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A56724 The third part of the soul's delight collected and composed out of the works of the glorious virgin, St. Teresa of Iesus (author of the reformation of the Holy Order of the B.V. Mary of the Mount Carmell,) by the R.F. Paul of St. Vbald, religious of the same order, for the comfort of those that are more spirituall, and haue supernaurall prayer.; Jesus Maria Joseph Teresia. The soul's delight. Teresa, of Avila, Saint, 1515-1582.; Paul, of St. Ubald, Brother. 1654 (1654) Wing P876B; ESTC R218976 49,433 122

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she_o be_v in_o it_o she_o will_v not_o be_v out_o of_o it_o true_a it_o be_v that_o the_o sensitive_a or_o inferior_a part_n can_v but_o loathe_v it_o be_v so_o over_o painful_a and_o apt_a to_o separat_fw-la the_o body_n from_o the_o soul_n yet_o the_o superior_a or_o spiritual_a part_n take_v content_a in_o so_o suffer_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n esteem_v it_o as_o in_o deed_n it_o be_v of_o great_a value_n and_o profit_n fot_o in_o this_o she_o be_v most_o like_a unto_o our_o saviour_n crucify_a destitute_a of_o any_o comfort_n 46._o math._n 27._o v._n 46._o from_o heaven_n or_o earth_n which_o cause_v he_o to_o say_v my_o god_n my_o god_n as_o what_o have_v thou_o for_o saken_a i_n and_o therefore_o she_o do_v reject_v all_o that_o former_o be_v wont_a to_o comfort_v she_o to_o remain_v in_o this_o pain_n and_o conformity_n to_o christ_n our_o saviour_n suffer_v for_o as_o the_o gold_n by_o fire_n she_o in_o this_o be_v try_v purify_a and_o refine_a as_o if_o she_o be_v come_v 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mother_n soul_n be_v common_o in_o her_o late_a day_n and_o the_o impulse_n of_o love_n be_v so_o penetrative_a and_o forcible_a in_o she_o that_o with_o the_o vehemency_n of_o one_o great_a impulse_n of_o love_n her_o pure_a and_o bless_a soul_n depart_v the_o body_n not_o of_o any_o other_o sickness_n and_o ascend_v into_o glory_n where_o she_o do_v most_o happy_o enjoy_v he_o who_o she_o so_o dear_o love_v this_o she_o do_v declare_v appear_a to_o the_o venerable_a mother_n catherine_n of_o jesus_n prioress_n of_o bea_n the_o very_a day_n of_o her_o death_n i_o beseech_v his_o divine_a majesty_n to_o grant_v this_o divine_a love_n