excellent Creature know S. 29. believe thy Creator and mine hath appointed us for more excellent work and most transcendent happiness And this I am perswading thee to seek after S. 30. and provide for I have no design with thee or upon thee in this business that is low or base but high and noble I come not thus to thee from any earthly Prince to beg or command thy worldly goods but from the King of glory to intreat and command and beseech thee to part with thy shame and misery thy sins and turn to Christ and holiness and to beseech thee that thou wouldest yeeld to be made gloriously happy all the harm I mean thee is that thou mayest be saved and this is the best the very best thing I can wish to thee and my self also and all that I would have thee part with is nothing but that which is worse then nothing and that is sin Which all Gods children are glad at the heart they are rid of and that they are gotten out of the dominions and regions of sin into the Kingdom of Christ and under his rule Then that we may reason together to some good purpose S. 31. be but plain-hearted and honest in this business lay aside all prejudice make no shifts no evasions fear nothing Man if thou meanest to be good and holy in good earnest there are no invincible Giants in the Kingdom of Christianity put on the resolution of a man and thou wilt be victorious mean but as well to thy soul as I do and then to be sure thou wilt be as earnest with God for to reform thee and as carefull to use the means and take the opportunity as I am to perswade thee to it Be but as willing to submit to the teaching of grace S. 32. and to accept of the proffered help from Christ and then shalt thou quickly be rid of thy damning sins and be brought into a holy and saving frame of spirit and course of life I observe and so may you S. 33. that when Christ had a mind to do good and shew a speciall favour to any in distresse And our dear Lord Christ hath still the same mind toward every poor sinner to this day to do him good his first question to such is Wilt thou be made whole And John 5.6 Mar. 10.51 what wilt thou that I should do unto thee And no sooner the poor sinner can find in his heart to be willing to be helped and healed and to seek unto Christ in good earnest but immediately Christ saith I will be thou whole Take up and walk Mat. 8 3. I will be thou clean and the Text saith And immediately his Leprosie was cleansed And likwise take notice S. 34. that the cause why a miserable sinner continues unreformed and under the power of his sins is because he will not hath no mind to be altered doth not earnestly desire it That this is so you may see Jeremiah 13.27 I have seen thy abomination Jer. 13.27 Woe unto thee wilt thou not be made clean when will it once be and Ezek. 18.31 32. I have no pleasure saith God in the death that is Ezek. 18.31 32. damnation of a sinner but rather he should turn and live and that the cause of mens ruine and destruction is from themselves rather then they will turn they will die Why will ye die turn you from all your transgressions why will ye die So likewise our Saviour Christ in John 5.40 tels us why men lose their Souls and happiness Joh. 5.40 it is They will not come unto me that they might have Life And I observe also when a man is convinced of the necessity of Salvation S. 35. and by the consideration of the greatness of his sins and necessity of leaving them all yet the difficulty of conversion and parting with old friends as a sinner thinks his lusts and sins are he cryes out what must I do to be saved Act. 16.30 as the Jaylor did Acts 16.30 Which is the first quere to be made and when a sinner comes to this once to be willing and seriously desirous from his very Soul to be made whole and clean and then earnestly to seek out how he may act that he may be saved then Christ takes him to cure and then directs him by his word and helps him by his Spirit first to Reformation here and then to Salvation hereafter Now precious soul S. 36. is it in thy heart to desire and dost seriously ask what thou shalt do to be saved If so I have it from God to tell thee that thou mayest be saved If thou believe in the Lord Jesus repent thee and turn thee from all thy ungodliness to serve the living God in Righteousness and true holiness from this day to the end of thy life and submit to Reformation in heart and life thou shalt be saved Wilt thou submit to Reformation S. 37. wouldest thou be made clean and be effectually turned from all thy sinfull thoughts and practises O poor sinner art willing Then first try thy heart S. 38. whether in good earnest thou desire it canst thou go in secret and pour out thy soul and utter thy desires before the Lord in this or the like prayer for this very thing that thou mayst be reformed If thou art willing then to be reformed from thy very soul thou canst speak thy Requests to God to help thee through the work and then thou wilt be willing to take up advice and consideration and yeeld to the intreaties and fall upon the practise without more ado speedily without delay if thou canst thus pray from thy heart there is great hope of thy Reformation CHAP. II. The hopefull sinners Prayer O Most glorious S. 1. holy just and gracious Lord God thou who art the knower of hearts and lover of souls thou hast said Ezek. 33.11 1 Tim. 2.4 1 Pet. 3.9 Mat. 9.13 Thou hast no pleasure in the death of a sinner but rather he should turn and live and art not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance and to this end thou hast sent thy dear Son Jesus Christ into the world to call sinners to repentance who gave himself for us that he might redeem poor sinners from all their iniquities and purifie his redeemed ones 2 Cor. 5.20 1 Tim. 4.20 2 Tim. 4.12 thou hast likewise given thy Spirit to sanctifie our hearts and with thy Word to convince and convert such as shall be saved and that poor sinners might be converted and turned from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God that they might receive the forgiveness of sins and an inheritance among the sanctified Thou hast appointed thy Ministers to call sinners to invite beseech exhort reprove admonish guide and direct poor sinners to reclaim them to bring them off from their evill wayes and to shew them the
way of Heaven and hast promised eternall life to those that obey thee to their lives end and hast threatned eternall punishment to every impenitent unconverted sinner O Lord S. 2. how wonderfull art thou in mercy and goodnesse I am one of those vile and miserable sinners whom thou hast often called to amendment to whom thou hast sent thy servants importunately beseeching that I would cease to do evill and learn to do well that I would but turn and live but hitherto I have not fully yeelded I have dear Lord too too often and too too long put thee off with excuses and when I could say nothing for my continuance in sinne nor against holy living and speedy reformation yet then have I delayed my necessary duty with a promise of reformation delaying from day to day that which I have promised and continually going on in that which I should renounce even to this day O Lord thou knowest it Many opportunities have been given unto me much grace offered S. 3. many Sabbaths many Sermons many Counsels many a check of Conscience many rebukes from the Lord in sad dispensations and all to reclaim me and long hast thou waited for my return that thou mightest pardon and be gracious But alas alas I have abused thy long-sufferance made light of thy invitations and all thy sweet and kind perswasions and fatherly corrections I have heard thy Messengers speaking to me time after time from the Lord saying often with tears in their eyes to me Regardlesse hard-hearted Wretch Oh do not do not the abominable things which I hate O why wilt thou die But all in vain my obstinate hard heart hath said There is no hope I will not change nor amend Yea S. 4. Lord although thy severe and dreadfull threats have come to my ears against such sins as I alas as I my self am guilty of and there is nothing that keepeth me on this side hell all this while but thy wonderfull mercy forbearing execution on such an evill doer as I have been and yet for all this my fool-hardy heart is set upon evill still I have heard from thy Word S. 5. Mat. 18.3 John 3.3 as it were from Heaven to me by name that Except I be converted I shall never enter into the Kingdom of Heaven and yet I have not seriously minded it but to this day I have continued to follow lustfull desires and unchristian practises alas to this day too long But dear Lord wilt thou be intreated by me a vile sinner as I am now to move my heart effectually that I may set upon reformation to purpose Lord if thou wilt thou canst make me clean holy just sober and a sound convert thou hast bid me although a miserable sinner to ask according to thy will and thou hast promised to hear and grant It is thy will most holy God S. 7. that I should turn and live and it is the desire and earnest request of my soul that I may leave off all my ungodliness worldly lusts vanities and all my sins And that I may become a new man a sincere and holy Christian Lord help me and never leave me begin and finish my Reformation in heart and life make this little book an happy Instrument of mine Amendment Let the truths from thy word convince me let the Arguments perswade me let the reasons move me to a speedy practicall resolution let my many sins yet unreformed shame me and weary me let thy Threats deter me from sin let thy promises allure me to Holiness Let thy Grace accompany my Endeavours this way let the few dayes I have to live S. 8. and the great work I have yet to do for my soul drive me to hasten my Resolution let not sloth nor delusions nor any temptation or secular Interest whatsoever entice my poor soul from this work of self-Reformation I am Resolved to read 9. consider and practice dear Lord help my Resolutions and further this happy work of reformation in my heart and life Say Lord for Christs sake to my soul Goe on and prosper Amen Amen Now if thou canst truly from thy heart bewail thy former neglect and miscarriage S. 10. and beg heartily of God to assist thee in this thy so great concernment then art thou hopefully prepared and in a fair way both to receive further Instruction and Resolution for thy saving Reformation And accordingly I shall in the name of God proceed with thee after this method In the first part of Reformation which consists in forsaking of all thy sins and evil practises To shew what is meant in this design by SAVING REFORMATION that you may understand your businesse To prove the absolute necessity of such a reformation in order to salvation that you may believe it To discover those sins which are in every instance in consistent with saving reformation which if not forsaken in heart and life will infallibly bring destruction to thy soul at last that when you know them and the dreadfull consequence of them you may be induced to repent them to renounce them all without any further delay or hesitancie To give you some speciall Directions about this thing that it may prove Effectuall that your labour may not be lost but through the grace of God successefull To urge the duty upon you with undeniable arguments to move you to be speedy and practicall in Reformation And this is done in this first part about Reformation as it comprehends a turning from all Evill in heart and life a ceasing from sin in all its instances and appearances I doe in the Second part of Reformation which consists of an holy Life 1. Propose the practicals of saving conversion in all Christian performances and right orderly heavenly Conversation And shew likewise the absolute necessity of such a course of holy living to make our reformation complete and our salvation sure Lay down some Directions for the holy ordering of you life both fot Time and Duties Lastly I doe conclude with earnest motions to perform all the requisits to thy salvation constantly to the end And no man can set himself against or refuse to yield to all that is here moved for nor delay his reformation but he that hath forfeited his reason and all his interest in Christ and hath sold himself to wickedness and resolves to be miserable in despite of God and good Counsell and is grown desperate and means to cast away his precious soul for ever But I hope thou that hast read so far as this art not such an one and therefore I intreat you would seriously consider what is said to thee in each particular about thy speedy Reformation CHAP. III. Of Reformation in the notion of it as it is intended for practise REformation which is the subject I am about to treat of S. 1. is a word not very frequently used in Scripture but the thing I mean by it is in many places described And I
necessity of reformation I come next and now to acquaint thee with some particular sins S. 1. which to practice and continue in is death and every one if an actuall sinner in any of these doth not speedily repent of and reform and also if thou lovest or likest any of them though not brought forth into act in the outward man yet must be mortified resisted subdued or else there will be no hope for thee of salvation being inconsistent with a gracious frame of soul and saving Christianity Reader S. 2. I would not peremptorily charge thee as guilty of any one damning actuall sin much less of all those any of which is more then enough to render thy state miserable and deplorable but none of them shall actually procure thy damnation if thou heartily repent for leave off and in time ere it be too late in this thy day of continued grace to thee dost reform form by renouncing them all in heart and life withall dost affectionately embrace and actually perform instead of them the contrary virtues which are opposed to the sins thou art guilty of For when a sinner is brought to the knowledg of his faults S. 3. and immediately repents imploring the grace of God for his sincere amendment and withall sets himself against them all and enters without delay upon a course of holy living and continueth in a watchfull observance of his sinfull inclination and checks the motions and prevents the acts of sin in every kind and withall turns to God to think and act that which is pleasing to God and observes to doe his will in every Instance both for avoiding evil and doing good this man is in a happy estate for the present and through Gods grace assisting him in such a course to the end of his life he shall undoubtedly be pardoned and in Christ accepted of justified that is acquitted of the guilt of his former sins and saved eternally But on the contrary if thou reform not but goest on still in thy sins S. 4. repeating the acts when temptation comes and settling the habit of an irregular inordinate disposition and course of ungodliness though mixed with some acts of seeming religion there remaineth no sacrifice effectuall for such an one to expiate his sins or to make an atonement for him nor men nor angels nor Christ himself can doe him any more good no more then for him who hath renounced Ch i st and Christianity and hath proceeded to commit the unpardonable sin but he such an one who ere he be must remain hopeless for ever either to escape the horrors of hell much more is he left without hope of being saved except he repent and change his course in time This being so doth it not concern thee S. 5. and every soul that hath any regard to his own eternall well-being to look into his heart and life that he may know his danger and so if he find himself charged with any sin which to live in is death by the decreed Law of God thou mayest forthwith renounce it and all and turn from it and all that are a kin to it that so thy precious soul may escape the severe stroke which is falling on such a sinner Come then along considerate soul S. 6. and take a veiw of those sins and dispositions of heart that carry with them the black characters of death condemned to the pit of Hell by an unalterable decree and every one that is guilty of them all or any of them and doth not repent and forsake them utterly is the person that must expect to be condemned for living in those sins because he doth not reforme by a speedy hearty and voluntary change of life pray God thou be not he that resolves to continue in them If thou be guilty Consider S. 7. I beseech thee thy case and state and examine well thy self whether these following sins may be charged upon thee or which of them belongs to thee marke them as you goe and read their doom with trembling and never give rest to thy soul untill thou art rid of them by Reformation §. I. Wilfull Ignorance First of all consider is Wilfull Ignorance and unbelief thy case S. 8. if it be thou art a perishing man in this state till saving knowledg and faith come thou art a child of darkness under the power of Sathan if when means of knowledg afforded are neglected when meanes offered are rejected by thee And such is thy state if so it be that after so long living with the meanes of knowledg so much hearing of the word of faith and so much helpes for instruction in the knowledg of God and ways of Godliness if it be so I say that after all this thou art ignorant of the true God and knowest not thy Saviour Christ and upon what account he is thy Saviour and what he is and did to redeem thee and if thou knowest not yet what thou art by nature how hatefull sin is to the Holy God how sin defiles and will ruine the soul if permitted if thou knowest not what it cost Jesus Christ to purchase thy pardon and acceptance with God If thou understandest not the conditions on thy part to make thee capable of the benefits of Christs purchase If thou art yet ignorant of this S. 9. thy State is wofull for t is in thee wilfull thou hast neglected or refused or resisted this knowledg and thy ignorance seeing thou hast the use of thy reason and thy senses is thy sin And because it is about the necessary and weighty things of thy salvation and yet supinely neglected or wilfully refused it is now a contracted superadded guilt and except thou come out of this thy ignorance and labour to know and understand so much of God in Christ and the Holy Ghost at least as is necessary to thy salvation thou canst not be saved For if to know the onely true God John 17.3 and Jesus Christ whom he hath sent be life eternal as Christ hath said then not to know him as he is to be known must needs be death eternall and consider well that the Lord Jesus shall be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire 2. Thes x. 7 8 9. taking vengeance on them that KNOW NOT God and that obey not the Gospell of our Lord Jesus Christ and mark the dreadfull allotment for such ignorant persons in the 9. verse Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord Prov. 5.12 13 23. Eph. 3.18 Hos 4.6 Esay 27.11 Psal 95.10 11. 2 Cor. 4.3 4. and the glory of his power Read also these Scriptures in the margent if you would have more proofs of the danger of wilfull ignorance If our Gospell be hid it is hid to them that are lost they are lost who are ignorant of the contents of the Gospell §. II. Infidelity Is Infidelity and unbelief thy condition S.
10. art thou still an unbeliever And thou art an unbeliever if thou acknowledgest not nor believest in the onely True God the Father of Christ and Creator of the World as revealed to thee in the Scriptures if thou believest not in Jesus Christ the onely Eternall Son of God If thou confess him not to be the true Messias not acknowledgest him to be HE that was promised and in time was sent into the world born of a virgin and took humane nature into his Godhead and suffered here on earth death for the Redemption of mankind who were lost by sin and under the curse and power of Satan if thou takest him not for thy Saviour and Lord if thou yeildest not up thy self thy mind Will affections and actions to be sanctified and ruled by him thou art yet an Infidel If thou believest not the Holy Ghost to be God S. 11. and proceeding from the Father and the Son and yet equall with the Father and the Son and that the FATHER SON and HOLY GHOST are one onely God in essence nature power dignity infiniteness according to the Scriptures thou art an Infidel Nay if thou believest not the holy Scriptures of the OLD and NEW TESTAMENT to be of God given unto us for a full Revelation of the mind of God concerning our faith and life If thou believest not the promises and threats of the Gospell If thou believest not reward for the Godly and punishment for the wicked a day of Judgment where and when all mankind shall be Judged according to their workes done in this present World in the Resurrection of all the dead at the last day when men shall receive the finall sentence from the mouth of Christ either for the enjoyment of Heaven or the torments of Hell from that time for ever If thou believest not all this thy state is Infidell thou art yet an unbeliever S. 12. and if thou continuest so this must be thy doom read it and tremble * Mar. 16.16 He that believeth not shall be damned * John 3.36 He that believeth not the Son which is Jesus Christ shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on him †Rev. 21.8 The unbelieving shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone which is the second death Consider this and see if thy case be unbelief whether it doth not concern thee speedily to reform in this particular and become a true believer §. III. Unrighteousness Art thou an unrighteous person S. 13. I mean one that is unjust in thy dealings with men doest wrong either friend or foe in goods name or life Is it thy custome in trafficking with others to cheat deceive defraud any one dost thou keep back for thy own use that which is not thine own by consent or purchase or gift from the right owners hast broken thy promise and covenant made with man wilfully hast thou stollen from or robbed any man of what was his or anothers in his keeping hast received stollen goods knowingly and consenting to theeves and robbers dost usually doe to others in any case what in no case thou wouldest have them doe to thee Then art thou an unrighteous person in jurious to man a wronger of thine own soul and highly offensive to the Just and Righteous God who loveth righteousness and hateth iniquity and hast sinfully transgressed that excellent Rule of thy blessed Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ who hath said that whatsoever you would that men should doe unto you Luke 6.21 Mat. 7.20 S. 14. doe ye even so unto them Now if thou art guilty of unjust and unrighteous dealing you must repent of it speedily and quit it absolutely away with this evil frame and wicked practice Leave off to walk unrighteously S. 15. if thou meanest to be reformed and saved but if thou wilt not then take notice that this remaines against thee Deut. 25.16 Rom. 1.18 1 Cor. 6.9 S. 16. All that doe unrighteously are anabomination unto the Lordthy God And then know that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdome of God Now will you dare to doe unrighteously any more or wilt thou not much rather reform in time then undergoe thy exclusion of heaven and loss of thy happiness to the ruine of thy soul for ever for thy unrighteous dealing Then be perswaded to rid thy hands of unjust gain S. 17. and thy heart and mind from all unjust and unrighteous thoughts and contrivances that it may be said of thee such was I indeed but now I am reformed I have left off all my unjust unrighteous dealing through the grace of God convincing me of my sin warning me and helping me to forsake it Adde this consideration to further thee in thy REFORMATION what will it profit thee yea what is any man profited if he shall gain the whole world by unrighteousness Mat. 16.26 and lose his own soul alas what will all thy getting doe thee good when thou shalt pay so dear for it even the unvaluable losse of thy precious soul at last §. IV. Idolatry Is Idolatry thy sin S. 18. Art thou guilty of that If thou hast worshipped a false God any of the Heathen Idols instead of the true God Hast thou worshipped or prayed to or before an image directing thy service to it or to God by an image of mans making Hast thou adored or worshipped a piece of bread as though it were really and materially the very body of Christ or hast thou adored a crucifix and prayed unto it Or attributed any divine power to a piece of gold silver brass wood made after the fashion of a cross Dost thou give the honour and worship due unto God to any creature or likeness of any thing thou then art guilty thou art found a gross Idolater Nay further S. 19. Rom. 1.21 if thou in thy fancie dost conceive of the eternall invisible GOD who is a pure spirituall being as though he were like unto any thing thou ever sawest and dost worship him under that imaginaty shape thou wrongest God and hast set up an Idol in thy imagination and so art thou an imaginary Idolater though thou hast no picture before thine eyes yea further if thy heart mind will affections be laid out upon earthly things and thou payest more true love to and devotest thy self to the pleasures profits and honours of this world If thou servest the creature more constantly affectionately and willingly then the great God then art thou an Idolater for what is Idolatry else but the setting up the creature in the place of God and to give the creature the preeminence in our hearts and minds and what is it to commit Idolatry but a serving the creature and adoreing it * Rom. 1.25 more then the Creator who is blessed for ever And therefore the covetous worldling is branded with this abominable title of Idolatry †Eph. 5.5 For this ye know that no
Satan an enemy to Christ and a fire-brand of hell as every wicked unregenerate unholy man is is there any honour or credit like that of a Saint or any shame or ignomy like that of a wilfull beastly sinner sure there is not Would you not judge that man hard hearted and obstinate S. 9. Qu. 8. foolish and mad were it not thy own case who doth wilfully continue in sin and impenitency after all those gracious invitations and beseechings from the Lord to return after all those menaces and rebukes for sin after all those cheeks of thine own conscience and convictions of the necessity of reformation would you not deeme that man worthy of damnation that in despite of grace and all saving means will make away his soul and murther himself wilfully doth not he deserve to die eternally that will not receive a pardon upon such conditions as God doth promise a pardon which is that thou shouldest repent and lay down all rebellious thoughts and actions and return to thy obedience to God and his most holy just laws and government Surely you would not esteem such an one meet for mercy that doth sin against mercy S. 10. and that perseveres in wickedness Oh then dear soul let it never be said of thee that thou art the man that dost do so that it never be reported of thee that all the favours mercies and motions of Gods holy Spirit have been cast away upon thee Let it never be said of thee that God would have reformed thee and saved thee but thou wouldst not be reformed nor saved this way by ceasing to do evil Let it not be upon record against thee that all the means as preaching to thee praying for thee reproofs exhortations admonitions counsells calls directions from all the holy messengers of Christ beseeching thee and weeping to thee could never prevail with thee vile sinner with all the pains they have taken for thy poor souls good and safety to turn from thy sinfull courses and evil practices but as they found thee so they must leave thee a wretched soul and hardened rebell and instead of giving up their account of thy conversion must give in witness against thee that thou wouldst not obey the word of the Lord nor believe their report nor leave thy sins Let it never be told of thee that thou hadst thy day of grace but hast lost it once as fair an opportunity as any but now 't is gone Oh let it not be objected henceforth against thee that either thou refusest to reform at all or that thou dost put off and delay from day to day that so necessary and so happy a duty why should God wait on thee any longer why should God spare thee any longer is it not long enough I have sinned already have not I abused Gods patience too much already Oh that thou wast once brought to this point of resolution I have done foolishly and wickedly I will do so no more now even now will I return to my God and my obedience shall a little fleshly pleasure worldly profit or any thing hinder me of my eternal happiness God forbid No I am resolved by the grace of God to stop here and go no further in sins road but will now turn into the strait gate and narrow way of holy living which leads to that eternall glory which none can come at but such as do lead a godly life and follow the Lord Jesus fully and deny themselves wholly And because heart and life-reformation is the way to all happiness S. 11. and in the first place a man must leave off his sinfull practices and renounce all wickedness and cease to do evil and repent of the evil he hath done already I shall conclude this first part of reformation with a few directions shewing what you shall constantly do to accomplish this so happy reformation CHAP. XIII Of some directions to facilitate this work of reall reformation HAving pressed by all arguments I could for present think on S. 1. to prevail with thee to a speedy reforming thy heart and life and without any more delay to set upon the work I adde some directions which if you will conscientiously observe will facilitate the work and make it successful I. Direction 1. If you mean to be a really reformed Christian indeed S. 2. enter forthwith upon serious consideration of thy past life what it hath been and likewise thy present state and habitual frame what it is examine wisely and strictly thy self wherein thou art apt to offend and what temptations haunt thee most what thy heart hankers after what is thy beloved sin where thou lyest most open to be betrayed and overcome examine and search thy self that thou know where thy disease is and the nature of it the cure is half done if thou understand thy grief 't is but applying the remedy carefully and thou wilt quickly be cured try if thy sins be inward and keep residence in thy mind thoughts will or affections be watchfull what guests haunt these rooms if vanity be in thy mind sin in thy thoughts worldliness in thy affections if thou hast a proud or envious Atheisticall mind if thou hast a stubborn rebellious will if thou hast covetous or fleshly unchast desires and speculations if thou hast inordinate affections if thou art one of a vain viâ—â—ous worldly filthy tongue if thy actions be any way unfull the issue and product of a naughty evil heart try whether thy thoughts words actions or any thing of them think speak or do contrary to the laws of sobriety charity chastity justice or piety and which of all thy sins are more frequent and habituall and that which thou hast lived longest in and art ready to break out into act on the least touch of a temptation from within or from without thee that so by diligent inquiry and strict scrutiny you may come to the knowledge of your state and condition and do not give over this work untill you have found out your sins and which way they act II. Direction 2. Then your next business will be to aggravate your sins by all circumstances S. 3. by bringing them to the test of Gods word and see what account God makes of them how he dislikes thy sin and every mans sins that are like thine and see what commands of God thou breakest by thy sinning thus and thus and what little cause thou hast to provoke God and break his most holy and righteous laws remember that by continuing in sin thou dost no less then oppose Gods mercies and Christs merits and slight his redeeming blood which he shed to deliver thee from thy sins and to cleanse thee from thy filthinesse which is all cast away upon thee if thou continue in thy sins and will prove an aggravation of thy guilt and damnation By no means do not go about to lessen S. 4. extenuate or excuse thy faults but say of every sin as
others or hazard thy own life to accomplish thy rebellious purpose then hast thou added murther to rebellion and if thou hast violated a sacred oath and perfidiously broken a Covenant then is thy sin yet the greater by perjury And if thou hast imbrued thy hands in the blood of thy Soveraign or contrived his death or consented to it then hast thou heightned thy guilt to an ABOMINABLE CRIME such as nature and nations and all good men and true Christians abhor and such as the Scripture condemneth and the righteous holy God will one day punish with hell except thou repent speedily severely deeply and unlesse this thy repentance be accompanied with many prayers and many teares and great manifestation of thy sorrow for this sin I cannot think of any way imaginable how thou mayst escape the condemnation and damnation Oh then examine thy heart and actings S. 71. and see how thou art guilty of this sin of resisting lawfull authority and repent in time lest the curse overtake thee that is the reward of disobedience to Magistrates treason and rebellion 3. Hast thou or art thou a servant under a Master S. 72. and hast thou disobeyed thy Master in his lawfull and possible commands hast thou been unfaithfull to his honest trust hast thou wasted his goods or wronged his person hast thou betrayed him out of malice or for reward into the hand of his enemies hast thou hated thy master and studied to mischief him in life liberty goods children or reputation then thou hast been a disobedient servant a false and wicked person I exhort thee if guilty to repent of this also lest the curse of Judas who betrayed his Master fall upon thee Art thou one that hast owned Christianity S. 73. for thy profession and Christ for thy Saviour and Lord and the word of God for the rule of thy faith and life and yet dost in thy heart and practice renounce despise and gainsay the ministry of this dispensation If thou refuse this subjection and obedience to the faithfull dispensers of the Gospel the Pastors and Ministers of Christ over thee in the Lord for the good of thy soul If thou hate the Ministers of the word for their works sake S. 74. 1 Kings 22.8 if thou continue and despise them and their ministry if thou mock or any wise abuse vilifie and resist them in their ministry Luke 10.16 2 Chron. 36.16 2 Kings 2.23 Deut. 17.12 Hos 4.4 Acts 5.39 if thou make light of their serious exhortations admonitions and reproofs from the Lord by them and refusest to conforme thy heart and life thy judgment and actions so far as it concerns thy soul to the doctrine of Christ concerning faith in him and imitation of Him faithfully and truly preached by the minister of Christ Then art thou guilty of the sin of disobedience and rebellion against the Minister of Christ and in him against Christ who hath said he that heareth you heareth me and he that despiseth you despiseth me and he that despiseth me despiseth him that sent me And as Paul speaks their office and work Luke 10.16 2 Cor. 5.20 We are Embassadors for Christ as though God did beseech you by us we pray you in Christs stead be ye reconciled to God Now examine how thou hast carried thy self always to the Gospell-Ministry S. 75. that ordinance of God and toward those pastors set over you in the Lord and know if thou art in any of these forementioned Instances guilty either by wronging their persons or slighting or reproching their office in the ministry of Holy things then must thou repent and become a reformed person in this point also unlesse you will venter to bear the wrath of God and the punishment for such wickedness 2 Chr. 36 15 16. see in Chron. The Lord God sent to them by his messengers because he had compassion on his people but they mocked the messengers of God and despised his words and misused his prophets untill the wrath of the Lord rose against the people till there was no remedy And thou mourn at the last when thy flesh and thy body is consumed and say how have I hated instruction and my heart despised reproof and have not obeyed the voice of my teachers Pro. 5.11 12 13. nor enclined my ear to them that instructed Now I have warned thee of these things S. 76. because thou livest in an Age very sinfull in these kinds of disobedience and I have told thee thus much lest falling among perilous men of these last and perilous times thou it may be hast been seduced and art fallen unawares into this sin of resisting thy Superiours in the Lord and art one of those that despisest dominion 2 Pet. 2. Jud. v. 8. and speakest evil of dignities and art fallen under the temptation of wicked gainsaying and reprochfull men whose mouthes are full of cursing and hearts and hands full of violence and malice against the Lords Ordinances Magistracy and Ministry And if thou art yet pure as to these sins Bless God for it and be carefull and pray lest thou fall into this temptation of disobedience to Parents lawfull Magistracy Masters and Ministry and at last for thy sinfull disobedience fall under the condemnation of Hell Rom. 13.2 for they that resist the Ordinance of God shall receive to themselves damnation therefore look to thy self in time §. XIV Pride and Vain-glory. Art thou tainted with Pride and Vain-glory S. 77. a sin it is hatefull to God and destructive to souls a temper no wise consisting with true Grace in any one but stands in opposition to Christ and Holinesse for Pride of life is not of God Jo. 2.16 but of the world Every one that is proud in heart is an abomination to the Lord and he shall not go unpunished Prov. 16.18 Psal 119.21 Esa 2.11 12. Jam. 4.6 Luk. 1.51 Mal. 4.1 Prov. 8.13 The proud are cursed and the lofty haughty proud man whoere he be shall be brought down and made low for God resisteth the proud c. and will scatter the proud in the imaginations of their heart and they shall be as stubble to the fire of Gods wrath that are proud for God hates pride in any All this is against Pride and all this is against thee if thou be proud or haughty in heart or life therefore examine now thy self see if this pride be in thee if thou art guilty of pride Art thou lifted up with a conceit of thy self as more excellent then others and despisest those whom thou undervaluest to thy self by thy supposed advantages of birth Breeding Beauty Power Place Parts Gifts Riches Rayment Gate Arts Tongues Learning Wisdom Policy c. A fond desire and seeking for Fame S. 78. Reputation Applause if thou proceed to bragging or boasting of what thou seemest to thy self to be and wouldest be accounted and esteemed of as such and art angry if
have not possessed thee that you would recant your damnable opinions and become sober humble penitent and a lover of that truth which formerly you have opposed and if thou hast been a leader or seducer of others and hast infected them then thy sin is the greater and thy labour must be to undeceive them if thou canst and if thou hast been a professor of Religion and hast used the form of godlinesse the better to accomplish thy ends and propagate thy damnable Doctrines and to corrupt the judgements of others then yet the greater is thy sin and thou hast made seeming holinesse a cloak for thy mischievous wickednesse which Christ will not endure So likewise for SCHISM if thou hast divided and separated from the true Catholick Church and refusest Communion with the members of the true Church and out of pride faction interest or conceited singularity withdrawest thy self and drawest others after thee setting up a Church against a Church from which thou hast separated thy self Art thou the head of such a faction or the member of such a distinct and opposite body then art thou guilty of Schism thou art a troubler of the Peace and Unity of the Church of Christ And if thou repent not for this wrong done to Christ and his Church the guilt of causelesse separation and dividing things which God hath put together for God would have no schism in his Church and wo unto them by whom such offences come for by one spirit are we baptized into one body and Christs Church which is this his mysticall body is but one though it hath many members and those members ought not to oppose one the other or be independent one on the other or divide in a way of uncharitable subserviency and communion one from another and all this Christ forbids lest there should be a schism in the body Reader consider the 12. Chapter of the first Epistle to the Corinthians from first to last Therefore be thou perswaded to consider thy principles S. 89. as to thy judgement and thy practise if it be hereticall or schismaticall and if thou be guilty of either amend with speed and be reformed unfeignedly and remember the Heires of Heaven must be servants of Truth and not the Innovators and Revealers of Erours and false Doctrines neither must they be breakers of the Peace and Unity and Harmony of the Church of Christ which is one and the same in Faith and Charity both for things to be believed and duties to be performed and if thou thinkest it but a small matter to be of any opinion though never so distant from or opposite to the foundation-Doctrines and Catholick faith and pure Primitive Church-practises so thou live otherwise soberly and art of a morall good life yet know that filthy unsound false opinions defile the soul and make thee guilty of spirituall wickednesse and renders thee one of a filthy spirit and therefore detestable to the holy God who would have thee keep thy self from all filthinesse of the flesh and of the spirit also 1 Cor. 7.1 Yea S. 90. for making of parties and sidings with good Ministers in a way of faction in the same Church is that with is utterly forbidden as a note of a carnall and unregenerate man of who ere doth so you may see how the Christian Corinthians who had Paul Apollo and Cephas that is Peter for their teachers were accused as carnall because Schismaticall and Schismatical because they received the Gospel with respect of persons Paul Apollos and Peter were all three true Ministers of Christ gracious and good spiritual Preachers and preached the same truths and had the same end and all agreed as disciples of Christ yet when men would divide into parties and set up a Paul an Apollos a Cephas to head each faction and in a way of distinction as though the ordinances received their worth and excellency from man and not from God from the gifts of men and not from the Spirit of God or that the Ministers of Christ should monopolize to every ones self Now the people are much in fault this way when they cry up one in opposition to another or in a way of party and glory in this I am of such a mans way and Church but I saith another like such a man better I can walk in such a Communion and I saith another can edifie more under such a man O saith one he with whom I walk teaches very powerfull and plainly and I am for him I but saith a second I am for such an one for he preaches elegantly and powerfully too he pleases the ear yet searcheth the heart too I but saith a third I am for neither of those but such a man he preaches movingly he is all spirituall and inward he is not so strict-laced not so much for good works and duties a very Gospel-preacher indeed he useth no terrible threats but doth deal by love and promises with priviledges of believers he is none of your legall preachers he doth not take upon him to reprove and rebuke for sin as others doe every body may please themselves but for my part I am neither for that nor the orher you named though they may be usefull in their way but I am for this man I speak of and if you would forsake your way and follow this way you should quickly see a difference come be of our way and joyn with us And thus men that seem to themselves wise are carnall indeed while they make parties and divisions fractions and factions in the Church Now if thou be one of these siders and gatherers S. 91. see 1 Cor. 3.3 4. if thou art one that dost not labour to preserve the peace of the Church of Christ and dost not obey the truth without respect of persons because it is the doctrine of Christ 1 Cor. 3.9 then art thou guilty of this fault here condemned and you must amend and reform this fault also and that without delay remember you are told of the sin and danger of Heresie and Schism take heed of them both Take with thee the exhortation of Paul touching this thing Now I beseech you brethren by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ 1 Cor. 1.10 that you all speak the same things that there be no divisions among you but that ye be perfectly joyned together in the same mind and in the same judgment §. XVI Witchcraft There is no abomination imaginable but the corrupt nature of man is apt to close withall S. 92. even to a familiarity with and seeking to the very devills themselves hence it is that witchcraft and sorcery become so frequent sins among those that bear the name of Christians but yet truly are of the devil and consederate with evil spirits and hold commerce with them there is much witchcraft and sorcery exercised now adays and many pretenders to Conjuration and Judiciall Astrologie therefore many witches and many that are bewitched
And if thou art guilty that forthwith thou wouldst repent and henceforth to thy dying day take heed thou never make light of the matters of thy salvation again any more Examine thy self S. 132. look into thy soul consider whether art thou not he that hast had a mean low cheap estimation of Christ and salvation I mean whether the things and business of religion and about saving thy soul have not been more neglected by thee and slighted and less care cost and time spent about these then about earthly worldy things that concern but the body and fleshly part and so it is and thou are guilty of this great sin 1. If thou hast an ear to hear S. 133. and yet refusest to give a listening ear to the publication of the message by the messengers of the Lord which revealeth Christ and salvation to poor sinners but turnest away thine ear from hearing this Gospel preached as a thing that deserves no greater heed to be taken of or of no great concernment to thee then dost thou undervalue and slight the rich excellent and chief favour of God to thy soul and sinnest against the mercy of God 2. If thou hast hitherto been careless S. 134. negligent or slothfull about the great things of salvation then hast thou made light of it thou art guilty and a grievous sinner this way 3. If when thou goest to hear the precious and sanctifying saving truths of the Gospell in the ministry of it S. 135. and thou heedest not the things that are spoken to thee nor receivest them with delight and much affection but art careless and vainly-minded drowsie and dead-hearted weary and impatient while the Ministers of Christ are seriously treating of the doctrines of mans salvation and applying them to thy soul and dost either dislike or loath the heavenly Manna falling upon thee then art thou one that liest under this great guilt 4. If thou neglectest the improvement of Gospel-truths S. 136. by meditation and serious consideration by thy self or with others and refusest to order thy life according to those heavenly directions then dost thou render thy self a man which indeed hath no great mind to nor belief of them but one that regardest little or nothing the things that are spoken unto thee from the Lord. 5. If thou art one of those who laiest out more of thy time S. 137. strength thoughts industry to gain worldly and fleshly pleasures wealth and honours for thy body then to gain the riches of Christ grace and heaven for thy precious and immortal soul and seekest after earthly things more then heavenly then 't is evident thou art one that makest light of thy salvation for thou valuest and esteemest more of the body then the soul earth then heaven thou studiest much more how thou mayst be rich then holy to be great then good and gloriest rather to be a wanderer in the broad way which leads to Hell then to enter in at the strait gate of holiness and that narrow way of sincere devotion which leads to immortall life and endless happiness And can you think the holy and mercifull S. 138. Jesus can take this well at thy hand can you imagine you shall be accounted wise at last in so doing or that you shall ever have this rich pearl of the Gospel to make thee rich that wilt not part with all thy other treasure to purchase this pearl of grace so much more worth then all things in the world else Mat. 13.14 as heaven is more worth then earth Heb. 2.3 Oh how wilt thou escape the greatest damnation that neglectest so great salvation Be perswaded then dear soul S. 139. to look into thy self consider what thy carriage hath been toward the Gospel-invitations truths promises and the intreaties of Christ and grace brought unto thee for the eternal good of thy poor soul And if thou hast been faulty in slighting and making light of the mercies and means of grace and motions of Gods Spirit S. 140. then repent thee heartily and speedily and for time to come give better heed to the things of the Gospel be more industrious about the business of thy soul doe not O doe not as long as thou livest make light of the concernments of thy salvation neither doe thou henceforth value any earthly temporary bodily advantage like to this of grace and heaven rather forsake Father Mother Children Houses Mat. 19.28 29. and honours and all that may be named then forgoe Christ God and thy interest in heaven for alas what will it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his own soul Mat. 16.26 S. 141. And at what a cheap rate doe men sell their souls and salvation while they must pay so dear for a little sloth fleshly indulgence an Ox or a Farm a little pleasure and a little profit which the men of the world value to a scorning deriding slighting neglecting the ways of God and true practical Religion O be not thou so foolish seeing thou hast a precious soul to save S. 142. and such rich mercies before thee and such excellent means afforded thee such offers made to thee and such warnings given thee to attain that everlasting glory provided for thee by thy blessed redeemer Jesus Christ if thou make not light of it be not so unwise I pray thee that art wooed intreated beseeched and that earnestly and seriously to slight or make light of that price put into thy hand to get the best wisdome and the best inheritance Remember I have warned thee of this in love S. 143. doe not thou despise this admonition lest thy sin prove incurable and thou be thereby for ever miserable §. XX. Unfruitfulness under gracious meanes Our gracious good God S. 144. as he hath provided great things for us and laid out rich mercies on us so doth he require of every one a suitable return of love and obedience he would not have any one to slight his favours nor be idle and unfruitfull with the talent he gives thee nor disobedient to his positive commands by neglecting to answer his will and demands seeing God commands not things impossible nor beyond thy strength affording thee with his commands his gracious aid help and direction and likewise hath instituted such meanes as are if improved fit to bring forth those effects through the assistance of grace such as he will be well pleased with in Christ And therefore if thou be idle with or wanting to the grace of God S. 145. and the tallents he affordeth thee God is already displeased with thee and if thou continue unfruitfull he will condemn thee to the portion of Hypocrites Mat. 24.51 Mat. 25.30 and the workers of iniquity Caest ye the unprofitable servant that is he that hid his talent and improved it not into outer darkness there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth Now though it were so with
or woman yet thou hast heard often the word of faith and love and charity and patience and meekness humility and God doth expect some fruits of that word Hast thou exercised these graces and brought them forth in action doest thou believe and act according to that word of grace do the fruits of the Spirit appear in thy conversation yet if not hitherto hast thou been unprofitable 't is all cast away upon thee what God hath done to thee then hast thou received the grace of God in vain I advise thee as young as thou art to repent thee heartily S. 155. and bewail thy former barrenness and lay thy heart and set thy self to the practice of all good duties be much in prayer self-denial and frequent acts of piety and devotion and shew thy charity and goodness to those that are in distress what thou art able and hast opportunity It may be thou art a man or woman of full years S. 156. and art of a longer standing it may be twenty thirty fourty fifty sixty years thou hast all this while enjoyed the plentifull meanes of grace and so long hath God been bearing with thee still expecting from thee somewhat of all that beneficence of his toward thee and now at last coming to thee and findes no fruit on thee onely a few leaves of profession may he not say in high displeasure never fruit grow on thee more henceforth by this time thou mightest have been strong and well rooted in faith abundant in charity and well knowing in the things of God and of thy own soul able by thine own experience and example to instruct the younger by this time thou mightest have been able to resist the strongest temptations and have understood the wiles of Satan and deceitfulness of sin have been sufficiently guarded from their prevalencies by this time thou mightest have overcome the world and have been crucified to all the worldly pleasures honors riches and have had thy love delight and happiness placed on God and Heaven long ere this hour of the day of thy life hadst thou not been unfaithfull to thy Lord and Master Christ and unfruitfull under the meanes of grace mightest thou have been one prompt and ready to and zealous of good works and thy life might have been an ornament to the Gospel and the doctrine of our Saviour in all things of piety and charity Titus 2.10 and thou thy self a shining light holding forth the word of life and faith in all manner of good works Phil. 2.16 Mat. 5.16 as becometh Christianity to the glory and praise of Gods free grace towards thee but is it so with thee or not hast thou continued all this while as at first unfruitfull Try thy heart and wayes S. 157. and if thou hast profited and laboured in the things of religion piety charity humility righteousness sobriety bless God for it goe on to perfection and give not out to the last moment being never weary of well-doing abounding alwayes in the work of the Lord Gal. 6.9 1. Cor. 15.58 2 Cor. 7.1 Heb. 12.1 2. perfecting holiness in the fear of God lay aside every weight and run the rest of your race before you with patience looking to Jesus the author and finisher of your faith believing that your labour shall not be in vain in the Lord. But if hitherto thou hast been unfruitfull then let the consideration of it prick thee to the heart repent repent thee speedily for all thy unfruitfulness and barrenness and redeem thy time for all is lost and thy soul will be lost for ever if thou repent not of this sin even this of unfruitfulness and henceforth learn to doe well and apply thy heart withall to bring fruit unto the Lord even the fruit of his care and Gospel-mercies in Christ unto thy soul Doe not slight this admonition and warning 't is from the Lord for thy good therefore see to it in time CHAP. VI. An Enumeration of more sins and wayes by which man offends God and contracts guilt to his soul of which he must be reformed I Have in the foregoing Sections given you a particular of some of the most gross and notorious fins S. 1. their names nature and condemnation all or any one of them if thou art guilty and meanest to live in will bring damnation to thy body and soul most certainly And there are many more sins then those mentioned which lay claim to Hell for their reward S. 2. which the holy book of God and the spirituall guides of thy soul if thou consult them would sufficiently instruct thee about how thou mayst either avoid and prevent them or repent and forsake them all though lying within thy heart thoughts words or actions for Gods Spirit would conduct thee also And further S. 3. things sometimes tolerably lawfull to be done may through circumstances time and place become unlawfull and a sin to thee if thou dost them and there are some things some persons may doe at some times in some cases which another may not doe without a sin nor the same person at another time or under another relation but it will be a fault It were easie to instance in examples of this kind but they would be a subject fit for determination of cases of Conscience which now I am not about yet this I would advise thee if thou meanest to walk circumspectly and exercise a good conscience always that in things doubtfull and disputable take the surest part that part of the question which is surely no sin for instance is dicing or carding lawfull or to wear black spots as the manner of some is or to put money to usury With some this may be a question but for my part I would thus resolve it that it may be unlawfull and a sin to play at cards or dice or to put on those strange fashions or to practise usury c. but not to play at either or with either at any time at all nor to lend upon usury nor to conform to the fantastical fashions of dressing is doubtless no sin and a wise soul would take the safest course and walk in the surest way and avoid all appearance of sin as well as all sins and he that doth not doe that that is shun as much as possible all appearance of evil transgresseth a Gospel-rule 1 Thess 5. â—2 Abstain from all appearance of evil There are also other sins which lie somewhat closer S. 4. that make not so great a noise nor so suddenly wast the conscience yet the amount of them may prove an eternal guilt and men may often flatter themselves into hell with them under pretence that they are but little ones and sins of infirmity onely which as men are apt to think have a certain divine indulgence waiting on them of course And indeed many foul and il-favoured sins S. 5. to which men give full consent and delight are choked with
intercept the wrath of the offended God pouring out upon the whole race of mankind for the first and after-transgressions see although he did but beare our sins for he had not one sin of his own to answer for not the least sinless he ever was and sinless he will for ever be yet consider what expence he was at and what chastisements he bare what agonies of soul he laboured under what woundings he suffered what blood he shed what death he died and all ignominie and ten thousand times more then I can express did he passe through and all because he in infinite love to mankind would interpose and was content to be reputed as a sinner that he might satisfie for sin committed and repair the ruines sin had made and restore the losse sin had procured yet when I consider what wofull worke sin made on the humanity of the ETERNALL JESUS while on earth though being but laid on him not found in him how can I keep my blood from rising up against sin my sin that fetcht the heart-blood of Christ my Lord and crucified the Lord of Life the Lord of my Life too and caused his death for a season But had he been tainted in himself with the least sin of his own or been guiâ—ty of the least transgression or had he made the least failer in any of those many transactions enjoyned him by his Eternal Father for the redemption of mankind fallen or had he admitted of the least irregularity in all his life in thought word or action the nature of sin is such where ever it cleaveth and sticketh that the least scruple and mote would have infected a world of men and an heaven of angels and if Christ himself had been tainted with the lest sin imaginable he must have ceased from being a Saviour and Redeemer of others and from being God who is glorious in holiness and have sought for himself a Saviour and Redeemer or have lain under that guilt and pollution that his own sin had brought upon him and this the devill knew well enough when he attempted our blessed Lord Jesus with temptations of divers sorts that he might bring him to commit a sin which would have frustrated the merit of his redemption and undone both him and us if such a thing had been possible that Christ could have committed a sin So great an evil and so poisonous a plague is sin that it will doe that by it 's own maglignity which all the devils in hell cannot doe to me except I commit sin and yield to the solicitations and motions of mine own lust Can I now S. 27. if I have but the least love to Christ after such a consideration as this think sin to be no evil and that there is no great hurt in it much less think it lovely should I not rather think sin to be the greatest evil in the world more terrible then all the most astonishing and lothsome diseases that are incident to humanity is it not far better for one to undergoe all the afflictions and bodily punishments in this life then to have his soul infected with sin or to lie under the guilt or burden of one sin alone is it not much better to be a poor Saint then a rich sinner an humble penitent then an honourable reprobate would I not a thousand times rather have my whole life accompanied with variety of troubles without sin then to be quite freed from all afflictions with the being and adhesion of one sin though but one and that the least Oh my soul God may love thee though never so sorely afflicted as sometime Job was and his love is life and riches and far better then all but if thou be never so rich and great and healthy and be hated of God Oh how miserable art thou Shall I continue in sin then S. 28. God forbid Never let my soul close with that which God so perfectly hates and will as certainly punish first or last where ever he finds it and him with whom he finds it and who can hide himself or his sin from the all-seeing God or withstand his power punishing alas not one in the world And shall I attempt to sin S. 29. which I may doe and then to hide it which I shall never be able to do from the eye of God nor shall I ever be able to withstand the stroke or stand under the wrath of him that will not spare when he means to take vengeance of sin and then poor wretch what will become of thee when thy unpardoned sins thine own wickedness shall be laid on thee and together with them the insupportable wrath of the Almighty Ah sin thou hast undone millions already and wilt ruine me also if I keep thee I am sorry I have been so well acquainted with thee so long that I have been deceived by thee so often 't is too much I have served thee and the devil by sinning O Lord that I may henceforth renounce all my wickedness and lothe every one of my sins and the womb that bears them Jam. 1.14 15. even my lusts it will never be well with thee O my soul untill I am delivered from the power guilt and filthiness of my sins 3. I consider S. 30. that if sin in its nature be so pestilent and of such dreadfull consequence and malevolent aspect working the destruction of the subject where ere it fastens and remains then must I expect the same dealing from my own lusts and sinfull acts if I continue in my sin nourish and feed my lusts as others have by sad experience found from their sins and 't is past dispute that every sin in particular every transgression of mine every evil motion within me every act of sin is of the very same nature and tendencie and hath the same poisonous quality and the same contrariety enmity and malignity against God and goodness as the whole kind of sin in the masse 't is bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh and of the same father the devill and bears his very image and doth the same thing it sights against heaven and my own souls happiness it will destroy infallibly if I keep it and cherish it with me If I practice theft or covetousness S. 31. or whoredome or drunkenness or lying or swearing or any other sin frequently or but once am I not a sinner have I not transgressed the whole law St. James tells me that if I offend in one point I am guilty of all Jam. 2.10 that is I have broken the Law of God and am guilty of the breach of the whole law by so doing not that I have committed every individuall sin forbidden but I have contracted transgressing in one point the guilt of high treason against my Soveraign Lord the supreme law-giver And why should I imagine that the littleness of my sin should lessen the transgression S. 32. My Lord Christ saith That whosoever shall
of that glory which the Saints enjoy much less that full enjoyment which is laid up for those that repent and believe and live holily here and so persevere to the end of their dayes And now let me consider had I best leave my sin or my claim and hopes of heaven I may not keep both I must forgoe one either my sin here or my happiness hereafter will my sin be a sufficient compensation for the losse of heaven or heaven for the parting with my lusts will a base lust be of greater advantage to thy soul then heaven that thou makest so much of it and so little of salvation canst not brook the thoughts of parting with thy sin and yet canst well enough endure the thoughts of the loss of heaven is sin so pleasing a thing and holiness and heaven so uncomfortable that thou shouldest take such pleasure in unrighteousness and account grace and salvation such a burthen and loss canst thou not sustain with patience the loss of a child a friend the disappointment of a little carnall contentment or to be crossed in thy gratifying a vile lust and canst bear with contentedness the loss of thy God and Saviour thy joy and felicity for ever O sordid stupidity O stupid folly O desperate madness is it imaginable that such a thing as this should ever enter into the heart of any man that hath not forfeited his reason and sold himself to work wickedness or resolved to throw away his soul and undoe himself for ever and resolves to continue in his sin though it be with the loss of his salvation But consider S. 61. is the loss of heaven nothing is it no great matter that thy sin deprives thee of when it shuts fast the gate of heaven against thee can I think those five foolish virgins mentioned in the parable sustained no loss when they lost that opportunity of going in with the Bridegroom did they think their condition as happy as that of the other five that passed into heaven seeing they knocked so earnestly but too late and in vain the door was shut was it no trouble think you to them that they had lost their opportunity that now they could not enter into those joys will it be no trouble to a sinner at last when he shall see the Saints in glory in the kingdome of heaven and the vile hard-hearted impenitent unconverted wretch shut out for ever Alas who can brook or bear the dreadfull apprehensions of the loss of heaven that hath but the least regard to his own precious soul and the worth of heavens happiness Can a man think of any loss so great as the loss of heaven is or is there any such a loss again that which comprehendeth so fully a misery for a man to think on as this May I not safely guess that the greater part of horror and misery of the damned is their reflecting thoughts of their not improving their opportunities in their day of grace in this world for the attainment of heaven and their poor afflicted souls lying under those deep endless agonies of their loss their loss their loss Once I had a fair offer of heaven but I would not now I would but may not that opportunity is lost heaven is lost and I am lost and lost for ever O happy souls that are in heaven O miserable we that are excluded thence Think and think again sinner on this and then know that if thou continue in thy sin as they did that thou must be as they are even as they were once deluded with sin and are now banished from all hopes of happiness for ever think seriously on this and then continue in thy sin if thou canst thou canst not think of living any longer in thy wickedness unless thou meanest to take thy lot with them that have passed to those regions of misery and there with them to abide with weeping and gnashing of teeth to all eternity Mat. 8.12 Is it nothing to lose heaven that I put it every day to the hazard by my complying with sin S. 62. and venter my interest there purchased with the blood of Christ for penitent believing holy men and to be conferred on such when they goe out of this stage of the world as the crown of all happiness to their immortall souls is it a trifle I lay at stake when by the next act of sin I put it to a doubt whether I shall be saved or no shall I commit this sin and take the pleasure and the profit of it and forgoe my hopes of heaven or shall I not Men do not well consider that every time they consent to and obey a lust and execute its command they put their salvation to the hazard and do I do well or wisely in so doing are the joys of heaven no more to be accounted of then to be so prodigall of them and all thy happiness with them doest thou know what thou losest when thou hast lost salvation or canst thou be any where else so well or well at all any where else but in heaven when thou goest hence Is it nothing to miss of heaven or to come short of salvation S. 63. where only my soul can be fully and completely happy where there is onely and nothing else but soul-satisfying ioys and contentments where only I can neither sin nor die any more where I can neither fear nor feel pain sickness sorrow want reproch nor any thing that can in the least interrupt diminish or suspend my happiness much less put an end to my full and perfect bliss There is more fulness of joy then I can be expressed Psal 16.11 and more pleasures then can be numbred and these joys at Gods right hand are for evermore more and for ever And is it a small matter to miss of all these Oh who would live in sin that must suffer such losse for it Surely he loves his lusts too well that will part with heaven and happiness to gratifie the devill and satisfie the lusts of his flesh as every wilfull finner doth But shall I continue in my sin and lose this happiness God forbid Shall I deprive my self and rob my soul of that unspeakable comfort rich enjoyment and reall filling contentment and endless happiness I may have above in heaven rather then crosse my lusts and part with my folly my shame my sin no no let all go let my sinfull pleasures go let the world go let my life go let all go rather then those joys which are in prospect in heaven passe by me and go beside me Lord what shall I do if I miss of heaven I am undone for ever if I do go without it shall I keep a sin which is worse then nothing and lose the bliss of Angells the vision of the All-glorious God whose presence favour and everlasting love fills the soul with most admirable delights and ravishing pleasures shall I lose the portion of Christs
be executed on thee and for ever must thou lie under it whether it be unto life or death salvation or damnation nor will there be any revocation or alteâ—â—ation of that unalterable decree Oh then how much doth it concern thee and every one that thou be sincerely wholly reformed in this world seeing thy everlasting making or marring depends upon it forasmuch as thy eternal weal or woe is determined and fixed according as thy heart and life is reformed or not reformed Do not therefore O Christian neglect the doing of that speedily which may put all out of doubt S. 2. and give thee a comfortable assurance that heaven shall be thy portion which thou mayst depend upon if thy heart be converted and thy ways amended and as sadly mayst thou sink in thy hopes of heaven if this be not fully wrought in thee O then let not any thing in the world make thee put off thy reformation or baffle thee out of thy duty or betray thee into vain hopes to be happy without it II. Motive 2. The next Motive to provoke thee to hasten thy reformation is this S. 3. that all the while you deferre it you lose your time and are doing that you must undoe again for the best of all that you do else are but trifles and toies and nothing at all to the purpose of true happiness and all this while you are making more work for tears lamentation and repentance and if ever you come to the happy state of conversion hereafter you will be much afflicted and troubled that you continued so long a fool and a wretch as you are all the while you put off and delay your amendment how bitter will it be to a devour soul to remember how long he continued at a distance from Christ how long he did live after the flesh and the world how many days and how much strength he spent in the service of sin how many excuses and delays he used Oh! he will beshrew himself to think how often he put off the kind intreaties of Christ and those many invications to holiness it will trouble thee if ever thou come to be converted that thou wert not converted sooner that God and religion had not thy heart and service long agoe that thou didst not yield and resign up thy self when first thou wast moved to it that sin had so much and Christ so little of thy will and affections O then dear soul deferre not any longer but do that with all speed which you have now a fair opportunity to perform that is forthwith to leave off your known sins and betake your selves to a sober serious holy life so will you prevent your own molestation and your own misery III. Motive 3. Let the danger and dreadfulness of an unconverted state move thee speedily to get out of it by all possible means S. 4. alas all the while I live unreformed I am under the curse of the Law and power of Satan a stave to lust and a son of perdition and if I chance to die in this estate my case and the already damned in hell will be the same they who died in their sins are miserable wretches and so shall I be as they are there is but a step between me and their sad condition and while I am on this side the grave in a sinning course following the motions of my lusts I am in a worse condition then the worst of creatures a toad in my ditch is better by much then a man in his sins unconverted unreformed And all the while I live in my sins I am unpardoned and am hastening to an eternity of misery I am in that broad way which leadeth straight on to destruction Oh then let my soul get quickly out of that way and from that state in which I walk in so much danger and which will most certainly carry me to the chambers of death and bring me under the eternall wrath of God IV. Motive 4. Let the consideration of the brevity and uncertainty of thy life move thee to hasten thy reformation S. 5. this night thy soul may be taken from thy body if not then within a very short time it must and it will be called to an account and oh what a sad day will it prove then when death opens the passage from a sinfull life to an endless misery when death puts an end to the pleasures of sin and gives a beginning to the pains of hell never to end Therefore if you mean to prevent the miseries of a dying sinner S. 6. you must destroy the sin ere you die and this requires your care and diligence your speed and quick dispatch Oh that you would be wise concerning your later end and leave not that to do at the last which can neither be well done nor accepted if it be put off till the last V. Motive 5. Another Motive to a speedy reformation let be S. 7. that none of thy most pleasurable sinfull practices are half so pleasing to thee a sinner as the ways of godliness and exercise of vertues are to the true convert reformation if it be sound and universall will prove the rarest delight and content in the world and be of excellent satisfaction to thee Pro 3.15 1 Tim. 4.8 1 Tim. 6.6 Her ways are ways of pleasantness and all her paths are peace and godliness with contentment is great gaine profitable to all things having the promise of this life and that which is to come No life can be compared to a godly life for pleasure profit and contentment how quiet is the conscience of a devout holy Christian how sweet his sleep how calm and serene is his spirit that is at peace with God! how doth he rejoyce in the Lord what a merry life doth he lead and goeth on his way cheerfully to his home to his inheritance to his joys in heaven which he hath in prospect and is at the end of his race how doth that soul triumph in his victories that is daily resisting temptations and slaying his corruption how sweetly doth he passe his time that spends it in communion with God and delights of heaven But 't is farre otherwise with a wicked man that serves the interest of sin and studies to gratifie and serve his lusts in sinful actings Oh what a many plots doth he lay and paines doth he take to bring about his sin and then what shifts must be make to hide to excuse to maintain his sin what a many perplexing gripes of conscience and often terrours hath a wicked man within himself and besides the bitterness in the end of sinfull actions what a toile and weariness it is in the exercise of it so that truly a man may say of sin WHAT A WEARINESS IT IS to what purpose is all this cost and losse of time and exhausting the spirits and after all what pleasure hath a man or what content can accrue to any man upon the