who art Goodness it self Have mercy on me a miserable sinner O most loving father take pitie on thy poor Child and forsake me not in this my last and greatest need O sweet Saviour Jesu Son of the living God! I beseech thee by the vertue of thy most blessed and bitter Passion grant me thy Grace give me a pardon of my sins and vouchsafe me a portion of thy Glory I challenge not dear Lord a place in thy Heaven for any worthiness of my own merits for alas I am but dust and ashes but for thy Passion 's sake whereby thou wert pleased to redeem me miserable man and to purchase Heaven for me at the price of thy precious Blood I beseech thee therefore O Jesu my Saviour by thy sufferings on the Cross for me especially at that hour when thy blessed Soul left thy Bodie have mercy on my poor Soul at the time of her departure When he draws nearer his end he is chiefly to make use of short and pithy Aspirations of Love Desire c. As for Example O My Lord I love thee I love thee and I wish I could love thee more As the fainting Hart desires the refreshing Fountains so doth my Soul thirst after thee my Saviour I thirst Lord and thou only canst quench my thirst Lead my poor Soul O my all powerfull Creator out of this loathsom prison that it may love and praise thee for evermore O beautiful Jerusalem my happy home when shall I come to live and lodg in thee O ye blessed Quires of Saints and Angels who perfectly injoy God and unweariedly intone his Eternal praises when shall I come to love and land my dear Lord with you O Sacred Virgin Mary Mother of power pitie and compassion Be thou now to me a Mother and take care of thy weak child O my glorious Patrons be pleased now to remember me to assist me to pray for me O my good Angel pitie me protect me comfort me strengthen me in this hour of my Agonie Take courage my poor Soul take courage Eternity comes on our miserie and sorrow will soon have an end and our peace and plenty is beginning without end Frequent these in the time of your Health that they may occur easily to your memory in the time of your Sickness And then ruminate them sweetly quietly and discreetly according as your Soul shall relish them without violence eagerness or anxiety An Exercise of holy Dying consisting of four Acts. FOur things are requisite to dy well 1. A Spiritual Death to all creatures Strive then O my Soul to deny thy self in all things and to dy to thy self to the whole world in love affection that thou may'st live to God only who alone can comfort thee in Dying content thee after Death Thou wilt find it no trouble to leave what thou dost not inordinatly love And what is it thou so lovest find it out and forsake it leaving that and all to find one and all and aspiring often What do I hope for in Heaven and what do I look for upon Earth O my God my All be thou all mine and let me be all thine and let all other things go which way they will 2. A cordial and profound humility This gives the greatest Grace to the living and Comfort to the dying Proud spirits are always in extreams either they dy blindly presumptuous or Death opening their eyes they fall into despair at the sight of their miserable estate O my Soul humble thy self since thou hast nothing to be proud of for alas what wert thou before thy late receiving of a being What hast thou which proceeds not from thy Creators bounty Why then art thou proud of it as if it were thine own What hast thou receiv'd which thou hast not abused What sinful Soul would not have been a Saint had it receiv'd such favours as thou hast misimployed and buried How long ere this might'st thou have most justly been hurried head-long into Hell-fire for thy pride and impiety since the damned spirits who there are and shall be eternally tormented sinned once only in Pride and thou so often since they had somthing to be proud of and thou nothing since their sin was only in thought and thine also in word and work O my God! I acknowledg Hell to be my Center and the place which is proper for the entertainment of so perverse a wretch and shouldst thou send me thither thou art Just and righteous are thy Judgments 3. A firm Confidence in God Let not Humility hinder your Confidence in the divine mercy and goodness for by this token it will be easily known to be false and ill grounded Yet trust not in your own merits good works good life good will but 1. in the infinit goodness and mercy of God 2. in the abundant Merits and Redemption of Jesus 3. in his sweet promises of pardon and protection 4. in the prayers and patronage of your Mother of Power and particular Patrons 5. in the custody of your good Angel 6. in the participation and union you have with the Church Militant and Triumphant And O my soul is not this enough Lord I am thine I trust in thy mercy and if thou killest me yet I will still hope in thee 4. An entire Resignation to the divine will and disposition in all things for time and Eternity O my Soul this is the Act of acts at the dreadful hour of Death and O my Lord I offer up my self to endure all pains disgraces and desolations in this life and to suffer all punishments in Purgatory and in Hell it self if thy Justice will have it so in the next life not reflecting what shall become of me either in this my Sickness or in my Life or after my Death but leaving all to thy sacred Will and sweet Disposal When the sick person is in his last Agony The Priest or Charitable assistants should suggest unto him some of these devout words thoughts and considerations 1. TAke Courage Dear Christian Brotheo or Sister suffer patiently for a little while that you may be happy for all Eternity 2. Christ Jesus dyed for you and be you content to dye for him 3. Though your Sins are great yet greater is Gods mercy 4. Though your Tongue is put to silence yet let your Heart speak affectionatly to your sweet Saviour O Jesu thy will be done O my Lord I love thee I adore thee I thank thee c. And I beseech thee O my merciful Creator that every sigh every thought every eye cast up to heaven may be acceptable to thy sacred Majesty according to that irrevocable covenant contract and intention which I formerly made and here humbly renew in thy divine presence When the Agony is of long continuance it may be very profitable comfortable and convenient to read over the Passion of our Saviour or some passages thereof so it be done 1. Discreetly without troubling or disturbing the sick person 2.
imposed upon him by his Ghostly Father he is absolutely obliged to accomplish it Yet if it be a light Penance as three Paters and Aves or that he omits some small parts of it such an omission is only Venial by reason of the littleness of the matter 11. That when the Confessor limits no time for the accomplishment of the Penance imposed by him and accepted by the Penitent in Confession It is requisite it be performed at the first opportunity because it is probable he so intended it to the end the Penitent might speedily satisfy for his Offences and carefully preserve himself from future falling 12. That such an Omission of accomplishing the Penance speedily is no Mortal Sin unless it be a notable negligence and in some dangerous circumstance the judgement whereof depends upon the Conâ—essors Prudence ¶ 5. Particular Directions and Practical Devotions for Confession BEFORE CONFESSION THe Penitent who resolves by Gods Grace to make a good Confession must according as opportunity shall suffer and Devotion serve perform three things before he presents himself to his Ghostly Father to wit He must Consider He must Examine He must Pray First consider That the discussion of your Conscience and the Confession of your sins is a soveraign remedy against blindness of heart and weigh with your self how dangerous a thing it is to defer your Conversion to linger out in wickedness to make bad Confessions since you know not but that such wilful malice may cause God in Justice to leave you in final Blindness and Impenitency This needs no explication but Application If one should tell you This year you shall be drowned would you not beware of Water Do so of Sins and their occasions Why will you still heap up wrath against the day of wrath There is nothing surely that doth more harden the Hearts and blind the Understanding than the abuse of the Sacraments and the wilful resistance or neglect of Gods call and inspirations 2. Consider How easily a Blind man is deceived how dangerously he walketh what comfort he wanteth Apply the same to your soul blinded with sin and ponder well these places of Holy Writ Run whilst you have light least the darkness of death should overtake you I have sought after thee and thou wouldst not be found now thou shalt seek me and thou shalt not find me but you shall die in your sins 3. Consider how a blind man is led 1. by a Dog 2. by a Child 3. by a Staff so a blind Soul is led 1. By Custome in sin to which it returns as a dog to his vomit 2. By Affection to creatures as a doting Mother thinks her black Child beautiful 3. By Passion for then having a staff you will strike friend or foe Beware in time and permit your self to be ruled and directed 4. Consider what a madness it were for you to kill your self with that Weapon which is deliver'd into your hands for the defence of your Life And is it not a far greater phrensie to procure your spiritual death by that which is provided for your souls life and preservation Is not Confession the Sacrament of grace and reconciliation O! Let it not prove your bane and damnation 5. Blessed are the clean-hearted for they shall see God Without some degree of Purity 't is impossible to see enjoy and possess him who is Purity it self Consider then seriously what you must do and which is the readiest and surest means to get this Puritie 6. Think what will most affright your Soul and make its case desperate at the hour of death Bad Confessions And what will then most comfort it Good Confessions that is To have done your dutie and used your best endeavour in the exact and faithful performance of this most important business which is all God requires at your hands Prevent therefore and provide in time Do it even now for there is danger in delay 2 Examine INvocate the divine Light to see God and your self his goodness and your naughtiness that you may praise him for the one and obtain pardon for the other Saying briefly thus A Prayer befre the Examinatin of your Conscience O Father of light and God of love grant me true light true love and true wisdome that I may impartially discern what doth please and displease thy divine Majesty in my Soul For I most earnestly desire to detest and deface the one and to embrace and increase the other Illuminate the eyes of my Understanding that I may truly see my sins and imperfections enable my Memory that I may duly confess them strengthen my Will that I may resolutely amend them and change my Whole man that I may sleep no longer in death and deadly sin O my soul Give up an account of thy stewardship since thou hast not long to hold it Fool This very night thy soul shall be taken from thee and what then will all these impure and impertinent thoughts desires words affections and actions profit thee To what purpose gainest thou even the whole World if thou losest thy own Soul O Martha O N. Thou art troubled about many things when as there is but one only thing which is absolutely necessary Return therefore into thy self and turn to God Lament Repent Amend A form of Examination for such as Confess often AMongst the many forms of Examination of Conscience make use of some one that seems to you the clearest easiest fullest and most suitable to your gust devotion and condition as thus 1. How long is it since my last Confession 2. Where and with whom have I since that time conversed 3. What Employments have chiefly taken up my time 4. What Sins and imperfections am I most inclinable to 5. What is the charg and duty to which my Vocation obliges me 6. With what Intention have I done my actions A form of Examination for proficients and Religious persons Or thus 1. WHerein have I offended my good God in Works of disobedience propriety immodesty indevotion c. 2. In Words of murmuration detraction dishonesty untruth pride passion c. 3. In Thoughts of curiosity vanity sensuality impurity disdainfulness spitefulness c. 4. In Affections and desires and intentions against Charity Chastity Humility Or thus 1. WHat sensuality in meat drink sleep talk company 2. What curiosity of eyes ears tongue heart 3. What vanity pride complacency 4. What Tepidity distraction negligence in Office prayers recollection devotion 5. What uncharitableness in words censures judgments 6. How impatient disobedient soon disquieted for every toy 7. How partial in my own case in defending my own opinions in point of propriety Or thus 1. I Have been very irreverent indevout distracted through my own fault in performing the divine Office and other prayers of obligation especially twice or thrice 2. I have been defective in charity towards others externally or internally especially in speaking or judging ill of them or in such a manner upon such motives and so often 3. I
have been very unmortified unresign'd froward out of pride scorn of others self-love c. especially two or three times in such manner as by uttering vain disdainful distastful words by hypocrisie by internal complacency by self-opinion c. or by external shew complaining impatience c. 4. The fourth point may be concerning such particular Sins as each one shall find himself most inclin'd unto and wherein he most frequently fails They who desire a more large and particular Catalogue of such fins and imperfections as even good and virtuous persons may somtimes fall into may examin themselves upon the following heads And if they find themselves guilty of the Crimes there mentioned let them mark remember them in order to their Confession passing the rest over and omitting them Against God 1. HAve you perform'd your morning and evening exercises of Devotion dedicating your first and last thoughts to the divine Majesty 2. Have you daily employ'd some time in mental Prayer in reflecting upon your progress in virtue and perfection in the Examination of your conscience as you resolved as you promised you were enjoyned 3. Have you done your Actions with a pure intention for Gods honour and glory or for vanity 4. Have you been zealous to hear Mass not only upon days of obligation but upon other days when you had time and opportunity 5. Have you well spent your time especially Sundays and Holydays in pious exercises reading praying 6. Have you omitted any good action for humane respects temporal interest servile fear 7. Have you spoken reverently of God of the Sacraments of Faith of Church Ceremonies 8. Have you sought self-satisfaction in your practises of devotion more than your souls advancement 9. Have you don your devotions meerly out of custome negligently tepidly with disgust with repugnancy 10. Have you faithfully speedily fervently corresponded to good holy Inspirations 11. Have you slighted censured undervalued the ways and devotions of others to seem more knowing 12. Have you frequently aspir'd to God remembred his presence or rather been totally extroverted to creatures 13. Have you been zealous to promote Gods cause to encreass his honour and glory to defend the Truth to encourage virtue to better your neighbour to correct such as have oppos'd all these things 14. Have you resign'd your will to the divine disposition in sickness pains crosses and all accidents 15. Have you faithfully resisted all suggestions of infidelity of distrust in God c. both in prayer and at other times Against your Neighbour who is either your Superior 1. HAve you refused to obey your Superiors out of pride self-conceit obstinacy 2. Have you murmur'd at their commands abetted others in their rebellion given ear and way to their murmurations and obloquies 3. Have you been troubled peevish impatient when you have been told of your faults chidden corrected 4. Have you scorn'd their wholsome admonitions corrections advertisments or censur'd their proceedings 5. Have you spoken contemptibly of your Superiors 6. Have you nourish'd a certain aversion or disgust dislike against your Ghostly Father or Spiritual Director because he is too severe or too facile or for any other cause Or your Equal 1. HAve you offended your Brethren Sisters Companions fellow-students husband wife by injurious outragious threatning words 2. Have you blasted their fame and reputation by any sort of detraction and how heinously 3. Have you judg'd rashly of their actions and intentions and utter'd your judgment before others 4. Have you rais'd any reports either true or false or caus'd any discord wittingly or accidentally 5. Have you been envious at their good either spiritual or temporal 6. Have you been harsh froward peevish towards them in your carriage speeches conversation 7. Have you taken pleasure to vex them anger them mortifie them and thereby provok'd them to swear curse or any way offend God 8. Have you mock'd at them confounded them slighted or contristated them or derided their devotions Or your Inferior 1. HAve you taken upon you to curb check chide them upon all occasions out of pride and arrogance 2. Have you scorn'd them reproach'd them upbraided them of their corporal or spiritual imperfections 3. Have you exceeded in reprehending their faults or not done it at all upon just occasions 4. Have you had the charity to bear with them compassionate them assist them counsel them 5. Have you willingly heard their excuses and admitted their just defenses and been ready to pardon them 6. Have you commanded only just and rational things or done it with overmuch imperiousness harshness severity 7. Have you been partial in your affection or conceiv'd an aversion from some one upon light occasiions 8. Have you been carefully solicitous for them under your charge and provided both for soul and body Against your Self 1. HAve you zealously daily devoutly consider'd your obligation of tending to perfection and endeavour'd your advancement in the way of virtue 2. Have you made frequent returns into yuur own interiour reflected upon your self recollected your senses bridled your sensuality studied mortification 3. Have you been eager to follow your own will fancy judgment to defend your own opinion either in things indifferent or controverted or dangerous or scandalous or in matters of Religion or Devotion 4. Have you been glad to hear your self prais'd esteem'd glorified to be reputed good virtuous just 5. Have you given way to thoughts of vain-glory and vanity 6. Have you not permitted overmuch case to your body pamper'd your flesh yielded to sensuality 7. Hath your conversation been edificatory modest moderate not over light nor over-severe c. 8. Have you preferr'd your self before others been over-forward proud troublesome in company 9. Have you not publish'd your own praises related your own actions out of a vain desire of esteem c. 10. Have you spent overmuch time in play divertisments useless employments and thereby omitted your devotions 11. Have you omitted good actions out of complacency or for any other respect or reason 12. Have you been sedulous circumspect conscientious in your charge office employment condition If you have committed any of the more grievous crimes not here mentioned your own memory will easily suggest them unto you for a soul that is tender delicate and desirous to serve God cannot possibly forget any such mortal offence which so much grieves and afflicts her 'T is therefore abundantly sufficient for such devout Penitents as mak frequent use of Confession to use a moral diligence and take a competent time for the examination of their Conscience without troubling themselves to turn over those long catalogues of Sins which are proper only for the making of General Confessions satisfying themselves in that they have no will to conceal any thing from the knowledg of their Gostly Father 3. Pray HAving thus without anxiety perplexity and scrupulosity examin'd your Conscienec say thus to your sinful Soul A Prayer after the Examination of your Conscience AH frail weak wicked
dive into my own baseness weakness misery nothing that knowing what I truly am I may really loath hate distrust despise and deny my self and all my own proceedings sincerely love thee only trust and hope in thee and rely wholly upon thy divine Providence and Protection I am not only content O my Lord God! but even willing and desirous that all thy creatures should take me and treat me according to my true condition and unworthiness And I am resolved by thy grace to humble my self not only under thy mighty hand but also under all their feet as their servant and slave to be troden on abhorred avoided and detested by them all as a sink of sin and filthiness I will be desirous to be esteemed and used as Dross among Metals Chaff among Grain a Wolf among Sheep and as Satan amongst the Children of God I acknowledg my self unworthy of all grace and comfort from God or man and worthy of all pain punishment crosses contradiction confusion desolation death damnation I will be henceforth ashamed to complain of any aggrievances and be content to suffer whatsoever the World the Devil and Hell it self can inflict upon me 2. A rational consideration of what we are were and shall be ANd to strengthen this my resolution I will rationally consider before thee O my Lord what I really am what I was and what will become of me both touching my body my soul and my whole being Ay me I have a body all clay a soul all sin a life all frailty a substance all nothing And this is all I have to vaunt of in thy presence O my Lord and my Maker My material part is but slime of the earth the very worst part of the unworthiest Element Ah poor man and canst thou look so big who cam'st from so base an extraction Be asham'd to lift up thy head vile mud and dirt since thy pedigree is so well known and the ingredients of thy being are so mean and contemptible And when I consider what this my body was in the womb how it was conceiv'd in concupiscence nourish'd with filthiness and brought up in darkness I am asham'd to own my own beginning which is so horrid and loathsome and who then can justly boast of state strength beauty or nobility since the groundwork of all is but a little dung and corruption Ah poor worm what a dismal prison wert thou detained in for nine months space of thy time What nasty and poysonous food was thy diet how wretched was thy birth how weak and woful thy infancy and what art thou in thy best and most flourishing condition in the world but a clog and cage to thy inthrall'd soul a painted sack or pargetted sepulcher full of filth froth and ordure O my Lord give me grace to frame an impartial judgment of what I am and then how soon shall I check all risings of pride and presumption 3. We deplore our own misery and implore Gods mercy I Came into this world O my Lord with groans and tears I live in it with griefs cares I shall go out of it with pangs and fears and lastly I must become a horrour to the eyes of my dearest friends a prey of vermin and a companion of rottenness Ah! how canst thou be proud of thy perfections poor clay ashes why should'st thou look to be so highly priz'd and so daintily pamper'd thou stinking puddle Dust thou art and to dust thou must return Hast thou not always before thine eyes these ashes for thy glass and death for thy mistress why then dost thou suffer so many sparkles of vanity to arise from this thy caitiff condition And thou my poor soul the spiritual part of my composition O what shall I say of thee to thy great Lord and Maker What thou hast hitherto been I well know wretched wicked sinful What thou now art I know not being uncertain of Gods grace love What thou shalt be hereafter I am altogether ignorant because doubtful of thy correspondency with grace and fearful of thy perseverance in goodness Ah sad condition I came O my Lord into this world in original sin I am bred up in actual sin and if death and deadly sin meet together I shall feel the smart of them both eternally O how much need have I then of thy grace O merciful Lord God! to avoid Sin since I cannot eschew Death O let me rather admit a deadly wound than commit a deadly Sin 4. A deep Consideration of our own Nothing WHat art thou then O my whole man consisting of body and soul What wert thou O. N. from all eternity before thy conception in the womb and birth into the world Nothing Ah poor no thing what is less than nothing where dwels this nothing who can describe a nothing which more differs from the least atome in the Sun than Gods infinit greatness from the least of his creatures O proud nothing What hast thou that thou hast not receiv'd Nothing Why then art thou puffed up with it as if thou hadst not received it I acknowledg my whole being to be from thy only bounty O my great good and glorious Maker and since I possess nothing but what I have from thee since I shall also necessarily fade away into my first nothing if thou withdrawest from me thy conserving hand but a moment I will no longer glory in that which is none of mine but I will here lay the foundation of my spiritual edifice upon this sure and solid ground of thy All and my own nothing I will endeavour to frame a true conceit of my own misery frailty insufficiency and nothing that so I may fully speedily and solidly come to this desired self-knowledg and humility I will run over my lesson repeat my questions learn my answers and strive to grow skilful in this necessary and sacred science What have I received that I have not abused Nothing Body Soul Will Judgment Memory Understanding Affection Senses Meat Drink Company Habit books Prayer Sacraments all Creatures Can I then be proud of Sin Filthiness rottenness labour grief infirmity blindness obstinacy corruption death and damnation which are worse than nothing Shall I boast of thy gifts O my God! which are not mine or of my own abuses and ingratitudes The one is to rob thee of thy honour the other is to be honoured for thy dishonour 5. A serious Reflection upon Gods gifts and graces and our strange Ingratitude WHat creature ever sinned so grievously as I have done and yet sorrowed so little and suffered less Who ever forsook so great and good a God for so little and vain a toy as I have done What sinful soul is there now in hell that would not have been a glorious Saint in Heaven if it had had the helps favours feelings and visits which I have both had and abused Who ever received so many mercies so sweet comforts and so great graces from thee O bountiful Lord God! and made so