is of the Hand in and by works but because they explain themselves dangerously in these and because a reprobate may have them all as well as their converts for all three were in Judas I leave them The order noted which some others observe Others much better make the order this by reducing the whole work to these six heads 1. This trouble of minde and conscience upon sight of sin and misery 2. Consultation hereupon what in such case to do 3. To be broken-hearted humble and contrite 4. Secret desire of forgivenesse with confession of sin and hope 5. Forsaking of all and highly prizing the pearl of the Gospel 6. Application of Christ and his promise Thus that worthy Divine old Mr. Rogers See also who list Mr. John Rogers of Faith Seven Treatises Treat 1. Chap. 4. Treat of the Christians Apparelling by Christ part 3. Sect. 73. on 1 Cor. 1.30 pag. 117 c. Chap. 2. I have also my self endeavoured to shew how faith is wrought and from thence discovered many mens false faith Onely now I will briefly note thus much Before the grace of Conversion and Faith be fully wrought the Spirit works orderly by the word assisted as is said sometimes by Miracles Afflictions c. so that there is first a work of the Law then of the Gospel not but that the Gospel hath also some work on the soul like unto that of the Law which therefore so far I refer to the work of the Law if not of Moses There is a double orderly work of Gods power both of the Law and Gospel 1. By the precept Mark 11.15 yet of Christ The Law then yea and so the Gospel hath a work 1. In and by the Precepts of it as when it saith Thou shalt have no other gods besides Mee and so in the other Commandments Yea so also the Gospel Repent ye and beleeve the Gospel and so it works on the understanding 2. In the Sanction of it 2 By the Sanction Gal. 3.10 Deut. 27.26 whereby it is established and a curse annexed to the breakers of it Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the book of the Law to do them So faith the Gospel Except ye repent ye shall all perish And Hee that beleeveth not the Son Luke 13.5 shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on him Joh. 3.3 6. And thus it works on the Conscience By both which works men are brought under the spirit of bondage brought to self conviction and beat out of themselves despairing wholly of themselves or of any help or succour from their own wisdome righteousnesse holinesse power The distinct works of the Law The distinct and 〈◊〉 works of the 〈…〉 1 Revealing of sin 2 Increase of sin and orderly proceeding of it I take to be this whereby it makes way for the mercy of the â—â—â—â—â—el This it doth 1 by revealing sin which formerly lay hid Rom. 3.20 2 By increasing sin not but that the law is holy but this it doth accidentally through our corruption for the commandment once coming to the conscience and shewing its spiritual nature sin which lying in the heart as well as in the outward man was thought to be dead reviveth Rom. 7.9 and taking occasion by the commandment Vers 11. deceiveth us and thereby slayeth us and worketh in us all manner of lust when the commandment cometh sin aboundeth and appeareth to be sin yea out of measure sinfull This the law doth in and by the precepts of it 3 Causing of wrath 3 By causing wrath that is by revealing foreshowing and threatning of wrath convincing the soul thereof and shewing God to be truly angry Rom. 1.18 that his wrath is revealed from heaven against all ungodlinesse and unrighteousness of men and against theirs in particular 4 Horrour and fear 4 Hereupon follows horrour and amazement through fear of this wrath and of the Justice of God The soul is at a stand the hammer of the Law hath given it such a blow that it is dazzeled confounded and knows neither what to think of it self nor what to do as it was with Saul posting to Damascus yea it with Belshazzar see 's the vengeance written and the hand-writing of condemnation against it self apprehending nothing but some fearful and sudden wrath ready to befall it so that it begins to quake and tremble as he did in the midst of his jollitie in an expectation of some fiery indignation his life even that of his soul hanging in doubt before him fearing day and night as having no assurance of it and having nothing in his eye but his sin the cause of his fear and damnation and death as the wages and fruit of his sin which seeing God hath him in chase he knowes not how soon or suddainly it may befall him And this is that spirit of fear 2 Tim. 1.7 Rom. 8.15 and of bondage spoken of in scripture Heb. 2.14 5 Sorrow and griefe 5. Now with this or upon this apprehension of cause of fear there goeth or followeth sorrow wounding pricking of heart stinging of conscience and present feeling of hell torments lesse or more For what is painfull when it is present is not without pain in the certain expectation of it as on the contrary a man may and the true Christian doth even under affliction rejoyce in hope of glory so these I speake of do sorrow and feel sensible grief in the fear of hell the soul is wounded pierced and stabbed as with the point of a sword hell is already begun in the conscience which saith I have thus and so sinned against a just God and damnation is my portion and thus the curse of the Law particularly seizeth upon the soul 6. Self-despair 6. This is accompanied with self-Judging and through a sight of its own inability to help it self with self-despair also whereby the soul lies plunged as a bull in the net and by striving is more intangled seeing its own help-lesse and so hope-lesse condition lying in bondage under the fear of death and of eternall wrath Now this as the three former is as from the Sanction of the Law and curse annexed and denounced to the breach of it so especially it flowes from the conclusion of that practicall syllogisme spoken of which conscience makes where is both self-judging an act of conscience and affections sutable stirred up in the will and soul 7. Consultation and a driving of a man out of himself 7 Now this desperate condition of the soul makes it it may be but alwayes with those whom God will convert look about to see as it were if any help or meanes of help be neer and causeth a consultation and an inquiry after them if possibly there may be cure as in these here in Saul or Paul and in the Jaylour and this I make also a work of the Law and of natural conscience the law being
ministeriall pains and conceptions which with some of my ancient hearers proved altogether abortive will yet find better acceptance here and such as I blesse God with many other of better temper among my ancient hearers they have found and that the seed cast on the thornie and stonie ground and hearts of many in England will take better root and thrive better in another soil as some trees transplanted do I recommend this mite of my good will to your Worships and to their perusall here as also to the Churches service and use elsewhere resting Dantzick June 28 1642. Your Worships and the Churches Servant R. J. An Advertisement to the Reader KNow that this insuing Treatise was sent into England and should have been printed in Anno 1642 but what by the death of one undertaker after the book was approved according to Order of Parliament and what by the inconstancy of another who after hee had printed the first three sheets gave it over and fell to a more gainfull trade of printing Diurnals it hath been laid aside thus long But now since my return into England the Copy being recovered and the printing of it by a third person procured I thought good though after six yeers of the date of it to let it passe in the stile it was written in at first and so as if I were still with my Hearers at Dantzick Judge of it then according to time place and persons when where and to whom it was preached and it being of generall use make improvement of it for thine own spirituall good for which thou hast the prayers of the unworthy Author The general Contents of each Chapter of this Treatise and of the several Sections under their several Chapters respectively containing the chief doctrines handled therein As for the many particulars under each Chapter and Section they may by a short glance of the eye be viewed in the margine of the booke it self CHAP. I. Concerning the time of mens Conversion Section 1. But first of the Change which is in Conversion Section 2. Why Christ converted not so many at any one Sermon as Peter and the rest here did with Uses Section 3. Why mens Conversion is often so long delayed by God with Reasons and Vses CHAP. II. Concerning the Persons converted by Peter c. their Quality Number Section 1. That some otherwise devout men need Conversion Section 2. God freely singles out some of many of whom his Church consists And of the freenesse of Gods Grace with four Vses CHAP. III. Concerning the Means of Conversion the hearing of Gods word preached Section 1. Of the Act of hearing and of the power of Gods Word whence it is with five Vses Sect. 2. Of the profit of hearing Gods word aright whence it is with three Vses CHAP. IIII. The Object of hearing generall and speciall here And what doctrine is like to do the greatest good even that which most advanceth Christ and debaseth man with reasons sons and uses respectively CHAP. V. The effects of saving hearing of Gods Word Section 1. 1 Pricking of heart Section 2. Pricking of heart considered 1 As the work of the Word And that the best kinde of preaching is that which pricks the heart Why With two Vses Sect. 3. Pricking of heart considered 2 As the fruit of sin And that sin carries a sting with it With Vse Section 4. Pricking of heart considered here as the first step to true Conversion And that Conversion must begin at the heart With two Reasons and three Vses CHAP. VI. How these Converts in the Text came to be pricked in Conscience CHAP. VII Shewing that all true Converts must first in some measure be pricked in heart Section 1. The Explication of this point of Doctrine and of whom and how it is meant with the difference between the Elect and Reprobate in their legall sorrows Sect. 2. The former point illustrated by Scripture and examples Sect. 3. That all in some measure must be pricked in conscience though not all alike Where four Reasons why Sect. 4. Who are more roughly and who more gently dealt withall in their Conversion Which difference is shewed with respect of their different conditions 1. present 2. past 3. to come Wherein Gods wisdome wonderfully appeareth CHAP. VIII The Demonstration of the former Point with the Reasons both on mans behalf and Gods why God will have all Converts of age to be first brought under the spirit of bondage CHAP. IX Of the Order of Conversion and 1. As it depends on Love in God Where ten approaches of Gods grace towards us all free CHAP. X. Sect. 1. Conversion is also a work of Gods power Sect. 2. The Order of Conversion as it depends on Power And first In regard of the Persons and Means imployed in working of it which is onely the Word and no other means without the word neither Sacraments Miracles Afflictions c. without it Sect. 3. The order of the work it self of Conversion And first seven orderly works of the Law Sect. 4. Eleven orderly works of the Gospel CHAP. XI Containing anVse of Triall as preparative to the rest CHAP. XII Vses for such 1. as have not been pricked And first The danger of a false peace and the desperate estate of secure sinners CHAP. XIII 2. A large Exhortation to the secure And Motives urging them to be afflicted and to mourn for sinne CHAP. XIIII Containing Means of Contrition and first A removall of Lets Sect. 1. Such lets removed as hinder the Word of God to pierce And they are six Sect. 2. Le ts removed which make the soul senselesse And first Sensuality and worldlinesse Sect. 3. Three moe lets removed Which are Great sins Little sins Custome of sinning Sect. 4. Two moe Lets Gods secret vengeance and Hardnesse of heart with the nature and danger of it and means to prevent it CHAP. XV. 2. Of the Means of true Compunction and Sensiblenesse Sect. 1. And first Of Gods Word heard recalled and applyed With the power of it in pricking the heart Sect. 2. Of the Consideration of sin Originall and Actuall in the aggravations of it Sect. 3. Gods judgements on our selves past present and to come should humble us Sect. 4. Others sufferings especially Christs should move us Sect. 5. Gods high Majesty well thought on would abase us Sect. 6. Earnest prayer with God a meanes of Humiliation and a way to derive power from him when especially it is joyned with watchfulnesse Sect. 7. A reproof of the secure with an exhortation and caveat CHAP. XVI Vses for such secondly as have been wounded Sect. 1 And first that they return not to sins for which they formerly have smarted Sect. 2. That secondly they goe on with the work of humiliation and that they seek not ease too soon Sect. 3. An Exhortation hereunto that we follow home Gods strokes till we be throughly humbled and cured Sect. 4. Divers reasons why men are not to take up with legal qualms til they
qualifications or to derogate from free grace or to hold men to a legal faith c. And the main Doctrine repeated Such an order as this there is in the work of Conversion which I name not to bind the Lord to an order or to an uniform dealing with all converts some whereof he humbles more some lesse and accordingly comforts some sooner then others in some he works all these in a shorter time it may be at one Sermon whereas others are long held under the spirit of bondage before they come to hope or to any assurance some stick longer in the birth then others neither do I intend to tye every convert to give a strict account of all these particulars or of the severall degrees and steps by which he hath been brought along But my chief aim in naming these in this order is to shew and declare and withall to make good the former point of Doctrine which is that such as God will convert and save must first be pricked in heart that Conversion and faith is not wrought in an instant without some preparatory works going before and that in the generall God first humbles before he comforts there is constantly this Order first sight of sinne sense of wrath wounding pricking self-despair and then and not before or not without the other hope of mercy joy comfort true conversion faith assurance 5 The application and use of the said Doctrine perseverance and salvation So that now at length this main doctrine being explaned illustrated Demonstrated and both reasons of it given and the manner order steps and degrees of Conversion shewed It remains that it be applied and made use of CHAP. XI Containing an use preparative to the rest or of triall 1Vse of triall of our estate 1 THe first Vse shall be preparatory to the rest and it is for Triall and by way of Query I ask thee then whosoever whether thou ever hast been savingly or at all pricked in in conscience or wounded in spirt for thy sins thou mayest try thy self and know the state and condition of thy soul by that which hath been taught and proved at least negatively so that not finding such things and such effects of the word of God and particularly of the legal part of it wrought in thee thou hast just cause to suspect thy faith yea undoubtedly to conclude that as yet thou art no true Convert nor in state of grace and that thou hast not Christ as wanting faith for when all such effects of the Law are wrought in thee thou hast yet much to do but if these things be not done then art thou farre off from grace and if so in that state before thou be so humbled thou diest thou art for ever undone Now whereas these works are the effects of the Law and word 1 preached Foure Interrogatories put to each conscience whereby sinne both against the Law and Gospel is made known and discovered 2 Applyed whereby sinners are convinced and made guilty 3. Pressed upon them and followed home with curses and denunciations of wrath c. whereby 1 in the conscience follows self-judging and self-condemnation 2 In the Affections horrour sorrow shame self-despair Yea and 3 it may be hereupon in the understanding consultation what to do I ask first dost thou know thy self and thy wayes to be sinfull and vile Dost thou now see that evill by thy self which formerly thou knewest not 1 Concerning our knowledge Doth thine uncleannesse evill concupiscence covetousnesse appeare to thee no longer tricks of youth naturall desires good thrift and husbandy and thine excesse and abuse of Gods good creatures in and for company of others no longer good fellowship and neighbourhood and sociablenesse and so in other particulars where thou hast called evil good and good evil by condemning in thy self others and the good wayes of God of too much precisenesse humour folly and madnesse but do the aforesaid vices now shew themselves to thee in the glasse of the Law and word preached to be what indeed they are horrible sins of dishonour done to God provocations of the eyes of his glory pernicious to thy soul c. and hast thou another judgement then formerly of the good wayes of God and of his people This is a good beginning and signe that God intends further good unto thee and throughly to convert thee But if thou art not touched with a sight or sense of thy evill estate and wayes if yet through thy ignorance thou be alive in thine own conceit I must tell thee thou art dead in sinnes and in thy naturall and lost estate and so continuing shalt die in thy sinnes and perish for ever 2 Concerning the judging of our selves Revel 3.17 2 Hast thou yet never been made by the word and Law to judge thy self thine estate and wayes Hast thou never been made guilty self-convinced self condemned to be under wrath or at least to be most worthy of wrath I must tell thee thou must then be judged of God and that eternally Hast thou not been sensible of thine estate under darknesse under Gods wrath under the curse and damnation and so hast thou not been weary of thy naturall estate and condition I say then thou hast cause to fear eternal darknesse wrath and damnation Dost thou think thy self in good estate and wast thou never convinced or sensible of worser condition then thou art in Suspect thy self all is not well with thee He that dreams of a conversion or state of grace and of a fulnesse without some sense of his former estate shall when he a wakes prove hungry empty of grace deceived in and by a false birth yea and hardened to his destruction Judge then thy self in time that thou be not for ever judged of the Lord I exhort thee to take heed of security to arraigne thy self at thine own bar and to suffer the word to judge try yea and to condemn thee Try by it not onely thy cursed estate by nature and thy grosser sinnes but thy omissions yea thy best actions thy vertues and righteousnesse thy services and sacrifices in which thou restest and seemest to trust 3 Concerning our sorrow 3 Let me ask thee hast thou never yet sorrowed when thou hast heard and been wounded for thy sinne nor trembled at the voice Habbak 3.16 I must say and tell thee the more is behind and for the present thou art far from true joy know that sorrow must be in the evening before there be joy in the morning thou must sow in tears before reap in joy 4 Concerning our consultation Lastly hast thou never as yet either questioned thine estate or come so farre as to consult about the bettering of it and to come out of thine old and naturall condition I say do both the one and the other in time and know now till I tell thee more fully of it hereafter on this Text that God fills those mens heads with care
the truth And these are not all but some onely who there opposed to such the followers of Antichrist who shall be damned This makes Saint Paul speak with distinction when he mentions vessels of mercy which God hath afore prepared to glory Even us saith he Rom. 9.23 24. whom he hath called not of the Jewes onely but also of the Gentiles Yet not all Jewes nor all Gentiles but us whom he he hath called of the Jewes and of the Gentiles And S. John brings the foure Beasts and foure and twenty Elders in praising the Lamb and saying For thou wast slaine Rev. 5.9 and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred and tongue and people and Nation Not all Nations but some out of all Whence is this Which depends on his free Election Rom. 9.15 Jer. 31.3 but from Gods free Election and soveraigne will who will have mercy on whom he will have mercy c. According to that in Jeremy I have loved thee with an everlasting love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee 1Vse God excludes no sorts calling or kind of men if they repent VVhich is for comfort Vse 1. God being so free in his choyce and calling of men as that he chusing where he will calling or chusing none for any goodnesse either actually in them or foreseen nor rejecting any of any sort of men for their unworthinesse simply It is for comfort to such as receive the word in humility who hearing it repent and beleeve Let their condition or state be what it will be in the world let not them exclude themselves by impenitency and unbeleef and God will not exclude them He will have none make arguments against themselves saying I am an Eunuch I am separate or an heathen c. no Isai 36.3 6. let them but joyne in covenant with God and doe the thing which God commands and they shall be welcome to him as any So I say also for the rich whose salvation is most difficult and for the noble 1 Cor. 1.26 of whom not so many are called yea for the greatest sinners let them hear and obey Gods word and they may rest assured of acceptation with God Yet not for any worth in them but by vertue onely of Gods free Promise grounded on his free Election So that we further inferre That Vse 2 the difference between man and man in regard of saving grace is not from men themselves God mades the difference between man and man singling out some to whom only he sends the Gospel but from God from his Election his saving free and powerfull grace who in and by his Spirit accompanying the word preached singles out by effectuall calling whom he pleaseth and so separates between man and man To which end God with choice and according to his freedom and will sends the word so to some as that he denyes it to others Acts 16.6 7. where he hath any belonging to his Election whom he will save thither he sends his word in the ministry of it chiefly for their sakes Acts 16.6 7 14 30 31 and 13 10. So it was send and directed to Philippi and Thyatira for the convesion and salvation as of others so of Lydia and the Jailour and to Corinth in which City God had much people And however the Promise is to be propounded to all and some to whom he makes it effectuall near or far off that will hear it yet the thing promised that is Christ life and salvation belongs not simply and without exception to all and each but to all with this restraint To you and to your children and to all that are afar off even as many as the Lord our God shall call as it is in this Chapter vers 39. Now these are only the Elect as Acts 17.48 where it is said As many as were ordained to eternall life beleeved but none else These are they whose hearts the Lord openeth as he did Lydia's that they attend to the things spoken and beleeve them which all doe not Of which more anon Onely this teacheth such as finde the fruit and effects of this grace of God in themselves Vse 3 to be specially and singularly thankfull unto God for the same To be thankfull to God more then others even as God hath specially singled them out from among others and made them vessels of mercy Lord what am ' I that thou hast manifested thy choyce of me as thou passest by Whence is it that thou thus by thy saving grace comest to me and not to ' many others For if Christ on the behalfe of such who partake not of like choyce mercies confessed to God saying I thanke thee O Father Lord of Heaven and Earth because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent and hast revealed them unto babes Even so Father for so it seemed good in thy sight then I conclude such as have found this mercy and speciall grace should on their own behalfe blesse God from the soul and seek more to glorifie God in their lives then such great ones on earth who having a name of wise prudent learned holy yea and of the Church dishonour God by their pride insolency and arrogancy too ascribing whatsoever wisedom grace and holinesse which they pretend and presume they have not to Gods free saving and effectuall grace but onely to his common grace and favour vouchsafed alike to the reprobates as well as to them but which they have made a better use of then those others by using their own Free-will better Vse 4 A reproof of the unthankfull and of the enemies of Gods grace Oh unthankfulnesse Who that effectually and truly did partake of Gods saving and speciall grace did ever long at least seeke to take the honour and praise of the work from God to themselves as these do who meerly fancying that grace they have not will have the stroke the casting voyce or the casting of the ballance in their own hands Let God have the honour then of making the difference as well as of giving of grace common to all hearers as the Apostle beating down mans pride doth teach us 1 Cor. 4.7 Of which place more below CHAP. 3. Concerning the Means of Conversion SECT 1. Of the efficacy of Gods word Whence it is And of the Vses of it 3 The Meanes of their Conversion the hearing of the word preached THe third thing here considerable is the Instrumentall Cause or Meanes of these Jewes Conversion And this is on Gods part the word preached on mans the same word heard and received by faith First generally by which through beleef of the threats and law the heart comes to be pricked and wounded being convinced of sin and wrath due unto it then speciall by which through beleefe of the speciall promise and by particular application and use of the remedy here prescribed vers 38. the heart comes to be healed Now when
vengeance on them that know not God that obey not the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power See wee then that we refuse not him that speaketh c. Heb. 12 25 26. 2.1 2 3. Let such look to this who finde an irresistible power in all sorts of temptations to sinne A reproof of such as suffer the world to be more powerfull in in them then Gods Word from their lusts or the men of the world who if they hold but up a finger it is as a strong cord to draw them with them into all excesse or the very looks and speeches of the harlot are enough to cause them follow though it be as the Oxe to the slaughter And so when they can find and professe that they can be moved even to tears at the beholding of a Play and that much sooner then at a Sermon as some have done Oh it s a signe the Devill hath a strong hold in them and hath taken up their hearts which are shut towards the word and open only to vanity Vse 5 5. Lastly If we have found any good by the word that we are become new men by it Being converted not to ascribe the glory of it either to our selves or to the gifts of the Minister 1 Cor. 3.5 let us give God his glory and not ascribe our conversion in whole or in part either to our selves to the power of our own will to our own wit aptnesse or good nature see Joh. 1.13 Mat. 16.17 or yet to the gifts and abilities of the Preachers what is Paul or what is Apollo I know some Ministers may be called powerfull Preachers in comparison of others namely such as follow Gods method of Preaching and that course which he chiefly blesseth yet it is not the Minister but God which converts opens the hearts pricks wounds and after heales it We may and must respect and honour such as so labour even with double honour but as the Ministers of Christ God himself must have the honour of their work We must not ascribe to them either too little but honour them for their works sake and be thankfull to them as to spirituall parents under God or too much but acknowledge the power and grace of God in and by their Ministery And thus for the power of the Word SECT 2. Concerning the profit of hearing Gods word With Vses 2 WEe note from this their hearing the word so as to be pricked and wounded Note 2. The profit of hearing Gods word and at length fully converted by it as the power of Preaching so The great good and saving effects of hearing aright We may see here how that the Hearing of Gods Word as it was taught by Peter and the rest Proved the means of their Conversion and Salvation For bereby first their eyes came to be enlightened 1 It opens the eyes to know Christ and they came to see both their own sins and their Saviour and at length to be directed in and to the only way of salvation vers 37.38 Thus our blessed Saviour discoursing and preaching to these two Disciples that went to Emmaus at length their eyes were opened Luk. 24.27 31. and they knew him yea afterwards presently appearing to them and the rest and aplying the Scriptures to the present occasion it s said He opened their understanding that they might understand the Scriptures and the Scriptures but that was by his powerfull Spirit accompanying his word seeing formerly he had expounded and opened unto them the Scriptures And thus the Lord teacheth men out of his Law which Law and word of his is a light to give us understanding of his ways and of our wayes too Psal 94.12 It enlightens our minds and directs our Path. Thy word saith David is a lamp or candle to my feet and a light unto my path Psal 119.105 It is given to direct and lead us in this our pilgrimage to heaven as once the fiery pillar and cloud did the Israelites to Canaan through the wildernesse and as Ships are directed by lights from without in their course into their dangerous havens which in some havens are double or two which are to be brought in a right line together in the Ships course so here is a double light this of the Word and that other of the Spirit accompanying the same by which we come effectually and safely to be directed 2 It awakens out of security Secondly This same Word did also by pricking and wounding these Jewes awaken them out of their security in which they did lie and should have lien for ever So God awakened David by the Prophet Nathan and rouzeth men daily from their quiet sleep in sin 3 It both wounds and heals Thirdly But as it did awaken them so pricking and wounding it did let out their corruption and made way for the perfect healing and cure of their soules 4 It is the ordinary means of conversion and salvation Fourthly In a word it thus proved a word of life to them and as we have said the means of their salvation And so indeed we must conceive of the word and the right hearing and preaching of it as of the means of our salvation So it was also in Lydia and the Jailor Acts 16. And contrariwise the rejection of the word preached Acts 13.48 is an adjudging of our selves unworthy of life Whence is it so This in briefe is not from the power of the word it selfe but from Gods appointment and blessing and by vertue of his Ordinance seeing he hath so ordained and appointed that faith should come by hearing Rom. 10.14 15 16 17. and hearing is by the word i. e. command and appointment of God as elsewhere on the text I shew To this end God stirres up and endues with gifts as here and sends Ministers where he hath any to save and accordingly by his Spirit whereof the word preached is the Ministery makes it effectuall in whom he pleaseth though by his absolute power he can if he would and doth where he will as in elect infants dying c. save and apply Christ by his Spirit onely Vse 1 Vse 1. This teacheth us as we desire the good and salvation of our souls Of Instruction Diligently to hear Gods word Why 1 Considering our ignorance to be diligent in hearing of Gods word as it is faithfully taught by the true Ministers and Teachers of it Our necessity requires it Such is our ignorance such is our Impotency we cannot save our selves First our ignorance is such naturally since we fell into sin and under the curse that of our selves we neither aright and convictingly know our sinfull or yet accursed condition We are apt to think well of our selves and of our own wayes though they be never so bad or accursed of God much lesse doe we
but by opposing to it not only practice but secondly reading thirdly the spirit and inspirations fourthly praying which may also answer so many objections 1. Practice as if they needed no more knowledge 1. What can we hear say some that we have not heard the greatest defect is in the practice of duties To which I answer First we may hear that which we have forgot our memories are like leaking vessels Heb. 4.1 or we have made little use of what we know and so stand inneed of stirring up see 2 Pet. 1.12.13 Secondly We must heart to have our affections wrought upon till which time all our knowledge or hearing availes nothing as these Jewes heard formerly from these Apostles and from Christ himself that they never beleeved till now viz. that Jesus was the true Messias and therefore were never pricked in heart or wounded savingly till now So for other affections besides sorrow as joy hope fear zeal Thirdly The same word of God the more it is boulted the more meale like good corne it yeeldeth like a plentifull mine in which the deeper we dig the veine proves the richer 2 Pet. 3 18. Psal 119.18 and we should grow in knowledge and desire to see deeper into the wonders of Gods Law 2 Reading Rom. 10.17 2. Some reject hearing and preferre the reading of the word in publick and in private yea the reading of printed Sermons as more accurate for the most part To these I only at this time oppose Gods Ordinance from which onely we may expect his blessing by vertue of his promise annexed It s said Faith comes by hearing but the hearing is by the word and commandment of God Bare reading is not such preaching as the Scripture commends to us It is the Gospel preached which is Gods power to salvation Rom. 1.16 and the preaching of the Crosse which though it be to such as perish foolishnesse yet unto us which are saved it is the power of God 1 Cor. 1.18 Naamans cleansing was no effect properly of the waters of Jordan but of faith and obedience to Gods word c. 3 Some expect to be taught without the ordinary means of hearing 3 Inspirations Iohn 6. Psal 94.12 seeing it is written They shall be all taught of God And Blessed is the man whom thou teachest out of thy Law True God can save without the word and teach us onely by his spirit so he can feed us without bread as he did Moses for forty dayes in the Mount and he fed the Israelites in the wildernesse with extraordinary food from heaven when they wanted ordinary But God works now and usually by meanes not by miracles As therefore no man contemnes ordinary and corporall food because God can feed us otherwise and as the Israelites having the fruits of Canaan to feed on depended not any longer on Manna from heaven so we must not neglect the hearing of Gods word preached because God can give the spirit without it as to elect infants dying in infancy because God doth not at least ordinarily give his Spirit but by the word which where preaching is and may be had it were presumption tempting and mocking of God to expect it yea a provoking of God to give over to delusion of Satan 4 Those that oppose prayer to preaching 4 Prayer that Gods house is an house of Prayer not of Preaching Domus Orationis non Orationum and of Sermons Of Orations to God not from God to us True Christ said indeed his house was a house of Prayer but where said he so was he not then preaching in the Temple to the buyers and sellers and was there not in the Temple as well the Oracle and the Lamp of God dayly burning a type of his word as well as the Altar of Incense But I ask Who can pray aright that knowees neither what to pray for nor how both which are taught us by the word How can we pray aright without faith or call on him on whom they have not beleeved how shall they beleeve on him of whom they have not heard or how shall they hear without a Preacher Rom. 10.14 And so how can men in prayer confesse sin and yet not know sin by the word c. Not to mention that Prayer and Invocation is often in Scripture taken for the whole worship of God Gen. 4 26. Acts 2.21 and so it includes preaching too Vse 3 Vse 3. Lastly It is a good signe of good intended by God to such as to whom he sends his Word and Ministers It s a good signe where the word is and is reverently heard if especially they reverently and meekly hear and receive the word without quarrelling with it or the Preacher when their sins are discovered they convinced Christ his Kingdom and glory advanced as here comes next to be shewed It s a good signe that God hath some to call convert and save eternally And it may and should encourage all to hear with deligence alacrity and hope to reap the good fruit of their hearing yea to long for and desire it and not to put any barre in the same by their negligence in hearing prejudice had of the Preacher either his person matter and doctrine being Gods pure word though harsh to us or manner and plainnesse As contrariwise where either there is no preaching or no sound preaching or conscionable hearing and practice of things heard it s a signe that whether Christ with draw himself from a people or come by his word to such it is in judgement and for their further hardening and blinding as Joh. 9.39 Isa 6.9 10 11. CHAP. IIII. The object of our hearing generally and specially and what doctrine is like to doe the greatest good With Vses 2 TTe Object of their hearing This 2 The Object of hearing or these things or that which was spoken to them by Peter and the rest on this day when the Spirit came upon them so visibly 1 Generally Gods words 1 In general the Object of our hearing is and should be the word of God only taught by such faithfull Ministers of Christ as he stirres up calls and assists by his Spirit Thus every-where we are called on to hear the word of the Lord Isa 1.10 Jer. in the mouth of Christ and of his Ministers 2.4 7.2 -20. c. the voice of Christ or Christ himself Mat. 17.15 hear him Joh. 5.25 10.3 -16. yea of his Messengers Prophets and Ministers Zach. 7.7 seeing he that heareth them heareth Christ Luke 10.16 Luke 16 29-31 And this is no other then the voyce of the Spirit speaking in by the word as in Noah Gen. 6.3 which God hath of old promised to accompany his word Isa 59.21 and since the ascension of Christ also who hath promised by his spirit and power to be present with his Messengers to the end of the world Mat. 28 18 19 20. and to send the Spirit the Spirit of
pricking in heart is an effect of Peters Sermon it will teach us this lesson that The best kind of teaching and preaching is that which pricks mens hearts and toucheth woundeth and convinceth their consciences I call it best and that both in regard of Gods glory whose word is thus by convincing men most magnified whether it prove the savour of life or of death seeing men once convinced by it God can more glorifie himself whether in his mercy or justice manifested towards convicted sinners and also in regard of our good and conversion and that for these reasons 1. Because this course is according to Gods own order in the conversion of souls 1 God convinced Adams conscience and so prepared him for the promise of the Messias 2 Christ began his Ministery by preaching repentance 2 Sonne Matth. 4.17 he so dealt with the Jews and with the woman of Samaria Joh. 4 18. 3 yea the comforter 3 Yea the first work of the Comforter is to convince men of sin to their condemnation before he convince them in their judgement of righteousnesse in Christ to their justification see John 16.8.9.10 for indeed there is no true consolation but out of deep humiliation no true joy and comfort but such as issues out of straits of conscience if we speak of men capable and legal convictions The spirit before it comfort it shakes a man and makes him fear see Hebr. 2.14 c. It s a course which God prescribes us his Ministers to use even to cry aloud and not to spare to tell men of their sinnes 2 God prescribes the use of it to cause them to know their abominations and to give them warning of their danger Isa 58.1 2. Ezek. 3.17 and 16.2 3 he blesseth it 3 Lastly its that method which God most blesseth as in Nathans plain dealing with David thou art the man and in other Prophets and in the Baptists preaching Vse 1 For Ministers thus to preach and to leave stings behind them Matth. 3.7 8.9.10 or Luk. 3.7.8 9. with 10 11 c. in his Apostles preaching here Vse 1. It is for the direction of us Ministers who as occasion serves must be full of the wrath of the Lord not preaching pleasing things to tickle the eare but sound saving and wholsome things to prick and wound the heart leaving stings behind us in mens hearts before we bring hony to please their tast first using corrosives by pouring in wine then lenitives oyl to supple heal The words of the wise saith Solomon are as goads and as nails fastened by the Masters of Assemblies whech are given from one shepheard Eccles 12 11. Jer. 23.29 yea Gods word in the mouth of his servants is like a hammer not onely to break the rock in pieces but to drive in those nails even to the head into mens not skins onely goads pierce the skin but flesh and hearts too thence to fetch and draw teares which Saint Augustine calls the blood of the soul Our manner of teaching should be such as not to seek applause to our selves but sobs and tears in you our prayse should be your teares your sighs not your hemms not the clapping of your hands To wring tears from their hearers or Plaudite as at a play but the knocking of your breasts and Plangite as at a funerall It was said of one after an oration made to the people of Athens that he left certain stings in their minds so did Peter here and so should we send you home as much as we can weeping to your closets Pericles in a sence of sinne and danger and so should we wield this sword of the spirit as to aim chiefly at your hearts and so stedfastly and strongly follow home the thrust like Masters of defence as not to suffer you to put it by And to convince 1 Sam. 15.13 14. c. Though such conviction prove not saving Gen. 4.7 Call to Newcastle or methods for discovery of sinne in the Ministers method by your shifts evasions excuses extenuations justifications no more if we had the skill then Samuel would suffer King Saul to evade him till he had convinced him and brought him to confesse his sin And this we must do though our reproofs and convictions do not alwayes prove saving so did not Samuels so did not Gods own reproof and conviction of Cain And Stephens reproof and conviction of the Jews to be the murtherers of Christ had not the same effect with Peters here it was the same sword or word of God but with the point it pricked the one savingly and with the one or both of the edges of it it being not kindly received cut the other to the heart and wōunded them mortally 2 For hearers 1 to submit meekly to the reproofs of the word but of this more elsewhere 2 This teacheth you to desire such kind of teaching not to be displeased with such as so faithfully deale with your souls and to learn of these here who though deeply charged by Peter yea pricked and wounded did not rise against him or say what or who is he this that thus boldly chargeth us but meekly receiving the word of reproof and as guilty persons convinced of their sinnes what shall we do its true alas we indeed are guilty neither should you shew your selves unwilling to have your wounds searched to the bottome 2 Therefore the law is now to be taught under the Gospel 3 It s a good sign to be pricked Treat on Ezek. 16.2 or Gods charge to his Messengers concerning conviction of sinners p. 237. c. or to have your sins discovered and brought to triall seeing all sinne is a traytor to God and his glory and by your unwillingnesse to have it found and brought to judgement you make your selves more guilty But of this as also other uses concerning the needfulnesse much more lawfulnesse of preaching the Law now in time of the Gospel not to justification but to the conviction of sinners and to prepare and bring them to Christ as also that it is no ill signe simply to be met withall netled pricked and troubled in conscience by the word so that we seek or accept of ease and help by the word I say of these and such like uses elsewhere more largely and purposedly CHAP. V. SECT 3. Pricking of heart considered as the fruit of sinne and that sin carries a sting with it 2 The second relation which this Pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinnes THE second Relation that this pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinne the fruit whereof we see is at best sorrow fear pricking and wounding of the heart and spirit The word they heard brought to remembrance their sinne and their sinne presented them with wrath and so their heart is struck with horrour fear amazement and confusion the conscience awakened would not suffer them any longer to rest
expected finding themselves to have been worse afraid then hurt This should teach us wisedom and not either to be led away with pleasures present or to be so out of love with Gods ways But I hasten CHAP. VI. How Peters Converts came to be pricked in conscience BEfore we particularly shew the Order and Degrees of Conversion It would first be inquired and considered How these converts came to be pricked Answ how these Converts here upon Peters Sermon came thus to be pricked I answer They God opening their hearts as he did Lydia's to attend came upon Peters wise and skilfull handling and applying of the sharp sword of the spirit or word of God which pierceth to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit and by piercing pricketh at once to see and be convinced within themselves of their sinne against Christ in crucifying of him 1 Generall and of Gods wrath thereupon and vengeance hanging over their heads and of their own just damnation and hereupon were pricked in heart struck with fear made sorrowful When Peter so deeply charged them that they were the crucifiers of Christ they knew well and remembred that they indeed had desired Pilate to crucifie him and now hearing and by such apparant signes from heaven as on that day which in some degree had astonished them all seeing a divine power therein and being told that it was Jesus now exalted to glory Verse 33. who shed forth that which they did now see and hear and apprehending him to be indeed a King the Christ and that Lord who now as David foretold did sit at the right hand of God they are afraid of him as of an avenger now raigning in heaven whom on earth as a bountifull and mercifull Saviour they contemned and slew 2 Particular By being convinced of their sinne 1 Of murder 2 Parricide More particularly they hearing and generally believing that to be true which they were told concerning Christs glory do see and are convinced 1 Of sinne their sinne 1 Of murther whereby they procured or consented to the death of Jesus as a man yea an innocent man 2 Of Parricide and withall of extream ingratitude and unthankfulnesse in crucifying him as Jesus as a Saviour yea as their own Jesus who came to save them 3 Of Infidelity and unbelief whereby they so long had rejected him their onely Messias or Christ 3 Of unbelief refusing him that spake unto them and whom God had annointed to be their teacher or their Prophet 4 Disobedience and their Priest yea King 4 Of Disobedience in not submitting themselves to him as their Lord and King 5 Of Impenitency 5 Impenitency obstinacy and hardnesse of heart in not repenting and relenting at his doctrine and preaching who was incarnate and came into the world to call them to repentance 6 Ignorance 1 Cor. 2.8 6 Lastly of their Ignorance of him as Lord of glory whom if so they had sooner known to be they would not have crucified him But now conceiving of him as Lord and Christ they are wounded and pricked in that they wounded and pierced him Even as Pauls conscience was touched a little after he had reviled the high Priest when once he came to know him so to be Act. 23.5 but much more when he came first to know Christ and that it was he even the Lord of glory whom he persecuted in his ignorance and unbelief Act. 9.5.6 1 Tim. 1.13 2 of judgement which made them 1 fear 2 These Jews thus convinced of their sinne 1 fear and quake in apprehension of Gods judgements due to such grievous sinnes and offences as have been named whilst they now see that as Christ himself told Paul afterwards they did all this while but kick against the pricks and run upon their own death and destruction in provoking the mighty God and Christ their Lord and King against them Now they look upon him whom they had peirced and see him whom they slew to be one who being Lord of heaven and earth was able yea for ought they then saw ready to destroy them in souls and bodies and therefore they tremble 2 Despair of themselves 2 Yea they withall despair in themselves and see themselves unworthy of that salvation which they rejected and are at their wits end not knowing what to do to undo what they have done or to appease Gods wrath Thus they came to be perplexed troubled and sorrowfull and pricked in heart 3 Sorrow They came thus to be pricked by reasoning within themselves Now this was done by a kind of reasoning with themselves and communing with their own hearts by a practicall syllogisme The Proposition whereof the Law written in their hearts and word of God afforded them in effect this Murtherers especially of their Saviour and of the Lord of life are under the curse Gal. 3.10 and no murtherer or none that hates his brother hath eternall life abiding in him John 3.15 But saith Peter and their own consciences We are murtherers and that even of Christ then follows the conclusion Therefore we are under the curse and debarred of life Now out of this conclusion made by conscience follows in the affections fear despair in themselves sorrow horrour and perplexity in a word wounding and pricking and it is as when an evil doer a secure sinner thief or murtherer Out of the conclusion of which syllogisine issued this pricking is apprehended and brought to the barre where the Judge giving the charge declares what is Law what sinnes and crimes are against Law and by Law deserve death after which the Malefactour is accused of such crimes as deserve death and by sufficient witnesse proved to be guilty and he himself cannot deny the fact whereupon the Judge passeth sentence of condemnation and of death at which the party is stricken with astonishment and pricked at heart as with the point of a sword Such is the work of conscience in sinners the same conscience being as a Law to inlighten and to judge generally of good and evil it is also a witnesse to convince and lastly a Judge to give sentence against it self and so to terrifie Thus it was with these Jews and no otherwise it is with other Converts as comes now to be shewed so that looking on this pricking of heart as the beginning of or first step to conversion we do raise and make this Generall observation following namely that CHAP. VII SECT 1. That all true Converts must first be pricked in heart Hence with the explication of the point True Converts must first be pricked in heart SVch as God will convert and save must lesse or more be first pricked in heart for their sin Such as to whom God intends to shew mercy must in some measure be troubled in mind and conscience in sight of their sinne and miserie So that so long as sinne never troubles men there is no conversion as we see
without pain ere ever it consent to marry to Christ Now can there be a divorce wrought between loving couples otherwise most loth thereunto without sorrow ask Phaltiel who being married to Michal when David her first husband sent for her 2 Sam. 3.16 went with her along weeping behind her 3 From the nature of Conversion which is such a change as a man cannot but be sensible of it first or last 3 This brings us to consider of the nature of conversion which implyeth as much as I intend which being a change from darknesse to light from bondage to liberty in a word from one contrary to another how should a man discern of his contrary new estate without feeling in some measure the horrour of his former condition under darknesse and bondage at least he can have no comfort in his Conversion unlesse he find and feel a difference between the one estate and the other which cannot be felt without some shaking and affrightment as he apprehends the greatnesse of the benefit of his deliverance by Christ so is he touched with a proportionable fence of his danger either imminent or passed as we have heard of some who having at first in their sleep drink or otherwise ignorance passed some very great danger as over some narrow or broken and crackt bridge pit or the like being brought after to see their danger they have quaked trembled been amazed if they have not wholly expired and given up the Ghost Thus such as perhaps at the very first are not so sensible of their dangerous condition or yet of their change as others are Christ being truly in them yet afterwards when they come to better consideration and deeper apprehension of their wayes and former dangers they find a proportionable measure of inward trouble terrour yea and grief for such their hainous offences whereof they were not so sensible before and so they have their portion of terrour first or last in lesse or greater measure Lastly whom doth Christ call to Repentance 4 From Christs calling of such Matth. 9.13 Even of such onely as are sinners and laden and 11.29 Lost enemies 2 Cor. 5 Isa 27.5 in bondage Rom 8.15 2 Tim. 1. he came to call sinners to repentance such as in their own sense are sinners and if Christ call none but such to repentance who can have repentance but such yea but such as are heavy laden with sin and sense of Gods wrath for sin for these and such onely he calleth also to come unto him And as he came to call such so to save the lost sheep but who are these but such as feel themselves to be lost Christ calls and sends his Ministers to call us to be reconciled to him and to make peace with him but who will ever thus do that doth not first find and feel himself under his displeasure and can a man find that and not be troubled he calls us to liberty and must we not then first be under the spirit of bondage that unto fear In a word how can any either hunger after Christ or prize him aright as a Saviour and Redeemer till they through fence of misery and of their hopelesse helplesse worthlesse and desperate condition see their need of him or who will ever fly to him till by the Law as by a Schoolmaster discovering their fearfull condition to them they be whipped and scourged and so forced to go out of themselves to him This Law then must go before and as the needle by pricking doth pierce the cloth and make way for the threed to follow and sow so it must prepare the way for faith to follow by which we are knit to Christ otherwise we would prove but loose Christians and break off when we list as we know many Libertins to do who tell us much of comfort and joy they find in and by Christ and his Spirit but neither they nor any other can tell us of any sorrow wounding or pricking going before I shall ever suspect that joy yea that Conversion which issues not in some measure out of true sorrow pricking compunction and contrition for sinne It s but a dream of joy and a false conception and birth This point yet further cleared and it shewed that though all be wounded yet not all alike Here then for the further clearing of this point of doctrine we must know that all who are truly converted do not suffer trouble and terrour of conscience in the same measure or yet manner neither doth God deal with all alike some are pricked onely as with a Pinne others as with a spear yet all pricked There are three degrees as in divers Resemblances and all of them saving by Gods mercy 1 A pricking as in my text wherein were some grudgings of conscience and such a hurt as was presently healed again and they filled with the holy Ghost 2 A wounding or a wounded spirit and who can bear that such as was sometime in Job and David from whom God seemed to withdraw himself by forsaking them c. and in such as wrestle long with God yea and with diffidence in themselves even many yeares before they can out wrestle their sorrows which at length they do And 3 there is a killing whereof Saint Paul speaks Rom. 7.9.10.11 Sinne revived and I died and the commandement which was ordained unto life I found to be unto death for sinne taking occasion by the commandement deceived me and by it slew me and yet lo Paul alive to God so All are shut up under the spirit of bondage as in a prison Gal. 3.23 before faith come we are kept under the Law shut up unto faith some as Jeremy let down to a dungeon Jer. 38.6 some as Paul put into an inner prison and his feet fast not in the mire in which Jeremy did sink but in the stocks some onely as Joseph who though a prisoner yet found favour and had more liberty Gen. 39 20.21.22 And so all being locked up under infidelity some are more easily set at liberty and their hearts sooner opened being like new and fresh locks easily opened whereas others are like old rusty locks which the key hardly and with much ado opens if at all so that they must not be broken by force and violence such is the difference of mens hearts some kept clear from rusting by restraining grace good education and example others are old rusty and cankered in sin whose doores must be broken open by strong hand and consciences awakened by terrours All hearts are hard naturally as we have heard but some as stones some as mettal which must not onely be broken but molten and as among stones some are softer then others and soon crushed some are harder as the flint without seams and sutures so is it with hearts some sooner humbled and made to relent then others some are more hardy bold crabbed and crooked then others an angry word or look will work more upon
visions and dreams 4. to the constancy of the martyrs sufferings 5. to Miracles 6. to Afflictions yet these all are to be considered onely either as Preparatives to conversion and furtherances of the work of the word and Ministery and not barely or as seals and confirmations of the truth of Gods promises made known and propounded in and by the Word 1 By the Sacraments 1. For the Sacraments they for their efficacy especially come in the order of nature after faith to confirm and strengthen the same the Sacraments seal and assure onely that which the word promiseth and that is Christ upon the condition of faith and repentance and so he is promised and truly offered in the Word and Sacraments both to good and bad Men grown professe faith and repentance before they be admitted to Baptism and so beleeving are baptized Mark 16.16 Infants within the Covenant promise so much by their sureties which if coming to yeers they perform not then they receive Christ onely sacramentally specially not by Baptism and retain onely the external sanctification of Baptism a subsequent faith is required of them when they shal be capable without which they have no internall effects of sanctification by the Spirit The change made in the soul is not by water or by the bare work wrought in Baptism but by Faith and that is the effect of the word Christ is the substance life and vigour of all Sacraments whom therefore no unbeleever doth receive now Christ and his Spirit are not divided he is not received without his Spirit nor but by his Spirit given by the word which is the ministration of the Spirit Vse Not to trust to Baptism or Profession without faith So that Baptism works not of it self without the Word and Spirit which for Vse doth teach us not to ascribe too much to outward Baptism or Profession without true faith and the effects of the word on our souls and in our lives so that we may say of Baptism as was said of Circumcision Rom. 2 25-28 29. It verily profiteth if wee keep the Law else it becomes no Baptism true Baptism is that of the heart in the spirit 2. Some are said to be converted by voices from heaven 2. Not by voyces Aug. Confes l. 8. c. 12. as S. Austin tels us of himself that by a voice from heaven saying to him take up and read he being by Gods providence directed to the place in Rom. 13.13 14. Not in chambering and wantonnesse c. was throughly converted as his friend Alipius by reading the next words Rom. 14.1 as formerly hath been mentioned And wee know for certain that S. Paul Act. 9. was by the voice of Christ from heaven converted But Saint Austin was not ignorant of Gods word which hee had then by him and was not unacquainted with his will Therefore being formerly a wanton and having much strife within himself and shewing a lothnesse to leave his pleasant sin this voice prepared him to yeeld more reverence and obedience to the word known which in effect though read by him yet being thus by divine providence directed to this passage and it by this means specially applyed to him and his present occasion the perfecting of his conversion formerly begun was thus effected by the power of the Word Vse Not to depend on immediate teaching from heaven or Hell Yet as wee now are not to depend on this manner of immediate direction from heaven so if it did not confirm to us the doctrine of the Scriptures neither it nor any doctrine brought us by voyce from Heaven or Hel would prove effectuall to work faith or to convert But though such voyces should teach us the same truths which the Scripture doth wee are not to depend thereon See Luke 16.27 28 29 30 31. The like wee say for Saint Paul's conversion hee knew what doctrine hee persecuted but beleeved it not till now howsoever it was Christs voice and word which changed him and his conversion was further perfected by the preaching of Ananias to him 3. Not by visions and dreams 3 Some mens eares are opened and their instruction sealed in a dream in a vision of the night c. and so are withdrawn from their purpose yet it is the word of the messenger an interpreter one of a thousand which makes all effectuall see Job 33.15 16 17 c. with 23 24 c. 4 Some have been converted by seeing the constancy of innocent Christians in their sufferings 4 Not by seeing the constancy of Martyrs Euseb l. 4. c. 8. and their rejoicing to suffer for Christ as Justin the martyr witnesseth of himself in his Apology to Antoninus But this was onely an occasion sanctified of God to him and others both then and of later times to sift enquire into that truth which they knew not before by vertue of which when by the teachers thereof they were acquainted with it they were converted as Lactantius also sheweth so that we are hence taught not to judge of truth simply by mens sufferings for no true conversion wil alwayes follow thereupon but of their sufferings by the cause and truth for which they suffer 5 Not by miracles 5 So Christ wrought many Miracles upon the sight of which many believed on him but what did they believe the word taught by him which formerly they did not rellish Miracles were not without the word they onely made way for it The word by the Spirit did truly and effectually convert them when once they were convinced by the miracle that it was the very word of God the miracles onely occasioned their convesion 6 Afflictions often are the occasion of mens conversion 6 Not simply by afflictions Anno 496. See Doctour King on Jon. lect 40. as well as miracles so Clodoveus a French King upon a great discomfiture was converted to be a Christian but he was first instructed by his Lady Crotildis and moved to embrace the Christian faith The like we see in King Manasseh 2 Chro. 33.11.12.13 Then he knew that the Lord was God he knew him before for the Lord spake to Manasseh and to his people but they would not hearken as verse 10. onely afflictions brought him to acknowledge God and to be convinced that it was hee whom hee had to deal withall and to hearken to his word and obey it by repentance So David before he was afflicted went astray but now saith hee have I kept thy word Psal 119. Hee knew Gods word before but now hee kept it This wee see in divers others on whom Gods word hath not its powerfull work in humbling them till some grievous crosse losse sicknesse or danger come to second the word and to occasion a more serious consideration and use-making of it all which work in and by the power of the word In all the forenamed instances Conversion is from the power of the Word and from other things onely
I take it in this sence said to be our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ not that it taught Christ but that it convincing us of sin and of the curse and bringing us to self-despair so sent or forced us to seek help if any or wheresoever any could be had and that only is in and from Christ for it as a schoolmaster first strips us naked of our own conceited wisdom righteousnesse holinesse power and then whips lasheth our naked consciences as with the strokes of an iron rod it so sends us out of our selves wholly without affording us any help hope or succour to seek and inquire first if help may be had or hoped for elsewhere and then where or in and from whom it may be had and by what means which conceit of possibility of help made the heathen of old and many superstitious ones now fly to so many devices and superstitious practices of their own devising And thus by the law and these works thereof on the conscience the way is prepared for the mercy of the Gospel so that were it not for that which reacheth out an hand to such as are otherwise ready to perish no flesh could be saved SECT 4. The order of the works of the Gospel 2 The distinct and orderly work of the Gospel 2 THe workes then of the Gospel presupposing those of the Law and the orderly proceeding of the same are now briefly to be noted The Gospel hath also its preparatory works before conversion and faith be fully wrought and the order is this 1 Knowledge of the Gospel 1 God having by the law first humbled the sinner if he intend him any further good he doth first support and keep him from utter despair by publishing the glad tidings of the Gospel and by letting him hear and know of a remedy and that his case is though to him in himself yet not absolutly desperate and that upon some termes salvation may be had Joh. 3.16 and is possible so an assent is wrought in him to the Gospel as true Which knowledge by Gods further grace works affections and actions sutable in him 2 Hope 2 So hearing of a remedy though the conditions of self-deniall in his sweet and beloved sins of repentance and faith seem things impossible as to him considered in himself they are yet being pricked forward by the aforesaid terrours of the law as by so many piercing goads and thereupon put upon it to do something not to sit still but with the Lepers at the gate of Samaria in the famine to put it to the adventure as knowing he must either do something or else dye eternally this despair of help in himself makes him seek help elsewhere not without some general and confused hope that he also 1 General as well as some others he told of it may get case to his distressed conscience which as yet he findes not And thus he generally assents to the Gospel as good as well as to the law presenting him with wrath yea as good to him and so God gives him particular hope from the generality of the promise 2 particular Mat. 11.28 to all that are heavy laden whereby he excludes none but such as exclude themselves 3 Melting and true Contrition 3. Hereupon the heart which though broken before yet retaines its hardnesse begins to melt and to thaw being warmed with a sense of Gods goodnesse and readinesse to shew mercy to him so unworthy so old a sinner and it may be frozen in the same what any hope for such a vile wretch and that from so great and holy a God oh beast that I am that I should ever so much and so long have offended so good a God! c. Thus the heart is brought to true contrition and now grieves not in sense of the curse and wrath deserved so much as of love ready to be shewed to such a vile and immeriting wretch as he both thinks and will call him self not for the punishment of sin so much as for the sin it self as it is disobedience and disloyaltie to God dishonour to his name and that which hath made and doth still make a separation between the soul and God thus he begins to conceive of sin as alone able to make a man miserable without any other misery even in abundance With pliablenesse to Gods will And thus the heart being molten is made pliable and ready to be cast into the mould of Gods will as in my Text. And hereof I take the reprobate come short who as Ahab Cain Judas Felix may be broken and wounded and tremble but still be heard-harted and unpliable to Gods will 4 Self-denial 4. Herewith goeth self-denial renouncing of all parts and priviledges gifts and abilities in a mans self with an inward acknowledgement of his own impotency guiltinesse unworthinesse 5 High esteem of Christ 5. Together with an high estimation of Christ above all as in Paul Philip. 3.7 8 c. 6 Desire of pardon 6 Desire of ease and pardon by Christ and of direction what to do to be saved oh he should be one of a thousand to him most welcome who could bring him such tidings and bring him an olive-leafe 7. Then upon good direction given as in my Text and the next verse to it 7 Approch to the throne of grace where verse 38. and as Acts 16.31 there is an Approach and coming to the throne of grâ—ce with resolution there to speed or there to dye 1 Confession Where particularly iâ— 1 humble confession of sin with all the aggravations of it as Luke 18.13 and 15.19 in the publican and prodigall 2 Prayer 3 Hope of being heard 4 Joy c. Luke 19. 2 Prayer with 3 hope in speciall of pardon 4 joy in that hope grounded on Gods call and promise and not as in Agug but as in Zacheus and the blind man Mark 10.49 50. be of good comfort rise he the Master calleth thee 5 A willingnesse to part with all to sell all for Christ 8 Special application and closing with Christ 8 After which or with which is a speciall application of Christ unto a mans self and of the promise of pardon and of salvation with a trusting and relying on him for acceptation of his person prayers and indeavours and for salvation and all good things This is his closing with Christ 9 Assurance 9 Then follows the sealing of the promise assurance and perswasion 10 Perseverance Then Perseverance in the faith and grace of conversion to the end not without some failings but without falling away from that grace either wholly and habitually or finally 11 Salvation 11 After all follows the consummation of grace in glory and the end of our faith the salvation of our souls 1 Pet. 1.9 The scope of this last discourse which is not to prescribe God or to build our justification upon duties or
shall despair of fastening any nailes in you by the hammer of the word by which ye may be surely nailed sewed and fastened to Jesus Christ a sensuall heart is a senselesse heart like that of Nabals whose drunken heart 1 Sam. 25.37 though merry within him died and he became as a stone CHAP. XIIII SECT 3. Where three more lets removed which are great sins lesser sins custome in sinning 2 Great and hâ—inous sinnes 2 SEcondly and more brieflly take heed of great sins such as lay wast and dead the conscience As the body is subject to two kinds of diseases and maimes some that affect and afflict sense some that deprive of sense as violent blows so is the soul also As then a prick will make a man start but a heavy blow will dazzle and stond or astonish him which astonish and make us unsensible of lesser sins so some lesser sinnes will be felt when greater shall not at least not so soon or easily as we see in David who no sooner had received the muster of the people whom in pride he would needs have to be numbred but his heart did smite him and he was pricked and wounded in conscience but in the case of Bathsheba but especially of Vriah he lay long dead and senselesse till after many months Nathan being sent of God brought life at least sense into him again Watch then and pray with David Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins let them not have dominion over mee so shalt thou be innocent from the great transgression Psal 19.13 If a man once by some great blow be stonded he is not easily sensible of smaller hurts or prickings so for one that is cast into a deep or dead sleep or being the divels vassal is marked by him by his sucking life and sense out of him or casting him into a trance c. Give once way to grosse impiety to wilfull profannesse or obstinate contempt of God his word and ministers and never look that lesser sins shall any why annoy or trouble thy conscience of which thou wilt never make bones as we say or scruple the soul so becomes desperate and carelesse hardened and past feeling to work all uncleannesse with greedinesse this is when men once give themselves over unto lasciviousnesse Ephes 4.19 or to any other like grosse sin The heart is so full of corruption and filthy matter as it is not sensible grieved or pained when otherwise it is pierced and met withall by the word and threatenings yea curses woundings and hewings of the Law and Prophets of God 3 Lesser sins against conscience 3 Yet neglect not small sins as they may be accounted or beginnings to give way wittingly and against conscience to the least sin leads the way to hardnesse of heart to senselesnesse and stupidity of conscience Tendernesse of conscience would be preserved The heart commonly of young men especially if wel educated 2 Chro. 34.27 as we see in King Josiah is tender and startles at the least sin and thought of Gods judgements is soon pierced and troubled the least sin will trouble it and make it tremble which being given way unto make way for hardnesse of heart but if once least way be given to such small sins or to beginnings especially against knowledge or that a man begins once to detain the truth in unrighteousnesse to quench the spirit and to quell checks of conscience the heart by degrees grows hard and senselesse and at length can swallow and without any great trouble digest even greater and grosser evils without all sense of sin or fear of wrath One well compares it thus The heart at first being tender will endure nothing but the least sin will trouble it as water when it begins to freeze will not endure any thing no not so much as the weight of a pin upon it but after a while will bear the weight of a laden cart against which we must watch Let young men especially make use of this yea let all men take heed of giving way to the least sins against conscience Sin at first to a conscience not enured thereunto may seem intolerable and unsupportable but unlesse the heart watch well over it self and maintain its life tendernesse and sensiblenesse or if once it begin to favour it self and wittingly give way to the least beginnings of sin lest we become at length senseless as in examples it shall be given over by degrees to senselesnesse and searednesse of conscience yea to delight in desire defend and plead for it as in King Hazaâ—l first abominating that cruelty which he after practised and in Alipius Saint Austine's friend first abhorring the bloudy spectacles of the gladiatory combatants but giving himself leave by the importunity of friends to be but present though at first he winked and would not open his eys to behold the same yet at length not onely beheld them and that with delight but drew others to behold that which at first himself loathed Thus the soul by steps descends to hell when men shew not themselves from first to last sensible of sin Bernard makes the steps to be seven Seven steps to hell whereby sin seems 1 Insupportable a burthen not to be born 2 afterwards onely Heavie 3 Light 4 Insensible 5 Delightfull 6 Desirable 7 Defensible or pleaded for and justified If ever then thou wouldst be truely sensible of and sorrowfull for sin It s not to dally with suggestions first thoughts of sin take heed and watch against the first suggestions and occasions of sin and that especially by the government of the senses as two things especially undid David Otium Oculus his ease and his eye so against Cogitation or of tossing any sinful objects in thy thoughts or of dallying with them These are the divels baits at which wee must not nioble and his harbingers which if kindly entertained he is invited to come with his legions and so thou art intangled with delight and drawn on to consent resolution practice yea custome and so to senselesnesse defence and boasting as Isa 3.9 Jer. 6.15 Psal 52.1 And thus sin like a serpent whilest â—tstings benums us and casts us into a deadly sleep and lethargie of which we die 4 Custome of stnning ab assuetis non fit passio 4. Specially beware of Custome of sinning It s an old and experienced saying Custome of sinning takes away all sense of sin neither are we much moved with such things as wee are much used to use and custome makes men sleep quietly by the falls of great waters and where much noise is and not to be afraid of that which at first was terrible as in Nottingham-shire upon the murther of a woman Which bereaves of sense of sin buried and hid under a tree in a wood a voyce was heard in that place of one hollowing and whooping at which all were afraid and passengers left that way but
it a curse when especially through your own defaults you are deprived of it yea a leaving of you and a giving up to hardness of heart if not a sealing altogether of your destruction 2 By our calling the word heard to minde 2 Having such teaching you must remember call to minde ruminate and meditate on what you have heard the word heard must ever be in your ears as here the word used in my Text implyeth a continuall act and hearing 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or when they had heard they were pricked The word left a sting behinde it they could not forget it the voice of Christs blood was ever in their ears after once they were by the word charged with it and convinced and so it came to work such a stinging effect in their hearts Thus Peter himself had formerly come to see his sin and judge himself for it It s said Hee remembred the words of Jesus and hee went out and wept bitterly Matth. 26.57 By such remembrance and meditation on the word and continuance in the things we have heard yea and seen 2 Tim. 3.14 whilest we look our selves in the glass of the word and continue therein Jam. 1.24 25. these nails at first entred by the masters of the Assemblies come to be fastened and struck further home to the pricking nay piercing and wounding of the conscience In a word remember often such truths as first or at any time wounded or touched thee wound and prick thy heart therewith in the often remembrance of them 3 By our applying the word to our selves 3. To which end Apply also to thy self what is applied to thee by thy teachers or what more generally is taught concerning such sins as thy conscience tels thee thou art guilty of Help them who have fitted the plaister to thy sore to binde and fasten the same unto thee by thine own application that by lying and continuing close to it may have its wished and saving effect Repell not what the Minister applyeth Apply to thy self especially the terrours of the Law for so is this pricking wrought especially the terrors of the Law Suffer the Preacher to do it but especially do it thy self till this be done there will be no pricking This is the way to be stung by the word in soul yea such cannot but be stung as thus apply which rightly applyed will sting As in like cases as when in body a man is stung with an adder or pricked with the point of a sword or heareth heavie news which concern himself If one of Job's messengers should come and tell thee all thou hast thy cattell thy goods are taken away violently by enemies or robbers the fire hath burnt up thy store thy sons and daughters are slain crush'd drowned or dead would not this move thee and cause thee to rend not onely thy mantle Job 1.15 16 17 18 19 20. as it did Job but thine heart When David came to Ziklag with his men and found it burnt with fire and their wives and their sons and daughters to be taken captives it is said he and the people that were with him lift up their voyce and wept 1 Sam. 30.3 4. until they had no more power to weep this was when he and they apprehended the loss as their own men weep not so commonly in other mens losses Now certainly such as shall be saved are secretly drawn Such as God wil save are secretly drawn to apply threatnings to themselves they know not wel how to be perswaded that the doctrine taught doth concern them and so to be touched with it as to judge themselves most miserable and to loath themselves for all their filthy abominations to beleeve their own misery and without any exception or self-flattery or posting it off to others to cast away all deluding conceits which may hinder the work of the word so that when it presseth them they do not repel it or cast off the burthen from them but say O wretch that I am this is my case I am the man the Scripture means 1 Cor. 6.9 10. I am that swearer whom God will hold guilty I am that adulterer whom God wil judge I am that fornicator that effeminate person that idolater that thief that covetous person that drunkard that reviler that extortioner that shall not inherit the Kingdome of God Wo is my soul I shall die in the guilt of this or these my sins unlesse I speedily repent Ah Beloved without such faith and application by faith of the threatnings of the word and so they come to be pricked and vengeance due to our sins and to us for our sins we shall never be savingly touched onely such apprehension and application will by Gods mercy do it as the condemned malefactor is as what makes the malefactor tremble at the bar but fear of the sentence of death when he seeth so many and evident proofs against him which sentence when once it is spoken of and pronounced how doth it strike him as a dagger to the heart how is hee wounded with it in the certain looking for and expectation of execution and death which now looks him in the face SECT 2. Of the consideration of our sin c. 4 By our consideration according to his word of our sins 4 AS a further help to the aforesaid duty to humiliation of the soul and to sensiblenesse learn aright to be affected with thy sins to which end follow these Directions 1. Consider and seriously think of thy birth-sin 1 Originall In which we may see what creatures wee are 1 how loathsom of the pollution of thy nature by it now loathsome thou art to God in that regard both in thy person yea in thy prayers and all thy performances yea in thy very righteousness which all of them are defiled with the contagion and hatefull plague and leprosie of natures pollution 2 how miserable Think also how thereby thou art become mortall miserable deprived of all good depraved by sin forward and prone onely to evill froward and backward to all goodnesse not favouring either goodnesse or truth in a word an enemy to God and under the displeasure of the Almighty Meditate hereon and on the vilenesse of thy nature lest otherwise thou think thy self something when thou art nothing Gal. 6.3 Thou wilt never be out of love with or loath thy self till thus thou dost thou mayst and wilt remain like a filthy dunghill which unstirred sends forth no noysom savour till it be raked into or the sun shine hot upon it 2 Actuall Which wee must finde out and remember 2. Caâ—â— to remembrance thy actuall sins to which end examine and sift thy self well and unpartially use the reason God hath given thee and be not bruitish in letting thy sins passe and escape thee without examination Here I may say to thee as God to the idolater Remember this
wounding and pricking was not meerly Legall with respect to punishment only but Evangelical tending to true contrition and Repentance and therefore not wholly an effect of the law but in part also of the Gospel and a work of the saving spirit of God CHAP. XVIII SECT 1. Signes of true sorrow from the true grounds of it And first that it is and must be for sin TRy we our sorrow then henee whether it be wrought by the Gospel Other Tryals of our sorrow from the grounds of it or only by the Law If it be true and saving sorrow it is grounded 1. On some sight and sense of sin 2. On some glimpse of mercy and goodness in God True sorrow is procured 1 by the sight of sin and is for sin 1. He that savingly sorroweth seeth his sin and miserie by sin and groanes under the burthen of both Matth. 11.28 he is sensible thereof his heart is become like his eye tender and sensible of the least sin as it is of the least mote in it he looking on his sin mourns and that heartily and secretly If then the sight of sin be not the procurer of thy sorrow thou hast cause to suspect it Yea but how shall I know whether my sorrow be for my sin and fault or for the punishment of it either felt or feared This is a needfull quaere Herein many deceive themselves seeing men are commonly more sensible of the evill of smart then of the evill of fault and of sin and if their sorrow be either only by sorrowing more for the punishment then for sin or more for the shame and punishment of sin in this life or in hell then for the fault it is unfound howsoever it may seem or be pretended to be only for the sin Many herein being like one Polus an Actor who being to act a sorrowfull part on the stage to move him thereunto had secretly conveyed into a corner of the Stage his fathers or some dear friends Urne in which were the ashes of the deceased on which whiles he looked his sorrow was so much the more excited only with this difference he being to fain sorrow came thus to act it truly and truly to mourn these while they pretend to sorrow truly for their sin do it but in seeming for sin but truly for the punishment of it on which their eie is chiefly set Howsoever it is a good sign when men grieve when Gods hand is upon them or threatned It is not denied but that men may and ought to shew themselves sensible of and grieve for the punishment of their sin be it present and incumbent whether it be publike or private and personall or imminent and only threatned Nay it is an ill sign for men not to be moved in such case but to give themselves to feasting and jollity when God by his judgements calls to weeping and mourning Jer. 5.3 as Isai 22.12 13 14. where God threatens the want of it and elsewhere complains by his Prophet that though he had stricken them yet they grieved not And the best men in such case fear and tremble most and shew greatest humiliation The best do it as David in time of pestilence 2 Sam. 24.17 Jehoshaphat when God threatned an invasion 2 Chron. 20.3 4. and generally the godly in their own and the Churches miseries So true converts do mourn even in respect of the evill and miserie which their sin threatens them withall as reverencing his Word and are made to fear the falling into the like sins again as Job 31.23 The reason hereof is Because they reverence Gods Word and fear all signs of his anger And this God pleaseth to sanctifie as a beginning of saving sorrow as in these converts in my Text. So that we here conclude as formerly we have shewed that it is a sign of an ungracious and hard heart that is not some way humbled under the tokens of Gods wrath on or towards our selves or others and that such come short of many Reprobates To tremble at Gods word and judgements a good sign as of Pharaoh Ahab Jehoram c. 1 Kings 21.29 and 2 Kings 6.30 And on the other hand it is a good sign of true sorrow indeed and such as God doth accept of when men tremble at Gods word and at the tokens of his displeasure Isa 66.1 2. so do hearts truly humbled which howsoever before they were stout and stubborn against God and relented not at his judgements yet now an angry word of God humbles them And when it is so as it was with good King Josiah Such as are not humbled at Judgements and at the word are not sound 2 Kings 22.10 11. its a good sign of a heart truly compunct contrite and humbled Let such look to this as hearing of Gods judgements with Ahah doe quarrell with the Minister as he with Micaiah as never speaking good unto them far are they from the humble spirit of good K. Hezekiah who though he had sinned through pride yet soon humbled himself for it when Isaiah so sore threatned him saying 2 Chro. 32.26 Isai 39.8 Good is the word of the Lord which thou hast spoken A heart truly humbled for sin and hating it can be content to have it searched out by the word discovered and reproved Yet such sorrow is not enough Psal 139.24 Yet though it be a thing needfull that in reverence to God to his Word and threatnings men do humble themselves under Gods hand and stroke and in apprehension of his dipleasure befalling or otherwise due for their sins unlesse it be also and chiefly for sin yet this is to be taken as a sign of true contrition and saving sorrow when withall or chiefly their sorrow is for sin and upon the sight thereof as it was in Josiah and Hezekiah more then for punishment who formerly had tasted of Gods goodness and now finding God displeased upon the breach of his Commandments and by reason of the dishonours done unto him melt into teares and sorrow and in true grief of heart for their own and peoples sin seek to appease his wrath by humbling of themselves If then we would know whether our sorrow be sound and good we must try and consider whether it be for sin or for the punishment of sin and that first when Gods hand of correction is upon us for our sin Hypocrites may then humble themselves as is said but true converts only mourn and are humbled for sin as cause of those judgements yea more for the sin then for the judgement Such was the sorrow of David who was willing to endure punishment The judgement and evill inflicted they are most willing to undergoe but the sin procuring it is intollerable as we see in David when for his sin the Pestilence devoured his people in whose multitude and strength he trusted too much and gloried Lo saith he I have sinned and I have
in sin did my mother warme as it is in the Originall 5 For bosome sins or conceive me Psal 51.5 5 Is thy sorrow as much for thy beloved bosome and darling sins such as have brought thee in unlawfull gain delight and pleasure and have procured thee favour respect yea advancement it may be with and from evill men as for other sins not so much feeding thy corruption By this I beleeve many mens sorrow will be found too light whilest their hearts are not so much pricked and wounded for these their sins as that the Word and Ministers of God will not suffer them without galling their conscience and with quietness and false peace to enjoy them still 6 For sins of the first Table aswel as the second 6 Is thy sorrow for thy sins against the first Table or four first Commandments of the Law as well as for sins against the second Table respecting more immediately thy neighbour and against the second as well as first 1. It may be it would be thy grief if thou hadst offended dishonoured and disrespected thy father or thy mother thy Magistrate and thy Prince but canst thou as truly mourn for the dishonour done to God If thy father on earth shew his displeasure and spit in thy face Numb 12.14 it may be thou wouldst be ashamed seven dayes but art thou so when thou provokest God to anger I know if any of you should kill a man though uupurposedly it would trouble your conscience somewhat and be grief unto you but I doubt whether when you do that which God accounts an offence equal to murther as when the Jew killed an oxe in sacrfice to God trusting in the work done and living without faith repentance and reformation of life or as when the Christian comes unreverently and in his sins to the Lords table and eats and drinks unworthily you are any whit troubled in conscience for the same when of the one God said hee that killeth an oxe is as if hee slew a man Isa 66.3 and so he that prayeth heareth and offers other Christian sacrifices without an heart humble and contrite penitent and beleeving is the like and of the other S. Paul Whosoever shall eat this bread and drink this cup of the Lord unworthily shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord as if he had been the Judas or the Pilate or one of the Jews who crucified him Thou again maist perhaps be ashamed of adultery to do thy penance for it as in Popery c. but yet please thy self in thy spiritual adultery against God going a whoring from under him by thine idolatries and superstitions and shew no shame sorrow or grief for it And so on the other hand and for sins against the second Table as well as against the first Thou maist be troubled some way in conscience if thou shouldst worship an Idol frame ceremonies and superstitions of mens devising break out into blasphemy taking Gods name in vain or into open profanation of the Sabbath but yet makest no conscience and art not troubled for dishonouring thy parents and superiours speaking evill of lawfull authority or otherwise offending against thy neighbours life wife or chastity goods or good name either by sins of commission or of omission towards them Jam. 1.27 This is no true Religion nor is the other godly sorrow if thou sorrowest not alike for these 7 For evil cleaving to our best actions 7 Canst or dost thou as well sorrow for thy failings and imperfections or for thy unworthy and unprepared and unreverent medling with holy things in thy hearing preaching praying and communicating at the Lords Table as for thy omission of such duties or commission of evils and sins apparently forbidden There is an evill cleaving oftentimes to our best performances through distractions carelesnesse irreverence confidence in the doing of the duty do these things trouble thy conscience or not Grosse and open sins would perhaps trouble thee but are these things a trouble and burthen to thee I am sure they should and wee should put away by hearty sorrow and amendment the evils even of our best doings and sacrifices Isa 1.16 Dost thou judge thy self as thou oughtest even for want of due preparation to the Sacrament thou shouldst so do as well as for open profanenesse seeing there is sin and dishonour done to God in the one as well as in the other To conclude Thou must know that thou truely grievest not for any sin as it is sin and with respect to God if thou grievest not for all known sins and that particularly if as one well saith thy very unprofitablenesse idlenesse peevishnesse unconstancie trouble thee not yea I add if thy hardnesse of heart and thy want of grieving as thou shouldst grieve do not grieve thee 2 If thy sorrow be right and good for sin as sin it will also be thy grief to see and know others to sin against God 2 True sorrow is also for sin in others and by sin to dishonour him to disgrace Religion and profession and to cast away their own souls This is the property of true mourners Ezek. 9.4 Thus mourned David Psalm 119.136 and Lot 2 Pet. 2.6 So should wee mourn for the sins of the Land For the sins of the Land Town or place where we live especially if Gods judgements be upon the same or towards it and that more for the sins provoking God then for the judgements themselves as in the aforesaid examples Sometimes in case of Pestilence War Famine and other great evils and dangers wee meet and are called together to fast and pray to mourn and humble our selves and otherwise are much disquieted and vexed but what is the true cause of our mourning is it as it should be our own sins or the sins of the Land place or Kingdome Nay alas these are least thought of or at least but generally acknowledged and slightly bewailed a signe our sorrow is not for sin or with respect to God but to our selves So of our families if they be the sins of our own Families wee cannot approve our own sorrow for our own sins such as it should be if we do not also mourn for and bewail the sins thereof as of our own children as Job did Chapt. 1.5 of our parents and fore-fathers as Nehemiah did Nehem 1.6 and Daniel Chap. 9.8 and one of another of those that are neerest us every family mourning apart Zech. 12.12 and as the Corinthians were blamed for not mourning for the sin of Incest committed by one of them As wee are to shew a generall dislike of sin in all even in those that in other respects are neer and dear unto us as King Asa who allowed not his mother in her Idolatry 1 King 15.12 so should wee both shew our care and endeavour to reclaim others from their sins but however mourn to God for them if wee can do no more Such as regard not
faith and repentance to their sacrifices as types of Christ testifying their self-deniall confession of their guiltiness and their faith in Christ by presenting the sacrifice to the Priest to die in their stead so taken by the wisest by laying their hand upon the head of the same as it were so translating their guiltsness to it But most through their ignorance and error offered their sacrifices without respect to Christ though much mistaken by most who rested in outward works rested in the bare work done without saith repentance or renovation of their lives made God beholding to them for their pains and cost and in a word sought their justification therefrom as Papists in great part at least seek to be justified by works This I will not say but might be the meaning of that young man who came to Christ saying Good master what good thing shall I do that I may have eternall life Mat. 19.16 17. and Christ to convince him answers him accordingly If thou wilt enter into life keep the commandements And of those in John Joh. 6.28 What shall we doe that we might work the works of God yet these here did not so But we cannot conceive that these here yea or any truly touched in conscience for sin did any whit aim at or trust to any works or worth of their own No who being convinced of their guiltinesse and danger they are now and not till now convinced of their sin of crucifying Christ are afraid of his power and justice and seek nothing more then his favour and pardon only they know not how to obtain it conceiving it a thing not wholly impossible therefore finding and seeing no help in themselves either from any worthiness or goodness renounce themselves and seek direction from the Apostles wisedome or power of theirs they renouncing themselves in all these seek direction from the Apostles saying What shall we do as conceiving God would not deal with them as with stocks or save them unwillingly but by directing them to that way and course whereby they might attain to his favour not limiting God to the condition of works which thus they confesse in effect were none good in them seeing their ill deeds put them into this perplexity in all self-deniall but seeking pardon and life some other way unto which they should be directed being resolved to follow such directions given them by the Apostles of Christ who knew his will and mind though it were with the losse of all name credit with men wealth who are directed liberty yea temporall life it self and that they were injoyned any thing though never so hard harsh to the flesh or hazardous to faith and repentance Therefore as our Saviour directed those Jewes to saith in him saying to their demand Joh. 6.29 This is the work of God that ye beleeve on him whom he hath sent and John tells us This is his commandement 1 John 3.23 that we should beleeve on the Name of his Son Jesus Christ So Paul directed the jaylor and Peter here these Jewes to faith baptisme and repentance things to be done yet not barely at works but as leading to Christ though not barely to be rested in as works but as they lead to Christ being sanctified of God to that end and all of them implying self-deniall And it is Gods manner to bring men to despair in themselves before they can hope in him to throw away all their own works and righteousnesse as so many Idols and to say with Ephraim repenting Hos 14.8 What have I to do any more with Idols And with Paul Acts 9.6 who also at his conversion asked the like question Lord what wilt thou have me to do Phil. 3.7 8 9. What things were gain to me those I accounted losse for Christ for whom I have suffered the losse of all things and do count them but dung that I may win Christ and be found in him not having mine own righteousness which is of the Law Reasons why we must deny our selves in matter of salvation especially but that which is through the faith of Christ the righteousnesse which is of God by faith And good reason for it he seeks as our good so his own honour thereby And therefore injoynes us in our Ministery by which men are converted and saved to convince men to make them know and acknowledge all their abominations Ezek. 16.2 to beat them out of themselves to take them off their own bottoms and roots that so we may ingraffe them into Christ the true Vine 1. Gods glory even that of his free grace in a word by the Law to make them know their sin and impotencie that whether he save or passe them by yet every mouth might be stopped and all the world may become guilty before God Rom. 3.19 20. to 26. or subject to the judgement of God and that their justification may be acknowledged to be freely by grace and not at all of works And as God on his part will have it thus for his own glory even the glory of his own free grace Ephes 1.6 so it is fit that we as we desire or expect the salvation of our souls do seek it out of our selves and that for these two reasons 2. We are so to do because 1. All the causes of salvation are without us Acts 16. Ephes 2.8 First All the causes of salvation are without our selves 1. God the Father is the author of it 2. Christ the purchaser 3. The Holy Ghost the applier and perswader of the heart 4. The Word preached the outward means which God sends whither and to whom only he pleaseth And 5. Faith the instrument whereby we lay hold on salvation and on Christ yet it is the work of God Joh. 6.29 And his gift which we have not by nature or of our selves but by the mighty working of his power Eph. 1.18 19. 2. It is not in man to direct his steps neither is the way of man in himself Jer. 10.3 Our wits are uncapable of heavenly mysteries 1 Cor. 2.14 2. Because of our natural ignorance and impotency to save our selves Our wisedome foolishness 1 Cor. 1.19 20. Our reason enmity against God and his Law Rom. 8.7 Our own thoughts and purposes evill Gen. 8.21 Our knowledge and affections brutish Jer. 10.14 Psal 73.22 Our new birth is not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man but of God Joh. 1.13 1 Pet. 1.23 24 25. For all flesh is grasse and all the grace thereof as the flower of the field c. So that we must be quite turned out of our selves and be born again Joh. 3.3 and become as little children Mat. 18.3 else we cannot see the Kingdom of God Our new birth is a new Creation and that is properly a motion from nothing or not-being to something or to a being Now Being is double Our new birth
our lives for the brethren 1 Joh. 3.16 and to refuse no hazards be we in never so great even for the temporall good and safety of many especially as we see in the resolution of noble Queen Esther Esther 4.16 I will go in unto the King which is not according to the Law and if I perish I perish Yea of some one it may be if eminent and of great use to the Church as Paul was for whose life Priscilla and Aquila laid down their own necks Rom. 16.4 SECT 6. Secondly in things spirituall as in duties gifts c. 2. Things spirituall in which we are to deny our selves 2. THe things spirituall in which we are in some case to deny our selves whether they be of a more common nature or peculiar to the Elect after their calling for I list not here curiously to distinguish they are both duties and graces or gifts received 1. For duties 1. Duties I have instanced already in profession of Christ in faith in repentance in obedience yea and in some kind of Self-deniall it self 1. Ordinary unto all which self-deniall is requisite unto which I refer Only I may adde that not any of these Page 326. both spirituall being otherwise performed in the best manner are to be rested in as they are duties required of us or as they are workes wrought and acted by us And as they are Graces and gifts of God in us I shall shew how we are to deny our selves in them under that head and outward The like I say of all other duties whatsoever of mens hearing and coming to Church of mens preaching praying fasting giving almes and in the doing of other good works and great works if it were building of Churches casting out divels though in Christs name if it were the giving of mens bodies to be burned or what else soever it were which men doe in obedience active or passive Men in all these must deny themselves All which must be done in submission 1. To Go and his glory Matth. 6.1 2 5 16. and ch 23.5 and 7.22 Phil. 1.15 16. Isai 58.2 3. Zach. 7.5 6.2 In love towards others 1 Cor. 13.1 2 3. not stand upon them as their works or as things promeriting God and binding him simply unto them not ascribe merit or satisfaction unto them but subordinate them all in humble submission to Gods only glory not their own as yet the Scribes and Pharisees false Apostles and generally hypocrites do who doe all to be seen of men and so they pray fast not to God but to themselves Secondly in charitie to the good and edification of the Church and of their brethren and with such intention and respects more to others then to themselves without which others may reap some good but themselves lose all thanks yea and reward with God 2 Extraordinary God only is to be obeyed by a blind obedience by the example of Abraham Yea in some case and in some kind of duty injoyned by God though the same seem contrary not only to nature and to right reason but to some other precept or promise of God there when once his will is evidently made known God is simply and in some sence blindly to be obeyed Such blind obedience as this is due not to man at all in the things of God especially but only to God himselfe So Abraham who against hope beleeved in hope Rom. 4.18 and being bid to take his son Isaac his only Isaac whom he loved and offer him for a burnt offering unto God he obeyed Gen. 22.2 3. though it might seem to be against humanity fatherly affection in him against the Law of God in his heart Thou shalt not kill yea which more is against the truth and promise of God seeing if Isaac perished the whole salvation of all the seed and children of Abrahams saith Hebr. 11.17 18 19. might seem in him to perish yet it s said By faith Abraham when he was tried offered up Isaac and he that had received the promises offered up his only begotten son of whom it was said Israelites Exod. 11.3 and 12.35 that in Isaac shall thy seed be called c. So the Israelites borrowed Jewels of silver and gold and raiment of the Egyptians at Gods command at their going out of Egypt and so spoiled the Egyptians though it seem contrary to the Law in their hearts Phinehas Numb 25.7 8. and shortly after written by Moses Thou shalt not steal So in other extraordinary cases instincts heroicall motions from God as in the examples of Phinehas killing offendors though he were no publique Magistrate of Ehud slaying Eglon. In such cases which now are ceased or become very rare Gods will once distinctly known and revealed and Ehud Judg. 3.15 16 21. must without any questioning or disputing against it be obeyed and not man and men deny themselves in their own reason otherwise Their only reason is Gods command And this honour belongs only unto God whom his people ought obey without asking a reason But for men they are only to be obeyed in God and for God and not without other reason from Gods word given then their will and command so that the tyrannicall will of the Pope and Popish superiours Hebr. 13.17 who command or injoyn the murthering of Princes and others and the observation of many things contrary to Gods law cannot hereby be justified 2. Gifts and graces of all sorts are to be denied Secondly for gifts and graces received of what sort soever they be common or proper and those either Ministeriall or saving and peculiar to the Elect In all these I say we are to denie our selves and subordinate all unto God to his power and glory and to the good and edification of others In all which be what they will be we must learn to say and that from the heart Psal 115 1. Not unto us O Lord not unto us but unto thy Name give glory for thy mercie and for thy truths sake Mercie in promising and Truth in performing As 1. our knowledge 1. Is it knowledge we have though we understood all mysteries and all knowledge if we deny not our selves in it glorifie not God and in charity edifie not others by it all is nothing It puffeth up so that if any thinke that he knoweth any thing he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know 1 Tim. 6.3 4. 1 Cor. 8.1 2. and 13.2 Such an one is proud or a fool knowing nothing The more any truly knowes himselfe the more he will deny himself 2. Abilitie to do well as to beleeve c. 2. Is it any ability to do well to convert beleeve repent which we receive or suppose we receive from the word we must not stand upon it with God but denie our selves so far therein as to seek further strength and power from God to will actually and do what otherwise is in our power
wherein we must neither chuse our own wayes 2 As in matter of salvation we are to shew our selves heartily to obey God so in matters of Religion where we must not do what seemeth good in our own eyes Deut. 12.8 nor chuse our own wayes Isa 66.3 nor walk in our own counsels Psal 81.12 nor enquire how Idolaters serve their Idol gods nor imitate Idolaters saying even so will I do likewise Deut. 12.30 thou shalt not do so to the Lord thy God that is not onely not serve idols which thing the heathen did but not serve the Lord after the manner that the heathen served their Idols so that not only the worship of false gods but false or idolatrous worship of the true God and all imitation of Idolaters is condemned Lev. 18.3 This was the sin of King Ahaz in sending to Vriah the Priest at Jerusalem as did King Ahaz the fashion of the Altar which was at Damascus and the pattern of it according to all the workmanship of it on which the morning burnt-offering and evening meat-offering c. were burnt yet not to idols but to the Lord 2 King 16.10 -15. And this is the sin of such as have lately transformed the outward face of Religion and of Gods pure worship and as others of late among our selves into mimicall gestures and superstitious observations fetched and borrowed from the Idolatrous Papists and Priests of Antichrist But in offering our selves ready to obey either God or man in the matter and for the manner of Gods worship and service Gods word must be our only rule we must look to Gods onely will and word So that what he commandeth that onely must we do Deut. 12.31 32. Where we see how God appointeth his own word and law to be the onely rule of his service without imitating the customes of others or divising any thing of our own Whatsoever thing I command you observe to do it thou shalt not add thereto nor diminish from it And good reason for it Why for as we cannot see the light of the Sun but by that light which the Sun it self affordeth so what man or yet Angel knoweth what is pleasing and acceptable to God in his worship either for the matter or manner of it but so far onely as God himself shall please to make it known to him All other worship how specious soever and gilded over with fair pretences of reverence to him and his sanctuary of zeal and devotion is such as of which God will say as once he said of some such like specious and glorious abominations learnt of the heathen I commanded it not neither came it into my heart Psal 106.35 36 37. Jer. 7.31 And to such worshippers When ye come to appear before me who hath required this at your hand to tread my courts Isa 1.12 Lastly and generally Christians must offer their service to God and be content to be at his command and appointment in all things 3. Of obedience generally where we like the Centurions servants must obey God whither he bid us cheerfully and readily obeying him in all things how hard or hazardous soever they may seem herein like to the Centurions souldiers Mat. 8.9 I say to this man Go and he goeth and to another come and he cometh and to my servant do this and he doth it So that if 1. God send us to any place suppose it be of danger and say Go we must go though we know not what may befall us there other then bonds and afflictions as it was with Paul Acts 20.22 23 24. So it was with the seventy Disciples to whom Christ said Go your waies behold I send you forth as lambes among wolves 1. Go though it be to places of danger Luke 10.3.17 They went readily and returned joyfully And if our hearts were humbled as they should be no command would be too hard for us The Prophet Isaiah being humbled and terrified by a vision of the Lord in his glory and hearing the Lord asking Whom shall I send and who will go for us presently offers himself and saith Here I am send me A true tender heart such as was in these converts is fit to run on any errand 2. Or come after him 2. If God call and bid us come and follow him we must run and come willingly as when Christ saw Simon and Andrew his brother casting a net into the sea and said unto them Come ye after me they straightway forsook their nets and followed Mark 1.17 18. So when God in a vision called Paul saying Come over into Macedonia Acts 16.9 10. he presently endeavoured to go into Macedonia in obedience to Gods call So Abraham obeyed Gods call and went out not knowing whither he went Heb. 11.8 And if God bid us come though into danger though into a place of danger we must obey and depend on his presence and assistance as when Christ bade Peter come to him on the water Matth. 14.28 29. In like manner if when our brother hath ought against us and Christ bid us leave our gift and go and first be reconciled Matth. 5.23 24. and then come and offer our gift we must obey and not presume to come otherwise either to Gods Table or yet Temple And if Christ say to any that labour and are heavy laden with sin come unto me how much more when he bids us come to him for case and I will refresh you such must not in a nicenesse or pretence of their unworthinesse withdraw but come by prayer and faith being assured that though they be unworthy to come to ask or receive mercy yet Gods command is worthy to be obeyed and his promise of giving rest to such is worthy to be beleeved They should be of good comfort for the Master calleth them as was said to blind Bartimeus for refreshing Marke 10.49 So when Christ now by his messengers in the Gospel calls us to partake of the great supper Luke 14.17 c. 24. saying Come for all things are now ready It will be accounted not only unmannerliness but disobedience in an high degree if upon any pretence or excuse we refuse and such disobedience and contempt of the word will exclude us heaven Rom. 10.16 Such want of obedience to the Gospel Christ takes as a great neglect of him wherewith he upbraided the Jewes and may us Ye will not come to me that ye might have life Joh. 5.40 So for safety Rev. 18.4 Or 3. do anything Gen. 22.2 3. Hebr. 11.17 18. come out of Babylon 3. If God bid us do this and command and injoyn us the doing of any thing though never so crosse to our not carnall only but naturall desires we must obey as Abraham in offering of Isaac There should be a gracious eccho of the soul to God of whatsoever he saith to us in his word such as was in holy David Psal 27.8 When thou saidst seek ye
my face my heart said unto thee thy face Lord will I seek And elsewhere Lo I come Psal 40.7 8. I delight to do thy will O my God yea thy law is within my heart This was chiefly verified in Christ who herein is an example to us Hebr. 10.5 so if God call us to suffer of whom also we must learn to become obedient if need be unto death even the death of the Crosse that is the most shamefull painfull and accursed death if we bee called thereunto for his names sake Rev. 2.10 In all these we must obey First before laying aside 1. All excuses Now in all these whether in matters of salvation religion and worship or of obedience generally we are being called to obey God cheerfully and sincerely as is said laying aside before 1. all excuses whereby we shew our selves both to obey as did Moses Exod. 4.1 2. 10.13 with whom God was therefore angry vers 14. Where God injoynes any thing hard dangerous and impossible to us we must trust to his promised assistance which is ever implied 2. 2. All delayes All delayes I made haste said David and delayed not to keep thy Commandments 3. All feares Psal 119.60 3. All feares such feares would not excuse Saul in his disobedience but increased his sin as fearing man more then God 1 Sam. 15.24 Let us hear what God said to Jeremy Whatsoever I command thee thou shalt speake Be not afraid of their faces for I am with thee to deliver thee saith the Lord be not dismayed at their faces lest I confound thee before them Jer. 1.7 8 17. Yea let us consider what Christ saith to his Disciples and to us incouraging and comforting against persecution Fear not them which kill the body but are not able to kill the soul but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell Matth. 10.28 2. After we have done any thing which is good 1. Let us lay aside all opinion of merit Secondly After we must 1. Renounce merit and empty and cast down our selves before him confessing that as Christ adviseth us when we shall have done all those things which are commanded us we are unprofitable servants we have done that which was our duty to do Luke 17.10 Can a man be profitable unto God as he that is wise may be profitable to himself Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous Job 22.2 3. understand it of our gratifying and adding ought to God which he hath not otherwise our obedience rightly performed is a thing pleasing and acceptable to him If thou be righteous what givest thou him or what receiveth he at thine hand Job 35.7 Our well doing extendeth not to him Psal 16.2 neither for our works faith or any other grace done or foreseen to be done Rom. 3.28 and 9 11. hath he saved us and called us but according to his own purpose and grace which was given us in Christ Iesus before the world began 2 Tim. 1.9 and Tit. 2.5 2. And as we are to renounce merit so are we not to rest in any duty done by us though never so good and holy and not performed without some assistance from Christ 2. Not rest in the duty done so as to thinke the duty is good and commanded which we have done yea and we as we thinke have done it with a good heart and intention too therefore our estate is good and we doubt not of salvation Indeed duties sincerely and in poverty of spirit and self-deniall performed are testimonies of true faith and so of election as being effects of the same and may assure us as hath been said of our finall perseverance and salvation 2 Pet. 1.10 But then we must not take up therewith and rest therein as done by our selves or own strength or for our selves and our own ends unlesse as we acknowledge them to proceed from the free and powerfull grace of God in us so they carry us further even to Christ and that wee give God the glory of his grace in us and expect acceptance only from his favour and grace and good will in his Christ with whom only he is well pleased and accept of us and all we doe in his beloved Eph. 1.6 It s a sign of one left to himself and out of Christ as yet to rest in his own legall righteousness and to take up with the performance simply of his duty but of denying our selves in duty formerly SECT 2. An Exhortation to obedience with the comfort of it at Christs coming contra Conclusion of all exhorting and shewing the needfulness 1 Of submitting our selves to the word at first NOw for the conclusion of this and of the whole Treatise how will it concern us all first to become and truly to be as these converts here ready to submit in all things to the convictions and ordering of Gods holy word in the ministerie of it to be guided by it to embrace Christ upon his own termes not barely by outward profession but by answering effectually our baptisme and by performing the vowes and promises there made wherein we seem to make as free an offer and to profess as much if not more and as fair as these here and by an effectuall faith in Christ and obedience and submission to the Gospell 2. Of living according to it over after Secondly to walk constantly with God throughout the course of our whole lives according to the only rule of his Word framing our selves to the obedience thereof as in the main business of our salvation so in the religion worship and service of God and generally in all duties both of our generall and particular callings and that constantly to the end Thus doing besides the true and full content and satisfaction 1. The comfort of so doing at Christs coming which for the present we shall find to our wounded 02 consciences if ever we be truly pricked in heart for our sins it will be matter of unspeakeable comfort for us to be found when Christ comes to us either by death or by the last judgement and shall find us each one walking in his uprightness or before him Isa 57.2 Oh blessed and for ever blessed is that servant whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing Matth. 24.46 When Christ shall come and find us his servants hard at work watching and in a readiness nor only to every good work but at his coming ready to give up our acounts to him with joy With what boldness may such stand before the Lamb as not only being now at peace with him but found in his service and doing his work when hee comes and his reward with him Paul was such an one who as at his first conversion submitted to the voice of Christ as we see in Paul and by his confidence at death and freely offered himself to do whatsoever Christ should direct him to saying Lord what