sorrow_n 47_o 26_o the_o trial_n of_o spiritual_a desire_n 49_o 27_o trial_n whither_o or_o not_o one_o have_v have_v feeling_n 51_o 28_o difference_n of_o restrain_v and_o renew_v virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n 52_o 29_o comfort_n in_o this_o estate_n under_o hardness_n of_o heart_n 53_o 30_o essential_a mark_n of_o the_o renew_v spirit_n 54_o 31_o who_o they_o be_v who_o feel_v wrath_n shall_v perish_v in_o the_o same_o 55_o 32_o what_o sense_n reprobate_n have_v be_v waken_v with_o horror_n 56_o 33_o degree_n how_o this_o horror_n come_v unto_o they_o 58_o 34_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o elect_a and_o they_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n ibid._n 35_o behaviour_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n under_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n 59_o 36_o how_o near_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v come_v unto_o the_o wicked_a in_o feel_v of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n 60_o 37_o how_o to_o judge_n of_o god_n secret_a favour_n in_o such_o a_o estate_n 61_o 38_o faith_n must_v not_o be_v measure_v by_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o and_o feel_v in_o the_o time_n of_o desertion_n 62_o 39_o why_o and_o how_o for_o the_o present_a one_o may_v walk_v in_o the_o mean_n with_o small_a or_o no_o comfort_n and_o yet_o god_n be_v true_a in_o all_o his_o promise_n 63_o 40_o why_o novice_n in_o christianity_n have_v much_o feel_n ibid._n 41_o why_o age_a christian_n have_v less_o feel_v then_o at_o first_o yet_o strong_a consolation_n 65_o 42_o why_o god_n child_n so_o mourn_v for_o the_o want_n of_o feeling_n 67_o 43_o why_o god_n child_n so_o much_o rely_v upon_o feeling_n 68_o 44_o wherefore_o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n such_o a_o measure_n of_o feel_n at_o first_o 69_o 45_o why_o god_n delay_v to_o give_v comfort_n unto_o such_o for_o so_o long_a a_o time_n 71_o 46_o the_o rock_n of_o refuge_n in_o such_o desertion_n 73_o 47_o a_o tentation_n rise_v from_o thence_o refute_v p._n 75_o 48_o how_o god_n reveal_v himself_o unto_o the_o soul_n p._n 81_o 49_o trial_n of_o rue_n light_n p._n 82_o 50_o trial_n to_o know_v whether_o the_o sight_n of_o misery_n come_v by_o the_o right_a spirit_n p._n 83_o 51_o consolation_n in_o hardness_n of_o heart_n one_o as_o yet_o not_o have_v perceive_v a_o change_n p._n 87_o 52_o consolation_n against_o desperation_n though_o all_o one_o life-time_n he_o have_v have_v no_o feel_n p._n 91_o 53_o the_o great_a and_o least_o measure_n of_o feeling_n the_o saint_n have_v in_o this_o life_n p._n 95_o 54_o what_o the_o disposition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v in_o the_o least_o measure_n of_o feeling_n either_o under_o terror_n or_o security_n p._n 96_o 55_o why_o god_n will_v have_v his_o child_n to_o feel_v sting_n of_o conscience_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n p._n 99_o 56_o effect_n of_o former_a feel_n in_o desertion_n p._n 102_o 57_o how_o fearful_o the_o child_n of_o god_n after_o effectual_a call_n may_v fall_v p._n 105_o 58_o how_o far_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v be_v oppress_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n yet_o remain_v in_o a_o safe_a estate_n p._n 107_o 59_o how_o far_o he_o may_v stray_v in_o his_o affection_n with_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o disorder_n p._n 109_o 60_o degree_n how_o sin_n grow_v upon_o the_o elect._n p._n 110_o 61_o whether_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v fall_v into_o such_o gross_a sin_n as_o wicked_a man_n do_v p._n 112_o 62_o a_o discovery_n of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 113_o 1._o what_o it_o be_v 2._o why_o it_o be_v so_o diverse_o name_v 3._o where_o the_o chief_a residence_n thereof_o be_v 4._o how_o there_o it_o may_v be_v judge_v of_o 5._o his_o principal_a quality_n who_o commit_v the_o same_o 6._o how_o many_o sort_n of_o man_n may_v commit_v it_o 7._o definition_n of_o this_o apostasy_n 8._o why_o thus_o it_o be_v punish_v 9_o by_o what_o step_v it_o mount_v to_o the_o height_n of_o all_o impiety_n 10._o how_o far_o one_o choose_v in_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n may_v seem_v to_o wade_v in_o this_o sin_n and_o yet_o be_v call_v back_o 11._o consolation_n for_o poor_a soul_n who_o imagine_v they_o commit_v this_o sin_n 63_o why_o god_n child_n fall_v into_o gross_a sin_n like_v unto_o wickedman_n p._n 133_o 64_o the_o state_n and_o disposition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n while_o he_o sleep_v in_o impenitency_n with_o the_o cause_n thereof_o p._n 135_o 65_o in_o this_o estate_n the_o action_n of_o the_o renew_a and_o unrenew_v part_n p._n 138_o 66_o how_o god_n raise_v such_o after_o their_o fall_n p._n 140_o 67_o how_o god_n work_v in_o a_o more_o special_a manner_n when_o he_o lift_v they_o up_o p._n 144_o 68_o that_o in_o some_o sort_n the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o after_o true_a repentance_n p._n 147_o 69._o why_o the_o tempter_n do_v thus_o beset_v god_n child_n p._n 149_o 70._o the_o mean_n to_o withstand_v this_o temptation_n p._n 150_o 71._o why_o god_n suffer_v his_o child_n to_o fall_v again_o and_o again_o in_o the_o same_o sin_n p._n 154_o 72._o what_o must_v comfort_v and_o support_v the_o child_n of_o god_n fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o and_o again_o p._n 155_o a_o discovery_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n under_o all_o sense_n of_o god_n most_o terrible_a seem_a anger_n scholar_n i_o rejoice_v sir_n now_o at_o length_n in_o so_o good_a a_o time_n to_o meet_v with_o you_o who_o i_o have_v of_o a_o long_a season_n so_o earnest_o desire_v to_o confer_v with_o because_o of_o some_o doubt_n which_o do_v much_o disquiet_v i_o minister_n so_o do_v i_o also_o rejoice_v sir_n to_o see_v my_o old_a friend_n wish_v that_o it_o will_v please_v god_n of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n to_o make_v i_o a_o unworthy_a instrument_n of_o any_o comfort_n to_o you_o or_o any_o of_o his_o child_n schol._n what_o speak_v you_o comfort_v sir_n i_o be_o so_o far_o from_o be_v trouble_v that_o i_o doubt_v of_o the_o foundation_n of_o religion_n and_o whether_o there_o be_v any_o need_n of_o comfort_n or_o any_o thing_n to_o be_v trouble_v for_o minist_n 14.1_o this_o be_v most_o strange_a that_o any_o reasonable_a creature_n shall_v doubt_v of_o that_o which_o the_o whole_a world_n have_v universal_o take_v as_o grant_v what_o mean_v you_o in_o so_o say_v that_o you_o doubt_v of_o the_o foundation_n of_o all_o schol._n the_o truth_n be_v my_o torture_a soul_n be_v much_o perplex_v whether_o there_o be_v a_o god_n or_o not_o minist_n whence_o arise_v this_o tentation_n schol._n 2.14_o first_o from_o great_a and_o strong_a persuasion_n that_o there_o be_v none_o next_o in_o that_o i_o see_v most_o part_n of_o the_o world_n to_o live_v as_o though_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n last_o in_o that_o i_o see_v such_o a_o strange_a seem_a confusion_n the_o good_a be_v oppress_v and_o the_o wicked_a escape_v unpunished_a minist_n 2.14_o the_o strength_n of_o tentation_n and_o carnal_a reason_n which_o i_o perceive_v to_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o you_o allege_v can_v be_v no_o sufficient_a reason_n to_o prove_v such_o dream_n and_o whereas_o you_o say_v the_o wicked_a in_o this_o life_n escape_v for_o the_o most_o part_n unpunished_a 20.5.6_o it_o rather_o prove_v as_o the_o scripture_n speak_v that_o like_o fat_a ox_n they_o be_v reserve_v to_o the_o day_n of_o slaughter_n and_o wrath_n yet_o imagine_v your_o false_a foolish_a reason_n be_v true_a 30._o what_o be_v this_o than_o which_o so_o trouble_v you_o why_o complain_v you_o why_o do_v you_o not_o then_o live_v in_o peace_n if_o there_o be_v no_o deity_n schol._n i_o can_v for_o i_o feel_v within_o i_o perpetual_a terror_n and_o vexation_n which_o bereave_v i_o of_o all_o manner_n of_o rest_n yea_o sometime_o thought_n that_o i_o be_o deceive_v that_o my_o atheistical_a opinion_n be_v damnable_a that_o there_o be_v certain_o somewhat_o i_o know_v not_o what_o both_o to_o be_v love_v 1.4_o honour_a and_o fear_v minist_n then_o strive_v against_o your_o tentation_n 15.5_o schol._n i_o be_o not_o able_a minst_n do_v not_o your_o parent_n train_n you_o up_o in_o the_o foundation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o religion_n sc._n they_o do_v at_o which_o time_n i_o think_v i_o abound_v in_o knowledge_n faith_n love_n practice_n of_o all_o grace_n think_v every_o thing_n to_o be_v plain_a and_o easy_a but_o now_o like_o a_o ship_n which_o have_v be_v a_o long_a time_n toss_v in_o the_o sea_n without_o all_o sight_n of_o land_n i_o doubt_v whether_o there_o be_v any_o such_o thing_n i_o former_o imagine_v all_o my_o former_a feeling_n faith_n repentance_n love_n in_o my_o sense_n be_v go_v in_o place_n whereof_o i_o remain_v full_a of_o all_o manner_n of_o doubt_n with_o which_o though_o
and_o yet_o be_v far_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n minist_n 1._o those_o who_o never_o have_v feel_v wrath_n but_o always_o peace_n 2._o those_o who_o have_v feel_v the_o tentation_n of_o despair_n and_o doubt_v yet_o afterward_o have_v obtain_v peace_n 3._o such_o who_o feel_v a_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o can_v have_v no_o present_a relief_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o have_v never_o feel_v wrath_n but_o always_o peace_n minister_n those_o who_o god_n at_o their_o first_o conversion_n have_v call_v with_o much_o sweetness_n 16.14.15_o in_o melt_v their_o heart_n by_o little_a and_o little_a for_o their_o sin_n next_o 8.39_o such_o on_o who_o god_n have_v pour_v out_o a_o sense_n of_o his_o love_n work_v in_o they_o a_o persuasion_n of_o mercy_n with_o joy_n renew_v the_o mind_n work_v a_o study_n of_o holiness_n a_o hatred_n of_o sin_n and_o a_o love_n of_o righteousness_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o have_v find_v the_o tentation_n of_o despair_n and_o doubt_v and_o yet_o thereafter_o have_v find_v peace_n minist_n etc._n those_o who_o god_n have_v enlighten_v to_o see_v their_o sin_n and_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o they_o and_o have_v be_v terrify_v doubt_v of_o their_o salvation_n and_o election_n 9.9.19_o yet_o god_n afterward_o shine_v upon_o their_o soul_n touch_v they_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o remission_n of_o sin_n election_n and_o glory_n whereupon_o arise_v that_o peace_n of_o god_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n and_o that_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a 1.8_o schol._n who_o be_v those_o who_o feel_v the_o hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n yet_o be_v not_o able_a to_o shake_v off_o the_o same_o minist_n those_o who_o have_v once_o feel_v that_o mollify_a power_n of_o the_o spirit_n 31.22_o that_o light_n which_o draw_v the_o soul_n to_o see_v itself_o and_o it_o own_o wildness_n to_o see_v also_o god_n in_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o yet_o in_o the_o present_a find_v a_o kind_n of_o 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to_o wrestle_v nor_o strive_v minist_n yet_o must_v he_o speak_v unto_o god_n and_o show_v he_o the_o disposition_n of_o the_o soul_n 42.9_o entreat_v he_o to_o help_v it_o for_o his_o christ_n sake_n schol._n what_o if_o one_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v for_o burden_n and_o trouble_v of_o soul_n minist_n he_o must_v groan_v unto_o god_n hold_v up_o the_o hand_n and_o eye_n unto_o he_o desire_v to_o desire_v 8.26_o use_v the_o outward_a mean_n though_o unwilling_o and_o with_o torment_n for_o 7.21_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o use_v our_o feel_n the_o outward_a mean_n may_v ease_v schol._n what_o comfort_n can_v this_o afford_v to_o any_o one_o since_o god_n will_v be_v worship_v in_o spirit_n and_o truth_n which_o he_o in_o such_o a_o case_n be_v not_o able_a to_o do_v minister_n it_o afford_v singular_a consolation_n 1._o in_o that_o we_o have_v a_o feel_n of_o ourselves_o and_o our_o great_a misery_n next_o in_o that_o such_o a_o disposition_n be_v unpleasing_a unto_o 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god_n when_o he_o come_v in_o the_o power_n of_o the_o mean_n schol._n in_o such_o extremity_n at_o what_o time_n come_v god_n to_o the_o soul_n minist_n 143.6.7_o unlooked_a for_o when_o we_o be_v at_o the_o brink_n of_o despair_n or_o else_o when_o we_o have_v yield_v as_o overcome_v and_o almost_o leave_v desire_v or_o then_o when_o he_o give_v a_o earnest_n and_o violent_a desire_n which_o neither_o can_v nor_o will_v be_v satiate_a until_o he_o come_v schol._n yet_o why_o suffer_v the_o lord_n his_o child_n many_o time_n to_o use_v all_o the_o mean_n and_o yet_o not_o to_o find_v he_o in_o the_o mean_n 42.7_o before_o he_o come_v thus_o unlooked_v for_o minst_n that_o we_o may_v know_v he_o only_o come_v when_o he_o will_v nothing_o move_v he_o but_o his_o own_o good_a pleasure_n schol._n what_o shall_v we_o learn_v hereof_o minist_n 1._o not_o to_o conclude_v reprobation_n because_o to_o our_o feel_n we_o find_v desertion_n 37._o 2._o not_o to_o measure_v mercy_n by_o our_o present_a feel_n 3._o to_o wait_v until_o he_o come_v though_o we_o can_v feel_v his_o presence_n if_o it_o be_v until_o the_o last_o gasp_n schol._n what_o if_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n there_o be_v no_o other_o sense_n but_o of_o sting_a torment_n and_o wrath_n minist_n yet_o must_v we_o make_v claim_n unto_o his_o promise_n god_n in_o wrath_n beseech_v he_o to_o remember_v mercy_n say_v unto_o he_o with_o job_n lord_n although_o thou_o will_v slay_v we_o yet_o will_v we_o trust_v in_o thou_o thus_o wait_v until_o he_o come_v not_o be_v hasty_a and_o then_o in_o his_o own_o good_a time_n he_o will_v appear_v to_o our_o comfort_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o feel_v no_o wrath_n yet_o remain_v under_o the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o god_n minist_n first_o such_o as_o have_v no_o effectual_a call_n from_o god_n 2._o such_o as_o have_v never_o have_v any_o true_a sense_n of_o the_o bitterness_n and_o grievousnesse_n of_o sin_n 9_o 3._o such_o as_o be_v not_o move_v with_o the_o love_n 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world_n to_o come_v last_o of_o all_o he_o may_v have_v a_o inward_a restrain_v power_n to_o curb_v sin_n with_o a_o outward_a holiness_n schol._n what_o knowledge_n be_v that_o which_o a_o wicked_a man_n may_v have_v minist_n 13.2_o a_o knowledge_n of_o sin_n of_o hell_n of_o heaven_n of_o mercy_n of_o wrath_n and_o of_o christ_n and_o of_o his_o meritorious_a death_n burial_n resurrection_n and_o second_o come_v with_o all_o the_o point_n of_o religion_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o this_o knowledge_n keep_v they_o not_o from_o this_o wrath_n minister_n 29.13_o because_o it_o be_v not_o apply_v close_o unto_o the_o heart_n to_o renew_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o mind_n to_o change_v the_o will_n and_o affection_n unto_o the_o love_n and_o obedience_n of_o god_n truth_n schol._n what_o kind_n of_o knowledge_n call_v you_o this_o then_o minist_n 8.1_o a_o literal_a knowledge_n which_o puff_v up_o but_o neither_o humble_v nor_o sanctify_v scholar_n who_o have_v this_o 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show_v unto_o i_o how_o in_o this_o narrow_a pinch_n of_o affinity_n one_o may_v rest_v assure_v that_o he_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n minst_n what_o be_v the_o special_a thing_n wherein_o you_o will_v have_v i_o to_o resolve_v you_o of_o schol._n first_o i_o will_v know_v how_o to_o discern_v when_o our_o knowledge_n may_v be_v call_v a_o save_a knowledge_n minist_n if_o our_o knowledge_n be_v spiritual_a it_o be_v save_v schol._n what_o do_v you_o mean_v by_o that_o minister_n 40.8_o first_o we_o must_v try_v if_o our_o mind_n be_v right_o inform_v according_a to_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n word_n next_o whether_o our_o heart_n love_v that_o which_o we_o know_v last_o we_o must_v look_v whether_o we_o practise_v that_o which_o we_o know_v and_o love_n 7.15.22.23.24_o mourn_v because_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o obey_v and_o strive_v against_o our_o rebellion_n that_o we_o may_v obey_v that_o light_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o our_o mind_n this_o be_v spiritual_a knowledge_n schol._n but_o if_o a_o man_n neither_o know_v love_n nor_o obey_v what_o can_v he_o then_o say_v of_o himself_o save_o this_o that_o god_n be_v great_a than_o his_o conscience_n and_o therefore_o just_o may_v condemn_v he_o min._n yet_o if_o there_o be_v a_o desire_n to_o love_n and_o yield_v obedience_n unto_o that_o which_o one_o know_v sometime_o groan_v in_o the_o spirit_n unto_o god_n 1.23_o sometime_o mourn_v and_o constant_o wait_v with_o a_o heavy_a heart_n until_o such_o time_n as_o the_o lord_n shall_v pour_v forth_o his_o renew_v grace_n all_o be_v yet_o safe_a schol._n what_o warrant_n have_v we_o so_o to_o do_v min._n his_o own_o promise_n schol._n show_v they_o i_o entreat_v you_o minist_n bless_a be_v they_o which_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n for_o righteousness_n 4.3_o for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v whosoever_o wait_v on_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v ashamed_a i_o will_v pour_v water_n upon_o the_o dry_a ground_n and_o flood_n upon_o the_o thirsty_a ground_n schol._n see_v that_o the_o wicked_a have_v a_o certain_a faith_n which_o justify_v not_o what_o manner_n of_o faith_n be_v that_o which_o bring_v salvation_n minist_n 5.1_o that_o faith_n which_o be_v a_o justify_n before_o god_n schol._n who_o work_v this_o faith_n minist_n 2.8_o the_o holy_a spirit_n schol._n what_o thing_n be_v that_o which_o the_o soul_n apprehend_v by_o faith_n minist_n â—_o jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n bless_v for_o evermore_o our_o mediator_n who_o be_v humble_v unto_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n for_o our_o fake_n now_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o all_o the_o rich_a benefit_n which_o he_o have_v purchase_v to_o be_v pour_v out_o upon_o we_o in_o this_o life_n 4.25_o and_o in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v schol._n how_o shall_v we_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o we_o have_v so_o lay_v sure_o hold_v of_o christ_n as_o to_o make_v he_o our_o own_o minist_n first_o we_o must_v mark_v if_o our_o soul_n have_v perceive_v all_o 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not_o the_o sorrow_n of_o wicked_a man_n minist_n 7.10_o the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o elect_a be_v a_o godly_a sorrow_n unto_o life_n sch._n why_o call_v you_o it_o a_o godly_a sorrow_n min._n because_o it_o be_v wrought_v by_o god_n himself_o 31.11_o 2._o because_o the_o heart_n break_v not_o so_o much_o for_o shame_n and_o pain_n as_o for_o have_v offend_v so_o love_v &_o so_o merciful_a a_o father_n the_o pierce_a of_o so_o love_v a_o redeemer_n and_o for_o grieve_v of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n our_o comforter_n schol._n what_o kind_n of_o sorrow_n be_v the_o sorrow_n of_o god_n child_n minist_n a_o bitter_a sorrow_n mingle_v with_o sweetness_n sch._n 31.7.8_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n ever_o affect_v with_o this_o grief_n when_o they_o be_v sorrowful_a m._n no._n sch._n what_o other_o disposition_n than_o have_v god_n child_n
in_o their_o sorrow_n 88.31_o miniis_fw-la bitterness_n and_o a_o terror_n sch._n whence_o proceed_v this_o fearful_a estate_n to_o their_o sense_n minist_n partly_o from_o a_o feel_n of_o the_o absence_n of_o god_n 32.3_o and_o hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o partly_o in_o feel_v the_o sting_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n schol._n how_o may_v one_o know_v himself_o to_o be_v in_o a_o good_a estate_n under_o such_o a_o disposition_n 23.24_o minister_n first_o by_o his_o former_a experience_n that_o once_o he_o do_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o god_n favour_n next_o if_o in_o some_o measure_n how_o small_a soever_o he_o desire_v above_o all_o thing_n in_o the_o earth_n the_o wont_a presence_n of_o god_n last_o if_o he_o wait_v and_o hope_n above_o hope_n that_o he_o who_o have_v once_o begin_v will_v never_o repent_v he_o resolve_v that_o though_o god_n shall_v slay_v he_o yet_o he_o will_v trust_v in_o he_o schol._n what_o may_v we_o learn_v from_o this_o sort_n of_o disposition_n minister_n first_o that_o by_o nature_n we_o be_v separate_v from_o god_n and_o god_n from_o us._n next_o that_o all_o god_n child_n until_o grace_n make_v a_o difference_n be_v as_o hard_o heart_a as_o any_o reprobat_n schol._n see_v the_o wicked_a you_o say_v may_v have_v a_o desire_n of_o heaven_n what_o difference_n be_v there_o betwixt_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o elect_a and_o reprobate_a minist_n the_o desire_n of_o the_o reprobat_fw-la or_o of_o those_o in_o the_o state_n of_o reprobation_n before_o call_v 23.10_o be_v mere_o natural_a such_o as_o be_v esaw_n desire_v of_o the_o birth_n right_a and_o balaams_n desire_n of_o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a but_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o elect_n be_v spiritual_a and_o heavenly_a schol._n 63.6_o how_o may_v we_o know_v when_o our_o desire_n be_v spiritual_a min._n first_o by_o the_o acknowledge_v of_o that_o which_o we_o chief_o desire_v next_o of_o the_o end_n wherefore_o we_o desire_v it_o schol._n what_o be_v 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child_n of_o god_n or_o not_o minist_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n schol._n which_o be_v the_o sure_a mark_n and_o fruit_n of_o adoption_n in_o we_o min._n 14.7_o persuasion_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n towards_o we_o of_o our_o election_n redemption_n and_o glorification_n joy_n flow_v from_o this_o feel_n with_o increase_n of_o persuasion_n and_o peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n schol._n yet_o what_o if_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o such_o disposition_n minist_n yet_o must_v we_o look_v back_o unto_o what_o we_o have_v feel_v next_o we_o must_v see_v what_o we_o desire_v to_o feel_v and_o further_o what_o we_o hope_v to_o feel_v scho._n how_o may_v one_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o he_o have_v ever_o have_v any_o feel_n minist_n 36.7.8.9_o he_o must_v look_v if_o ever_o in_o lay_v sure_a hold_n of_o christ_n his_o soul_n have_v be_v fill_v with_o a_o spiritual_a sweetness_n above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o nature_n which_o in_o some_o measure_n have_v leave_v a_o seal_n and_o stamp_n of_o heaven_n in_o the_o soul_n that_o have_v thus_o enable_v he_o to_o discern_v betwixt_o a_o absence_n and_o a_o presence_n of_o god_n so_o that_o he_o be_v always_o joyful_a 88.14_o when_o he_o have_v any_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n by_o the_o contrary_a ever_o sad_a and_o heavy_a for_o his_o absence_n schol._n yet_o see_v the_o wicked_a may_v have_v a_o inward_a restrain_v virtue_n to_o curb_v sin_n and_o a_o outward_a conformity_n with_o the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o may_v it_o be_v know_v whether_o one_o have_v a_o restrain_v virtue_n only_o 29.9_o or_o the_o renew_v virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n min._n this_o be_v most_o easy_a to_o discern_v scho._n explain_v your_o meaning_n minist_n the_o first_o internal_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o sight_n of_o sin_n which_o offend_v the_o majesty_n of_o god_n a_o sight_n also_o of_o god_n who_o have_v be_v offend_v next_o a_o secret_a sorrow_n proceed_v from_o a_o hatred_n to_o sin_n with_o a_o love_n of_o that_o glorious_a offend_a majesty_n provoke_v then_o a_o true_a desire_n to_o be_v free_v of_o sin_n with_o a_o love_a heart_n and_o earnest_a desire_n to_o love_n god_n for_o himself_o further_o also_o a_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n to_o consecrate_v our_o secret_a thought_n will_n 39.1_o and_o affection_n unto_o his_o holiness_n as_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n a_o strife_n also_o against_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o occasion_n of_o sin_n 7.11_o with_o a_o endeavour_n to_o keep_v our_o thought_n and_o affection_n steadfast_o upon_o god_n and_o his_o will_n last_o as_o the_o mind_n natural_o strais_fw-fr from_o god_n the_o will_n be_v perverse_a and_o the_o affection_n disorder_v if_o there_o be_v then_o a_o sting_n in_o the_o conscience_n bring_v true_a remorse_n these_o be_v sign_n of_o the_o operation_n of_o the_o true_a spirit_n by_o his_o renew_v grace_n schol._n see_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o thing_n sensible_a which_o be_v feel_v in_o his_o renew_v virtue_n in_o the_o slaughter_n of_o sin_n and_o reformation_n unto_o newness_n of_o life_n what_o if_o all_o this_o while_n one_o feel_v nothing_o but_o the_o growth_n of_o sin_n hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o blindness_n of_o mind_n min._n 7.14_o first_o he_o must_v see_v if_o he_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v his_o sin_n blindness_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n 2._o look_v if_o he_o secret_o mislike_v the_o same_o 3._o mark_v if_o he_o will_v willing_o wish_v it_o remove_v 1.4_o 4._o consider_v if_o he_o have_v desire_v to_o use_v or_o any_o way_n wish_v he_o may_v use_v the_o mean_n though_o to_o his_o feel_n he_o be_v no_o way_n able_a to_o use_v the_o same_o 3.26.32.33_o 5._o look_v back_o if_o at_o any_o time_n god_n former_o do_v ever_o give_v he_o grace_n to_o believe_v in_o he_o for_o that_o present_a without_o any_o sense_n or_o feeling_n even_o when_o not_o be_v able_a to_o pray_v in_o languor_n patience_n and_o hope_n he_o wait_v for_o god_n presence_n 6._o consider_v if_o 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