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to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v as_o st._n paul_n say_v that_o he_o labour_v more_o abundant_o than_o all_o yet_o not_o he_o but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o he_o it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a that_o thou_o command_v all_o man_n to_o repent_v but_o that_o godly_a sorrow_n which_o work_v repentance_n be_v from_o thou_o also_o by_o this_o we_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o our_o sin_n for_o sin_n sake_n and_o not_o only_o for_o fear_n of_o the_o punishment_n as_o esau_n when_o he_o seek_v repentance_n careful_o with_o tear_n because_o of_o his_o loss_n as_o also_o pharo_n repent_v of_o his_o sin_n but_o the_o plague_n be_v remove_v he_o return_v to_o his_o sin_n again_o and_o the_o israelite_n when_o god_n consume_v their_o day_n in_o vanity_n and_o their_o year_n in_o trouble_n and_o when_o he_o slay_v they_o they_o seek_v he_o but_o within_o a_o while_n they_o forget_v god_n and_o god_n alone_o can_v give_v this_o sorrow_n because_o he_o alone_o can_v open_v the_o eye_n to_o let_v we_o see_v 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shall_v never_o be_v cast_v down_o but_o it_o follow_v thou_o do_v hide_v thy_o face_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v he_o than_o see_v his_o weakness_n and_o vanity_n and_o too_o much_o security_n which_o he_o express_v in_o his_o prosperity_n the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o withdraw_v the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n that_o he_o may_v not_o set_v his_o affection_n upon_o the_o world_n nor_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n but_o in_o the_o enjoiment_n of_o god_n and_o live_v upon_o that_o three_o consider_v that_o god_n do_v suffer_v his_o people_n to_o be_v afflict_v for_o the_o exercise_n of_o their_o grace_n as_o he_o do_v job_n patience_n hope_v faith_n spiritual_a fortitude_n and_o his_o other_o grace_n job_n 13.15_o though_o the_o lord_n shall_v kill_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o say_v he_o in_o his_o affliction_n james_n 1.23_o count_v it_o all_o joy_n when_o you_o fall_v into_o temptation_n know_v that_o the_o trial_n of_o your_o faith_n work_v 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in_o the_o lord_n though_o the_o fig_n tree_n shall_v not_o blossom_n etc._n etc._n yet_o will_v i_o rejoid_v in_o the_o lord_n no_o chastn_n for_o the_o present_a seem_v joyous_a but_o grievous_a nevertheless_o afterward_o it_o yield_v the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n as_o david_n testify_v before_o i_o be_v afflict_v i_o go_v astray_o but_o now_o i_o have_v learn_v the_o judgement_n of_o thy_o mouth_n that_o be_v he_o learn_v the_o practise_n of_o they_o for_o though_o he_o know_v they_o he_o go_v a_o stray_n and_o by_o affliction_n be_v reclaim_v psa_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o have_v be_v afflict_v meditation_n lord_n let_v it_o be_v thy_o will_n to_o perfect_v my_o grace_n by_o my_o affliction_n and_o to_o purify_v and_o refine_v i_o of_o all_o my_o corruption_n as_o silver_n be_v refine_v in_o the_o fire_n for_o if_o i_o still_o feel_v pride_n and_o envy_n wrath_n scorn_n and_o contempt_n of_o my_o mean_a brethren_n in_o my_o heart_n or_o be_v incline_v to_o revile_v such_o as_o have_v fall_v i_o may_v just_o fear_v that_o though_o thou_o have_v remove_v one_o judgement_n from_o i_o yet_o thou_o will_v bring_v another_o great_a upon_o i_o and_o if_o i_o will_v not_o be_v thereby_o humble_v and_o teach_v to_o bear_v with_o the_o infirmity_n of_o my_o brethren_n so_o as_o to_o pity_v restore_v and_o help_v they_o thou_o may_v just_o heap_v more_o and_o more_o plague_n upon_o i_o and_o i_o till_o thou_o have_v destroy_v i_o and_o since_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o the_o same_o measure_n that_o we_o meet_v to_o other_o shall_v be_v measure_v to_o we_o again_o teach_v i_o that_o i_o may_v forbear_v all_o distasteful_a word_n and_o scornful_a behaviour_n and_o all_o passion_n and_o censure_n towards_o other_o that_o be_v under_o i_o though_o but_o my_o servant_n lest_o those_o who_o be_v above_o i_o or_o under_o i_o shall_v requite_v i_o with_o the_o like_a if_o thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v rail_v at_o and_o revile_v as_o thy_o servant_n david_n be_v often_o and_o as_o all_o holy_a man_n of_o god_n and_o saint_n have_v be_v and_o must_v expect_v to_o be_v let_v i_o not_o look_v upon_o the_o person_n so_o rail_v but_o receive_v it_o as_o from_o god_n as_o he_o do_v say_v if_o the_o lord_n have_v say_v to_o shimei_n curse_n david_n who_o shall_v say_v why_o have_v thou_o do_v so_o so_o let_v he_o curse_v for_o who_o can_v tell_v but_o the_o lord_n will_v requite_v good_a for_o his_o rail_n and_o so_o the_o lord_n do_v requite_v it_o and_o let_v i_o learn_v not_o to_o judge_v other_o by_o what_o they_o suffer_v but_o consider_v the_o bitter_a mock_n which_o the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n undergo_v as_o the_o lord_n have_v foretell_v they_o but_o chief_o let_v we_o consider_v what_o contradiction_n of_o sinner_n our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n undergo_v lest_o we_o faint_v in_o our_o mind_n and_o be_v weary_a and_o let_v we_o learn_v thereby_o to_o speak_v evil_a of_o no_o man_n though_o most_o high_o provoke_v no_o not_o in_o our_o passion_n lest_o we_o seem_v to_o disbelieve_v or_o contemn_v the_o blessing_n pronounce_v upon_o such_o sufferer_n meditation_n in_o their_o affliction_n they_o will_v seek_v i_o early_o when_o by_o affliction_n we_o be_v deprive_v of_o all_o worldly_a comfort_n than_o we_o will_v seek_v it_o in_o god_n therefore_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o some_o people_n to_o be_v always_o afflict_v and_o i_o may_v be_v one_o of_o they_o heb._n 12.10_o 11._o they_o viz._n our_o parent_n chastened_a we_o for_o their_o pleasure_n but_o he_o for_o our_o profit_n that_o we_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n now_o no_o chasten_n for_o the_o present_a seem_v joyous_a but_o grievous_a nevertheless_o afterward_o it_o yield_v the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n unto_o they_o that_o be_v exercise_v thereby_o so_o that_o the_o end_n of_o god_n afflict_v we_o be_v to_o improve_v our_o faith_n patience_n holiness_n and_o other_o grace_n and_o he_o will_v make_v these_o mean_v efual_a isa_n 26.9_o meditation_n o_o my_o soul_n let_v not_o lie_v lip_n slander_n backbiting_n nor_o false_a accusation_n provoke_v thou_o to_o let_v loose_v the_o reins_o to_o revenge_n and_o wrath_n but_o rather_o give_v place_n to_o injury_n lest_o thou_o hustify_v the_o son_n of_o zerviah_n say_v let_v we_o cut_v off_o this_o dog_n head_n and_o condemne_v holy_a david_n and_o thou_o may_v hope_v for_o the_o like_a requital_n if_o thou_o do_v according_o but_o thou_o have_v rather_o that_o the_o lord_n will_v keep_v thou_o secret_o in_o his_o tabernacle_n from_o strife_n of_o tongue_n another_o end_n why_o god_n afflict_v his_o people_n be_v to_o make_v they_o like_v to_o christ_n as_o it_o be_v 2_o tim._n 2.12_o for_o if_o we_o be_v dead_a with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o live_v with_o he_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o reign_v with_o he_o if_o we_o deny_v he_o he_o also_o will_v deny_v we_o and_o rom._n 8.17_o joint_a heir_n with_o christ_n if_o so_o be_v we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o be_v glorify_v with_o he_o we_o be_v chastened_a of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v condemn_v with_o the_o world_n they_o suffer_v with_o he_o who_o suffer_v innocent_o the_o three_o end_n be_v the_o trial_n of_o faith_n as_o the_o st._n peter_n 6.7_o though_o now_o you_o be_v in_o heaviness_n if_o need_v be_v through_o manifold_a temptation_n 7_o v._n that_o the_o trial_n of_o your_o faith_n be_v much_o more_o precious_a than_o gold_n though_o it_o be_v try_v in_o the_o fire_n may_v be_v find_v unto_o praise_n and_o honour_n and_o glory_n etc._n etc._n so_o they_o try_v our_o love_n too_o meditation_n o_o
fret_v not_o thyself_o because_o of_o the_o ungodly_a nor_o be_v thou_o envious_a against_o the_o evil_a doer_n ver_fw-la 29._o the_o wicked_a see_v the_o righteous_a and_o seek_v occasion_n to_o slay_v he_o ver_fw-la 14._o the_o wicked_a have_v draw_v the_o sword_n and_o bend_v the_o bow_n to_o slay_v such_o as_o be_v of_o a_o upright_a conversation_n ver_fw-la 12._o the_o wicked_a plot_v against_o the_o righteous_a and_o gnash_v upon_o he_o with_o his_o tooth_n ver_fw-la 33._o the_o lord_n will_v not_o leave_v he_o in_o his_o hand_n nor_o condemn_v he_o when_o he_o be_v judge_v ver_fw-la 39_o and_o 40._o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v of_o the_o lord_n he_o be_v their_o strength_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n and_o the_o lord_n shall_v help_v they_o and_o deliver_v they_o he_o shall_v deliver_v they_o from_o the_o wicked_a and_o save_v they_o because_o they_o trust_v in_o he_o rom._n 8.28_o we_o know_v that_o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o good_a to_o they_o that_o love_n god_n 32._o he_o that_o spare_v not_o his_o own_o son_n but_o deliver_v he_o up_o for_o we_o all_o how_o shall_v he_o not_o with_o he_o also_o free_o give_v we_o all_o thing_n v._o 35._o who_o shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n shall_v tribulation_n or_o distress_n or_o persecution_n or_o famine_n or_o nakedness_n or_o peril_n or_o sword_n for_o thy_o sake_n be_v we_o kill_v all_o the_o day_n long_o we_o be_v account_v as_o sheep_n for_o the_o slaughter_n 37._o nay_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n we_o be_v more_o than_o conqueror_n through_o he_o that_o love_v we_o these_o consolation_n do_v not_o only_o support_v the_o suffer_a saint_n but_o make_v they_o triumph_v over_o all_o their_o torment_n take_v joyful_o the_o spoil_n of_o their_o good_n rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n when_o they_o have_v nothing_o to_o possess_v all_o thing_n sing_v in_o the_o dungeon_n despise_v death_n and_o not_o accept_v deliverance_n psal_n 119._o david_n by_o delight_v in_o god_n word_n be_v support_v satan_n envy_n to_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n &_o all_o that_o all_o belong_v to_o god_n raise_v up_o persecution_n to_o the_o holy_a seed_n the_o dragon_n in_o the_o revelation_n be_v set_v forth_o persecute_v the_o woman_n rev._n 12.8_o satan_n have_v great_a wrath_n because_o he_o have_v but_o a_o short_a time_n therefore_o the_o persecution_n under_o the_o gospel_n be_v great_a than_o those_o be_v under_o the_o law_n st._n paul_n be_v not_o only_o ready_a to_o suffer_v affliction_n for_o christ_n but_o to_o die_v also_o satan_n be_v not_o content_v when_o he_o have_v prevail_v in_o the_o trial_n of_o holy_a job_n to_o the_o take_v away_o of_o his_o substance_n nor_o yet_o when_o he_o have_v prevail_v for_o the_o deprive_v of_o he_o of_o his_o child_n but_o his_o body_n also_o must_v be_v smite_v the_o office_n of_o the_o comforter_n will_v be_v in_o vain_a if_o god_n people_n be_v never_o dismay_v if_o there_o be_v no_o break_a heart_n to_o be_v heal_v and_o bind_v up_o there_o need_v no_o strong_a consolation_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n nor_o no_o oil_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n if_o no_o spiritual_a heaviness_n be_v he_o can_v not_o restore_v beauty_n for_o ash_n if_o no_o ash_n be_v upon_o our_o head_n nor_o wipe_v all_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n if_o they_o weep_v not_o before_o the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n shall_v arise_v with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n in_o vain_a if_o none_o have_v need_n of_o heal_v the_o blessedness_n to_o those_o that_o mourn_v that_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v be_v needless_a they_o be_v necessary_a also_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v they_o be_v plentiful_a for_o this_o assertion_n through_o many_o tribulation_n we_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n if_o we_o endure_v not_o tribulation_n whereof_o all_o be_v partaker_n then_o be_v we_o bastard_n and_o not_o son_n all_o that_o will_v live_v godly_a must_v suffer_v 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restore_v again_o upon_o their_o repentance_n and_o sin_v again_o be_v utter_o destroy_v by_o the_o roman_n under_o titus_n command_n the_o scripture_n which_o threaten_v plague_n punishment_n and_o curse_n can_v be_v fulfil_v if_o affliction_n shall_v not_o befall_v we_o six_o of_o the_o seven_o church_n of_o asia_n be_v threaten_v unless_o they_o repent_v will_v any_o one_o think_v that_o the_o impenitent_a escape_v unpunished_a there_o be_v not_o any_o one_o of_o those_o punishment_n which_o god_n threaten_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n to_o the_o end_n but_o come_v to_o pass_v save_v only_o where_o repentance_n prevent_v they_o as_o be_v the_o case_n of_o the_o ninivites_n and_o in_o some_o degree_n ahab_n and_o manasses_n show_v their_o repentance_n answerable_a to_o which_o their_o remission_n be_v but_o our_o first_o parent_n find_v the_o truth_n of_o all_o god_n threaten_n so_o do_v the_o old_a world_n that_o be_v drown_v so_o do_v god_n ancient_a people_n 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