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you_o shall_v see_v what_o will_v happen_v thou_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o and_o i_o be_v trouble_v god_n leave_v you_o in_o your_o poverty_n &_o then_o you_o will_v be_v like_o yourself_o &_o you_o shall_v know_v to_o your_o cost_n whou_fw-mi you_o be_v once_o fall_v that_o which_o you_o will_v not_o know_v whilst_o you_o be_v visit_v and_o favour_v by_o almighty_a god_n and_o saint_n basil_n also_o say_v that_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o fall_n and_o denial_n of_o the_o apostle_n saint_n peter_n be_v the_o confide_n and_o presume_v vain_o in_o himself_o because_o he_o say_v with_o arrogancy_n and_o presumption_n that_o though_o all_o man_n shall_v be_v scandalize_v yet_o will_v not_o he_o be_v scandalize_v but_o will_v rather_o die_v with_o christ_n for_o this_o do_v god_n permit_v that_o he_o shall_v fall_v that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v humble_v and_o know_v himself_o we_o must_v never_o give_v way_n that_o our_o eye_n may_v wander_v from_o ourselves_o nor_o ever_o be_v secure_a in_o this_o life_n but_o consider_v what_o we_o be_v we_o must_v go_v ever_o on_o with_o great_a care_n of_o ourselves_o and_o with_o great_a care_n and_o fear_v lest_o the_o enemy_n who_o we_o carry_v still_o about_o we_o put_v some_o trick_n upon_o we_o and_o provide_v some_o snare_n into_o which_o he_o may_v procure_v we_o to_o fall_v so_o that_o as_o we_o must_v not_o stay_v upon_o the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o own_o misery_n and_o weakness_n but_o pass_v instant_o on_o to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n so_o neither_o must_v we_o stay_v upon_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o his_o mercy_n and_o favour_n but_o return_v with_o speed_n again_o to_o cast_v our_o eye_n down_o upon_o ourselves_o this_o be_v that_o jacob_n ladder_n whereof_o one_o end_n be_v fasten_v to_o the_o earth_n in_o our_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o the_o other_o reach_v up_o to_o the_o very_a height_n of_o heaven_n by_o this_o ladder_n must_v you_o ascend_v and_o descend_v as_o the_o angel_n ascend_v and_o descend_v by_o that_o other_o rise_v up_o by_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n but_o stay_v not_o there_o lest_o you_o grow_v into_o presumption_n but_o descend_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o yourselves_o yet_o stay_v not_o also_o there_o lest_o you_o fall_v into_o despair_n but_o still_o return_v again_o to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n that_o so_o you_o may_v have_v confidence_n in_o he_o in_o fine_a the_o business_n consist_v in_o that_o you_o be_v still_o ascend_v and_o descend_v by_o this_o ladder_n we_o read_v of_o a_o certain_a devout_a woman_n that_o do_v use_v this_o exercise_n to_o free_v she_o fall_v from_o several_a temptation_n which_o the_o devil_n bring_v against_o she_o as_o she_o herself_o relate_v when_o the_o devil_n will_v tempt_v she_o by_o way_n of_o confusion_n desire_v to_o make_v she_o believe_v that_o her_o whole_a 〈◊〉_d be_v nothing_o but_o sin_n error_n and_o abuse_n than_o she_o will_v raise_v herself_o up_o but_o yet_o sill_z with_o humility_n by_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o she_o will_v be_v say_v to_o this_o effect_n i_o confess_v o_o my_o creator_n that_o my_o whole_a life_n have_v be_v lead_v in_o darkness_n but_o yet_o i_o will_v hide_v myself_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o christ_n jesus_n crucify_v and_o i_o will_v bathe_v myself_o in_o his_o blood_n and_o so_o my_o wickedness_n shall_v be_v consume_v and_o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o my_o creator_n &_o my_o lord_n thou_o shall_v wash_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v white_a than_o snow_n and_o so_o also_o when_o the_o devil_n will_v offer_v to_o put_v she_o up_o to_o pride_n by_o tentation_n of_o a_o contrary_a kind_n seek_v to_o make_v she_o think_v that_o she_o be_v perfect_a and_o please_v to_o god_n and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o cause_n why_o she_o shall_v any_o long_o afflict_v herself_o and_o lament_v her_o sin_n then_o will_v she_o humble_v herself_o and_o make_v the_o devil_n this_o answer_n o_o wretched_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o saint_n john_n baptist_n be_v sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n and_o yet_o notwithstanding_o all_o that_o be_v continual_o exercise_v about_o repentance_n and_o i_o have_v commit_v so_o many_o defect_n and_o have_v never_o lament_v they_o no_o nor_o even_o consider_v they_o as_o they_o deserve_v with_o this_o the_o devil_n not_o like_v to_o endure_v so_o great_a humility_n on_o the_o one_o side_n nor_o so_o great_a confidence_n in_o the_o other_o as_o we_o may_v imagine_v say_v thus_o to_o she_o be_v thou_o accurse_v and_o he_o also_o who_o have_v teach_v thou_o this_o for_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o make_v entrance_n here_o since_o if_o i_o abase_v thou_o by_o confusion_n thou_o raise_v thyself_o up_o as_o high_a as_o heaven_n by_o the_o considetation_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o if_o i_o raise_v thou_o up_o towards_o presumption_n thou_o abase_v thyself_o by_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o low_a as_o hell_n by_o way_n of_o humility_n now_o after_o this_o very_a manner_n be_v we_o to_o use_v this_o exercise_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o on_o the_o one_o side_n be_v full_a of_o circumspection_n and_o fear_v and_o on_o the_o other_o full_a of_o courage_n and_o joy_n fearful_a in_o regard_n of_o ourselves_o and_o joyful_a through_o our_o hope_n in_o god_n these_o be_v those_o two_o lesson_n which_o god_n give_v daily_o to_o his_o elect_a the_o one_o to_o make_v they_o see_v their_o defect_n and_o the_o other_o to_o make_v they_o see_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n who_o take_v they_o from_o we_o with_o so_o much_o love_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o great_a benefit_n and_o profit_n which_o grow_v by_o this_o exercise_n of_o a_o man_n know_v himself_o to_o the_o end_n haâ—_n we_o may_v yet_o be_v more_o animate_v to_o this_o exercise_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o we_o will_v go_v on_o declare_v some_o great_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n which_o be_v contain_v therein_o one_o of_o the_o chief_n thereof_o have_v be_v show_v already_o namely_o that_o this_o be_v the_o foundation_n and_o root_n of_o humility_n and_o the_o necessary_a mean_n both_o for_o the_o purchase_n and_o preservation_n thereof_o one_o of_o those_o ancient_a father_n be_v ask_v how_o a_o man_n may_v do_v to_o obtain_v true_a humility_n make_v this_o answer_n if_o he_o consider_v only_o his_o own_o sin_n sound_v &_o dig_v deep_a into_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o this_o man_n shall_v obtain_v true_a humility_n this_o alone_o be_v sufficient_a to_o make_v we_o attend_v much_o to_o this_o exercise_n since_o it_o import_v we_o so_o very_o much_o towards_o the_o obtain_n of_o this_o virtue_n but_o yet_o we_o may_v pass_v further_o on_o and_o say_v that_o the_o humble_a knowledge_n of_o
that_o it_o be_v the_o foundation_n and_o cause_n thereof_o page_n 207_o chap._n xxxiii_o of_o the_o great_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n which_o be_v in_o this_o three_o degree_n of_o humility_n page_n 216_o chap._n xxxiv_o of_o the_o great_a mercy_n and_o favour_n which_o god_n show_v to_o the_o humble_a and_o why_o he_o exalt_v they_o so_o high_a page_n 224_o chap._n xxxv_o how_o much_o it_o import_v we_o to_o betake_v ourselves_o to_o humility_n to_o supply_v thereby_o whatsoever_o be_v want_v to_o we_o in_o virtue_n and_o perfection_n and_o to_o the_o end_n that_o god_n may_v not_o humble_v we_o by_o punish_v we_o page_n 229_o a_o treatise_n of_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n chap_n i._o of_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o of_o the_o need_n we_o have_v thereof_o learn_v of_o i_o say_v jesus_n christ_n our_o saviour_n for_o i_o be_o meek_a and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n and_o you_o shall_v find_v rest_n unto_o your_o soul_n mat._n 11.29_o the_o whole_a life_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n on_o earth_n be_v lead_v for_o our_o instruction_n and_o he_o be_v the_o master_n and_o teacher_n of_o all_o the_o virtue_n but_o especial_o of_o this_o of_o humility_n which_o he_o desire_v chief_o that_o we_o shall_v learn_v and_o this_o consideration_n alone_o may_v well_o serve_v to_o make_v we_o understand_v both_o the_o great_a excellency_n of_o this_o virtue_n and_o the_o great_a need_n also_o which_o we_o have_v thereof_o since_o the_o son_n of_o god_n himself_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n to_o teach_v we_o the_o practice_n and_o to_o make_v himself_o our_o instructor_n therein_o and_o that_o not_o only_o by_o word_n of_o mouth_n but_o much_o more_o particular_o by_o his_o action_n for_o indeed_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o example_n and_o lively_a pattern_n of_o humility_n saint_n basil_n discourse_v of_o the_o whole_a life_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n even_o from_o his_o birth_n observe_v and_o show_v how_o all_o his_o action_n serve_v to_o teach_v we_o this_o virtue_n in_o most_o particular_a manner_n he_o will_v needs_o say_v he_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o mother_n who_o be_v poor_a in_o a_o poor_a open_a stable_n and_o be_v lay_v in_o a_o manger_n and_o be_v wrap_v in_o miserable_a clout_n be_v will_v needs_o be_v circumcise_v like_o a_o sinner_n and_o fly_v into_o egypt_n like_o a_o poor_a weak_a creature_n and_o be_v baptize_v among_o publican_n and_o sinner_n like_o one_o of_o they_o and_o afterward_o in_o the_o course_n of_o his_o life_n when_o they_o have_v a_o mind_n to_o do_v he_o honour_n and_o take_v he_o up_o for_o their_o king_n he_o hide_v himself_o but_o when_o they_o put_v dishonour_n and_o affront_v upon_o he_o he_o then_o present_v himself_o to_o they_o when_o he_o be_v honour_v and_o admire_v by_o man_n yea_o and_o even_o by_o person_n who_o be_v possess_v with_o the_o devil_n he_o command_v they_o to_o hold_v their_o peace_n but_o when_o they_o think_v fit_a to_o reproach_n and_o scorn_v he_o he_o hold_v his_o peace_n and_o near_o the_o end_n of_o his_o life_n that_o he_o may_v leave_v we_o this_o virtue_n by_o his_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n he_o confirm_v it_o by_o that_o so_o admirable_a example_n of_o wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n as_o a_o so_o by_o undergo_n that_o so_o ignominious_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n saint_n bernard_n say_v the_o son_n of_o god_n abase_v and_o diminish_v he_o elf_n by_o take_v our_o nature_n upon_o he_o and_o he_o will_v have_v his_o whole_a life_n to_o be_v a_o pattern_n of_o humility_n so_o to_o teach_v we_o by_o action_n that_o which_o he_o will_v also_o teach_v we_o by_o word_n a_o strange_a manner_n of_o instruction_n but_o why_o lord_n must_v so_o high_a a_o majesty_n be_v abase_v so_o low_o to_o the_o end_n that_o from_o henceforth_o there_o may_v not_o so_o much_o as_o one_o man_n be_v find_v who_o shall_v once_o adventure_v to_o be_v proud_a and_o to_o exalt_v himself_o upon_o the_o earth_n it_o be_v ever_o a_o strange_a boldness_n or_o rather_o a_o kind_n of_o madness_n for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v proud_a but_o now_o say_v he_o when_o the_o majesty_n of_o god_n have_v humble_v and_o abase_v itself_o it_o be_v a_o intolerable_a shame_n and_o a_o unspeakable_a kind_n of_o absurdity_n that_o this_o little_a wretched_a worm_n man_n shall_v have_v a_o mind_n to_o be_v honour_v and_o esteem_v that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o be_v equal_a to_o the_o father_n shall_v take_v the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n upon_o he_o and_o vouchsafe_v to_o be_v dishonour_v and_o abase_v and_o that_o i_o who_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n shall_v procure_v to_o be_v value_v and_o admire_v with_o much_o reason_n do_v the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n declare_v that_o he_o be_v the_o master_n of_o this_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o that_o we_o be_v to_o learn_v it_o of_o he_o for_o neither_o plato_n nor_o socrates_n nor_o arisiotle_n do_v ever_o teach_v man_n this_o virtue_n for_o when_o those_o heathen_a philosopher_n be_v treat_v of_o those_o other_o virtue_n of_o fortitude_n of_o temperance_n of_o wisdom_n and_o of_o justice_n they_o be_v so_o far_o off_o the_o while_n from_o be_v humble_a therein_o that_o they_o pretend_v even_o by_o those_o very_a work_n and_o by_o all_o their_o virtuous_a action_n to_o be_v esteem_v and_o recommend_v to_o posterity_n it_o be_v true_a that_o thou_o be_v a_o diogenes_n and_o some_o other_o like_v he_o who_o profess_v to_o contemn_v the_o world_n and_o to_o despise_v themselves_o by_o use_v mean_a clothes_n and_o certain_a other_o poverty_n and_o abstinency_n but_o even_o in_o this_o they_o be_v extreme_o proud_a and_o procure_v even_o by_o that_o mean_n to_o be_v observe_v and_o esteem_v whilst_o other_o be_v despise_v by_o they_o as_o be_v wise_o note_v by_o plato_n in_o diogenes_n for_o one_o day_n when_o plato_n have_v invite_v certain_a philosopher_n and_o among_o they_o diogenes_n to_o his_o house_n he_o have_v his_o room_n well_o furnish_v and_o his_o carpet_n lay_v and_o such_o other_o preparation_n make_v as_o may_v be_v fit_a for_o such_o guest_n but_o as_o soon_o as_o diogenes_n enter_v in_o he_o begin_v to_o foul_a those_o fair_a carpet_n with_o his_o dirty_a foot_n which_o plato_n observe_v ask_v he_o what_o he_o mean_v calco_n platonis_fw-la fastum_fw-la say_v diogenes_n i_o be_o trample_v say_v he_o upon_o plato_n pride_n but_o plato_n make_v he_o this_o good_a answer_n calcas_fw-la sed_fw-la alio_fw-la fastu_fw-la thou_o trample_a indeed_o but_o with_o another_o kind_n of_o pride_n insinuate_v thereby_o that_o the_o pride_n wherewith_o he_o tread_v upon_o plato_n carpet_n be_v great_a than_o plato_n pride_n in_o possess_v they_o the_o philosopher_n do_v never_o reach_v to_o that_o contempt_n of_o themselves_o wherein_o christian_a humility_n consist_v nay_o they_o do_v not_o so_o much_o as_o know_v humility_n even_o by_o name_n for_o this_o be_v that_o virtue_n which_o be_v proper_o and_o only_o teach_v by_o 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