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who_o change_n and_o alteration_n proceed_v not_o from_o godly_a sorrow_n and_o touch_v of_o conscience_n for_o sin_n let_v it_o not_o suffice_v we_o that_o in_o many_o thing_n we_o have_v reform_v our_o way_n for_o so_o do_v herod_n judas_n and_o many_o other_o temporary_a believer_n but_o alas_o this_o reformation_n be_v not_o ground_v upon_o true_a humiliation_n and_o so_o at_o length_n it_o come_v to_o nought_o as_o a_o unfounded_a building_n and_o therefore_o by_o humiliation_n first_o dig_v we_o deep_a in_o our_o heart_n and_o cast_v out_o the_o rot_a and_o unsound_a ground_n and_o so_o build_v we_o excellent_a be_v the_o counsel_n of_o christ_n to_o lukewarm_a laodicea_n be_v zealous_a that_o be_v reform_v the_o fault_n of_o thy_o lukewarmnesse_n 3._o revel_v 3._o but_o withal_o he_o add_v and_o repent_v namely_o of_o thy_o lukewarmnesse_n let_v the_o reformation_n of_o thy_o fault_n be_v ground_v on_o sound_a sorrow_n for_o it_o so_o may_v i_o say_v to_o the_o covetous_a be_v 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conscience_n deal_v with_o they_o speak_v in_o a_o manner_n unto_o they_o as_o god_n speak_v to_o the_o jew_n why_o shall_v we_o smite_v you_o any_o more_o since_o you_o fall_v away_o more_o and_o more_o you_o set_a light_n by_o our_o warning_n we_o will_v even_o give_v over_o 5._o isay_n 1._o 5._o conscience_n be_v god_n officer_n and_o it_o be_v set_v by_o god_n to_o do_v the_o best_a office_n that_o can_v be_v to_o us._n but_o when_o god_n see_v his_o officer_n not_o regard_v he_o will_v discharge_v he_o of_o his_o office_n when_o a_o wound_n be_v not_o take_v in_o time_n the_o flesh_n fester_v and_o grow_v dead_a and_o rot_a so_o also_o it_o fare_v with_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n a_o wound_a conscience_n neglect_v will_v grow_v a_o dead_a conscience_n o_o then_o howsoever_o thou_o may_v set_v light_n by_o the_o check_n and_o rebuke_n of_o man_n and_o may_v shake_v off_o they_o yet_o never_o reject_v or_o con-contemne_a the_o check_n of_o conscience_n in_o any_o case_n take_v 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