a woman in true conjugall affection looke at no more but at the very bare man True love to Christ wherein it is if there be true love in her towards him she is content to have him though she have nothing else but his person so if our hearts be truly set upon Christ we are content to have him though wee should never see good day with him though wee should never see peace of conscience with him though no comfort of grace in him yet would the soule say that is truely affected to Christ give me Christ and I have enough who or what is there besides Christ What is there Why there is variety of excellent graces But whom have I in earth but thee As if ye should put all other things in comparison against or with Christ they are nothing to him then surely you have Christ But how much will this discord from the fellowship of Christ the Sonnes and Daughters of men who when they see the costlinesse of the wayes of Christ they will neither seeke after Christ nor his benefits But as for pardon of sin as it passeth all understanding so it passeth their desires And for peace of conscience they hope they have a good conscience or if not they doe not search to know it and as for the graces of the spirit and subduing of lusts they have a good hope and beleive as well as the best And for the Kingdome of glory they hope if God grant them mercy they shall come to heaven at the last These men are far from having the Lord Jesus and life in him they are so far off from seeking the Sonne as that they do not so much as seek those mercies and benefits which in Christ are conveyed to their soules they neither have him nor none of his They say to the Almighty depart from us for we desire not the knowledg of thy law Job 21.14 of such God saith They would have none of me Psal 81.11 not only have him but none of him that is nothing that was his not any saving benefit of his the world we would have but none of those choyce and heavenly blessings of Christ no pardon of sin no peace of conscience no care of Christianity or faithfull Ministery no feare of God nor keeping of his Commandements deare hearts for us how shall we ever conceive that ever we should have life in Christ when we doe not so much as desire the very benefits of Christ which yet a man may desire and loose all too and when a man hath not so much as an affection to the things of Christ it is very dangerous But secondly when a man is in this case that there is a desire in a man after the benefits of Christ more then after Christ himselfe all this while you want that sincerity upon which Christ wil give us a comfortable meeting and speake peace to our soules we are not yet come to that condition as in which he wil say My wel-beloved thou art all faire and there is no spot in thee he yet sees not a true conjugall affection in us towards him so as that though we should never finde grace nor glory by him yet he is the chiefe desire of our soules Suppose a woman should see a man that hath a desire after her but he chiefly aimes at her estate to provide for himselfe and looks no further wonder not if she should say to him You seek not me but mine she may wel rid her hands of him in such a case and truly so is the case here between us the Lord Jesus so long as he findes that we come to him and seek and pray and wrastle and what would we have Oh pardon of sinne and peace of conscience and power of grace to be but as other Christians are that we could pray and beleeve as they doe and finde such comfort as they have and this is the thing that the soule is chiefly set upon now all this while that we come thus to Christ we must not think that Christ is to blame if he tarry a little longer then we expect for we may seek him and not finde him because we seeke not so much him as his benefits and the rich treasures of grace and mercy and peace that are layed up in him without measure the greatest part of the world doe not love their soules nor the Lord Jesus so wel as to love him for his grace and goodnesse sake but yet among better men there is a world of selfe love many a man would have his sinne pardoned because he would have his conscience at quiet we may thanke our selves for such affections as these not but that such affections may spring from the grace of God for men by nature never dreame of such things as these be but yet though such affections may spring from the grace of God yet you shall ever finde such soules to detaine the grace of God in unrighteousnesse and out of selfe love use them all to their owne ends and looke not that God may be glorified in and by them nor that his wil be done but oh that the soule might have peace and that sinne might be pardoned and there it rests When our desires is chiefly set upon spirituall gifts if wee loose much comfort and fellowship with Christ that else we might have had we must not marvell at it for our desires are set not chiefly upon Christ but upon the things of Christ our desire is not after the person but after the goods and benefits of Christ Observe the Apostles expression Rom. 8.32 He hath given us his owne Sonne he doth not say he that hath given us peace and pardon of sinne will not he give all other things also Or wil not he give us Christ He reasons not from Christs benefits to Christ but thus he reasons He that hath given us his owne Sonne will with his Sonne and after his Sonne give us all other things At the second hand comes in all these benefits of pardon of sinne and strength of grace and power against our lusts c. these things come in as attendants upon the former and therefore if God give us first to looke at Christ that in him we have life of justification and sanctification and consolation eternall glory peace and grace and all then we have him and life in him else we may have the outward comforts but stand long enough at Christs Bed-chamber doore before he let us in Let it therefore be a word of direction and exhortation to every soul that desires to have that truth of life and peace and grace wrought in his heart that wil never dye have you respect chiefly to the Lord Jesus Christ and long and seeke more after him then after all Spirituall blessings and much more above all worldly blessings If you shall therefore refuse Christ because you thinke he is but a melancholly person you wil never have him if you stand upon
glory of his name in the defence of his truth and from his owne hand it deares us not we sit downe quietly under the hand of Christ as knowing whose hand it is that is upon us it is a worship of Christ and we debase our selves to worship him when we acknowledge that it is no matter what becomes of us so the will of God be done this is true worship of Christ 1 Sam. 3.18 it was a good Testimony of Elies sincerity when he heard of the wofull Judgment that God would inflict upon his houshould when Samuel had made an end of expressing the whole Judgement saith he it is the Lord let him do what seemeth him good in his owne eyes wherein he fitly expresseth the poynt in hand It is the Lord let him therefore do what he will we have the Lord for our Lord and he is a Lord to us when we give him leave to rule us the Lord hath given and the Lord hath taken away blessed be his name Job 1.20.21 this shewes the subjection of Jobs will to God If he see it good to take all away as he sometime saw it good to give it all this patient submission of the heart to God is an undoubted argument that we have the Lord for our God had we not him for our God the heart of man would so grudge at this that evill which befalls us and would bitterly fall upon Instruments and weary heaven and earth with our moanes and cryes But I held my peace and said nothing for thou Lord hast done it Psal 39.19 a signe we have him for our Lord when in all his providences we acknowledge his good hand in it and he is our Lord if we can so sit downe and not murmure nor grudge against him according to that you read Lam. 3.29 the church complaining of her misery he tells you the frame of her spirit in such a temper the soul now sits alone and keeps silence He hath learned to bear Gods yoake he is yoaked to the will of God to his Commandements to his providence and he puts his mouth in the dust if there may be any hope he is content to lye downe under the hand of God grudges not at it but in quietnesse and silence of heart bears Gods yoak and God is then the God of our Salvation when we keepe silence before him Psal 62.1 this is a solemne worship of God when in the midst of trouble we can quietly sit down when the soul can say I wil bear the indignation of the Lord Mica 7.8 9. when we see the Lords hand in all the punishments and Judgments that befall us and we bear it willingly this is solemnly to worship him and to be wrought upon as clay in the hand of the Potter and in thus doing we have him And if the case should be that we should come to suffer for the name of Christ it is so far off from being matter of murmuring to a Christian man as that he suffers not only patiently but joyfully and if any man suffer for the name of Christ as a Christian let him glorifie God on that behalfe for the spirit of Glory and of God shall rest upon him 1 Pet. 4.14.16 When a man thus worships God patiently submitting himselfe to him and gives up himselfe in his way to be quieted by him this is a true worshiping of Christ and whoever thus worships him hath him though we cannot yet tell whether we have faith or no whether repentance or no whether any true love to God or no yet if we can finde this in us that in our hearts we thus worship the Lord Jesus so highly prize him as the chiefest of ten thousand c. In so doing we worship Christ and in worshiping him we have him but on the other side if we so look at Christ as we can prefer ten thousand other things before him and can sit downe quietly without him if we looke at Christ as a refuse commodity no worth the cheapening and we looke at our selves as the great Omegaes of the world and we would not have our names blemished with seeking after Christ but have greater businesse then that to looke after and we wil be our owne carvers if so then we do not worship Christ and then we have him not and so no redemption by him SERMON II. 1 JOHN 5.12 He that hath the Son hath life and he that hath not the Son hath not life BEcause in Scripture phrase there are more wayes of having Christ requisite for the knowledge of every soul I thought it therefore not amisse to open those other wayes by which in Scripture we are said to have Christ Secondly as therefore we have him first by worshiping of him so secondly we have him by purchase this way of having Christ is expressed to us partly in the parable of the Merchant man Matth. 13.46 Who when he had found a pearle of precious price he sold all that he had and bought it that is one way of having Christ to purchase him to buy him you have the like also held out in Esa 55.1.2 every one that is a thirst come and buy without money or without price wherein the Holy Ghost calleth upon us to receive the Lord Jesus Christ as revealed in his ordinances and he makes a solemne proclamation to all to come to these waters and buy without mony Without mony why without mony or how without mony It is true should a man offer his house full of Treasure for Christ it would be despised Cant. 8.7 and when Simon Magus offered to buy the gifts of the Holy Ghost for mony it was rejected with a curse Act. 9.8 9 10 and if the gift of the Holy Ghost cannot be bought for mony how can the Lord Jesus Christ be bought for mony And yet thus much I say that many times without laying out of mony he cannot be had without parting with money we cannot get him the case so stands that sometimes the holding fast a mans mony le ts go the Lord Jesus Christ you have a famous example in the young man Matth. 19.21 to 24. Where our Saviour shewes how hard a thing it is for a rich man to enter into the Kingdome of Heaven because it is hard for a rich man to part with all that he hath when God calls for it at his hands so that without mony sometimes Christ cannot be had And yet for mony he cannot be had it was upon the point of mony that the Lord Jesus parted with the Pharisees Luke 16.11.12 If you be unfaithfull with the mammon of iniquity who will trust you with true treasure if you use not outward things well who will give you saving grace in Jesus Christ so that sometimes for want of spending of money in a right way many a man looses the Lord Jesus so that though Christ cannot be had for money yet sometimes without expence of mony he cannot be had For opening of
this point there are three Cases in which money must be layed out or else Christ cannot be had and in refusing to lay out money we refuse life in him 1 Case First when the Lord by some speciall command requires it as was the case of the young man in the Gospel there was a speciall commandement given to him not given to every man nor to every rich man nor scarce any man in ordinary course now adayes yet then given to him and now to stick for money and rather lose eternall life then his goods in such a case as this he loseth his life in Christ and upon the same poynt or the like broke Ananias and Saphira it was the common resolution of the Church of God in that Age to sell all that they had and to give to the poore and to live after the same rate that other men did a like proportion to every man and to distribute faithfully to every man as every man had need and as the Apostle saw cause and when they come and keep back part of the price for which their possessions was sold you see how bitter a curse from the presence of the Lord fell upon them they were cut off from the Congregation of Gods people and it is much to be feared cut off from the Lord Jesus Christ and from all hope of eternall life and to stand as a terrible example to the whole Church of God to shew what a dangerous thing it is to stand upon termes with Christ and not to part with money for him they could not have fellowship with the people of God unlesse they parted with all they had and live upon the common distribution but this case is not alwayes But secondly there is another time namely when in case of persecution the market of Christ goes at so high a rate that a man cannot have Christ with any comfort in his soule or peace to his Conscience or purity of heart or life unlesse he hazzard all his estate or a good part of it In buying and selling of a precious commodity a good Chapman wil have it what ever it cost him So Christ is sometimes at an higher and sometimes at a lower rate but whatever he costs him he will have him it is spoken in commendation of the Hebrews that they suffered joyfully the spoyling of their goods Heb. 10.34 to shew you that sometimes it comes to that passe that unlesse a man be content to part with all his goods he cannot have the recompence of reward the Lord Jesus Christ to his soule and therefore the Servants of God have been content to loose all that they had and willing to resigne up all for the maintaining the integrity of their spirits and the purity of their hearts and lives in the presence of God and then let all goe they can suffer the spoyle of all joyfully 3 It is in case that by Gods providence you be cast to live in such Congregations where you cannot have the Ordinances of God but at a great charge as it is the case of many places that unlesse they be at charge for the Ministery of the Gospel it cannot be had then we must communicate freely that way then be not deceived God is not mocked for what a man sowes that shall he also reap Gal. 6.6 7 8 Where the Apostle doth encourage men at such a time as this when the Gospel cannot be had but at great charge then lay out liberally for the Gospel of Christ and he calls it A sowing to the Spirit as a man that layes out his money for an earthly commodity for a good bargaine he reapes corruption so he that sowes of the Spirit shall of the Spirit reape life everlasting When a man layes out his money unto Spirituall ends to obtaine the free passage of the Ordinances of Christ to enjoy the liberty of the Gospel he thereby sowes to the Spirit and shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting for this is the blessing promised unto it such as so sow shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting so that when a man out of a good and honest heart and an hungering desire after Gods Ordinances shall be willing to be at charge for them he hath this promise made to him and it shall be fulfilled He shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting But yet when a man hath layed out his money for this end if he then thinke his money is worthy of Christ he gets him not but this is the first way of having Christ by way of Purchase a seasonable laying out our money for him as God requires it Secondly Christ is to be purchased not so much by money as chiefly this purchase must be made by parting with all those many and strong Lusts and Corruptions and sinfull rebellions of heart by which we keep off Christ from comming into our hearts this is that which the Prophet Esay directs us to Esa 55.7 Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts c. where he tels us what we must give for Christ for sinne is neither money nor moneys worth but he makes a good bargaine that parts with his sins though he should get no Christ for his parting with them He speakes of the first and principall part of the life of a Christian man the life of his Justification that springs from pardon of sinne let a man forsake those sins and lusts that he hath been most carried captive with let a wicked man forgoe his thoughts and wayes both his secret and open sins and let him then turne to God and he will abundantly pardon then God will receive him graciously to the justification of life This is the thing that we must doe this was the point upon which sundry of them that have been hopefull for Religion have broken off from Christ and Christ from them they have forsooke him and he left them Jehu stuck upon this very point he would goe a great way but when it comes as he thinkes to hazzard his title to the Crowne then he will set up the golden Calves when he saw that all must be parted with rather then he would forgoe that without which he could not maintaine his Kingdome he would rather loose Christ then venture the losse of that 2 King 10.29.31 He regarded not to walke in all the Commandements of the Lord and then as he cut short with God in reformation and did not fulfill to walke after the Lord therefore God cut Jehu short of all the hopes of grace that ever he might have attained to vers 32. so that if we cut at a scanting with God and will part with some lusts and corruptions but not with others then will God cut you short of all your hopes of eternall life and it was upon the same termes that Herod fell short of Christ Mar. 6.10 Luk. 3.18 he had done many things according to Johns Ministry but when God would cut him short of Herodias
of the soule is a power to move it selfe and in its place unto spirituall duties that is the true nature of the life of sanctification doe you therefore see a creature no further moving it selfe then according to its lightnesse You shall sometimes have men to move themselves out of their levity come to an eminent duty in the pride of their natures Note and will lift themselves up to some duties but this is not out of an inward principle but out of the lightnesse of their spirits desire to be above Lightness of spirit will move them to this and that duty and rather move from hence then from any inward principle of grace and so sometimes creatures out of their heavinesse and basenesse of minde will be doing spirituall duties but as the one doth them to be seen of men and performe the meere letter of the duty and in the pride of his heart not out of any inward affection to such duties so there be others that for profit sake will move themselves basely unto spirituall duties as Christ said of his Hearers they followed him for loaves Joh. 6.26 so that it is one thing to move to such or such a businesse or to be stirring about such duties out of an inward affection to the duty and inclination of heart and love of such a worke and another thing to be carried to such workes out of an inward levity of nature or because by such duties a man may excell others and goe beyond his neighbours and it is one thing to be acting and stirring in spirituall duties out of an inward love to them and another to performe them out of a base respect to the profit and pleasure that may be found in them in outward peace and rest as sometimes the case so stands that if a man doe betake himselfe to spirituall duties he shall perhaps finde the more favour in the eyes of men and to please authority if it take the better side and so from an heavie basenesse of their hearts to such regards they will have respect unto spirituall duties but these doe not move but as heavie things move downward and light things upward a stone will move downward and fire upward Absolom had a marvellous strong affection to be doing 2 Sam. 15.4 he tels them every man should have justice if he was but made King in the Land so all Israel desired after him but Absolom was now out of his place but as soone as ever he got into the place hee desired the first thing he intended was to cut off his Fathers life an act of the greatest rebellion that ever could be done so that men out of their places are apt to be stirring and moving but it is but either from the basenesse or lightnesse of their hearts Note this O that I were but in my Masters place saith a servant I would have duties performed in such time and place and when they come to be in place and might order and command their families then they grow as bad as their Masters and it may be worse but this are we apt to doe when we are out of our places apt to be moving but it s not true life because only that which moves in its place that only lives and yet further A thing may move in its place and yet move from some kind of outward respects as a Watch or a Clock it moves but it is from the weight that lyes and hangs upon it and so it is rather a violent motion then a naturall So is it many times with men the weight of the Law or the weight of the authority of Governours doth so carry them an end in those waies they walke in that they goe through with it and yet it is but from an outward principle from some outward weights that hangs upon them but yet suppose men should be doing in their places as Jehu was he was mighty in his place and was very much against Baal and destroyed the house of Ahab and his children and his friends but yet notwithstanding though this was all in his calling he had a speciall Calling given him of God to that end What required to a spirituall duty but though you should performe duties in your places as a tree though it move in its place upward yet it puts not forth so many a man may doe good duties in his place and yet be wanting in the graciousnesse and spirituality of them Now to make a duty spirituall requires not only that it should be for the better a good worke but that it should be wrought First in sence of our owne insufficiency without Christ and yet so as that by and from Christ we are able to doe it Secondly that we have some respect to the Word of God for our warrant Thirdly that in all we doe we have respect to the glory of God in all our performances I live by the faith of the Son of God Gal. 2.20 The just shall live by his owne faith As if he should say he no further puts forth a worke of spirituall life further then he denies his owne ability so farre hee lives by his faith and depends upon Christ for supply in every duty he goes about whether he pray preach or receive Sacraments or be diligent in his Calling or in his carriage towards any that stand in relation to him so farre as we are sensible of our owne failings and therefore doe depend upon him for strength these are not such as come from common graces Common gifts but doe accompany sanctification to life It is true if men be invested with common gifts they may be acted and moved to many duties in their places and put out very sweet affections to the duty and yet doe it rather out of the power of their owne strength and rather for their owne glory and applause then from any dependance upon Christ so that spirituall life hath the Lord Jesus for its root and the Word for its warrant and for its rule to walke by Psal 119.6 Then shall I never be ashamed when I have respect unto all thy Commandements All such actions will be accpptable to God and serviceable to men and also aime at the glory of God for the end that is their last end and all such other ends as are sub-ordinate unto that the building up of Gods Kingdome Zach. 7.5 6 7. When ye did eate did ye it unto me saith the Lord nay did ye not doe it to your selves Hos 7.14 They have not cryed unto me with their heart when they howled upon their beds Did you desire in your prayers to bring in any service to God to tend to his honour and glory And did you debase your owne soules before him that you might finde help from him Or did you not this to your selves or for your owne deliverance and redemption and freedome from such bondage and other miseries that lay upon you so that if God see men goe