Thine Enemies shall be found Lyars unto thee and thou shalt tread upon their High Placet Yet to make it appear more plain that this Light within which indeed is our Principle is the Truth and the Mighty Power of God for Salvation to all that believe in it and obey it will be further manifested by its Nature and Effects The NATURE of this Light It is a Living Immortal Unchangeable Undefiled Righteous and Perfect Principle of pure Holiness which never fell comply'd with or consented to any Evil But hath ever opposed and stood cross to the whole corrupt Nature Will and Affections of faln man For I know that all Adam's Posterity are by Nature faln under Guilt Pollution Condemnation and Darkness So that the Light I speak of is nothing of Man's Nature but of the pure Divine Nature even that Seed promised Gen. 3.15 yea the Son of God which is sent into the World that whosoever believe on him should not perish but have Eternal Life The EFFECTS of this Light When Christ was upon Earth John saw and bare record That he was the Lamb of God which taketh away the Sins of the World Yet the Lord said A greater Testimony have I then that of John for the Works that I do in my Father's Name they testifie of me So say we of him now he is spiritually the Light in man however sleighted rejected and undervalued by men yet is he chosen of God and pretious the alone Saviour of the World and the Works he accomplishes daily in the Souls and Consciences of men testifie the same wherefore if his Works be not such as none else can do believe him not Effect I. Hereby the Sinner is convinced judged reproved and condemned plainly and experimentally for all the Sins that ever he committeth of what Kind or Nature soever they be Come said the Woman of Samaria and I will shew ye a Man that hath told me all things that ever I did John 4.29 is not this the Christ Effect 2. The Fear of the Lord which is the Beginning of Wisdom is never truly placed in the Heart till this Principle be witnessed and owned for while a Man looks at God and Christ at a great Distance circumscribed in some Place beyond the Stars the Sinner rageth is confident but when the Mind Understanding is perswaded that the Pure Holy Righteous Omnipotent and Omnipresent Lord God is not only nigh him but within him also he is then brought into awful Apprehension of the most High forced to cry out with Job I have heard of thee before by the Hearing of the Ear but now mine Eyes have seen him by this Means the Mind is melted into much Tenderness and Brokenness and with the Prophet complaineth Wo is me for I am undone Now consider this all ye that despise the Light within Joh. 9.30 This is a Marvelous Thing said the Young Man that ye know not whence he is and yet he hath opened my Eyes since the World began was it not heard that any Man opened the Eyes of one that was born Blind Effect 3. Waiting humbly in this pure Dread Fear of the Lord Man's Insufficiency to answer the Requirings of the Holy Commandment is discerned but perfect Power and Strength in Christ the Light is discovered for indeed in him are hid all the Treasures of Wisdom and Knowledge and standing up to the Manifestation of this Light the Judgment of the Lord is felt as a Refiner's Fire which throughly purifies and as Fullers Soap that leaves no Spot then the Soul knows that flaming Sword which kept faln Man out of Paradise but now discerns the new Birth which bears the Image of the Heavenly Nature the strong Man armed which before held Possession bound casting out and all his Goods spoiled by the Powerful Entrance of Christ into his Temple Effect 4. Waiting and abiding in this Light for Counsel and Teaching the whole Man being emptyed of his own Will and Wisdom standing singly and purely in the Will of the Lord ready to be disposed ordered and guided universally by the Light the Soul now thrives in the Fear and Love of God bringeth forth the peaceable Fruits of Righteousness and liveth in that Faith which purifies the Heart and getteth Victory over the World Sin and Death These Things with many other which might be mentioned do make it manifest that whoever deny despise and reproach the Light within deny God the Father of Lights despise Jesus Christ the Light Saviour of the World and reproach the Holy Spirit which maketh manifest and reproveth the Sins of Men Wherefore all ye Professors that look out for another Saviour remember the Answer of our Lord Jesus unto John Baptist upon the like Account Art thou he Luke 7.21 or shall we look for another Go saith Christ and tell him that sent you what you have heard and seen the Blind receive their Sight the Deaf hear c. Even the same in a spiritual Sense may be as really affirmed of the Light within hereby have the Eyes Ears and Mouthes of the Blind Deaf and Dumb been opened the Lame Lepers and the Dead cured cleansed and quickned and the Poor whom none of the Proud Covetous Clergy so called regardeth they by Vertue hereof have the Everlasting Gospel preached unto them and forever blessed are they who are not offended in the Light but love it believe in it and obey it in all things Object 1. But we are afraid of being deceived this is a new and strange Doctrine did ever Christ or his Apostles bid Men believe and obey the Light within Answ 1. Art thou not already deceived Consider therefore well thy Condition if thou art delivered out of the deceived State in which the greatest Part of the World yet remains art thou yet in a sinful transgressed Estate For the Woman being deceived was in the Transgression 1 Tim. 2.14 Answ 2. We that believe and abide in the Light know that we are not deceived neither seek we to deceive any neither fear we any deceiving us though indeed while we walked in the Imaginations of our own deceitful Hearts and warmed our selves by the Sparks of our own kindling that then as the Serpent beguiled Eve through his Subtilty so our Minds were corrupted from the Simplicity that is in Jesus in which State we see many yet to stand whom the Lord will undeceive in his own Time But Evil Men and Seducers will wax worse deceiving and being deceived Answ 3. Never fear Deceit in such who turn you to the Light whereby ye may discern betwixt Good and Bad Truth and Falshood plainly I would much fear that he had a Design to cheat me who leads into the Dark and denyes the Benefit of the Light Answ 4. Search with Freedom and examine throughly this Doctrine condemn it not unheard speak not Evil of any Thing unknown for so mayst thou soon condemn the Innocent and make thy self guilty Answ 5.
I had no Benefit of any Outward Help Teaching or Counsel but he who before had been my Reprover was then my only Teacher who sealed Instruction upon my Soul whose Voice I heard which did shake and shake the Heavens and the Earth also and caused me to cry out Lord What wouldest thou have me to do And being brought to the Foot of God could truly say Speak now Lord for thy Servant heareth And abiding in this broken and shattered State I clearly felt the Judgment of the Lord powerfully at work in my Soul as an Ax at the Root of the Tree and as a Refiner's Fire till the Life and Power of Sin was slain subdued and mortified perfectly in my Will and Affections then was the Lord Jesus revealed in me whom I had pierced the New Birth Discerned which is created after God in true Holiness and the Immortal Pure Precious Seed of the Eternal God which ever before had been pressed down trodden under and held in Bondage arose yea the Tender Plant of his own Right Hand sprung up in me panting and vehemently breathing after and never since could be satisfied but with his Living Presence Behold these things worketh the Lord oftentimes with men looking upon men And if any say I have sinned and perverted that which is Right and it profitted me not he will deliver his Soul from going into the Pit and his Life shall see the Light And this is the Sum of the Confession which I was not ashamed to witness in your publick Assemblies both at Nottingham and other places in the year 1668. Objection But it is probable some of you will object saying After this Change was wrought thou didst Joyn to our Assemblies Owned us Prayed with us Preached amongst us and seemed to enjoy Refreshings and Satisfaction in our Assemblies wherefore then art thou now departed from us and gone to the Quakers Answer 1. Notwithstanding that great and notable Work begun in my Soul and in some measure effected by the Mighty Power of the Lord yet was there after some time a certain Deadness Coldness and Darkness drawn over me again occasioned through Weakness Unwatchfulness and Formality whereby that good Condition was lost nevertheless I found and felt tender Breathings moving in me thirsting and seeking for renewed Testimonies of the Love of God then in the Simplicity and Uprightness of my Heart not knowing a more likely way to obtain Satisfaction I joyned to your Society and can truly affirm though I now see it was no better then seeking the Living among the Dead that the Lord was pleased in the Condescensions of his Love many times to stoop down and reach forth from the openings of his Bosom Refreshings and Nourishment to that tender Babe of his own begetting yea while I frequented your Assemblies Answ 2. And as I continued Faithful and Obedient to that measure of Light and Knowledge which was revealed in me it is well known to all or the most of you what Censures Opposition and Contradiction both I and the plain Scripture-Truths which I declared in your Assemblies suffered from many of your Brethren charging me That I was leading into Quakerism long before I understood either by word or Writing what the Quakers held Answ 3. But however these Censures occasioned a free and impartial Search into the Quakers Principle Doctrine and Practice for verily before I was as much afraid of the Quakers as ye can be But standing single in the Will and Counsel of the Lord desirous to prove all things and hold fast that which is good abandoning all Consultations with Flesh was resolved to cease from Man and to cleave unto the Truth as the Lord should reveal and discover the same to me waiting in this Unbyassed Unprejudiced and Dis-engaged Frame examining carefully the Principle Foundation Doctrine and Practice of this Despised Holy People great Clearness and Satisfaction arose in my Soul for as Face answered Face in a Glass so were the Truths delivered by them owned and embraced by the Witness of God in my own Conscience and the same Spirit Light Life and Power which is manifest in them I came to feel in a measure in my own Particular And yet for all this before I came to any visible Closure with them I sate down and counted the Cost and am made willing freely to endure the Cross and undergo the World's Reproach and Shame knowing that whoever will be Christ's Disciple must deny himself and take up his Cross daily and follow him And truly Friends the Day of the Lord's Power is come and felt whereby I am made willing to forsake Fathers and Mothers Brethren and Sisters Parsonages and all kind of Ecclesiastical Promotions Friends Honours Pleasures Profits Houses Lands Goods yea and Life is self to follow the Lamb and fall in with his Interest as it is only witnessed and embraced by and amongst the Children of Light by the World called Quakers Answ 4. But if it were possible I desire to make clear to your Satisfaction that there was sufficient Ground for me and so there is for you who have any Tenderness and Breathings in your Souls after the Lord to separate your selves from the Tents of those Ungodly Men your Teachers who are no better then Filthy Dreamers Blind Guides and Belly Gods who belch out nothing but Blasphemies Lyes Slanders False Accusations and Evil Speeches against God and Christ his Wayes Truth and People and this I see and declare against them in the Light For verily there is and I witness it an Honest Gracious Tender Principle in many of you called Independents which kindles in you perfect Hatred against Sin and unsatisfied real Breathings and Pantings after the Sensible Living Presence of the Lord But your Leaders cause you to Err and ye are scattered upon the dark and barren Mountains And this I testifie in the Name of the Living God That it will be so with you while ye follow these Wandring Stars Clouds without Rain Seducing Spirits your Pastors and Teachers who are Ravening Wolves and Ministers of Antichrist whom ye ought not to receive into your Houses nor bid them God speed For 1. They are altogether Ignorant of the True God and all the Knowledge that these men pretend to have of the Deity is attained by Reading and Hear-say for they will confidently affirm That Vision and Immediate Revelation is ceased Judge ye therefore what Knowledge these men have of God when the Scriptures say No man knows the Father but they to whom the Son reveals him 2. They Reproach and despise Jesus Christ the only Son of God of whom the Scriptures witness and testifie to be the True Light which enlightens every man that comes into the World But they are not afraid to say The Light in every man is but a Natural Light and at the best not able to save those who believe in it and obey it And to discover themselves more plainly to be the Ministers of Antichrist they are
Good-will of God to the Poor and preached Peace to the Broken-hearted testifying the Love of God to Mankind in sending his Son to them to open their Blind Eyes and recover them out of the Snare of the Devil exhorting Men to believe in the Light lest Eternal Darkness come upon them And all that was done in his Ministry was not from any outward Encouragement or Reward but moved only hereunto from the Tenderness of his Pitty and Compassion to poor Sinners So it is at this Day all that are born of the Spirit are true Ministers of the same Gospel and publish it freely in the Constrainings of the Love of God which layes a Necessity upon them to minister freely without Expectation of Gifts and Rewards But do they deserve the Name of Gospel-Ministers who preach another Doctrine then what Christ or his Apostles ever did confidently affirming That the Doctrine of the Light within or to say the Light in every Man's Conscience is the Light of Christ this is Blasphemy but tell Men that Light which doth convince them of Sin is not the Light of Christ but Natural Conscience and therefore not able to sanctifie and save such as believe in it and obey it and yet they say There be some whom they call Saints and Believers in whom there is true Saving Light but as for the greatest Part of the VVorld they are altogether destitute hereof and yet though they make a seeming Distinction between Saints and Sinners yet they themselves confess they are Sinners yea and believe that they must be so while they breath upon Earth And thus are People held in Ignorance Unbelief and Confusion their blind Guides having caused them to err from the Truth for verely this hath been and is the Doctrine of these eminent Men. Qualif 5. That Gospel which Jesus Christ had preached and witnessed to in his holy Life he confirmed and seal'd by his Death in his Blood Now this Last is that which crowned and compleated his Ministry and the same Spirit is in all the Faithful at this day whereby Christ's Ministers are enabled to declare the Truth in the Life and Power of the Eternal Word without the Help and Assistance of acquired Parts Arts and Studies for to such saith Christ It is not you that speak but the Spirit which speaketh in you and thus declaring what they have seen tasted and handled of the Word of Life they are not ashamed of their Work nor afraid of Men neither will they conceal their Meetings in Time of greatest Danger nor slip out at Back-Doors to avoid Sufferings but are in a continual Readiness and Preparedness to forsake all that is dear to them rather then to turn their Backs upon the Work of God or in the least to prove Unfaithful by Denying or Betraying the Truths of Christ Wherefore now consider these things all ye Admirers of Men and give place to the Witness of God in your own Consciences and see if one of your Gifted Brethren Pastors and Teachers be thus qualified Object 4. But the Scriptures are very plain that Vnbelievers and Reprobates are without Christ as in Ephes 2.12 and 2 Cor. 13 5. wherefore though we do believe that Christ is in every Believer yet we cannot understand that the Light in every Man is the Light of Christ. Answ 1. Indeed one of these Scriptures at first Appearance seems to contradict all that hath been said before it will be therefore necessary to speak to them severally That in Ephes 2.12 plainly affirms That before Conversion they were without God and without Christ in the World And truly I can witness this Scripture fulfilled in my own Particular for I know the Time when I was without Christ and without God in the World when I lived in Sinful Pleasures and Delights fulfilling the Lusts of the Flesh with Greediness I lived then as if there was no God in the World yea without any awful Respect to the Eye of God and Christ And yet I can as truly affirm that at that Time the Light of Christ was in me testifying against my Iniquity And this may seem a Mystery that a Measure of his Light should be within a Man when that Man is without Christ yet I have experienced the Truth hereof and therefore testifie that its one Thing for the Light of Christ to be in a Man and another Thing for a Man to be in the Light of Christ and thus it is the Light of Christ may be in a Man and yet that Man out of the Light of Christ whereupon I affirm and declare that the Light of Christ is in every Man but no Man is in Christ till he be a new Creature And as to that other Scripture 2 Cor. 13.5 Know ye not your own selves how that Jesus Christ is in you except ye be Reprobates This Place doth not at all oppose what before hath been written if it be seriously considered but doth greatly confirm the Truth of this Doctrine If therefore by Reprobates be intended such as have sinned out the Day of Grace and done Despight to the Strivings of the Spirit of God as the old World did yea and as those eminent Professors whom Stephen reproveth saying Ye stiff-necked and uncircumcised in Heart and Ears ye do alwayes resist the Holy Ghost as your Fathers did so do ye Acts 7.51 And as Jerusalem which remained Impenitent in the Day of Visitation till the Things of her Peace were hid from her Eyes Luke 19.42 And as those Guests which had been often invited and yet refused to come making light of those many renew'd and reiterated Tenders of Grace entreating the Messengers spightfully and slew them wherefore the King was wroth and protested against them that none of those Murtherers should taste of his Supper Mat. 22. Or like that Fig-Tree which the Master of the Vineyard when he had come three Years expecting Fruit and found none required the Dresser to cut it down and cast it into the Fire Luke 13.7 And like those who had tasted of the Heavenly Gift and of the Good Word of God and of the Powers of the World to come but after to fall away and crucifie to themselves the Son of God afresh put him to open Shame these bringing forth Thorns Bryars are rejected and are nigh unto Cursing whose End is to be burned Heb. 6.7 8. And such as the Lord complaineth of by the Prophet Jeremiah saying They are all grievous Revolters walking with Slanders they are Brass and Iron they are all Corrupters the Bellows are burnt the Lead is consumed of the Fire the Founder melteth in Vain for the Wicked are not pluckâ—d away Reprobate Silver shall Men call them because the Lord hath rejected them Jer. 6.29 And the Spirit speaketh expresly that some shall depart from the Faith giving heed to seducing Spirits and Doctrines of Devils speaking Lyes in Hypocrisie having their Conscience seared with an Hot Iron and so are past feling 1 Tim 4.2 Now
if Reprobates be taken in this Place for such as God hath given up cast off and rejected yet doth not this prove but the Light of Christ was once in them and at Work in their Hearts And further by this Scripture it is manifest that the Light of Christ Jesus is in every Man And this I know will suffice in Answer to satisfie the Unprejudiced concerning those Places of Scripture Answ 2. The Love of Christ constraineth us thus to Judge because if Christ dyed for all then were all Dead and as Christ dyed for all so hath this Grace appeared to all for he hath enlightned all that come into the World and we know that he is able and willing to save all that yield Obedience to and embrace the Tenders of his Boundless Endless Unlimited Universal Love to Mankind without Exception and this we are verily perswaded of from these and such like Considerations 1. Because God is no Respecter of Persons Acts 10.35 He maketh his Sun to rise on the Evil and the Good and sendeth Rain on the Just and on the Vnjust he accepteth not the Persons of Princes nor regardeth the Rich more then the Poor for they all are the Work of his Hands 2. Because that Light which shined in our Dark Ignorant Unclean and Unbelieving Hearts before Conversion is the very same in which we live and abide since our Conversion That which formerly stood by was an Eye witness to and bore a faithful Testimony against us while we walked in Darkness is the same which since the time of our believing and abiding in his Light witnesseth with our Spirits that we are the Children of God That which caused Trouble Restlesness and Terror when we lived in Unbelief Rebellion and Disobedience is the same which causeth Calmness Stilness Settlement and Satisfaction and bringeth forth peaceable Fruits of Righteousness in our Souls since we have believed continued obedient thereto That very Light which before convinced reproved judged condemned us for all Unbelief and Unrighteousness both in Heart Life is still the same which doth convert confirm cleanse justifie and save yea that Light which before shined in Darkness and the Darkness comprehended it not is but one and the same which after it was believed and obeyed did expel and lead out of Darkness that the Light which before was ecclipsed may now so shine before Men that seeing our Good Works may glorifie our Father which is in Heaven in the Day of their Visitation wherefore the Love of Christ constrains us thus to judge that the Light of Christ is in every Man and Woman who is able to save to the uttermost all that believe in him and obey him because when we were as Vile as the worst of Sinners we can witness that the same Light which did then shine in Darkness doth now to the Praise of God shine out of Darkness whereof we are not ashamed 3. Because our Lord Jesus who cannot Lye hath said that man's Condemnation ariseth only from the Contempt of and Disobedience to this Light saying This is the Condemnation Light is come into the World but men love Darkness rather then Light Jo. 3. This is the the Condemnation that Light is come into the World That was only say some Christ's Bodily Presence upon Earth in that Day So then it must needs follow that Condemnation terminated and ended in that Generation because then that Bodily Presence expired But we witness according to his own Words that he is come again in Spirit for saith he They shall say Lo here and Lo there but go not after them nor follow them Luke 17.21 23 24 25. look not out for the Kingdom of God is within you And as the Lightning shineth from one Part under Heaven to the other Part under Heaven so shall the Son of Man be in his Day but first he must suffer many Things of this Generation and be rejected We testifie therefore that these are the Dayes of the Son of Man and Christ Jesus the Light is come into the World into the Souls Consciences of Earthly VVorldly-minded and Unbelieving Men and VVomen and they who love Darkness rather then Light cannot escape Condemnation because they neglect despise and reject so great Salvation Therefore as the Brazen Serpent was lift up by Moses in the VVilderness even so Christ Jesus the Light of the VVorld hath God exalted with his own Right Hand to be a Prince and a Saviour to give Repentance and Forgiveness wherefore he said When he ascended on high he led Captivity Captive and gave Gifts unto Men now that he ascended what is it but that he descended first into the lower Parts of the Earth he that descended is the same also which ascended far above all Heavens THAT HE MIGHT FILL ALL THINGS And thus is his Light in every Man's Conscience that they who feel themselves stung by the fiery Serpents in the Wilderness of Sin Darkness and Unbelief and look towards and believe in him might not perish but have Eternal Life but whoever neglect overlook or under value this only Saviour of the VVorld Christ Jesus the Light the alone Guide to Rest must necessarily perish in the VVilderness and dye in their Sins For it is most certain that Man's Damnation must undoubtedly arise from some of these Causes 1. Either for want of Light Or 2. From the Deficiency of that Light Or 3. From man's own Rebellion and Disobedience to this Light Now to judge or believe that man's Condemnation is occasion'd through the Want of True Saving Light is horrid Wickedness because it chargeth God foolishly with Injustice and nothing less then to say with the Evil and Unprofitable Servant Lord I know thee to be an Austere and Hard Man reaping where thou hast not sown and gathering where thou hast not strawed therefore I was afraid and went and hid thy Talent in the Earth Yea what greater Unmercifulness and Injustice can be charged upon God then to say or think That he hath designed any Man's Ruin and hath denyed him the Benefit of this saving Light When the Lord hath assured Mankind as certainly as he lives That he desires not the Death of any Sinner but that this is his Will and herein he is pleased That the Wickâ—d might forsake their Wicked Wayes and live for he would that all men should be saved and come to the Knowledge of the Truth which Truth is Christ the Light Neither can it be granted that man's Condemnation is occasioned through the Insufficiency of this Light of Christ for as hath been already proved He is able to save to the uttermost all that come to the Father by him and is the Mighty Power of God unto Salvation which though in its first Appearance be as small as a Grain of Mustard-seed a Little Leaven a Bruised Reed or as Smoaking Flax yet is it that Little Stone cut out of the Mountains without Hands yea though it be rejected disallowed