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of_o god._n take_v pity_n on_o yourself_o and_o render_v not_o yourself_o unworthy_a of_o the_o compassion_n he_o have_v for_o you_o be_v no_o long_o deaf_a to_o the_o command_v he_o have_v give_v you_o to_o declare_v your_o sin_n in_o confession_n nor_o to_o all_o those_o reason_n which_o oblige_v you_o to_o it_o courage_n make_v a_o strong_a resolution_n and_o execute_v it_o ready_o and_o have_v a_o care_v you_o be_v not_o remiss_a the_o son_n of_o god_n will_v assist_v you_o in_o it_o with_o his_o grace_n he_o will_v open_v your_o mouth_n free_o to_o confess_v your_o sin_n you_o will_v receive_v a_o thousand_o consolation_n from_o he_o and_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n you_o will_v sing_v forth_o bene_fw-la omne_fw-la fecit_fw-la &_o surdos_fw-la fecit_fw-la audire_fw-la &_o mutos_fw-la loqui_fw-la he_o have_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o he_o have_v make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v chap._n ix_o of_o the_o preparation_n for_o confession_n or_o examen_fw-la of_o conscience_n there_o be_v no_o doubt_n but_o we_o ought_v to_o prepare_v ourselves_o for_o confession_n and_o be_v our_o memory_n ordinary_o speak_v be_v not_o so_o tenacious_a as_o to_o keep_v in_o mind_n thing_n past_a except_o we_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o call_v they_o back_o it_o follow_v that_o the_o same_o authority_n which_o oblige_v we_o to_o a_o entire_a confession_n of_o our_o sin_n do_v oblige_v we_o also_o to_o make_v beforehand_o a_o examen_fw-la of_o conscience_n that_o so_o we_o may_v remember_v the_o three_o thing_n abovementioned_a viz._n the_o species_n the_o number_n and_o the_o most_o notorious_a circumstance_n this_o make_v the_o council_n of_o trent_n say_v that_o one_o be_v oblige_v to_o declare_v all_o their_o sin_n which_o they_o remember_v after_o a_o diligent_a examen_fw-la it_o be_v certain_a that_o no_o general_a rule_n can_v be_v prescribe_v for_o this_o preparation_n which_o do_v not_o depend_v upon_o the_o circumstance_n of_o the_o person_n of_o his_o capacity_n of_o time_n of_o necessity_n and_o such_o like_a for_o there_o be_v more_o time_n require_v to_o prepare_v one_o self_n for_o a_o annual_a then_o for_o a_o monthly_a confession_n those_o who_o have_v a_o ill_a memory_n or_o who_o observe_v not_o their_o daily_a action_n or_o seldom_o examen_fw-la their_o conscience_n have_v need_n of_o a_o long_a preparation_n than_o other_o we_o must_v follow_v herein_o that_o most_o judicious_a method_n which_o the_o catechism_n of_o the_o council_n prescribe_v in_o confession_n summa_fw-la illa_fw-la eura_fw-la &_o diligentia_fw-la ad_fw-la hibenda_fw-la est_fw-la quam_fw-la in_o rebus_fw-la gravissimis_fw-la ponere_fw-la solemus_fw-la catechis_n ad_fw-la parac_n de_fw-fr poenit._n sacram._n n._n 62._o that_o be_v to_o use_v the_o same_o diligence_n in_o this_o preparation_n we_o be_v wont_v to_o employ_v