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thy_o love_a disciple_n have_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o my_o grieve_a conscience_n what_o do_v my_o lord_n begin_v to_o speak_v what_o be_v thy_o first_o word_n when_o thou_o be_v set_v at_o the_o table_n thou_o say_v i_o have_v earnest_o desire_v to_o eat_v this_o passeover_n with_o you_o before_o i_o suffer_v oh_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o charity_n how_o immeasurable_a be_v thy_o love_n my_o love_a jesus_n thou_o do_v earnest_o desire_v to_o eat_v with_o thy_o disciple_n but_o it_o be_v not_o to_o slake_v thy_o hunger_n or_o to_o refresh_v thy_o feeble_a nature_n thou_o have_v not_o such_o need_n of_o corporal_a food_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o meat_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o father_n thou_o be_v desirous_a to_o leave_v some_o token_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n with_o thy_o love_a disciple_n before_o thy_o departure_n and_o to_o seal_v they_o a_o everlasting_a assurance_n of_o thy_o continual_a providence_n over_o they_o let_v the_o precious_a balm_n of_o thy_o sovereign_a mercy_n heal_v the_o deep_a and_o deadly_a wound_n of_o my_o iniquity_n oh_o my_o god_n open_a thy_o pitiful_a ear_n to_o hear_v my_o petition_n answer_v i_o gracious_o and_o despise_v not_o my_o prayer_n command_v my_o wander_a heart_n to_o come_v out_o of_o the_o broad_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o hell_n and_o damnation_n and_o to_o return_v into_o the_o narrow_a path_n which_o conduct_v to_o heaven_n and_o everlasting_a salvation_n so_o that_o be_v once_o again_o return_v into_o it_o it_o may_v never_o hereafter_o wander_v out_o of_o it_o shut_v all_o worldly_a care_n and_o wicked_a cogitation_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o neither_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o they_o may_v so_o depress_v my_o mind_n that_o the_o devotion_n of_o my_o prayer_n can_v ascend_v up_o unto_o thou_o nor_o so_o stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o grace_n can_v descend_v down_o upon_o i_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o love_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v i_o assure_a salvation_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o great_a misery_n and_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o consolation_n in_o the_o last_o and_o late_a hour_n of_o my_o deadly_a agony_n for_o i_o be_o wound_v and_o my_o heart_n be_v consume_v because_o i_o have_v forget_v to_o eat_v my_o bread_n which_o shall_v have_v nourish_v i_o to_o everlasting_a life_n indeed_o i_o have_v be_v altogether_o forgetful_a of_o thou_o my_o belove_a jesus_n for_o i_o have_v not_o call_v to_o my_o mind_n thy_o most_o holy_a passion_n with_o any_o zealous_a or_o serious_a meditation_n i_o have_v have_v no_o delight_n to_o think_v upon_o thy_o precious_a wound_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v to_o heal_v my_o sore_n neither_o have_v i_o find_v any_o comfort_n in_o the_o pure_a stream_n of_o thy_o innocent_a blood_n pour_v out_o to_o wash_v away_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o purge_v my_o corrupt_a soul_n i_o have_v not_o look_v after_o my_o belove_a in_o the_o day_n i_o have_v not_o long_v for_o my_o bridegroom_n in_o the_o night_n i_o confess_v my_o gracious_a lord_n i_o have_v not_o be_v mindful_a of_o thou_o my_o thought_n have_v be_v wander_v abroad_o my_o mind_n have_v not_o be_v exercise_v with_o any_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o spirit_n have_v not_o be_v trouble_v with_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n my_o eye_n have_v shed_v no_o tear_n nor_o my_o heart_n send_v forth_o any_o sigh_n for_o my_o manifold_a transgression_n therefore_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o will_v return_v to_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v call_v upon_o he_o i_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o reiterate_v the_o most_o holy_a name_n of_o jesus_n until_o thy_o voice_n sound_n in_o my_o ear_n there_o there_o come_v therefore_o oh_o good_a jesus_n and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o hear_v oh_o sweet_a jesus_n the_o prayer_n of_o thy_o servant_n infuse_v and_o dip_v my_o heart_n in_o thy_o blood_n and_o diffuse_v thy_o grace_n into_o my_o soul_n oh_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n let_v my_o heart_n oh_o most_o love_a jesus_n be_v like_o wax_n melt_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o thy_o bloody_a side_n clothe_v my_o mind_n with_o the_o mourn_a garment_n of_o thy_o passion_n and_o let_v my_o zealous_a affection_n burn_v like_o fire_n in_o my_o serious_a meditation_n lead_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o kind_a jesus_n to_o thy_o most_o holy_a supper_n where_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o speak_v to_o thy_o disciple_n sit_v at_o thy_o table_n after_o thou_o have_v wash_v their_o foot_n tell_v i_o oh_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o have_v read_v what_o the_o lord_n my_o jesus_n do_v when_o he_o sit_v down_o again_o to_o the_o table_n after_o the_o wash_n of_o his_o disciple_n foot_n very_o while_o they_o be_v yet_o eat_v jesus_n take_v bread_n and_o give_v thanks_o he_o bless_v it_o break_v it_o and_o give_v it_o to_o his_o disciple_n and_o say_v take_v and_o eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v every_o one_o a_o morsel_n he_o take_v the_o cup_n and_o pour_v wine_n into_o it_o give_v thanks_n he_o likewise_o give_v it_o to_o they_o say_v drink_v you_o all_o of_o this_o for_o this_o be_v my_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o you_o and_o for_o many_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o they_o all_o drink_v of_o it_o let_v we_o pause_v a_o while_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o devout_a meditation_n ponder_v in_o our_o mind_n and_o treasure_n up_o in_o our_o heart_n the_o wonderful_a thing_n which_o our_o bless_a jesus_n have_v do_v for_o we_o for_o our_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a lord_n have_v make_v a_o memorial_n of_o his_o wonder_n he_o have_v give_v meat_n to_o they_o which_o fear_v he_o oh_o wonderful_a supper_n in_o which_o so_o many_o admirable_a thing_n be_v do_v and_o effect_v this_o be_v thy_o last_o supper_n oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n which_o thou_o do_v make_v when_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o world_n to_o thy_o father_n how_o many_o admirable_a wonder_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n how_o many_o miracle_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n be_v present_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o thy_o bless_a supper_n but_o thou_o have_v most_o special_o ordain_v this_o mystical_a sweet_a delightful_a and_o heavenly_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n that_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o passion_n may_v remain_v for_o ever_o in_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o faithful_a oh_o wonderful_a sacrament_n in_o which_o be_v contain_v such_o abundance_n of_o all_o kind_n of_o sweenesse_n no_o sweetness_n be_v it_o never_o so_o dilicious_a can_v come_v near_o it_o in_o goodness_n no_o pleasure_n be_v it_o never_o so_o incomparable_a be_v
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v 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a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
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the_o sweetness_n i_o can_v relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o passion_n because_o the_o matter_n be_v tedious_a to_o my_o corrupt_a thought_n and_o unpleasant_a to_o my_o carnal_a desire_n for_o so_o unconstant_a and_o instable_n be_v my_o heart_n so_o mutable_a and_o variable_a be_v the_o motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o they_o be_v both_o soon_o distract_v alienate_v and_o divorce_v from_o that_o heavenly_a meditation_n by_o swarm_n of_o idle_a fantasy_n &_o foolish_a cogitation_n but_o from_o whence_o oh_o lord_n do_v these_o noisome_a weed_n grow_v up_o in_o my_o hart_n how_o be_v it_o that_o they_o find_v such_o a_o fertile_a soil_n in_o my_o mind_n true_o because_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o plant_v with_o thy_o love_n nor_o my_o mind_n furnish_v with_o thy_o grace_n for_o i_o can_v never_o have_v my_o fill_n of_o those_o thing_n wherein_o i_o take_v too_o much_o delight_n my_o mind_n can_v be_v draw_v from_o their_o society_n because_o they_o have_v win_v my_o favour_n &_o 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it_o leave_v i_o flow_v and_o fleet_v away_o by_o evil_a cogitation_n so_o often_o it_o offend_v god_n my_o heart_n great_a heart_n wander_v unstable_a while_n it_o be_v lead_v by_o his_o own_o will_n can_v remain_v constant_a in_o itself_o but_o be_v more_o movable_a than_o any_o movable_a thing_n be_v distract_v and_o draw_v through_o infinite_a thing_n and_o run_v up_o &_o down_o hither_o and_o thither_o through_o innumerable_a matter_n and_o while_o it_o seek_v rest_n and_o content_v by_o diverse_a thing_n it_o can_v find_v the_o same_o but_o continue_v in_o the_o labour_n and_o turmoil_n of_o misery_n void_a of_o rest_n and_o contentment_n and_o seek_v here_o and_o there_o where_o it_o may_v rest_v and_o find_v nothing_o which_o may_v suffice_v it_o until_o it_o do_v return_v to_o he_o back_o again_o who_o give_v it_o it_o be_v lead_v from_o cogitation_n to_o cogitation_n and_o it_o be_v alter_v and_o change_v by_o diverse_a employment_n and_o affection_n that_o at_o least_o it_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o variety_n and_o change_n of_o those_o thing_n with_o who_o quality_n it_o can_v any_o way_n possible_o be_v satisfy_v so_o the_o heart_n be_v trouble_v with_o its_o own_o illusion_n and_o fantasy_n heart_n the_o heart_n revolt_a from_o god_n can_v find_v no_o rest_n until_o it_o return_v to_o god_n all_o that_o we_o have_v be_v god_n own_o yet_o he_o say_v give_v i_o thy_o heart_n the_o divine_a grace_n be_v remove_v and_o substract_v and_o when_o it_o be_v return_v to_o itself_o and_o discuss_v and_o examine_v that_o which_o it_o think_v it_o find_v nothing_o because_o it_o be_v not_o a_o work_n but_o a_o unsavoury_a and_o unseasonable_a thought_n which_o compound_v and_o frame_v many_o thing_n of_o little_a or_o nothing_o at_o all_o and_o last_o imagination_n deceive_v it_o which_o the_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n form_v and_o shape_v god_n command_v i_o that_o i_o give_v he_o my_o heart_n and_o because_o i_o be_o not_o obedient_a and_o subject_a to_o god_n command_a i_o be_o rebellious_a and_o contrary_a to_o myself_o whereby_o i_o can_v be_v bring_v in_o subjection_n to_o myself_o until_o i_o shall_v be_v subject_a to_o he_o and_o serve_v myself_o with_o a_o evil_a will_n which_o will_v not_o serve_v he_o with_o a_o good_a will_n therefore_o my_o heart_n plot_v endeavour_v and_o go_v about_o more_o thing_n in_o one_o moment_n than_o all_o man_n be_v able_a to_o perform_v in_o a_o year_n i_o be_o not_o unite_v with_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o divide_v in_o myself_o i_o can_v be_v true_o unite_v with_o he_o but_o by_o love_n neither_o be_v subject_a to_o he_o but_o by_o humility_n neither_o can_v i_o be_v true_o humble_a but_o by_o truth_n it_o be_v expedient_a therefore_o that_o i_o examine_v myself_o in_o truth_n and_o know_v how_o vile_a how_o frail_a how_o unconstant_a and_o slippery_a i_o be_o afterward_o when_o i_o shall_v know_v all_o my_o want_n and_o misery_n it_o be_v needful_a that_o i_o cleave_v unto_o he_o by_o who_o i_o be_o and_o without_o who_o i_o be_o nothing_o and_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o because_o i_o have_v depart_v from_o the_o lord_n by_o sin_v i_o can_v return_v unto_o he_o but_o by_o true_a confession_n therefore_o i_o must_v now_o confess_v in_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n because_o i_o have_v never_o confess_v my_o sin_n in_o that_o measure_n and_o manner_n in_o which_o i_o have_v sin_v neither_o have_v i_o remember_v all_o either_o because_o of_o the_o antiquity_n or_o multitude_n of_o they_o but_o if_o i_o have_v confess_v they_o i_o have_v not_o sincere_o confess_v they_o but_o have_v flatter_v the_o flesh_n in_o my_o confession_n and_o have_v deal_v false_o in_o cast_v up_o the_o sum_n of_o my_o great_a and_o grievous_a transgression_n and_o it_o be_v a_o curse_a dissimulation_n to_o make_v but_o a_o slight_a and_o counterfeit_a confession_n of_o our_o rebellion_n towards_o god_n and_o of_o our_o injurious_a and_o uncharitable_a action_n towards_o man_n and_o only_o to_o pare_v the_o outside_n of_o sin_n away_o and_o as_o it_o be_v to_o wash_v our_o hand_n with_o a_o little_a water_n &_o not_o to_o pluck_v up_o sin_n by_o the_o root_n that_o it_o may_v never_o afterward_o grow_v up_o in_o our_o heart_n sincere_a our_o confession_n must_v be_v true_a and_o sincere_a for_o confession_n be_v not_o profitable_a but_o in_o the_o truth_n and_o purity_n of_o the_o heart_n that_o there_o may_v be_v three_o which_o may_v bear_v we_o witness_v in_o heaven_n the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o as_o man_n have_v be_v beholder_n of_o our_o manifold_a transgression_n so_o let_v we_o make_v they_o witness_n of_o our_o humble_a repentance_n and_o hearty_a contrition_n and_o although_o we_o must_v and_o aught_o to_o acknowledge_v god_n alone_o to_o be_v all-sufficient_a to_o grant_v we_o free_a pardon_n and_o absolution_n yet_o we_o shall_v not_o refuse_v to_o show_v forth_o manifest_a testimony_n to_o man_n of_o our_o true_a and_o sincere_a humiliation_n to_o which_o the_o apostle_n saint_n james_n do_v counsel_n and_o persuade_v we_o say_v confess_v your_o sin_n one_o to_o another_o for_o it_o be_v very_o convenient_a that_o we_o which_o have_v be_v stubborn_a and_o rebellious_a by_o sin_v against_o god_n shall_v be_v humble_a also_o towards_o man_n who_o we_o have_v offend_v either_o by_o the_o evil_a example_n of_o our_o wicked_a life_n or_o else_o by_o our_o wrongful_a deal_n and_o false_a deed_n for_o it_o be_v most_o healthful_a to_o the_o soul_n that_o a_o man_n repent_v in_o heart_n and_o acknowledge_v his_o fault_n with_o his_o mouth_n so_o that_o god_n which_o be_v present_a in_o mercy_n and_o grace_n may_v prick_v his_o heart_n by_o compunction_n and_o bitter_a repentance_n
thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n 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and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v
with_o a_o honourable_a triumph_n have_v enter_v the_o heaven_n and_o behold_v he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n who_o be_v our_o advocate_n make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o disobedience_n by_o nature_n may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o thou_o for_o ever_o by_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n for_o he_o be_v flesh_n &_o he_o be_v our_o brother_n look_v oh_o lord_n upon_o the_o amiable_a face_n of_o thy_o sweet_a christ_n which_o become_v obedient_a unto_o thou_o even_o unto_o death_n that_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v in_o behold_v he_o may_v send_v down_o the_o comfortable_a dew_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o neither_o let_v his_o scar_n depart_v for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o great_a satisfaction_n thou_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n i_o wish_v it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o balance_v the_o sin_n wherewith_o we_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n and_o indignation_n together_o with_o the_o calamity_n and_o sorrow_n which_o thy_o innocent_a son_n have_v suffer_v for_o us._n certain_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o heavy_a misery_n will_v more_o than_o counterpoise_v the_o weight_n of_o all_o our_o iniquity_n and_o it_o have_v rather_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v rain_v down_o the_o sweet_a shower_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o then_o that_o our_o sin_n have_v demerited_a to_o kindle_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o devour_a wrath_n against_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v utter_o be_v deprive_v of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o shall_v slake_v the_o fury_n of_o thy_o incense_a ire_n and_o put_v out_o the_o flame_n of_o thy_o burn_a indignation_n but_o oh_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a father_n let_v every_o tongue_n proclaim_v immortal_a thanks_n unto_o thou_o and_o sound_v forth_o aloud_o thy_o eternal_a praise_n for_o the_o exceed_a largeness_n of_o thy_o immeasurable_a bounty_n which_o have_v not_o spare_v thy_o only_a son_n which_o be_v as_o dear_a and_o near_o as_o thou_o own_o heart_n unto_o thou_o but_o have_v deliver_v he_o up_o unto_o death_n for_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v have_v he_o as_o a_o faithful_a advocate_n and_o love_a mediator_n before_o thou_o in_o heaven_n and_o to_o thou_o oh_o lord_n jesus_n a_o most_o courageous_a and_o constant_a lover_n and_o my_o gracious_a redeemer_n what_o thanks_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v i_o return_v or_o what_o praise_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a may_v i_o utter_v which_o may_v countervail_v the_o least_o jot_n of_o thy_o worthy_a merit_n when_o as_o i_o be_o but_o a_o base_a creature_n make_v of_o dust_n and_o shape_v out_o of_o the_o clay_n who_o breath_n be_v in_o my_o nostril_n and_o i_o subject_v every_o moment_n to_o forgo_v it_o although_o i_o common_o forget_v it_o and_o to_o return_v again_o into_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n from_o whence_o i_o be_v take_v section_n xix_o for_o what_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n shall_v thou_o have_v do_v which_o thou_o have_v not_o willing_o do_v to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o my_o salvation_n thou_o have_v dive_v and_o cast_v thyself_o over_o head_n and_o ear_n into_o the_o troublesome_a ocean_n of_o thy_o stormy_a passion_n that_o thou_o may_v draw_v i_o whole_o out_o alive_a from_o those_o perilous_a water_n when_o the_o wave_n have_v enter_v even_o into_o thy_o soul_n for_o thou_o do_v willing_o subject_v thyself_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v my_o soul_n unto_o i_o which_o i_o have_v so_o wilful_o lose_v luke_n 1.71_o and_o now_o behold_v i_o be_o oblige_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o double_a debt_n because_o thou_o have_v twice_o give_v i_o my_o soul_n once_o by_o creation_n and_o once_o by_o redemption_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o may_v more_o just_o give_v thou_o then_o my_o soul_n but_o for_o thy_o precious_a soul_n vex_v perplex_a and_o trouble_v with_o so_o many_o and_o such_o heavy_a tribulation_n i_o find_v not_o what_o recompense_n man_n can_v be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o any_o sort_n to_o gratify_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o desert_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o beautiful_a furniture_n and_o the_o glorious_a ornament_n of_o they_o i_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n attain_v the_o measure_n or_o discharge_v the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o such_o a_o everlasting_a debt_n but_o that_o i_o may_v render_v both_o that_o which_o i_o owe_v and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o be_v a_o matter_n whole_o belong_v to_o thy_o liberal_a bounty_n and_o must_v only_o flow_v from_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o thy_o beneficial_a goodness_n thou_o be_v to_o be_v love_v oh_o lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o must_v tread_v in_o thy_o path_n and_o follow_v thy_o step_n which_o have_v endure_v all_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n with_o exceed_a patience_n and_o be_v lord_n of_o life_n have_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n vouchsafe_v to_o yield_v thyself_o unto_o death_n to_o redeem_v i_o and_o all_o faithful_a repentant_a sinner_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o how_o shall_v that_o thing_n be_v effect_v and_o wrought_v to_o i_o but_o only_o and_o whole_o by_o thou_o through_o thy_o mighty_a power_n which_o be_v able_a to_o work_v all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o and_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o let_v my_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o with_o the_o bond_n of_o everlasting_a love_n because_o all_o the_o virtue_n and_o faculty_n of_o it_o depend_v only_o upon_o thou_o and_o because_o it_o must_v needs_o sink_v into_o a_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n if_o it_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n debar_v from_o thy_o love_a mercy_n and_o now_o oh_o lord_n my_o gracious_a redeemer_n i_o worship_v thou_o as_o true_a god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o i_o hope_v in_o thou_o i_o covet_v &_o long_o to_o approach_v so_o near_o unto_o thou_o as_o the_o feeble_a wing_n of_o my_o mount_a desire_n will_v carry_v i_o let_v thy_o strong_a hand_n support_v my_o weakness_n let_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n supply_v the_o want_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a goodness_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n let_v a_o memorial_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v my_o everlasting_a salvation_n be_v perfect_o write_v within_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n so_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v still_o be_v view_v it_o and_o let_v it_o be_v deep_o engrave_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o inward_a thought_n and_o cogitation_n may_v evermore_o be_v meditate_v and_o muse_v upon_o it_o let_v thy_o crown_n of_o thorn_n thy_o red_a bloody_a nail_n thy_o pierce_a side_n thy_o grievous_a wound_n thy_o precious_a blood_n thy_o death_n and_o burial_n be_v evermore_o 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