong_a confidence_n in_o thy_o mercy_n against_o desperation_n amen_o a_o meditation_n how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n med_n xi_o like_o a_o offender_n jesus_n christ_n be_v 27.2_o be_v mat._n 27.2_o bind_v and_o 15.1_o and_o mark_n 15.1_o send_v to_o pilate_n pilate_n do_v confess_v that_o christ_n be_v 27.24_o be_v math._n 27.24_o guiltless_a nothing_o can_v be_v find_v to_o prove_v that_o christ_n their_o 23.14_o their_o luk._n 23.14_o law_n do_v ere_o transgress_v now_o let_v we_o return_v from_o weep_a peter_n to_o meditate_v upon_o my_o love_a jesus_n who_o remain_v all_o night_n in_o the_o house_n of_o cayphas_n where_o he_o be_v scorn_v with_o opprobrious_a word_n and_o buffet_v and_o beat_v with_o cruel_a blow_n no_o man_n speak_v in_o his_o cause_n no_o man_n plead_v his_o case_n he_o sustain_v their_o injury_n with_o meekness_n he_o do_v bear_v their_o intolerable_a reproach_n with_o mildness_n now_o in_o the_o morning_n my_o 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to_o swim_v with_o tear_n when_o i_o lie_v down_o to_o rest_n because_o i_o have_v be_v delight_v with_o that_o as_o my_o chief_a felicity_n which_o cause_v thou_o to_o abide_v the_o bitterness_n of_o all_o their_o cruelty_n and_o will_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o own_o endless_a misery_n unless_o my_o wound_n be_v heal_v and_o my_o sore_n salve_v with_o the_o precious_a balm_n of_o thy_o save_a mercy_n teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o suffer_v any_o affliction_n for_o thy_o sake_n with_o alacrity_n and_o to_o sustain_v the_o malice_n of_o persecution_n with_o cheerful_a humility_n which_o shall_v be_v by_o satan_n raise_v against_o i_o or_o by_o his_o instrument_n inflict_v upon_o i_o for_o thy_o cause_n let_v the_o pattern_n of_o thy_o perfect_a humility_n be_v always_o place_v before_o my_o eye_n let_v the_o memory_n of_o thy_o patience_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o mind_n oh_o you_o wicked_a jew_n oh_o you_o false_a accuser_n oh_o you_o lie_a caluminator_n oh_o you_o perjure_a wretch_n how_o malicious_o how_o unjust_o how_o spiteful_o how_o impudent_o do_v you_o accuse_v my_o lord_n you_o rail_v upon_o he_o as_o if_o he_o be_v a_o most_o damnable_a traitor_n you_o revile_v and_o curse_v he_o as_o if_o he_o have_v complot_v some_o horrible_a treason_n or_o invent_v some_o notable_a mischief_n when_o as_o his_o hand_n be_v never_o stain_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n nor_o his_o heart_n taint_v with_o any_o wicked_a cogitation_n his_o word_n be_v nothing_o but_o verity_n and_o truth_n and_o there_o be_v no_o guile_n to_o be_v find_v in_o his_o mouth_n who_o alone_o be_v good_a the_o author_n of_o goodness_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o everlasting_a happiness_n tell_v i_o you_o deceitful_a and_o spiteful_a accuser_n what_o evil_a have_v he_o do_v what_o wicked_a deed_n have_v he_o commit_v inquire_v of_o they_o who_o he_o deliver_v from_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n wherewith_o they_o be_v miserable_o torment_v ask_v the_o blind_a who_o he_o have_v make_v to_o see_v demand_v of_o the_o deaf_a who_o he_o make_v to_o hear_v ask_v the_o leper_n who_o he_o cleanse_v and_o the_o dead_a person_n who_o he_o reviue_v let_v they_o answer_v your_o false_a accusation_n and_o overthrow_v the_o forge_a testimony_n of_o your_o criminal_a objection_n be_v you_o so_o wilful_a that_o you_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v his_o mercy_n be_v you_o so_o blind_a that_o you_o can_v see_v his_o miracle_n if_o a_o ungodly_a man_n can_v perform_v such_o merciful_a deed_n than_o you_o may_v just_o accuse_v he_o as_o a_o wicked_a doer_n and_o condemn_v he_o as_o a_o dangerous_a malefactor_n thou_o see_v my_o soul_n what_o cause_n thou_o have_v to_o water_n thy_o cheek_n with_o continual_a tear_n and_o to_o overwhelm_v thy_o hart_n in_o deep_a stream_n of_o woeful_a sorrow_n when_o thou_o do_v think_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o bless_a saviour_n and_o meditate_v on_o the_o curse_a torment_n execute_v by_o the_o cruel_a jew_n against_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n be_v 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unspeakable_a mercy_n the_o sovereign_a medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o misery_n therefore_o grant_v i_o my_o humble_a and_o lowly_a jesus_n which_o be_o thy_o poor_a and_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v any_o contempt_n with_o humility_n for_o thy_o cause_n &_o endure_v any_o vile_a reproach_n with_o alacrity_n for_o thy_o sake_n esteem_v it_o my_o chief_a honour_n to_o be_v scorn_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o account_v myself_o most_o happy_a when_o i_o suffer_v any_o persecution_n for_o thy_o holy_a name_n possess_v my_o heart_n with_o true_a humility_n that_o my_o thought_n may_v not_o thirst_v after_o vain_a glory_n nor_o my_o affection_n hunt_v after_o worldly_a honour_n for_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o thou_o do_v resist_v the_o proud_a and_o that_o thou_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a james._n 4.6_o pro._n 15.25_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o he_o which_o desire_v to_o ascend_v to_o the_o place_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n must_v ascend_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o step_n of_o humility_n therefore_o thou_o which_o art_n only_o able_a teach_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v true_o humble_v so_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o swell_v with_o pride_n in_o time_n of_o my_o prosperity_n nor_o any_o ambitious_a thought_n find_v any_o harbour_n in_o my_o heart_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o peaceable_a tranquillity_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v with_o the_o sweet_a singer_n david_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v more_o easy_o learn_v to_o level_v my_o thought_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o humility_n inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n for_o if_o my_o heart_n be_v incense_v and_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n my_o desire_n will_v be_v ready_a to_o perform_v thy_o will_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v cheerful_a to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n which_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o be_v lowly_a in_o mind_n and_o humble_a in_o heart_n a_o meditation_n how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o how_o afterward_o he_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o med_n xii_o though_o pilate_n mouth_n do_v jesus_n 21.4.14_o jesus_n luke_n 21.4.14_o justify_v and_o pilate_n 27.19_o pilate_n mat._n 27.19_o wife_n the_o like_a do_v testify_v yet_o 15.15_o yet_o mat._n 15.15_o scourge_v he_o be_v therewith_o not_o please_v they_o cry_v his_o blood_n on_o 27.25_o on_o mat._n 27.25_o we_o and_o we_o he_o crucify_v when_o pilate_n have_v strict_o examine_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n why_o the_o cruel_a jew_n shall_v so_o grievous_o accuse_v he_o but_o know_v that_o they_o have_v deliver_v he_o for_o envy_n and_o do_v spite_v he_o for_o malice_n he_o be_v willing_a to_o have_v set_v jesus_n at_o liberty_n but_o the_o furious_a jew_n do_v so_o greedy_o thirst_v after_o his_o
savage_a cruelty_n without_o mercy_n so_o their_o word_n and_o speech_n be_v uncivil_a void_a of_o all_o modesty_n some_o cry_n out_o he_o save_v other_o let_v he_o save_v himself_o if_o he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o soldier_n disdainful_o deride_v he_o and_o scornful_o mock_v he_o say_v if_o thou_o be_v king_n of_o the_o jew_n save_v thyself_o also_o they_o that_o pass_v by_o nod_v their_o head_n at_o he_o revile_v he_o bitter_o and_o blaspheme_v he_o say_v ah_o thou_o which_o do_v destroy_v the_o temple_n of_o god_n and_o in_o three_o day_n do_v build_v it_o again_o save_v thyself_o if_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n come_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n oh_o how_o cruel_o be_v my_o innocent_a saviour_n torment_v with_o their_o unmerciful_a hand_n oh_o how_o be_v his_o righteous_a soul_n wound_v with_o their_o malicious_a tongue_n their_o word_n do_v savour_n of_o gall_n and_o their_o speech_n be_v more_o bitter_a than_o wormwood_n but_o so_o great_a be_v their_o malice_n 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but_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n make_v he_o this_o gracious_a answer_n very_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o this_o day_n thou_o shall_v be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n luke_n 23.43_o but_o now_o let_v we_o consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n with_o devout_a attention_n and_o behold_v with_o attentive_a devotion_n what_o riches_n of_o infinite_a bounty_n what_o large_a promise_n of_o unmeasurable_a liberality_n what_o a_o bless_a inheritance_n my_o bountiful_a redeemer_n do_v promise_n unto_o this_o poor_a naked_a and_o true_a though_o late_o repent_v sinner_n how_o may_v this_o bless_a promise_n mitigate_v the_o sorrow_n oh_o thou_o sorrowful_a sinner_n of_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n how_o may_v it_o ease_v the_o sore_n of_o thy_o afflict_a body_n for_o as_o faith_n breed_v in_o thy_o heart_n a_o true_a contrition_n and_o open_v thy_o mouth_n to_o make_v that_o humble_a petition_n so_o no_o doubt_n it_o seal_v such_o a_o assurance_n unto_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n that_o thou_o do_v steadfast_o believe_v his_o promise_n and_o faithful_o look_v for_o the_o performance_n but_o how_o may_v my_o speech_n extend_v itself_o to_o the_o length_n of_o thy_o boundless_a liberality_n my_o most_o liberal_a redeemer_n how_o may_v my_o word_n measure_v the_o breadth_n of_o thy_o unlimited_a mercy_n yea_o how_o can_v my_o thought_n sound_v the_o bottomless_a sea_n of_o thy_o benignity_n in_o thy_o first_o word_n utter_v on_o the_o cross_n thou_o do_v pray_v thy_o father_n to_o forgive_v thy_o cruel_a tormentor_n and_o in_o thy_o second_o word_n thou_o do_v bountiful_o give_v paradise_n unto_o a_o sorrowful_a sinner_n oh_o who_o can_v worthy_o estimate_v the_o dignity_n of_o the_o gift_n who_o can_v sufficient_o extol_v the_o bounty_n of_o the_o giver_n although_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v the_o merit_n of_o our_o salvation_n yet_o at_o thy_o bitter_a death_n thou_o do_v pay_v the_o full_a price_n of_o our_o redemption_n oh_o happy_a thief_n that_o have_v such_o a_o sweet_a taste_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o bless_a soul_n that_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o such_o infinite_a bounty_n oh_o what_o great_a grace_n &_o excellent_a virtue_n be_v infuse_v into_o thou_o that_o thou_o do_v believe_v my_o jesus_n to_o be_v the_o true_a son_n of_o god_n thy_o creator_n who_o thou_o do_v see_v to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o a_o miserable_a creature_n as_o thy_o fault_n be_v intolerable_a in_o thy_o dissolute_a life_n so_o thy_o faith_n appear_v admirable_a at_o thy_o sorrowful_a death_n for_o what_o but_o faith_n be_v the_o motive_n to_o move_v thou_o to_o sue_v to_o he_o to_o be_v remember_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o eternal_a felicity_n who_o to_o thy_o outward_a eye_n appear_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o spectacle_n of_o woeful_a misery_n and_o as_o thy_o confidence_n be_v great_a and_o thy_o love_n much_o so_o thy_o jesus_n do_v speedy_o assure_v thou_o to_o enjoy_v a_o bountiful_a reward_n therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n so_o to_o inspire_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o so_o to_o kindle_v thy_o love_n in_o my_o breast_n that_o i_o may_v be_v content_v to_o be_v crucify_v with_o thou_o here_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v be_v receive_v by_o thou_o into_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v so_o true_o lament_v for_o my_o trespass_n and_o shed_v such_o bitter_a tear_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v faithful_o say_v with_o this_o penitent_a thief_n lord_n remember_v i_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o i_o confess_v o_fw-fr lord_n i_o have_v be_v no_o better_o than_o a_o thief_n for_o i_o have_v rob_v thou_o of_o thy_o honour_n i_o have_v be_v untrue_a unto_o thou_o concern_v thy_o glory_n my_o lip_n be_v defile_v with_o lie_v my_o hand_n have_v wrought_v the_o work_n of_o deceit_n i_o have_v often_o beguile_v the_o widow_n and_o defraud_v the_o orphan_n i_o have_v seek_v to_o make_v myself_o rich_a by_o oppression_n i_o have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o my_o governor_n and_o will_v not_o live_v under_o their_o lawful_a subjection_n oh_o lord_n remember_v not_o my_o great_a and_o grievous_a offence_n let_v thy_o mercy_n blot_v they_o out_o of_o thy_o memory_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v lay_v against_o i_o when_o i_o shall_v be_v summon_v to_o appear_v before_o thou_o remember_v i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n as_o thou_o do_v this_o late-repenting_a malefactor_n who_o thou_o have_v leave_v unto_o i_o as_o one_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o despair_v in_o regard_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o presume_v to_o sin_n in_o respect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o let_v i_o remember_v this_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a goodness_n so_o that_o i_o may_v
shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v afflict_v with_o mourning_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v contemplate_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o meditate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o soul_n afflict_v with_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n which_o inflame_v thy_o heart_n with_o excessive_a heat_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o moisture_n of_o thy_o bowel_n with_o immoderate_a thirst_n and_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n swell_v with_o weep_v and_o my_o hart_n be_v weary_v with_o groan_v to_o bewail_v my_o sin_n which_o so_o sharpen_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o gentile_n with_o the_o eagerness_n of_o cruelty_n and_o so_o shorten_v the_o hand_n of_o the_o jew_n with_o the_o malice_n of_o impiety_n that_o they_o retain_v no_o spark_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o heart_n nor_o will_v extend_v their_o hand_n to_o give_v thou_o any_o comfortable_a refresh_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n but_o as_o their_o heart_n and_o bowel_n be_v fill_v with_o sharp_a sour_a and_o malicious_a humour_n so_o they_o give_v thou_o a_o sour_a and_o bitter_a drink_n compound_v of_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n oh_o nefarious_a &_o horrible_a impiety_n oh_o detestable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o perfidious_a jew_n to_o be_v so_o stony-hearted_a as_o not_o to_o afford_v so_o much_o as_o a_o draught_n of_o cold_a water_n to_o my_o die_a jesus_n who_o be_v able_a to_o give_v water_n of_o life_n which_o shall_v so_o plentiful_o satisfy_v the_o long_a desire_n of_o those_o that_o drink_v of_o it_o that_o they_o shall_v never_o after_o be_v molest_v with_o thirst_n nor_o have_v any_o necessity_n to_o drink_v oh_o will_v i_o have_v be_v there_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n that_o my_o weep_a eye_n may_v have_v afford_v thou_o store_n of_o water_n to_o have_v slake_v thy_o dryness_n and_o quench_v thy_o thirst_n oh_o how_o extreme_a be_v the_o grief_n of_o thy_o tender-hearted_a mother_n oh_o how_o sorrowful_a be_v the_o sadness_n of_o john_n thy_o love_a disciple_n who_o love_v thou_o so_o tender_o &_o be_v belove_v of_o thou_o so_o entire_o oh_o how_o dolorous_a be_v the_o lamentation_n of_o mary_n magdalene_n mourn_v for_o thou_o her_o kind_a distress_a master_n who_o have_v forgive_v she_o many_o sin_n because_o she_o have_v show_v thou_o much_o love_n who_o all_o do_v behold_v thou_o with_o their_o woeful_a eye_n and_o do_v hear_v thou_o with_o their_o doleful_a ear_n complain_v that_o thou_o be_v dry_a and_o thirsty_a and_o no_o doubt_n but_o they_o do_v all_o wish_n with_o sigh_n &_o desire_v with_o heavy_a groan_n that_o they_o have_v be_v able_a but_o alas_o they_o may_v not_o be_v suffer_v to_o give_v thou_o some_o comfortable_a refresh_n when_o the_o devil_n our_o ancient_a enemy_n do_v tempt_v thou_o in_o the_o wilderness_n thou_o be_v pinch_v with_o hunger_n &_o at_o thy_o death_n thou_o be_v parch_v with_o thirst_n thy_o moisture_n dry_v up_o like_o a_o pot-shard_a and_o thy_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o the_o roof_o of_o thy_o mouth_n now_o what_o be_v these_o natural_a want_n and_o weak_a infirmity_n find_v in_o thy_o body_n but_o strong_a argument_n unto_o we_o of_o thy_o true_a manhood_n and_o true_a testimony_n of_o thy_o humane_a nature_n that_o we_o may_v know_v that_o although_o thou_o be_v endue_v with_o exceed_a patience_n yet_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n be_v subject_v to_o our_o passion_n but_o as_o thy_o sacred_a conception_n be_v free_a from_o all_o carnal_a corruption_n so_o thy_o pure_a life_n be_v always_o free_a from_o all_o sinful_a infection_n thou_o have_v great_a cause_n my_o loving_a saviour_n to_o be_v molest_v with_o dryness_n and_o grieve_v with_o thirst_n when_o as_o thy_o body_n be_v distemper_v with_o watch_v bruise_a with_o cruel_a blow_n and_o thy_o blood_n exhaust_v with_o thy_o bleed_a wound_n yet_o such_o as_o be_v the_o inhumanity_n such_o be_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o pitiless_a jew_n that_o in_o this_o extremity_n they_o will_v not_o afford_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o cold_a water_n but_o be_v it_o credible_a yea_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o my_o saviour_n shall_v be_v afflict_v with_o thirst_n at_o his_o death_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o and_o it_o be_v true_a that_o he_o have_v tell_v we_o that_o he_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n tell_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n how_o be_v thy_o moisture_n consume_v what_o cause_v thy_o thirst_n be_v thou_o not_o he_o which_o cry_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o &_o drink_n joh._n 7.37_o be_v thou_o able_a to_o satisfy_v other_o that_o be_v thirsty_a and_o be_v thou_o thyself_o oppress_v with_o thirst_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o my_o love_a saviour_n which_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n &_o that_o he_o which_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v any_o more_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o well_o of_o water_n in_o he_o spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n thy_o speech_n my_o saviour_n be_v verity_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v truth_n thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v able_a and_o as_o thou_o be_v able_a so_o thou_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o refresh_v our_o thirsty_a soul_n with_o this_o bless_a water_n if_o we_o will_v resort_v to_o drink_v of_o thy_o pure_a and_o crystal_a fountain_n i_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o thou_o may_v satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o everlasting_a bread_n and_o quench_v my_o thirst_n with_o this_o water_n of_o life_n for_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o god_n which_o be_v a_o live_a fountain_n i_o will_v cry_v unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o saviour_n my_o protector_n and_o i_o will_v say_v i_o thirst_v i_o thirst_v my_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v have_v but_o so_o much_o as_o a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o celestial_a water_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o long_o to_o drink_v of_o this_o fountain_n quench_v thou_o my_o thirst_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n with_o this_o live_a water_n for_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o quench_v my_o thirst_n because_o with_o thou_o there_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o grant_v that_o my_o soul_n may_v still_o thirst_v with_o such_o a_o longing_n after_o thy_o love_n that_o it_o may_v make_v haste_n to_o these_o water_n of_o comfort_n oh_o how_o dangerous_a and_o deadly_a be_v my_o malady_n how_o unsufferable_a be_v my_o misery_n how_o damnable_a be_v my_o state_n how_o desperate_a be_v my_o case_n if_o i_o shall_v not_o drink_v of_o this_o heavenly_a fountain_n but_o as_o the_o spring_n of_o these_o bless_a and_o wholesome_a water_n do_v ever_o flow_v and_o as_o thy_o unstinted_a bounty_n oh_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n ever_o abound_v so_o thou_o do_v never_o deny_v any_o thirsty_a soul_n to_o drink_v of_o this_o live_a water_n wherefore_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n so_o inflame_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v thirst_v and_o thirst_v may_v run_v unto_o thou_o to_o be_v refresh_v with_o this_o comfortable_a water_n i_o know_v oh_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o afflict_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o body_n but_o that_o thou_o be_v more_o affect_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o spirit_n hear_v thou_o oh_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n the_o sweet_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o with_o what_o exceed_a mercy_n be_v it_o replenish_v with_o what_o inestimable_a charity_n be_v it_o utter_v he_o say_v i_o thirst_v but_o he_o say_v not_o i_o be_o pain_v grieve_a or_o afflict_v and_o what_o do_v thou_o thirst_v for_o so_o much_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n thou_o do_v not_o thirst_v so_o much_o for_o wine_n which_o be_v press_v out_o of_o the_o grape_n of_o the_o vine_n or_o for_o water_n which_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o river_n but_o thy_o thirst_n be_v my_o salvation_n thy_o meat_n be_v my_o redemption_n thou_o do_v thirst_n for_o my_o faith_n my_o salvation_n my_o joy_n this_o spiritual_a thirst_n do_v more_o affect_v thy_o soul_n than_o any_o natural_a or_o humane_a thirst_n can_v afflict_v thy_o body_n therefore_o thirst_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n after_o thy_o love_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n as_o the_o thirsty_a hart_n desire_v the_o water_n oh_o how_o can_v thou_o but_o thirst_n after_o he_o who_o have_v thirst_v so_o much_o after_o thou_o let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o sour_a be_v pleasant_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o sake_n let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o bitter_a be_v most_o sweet_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o love_n refuse_v not_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o affliction_n for_o his_o cause_n and_o he_o will_v not_o fail_v to_o refresh_v thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o calamity_n his_o hand_n shall_v be_v stretch_v out_o to_o deliver_v thou_o in_o thy_o necessity_n grant_v i_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n 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there_o it_o shall_v remain_v in_o the_o safe_a harbour_n of_o eternal_a tranquillity_n no_o more_o subject_a to_o misery_n no_o more_o obnoxious_a to_o vanity_n the_o joy_n that_o it_o shall_v possess_v be_v unspeakable_a the_o felicity_n incomparable_a the_o continuance_n of_o it_o never_o decay_v but_o always_o durable_a without_o any_o change_n or_o end_v receive_v my_o soul_n oh_o my_o love_a saviour_n into_o thy_o hand_n that_o it_o may_v be_v safe_a under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o it_o come_v from_o thou_o and_o therefore_o let_v it_o return_v unto_o thou_o receive_v my_o gift_n my_o bountiful_a giver_n but_o because_o oh_o lord_n nothing_o that_o be_v impure_a may_v appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n neither_o can_v thou_o behold_v any_o unclean_a thing_n with_o thy_o eye_n purge_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o be_v beautify_v with_o the_o pure_a 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wrought_v joseph_n 27.90_o joseph_n mar._n 27.90_o enshrine_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n wrap_v in_o a_o 15.46_o a_o luk._n 23.53_o mark_n 15.46_o cloth_n which_o he_o of_o purpose_n buy_v oh_o happy_a man_n that_o do_v such_o love_n afford_v as_o there_o be_v a_o wicked_a and_o covetous_a judas_n oh_o my_o soul_n among_o the_o faithful_a disciple_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n to_o betray_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a death_n so_o there_o be_v a_o kind_a joseph_n find_v among_o the_o jew_n who_o bring_v he_o honourable_o to_o his_o grave_n oh_o who_o be_v able_a to_o relate_v the_o lamentation_n to_o express_v the_o sorrow_n and_o utter_v the_o grief_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n mourn_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o other_o woman_n who_o do_v behold_v he_o with_o their_o compassionate_a eye_n when_o like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o bewail_v his_o departure_n from_o they_o with_o flood_n of_o tear_n now_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o virgin_n marie_n discover_v the_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o her_o heart_n of_o her_o grieve_a and_o wound_a heart_n utter_v out_o of_o her_o doleful_a mouth_n passionate_z as_o she_o be_v a_o tender_a heart_a woman_n and_o more_o compassionate_a as_o she_o be_v a_o love_a mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o wound_a and_o breathless_a body_n of_o her_o son_n take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n let_v she_o sorrowful_a word_n penetrate_v thy_o ear_n and_o pierce_v thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v bewail_v the_o debt_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o she_o lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a son_n what_o be_v my_o felicity_n which_o i_o have_v by_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n be_v it_o any_o thing_n else_o but_o extreme_a misery_n at_o thy_o death_n how_o be_v my_o chief_a joy_n change_v into_o sorrow_n my_o mirth_n into_o mourning_n how_o be_v my_o rejoice_v turn_v into_o lament_v my_o cheerfulness_n turn_v into_o heaviness_n nothing_o can_v mitigate_v my_o calamity_n nothing_o can_v ease_v my_o malady_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o most_o dear_a son_n what_o heinous_a crime_n have_v thou_o commit_v what_o odious_a treason_n have_v thou_o perpetrate_v that_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o die_v such_o a_o shameful_a and_o bitter_a death_n thy_o pure_a hand_n be_v never_o defile_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n and_o thy_o harmless_a heart_n do_v never_o harbour_v any_o wicked_a cogitation_n thy_o eye_n be_v never_o bewitch_v with_o worldly_a vanity_n nor_o thy_o ear_n delight_v with_o lewd_a discourse_n thy_o mouth_n do_v utter_v forth_o wisdom_n and_o thy_o tongue_n speak_v nothing_o but_o the_o truth_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o piety_n thy_o word_n deserve_v no_o reprehension_n thy_o deed_n be_v without_o all_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n 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oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o 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thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n 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and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
promise_v say_v very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o whatsoever_o you_o ask_v pray_v believe_v that_o you_o shall_v receive_v it_o and_o it_o shall_v be_v perform_v to_o you_o do_v not_o therefore_o make_v slight_a account_n of_o thy_o prayer_n because_o he_o to_o who_o thou_o pray_v do_v not_o make_v slight_a account_n of_o it_o but_o before_o it_o pass_v out_o of_o thy_o mouth_n us._n god_n give_v that_o he_o know_v to_o be_v best_a for_o us._n he_o will_v that_o it_o shall_v be_v write_v down_o in_o his_o book_n and_o we_o must_v undoubted_o hope_v for_o one_o thing_n of_o two_o that_o either_o he_o will_v give_v we_o that_o which_o we_o ask_v or_o that_o which_o he_o know_v to_o be_v more_o profitable_a for_o us._n think_v therefore_o the_o best_a whatsoever_o thou_o can_v of_o god_n and_o the_o worst_a of_o thyself_o that_o thou_o may_v thou_o ought_v to_o believe_v of_o he_o more_o copious_o and_o ample_o than_o thou_o can_v think_v make_v account_n that_o thou_o have_v lose_v 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need_v to_o watch_v and_o look_v to_o thyself_o narrow_o because_o thou_o do_v all_o thing_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o a_o judge_n which_o see_v all_o thing_n clear_o nevertheless_o thou_o need_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o dread_n of_o he_o but_o be_v secure_v with_o he_o if_o thou_o prepare_v thyself_o to_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o he_o may_v vouchsafe_v in_o favour_n to_o be_v present_a with_o thou_o but_o if_o he_o be_v absent_a by_o grace_n yet_o be_v he_o present_a with_o thou_o by_o revengement_n love_v god_n correct_v they_o who_o he_o love_v but_o woe_n be_v to_o thou_o if_o it_o be_v so_o with_o thou_o yea_o rather_o woe_n be_v unto_o thou_o if_o he_o be_v not_o so_o with_o thou_o for_o god_n be_v angry_a with_o he_o who_o he_o scourge_v not_o when_o he_o sin_v for_o he_o condemn_v he_o in_o time_n to_o come_v perpetual_o who_o he_o do_v not_o amend_v by_o scourge_v when_o he_o live_v wicked_o a_o consideration_n of_o death_n motive_n vii_o it_o be_v certain_a that_o death_n 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sun_n man_n nothing_o in_o the_o world_n more_o noble_a than_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n nothing_o be_v more_o excellent_a than_o man_n heart_n nothing_o more_o noble_a nothing_o be_v find_v more_o like_a unto_o god_n wherefore_o he_o require_v no_o other_o thing_n of_o thou_o but_o thy_o heart_n heart_n how_o to_o purify_v the_o heart_n therefore_o cleanse_v the_o same_o by_o pure_a and_o sincere_a confession_n unto_o god_n and_o continual_a prayer_n that_o thou_o may_v see_v god_n with_o a_o pure_a and_o clean_a heart_n by_o a_o continual_a look_v upon_o god_n in_o every_o place_n be_v thou_o subject_a and_o intentive_a to_o he_o and_o frame_v thy_o manner_n that_o he_o may_v be_v please_v in_o thou_o love_v all_o man_n inward_o and_o show_v thyself_o love_v to_o all_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v a_o peacemaker_n and_o the_o child_n of_o god_n so_o thou_o shall_v be_v a_o good_a child_n like_v unto_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n also_o holy_a humble_a and_o righteous_a and_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v such_o a_o one_o be_v mindful_a of_o i_o to_o commend_v i_o to_o god_n in_o thy_o prayer_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o which_o say_v those_o thing_n and_o do_v they_o not_o deed_n good_a word_n must_v be_v second_v with_o good_a deed_n and_o if_o i_o do_v they_o sometime_o i_o continue_v not_o long_o in_o they_o i_o have_v those_o thing_n in_o my_o memory_n and_o do_v not_o observe_v they_o in_o my_o life_n i_o have_v they_o in_o my_o word_n and_o not_o in_o my_o condition_n i_o ruminate_v and_o ponder_v the_o law_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o mouth_n all_o the_o day_n and_o do_v thing_n contrary_a to_o the_o law_n i_o read_v of_o religion_n in_o it_o and_o i_o love_v reading_n more_o than_o prayer_n notwithstanding_o the_o holy_a scripture_n do_v teach_v i_o no_o other_o thing_n but_o to_o love_v religion_n to_o preserve_v unity_n and_o to_o have_v charity_n some_o body_n wait_v and_o attend_v for_o i_o desirous_a to_o speak_v to_o i_o concern_v his_o want_n and_o necessity_n but_o i_o take_v some_o idle_a book_n or_o other_o meditation_n immoderate_a read_v must_v not_o let_v the_o practice_n of_o charity_n nor_o the_o exercise_n of_o meditation_n which_o this_o man_n or_o that_o man_n commend_v unto_o i_o i_o read_v in_o it_o and_o by_o immoderate_a read_n i_o lose_v the_o practice_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o charity_n the_o affection_n of_o piety_n the_o lamentation_n of_o compunction_n and_o hearty_a sorrow_n the_o profit_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n and_o contemplation_n of_o heavenly_a thing_n nevertheless_o nothing_o be_v find_v more_o sweet_a in_o this_o life_n nothing_o be_v receive_v more_o delicious_a nothing_o do_v
thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n blind_v they_o malicious_o despise_v proud_o contemn_v and_o careless_o reject_v thy_o bless_a word_n behind_o they_o neither_o do_v they_o oh_o lord_n admire_v no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o regard_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n thou_o have_v powerful_o wrought_v among_o they_o except_o a_o few_o noble_a champion_n which_o thou_o do_v choose_v among_o the_o weak_a and_o abject_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o may_v batter_v down_o strong_a hold_n &_o throw_v down_o high_a tower_n that_o thy_o invincible_a power_n may_v appear_v in_o their_o weakness_n &_o so_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n may_v shine_v the_o bright_a neither_o be_v they_o only_o unthankful_a to_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n and_o great_a kindness_n but_o they_o do_v very_o spiteful_o reproach_v thou_o oh_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o spit_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o their_o malice_n against_o thou_o plot_v in_o their_o devilish_a mind_n and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v
bounty_n that_o thou_o may_v show_v unto_o he_o all_o token_n of_o thy_o accustom_a favour_n which_o may_v mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o his_o wicked_a heart_n and_o quail_v the_o malice_n of_o his_o covetous_a mind_n for_o thou_o not_o forgetful_a that_o once_o he_o be_v sort_v among_o thy_o friend_n &_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o thy_o former_a love_n admit_v into_o the_o holy_a society_n of_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n do_v kind_o admonish_v he_o say_v friend_n wherefore_o come_v thou_o mat._n 26.50_o and_o thou_o will_v have_v smite_v the_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o wound_v the_o harden_a heart_n of_o that_o odious_a dissembler_n and_o damnable_a traitor_n with_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o hellish_a deed_n and_o detestation_n of_o his_o execrable_a fact_n when_o thou_o speak_v to_o he_o say_v judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luk._n 22.48_o and_o behold_v the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o thou_o samson_n section_n xii_o it_o 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thy_o tender_a and_o innocent_a hand_n they_o currish_o hale_v thou_o a_o most_o meek_a lamb_n not_o once_o open_v thy_o mouth_n against_o they_o to_o bring_v thou_o who_o never_o have_v offend_v to_o a_o most_o bloody_a slaughter_n as_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o innocent_a and_o love_a jesus_n a_o cruel_a thief_n a_o curse_a traitor_n or_o a_o bloody_a murderer_n their_o outrageous_a usage_n towards_o thou_o be_v so_o far_o out_o of_o measure_n and_o their_o mischievous_a deed_n so_o far_o void_a of_o reason_n and_o then_o oh_o christ_n thou_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o pour_v down_o shower_n of_o mercy_n and_o to_o let_v the_o honey-deaw_n of_o thy_o abundant_a sweetness_n to_o distil_v upon_o the_o head_n of_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n when_o thou_o do_v with_o mild_a word_n and_o gentle_a speech_n calm_v the_o burn_a zeal_n of_o thy_o forward_a disciple_n who_o draw_v forth_o his_o sword_n and_o begin_v to_o lay_v about_o he_o in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o love_a master_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 49.50_o for_o he_o have_v no_o soon_o give_v a_o wound_n but_o thou_o do_v miraculous_o heal_v the_o hurt_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 51._o willing_a he_o to_o put_v up_o his_o sword_n keep_v the_o peace_n and_o make_v no_o resistance_n but_o such_o curse_a fury_n have_v blind_v their_o eye_n such_o stubborn_a grossness_n overclouded_n their_o understanding_n and_o such_o stony_a hardness_n have_v overgrow_v their_o heart_n that_o neither_o the_o majesty_n of_o the_o miracle_n nor_o mercy_n of_o the_o benefit_n can_v chase_v away_o the_o hellish_a vapour_n of_o their_o frantic_a fury_n or_o soften_v the_o extreme_a hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n that_o see_v their_o bedlam_n folly_n they_o may_v have_v relent_v with_o pity_n section_n xiii_o thou_o be_v bring_v before_o the_o high-priest_n john_n 18.24_o who_o malice_v and_o hate_v thy_o unblameable_a life_n wicked_o imagine_v and_o cruel_o seek_v thy_o bloody_a death_n when_o thou_o be_v churlish_o examine_v and_o false_o accuse_v thy_o modest_a reply_n be_v void_a of_o bitterness_n and_o thou_o do_v confess_v the_o truth_n with_o much_o humility_n and_o mildness_n yet_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o their_o rage_a madness_n he_o speak_v blasphemous_a word_n what_o need_v we_o stand_v upon_o further_a trial_n he_o be_v worthy_a of_o a_o shameful_a death_n oh_o most_o love_a lord_n how_o shameful_o be_v thou_o handle_v how_o despiteful_o be_v thou_o scorn_v how_o cruel_o be_v thou_o abuse_v of_o thy_o own_o people_n they_o pollute_v thy_o amiable_a face_n with_o their_o noisome_a spittle_n mat._n 26.67_o which_o the_o angel_n do_v always_o desire_v to_o behold_v and_o which_o have_v fill_v the_o heaven_n with_o joy_n and_o shall_v be_v desire_v of_o the_o most_o rich_a &_o noble_a of_o the_o people_n and_o which_o not_o long_o before_o shine_v more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n &_o appear_v most_o beautiful_a in_o glory_n they_o do_v beat_v and_o strike_v it_o with_o their_o sacrilegious_a hand_n they_o cover_v it_o with_o a_o veil_n to_o flout_v and_o deride_v thou_o and_o do_v cruel_o buffet_v thou_o with_o their_o fist_n be_v lord_n of_o every_o creature_n like_o a_o base_a and_o contemptible_a servant_n yea_o they_o deliver_v thou_o to_o be_v swallow_v up_o and_o devour_v of_o the_o uncircumcised_a section_n xiiii_o for_o after_o they_o have_v rail_v upon_o thou_o with_o revile_v word_n and_o buffet_v thou_o with_o store_n of_o blow_n they_o bring_v thou_o bind_v like_o a_o thief_n before_o the_o face_n of_o pilate_n mark_n 15.1_o require_v in_o their_o frantic_a fit_n and_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n that_o he_o will_v pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o thou_o and_o they_o will_v never_o cease_v their_o clamorous_a voice_n neither_o be_v their_o outrageous_a out-cry_n appease_v before_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a and_o curse_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o never_o know_v sin_n or_o think_v any_o evil_n and_o although_o that_o wicked_a judge_n have_v certain_a knowledge_n and_o his_o own_o conscience_n do_v testify_v unto_o he_o that_o thou_o be_v false_o accuse_v bring_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v forge_v of_o envy_n against_o thou_o when_o those_o hard-hearted_a jew_n earnest_o desire_v that_o a_o murderer_n may_v be_v give_v they_o and_o have_v pardon_n for_o his_o bloody_a offence_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v unjust_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a death_n prefer_v a_o devour_a wolf_n before_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n and_o dirty_a dross_n before_o pure_a gold_n yet_o his_o word_n towards_o thou_o be_v without_o any_o mildness_n and_o his_o deed_n quite_o without_o mercy_n fill_v thy_o soul_n with_o gall_n and_o bitterness_n when_o as_o he_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n or_o ferret_v out_o any_o occasion_n whereby_o he_o may_v just_o reprove_v thou_o luk._n 23.14_o he_o receive_v thou_o at_o their_o hand_n after_o they_o have_v taunt_o flout_v bitter_o deride_v and_o scornful_o disgrace_v thou_o and_o command_v thou_o to_o stand_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o malicious_a scoffer_n who_o have_v use_v thou_o for_o a_o fool_n to_o cause_v their_o mirth_n and_o to_o increase_v thy_o sorrow_n neither_o do_v he_o spare_v to_o tear_v thy_o undefiled_a flesh_n with_o most_o bitter_a blow_n multiply_v stripe_n upon_o stripe_n with_o excessive_a cruelty_n and_o bleed_a wound_n upon_o wound_n without_o any_o humane_a pity_n matth._n 26.67_o oh_o thou_o belove_a son_n of_o my_o god_n what_o have_v thou_o commit_v worthy_a of_o such_o barbarous_a immanitie_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v worthy_a of_o such_o woeful_a and_o bitter_a confusion_n in_o very_a deed_n nothing_o at_o all_o i_o wretched_a man_n i_o alone_o a_o most_o horrible_a sinner_n have_v be_v the_o sole_a cause_n of_o all_o thy_o painful_a suffering_n my_o grievous_a sin_n have_v harden_v their_o heart_n and_o arm_v their_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o i_o oh_o lord_n have_v eat_v a_o sour_a grape_n and_o thy_o tooth_n be_v set_v on_o edge_n because_o than_o thou_o do_v make_v satisfaction_n when_o thou_o have_v do_v no_o injury_n and_o pay_v my_o infinite_a debt_n with_o thy_o most_o innocent_a death_n but_o all_o these_o injurious_a deed_n proceed_v from_o malicious_a hate_n and_o act_v with_o cruel_a hand_n can_v not_o satisfy_v the_o unsatiable_a impiety_n of_o the_o perfidious_a &_o unfaithful_a jew_n against_o thou_o most_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n who_o do_v never_o cease_v to_o do_v they_o good_a but_o evermore_o heal_v their_o incurable_a disease_n make_v the_o lame_a to_o walk_v the_o blind_a to_o see_v the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v and_o the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v thou_o do_v cleanse_v loathsome_a leper_n cure_v dead_a palsy_n and_o raise_v from_o death_n to_o life_n mat._n 4.24_o john_n 7.23_o
yet_o for_o all_o thy_o pain_n kind_a benefit_n and_o store_n of_o good_a work_n some_o for_o fear_n of_o their_o imperious_a ruler_n dare_v not_o and_o the_o great_a sort_n will_v not_o scarce_o afford_v thou_o a_o good_a word_n for_o they_o that_o of_o late_o sing_v joyful_o hosanna_n hosanna_n call_v thou_o happy_a and_o bless_a soon_o change_v their_o note_n and_o blasphemous_o term_v thou_o beelzebub_n prince_n of_o devil_n section_n xv._o and_o last_o thou_o be_v hurry_v and_o hale_v with_o the_o murderous_a hand_n of_o the_o bloody_a uncircumcised_a soldier_n to_o die_v on_o the_o cross_n a_o most_o shameful_a cruel_a curse_a death_n but_o it_o be_v not_o enough_o for_o those_o unbelieve_a miscreant_n and_o bloody_a wretch_n to_o torment_v thou_o without_o any_o pity_n and_o to_o nail_n thou_o to_o the_o cross_n with_o most_o hateful_a cruelty_n but_o before_o hand_n they_o vex_v and_o fill_v thy_o heavy_a soul_n with_o blasphemous_a speech_n outrageous_a railing_n and_o despiteful_a disgrace_n for_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n concern_v they_o and_o they_o gather_v about_o he_o the_o whole_a band_n and_o they_o strip_v he_o and_o put_v upon_o he_o a_o purple_a garment_n and_o a_o robe_n of_o scarlet_a in_o their_o mad_a merriment_n to_o flout_v deride_v and_o scoff_v he_o and_o plat_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n they_o put_v it_o upon_o his_o head_n in_o steed_n of_o a_o golden_a diadem_n that_o be_v press_v down_o with_o their_o buffet_v hand_n may_v enter_v the_o flesh_n and_o make_v the_o vein_n to_o spout_v out_o blood_n and_o then_o they_o put_v a_o feeble_a reed_n in_o his_o right_a hand_n in_o stead_n of_o his_o royal_a sceptre_n and_o bow_v their_o knee_n before_o he_o say_v god_n save_o the_o king_n of_o the_o jew_n and_o they_o do_v buffet_v he_o and_o spit_v upon_o he_o take_v a_o reed_n and_o smite_v he_o on_o the_o head_n and_o when_o they_o have_v mock_v he_o they_o put_v his_o own_o raiment_n upon_o he_o and_o lead_v he_o away_o to_o crucify_v he_o bearing_z his_o own_o cross_n and_o they_o bring_v he_o to_o a_o place_n name_v golgotha_n and_o they_o give_v he_o wine_n temper_v with_o myrrh_n and_o mingle_v with_o gall._n and_o when_o he_o have_v taste_v of_o it_o he_o will_v not_o drink_v then_o they_o crucify_v he_o and_o also_o two_o thief_n with_o he_o one_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n and_o another_o on_o the_o left_a and_o jesus_n in_o the_o middle_n but_o jesus_n say_v father_n forgive_v they_o for_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v afterward_o jesus_n know_v that_o all_o thing_n be_v finish_v that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o say_v i_o thirst_v and_o one_o of_o they_o run_v take_v a_o sponge_n and_o fill_v it_o with_o vinegar_n and_o put_v it_o on_o a_o reed_n and_o they_o give_v it_o he_o to_o drink_v when_o he_o have_v receive_v the_o vinegar_n he_o say_v it_o be_v finish_v and_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n he_o say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o bow_v his_o head_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n then_o one_o of_o the_o hard-hearted_a soldier_n with_o a_o spear_n pierce_v his_o side_n and_o forthwith_o there_o come_v out_o blood_n and_o water_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o our_o salvation_n john_n 19_o crystalline_a water_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o stain_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o pure_a blood_n to_o nourish_v our_o soul_n awake_v now_o my_o soul_n rise_v out_o of_o the_o dust_n stir_v up_o all_o thy_o faculty_n and_o behold_v this_o memorable_a man_n in_o the_o christall-looking-glasse_n of_o the_o evangelicall_a word_n as_o it_o be_v present_a before_o thou_o consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n who_o he_o be_v which_o come_v have_v the_o image_n of_o a_o king_n and_o nevertheless_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o scornful_a reproach_n of_o a_o most_o base_a and_o contemptible_a servant_n he_o go_v with_o a_o crown_n but_o that_o crown_n of_o he_o be_v his_o cruel_a torment_n and_o wound_v his_o beautiful_a and_o bless_a head_n with_o a_o thousand_o sharpe-pointed_n prickle_n he_o be_v clothe_v with_o a_o royal_a robe_n of_o purple_a but_o be_v rather_o flout_v and_o despise_v then_o honour_v by_o it_o he_o bear_v a_o sceptre_n in_o his_o hand_n but_o his_o bless_a head_n be_v cruel_o smite_v with_o it_o they_o adore_v he_o bend_v their_o knee_n to_o the_o ground_n and_o with_o loud_a voice_n call_v he_o king_n but_o they_o do_v disdainful_o deride_v he_o and_o proud_o contemn_v he_o with_o their_o counterfeit_a worship_n for_o by_o and_o by_o they_o spit_v upon_o his_o amiable_a face_n buffet_v his_o lovely_a cheek_n with_o their_o merciless_a hand_n and_o load_v his_o neck_n with_o their_o cruel_a blow_n behold_v oh_o my_o soul_n with_o what_o extreme_a cruelty_n immeasurable_a impiety_n and_o barbarous_a inhumanity_n that_o most_o holy_a and_o sacred_a person_n be_v vex_v torment_a and_o despise_v of_o that_o irreligious_a people_n who_o in_o all_o their_o odious_a action_n belch_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o most_o bitter_a malice_n against_o he_o with_o their_o venomous_a mouth_n and_o inflict_v the_o most_o grievous_a torture_n of_o their_o damnable_a mischief_n upon_o he_o with_o their_o bloodthirsty_a hand_n he_o seem_v to_o faint_v and_o his_o leg_n to_o fail_v he_o under_o the_o burden_n of_o his_o heavy_a cross_n which_o they_o have_v unmerciful_o without_o any_o compassion_n impose_v upon_o he_o while_o he_o bear_v the_o burden_n of_o thy_o shame_n and_o be_v press_v down_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o thy_o ignominious_a reproach_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n they_o give_v he_o myrrh_n mingle_v with_o gall_n to_o drink_v in_o stead_n of_o a_o comfortable_a cordial_n he_o be_v lift_v upon_o the_o cross_n and_o say_v father_n forgive_v they_o because_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v luke_n 23.34_o section_n xvi_o what_o admirable_a spectacle_n of_o rare_a mildness_n do_v he_o afford_v to_o our_o eye_n with_o what_o courageous_a magnanimity_n do_v he_o animate_v our_o heart_n which_o in_o all_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o intolerable_a torment_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o painful_a agony_n and_o most_o bitter_a affliction_n do_v not_o open_v his_o mouth_n to_o utter_v forth_o so_o much_o as_o one_o word_n either_o to_o complain_v against_o they_o for_o their_o beastly_a cruelty_n to_o speak_v in_o his_o own_o defence_n justify_v his_o innocence_n or_o to_o use_v any_o bitterness_n of_o commination_n or_o malediction_n against_o those_o curse_a dog_n for_o all_o their_o monstrous_a and_o brutish_a immanitie_n but_o last_o he_o pour_v forth_o such_o sweet_a word_n of_o bless_a benediction_n for_o the_o good_a of_o his_o deadly_a and_o devilish_a foe_n as_o be_v never_o hear_v since_o time_n have_v a_o beginning_n or_o the_o world_n a_o foundation_n what_o may_v be_v conceive_v more_o mild_a than_o this_o bless_a martyr_n and_o our_o love_a saviour_n the_o true_a mirror_n of_o wonderful_a meekness_n do_v thou_o ever_o see_v oh_o my_o soul_n a_o more_o rare_a example_n of_o excellent_a bounty_n or_o be_v there_o ever_o present_v before_o thy_o eye_n a_o more_o lively_a image_n of_o exceed_a benignity_n and_o this_o may_v teach_v thou_o to_o bear_v thy_o cross_n with_o patience_n and_o to_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o christ_n with_o constant_a perseverance_n to_o forgive_v and_o pray_v for_o our_o bloody_a persecutor_n for_o god_n will_v reject_v our_o petition_n if_o they_o be_v sour_v with_o the_o leven_n of_o maliciousness_n and_o our_o sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n can_v send_v up_o no_o sweet_a smell_a savour_n into_o his_o nostril_n if_o we_o dare_v approach_v near_o his_o holy_a sanctuary_n with_o heart_n affect_v with_o hate_n or_o mind_n infect_v with_o malice_n as_o yet_o oh_o my_o soul_n turn_v hither_o thy_o eye_n and_o more_o steadfast_o behold_v he_o how_o worthy_a he_o appear_v of_o wonderful_a admiration_n and_o most_o tender_a compassion_n behold_v he_o naked_a beat_v bruise_a and_o mangle_v with_o stripe_n nail_v to_o the_o cross_n with_o iron_n nail_n most_o shameful_o between_o two_o thief_n have_v vinegar_n give_v he_o to_o drink_v without_o any_o compassion_n in_o the_o extreme_a fit_n of_o his_o bitter_a passion_n on_o the_o cross_n oh_o hard-hearted_a wretch_n to_o give_v such_o a_o sour_a potion_n to_o so_o mild_a a_o patient_n section_n xvii_o look_v upon_o he_o my_o weep_a soul_n be_v wound_v after_o his_o death_n with_o a_o sharpe-pointed_n spear_n thrust_v into_o his_o side_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o violent_a soldier_n john_n 19.33_o view_v he_o pour_v out_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o blood_n gush_v out_o from_o the_o five_o wound_n of_o his_o tender_a hand_n foot_n and_o side_n pitiful_o wound_v and_o cruel_o pierce_v so_o that_o in_o thy_o serious_a meditation_n thou_o may_v be_v touch_v