find this to be the effect of Davids sickness Psal 38.3 4. There is no soundness in my flesh because of thy anger neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin For mine iniquities are gone over my head as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me Beloved people would not be so fond of their sins if they saw the diseases and dangers which they bring upon them as a man would not be greedy of the daintiest meat if he knew it were mixt with Rats-bane nor be proud of the finest cloaths if he knew they were infected with the Pestilence So if people saw the Plague Pocks Dropsie Fever and the Consumption in their pride and oaths and lyes and drunkenness and covetousness it would make them afraid of sin as well as of sickness and therefore look not upon sin as it appears in your honours profits and pleasures as it appears at an Ale-house May-pole or Maurice-dance or Cock-pit or Bear-bait or Stage-play for there thou canst not see sin for its pleasures but look upon thy self on a bed of languishing and there see thy sins standing in order before thee and then tell me what fruit thou hast in these things Look upon thy self as hanging over the lake of brimstone and then call thy drunken Companions about thee and bid them pour out their flagons and quaff off their cups and see whether all these can make thee merry when the flames of hell begin to catch and kindle in thy guilty soul call in thy lyes and injustice to bring thee thy treasures of wickedness and lay them under thy pillow and see whether they can bring thee ease when Death and Hell and the day of Judgment stand present before thee And my Brethren it is observeable that when we sin in our sickness we should see far more evil in it then as it is the meritorious cause of that disease as we should look further into a sickness then as it causeth present aches and pains in the body we should see that Death and Eternity which comes after so we should see more evil and danger in sin then as it brings such a disease for the evil of it is not spent in that therefore we should look upon it as provoking God to punish us with diseases and with death and hell which diseases are loosing us into The second End to convince us of the vanity of the creature now we are truly convinced of the vanity of the creature when we judge it to be empty of that good which must free a sinful man from misery and fill him with true happiness It must needs be a vanity when a man may be miserable with it and happy without it Now Christ appoints diseases as means to convince us of this vanity of the creature for as one saith wittily the world is the Devils Chess-board wherein a man can neither move forward nor backward but the Devil attaches him with some creature or other and indeed we are so full of the spirit of the world as it 's called 1 Cor. 2.12 which doth so fill our hearts with the world that God and Christ and Heaven and Salvation are nothing to us and therefore this sin is called a denying God that is above Job 31.24 25 28. and Agur tells us that when a man is full of the world he is apt to deny God and to say Who is the Lord Prov. 30.9 Oh what poor scornful thoughts a covetous proud secure worldling hath of God and Christ and Saints and Ordinances and Salvation Now this is one great use of sicknesses to convince a man of the vanity of the world and this is a most convincing argument for I dare challenge all the worldlings which the world it self can own to name me that earthly creature and tell me what I shall call it which can heal the wounds of a guilty conscience or can take out the sting of death or of which a man can truly say Here is a treasure which a lump of phlegm cannot take from me If thou canst not say this of the creature I grant thou mayst use it for thy good but be ruled by a friend never choose it for thy portion But more particularly we may hereby be convinced of the vanity of these five things First Of the vanity of our selves Sickness moved David to beg wisdom of God to know how frail he was Psal 39.4 and this made Job compare himself to a leaf and to the dry stubble and to a flower and shadow Job 13.25 and Cap. 14.2 and we read that this is the use of sickness to hide pride from man Job 33.17 that is to take it quite away to be seen no more and if we did look on every thing which we are usually proud of as it will prove on a sick bed or death-bed it would be an effectual means to abase us and to hide pride from us Beloved it is a most precious thing for a man to be fill'd with the knowledge and sense of his own emptiness and vanity The Kingdom of heaven is unchangeably entail'd upon all such Mat. 5.3 Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven Hereby a man is sweetly qualified for every duty Faith never acts with more integrity and strength then when it acts from the belief of a mans own emptiness for when self is most denied Christ is most acknowledged and believed then doth a man most heartily and strongly receive and rest upon Christ to justifie and to save him when he sees what a guilty condemned lost wretch he is in himself and when he sees what a weak helpless creature he is then doth he most trust to the infinite power of Jesus Christ and this also doth exceedingly endear his heart in love to God when he sees that God is so good and so full of grace and love and mercy as to chuse and call and pardon and save such a vile and loathsome creature as he then repentance is most inward and spiritual when a man with Job abhors himself and repents in dust and ashes Job 42.6 and this fills the heart with prayer for prayer begs of God what a man wants in himself therefore when a man sees himself poor and empty of all good and knows that he cannot be supplied from himself then doth he pray to be fill'd with the fulness of God Now I say sickness is a special means to convince a man of his emptiness and vanity for hereby a man is left bare and empty of all those creature-comforts which seemed to fill him before and now he sees that nothing will fill him but grace and glory and that there is nothing in him to make up this fulness Secondly To convince us of the vanity of great men Oh what is a Prince or a Noble-man or Gentleman when the Pox or the Fever or the Consumption will insult over him and scorn him and make nothing of him and there is nothing in him
their curses to pass We read of a Mother that in a passion cursed her Son thus Get thee gone I would thou mightest never come again alive and the same day her Son went into the water and was drowned Another woman said in her anger to her Childe The Devil take thee and presently the poor childe was possessed with the Devil These and many more such dreadful examples should make all afraid of such or any other words of cursing Consider once more that every man should have his heart filled with love unto and earnest desires of the good of all men and should be always in a frame to offer up these desires in prayer to God Now how contrary to this is that devillish spirit which inclines thee to hate and to curse others The Apostle James sets out the great hypocrisie and wickedness of a man who with the same tongue will bless God and curse men James 3.9 10. Therewith bless we God even the Father and therewith curse we men which are made after the similitude of God Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing My brethren these things ought not so to be Lastly This Doctrine reproves those who hasten diseases and death to themselves by their own sins I may reason with such sinners in Solomons words Eccles 7.17 Be not over-much wicked neither be thou foolish why shouldst thou die before thy time It is not meant the time absolutely appointed by God for that cannot be prevented but it 's meant that time which in the course of nature they might have probably lived unto as a Lamp will burn till the Oyl be spent but it may be quencht or blown out sooner So in the course of nature many a man might have probably lived many a year but oftentimes either by a sudden blast of God or by some diseases which are bred by his own sins the lamp of his life is quickly blown out and some of such sins I shall here particularly reprove I might instance in that horrible sin of self-murder which ordinarily proceeds from pride unbelief revenge covetousness discontent or despair when men cannot despite God and man enough by their lives they will attempt to do it by their deaths and will venture with their own hands to cut the thred of their own lives and to loose themselves out of the troubles of earth into the torments of hell I might also mention the horrid sins of Treason Murder Witchcraft Theft c. which sins binde their bodies to the wrath and justice of men and their souls and bodies to the wrath and vengeance of God These sins bring men to be hanged like dogs because they could not be contented to live like men I shall instance in these five sins which do provoke God to visit men with diseases some of which do of their own nature bring men to untimely sickness and death 1. Persecution of Gods people This is a sin which doth not only bring everlasting damnation hereafter but usually it also brings some fearful judgments on the bodies and families of Persecutors here Hence we read Psalm 55.23 Bloody and deceitful men shall not live out half their daies It would take up far more room then I can here spare to instance in the fearful examples of Gods vengeance upon the very bodies of the cruel enemies of Gods Church and people whereby we might see that all the cruelty which the most barbarous persecutors have invented to torment the Christians with hath not been comparable to those torments wherewith God hath tortured their Enemies with fearful and strange diseases We read of that bloody Herod who murdered the Infants Matth. 2.16 that he was smitten by the hand of God with a most shameful and painful disease so that his body boiled and burnt with heat and his bowels were gnawn he was tormented with a ravenous and insatiable appetite after meat his privy parts were rotten and full of filthy vermine and after he had endured a while the horririble pangs of a lingring death he died in desperate madness and misery See Eusebius Ecclesiastic Histor Lib. 1. Cap. 8. Tertullian amongst other examples of the like kinde reports that one Claudius Herminianus in Cappadocia being enraged that his Wife was turned Christian to revenge himself did exercise much cruelty upon the precious Christians for which God did smite him with a fearful plague wherewith after a while he was tormented he dyed ad Scapulam cap. 3. Steven Gardiner a bloudy butcher in Queen Maries days hearing that Bishop Ridley and Master Latimer were burned at Oxford rejoyced greatly and being at dinner ate his meat merrily but whilst the meat was in his mouth the wrath of God came upon him so that he was taken from his board to bed where continuing fifteen days in intolerable anguish by reason he could not expel his urine his body being miserably inflamed within he was brought to a wretched end with his tongue all black and swoln hanging out of his blasphemous mouth I shall conclude this by warning all that either love their souls lives or posterity or country to take heed of wronging the precious people of God the truth is the Nation which persecutors are a curse unto and the souls of persecutors themselves are dearer to godly Christians then all their own private interest which persecution can take from them and therefore I say to all malicious enemies as Tertullian said to Scapula a Ruler in Carthage and a cruel enemy to Christians Parce tibi si non nobis parce Carthagini si non tibi Spare thy self if thou wilt not spare us spare Carthage if thou wilt not spare thy self So I say if ye will not spare the holy people of God spare your selves if ye will not spare your selves spare your families spare your poor children if you will not spare your families spare the precious nation spare London spare England for you swallow up all by swallowing up Gods people The second sin which I shall here reprove is unworthy receiving the Lords Supper God often punisheth this sin with bodily diseases Hence we read 1 Cor. 11.30 For this cause many are weak and sickly among you and many sleep Now that you may know the evil and danger of this sin I shall shew you what it is to eat and drink the Lords Supper unworthily A man eats and drinks the Lords Supper unworthily when he is without the gracious qualifications which make the heart fit and meet and agreeable to this blessed Ordinance The best way to understand this is to consider what is in the Ordinance and what is in the heart and then by comparing them together to see whether they do meet and agree as for example in the Lords Supper Jesus Christ crucified with all the blessings of the Gospel are shewed forth 1 Cor. 11.26 well and there is a Believer who by faith sees and discerns the Lords Body as it is set forth therein now such a heart and the
cheerful yet look for another fit sickness is like to come again and death will be sure to come shortly therefore take heed of security Lastly that heed of pride and vain-glory this was the sin of good Hezekiah of whom we read that after he was recovered from his sickness his heart was lifted up 2 Chron. 22.24 25. and this appeared in that when he was courted by the King of Babylon he did in a bravado shew all his riches Isa 39.2 Poor Hezekiah thou wast in a better frame when on thy sick-bed thou wast turning thy face to the wall but we may see by this sad instance how apt we are after a mercie and deliverance to be puft up with high thoughts and conceits of our selves The last Duty which I shall mention is this Be careful to perform thy sick-bed-vows and resolutions A vow is a solemn promise made to God either of a duty or of something which may further us in our duty to God The matter of a vow is either to do that which God commands or to forsake sin which God forbids or to do something to further our obedience or to abstain from something which might be an occasion of sin and which we may abstain from A vow must not be of a thing unlawful for that were as if we should promise God to hate him or not to love him it must be also of that which we have power to do else we have no power to promise to do it The nature of a vow is a promise made to God which promise brings an obligation upon us to perform it this promise must not be made rashly for a vow must be the fruit of grace and not the fruit of sin and we must not make promises to God in a passion yet I do not deny but such vows must be performed for it 's one thing sinfully to vow and another thing to vow to sin in such a case we must be humbled for the manner of the vow and graciously pay what we sinfully vow'd It hath been the practice of the godly to make vows to God in their troubles Psal 132.1 2. Lord remember David and all his afflictions how he sware unto the Lord and vowed to the mighty God of Jacob. Now Sirs in the fear of God make conscience to perform your sick-bed-vows Indeed wicked men are forward to make vows when they are sick and as forward to break them when they are well As Pharaoh when the plagues were upon him he would let Israel go but when they were removed his heart was hardned and they should not go But it is the property of a godly man to make good his vows Psal 15.4 Hence saith David Psal 56.12 Thy vows are upon me O God Beloved vows are heavy things David felt them lying upon him and pressing him to the performance of them Vows take up a great deal of room in the soul they fill the conscience when a man is tempted to do that which he hath vowed against his vow will be upon him presently that he dare not do it See what conscience David made of his vows Psal 66.13 14. I will pay thee my vows which my lips have uttered and my mouth hath spoken when I was in trouble Psal 116.14 I will pay my vows unto the Lord now in the presence of all his people Sirs if you break your vows your vows will break you I shall conclude this in the words of Solomon Eccles 5.4 5. When thou vowest a vow unto God defer not to pay for he hath no pleasure in fools pay that which thou hast vowed Better it is that thou shouldst not vow then that thou shouldst vow and not pay So much for the Exhortation to those who are recovered from sickness My last Exhortation is to exhort you to some Duties to be performed in time of sickness which I shall lay before you in these twelve particulars Duty 1. Own and acknowledge the hand of God in thy visitation as a man in a croud that receives a blow upon his head will presently turn about to see whence the stroke comes so as soon as Gods hand toucheth thee let thy eye be upon him and labour to finde a special presence of God appearing in thy visitation Poor soul thou art now parted from the use of Ordinances in publick and thou must labour to finde Sabbaths and Sermons and Sacraments in thy sickness that is thou must endeavour to finde the presence of God that appears in these Ordinances appearing to thy soul in the aches and troubles and pains of a sickness To this purpose I have read a saying of an holy Minister of the Gospel which he spoke on his sick-bed concerning people that were then worshipping God in publick Oh said he that they did now see what I do now feel we have a choice example of this duty of acknowledging the hand of God in our visitation in Job cap. 1. where we read that after he had stood still and heard the messengers which came one upon the heels of the another with the sad tidings of the loss of his cattel and servants and children the very first thing he does is to turn to God and to fall down and worship him and acknowledge his hand in his affliction vers 20 21. so I say So soon as ever thy disease begins presently own and acknowledge and worshâ—p God who is the cause of thy visitation so did David Psal 38.2 Thy arrows stick fast in me and thy hand presseth me sore Consider this affliction comes from the Wisdom and Will and Power and Justice of God and by this disease he hath now chosen to come to thee and to appear to thee therefore labour to have thy heart filled with him that all thy words and actions may favour of him Hereby thou wilt see Reason against all Sin and Reason for all Duties and withal a ground for all comforts Duty 2. Labour to have thy heart filled with the thoughts of thy death and judgement it is the great sin of many that in their sickness strive to put the thoughts of death and judgement far from them and labour to fill their hearts with confidence that they shall live and so many poor wretches fall into hell before they did think they should dye But certainly it 's the safest and wisest way so soon as thou art assaulted with sickness to see thy death and judgement standing before thee and to receive the sentence of death in thy self 2 Cor. 1.9 Look upon thy disease as bringing thee to death and after that to a judgement which will settle thee in heaven or hell presently As thou lyest on thy sick-bed look into the other great world where thou art entring see in what state place and company thou art now to all eternity to be fixt Look into hell and see those many millions of Devils that are chained up there Look what a dreadful case the learned great rich strong and beautiful swaggerers ranters
them desperate Now to arm you against the former temptation which concerns the business in hand fill your hearts with the belief of God as he is a God of judgement for the Lord is known by the judgement which he executeth Psal 9.16 therefore he tells us I kill and I make alive Deut. 32.39 So saith he Isa 45.7 I form the light and create darkness I make peace and create evil I the Lord do all these things All the evil of punishment which comes into the world comes from God all the hurt that is done by fire water wind thunder earthquakes God doth it all the hurt that comes by famine pestilence sword blasting mildew God doth it all that dye God kills them all that go to hell God damns them and is not this a terrible God Thirdly look not on God as men judge of him when they are secure and God is patient but as he appears when men awake with guilt and God awakes in wrath Beloved if every Sin should presently bring a Judgement if every Oath should kill a Cow and every Lye break a Bone and every act of Drunkenness turn a man into a Dropsie then sin would be accounted more dangerous and God more terrible But as we read Psal 55.19 Because they have no changes therefore they fear not God When men can swear lye be drunk scoff at godliness prophane Sabbaths and yet eat drink sleep work and play all alike this makes them confident that God is not so angry with them as a company of precise Puritans would have them believe We read of this Atheistical temper Psal 50.21 22. These things hast thou done meaning the crying sins fore-mentioned and I kept silence saith God I did not disturb thee nor hinder thee and thou thoughtest that I was altogether such a one as thy self that I liked sin as well as thou didst but thou wilt be of another minde when I come to reprove thee and to set thy sins in order before thee and to tear thee in pieces when there shall be none to deliver thee We read Psal 40.11 Evil shall hunt the violent man to destroy him and it is said Numb 32.23 Your sin shall finde you out Sinners lye close and hide themselves in their sins as if judgement could never finde them Oh but consider sicknesses and death and hell are looking for thee they are hunting after thee Heark methinks I hear the cry of the hunters and the sound of the feet of death pursuing thy soul I may say unto thee as she said to Sampson The Philistines are upon thee Sampson Sickness is upon thee sinner death and judgement is coming upon thee the wrath of the eternal God is roaring against thee these things should make thee cry out with David Psal 119.20 My flesh trembleth for fear of thee and I am afraid of thy judgements Lastly Consider God as a God of all sicknesses and diseases to convince thee that he is a terrible God these with other judgements are called the terrors of God Job 6.4 The terrors of God do set themselves in aray against me and it 's clear that God for this reason is terrible for that is terrible which is destructive to the health and life and being of man this makes fire water wind thunder men and devils terrible and this makes Sickness the Pestilence Fever the Pocks the Stone the Consumption and Death and Judgement terrible Now therefore what a terrible Majestie is God who makes all these so terrible for as there is no fear of an Ox-goad or of the Jaw-bone of an Ass but the one in the hand of a mighty Shamgar was a terrible instrument of death to six hundred men Judges 3.31 and the other in the hand of a strong Sampson killed heaps upon heaps heaps upon heaps a thousand men Judges 15.16 So this makes all diseases and all instruments of death terrible because they are in the hand of a mighty God who for this reason is to be acknowledged and feared as a very terrible God Secondly informs us of the infinite patience of God towards ungodly men which appears in that God hath all diseases and death at command to avenge himself upon them and yet that he is pleased so long to forbear The Scripture makes known the glory of God to us by this Attribute Exod. 34.6 The Lord merciful and gracious long-suffering So Psal 86.14 Rom. 2.4 This patience of God is his infinite goodness whereby he doth moderate and with hold his wrath from falling upon sinners Pardoning grace takes a way the wrath of God and looseth the believer from being bound to suffer it But here the sinner lyes condemned and stands bound over by the Law to suffer Gods wrath but God by his infinite patience forbears to inflict it Now I shall briefly propound these three Considerations to convince us of the patience of God 1. Consider the greatness of that wrath which God withholds from falling on you viz. all the punishments which are threatned in the curses of Gods Law God doth not only keep off millions of diseases but also mountains of torments from coming upon thee every day the great difference which is betwixt thee and a damned soul in hell is made by the patience of God Oh poor Christless sinner when I stand seriously looking on thee eating and drinking and laughing and sporting in thy sins as if thou thoughtest thy self as safe as ever an Angel of heaven and then believe what the Scripture speaks against thee and see what is in God against thee I cannot but tremble to look thee in the face to see whither thou art so merrily going and what an alteration sickness and death is shortly like to make with thee but for present God in infinite patience withholds all the wrath that thou deservest 2. Consider the great provocations that God doth bear Sin is said to provoke or call forth the wrath of God and notwithstanding such horrid sins call and cry for his wrath yet in the infinite power of his patience he forbears The Scripture ascribes a Voice to three things which cry aloud for Gods wrath 1. Sin cryes Gen. 18.20 21. The cry of Sodom and Gomorrha is great Swearing cryes Pour out thy wrath on the Blasphemer that belcheth out me Drunkenness cryes Oh thou consuming fire devour this Beast that commits me So there is a cry against a Nation and against a City or Family Oh Profaneness cryes Come away Pestilence come away Famine and devour England that is so filled with me but yet God in infinite patience withholds his Judgments 2. The Estates of men which are gained by sin and wickedness cry for vengeance James 5.4 Hab. 2.11 The stone shall cry out of the wall and the beam out of the timber shall answer it The Prophet speaks as if all the parts of a house built by fraud and blood did consent to cry one after another for vengeance against the founders of it the Stone cryes Lord revenge
you were born children of the Devil and you must be born again if ever you will be the children of God Good children know and love the God that made you and Jesus Christ who died for you to redeem and save you You can be afraid of the Rod and a Bugbear be afraid of sin and hell Perhaps you have godly parents who instruct and catechize you in the knowledge of God Why good children hear the instruction of your fathers and forsake not the law of your mothers God doth not love you as his children because you are pretty or witty children or because you are the children of rich parents but if you will love and fear the Lord then you shall be accounted to the Lord for a generation Good children look on the graves in the Church-yards and you shall see many who were no elder nor taller then you dead and buried before you as young as you are sick and as young as you are dead and as young as you are in heaven and hell therefore be Gods children whilst you are young lest you be sick and dead and damned before you be old 2. Exhort parents to do their duty in endeavouring to prepare their children for sickness and death Ephes 6.4 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 feed or nourish your children in the fear of the Lord. Beasts can take care to save their young ones lives but men and women and Christians should be careful to save their childrens souls when thy children dye if thou hast neglected their salvation it must if thy conscience be ever awakened cause stinging reflections in thy soul There is a story of a father who consented that his daughter should commit whoredom which she did and soon after dyed whereupon the poor guilty father cryes out I have damned my daughters soul I have damned my daughters soul Sirs do not teach your children to to lye swear to be drunk or covetous to scoff at Gods children or holiness lest one day you have cause to cry out when it is too late We have damned our childrens souls When your hearts are affected to see your children about you then see diseases and death at your doors ready to make your children orphans or you childless and consider withal how sad it is that such pretty sweet children should be for ever burned in hell Beloved I would not have you worse then Infidels in not providing for your childrens bodies and yet I would have you better then Devils in providing for their poor souls It is a pleasant sight to see parents live as if they were going with all their children to heaven It is comely to see parents sitting in their house and their children about them or to see them sitting in a Congregation and their children about them but how much more glorious will it be to see them sitting in heaven and their children about them though the relation will end yet the comfort of being a means to bring them thither will abide for ever Parents if you cannot make your children heirs of houses and lands labour to make them heirs of heaven do not onely teach your children how to live but also teach them how to dye thou art troubled sometimes to think Alas how will my poor children live I tell thee thou hast more need to think How will my poor children dye for there are few so poor but they can make some shift to live but there are millions so miserable that they know not how to dye 3. Exhortation to young men Vnto you O men I call and my voice is unto the sons of men Prov. 8.4 make it your care to prepare for sickness and death Solomon having taught that childhood and youth is vanity Eccles 11.10 he infers this Exhortation to young men Eccles 12.1 Remember now thy Creator in the daies of thy youth It is necessary for all young people to live as those that know that God will bring them to judgment Eccles 11.9 Consider you are never prepared for sickness and death till you are prepared for judgement Oh young men and women look upon your selves as going to judgment Heark do not you hear the great shout that calls you all to make your appearance before the judgment-seat of Christ Sirs be nothing now but what you would appear to be at that great day Wouldst thou be judged as a Drunkard or Swearer or Whoremonger or Worldling or as an enemy to godly Ministers and Christians at the day of judgment If not then be not such a one now do not think your selves too young to enter into a serious way of godliness For what if sickness and death will not stay till you are old Thou art not too young to be sick or to die Do not then think that thou art too young to go to heaven lest God think thee old enough to go to hell 4. Exhortation to old men to prepare for sickness and death The daies which Solomon calls evil daies are already come upon you Methinks I may allude to that of our Saviour Joh. 4.35 Look on the fields for they are white already unto Harvest When I look on old people I see a white crop of gray hairs which speaks them to be ripe for the sickle of death Sirs diseases and death have done a great deal of their work upon you already they have worn away your colour beauty and strength yet how sad is it to see an old man more unfit to die then a very childe that begins to live He is old and ignorant old and covetous old and malicious old and cruel old and yet a drunkard Oh poor man what hast thou been doing all thy daies Hast thou had fifty threescore almost fourscore years to prepare for sickness and death and to lay up treasures in heaven and hast thou done nothing else but been heaping up wrath in hell Heark old Father for I must needs honour thy hoary head the sick-bed death the grave call for thee Oh then repent and believe presently let not the Devil who long ago perswaded thee thou wast too young now perswade thee thou art too old for as old as thou art yet it is better for thee to go to heaven a young Babe of Christ then to go to hell an old slave of the Devil 5. Exhortation to rich and great men of the world to prepare for sickness and death Sirs there are messengers at your doors to fetch you where mountains of gold are worth nothing your riches cannot guard you against sickness and death God can as easily turn a Bed of Down into a Bed of Languishing as a Bed of Straw and a disease cares no more for the richest Velvet then the poorest Sheep skin and a sickness can as easily catch thee in a Coach as in a Cart and death enters into the stateliest Castle assoon as the poorest cottage Read your case Jam. 1.10 11. As the flower of the grass he shall pass away For the Sun is no sooner
according as the Word describes and presents it to him and surely this makes people so unprepared to dye because they want an understanding of things It cannot sink into their hearts that sin is so bad and Christ so good or the world so vain or grace so precious or hell so terrible or heaven so glorious but they are so confident that lust is sweet and riches are precious and death is far off and hell is but a bug bear and heaven is but a fansie And in this confidence they will live and dye and therefore the Apostle prayes that the Philippians may try things that differ that they may be fit for the day of Christ I shall therefore give you this Direction in these following particulars 1. Look upon God and the world together and you shall see the difference for this end I beseech you search and believe that Scripture Isa 40.15 -17. Behold the nations are as a drop of a bucket and are counted as the small dust of the balance Behold he taketh up the isles as a very little thing All nations before him are as nothing and they are counted to him less then nothing and vanity Now let thy heart judge of and act towards God and the world according to this difference Set all the world before thee give every creature its due see what a vast world of Kingdoms and Nations it is look upon the strong Islands which are fortified and moted about with the Seas which this great God takes up as a very little thing see a world of great and mighty men before thee see the rich world of gold and silver and precious stones lying on heaps before thee look upon the lands and buildings which make all the woods fields pastures medows orchards vineyards gardens towns cities and stately houses in the world O what a glorious world is this which made the very Angels shout for joy at the rearing of it Well take a full survey of the glory and beauty of this great world and then looking on a drop of water hanging on a bucket what a poor thing is this which is ready to break and fall on the ground and no body catcheth at it look also upon the small dust of the balance a thing of neither weight nor worth it doth not so much as turn the scales Now labour by faith to have such a clear insight into the greatness and goodness of God and Jesus Christ that thou mayst be able to judge all the world to be but as a drop of the bucket or as the small dust of the balance to thy Father and Saviour and let thy whole man act according to such a wise holy just judgement and this will exceedingly fit thee for sickness and death which come to loose thee from such a vain world into the presence and everlasting injoyment of such a glorious God 2. Look upon sin and upon the righteousness of Jesus Christ look upon these together Beloved faith hath a deep insight into the evil of sin for it sees the glory of God which sin is against wherein the evil of it appears and believes the dreadful curses of the law and what the wrath of God and what hell is and what an immortal being a man is that must suffer these Faith also hath a piercing insight into the excellencie of Christs righteousness it sees what an infinitely-glorious God Jesus Christ is which makes his righteousness so precious and meritorious and so savoury and satisfactory to the Father and for this reason so all-sufficient for faith to rest and live upon for this is the precious property of justifying faith that it receives Christs righteousness for salvation for the same reason which God receives it for satisfaction that is because it is the righteousness of God and indeed faith must see God satisfied before it can see the believer saved and seeing enough in Christ for the satisfaction of God it sees the same sufficiencie in him for the salvation of the Believer Now Christs righteousness never appears more precious then when the soul is filled with the deepest sight and sense of sin for then the soul believes him to be a great Saviour when he sees the great evil of sin which he saves him from and therefore it is observable that the Apostle demonstrates the direful guilt and filth of sin as a preface to that great Doctrine of Justification by faith in the righteousness of Christ Rom. 3. from vers 9. to the end of that Chapter And as you know it was a sad and fearful case for the poor Jews to be bitteâ— with the fiery Serpents and to lye groaning under the pain and anguish of those poisonous and deadly wounds yet then what a glorious sight was it to look upon the brazen Serpent and thereby to finde power and vertue to heal them presently So my Brethren it is a fearful case in it self for a man to stand in the very jaws of death and to look into the horrid nature of sin and see death and devils and hell and all the curses of the law ready to flee in his face and yet how glorious is it then to look upon the righteousness of Jesus Christ and see them all swallowed up and himself saved And thus as he sees the grace of God in Christ raigning and over-abounding all sin Rom. 5.20 21. so his faith and hope and joy grounded thereon doth rise above and over-abound and swallow up all his fears of death and hell which he was in because of his sins 3. Look upon all your sufferings on earth and upon the glory of heaven together The Apostle tells us Act. 14.22 We must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God Observe there is an entrance into the Kingdom of Heaven out of all our afflictions and our way to heaven lyes through much tribulation an hypocrite seems to go strongly in the way to heaven but oftentimes when he comes to trouble persecution c. there he is stopt and can go no farther but he that believes the goodness of duty and the glory of heaven if tribulation sickness poverty persecution seek to stop him he goes through them he knows duty is sweet and safe and therefore he will follow it till it bring him to heaven whatever it cost him Tertullian comforts the Martyrs in prison with this That in their close and dark prisons they might see illam viam quae ad Deum ducit that way which leads them to God There is a way to heaven out of prison sick-bed or any other affliction Hence those that come to heaven are said to come out of great tribulation Rev. 7.14 Sometimes a poor Saint comes hot as it were out of the furnace of affliction into heaven from chains and bolts in a prison he is loosed into heaven from gasping and groaning upon a sick-bed to heaven surely when he comes there he findes a strange alteration Well look upon thy self now as standing
CHRIST's POWER OVER Bodily DISEASES Preached in several Sermons on Mat. 8.5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13. And published for the Instruction especially of the more Ignorant people in the great Dutie of Preparation for Sickness and Death By Edward Lawrence M.A. Minister of the Gospel at Baschurch in the County of Salop. Isaiah 38.12 He will cut me off with pining sickness from day even to night wilt thou make an end of me Exod. 23.25 I will take sickness away from the midst of thee Valent mihi stillae temporum August The Second Edition LONDON Printed by J.C. for Francis Tyton at the three Daggers in Fleetstreet 1672. To the Worshipful and my very much honoured Robert Corbet of Stanwardine in the Wood in the County of Salop Esq and to his Religious Consort M rs Elizabeth Corbet together with the rest of the Congregation in the Parish of Baschurch over which the Holy Ghost hath made me Overseer My very much honoured in the Lord THE reason of this inscription is not because you are preferred by God by your birth family estate and other outward priviledges to be the chief of the Inhabitants of my Parish for although I acknowledge the Wisdom and Will of God as the cause of this order and distinction among men and therefore do heartily give you the honour which belongs to you upon this account yet I must confess that this is not the cause of this publick acknowledgment But the reason is that whereas many great persons are a great curse to their Countrey which they fill with their own sins and Gods Judgments God hath made you the blessing of your Age in endeavouring to fill your place with the Name and Kingdom and Will of Jesus Christ and that in the great changes of our daies you have not as many served the times and your sins but served the Lord and your Generation And also because of your great honour and love to the godly able and Orthodox Ministers of Christ and to his holy humble sober and peaceable people which have been loathsome to others as the sink of the world but savoury to you as the salt of the earth for which although you have joyfully suffered reproach from some yet you have had the honour like that gracious couple Andronicus and Junia to be of note among the Apostles And particularly that you were of the first that called me to exercise my Ministry in this place wherein I have by your constant favour and countenance received much comfort and encouragemet The sense of all which together with my great joy in you by my hopes of your being of the blessed number of those who are really joyned to Jesus Christ and cloathed with his righteousness and who bring forth fruit in him which alone can make of you a sweet savour to God and for that reason precious and acceptable to his Saints hath caused me to signifie my sincere honour and love and thankfulness to you by this Dedication Now although I hope I write this in the singleness of my heart as believing that God will cut off all flattering lips and that a lying tongue is but for a moment yet I confess it fills me with serious thoughts to consider that this when I am dead will be yet speaking And that hereby I speak to you as it were in the hearing of the world and that some whom we are bound in Christian wisdom and charity to judge as upright Saints yet the heart-searching God may justly judge as Hypocrites and that many who have made a greater profession of godliness then any of us have proved fearful Apostates when they have been tryed by Errors Persecutions or Preferments I shall therefore looking upon my self and you as just in our very fall into Eternity and as presently going to Judgment and with the greatest belief and thoughts that I can get of Heaven and Hell upon my heart seriously beseech you according to the intent of this ensuing Treatise to examine your selves whether if you were to die in the reading of this you have a true Scripture-right to go to heaven that so you may find the Witness of God by the word in your own consciences agreeing with this publick testimony of your poor Minister for it is but a poor thing for a man of so little credit and less worth to confess you before men but this will be an honour indeed to have Jesus Christ to confess you before his Father in Heaven on the great day of the manifestation of the Sons of God And continue to live as discerning the great difference betwixt a godly and ungodly man that you may still be known by this character to be persons in whose eyes a vile person though never so great in the world is contemned but to honour them though never so poor that fear the Lord. This difference must needs be great when I dare be bold to say that it is beyond the tongues of men and Angels fully to express the excellency and glory of the one and the vileness and misery of the other And certainly the further insight you have in the Scriptures in God and Christ Men and Devils Sin and Grace Heaven and Hell the more clearly you will know this difference Do but look on the Godly and Wicked as they appear in sickness and death and in the Day of Judgment these put an eternal period to all other distinctions there will be then no such difference as Prince and Subject Landlord and Tenant Rich and Poor but onely Godly and Ungodly see the difference now as it will appear when Come ye blessed and Go ye cursed and the right hand and left hand of Christ hath distinguished and parted the world Be resolved to cleave to Christ his truth and people through all the sufferings and stumbling-blocks which you meet with in your way to heaven sufferings will be harder to you then to many others the greater your names and estates are the greater must your graces be to enable you to part with them you have a greater self to deny and a greater cross to take up great riches and great preferments make many great Persecutors and great Apostates but few great Martyrs you must buy the truth whatever it cost you and the more you give for it the more you will gain by it if you sell all for Christ you shall never complain of a dear purchase Look with the dearest affections upon your Posterity and believe that you will never have such an opportunity to make them happy and to entail the blessings of God upon them as when you are called to suffer for the sake of Christ you may be called to make a great exchange either to part with your lives and estates and to keep Christ and heaven or to part with Christ heaven and your souls to keep the world if ever such a day come look to the poor soul above all keeping keep your poor souls remembring that of our Saviour
What shall a man give in exchange for his soul Be pleased to accept this poor thing which I humbly offer to you give it a little room in your Study and Closet and let the truths therein have a great place in your hearts Now blessed of the Lord be you and your hopeful posterity for the precious things of the earth and the fulness thereof and especially for the good will of him that dwelt in the bush NOw for the rest of you my dearly beloved my joy and my longed for It is now thirteen years since upon your free choice and consent I was setled to be your Minister I mourn that I have done you no better service yet I bless God that I have done you no worse Some of you are the people of my joy others are the people of my hopes but God knows you are all the people of my love possibly you may not enjoy my Ministry long though if any thing but death part us it is like for your sakes to be one of the saddest days of my age Some know I might have had better places both before and since I knew you but I never thought my self too good for you the Lord make me better whilst I stay and give you a better when I am gone You will wonder to see me appear to you thus publick my late visitation whereby I was brought down to the gates of the grave and brought up again was the occasion of my preaching these Sermons and the unanimous advice of four godly reverend and learned Ministers all known to you caused their printing without which my own private thoughts of them had never consented to have them licensed for the Press I have devoted this little plain Treatise to the Will of God knowing that if he put power and savour in it it will prosper I expect to be scorned by some but if God say Well done I care not who findes fault I had rather bear the reproaches of thousands then that one poor â—oul should lose the least spiritual and saving good which I may be a means to help him unto I leave it with you as a testimony of my sincere love to you not so much that you may remember me but that you may remember your selves your sins and your souls and that you may remember God Christ Heaven Hell Death and Judgement which are always present before you Brethren I must needs witness that most of you have been constant hearers of the Word and that you have many hundred Sermons to answer for but you must be doers as well as hearers of the word the sins of men and the terrors of the Lord make me afraid that there is a storm rising and I doubt there will be a great fall of many professors and if you will believe our Saviour you shall finde that those onely are built on a rock and shall certainly stand who are both the hearers and doers of the word I refer you to his own words Matth. 7.24 25 26 27. I beseech you let not the world and sin come between your hearts and Christ let nothing keep you from heaven which cannot keep you from hell Now the God of peace that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus that great Shepherd of the sheep through the bloud of the everlasting Covenant make you perfect in every good work to do his will working in you that which is well pleasing in his sight through Jesus Christ to whom be glory for ever and ever Amen Your servant for Jesus sake Edward Lawrence Baschurch July 11. 1661. Reader THough nothing be more certain and common then Death it is no common thing to be prepared for it or else salvation would be common As there are no Truths that are more necessary to be oft preacht and heard then those which almost all men know so also no duties are more necessary to be urged then those that almost all confess and think they practice who will not acknowledge that preparation for death should be the daily business of our lives and done with the first and most serious of our cares And yet to the shame of corrupted humane nature we must speak it thousands that are uncertain to live an hour and certain to be lost for ever if death surprize them in the state which they are in are as mindless of a serious preparation and of the change which should go before that change as if it were no part of their concernment Methinks it is a very doleful spectacle to see men unprepared to dye as busily taken up with impertinent diversions as if their work were done already One drinking and prating and singing in an Alehouse or Tavern though unprepared to dye another imployed in feasting and complement and such company and discourse as will least trouble him with such thoughts while yet he is unprepared to dye another scraping for deceitful riches or gaping and scrambling for preferment while yet he is unprepared to dye another quieting his carnal heart with meer hypocritical outsides and lip-service as if he could charm an unprepared soul into Heaven by saying or hearing a few words and few will know feelingly what an important work Preparation is till the terrors of approaching death be upon them One of Gods means for mens preparation is to give his Ministers a special fitness to assist them in the work As Christ took part with the children that were partakers of flesh and bloud Heb. 2.14 and in all things must be made like unto his brethren that he might be a merciful and faithful High-priest and in that he himself hath suffered being tempted he is able to succour them that are tempted v. 17 18. so that we have not an High-priest that cannot be touched with the feeling our of infirmities Heb. 4.15 Even so his Ministers must be mortals frail and subject to like passions as other men James 5.17 and the treasure of the spirit must be in earthen vessels 2 Cor. 4 7. They must be sick that they may the better teach you to prepare for sickness and they must be exercised in preparing for death themselves that they may be the fitter to teach you to prepare The God of Comfort comforteth them in all their tribulations that they may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the Comfort wheâ—ewith they are comforted of God â—nd whether they be afflicted or comforted it is for your consolation and salvation Even when they are pressed out of measure above strength insomuch as they despair of life they receive the sentence of death in themselves that they may not trust in themselves but in God that raised the dead that thanks may be given by many on their behalf 2 Cor. 1.3 4 6 8 9 11. Whereas those that are insensible of their neerness to eternity and in healthful prosperity grow secure are like to be no lively feeling Preachers nor fit to waken others to that serious preparation which they
knowing that this fruit will abound to his account when Christ and he come to reckon and that this is laid up in store as a good foundation against the time to come 1 Tim. 6.19 As a man that intends to transplant himself beyond the Seas turns his stock here into such things which will make his life comfortable when he comes there So a Saint knowing that he is upon a journey beyond this world turns his stock and estate to Gods glory here believing that it will be returned to him a thousand fold in the glory and joys of heaven when he comes there End 17. Which is the last that I shall mention is to gain to himself praise and glory in recovering his people from their sickness Hence we read Job 11.3 4. when it was told Christ that Lazarus whom he loved is sick Christ answers This sickness is not unto death but for the glory of God that the Son of God might be glorified thereby Beloved recovery from sickness is a great mercy both to a mans self and others as St. Paul acknowledgeth of Epaphroditus Phil. 2.27 He was sick nigh unto death but God had mercy on him and not on him onely but on me also lest I should have sorrow upon sorrow And therefore upon this reason the hearts of Gods people have been filled with the praises of God Psal 103.1 2 3. Bless the Lord O my soul and all that is within me praise his holy name And this is one ground of this Who healeth all thy diseases This was Hezekiah his practice in this case Isa 38.19 The living the living they shall praise thee as I do this day See also 2 Cor. 1.9 10 11. We had the sentence of death in our selves that is our danger was so great whether by sickness or persecution or rather both I shall not inquire that we looked on our selves as sentenced to dye and this sentence was in us and did fill us but saith he God who raiseth the dead delivered us from so great a death for this end that thanks may be given by many on our behalf Beloved sometimes our sicknesses are very grievous and dangerous as Job cries out cap. 23.2 My stroke is heavier then my groaning and saith Job 10.16 Thou shewest thy self marvellous upon me that is thou exercisest thy marvellous power and greatness in afflicting me Now this should cause us to make the praises of God more glorious for our recovery and therefore in such cases the godly have acknowledged this mercy to be a kinde of resurrection from the dead as Psal 30.3 O Lord thou hast brought up my soul from the grave 1 Sam. 2.6 Who bringeth down to the grave and bringeth up Job 33.28 29 30. He will deliver his soul from going down into the pit and his life shall see the light And this is the Providence that all are to observe and acknowledge Loe all these things worketh God oftentimes with man to bring back his soul from the pit to be inlightened with the light of the living Vses First Vse of Information to inform us of five things First Information is that Jesus Christ is a terrible God this appears in that he hath all diseases at command to bid them go and come and do what he will The Scripture makes known God to be a terrible God Deut. 7.21 He is a mighty God and terrible Nehem. 9.32 The great the mighty and terrible God Job 37.22 With God is terrible Majesty Psal 47.2 For the Lord most high is terrible And we finde this inference made from Gods visiting men with sickness Deut. 28.58 That thou mayst fear this glorious and fearful Name The Lord thy God Beloved it is one of the most devouring delusions of the Devil to perswade men that God is so merciful that he will never question them for their sins Hence we read that the wicked man who contemns God and his judgements saith in his heart God will not require it Psal 10.13 They think in their hearts and conscience that God will never trouble them for their sins this secure temper of the ungodly is seen by that of the prophet Ezek. 7.7 The morning is come upon thee the time is come the day of trouble is near and not the sounding again of the mountains or as Junius and Termellius read it not the Eccho of the mountains implying that they feared no more the threatnings of the Prophets then a vain airy noise or Eccho in the mountains this makes secure sinners to bear no fear of God Psal 36.1 The transgression of the wicked saith within my heart that there is no fear of God before his eyes Their sins are so notorious and visible that they declare in the very hearts and consciences of the godly that there is no fear of God before their eyes Now to awaken you out of this damnable security I shall propound four Considerations to convince you that God is a very terrible God 1. Consider that when the terrors of all bodily evils are past yet then God falls upon men with everlasting terrors we usually account great men very terrible but God tells the wicked Isa 47.3 I will take vengeance and I will not meet thee as a man thou hast been afraid oftentimes of meeting with thy Creditor or of meeting with the Magistrate c. but consider when thou comest to meet God in his taking vengeance for sin he will not meet thee as a man as a hard Creditor or as a harsh Landlord or a furious Souldier or a severe Magistrate but he will meet thee as a God of wrath and vengeance Upon this ground our Saviour presents God terrible Luk. 12.4 5. And I say unto you My friends be not afraid of them that kill the body and after that have no more that they can do But I will forewarn you whom you should fear fear him which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell yea I say unto you fear him Observe that what our Saviour saith of men is true of all bodily evils when they have killed the body they have no more that they can do then the fear of them is past there is no fear of Pestilence or Fever or Consumptions in eternity but now a wicked man can never say the worst is past because he can never be past hell for God after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell so that when you think it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of a merciless Usurer or a cruel Landlord or a bloudy man or to fall into the fire or water or to fall into the Pestilence Fever Dropsie c. then consider that It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God Secondly consider God is not onely a God of mercy but also a God of judgment the Devil devours most men by perswading them either that God hath no wrath which makes them presumptuous or that he hath no mercy which makes
about the City that is they go about like the Devils beagles hunting Gods people Well saith David vers 14. seeing they love the sport so well At evening let them return and make a noise like a dog and go round about the City that is let thy judgements so afflict them that they may like hungry and angry Curs go crying and yelling about the City so that here the murmuring of a man in trouble is compared to the yelling of a dog so this sin is compared to the roaring of Bears Isa 59.11 We roar all like bears and Zanchy observes that the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 translated murmurers Phil. â— 14 signifies a noise like the grunting of a swine nay this sin makes a man like the very Devil who is a most restless and discontented spirit and therefore is said Matth. 12.43 To walk about seeking rest and finding none And it is true of many on their sick-beds which we read Hos 7.14 They have not cryed unto me when they have howled viz. like beasts upon their beds Now what a fearful case is this that when in thy sickness thou shouldst have been full of the thoughts and language and savour of a Christian so as to be praying unto and praising and pleasing God and saving and edifying others and quieting and solacing thy own soul that thou shouldst by murmuring and discontent be yelling like a Dog roaring like a Bear howling like a Beast grunting like a Swine and be like a restless and desperate Devil Secondly discontent unfits the soul for every duty you cannot indure to see your children go grumbling to meat and grumbling to School and grumbling to bed and grumbling to ask you blessing so it greatly provokes God to see people go murmuring to prayer and murmuring to Sermons and murmuring to Sacraments Beloved lay this up as a rule and let it always reign in your hearts viz. That a man can never go holily and comfortably to any duty except his heart be reconciled to these three things To God to all men and to all Gods Providences Therefore when a man is quarrelling with God and men and murmuring at all Gods dealings always either complaining that his mercies are too little or his afflictions too great how miserably unfit is such a man to look God in the face in any duty Thirdly murmurers are always miserable according to our Proverb An angry person never wants woe as if a man that hath his body full of sores come in a crowd where he is always jogged and thrust this must needs hurt and vex his sores Beloved a discontented spirit is a sore spirit and the least touch of affliction doth vex it and therefore for such a man to live always in a croud of miseries wherewith he is continually hurt and vext this must needs be a miserable man It is observable that God himself is set to cross such a man Lev. 26.27 28. If ye walk contrary to me I will walk contrary to you As thus God would have you to believe love fear and please him Now you walk contrary to God you deny hate despise and provoke him Well you would have God to bless preserve pardon and save you Oh but God wiâ—l walk contrary to you he will curse destroy and damn you Now they cannot but be in an unquiet condition who have God himself always crossing and thwarting them See Psal 18.26 With the froward thou wilt shew thy self froward If you will be cross with God he will be cross with you and therefore observe when you are discontented something falls out from Wife Children Servants or Neighbours to exasperate and fret you more so that I say this sin makes a man spend his days in bitterness and sorrow Lastly murmurers shall be judged at the last day as ungodly men Jude v. 14 15 16. where we see that when the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his Saints one great work of that day will be to execute judgement on ungodly murmurers and complainers therefore as you fear the portion of murmurers then do not live the life of murmurers now Thirdly this Doctrine reproves those who are so stupid and senceless in their sickness as not to own the hand of Christ in their visitation for seeing all diseases come from him we are to receive them as the good messengers of Christ saying with Naomi Ruth 1.13 The hand of the Lord is gone out against me This stupidity of spirit is that sin whereby men slight and despise the judgments of God so as neither to be affected in the sense of their sins nor of Gods displeasure for them We have a clear instance of this sin Jerem. 10.19 I said truly This is my grief and I must bear it In the beginning of the verse the people sadly bewail their present afflictions Woe is me for my hurt my wound is grievous now it aggravates their present misery to be upbraided with their former stupidity I said viz. in my trouble heretofore truly this is my grief and I must bear it off as well as I can implying that they formerly thought that they could easily bear off the strokes of God We often hear the like confident language from many stupid sinners on their sick beds saying Indeed I am not well I am something out of order but I will strive with it and hope to shake it off shortly and so go on with my building or trading or purchasing c. Thus usually men flatter themselves in their sickness talking as if they were but beginning to live when perhaps they are ready to die these strive to put far from them the evil day Amos 6.3 Like those who boasted that they had made a covenant with death and an agreement with hell Isa 28.15 as if they had made some bargain with Death and Hell and had them in Bond and Covenant not to hurt them this sensless spirit possest those Hos 7.9 Isa 42.25 This sin is forbidden Prov. 3.11 My son despise not the chastening of the Lord. Beloved it is a fearful thing to despise any affliction perhaps yet it is but little but it comes from a great God and upon a great Errand therefore remember Psalm 2.11 If his wrath be kindled but a little blessed are all they that put their trust in him Consider further the evil and danger of this sin in two particulars First It doth greatly provoke and call forth the wrath of God Isa 26.11 When thy hand is lifted up they will not see they will take no notice of thy displeasure but they shall see Oh then is the judgment of God fearful on the ungodly when Gods wrath puts them past security when the seared conscience is turned into a gnawing conscience I tell thee sinner if sickness will not awaken thee hell will You know if a Father whip his Childe to humble and melt him it cuts the very heart of his Father to see his Childe laugh in his face So when God visits a
sinner with sickness or other afflictions if he scorn his Rod it must needs be an unspeakable provocation for as it savours much of the spirit and grace of a Childe of God to be suitably affected to the various manifestations of God so that it is his most inward pleasure to have God pleased this puts gladness into his heart Psal 4.6 7. and if God in displeasure hide his face he is troubled Psal 30.7 so on the contrary it is a sign of a base spirit when as it is said of Miriams disease God spits in his face then to be so shameless and impudent as if he could out-face the frowns of his Majesty Secondly This speaks a mans condition to be incurable Isa 1.5 Why should ye be stricken any more ye will revolt more and more as if they were grown so desperate that corrections made them worse Beloved this stupidity doth frustrate the end and use of Gods Visitation for they cannot hear the rod if they do not feel the rod because the rod speaks by its strokes therefore they lose its teachings when they do not feel it smart the condition then of such wretches must needs be hopeless when they make Gods last remedy useless as when a man is sick first you seek to restore him by keeping him warm and by wholesome diet if this fail you send to the Physitian but if the Physick do not stir the body if he will not vomit nor purge nor bleed then you look for nothing but death So when mercies will not melt nor Sermons change a sinner and after all God sends sickness or other judgments and yet these do not work what remains but a fearful looking for of eternal judgment And now to conclude this we may see the dreadful condition of senseless and secure sinners on their death-beds they say they have made their peace with God when it is but a peace with sin and an agreement with hell and that they hope for salvation when perhaps the Pulse hath not many strokes to beat before they are sure of damnation yet they will go confidently with the foolish Virgins as it were to the door of heaven till Christ tell them there to their faces he knows them not and thus they die being wholly at ease and quiet and carnal friends think they have made a comfortable end when for my part I do not doubt to say it is as comfortable to see men die drunk as die secure Fourthly This doctrine reproves those who in their diseases trust to Physitians for health Diseases you see are not at the command of Physitians but of Christ This was Asa his sin 2 Chron. 16.12 in his disease he sought not to the Lord but to the Physitians His sin was not in seeking to the Physitians but in not seeking to the Lord. I know it is a great sin upon pretence of Gods power to be disobedient to his will in despising Physick which God hath ordained to be his means to restore us to health this sin is a tempting God wherein we will try what God can do and yet neglect what he commands but we must use the Physitian yet so as to live by faith and not by Physick and therefore the rule is to honour and use them as Gods Instruments but not to put them in Gods place Fifthly It reproves those who usurp Authority and use their own power to hurt or disease the bodies of men I mean not those who have authority from God and man to execute bodily punishments as Magistrates Parents Masters c. nor would I abrogate the Law of self-preservation in the case of a violent and unavoidable assault but my aim is to convince those of their sin who delight in quarrelling and fighting who are said to enter into contention Prov. 18.6 who neglect their callings to go to Cock-pits Bear-baits c. on purpose to quarrel and fight and such who upon every little provocation will be at daggers drawing no more with them but a word and a blow a lye and a stab and such mankeen beasts who delight to feed on the wounds and blood of men accounting it a piece of gallantry and bravery to beat hurt wound and maim others Now if all diseases are at the command of Christ so that he bids them go c. then thou shouldst not usurp Christs Authority to hurt or disease others Now that you may for ever abhor and be afraid of this sin lay to heart these five Considerations First This is a damnable sin without speedy repentance it will bring thee to hell I say unto thee as Paul said to Ananias Acts 23.3 God shall smite thee thou whited wall for smiting thy brother Oh look upon those strong arms and limbs burning with thy body and soul in hell Oh consider what a poor credit it is to go valiantly to hell for this will be thy case for if he that gives his brother but a foul word be in danger of hell-fire Mat. 5.22 how much greater danger art thou in who woundest and hurtest that body which God hath bound thee upon pain of damnation in the sixth Commandment to preserve Secondly Consider what spirit worketh in thee when thou art fighting and quarrelling with others I say to thee as Job in another case to his friend Job 26.4 Whose spirit came from thee Is this the holy loving humble patient meek and peaceable spirit which is so precious and savoury to God and men Is this the way to please and honour the God of thy life and limbs and strength who stands by and looks thee in the face and sees thee like a fool in thy rage The Apostle clearly determines that these fightings are fruits of your lusts James 4.1 And is this thy valour and gallantry to fight so stoutly to fulfil a base lust Thirdly Consider how thou dost hereby abuse thy own body Is thy body a member of Christ and thy hands and arms parts of Jesus Christ and wilt thou make a member of Christ a murderer Fourthly Consider the person whom thou smitest Is he not one towards whom thou shouldst put on bowels of compassion and whose salvation thou art bound to seek and dost thou think to bring him to heaven by Club-law Is he not fearfully and wonderfully made by God in whose book all his members are written and wilt thou by thy inhumane and merciless blows mar such a choice piece of Gods workmanship Is not or may not his body be the Temple of the Holy Ghost and an instrument to serve God and his generation and wilt thou by maiming and wounding him make him less serviceable Nay further he is made after the Image of the Invisible God and I tell thee in striking him thou dost as it were strike God in the face Lastly Consider the many sad and fearful consequences of this sin it breeds malice and revenge and causeth further quarrels and contentions among persons and families it begets many chargeable suits at Law
to the expence of thy precious time and Estate besides men are hereby so flesht with cruelty and given to fight that oftentimes the end of such is either to be killed or hang'd Now for the defence of this cursed sin men usually pretend these and such-like Objections which I shall briefly answer and so proceed to other Uses Object 1. Must I then be branded for a base Coward in suffering every one to abuse me Answ He is a base Coward that is so poor spirited as to serve a base lust and to be a slave to a conquered Devil but he hath a Divine Spirit that will do the will of God and rule his own spirit and conquer himself therefore shew thy courage by setting all thy might against thy sins Tertullian useth this ingenious art to divert the Christians from beholding the spectacles of cruelty in the Heathenish Games by directing them to behold how grace doth conflict with and conquer over sin Behold saith he wantonness destroyed by chastity falshood slain by faith cruelty beaten by mercy malapertness overcome by modesty tales sunt apud nos agones in quibus ipsi coronamur and such are the conflicts with us in which we are crowned De spectaculis cap. 29. So I say if thou lovest fighting fight with thy sins so shalt thou be crowned for a Champion when a company of strong and stout fellows shall be damned for Cowards besides thou mayst have opportunity to shew thy self no Coward when thou art called to suffer reproach poverty banishment imprisonment or death for the sake of Christ by thy chearful and obedient suffering of which thou wilt be more then a Conquerour over sin the world death devils when a company of proud Swaggerers who venture their limbs and lives in quarrelling and fighting for the Devil will basely turn Papists or Infidels before they will venture any thing for Jesus Christ Object 2. But I shall do them good by beating them and make them rule their tongues and carry themselves more civilly hereafter Answ Thou mayst do them good by thy graces but never expect to do them good by thy sins The Scripture directs thee to a better way to do thy enemy good Mat. 5.44 Love your enemies bless them that curse you do good to them that hate you and pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you Rom. 12.21 Overcome evil with good And Solomon tells us that a soft tongue and not a hard cudgel breaketh the bone Object 3. How then must I live I can never be in quiet I am abused by such that would provoke any man alive to strike them Answ I confess the world is full of many daring contentious spirits whose mouths call for strokes Prov. 18.6 and who as Austin speaks carry the Devil in their tongues But this will not excuse thee if thou canst not rule their tongues rule thy own hands Remember David how was that Royal person rated by Shimei 2 Sam. 16.7 Come out come out thou bloody man and thou man of Belial But see how David takes it vers 10 12. Let him curse because the Lord hath said unto him Curse David It may be the Lord will look upon my affliction and that the Lord will requite me good for his cursing this day I would therefore seriously advise thee when thou art thus provoked to see heaven and hell looking thee in the face and hear the Scripture crying in thy conscience Render good for evil and go to heaven but Render evil for evil and go to hell This may work thy heart into Davids frame which appeared in his carriage towards Saul 1 Sam. 24.13 Wickedness proceeds from the wicked but my hand shall not be upon him So when thou art provoked by the insolent behaviour of unreasonable men say Wickedness proceeds from the wicked I can expect no better from such but I will leave my cause with God for I am resolved that my hand shall not be upon him Sixthly This Doctrine reproves those who threaten to do hurt and mischief unto others This was Jezabels sin who threatned to slay Elijah as he had caused Baals Prophets to be slain 1 Kings 19.2 So let the gods do to me and more also if I make not thy life as the life of one of them by to morrow about this time Thus Saul is said to breath out threatnings and slaughter against the Disciples of the Lord Acts 9.1 and so those bloody Jews bound themselves under a curse that they would neither eat nor drink till they had killed Paul And so many threaten others that they will be even with them that they will do them a mishief or that they will be the death of them Now thou seest that power to hurt or disease or any other way to trouble a man belongs to Jesus Christ and what ground hast thou to expect that Christ will exercise his power to fulfil thy lusts besides this is a fearful curse of God upon many that they are so far left to themselves as to will and intend and threaten mischief and thereby bring guilt upon their own souls and yet are never able to finish their sin so as to do the hurt they intend to others and this is a very torment to many a malicious wretch that he lives travelling with iniquity and yet is never able to bring it forth Furthermore how darest thou threaten to do a man hurt when thou art bound to pray to God to do him good yea and to preserve him from that very evil which thou threatnest against him Again it often appears that God intends the very same mischief to thee which thou intendest to others Psal 35.8 Let his net that he hath hid catch himself into that very destruction let him fall But to conclude this consider that when many a man is threatning and devising mischief to others a disease from Christ doth suddenly take him and turn him to hell before he can bring it to pass Seventhly It reproves the great wickedness of such who curse others by wishing diseases or other judgments upon them We often hear such horrible speeches as these A plague on him a pox on him c. as if they and not Christ had power to command diseases to go and they will go or as if the power of Jesus Christ must be the servant and instrument of a proud froward and malicious heart This sin is forbidden to be used towards our worst enemies Rom. 12.14 Bless them that persecute you bless and curse not and it is made the signe of a graceless man to have his mouth full of cursing Rom. 3.14 for his heart is full of pride malice and anger and these fill his mouth with cursing Consider if thou curse others God will curse thee Psal 109.17 18 19. As he loved cursing so let it come unto him Consider further some will curse their friends their husbands wives or children and sometimes God hath punished such cursed speeches in bringing
ordinance do meet the heart agrees and is suitable to the ordinance and so is fit and worthy to receive it but on the other hand here is a dead unbelieving sinner that hath no principle or faculty to discern Jesus Christ or to receive him as hereby offered therefore he comes unworthily he is not fit for his heart and the ordinance do not agree but he is like a blinde man before the most glorious shew Again here is spiritual food meat indeed and drink indeed to feed and satisfie a soul with grace and pardon and salvation Well and here is a poor soul hungring and thirsting after this very food Now such a man is fit and comes like a hungry man to a good and wholesome feast but here is another dead sinner that sees and feels his want of nothing and so is no more fit and meet for such an ordinance then a man that lyes dead in a Coffin is to eat the bread and wine which is dealt at his funeral nay further you may see the unworthiness of a wicked man in that his heart is against the Lords Supper as a man is very unfit for a feast when he loaths and his stomack doth rise against every dish on the table and against all the company So my Brethren a man is very unfit for the Lords Supper when his heart hates and riseth against Christ and against holiness against all godly Christians Sirs here is set before us that which condemns all sins and which requires the greatest strictness and holiness so that to be sure the man that hates Christ in a Minister or in a Christian cannot but hate him in the Lords Supper Well you see who are unworthy and who by this sin bring diseases and other judgements of God upon themselves in this life and also damnation on their bodies and souls in the life to come I might here also tell you that the godly themselves for want of the present exercise of grace suitable to this Ordinance may bring diseases and death upon themselves for as Christ with all his benefits is herein actually set forth so grace should actually come forth to meet him to take receive and enjoy him as when a feast is ready drest and disht up those that are fit guests must not onely have life and stomachs c. but they must also actually eat and drink The application is easie I shall therefore conclude this reproof in seriously warning all to take heed of unworthy receiving the Lords Supper would any man eat that which he knows would breed the Pestilence or the Fever or the Dropsie Why Christ tells you if you come unworthily you eat and drink judgement to your selves And certainly though the food be precious and wholesome and it is your duty to receive it worthily yet by unworthy receiving you do that which may bring the Plague Pox Fever c. upon you and without sound repentance will bring damnation upon your bodies and souls for ever The third sin to be here reproved is niggardliness this is a sin whereby men restrain from themselves the lawful use of the creature they have not hearts to take and use the creatures to those ends which God hath made them good for but basely defraud their own backs and bellies by grudging themselves the meat drink clothes recreations physick which nature requires and God allows The word speaks expresly against this sin Eccles 6.12 such men play the thieves in robbing God of the honour and themselves of the use of these mercies and they love their â— states better then themselves and by prâ—serving their riches they disease and destroâ— their own bodies 4. Drunkenness to which may be addâ— the sin of gluttony The former bring themselves to untimely sicknesses anâ— death by taking too little of Gods creâ—tures and these by taking too much consider the evil and danger of thiâ— sin of drunkenness in these five particulars 1. Drunkenness doth unman the drunkard and turns him into a very beast Hencâ— saith the Prophet Hos 4.11 Whoredom and wine and new wine take away the heart This is given as one reason of the peoples wickedness mentioned in this Chapter because they were so besotted with drunkenness and whoredom which sins took away all knowledge and wisdom from them Augustine saith Ebrietas est blandus daemon quam qui habet seipsum non habet Drunkenness is a flattering Devil which he that hath hath not himself Drunkenness is voluntaria insania wilful madness as Seneca speaks A Drunkard though at other times he may be learned yet now he can neither understand discourse see go ride nor do any business as becomes a reasonable man look on a drunkard and consider yonder goes one with the immortal soul and precious body of a man yonder staring eyes stammering tongue staggering limbs would if they were filled with the Spirit be precious instruments to honour God and become blessings to man but what a beastly creature is he made by this filthy sin 2. A drunkard is unfit for any employment he is good for nothing Who will venture his business with a drunken Servant or his life with a drunken Physician or his soul with a drunken Minister how many thousand of mens lives have been lost by drunken souldiers Whatever a mans estate be he may be cheated of all when he is drunk 3. A drunkard is unfit for all societies and that for divers reasons I shall mention but this one viz. a man cannot commit a secret to a drunkard who will chuse such a friend to whom a man can speak nothing but what he will have proclaimed in every Alehouse or Tavern in the Country Now what ever a man says to a drunkard no body knows but that the next time he is drunk he will tell all 4. Drunkenness betrays a man to all sin for a man at the best is full of the principles of Sin Now drunkenness is apt to set all a work and leaves a man incapable of many restraints which might be used to a sober person who knows what a man full of sin may do in his drunken mood when he hath neither grace nor reason nor counsel of others nor fear nor shame to restrain him and therefore what horrid sins are committed in drunkenness swearing cursing whoring fighting yea and murdering also Clitus was a dear and faithful friend to Alexander yet Alexander murders him when he was drunk though he was ready to kill himself for it when he was sober Augustine reports that a son of one in Hippo who was too much cockered by his Father came home drunk in which sin he would have ravished one of his Sisters slew his Father and wounded to death two of his other Sisters Lastly drunkenness shuts a man out of heaven and by untimely sicknesses and death hastens him to hell The Apostle assures us 1 Cor. 6.10 that no drunkards shall inherit the kingdom of God Oh what a fearful sin is this it hurries a
time to have a name from the doing of it for it is observable that the actions of men give a name to these three things viz. to themselves to the places and to the times wherein they live 1. Then do nothing but what thou wouldst have a name from the doing of it man loves sin but he cannot endure to be called according to his sins but if thou dost abhor the name of a drunkard swearer lyar why dost thou live in the sins of drunkenness swearing and lying 2. Do nothing that thou wouldst not have the land to have a name from for the land hath a name from the practice of the people a holy people make a holy nation a prophane unclean perfidious people make a land of prophaness of whoredoms of treachery c. What sins thou livest in thou dost not onely make thy self but also as much as in thee lies thou makest the land laothsome to God and men 3. Do nothing which thou wouldst not have thy time have a name from it makes thee have sad thoughts to think of the time of drunkenness whoredom lying c. but times of prayer meditation holy conference c. are sweet 4. Take heed of idleness this sin makes empty and unprofitable times and leaves people unprepared for sickness When Calvin was reproved for inordinate labour he gives this savoury answer What saith he would ye have my Lord finde me idle Sirs would you have sickness and death and the day of judgement finde you idle Our Saviour in the Parable having intrusted his servants with their talents he bids them Occupy till I come Luk. 19.13 See Christ's coming and improve your talents for him till he come Now that you may abhor this sin of idleness 1. Consider that if you be not doing good you will be doing hurt man is a busie creature let a man look at any time within himself he can never see his heart stand still We read of some 2 Thess 3.11 Who work not at all and yet are busie-bodies Sirs the soul is quick at work a man may quickly lay up abundance of treasures in heaven or hell For as Bernard saith well If you are not exercised in the labours of men you are in the labours of devils 2. Make the work of Salvation thy main business labour to turn every day into a day of Salvation Sirs it is an excellent thing for a man to live so in his calling relations recreations afflictions duties of Gods worship as if all the powers of his body and soul were set upon the work of Salvation this will keep a man from idleness For that man will never want business that knows he hath a soul to save 3. Consider what little time thou hast for this great work perhaps it may never be done if it be not done now they were fools that said Let us eat and drink for to morrow we dye it had been a wiser speech to have said Let us repent believe and pray for to morrow we dye 4. Consider what thou hast to set thee on work and to keep thee from idleness look into hell and see sin and the world and devils thrusting thee therein and thou wilt finde it business enough to save thee from those unquenchable flames Look into heaven and see God and Christ and Ministers and Christians always calling thee thither and see thy own sins carnal friends men devils a world of stumbling-blocks lying in thy way to stop thee from going into that everlasting happiness and thou wilt finde work enough to go to heaven Look into thy self and see what sins thou hast to conquer and bewail what wants to supply what graces to quicken and ripen what duties to perform what storms and troubles to prepare against Look on God on Christ and see what objects are there for all the powers of thy body and soul to be exercised upon Hast thou any time for idle thoughts or words or affections that hast such a God and Christ to think of and to speak of and to set and fix thy heart and love and delight upon Look into the family and town and place where thou livest and see Christless parents or Christless children or Christless brothers and sisters or Christless servants or Christless neighbours and thou mayst have that in thee to speak or do which may save their souls from hell and shall they perish and be damned by thy idleness Look into the Church and Kingdom where thou livest and consider wherein thou mayst serve them and be a blessing to them and how thou mayst be an instrument to fill them with the Name and Kingdom and Will of Jesus Christ Nay look upon every creature about thee the Heavens Earth Waters Birds Beasts Plants c. see them all filled with the Power Wisdom and goodness of God and as it were bringing their praises to thee that thou mayst be their mouth to honour and exalt God Methinks Sirs these things should keep us from idleness 5. That thou mayst fill up thy time take heed of losing a suffering opportunity Beloved a suffering opportunity is a precious opportunity it 's an opportunity to honour God further the Gospel to save thy own and others souls to be a blessing to thy posterity and to leave thy name as a blessed savour behinde thee I would not tempt men to lust after sufferings I know the Devil would have his servants to serve him by passive as well as active obedience yet I would have none so base as to chuse to sin rather then to suffer and to prefer Apostasie before Martyrdom Sometimes a man may fall into such a nick of time that duty may cost him his life and a sin may save his life This case is implied in the words of our Saviour Mat. 16.25 Whosoever will save his life shall lose it and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall save it Now that is a sad loss of a suffering opportunity when a man saves himself from suffering by sin Consider the fearful consequences of this hereby thou savest thy estate name life and losest thy soul which is clearly implied in the next words vers 26. For what is a man profited if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul Remember when thou runnest into a known sin to avoid suffering thou makest a bargain thou makest an exchange thou gettest the world and the Devil and Hell get thy soul Consider further it is the highest improvement of thy name estate and life to sacrifice it to the glory and will of Christ by suffering for him this is the best that thou canst make of thy self Sirs it is more honourable if thou art called to it to be burned at a stake for Christ then to be burned with Fever or to die for Christ in a Prison then to die in a sick bed Consider lastly What a woful case will sickness and death finde thee in
his little Son thaâ— stood by his death-bed Disce mi fili mandata Domini ipse enutriet te Learn mâ— child the commandments of the Lord and he will nourish thee Let thy last words be such that may savour of a heart breathing after the salvation of those that are to come after thee Thou art now standing at the end of alâ— worldly perfections thy stomack is almosâ— closed for ever thy sleep is even gone for ever thou art at the end of all the pleasures of sin at the end of all worldly enjoyments of all the Ordinances and duties of this life and thou hast now but a step to that judgment which will quickly resolve all thy thoughts about thy Eternal Estate Now thou seest what a vanity man is what a lye the world is what a cheat sin is what a lost wretch an unbeliever is what a precious Jewel a Saint is what a treasure grace is what a pearl the Gospel is what a Father God is what a Saviour Christ is what a place Hell is what a portion Heaven is Now thou canst speak of these things with more faith and heart and feeling then ever thy yoke-fellow children brothers sisters friends neighbours have now more then ever their hearts and ears open to thee and who knows what a saving work a savoury word from one that is just in his flight to Eternity may make and therefore speak so as one that earnestly desires that the meeting between thee and all thy sad friends about thee may be joyful when you come together next 9. Pray earnestly that as long as thou hast a gasp to breathe it may appear that thou hast a spirit to pray I dare be bold to say Thou mayst gain more good by one spiritual breathing in prayer then the most prosperous Merchant can by the most successful returns of a whole Age. Pray with obedient submission to Gods Will that he will restore thee to health and life Beg of God to spare thee a little this will sweeten health and life to thee when it is given as a fruit of prayer if thou livest and it will be a sweet testimony that thou dost not leave the world in discontent if thou diest Pray for everlasting salvation See how many miscarry at death and what a great crowd of Men and Women will stand at the left hand of Christ at the day of Judgment and beg of God that for his great Names sake and for the sake of Christs obedience thou mayst finde mercy at those great daies Let thy Faith and Hope be never so strong and thy experiences never so sweet and thy evidences never so clear yet thou mayst see reason and need enough of these prayers Pray earnestly for the Militant Church and particularly for that part of it to which thou hast a more special Relation Believe what a Father and Head and Husband and Saviour the Church hath and what a Body and Spouse and Family the Church is and what an everlasting Covenant of Grace there is betwixt God and his Church and what a multitude of mighty subtil cruel implacable Devils and men there are against the Church and that yet in despite of all Christ will present it to himself a glorious Church It is very good on thy sick bed to set this Body the Church before thee to let thy thoughts walk about Sion and go round about her and tell the Towers thereof and to mark well her Bulwarks and consider her Palaces c. Psal 48.12 13. And see thy self of this blessed Flock and Family and so with all thy might pray for this Church Thus dying Moses cryes to God for his Church Numb 27.16 17. Let the Lord the God of the spirits of all flesh set a man over the congregation which may go out before them and which may go in before them and which may lead them out and which may bring them in that the congregation of the Lord be not as sheep which have no shepherd Pray for thy Family Friends and Relations The prayer of Cruciger in his sickness is worthy of our imitation Fac meos Orphanos vasa misericordiae Lord make my poor Orphans Vessels of Mercy Beg of God not to charge thy sins upon thy house and that he will graciously supply the want of thee when thou art gone Pray that thy name graces counsel reproofs and example may be blessed to Gods glory and the good of others that by them even when thou art dead thou mayst be speaking Pray also for thy enemies You know the practice of Christ and Stephen who almost breathed out their last gasps in prayer for their enemies Tertullian makes love to enemies to be a property peculiar to Christians saying Amicos diligere omnium est inimicos autem solorum Christianorum All men may love their friends but none but Christians can love their enemies ad Scapulum cap. 1. Every Christian should be always much in that which will prove him to be a Christian especially now thou art dying and going to heaven be found with thy heart filled with love to and prayer for thy enemies that thou mayst appear to be a childe of thy Father which is in heaven Mat. 5.45 Set before thy heart thy most malicious spiteful and injurious enemy consider he is a man made after the Image of the same God with thy self consider what the Word threatens against him and into what a Hell he is falling and what a blessed instrument he may be if God would please to convert him and labour to finde thy soul filled with love and compassion towards him which will cause in thee strong desires after his everlasting Salvation and do thou earnestly offer up these desires by prayer unto God this will be a sweet testimony of thy integrity and will be a service of a sweet savour to God in Christ and perhaps God may in answer to thy prayers give eternal life to thy poor miserable enemy Duty 10. Fasten by faith on some choice place of Scripture When Mr. John Knox lay dying he called some about him to read Joh. 17. For saith he there I cast my anchor and he also called for 1 Cor. 15. and when it was read he cryes Oh the sweet and saving comfort which God hath refresht my soul with out of this chapter and I have heard it reported that when holy and learned Mr. Blake lay on his death-bed he fastned on those words Act. 13.39 By him all that believe are justified from all things from which they could not be justified by the law of Moses And cryes out I 'll dye with this I 'll dye with this Thus I say Settle thy soul upon some Scripture which settles pardon of sin and salvation upon thee this will be a sweet evidence that thou dyest in faith And thus believing the promises whilst thou livest thou shalt be sure to inherit the promises when thou dyest Duty 11. Be willing in obedience to God to dye this is