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sadness_n and_o horror_n for_o sin_n that_o i_o have_v little_a hope_n etc._n etc._n yea_o but_o consider_v he_o that_o i_o counsel_v thou_o to_o seek_v make_v the_o seven_o star_n and_o orion_n and_o turn_v the_o shadow_n of_o death_n into_o the_o morning_n and_o will_v do_v fargreat_a wonder_n for_o thy_o soul_n if_o thou_o will_v believe_v the_o prophet_n that_o thou_o may_v prosper_v if_o thou_o will_v trust_v in_o he_o he_o will_v quick_o turn_v the_o tumultuous_a roar_n of_o thy_o conscience_n into_o perfect_a peace_n thou_o will_v keep_v he_o in_o perfect_a peace_n who_o mind_n be_v stay_v on_o thou_o because_o he_o trust_v in_o thou_o isai._n 26._o 3._o the_o prophet_n therefore_o to_o prevent_v all_o scruple_n and_o exception_n in_o this_o kind_n call_v upon_o they_o thus_o seek_v he_o that_o make_v the_o seven_o star_n and_o orion_n etc._n etc._n 2._o second_o lay_v these_o two_o together_o to_o bring_v honey_n out_o of_o the_o rock_n and_o oil_n out_o of_o the_o flinty_a 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