will_v keep_v itself_o for_o thou_o when_o thou_o will_v neither_o knock_v that_o it_o may_v be_v open_v to_o thou_o nor_o seek_v that_o it_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o health_n thou_o know_v well_o come_v not_o from_o the_o cloud_n without_o seek_v nor_o wealth_n from_o the_o clod_n without_o dig_v and_o yet_o heaven_n must_v be_v get_v without_o knock_v or_o seek_v but_o great_a prize_n be_v not_o to_o be_v so_o purchase_v for_o as_o heaven_n gate_n be_v straight_o and_o few_o there_o be_v that_o enter_v so_o be_v our_o tribulation_n to_o be_v many_o that_o we_o may_v be_v of_o that_o few_o that_o shall_v enter_v but_o i_o hear_v thou_o now_o cry_v out_o as_o one_o that_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o loss_n he_o have_v incur_v by_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o can_v look_v upon_o this_o earth_n i_o tread_v on_o without_o blush_v nor_o can_v i_o think_v upon_o death_n without_o sorrow_v nor_o the_o day_n judgement_n without_o tremble_v nor_o of_o hell_n 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make_v by_o she_o with_o what_o strict_a bond_n of_o devotion_n will_v she_o seem_o tie_v she_o but_o this_o must_v not_o be_v grant_v she_o as_o she_o have_v she_o full_a of_o pleasure_n here_o so_o must_v she_o now_o be_v torment_v for_o ever_o o_o how_o my_o spirit_n with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o become_v afflict_v o_o who_o will_v heal_v i_o for_o i_o be_o wound_v o_o my_o gracious_a and_o dear_a lord_n out_o of_o thy_o boundless_a compassion_n look_v upon_o my_o grievous_a affliction_n 12._o krepe_a â—ot_n silence_n at_o my_o tear_n for_o i_o be_o a_o tranger_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o so_o journer_n 〈◊〉_d all_o my_o father_n i_o have_v none_o to_o fly_v unto_o but_o thou_o and_o
ground_n where_o no_o water_n be_v so_o have_v she_o thirst_v after_o thou_o and_o now_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v present_v myself_o before_o thou_o with_o more_o humility_n i_o will_v ever_o set_v my_o imperfection_n before_o i_o remember_v what_o good_a i_o have_v omit_v when_o i_o have_v opportunity_n to_o do_v it_o again_o what_o evil_a i_o have_v commit_v when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v have_v decline_v i_o frâ—_n it_o among_o which_o let_v i_o now_o call_v to_o mind_v those_o blessing_n thy_o gracious_a goodness_n have_v pronounce_v to_o every_o faithful_a follower_n and_o then_o examine_v myself_o whether_o i_o deserve_v or_o no_o to_o be_v list_v in_o that_o number_n chap._n 40._o bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n hvmility_n be_v the_o path_n that_o lead_v to_o glory_n there_o be_v no_o virtue_n that_o can_v subsist_v without_o it_o this_o may_v be_v one_o reason_n why_o the_o very_a first_o beatitude_n be_v ground_v on_o it_o but_o what_o be_v we_o to_o learn_v from_o hence_o not_o to_o be_v high-minded_a but_o of_o a_o humble_a and_o meek_a spirit_n in_o suffer_v dishonour_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o our_o saviour_n in_o possess_v our_o soul_n with_o patience_n in_o mitigate_a wrath_n with_o mildness_n in_o relinquish_a himself_n in_o prefer_v other_o before_o himself_o in_o judge_v well_o of_o other_o but_o worst_a of_o himself_o in_o wish_v unto_o other_o as_o to_o himself_o in_o rejoice_v in_o nothing_o but_o in_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n yet_o unfeigned_o suffer_v with_o those_o who_o suffer_v for_o christ._n now_o return_v and_o account_n proud_a pilgrim_n whether_o there_o appear_v any_o token_n of_o this_o poor_a spirit_n in_o thou_o have_v thou_o not_o ever_o retain_v a_o good_a opinion_n of_o thy_o own_o worthless_a worth_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v of_o a_o contentious_a spirit_n have_v thou_o not_o answer_v reproach_n with_o reproach_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v more_o ready_a in_o defend_v thy_o own_o honour_n then_o advance_v the_o honour_n of_o thy_o saviour_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v so_o far_o from_o possess_v thy_o soul_n in_o patience_n as_o thou_o can_v not_o endure_v the_o least_o affront_n without_o much_o violence_n have_v thou_o with_o soft_a word_n mitigate_v wrath_n nay_o have_v thou_o never_o suffer_v the_o sun_n to_o set_v upon_o thy_o wrath_n have_v thou_o in_o a_o humble_a contempt_n of_o thyself_o prefer_v other_o before_o thyself_o nay_o rather_o haste_v thou_o not_o with_o the_o spirit_n of_o contradiction_n oppose_v thy_o judgement_n against_o other_o and_o out_o of_o a_o foolish_a presumption_n make_v a_o idol_n of_o thyself_o have_v thou_o in_o the_o scale_n of_o charity_n prefer_v other_o before_o thyself_o or_o rather_o have_v thou_o not_o rash_o judge_v other_o in_o thy_o heart_n and_o in_o thy_o too_o strict_a examination_n of_o he_o conclude_v with_o that_o proud_a pharisee_fw-mi i_o be_o not_o as_o this_o man_n be_v in_o a_o word_n have_v thou_o judge_v well_o of_o other_o but_o worst_a of_o thy_o self_n or_o wish_v unto_o other_o as_o to_o thy_o self_n or_o rejoice_v like_o a_o faithful_a champion_n in_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n or_o like_o a_o compassionate_a member_n suffer_v with_o those_o who_o suffer_v for_o christ_n o_o no_o nothing_o less_o can_v i_o find_v in_o myself_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n i_o have_v ever_o hold_v a_o poor_a spirit_n in_o contempt_n and_o a_o unfit_a companion_n to_o take_v acquaintance_n of_o in_o this_o world_n how_o then_o dear_a saviour_n may_v i_o expect_v a_o inheritance_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n who_o be_o so_o far_o estrange_v from_o a_o mild_a spirit_n on_o earth_n o_o my_o lord_n incline_v thy_o ear_n to_o my_o petition_n renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o so_o shall_v i_o be_v endow_v with_o what_o delight_v thou_o by_o account_v a_o meek_a spirit_n a_o spiritual_a beauty_n and_o after_o this_o life_n through_o thy_o mercy_n become_v inheritor_n of_o that_o kingdom_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o those_o that_o love_v thou_o chap._n 41._o bless_a be_v the_o meek_a for_o they_o shall_v possess_v the_o earth_n here_o be_v a_o promise_n that_o the_o meek_a shall_v possess_v the_o earth_n and_o yet_o be_v it_o hard_o to_o find_v a_o spirit_n true_o meek_a upon_o the_o earth_n by_o which_o thou_o may_v gather_v poor_a pilgrim_n that_o there_o be_v another_o earth_n beside_o this_o earth_n we_o here_o tread_v on_o which_o shall_v be_v give_v for_o a_o possession_n to_o the_o meek_a that_o desire_a earth_n prepare_v only_o for_o such_o who_o have_v wain_v their_o desire_n from_o earth_n this_o be_v a_o land_n which_o flow_v with_o better_a thing_n than_o milk_n and_o honey_n a_o heavenly_a havilah_n where_o the_o pure_a gold_n be_v to_o be_v find_v nay_o where_o the_o very_a street_n be_v pave_v with_o gold_n the_o wall_n be_v of_o precious_a stone_n the_o gate_n be_v make_v of_o the_o best_a margarite_n those_o many_o mansion_n found_v of_o square_a 25._o stone_n build_v of_o saphire_n arch_v over_o with_o golden_a brick_n which_o none_o must_v enter_v but_o he_o that_o be_v clean_o none_o must_v inhabit_v that_o be_v defile_v where_o then_o must_v thy_o possession_n be_v in_o this_o land_n of_o promise_n what_o mansion_n may_v thou_o expect_v in_o this_o holy_a city_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a from_o head_n to_o foot_n there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o but_o boil_v sore_n and_o run_n how_o may_v i_o then_o look_v there_o to_o receive_v any_o mansion_n see_v to_o a_o clean_a lord_n be_v require_v a_o clean_a habitation_n how_o may_v i_o think_v that_o my_o master_n will_v look_v on_o i_o who_o all_o my_o life_n time_n have_v observe_v lest_o what_o he_o command_v most_o practise_v nothing_o more_o than_o what_o he_o prohibit_v neglect_v nothing_o more_o than_o what_o he_o command_v how_o may_v i_o expect_v from_o his_o hand_n a_o blessing_n or_o this_o promise_a possession_n of_o that_o earth_n who_o never_o show_v so_o much_o as_o the_o least_o meekness_n upon_o earth_n yet_o do_v that_o meek_a lamb_n who_o become_v a_o offering_n for_o i_o leave_v such_o a_o pattern_n unto_o i_o that_o if_o i_o be_v not_o whole_o unmindful_a of_o my_o soul_n honour_n nor_o whole_o forgetful_a of_o the_o love_n of_o such_o a_o master_n i_o can_v not_o choose_v but_o after_o his_o example_n become_v his_o meek_a and_o obedient_a follower_n for_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o meekness_n see_v from_o the_o cratch_n to_o the_o cross_n he_o suffer_v all_o thing_n patient_o bear_v all_o reproach_n meek_o to_o reach_v unto_o thou_o from_o the_o tree_n of_o his_o cross_n a_o crown_n of_o glory_n o_o my_o redeemer_n imprint_v this_o meekness_n of_o thou_o in_o my_o memory_n let_v it_o never_o depart_v from_o i_o put_v a_o meek_a and_o mild_a answer_n into_o my_o mouth_n when_o any_o one_o shall_v revile_v i_o let_v i_o refer_v my_o cause_n unto_o thou_o and_o that_o with_o such_o christian_a charity_n as_o i_o may_v sincere_o pray_v for_o my_o enemy_n and_o in_o meekness_n of_o spirit_n to_o imitate_v the_o example_n of_o that_o meek_a lamb_n who_o with_o so_o resign_v a_o will_n become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o i_o chap._n 42._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v that_o wise_a preacher_n can_v say_v it_o be_v better_a go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o mourning_n then_o to_o the_o house_n of_o rejoice_v and_o yet_o how_o little_a do_v this_o admonition_n work_v upon_o thy_o thought_n how_o pleasant_a have_v those_o consort_n of_o death_n those_o brethren_n in_o evil_n seem_v unto_o thou_o how_o merry_o the_o hour_n go_v away_o nothing_o be_v want_v to_o make_v your_o delight_n more_o complete_a but_o that_o you_o want_v time_n to_o make_v your_o folly_n more_o complete_a full_a cup_n merry_a song_n profane_a oath_n be_v the_o only_a actor_n that_o present_v themselves_o in_o this_o expense_n of_o time_n a_o long_a night_n soon_o pass_v over_o but_o not_o so_o easy_o account_v for_o but_o tell_v i_o thou_o misguide_a pilgrim_n be_v it_o thou_o as_o quick_a in_o thy_o visit_n to_o the_o house_n of_o mourning_n do_v thou_o labour_v to_o comfort_v the_o comfortless_a do_v thou_o mourn_v with_o those_o that_o mourn_v or_o with_o a_o tender_a christian_a heart_n suffer_v with_o those_o that_o suffer_v o_o no_o shall_v i_o rather_o tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v thou_o have_v rejoice_v when_o other_o mourn_v take_v content_a when_o other_o suffer_v nay_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o mourned'_v it_o be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o be_v provoke_v with_o it_o for_o thou_o either_o immoderate_o mourned'_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o friend_n and_o so_o
the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n few_o and_o evil_a have_v the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n be_v gen_n cap._n 47._o v._n 9_o london_n print_v by_o john_n dawson_n 1641._o the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n psal._n 66._o 16._o come_v and_o hearken_v all_o you_o that_o fear_v god_n and_o i_o will_v tell_v you_o what_o he_o have_v do_v to_o my_o soul_n london_n print_v by_o john_n dawson_n and_o be_v to_o be_v sell_v by_o john_n williams_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o crane_n in_o paul_n church_n yard_n 1641._o to_o that_o immaculate_a lamb_n christ_n jesus_n the_o sole_a saviour_n and_o receiver_n of_o every_o penitent_a sinner_n have_v this_o poor_a pilgrim_n humble_o here_o present_v these_o his_o penitential_a tear_n the_o sum_n or_o gradual_a symptom_n of_o the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n chap._n 1._o the_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n bemoan_v his_o present_a sinful_a condition_n 2_o his_o come_n into_o idumaea_n the_o companion_n he_o consort_v with_o there_o 3_o how_o his_o own_o meniâ—y_n become_v his_o deadly_a enemy_n 4_o his_o encounter_n with_o the_o world_n 5_o his_o combat_n with_o the_o flesh_n 6_o what_o assault_v he_o suffer_v by_o the_o devil_n both_o in_o company_n aâ—â—â—rivacy_n 7._o three_o engine_n by_o his_o spiritual_a enemy_n rear_v that_o his_o fort_n may_v be_v raze_v 8._o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o flesh_n 9_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o eye_n 10._o the_o pride_n of_o life_n 11._o how_o neither_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n nor_o grace_n can_v call_v he_o home_o from_o his_o wander_a course_n 12._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o whole_a decalogue_n and_o he_o scarce_o find_v in_o it_o one_o commandment_n wherein_o either_o in_o part_n of_o in_o all_o he_o have_v not_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a delinquent_n 13_o he_o examine_v himself_o touch_v the_o first_o commandment_n 14_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o law_n touch_v the_o second_o commandment_n 15_o his_o transgress_v of_o the_o three_o in_o profane_v god_n name_n 16_o his_o dishonour_n to_o god_n sabbath_n 17_o he_o confess_v how_o this_o bloody_a issue_n of_o sin_n stream_v forth_o likewise_o into_o a_o breach_n of_o the_o second_o table_n and_o first_o of_o disobedience_n to_o his_o parent_n 18_o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o second_o in_o his_o practise_v mischief_n against_o his_o neighbour_n 19_o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o three_o in_o play_v the_o wanton_n 20_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o four_o in_o his_o cunning_a defeat_n of_o his_o neighbour_n 21_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o five_o in_o suppress_v testimony_n to_o witness_v a_o truth_n or_o suborn_v witness_n to_o maintain_v a_o untruth_n 22_o his_o disesteem_v of_o the_o six_o and_o last_o in_o covet_v what_o be_v another_o and_o desire_v to_o increase_v his_o own_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o other_o 23_o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o those_o seven_o spiritual_a work_n of_o mercy_n and_o acknowledge_v his_o fail_n in_o each_o of_o they_o 24_o teach_v the_o ignorant_a 25_o correct_v the_o delinquent_n 26_o counsel_v the_o indigent_a 27_o comfort_v the_o afflict_a 28_o suffer_v injury_n patient_o 29_o forgive_a offence_n hearty_o 30_o pray_v for_o his_o persecutor_n fervent_o 31_o he_o take_v the_o like_a view_n of_o those_o seven_o corpor_n all_o work_n of_o mercy_n and_o acknowledge_v likewise_o his_o fail_n in_o each_o of_o they_o 32_o feed_v the_o hungry_a 33_o give_v drink_n to_o the_o thirsty_a 34_o harbour_v the_o harbour_n lâ—sse_n 35_o clothing_n the_o naked_a 36_o visit_v the_o sick_a 37_o visit_v &_o redeem_v the_o captive_a 38_o burying_n the_o dead_a 39_o with_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n he_o remember_v those_o eight_o beatitude_n whereof_o he_o have_v deprive_v himself_o by_o give_v entertainment_n to_o sin_n 40_o bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 41_o bless_a be_v the_o meek_a for_o they_o shall_v possess_v the_o earth_n 42_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v 43_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v 44_o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n 45_o bless_a be_v the_o clean_a in_o heart_n for_o they_o shall_v see_v god_n 46_o bless_a be_v the_o peacemaker_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o child_n of_o god_n 47_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o suffer_v persecution_n for_o righteousness_n sake_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 48_o how_o seven_a guest_n under_o a_o colour_n of_o lodging_n with_o he_o seek_v his_o undo_n 49_o pride_n 50_o covetousness_n 51_o lechery_n 52_o envy_n 53_o gluttony_n 54_o wrath._n 55_o sloath._n 56_o how_o by_o their_o treacherous_a assault_n his_o cinque_fw-fr port_n become_v endanger_v 57_o sight_n 58_o hear_v 59_o smell_n 60_o taste_n 61_o touch._n 62_o be_v thus_o encompass_v with_o danger_n â—ee_z 〈◊〉_d himselve_v for_o 〈◊〉_d 63_o 〈…〉_z prayer_n and_o in_o every_o particular_a he_o find_v himself_o a_o great_a offender_n 64_o he_o render_v a_o private_a account_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o in_o every_o article_n of_o the_o creed_n he_o find_v a_o faint_a fail_a weakness_n and_o want_n 65_o have_v thus_o examine_v himself_o and_o find_v in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n a_o faint_a in_o faith_n and_o fail_v in_o work_n he_o recal_v to_o mind_v those_o quatuor_fw-la novissima_fw-la oâ—_n four_o lasâ—_n remembrance_n memorial_n hourly_o necessary_a for_o all_o christians_n 66_o death_n 67_o 5._o judgement_n 68_o hell_n 69_o heaven_n 70_o with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o he_o become_v afflict_v in_o spirit_n 71_o faith_n appear_v unto_o he_o with_o a_o cheerful_a presence_n afford_v he_o comfort_n in_o his_o affliction_n 72_o hope_n second_o that_o comfort_n 73_o aug._n charity_n promise_v he_o in_o this_o veil_n of_o misery_n to_o cover_v all_o his_o scarlet_a sin_n with_o the_o white_a robe_n of_o mercy_n and_o by_o keep_v her_o company_n conduct_v he_o safe_o to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n 74_o he_o take_v comfort_n and_o now_o weary_v with_o sojourn_v long_o in_o idumaea_n he_o turn_v to_o canaan_n 75_o the_o poor_a peniteut_n pilgrim_n last_o will_v and_o testament_n his_o funeral_n obsequy_n the_o pilgrim_n prayer_n look_v upon_o i_o dear_a father_n thy_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n i_o confess_v lord_n i_o confess_v that_o if_o thou_o shall_v deal_v with_o i_o according_a to_o my_o iniquity_n there_o be_v no_o hope_n at_o all_o leave_v to_o i_o of_o mercy_n for_o what_o hour_n in_o all_o my_o life_n since_o my_o first_o entrance_n into_o this_o life_n wherein_o i_o have_v not_o in_o some_o manner_n or_o measure_n nay_o above_o all_o measure_n become_v a_o grievous_a transgressor_n but_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o and_o therefore_o be_v thou_o fearedâ—_n mean_v time_n i_o of_o all_o other_o have_v great_a cause_n to_o fear_v for_o abuse_v thy_o mercy_n i_o have_v plentuous_o taste_v of_o thy_o love_n and_o consider_v it_o i_o have_v many_o time_n resolve_v to_o become_v a_o faithful_a convert_n and_o zealous_a observer_n of_o thy_o law_n but_o these_o fair_a promise_n close_v in_o a_o weak_a performance_n no_o soon_o be_v therâ—_n the_o least_o opportunity_n offer_v i_o of_o sin_v than_o it_o find_v in_o i_o a_o easy_a impression_n pregnant_a be_v i_o in_o conceive_v prompt_a in_o consent_v and_o prone_a in_o commit_v yet_o lord_n when_o i_o be_v go_v down_o evento_fw-it the_o gates_z of_o hell_n leave_v i_o shall_v enter_v in_o thou_o hold_v i_o and_o when_o i_o draw_v near_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n lest_o they_o shall_v receive_v i_o thy_o grace_n prevent_v i_o whence_o i_o perceive_v by_o the_o influence_n of_o thy_o sweet_a spirit_n whereby_o i_o become_v enlighten_v that_o whensoever_o i_o fall_v it_o be_v through_o my_o own_o frailty_n but_o whensoever_o i_o rise_v it_o be_v through_o thy_o great_a mercy_n yea_o i_o foundthee_o ready_a in_o every_o opportunity_n to_o afford_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n in_o my_o great_a necessity_n when_o i_o wander_v thou_o recall_v i_o when_o i_o be_v ignorant_a thou_o instruct_v i_o when_o i_o sin_v thou_o correct_v i_o when_o i_o sorrow_v thou_o comfort_v i_o when_o i_o fall_v thou_o raise_v i_o when_o i_o stand_v thou_o support_v i_o when_o i_o go_v thou_o direct_v i_o when_o i_o sleep_v thou_o keep_v i_o when_o i_o cry_v thou_o hear_v i_o nay_o shall_v i_o more_o full_o declare_v thy_o good_a nesse_n towards_o i_o if_o after_o these_o few_o but_o evil_a day_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n even_o now_o when_o the_o keeper_n of_o the_o house_n tremble_v 3._o and_o the_o strongman_n bow_v themselves_o and_o the_o grinder_n cease_v because_o they_o be_v few_o and_o they_o wax_v dark_a that_o look_v out_o by_o the_o window_n if_o i_o say_v after_o these_o many_o too_o many_o
misspend_a day_n i_o abuse_v thy_o gracious_a patience_n no_o more_o with_o fruitless_a delay_n but_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n repent_v i_o for_o offend_v thou_o thou_o forthwith_o spare_v i_o if_o i_o return_v thou_o receive_v i_o â—_o nay_o if_o i_o defer_v my_o return_n so_o my_o delay_n make_v i_o not_o presume_v thou_o wait_v for_o i_o thus_o do_v thy_o mercy_n reclaim_v i_o stray_v invite_v i_o withstand_v expect_v i_o foreslow_v embrace_v i_o return_v thus_o have_v thou_o teach_v i_o when_o i_o be_v ignorant_a comfort_v i_o when_o i_o be_v desolate_a raise_v i_o from_o ruin_n restore_v i_o after_o my_o fall_n bestow_v on_o i_o beg_v find_v by_o i_o seek_v and_o open_v to_o i_o knock_v and_o shall_v i_o be_v forgetful_a of_o these_o nay_o lord_n let_v my_o right_a hand_n soon_o forget_v her_o cunning_n nay_o may_v i_o rather_o become_v raze_v out_o of_o the_o book_n of_o the_o live_n than_o i_o become_v forgetful_a of_o thy_o gracious_a deal_n i_o will_v return_v then_o unto_o thou_o with_o a_o sorrowful_a heart_n but_o with_o wing_n of_o hope_n because_o â—rom_v thou_o come_v my_o help_n i_o know_v lord_n because_o of_o unrighteous_a deal_n and_o wrong_n 8._o and_o riches_n get_v by_o deceit_n the_o kingdom_n be_v translate_v from_o one_o people_n to_o another_o dear_a lord_n great_a sin_n require_v deep_a sigh_n as_o i_o have_v be_v infinite_a in_o sin_v may_v i_o be_v incessant_a in_o sorrow_v that_o sow_v in_o tear_n i_o may_v reap_v with_o joy_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o translation_n the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n chap._n 1._o the_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n bemoan_v his_o present_a sinful_a condition_n o_o draw_v near_o i_o do_v not_o turn_v your_o eye_n from_o i_o but_o look_v upon_o i_o the_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n that_o ever_o sojourn_v in_o idumaea_n o_o woe_n be_v i_o that_o my_o habitation_n be_v prolong_v o_o woe_n be_v i_o that_o i_o have_v dwell_v so_o long_o with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o kedar_n 5._o hence_o it_o be_v that_o my_o house_n be_v become_v full_a of_o blackness_n no_o guest_n but_o sorrow_n lodge_v in_o it_o because_o the_o woefl_a sinful_a wretch_n that_o ever_o breathe_v be_v the_o owner_n of_o it_o o_o woe_n be_v i_o where_o shall_v i_o turn_v i_o if_o to_o heaven_n my_o sin_n become_v as_o bar_n to_o shut_v i_o from_o it_o nay_o i_o have_v high_o provoke_v his_o wrath_n who_o be_v commander_n of_o it_o if_o to_o earth_n i_o find_v myself_o whole_o unworthy_a that_o it_o shall_v bear_v i_o have_v already_o so_o long_o bear_v with_o i_o by_o bear_v with_o that_o iniquity_n which_o it_o have_v so_o long_a time_n receive_v from_o i_o if_o to_o hell_n o_o there_o i_o find_v the_o just_a portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n a_o place_n sit_v to_o punish_v my_o wickedness_n 33._o i_o find_v tophet_n prepare_v of_o old_a and_o for_o old_a transgressor_n such_o as_o have_v make_v a_o old_a league_n with_o the_o old-man_n such_o as_o have_v no_o acquain_a tance_n with_o the_o newman_n and_o such_o a_o one_o be_o i_o of_o all_o other_o the_o most_o miserable_a man_n who_o have_v make_v myself_o a_o alien_n to_o zion_n because_o so_o whole_o naturalize_v to_o sin_n worthy_o then_o may_v all_o the_o element_n fight_v against_o i_o nay_o all_o god_n creature_n profess_v themselves_o enemy_n to_o i_o because_o i_o have_v imagine_v mischief_n in_o my_o heart_n against_o he_o who_o make_v both_o they_o and_o i_o retire_v then_o sinful_a soul_n poor_a comfortless_a soul_n and_o recollect_v thyself_o a_o little_a 23._o leave_v the_o company_n of_o man_n and_o hie_v thou_o to_o the_o water_n of_o marah_n leave_v the_o world_n and_o fly_v into_o the_o wilderness_n let_v thy_o dwell_n be_v with_o the_o pelican_n and_o the_o o_o strich_n with_o the_o mournful_a turtle_n or_o the_o sparrow_n on_o the_o housetop_n let_v thy_o music_n be_v as_o the_o chatter_a of_o the_o crane_n as_o thy_o eye_n be_v the_o sense_n of_o sin_n so_o let_v it_o be_v the_o sense_n of_o sorrow_v never_o have_v poor_a pilgrim_n more_o cause_n o_o my_o redeemer_n make_v i_o sensible_a of_o my_o present_a state_n chap._n 2._o his_o come_n into_o idumaea_n the_o companion_n he_o consort_v with_o there_o young_a and_o so_o very_o young_a i_o be_v when_o i_o first_o come_v into_o idumaea_n as_o my_o tender_a age_n require_v a_o guardian_n to_o manage_v my_o youth_n and_o divers_a good_a and_o gracious_a consort_n there_o be_v who_o at_o the_o first_o i_o receive_v into_o my_o acquaintance_n and_o with_o these_o i_o live_v for_o a_o little_a time_n familiar_o and_o better_v myself_o much_o by_o their_o company_n but_o alas_o for_o grief_n i_o continue_v not_o long_o with_o they_o other_o companion_n draw_v i_o from_o they_o those_o good_a and_o virtuous_a one_o betake_v themselves_o as_o i_o think_v to_o a_o course_n of_o life_n too_o strict_a for_o my_o loose_a affection_n to_o follow_v i_o feel_v the_o spirit_n of_o youth_n riot_v within_o i_o those_o devout_a task_n which_o before_o i_o observe_v begin_v now_o to_o be_v intermit_v i_o hold_v a_o sober_a regular_a life_n too_o eremitical_a private_a retire_a walk_n too_o stoical_a i_o think_v with_o myself_o how_o i_o have_v stay_v too_o long_o in_o the_o tiring-house_n i_o must_v now_o show_v myself_o upon_o the_o stage_n where_o i_o play_v the_o prodigal_n part_v to_o life_n for_o i_o bestow_v my_o whole_a life_n upon_o the_o action_n of_o that_o part_n when_o i_o see_v a_o thief_n i_o follow_v he_o and_o with_o the_o adulterer_n i_o divide_v my_o portion_n i_o bestow_v the_o day_n in_o variety_n of_o folly_n and_o a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o night_n in_o a_o delightful_a remembrance_n of_o those_o folly_n let_v we_o prepare_v ourselves_o say_v one_o for_o the_o spoil_n and_o i_o have_v a_o hand_n as_o ready_a to_o further_o it_o as_o he_o to_o demand_v it_o let_v we_o drink_v wine_n in_o bowl_n and_o carouse_v till_o our_o eye_n be_v red_a let_v the_o day_n care_v for_o itself_o while_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n admit_v no_o care_n let_v we_o take_v our_o full_a of_o pleasure_n say_v the_o wanton_a let_v our_o delight_n be_v in_o dalliance_n and_o i_o follow_v the_o stepsâ—_n of_o the_o whorish_a woman_n though_o her_o way_n lead_v to_o death_n and_o i_o delight_v myself_o in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o drunkard_n yet_o have_v i_o read_v and_o the_o more_o my_o sin_n not_o to_o reâ—eine_v to_o who_o be_v woe_n to_o who_o sorrow_n to_o who_o strife_n to_o who_o murmur_v to_o who_o wound_v without_o cause_n and_o to_o who_o redness_n of_o the_o eye_n 30._o even_o to_o they_o that_o tarry_v long_o at_o the_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o go_v and_o seek_v mix_v wine_n and_o i_o have_v hear_v too_o nay_o my_o experience_n of_o other_o misery_n have_v inform_v i_o too_o how_o because_o of_o the_o whorish_a woman_n a_o man_n be_v bring_v to_o a_o morsel_n of_o bread_n and_o how_o a_o woman_n will_v hunt_v for_o the_o precious_a life_n of_o a_o man_n and_o yet_o i_o consider_v not_o these_o thing_n nor_o apply_v they_o to_o my_o heart_n but_o like_o the_o fool_n to_o the_o stock_n i_o laugh_v while_o i_o perish_v i_o sport_v in_o my_o misery_n and_o know_v nothing_o how_o ishmael_n play_v with_o i_o o_o my_o redeemer_n look_v upon_o i_o in_o mercy_n and_o give_v i_o a_o sensible_a apprehension_n of_o my_o misery_n chap._n 3._o how_o his_o own_o meniey_n become_v his_o deadlieâ—t_a enemy_n too_o true_a have_v i_o find_v that_o proverb_n who_o can_v have_v a_o worse_a friend_n than_o he_o bring_v with_o he_o foe_n i_o have_v without_o fear_n within_o but_o my_o bosom_n friend_n i_o find_v ever_o to_o be_v my_o busy_a foe_n and_o what_o less_o can_v i_o expect_v then_o that_o my_o bosom_n friend_n shall_v prove_v my_o deadly_a foe_n be_v receiver_n and_o abetter_n of_o my_o bosom_n sin_n o_o what_o disorderly_a passion_n rage_v nay_o reign_v in_o i_o what_o divide_a thought_n of_o hope_n and_o fear_n be_v ever_o encounter_v i_o in_o my_o prosperity_n fear_v of_o adversity_n wrought_v upon_o i_o in_o my_o adversity_n hope_v of_o prosperity_n seize_v on_o i_o neither_o do_v either_o of_o these_o condition_n well_o content_v i_o for_o as_o thought_n of_o the_o one_o make_v i_o proud_a so_o a_o conceit_n of_o the_o other_o make_v i_o impatient_a now_o what_o hourly_o affront_v do_v i_o suffer_v by_o my_o own_o while_o i_o stand_v thus_o pursue_v by_o they_o i_o find_v nothing_o on_o earth_n worthy_a my_o desire_n yet_o be_v my_o crawl_a desire_n so_o fast_o glue_v to_o earth_n as_o if_o they_o have_v no_o other_o heaven_n to_o aspire_v to_o natural_a philosophy_n have_v sufficient_o teach_v i_o in_o my_o minority_n that_o