they were and therefore may cal and choos thee also They are not only dry but dead bones which the Lord makes to live Ezek. 37. 2. can these dead bones live they are not onely miscarrying but barren wombs which the Lord makes to bear and be fruitful Not only when things are under hope but when there is nothing in present appearance or expectation then God can do it Rom. 4. 24. when it is not onely beyond thy power and ability God can support thee and strengthen thee teach and quicken thee when it is beyond not thy apprehension but thy very thought and hope he hath done so 〈◊〉 do so he lives stil and can do so to thee also True my weaknesses are many but that 's not al nor yet the worst the way wardness and perversness of mine own heart ads the greatest weight unto my misery and wretchedness not onely destitute of any spiritual good but not willing to be made better my brow as brass and my neck like an iron and sinew as the Lord complaynes Isa. 48. 4. My heart harder than the nether milstone Job 41. 28. If life and Salvation were laid before me and that I might have heaven and grace for taking or entertainment of it yet I would neither have word nor Christ nor heaven it self unless I might have my wil in heaven such is the invincible stiffness and desperate perversness of my spirit unless I may have what I wil when it comes upon the narrow God must not have his glory nor service nor subjection nor alleagiance nor duty in the least 〈◊〉 discharged I must burn for I can neither break nor yield nor mercies perswade me nor judgments awe me I can receive no good nay I can see no reason why God should do any good to me that would not have it Here is the dead lift and the wonder of al wonders the overpowring of the soveraignty of a stubborn self-willy heart 〈◊〉 the throne where Satan dwells which 〈◊〉 the doctrine of free-wil to be a doctrine of Devils and that which drives the soul to everlasting discouragement pretend what such deceivers can to the contrary But the former doctrine affords support and that which wil bear up thy heart even in this particular also thy Salvation depends not upon thine owne wil for then neither thou nor any flesh should be saved But God shewes mercy to whom he will shew mercy Rom. 9. 19. As nothing can deserve his mercy so nothing can resist his good pleasure when he wil shew it he wil make thee find it and others see it James 1. 18. of his own good wil begot he us by the word of truth It 's not according to the wil of Satan for then no man should be saved it s not according to the wil of man fallen for then no man could be saved But he dispenseth the work of his grace according to his own wil And his counsel shal stand and he will do what he wil. Isai. 46. 11. let the wil of men and Devills oppose it to the utmost of their power Quiet thou thy heart I cannot do any thing that might purchas not yet in truth would I have grace if God would give it only it is with God to do good to this miserable soul of mine as he wil who doth what he wil in heaven and in earth his wil be done and blessed be his holy name for ever and ever and there stay thy self It was the expression of a man in heavy perplexity of Conscience finding the crosness of his wil to snarl at the Lords dispensation his heart sunk within him with unsupportable horror that he had 〈◊〉 the sin against the Holy Ghost and with many prayers and tears he sought to heaven to bring his heart to an under subjection to the good pleasure of the Lord but the Lord left him to his own perversness nothing he could do could prevail with his own spirit and proffessed against that cursed cavil of the Arminians that reproach of the doctrine of Gods free grace which leads to despayr and discouragement openly acknowledging that if his own salvation depended upon his own wil he should perish irrecoverably but that only held his heart in some hope that his happiness was in Gods hand and that it meerly depended upon the wil of the Lord to give him a heart to fear and serve him or else his heart would fayl And it was a savory speech of a gracious woman that had a great deal of Do with her own heart when she could not find her heart to come off so willingly to give way as she ought to what her judgment allowed she besought the Lord to give her such a disposition of heart whether she would or no. Thou yet replyest that which ads to the hainousness of my evil is this these loathsom distempers have not been harboured in mine own breast onely confined in mine own bosom which yet had been too much but they have broken out into the most sierce and professed rebellion and that in the highest degree I have been a professed opposer of the gospel and the power thereof an open Rabshekah a Ringleader and Encourager to such that would revile and reproach the righteous and good wayes of Gods grace a jearing Ishmaelite of such as with 〈◊〉 of Conscience had care to walk therein and have resolved and attempted also even with an impudent face and a brazen forehead to outbrave the authority of the truth and made it matter of scorn to drop and give in to the most dreadful threatnings that could be denounced out of the word I have trampled al the entreaties of the Lord and tender offers of mercy under feet that when I have called over my course and viewed my carriage in cold blood I have wondred that the Lord hath not made me a spectacle of his displeasure before I departed out of the place that the very earth did not open and swallow me quick as Corah 〈◊〉 and Abiram So that God cannot be God unless he do avenge himself and pluck the praise of his justice 〈◊〉 the heart blood of such a wretch nay he should be accessory to the dishonor of his own name if he should shew mercy to such who openly impudently in a hellish haughtiness of heart have trampled his mercy under their feet True flesh and blood could not do it nay the heart 〈◊〉 man cannot think it how this should be did wee measure Gods compassions according to our narrowscantling but Gods thoughts are not ours nor his wayes ours so far as the heavens are above the earth so great is his mercy unto them that fear him Isai. 55. Psal. 103. 11. infinitely above and beyond our own desires and thoughts our imaginations and expectations They are I confess amazing expressions of miraculous compassions of the Lord yet such they are as he is pleased to manifest to sinful dust and ashes He can tel how to have the
it vexed al the veyns of their hearts that 's the way to weary them and there they solace themselves ah it's roast meat to them and thus it is a pastime to a fool to do wickedly but know thou art a hard-hearted fool a graceless wretch in the wise mans account do not our plantations groan under such sons of Belial such senceless 〈◊〉 do they not swarm in our streets are not our families pestered with such Esau-like when he sold his 〈◊〉 eat and drank and rose up and went his way not affected with what he had lost not ashamed of what he had done but 〈◊〉 of al or like the man in the Gospel possessed with the Devil sometime he cast him into the fire and sometime into the water so these rush headily into sin and impudently continue in such 〈◊〉 courses they commit sin and continue in sin hasten Gods wrath and their own ruin and go away senceless of al so that it 's now seasonable to take Jeremiahs complaint I 〈◊〉 and heard and no man sayd what have I done 〈◊〉 Jer. 8. 6. He might and did hear of hideous vile evils without any diligent hearkning see and meet loathsom distempers without any searching but when he followed men home wondring in what quiet do these men live what comfort do these men find how do they bear up their hearts under such hellish carriages I wil go see how they lye down in their beds and whether they dare sleep or no under such trangression and such guilt and when he came he hearkned surely I shal now hear them mourn bitterly afflict their hearts with unfained grief there is no such thing no man said what have I done not a word of that it was the least part of their care the furthest off their thoughts And this is the temper the condition and disposition of scores hundreds of you that hear this word at this instant Is not the day yet to dawn the hour yet to come that ever you shed a tear sent up a sigh to heaven in the sence of thy evils or set thy self in secret to bewail thy distempers before the Lord God knows and your hearts know the Chambers where you lodge the Beds where you lie can bring in witness against you you are strangers to this blessed brokenness of heart yea enemies to it you were pricked no not so much as in your eyes nor in your tongues God and his word and al means that have been tried could never wrest a tear from thine eye not a confession out of thy mouth thou wilt commit thy follies and die in the defence or excuse of them but to have thy heart affected in serious manner with the filth of thy sinful distempers it is to thee a riddle to this day Nay there be thousands in the bottomless pit of hell that never had the like means as thou never committed the like sins and yet never had such a senceless sottish heart under such rebellions as thy self Wo be to you that laugh now you shal mourn those flinty spirits of yours wil not break now they shal certainly burn you draw a light harrow now you find no burden of your pride and stubbornness rebellions idleness and noysom lusts they are no burdens ye can go boult upright with them and Sampson like carry the very gates of hell upon your backs and never buckle under them wel the time wil com you wil cal to the mountains to fal upon you and the hills to cover you from the infinite weight of Gods everlasting displeasure Tast a little the sting of this sin and see the compass of this accursed condition of thine and go no further than the point in hand Thou art far without the walk of the Almighty there is no dealing and entercourse between thee and the holy one of Israel the Almighty passeth by and wil not so much as change a word with thee or cast a look 〈◊〉 thee to leave any remembrance of himself upon thy soul thou livest as though thou hadst nothing to do with him nor he with thee nothing to do with grace or heaven the holy spirit a wes some humbles others some it quickens that were sluggish establisheth others who were weak onely thou art senceless of any operation of the Lord thou hast a heart that puts away the presence of the Lord out of thy mind if it were possible thy fleece is dry when there is dew upon al the earth this is that which the Apostle discovers to be the cause of that heavy curse of the heathen Eph. 4. 18. strangers from the life of God by reason of the hardness of their hearts Oh thou hast a 〈◊〉 heart and leadest a strang life even as opposite to God as darkness to light hell to heaven differs onely but in degree from that 〈◊〉 which appears most eminently amongst the Devills and damned even to be an adversary to God and his grace to stand it out in defiance with the divine goodness of God his power and faithfulness Pharaoh he 〈◊〉 it but thou dost it 〈◊〉 it out with the Almighty and impudently darest the great God who is Jehovah I know not Jehovah neither wil I let my heart go to yield subjection and service to him I know no authority of a command that shal rule me nor admonition that shal awe or reforme me Thus thou art a stranger to the wisdom of God the folly of thine own self-deceiveing mind and heart leads thee and deludes thee thou art a stranger to the grace and holiness of the Lord the perversness and rebellion of thine own wretched heart takes place onely with thee yea a stranger to mercy and to the compassions and consolations of the Lord Jesus and his blessed spirit who choosest thine own ruin lovest thine own death following lying vanities and forsakest the mercies purchased and tendred to thee Upon these tearms in which thou now standest God hath appoynted no good for thee while thou continuest in this temper as he said write this man childless so write upon it write thy soul graceless that shal never prosper Isa. 61. 1. 2. The spirit of the Lord is upon me because the Lord hath annointed me to preach good 〈◊〉 to the meek to bind up the broken hearted liberty to the captives opening of the prison to those that are bound to appoint to them that mourn in Zion beauty for ashes the garment of gladness for the spirit of heaviness thou hearest the glad tidings of mercy pardon and peace grace of life that passeth understanding joy unspeakable rich and plentiful redemption from al sins and miseryes which God hath layd up in his everlasting decree and laid out in the great work of redemption by the Lord Jesus but thou mayest set thy heart at rest as long as thou seest that hard heart of thine thou shalt never see good day joy and comfort and liberty they are not thy allowance they are childrens bread it
Servants may be surprized with a pang of pride overborn with a sudden hurry of passion and frowardness and the Lord pities and pardons and passeth it by and wil not lay it to their charge because it was their Disease not their disposition their temptation and surprizal not their purpose the Lord looks at it so You have heard of the Patience of Job James 6. But when such noysom lusts become Natural and that we live in them as in our Element when we have and keep and own an accursed poysonful Nature it 's that which the Lord detests The froward in spirit is an abomination to the Lord Prov. 3. 32. In the old Law it was observed that when the Leprosie tainted the Skin but did not spread the Leaper was pronounced clean but if it did fret into the flesh it was unclean to teach us that though we had leprous distempers that tainted and defiled our performances yet if they did not fret into the flesh our affections taken aside with them the Lord looks at us as clean in his Christ because it was not we that in our hearts purposed the evil but sin that prevailed against our purpose but if we hugged them in our bosom laid them nigh unto our hearts and took them as our Natures we were loathsom in the sight of God The third Shift whereby a carnal heart comes to lighten the hainousness of his evil and therefore looks not at it as so loathsom as he should and it deserves Because he can put off the blame from himself as he conceives upon his Companions who either by their 〈◊〉 and perswasions have deluded him and led him into sinful courses beyond his intendment and sometimes contrary to his desire and therefore he concludes he may justly free himself from blame and lay the blame upon them wholly It was the fault of such such I am free Had not they counselled it I had never committed the sin had not they perswaded me I had never purposed it it was not in my thoughts but they allured deluded and drew me to it Let them be charged with the guilt and bear the punishment I hope I may be excused This manner of sinful shifting of our faults unto another is that which all of us have 〈◊〉 from our first Parents It was their practice immediately after the fal We their Posterity have made it a president to our Posterity unto this day when the Lord challenged Adam for his offence and breach of covenant why hast thou done this he puts it 〈◊〉 to the woman the woman to the Serpent Gen. 3. 12. 13. 14. The woman which thou gavest me Saies Adam she gave unto me and I did eat the woman she takes the rebound and puts the ball behind her The Serpent beguiled me but al in vain this could not free any of them from the punishmeut or excuse them from the fault To shew the feeblness of this fond pretence I shal answer several things The Aggravation of the evil of this sin in yielding to the corrupt Counsel of loose and bad companions and the suffering of a mans self to be 〈◊〉 by their delusionsappears in this that they who are here in guilty they do in this their practice prefer the folly of man before the wisdom of God their falshood above his truth serve their turn and base ends maintain their honor that in an ungodly way rather than the honor of the eternal God from whom they have received al they do possess to whom they owe themselves and should improve al they have and are to his praise and yet they do not only set up base men but even the lusts of men before the honor of the Almighty and profess so much by their practice it s not the command of God but the corrupt 〈◊〉 of vile men shal carry us not his promises though great and precious but their perswasions shal prevayl with us 〈◊〉 suffer the name and honor of the Lord to lye in the dust nay trample it under their feet that they may promote their persons and 〈◊〉 credit of their proceedings though wretchedly wicked And what greater indignity can be offered to the great God of heaven and earth who wil require it at your hands when your companions wil not open their mouths to excuse you nor can defend you from his vengeance the 〈◊〉 of this conspiracie against the Lord he himself acknowledgeth in Eli's indulgence yielding out of the easiness of his spirit to his sons in their prophane carriage in that he did not proceed with that rigour and severity as the 〈◊〉 of their carriage did justly 〈◊〉 for The Lord doth plainly and peremptorily charge him with a double evil 1 Sam. 2. 29. 30. 31. that they kicked at his Sacrifice that is cast contempt upon his holy things and honored his Sons and that in their lewdness above him when out of a feeble childishness he would suffer his sons to abuse Gods ordinances and not administer a sharp reproof or execute a just and severe censure suitable to the nature of the fact upon them he gave so far allowance to the contempt of Gods ordinances and was more willing to please them than God therefore the Lord denounceth his direful displeasure against him he repented him of all the good he had intended and would pursue him and all his Posterety to the utter confusion of their faces because thou hast kicked against my 〈◊〉 and hast honored thy sons above me therefore the 〈◊〉 shal come I wil cut off thy arme c. For those that honor me shal be honored and those that despise me shal be despised Thus the Lord dealt with 〈◊〉 when he inconsiderately joyned sides with Ahab 2. Cron. 18. 2. 〈◊〉 thou love those that hate the Lord therefore is wrath upon thee from before the Lord. Sodering with the society of the wicked is to 〈◊〉 it against the God of all the world the Lord cannot bear it but his anger breaks out immediately against such By your yielding to the counsel of the ungodly you do 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in their wickedness and appear as a 〈◊〉 in the 〈◊〉 with them strengthen their hands and encourage their hearts steel their faces and make them resolutely bold and impenitently impudent in their ungodly 〈◊〉 they dare adventure to say and do what ever evil may serve their turnes and maintain what they do without either fear or care to hear or reform because they have others to maintain them in what they do As the scripture speaks of Absolons rebellion 2 Sam. 15. 12. The conspiracy grew strong for the people 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 with Absolon the company and encrease of his numbers added encouragment to his rebellious course Whereas had the people forsaken him his project and proceeding must needs have fallen to the ground and he been forced to have forsaken his rebellious course and hence it was 〈◊〉 policy that accursed counsel he gave to Absolon to enter
Hebrews 6. 8. The Earth that often drinketh in the rain and yet brings forth thorns and 〈◊〉 is nigh is nigh unto cursing whose end is to be burned The rain is the Word heard understood embraced acknowledged and yet have their malicious venemous conspiracies against the Gospel of God and Saints of Christ and that in 〈◊〉 like thorns under the leaves like bryars under pretence of moderation and humility can scratch bitterly it 's a heavy suspicion their end wil be burning Take heed thou content not thy self in thy rebellious condition for upon this supposition that thou wilt have this thou puttest thy self out of any possibility of good goest against Gods Order Course and Covenant and the whol Work of Redemption Christ comes to bless his by turning them away from their sins Acts 3. last and therefore when the Lord comes to hale thee out of thy sins take heed thou dost not go from under Gods strivings lest he strive with thee no more EXHORTATION We have hence special motives to quicken the desires and provoke the endeavors of the most carnal minded men in the world to attend with all the care and diligence they may upon the means of Grace But you wil tel us It is not in our Preparations Performances and Improvements that our Spiritual good depends there is nothing we can do can procure it it depends wholly upon the good pleasure of the Lord Why then should we trouble our selves to endeavor any thing I Answer The Inference is the quite contrary way All is in God and his good pleasure attend therefore upon him in his own means that thou mayest receive al from him If a man should reason thus I can do nothing for my self therefore I wil take a course that no man shall do any thing for me it were not a weakness but a kind of madness but rather in common sence a man would be provoked to press his own heart thus I can do nothing of my self therefore I must attend upon God in those means which he useth to do for all those he useth to do good unto So the Disciples to our Savior when he would arm them against his departure Will ye also go away John 6. 68. They answer Lord whither should we go thou only hast the words of eternal life Christ only can humble and convert Christ only hath peace and pardon therefore only go to him We are so wise for our bodies where one is most like to speed every man is most willing to go especially considering as nothing can purchase his favor 〈◊〉 nothing can 〈◊〉 the expression of his good pleasure when he wil go therefore what ever thy condition is When thou art at the weakest here is supply As he said Why stand you gazing fainting and famishing get ye into Egypt for Corn that we may live and not die though thou livest in the height of the perversness of thy heart in the out-rage of thy rebellion though thou carriest a scornful contemptuous spirit with thee yet go who knows when is Gods time what he may do bring your own souls your rebellious Servants and disobedient Children fall down at the foot of Christ in his Ordinances and say Here are a company of Hellish Traitrous hearts which bring proud stubborn scornful rebellious distempers like so many bloody weapons even to wound thy good Majesty withal Oh pluck these weapons out of our hands these treasons out of our hearts that would pluck us to thee and so to destruction As we cannot deserve any thing so our wretchedness cannot hinder thy Work And because thou knowest not the season of mercy take al seasons thou knowest not what time God may or wil work because it is in his own pleasure therefore attend upon him at al times 2. Tim. 2. 25. Proving if at any time God will give thee Repentance Attend upon him in all Ordinances because it is in his pleasure to breath in which he wil and to bless which he wil for thy Spiritual Comfort Sow thy Seed in the morning and in the evening because thou knowest not which may prosper this or that Eccles. 11. 6. Thou knowest not whether Prayer or Meditation or Reading wil prosper and which of these or any other Ordinance God wil bless for the saving good of thy soul. When thou findest the Lord stirring moving enabling and working in thee move thou and work thou also As the Marriner when he finds the gale coming any way he tacks about 〈◊〉 way to take the advantage God was tampering with the heart of Agrippa it was at a ha now a ha Thou hast almost perswaded me to become a Christian saies he to Paul Acts 26. 28. Ah what a pity was it he should fal back again It 's matter os wonderment able to swallow up the heart of a sinner with the everlasting admiration of this 〈◊〉 unmatchable kindness of the Lord. Micah 7. 18. Who is a God like unto thee that pardonest iniquity and passest by the transgression of the remnant of his Heritage He retaineth not his anger for ever because he 〈◊〉 in mercy he will turn again he will have compassion upon us he will subdue our iniquities and thou wilt cast all their sins into the depths of the Sea You that have tasted how good the Lord is and found this Truth made good in your own hearts by your own experience as Paul was wont to recount his course I was a persecuter blasphemous and injurious but I obtained mercy I doubt not but many of you may say if ever there was a Fiend in Hell or a Rebel upon Earth I was one an opposer of the Gospel a despiser of the means of Grace a hater of the holy waies of the Lord and his servants that walk therein yet then God did me good when I desired and 〈◊〉 my own hurt Get ye homeye blessed Saints and in the secret of your Closets cal Heaven and Earth together and leave these compassions upon Record Say the time was this carnal mind of mine plotted my wretched 〈◊〉 and mine own ruin but then the Lord prevented both I opposed 〈◊〉 entreaties and he yet pursued me and would take no 〈◊〉 he called after me wept over me Turn ye turn ye why will you die I provoked him he pitied me I resisted him he imbraced me I said I would have none of him nor his Grace he said he would have no denial I resolved to walk on in the frowardness of mine own 〈◊〉 and to perish in the despight of al means and he would and did shew me mercy in the despight of the pride and rebellion of this heart or else I had never seen this day nor never had hope to see his face in glory Be astonished and confounded at this O ye Devils and come down ye blessed Angels from Heaven and magnifie this mercy Leave this in your last will and testament to your little ones O ye Fathers leave
nor can testifie that For he is the Spirit truth he cannot be deceived himself he will not 〈◊〉 ceive us he is the Spirit of God he cannot lye 1 〈◊〉 he cannot tell it much less give approbation or 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 thereunto But the former 〈◊〉 made appear undeniable That it is a Falshood and an 〈◊〉 to say any man living hath right to or can challenge 〈◊〉 spiritual good in Christ before he doth Beleeve 〈◊〉 is no such thing to be found in the Word of 〈◊〉 Therefore the Spirit will never testifie that To affirm that the Spirit should say to any 〈◊〉 that he is in a state of Grace when he is in a state 〈◊〉 Sin that he is justified when he is Condemned 〈◊〉 little less than Blasphemy If the Spirit doth reveal a mans good Estate to 〈◊〉 it is for this purpose that he may know it and he 〈◊〉 inable him to receive that intimation that he may discern it else the one of these Two will follow 〈◊〉 Spirit should reveal this for no end if no good 〈◊〉 got by it or else not attain his end if the party 〈◊〉 not be able to understand what it doth reveal If 〈◊〉 former he should not be a wise Worker If the 〈◊〉 he was not a powerful Worker But know and understand this Testimony the Soul cannot by any power either of Nature or Corruption 1 Cor. 2. 14 The natural man receives not the things of the spirit of God neither can he know them because they 〈◊〉 spiritually discerned Nay Rom. 8. 7. The 〈◊〉 of the flesh is not subject unto the law therefore 〈◊〉 unto the Lord nor his Spirit If it be beyond Nature or Corruption then it 〈◊〉 be Grace that must help a man to discern it and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 must be a qualification and the first 〈◊〉 of this k nd of saving knowledge must be an 〈◊〉 unto Faith if not Faith it self Fides est ex 〈◊〉 notitia This is eternal life to know thee the 〈◊〉 true God Joh. 17. 3. Two Inferences from the former Cases of Conscience thus Resolved These Two Cases being thus cleered 1 That an 〈◊〉 hath no right to any spiritual Good in 〈◊〉 And 2 That the spirit of God doth never 〈◊〉 known this to such a Soul Hence it s cleer 〈◊〉 manner and order that men have devised to make own the mind of God to a man and to give comfort the Soul in distress being cross to these truths now 〈◊〉 is an Erroneous and False way As for 〈◊〉 You being in distress about your Sins and 〈◊〉 under the Spirit of Bondage you must first lay 〈◊〉 in the bottom lay him in the foundation Christ 〈◊〉 first be yours and so united to you and your 〈◊〉 forgiven by him before you have any Faith or 〈◊〉 qualification wrought in you This Opinion 〈◊〉 sayes That Christ may be united to the Soul and 〈◊〉 be Justified and Adopted before he have any 〈◊〉 it is a dangerous Opinion a desperate 〈◊〉 that I may say no worse of it Mark what 〈◊〉 here 's the plot of all prophaness the ground of loosness and famalism A man may have Christ 〈◊〉 be Justified and Adopted while he is without 〈◊〉 and therefore while he is under the power of Sins and the Spirit of God may witness this And 〈◊〉 though a man fall into any Sin or live in any sin 〈◊〉 it be he may have recourse to this 〈◊〉 this witness of the Spirit and that 's enough If a man say Prove it Are you in a state of Grace Is Christ yours Prove it then Prove it say they that I cannot do but the Spirit witnesses this to me Ay but prove this witness of the Spirit that it is from God according to his Word They will be forced to confess I cannot prove it neither to my self nor to another only thus I must beleeve it and you must beleeve me I was in trouble and distress about my Sins and then there was a voyce from Heaven the spirit did witness to me That Christ was mine and my Sins were pardoned c. This is a Spirit of Delusion the Devil is there Whatever the Spirit of God sayes it is that which the Scriptures say Therefore if you have a testimony which is not to be found in the Scripture nor can be proved and made good by the Scripture it is the testimony of the Devil not 〈◊〉 the Spirit of God for the Spirit of God and the Word of God ever go together therefore if you say you Have a witness of the Spirit and the Word say No I 'le say It is a Delusion Secondly Hence it follows also There are 〈◊〉 Promises wherein any saving good is Revealed or Evidenced to the Soul but either they are such 〈◊〉 God promiseth to work the Condition or suppose the Condition already wrought either 〈◊〉 mentioning a qualification or necessarily implying 〈◊〉 including the same out of other places to be collected where the same is professedly handled All spiritual good Redemption Justification Salvation purchased by Christ were intended only for them that do beleeve therefore there is no Promise in the Scripture but doth evidence this Sometimes you have the Covenant laid down in 〈◊〉 lump as it were in a brief Expression as in a 〈◊〉 sum comprehending all the whole frame and then 〈◊〉 several actions in their distinct order and manner 〈◊〉 Gods working are to be attended and conceived as though they had been more fully and in the several branches set forth unto us Take a tast of some few Gen. 3. 5. The seed of the Woman shall break the Serpents head The head of Satan implys Three things Policy Power and Poyson To break this head is to crush and confound all these The Policy and and Power of Satan is overthrown in the work of vocation when the Soul is turned from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God the venom and poyson of Satan is taken away partly in the 〈◊〉 and punishment which is done away in Justification partly in the stain and pollution of sin which is removed in Sanctification All these Christ doth in 〈◊〉 hearts of all his and some of these all the Saints of God must have evidence of before they can gain evidence that they are within the compass of this Covenant Thus the Apostle John disputes 1 Joh. 3. 3. to 5. Every one that hath this hope purifieth himself as Christ 〈◊〉 pure Why For sin is the transgression of the law and Christ was manifested to take away our sins therefore vers 6. whosoever abideth in him sinneth not Christ came to take away sin and therefore he that abideth in Christ cannot abide in sin and vers 8. The Son of God was manifested to destroy the works of the Devil So again Jerem. 31. 33. I will be their God and they shall be my people Zach. 13. last I will say it is my people and they shall say thou art the
Possession of those spiritual 〈◊〉 unto such only Because the witnessing of 〈◊〉 Spirit is of equal extent with Gods intent in 〈◊〉 these with Christs intent and purpose in 〈◊〉 these with its own work in applying 〈◊〉 Whatever respect makes a thing an adequat 〈◊〉 of a work in such a kind all works of that 〈◊〉 are ever applyed to that thing under that 〈◊〉 The King gives a Charter in His Royal Grant 〈◊〉 such who are Free-men of such a Corporation 〈◊〉 that bought it Purchased only for such there is 〈◊〉 ground in true right and reason why they should 〈◊〉 bestowed upon any but such nor can any apply Priviledge aright unless he do apply it with an eye 〈◊〉 such a Condition that must stear the whol course 〈◊〉 a righteous proceeding in that kind That which 〈◊〉 the Formalis ratio of the subject in Application 〈◊〉 must needs be attended in every work of 〈◊〉 either of Comfort or Priviledge if 〈◊〉 the Rule aright But it hath appeared in brief 〈◊〉 That such who shall be the seed of the 〈◊〉 to them God the Father intended these 〈◊〉 Priviledges Joh. 3. 16. God so loved the world that he gave his only Son that whosoever should 〈◊〉 in him should not perish but have eternal life 〈◊〉 them as such Christ Purchased these Joh. 17. 〈◊〉 I pray not for the World but for them that shall 〈◊〉 And so the Spirit applyes as when Paul 〈◊〉 appointed to 〈◊〉 the Gentiles this was his 〈◊〉 He was to turn men from Satan to God that 〈◊〉 they might receive remission of sins and 〈◊〉 So the Spirit by the Ministry of the Word makes 〈◊〉 of these Priviledges and never otherwise and therefore never gives other witness Upon what ground the Evidence of Science 〈◊〉 Knowledg of my Justification and Adoption 〈◊〉 according to truth upon that ground ariseth my 〈◊〉 of Faith for both these I told you in 〈◊〉 Explication were included and must be 〈◊〉 in the work of Evidence and it s as 〈◊〉 out of the Principles of right Reason and Experience and Scriptures also that alone which my 〈◊〉 judgeth my 〈◊〉 embraceth there is nothing 〈◊〉 come to the Wil but by the Understanding what 〈◊〉 Eye sees not the Heart affects not No light come into this Room but by this Window Look therefore what the Understanding apprehends and 〈◊〉 it apprehends it so is it presented to the Heart 〈◊〉 so by the Heart is it entertained Joh. 4. 10. 〈◊〉 thou known thou wouldst have asked him water 〈◊〉 he would have given thee water of life So the 〈◊〉 Joh. 4. 42. Now we beleeve because 〈◊〉 have heard him and know that this is the 〈◊〉 of the World this is cleer But now My Knowledge and Science if true 〈◊〉 sound it ever issues out of the Concurrence and 〈◊〉 together in my Apprehension of a 〈◊〉 Qualification 〈◊〉 the Priviledges and 〈◊〉 Priviledges received thereby For it s a ruled 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the common Course of Reason That Knowledge 〈◊〉 Science that is sound judgment of a truth ever issues out of a simple term or one thing as one 〈◊〉 it self 〈◊〉 Instance I express in word or attend in my 〈◊〉 Pardon that word or term Adoption 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 take them several and asunder Here 〈◊〉 no Judgment can be 〈◊〉 nor can any that hear 〈◊〉 or conclude 〈◊〉 the having or not 〈◊〉 of any of these So again Sin Faith 〈◊〉 I cannot judge what these are or in whom 〈◊〉 are there is neither Knowledge nor 〈◊〉 nor Comfort comes hence But dispose and 〈◊〉 them together As An Unbeleever is Pardoned I judge this 〈◊〉 now because 〈◊〉 things are joyned together 〈◊〉 natures agree not and the expression is not as 〈◊〉 things be 〈◊〉 i s a false Proposition or 〈◊〉 cross to the Scripture He that beleeves not 〈◊〉 condemned Joh. 3. 18. A Beleever is 〈◊〉 The 〈◊〉 Answers the nature of the 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 truth a d meaning of the 〈◊〉 and therefore its true I so judge it and so 〈◊〉 it and so only if I either know it aright or 〈◊〉 it aright And mark this knowledge issues 〈◊〉 the right apprehension of both parts as they 〈◊〉 together which 〈◊〉 be but only by a 〈◊〉 Qualification The Sum then is If the right and true Knowledge of the Application of any spiritual Priviledges 〈◊〉 from the attendance of the 〈◊〉 subject and quality with which it is disposed then my Evidence and Assurance must arise so too But so my Knowledge ariseth therefore so my Assurance must arise also The like you may say and it will be seasonable and exceeding useful to consider it No 〈◊〉 or witness can be attended without the thing 〈◊〉 and that according to the mind of the 〈◊〉 or 〈◊〉 you must take one with another to make up an Evidence to look upon those simple expressions Pardon Mercy Redemption and run away with them and the sweetness in them and 〈◊〉 look at the right disposition of them according to the witness of the Spirit and mind of the testifier it s not possible to have either sound Faith or 〈◊〉 in this way because I cannot have true Knowledge thus Thou Unbeleever Uncalled Art Pardoned 〈◊〉 false Before thou knowest the right disposition 〈◊〉 these together thou canst not pass a right Judgment or have a right Evidence Christ came to 〈◊〉 sinners beleeving humbled sinners That is true To come to an End Hold these Principles in the Severals and so you shall be able to see the frame 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 how it lies 1 None but Parties Qualified viz. 〈◊〉 are the subjects of these 〈◊〉 Joh. 3. 16. Joh. 3. last 2 The Spirit never witnesseth these 〈◊〉 but according to this meaning He alwayes means those who are 〈◊〉 true subjects of these Priviledges and 〈◊〉 only according to the meaning of the Word 3 We cannot know the Testimony of the Spirit-unless we know it according to 〈◊〉 meaning Therefore we must of necessity know the qualification of the Person Receiving as 〈◊〉 as the Priviledge and Blessing Received I must know my self a Beleever as well as Justified Adopted because this is the meaning of the Word and Spirit This may suffice for Arguments to confirm the truth propounded We shall now remove a stumbling stone or two out of the way and omitting all others I shall only Answer Two Objections which carry either 〈◊〉 or seeming probability with them From that of 1 Joh. 5. 7 8. There be three that 〈◊〉 record in heaven the Father the Word and 〈◊〉 Spirit and these three are one And there are 〈◊〉 that bear witness in Earth the Spirit Water and Blood and these three agree in one Here say some are several sorts of 〈◊〉 one distinct from another one before another and one more excellent than the other and therefore 〈◊〉 one may be without respect to the other the witness of the Spirit without attending either Water or Blood either Sanctification or
any saving Work If there were no Doubt moved no Question Controverted by way of any seeming Collection from the place the very Mysterious depths of the 〈◊〉 herein delivered drives all Interpreters to a stand and puts the most Judicious beyond their thoughts so that there is more 〈◊〉 to 〈◊〉 the mind of God in the words then to make Answer to the Objection hence collected We will 〈◊〉 Shortly open the meaning of the Words 2 Then 〈◊〉 what may be truly Collected from them and 〈◊〉 it will appear that the Objection fetched from 〈◊〉 will find no footing in this place The scope of the Apostle in vers 4 5. is That 〈◊〉 Christ is the Son of God and that Faith which 〈◊〉 the world must look to him and rest 〈◊〉 him This he 〈◊〉 to me to prove and explicate in both the parts of it in vers 6. And secondly amplyfieth it in the following 7. and 8. verses His proof is taken from 〈◊〉 type of his Priestly-Office the truth whereof he accomplished in the great Work of Redemption He that comes by water and blood he is the son of God But Jesus Christ came by water and blood His comming implys 1 His Fathers Sending 2 〈◊〉 Own Undertaking that great Work of our Recovery not only by Water as the Levites who were washed Numb 8. 6. 7. but by Blood also as the Priests Levit. 8. 6. 22 23 24. By Water I conceive is meant The Holiness of his Nature in which he was Conceived and for which end he was overshad owed by the Spirit By Blood is meant that Expiation and Satisfaction he made to the Law of God by shedding his Blood So that He that had all that and 〈◊〉 all that which was shadowed by the Priests He is that Jesus the son of God for 〈◊〉 And the Spirit bears witness because the Spirit is Truth This seems to me to be the fairest sense and to be preferred before all that I can see brought By Spirit in the First place is meant Gods 〈◊〉 the Holy Ghost By Spirit in the Second place I do think 〈◊〉 is meant For so you shall find the word used 2 Cor. 4. 13. Having the same Spirit of Faith So that the Spirit of God comming from the Father and the Son would testifie by the aspertion of this Water and Blood that my Faith is true when it assures my heart that this Jesus is the Son of God 2 He amplifies this proof by bringing in the number of witnesses and the manner of their witnessing For their number they are Six The Father sending The Son coming The Spirit certifying in this 〈◊〉 manner of working they are distinct and herein appear to be distinct witnesses and this their witness is from Heaven signifying where they are and from whence they express their witness The Father speaks from Heaven This is my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased Mat. 3. last The Son professeth so often of himself That he came out of the bosom of the Father John 1. 18. John 3. 13. No man can ascend to Heaven but the Son of man who came down from Heaven John 6. 38. I came down from Heaven not to do my own will but the will of him that sent 〈◊〉 Lastly in Mat. 3. last The Spirit of God descended down upon him in the likeness of a Dove these speak from Heaven and their expressions are 〈◊〉 in the word without us whether we beleeve or no. Three again speak and witness from Earth for Christ dwels in us here on Earth the Spirit Water and Blood There is no doubt but by Water is meant Sanctification by Blood Justification all the Question lies upon the third What is meant by Spirit Under correction I take it It 's meant of Faith for besides that 2 Tim. 1. 7. all graces are called the Spirit we have received the Spirit of Power of Love and of a sound mind this is expresly so named 2 Cor. 4. 13. we having the same Spirit of Faith this is most safe and most sutable to the analogy of Faith and the intendment of the Text. There are but Three great Works unto which all the rest may be referred Vocation Justification Sanctification all these in us give in witness and evîdence That Jesus the Savior of the World must be the Son of God sent of him who sends also his Spirit into our hearts to work thus in us and by these works to evidence to us Himself and his Office The Truths then which according to the right meaning of the words may hence be collected are these There be six Witnesses Three of these witness from Heaven and their Testimony is left in the word without us The other three from Earth from the operation of the work of Grace and these are within us Al these agree in this as the thing winessed 〈◊〉 Jesus the Saviour of his People is the Son of God The witness of those from Heaven is greater than that which is on Earth But touching the witnessing of my good 〈◊〉 without respect to a gracius disposition or qualification there is not a syllable in the Text that sounds that way or carries any appearance to that purpose If every Work of Grace or the truth of a gracious qualification be witnessed by the Spirit and is lastly resolved therinto So that I Beleeve the work of Grace in me to be true because the Spirit witnesseth it then I must have an absolute ground to Beleeve the Spirit I wil open this Phrase the witness of the Spirit on an absolute ground Either it s meant 〈◊〉 the witness of the Spirit is attended without any respect to a work that is witnessed then its false and absurd that I should discern the witness of the Spirit without any respect to the thing witnessed 〈◊〉 made known to me by it for as hath been 〈◊〉 before witness and the thing witnessed go both together Or it s meant thus That when I have received the witness of the Spirit to my self then I 〈◊〉 prove it upon an absolute ground Hath Christ purchased al spiritual good for His for Beleevers Hence then we may see the 〈◊〉 of the faithful and the priviledg of those that 〈◊〉 above all people upon earth To you the Father intended al the treasuries of grace and glory in your stead Christ suffered performed all that the Law required and Justice exacted for you it is he hath purchased al that good that you need doth not that please you al you can desire doth not that quiet you nay all that you can receive through al eternitie doth not that satisfie There is none like unto you never the like was done for any as for you It was Moses Collection and caused his wonderment in the Consideration thereof Deut. 33. 29. When he had recounted the wonderful Preservations the Lord had wrought Priviledges he honoured them with and bestowed upon them he breaks forth into these expressions Blessed art thou
be like this Corrosive to eat down the pride of our hearts Thus Paul frequently in the remembrance of his former wretchedness bleeds kindly and 〈◊〉 in the abasement of his spirit he mentions not his Apostleship which might exalt him but presently he remembers his 〈◊〉 which might abase him 1 Tim. 1. 12. I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who hath enabled me for that he counted me faithful and put me to the Ministry who was before a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and injurious vers 13. Hence again he observes it was Gods way that he might not be exalted above measure to buffet him with the sence and assaults of his own weaknesses 2 Cor. 12. 7. and thus far he did glory in and take pleasure in his 〈◊〉 not to have them but to use the consideration of them as a wholsom Corrosive to pull down those proud swellings As a man somtimes takes pleasure 〈◊〉 the pouder of Scorpions or Mercury Water because 〈◊〉 a Medicine against some poysonful humors and 〈◊〉 he directs Eph. 2. 11 12. Remember that you were dead in sins and trespasses Gentiles in the flesh without God without Christ without hope If a man conceit that his make or mettal is better than other mens Let him look into the Pit whence he was digged the Rock out of which he was hewen he wil 〈◊〉 see cause to conclude he was as hard as stubborn 〈◊〉 proud as any other as unteachable as unframable 〈◊〉 any other And here that Question hath place What hast thou that thou hast not received yea 〈◊〉 degree lower How camest thou to be able to 〈◊〉 it stake down thy heart in this Determination 〈◊〉 answer I have received nothing further than 〈◊〉 hath enabled me and I have nothing unless he 〈◊〉 it I do nothing unless he quicken me to the 〈◊〉 of it the remembrance of 〈◊〉 plagues of 〈◊〉 heart and nature should 〈◊〉 me for ever to be 〈◊〉 I am what I am by mercy let that have the 〈◊〉 of all which is the worker of all the good I 〈◊〉 as men pul away the steps and stool from 〈◊〉 a man if he stand too high so 〈◊〉 should pul away 〈◊〉 swelling conceits which lift us up in our own 〈◊〉 It 's not I but the Grace of God in me 〈◊〉 I any power to be humbled to beleeve to be 〈◊〉 No it 's not I but Free Grace that is the 〈◊〉 and Worker of all let Grace therefore have 〈◊〉 honor and praise of all Here is matter of cordial refreshing to support the 〈◊〉 of sinners from sinking into desperate 〈◊〉 when they see the weakness of their own 〈◊〉 not able to reach this work the stifness of 〈◊〉 own wills as ready and resolute to oppose it and 〈◊〉 of both an utter impossibilitie to attain it or any 〈◊〉 good unto themselves their hearts and hopes cannot but fail so far as they look to themselves but when they look to this that as it is beyond their own po wer so it is not their own work this may be some support It is in 〈◊〉 hand must proceed from his power who can do what he wil in Heaven and Earth and in thy heart also therefore repare hither and rest thy fainting spirit here In regard of a mans weakness the well is deep and thou hast nothing to draw withal the work of applycation is spiritual and mystical the eye is dim and thy understanding shallow not able to search into such mysteries thou canst not discern neither the way nor the work how wilt thou be ever able then to attain it remember thou canst not make thy self able but thou must be made able to know it and to receive it it s in his hand and it s his work who is able to do it Jer. 24. 7. I will give them a heart to know me hither our Saviour resolves this work and rests himself here Mat. 11. 25. I thank thee Father Lord of Heaven and Earth that thou hast hid these things from the wise of the world and revealed them unto Babes even so Father for so it pleaseth thee And it 's Gods promise Isay 42. 16. The hlind shall see and the deaf shall hear It 's his ordinary proceeding He calleth the foolish and things that are not to bring to nought things that are 1 Cor. 1. 28. Therefore thou shouldest press God with his own promises mind him that this is his prerogative say Lord it is not in man to direct 〈◊〉 to humble himself to convert himself but it is with thee and it s thy promise to give me a heart to know thee thou callest things that are not I am not wise nor humble nor holy I am not able to know thee let me be known of thee that so I may come to the knowledg of thee But happily thy stifness is more and worse and more dangerous than thy weakness though thy mind be enlightned cavils removed the truth made clear thy 〈◊〉 settled what should be done but Oh! the 〈◊〉 stifness of this wayward will that hath 〈◊〉 al promises and distrusted them al threatnings 〈◊〉 slighted them so that the distressed sinner wil 〈◊〉 I have a heart that cannot repent or beleeve that 〈◊〉 receive grace that cannot give way to the power of Gods ordinances or make choise of any good 〈◊〉 that I am even weary of my heart and of my life 〈◊〉 Yet God can pluck away this unteachableness 〈◊〉 thy heart though thou canst not take away thy 〈◊〉 from it Of his own good will he hath begotten 〈◊〉 Jam. 1. 18. It s not in the wil of Satan nor in thy own will to hinder it if God wil do it it 's his work he hath challenged it to himself and hath engaged himself do it for al His I will take away the heart of stone Ezek. 36. 26. Say thou Lord I cannot do it and 〈◊〉 truth I should not do it for that were to arrogate more than I should and to press into the priviledg of the Almighty I only wait upon thee and bring my heart to thee that thou wouldest bring me to thy self 〈◊〉 the Leaper said Mat. 8. 3. If thou wilt thou canst make me clean I have neither wil nor power I can 〈◊〉 do it nor receive it but thou canst do both for me and work both in me It was the ground of 〈◊〉 which the Lord gave to his people in building the material Temple when they looked at the greatness of the work and their many oppositions Zach. 4. 7. Who art thou O great mountain thou shalt become a plain difficulties are compared to mountains when a man sees a mountain lye before him he thinks it is inaccessible and impossible for him to go over it so when a man sees the pride and stubborness and rebellion of his own spirit he thinks 〈◊〉 is impossible for him to subdue these but if the Lord wil he can say unto it who art thou O great mountain
such a Christ pleaseth us well but such a Christ will never do us good 2 This makes a man bold to adventure upon the commission of the grossest evill this makes him fearless to continue in it makes him negligent and regardless by godly sorrow and saving repentance to recover out of it he passeth not he cares not to take his poyson and to drink it in as his daily dyet he carries his 〈◊〉 about him and that which will undoubtedly cure him he may yet maintain union with Christ and communion with his cursed Lusts. 3 This makes a man slight in holy servises so as neither to put a price upon them nor to see an excellencie in them or iudg aright of the necessity of such performances he becomes sleepy and heartless in what he doth he is sure of a Christ that will answer all and therefore he troubles not himself with holy duties if he stumble upon the doing of them so if he neglect the doing of them so he hath a way to help all he can have a Christ he conceives without these and therefore he makes no great matter whether he do these or no. 4 Nay if he may have union to Christ while he is in his corruption if so he is then in a good estate for he that hath the son 〈◊〉 life 1 John 5. 12. Therefore he may have evidence of his good estate without the sight of any saving qualification because he may have a Christ and so be in a good estate without any saving qualification And therefore this Evidence must needs come from an immediate revelation from Heaven for there is no appearance no manifestation of it on Earth either in our hearts or lives in what we have or do and therefore then our good estate may be sure unto us by Christ when we have nothing but sin and do nothing but commit sin And hence because both graces and gracious actions may be wanting in this union to Christ because separable from it thererefore the want of them cannot infer the deniall of a good estate nor the presence of them conclude the certainty of a good estate because they are not proper and peculiar to such a condition for then they could not be severed from it which they may And thus this one Delusion like an Egyptian fog darkens the whol Heavens even the bright beams of the Sun of the Gospel and the everlasting Covenant of Gods free grace cuts the sinews of sincerity and eats out the blood and spirits of the power nd presence and life of Grace and under a pretence of advancing Christ and Free Grace destroies his Kingdom and frustrates the coming of Christ into the World For he came for this end 1 John 3. 8. To destroy the Works of the Devil the Apostle concludes it verse 10. as a proof beyond all question or exception the child of the Devil is manifest in this He that hates his brother and works unrighteousness is the Child of the Devil and yet upon this grant and according to this ground a man may do both these and yet be united unto Christ and so be blessed of him Look we therefore at these so desperate 〈◊〉 not as Rocks and Sands where men may suffer Shipwrack and yet be recovered but like a devouring Gulf or Whirl-pool whereinto whosoever comes there is no hope nor help to come out as cutting a man off from the careful and consciencious use of the means appointed by God in the Gospel to recover him As a Ship that is foundred in the midst of the main Ocean without the sight of any succor or hope of Relief Besides then the Arguments formerly alleaged I shall propound some other to fortifie against this so dangerous a Deceit Reasons to prove that Christ cannot be united to the Soul while it is in its Natural Condition and the state of Unbeleef Taken from John 14. 17. Christ saies he would send them another Comforter even the Spirit of Truth whom the world cannot receive Every man while he is in his corrupt and natural condition he is one of the World Eph. 2. 2. When in times passed ye walked according to the course of this world vers 3. Among whom also we had our Conversations in times past in the lusts of the flesh How otherwise could they be called 〈◊〉 of the World unless they were in it They who cannot receive the Spirit cannot receive the Lord Jesus nor union to him but men Naturally cannot receive the Spirit therefore they must be called out of the World and from the Power of Satan and so be prepared and then receive Faith that so they may receive 〈◊〉 But Conversion being a Creating Work a Work of Creation needs 〈◊〉 preparation to 〈◊〉 or for it 〈◊〉 his Word is 〈◊〉 he calls men his people who are not his people and by calling them so he makes them to be so Preparation is required to the implantation of the 〈◊〉 into Christ not 〈◊〉 regard of God or his work upon us as though he needed any help to the execution of his holy wil but in regard of the thing wrought in us for he working all things according to the counsel of his own will and the rules of his Infinite Wisdom he needs not any help in his work yet it is 〈◊〉 his perfection and sufficiency to go against the wise Order set down in the Dispensation of his Providence for the bringing about of this work the causes of a thing do not help God in Working or Creating they are necessarily required to make up the thing wrought or created there is nothing in a blind eye 〈◊〉 may help God to restore it to sight yet God according to reason must put a power and ability of sight or a 〈◊〉 faculty before he will nay indeed can bring forth seeing God can turn Water into Wine but in reason he must destroy the Nature of Water and then make Wine for it implies a contradiction to say that Water should remain Water and yet have Wine made out of it So it is in the soul he can change a proud and unbeleeving heart into a 〈◊〉 heart but he must first destroy the power of unbeleef 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 can bring in faith He that is under the power of infidelity and corrupt Nature he is under the guilt of his sins and in the state of condemnation John 3. 18. He that beleeves not is condemned already and vers 36. The wrath of God abides upon him But he that is in Christ to him there is no condemnation Rom. 8. 1. This is my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased Matth. 3. last and for his sake with all that are in him Now to be in the state of condemnation and acceptation together in the state of Life and death to have the wrath of God abiding and the good pleasure of God resting upon a party at the 〈◊〉 time 〈◊〉 a perfect contradiction and so impossibilities in
intends to such undeserving ones as we be His own good will being the only 〈◊〉 of any saving work he is pleased to put forth upon the hearts of those who appertain to the Election of Grace This was that which the Lord proclaims and which he urges upon all drooping and discouraged Spirits to make them put on more cheerfully in the pursuit of life and happiness 〈◊〉 55. 1. Oh every one that thirsteth come to the waters and he 〈◊〉 hath no money come buy and eat yea come buy wine and milk without money and without price It s very remarkable how the Spirit of God labors to remove that which will and most usually doth hinder the fainting hearts of dismaied sinners in their endeavor after Mercy They fondly conceit they must come with their cost they must bring some Spiritual abilities and 〈◊〉 with them unless they have that money they are like to miss of their market they shall not be able to purchase Gods acceptance the Graces and Comforts of his Spirit signified by Wine and Milk The Lord therefore that he might wholly dath these dreams and take off these 〈◊〉 thoughts he puts it beyond all Question and Doubt by a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to the contrary He that hath no money that is No Spiritual 〈◊〉 or worth let him buy question it not yea I speak it seriously and mind what I say therefore I say again without money doubt it not yea I 〈◊〉 as I say openly and plainly without money or money worth no in 〈◊〉 no weakness no unworthiness shall hinder be not needlesly suspicious I intend not to sell my Graces and Comforts but to bestow them freely upon such who have an open hand to take them and an empty heart to carry them away This was the ground of Encouragement whereby the Prophet emboldned those rebellious Jews to take words and resolution also to themselves to press in with some hope to speed with the Lord Hos. 14. 2 3. Take unto 〈◊〉 words and say Receive us graciously But the Lord might have replyed You have no worth in your selves you deserve no favor therefore it s added with thee the Fatherless find mercy As if 〈◊〉 should have said Thou doest not vouchsafe mercy to sinners because of any excellency they have any friends they can make any abilities they can bring but the helpless friendless fatherless orphane souls such as be destitute of all succour no eye to pitty no friend to provide no strength to support themselves such find mercy with thee such we are therefore Lord shew us mercy If the Dole or Alms was to be bought and purchased then the 〈◊〉 who had most and needed least would 〈◊〉 be possessors of it but because its only out of the 〈◊〉 to bestow it freely he that 's poor hath never a whit the less but the more hope to receive it so it is here in the Dole of Grace when 〈◊〉 thou considerest the infinite baseness of thy heart on the one side the incomprehensible worth of mercy on the other and withal conceivest an utter impossibility ever to attain it ever to expect it settle this Conclusion in thy heart as matter of marvelous Encouragement yet mercy is free others have received it and why not I Lord If the multitude of thine 〈◊〉 plead against thee if Satan be busie to discourage thine heart and drive thee to despair Why dost thou Canst thou Expect any kindness from the Lord since thy frailties so many thy rebellions so great against the offer of his mercy and the work of his Grace How utterly unable 〈◊〉 thou to do any thing to procure any Spiritual good How unfit to receive it And is it not a folly than to hope for it Thou hast hence to Reply Be it I am as base as can be imagined yet my 〈◊〉 cannot hinder the work of Gods Love for it s altogether Free True I have nothing to purchase it Abraham had not I can do nothing to deserve it David could not I have no right to challenge it at the hands of the Lord nor yet had Paul any thing to plead for him in the like case and yet all these were made partakers of mercy and why not I Lord Put in for thy particular and plead for thy self and say Blessed Lord thy mercy is not lessened thy wisdom decayed thy arm shortned what thou didst freely for Abraham an Idolater 〈◊〉 a Rebel for Paul a Persecutor do for my poor 〈◊〉 also my vileness cannot hinder the freeness of thy Compassions If it be here Replyed That this affords small ground of Comfort for if the Dispensation of Grace depend upon Gods Free Will he may fail us as well as help us he may deny it as well as give it The Answer is He may give it as well as deny it and that 's Argument enough to sustain our hopes and to quicken our endeavors put it then to the adventure Thus the Prophet Joel pressed the Israelites to 〈◊〉 to God for the removal of a Judgement and the Pardon of their Sins upon this very possibility Rent your hearts and not your garments and turn unto the Lord who knows if he will return and leave a blessing behind him Joel 2. 13 14. Thus the 〈◊〉 Ninivites provoke themselves to importune the God of heaven for the with-holding of the destruction threatned Let us cry mightily unto God who can tell if he will turn and repent Jonah 3. 8 9. When then thy Spirit sinks under the unsupportable pressure of thy sins and the expectation of the righteous Judgements deserved thereby here is that which will ad Comfort and Encouragement to look upward to the Lord for refreshing Who knows but God may who can tell but God will yet shew mercy therefore I will yet hope because no man can tell but I may at last be made partaker thereof Lastly Those who want and seek for mercy from the Lord in the use of the means which he hath appointed they are to be exhorted from the former truth to arm themselves with patience to stay Gods time and to 〈◊〉 his pleasure if it seem good to his Majesty to with-hold this Favour or delay the work of his Grace Beggars must not be chusers we must not be Carvers of Gods kindness it s a Free Gift and therefore as he may give what he will so he may give it when it seems most fit to himself Just cause we have to wait no reason at all to murmure against him Hast thou then endeavored after this work of Grace and canst not attain it Endeavor still Hast thou begged it and yet findest not thy desires answered Crave still with perseverance It s good to hope and to wait also for the Salvation of the Lord Lam. 3. 26. both must go together to wait without hope is uncomfortable and to hope without patience is unprofitable We know 〈◊〉 what time God will take it is our duty and will be our wisdom and comfort to
〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a dead or killing Letter and never work 〈◊〉 the motions of his Spirit which thou hast 〈◊〉 should never stir more with thee Thus Wisdom threatneth the scorners of her Counsel Prov. 1. 24. Because I have called and they resused I 〈◊〉 stretched out my hand and no man regarded 〈◊〉 they shall call but I will not answer they 〈◊〉 seek me early but they shall not find me Nay it may be thou shalt not only not find what 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and that with some eagerness which is 〈◊〉 state miserable enough but shalt not have a heart 〈◊〉 much as once to seek for Mercy as many 〈◊〉 have and Hypocrites do and this is a 〈◊〉 next to the damned in Hell unconceivably 〈◊〉 This was Jerusalems case just as the Lord 〈◊〉 it Oh that thou hadst known at least in 〈◊〉 thy Day the things belonging to thy peace but 〈◊〉 they are hid from thine eyes Luke 19. 42. Christ 〈◊〉 now weeping over the City preaching his farewel 〈◊〉 amongst them yea now come to die amongst them the presence of the Means makes the Plague more remarkable when through Gods just judgment for their contempt of the truth they have eyes but they are made dim and see not they have ears but 〈◊〉 heavy and hear not and hearts made hard even 〈◊〉 the blessed Ministery of the Gospel and so they understand not they have all before their eyes and 〈◊〉 all hid from their eyes The like Curse the Lord usually pours out upon the hellish despisers of the Doctrine of Grace deliver them up to blind minds and seared Consciences reprobate senses that they who shut their eyes against the power of Gods Ordinances should never see nor be 〈◊〉 of either that or their own misery which is the 〈◊〉 misery of all Yet all this will not content there is one cavil which the carnal heart Objects and its most desperate Be it God will 〈◊〉 vouchsafe Means nor Work by them nor I receive any benefit therefrom let me live as I list now let me shift as I can hereafter if I loose all the loss is not great Answ. What! 〈◊〉 great God forbid that such a Thought should be in any 〈◊〉 Heart such a Word come out of any mans Mouth It s no less than Salvation it self Its 〈◊〉 day of salvation saith the text 〈◊〉 loss not to be valued not to be recovered will never can 〈◊〉 be repaired again yea I appeal to thy own Conscience and 〈◊〉 thy self in cold blood be thy own judge Think but seriously 〈◊〉 the Rivers of pleasure which are at Gods right hand of 〈◊〉 Kingdom 〈◊〉 undefiled and that sadeth not away 〈◊〉 and consider of that Crown of Glory that exceeding 〈◊〉 weight of glory reserved in the heavens and weigh but with 〈◊〉 self in thy most retired thoughts the 〈◊〉 Mercy of a God the 〈◊〉 Redemption of a Christ the Comforts of a Spirit 〈◊〉 glorious imagine you heard that Sentence passed Come ye Blessed 〈◊〉 the Kingdom possess the Crown enjoy 〈◊〉 Pleasures and if thou hast but the heart of a man let it Answer Canst thou lose all these and account the loss little and yet if the day of Grace be gone once all these go too neglect that now and never think to enjoy these An Argument able to stay any in the most eager pursuit 〈◊〉 these lying vanities and to cause him to 〈◊〉 and steer his course another way As Elisha said Is this a time to take 〈◊〉 So when 〈◊〉 consider all Opportunities and Means and Mercies say Is this a time to follow the World and the Profits thereof to 〈◊〉 our selves with sinful Delights and forsake Christ and his Gospel and Salvation and all Me thinks Nature would 〈◊〉 Reason would Perswade It is a Day of Salvation our Lives 〈◊〉 Hopes our Comforts our Salvation and All depend upon 〈◊〉 It is the time that God hath bestowed for this end therefore 〈◊〉 sure to improve this time so as we may attain this end In 〈◊〉 word It is a Day therefore a Season and but a Day 〈◊〉 short a Day of Gods Accepting and a Day of Salvation The Season so Fit the Time so Short and the Purchase so Great what remains then but we should improve this Time to our utmost that we may Receive that Spiritual Good from the Lord in it that he is willing to bestow and we stand in 〈◊〉 of for our Comfort here and our everlasting welfare in another World FINIS BOOK V. MATTH 20. 5 6 7. Again he went out about the sixt and ninth hour and did likewise And about the eleventh hour he went out and found others standing idle and saith unto them why stand ye all the day idle He saith unto them Go also into the Vineyard and whatsoever is right that ye shall receive WE have done with the Season of Salvation in regard of the means consider we now the time which the Lord takes in regard of the Parties upon whom it is wrought who do yet enjoy their lives and the means of Grace Amongst these the dispensation of the Lord is divers dealing as it seems best to his Heavenly Wisdom some he calls and converts in their yonger some in their older but most usual it is to bring home sinners to himself in their riper age For the scanning of this Point we have made choyce of this Parable of the Vineyard which presents to us four things at the sirst view 1 The 〈◊〉 of the Vineyard who owed it 2 The 〈◊〉 who drest it 3 The 〈◊〉 when they were hired 4 The Reward here promised and given for their 〈◊〉 Under the Letter or which words this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 ought to be conceived The 〈◊〉 is the Church Isai. 5. 7. The Master and Housholder is the Lord Christ The 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 are his redeemed ones whom he cals by the effectual operation of his blessed Spirit in the 〈◊〉 of his Word to be painful and fruitful in good works as in Christ they are created unto and 〈◊〉 or dained they should walk in The diversity of the time of their hiring shews the difference of the times wherein they are converted some sooner and some later and for the right and ready 〈◊〉 of this Circumstance let it be remembred that it was the received manner amongst the Jews to divide their Nights into four Watches and their Daies 〈◊〉 of twelve hours into four Stations or Portions designing three hours to each part so 〈◊〉 from 〈◊〉 to 〈◊〉 was the Third hour from 〈◊〉 to twelve the Sixt hour from twelve to three 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 hour from thence to five the Eleventh 〈◊〉 one hour before the ending of the day To apply The Day is as it were our Life God 〈◊〉 some of his Servants in the morning of their youth some at mid-day in their middle age some at the eleventh hour in their aged and declining time when their Sun is neer setting and they drawing on to the end
the Lord such need of Services that he must entertain in the worst hath he such need of Sacrifices that the 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 must serve his turn Let men judg Go offer now the 〈◊〉 and the 〈◊〉 unto thy 〈◊〉 will be accept it Mat. 1. 8. will he not loath thy Person and thy 〈◊〉 and can the great and glorious God take pleasure 〈◊〉 either Yea 〈◊〉 others were silent let thy own Conscience 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in this case when these evil daies these dog 〈◊〉 come thou thy self shalt say I have no pleasure in them Caust thou for 〈◊〉 present that to the Lord which thou thy self 〈◊〉 Nay not only thy self but thy 〈◊〉 may seem to be weary of thy service thy pleasures have taken their leave the world and the delights thereof 〈◊〉 gone from thee thy unclean lusts have forsaken thy 〈◊〉 and languishing members blasphemy is departed from thy speechless tongue and shall the Lord have the Devils leavings When thus thou art become a burden to thy self a trouble to others and fit for nothing but to be fuel for the fire of Hell how 〈◊〉 is it to desire it how hard to conceive it that the holy wise and blessed God will make choyce of thee and therefore it is to be feared thou 〈◊〉 never 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 But Secondly I 〈◊〉 thou dost attain it it will he very uncomfortable when thou wilt be like 〈◊〉 that could not tast his meat for age so you will not be able to tast the sweetness of the Promises of Grace and Christ little or nothing A poor old man comes in and gets as near the Pulpit as he 〈◊〉 and listens but he saies he cannot hear he asks 〈◊〉 what was said they tell him Oh the great and precious Promises of Grace and Mercy and Christ saies he I did not hear them where are they and takes his Book and then takes his 〈◊〉 and looks 〈◊〉 child saies he I cannot see tell him of them presently after I cannot remember them And so you will be unfit for any Service to God as an old Journey-man that is but a 〈◊〉 so you will bungle at Prayer and Conference and in all the duties of Obedience and when God hath shewed mercy to you you will wonder and think if I had a thousand lives what could I do again for God but alas he can do little but sit down as a senceless spectacle of Gods everlasting compassions a wonder to himself and a warning to others not to defer 〈◊〉 till old Age it being then so uncomfortable and he so unfit for it And therfore 〈◊〉 little ones that are growing up to years of understanding you have the day before you if you do not take and improve the first of your time to repent and turn to God in God will require it of you beleeve it he will you may read in 2 Kings 2. 23 24. of a company of wicked children who mock'd the Prophet and the Lord sent two Bears amongst 〈◊〉 that devoured two and forty of them they might have said my Father caught me or I did not know what I did or I was but yong but none of all this would serve their turn they had their time to repent in but they spent that time in sin and wickedness and the Lord sent Bears among them to devour them and so he will deal with you that are careless impenitent wicked children beleeve it he will God hath thousands of Devils to torment you for ever if you go on and continue in your Natural condition without Jesus Christ. And you yong men your glass is now running and as yet you have the day before you My heart in with you al you that offer your selves willingly Oh remember your Creator in the daies of your youth before the evil daies of sickness and sorrow and age come upon you 〈◊〉 only say Three Things to you Consider what good you may do now A yong 〈◊〉 and a glorious Christian Your example may be leading to many that may know you and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 you all the daies of their lives and 〈◊〉 you shall be going to Heaven in your old age 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 be able to say Lord here am I and the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Children that thou hast given me you may 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 means to convert others and they will bless 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the day of their visitation 1 Pet. 2. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 smell of your gracious speeches and holy 〈◊〉 will be as Lebanon that no man 〈◊〉 meets you but will be the better for you and 〈◊〉 you are going to Heaven every man wil mourn 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 loss of you He was a Father to me 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and he was a great help to me saies another 〈◊〉 was a means under God to bring my soul to Christ. Thus you will not only do good to your 〈◊〉 but you will do good to others also 〈◊〉 your death you will have more than this 〈◊〉 to your Peace and Joy will be unspeakable 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 then you will go to Heaven 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Death and Hell and Devils and all you 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 be Fathers serving God in uprightness you 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 your children I go to my God and to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and I leave you to a better Father that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 well for you and so he shakes hands 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saies he we shall meet in Heaven again so Paul 2 Tim. 4. 7 8. I have fought a good fight I have finished my course I have kept the Faith henceforth there is laid up for me a Crown of Righteousness which the Lord shall give unto me he saw it before him and was able to tell others of it So David 2 Chron. 28. 9. And thou Solomon my Son know thou the God of thy Father and serve him with a perfect heart and a willing mind c. Thus you will be able to give a change and a blessing to your Children and to speak somthing suitable to the condition of all that come about you as a man that hath been a good husband from his youth he hath been a gatherer he is able to give to every one about him somwhat another that hath been a spend thrift can scarce pay his debts and well if he do so So here a man that has been long a gathering of Promises Commands Directions Consolations when his friends come about him on his death bed he knows the frame of every man he knows one man is worldly another hath good Parts and gifts but he is proud another under discouragements and he will speak somthing suitable to every mans condition and his dying words stick by them while they live And this is but the beginning but what will the Crown of Glory be He that begins betimes shall have a 〈◊〉 weighty Excessive Exceeding Crown of Glory he shall go loaded as it were to the Kingdom of Heaven the Sufferings Obedience Commands Promises Counsels of so many years all shal be rewarded other men shall be honored and crowned but he especially and when he
is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 send the Lord Jesus I shal shortly open both 1 Why it is ascribed to the Father And 2 Why to the Father as sending the Lord Jesus Unless the Father which hath sent me draw him First then Why the Father is said to Draw This Drawing as we have Disputed formerly implyes Two Things in it of necessity 1 〈◊〉 from whence the soul is drawn and that is sin upon which the soul was 〈◊〉 2 Somthing unto which the soul is drawn and that is 〈◊〉 Now both the Expressions serve both these Intendments in a most pregnant manner Because the Fathers manifesting himself in his displeasure unto the soul doth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and most 〈◊〉 the work of that holy violence 〈◊〉 is 〈◊〉 unto the soul 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 of the 〈◊〉 from it and 〈◊〉 which this drawing we know is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which may 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 be conceived The sin of Adam falling from his Creation in which the 〈◊〉 of the Fathers working is especially discovered in that he is the original in the Deity first in Order and Working from himself and Creation is the Original of things there they have their beginnings Hence in Scripture it is said to be 〈◊〉 directly against him and indirectly against the Son and the Holy Ghost because that work wherein though they al wrought yet the manner of the Fathers dispensation did principally appear 1 Joh. 2. 1. Little Children sin not at al but if any man do sin we have an Advocate with the Father He sayes not We have an Advocate with an Advocate Christ is not properly and firstly and directly an Advocate to himself but an Advocate is to plead with the party offended in behalf of him who stands guilty and hath offended and therefore he is said to be an Advocate with the Father because he was the offended party properly and directly Christ an Advocate to plead the Cause of his people the Spirit the Witness to Certifie of the Success what the Advocate hath done for them and what acceptance he hath found with the Father in their behalf Hence the Fathers Displeasure in the fierceness of it comes as most cross and directly contrary unto sin and so the sinner because directly wronged and therefore hath most reason and is most ready to offer violence to the sin for the destruction of that and the Confusion and Condemnation of the sinner because of that And hence therefore the resistance of sin comes to be destroyed and the soul of the sinner most affrighted for it and wearied with it and so compelled to part And therefore our Savior who was in our stead and became our surety and bore our sorrows the chastisement of our peace being upon him He sayes Shall I not drink of 〈◊〉 Cup which the Father will give me Joh. 18. 11. By Cup is meant those sufferings in our behalf 〈◊〉 the Father had appointed and did also lay upon him and so Consequently upon us in him If the fierceness of the wrath of the Father as the Partie directly offended is most cross to the sin of 〈◊〉 sinner and most dreadsul to his soul as guilty 〈◊〉 the Expression thereof even in that regard is most fit by a kind of violence to remove sin from the soul and to force the soul from it Again The Father as he sends Christ 〈◊〉 unto him Because when he so makes himself manifest unto the sinner he shews the soul whither 〈◊〉 should go and what certain success it may expect yea easie and ready acceptance with the Father and deliverance from his wrath and the vengeance deserved if it'do go For when the sinner comes indeed to look upon the ghastly visage of sin to see the heinousness and the unsufferable bitterness of that Evil that doth undoubtedly attend upon it He now Concludes he must either part from sin or else he must needs perish in it it cannot be avoided Go he must from his sin but whither to go he cannot tel that the filth and guilt of sin may be removed from him and he delivered from the wrath of the Father which he hath deserved by it When he hath sought far and neer for succour and shelter that Heaven and Earth professeth there is no salvation to be had in us Holy Ordinances and Duties say We have heard of the Name thereof but we neither have it nor can give it only we have heard tel there is Salvation in Christ and in no other Name under Heaven The 〈◊〉 therefore intends to make out to a Christ but 〈◊〉 the Question and Doubt meets him Though Christ can Discharge my Debt lay down and present sufficient pay It s yet doubtful whether the 〈◊〉 being the Creditor wil accept of it and rest 〈◊〉 with it or no Yea sayes the text The Father hath sent him for this purpose to be his salvation unto the ends of the earth and therefore he wil not refuse him briefly therebe Three things 〈◊〉 in this sending which may draw the 〈◊〉 of the sinner towards Christ. 1 That God hath appointed him in his 〈◊〉 purpose and Counsel to accomplish this work 〈◊〉 49. The Lord hath called me vers 1. And he 〈◊〉 unto me Thou art my Servant in thee will I 〈◊〉 glorified vers 3. Thou shalt be my salvation to 〈◊〉 ends of the earth vers 6. Joh. 6. 27. For him 〈◊〉 the Father sealed A Comparison taken from Princes when they would send any with certain Evidence of their Appointment and Approbation they 〈◊〉 him a Commission and signifie their mind under 〈◊〉 Hand and Seal So the Commission and 〈◊〉 of the Father is as it were the Evidence and 〈◊〉 undeniable that he was Designed to this 〈◊〉 2 That he hath fitted and furnished him with all 〈◊〉 abilities and sufficiency to discharge the 〈◊〉 of Redemption committed to him Psal. 89. 19. He hath laid salvation upon one that is mighty 〈◊〉 save Yea Isa. 61. 1. 2. The spirit of God was 〈◊〉 him and he hath anointed him i. e. 〈◊〉 him with Grace that he might suit al the 〈◊〉 and desires of his people yea with the spirit above measure Joh. 3. 34. 3 That he accepts of him and his Service and Mediation in the behalf of al those whose 〈◊〉 and places he sustains Matt. 3. last This is my 〈◊〉 in whom I am well pleased Not with whom only but in whom with al those whose place he sustains and whose surety he was If God the Father who was offended and that deeply with my sin and therefore is now come out against me either to destroy my sin or to ruinate and condemn my soul he hath appointed the Lord Jesus his Son to deliver poor Creatures from their sins and from his wrath and he hath fitted him for this so great a work and he wil accept him only and al that sue for acceptance in him He only appointed fitted and accepted for sinners let us therefore look towards him and go to him The Father that hath
his Heart to do Farewel Thomas Goodwin Philip Nye COLE 1216. The Application of Redemption by the effectual work of the Word and Spirit of Christ for the bringing home of lost Sinners to God The Ninth Book ISAIAH 57. 15. Thus saith He that is the High and the Lofty One that inhabiteth Eternity whose Name is Holy I dwell in the High and the Holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble Spirit THe Work of Preparation having Two Parts First The Lords manner of Dispensation as he is pleased to deal with the Soul for the setting up the praise of his Rich and Glorious Grace and therefore with a holy kind of Violence he plucks the 〈◊〉 from his sins unto himself and his Christ. This hath been dispatched already in the former Discourse The Second now follows And that is the Frame and Disposition which is wrought in the Hearts of such as the Lord hath purposed to save and to whom he hath dispensed himself in that gracious Work of his Contrition Humiliation This Disposition consists especially in Two Things That so I may follow the Phrase of Scripture and retain the Lords own Words in the Text where the Lord saith that he dwels with him that is of an humble and contrite Heart To omit al manner of Coherence and other Circumstances we will pass all the other Specials in the Verse and point at that Particular which will suit our proceeding and may afford ground to the following Discourse that we may go no further than we see the Pillar of Fire the Lord in his Truth to go before us We shal fasten then upon the last words only as those that fit our Intendment To make way for our selves in short there is one word alone to be opened that so the Point may be better fitted for our Application we must know what it is to dwel or how God is said 〈◊〉 dwell in a contrite and humble heart I Answer To Dwell implies Three Things First That the Lord owns such as those in whom he hath an especial interest and claims a special propriety as though he left all the rest of man-kind to lie wast as a Common that the World and the Devil and Sin may 〈◊〉 and use at their pleasure reserving the Honor of his Justice which by a strong hand he will exact as a Tribute due to himself out of all things in Heaven and Earth and Hell and all but persons whom he thus fits he reserves for his own special Improvement As Princes and Persons of place and quality do lease out and let some Forrests and Commons to the Inhabitants bordering thereabout reserving some acknowledgment of Fealty and Royalty to themselves but the choyce and best Pallaces or Granges of greatest worth and profit they reserve for their own peculiar to inhabit in So here the Lord leaseth out the World and the wicked in it to the Devil and his Angels and Instruments reserving a Royalty and Prerogative to himself as that he will have his Homage and Acknowledgment of dependance upon himself but his broken-hearted ones are his own for his own Improvement Deut. 32. 8 9. When the most High divided to the Nations their Inheritance and separated the sons of Adam he set the bounds of his People according to the number of the Children of Israel for the Lords Portion is his People Israel the Lot of his Inheritance Ye are the Temple of the Living God 2 Cor. 6. 16. Yea to them the Lord himself saies Ye are my People and they shall say thou art my God Zach. 13. last Therefore he professeth that though in the course of his Providence he goes on progress over all the world yet he takes up his dwelling and abode amongst his own People For Secondly Where a man dwels as he owns the house so he takes up his abode there it is the place of his residence we say any may know where to seek men or where to find them at home at their own house That 's the difference between Inning and Dwelling we Inn at a place in our passing by when we take repast only and bait but depart presently intending not to stay but where we dwel we settle our abode we take up our stand there and stir no further So the Lord is said then to dwel in the Soul when he vouchsafes the constant expression of his peculiar presence and assistance to the soul. True it is that the Lord fills Heaven and Earth with his presence yea the Heaven of Heavens is not able to contain him Jer. 23. 24. His infinite Being is every where and one and the same every where in regard of himself because his being is most simple and not subject to any shadow of change being all one with himself Yet he is said to take up his abode in a special manner when he doth put forth the peculiar expression of his Work as in Heaven he dwels because he puts forth the constant expression of his Glory and that in the full brightness of it without any alteration and change Here in this Spiritual Temple the Souls of his Saints he puts forth the peculiar expression of the constant assistance of his blessed Spirit I will pray the Father and he shall send you another Comforter who shall abide with you for ever John 14. 16. 1 Joh. 2. 23. Ye have received an anointing which abideth in you Dwelling if it be attributed to the chiefest Inhabitant and Owner of the House it implies also the ruling and ordering of the occasions that come under hand there the exercising of the Government of the house and family where the Owner is and dwels He that lodgeth at a House as a stranger comes to an Inn as a Passenger he takes what he finds hath what he can receive of kindness and courtesie but the Owner is the Commander of the House where he dwels and the orderer of all the Affairs that appertain thereunto So doth the Lord with a broken Heart Thus we are said to live in the Spirit and to walk in the Spirit Gal. 5. 25. And it 's that which follows by Inference upon this ground John 15. 4. 5. If I abide in you and you abide in me you shal bring forth much fruit and therefore it s added also in this place that the Lord dwels in the contrite and humble heart to receive the Spirit of the contrite ones they yeeld themselves to be acted by him and they shall be acted and quickened by him to Eternal Life So that the full meaning is The contrite and humble heart is such to whom the Lord vouchsafes acceptance special presence and abode and peculiar guidance he owns him abides with him and rules in him for ever True it is said Christ dwels in our Hearts by Faith Eph. 3. 17. and as many as beleeve in him they receive him John 1. 12. That is done as by the next and immediate hand by which we say hold on Christ and
thought nor expectation that thou shalt receive any Grace nay that Grace that thy rebellious and proud heart hath opposed and resisted will work thy own ruine Thou art the mark of Gods direful indignation and vengeance he plants all his Forces against thee If all the Wisdom in Heaven can contrive thy confusion all the Power in Heaven work it all the Justice there determine it it shall be done God is nigh to them that are of a contrite heart he saveth such as be of a broken spirit Psal. 34. 18. true and mark it Of such but such thou 〈◊〉 not such thou deridest scornest whose hearts fail them under the weight of their abominations thou lookest at them as mopish silly despicable men well such you shall see saved for ever when such untamed 〈◊〉 proud wretches as thou art shall be turned into Hell But we do see our 〈◊〉 and have had many girds and galls of Conscience for them True It may be there hath 〈◊〉 some blows upon thine heart Conscience it hath 〈◊〉 thee the 〈◊〉 of the Word it hath laid 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but it 〈◊〉 not broken thy heart to this day 〈◊〉 that is thus 〈◊〉 to go no further now than the very expression of the Text. If thy soul be beaten to 〈◊〉 with this oppression of thy distempers for so this brokenness of heart was opened before then as it is with the hardest flints when they are broken to dust they are easily 〈◊〉 and give way to take the impression of the hand or whatever is laid upon them The stone which out of its hardness before opposed and started aside from the strongest 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 was laid now it s turned into dust the least and easiest touch leaves a print and impression upon it so it is expounded as appears in this opposition 2 Chron 30. 8. Be not stiff-necked but yield your selves Observe then is it so when the power of the Word comes the Scriptures are pregnant Arguments 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 sweet 〈◊〉 sharp and 〈◊〉 yet 〈◊〉 heart shifts and starts aside and hits back the Authority of the truth which thou canst not gain-say The heart may be battered but it was never broken it may be over powred and awed but it was néver humbled to this day It s that of Prov. 3. 32. The froward in heart is an abomination to the Lord but the upright he that lies level and bows to the Truth are his delight A froward man that is he that turns off from the Authority of the Truth Is this thy temper thy heart was never broken to dust to this day but frampful and froward know thou art an abomination to the Lord. If thou shouldst go to Heaven to dwel there truly God would go out of Heaven he would not dwell with thee Pharaoh is the pattern of all proud Hearts he hardened himself in his wickedness against the Word of the Lord. But a broken and humble heart either lies right or will come right it will come to that bent of the 〈◊〉 that is revealed Hard things makes that which is 〈◊〉 soft to assimilate to them easie and yielding things assimilate to whatever they close so Water in a round Vessel 〈◊〉 that form in a three square Vessel takes that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 To teach us to delight in such to desire the 〈◊〉 of such as are 〈◊〉 and humble men ' to dwel there where God dwels seem their persons never so mean their conditions never so base their estates never so low themselves never so despitable yet if they be men of broken Spirits God is with them Go into their Societies as men that resolve to go to the Court for where the King is the Court is and where God is Heaven is the Lord hath two Thrones the one of Glory in Heaven where he is all in all to his another here on Earth an humble heart where he doth all only of himself and for himself Therefore as they in Zachary 8. last Ten men shall lay hold on the skirt of a Jew and they shall say we will go with you for we have 〈◊〉 God is with you Much more here for the Lord is not only with humble hearts but he dwels in them we should therfore entertain such Servants into our Families such Inhabitants into Plantations and such Members into Congregations for so you entertain God himself Resolve as Ruth to Naomi Entreat me not to forsake thee for where thou 〈◊〉 I will live thy people shall be my people thy God my God where thou diest I will die and there will I be buried and nothing but death shall part thee and me Nay go further ye blessed Spirits say death shall not part us I will be broken-hearted with you and humble with you and God shall dwel in us and we shal dwel with him in Heaven for ever Oh now ye are right keep here and be happy here for ever Exhortation To perswade us all and to prevail with us to take the right way to enjoy Gods presence not only to seek for mercy but seek it in Gods Order not only to covet Gods presence but in Gods 〈◊〉 labor to be humble and broken-hearted Christians then expect we may that the Lord will manifest the presence of his Grace and Spirit with us and in us but not else Every man catcheth at Christ and Mercy and Comfort but not in a right Method and therefore they lose him and their labor also This is Gods order First be humble and broken and then he will revive your Spirits with his presence 2. Cor. 6. 19. Come out from among them and touch no unclean thing then I will receive you and be a Father to you In a word strive to enter in at the straight Gate of Contrition and Humiliation and then you will hit the right way to Christ and eternal Life The Tenth Book ACTS 2. 37. And when they heard this they were pricked in their Hearts and said unto them Men and Brethren what shall we do THere be two Things especially observable in that disposition of Heart which the Lord requires and works in those he will draw to Christ 〈◊〉 and Humiliation The necessity of both these we declared the last day as that they were not only to be looked at for complement and conveniency but such as are of necessity required that the heart may be fitted for the impression of Faith and by it for the entertainment of the Lord Christ for if the sinner be so settled in secure Contentment of his own condition as that he thinks he need not change or if he must he is so confident of his own ability that he can change himself and out of himself and out of his own strength relieve himself he wil never go out to another for succor and supply Contrition loosens a man from his sin makes him see an absolute necessity to be another man or else he is a damned man Humiliation loosens a man from himself makes him see an
the Head of the Second Covenant when he comes to 〈◊〉 a holy seed and call home his Sons to himself he will then make the old man fall And this the Lord Jesus forceth the Understanding to submit unto and this is easily yielded on all hands for it 's commonly confessed by Phylosophers and Divines that there is a constraining force in the undeniable evidence of Argument 〈◊〉 on by the Spirit that the Judgment is necessitated to fall under and yet hereby no liberty is prejudiced for that is in the will Thus Pauls Commission runs Acts 26. 18. To open their Eyes to turn them from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God What is the opening of the eyes distinct from that which follows it may be 〈◊〉 that common enlightening in the History Matter and Truth of the Scripture wherein the understanding must in reason be informed and themselves also yield a full assenr and so far be perswaded of the Truth and Goodness of the Doctrine of the Gospel for it 's opposite to all the Rules of Reason and Providence that persons should step from prophaness in the depth of it unto the height of Christian Piety and Holiness but there must be a passing through the common Truths that are in the way and rode to come to that end First a man must know there was a Christ and who he was and what he did and wherein that Redemption of his is recorded in the Scriptures and of what value and infallibility they be Then we come to see our former follies and delusions in which we were drown'd and so to be turned from darkness that we cast away the former forgeries of our carnal reasonings where note that Paul turns them not they themselves that it 's from darkness they were nothing but darkness and darkness could not nor would not turn from it self therefore from a more Soveraign light in Christ that darkness must be removed In all which the soul behaves it self meerly passively and is wrought upon and that by an over-ruling power The second Operation mentioned follows without fail and by force of constraining Reason the Soveraignty of darkness being removed there is room made for the ready Spirit of light of the guidance of the Spirit of Christ as the Head of the Covenant who begins to set up his Throne where Satan had his hold and this is like the Sun-rising whose beams spread themselves from one end of the Heavens to the other and nothing is hid from the light thereof So there is not the most secret corner or crevis of our corrupt hearts and consciences but the beauty and shine of the 〈◊〉 of this light will discover it and this seems to me to be called the Spirit of the ' Mind as that which best 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the intendment of the Spirit in the place for it is the meer impression of the Spirit falling upon the 〈◊〉 now turned from darkness Eph. 4. 23. where the Apostle describing the two parts of Sanctification Mortification verse 22. Put off the old man in reason it should have followed immediately and put on the new man he inserts this by the way and be renewed in the spirit of your mind in the passive form and then put on the new man q d. This renewing is another work and is to be referred to another place and it answers none so fitly and fully as this place and the word also suits it beyond imagination 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a comparison taken from Earth turned a new and another way So should the act of the understanding be turned afresh and lie constantly under the light and guidance of the Spirit and here we are passive meerly That which is meerly the act and impression of the 〈◊〉 to the entertainment of the mind is meerly passive but this is the meer act and impression of the Spirit as the beams of the Sun dispersing themselves into the Air. Again that which is wholly darkness that cannot be active or causal of any Spiritual light but the mind naturally is meer darkness Eph. 5. 8. This light so received the vnderstanding being overpowred with it and acted by it acts also in the vertue thereof and so the sinner may be sayd 〈◊〉 to see and understand for he doth so but in a right order and after a right manner conceived In a right order for as before of himself he had an Impotency unto this yea an incapability of this spiritual light before he was forced from the holds of his carnal reason and made sit to receive it In a right manner The vnderstanding being acted and moved by the power of this light doth move again so that the action 〈◊〉 not so much from any habitual principle of grace whereof a man hath the free use and command at his own pleasure and so doth act or not act by it as he will for so experience tells us it is not The sinner at first would not see his sinnes were it in his power and might he have his own mind he would have the ghastly visage of them gone out of his sight Nay he useth al the wayes and contrives all the means he can that he might put them out of his thoughts that they might not come into his consideration or remembrance It 's against the heart and hair utterly against his will that he cannot get off it which argues that he acts not so much here as a cause by Counsel out of his own choyce and habitual disposition whereof he hath the command but meerly as he is acted and after when the spirit withdraws he cannot so see them though he would as that phrase Gal. 4. 9. After ye have known God or rather are known of God It 's not so much from our own ability we have from within that we do it but because he looked upon us we look back again upon him As a looking Glass reflects the light not from any light it hath of it's own but because the light of the Sun fals upon it so that it 's true to say the light is reflected by it rather than it reflects the light For because the light 〈◊〉 reflect 〈◊〉 it comes to be reflected So Job Complayned Job 13. 26. Thou makest me to possess the sins of my Youth So David Psal. 77. 4. Thou keepest mine eyes waking Wherein this true sight and apprehension of sin properly discovers it self I Answer A true sight of sin hath two Conditions attending upon it or it appears in two things We must see sin 1. Cleerly 2. Convictingly what it is in it self and what it is to us not in the appearance and paint of it but in the power of it not to fadam it in the notion and conceit only but to see it with Application We must see it cleerly in its own Nature its Native color and proper hue It 's not every slight conceit not every general and cursorie consused thought or careless consideration that will serve the
's a five-fold Cause why though sin be so vile and so great an evil yet naturally men do not see it so First The delusion of Satan dazles the eyes of our minds and puts false colors upon Courses paints over the foul face of vice and corruption with the appearance of vertues and so the deluded sinner like Jacob in the darkness of 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 takes Leah for Rachel bad for good So the Disciples took their passion for zeal Shall we call for fire from Heaven to destroy the 〈◊〉 because of their 〈◊〉 dealing as Elias did Our Savior returns You know not what Spirit you are of Luke 9. 55. q. d. it 's your rash anger that transports you not the Spirit of zeal that guides you Judas pretends Providence and compassionate care for the poor when it was to promote his own profit John 12. 6. Lukewarmness goes masked under the name of 〈◊〉 licentious wantonness in the abuse of the priviledges of the Gospel goes vailed with the Profession of the Liberty of the Gospel and while they profess they must not be servants to men they serve their own distempered affections Men judg their sins according to the present sence and feeling of the flesh and the verdict of their sensual appetites pass thereupon and sit down under the sentence of their corrupt heaats and they report of things according as they relish them It is 〈◊〉 a sinful soul as with a sick body the sick man that is distempered in his 〈◊〉 mach and his mouth out of tast and his pallat out of temper he reports of his 〈◊〉 and diet he takes as his pallat relisheth it So that in issue he tels you not what in truth it is but how and what he tasts bitter things he calls sweet because they are so to his Tast sweet things bitter because they are so to his sence though far otherwise in themselves So it is with a distempered heart though otherwise gracious if yet it judgeth of them according to the relish of carnal Reason or the present apprehensions their inordinate passions would put upon them Jonah in a feaverish fit of a passionate distemper he strikes he cares not whom falls out with God his Providence nay his Counsel though most seasonably sweetly dispensed to him Dost thou well to be angry Jonah Yea saies he I do well to be angry and that unto death Jonah 4. 9. his passion like the pallat of his sick soul relisheth it so to his own inordinate distemper and so he judgeth it 1 Kings 22. 8. 18. The heart of Ahab was inordinately transported with a venemous hatred against Michaiah and his message though it was no other counsel than the Lord had revealed and he charged him to speak as in his Name yet it is no wise pleasing to his pallat and so he speaks of it Did not I tell thee he would not speak good to me So it was with Asah when the Prophet seasonably and sadly condemned his distrustful carriage 2. Chron. 16. out of an unbeleeving wrathful disposition he cannot relish it but it carries the tast of an insolent contempt and therefore he imprisons him and very likely all those that came to speak for him and plead in his behalf for so the words follow He put many of the 〈◊〉 into prison 10. verse while he was in the this distemper his spirit could savour nothing nor yet perceive the bitterness of 〈◊〉 hainous and high handed provocations of his against the truth of the Lord and his Servants Though the mind be enlightened and the judgment also convinced of the sinfulness of the course and his Conscience is privy 〈◊〉 and gives him many a pluck yet he doth not perceive the plague and venome in it because he judgeth it by the present profit he sees or pleasure he receives from it and so in truth sees the profit and the pleasure and contentment but sees not the sin As it is with the bitterest pills when they are sugred or covered over with some pleasing Conserve they are swallowed readily without the least appearance of distast or 〈◊〉 and the reason is easie to conceave 〈◊〉 tasted nothing but the Sugar though he took the pill down in it So it is with many base and wretched lusts which are the very gal of bitterness and cary deadly poyson with them they are so Sugared and covered over with applause and credit in the world pleasing contents or earthly conveniences that the mind is so taken up with the sweet and suitablness he eyes in them that it attends not the right judgment of the sin but lets it down without any consideration Sathan playes here the cunning Apothecary and therefore orders his Physick so as he would have it retayned or kept in the Stomach like a potion not cast vomited up again Hence in all his enticements to evil there is nothing but pleasing contents presented that the sin may not be perceived or scant thought upon he shewes the bait but hides the hooke In all his discouragements whereby he would skare and keep off the heart from duty he casts in nothing but difficulties impossibilities hazards and 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 expectation of unsufferable calamities That the dreadfulness of the danger may take off the heart from affecting or the mind from attending the duty thus the sinner sees not the good of the duty but the ghastly visage of desperate inconveniencies that seem to attend it The extorting cozening Chapman the idling laboring man look only to the gaine they get not the wrong they do The Adulterer hath the dilight in his eye that may suit and satisfy the flesh not the stain he leaves upon his soul and the guilt upon his Conscience and the wrath he treasures up until the day of reckoning Thus 〈◊〉 Theeves entice their Companion to side with them in their course Prov. 1. 13. we shal find al precious substance we shall fil our 〈◊〉 with 〈◊〉 so the Harlot inveigles the young man and presents nothing before him but promises of pleasing content Prov. 7. 18. 22. 23. I have decked my bed with coverings of Tapestry perfumed it with Mirrh Aloes and Cinamon come let us take our sil of love Thus she forceth him with her fayre words and he followes 〈◊〉 like an Ox to the slaughter and a Fool to the stocks till a dart strike through his Liver and he knoweth not that it is for his Life So the enimy with the first Adam ye shal be as Gods Gen. 3. and 〈◊〉 the second Adam Al these Kingdoms with al the Glory of them wil I give thee Math. 4. On the 〈◊〉 he 〈◊〉 off from holy services by shewing nothing but the 〈◊〉 of the evil that attend them that so the soul attends not the good of the duty that follwes it Thus he prevayled with Peter he layd before him the fearfulness of the danger now eminent such as in 〈◊〉 might draw on death and his thoughts were so taken up with attendance to
have been wrought what benefit thou mightest have received hadst thou but suffered and received the helps provided for that end which when thou diddest oppose and not suffer thy self to be convinced thou didst oppose thine own everlasting welfare and therefore art guilty of thine own blood Luke 7. 30. The Publicans and sinners justified God and were baptized but the Scribes and Pharisees rejected the Counsel of God against themselves i. e. against their own good and happiness Yea so the Apostle to the gainsaying Corinthians when he had disputed long and manifested the Truth in the cleer evidence of it Acts 18. 14. and they gainsayed still and blasphemed he shook his rayment in sign of distast and indignation and said your blood be upon your own heads I am clean he was innocent And so one day thou wilt be forced to confess and to cleer the innocency and faithfulness of Gods Servants I was the cause of my confusion my own wayward gainsaying Spirit else I might have been recovered they did their duty with much painfulness but my perverse spirit would not receive that counsel which would have directed and comforted me but now condemns me So Paul to the contradicting Jews Acts 13. 46. Because ye put away the Word and judg your self unworthy of eternal life thou wilt then be forced to yield it I am unworthy that ever the Promises of the Gospel should establish my heart who would not be convinced of the goodness of them unworthy that ever the Gospel should be the savor of life to me who have cast it behind my back as unsavory Salt He sins against the Ordinances the Faithfulness Truth and free Grace of God therein revealed and dispensed for his everlasting good he casts all these behind his back and out of a slight neglect wil not give the least entertainment thereunto This quarrelling disposition like a squeazy stomach spils the Physick when he cannot endure to take it flings away the dainties provided when he is not willing nor hath not a heart or appetite to feed on them and how hainous this contempt is the Apostle intimates Hebrews 2. 3. How shall we escape if we neglect so great salvation It sins against Gods Spirit in a more than ordinary manner he would seem in his gainsaying frame to try masteries with the Lord and in the highest strain of rebellion to contest with the Almighty Spirit of Christ in the utmost defyance as refusing to yield in the least appearance I call it the highest strain of 〈◊〉 to try Masteries with the Almighty and that may be thus observed When our Savior was to leave the world and to go to Heaven to possess the glory he had with the Father before all worlds he comforts the hearts of his Disciples touching his departure with the Consideration of the incomparable benefit that would accrew therefrom John 16. 7. It is expedient for you that I go away so if I go not away the comsorter will not come but if I depart I will send him that is the Spirit of the Lord Jesus would not dispense the powerful work of his Grace in such an abundant measure unless he ascended unto the Throne of his Grace for the largeness of the dispensation thereof and that in reason until that time The Spirit was not yet given because Christ was not yet glorified John 7. 39. When he ascended up on high he then gave gifts unto men even for the Rebellious Eph. 4. 8. And herein appears the powerful dispensation of his Grace and operation of his Spirit then when the Comforter is come he shal convince the world of sin he shal set down the Consciences of the Sons of men in the sight of their vileness and guilt This is as it were 〈◊〉 Master-piece of the work of the Spirit when he is sent from Heaven from the Father and the Son with full Commission and Power from our Savior advanced to the highest pitch of supreamest excellency of his Kingly Prophetical and Priestly Offices and that for this end in the first place as the prime and hardest work to convince the world of sin Now to gainsay and contradict this Spirit in this Work for which he hath received this Commission is to contest for Masteries with the Almighty Heb. 12. 25. If they escaped not who refused Moses who spake on Earth how shall we escape if we refuse him that speaks from Heaven And this is the highest strayn of rebellion when a 〈◊〉 wil not give way nor yield in the least but 〈◊〉 out this authority of the spirit from having any entertainment even in the suburbs 〈◊〉 our apprehensions and understandings while we continue in this gainsaying frame there wants nothing but light and malice to make it 〈◊〉 sin against the Holy Ghost Here is the hainousness of the sin See the Curse of it that is dreadful Thou makest way for Satan in the means which are appointed by God to oppose him John 13. 27. The Devilentred into Judas with a sopp so he enters with an admonition and counsel while thou doest oppose that truth which should help thee against his power and subtilty but yieldest thy self fully to be possessed by both Thou wilt not be guided by the counsel of God therfore thou shalt be cousened by the delusions of the Devil Christ in his righteous dealings and according to thy just deservings delivers thee up to the power of Satan whenas thou wast willing to yeild up thy self to his possession So Paul 1. Tim. 3. 20. delivers Hymenoeus and Philetus unto Satan and in Church discipline obstinacy in the least evil is answerable to the greatest offence because by that means the soul shakes off the authority of the Lord Jesus and so is to be cast out Because thou hast gainsayed his dispensations he wil have no more dealing with thee Math. 23. last you shal see me no more He wil pass by and not speak with thee He wil instruct 〈◊〉 admonish others but he wil 〈◊〉 thee no more reprove thee no more He wil not change a word with thee in the 〈◊〉 ' My 〈◊〉 shal not alwayes 〈◊〉 Gen. 6. 3. That spirit which thou hast resisted and opposed shal stir in thee and strive with thee no more thou wouldest 〈◊〉 see thou shalt not see therefore thou wouldest not have thy conscience stirred it shal be seared therefore Thou art every day ripening for 〈◊〉 and reserved in the chayns of darkness til the judgment of the great 〈◊〉 and therefore thy condition is like that of the Devil himself thou hast only the liberty of thy chain that is liberty to encrease thy sins and thy plagues when the Lord would prepare a people for destruction he saves 〈◊〉 a. 6. 10. he seals them up under the curse of a 〈◊〉 mind and a hard heart Hear ye indeed but understand not and see yee indeed but perceiv not 〈◊〉 the heart of this people fat and shut their eyes lest they see with their eyes
ask the reason why these bitter pills seem so sweet to a base heart Amongst other Reasons this is one It fares with a mans sins as somtimes 〈◊〉 see it in the Physick of the body bitter pils if they be swallowed of a sudden there is little sence of the bitter and unpleasant tast of them or at least it lasts not long but if they be chewed over and over they wil then appear as they are and a man wil be compelled to confess the extream bitterness that is therein So it is with wickedness to a carnal heart Your pride and stubbornness perversness and rebellion and carelesness and laziness and your noysom uncleanness they are a pleasant morsel to your prophane and 〈◊〉 hearts you rol them under your tongues and take delight in them it 's because you swallow them down without any chewing any serious consideration you swallow down your pride and way 〈◊〉 and disobedience whereas did you but chew these things and weigh them in a right consideration you would then feel that which one day you shall find there is bitterness in the end Meditation is that which encreaseth the weight of the evil of sin presseth it down upon the Conscience and burdens the heart with it until it break under it It gleans up and rakes together althe particulars adds dayly to the load and laies on until the Axletree split asunder and the heart fails and dies away under the apprehension of the dreadfulness of the evil This some and those very judicious make the meaning of that inference and dependance Job 14. 16 17. Thou sealest up my transgression in a bag and sewest up my iniquity together and surely the mountain falling cometh to nought i. e. Thou heapest up the hideous remembrance of al my provocations and surely neither rocks nor mountains nor any power was able to bear and not break under the unsupportable weight thereof As it is in War when the numbers are few and the parties that give the onset are weak and feeble it 's not hard then either to resist their power or avoid and escape their pursuits but when many thousands it may be some hundreds of thousands joyn al forces together to give the onset they usually say they overbear the contrary party and break their ranks with their very numbers and croud of the multitudes that overlay them utterly It 's so in this Spiritual contestation with the sinful distempers of our hearts it may be we spend some few and flashy thoughts about them and look over them after a heedless manner when either the Truths of God are dispensed to our conviction or our sins discovered they neither touch nor trouble our hearts we cast off such thoughts or cast them away or break through them easily But Meditation musters up new Armies of Arguments levies and cals in new forces of all special particular aggravating circumstances whereby the hainousness of the evil is so abundantly brought home with that overbearing evidence to the heart that it 's forced to fall under it You say it was your infirmity you were ignorant and knew it not it was a temptation that surprised you you were not aware of it the matter was not great and therefore you hope there is a place for pardon pity so that neither others need to be offended nor you troubled for it Think it over again cal meditation to counsel when you have sent your thoughts afar of and viewed the compass of thy course with al the considerate circumstances that attend thereupon be it but the casting aside of the command of a superior in a common and ordinary occasion of thy calling see to what it wil amount when meditation hath cast al into the balance It wil appear the thing was open and easy that whereof thou hast been often forewarned often commanded to the contrary when there was no trouble to do it no profit to neglect it and therefore there was no pretence or temptation from without to take thee aside and therefore thou didst it wittingly willingly ordinarily against knowledg and conscience against the promises thou hast made to man confessions thou hast made to God confessed and continued in this evil The less the thing the worse thy heart the greater thy offence that wil trample a command under thy feet for a trifle thy spirit never affected with this nor hast made Conscience of it to this day This argues a heart not that hates sin but hates to be reformed Prov. 13. 13. It s a Hellish heedlesnes of a graceless heart it shakes the evidence of thy estate and hope of any comfort This is the reckoning thou must make hear and know it for thy good saies meditation for so it is He that reverenceth a command shal live But he that despiseth a command shall die for it This is thy estate and thy misery this is that which broke the heart of Peter exceedingly Mark 14. 72. though the Cock had crowed and Christ looked upon him yet he stood it out but when he remembred the words of our Saviour and thought thereon then he wept When he bethought himself had cast all things together brought in the 〈◊〉 of account he went out and wept bitterly he layd al the heightning circumstances together that he who was not only a Christian but entertained as a servant called as an Appostle of Christ who was fore-warned of his backsliding had promised resolved so strangly against it that he should not only forsake his master closely but openly deny and renounce him yea hellishly blaspheme and curse and that 〈◊〉 often and now especially in this time of trouble in the day of our Saviours distress when the innocency of his cause the honor of his person yea his life was at hazard that such a servant and Apostle should so basely and blasphemously forswear and renounce his master and Redeemer and that upon so slight an occasion as the voyce of a Damsel c. he layed al these together and layd them to his heart he was not able to hold he went out and wept bitterly Here is matter of Humiliation to every soul in the sight of God who may sit down in silence return home with shame to our own habitations and here with sad hearts recal and remember our sins this day and lift up our guilty hands to heaven for the neglect of so holy a duty which is grown so far out of date and men are grown so far from lending their endeavor to the discharge of this duty that as they speak of the Holy spirit in 〈◊〉 case most may say of this they make it a question whether ever there was such a thing such a service in the world some are faulty in a 〈◊〉 some in a lesser degree but al in one degree or 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 justly to be condemned as coming exceeding 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 this service and so fall short of Gods 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 us and his blessing upon us and miss in the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉
himself to him and to Samuel very yong at about fourteen yeers Somtimes God keeps his by the strokes of his common Graces restraining from scandalous evils and constraining by means appointed and blessed to that end the holy 〈◊〉 the counsels and examples of Godly Parents the society of such who are 〈◊〉 the power of the Ordinances under which they are bred and brought up toling and tilling of their 〈◊〉 and affections by many moral perswasions to the love and liking of the excellency of a holy course which he knows how to present and by which to 〈◊〉 out the exercise of all those moral abilities they are endued withal and at the last insensibly and yet truly 〈◊〉 them off from the root of old Adam and implants into the 〈◊〉 Vine Christ Jesus Ladia and Zachaeus are Presidents of Gods proceeding in this case whence it is that many a godly man and true Convert never knew the time of his Conversion only he knows he was blind and God hath brought him to see the wonders of his way and Truth Only a Three-fold Caution is 〈◊〉 to be attended Though the manner of Gods dealing be divers and degrees of this work of Contrition differ in most 〈◊〉 the Nature and substance of the work is really and truly wrought in all that are effectually called out of the world themselves and sins to the Lord Jesus as shall after appear when we come to give in the Evidences of the Point in hand only now it shal suffice to propound these two places 〈◊〉 3. 1. Behold I will send my Messenger and he shal prepare the way 〈◊〉 me and the Lord whom ye 〈◊〉 shall suddenly come into his Temple and this preparation his Harbenger John Baptist discovers Luke 3. 5. Every mountain shal be brought low and the valleyes filled crooked things made straight and rough things plain and then all 〈◊〉 shal see the salvation of the Lord. And the evidence 〈◊〉 this appears in the question they made What shal we do c. It 's Gods way of entertainment which himself prescribes Rev. 3. 2. Behold I stand at thee door and knock if any man will open the door I and my Father will come in to him and sup with him Unless the door be opened there is no expectation of Christs coming and supping now all men are shut up under unbelief and so the power of their sins the opening of the heart is the loosening of the soul from the league of these lusts which is done by Contrition true a man may pick the lock or break the lock open the door and lift up the latch gently or else unhinge it with violence and noise that al the house and al the town may hear but it 's opened both waies Though a man truly called happily cannot tell the time of his Conversion yet every one should and if gracious he can give such proper and special evidence such never failing and infallible fruits of this work that they may undoubtedly discover to others and ascertain to his own soul that the stroke is struck indeed that he hath been called out of the world and from darkness to his marvelous light that the Lord hath broken his heart kindly or else he cannot 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he wil ever bind him up with his saving and healing compassions It 's a safe way to view over these primitive and first impressions of the Lord upon the soul and a principle of Grace received to renew and act over dayly these first Editions and Spiritual Dispositions imprinted upon the heart they were first 〈◊〉 upon us but after Grace received they may should be 〈◊〉 by us we should act them over again This is the Advice and Direction which our Savior so seasonably and so sadly leaves upon record upon the Conscience of his Disciples When Peter was 〈◊〉 of his fall and denyal of his Master he also leaves this Receipt with him 〈◊〉 his recovery after the wound taken When thou art converted strengthen thy Brethren Luke 22 32. Peter was converted 〈◊〉 before and called effectually unto Christ and by faith made one with him and this faith he did not nay could not lose for Christ prayed his faith should not fail but in our fals there is a weakening and blemishing of this work of Conversion and an aversion in some measure left upon the soul therefore we should labor a new Conversion i. e. renew and act over the work of Conversion be broken hearted humbled drawn to Christ afresh and as necessary as the renewal of the act of faith is the repairing and renewing of these acts also for there is no going to Christ if we go not out of sin and self Hence again our Savior when he would take off and reform that ambitious humor which had vented it self among the Disciples when each man strove to be highest one at the right hand another at the left the rest they disdained this 〈◊〉 pang our Savior applies this Receipt to 〈◊〉 this corruption 〈◊〉 18. 2. 3. Jesus called a little Child and set him in the midst of them and said unto them Verily I say unto you unless ye be converted and become as little Children ye shal not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven The Disciples were called and so converted truly savingly humbled and yet they must renew and act over again these first impressions of the powerful operations of the Spirit of God be broken hearted loosened from thy lusts as at the sirst be abased and brought to nothing in thine own sence and apprehension as at the first be drawn to Christ as at the first and there is more reason and greater necessity of this than men are readily aware of For A wound here is never recovered in any following work upon the soul unless we go back and begin again miss here and we miss all spoil all our proceedings in progress of the Work of Grace He that enters not at the right gate the faster he goes the further out of his way Never loosened and divorced from the league with some darling lust thou canst not be Espoused to Christ therefore not called therefore not justified 〈◊〉 sanctified nor glorified thy reformations are false thy peace counterfeit and al thy comforts thou conceit'st thou hast they are meer forgeries and delusions thou art fast in the Devils clutches as long as thou hast thy sins he hath thee at command The Mettal that is not melted there is no making polishing perfecting any Vessel for any use with it Cleer this cleer all i. e. we make way for the Evidences that appertain to our comfort and spiritual condition in our whol course mark al the recoylings of our Consciences the misgiving of our hearts the staggering and doubting of the Truth of Gods Work or the assurance of Gods Love they turn still upon this hinge here they fortifie Oh the lusts I brought with me from my Cradle the old haunt of heart the old sin therefore I am
heart But when a sinner is indeed pierced quite through the heart and feels inwardly the 〈◊〉 and evil of sin he loaths that most and his heart most of all that is most guilty and tainted with it In the soul there is 〈◊〉 it were the soul of sin the 〈◊〉 and poyson of it and he opposeth that most that hath opposed the Lord 〈◊〉 Spirit and the Word and Work of his Grace the 〈◊〉 of this mind the preversness of this will the distempers of these corrupt and carnal affections he is at 〈◊〉 with his own heart that ever it hath held any kind of connivence and correspondence with any corruption ever been acted by it carried with it that ever it hath combined and conspired with sin and Satan in 〈◊〉 against the righteous and holy One of Israel the great God of Heaven and Earth and here he finds work enough even matter of abasement al his daies he 〈◊〉 down in shame and is covered with confusion as with a cloak and never lifts up his head more because he 〈◊〉 that about him that wil dayly mind him of his own baseness 〈◊〉 It 's now his dayly task to oppose that which opposed the Lord resist that which hath resisted the work of Grace conspire against the Treacheries and plottings of his own heart where all the conspiracies against God and his holy Law have been hatched Job was vile before but he saw not the vileness of his heart He fears all sin and all provocations to sin because he hath felt the evil of all and knows the danger of all any inclination from within any temptation from without any appearance in the least measure that might provoke thereunto Therefore these two are put in way of opposition Blessed is the man that fears alwaies but he that hardens his heart shal fall into mischief Prov. 28. 14. q. d. A hard heart feels 〈◊〉 knows not the evil of 〈◊〉 and therefore 〈◊〉 like the horso into the battel to his ruine but if the heart be truly wounded and contrite truly affected with sin as having experience of the danger of it it wil come no more there he that hath been scorched with those flames will come no more into that fire As men who have wounded parts broken an Arm or a Leg how careful are they where they sit where they go they wil come neer nothing that may hurt cannot endure any thing neer lest it should so much as touch or trouble So the Apostle adviseth Heb. 12. 13. ' Make straight steps to your feet lest that which is lame be turned out of the way Lame men observe every step they take every stone upon which they tread see and view the place where they set their feet search and set al right come there no more So here a broken Spirit 〈◊〉 every thought weighs every word takes notice of the least 〈◊〉 of his heart the first appearance of any occasion or temptation Thus they fear al sin above al other evil nay the least sin above the greatest plague because he hath felt them by proof and experience to be such fears rather he shal not be sound than not quiet He that fears one sin and yet is careless to fall into another he never seared nor sorrowed aright sorrow for sin wil not make a man commit sin by sorrowing if he fear or take notice it is a sin it is enough And hence it makes watchful to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 prevent the evil So Joseph Gen. 39. 10 11. He would not lie by her nor be with her avoided her company that would withdraw his communion from the Lord. It makes a man speedy to avoid the 〈◊〉 he 〈◊〉 the place left his garment rather than his 〈◊〉 he that would not fal into the pit wil not come neer the bank As after a 〈◊〉 the party cannot endure the sight the 〈◊〉 of it and are careful to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the appearance 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 of such evils 〈◊〉 19. 11. I 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 thy 〈◊〉 in my heart that I 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 sin against thee He is 〈◊〉 to attend all 〈◊〉 but accounts most of those 〈◊〉 work 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of corruption 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 heart and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 from it Though the Truths which are delivered carry dread with them to the Conscience rack the heart of the sinner in restless horror and perplexity are like the bitterest Pils and the sharpest Corrosives cross to the sinful security and that Natural quiet the soul doth covet yea to his Credit and outward Comforts and conveniences in which he pleased himself yet he is content his hand should be cut off and his eye plucked out that is that the 〈◊〉 Truth of God and powerful and plain Dispensation thereof should pluck away those darling distempers be they as profitable as a hand as dear as an eye rather than they should once pluck his heart from the Lord quarrels with the loathsom abominations of his Nature which now are discovered but gladly welcoms those soul-saving Truths that would slay and subdue those sins and not quarrel with them The Word of the Lord is a good Word though a convicting terrifying yea a condemning Word to his own apprehension he that is sensible of his burden as unsupportable and passing strength he is best pleased with that ease A wise Patient when by his tryal he hath found it and the consent of learned Physitians and Chyrurgeons have concluded that his Gangrened part must be cut off and cauterized cannot be healed though his Nature shrink at it yet Reason and his own preservation makes him desire and chuse the sharpest Instrument because by that his life and safety is best procured The sinner that finds the burden of his sin the heaviest of al other and a disease most deadly to his soul the sharpest Truths he accounts the safest and therefore takes most content therein there shal no course that can be prescribed be it never so tedious to flesh and blood no means that shall be appointed to him be they attended with never so much danger and difficulty but he readily addresseth himself to the use thereof and easily submits himself to the Counsel and Authority and Command of God therein willing that God should do any thing with him that he might do good to his soul and remove that which he feels to be the greatest evil of it As Ely to Samuel 1. Sam. 3. 17. Hide nothing from me though the heaviest and hardest of the message that he was to report A broken hearted sinner wil 〈◊〉 capitulate with the Almighty stick with God unless he may have his own 〈◊〉 or look for some abatement from the Lord if the corruption be more than ordinary strong and the means which are to be used be mervailously cross not onely to a mans corruption but to ones outward comforts yea to nature it self yea the heart under this disposition yields quietly that the Lord should take his own course any
is sufficient to support thee to live in hope nay it is a portion provided on purpose and came for this very end Isa. 61. 3. to appoint unto them that mourn in Sion beauty for ashes the Oyl of gladness for the spirit of heaviness yea God himself wil come for this end to bring consolation uto thy soul. That 's a likely matter indeed when the vileness of my corrption makes me loathsom to my self and weary of mine own soul how justly may God loath me and estrange himself who is so great and holy a God That which thou conceivest a cause why God should withdraw his presence it 's that why he delights in thee thy sins are loathsom that 's true but to loath thy sin and thy self for them its that which makes way and room for the Lords both Love to thee and presence with thee Isa. 57. 17. Thus saith the high and lofty one that inhabits eternity I dwel with him also that is of an humble contrite spirit to revive the heart of contrite ones The greatness of God and holiness of God takes most content in a broken heart burdened with sin and loosened from it And herein the doubts of a distressed soul may be answered and discouragments also cured and removed wil so great a God vouch ase to cal upon so base a creature so holy a God so sinful so filthy and polluted a sinner yea behold God reveals him 〈◊〉 in the height of al his greatness and holiness and professeth he hath but two habitations where he takes 〈◊〉 i. e. the highest heavens and a broken heart that sees his own weakness and therefore the greatness and power of God is most 〈◊〉 it ackonwledeth its own vileness 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 own filthyness and there the holiness of a God is most honored feared and advanced therefore the 〈◊〉 for God to dwel in where his honor may most of al be advanced and he comes with his cost and for this intent and purpose that he may revive and quicken therefore he wil not therefore he cannot miss of his end and the attaining of that he intends nor thou of thy comfort It 's matter of comfort to such 〈◊〉 are frinds and wel-wishers to those burdened and distressed creatures Mourn for them you should but yet be comforted with them you ought For if you desire their good in truth and in earnest its certain they are now and never were before in the road of mercy in ready way yea the onely way to attain favour and everlasting compassions from the hand of the Lord. It 's now the day of Gods visitation the Lord seemed to pass by as a stranger before as though he cared neither for them nor the welfare and comfort of their souls but suffred them to live and dye in their sins not so much as looking after them behould now is the day of their visitation wherein the Lord comes to visite the sinner and to enquire touching the eternal prosperity of the soul to loosen him from the power of his lusts and to free him from the prevailing power of those corruptions that would certainly ruinate his happiness Yea now the spirit seems to travel upon the soul until the Lord Jesus be formed in him when as formerly he bore the image of sin and Satan so the Father of the Prodigal when his heart had been pinched under the pressures and miseries of his baseness brought upon him and constrained him to take thoughts of forsaking his former course see what solace it was to his Father For this my son was dead but is alive again he was secure he is now affected with the sight and sence of his sin he was hard-hearted and perverse in his way now he is plyable and yeilding to any impression I speak it the rather because carnal persons conceive that this broken heartedness is a kind of curse and that which makes men unsuitable to their Places and unserviceable wholly for any imployment the prophane Husband the unjust Master the loose Companion curse the day that ever the Minister came amongst them the wife was vain and froathy to suit 〈◊〉 folly but now the former 〈◊〉 is turned into mourning she grows mopish and melancholly there is no content in her The Apprentice that was as the Glove to the Hand fitted his turn at all times at al assaies would lye for his humor cozen for his profit but now forsooth is grown so tender and conscientious he dare do nothing there is no service in him his companion that would ruffle it out in mirth jollity is becom so pensive under the pressure of his Conscience that there is no society in him they look at them as lost and undone persons the Preacher hath spoiled them they are fit for nothing And so also some poor ignorant people whose waies were civil and moral and never acquainted with Gods manner of dealing in such cases when they see their friends and children and kindred sinking under the sence of their sin and Gods displeasure their hearts taken up wholly with attendance to their own Spiritual necessities and taken off from all other occasions they look at it as a kind of madness and distraction and they fear they will not come to themselves again when in Truth they never came to themselves before now nor in truth considered where they were or what they did whereas this broken-heartedness doth not impair any mans abilities but turns them the right way and improves them for the Lords advantage it makes men unhandy to sin but fit for the Service of the Almighty only it is a spiritual sickness and you must in reason wait til the extreamity be over before the party can be free for any work but this because he finds this most needful He that takes Physick retires into his Chamber but it is not to hinder his imployment but further it for future time the Child when he sees the Grapes a pressing he fals a crying and fondly conceives his Father spoils them to bring 〈◊〉 out of them The unexperienced stander by imagines that the pieces of Gold that are put into the refining pot and that into the fire will utterly be spoiled until he sees a Vessel of Gold framed out of them glorious for shew and Service he then changeth his mind So here when thou 〈◊〉 the Lord putting men into the furnace of his fierce wrath scorching their Consciences know the Lord hath them now in the 〈◊〉 and intends to make them Vessels of Grace and Mercy who before were Vessels of Dishonor fit for nothing but to serve sin and Satan help thou 〈◊〉 the work and 〈◊〉 in it and as Paul in a like case wish'd That not only they but all thy friends and children and kindred 〈◊〉 not almost but altogether such as they are broken-hearted sinners DIRECTION How to carry ourselves towards distressed sinners in this condition who are thus pierced unto the heart whose perplexities
the 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 is the way that leads unto Life and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 find it Matth. 7. 13. It 's but one 〈◊〉 and a narrow one 〈◊〉 be thousands of thousands of 〈◊〉 paths and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 miss it and there is but one way to hit 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 hard 〈◊〉 find it self and to 〈◊〉 that is 〈◊〉 in 〈◊〉 impossible Therefore men are said to be strangers from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them Eph. 4. 18. As men that never went a strange way they cannot tel whether they go right or wrong they know not where they are and as Travellers speak when they are in remote places I am out of my knowledg I was never in these Coasts before So it is with all men Naturally they are but strangers when they fal unexpectedly upon the Coasts of Conversion and Contrition they are at a loss and wholly unacquainted with the Coast of such a Condition know not where they are or what to make of it or themselves Rom. 〈◊〉 17. The Apostle speaking of mens conceivings of the waies and works of Christ yet in their Natural blindness Destruction and Calamity are in their waies the way of peace they have not known they think they are in the road to Heaven when they are posting down to Hell yea even such who have lived long under the means and have heard much of the Lord Jesus nay it may be have preached much of him and that with no smal approbation yet when they are come to these straights and brought to these amazing horrors of Spirit they plainly shew nay are sorced nakedly to profess they never had any sound discerning either of the work of Grace or the way to Christ but are very Children Novices No-bodies in these Spiritual Mysteries So it was with these in this place in such a multitude now brought home to the faith no question but many of them had enjoyed many means and been long trained up in the Truth of the Scriptures and the Doctrine of Moses and the Prophets yea Paul professeth of himself before his Conversion That he profited in the Jews Religion above many of his equals and that he was exceeding zealous in his way yet when the Lord met him in his way and speaks to him from Heaven he knew not what way to take but Ananias is sent on purpose to teach him Acts 9. The ground is here when the Spirit comes to convince to reveal sin to the soul and a mans self to himself things now begin to be real and seem other than ever formerly they did sin is another thing Grace and Godliness Faith and Christ and Salvation are other things than formerly they did appear unto the soul. So that the sinner is as it were in another world wonders where he hath been and what he hath done stands amazed at his own folly and madness that he should so wonderfully mistake that he should ever take contentment in those sinful carriages which are the only cause of his ruin and confusion sees he is gone so far out of the way that how to get in again he is wholly ignorant It 's true men speak much of sin and can talk much of Christ may have heard and read much of faith yet know nothing but empty words not know the thing when they should use it He that spels by rote may be wil not spel a Letter of the Book when he is put to read So your formal Professors Carnal Hearers may be out of Custom and constant attendance upon the means can make a shift to speak out their Lecture and speak somwhat freely of Faith and Christ and Conversion and yet come to distress and feel the stroak of the Truth and terror in their hearts if they be put to read to the use and improvement of any thing heard they know not the thing nor their own hearts nor yet the Nature of their distempers So it was with 〈◊〉 our Savior was constrained to point with that fescue and put his finger upon the Word and tel him that which is born of the Spirit is Spirit yet he is in a mist understands not what Christ meant nor what his own condition was How can these things be John 3. 9. As through their in-bred blindness and unacquaintance with the Waies and Works of Christ they cannot discern the means of relief So by reason of their distraction under the pressures of their present extremity they are wearish to attend and unwilling to listen and conceive aright any means that might procure their succor and comfort As we see in present fears and affrights or extream or sudden sorrows we are not our selves and so become indisposed and 〈◊〉 to conceive of that which is offered plainly to consideration and which otherwise we were able to judg aright of and improve it to our present advantage Heb. 12. 5. A person fainting under afflictions and troubles is wholly unable to 〈◊〉 any means to support him So here when mens thoughts are hurried with apprehension of evil which in the most dreadful manner are presented to their view and their hearts possessed with the feeling of them they have no leisure to lay out their thoughts and minds to provide for means of help themselves nor yet to receive them when they are offered by others Exod. 6. 9. The bitterness of the oppression was so great that they listened to the voyce of their misery but would not hearken to Moses his Counsel INSTRUCTION 〈◊〉 men in distress of spirit when and while the Lord is pleased to exercise them under his Almighty hand in this Work of Contrition they are soon mis-led by the delusions of the subtil and carried aside by the corrupt 〈◊〉 and cunning devices of such as be false Teachers They who are feeble are soon foiled even by the assaults of such as have either policy to undermine or power in any measure to 〈◊〉 They who are dim 〈◊〉 much more if blind are easily and presently misguided and led out of the way and he not able to prevent it nor yet in any way of probability like to get in and recover himself Now this is the under and weak condition of broken-hearted sinners they are out of their ken and compass the waies of God in that so sad and spiritual a Work and Trade with the soul they do not know and therefore are unfit to seek and so in reason unable to find it out and therefore it 's easie for them to be led into Samaria instead of Dothan and the Devil by his Factors to lead them into false waies for which they are commonly hardly recovered if they grow false at this 〈◊〉 of their life he may there be lodged to his dying day for this is like the fal in a mans Cradle may be never get fully recovered again And upon this ground it is that false Teachers when they make a trade to wind into mens affections and win them to the
unsearchable and marvelous things without number This may support thy heart and carry thee on with some Hope in a waiting way They who are truly pierced for their sins do in an especial manner prize and covet deliverance from them For this is the scope of their complaint and the end and aim of their request that they might be freed from that which they found so bitter and indeed unsupportable to their souls and it 's of 〈◊〉 implied in their speech that which in the like case was openly expressed by the Jaylor Acts 16. 30. He came trembling and astonished saying what must I do to be saved not what shal I do to be eased of my destraction cured of my fears freed from my shame but what shal I do to be saved from my sin he was plagued most with the remembrance of that prizeth most freedom from it the venom of his transgression is that which lies heaviest upon his heart and thence it is to be safe-guarded from that is of highest esteem in his account Saved from the guilt of sin as that which sets the Almighty at a distance from him and raiseth the controversie between God and the soul and forceth him to withdraw his favor and loving kindness which is better than life which David felt by woful experience and therefore sues with such importunity Psal. 51. 14. Deliver me from blood guiltiness O God thou God of my Salvation and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness After the Commission of these evils by David the Lord threatened the sending of the Sword that might hazard the safety of his person and the prosperity of such as should succeed him So Nathan 2 Sam. 12. 10. The Sword shal never depart from thine House he threatens to raise up cruel and subtil conspirators out of his own bosom and bowels as Absalon out of his own Counsel and Kingdom as Achitophel and Jeroboam whose plottings and conspiracies should shake the Pillars of the Kingdom and the peace of his Government all which were marvelous bitter potions and heavy expressions of Gods displeasure but the sting of all those troubles the venom of al that vengeance issued from his sin that is the evil in all evils and therefore he overlooks al the rest and seeks most earnestly to be rescued from this Deliver me from blood-guiltiness it 's not the cruelty of the Sword that wil destroy nor the conspiracy of Enemies that desire to undermine my Crown and Kingdom and Safety which I so much fear nonso much labor to be freed from but deliver me from blood-guiltiness O God of my Salvation q. d. that is the deliverance I look for and long for and here in the Salvation of a God wil appear and shew it 〈◊〉 and wherein the soul of thy servant shal most rejoyce Saved also they would be from the 〈◊〉 of corruption which carries the soul from God and keeps the 〈◊〉 estranged from him and hence it is the 〈◊〉 Church makes 〈◊〉 the matter of their most bitter complaint Isai. 63. 17. Why hast thou hardened our hearts from thy fear and caused us to err from thy waies When they withdraw their hearts from God he 〈◊〉 his gracious presence and 〈◊〉 from them when they would not deliver up themselves to the Authority of his Truth and holy Will to be ruled thereby he delivered them up to the power of their own perverse Spirits they that would not be guided in his 〈◊〉 by his holy Spirit they should be hardened from his fear by the perversness of their own Spirits this is the most dreadful plague of al plagues the deliverance from which they so highly prize and seek it with such importunity Look down from Heaven thy holy Habitation where is the sounding of thy bowels are they restrained Oh why hast thou hardened our hearts from thy fear The price the contrite sinner puts upon this deliverance from his sin discovers it self in four Particulars In the lack of this the soul is not cannot be quieted though it doth enjoy all other things the World can afford and his heart could desire The want of this takes off the sweetness of al the comforts contentments the sap and 〈◊〉 of al priviledges and the consluence of all Earthly Excellencies that can be enjoyed in this Pilgrimage when the soul is under the pressures of Gods displeasure and the tyranny of his own distempers which carries him from God and keeps him under the dreadful indignation of the Almighty present him then with the beauty of al the choycest blessings that ever any man had on Earth yea what ever others hoped for but in vain Put them into his hand conceive him possessed of the fulness of al worldly perfections Crowns Kingdoms Honors and preferments the broken heart 〈◊〉 al under 〈◊〉 with neglect what is that co me saies the soul had I al the Wealth to enrich me al Honors to advance me Pleasures and Delights to content me and my sins stil to damn me miserable man that ever I was born in the 〈◊〉 of al these falsly conceived comforts This sowr Sawce spoils al the Sweet-meat this dram of poyson makes deadly al the delights and pleasures that 〈◊〉 can be attained or expected As 〈◊〉 when he was recalled from his Banishment and had the liberty and use of his House and all the conveniencies and helps that were at his Command but was charged not to see the Kings face upon a two yeers tryal he found a straightness of all his Comforts in these enlargements 〈◊〉 he thus expresseth his resolution to 〈◊〉 2 Sam. 14. 32. What avails me to be at Jerusalem and in my House to come from Geshur if I may not see the Kings face let me see his face and let him 〈◊〉 me It is so with the broken-hearted sinner What avails it me to be compassed about with al conven ences my heart can desire and be compassed about with my corruptions to see all Earthly happiness heaped up together but never to see the face of God in another world the belly filled and back cloathed and house stored and the soul damned and east out from Gods presence in whose Presence there is fulness of joy and pleasures for ever more These are but dead things sapless shadows and are to a man of a contrite Spirit as though they were not nay the 〈◊〉 he hath 〈◊〉 more trouble he hath because there is more sin and more guilt more curse and condemnation he sees in all and expects by all from God and so remains restless in all He is content with this though he want all the rest because he prizeth this more than all Skin for Skin and al that a man hath wil he give for his life c life and al for the Salvation of his soul. For sin now he 〈◊〉 it now he hath found it to be more bitter than death and therefore to be saved from it he judgeth and that truly to be better than
confession be of the right make not counterfeit but currant he shal not only have mercy 〈◊〉 for him in the Deck but he shal have the use of it find the sweet of it he shal find mercy pardoning pitying pacifying comforting and saving mercy As when we have sought the thing that we have in our house we say we have found it when we have it in our hand and for our use Yea God is marvelous ready to meet the sinner half way in his mercy and compassions when he perceives that with a serious purpose of heart he sets himself 〈◊〉 this work Psal. 32. 5. I said saith the Prophet I wil confess my sin and thou forgavest 〈◊〉 iniquity The unfeigned purpose of Spirit this way God takes in good part and is so marvelously pleased therewith that he gives him pardon and forgives his sins before he can mention by his words what he purposed in his mind 1 Kings 8. 38. 〈◊〉 prayer shall be made by any man that shall know the plague of his heart he will hear in Heaven and forgive c. And in this Case we need not nay we should not make confession of our secret sins for we have no Command to carry us unto this no Example to warrant such a practice nor yet have we the Institution of any Ordinance which may challenge our attendance to it And this you must carefully heed and maintain against that cunning forgery of the Popish consession which they have imposed upon al their followers and drudges Their 〈◊〉 and Opinion is this That every man is bound once at the least before the Sacrament to confess in particular all and every one of his mortal sins whereof he stands guilty into the Ear of the Priests the memory whereof by due and diligent premeditation may be had even such as are hidden and are against the two last Commands of the Decalogue together with the Circumstances which may alter the kind of the sin If not say they let him be accursed This Canonical Institution is the erecting of an Engine of Cruelty to rack mens Consciences and pick mens Purses to satisfie their own greedy covetous desires and to set up their Lawless Soveraignty in the hearts of such who have captivated themselves to their Directions and Counsels for thus they have a noose upon mens Consciences and hold men between hopes and fears leaving them between Heaven and Hell as they suit their minds If they please their Humors then they pardon them and pull them out of Hell If they satisfie not their expectations in giving so much for good use or paying so much yeerly to further the Catholick Cause then their sins are such to Hell they must go they cannot be acquitted This made their Drudges even weary of their lives as never seeing an end of their misery nor knowing what would become of their souls And it 's that which is called by John in the 〈◊〉 The torment of a Scorpion when he stings a man Rev. 9 6. That men shall seek death and 〈◊〉 not find it and shal desire to die and death shal fly from them And holy and judicious Brightman expounds it of this sting That the Jesuites keep men upon the rack of this Confession never knowing what wil be come of their souls nor an end of their misery further than it suits their conceits And the Popish School who were more ingenuous have delivered in their Judgments from these unnecessary burdens which the Jesuits as hard Task-Misters have laid upon other mens 〈◊〉 and which they wil neither 〈◊〉 nor move the least finger to 〈◊〉 any ease That which the soul hath obtained from Heaven at the hands of God that is needless we should desire from the hands of men whose only help is to evidence Gods mind But by humble confession in secret to God the soul hath received pardon srom Heaven sealed up in his bosom by Gods Spirit and the testimony of his own 〈◊〉 therefore it 's needless to desire it from the hands of men when we have what we desire and that in a better manner than they can give it Again To be wise above that which is written is unlawful and to do more than we have warrant for is ever unacceptable to God but the Lord in his Word requires no more before the Sacrament but that a man should 〈◊〉 himself and by the exercise of Faith and Repentance gain assurance of the pardon of his sin not go to confess his secret sin to another therefore to do that is more than Christ and the Gospel 〈◊〉 or God wil accept When the soul lies under the guilt of secret sins if the Lord in the use of all other means denies either POWER or PEACE Power to oppose and master the Corruption so that stil the soul is overborn by the violence and malignity of it Or denies Peace so that the old guilt returns afresh after all prayers and confessions we make cries and 〈◊〉 we put up in fervency and importunity unto the Lord After the improvement of al means of Reformation and Repentance yet the Lord for Reasons best known to himself denies to seal up the assurance of Love and the forgiveness of sin unto the Conscience then the Lord cals to this Duty of Confession to such who are fitted and enabled to lend help and relief under God in such a case That which the Lord hath promised to bestow and we are bound to obtain we are bound consequently to use al 〈◊〉 means appointed by God for this purpose that we may be made 〈◊〉 thereof But the pardon of our 〈◊〉 the acceptation of our 〈◊〉 and the peace of our 〈◊〉 God hath promised to bestow and we 〈◊〉 bound to obtain therefore we must improve al means to this end If then we find by experience that God is not pleased to dispense power or peace by our own 〈◊〉 on improvements of al means by our selves he then cals us to use the help of the prayers and counsels of others who are called the 〈◊〉 of our Faith and Joy who are appointed to build us up in our holy Faith whose duty it is to comfort the feeble minded and to instruct the ignorant and whose prayers are effectual means to obtain the removal of sicknesses and the forgiveness of sins James 5. 15. And some sins there be as secret Adultery and murder which God never usually pardoneth to the heart of the Offender but he compels him to lay open those Hellish corruptions by open confession unto some other Nay as he never usually pardons them to his commonly he never suffers them to go away 〈◊〉 even in the wicked but when men are not willing to take shame by private confession he forceth them by horror of Conscience to vomit out their 〈◊〉 in the face of the world and to bear their 〈◊〉 and leave 〈◊〉 names an everlasting reproach when they 〈◊〉 out their 〈◊〉 upon the 〈◊〉 or upon the 〈◊〉 of their sicknesses
directions have you heard and yet attend not counsels and 〈◊〉 not means and wayes have been presented and pressed and you improve none of them have you ever searched and tryed your own wayes that you might see the haunts of your hearts and prevent them have you observed where the strong holds of sin and satan are high thoughts and self conceitedness and labor to raze them where the Provisions have been made by musings and meditations that so you might stop and stifle those thoughts and so starve and famish your lusts have you cast yourself into the holy communion of the Saints that you might levy new forces of counsels and directions have you sent to heaven and pursued God with importunate entreaties for to send in succor and support against those abominations which are too many and too strong for you your endeavor is not thorough your 〈◊〉 therefore is not sound The fourth sort is your TREACHEROUS HYPOCRITE Who pretends great indignation against his sins that he may keep them and that without suspicion as such who are the receivers of theeves they cannot hide them in their own houses unless they make hue-and-cry after them in other places The adulterous woman rayles against her 〈◊〉 in the view and hearing of others that she may meet him in secret when no man may mistrust him or her these are spies and Satans intelligencers that hold privie correspondence with their corruptions while they profess greatest opposition against them As Hushai Davids friend he pretended service to Absalom that he might serve David discover and defeat the counsel of Achitophel and 〈◊〉 proceedings 2 Sam. 15. 3. 4. 5. So here they cannot divour widdowes houses unless they make long prayers so they 〈◊〉 58. 2. 3. they fast and pray against their sins that they may more freely commit them not that they may please God but that they may do their own pleasure they can do any thing against counsel they quarrel at it against the power of a 〈◊〉 they endeavor to defeat it against the evidence of Conviction they strive to darken it and cavil at it sees how the Coast is gives intelligence to his distempers this and that Argument is alleaged deviseth how to answer it this reproof is administred devises how to defeat it As Rahab sent the men of the City upon a sleeveless Errand Josh. 2. 5. Pursue after them quickly and you shal overtake them when she had brought them up and hid them in 〈◊〉 House-top So it is also with Conspirators and receivers of Traitors if they can lead the Officer or Searcher into some by place they wil be as 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 to follow things to the utmost but come home once to their own houses where the Traitor is indeed if they cannot hide them rather than they shall do execution they wil defend them but not deliver them up into the hands of the Officer How often and ordinary is it to every mans experience to cry out of pride and 〈◊〉 carnal confidence that is in their 〈◊〉 and that truly and justly the stumps of that Dagon remains the body of death yet continues those lustings of the old man but bring it home to their own doors let it concern them in their 〈◊〉 occasions in any controversie between man and man where the fault is to be found and the blame to be laid sin to be confessed that these distempers are to be attached in their hands they wil do any thing against Arguments and the evidence of Reason but nothing against their sins such are they John 6. 60. That sought Christ for 〈◊〉 c. If Christ wil be their Cook he shall be their King But if they press them beyond their pace and discover their falsness and how far short they fall of the Spiritual work of Faith in Christ they fall out 〈◊〉 It 's a hard saying who can hear it And those Dissemblers Jer. 43. 2. when the Prophet did but cross them in their courses would have plucked the carnal corrupt desires from their heart they fly in his face and profess they wil die in the quarrel they hate not their sin but the Ordinance that would discover their sins they would not destroy their sins but the evidence of Reason that would condemn their sins So much for detestation of sin The Second Particular to be considered in the Doctrine is a SEQUESTRATION FROM SIN It is a word common among those that attend upon the Law when men are at a controversie about Goods and Land and the Cause is depending the Goods or Land is sequestred set aside and put into the power of any parties but set aside til the case be decided So under this preparative work the soul is sequestred from sin when God hath made a man see sin and willing to hate it the soul and sin are at controversie the soul revolts from under the Authority of sin and saith sin is not my Ruler I cannot rule my self and sin shal not rule me it was by usurpation that it hath had so long possession of me but it shal not domineer in my soul any longer and therefore the poor distressed sinner is glad that Christ is stirring in the word and saith he I am resolved never to yield to the Authority of sin more I wil sue out a sequestration and Oh that my heart may be left in the hand of the Spirit of Christ. I was not made for sin but for God Oh that I may be delivered from my sin that I may come at God again and now he is content that God would 〈◊〉 him into Hell So he would free him from his sins Hos. 14. 8. Ephraim shall say what have I to do any more with Idols Rom. 11. 24. The soul is now as a graft cut off from the Stock of old Adam it grows not to it nor is fed by it any more This Sequestration discovers itself by two Acts 1 There is no allurement can entice the soul. 2 No evils that can drive the soul to its former sin First Nothing can entice the soul to 〈◊〉 sins no allurements can prevayl with him no thoughts of 〈◊〉 delights or future pleasure can 〈◊〉 him to fal in with his old 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but sayes he I know the hook 〈◊〉 none 〈◊〉 that bait I know the cup and the guilt but I know the poyson also he wil never 〈◊〉 again to folly he resolves never to see the faces of his sins more No present evils 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the soul to entertain 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he hath found 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 than these better to be in chaynes than in the 〈◊〉 of darkness fire and faggot 〈◊〉 wild-fire but he hath felt 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 rather to fear 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of a God rather than the 〈◊〉 of al the 〈◊〉 the world And Hence the face of the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 towards God and as 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the King 〈◊〉 he 〈◊〉 not 〈◊〉 to the 〈◊〉 again to dye there So it 〈◊〉 with