Distinctly not in an over high tone loud voyce or eager precipitation 3 Devoutly to move his affection 4. Deliberately and with certain pauses and interruptions staying upon such points and passages as may touch pierce and comfort him As for example ARe you desirous my dear Brother to entertain your departing Soul with the memory of your dying Redeemer Lift up then your Heart sweetly and quietly to your Saviour whilst I shall recite what he did said and suffered for your sake The Passion of our Lord Jesus Christ according to S. Luke With desire I have desired to eat this Pasch with you before I suffer Mark these ardent and affectionate expressions of your dear Redeemer He hath still for you the same love and desire and his Will is that you shall celebrate this Pasch with him eternally in his happy Paradise This is my body which I give for you If your blessed Saviour hath given you his Body give yours to him and be content in your sufferings I prepare for you a Kingdom that you may eat at my Table O comfortable sentence 'T is for you that this Kingdom is prepared Pass to it cheerfully couragiously confidently O my Lord I am ready to accompany you into Prison and unto Death O the admirable courage of St. Peter say you the same and you will dy resignedly Pray that you may not enter into temptation Reflect upon these words and since this is a time of temptation elevate to God your Heart that you may be delivered He prayed on bended Knees Behold a rare example Do you imitate it in desire and affection and permit not your spirit to be born down with the sufferings of your body O Father If you please let this Chalice pass away from me yet not my Will but yours be done O how comfortably should you repeat this prayer of your agonizing Saviour Speak it in your Heart and unite your thoughts to those of your sweet Jesus Being in his Agony he prayed more ardently Behold Jesus in the same condition with your self Pray then pray heartily ardently perseverantly And his Sweat became like drops of blood trickling down upon the earth This bloody Sweat will wash away your Sins sweeten your Pains and smooth your passage to Eternity Judas came up to Jesus and Jesus kissed him Comfort your self in Christs kissing Judas Ah! shall not you hope to obtain his kiss of peace in Heaven since you dy in quality of his faithful friend and favourite Jesus looked back upon Peter after he had denied him O sweet words and can you doubt but that Jesus beholds you lying now upon your Death-bed humbly adoring him heartily confessing him and ardently loving him These and the like devout and pithy Reflection and Applications may be made upon the reading of the Passion which surely cannot but afford much comfort to the agonizing person and edification to the assistants Holding the Crucifix before him ADore your dear Saviour dying on the Cross for you and trust in his infinit merits and mercies Kiss these sacred Wounds hide your self in these holes of the Rock and rest here secure against all your enemies deceits and stratagems Offer up the death of JESVS to his eternal Father and desire that yours being thereto united may become pleasing to his divin Majestie Say with the Publican O my God! be merciful to me a Sinner Cry out with the Blind man O Jesu thou Son of David take pity upon me Profess your Faith with S. Thomas O my Lord and my God Animate your Hope to say with me I hope I shall soon see Him in Heaven whom I now contemplate fastned to the Cross Excite your Charity with S. Paul I desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ Address your self to the Eternal Father with the words of dying Jesus O my Father into your hands I commend my Spirit When the sick Person draws so near towards his Death that no further Applications can be made to him let the devout Assistants charitably pray for him in this or the like manner O Most compassionat Jesu Take pity upon him O Jesu the Redeemer Lover and Life of Christian Souls Have mercy upon him O Jesu the sweet Comforter of all desolate and distressed Sinners Comfort encourage and strengthen him O holy Mary the Refuge of Sinners Pray for him O Mother of Mercy Mother of Grace Mother of Jesus Mother of Power Pity him protect him defend him assist him in this his greatest extremity O glorious Saint Joseph the nursing Father of Jesus and Virginal Spouse of the Virgin Mary Pray for him O Angelical Spirit who have been hitherto his faithful Guardian Do not now abandon him but conduct his soul to its prepared place of eternal rest and happiness O all ye holy Saints and Angels and you St N. his special Patron receive him into your happy company O Jesu be you unto him a Jesus and save him A Prayer to God the Father O Father of Mercies and God of all Comfort we most humbly address our petitions to the Throne of thy divine Clemency in the behalf of this our languishing Brother beseeching thee by the immensity of thy Mercy and by the infinity of thy Sons merits to pardon his sins to mitigate his pains to arm him with patience to furnish him with perseverance in thy Grace and Love till his last Gasp and then to receive his departing Soul into thy paternal care and protection A Prayer to Christ Jesus O Lord Jesu Christ who wert mercifully pleas'd to suffer an ignominious death upon the Cross for the Redemption and Salvation of Mankind we most humbly beseech thee to interpose the Sweat of thy Agony and the Blood of thy Passion between the severe Justice of thy Eternal Father and the grievous Sins and offences of this thy poor servant And deliver him in this hour of his Death from all such pains and punishments as he may fear to have justly deserved A Prayer to the Blessed Virgin O Sacred Mother of Jesus By that sword of sorrow which pierced thy tender Heart when thou stoodest by thy dear Son hanging on the Cross heardst him uttering his last Words and beheldst him giving up his Ghost We beseech thee to assist also this thy dying Child with thy Prayers whom his Brother Jesus recommended then and there to thy peculiar care and custodie saying O Woman behold thy Son Turn thy Eyes of pitie and compassion towards him O Blessed Mother in this his extream misery and affliction and leave him not in this his last and greatest necessity O clement O pious O sweet Virgin Mary When the Agonizing person is ready to expire DEpart O Christian Soul Depart in peace out of this world In the name of God the Father who Created thee In the name of God the Son who Redeemed thee In the name of God the Holy Ghost who espoused thee In the name of the Angels Archangels Thrones Dominations Principalities Powers Cherubins and Seraphins In the
Wretch Art thou not ashamed to remain still in thy wonted negligences imperfections tepidities to sing still the same sinful song after so many years past over so many iterated Confessions so many received Sacraments and so many good Resolutions made to the contrary Wallowest thou still in the same Mire and lyest thou still snorting in the same Bed of Sensuality O horrid ingratitude If thou wert now summon'd to give up thy just accounts what couldest thou answer for so much time mispent so many inspirations neglected so many graces abused Thou approachest nearer death and Eternity but recoylest backward in religious Piety and Perfection Wilt thou still lie sleeping in this dangerous Lethargy Is this the grateful and dutiful service thou rendrest thy Creator for having afforded thee all convenient means to do Penance and for having so patiently expected thy conversion and amendment Alas my confounded Soul What will become of thee What course wilt thou steer When and how wilt thou begin Ah sinful Wretch Prodigal Child Disloyal friend Sue to thy Physician Return to thy Father Repent thee of thy disloyalty Request pardon grace and love Resolve to do Penance for what is past and to amend for the time to come Yes Lord even this Day this Hour this very Moment will I begin to be a new Creature I renounce all my former follies I renew all my former good Resolutions I consecrate the whole remainder of my life to thy love and service And for this end I will presently leave such Company such Curiosities such Vanities c. and abandon whatsoever holds my heart captive and my Affections enslaved to the prejudice of thy Honour and my Souls perfection I wil willingly undergo such and such difficulties endure such contradictions crosses afflictions and whatsoever thy fatherly hand shall impose upon me O all powerful Creator since thou hast given me the Grace to frame this Resolution give me also the strength and courage to put it in execution Then endeavour to make an act of perfect Contrition which contains 1. A Detestation of your sins past grounded on Gods love and goodness 2. A firm Purpose of Amendment for the future 3. A Confidence in Gods mercy 4. A will to do Satisfaction 5. A total Resignation to the Divine disposition An act of Contrition and Prayer before Confession O My good God! Father of all comfort and compassion Creator of Heaven and Earth and Redeemer of my Soul Behold here a poor Worm prostrate at the feet of thy divine Majestie humbly craving pardon for all his iniquities and impurities I am going O my sweet Lord Jesu to the Tribunal of thy Mercy to present my self before thy Minister and Vice-gerent and there to give thee an exact account of my miserable life by humbly confessing detesting and lamenting all the ingratitudes impieties and spiritual fornications which I have presumed to commit in thy presence with so little respect and for so vile and base ends that the very remembrance thereof breeds an extream Shame Fear and Sorrow in my now sensible and penitent Soul Shame for having left an infinite Good to embrace an empty fading filthy Nothing Fear for having forsaken the light of Heaven and the life of Eternity to temain in eternal death and darkness Sorrow for having offended thee my God who art to me so good so merciful so loving and so liberal Oh! that my heart could rend asunder with true Contrition and Compunction and my Eyes dissolve into a floud of tears for having been disloyal to so faithful a Friend and disobedient to so free-hearted a Father Mercy O dear Father to thy prodigal Child Mercy O good Lord to thy sinful Servant Give to my Understanding Light to see and know my faults to my heart Sorrow to hate and detest them to my eyes Tears to lament and weep bitterly for them and to my mouth so sincere and entire a Confession of them as if it were the first good Confession that I ever made or should be the last Confession that ever I should make which thou only knowest O my all-knowing Lord and Maker I therefore most humbly beseech thee Dear Jesu my Saviour and Redeemer By all thy Pains and Tears by the Prayers of thy most Blessed Mother by the past Sorrows of all Penitents who are now in Heaven secure of their own Salvation and sollicitous of mine encrease my Contrition release my Crimes Pardon O meek Lamb of God who takest away the Sins of the world my past faults pitty my present folly and protect my future frailty that with a clean quiet and contented soul I may strive to please and praise thee all my life-time hereafter and in the end die happily in thy favour and friendship O my crucified Jesu my only hope and refuge bathe me in thy Blood beautifie me with thy Merits bless me with thy Grace By the tears that issued forth of thy Eyes by the Prayers which came forth of thy Mouth by the Blood which gushed forth of thy Wounds and Heart by all the pains of thy Body and pangs of thy Soul by all the mercies of thy Divinity and merits of thy Humanity by all that is dear and near unto thee in Heaven and Earth cleanse quiet cloath comfort and content my sick sinful weak wounded and wretched soul In Confession THen full of confident Humility and humble Confidence cast your self at the feet of your Ghostly Father in whose person you are to consider two Priests the one Visible to whom you speak the other Invisible which is Christ Jesus whose place he represents wherefore honouring them both dreading them both and reverently inclining your head and body to them both begin your Confession in this manner In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost Benedicite that is I beg your blessing Which blessing being received you begin your Confiteor either in English or in Latin Though having before recited it in the Examination of your Conscience it is not necessary to repeat it here or you may do well when the want of time and the multitude of other Penitents require hast to abridge your Confiteor thus I confefess unto Almighty God to all the Saints and to you my Ghostly Father that I have exceedingly sinned in Thought Word and Deed through my Fault my Fault my exceeding great Fault Then without impertinent Preambles say I Accuse my self That since my last Confession which was eight days fifteen days or a month ago I have done this omitted this c. Having declared briefly and clearly what you could remember you may thus conclude your Confession For these and all other my Sins and Imperfections I am heartily sorry purpose amendment humbly beg pardon of God and Penance and Absolution of you my Ghostly Father Then bowing down your head and body proceed with Therefore I beseech the blessed Virgin Mary all the Saints and you my Ghostly Father to pray unto our Lord God for me
and creatures Oh! let it be so totally attentive to thy presence so intirely taken up in thy contemplation and so wholy absorpt in thy love that no outward objects may touch or trouble it no inferiour cares or cogitations may intangle it nothing may impede the free intercourse of thy heavenly friendship nothing may stop the sweet influence of thy divin graces or any way interrupt its happy quiet and holy tranquillity O dear and open'd Heart of my dying Lord Jesus be thou my sweet comfort during this lives Pilgrimage and my sure Sanctuary in its last period Tâ—…â—…ghth Exercise Of 〈…〉 with GOD. 1. Our Soul seeks nothing but Gods lovely presence and desires nothing but the presence of his Love O Infinit immense and unmeasurable abyss of all bounty O ever-flowing Fountain of mercy O undrainable Sea of love O my Lord my Soveraign my Saviour and my Sanctifier Behold I return into thee the sweet source of my beginning I run into thee the gracious Preserver of my being and I desire to rest in thee the only hope of my Souls happiness Be thou henceforth O my Creator the sole subject of my thoughts and the only object of my love Be thou O God of my heart Heart of my life Life of my soul and Soul of my Love my part and my inheritance for ever I choose thee only I offer up my self wholly I consecrate my self heartily and dedicate my self eternally to thy love honour and service Ah good God! where dwellest thou which is the pleasant place of thy abode O King of glory and Comforter of my Soul I seek nothing but thy lovely presence I desire nothing but the presence of thy love My soul sighs to see thee my heart covets to have thee my love longs to enjoy thee and I can expect no perfect content until I am totally united unto thee If I now beg a glimps of thy divin face O my glorious Lord then a drop of thy heavenly grace and afterwards a dram of thy dear affection Yet in all this it is thy self O sweet God! which I demand thy whole self is the only satiating object of my boundless desires and unlimited affections 2. Fervent Acts of Love and Affection I Desire to love thee O only amiable Lord God! by all means and beyond all measure until I am totally transform'd into thee by love O do thou freely and fully possess my spirit guide it govern it enlighten it inflame it elevate it inform it and transport it how and when thou pleasest Oh! Let all adulterate love be quite banished all multiplicity vanish away and all impurity and self-seeking swallowed up Let thy love be my light my liberty my life Lord I desire but two things in this world To love see taste and enjoy thee My best beloved and to be humbled despised rejected and esteemed a reprobate for thy love O sweet life O loving Jesu what a heaven what a happiness is it to love thee O how lovely how loving and yet how little loved is my God O source of all goodness and center of all good souls What is the greatest love of mother friend life or any thing els Art not thou my God! all this to me and all in all Ah my Soul what didst thou ever best love And didst thou love thy Lord God as much I blush O my dear Lord I sigh and am ashamed to answer I will henceforth do any thing suffer any thing and leave all things for thy love I will not live but languish not breath but burn by an extasie and excess of love 3. Further Acts and Extasies of divin Love and Affection O Fire O flames Burn Consume Annihilate Alas Beauty of Angels how late and how little do I love thee O come into my Soul behold a poor lodging yet such as it is it is all thine I conceal nothing I reserve nothing heart soul spirit all is thine own compose all dispose all depose all unruly passions impose what Penance thou pleasest I accept it O my Lord only repose peaceably in my soul and let no foul or false affection interpose it self to disturb this blessed union O that I could please and praise thee purely perfectly perpetually Oh that I could love thee faithfully freely and fully in all above all things O my all and only love I acknowledg my self bound O Lord in thy chains of Charity I am burn'd in thy fire I am wounded and won to thy love But what shall I say What can I give All I have is not worthy of thee and yet is thine already Ask my sweet Lord and have choose and take make me such as thou desirest and then take me to thy desire Give thy self O great God! to my soul and then take my soul with thy self in it My life liberty love all is thy own My last Will is already made in which I bequeath all to thee thy own Death and Passion all thy Mercies and Merits all the praises and perfections of thy dear Mother and the blessed Saints and Angels and all the goods glories and splendors of all thy creatures All that I am have and can both spirituals and temporals kindred friends riches health honors estates offices devotion all is at thy disposal I am resolute O my Lord I am resign'd and indifferent to have them increased or diminished to use them to thy glory or to lose them altogether 4. We return back to our Creator all that we have are and can I Give thee back O merciful Maker my whole being either to be what thou wilt or to be nothing at all to love thee or not to live at all I offer to thee O pious Redeemer my sins to pardon my works to perfect my will to purifie I offer thee my wounds to cure my soul to cleanse and my spirit to comfort I offer to thee O holy Spirit my intentions to rectifie my inclinations to sanctifie my affections to deifie Finally I offer all for one I give all to one and all I desire is to be all one with thee my all and only Lord and love Thou hast given me O my bountiful Creator the whole world in freehold for one penny of Rent saying Child give me thy heart O Lord Let this penny never want the superscription of thy grace and let me never want thy grace to pay this rent O my Lord all that I have is but two small mites I cast them into thy hands and had I more I would give more Dispose of them both dear Lord of my Body and Soul as best pleaseth thee that thy will may be perfectly performed and thy name purely sanctified in both O sweet God of my heart Let me embrace thee in the two arms of profound Humility and perfect Charity O let my Heart faint and melt away in the fire of thy Divin love let me lose my self to find thee be out of my self to live in thee and be empty of my self to be full
necessities I particularly offer it up to obtain this Virtue conquer this Temptation amend this Imperfection surmount this Passion And for all them who have desired my Prayers or to whom I have promis'd them At Lavabo Humbly beg to have your Soul wash'd from all its filth and wickedness reciting the Psalm Miserere or some Verses of it as AMplius lava me c. Dew down O merciful Creator one small drop of thy divin Grace into my sinful Soul or rather showr down an abundance of thy sweet waters upon me to cleanse me from my enormous crimes and impurities Asperges me Hysopo c. Be sprinkle my Soul O Soveraign Lord God! with the Hysop of thy Grace that I may serve thee more purely Wash me with thy sacred waters till I become whiter than the driven Snow c. At the Preface Lift up your heart to contemplate the Beauties Glories and Greatnesses of Heaven whither you tend and which is your only home aim and end HOw desirable are thy Tabernacles O Lord God of Hosts My Soul sighs pants and thirsts after you more than the wearied Stag breaths after the refreshing Fountains Draw me after thee O divin source of all sweetness and I shall run chearfully after the odours of thy perfumes for what do I seek but thee or what can satisfie me but thy self in Heaven or in Earth O that the memory of thy eternal good things remain'd always deeply ingrav'd in my Soul how easily should I then disdain all temporal perishable and worldly trifles O my God and my All when shall I be so happy as to behold thee clearly in thy heavenly Glory At Sanctus Keep your Heart raised up to your Creator praising adoring admiring the infinit Majesty of the Sacred Trinity as if you were amidst the blessed Quires of Angels and Saints in Heaven intoning with them HOly Holy Holy Lord God of Sabbath Heaven and Earth are full of your Glorie Hosanna in the highest O Holy of Holies give me a glimps of thy glorious self that my illuminated Soul may praise thee more purely and love thee more perfectly O celestial Seraphins who incessantly praise my God with the sweet Eccho's of your eternally repeated Holy descend from Heaven to help my desirous heart in singing forth his praises that I may also become holy pure and perfect in the presence of my Lord and Maker At the first Memento INto thy sacred Hands O sweet Saviour I recommend my Soul with all its faculties my Body with all its senses my whole Interiour and Exteriour man with all its affections and actions Preserve me O all-powerful Redeemer from all Sin and Impuritie and give me perseverance in thy love and service Let thy undrainable fountain of mercy O Lord Jesu extend also it self towards my Kindred Friends Enemies particularly towards such and such and all them for whom I ought to offer up my Prayers to thy divin Majestie Whilst the Priest pursues the rest of the Canon in silence do you also recollect your Senses in expectation of your Saviours presence upon the Altar which will be assoon as the words of Consecration are ended Your Heart burning in the mean while with these like desires of S. Augustin O My Comforter appear unto me O only light of my Souls eyes let me see thee O only Joy of my Spirit Come and glad me with thy presence O only Jubily of my Heart Let me contemplate thee O my Lord my Life my Love my All Shew me thy self and I shall be safe c. At the Elevation of the sacred Host and Chalice represent to your self how your Redeemer offers up himself there to the Eternal Father and conforming your Devotion to the Spirit of Christ Jesus you may say with heart or mouth O Adorable Majestie In Union of this affectionate Reverence which my Redeemer now renders thee In memory of his dolorous Passion And in acknowledgment of my own Nothing and thy infinit Greatness I humbly offer unto thee a perpetual submission of all my Being all my Powers all my Faculties Be thou eternally exalted admired and glorified O Holy Holy Holy Trinity My Lord my God my All. Or thus by way of Ejaculations Affections Extasies O Goodness O Mercy O Love O Liberality O immense infinit incomprehensible excessive Charity O Eternal Father behold thy beloved Son and my blessed Saviour whom I humbly offer up to thy divin Majestie in satisfaction for all my offences negligences ingratitudes I offer thee his purity innocency perfection to satisfie for my impuritie malice impietie his Humilitie for my Pride his Zeal for my Tepiditie all the Sanctity of his life for all the imperfections of my life O merciful and compassionate Father Look upon thy own Sons Charitie Behold how he once offer'd himself a Bloody Sacrifice on the Cross for my salvation and how he now offers himself an unbloody Sacrifice on this Altar for the same end O holy Father receive this his holy Sacrifice in lieu of all the honors homages gratitudes which are due to thy sacred and soveraign goodness from me and all thy creatures Keeping your mind still fix'd upon your dear Saviour now present on the Altar speak unto him with the most tender affections which your Heart can possibly produce either by Acts of Praise as O Son of God! what can be compar'd to thy Charitie O my Lord who is like thee in Goodness in Love in Liberality O sweet Jesu thou art my Rest my Refuge my Riches my Center my Hope my Happiness my All. Or by Acts of Complacencie as O King of Heaven and Earth Thou art here the Joy of my Soul as thou art there the Jubily of thy Saints Thou art here on the Altar and thou art there in thy eternal glorie and beatitude O Amiable Sacrifice O Admirable Invention of the divin Power Wisdom and Charitie Or by Acts of Thanksgiving O Dear Saviour How much hast thou done for an unworthy wretch O the excess of thy goodness who can sufficiently acknowledg it O Great Monarch of both worlds That thou shouldst thus humble thy self for a meer worm upon this Altar O ye Angels Saints and all Creatures Come help me to honour praise bless and love my liberal Lord God who hath as it were employ'd his Omnipotencie in order to my benefit and profit Or by Acts of Thanksgiving O Dear Saviour How much hast thou done for an unworthy wretch O the excess of thy goodness who can sufficiently acknowledg it O great Monarch of both Worlds That thou shouldst thus humble thy self for a meer worm upon this Altar O ye Angels Saints and all Creatures Come help me to honour praise bless and love my liberal Lord God who hath as it were employ'd his Omnipotencie in order to my benefit and profit Or by Acts of Resignation O Jesu Since thou art pleas'd to render thy self here present for my sake I here promise a readiness to perform any thing for thy service O my
covet to be in my custody and love and to return to me her Center Sanctuary and place of Rest This O my Lord is the earnest sute of thy poor servant For I well know I am safe and secure in thy powerful Custodie and if thou lovest me I am sure to enjoy thee because thou never leavest them whom thou lovest O Rest long expected much desired and frequently sighed after when shall I enjoy thee O my Creator Let my soul repose in thee her Center She was made for thee and she will never be truly quiet and content till she returns to thee and becomes united to thee her final end and only felicity 3. Dost thou not heartily detest all Sin all Error all Inordination of Will and Affection I do most gracious Lord and whatsoever is any way contrary or displeasing to thy Divin Majestie being desirous to have absolutely no Will at all but only thine 4. 1. What wilt thou have to be thy last Word 2. Thy last Wound 3. Thy last Will. 4. Thy last internal Act of Affection to me 1. Sweet Jesu receive my soul 2. Wound me with thy Love that I may be wholly thine 3. I give my self and all to thee to whom all is due 4. I choose thee for my God and will be thy Bond slave for ever I desire nothing either for time or eternitie but thy only Will Be thou what thou art to wit all goodness all glory all happiness and let me be what thou wilt and as I may be most pleasing to thee 5. What is thy Affection towards Creatures What thy Aversion from them Art thou truly content to leave all and to be left by all I cannot perceive O my God! that I am averted from any reasonable Creature though I often feel my self upon light occasions moved with displeasure against some of thy servants whose feet I am not worthy to kiss yet I now even with all my heart wish to them Happiness in this life and eternal felicity in the next Neither do I envy any ones prosperity in any thing whatsoever but humbly beseech thee my sweet Jesu if it be for thy own honour and glory to bestow more favours and greater blessings upon all thy Creatures And this I most heartily crave for those especially with whom I have had or shall hereafter have any difficultie and whom my nature is least inclined to affect Whatsoever inordinate affection I ever had or now have either to my self or any created object I do here in thy adorable presence disavow and utterly renounce converting my whole heart and love to thy Sacred Majesty and desiring to honour and affect all thy Creatures in thee and for thee only I am content O my God and All to leave all and that all should leave and abandon me only permit me to live under the shadow of thy wings and to have thee always present with me 6. Wherein dost thou most trust and confide in dying O my Creator In thy infinite Mercy and in the Merits of my sweet Redeemer Christ Jesus is all my Hope and Confidence And I humbly present this unspeakable Treasure I mean the Death and Passion of my Lord Jesus before the Throne of thy Justice O my dread Soveraign as also the Merits and Intercessions of the immaculate Virgin Mary and of all thy glorious Saints Lo my Lord this is all my Trust Comfort and Confidence here is all my Hope Riches and Treasure and in this I will rejoice for ever For of my self I am miserable wretched wicked having nothing in my Soul to adorn it or render it grateful to thy immense purity and infinit Goodness 7. 1. Hast thou not greatly offended me 2. Doth it not much grieve thee 3. If thou couldst recal it wouldst thou do it 4. Wouldst thou Confess all again and that in Publick if it were my will 5. What dost thou offer in Satisfaction 6. What Penance art thou content to undertake 7. Wilt thou ask Pardon for all thy Scandals 8. If all hearts were thine as they are mine how wouldst thou dispose of them 1. O most merciful Father I confess I have most grievously offended thy gracious goodness and that I have often deserved Hells eternal punishments but thy Mercy hath spared me till this present to the end I may become converted and live Be thou ever blessed and praised by me and all creatures for evermore 2. I am sorry and grieved to my very soul that I have offended so good a God and that there hath been so great a dissimilitude in my Soul with thee according to whose sacred image it was created 3. Pardon me O compassionate Father pardon your now repenting returning converted Child for could I recal undo and cancel all the evil I have ever thought done or said I would surely do it though the difficulty cost me my Life 4. And I would most readily re-confess all my Sins though they are very many and monstrous in the presence and hearing of the whol world if I understood by thy Deputie my Ghostly Father that it were thy will and pleasure 5. O my God! If thou demandest Satisfaction from me which way shall I turn me I will run to my sweet Jesus and present thee with the precious merits of his most holy and painful Life and of his most cruel and shameful Death in full satisfaction for all my offences 6. As for Penance Behold my weak Body and languishing Soul inflict upon them what punishment thou pleasest only spare me for Eternity 7. I beseech thee O my ever blessed Creator by the Passion of thy Son Jesus to pardon all the evil Example notorious Scandal and bad Counsel which I ever gave to any person And I heartily ask pardon of all them who have received any harm by me either in body or soul humbly begging of thee Sweet Jesu to forgive and wash away in thy precious Blood all those spots which by my fault they have incurred 8. O the only beloved of my Soul had I the disposing of all hearts I would most freely bestow them all on thee nor would I permit them to be imployed so much as one moment of time in any other exercise than in loving praising and magnifying thy sacred Majestie 8. Dost thou nor ardently desire to Love me to See me to Enjoy me and to Please and Praise me as my blessed Angels and Saints do in Heaven O my Lord I desire above all things 1. To love thee for thy own sake because thou art most worthy to be beloved 2. I long and languish to see and enjoy thy beatifying countenance but my own unworthiness tells me it is an over high Presumption therefore I humbly resign my self to thy holy Will 3. Yet O gracious Creator fain I would praise and please thee as those happy Choristers do in Heaven 9. 1. Why art thou afraid to dy 2. Did not I dy for thee 3. And wilt not thou die for me O my dear Soveraign When I
Oblation of my whol self purely and entirely to thy divin Majesty which I beseech thy infinit goodness and mercy to receive from my Hands and Heart and to seal it in Heaven that it may be there warranted and confirmed for evermore And because the necessities frailties and infirmities which accompany this my Pilgrimage and which will probably most of all overwhelm me in deaths Agony permit me not according to my desire to be always employed in thy praises therefore I now prostrating my self before thy Throne of Majesty whom I reverently Adore with the greatest Affection that thou O my Lord God! know'st may be given by any creature and to whom I Offer in supply of my own unworthiness all the ardent affections mental excesses supernatural jubilations and amorous unions of all devout Souls in Heaven and Earth as though I felt them all in my own heart humbly express this my present Covenant Contract and Agreement with thee my Soveraign Creator Father Son and Holy Ghost in this manner That as often as I shall either Interiourly or Exteriourly either in Heart silently or with my Tongue verbally think or say any of these things following I Adore I Thank I Offer I Resolve I am Sorry I Desire I Resign I Believe I Hope I Love O my Lord O my Jesu And so passing no further shall there end My intention is to make as perfect an Act of Adoration Thanksgiving Oblation Resolution Contrition Petition Resignation Faith Hope and Charity as is possible for any creature to make And I do now for then declare denounce and testifie that my will and desire is whensoever I shall think or pronounce any of the words aforesaid to make exercise and perform all the Acts contain'd in this Book in all the devout Books that ever were or shall be written and which the blessed Virgin Angels and Saints do and shall do in Heaven for all eternity Receive and ratifie most gracious Soveraign this my humble Act Contract and Covenant as to all and each one of its branches and members and whatsoever is therein explicitly and implicitly included receive it as a pledg of my hearty desire to serve praise and honour thy divin Majesty purely perfectly eternally Receive it once for all which I wish to present unto thee every moment and minute to produce as often as I breath and to iterate as frequently as any Act can possibly be repeated and multiplied And I invite and conjure all the celestial Spirits and faithful Souls to sacrifice unto thy sacred Majesty more perfect holocausts of praise and benediction for evermore In this manner a pious Soul may incessantly praise and please God and with little labour acquire much merit For having once sincerely made and daily weekly or monthly repeating this Act according as it is here largly described it may hourly be practised with great ease and comfort by the meer direction of the mind and simple reflection of the spirit towards God upon all occasions and in whatsoever company and employment OF all other Devotions the use of a Crucifix is chiefly to be recommended to a Sick Person Kissing it Embracing it speaking somtimes to the Crucifix somtimes to his own Soul Nothing is more easie nothing more pious nothing more profitable For in the contemplation of that Sacred object you may with great facility adore praise bless thank invoke the divin Majesty and admire his infinite mercy love and liberality in this or the like manner as his Holy Spirit shall suggest unto you O holy Cross O deep Wounds O sacred Blood O cruel Sorrow Dear Lord at how dear a rate hast thou bought me O sweet Jesu be unto me a Jesus Let not the Soul perish which cost thee so great a price Destroy not thy own workmanship Lose not thy own labour pains and passion O Jesu Thou art my Friend and my Physician my Lord and my Love my Portion and my Possession my Peace and my Patience my Light in Darkness my Health in Sickness my Comfort in Sadness my Plenty in Want my Life in Death my Heaven in Purgatory my God and my All for Time and Eternity A larger Exercise in Contemplation of the Crucifix Fixing your Eyes upon the Crucifix or taking it reverently into your hands and humbly embracing it with an ardent desire to honour imitate and conform your self as far forth as God shall enable you to the last thoughts words and affections of your dying Saviour Read or cause to be read this following Exercise leisurely distinctly and devoutly ruminating upon each point and relishing every aspiration and affection The first Consideration ALl Christs Actions are our Instructions and as his Life is the prime exemplar of holy living so his Death is the perfect pattern of happy dying which he exhorts all Christians to imitate saying Take up your Cross and follow me O My Soul how ill have we imitated our sweet Saviour in our life manners and conversation Let 's at least strive to imitate him in his death by taking patiently this present Cross which he layes upon our shoulders and following him cheerfully to Mount Calvary O Jesu my Redeemer and the worlds Saviour how happy are they who are enabled by thy Grace to imitate thy Virtues who desire to live only for thee and are ready to die with thee who live in thy friendship and die in thy favour O glorious Son of God! Thou wert Incarnated and Crucifi'd for my ungrateful Soul O that I might be martâ—r'd and crucifi'd for thy sake to the end I might be conform-able to thee in dying though I have been so unlike to thee in living O my dear Saviour though my Soul is not forc'd out of my body by such a violent death as thine yet imprint in it I beseech thee such sweet thoughts and affections as thou felt'st when thou diedst for my sake The Second Consideration JESUS dy'd willingly patiently resignedly O My God! Give me health or sickness give me life or death give me whatsoever thou pleasest not my will but thine be done O Jesu By vertue of thy perfect Resignation to the divin Will strengthen mine in Deaths Agony Behold I bind my self to that blessed conformity of thine to thy heavenly Father and in union thereof I most willingly embrace the design thou hast over me be it for life or for death O my Saviour Thou being Gods innocent Son diedst in the flower of thine age and shall I desire long life who am a sinner a rebel a criminal I yield Lord I yield and submit to Deaths summons Farewel Earth farewel world farewel this Vale of tears and miseries Heaven is my happier home Paradise is much more pleasant and agreeable and Death is my way to it The Third Consideration JESUS pray'd for strength succour and courage in his Deaths Agony O My Eternal Lord and Lover Behold thy poor child encompass'd with miseries and calamities on every side knowing not what to choose or desire but only
who art Goodness it self Have mercy on me a miserable sinner O most loving father take pitie on thy poor Child and forsake me not in this my last and greatest need O sweet Saviour Jesu Son of the living God! I beseech thee by the vertue of thy most blessed and bitter Passion grant me thy Grace give me a pardon of my sins and vouchsafe me a portion of thy Glory I challenge not dear Lord a place in thy Heaven for any worthiness of my own merits for alas I am but dust and ashes but for thy Passion 's sake whereby thou wert pleased to redeem me miserable man and to purchase Heaven for me at the price of thy precious Blood I beseech thee therefore O Jesu my Saviour by thy sufferings on the Cross for me especially at that hour when thy blessed Soul left thy Bodie have mercy on my poor Soul at the time of her departure When he draws nearer his end he is chiefly to make use of short and pithy Aspirations of Love Desire c. As for Example O My Lord I love thee I love thee and I wish I could love thee more As the fainting Hart desires the refreshing Fountains so doth my Soul thirst after thee my Saviour I thirst Lord and thou only canst quench my thirst Lead my poor Soul O my all powerfull Creator out of this loathsom prison that it may love and praise thee for evermore O beautiful Jerusalem my happy home when shall I come to live and lodg in thee O ye blessed Quires of Saints and Angels who perfectly injoy God and unweariedly intone his Eternal praises when shall I come to love and land my dear Lord with you O Sacred Virgin Mary Mother of power pitie and compassion Be thou now to me a Mother and take care of thy weak child O my glorious Patrons be pleased now to remember me to assist me to pray for me O my good Angel pitie me protect me comfort me strengthen me in this hour of my Agonie Take courage my poor Soul take courage Eternity comes on our miserie and sorrow will soon have an end and our peace and plenty is beginning without end Frequent these in the time of your Health that they may occur easily to your memory in the time of your Sickness And then ruminate them sweetly quietly and discreetly according as your Soul shall relish them without violence eagerness or anxiety An Exercise of holy Dying consisting of four Acts. FOur things are requisite to dy well 1. A Spiritual Death to all creatures Strive then O my Soul to deny thy self in all things and to dy to thy self to the whole world in love affection that thou may'st live to God only who alone can comfort thee in Dying content thee after Death Thou wilt find it no trouble to leave what thou dost not inordinatly love And what is it thou so lovest find it out and forsake it leaving that and all to find one and all and aspiring often What do I hope for in Heaven and what do I look for upon Earth O my God my All be thou all mine and let me be all thine and let all other things go which way they will 2. A cordial and profound humility This gives the greatest Grace to the living and Comfort to the dying Proud spirits are always in extreams either they dy blindly presumptuous or Death opening their eyes they fall into despair at the sight of their miserable estate O my Soul humble thy self since thou hast nothing to be proud of for alas what wert thou before thy late receiving of a being What hast thou which proceeds not from thy Creators bounty Why then art thou proud of it as if it were thine own What hast thou receiv'd which thou hast not abused What sinful Soul would not have been a Saint had it receiv'd such favours as thou hast misimployed and buried How long ere this might'st thou have most justly been hurried head-long into Hell-fire for thy pride and impiety since the damned spirits who there are and shall be eternally tormented sinned once only in Pride and thou so often since they had somthing to be proud of and thou nothing since their sin was only in thought and thine also in word and work O my God! I acknowledg Hell to be my Center and the place which is proper for the entertainment of so perverse a wretch and shouldst thou send me thither thou art Just and righteous are thy Judgments 3. A firm Confidence in God Let not Humility hinder your Confidence in the divine mercy and goodness for by this token it will be easily known to be false and ill grounded Yet trust not in your own merits good works good life good will but 1. in the infinit goodness and mercy of God 2. in the abundant Merits and Redemption of Jesus 3. in his sweet promises of pardon and protection 4. in the prayers and patronage of your Mother of Power and particular Patrons 5. in the custody of your good Angel 6. in the participation and union you have with the Church Militant and Triumphant And O my soul is not this enough Lord I am thine I trust in thy mercy and if thou killest me yet I will still hope in thee 4. An entire Resignation to the divine will and disposition in all things for time and Eternity O my Soul this is the Act of acts at the dreadful hour of Death and O my Lord I offer up my self to endure all pains disgraces and desolations in this life and to suffer all punishments in Purgatory and in Hell it self if thy Justice will have it so in the next life not reflecting what shall become of me either in this my Sickness or in my Life or after my Death but leaving all to thy sacred Will and sweet Disposal When the sick person is in his last Agony The Priest or Charitable assistants should suggest unto him some of these devout words thoughts and considerations 1. TAke Courage Dear Christian Brotheo or Sister suffer patiently for a little while that you may be happy for all Eternity 2. Christ Jesus dyed for you and be you content to dye for him 3. Though your Sins are great yet greater is Gods mercy 4. Though your Tongue is put to silence yet let your Heart speak affectionatly to your sweet Saviour O Jesu thy will be done O my Lord I love thee I adore thee I thank thee c. And I beseech thee O my merciful Creator that every sigh every thought every eye cast up to heaven may be acceptable to thy sacred Majesty according to that irrevocable covenant contract and intention which I formerly made and here humbly renew in thy divine presence When the Agony is of long continuance it may be very profitable comfortable and convenient to read over the Passion of our Saviour or some passages thereof so it be done 1. Discreetly without troubling or disturbing the sick person 2.
name of the Patriarks Prophets Apostles Martyrs Confessors Monks Heremites Virgins Widows and all the Saints of Paradise Let thy place be this day in peace and thy habitation in the holy Sion O God of infinit Goodness Clemency and Sweetness who art graciously pleased out of the greatness of thy Mercy to pardon repentant Sinners Behold this thy poor creature with the Eyes of thy wonted pity and compassion and grant him the general pardon which he most heartily desires and we most humbly beg for him O Lord redress the losses repair the breaches remit the offences which he hath contracted through human frailty or diabolical temptation and let this Member for whom thou hast mercifully spilt thy sacred Blood be happily united to the body of thy holy Church We recommend you our dear Brother or Sister to Almighty God and remit you to his care and custody whose creature you are hoping that when you shall have paid to nature the Tribute of Death you shall return to him who is the Authour of your Life And we most humbly and heartily beseech his Divin Majesty that at the instant of your Souls departure out of its imprisoning body the heavenly Quires of Angels may receive it the holy Colledg of Apostles may meet it the triumphant Martyrs may accompany it the glorious Confessors Virgins Widows and all the celestial Citizens may joyfully conduct it to the happy vision and fruition of sweet Jesus in his eternal Kingdom O Divine Jesu The Lord of our lives and the love of our Souls We beseech thee by that ardent Charity which mov'd thee to become man for us By the price of thy Blood which thou pouredst forth for us and by the merits of thy Death and Passion which thou enduredst for us that thou wil◠be graciously pleased to let thy goodness mercy and pity appear in the person of this thy poor servant who is now summoned to leave this world and to come before thee his dread Judg and Soveraign Dispose his Soul Dear Jesu and prepare it for this great trial Suffer it not to quit its Body without a true and hearty contrition for its Sins and a faithful and filial conversion to thee its Saviour Visit him clear him and comfort him with that efficacious grace wherewith thou art wont to purifie justifie and sanctifie repentant Sinners Deal with him in mercy O sweet Redeemer as thou didst with the good Thief and encourage his languishing heart with the like cheering words This day thou shalt be with me in Paradise At the very time as near as may be guessed of the souls departure out of the body say Subvenite Sancti Dei c. As in the Roman Ritual ¶ XI Some devout Prayers for the Souls departed A Prayer to God the Father for the Soul newly departed O Eternal Father whose nature is goodness and whose work is mercy cast thy compassionate Eyes upon the poor Soul of this our departed Brother or Sister N. or upon the poor Souls suffering in Purgatory and remembring it to be thy own creature redress its miseries remit its punishments release it from its imprisonment Receive O gracious Soveraign the superabundant sufferings of thy Son Jesus for a full satisfaction of thy divine Justice and for his dear sake pardon this thy poor servants past impieties forget his frailties and cancel all his omissions commissions and ingratitudes I humbly acknowledg Great Lord of Heaven and Earth that if thou lookest only upon his deserts he must needs be a long time the object of thy severe Anger and Rigour but if in Mercy thou wilt be pleas'd to look upon Jesus his Redeemer and to apply to him the merits of his bitter Death and Passion thou wilt soon free him from all his miseries and bring him to the enjoyment of thy eternal Felicity O my God! That I were capable to satisfie thy Divine Justice in the behalf of this poor Soul for whom I now petition thy Mercy how willingly would I exact in my own person that which detains him in Purgatory And though my unworthiness may hinder this desired effect yet such is thy Goodness O my gracious Soveraign as that I may hope to have my will accepted my petition granted and this poor Soul pardoned succoured delivered and speedily admitted to praise love and honour thy sacred Majesty with the rest of thy celestial Citizens for evermore To Christ Jesus O Jesu the Saviour of our Souls whose inclination to do good to poor Mankind is so great that thou often pressest him to ask and promisest to grant his petitions Receive I beseech thee this Prayer which I most humbly present to thy Throne of Mercy in behalf of this my departed Brother or Sister the Souls suffering in Purgatory Remember O most compassionate Redeemer that it is a Thing bought with thy Blood design'd to thy Glory intended to be a Co heir with thee in thy heavenly Kingdom Look upon it sweet Jesu as the noble conquest of thy Cross and the sacred Trophee by thy powertorn out of the Devils clutches and as such a thing afford it some solace in its sufferings and free it from those flames fetters and prisons which hinder it from enjoying that Glory whereunto thy Mercy hath predestinated it which thy Passion hath purchased and which thy Goodness hath prepared for it If the tears of Mary and Martha did so pierce thy tender Heart that they obtained the raising of their dead Brother Lazarus out of his Sepulchre Be not less favourable and flexible O dear Saviour to these my sighs tears and prayers which I now pour forth before thee for the Soul of my departed Brother or Sister Speak only the word O all powerful Redeemer N. come forth of those Flames and Purgatory will render thee a most prompt Obedience and the delivered Soul will eternally magnifie thy Mercies To the glorious Virgin Mother I Most humbly salute thee Great Queen of Heaven and Earth Glorious Mother of JESVS Powerful Advocatrix of Mankind and compassionate Comfort of the afflicted These blessed Titles embolden me thy unworthy servant to beg thy prayers for the poor Soul of my departed Brother now suffering as I probably both fear and hope in the place of Purgatory and to petition thee that thou wilt be pleased to employ the Power the Priviledg and the Friendship thou hast with thy dear Son my Saviour in his behalf and for his release comfort and pardon O Great and Glorious Virgin Mother Consider this suffering Soul as by thy Son redeemed and by thy self beloved and since thou hast interest in the salvation and joy of the Souls purchased with the price of thy Sons precious Blood take pity upon this Soul longing to behold thy Son and thy self in Glory and to sing forth Divine praises with the blessed Saints for all eternity To S. Joseph O Faithful Steward of Gods sacred Family Worthy Guardian of Jesus and Mary Great and Glorious S. Joseph Permit me to make my most
penitential actions mor ifications and austerities both voluntary and obligatory opens Heaven-gates unto us Prayers appease the divine Anger and Tears extinguish the Fires and Flames which are prepared by Gods Justice to punish us for our offences Now the most efficacious Prayers are these 1. The Sacrifice of the Mass 2. The Sacraments of Penance and the Eucharist 3. The continual practise of Acts of Contrition which serv'd the pious Magdalen for her Purgatory at the feet of Jesus The Second is To embrace all the Afflictions Crosses Calamities Sicknesses and Losses of this life as so many purging Fires Thus the patient Job endur'd his Purgatory upon his Dunghil and in the Fire of fervent Charity and faithful Resignation which made him break forth into these expressions amidst all his sufferings Our Lords Name be ever blessed As he pleases so all things come to pass The Third is To practise heroick Acts of Virtue as generously to pardon your enemies nobly to oblige them who have disobliged you couragiosly to conquer that Passion which hath most power in your Soul For the pains you take and the violence you use upon these occasions will much contribute to the Satisfaction for your Sins and serve you instead of your deserved Purgatory The Fourth is To perform such Works of Restitution Charity and Piety in your own person and during your life-time as you desire should be done at the hour of your Death For by clearing your own Accounts settling peace in your own Soul and executing your own Testament you will be exempt from the fear of suffering a severe Purgatory through your Executors negligence The Fifth is When you have perform'd all things as your zeal to satisfie Gods Justice hath suggested unto you To have an humble sense of the no-worth and value of all your own actions and endeavours and thereupon To address your self to the undrainable treasury of your Saviours merits hoping to draw thence sufficient Water for the washing away of all your offences These are the Five voluntary Purgatories of this World by which if you here satisfie for your Sins you may hope to avoid hereafter the necessary Purgatory due to them in the next World ¶ 13. An Appendix containing several devout and efficacious Prayers proper for the frequent use of all pious Christians 1. A Prayer to our Lord Jesus wherein we humbly acknowledg him for our Soveraign and promise him faithful obedience for the future O Jesu King of Kings to whom all power is given in heaven and earth as a most just reward for thy most perfect Obedience Thy Empire is out of the reach of rebellion it dreads no dangers and is free from the vicissitudes of Fortune Thou wantest neither spies abroad nor policies at home to secure thy Throne neither warlike guards nor worldly greatnesses to procure thy respect and encrease thy honour since whatsoever is requisite to be the Soveraign King of Kings and the immortal and incomprehensible Monarch of Heaven and Earth is in the riches of thy own divine Being and thy own Nature necessarily involves a boundless Jurisdiction Wherefore O Jesu my Saviour behold here prostrate before thee one of thy meanest subjects offering to thy sacred Majesty as to his soveraign King an humble and most respectful Homage I come Lord to renew that solemn Oath of fidelity which I took formerly in Baptism and to present thee the Key of my Heart hoping thou wilt vouchsafe to enter in take full possession and make there thy constant habitation Thou O all-powerful King canst soon make it fit for thy own entertainment having in this point as in all others an advantage over earthly Princes to raise men from their dunghils and render them worthy of their dignities Thou O great Monarch chusing Saul for the King of thy people changedst also his spirit calling David from the sheep-fold madst him a man according to thy own Heart drawing the Apostles from their Fishing-employments rendredst them fit Preachers of thy Gospel Why then shall not I with an humble boldness beg thy entrance into my poor Heart since I well know it will at the same instant become a mansion worthy thy Royal Majesty I am not fully satisfied O my Soveraign King in being thy faithful subject I desire to be thy Bondslave and Vassal I will therefore no longer pretend to the least power over my self but all my future labours and endeavours shall be to acquire riches for thy Royal Majesty Yes my will is that every child of mine to wit all my works words and thoughts shall be henceforth born in the same Bondage of thy Love O my Soul what higher honour can we have than to live in a such Slavery O my Saviour sweet is thy yoak light thy burthen easie thy precepts favourable thy fetters pleasing thy authority prudent thy proceedings paternal thy providence to them who faithfully adhere to thee O how loving and liberal a Lord art thou to such loyal subjects Unhappy they who are none of this holy number and ever magnified be thy Mercy which hath drawn my soul out of my enemies clutches to enrol her thy Captive Behold O my blessed Redeemer I acknowledg my self with much comfort and content to appertain particularly to thee in quality of an absolute Bonds man by this thy new right of purchase but yet O my dread Lord and Master I know not how to render thee a Bond-slave's duty and therefore beg of thy goodness to teach me this great secret and take from me that unfortunate liberty which enables me to rebel against thy Royal will and pleasure Ah! my Lord If thou leavest this my liberty to it 's own nature I shall soon leave off all Obedience to thy laws I shall quickly alas trample upon thy Crown sleight thy Scepter and use against thy self all the goods thy bounty hath given me My Understanding will censure thy Mysteries my Memory will forget thy mercies my Fancy will feed upon filthy Images my Will will love what thou loathest my unruly Passions uncurb'd Senses brutish Appetites will all bandy against thy blessed Grace and my own Reason Finally I shall glory in being thy enemy and say Who is the Lord Take from me therefore I beseech thee O Jesu the root of this dreadful rebellion command and compel my stiff neck and stubborn nature to submit to the blessed yoak of thy law and force me to be happy O most pleasing constraint which renders me a copartner with thy self in thy Royalty For thou O great and gracious King Jesu art nothing jealous of thy Soveraignty but thou most liberally communicatest it to thy beloved Subjects designing them to be all Kings in thy endless Eternity And is it possible O my Soul that thou so easily quittest so sublime a Dignity Wilt thou be so silly as to fall in love with thine own shackles that is with thy filthy sins of Ambition Avarice Revenge and Sensuality Ah! art thou not utterly confounded at thine own
excessive Folly and wilt thou not yet perceive how thy own errour brings with it a self-punishment Alas what is it that thou lovest what is that which seems to content and comfort thee What is it that pretends to secure thy Soul in this shameful servitude On the contrary what troubles what torments what solicitudes what horrours doth not each moment of time suggest to thy trembling spirit Shake off then with a manly courage this sad and heavy yoak of Sin and Satan and submit cheerfully to that which thy Lord Jesus this day presents unto thee A yoak which is sweet and easie and which he himself will carry together with thee Yes O immortal invisible omnipotent King Jesu I change Master even at this instant and I make choice of thee to be henceforth my sole Lord and Soveraign Behold not I beseech thee how long I have staid in rebellion but look upon the Wounds thy self endured to win me to thy Obedience Reign in Heaven and earth O Adorable Monarch and rule particularly in my heart and Soul and let all rational creatures unanimously confess and acknowledg it their highest honour and happiness to be Servants to the crucified King Jesus 2. A Prayer to be said by one who is upon making choice of a condition of life begging light from above to discern Gods Will and his own Good T Is the order of thy divine Providence O dread Soveraign of Heaven and Earth that there should be in this great world several sorts of states and conditions to which thou designest men by a choice known only to thy all-knowing Wisdom Thou also assurest us by thy sacred Word that each one ought to remain in the condition to which he is called And there is no lawful calling which exclude's from thy Kingdom This moves me to prostrate my self at thy feet and pour forth my heart here in thy presence hoping to receive some glimpse of light from thee O true light which illuminatest every one coming into this World To direct me in this matter which is to me of highest importance not only as to my temporal but my eternal happiness O my Lord I humbly acknowledg my own ignorance and simplicity for alas I neither can foresee the future nor dive so far into my own dark interiour as to distinguish whether the motions I there feel are Rational or Sensual and whether my perverse Nature opposing thy Grace incline's me not to an Election which may endanger my Salvation The World and the Flesh furnish me with plenty of fair and specious Reasons but I well consider they are dangerous Counsellors and damnable are their Maxims Lord lead me out of this labyrinth of irresolutions since I resolve to leave my self absolutly to the conduct of thy holy Spirit renouncing all my own ratiocinations affections inclinations and interests and willing nothing at all but only what thou wilt for me Behold I am thy Servant and the childe of thy handmaid say only the word O my loving Master and thy holy will shall be obey'd lift me up or cast me down it shall equally please me so I may perceive 't is thy divine Conduct which disposeth thus of me thy poor Creature I beg of thou this only blessing O my compassionate Father that thou wilt please to prosper and sanctifie me in that particular State I shall settle in giving me strength and courage to wade through all the difficulties I shall there meet with and rewarding my Perseverance in thy love and service in this world with a crown of glory and with immortality in the next 3. A Prayer to be said by one who is fall'n into some great Necessity Calamity or Misery THy infallible truth assures me O Soveraign Lord God! there 's not a Hair of my Head fal's off without thy order How then can I doubt but this sad Accident befal's me by the particular permission of thy all-penetrating Providence I will not know the reason of this thy proceeding since I acknowledg thee O my Omnipotent Creator to possess an absolute Empire not only over my goods but over my life and that my person is in thy power as Clay is in the hands of the Potter to imprint upon me what form and put me to what use thy self best pleaseth Thou O my Lord gavest me health wealth peace fame friends children prosperity c. Which was a favour I humbly confess I did not deserve thou hast now depriv'd me of them which I humbly acknowledg to be an effect of thy Justice since I made not use of them as I ought to thy only glory and my own eternal good Thy blessed will be done in me and all creatures is all the Complaint I will make begging thy Grace to imprint as well in my Hear the meaning of these sacred words as I have the sound of them in my Mouth that I may joyfully resignedly and without reserve submit to thy sacred disposal all that concern's me and make use of thy Fatherly Visitations to the increase of my Filial obedience and affection Let me forget what I have been in my former Prosperity and not fear what I may be in any future Adversity cheerfully embracing my present Condition incessantly praising thy sweet Providence and peaceably expecting the eternal Recompence thou hast promised to such as suffer for thy sake 4. A Prayer humbly imploring the continuance of Health and that we may make good use of it in order to our eternal Happiness MAn born of a Woman as your sacred Word O eternal Truth teaches us live's but a short time And during this his short stay upon earth is subject unto many Miseries His life is a Flower which drie's up and dwindles away upon the same day it is displayed 't is a Blast soon past and dissipated 't is a stream of Water which nimbly slides by disappears and never more returns 't is a Shadow flying away assoon as formed 't is Smoak which as it riseth vanisheth in summe 't is a meer Vapour having no solid consistence and permanency This is the short fickle uncertain nature of man's life and I ask thee not O great Lord of life and death to change it for me I only begg that thou wilt be pleas'd in giving me Health to grant me also Grace to make the right use of it to thy glory and my own salvation for alas I shall be little able to act for the one or the other when the rigour of a sharp Disease seizes on the functions of my inward and outward faculties Grant O my God! that the curb of thy holy fear may keep my body always in good order least it being high in flesh should shake off it's subordination to the spirit that so I may employ it's strength to acquit my self of my Christian obligations and perform the several duties of my place and condition Take from me O Lord all desire of superfluities which serve only to satisfie the senses and let me rest fully contented with
Motive because Himself is the only Object which deseru's all his Affection the only Good which can replenish his capacious Heart the only worthy to draw us and the only able to satisfy us the only Center whether we are to stear our Course and the only End which can terminate it Finally 't is He only who is our All in All our Perfection or Crown our eternal Felicity Behold Devout Christians the true means whereby you may be evermore ready for the Time which is always ready for you and may steal upon you when you least think of it unless you dayly think of it God give us all his Grace to practise well these pious Instructions and to husband wisely the precious Time he lends us that so the Time wherewith he threatens us may not surprise us Your Time says he to you all his loving beloved Children is always ready Death still attends at your doors but where or when it will enter and seize upon you you know not It is therefore your part to expect it every day and in every place and to make so good use of your Time here as that you may hereafter through my assisting and proferr'd Grace come to the Eternity of my promised and prepared Glory To which lead and conduct us all the eternally Blessed Father Son and Holy Ghost THE CHRISTIANS Daily Exercise aforesaid Reduc'd into Practice With the Intermixture of many Usefull Instructions and Directions ¶ I. 1. The Exercise for the Morning HAving satisfi'd Nature with convenient and competent rest and sleep remember presently upon your first awaking to mark your self with the common and mysterious badge of Christianity saying In the name of the Father c. Then breath forth some brief Aspirations befitting that time as IN the name of my crucifi'd Lord Jesus I will now arise He bless me keep me save me protect me and direct me this day and evermore Illuminate my Eyes O Lord that I may not sleep in death and that my Enemy may never say I have prevailed against him My Soul hath desired thee in the night O my Lord and my Love and in the morning I will watch after thee Arise thou that sleepest arise my dull and drowsie Soul and Christ will enlighten thee To thee O my Lord do I lift up my Eyes my Hands my Heart from this Bed where my Body hath taken its nightly repose towards thy Heaven where my Soul expects her eternal rest Here I am but thither I aspire This is only my Inne that 's my Habitation Unseel my Eyes O my God! which sleep hath thus long closed darkness lately cover'd them let thy divine grace now clear them Excite thy self O my Soul from this drowsiness which depressed thee break these Fetters and fly up freely towards thy Creator Thou hast satisfi'd thy Bodies necessity settle thy self now to thine own Duty which is to contemplate and love thy soveraign good Look up to heaven where thy servitude shall one day cease and where thy action shall still continue without this tiring interruption and troublesome subjection to thy enslaving Body which here ties thee to its corruption and compells thee to comply with that which retards thee withholds thee overcharges thee And thou my Body since thou hast sufficiently reposed rowse up thy self to serve thy Mistress Soul which during this long nights season hath desisted from her own functions to condescend to thy frailty Make her a return of thy civility and imploy all thy powers to obey her precepts as she hath given way by a cessation of all her faculties to the reparation of thy weakness Excite your self to a speedy and early rising and habituate your Body to get the victory over sloath and sluggishness by making use of some instance of affection towards your loving Lord and Saviour as Thou summonst me O my God! by thy Angel my Guardian to appear before thee and to praise thy divine Majesty I seem to hear thee sweetly calling me inviting me expecting me Arise my Love my Dove my Spouse my Fair one and come The night is past the day is present cast off therefore all works of darkness and put on the armour of my light and love And I most joyfully answer thee O my loving Lord behold my heart is ready to love and praise thee this day and evermore Assure thy self that the observation of this small and seemingly unnecessary Rule to wit of rising early and speedily will add great courage and comfort to thy Soul in the progress and practice of thy spiritual Exercises whereas on the contrary you shall prove by experience that a little laziness in the Morning leaves a certain lumpishness and tepedity in your interiour whence it falls out that your works of the whol day following want either fervour of affection or purity of intention Every small temptation or contradiction overcomes you discomposes you and puts all out of order You may here consider 1. That whilst you were sleeping in your Bed the blessed Quires of Angels and Saints were singing Gods praises in heaven 2. That many poor Souls have pass'd the pangs and agonies of death and receiv'd their dreadful doubtful and eternal doom 3. That many others have in this very night fall'n into sundry mischiefs and miseries some pining away with hunger others languishing in their sicknesses others perishing by fire water desolation despair c. From these Considerations will arise several affections of love admiration gratitude c. Having thus entertained your Soul with these or such like pious thoughts and ardent ejaculations from the time of your awaking till you have cloathed your body with its garments as with its sackcloths of Penance you are to cast your self devoutly on your knees before Christ crucifi'd sacrificing to him your first fruits by making briefly and devoutly these acts following of Adoration Thanksgiving Oblation Protestation Petition 1. I adore thee O omnipotent Creator from the very depth of my heart and soul as my soveraign and only Lord and Love from whom I had my first beginning have my present being and hope my future happiness 2. I return all possible thanks to thy infinite goodness for all thy gracious blessings and benefits bestowed on me a most unworthy undeserving sinful wretch 3. I offer to thy divine Majesty to supply my own indignity the most dearly beloved heart of Jesus thy Son and my Saviour with all the merits of his blessed life and bitter passion and whatsoever is gratefull unto thee in heaven and earth 4. I protest and promise for the future amendment of my life reformation of my manners performance of my duty and a more serious tendency to thy love and service 5. Grant unto mee I beseech thee O my gracious Lord God! and to all them for whom I ought to pray wisdom to know thy holy will and courage to execute it give me grace to avoid sin and scandal and to work and walk uprightly in thy presence this day
actions manners senses and desires that all may be measured numbred and weighed in the true ballance of discreet Moderation O that I could still regulate my life by the perfect rule of thy Law and Love the Dictamen of Reason and the Counsel of thy Apostle denying all worldly lusts and doing all things decently orderly and beseeming my calling O that my Employments were ever holy my Senses always wary my Thoughts still reflected upon the end of my Creation and all my Members truly mortified how hopefully confidently and undauntedly might I then expect the glorious appearance of thee my great God and Saviour 4. Temperance in particular is divided into Abstinence and Sobriety Abstinence is a Virtue inclining us to a rational mediocrity in the use of Meat and Sobriety is the same in the use of Drink which may also be applied to our passions AH My immortal Soul thou art too worthy to be enslav'd to thy sensual body The beasts exceed not nature's satisfaction and wilt thou who art indu'd with reason be less temperate O shame O Bruitishness Doth not that first Precept ring still in thy Ears In the day thou eatest thou shalt surely dye And wilt thou yet hearken to thy seducing Eve yeild to thy subtil enemy and obey thy belly sooner than thy blessed Creatour Do not all they who strive for the mastery and aim at the obtaining of a corruptible Crown abstain from all excess and wilt not thou keep under thy Body curb thy Senses and control thy Passions that thou mayst gain an incorruptible and eternal Crown in Heaven Yes my dear Maker I will never more destroy thy holy work nor sell my heavenly inhearitance for a vile Morsel a mess of Pottage a momentany Pleasure Thou O sweet Redeemer who whilst thou wert pleas'd to sojourn amongst us sustainedst thy body with human Meats Thou dear Jesu my Saviour who sufferedst Hunger in the desert and Thirst on the Cross to satisfie for my riot and gluttony extinguish I beseech thee all fleshly desires in my senses Let no worldly sweets so savour to my palat as to make me outpass the limits of perfect Abstinence Sobriety That using thy temporal gifts with due temper moderation I may one day ba fully satiated and inebriated at thy divine table furnish'd with eternal delicacies and delights 5. Modesty which is a Virtue adjoyned to Temperance is a restraint of all unruly motions with a certain comeliness and decency in respect of the persons affairs time place and all other circumstances And it hath six branches Three which concern the repression of inward motions Meekness Humility Studiosity Meekness is a Virtue which moderates our passion of Choller by subjecting it to Reason and keeping us from all such words and actions as are unbeseeming us and contrary to our duty Humility is a Moral Virtue which abates the edge of our over-high hope and audacity keeping us from pretending to more than appertains to our condition and counselling us to be content with such mean things as are suitable to our true unworthiness Studiosity is a Moral Virtue which moderates our Curiosity and Covetousness of Knowledg and inclines us to a desire of knowing what is convenient according to our Condition THou hast commanded me O meek and mild Jesu to learn of thee this divine lesson and thou hast left me thy whol life as a perfect example thereof and a pattern by which I should practise it Thou sweet Saviour wert silent patient content resigned as an innocent Lamb in the shearers hands amidst all the calamities contumelies affronts and insolences which mans malice and madness could inflict upon thee And shall not I who have deserved all shame confusion hatred and Hell it self sustain willingly my smaller afflictions I will henceforth O my Jesu not only freely pardon all outrages which shall be done me but joyfully prepare my heart to embrace alt crosses endure all contradictions and put up all injuries for thy sake with all sweetness of affection and tenderness of companion towards my greatest enemies That I may finally possess a portion in that blessed land which thou O merciful Redeemer hast promised to thy meek and humble servants Ah my Soul Learn also this heavenly lesson of thy most humble Saviour and thou shalt find perfect rest in this world and have an eternal reward in the next Alas Whereof art thou proud What is due to thee but only damnation which thou well knowest thou hast often deserved Why shouldst thou expect to be preferr'd before any other who art more unfaithful and ungrateful to thy loving Lord than all others Ah caitif creature canst thou conceive thy self in a capacity of high honors No dear Jesu I utterly disclaim them all and desire that all men may know my real unworthiness that they may esteem of me treat me and contemn me accordingly What wouldst thou know O my curious Soul What do you gaze upon O my unsatiable Eyes Is not one thing only necessary one Science all-sufficient one object fully satisfactory And is not the Rule which directs you to this one necessary sufficient and satisfying object short sweet and easie This is life eternal to know thee the only true God and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent O Words full of life and love What can I wish for in heaven O my Lord but eternal life and what need I desire upon earth O my Jesu but thy only love O my Soul Why seekest thou elsewhere that which thou canst no where find but in thy God thy Jesus thy Saviour in whom are all the true treasures of Science and Wisdom who is thy only center rest satiety and security O what is all worldly knowledg but vanity of vanities how mean and foolish is all wisdom which provides not for eternity Ah my good God! how it grieves me that I have given so much of my precious time to the pursuit of such poor studies and getting such empty notions which now I perceive do so little profit me in order to this only solid and Soul-saving science Lord I will henceforth employ all my diligence endeavours time talents wit will intensions and pretensions upon that alone which will most advantage thy honor and best advance my salvation My whol study shall be to know thee O my God and my All to contemplate thee to please praise and love thee in this World that I may live and reign with thee in thy glorious Kingdom of Eternity 6. The other three branches of Modesty are Virtues helping us in the ordering and managing of the outward motions of our Bodies 1. By our beseeming Carriage 2. By our fitting Recreations 3. By our decent Cloathing GIve me also O liberal Bestower of all lovely Qualities these external Graces beseeming my Condition and suitable to my Calling That so my Inward and Outward composure my Soul my Body my Senses and all that which by thy permission I am making up a perfect harmony of all holy Virtues
Whilst your Spiritual Father pronounces your Absolution produce either with heart or mouth some of these short Acts following 1. Of Sorrow O God be merciful to me a sinner 2. Of Humility Not unto me Lord but to thy Name be given all praise and glory 3. Of Love and Confidence My God and my All My comfort and my content my secure rest and sole refuge Remain with me sweet Jesus and it is sufficient 4. Of Spiritual joy and alacrity Take courage my poor dejected desolate Soul Jesus is our guide and we are going to Heaven what matters it whether we get or lose in this World have friends or foes sink or swim live or die upon earth If Jesus loves us and we Him it is enough Live the Cross and my crucified Redeemer Adieu world Farewel Self-love Heaven is my Home Jesus is my Hope and Happiness Also At the time of Absolution Imagine you feel Christs sacred Blood distilling into your Soul and that you hear those his sweet words directed unto your ears Go in peace thy Sins are forgiven thee now sin no more lest some worse thing befal thee O words full of sweetness and comfort After Confession REtire your self a while 1. To give God thanks 2. To say your Penance 3. To renew your good purposes and resolutions 4. To offer up your self and all your actions with whatsoever you are and have to be hereafter employed for your sweet Saviours honour love and service 5. To beg of him who died on the Cross with his Eyes full of Tears Body full of Wounds and Heart full of Mercy for the salvation of your Soul to supply all defects which may have occurred in this or any other your Confessions Then ejaculate sweetly some of these Sentences CLeanse me O Lord from my secret sins from my vitious customs inclinations and affections and permit me not to participate with others in their offences nor to be involved in their crimes by my consent and connivency Return my Soul into thy rest for thy Lord hath done well for thee What have I in heaven and what would I have on earth O my God! thou art the God of my heart my part my portion and my inheritance for ever I desire to be dissolved and to be with thee my Lord and Saviour But who will free me from the body of this death I would gladly be separated not only from Sin and the occasions thereof but even from this body of Sin which I can bear about me That so being absolved and dissolved my departing soul might unspottedly ascend to her eternal rest in the very Act of this vehement and amorous Contrition Yes my good and gracious Creator I would willingly be sequestred from my self and all creatures that I might be totally united to thy self my first beginning my final end my hope my happiness my All. It is good for me to stick fast to my Lord to place my confidence in God my Saviour Let others seek other contents I and my house will serve thee our Lord and Maker A Prayer after Confession O Merciful Redeemer of my Soul what praise love and thanks shall I return to thee for having made a Bath of thy Bloud a Garment of thy Grace to cleanse and cloath my defiled and naked Soul in the Sacrament of Penance Let my Body Soul and all that is within me bless thee eternally and let Heaven Earth and all that is within them say Amen Alleluja Receive I beseech thee O my dear Lord Jesu by the bowels of thy Mercy by the breasts of thy Mother and by the merits of all thy blessed Saints this my Confession Let it be pleasing to thy sacred Majesty and profitable to my own Soul Let thy infinite sweetness of love and bitterness of sorrow supply all its defects whether it be want of Contrition or of Integrity or of Humility or of Clarity or of Simplicity or of a true sense and feeling of my Sins heynousness or of a full Resolution of amendment or any other Circumstance Negligence or Error whatsoever Forget and forgive all the crimes ingratitudes impurities of my life past and in particular whatsoever through my own carelesness may have escap'd my memory whatsoever the common Enemy may accuse me of at the hour of my death and whatsoever thou my dread Judg maist in the rigour of thy Justice lay to my charge at the day of thy dreadful Judgement I repenr me heartily for all that I have done amiss I renounce all that is opposite to thy perfect love and liking I resolve to amend all and to avoid all sinful occasions I resign body soul all to do Penance make all possible Satisfaction And lastly for thine own sake sweet Jesu I beseech thee to pardon all relying upon thy goodness confiding in thy mercy rejoicing at what thou art to wit so loving and so worthy of all love so good in thy self so good to all others so good to me the least and worst of all others Let all creatures joyn with my soul to love honour serve and praise thee her glorious Creator her gracious Redeemer her liberal Sanctifier this day and for all eternity And now my Lord Jesu I here again lay down the whole burrhen of my Sins at thy sacred Feet and take up thy Cross in exchange Resolving by thy gracious assistance to pass on my lives pilgrimage in the perpetual practise of Penance Patience and Purity abandoning Body Soul Goods Limbs Life all to thy service Accept my offer O dear Lord Jesu and admit me henceforth for one of thy meanest Bond-slaves Let me live and dy in the performance of this my promised duty obedience and submission to thy holy Will and Precepts Let me never more offend thee but loath and abhor the very name and shadow of Sin more than Death or Hell it self Teach me O Lord how to persevere in thy love and to correspond to my vocation with a zealous fervor joyned with prudence and discretion That serving thee my Soveraign Lord and Master during my abode in this prison of Mortality with fidelity simplicity sincerity I may at the end of my lives course be received into immortality with security and that as I here justly sing forth thy Mercies for having used such sweet and efficacious means to bring my sinking Bark into the safe Haven so I may there joyfully intone eternal Canticles of thy Divine praises in thy Kingdom of glory Amen ¶ 6. An easie and necessary method of Examining the Conscience for the making of a General Confession General Advertisements concerning General Confessions 1. THe motive which obliges all Christians who are desirous to perform their Duty and settle their souls in the state of Grace to make a General Confession is only this When upon just and rational Grounds and not out of an erroneous or scrupulous Understanding they doubt of the Validity of any of their former Confessions by reason-of some essential Defect which accompanied them The
Enter freely possess all fully dispose universally and command absolutly Put me where thou wilt give me what thou wilt treat me as thou wilt thine I am O my Lord my Love and my All for time and Eternity The Sixth Exercise Of Mortification and perfect Abnegation 1. If we will be Christ's true Disciples we must renounce all deny our selves take up our crosses and follow him O Eternal and ever blessed Lord God! thou hast framed me of soul and body and fitted me with faculties proportionable to attain the end of my creation which is to love thee intirely and to live with thee eternally But alas how far am I from observing this thy blessed and beautiful order Thou O Lord gavest me a Soul to bear all the sway in my body Reason to have the chief regency in my Soul thy Law to be the guide of my Reason and thy self to be the sole mover and governour of my whole man But oh how have I wilfully cross'd thy sacred design contradicted thy intention and swarv'd from this perfection My body is all brutish my soul all animal and my reason all sensual I am all blindness self-love and immortification Yet I know well and thou O eternal verity hast expresly told me that unless I renounce all deny my self take up my Cross and follow thee I can never become thy true Disciple Ah harsh words to my carnal ears If thou wilt be my Disciple deny thy self If thou wilt be perfect sell all give away all reform all renounce all relinquish all If thou wilt possess life eternal contemn this life temporal If thou wilt be exalted in Heaven humble thy self in the world If thou wilt wear a Crown with me bear thy Cross with me But O my soul how wilt thou brook that more dismal sentence Depart from me thou accursed into eternal fire Wherefore O my Lord my Love and my All Since thou hast taught me these things by thy Sacred Word and shewed them by thy holy Example and thou art The Way the Truth and the life Grant O infallible Truth that I may couragiously walk in this perfect Way that so I may happily come to thee the only true and eternal life and love of my Soul 2. We must leave all things to finde one thing which is all in all WHat dreadest thou O my fearful and faithless Heart Behold Christ thy King and Captain is marched on before thee take up thy Cross and travel after him he leads thee to a Kingdem Heaven is worth thy pains O take courage to mortifie thy self deny thy self and dy to thy self that thou mayst live to Jesus and with Jesus eternally Learn O my soul this short and securing lesson Leave all things and thou shalt find one thing which is all in all Take courage and fight valiantly against thy own bad nature pray suffer stoop bear repugnances swallow down contradictions digest injuries The Kingdom of Heaven suffers violence The end thou aimest at is Perfection the reward of thy Conquest is Eternal Love eternal Life eternal Happiness Behold O my Lord my strength and my Salvation I am fully resolved to lay the ax to the root of this wicked tree Help me I beseech thee with thy Grace from above that I may hew my self out of my self that I may kill crucifie and mortifie my inveigling sensuality cut off my evil inclinations rectifie my disorder'd passions and root out each thought or desire which tends not directly to thy honour will and love O my Lord and my God! 3. We can never love God unless we hate our Selves I Know Lord that it is bootless to study Perfection without the practice of Mortification I confess I can never love thee truly but in as much as I hate my self really such is the Antipathy between self-love and thy holy affection Ah! how can a spirit distracted with contrary inclinations be freely and fully vacant to thy divine contemplation Put therefore I beseech thee a sluce to my unmortified Passions put a bound to my distraught heart and powerfully keep back those innumerous concupiscences and corrupt imaginations violently succeding each other that my united affections may intend thee only the only object of all happiness Gather O my Lord the dispersed forces of my Soul from all multiplicity of worldly affections to the union of thy only love Keep I beseech thee my Understanding Will Memory Imagination and all my inward and outward Senses from roaming abroad that carefully attending and entertaining thy divine presence in my Soul I may attain true introversion simplification and union of my Spirit with thine Reform O my Lord all the natural corruptions of my outward man and redress all the spiritual infirmities of my inward man destroy and disperse all internal and external enemies and opposers of thy holy love possess me perfectly and dispose of me entirely according to thy Divin will and pleasure 4. A firm Resolution of mortifying our exteriour Sensuality TO this end O bless my weak endeavours al mighty and al-merciful Lord God! I will subtract all superfluities from my body and accustom it to all sorts of sufferings that so I may fit it up for thee O holy Spirit who dwellest not with them that are sensual and subject to Sin Alas I have not yet resisted to the effusion of my blood and should I spill each drop of blood in my body in this holy quarrel how little ought I to regard it in respect of the great good I expect I will therefore crucifie thee O my flesh with all thy concupiscences I will mortifie my outward Senses the windows by which death steals into my Soul the hinderers of my hearts tranquillity the destroyers of true devotion the dispersers of inward recollection and the utter ruiners of all the good desires which I conceive and kindle in my prayers Ah how soon is this divin fire cooled and quenched not only by Sin but also by the distracting images of outward Objects I will keep a special and strict watch over my Tongue on which depends my spiritual life or death and cherish thee O beloved Silence which art the key of piety the keeper of innocency and the preserver of purity I will trample down my inferiour Nature with all its evil affections and motions of love hatred joy sadness desire fear hope anger c. I will order dispose and direct it according to the Laws of reason and thy divine inspirations O my Lord and my God! Grant me courage I beseech thee to quell and curb this most dangerous my greatest enemy which is the source of all my miseries the Citadel from whence Sin assails me and Satan fetches his forces to fight against me Grant Good Lord that I may never yield to this wicked Eve perswading Adam my Superior Will to eat the forbidden fruit to consent to unlawful pleasures This is the chief exercise of Gods children not to be carried away with affections of flesh and blood but to conduct
themselves according to Gods Spirit Therefore every one must strive to know his own natural inclinations and then imploy all his forces and apply all his prayers and spiritual exercises to quell them O that I could tame these cruel beasts my natural passions how soon should I be Master of all moral Virtues O that I could so till this Vineyard so delve this Garden so purge it from all ill weeds of affection and prune all superfluous surgeons and shoots of passions that the seed of thy Grace O heavenly Husbandman might only there take root increase and fructifie 5. The same Resolution of mortifying our interiour man I Will also mortifie my Superiour and Rational part with all the curious and fruitless speculations of my Vnderstanding all conceits of self-wisdome natural prudence proper judgment and good liking of my own proceedings All vain and foolish reflexions of my Memory and all petty desires and affections of my Will which relate not to thee the only object and Lord of my love I am resolved O my Lord to nip off each budding Passion as soon as it peeps up in my Soul to trouble it in its true repose and to hinder its liberty and tendency to thy love I will by thy gracious assistance proceed faithfully and sincerely in the hatred denial and mortification of my self and in the prosecution of thy divin love And in order to this only end aim I make in thy presence and from the very bottom of my Heart and Soul these particular acts following I renounce O my Lord for the pure love of thee all affection to worldly things Give them unto me O gracious God! or take them from me as best liketh thy divine Majesty I resign up all my interest in any thing though never so near and dear unto me Behold O my Lord and Lover I uncloath my Soul from all affections whatsoever to creatures and desire nothing but thy self alone O happy nakedness O rich poverty of Spirit O pure obedience to the divin Will in all things Be you my hearts delight my whole pleasure and patrimony 6. An absolute Renunciation of all Selfishness I Renounce all self-seeking Ah! my corrupt nature I abhor thee Adien all private interest profit praise and preferment I will henceforth perform all my actions and exercises O my Lord God! for thy only pure and perfect love I will seek to please and praise thee with an inward ardent and amorous affection for thy self only and not for thy gifts or graces I renounce all Sensuality whether it be in Meat Drink Sleep Apparel curiosity of my five Senses or any thing els whatsoever O my Lord I will make no other use of any thy Creatures than I am absolutly compell'd to by necessity of Nature I look for no solace but from thee alone my only comfort and content I renounce all disordered love to any worldly person No favour or friendship O my only amiable Lord God! no greatness or goodness of any one shall make me swerve from my exact duty to thee-wards No carnal affection to kindred No tenderness of amity No private or publick respect No connivency or correspondency shall make me partial in the reproof of Vice or praise of Virtue O take up my whol Heart with thy holy Love that thy image and perpetual memory may blot out all species of forreign objects I renounce all vain vicious idle and unprofitable thoughts fancies and imaginations O let my mind not only yield no consent but no entrance unto them O let me never more contristate thy holy Spirit with these Vanities nor hinder my souls advancement and union with thee by these divertisements I will henceforth compel my heart to some good employment I will no longer permit it to wander and waste it self in any idle and superfluous Curiosities No my Lord and Saviour thy bitter and blessed Passion thy blessings and benefits shall be the continual occupation of my interior O what have I to do with transitory things who am made for Eternity I renounce all care and solicitude which necessity obedience charity do not oblige me to No natural passions of joy sorrow hope fear love hatred anger or shamefastness shall make any impression in this heart of mine which is pre-ingag'd in thy affection sealed up and setled in thy contemplation No pretext of lawfulness nor shew of fittingness nor conceit of compassion nor excuse of necessity shall procure the admittance of such Passions into my Soul as may any way distract darken or dull the point of my affection and devotion towards thee my only Lord and Love I renounce all bitterness of heart against any one Is he good be thou eternally praised in him and by him O bountiful bestower of all blessings Is he wicked Correct him O merciful Creator comfort encourage and raise him to amendment Hath he offended affronted injured or sleighted me I deserve O great God! to be trodden on by all creatures and therefore I freely forgive him for the past and give him free leave to add stripes to his injuries for the future Am I denied the grant of my most lawful and just demands Thou best knowest O eternal Wisdom what is best for my state and condition O deny not thy love to my Soul and let me be refused in all other my requests whatsoever I renounce all vain-glory all self-liking and pride which may arise from worldly prayses all delight springing from any gift of nature or grace which is in me Not unto me Lord but to thy holy Name be given all honour and glory Alas what am I what have I what can I All is thine O bountiful Lord God! Nothing is mine but sin and therefore I deserve only shame and confusion 7. More Acts of Renunciation of our own Wills even in the most spiritual matters I Renounce all desire of delight in my devotions all sensible gusts of grace and all sweetnesses and solaces in the inferiour faculties of my Soul Ah my heart what is this to thee follow thou thy Saviour Thou seekest thy crucified Jesus This is not he but his gifts O my Lord it is thy self I seek and sigh after If thou sendest me comforts for the encouragemnnt of my weakness be thou ever praised for thou dost like a most benign and bountiful God If thou withdrawest them still blessed be thy providence whch hath secret and several ways of conducting souls to thy self and if thou wilt make trial of my fidelity by permitting me to be dull dry and desolate in my devotions be thou equally and eternally blessed I renounce all scrupulosity of Conscience which reflects any way upon the least diffidence or distrust in thy mercy I am a Sinner O Jesu but thou art a Saviour I have great reason to dread thy Justice but greater to hope in thy Goodness Heaven and Earth shall sooner fail than my confidence in thee my merciful Maker If thou killest me I will trust in thee And
in thy absence Who will pity my Case who will plead my Cause who will pardon my Crimes who will save my Soul Thou only art all my comfort come therefore to me or take me to thee 4. The holy Baptist esteem'd himself unworthy to loose the latchet of thy Sandals St. Peter to be in the same Bark with thee The Centurion to admit thee under his Roof And what art thou my poor Soul compar'd to these great Saints Lord I am not worthy of this honour and happiness which I much desire Depart therefore from me a sinner or rather come to me and cause that I may sin no more 5. Who is the Guest I mean to lodg One who infinitly surpasses all created perfections One whose power fram'd all whose providence governs all whose beck can in a moment bring all back to their Original Nothing And is it possible he will descend to dwell in houses of Earth If the Heavens cannot contain thee Dread Soveraign how shall my soul Whence O Lord is this thy goodness to me Who am I to deserve it No 't is thy Love that brings thee to me and 't is my Confidence that leads me to thee O that I were as clean as thy Empyreal Heaven to entertain thee as Pure as the Virgin MARY to receive thee 6. What need I other Motives of Humility than to see thee O Jesu so humble in this Sacrament Thou annihilatest thy glory to become my food who am the food of worms I am saist thou the bread of life take me eat me digest me nourish thy self with me have as much power over me as much possession of me as of a morsel of bread which thou swallowest Come then O my Lord and Lover take full and free possession of me establish thy government adorn thy lodging command control correct all be thou all in all in my Soul c. 7. With desire sayst thou my sweet Saviour I have desired to eat this Pasche with you before I suffer Why O Lord dost thou so much desire it and I so little What good will come to thee by it and what good will not come to me by it Dost thou so heartily desire my good and shall I not desire my own good and thy glory 8. At what time was this pledg of the divin love and comfort of our life instituted Just in the night of our dear Saviours Passion immediatly before he was hurried away to Death O Love without limits O mercy without measure When men seek out the means to bereave thee of life Thou inventest this Banquet to give them life How well O Loving Jesu dost thou teach me to repay good for evil and to give my life and blood for my Enemies but much more for thee who hast shew'd me such large tokens of thy tender affection 9. In what place In a Chamber on high well swept well prepar'd freely profer'd wherein our Redeemer wrought strange things both before and after his Resurrection What Lodging O Lord shall I offer thy sacred Majesty Child give me thy heart Lord take it behold I neither lend it nor sell it but I freely and fully give it unto thee for Nothing And yet I give thee nothing but thine own O Lord It is not clean purifie it with thy Blood It is not adorned Beautifie it with thy Grace Love and Favour It is not High but base mean terrene Elevate it with thy ennobling Presence touch it draw near it and draw it near thy self And then work in it thy holy will and pleasure 10. Who were the Receivers The twelve Apostles whereof one was a Traitor Is it I Lord Alas If there be any one I am most likely yet my comfort is that I come not with any such treacherous intention but to lodg and love thee to obtain pardon for my Sins and to implore thy Grace that I may sin no more 11. O my Soul how mercifully hath thy Lord and Maker provided for thee nourished thee cherished thee All living creatures stand in need of such sustenance as is conformable to their nature without which they cannot live and subsist Some of them are Corporal Others are Spiritual Man partakes of both as consisting of Body and Soul which are two different things wedded together by the divin Wisdom and in a most wondrous manner not to be understood by our weak capacity Mark now O man admire and weep in the extasie of thy joy and love how God provides meat for thy twofold Nature For thy bodies food physick and support He provides preserves and sustains all sublunary Creatures and for thy Souls food physick and support He provides the bread of Angels and himself in person the Baker being the Holy Ghost the Oven the Virgin Mary the Fire Charity the Matter Human Nature united to the Divinity O prodigies of Affection 12. Thy other Sacraments O my Lord and my God! contain and give Grace but this contains and gives the Author of Grace the Fire of Love the Sun of Justice the Fountain of Mercy This therefore surpasses them as far as the Sun doth its Beam the Fire its Flame and the Fountain its Rivulet O how excessive is thy Love Dear Lord to my poor Soul in that thou art pleas'd to visit it in thy proper person to cure cleanse comfort it with thy own divin hand and heart to nourish it with thy own blessed Body and Blood O what thanks honour love and gratitude are due to thy infinite bounty and liberality O my Soul where are thy exclamations admirations extasies of affection Remainest thou alone insensible dry and undevout amongst these miracles of Gods goodness towards thee Hast thou no heart no feeling no fervour amidst these flames of his Charity Enkindle new fires O Lord in my heart burn it consume it annihilate it in the furnace of thy Love 13. O the admirable power of my God which works so many Miracles at one Word of his servants mouth Bread becomes Flesh Wine Blood the Creature our Creator Speak also a Word sweet Jesu to my Soul say This Soul is mine Take it Lord transform it change it into thy self Let it be no longer mine but thine for all future time and eternity 14 Why was this divin Sacrament instituted under the forms of Bread and Wine 1. To shew the necessity of it Can our bodies live without bread and drink And can our Souls live without thee O loving Jesu 2. To teach us what Union our Lord desires to make with our Souls Is not meat and drink incorporated into our substance And is not this the effect of thy Sacramental presence O Saviour in humble and holy Souls O what alterations what alienations what extasies do they feel in and after Communion They do not breath but burn not live but languish their life is all Love their Spirit all Fire O Lord let fall one drop of this dew upon my dry Soul Give it good Jesu one Spark of this Fire one Beam
consider you are now present at the same Supper have the same Meat and Drink set before you the same Sacrifice the same Priest the same Love bestowing it Let your Heart be the Altar your Soul the Pix and your Will another Sacrifice The first of the precedent Considerations dilated with Affections which may serve as a pattern by which the others may likewise be enlarged according to each ones capacity and devotion As a Patient to his Physician TAke pity on me Lord for I am weak and infirm The healthy have no need of a Physician but they who are ill at ease nor did you come Dear Saviour to call the Just but Sinners And alas I am one of them My Soul is sick and sinful My heart is sore afflicted and ill affected I am all full of disordinate affections unruly passions violent temptations and vain distractions I am nothing but impatience impurity impertinency immortification inconstancy I am made up of pride presumption propriety partiality Oh! my Soul is sick all over All is self-love self-will and self-seeking Thou O sweet Jesu art my Physician and if thou art so pleased thou canst soon purifie me Take therefore O compassionate Saviour the care and cure of my sick Soul into thy sacred and powerful hands for all my hope of help and health is from thee only O what subject of Comfort Courage and Confidence hast thou my weak Soul since thy Physitian is Almighty having all creatures at his command All-mercy his Love making him do what is best All-wisdom knowing all Consciences all Wounds and all the ways to Cure them Wherefore O Soul-saving Physitian if thou art always ready and always willing to heal thy poor Patients what need I fear but only to displease thee or care but only to content thee If any earthly Physician had all these joint qualities Would he permit any Patient to perish See then my soul where the defect is In the Patient or in the Physician And finding it assuredly in thy self Remove it speedily and then approach it confidently Alas my Body is an Hospital my Soul is the Patient my Diseases are A burning Feaver of Choller a cold fit of Tepidity a Tympany of Pride a Dropsie of Avarice a Fistula of Self-love c. very dangerous and deep Diseases But behold my Physician is coming in person into my poor House and Hospital to lodg and live with me O Love O Lord O Father O Physician Behold my Wounds and my Wants But What is the Physick he prescribes What the Plaisters he applyes Admire with Joy O my sickly Soul accept with Gratitude drink and digest with Delight and Comfort Here are no bitter Pills no unsavory Potions no corroding Drugs to be swallowed down but the most sweet solid and wholsom food of Angels even his own most precious Body and Blood O Love unheard of O Physick beyond imagination The Lord the King the Father the Physician hath made a Bath of his own Blood a Medicin of his own Flesh a Banquet of his own Person to Bathe to Cure to Nourish his Son his Subject his Slave his Patient his Enemy a Worm a Nothing O my Soul How shall we reward so charitable a Physisician O my Lord First Cure me and then take me for thy Fee And how was this Physick obtained At what Rate was it purchased and by whose Love and Expences Surely all Heaven and Earth could not pay it but God gave his only Son for the price of it O excess of Goodness and Mercy The Physician himself is also the Physick the Potion and the Price O Mystery O Miracle The Physician is let blood in the Hands and Feet with Nails in the Head with Thorns in the Heart with a Lance He is Drencht with a bitter Potion of Vinegar and Gall and in the end He Dies a most painful death on the Cross Why all this To give Health Strength Liberty and Life to my sick and sinful Soul O dear Jesu how much am I thy Debtor O Angels and Saints concur with me to give him Thanks O Heaven and Earth help me to praise him O my Body and Soul consume as Wax and Oyl upon the Altar of his Love O all my faculties melt away in the Fire of his Charity Lastly O my Soul This Physician is no stranger no forreigner but thy God and thy Father And how happy am I O my good Father to be under thy skilful tender and loving Hand Lance cut kill thy Child if thou spare him for Eternity Other Acts Affections and Preparations for Communion Christ's Invitation COme unto me all you that labour in temptation and trouble all you that are overladen with your burthensome body and bad nature All you that are assaulted with vicious inclinations and violent Passions All you that are dismaid at the Memory of your past offences and at the feeling of your present frailty Come to me your Father your Physician your Food Have you sinned I will forgive you Are you Sick and Wounded I will comfort and cure you Are you Troubled and Tempted I will ease and deliver you Are you Weak and ready to faint under your Burthen I will nourish and strengthen you Are you Cold Dull Dark Desolate and even dead I will inflame you enlighten you revive you melt you into Devotion and transform you into my self by a perfect Union Why come you not to me Behold I come to you begging to be your Guest and desiring to be lodg'd in your Breast I come not only into your House but into your Heart Not only to eat with you but to be eaten by you Turn away then from all Creatures Return to me your Creator turn unto me your Center and Satiety The Soul's Admiration WHo art thou my Lord God! To whom wilt thou come Where meanest thou to lodg What moves thee to so great Charity What wilt thou do in my poor Cottage Humility O Lord I profess my self unworthy to take thy holy Name into my sinful mouth and shall I presume to take thy sacred Body and Blood into my impure Soul Wil thou give the Bread of Children to a beastly Dog Yes my Soul such is thy Lord and Masters admirable Love and Mercy that he gives himself to be eaten by thee his poor base and abject slave O excess of goodness Wishes O That of every Creature I could make a rational Soul Of every Soul a burning Seraphin of every Seraphin a heavenly Kingdom to the end that thou my loving Lord mightest be lodged purely be serv'd perfectly be pleased totally and be praised eternally Prayses LEt Heaven and Earth bless thy Name magnifie thy mercy exalt thy bounty Let thy own infinite Love and Goodness sanctifie thee And let my poor Soul and all that is within me say Amen Allelujah Thou art worthy O Lamb of God! who wert slaughter'd and sacrificed for the sins of the world to receive all honour glory and benediction from all Creatures Supplication O Amiable and innocent
heart Jesu pity me pardon me absolve me 15. Having setled all things as discreetly and diligently as you can to wit your temporalities by a clear and conscientious Testament and your Soul by a sincere Confession and by a devout receiving of the Sacraments of the Eucharist and Extream Unction Leave off all other thoughts and employments and prepare your self only for a happy Death and in order hereunto 16. We should advise you as far forth as your time and strength will permit to execute your own Testament by distributing such Alms as you have determined to bestow and performing such acts of Piety as you intended without delay so making your own Eyes the Overseers and your own Hands the Executors of your Will and not to leave all to them who may forget or neglect or perchance refuse to accomplish it 17. Then make another Spiritual Testament in some such like manner 1. Give your Soul to God to serve him love him lodg him 2. Your Will and Judgment to your Spiritual Guide 3. Your Heart to your Brethren Assistants Attendants 4. Your Memory Understanding and Spirit to remember admire and meditate upon your Greators Goodness and your Redeemers Mercy c. 5. Your Tongue to pray and praise God and to speak meekly to your Neighbours 18. Be as quiet obedient and content as you can O what rare Virtues are Meekness Quietness and Obedience in Sickness and of how great Edification Know therefore that whatsoever hinders your quietness and meekness are meer temptations and come not from God but from your Ghostly enemy as to be troubled that you cannot pray sleep eat keep your Physick c. or that you are so burdensom chargeable noisom to others or that you are molested with abominable imaginations c. For all these are shadows and only imaginary difficulties to a well setled and resigned Soul 19. Yet be not so careless as to addict your self so much to your ease extroversion and recreation that you forget God and your Soul nor so attentive that you afflict Nature or increase your disease but to endeavor to be as indifferently cheerful as your frailty will permit 20. Beware of being over-curious or delicate in your Diet over-tender of your Treaty or over-solicitous of your Health Leave all to God with a Childish simplicity and sincerety taking him for your Father Physician and Friend who loves you sees you and tokes care of you 21. Complain little desire less refuse nothing seek not to be moaned but being ask'd tell truly how you find your self making no aggravations of what you suffer but humbly requesting the Prayers of them that visit you saying I am indeed sick but Gods Will be done pray for me 22. Take all things necessary for your recovery without any scruple or repugnancy 23. Neither praise nor dispraise your self nor care what others say or judg of you 24. Entreat some devout person to read now and then discreetly and distinctly in some good Book of Resignation and Confidence and to pray somtimes with you for your ease and comfort 25. Seek not much content from Creatures or from any Person or from your Ghostly Father himself but place your whol confidence in God your Creator and expect your chief comfort from Christ your Redeemer 26. Communicate as often as your Confessor shall permit and Confess once a Week and that only few things without anxietie perplexitie or scrupulositie 27. Let not the memory of your past offences or the doubt of your future estate or the feeling of a present impatience in your sickness and sufferings afflict your Spirit much less any representations or images be they never so fearful and abominable which are no more to be valued than as Dreams proceeding from your Bodies indisposition for your Heart being solidly converted to God your Creator and averted from all that is displeasing to his Divin Majestie none of these things can hurt you but rather give you occasion of merit 28. Before or after the receiving of your Viaticum ask Pardon of the whol World of them there present and of any particular person whom you conceive to have hurt hindered scandalized or contristated saying For thy sake O my Lord and Saviour I freely forgive all who have any way offended me and I humbly beg of all them whom I have any way offended that for thy sake they will freely forgive me 29. During the whol time of your Sickness you have two things chiefly to do 1. To Suffer 2. To Offer Suffer patiently what you feel and Offer your self willingly to suffer more if it so pleases the divin Majestie 30. Instead of reflexions upon Sin and Hell fix your mind upon Heaven and consider what a happiness it is to love see enjoy please and praise God eternally in his blessed Paradise where there will be no more fear doubt temptation nor occasion of offending him where he will wipe all tears off your Eyes sweat off your Brows blood off your Wounds where you shall possess perfect Health and Welfare true Life and Liberty full Peace and Plenty for evermore Read over these few points of Instruction or cause them to be often read unto you during the intervals of your Disease ponder them seriously and practise them devoutly and be hopefully confident that if you endeavour to conform your self in your Sickness to this or the like Method you cannot depart this life out of Gods grace and favour but that he will call you to live with Himself and his holy Angels and Saints in his happy mansion of Eternitie Then recite with a sincere Devotion this following Prayer A Prayer to be said when one first falls Sick SIckness O my Soveraign Lord God! is a just punishment of Sin which corrupting the Souls integrity hath subjected the Body to misery And I acknowledg my Sins to have been so great that I deserve to suffer a far greater Misery I have alas I humbly confess it and now heartily lament it long abused the Health which your bountie bestowed on me and employed the strength was lent me to serve you to become more powerful in impietie I have yielded to my Appetites whatever they desired and instead of measuring the use of your Creatures by the rule of Necessity I have followed the law of Sensuality Is it not then most just I should at last lose the goods I so long abused Yes O my Lord and you deal favourably with your rebellious Servant if the pains I now suffer may serve to expiate the future punishments my Sins have deserved Give me therefore O my Gracious Soveraign the Spirit of perfect Penance that I may zealously rise up against my self to revenge your offended Justice and that to appease and and satisfie it I may suffer my present Sickness not only with patience but with pleasure alacritie and gratitude Strike me O my God! Scourge me burn me wound me cut me and kill my Body so you pardon my Sins and spare my Soul in Eternity
Powerful Mother and Patroness and all the celestial Citizens to supply this my defect with their more perfect acts of perpetual praises and thanksgivings O that I had now as many tongues hearts as there are creatures in the Universe stars in Heaven sands in the Sea atomes in the Air how willingly would I employ them all in my Creators and Redeemers praises for evermore I likewise render most hearty thanks to all such as have confer'd any corporal or spiritual benefit upon me and to such as have instructed admonish'd corrected me to all such as have and shall help assist and comfort me in this my Sickness beseeching the divin Goodness to give them eternal rewards for their Christian and Charitable endeavours 5. Also I protest that by Gods grace I will die free from all Despair and doubt of the divin Mercy For though my sins are many and enormous yet I know my Creator is more ready to shew mercy than I am to demand it and that one drop of his dear Sons precious Blood shed upon the Cross is abundantly sufficient to redeem me and all mankind since therefore all that is required on my part consists in bringing a fit disposition to receive his Grace and Mercy and that I have at this present a firm desire to dispose my self accordingly and to serve him love him honour him for the time to come with all possible fervour sincerity and fidelity I will cheerfully confidently resignedly remit all to his sacred Will and Providence 6. Also I protest that if through fear faint-heartedness want of judgment extremity of pain or any other accident or occasion whatsoever I should fall which God of his infinit mercy forbid into any such doubt or despair or into any thought word or action displeasing to my dearly beloved and ever honoured Lord and Maker I do now at this present being in full and perfect sense utterly renounce it recal it reject it 7. Also I protest that if the divin Providence so permitting I should have any wicked temptation of whatsoever kind and nature suggested unto me by my sworn enemy during the whol time of this my Infirmity or in my last Agony I will not yield the least assent thereunto either tacitly or expresly either by signs or by gestures and I do now for then revoke annul and abhor any such thoughts temptations and suggestions being desirous and resolved to adhere only to God my Creator so long as any breath shall remain in my body and to be faithful to Him even till my last Gasp 8. Also I protest that since my good God hath promised to give his grace to all such as do what lies in them to get it and that his gate of mercy is never shut against an humble and contrite Soul I do confidently hope and hopefully desire and desirously expect to have both Grace in this world and Glory in the next by the merits of my blessed Saviours bitter Passion and by his holy Mothers and Saints powerful Intercession whose Prayers I beg whose happiness I congratulate whose perfections I emulate and to whom I do now for the hour of my death most humbly supplicate that they will then obtain for me a lively Faith a constant Hope an ardent Charity a couragious Fortitude a profound Humility an invincible Patience and all such other Virtues as will then be most necessary for me saying to them now for then with heart and mouth O all you glorious Angels and Saints of Heaven especially you O sacred Virgin Mother of Jesus and you my particular Patrons N. and N. and you my good Angel intercede for me in that dreadful hour that I may depart this World in my Creators grace and favour 9. Also I protest that though the weakness of my nature be so great that I even abhor suffering yet in Spirit I embrace this Cross this Sickness these Pains as tokens and pledges of the divin favour and affection and do submit my self to live and dy and suffer in what measure and manner shall be most conformable to his holy pleasure and honour 10. Lastly I commend my Soul to God my Creator who made it of nothing to Christ my Saviour who redeemed it with his Blood to the Holy Ghost who espoused it to himself and sanctified it in Baptism protesting that when in my last Agonie I shal be unable to employ my tongue any longer in praying and praising the divin Majesty I desire still in mind to be firmly united unto him offering now for then my Agony my Sweats my Sufferings to be joyned and united to the bitter Agony bloody Sweatings and dolorous Sufferings of my dying Saviour Christ Jesus for the remission of my Sins and for his eternal glory whose holy Name be sanctified whose praises be celebrated whose Will be performed in Earth as it is in Heaven by me and all creatures for evermore Exercises for the time of Sickness THE best and easiest Exercise for a Sick Person is a frequent repetition of pious and fervent Ejaculations Acts Aspirations and Elevations of his Soul to God be they never so short plain and simple let him therefore make use of some of these Acts following relishing them silently in his Heart or sweetly breathing them forth of his Mouth without any violence or over binding himself to long attention Acts of Contrition O Soveraign Goodness how it grieves me to have offended thee were I again to act over my life upon the Earths Theater how warily would I walk in your presence O my Lord I utterly detest all my past Sins and humbly acknowledg that I justly deserve these present pains and punishments but O spare me for Eternity Let him frequently during the time of his Sickness make this short Act following of true Contrition O my God! For thine own sake whom I love above all things and because Sin is most displeasing to thy divin Majesty I heartily detest all my impieties humbly demand thy Pardon and promise to amend all that is amiss 2. Acts of Faith I Believe Lord and neither doubt nor dispute of any thing that thou hast revealed and thy Church defined If I err in my Belief O Blessed Father Son and Holy Ghost thy self hast deceived me who hast confirmed my Faith by so many wonders and miracles which could be wrought by none but thy self and since all deceit is far from thee surely all errour is far from me I believe Lord help my unbelief I believe that thou art most just and that thou hast all right to chastise me with this present sickness I believe that thou art infinitly powerful and canst cure or kill at thy pleasure I believe that thou art soveraignly Merciful and that thou wilt pardon my Sins protect me from my Ghostly enemies and bring me to thy self by such means in such manner and at such time as is most pleasing to thy own divin will and liking 3. Acts of Hope and Confidence O My God! the only desired