beautifie the Meek with Salvation Let the Saints be joyful in Glory let them sing aloud upon their Beds let them praise the Name of the Lord for his Name alone is excellent his Glory is above the Earth and Heaven III. See here how rich a Meal God the Father prepares for our Souls even the crucified Body of his Son Shall we look upon that Celestial Food with dull and careless Thoughts Can we behold this costly Bread and forbear crying out Lord for ever give us that Bread Christian if thou meanest to be saved by the crucified Body of thy Lord thou must needs eat of it Not only thy Mouth must eat the Sacramental Bread and chew it but thy Soul must ascend and employ her self in eating of the crucified Body represented by that Bread Thy Soul thy Mind thy Will thy Affections must have the greatest Share in eating at this Table Thy Body hath little to do here that is only the Chariot that brings thy Soul to this Banquet Thy Soul not being engaged and busie here in Thinking Admiration Resolution Love and Joy the Cringes and Bowings of thy Body will be insignificant The End of our common Eating is Assimilation and in our ordinary Meals we therefore eat Food agreeable to our Bodies that it may be united to our Substance mingle with our Blood and become one with our Bodies So here our Souls must feed on the crucified Body of the Lord Jesus that we may become one with him All Creatures may be said to be one with Christ as he is God as he is their Creator in which respect he fills Heaven and Earth with his Presence and is not far from every one of us and in him we live and breath and have our Being Nay in a more particular manner every Professor of Christianity may be said to be one with him as he professes the same Religion which Christ taught his Disciples But this is not the Union aimed at in this Sacrament nor can the Union which respects our Profession only give any great Comfort to a Christian. The Union designed by this Sacrament is effected by the Spirit of Christ Jesus and the Soul that unfeignedly see◠here on the crucified Body of her Master gets the same Spirit that dwelt in her crucified Lord which produces the same Graces in her that shined in that great Shepherd of Souls and the same Mind the same Temper the same Disposition in substance at least though not in the same Degree is effected and produced in her by this Spirit as we see Rem 8. 11. Phil. 2. 5. And this is that Union every true Communicant is to aim at and from hence flows a Communion with Christ in all his Privileges and Glories whereby the Soul is raised up together with Christ and made to sit together with him in Heavenly Places though not by way of actual Enjoyment as yet but by getting a Right and Title to those Privileges as the Apostle informs us Ephes. 2. 6. By feeding on this crucified Body the Soul is nourished and gathers Strength against her spiritual Enemies becomes bold in Temptations resolute in Dangers couragious in spiritual Enterprizes The Soul that comes to feed on this crucified Body and comes not with this Intent comes in vain comes only to stare upon the Cross but not to be refreshed by it The Soul that after the Sacrament yields wilfully to the same Temptations it did before is ensnared by the same sinful Pleasure that ruin'd it before is led Captive by the same Lusts that intangled her before certainly feeds not on the crucified Body of the Lord Jesus because the Contemplation of that Crucifixion works no suitable Effects which if it did the Soul would unfeignedly destroy the Body of Sin according to the Apostle's Rule Rom. 6. 6. and offer up her Body a living Sacrifice holy acceptable unto God as it is said Rom. 12. 1. Make the Body obedient to Reason and Sense to Faith and the Flesh to the Spirit and it would keep under the Body and bring it into Subjection as St. Paul did 1 Cor. 9. 27. i. e. it would deny the Body those Satisfactions which are manifest Hindrances to the Things of the Spirit it would force it to Temperance to Hardships to Industry and Laboriousness in God's Service it would strive and take care that the Body might become a Temple of the Holy Ghost 1 Cor. 6. 19. 〈◊〉 what the Soul doth in this Ordinance would leave such a Sense upon us as would not only enable but constrain us to glorifie God both in Body and Soul as the Scripture requires 1 Cor. 6. 20. These are the blessed Effects of eating the crucified Body of the Lord Jesus And the Soul that feeds on that Body will find these happy Consequences it will not go away empty from this Meal and though for the present it doth not see all these Effects yet there is that Impression made on her by this Eating that these Effects will afterward discover themselves in her Life and Conversation The PRAYER O My God! What Care dost thou take of my immortal Soul that it may not starve Thou hast made large Provision for my Body in the Earth in the Air and in the Water The Earth brings forth Herbs and Roots and Cattel to feed it The Air affords Fowl and Feather'd Creatures to nourish it The Water provides Fish for it But none of all these can satisfie my Soul that must have a spiritual Diet and rather than it shall want thou hast given thine own Son to be her Food O mysterious Love Can I after tbis have low and mean Thoughts of thy Goodness O sweetest Jesu if my Soul feeds not on thee if must die and be separated from thy glorious Presence for ever If it feeds on thee it is made for ever Oh! be thou my most beloved and most delightful Food Thy crucified Body alone can keep my Soul from fainting Thy Death must yield me Life Thy Sufferings must give me Joy Thy Agonies must afford me Comfort Thy Torments must work mine Ease Thy Nails and Thorns must be my Bed of Roses Nothing else can give my Soul Rest. When the Snares of Death and Hell encompass me I will lay hold on these Horns of the Altar here I shall be safe safer than in the Arms of Angels Thou that diedst for me livest for ever to intercede for me and having such an Advocate I may come boldly to the Throne of Grace O let me not survey this glorious Provision made for my Soul with carnal Eyes O let me ponder seriously not with flying and transient but with steady and fixed Thoughts how thou hast favoured how thou hast loved how thou hast dignified this miserable Soul of mine that I may rejoyce in thee for ever and ever Amen CHAP. XII Of remembring Christ in this Sacrament or doing what we do here in remembrance of him The CONTENTS The Death of Christ Jesus the principal thing to be
the Lord Jesus will answer and though he may knock often yet at last the Gates will be opened to him The Everlasting Door the Gate of Grace and Mercy shall be unlocked to him and he shall get more Grace greater Strength larger Influences his Incomes shall be greater his Revenues more plentiful He will open the Windows of Heaven to him and refresh his Ground with kindly Showers They shall drop on the Pastures of the Wilderness and the little Hills shall rejoyce on every side Such a Receiver is like to abide in Christ and his Word like to abide in him He may be sure of his Love sure of his Friendship sure of his favourable Looks For him Christ laid down his Life indeed and he may be confident that he is one of his little Flock for he hears his Voice and is willing to be guided by him For him the Saviour of the World hath prepared a sure Refuge a Munition of Rocks where he shall dwell securely free from the stormy Wind and Tempest Such a Receiver believes in him and he shall not die Nay Though he were dead yet shall he live Because Christ lives he shall live too And though his Life be hid with Chrst in God yet when Christ who is his Life shall appear then shall he also appear with him in Glory His Faith shall at last be turned into Fruition his Hope into Vision his Expectations into Enjoyment He shall see Christ at last in his Majesty He shall see him in his Wedding-Robes He shall sit down with him at last at the Supper of the Lamb and lean on his Bosom and the Angels will say Behold the Disciple whom Jesus loved He shall walk with him in shining Garments and the King's Daughter which was all glorious within here shall be all glorious without too Her Glory shall be the Joy of Saints and the Envy of all wicked Men. Such a Person rejoyced in his ligâ—t here and he shall be decked with Eternal Light He that is the Light of both Worlds shall be his Everlasting Companion and Darkness shall not annoy him In a Word Christ will lift up the Light of his Countenance upon him and he shall be safe The PRAYER O Great and admirable Saviour who hast said I will give unto him that is a thirst the Fountain of the water of Life freely my Soul thirsteth for thee my Flesh longeth for thee in a a dry and thirsty Land where no water is to see thy Power and thy Glory I am unworthy to receive so Glorious a Guest into my Soul I am unworthy to wash the Feet of the Servants of my Lord Unworthy of the least Crum that falls from thy Table The Angels purer than the Sun think themselves unworthy to Praise and Glorifie thee How unworthy then must I think my self to receive thee the sweetest and the brightest Being into my House yet thou offerest to come and make thy abode with me What Bounty is this Whence is it that the Sovereign King of Heaven and Earth will come and dwell in me who am a sink of Misery a stye of uncleanness a den of filthiness How unworthy am I of this astonishing Saviour I freely confess that I have deserved to be plunged into the depth of Hell rather than to receive thee the Glory of Heaven and Earth into a Heart so defiled so polluted so corrupted with Sin and Misery Yet since thou dost freely offer me this unspeakable Mercy Come Lord and make thy Residence in my Soul I desire to receive thee with all Love and Purity and Devotion To this end destroy in me all that is contrary to thee and enrich my Soul with all suitable dispositions to receive thee I hate my Sins I renounce them I desire to think of them with horror because they were the cause of thy Torments and of that death thou sufferedst on the Cross I would hate them as the Angels and the Saints of Heaven do I am sensible thou art worthy of all Honour and Glory and from my Heart wish that I never had offended and dishonoured thee O that I had something of that Sorrow I see in thy Soul when thou madest thy Soul an offering for Sin Thy Soul was exceeding sorrowful even unto death It was my Sin that caused that Sorrow O let me participate of that Sorrow O Jesu my Light my Righteousness my Sanctification my Redemption Open mine Eyes that I may see the vast Mercy offered me in this Blessed Sacrament Give me that Repentance that Faith that Love which may make me a worthy Receiver of thy Benefits I humble my self before thee I throw my self down at thy feet I give my self to thee I dedicate my Thoughts my Words my Actions my Understanding my Will my Affections to thy Service Set up thy Kingdom in my Soul Destroy my inordinate Self-Love my Anger my Pride and all my disorderly Inclinations Let thy Humility thy Charity thy Patience and all thy Graces reign in me Where thou art there is Heaven If thou art in me I shall not fear what Man or Devils can do against me for thou wilt hide me in the secret of thy Presence from the Pride of Man thou wilt keep me secretly in a Pavilion from the strife of Tongues Blessed be the Lord who hath shewed us his marvellous Kindness I will sing of the Mercies of the Lord for ever with my Mouth will I make known thy faithfulness to all Generations Amen Amen CHAP. XVIII Of the sad Effects and Consequences of Unworthy Eating and Drinking in this Holy Sacrament and First of Temporal Judgments The CONTENTS The word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which is rendred Damnation explained and its various significations discussed Of Temporal Judgments in general which are or may be procured by Eating and Drinking unworthily at the Lord's Table Several Instances of Persons who have felt signal Judgments for prophaning Holy Things This applied to the Holy Sacrament How Men Eat and Drink Temporal Judgment to themselves explained There being many unworthy Receivers at this day who meet with no Signal Judgment in this Life what we are to think of it and how we are to reconcile this Impunity to the Truth of the Apostle's threatning A Question resolved whether such Judgments if they befall an unworthy Receiver do expiate his Sins God proved to be a consuming fire and in what sense Though it be dangerous to Eat and Drink unworthily yet this ought to be no discouragement from coming to the Lord's Table The Prayer I. THE Apostle 1 Cor. 11. 29. in general tells us He that Eats and Drinks unworthily Eats and Drinks Damnation to himself A fearful word The Writer of the Life of Ida de Nivella tells us that whenever she pass'd by the Altar where the Eucharist used to be celebrated a trembling seiz'd upon all her Joynts a kind of Ague fit came upon her and a Sacred horror invaded her Soul imitating the Earth in that particular which trembled at
Seriousness what Protestations of Cautiousness and Fear of offending God for the future Yet when God hath restored thee when the Almighty hath been so favourable to thee as to give thee the Desires of thy Heart how careless hast thou been of thy strongest Promises How regardless of the strictest Engagements How negligent of thy Duty How hast thou returned to thy former Vomit and with the Swine that was washed to her wallowing in the Mire 7. Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread when the Passover must be killed HOW many Easter-Days hast thou lived to see O my Soul Days when thou shouldst have risen with Christ from the Death of Sin and applied thy self unto a Life of Righteousness Yet thou art the same still thou wert so many Years ago What Lust hast thou mortified what Corruption hast thou killed what darling Desires hast thou sacrificed for Christ Art not thou as dull and as dead in God's Service as thou hast been heretofore The Sins that thou hast left was it the Love of God or the Change of thy Condition that made thee abandon them On the blessed Day of thy Saviour's Resurrection may be thou hast been devout and serious but what strange Liberty hast thou given thy self soon after How hath thy Piety and Goodness died again and thy Carefulness to please God given up the Ghost and expired 8. And he sent Peter and John saying Go and prepare us the Passover that we may eat HOW often O my Soul hath God sent his Spirit and his Messengers to thee with an Order to prepare and meet thy God by a serious Repentance Yet thou hast either resisted his Spirit or disobliged his Messengers or undervalued their Summons How little hast thou regarded the Condescention of so great a God! How little hast thou minded the Favour God did thee in visiting so worthless a Creature Dost not thou remember how thou hast pretended that thou hadst either Farms to see or Oxen to buy or an House to look after and thus hast put off thy God that would fain have gathered thee as an Hen doth her Brood under her Wings 9. And they said unto him Where wilt thou that we prepare HOW careful are the Disciples that they may do nothing contrary to their Master's Will How do they enquire after the very place where he would have them prepare O my Soul How little hast thou been concerned whether thy God were pleased or not Thou hast been so far from observing the Circumstantials of Religion that thou hast not minded the Substance How hast thou rushed into Sin as the Horse rushes into the Battel without being sollicitous or concerned about offending God! How little hast thou enquired what thy Lord and Master requires of thee How contentedly ignorant hast thou been of his Laws and how loth to know thy Master's Will that thou mightest not be obliged to do it 10. And he said unto them Behold when you are entred into the City there shall a Man meet you bearing a Pitcher of Water follow him into the House where he enters in HOW strangely doth Providence order things Just at the Disciples entring into the City God orders this Man to meet them How wonderfully O my Soul hath God made the Second Causes to meet for thy good How hath God turned such Men's Hearts towards thee into Mercy and Compassion How often when thou hast been in Trouble hath God sent thee a Deliverer How often when thou hast seen no probability of Help hath God come in with his Salvation Yet how careless hast thou been of his Providence How apt hast thou been to ascribe these Events to Second Causes Dost not thou blush to think thou shouldst be so dull as not to see God in such Dispensations 11. And ye shall say to the good Man of the House The Master saith unto thee Where is the Guest-Chamber where I shall eat the Passover with my Disciples HOW often O my Soul hath thy great Master attempted to enter into thy Heart and to make that his Guest-Chamber And how surly how ill-natur'd how impudent hast thou been in refusing so great a Guest whose Presence would have enriched thee with infinite Treasures Temporal Profit Honour Ease and Pleasure have but gently knocked at the Door and thou hast listen'd and heard and run to open to them See where thy Love and thy Treasure lies Christ hath stood without knocking and calling Open to me my Sister my Spouse for my Locks are wet with Dew But how loth hast thou been to rise from thy Bed of State or from thy Couch of Luxury to let in that Heavenly Friend Were it not just when thy Prayers knock at Heaven Gate that he should fling them back into thy Face and say As thou wouldst not hear when I called so shalt thou call and I will not hear 12. And she shall shew you a large Upper Room furnished there make ready AND O my Soul hath not thy Lord shewn thee very often a large Upper Room even Heaven it self where the Supper of the Lamb is to be kept and to which thou hast been invited Yet how hast thou preferred this Dunghil Earth before it How contemptible have those Everlasting Mansions been in thine Eyes How hast thou hugged thy Plenty here below and how contentedly hast thou lived without any Assurance that the Eternal Riches shall fall to thy share How little hath that Heaven affected thee How little have thy Affections been stirred with the Thoughts of it How often hast thou looked upon that glorious Place without any Longings to be there or to feast there with thy great Redeemer 13. And they went and found as he had said to them and made ready the Passover THis is the Property of God that he cannot lye If he saith or fore-tells things they must necessarily come to pass Yet how hast thou lived O my Soul as if thy God were false to his Word Thou hast lived in Sin and yet hast believed that God would receive thee at last into Glory Thou hast embraced Follies which he hath protested shall exclude thee from the Kingdom of Heaven and yet hast fancied that thou shalt be happy What is this but to make God a Lyar and to hope that he will not be so good as his Word When thou hast hoped for Heaven without Holiness for a Crown without Conquest for an Everlasting Reward without bearing the Heat and Burthen of the Day and for the same Felicity the Son of God enjoys without imitating him in his Meekness Patience Humility and Charity Hast not thou plainly flattered thy self that God would break his Word and act contrary to his Promises and Threatnings 14. And when the Hour was come he sate down and the Twelve Apostles with him SEE how the great Saviour of the World disdains not to sit down at the Table with a Company of Fisher-men Yet how scornfully O my Soul hast thou looked sometimes upon thy Neighbour What high Thoughts
offended what tremblings will invade them How will they quake for fear What pitiful shifts will they betake themselves to but all in vain O let that dreadful day be ever before mine Eyes Let the future shrieks and groans of impenitent Sinners even now in this my day sound in mine Ears that I may be frighted from Sin O let me think what their ways will end in and turn my feet away from their Paths O let me not follow their pernicious ways that I may not be condemn'd with the World 31. For if they do these things in a green tree what shall be done in the dry JUdgment must begin at the House of God and if it first begin at us what shall the end be of them that obey not the Gospel of God And if the Righteous scarcely be saved where shall the Ungodly and Sinner appear God is resolved to judge the World and even the best shall have a taste of his Justice The Afflictions that befall the good in this World are but the beginnings of his indignation against Sin and by the Blood of Christ they shall be saved from the wrath to come But if these be the beginnings of God's anger what will the progress of his Justice be and where will it end O blessed Saviour How fearful will the end of all ungodly Sinners be If I must be afflicted O let me have my share of it in this World that I may not sink under the burden of thine indignation hereafter 32. And there were also two other Malefactors led with him to be put to death VVHat an opportunity had these wretches to save their Souls even at the last moment of their Lives An opportunity the like of which never was before nor ever will be Here was an happy day for them to have secured Christ's Favour who would not have denied his Grace to them had they been but willing to accept of it upon this extraordinary occasion Kings and Princes bestow extraordinary Acts of Grace at their Coronation or upon some remarkable Solemnity Now had been the time for these Malefactors to have laid hold on Eternal life which they never had any hope of before But how do Men let slip the opportunities God puts in their hands So have I my Blessed Jesus many a time when I have been in a good frame when thou hast put good Thoughts and Resolutions in my Heart what opportunities had I to to make my self for ever But I have return'd to the love of the World despised these opportunies of Grace and justly deserved thou shouldst deny them me for ever Dear Saviour visit me once more with thy Salvation with the Day-spring from on high and I will admit thy Beams into my Soul that I may be enlighten'd edified sanctified and preserv'd for ever 33. And when they were come to the place which is call'd Calvary there they crucified him and the Malefactors one on the right hand and the other on the left HEre begins the act at which Heaven and Earth stood amaz'd What a spectacle was here The Son of God nailed to the Cross and hanging betwixt two Thieves Did not the hands of the Soldiers that nailed the Saviour of the World to the Cross tremble Did not their Hearts fail them when they tied him to the Tree No their hearts were flint and adamant No other could have been engaged in the Service O wonderful stupidity they knew not what flesh they touch'd They knew not it was a Body fram'd by the Holy Ghost and the fruit of the Virgin 's Womb Here O my Soul here the work of thy Redemption is commenc'd O look upon the Heavenly Creature that hangs here and think what Riches are treasured up in his Cross Here he shew'd himself a Mediator indeed hanging in the middle betwixt a Penitent and a Prodigal betwixt Heaven and Earth betwixt the Living and the Dead They crucified him What did the Angels think to see their Lord and Master thus used What dost thou think of it O my Soul Job's Friends seeing the greatness of his misery sate silent by him in the Dust seven Days Look O my Soul upon this object sit silent and admire for thy Lord's grief is great 34. Then said Jesus Father forgive them for they know not what they do LOrd Jesus What a Miracle of Mercy dost thou work here I know not which is the greater wonder those thou dist formerly when conversant on the Earth or that which I see now perform'd on the Cross. To pray for Men who had abused thee to a Prodigy To beg of thy Father to forgive their Insolencies and not to exclude them from the possibility of Repentance Can I think of this and not believe that this was to teach me how I must behave my self toward those that have done me wrong Canst thou forgive such injuries and shall not I forgive them that trespass against me One would have thought that these affronts and indignities which were offered to thee would never have been forgiven yet they are no sooner offer'd but thou intercedest for their Remission O let no injury that 's henceforward offer'd me seem too big for pardon O let me freely pass by the offence committed against me that my Father which is the Heaven may forgive me my Trespasses 34. And they parted his Garments and cast Lots VVHat a rich Spoil did these Soldiers get and they knew it not If a good Christian that understood the great Mystery of Godliness had got such a Treasure how would he have valued it what Joy what Comfort would it have been to such a Soul Not that there is any great virtue in the Cloaths of the Son of God A Man might have kept them and yet by leading an ill life have perish'd Eternally but Who would not have preserv'd these precious Relicks if he had known what Person it was that wore them It would have done him good to have looked upon them and admirable Reflections he might have made upon them But to Men that knew not God these things were of no value O my Soul Thou hast not priz'd the good Things thy God hath bequeathed to thee How little hast thou valued the Means of Grace thy Saviour left behind him Henceforward learn to make a better Use of them that they may be Health to thy Navel and Marrow to thy Bones 35. And the People stood beholding and the Rulers also with them derided him saying He saved others Let him save himself if he be Christ the chosen of God IT could not but cause strange Admiration to see him who had been known to be a Prophet mighty in Word or Deed come to such a doleful and dreadful End But for any Man to be so impudent as to deride him in his Misery this was extraordinary bold and insolent Yet Men that have done a very ill thing think themselves obliged to justifie it by their Gestures and Actions partly to keep themselves from Reproach and partly to
remembred in this Sacrament What kind of Death it was shewn in four Particulars How this Death is to be remembred The Benefits of this Remembrance laid down Though the Death of Christ be the principal thing that is to be remembred in this Sacrament yet that puts no stop to other Remembrances Christ's Example makes it lawful to preserve the memory of any signal Mercy or Providence we meet with Those that do not remember Christ's Death in this Sacrament do very much forget themselves The remembrance of his Death a Motive to forget the World and the Vanities of it This Remembrance the best Defensative against Sin The Prayer I. AS these words Do this in remembrance of me do necessarily import the Bread in this Sacrament to be a Memorial of Christ's Crucified Body or that which is to put us in mind of it and consequently suppose that Christ's real Body is absent so how Christ is to be remembred here must needs be worth our serious enquiry What Christ calls Doing in remembrance of him the Apostle the best Interpreter of his words stiles Shewing forth his Death 1 Cor. 11. 26. So that his Death is the thing that is to be remembred here by all the Communicants And that this Death is worth our serious remembrance will easily appear if we consider what Death the Death of Christ Jesus was For 1. It was the Death of God According to the Quality of the Person dying so his Death is more or less surprizing hence the Death of a King makes a greater noise in the World than that of a Peasant The Death remembred here is the Death of the King of Kings and though as God he could not dye yet it may truly be said that he that was God did die not in his Godhead but in his Humanity not as dwelling in a Light inaccessible but as dwelling in a Tabernacle of Flesh. Plutarch relates that he had heard his Master Epitherses tells this Story How in the Emperor Tiberius's time under whom Christ suffered intending to Sail into Italy he went aboard of a Ship laden with many Goods and Passengers One Evening coming near certain Islands call'd the Echinades the Wind slackening and the Ship being becalm'd with a slow pace they arriv'd at last at the Isle of Paxae Several of the Seamen and Passengers sitting up that Night and drinking on a suddain from off the Island came a Voice calling to Thamus the Master of the Ship thrice When you are come as far as the Palodes proclaim that the Great PAN is dead The Master and his Company doubtful what to do whether they should do according to the import of the Voice or no resolved at last if the Wind favour'd them to pass by the Palodes and say nothing but if they were becalm'd about that place then to cry as they were directed So sailing on and coming to the place they found themselves strangely becalm'd whereupon Thamus call'd aloud That the Great PAN was dead which words he had no sooner spoken but great Howlings and Sighings and Lamentations were heard By PAN the Heathens meant the God of the Universe or him that rul'd govern'd and influenced all and it 's probable this Voice had relation to Christ Jesus who suffered about that time at Jerusalem and that upon the news of this Death Howlings were heard it 's very likely this noise was made by Fiends and Devils whom the Death of the Son of God filling all in all put into those excesses of consternation and sorrow And lest any Man should object That the Furies of Hell had no reason to mourn at his Death but might rejoyce rather that their great Antagonist was gone it must be noted That they feared the Power and Virtue of that Death such Virtue as in a short time would make all the Powers of Darkness tremble and destroy their Empire When Abner Saul's General was carried to his Grave King David follow'd the Herse and said Know ye not that there is a Prince and a great Man fallen this day in Israel 2 Sam. 3. 38. If such a death as Abner's deserv'd to be taken notice of what must we think of the Death of the Lord Jesus Not a Great Man only but one of whom it was said Thou Lord in the beginning hast laid the foundation of the Earth and the Heavens are the work of thy Hands Heb. 1. 10. How justly is this death remembred by his Followers And what a mixture of Passions Amazement as well as Gladness Trembling as well as rejoycing ought it to cause in all Christian Hearts to think that our God died for us A Captain hath his like a General his Fellow a Prince may be parallel'd with others a King may meet with others of his Rank and Quality but God hath no equal 2. It was the Death of a Person higher than the highest for his Enemies Regulus Codrus Mutius and among the Jews Moses had courage to die for their Country and the good of the People they were related to but still they were their Friends but here a Person ador'd by Angels worshipp'd by all the Host of Heaven the Comfort of Paradise the Joy of Seraphim the Terror of Devils the Lord of Life the Eternal Son of God the Brightness of his Father's Glory and the express Image of his Person dies for Men for Men miserable and wretched for Men that were Sinners for Men that were proper Objects of his Justice for Men that were haters of God acted like Enemies had affronted their Maker Crucified their Redeemer came out against him as against a Thief who took pleasure in trampling on his Laws rejoyced in their Disobedience had made a Covenant with Hell conspired against him who had given them their Being laugh'd on the brink of Destruction were Heirs of Hell and had no other Inheritance but Damnation for such this wonderful Person dies and this makes his death miraculous and astonishing Rom. 5. 8. 3. It 's Death that Nature and all the Elements were confounded at and Heaven and Earth seem'd to be at strife which of them should be most concern'd at it insomuch that we are told of Dionysius the Areopagite the Person mention'd Acts 17. 34. when he was yet under the Clouds of Paganism that beholding the stupendous Eclipse of the Sun which happen'd about the time that the Saviour of the World died brake forth into this memorable saying That certainly either Nature was going to be dissolv'd or the God of Nature suffer'd If ever Nature endur'd a Convulsion-Fit it did now The Sun disdain'd to look upon the barbarity of the Murther and hid his Face that he might not see his Creator die The Earth trembl'd as if it were asham'd to see Men stupid at the dreadful Spectacle The Rocks broke as if they would testifie against the Sinners that could stand under the Cross without broken Hearts The Vail of the Temple was rent as if it would chide the Wretches that could see the
1. And the whole Multitude of them arose and led him to Pilate AMong this Multitude no doubt were some who formerly cried Hosannah to the Son of David But how variable is Mankind in their Devotion And O my Soul Dost not thou see thy self in this Glass How fickle and inconstant hast thou been in thy Religious Temper Sometimes Fire then Ice again sometimes hot then cold again sometimes diligent in Prayer then careless and supine again And is this agreeable to thy great Master's Temper who loved thee to the End Should thy God love thee at this rate love thee to Day and forsake thee to Morrow where wouldst thou hide thy Head in the Day of Battel 2. And they began to accuse him saying we found this Fellow perverting the Nation and forbidding to give Tribute to Caesar saying That he himself is Christ a King THis was nothing but a downright Lye for he had not only paid Tribute for himself and Peter but charged the Spies that were sent unto him to give to Caesar the Things that were Caesar's But their Interest is maintain'd by the Untruth and therefore they make nothing of the Sin O my Soul how little hast thou stood upon a Lye when thy Interest hath seemed to require it And to clear thy self how regardless hast thou been of speaking Truth of thy Neighbour and thy self How little hast thou regarded the God of Truth whose Eyes were upon thee and who saw the Falshood and Perverseness of thine Heart Thou hadst need for the future redeem thy Time and speak the Truth from thy Heart whatever thou sufferest and losest by it And let a good Conscience be ever dearer to thee than the Breath and good Opinion of Men For mark the perfect Man and behold the Upright the End of that Man is Peace 3. And Pilate asked him Art thou the King of the Jews And he answered him and said Thou sayest it HOW often O my Soul hath Christ asked thee this Question Am not I thy King Thou hast indeed answered with thy Lips That he is But how far hath thy Heart been from him and how loth hast thou been to be govern'd by him How boldly hast thou sometimes thrown off his Yoak and how unwilling hast thou been that this Man should reign over thee Canst thou have a better Prince to rule thy Thoughts and Words and Actions Did ever any miscarry under his Rule And canst thou think thou shalt 4. Then said Pilate to the Chief Priests and to the People I find no fault in this Man AN Heathen finds no Fault in Christ Jesus Yet Hast not thou O my Soul found fault with him when thou hast disputed his Precepts thought them hard and troublesome and his Commandments grievous Hast not thou blamed him in so doing when thou hast thought that he hath not consulted thine Ease nor considered thy Circumstances and tied thee up to hard Meat hath not this been harbouring strange Thoughts of him Can he that is the Fountain of Wisdom do any thing that is irrational Or canst thou think he did not design thy Good when he commanded that which crosses the Inclinations of Flesh and Blood And ought not this to make thee say to him for the future Speak Lord for thy Servant hears 5. And they were the more fierce saying He stirreth up the People teaching throughout all Jury beginning from Galilee to this place AND must thy stirring up the Souls of Men to love their God my dearest Lord be called Sedition Oh then let there be such Sedition and such Uproars in my Soul Let there be a perpetual Contrariety betwixt the Flesh and the Spirit in me that my Spirit may never yield to the evil Motions of the Flesh Stir up my Soul to stand up for thy Honour and Glory Commence a War within me whereby I may be engaged to fight for him who hath redeemed me from the Power of the Grave and given me a Title to Immortality 6. When Pilate heard of Galilee he asked whether the Man were a Galilean A Galilean was a Nick-name And when the Jews called one a Galilean they meant an inconsiderable Person How meanly doth Pilate speak of thee my Blessed Jesus But he knew thee not Had he been sensible of thy Divinity he would not only have spoken of thee with the highest Respect and Veneration and fallen down before thee but wonder'd at the Mystery that the Creator should thus suffer himself to be abused by his Creatures and be content to be made an Object of their Scorn whose Souls and Bodies he might have lash'd with Eternal Fire Ignorance wanders in the Dark and passes by that Medicine which is of greatest Use and yields the greatest Comfort Oh drive that Darkness from my Mind and let me know nothing with that Delight and Satisfaction as I do thee my Jesus thee my Crucified Redeemer 7. And as soon as he knew that he belonged to Herod's Jurisdiction he sent him to Herod who himself was also at Jerusalem at that time PIlate intended to have Herod's Opinion of Christ. Which was just as if two blind Men should judge of Colours or pretend to guide one another by which Attempt they both fall into the Ditch O Jesu What could Herod judge of thee that knew not thy glorious Designs nor had any Knowledge of thy Spiritual Kingdom The Things of the Spirit are Foolishness to the Natural Man So they have been to me Before I knew what the Riches of thy Grace were I had strange Thoughts of Holiness and looked upon it as a needless thing I prize it now Thanks be to thee who hast open'd mine Eyes and not suffer'd me to continue in the Shadow and Valley of Death 8. And when Herod saw Jesus he was exceeding glad for he was desirous to see him of a long Season because he had heard many things of him and he hoped to have seen some Miracle done by him SUre this Man knew not what a Miracle was nor the End for which those wonderful Works were wrought Could the vain King think my blessed Lord that thou didst work Miracles to make Men Sport which were the Seals of Heaven affixed to thy sacred Doctrine O Lord I long not to see thy former Miracles wrought over again only one Miracle I beg thou wouldst work in me and turn my Heart of Stone into an Heart of Flesh and expel the Leprosie of Sin out of my Soul which if thou wilt grant I will speak of thy marvellous Acts and my Mouth shall shew forth thy Praise In the Congregations of the Saints will I bless thee 9. Then he questioned with him in many Words but but he answered him nothing NO doubt the Questions were trivial and below the Gravity and Holiness of my Saviour Had he asked What he should do to be saved None would have given a speedier Answer O my Jesus How wouldst thou have embraced the Opportunity and received the inquisitive Man with the same Tenderness
this World may'st bid me enter into my Master's Joy 44. And it was about the Sixth Hour and there was a Darkness over all the Earth until the Ninth Hour THE Sun loses his Splendour at Noon The Deed was black and Heaven draws a Curtain over it Yet notwithstanding the Miracle the greatest part of the Spectators continue obstinate When Men's Hearts are set upon Sin and the World how little do even Miracles prevail O my Soul How many strange Providences hast thou seen and yet thou hast not mended thy Life upon it Thou hast seen Miracles of Judgment and Mercy yet thy Heart hath been hard Oh learn to take more notice of God's Dispensations and believe that the strange things that happen to thee and others are Calls from Heaven to the Inhabitants of the World to learn Righteousness 45. And the Sun was darken'd and the Veil of the Temple was rent in the midst WHat a Motive was this to Men to rend their Hearts This was a Sign that God would lay the Inclosure open and that Christ was to break down the Partition-Wall and make both Jews and Gentiles one To this Rent thou art beholden O my Soul Thy Father was an Amorite and thy Mother an Hittite thy Ancestors were Heathens and Idolaters by this Rent they were brought to the Light of the Gospel and upon that Account thou enjoyest the Gospel now Remember how unworthy of this Favour thou hast walked many Years and how thou hast dishonoured this Gospel with thy Life Oh learn to bring forth Fruits as become the Doctrine which is according unto Godliness and let thy Conversation be such as may promote God's Glory and thine Eternal Happiness 46. And when Jesus had cried with a loud Voice he said Father into thy Hands I commend my Spirit And having said thus he gave up the Ghost NOW the Sacrifice is offered and this Death reconciles God to the sinful World This Death which had been so often foretold both by the Prophets and Christ himself is at last accomplished and Pardon of Sin and the Possibility of Men's arriving to Eternal Life by a true Repentance is hereby purchased This Death puts an End to the Curse of the Law And from this Death O my Soul date thy Happiness Though wicked Men who had an Hand in it were the Means whereby it was effected yet the Son of God would die and his voluntary Death is the meritorious Cause of thy Eternal Life Oh look upon it with Wonder and Admiration And while thou standest amazed at it see withal how thou thy self may'st end thy Days If thou livest like a Child of God thy Father in Heaven will receive thee when thou diest Thy Father will not send thee to Hell but being a Father he will stretch forth his Almighty Arms and receive thee to himself like a faithful Creator 47. Now when the Centurion saw what was done he glorified God saying Certainly this was a righteous Man TO make a right Construction of Things is the Way to Spiritual Wisdom This Man justly concluded that Heaven could not possibly shew it self so much concern'd about a Person if he were not an extraordinary Favourite He judged rationally and this brought him to a true Knowledge of Christ and to an open Confession and Declaration of the Sufferer's Innocence O my Soul Consider by what Miracles and Testimonies that Truth thou professest hath been confirmed and conclude it is Divine No Religion hath those Evidences of its Divinity and Celestial Original that the Christian hath and coming from God thou hast the greatest Reason to believe that all its Promises and Threatnings will be fulfilled and seeing that all these shall be fulfilled what manner of Person oughtest thou to be in all holy Conversation and Godliness 48. And all the People that came together to that Sight beholding the things which were done smote their Breasts and returned SMiting their Breasts was a Sign of their Grief and Anger of their Grief because so excellent a Person had been so inhumanely butcher'd and of their Anger against those bloody Men that had condemned and executed him See here O my Soul what Entertainment thou art to give thy Sins In looking upon them divide thy Affections betwixt Grief and Anger Grieve that thou hast offered so many Indignities to thy Blessed Master Be angry with thy self for being so base and ungrateful Grieve that thou hast forgotten the End for which thou wast created and be revenged upon the Sins that caused it And the best Revenge is this to see and take care that thy Degrees of Sin be truly answered by thy Degrees of Sanctification and Heavenly-mindedness 49. And all his Acquaintance and the Woman that followed him from Galilee stood afar off beholding these things THough it is some Ages since Christ was crucified yet in imitation of these Religious Women thou may'st stand afar off O my Soul and behold the Spectacle still When the Circumstances of it are left thee in Writing and the doleful Story stands upon Record thou canst ascend Mount Calvary and see those things acted as if thou hadst been present And Oh little dost thou think how much this Sight will edifie thee Look often upon the Cross and thou wilt find what a Damp it will strike upon all thy sinful Pleasures and how little reason thou hast to hancker after those things whereof so many good Men after they have been sensible of their Errours have been ashamed 50. And behold there was a Man named Joseph a Councillor and he was a good Man and a just IN the midst of Temptations God preserves this Man though his Riches Greatness Reputation and Friendship of the Grandes did strongly entice him to consent to the Death of the Lord Jesus yet he would not and was resolved rather to hazard all than have an hand in the Condemnation This was an Argument of a generous Spirit to bear up under the strongest Assaults and Enticements in the World and to keep an uncorrupt Soul in the midst of Dirt and Filthiness Thou livest in a very evil Generation O my Soul Dare to preserve thine Integrity in the midst of all the Floods of Ungodliness that surround thee And the more thou art discouraged from Goodness and Righteousness the more vigorously stand up for it and maintain it and thy God will be with thee 51. The same had not consented to the Counsel and Deed of them He was of Arimathea 4 City of the Jews who also himself waited for the Kingdom of God TO wait for the Kingdom of God is the Way to resist and to overcome Temptations He that is resolved not to lose his Share in God's Kingdom hereafter will not stand upon his Losses and Crosses here for he knows that the future Kingdom will recompense all No Nan will venture so much for Christ as he that firmly believes the Kingdom of God and fixes his Eye of Faith upon it O my Jesus Give me a clearer Sight of
Judge and he that thus condemns himself judges himself IV. The third act of Judging our selves is to inflict Judgments upon our selves By which I do not mean maiming or wounding our selves or cutting off an Arm or a Leg or whipping our selves but inflicting such Judgments on our selves for the Sins we have been guilty of and so often fallen into as are neither hurtful to the Body nor unprofitable nor prejudicial to the Soul but serve rather to bring the Soul into an excellent temper These Judgments though the design of them is to meliorate the Soul yet they are in a great measure to be inflicted on the Body because the Body tempts the Soul to great extravagancies and by presenting a thousand pleasant Objects to her leads her into Nets and Snares and Dangers The Judgment therefore must be laid upon that part which is the tempter and that being under restraint the Soul may more freely move toward her Center God blessed for evermore It 's true naturally no Man hates his own Flesh but cherishes it and makes much of it but Grace and the Gospel teaches us to treat it with greater rigour To be too fond of the Body in St. Bernard's sense is a Charity which destroys Charity a Mercy which is full of Cruelty for this is to serve the Body in order to kill the Soul Is this Charity saith he to tender the Body and to neglect the Soul To caress the Handmaid and to let the Mistress starve Let no Man think that for being thus merciful he will ever obtain mercy So that the Flesh and Body are to be treated as a wild or unruly Horse if we curb him not he will give us a fall Our Bodies are greater Enemies than we are aware they are friends too but the hurt they do too often to our Souls shews they are greater Enemies than Friends and therefore the Fathers do so often call the Flesh the Grave of the Soul a Prison where we are held Captive and a Dungeon where we sit in Darkness The Platonists used to say that our Souls deriving their Original from Heaven are sent into this World to shew forth the Praises of God here on Earth as the Angels do in Heaven but the Body the Soul is in is a kind of Inchanted Castle in which the Soul through the flatteries of the Flesh forgetting too often her nobler Extraction is diverted from her glorious Designs and debased to vile Employs And to this purpose Seneca That the Body is the weight and punishment of the Soul lying heavy upon it ready to link it and putting Shackles upon her if Philosophy do not make a Reformation The Body therefore being such a treacherous Servant must feel the effects of our Justice as it hath been the great instrument of the Sins we have committed that it may be more modest in its Desires And accordingly we find that good Men in all Ages when they have sate as Judges upon themselves to shew their detestation of the Sins they have been guilty of have inflicted Judgments on that part which is most sensible of any thing that is uneasie not out of any ill will to it for it is God's Creature but to preserve both Body and Soul unto Salvation So David punish'd himself for his Sins sometimes by mingling his Drink with Weeping Psal. 102. 9. Sometimes by making Sackcloth his Garment Psal. 69. 11. Sometimes by weakening his Knees with Fasting and Prayer Psal. 109. 24. Sometimes by making his Bed swim with Tears Psal. 6. 6. Sometimes by great acts of Self-denial as overcoming Shimei ' s Malice with Patience and Meekness 2 Sam. 16. 10. And delivering him that without cause was his Enemy Psal. 7. 4. And keeping Fasts and Humiliation Days for the recovery of those that were his Enemies Psal. 35. 13. Sometimes by lying all Night upon the Earth or Floor 2 Sam. 12. 16. Sometimes by rising at Midnight to praise God Psal. 119. 61. So the Penitent Publican punish'd himself by a violent smiting his Breast Luke 16. 13. So Mary Magdalen punished her self by washing the Feet of the Lord Jesus with her Tears and wiping them with the Hair of her Head Luke 7. 37. So Zacheus punish'd himself by giving the halfe of his Goods to the Poor and by fourfold Restitution Luke 19. 7. So St. Paul punished himself by keeping under his Body and bringing it into subjection 1 Cor. 9. 27. By making himself a Servant to all that he might gain the more 1 Cor. 9. 19. By labouring Day and Night that he might not be chargeable to the Church 1 Thess. 2. 9. By denying himself in Marriage 1 Co. 9. 5. So Daniel punished himself for his own and his People's Offences three Weeks together by eating no pleasant Bread by avoiding Flesh and Wine and forbearing to anoint himself Dan. 10. 2 3. So the Primitive believers punished themselves by various Self-denials in the Pleasures Satisfactions and Recreations of the Flesh and of the World thereby to express their Anger either against Sin in general or against some particular Sins they had run into But the most usual Judgment that good Men have ever inflicted on themselves as a Testimony of their Displeasure against themselves for offending God hath been Fasting and Prayer or chastening their Flesh by frequent Fasts spent in deprecations of God's Judgments and in other exercises of Humiliation and when Men have said to them Why are you so cruel as not to spare your Flesh They have answered We spare or use it as we do the Earth which we plough and cut with Coulters that it may bring forth more Fruit. V. This judging our selves in all its acts is certainly very pleasing to God especially before we come to the Holy Communion else St. Paul would never have told us in the passage mentioned in the beginning of this Chapter that by doing so we do put a stop to God's judging of us So that we have reason to believe that God upon our accusing our selves or humble Confessions stops the mouth of the Accuser of our Brethren which is open against us who this is we may learn from Rev. 12. 10. even the Devil who brings severe Accusations against us before God night and day and as he wants neither Wit nor Malice to do it so we have an instance of it in the History of Job Chap. 1. Ver. 9. Where appearing among the Sons of God whether wrapt up in a dark Cloud or in the form of an Angel of Light is not said but among the Angels that gave an account of their Negotiations here on Earth to God he appear'd and as those Ministring Spirits were commending Job for his exemplary Virtue so he displeased at the fair Character immediately seeks to blast and sully it by aspersions and misconstructions and thus we must suppose he deals with other persons that have the same inclinations to Virtue for those Examples are recorded in Scripture not only to tell us what happened just at
rejoyce in nothing so much as in this that I love thee XX. O my bountiful Saviour O my loving Redeemer When when shall it be that I shall love thee perfectly Here on Earth I must not hope for this Happiness but in Heaven I shall O Heaven Heaven How desirable art thou Where the Love of Jesus shall eternally reign in my Soul Where my Love shall be perfectly pure perfectly Seraphick perfectly Extatical and Eternal Ages shall not alter it At present I am in Prison encompassed with a Mortal Body and must sojourn in a wicked World Oh when will that Day that Hour that Minute that happy Time come that I shall be delivered from this Dungeon and translated to that place where Love is all in all where Love knows no End no Decay no Period where it is pure without Mixture invariable without Changes eternal without ceasing Come Lord Jesu Come quickly Particular Acts of Devotion at the Acts of Consecration and Receiving of the Consecrated Bread and Wine At the Minister's pouring out the holy Wine into the Cup. O Jesu Who can think of the flowing of thy Blood without being desirous to be washed with it Or I fancy I do at this present stand under thy Cross and see thee bleeding for my Sins Or Oh. Let thy Blood flow upon my wounded Soul that I may become a sound Member of thy Mystical Body At the Minister's laying his Hand upon the Bread O Blessed Saviour Lay thy Hand upon my Soul that all my Distempers may depart from me Or Oh lay hold on my Soul as the Angel did on Lot Save me from the Flames and let me escape into the Mount of God that I perish not At the Minister's Breaking the Bread Lord Jesu In suffering thy Body to be broken for my Sins I see the Vehemence the Strength and Fervour of thy Love Oh make me all Love all Fervour all Charity Or Oh break the united Forces of my Sins scatter them by thy mighty Arm. Gather the broken Planks of Vertue in my Soul unite them make them whole and strong and secure against the Fury of Winds and Tempests At the Minister's pronouncing the Words This is my Body Lord Let me look off from these material Things and shew me Things invisible and Heavenly Or O Lord The Benefits of thy wounded Body my Soul longs for Oh say They shall be thy Portion At the Minister's touching the Cup. Lord Touch my Soul that it may feel the Power of thy Super-abundant Charity Or Oh! Touch me as thou didst the Blind of old that I may see the Bowels of thy Compassion and rejoyce in the glorious Sight At the Minister's pronouncing the Words This is my Blood Lord My Soul wants Wine of another nature than is in this Cup Oh wash it and cleanse it and purifie it in thy Blood Or Lord Speak thou to my Soul and say I will be thou clean At the Receiving of the Bread Lord Let thy Death be my Life And the Bread represented by this Bread feed me into Everlasting Life Or Lord As thou hast provided Food for my Soul so give me a Taste and Relish also of this Food and a Tongue to praise thy Name for ever Or Lord As thou hast given thy Body for me so I freely offer my Soul and Body as Living Sacrifices to thy Majesty At the Receiving of the Cup. Lord Nothing is more precious than thy Blood Oh! Let it warm my Heart that it may comply with thy Will wlthout wavering Or Lord Bid me look upon thy Blood and in thy Blood upon the Reconciliation wrought by it to the Comfort and Edification of my Soul Or O Lord I am heavy laden and my Pollutions are great And as thy Blood alone can remove that Burthen so free me from those Spots and Wrinkles which make me look deformed in thy Sight CHAP. XXVIII Of the proper Acts of Devotion after we have Received The CONTENTS The Time that is left after our Personal Receiving before all have Communicated not to be spent in Gazing or Looking about Acts of Devotion to be used after Receiving and relating to the Wisdom Mercy Liberality Love Goodness Greatness and Majesty of God to our own Vileness and Unworthiness c. IT falls out so often that when we have Communicated and our Souls have been fed at this Table a considerable Space of Time remains before the united Praises and Thanksgivings of the Congregation begin again This Time be it more or less must not be spent in looking about or in sitting still or in thinking of what Objects our Fancy is pleased to offer and present to us but in holy Aspirations And that the Communicant may know how to employ himself in that Interval it may not be amiss to set down some pious and proper Ejaculations whereby he may exercise his Mind according as Time will permit I. O God! Thy Love in Christ Jesus deserves to be praised admired and magnified There is all that in it which can engage a Soul to break forth into Praises and Hallelujahs There is Beauty Wisdom Condescention Mercy Liberality Sweetness Power Greatness Majesty in it and all these in the highest Degree which would force even a dumb Man to speak of thy Glory II. I adore thee O Holy Blessed and Glorious Trinity for that infinite Care of my immortal Soul which I see in all thy Proceedings and Transactions and particularly in the Cross of my dearest Redeemer Here thou seemest to empty all thy Stores and pourest out thy Grace abundantly upon the Heads and Hearts of thy Servants Behold Bless ye the Lord all ye Servants of the Lord which by Night stand in the House of the Lord Lift up your Hands in the Sanctuary and bless the Lord. The Lord that made Heaven and Earth hath blessed us out of Zion III. O Charming Son of God! I alone am not able sufficiently to praise thee and therefore I wish that every Drop of the Ocean every Grain of Sand every Leaf of the Trees of the Field and every Sprig of Herbs and all the Creatures that ever were or are or shall be might be turn'd into Seraphick Tongues to praise thee IV. O Jefu When I behold thy wonderful Love how it hath bowed how it hath stooped to so mean a Creature as I am the Thoughts of it force my Soul into the humblest and deepest Prostrations Thou art Beauty I am Deformity Thou art Wisdom I am Ignorance Thou art Light I am Darkness Thou art Omnipotence I am feeble Thou art Purity I am Filth and Dung Thou art rich I am Poverty it self Thou art happy I am Misery it self Thou art Perfection I am Weakness Thou art All in All I am nothing V. O Blessed Saviour When I see how Men fall in love with a mortal and fading Beauty which to Day shines bright as the Sun to Morrow by Sickness or Death is all tarnish'd and decay'd how do I blame my self that I do not love thee better whose
we receive may be prejudicial to some Constitutions which must therefore be indulged to eat something at Home Cautions and Rules to be observed in Eating before we Receive The Decay of Fasting among Christians of this Age an Argument of the Decay of Christianity To Fasting before we Receive must be joined afterward Abstinence from Sin The Prayer I. THat it is not absolutely necessary to eat the Lord's Supper Fasting will appear from the following Arguments 1. Neither Eating nor Abstinence do in themselves commend us unto God for neither if we Eat are we the worse neither if we Eat not are we the worse saith St. Paul 1 Cor. 8. 8. It 's not the Belly God regards so much as the Heart and the Frame of the Soul he ever respects more than the Bowels The Pharisee that lays the stress of his Religion upon an empty Stomach mistakes the Nature of God as much as the Pythagorean who fancies God will be pleased with his chusing one sort of Food before another Neither the former's abstaining from Swines-Flesh nor the other's Aversion from Beans is an Offering acceptable to him especially where they stand single and have no other Virtues to bear them company God being a Spirit loves to converse with Spiritual Natures and such are our Souls and an humble and broken Spirit prevails more with him than all outward Ceremonies whatsoever The Jews Es. 58. 3. were as much out when they cryed Wherefore have we fasted and thou seest not as those Luk. 13. 26. that said to Christ Have not we eaten and drunk in thy presence One Act of sincere Contrition is a more pleasing Spectacle to God than a thousand external Formalities and doing his Will a more acceptable Sacrifice than a rueful Face Fasting hath no intrinsick Virtue the Gracious Aspect God vouchsafes it is upon the account of something within that looks very lovely in his Eyes and that is a Conscience sprinkled from dead Works 2. Christ's Example is a convincing Argument that to receive it Fasting is not absolutely necessary Not only St. Matthew Matth. 26. 26. but the other Evangelists assure us that while Christ and his Disciples were eating the Passover or as soon as they had eaten it he took Bread and Blessed it and brake and gave it to his Disciples and said take eat c. Had it been a sin to do so we may rationally suppose the first Author of this Sacrament would have given no encouragement to it by his Example and though it 's true that may be sometimes lawful in a Prince which may be an Error in the Subject yet our Great Master laid aside that Piece of State and appeared in the Form of a Servant and became obedient to that Law he would have his Followers live up to He did not prescribe one thing and do another but like a watchful General put his Hand to that Plough at which he would have others labour and it 's evident enough that while he and the Disciples were eating or as soon as they had eated the Passover and consequently they were not fasting he bid them Eat and Drink of the Sacramental Bread and Wine which accordingly they did and we may be confident he would not have led them into an Error 3. The Apostles afterward we see were indifferent whether they gave it to Men fasting or to Persons who had been at a Meal just before so they were but studious of a pure and spotless Conversation and so much appears from what we read Act. 2. 46. After they came from the Temple i.e. after they came from the Common Prayer in the Temple which was at Nine of the Clock in the Morning and at Three in the Afternoon they break Bread from House to House and giving it in the Afternoon as well as in the Morning we may justly conclude they laid no stress upon Peoples receiving it fasting However it 's plain that the Corinthian Christians by St. Pauls Allowance and Approbation administred and received it after their Love-Feasts and while they observed the Rules of Decency Sobriety and Temperance and Charity and Seriousness in those Agapae or Feasts of Charity the Apostle found no fault with their Communicating after them but when they became luxurious and grew exorbitant and made provision for the Flesh more than the Spirit he justly changed his Discourse and turned his former Gentleness into sharp Reproofs and Apostolical Reprehensions and he had reason for these Doings would have soon brought this weighty Ordinance into Contempt and made Men abhor the Offerings of the Lord. II. Notwithstanding all this to receive it Fasting is a thing very convenient 1. Because it quickens Devotion That we are not to come to the Table of our Lord with an indifferency of Mind or looseness of Fancy or carelesness of Affections none can be ignorant The sublimest Mystery requires the sublimest Thoughts and a Mind as clear from gross and carnal Apprehensions as Mortality will let us but this is not to be done without Fasting Meat and Drink filling the Brain with Fumes and as you have seen a Cloud coming before the Sun intercepting and darkening the brighter Rays of that noble Planet so the greasie Steams and Vapours which feeding before sends up to the nobler Parts must needs in some measure at least obscure the Understanding the Sun in this Microcosm and hinder it from spreading and dispersing its kindly Beams and Influences and this was the Opinion not only of the Primitive Believers but of the Pythagoreans also and other Philosophers whose Great Maxim was That the purest Thoughts flow from an empty Stomâ—ch or Self-denial in Meat and Drink That the ancient Christians fasted so often the reason certainly was to give Wings to their Devotion and to make their Prayers fly the faster and with greater Alacrity to Heaven This way they found was most proper to plant a Spiritual Temper in their Souls and when they would mount up with greater Chearfulness above the Clouds they gave themselves to Fasting and Prayer And indeed in some Constitutions at least the Soul never acts more like it self than when the Body gives it no Divertisement by Eating and Drinking for a time The more the Body is fed the leaner grows the Soul and the leaner the Body is kept the fatter grows the Soul all which is evidence enough That to receive the Holy Communion Fasting is the way to receive it with the quickest and therefore most sutable Devotion 2. To receive it fasting is an Act most agreeable to the mortifying Prospect of Christ's Death and Passion What Look upon so dismal an Object with a full Stomach or a pampered Body which is enough to tempt us to say with St. Thomas in another case Let us go that we may dye with him John 11. 16. He that comes to this Sacrament comes to dye with Christ i. e. to dye to Sin and sure no sober Man will think Eating and Drinking to be a proper Preparative for
Face and live for ever to intercede for us and though other significations may be ascribed to that Rite yet Christ being the end of the Law we must refer all principally to him and as the Bread in their Offerings and sacred Ceremonies was variously ordered so it had various significations as the Fathers have observed Bread or Corn while it was yet in the Ear represented Christ vailed and seen darkly under the Law Bread or Corn rather in its Flower Christ as he was preached by the Prophets Bread formed and perfected Christ as he was clad in Flesh Bread baken in an Oven Christ being in the Virgin 's Womb Bread fry'd in the Pan Christ in his Torments and Agonies Bread toasted Christ being Crucified I will not warrant all these Applications from Scripture however being pious and according to the Analogy of Faith they ought not to be superciliously rejected 2. Bread is the Sign of Friendship It was so not only among the Jews but the ancient Pythagoreans too whose Symbol it was Take heed of breaking the Loaf i. e. Friendship and that which makes it an Emblem of Amity and Love is because many Corns go together to make one Loaf and the several parts are closely compacted do perfectly agree and are united and incorporated one with the other Christ therefore made use of Bread not only to tell us that by eating of this Bread we are made the Friends of Christ and Christ is made our Friend if we eat as becomes the Gospel of Christ but to hint to us how we that call our selves Christians should love one another how dear we ought to be one to another and how like Members of the Mystical Body of Christ we ought to be affected with one anothers Misery as in the Natural Body if one Member be afflicted all the rest sympathize with it and if one suffers all feel the Smart and Anguish 3. This was to excite our Hunger after Christ as the sight of Bread raises the Appetite of an hungry Man If Christ be the Bread which came down from Heaven as he saith himself John 6. 51. he must needs be the best the sweetest the purest the cleanest the wholsomest the savouriest and the most nourishing Bread and to a Soul sensible of her own Vileness or Danger the most delicious Object such Souls he frequently calls as knowing that their Inclinations Desires and Breathings to be satisfied with his Favour must needs be vigorous and impatient of Repulses For what makes the Covetous long after Gold or the Seaman in a Storm after his desired Haven the one can satisfie the greedy Man's Necessities the other free the Mariner from Fears and Dangers Christ alone can satisfie the Necessities of a wounded Soul and he is the only Port in which a Soul that 's weary of Sin can find Rest and Ease and Safety from Danger Where Men look upon these earnest Desires as Excesses of Devotion or Effects of a Distempered Brain 't is a sign they were never sensible of the Terror of Sin nor did the Roaring Lyon ever fright their Souls by Suggestions of Despair nor did they ever see themselves undone and miserable else their Hearts and their Flesh would cry out for the living God Ask a Man that 's sinking in the Sea what makes him cry for a Deliverer Ask him that 's fallen among Thieves what makes him long after some good Christian to rescue him Did Men feel the Load of Sin and were their Souls sensible of what they say in the Communion Service that the Burthen is intolerable they would need no Prompter to Cry with David O God thou art my God early will I seek thee My Flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty Land where no Water is Psal. 63. 1. 4. Christ used Bread here that whenever we look upon it we might remember our Duty of Dealing our Bread to the Hungry By this Phrase our Kindness and Liberality to the Poor is expressed in Scripture Es. 58. 7. Indeed if we reflect in this Sacrament that we our selves are Beggars and expect Alms from our gracious Master we have great reason to do by the Poor and Needy as we would have God do by our miserable Souls when we come to this Table how justly might he say to us as Christ to the Woman of Canaan It 's not meet to take the Childrens Bread and give it unto Dogs for how often have we with the Dog returned to the Vomit but he deals not with us after our Sins He bids us open our Mouths wide and he will fill them not with Quailes and Manna but with that which outlasts both these and then how natural is the Inference Hath my God fed me a poor Worm this Day with the richest Bread and shall I let his poor Members starve Hath he in compassion to my starved Soul enriched it with his Love this day and shall not I express my Love to those who are in want of common and ordinary Food The Preceding Considerations reduced to Practice I. THIS puts us in mind of the Apostles saying 1 Cor. 1. 27. God hath chosen the foolish things of the World to confound the Wise and hath chosen the weak things of the World to confound those that are mighty Behold when Christ institutes the Ordinances of the Eucharist the greatest Feast the richest Banquet that ever was seen or frequented by Mortal Men he ransacks not the Sea for Rarities nor bids his Servants kill and slay the Fowls of the Air or the Cattle upon a Thousand Hills but Bread plain common ordinary Bread he causes to be set upon the Table and by that expresses the sublimeâ—t Mystery of our Religion God is not for outward Pomp nor did he ever matter external Magnificence but by plain and simple Things he hath done the greatest Miracles These were not wrought by Men clad in royal Robes but by Persons who wore hairy Garments and had Leathern Girdles about their Loins by Men that wandred about in Sheep-skins and Goat-skins in Caves and Dens of the Earth of whom the World was not worthy by Men whom the World looked upon as mad and had seldom any Recourse to but when Necessity forced them and they knew not how to make shift without them By the most contemptible Things he hath wrought the greatest Deliverances Indeed Nothing declares his Power or Majesty so much as when he makes use of the meanest Things to effect those which are greatest By Lice and Frogs and Caterpillars he destroys the Land of Egypt and by Three Hundred undisciplin'd Men he defeats the vast Army of Midianites When he brings the First-Begotten into the World and bids all the Angels of Heaven worship him all this State and Grandeur is performed in a Stable in a Manger in a Cradle And as God by the plainest and simplest Things loves to bring Things of the greatest Consequence to pass so he is for the plainest Devotion too The Pharisee's Sounding a Trumpet when he
yet still these Spirits as bright as they were were Creatures and as Creatures mutable and as mutable subject to falling and falling might expect Mercy and Compassion from an All-merciful Master yet in the great Work of Redemption no Regard is had to them but to Man only and he alone with his Race and Posterity is put in a Possibility of being saved and pardon'd a Mercy fit to be remembred in this Sacrament but not to be remembred without Thanksgiving and Praises 4. For the Opportunity we have of remembring Christ's Death in the holy Sacrament That we have Liberty to meet in the House of God to behold his Power and Glory to speak of his Love and Compassion and to come to his Table and to come of often and so freely without Disturbance or Molestation without Fear of Danger from the Tabernacles of Edom or from the Ishmaelites from Moab or the Hagarens Though these are Things which seem to be no great matter to an Eye that looks on Things superficially yet to a Person that knows how in the Greek Church the holy Sacrament is consecrated but once a Year how in Heathenish Countries where Ministers of the Word are scarce this Ordinance is used but seldom and how great an Hindrance to Goodness the celebrating it but rarely is how apt the Inward Man in such Cases is to faint and languish and grow sick for want of it will think himself obliged to open his Heart and Mouth in Praises at this holy Table and adore the Divine Bounty which hath given him Will and Strength and Opportunity to come to this comfortable Ordinance 5. For feeling our Hearts affected with the Mystery of Reconciliation or finding in our selves those happy Qualifications which make us worthy Receivers at this Table To feel in our Hearts a lively Faith a Faith which with Moses sees him that is invisible a Faith that overcomes the World a Faith that purifies the Heart a Faith that with Abraham moves us to sacrifice and offer that to God which is most dear to us a Faith that makes us patient under Reproaches and Injuries a Faith that is fruitful in good Works To find in our selves an Hope that makes not ashamed an Hope that makes us wait for the Kingdom of God as the Husbandman waits for the Fruit of the Earth an Hope that upholds our Hearts in Afflictions an Hope that makes us look upon that within the Vail into the Sanctuary of Heaven and counts the Troubles of this present Life not worthy to be compared with the Glory which ere long shall be revealed in us To find in our selves an holy Charity which believes the best of our Neighbours and thinks no Evil except there be very great Cause for it a Charity which suppresses Revenge and Malice and not only suppresses it for the present but labours to destroy it too a Charity which moves us to Kindness and Compassion not only verbal but actual a Charity which makes us tender-hearted forgiving one another and forbearing one another To find all this in some measure must needs fill our Hearts with strong Desires and Endeavours to be thankful VII This Praise and Thanksgiving cannot but be essential to this holy Sacrament not a mere Ornamental Thing without which the blessed Effects may be perceived and felt For 1. Is it possible to behold God's bleeding Love and not cry Praise the Lord O Jerusalem Praise thy God O Zion Is it possible to see the surprizing Humiliation of the Son of God and not to say Bless the Lord O my Soul and all that is within me bless his holy Name Is it possible to see God offer himself for his Enemies and not to sâ—ng Lord what is Man that thou so regardest him and the Sons and Daughters of Men that thou hast such Respect to them Is it possible to see Innocence nailed to the fatal Cross not for any Sins of its own but for our Transgressions and not to break forth into Admiration with St. John Behold what manner of Love the Father hath shewn to us that we should be called the Sons of God The Heart must be of Stone that can survey these Wonders and be silent or dumb to joyful Praises 2. What Comfort or Consolation can be supposed to flow into the Soul without it Praise is the Gate of Mercy The Soul that praises the Divine Love much will have a greater Sense of his Love and feel the Power of it and feel how it melts the Heart supples the Spirit softens the Inward Man and makes it fit for the Impress of the Image of the Son of God As the Jews say of the Spirit of Prophesse That it rests on valiant and chearful Men so it may be said of the Divine Love Where the Soul is much and often engaged in Praises of it there it loves to dwell there it is ready to build Tabernacles and take up its Residence The Preceeding Considerations reduced to Practice I. EVen the meanest Capacities from hence learn the Way to arrive to holy Thoughts viz. by making the most ordinary Blessings Occasions of Praise and Thanksgiving Nothing is more common than Bread yet for this the Son of Man gave Thanks and in doing so bid us imitate his Practice when the like familiar Mercies come before us or present themselves to our View About the Time of the Council at Constance two Cardinals as they were travelling upon the Road not far from the City saw a poor Shepherd weeping and thinking that some sad Accident might have befallen him either his Dog lost or some of his Sheep stolen had the Curiosity to ask him the Reason of his Tears who answer'd I am looking here upon a Toad and cannot but weep to think what an ungrateful Beast I have been to my God to whom I never before in all my Life gave Thanks that he â—e did not make me so homely and so odious a Creature The Truth is you and I can hardly walk the Street but we meet with Men either ragged or lame or maim'd or blind or dumb or some other way deform'd and extreamly miserable Can we look on such Objects and not think with our selves what a Favour and Mercy it was in our great and gracious God not to plunge us into that wretched State but to give us Necessaries and Conveniencies a right Shape and Soundness of Limbs c. These 't is true are but very ordinary Blessings yet if we consider how many Thousands want them and that God who can do all Things and whose Hand is to be seen in all Things might as easily have reduced us to such a miserable Condition as he hath done others and that it is nothing but his Infinite Goodness and Wisdom that hath made this Distinction this cannot but quicken our Understandings And if so none of us can complain that we have no Faculty of furnishing our Minds with holy Thoughts To this purpose certainly was our Reason given us that we might
would to God it might be as surprizing to see one Christian fall out with the other 5. He broke the Bread to hint to us with what Hearts we ought to come to the Table of our Lord and to the Altar of the Cross even with humble broken contrite Hearts Such Hearts we might get if it were not for our Pride It was therefore prohibited in the Old Law to use Leaven in God's Sacrifices and Offerings Leaven was the Emblem of Pride which makes us unfit to appear before the humble Jesus I am broken with their whorish Heart which hath departed from me saith God Ezech. 9. 6. This was literally fulfilled in Christ And shall not we share in the Depth of that Sorrow Shall we see him bow his Head under the Weight of our Offences and shall not the Burthen appear heavy and insupportable to our Spirits Shall we see the innocent Lamb weep for our Stubbornness and be unconcerned at the Spectacle 6. He broke the Bread to let us see how ready he is to comfort the Contrite and Broken Heart Christian as great as the Agonies were thy Sins did put him to as great as the Torments were he felt upon thy Account as bitter as the Death was he suffered and tasted for thee yet if thy Soul relents and if that which made him die becomes loathsome and abominable in thy Sight if a deep Sense of thy Unworthiness fills the Chanels of thy Heart if the Fountain of thy Head runs with Water if thine Eyes gush out in Tears if the Weight of thy Sins presses thy Soul into an holy Self-abhorrency if his Passion can fright thy Sins into a languishing Condition abate their Courage and break their sturdy Necks and his broken Body proves a Motive strong enough and obliges thee to break loose from the Government of Hell behold those very Wounds thou madest shall be thy Balsam and the Blood thy Sinns did spill shall turn into Oyl to supple thy broken Bones with that precious Liquor thy Soul shall be washed and that which was his Death shall be thy Life and Antidote with that Offering of himself once made he will expiate thy Filth and perfume thy Services render them acceptable to God give thee a Right to Heaven comfort thee in all thy Tribulations and call to thy Soul Be of good chear thy Sins are forgiven thee 7. He broke the Bread to let us know that his Death would break the Wrath of God allay his Anger pacifie his Justice and satisfie for the Affront his Holiness had suffered from the Sins of Men and make way for the Penitent's Admission to God's Bosom This is St. Bernard's Observation and the Mystery is rational for by his Death he broke the Power of him who had the Power of Death Heb. 2. 14. This was the Devil who got that Power by Man's Apostacy which provoked the Almighty's Wrath and moved him to permit the Enemy to exercise that Power over Mankind who was therefore not only the Cause of Adam's Death but of all the Deaths that followed that for which Cause Christ called him a Murtherer from the Beginning Joh. 8. 44. And the Jews stile him the Angel of Death and if any extraordinary Judgments were inflicted on Men at any time he was still the Executioner Besides all this he had Power given him to fright Men with Death either violent or natural and the dreadful Consequences of it of all which Man's Apostacy was the Cause This Power given him by the Justice and Wrath of God against the Sins of Man was broken by the Death of Jesus who thereby gave all true Believers Power and Courage to undervalue these Fears and Terrours to look upon them as Bugbears and Things to fright Slaves withal since this wonderful Death brings Life and Pardon and Salvation to their Souls and makes their own Death a Passage to the full Possession of the Joys to come 8. He broke the Bread prophetically to fore-tell what Miracles would happen at his Death how the Veil of the Temple would rend the Rocks break and the Graves burst their Bonds and open even then when Men's Hearts would be harder than Flints more impenetrable than Stones more insensible than Adamants less tractable than the Earth more rigid than the Grave and less relenting than inanimate Creatures 9. He broke the Bread Why may not we think that hereby he signified the Breaches and Divisions that through the Passions and various Interests of Men would happen in future Ages in the Church upon the Account of this Sacrament What Strife what Bitterness what Contentions hath this Ordinance occasion'd betwixt the Eastern and Western Churches and in the Western betwixt the Papists and Protestants and among the Protestants betwixt the Lutherans and those that call themselves of the Reformed Religion Upon which Account I cannot but think of the bitter Language that both Luther and his Followers have given to the Zwinglians and Calvinists that differ'd from them in Opinion about the Supper of the Lord. Nor did the Fury stop here but in many Places where any of the Zwinglians were they were turned out imprisoned harrassed expelled driven into Exile and forced away to Sea in a severe Winter in Frost and Snow when the Winds blew hard and the Weather was exceeding tempestuous and all because they would not abjure these Six Propositions 1. That these Words Take eat this is my Body and Take drink this is my Blood must not be understood literally but typically and figuratively 2. That the Elements in the Lord's Supper are only Signs and Symbols and that Christ's Body is as far removed from the Bread in the Sacrament as Heaven is from Earth 3. That Christ is present in this Sacrament by his Virtue and Power and not with his Body as the Sun with his Light and Operation assists and refreshes the Creatures of God in this lower World 4. That the Bread in the Sacrament is the Emblem and Figure of Christ's Body and signifies and represents only 5. That Christ's Body is eaten only by Faith mounting up into Heaven not with the Mouth 6. That only true Believers do properly eat Christ's Body but wicked Men who have no lively Faith receive nothing but the bare Bread and Wine Those that would not abjure these Doctrines were used like Hereticks Fanaticks and Vagabonds By their usage one would have taken them to have been guilty of Sacrilege Murther Robbery Sedition Rebellion c. but the chief Crime it seems was because having imbibed Zwinglius and Calvin's Doctrine about the Eucharist they could not conform to the Lutheran Persuasion in that Point Wonderful Barbarity which one would scarce have expected from Heathens much less from Christians and Fellow-Protestants who together with them protested against the Corruptions of the Church of Rome Into such an unseemly Behaviour do Men precipitate themselves when they let loose the Reins of their Passions instead of becoming Repairers of Breaches they make them wider and
is for the healing of the Nations here fix though the Earth be moved here shelter thy self from the Wrath to come Christ the same Yesterday to Day and for ever will open Rivers in High Places and Fountains in the midst of Valleys When the Poor and Needy seek for Water and there is none He Prince of Peace wil hear them He the mighty God will will not forsake them He will plant in the Wilderness the Cedar the Myrtle and the Oyl-Tree He will set in the Desart the Fir-tree and the Pine and the Box-tree together that they may see and know and consider and understand together that the Hand of the Lord hath done this and the Holy One of Israel hath created it Ezek. 41. 16 17. The PRAYER O Blessed and Crucified Saviour How often have I broke with thee How often have I broke loose from thee How often have I broke the Silken Strings whereby thou hast sought to tie my Soul How justly mightest thou turn thy Face away from me How justly mightest thou look upon me as unworthy to be called any more to this Spiritual Feast But remember Lord Remember I am Dust remember my Frailty and do not shut up thy Tender Mercies in Displeasure O call after this Prodigal and bring him home again to his Father's House Make lively Impressions of thy Crucifixion upon my Mind Let the Torments of thy broken Body fright me from all known Sin Whenever I am tempted to any Thing that is evil cry in mine Ears or possess me with this Thought That that very Sin did help to break thee on the Cross A lively Apprehension of this will keep my Soul undefiled this will break and crush my former Delight in Vanity this will embitter my Sensual Pleasures this will make me weary of running after other Gods this will humble my Soul this will subdue the vain Imaginations whereby I have been wont to flatter my self into Misery O give me a View of the Riches that are to be found in thy broken Body that I may run no longer after broken Cisterns and may rely no longer on broken Reeds O let my Soul feed on thy broken Body by Contemplation Thou didst not count thy Life dear for my sake O let me be touch'd with these Thoughts that I may despise Death and Torments for thy sake and may with all Saints and Martyrs behold thy Face at last in Eternal Glory O Jesu Great Store-house of Delight Who hast the Keys of David Spread open thine Arms of Mercy and receive this poor miserable Creature Behold this straying Sheep beset with Multitudes of Wolves runs to the good Shepherd Protect me from the fiery Darts of the Enemy embrace me as a tender Mother doth her sickly Child with Bowels of Mercy Kill in me the base Desires of the Flesh and whatever evil Inclinations thou spiest in me root them up Extinguish in me the impure Flames of Lust. Give me an excellent Spirit a Spirit active in the Practice and Exercise of Vertue Raise the Powers of my Soul by thy Love that I may love thee with all my Heart that I may praise thee that I may honour thee and think nothing tedious or troublesome that may promote thy Glory Repair this shatter'd Tabernacle and vouchsafe to dwell in it I have wilfully ruin'd it by my Sins O make it whole again Remove the Poyson which hath infected all my Faculties Destroy the Serpent's Seed that lurks in the secret Corners of my Heart If Adam could not preserve his Integrity in the State of Innocence how shall I preserve mine in this State of Corruption without thy special Grace and Assistance Thy Grace is the Treasure I want thou hast promised it I beg it O let me not go without it O Jesu Thou didst love me when I was thine Enemy O hate me not now that I am made thy Friend When I was lost thou didst redeem me with thy Blood now that I am found O wash me with that Blood O let me not perish now when Heaven is bought and an endless Bliss is purchased for me Now that the Hand-writing against me is blotted out let me not run into new Dangers nor forfeit that Blessing which is so graciously tendred to me It is the real Desire of my Soul to serve thee and O that I might do it with Chearfulness with Alacrity with Fervency and with Constancy The Preparation of the Heart is of thee thou givest the Will O give me Strength to do what I desire What can I do of my self I am naturally defiled Original Sin sticks to me Proneness to Evil follows me thou must stop the Current nothing but thy self can dry up this Fountain of Corruption it is thy Work And whatever Good is in me from thee it comes from thy Grace it doth proceed Let the same Mercy uphold me that hath hitherto guided me and guide me so through the Briars and Thorns of Temptations that I may not only be more than a Conqueror through him that loved me but may at last receive the Crown and Recompence of such as overcome Amen Amen CHAP. X. Of Taking the Consecrated Bread with our Hands and the Mystery of it The CONTENTS In the Primitive Church the Eucharist was always taken with the Hand This Simplicity in progress of Time abandon'd and as the Veneration of External Symbols advanced the Bread received in certain Vessels and sometimes upon Linen Cloth The Superstition of the Church of Rome of putting the Bread into the Mouth of the Communicant laid open and the Vanity of it shewn The Mystery of Taking the Eucharist with our Hands set down in three Particulars viz. To put us in mind with what Alacrity we are to accept of the Mercy offered us to testifie our appropriating of that Mercy to our selves and to hold it fast when we have received it Of God's Liberality in bidding us take the best Gift he hath to bestow The Impiety of those that take Christ for their Redeemer and continue disobedient discovered The Prayer I. 'T IS certain that Christ said Take and eat which the Primitive Church understood of taking the consecrated Elements with the Hand And to this purpose saith Tertullian We receive the Eucharist from none but from the Hands of the President or Minister of the Ordinance It was for this Reason that in the ancient Liturgies the Deacons cried to the People or Communicants Extend your Hands And upon this Account it was that St. Ambrose expostulating with Theodosius about the barbarous Slaughter he had been guilty of tells him How can you stretch forth your Hands from which as yet innocent Blood drops down How can you with such Hands receive the Body of the Lord Nor do even the Papists themselves who will not suffer the Lay-Communicant to touch the Wafer with his Hand but put it into his Mouth deny it Whether every one in the Ancient Church did take the consecrated Elements with his own from the Priest's or
the Church of Rome at this day is nothing else for they keep it in Boxes or Chests that they may carry it about and promote the Adoration of it in the Circumgestation and when any great Fire or Wind or Tempest happens this is pretended to have great Virtue either to lessen or avert those evils It is pleaded commonly that the Laity may with greater convenience receive only in one kind and with as much profit to as if they received in both but that this is false appears from hence 1. Because nothing can be convenient for the Laity that is against Christ's Institution and Command and as the Bread is to lead them to the contemplation of Christ's Crucified Body so the Cup is to direct them to fix their Thoughts on the Blood he spilt for them And if this way of reasoning were just why should it not be as convenient for the Priest to receive in one kind as for the Laity 2. Because the Profit that is to be received by the Communion must be received in that method and order that Christ hath thought fit to dispense it and since Christ thought it most proper that this Profit should be received by communicating in both kinds to expect Profit contrary to Christ's design and intention is to deceive our selves Some of the Papists themselves grant and it was asserted by several in the Council of Trent That greater Grace and Comfort was to be received by Communion in both kinds than by Communion in one only and there were some of the Primitive Fathers that thought that the Bread extended its Virtue to the Body only but the Wine to the Soul and if this were to be allow'd of the Laity in the Church of Rome must be either supposed to have no Souls or that their Souls receive no Profit by the Sacrament since they are denied the Wine But however if Communion in one kind be so profitable for the Laity why should it not be as profitable for the Clergy V. Why Christ made use of Wine in the Institution of this Sacrament several Reasons may be given As 1. One great property of Wine is to give Man a chearful countenance and to make glad the Heart Psal. 104. 15. And surely this was to let us see what joy our Souls are to express at the remembrance of God's Compassion and Charity a joy which will appear very rational if we frame right apprehensions of our natural condition for let me take a view of the state of my Soul abstractedly from Christ's mediation and God's Love I shall appear to my self a creature forsaken of God destitute of Mercy deprived of hopes of Pardon an object of Wrath a scorn of Angels the sport of Devils a companion of Reprobates a prey to ravenous Birds an heir of the burning Lake a subject of Damnation a slave to the worst of Masters hated by Heaven condemned by mine own Conscience and in a worse condition than the Beasts that perish and let me suppose that I were surrounded by Wolves and Lions in a barren Wilderness Vipers and Serpents crawling about my heels every moment in danger of being torn to pieces and in danger of a cruel lingring and barbarous death and in these sad circumstances should some kind Deliverer leap from behind a Thicket or come riding toward from afar to rescue me from this impendent ruin how should I rejoyce at the unexpected and unlook'd for Providence My case by nature is much worse for wild Beasts may devour me and make an end of my pain but here I find my self beset with hellish furies so far from being willing to make an end of my life and pain together that they seem resolved to increase it daily and no Angel no Lazarus no Messenger out of the Clouds vouchsafes a drop of Water and therefore in so deplorable an estate to see the Son of God spriging in and flying to my rescue and crying I will heal thy backslidings and unto my Enemies round about me O death I will be thy Plague O grave I will be thy destruction what joy what gladness what comfort must this cause 2. By Wine he represented the everlasting joys he intended to purchase for his followers by his bitter death and passion he himself gives us a hint of this Matth. 26. 29. I will not drink henceforth of the fruit of this Vine until the day that I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom i. e. Of this material Wine I shall after this drink no more in your company but when you are advanced to the Joys and Glories of my Father's Kingdom then I 'll Drink and Feast with you again and the Wine I will then give you to drink of shall be new Wine infinitely different from this Wine which shall have others effects and other operations Wine which the dull World is a stranger to Wine which Glutâ—ons and Drunkards shall never taste of Wine that shall fill your Souls with the purest Joy's with Delights purely Spiritual and Celestial so that these everlasting Joys may be called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Wine fulfilled as St. Luke speaks of the Bread Luke 22. 16. And then the Wine may be said to be compleated and fulfilled when that which is represented by it is actually fulfilled and conferred on the person who are counted worthy of it The Joys above are the Wine of Angels this Wine is the clear vision of God or the Glorious sight of the Fountain of Light and Beatitude this inebriates their Understandings irrigates the Spirits of Men made perfect makes them drunk with Joy and their Reason is lost in Raptures and Extasies and therefore justly styled Joy which Eye hath not seen and Ear hath not heard and Heart cannot conceive The Souls of Men it seems are channels too narrow to hold those joys they over-run the Banks and as the flame of a Candle is lost in the brighter Sun-shine so the Divine Light in Heaven shining upon Souls they are as it were lost in that Glorious splendor 3. Wine is the Emblem of Wisdom too so much we may guess from what we read Prov. 9. 1 5. Wisdom hath built her a bouse she hath hewen out her seven Pillars she hath kill'd her Beasts she hath mingled her Wine she cries Come eat of my Bread and drink of the Wine that I have mingled So that we have reason to conclude that our Saviour in using Wine in this Sacrament would express the necessity of a vigorous application of our Minds to spiritual Wisdom even to that Wisdom which drives out sensuality expels the Wisdom of the Flesh despises the Wisdom of the World and values Christian simplicity above all words which human Wisdom teaches Wisdom which seems folly in the eyes of the World but is really an effect of the Spirit of Wisdom and Understanding Wisdom which concludes If Christ hath done for me what the Scripture saith he hath laid down his life spilt his blood sacrificed himself given himself
Cup and drinks like a thirsty Man with a thirst after Righteousness drinks Salvation drinks everlasting Mercy drinks to the content and satisfaction of his Soul and out of his belly shall flow fountains of living waters i. e streams of Grace and Goodness shall flow from his Heart to the watering and enriching of those that are round about him John 7. 38. And this must needs make it a Cup of Consolation for what greater comfort can there be than to drink the rich draught of Pardon of Peace and Mercy and Joy in the Holy Ghost as every Soul is supposed to do that comes to this Ordinance with unfeigned Resolutions to have her conversation in Heaven 4. A Cup he took to put us in mind how necessary God's Goodness Favour and Providence is to us for this was expressed in the Law by making God the Portion of their Cup as we see Psal. 16. 5. The Lord is the Portion of my Inheritance and of my Cup a phrase much used among the Jews of the devouter sort when they would declare not only their interest in God's special Providence but the necessity of having a Right and Title to it A Cup is a necessary Utensil in a Family and there is scarce any person so poor and needy as to want a Cup so hereby they expressed both the absolute necessity of having a special interest in God's Love and the possibility the poorest body was in to arrive to this Priviledge A Man may be happy without Lands and Houses and happy without an Estate without Father and Mother without Children without a Prince's Favour but he cannot be happy without an interest in God's Gracious inclinations and Complacency Even an Idolatrous Laban Gen. 31. 30. was in some measure sensible of this Truth for when Rachel had stollen her Father's Images he seem'd to be much concern'd for them If thou wouldst needs be gone wherefore hast thou stollen my gods As if he had said I could have been content with thy taking away my Daughters my Grand-children my Cattle and my Sheep but to steal my gods than which nothing is more dear or more necessary to me this I cannot brook A Cup therefore Christ made use of in this Sacrament to tell us of what concernment it is to have God for our Friend and if he be our Portion we need no more if he be the portion of our Cup we have Wealth and Bliss enough and may defie all the Powers of Hell who in this case may assault but cannot prevail against us Indeed if Christ be ours and will vouchsafe to intercede for us we are more than Conquerors O Jesu Thou art our All our Crown our Glory if thou be for us we need not fear who is against us Let thy Wounds be ours and our wounded Spirits will be at rest O tell us that thine Agonies are ours and we will triumph over death and sing O Death where is thy Sting O Grave where is thy Victory 5. A Cup he took to bid us mind what he had so often told the Pharisees and to hint to us that whenever we see this Cup in the Sacrament we ought to ask our Hearts whether we make clean the inside of the Cup and Platter as the expression is Matth. 23. 27. i. e. Whether we purifie our inward Man our Souls and Spirits from those covetous disorderly unclean Desires Thoughts and Imaginations which are so apt to harbor there True Religion is no outside business but must be rooted in us and a Sense of the Love of God must be riveted into our Spirits that there God may become truly amiable to us and what we feel within may force as it were the outward Man into a suitable Fruitfulness Most Mens Religion like their Cloaths adorns only the ovtward Man and saying their Prayers going to Church and doing such little things as are no trouble to their Lusts or sinful Appetite are the principal Ingredients of their Divinity but this is not the Light which Christ's Religion gives for that strikes the Understanding works upon the Will and puts all that is within us into Fermentation This cleanses the Heart from filthiness the Thoughts from vanity the Mind from prejudice the Affections from love of the World from malice hatred and supercilious contempt of our Neighbors and the desires from revenge and greediness after the Shells and Husks of outward Comforts so that true Religion is a new Principle which produces a new Creature and newness of Life 2 Cor. 5 17. 6. And why may not we piously believe that his making use of a Cup was also to encourage our Charity and Hospitality expressed sometimes by giving a Cup of cold water to a Disciple in the name of a Disciple Matth. 10. 42. He that knows any thing of this Holy Sacrament knows it is a Feast of Charity a Feast at which we remember our Spiritual Poverty and lying at the Gate of Heaven fuller of Sores than the famous Beggar before the Palace of Dives and can the undeserved unexpected and inexpressible Charity of God to our Souls shine in our Faces and not warm our Hearts and Bowels into compassion and commiseration to the poor and needy such especially as are of the Houshold of Faith If we are so low in the world and Providence hath put us in so mean a condition that we can give no more than a Cup of cold water and do but run to the next Well or River and fill the Cup and bring it to a distress'd and fainting Christian a good Man and a Disciple of our Lord even that shall be interpreted favourably and God will find out a recompence for it a recompence which shall make the Giver sensible that it was for that Cup he gave that he receives that Mercy provided still that this Charity proceeds from a sense of the Love of God and tenderness to the necessities of the Humble Man This consideration one would think should be baulked by none that comes to the Lord's Table where the Lame and Blind and Maim'd are entertain'd for such abasing Thoughts of our selves we are to entertain here and if so How easie how natural is the Inference If so miserable a Creature as I am feasted here and God gives Bread of Life to my hungry Soul How can I express my Gratitude better than by casting my Bread upon the Water especially when I am promis'd to find it again after many days floating on the Rivers of Pleasure which are at the Right Hand of God for evermore VII Both the Evangelists and St. Paul taking notice that Christ took this Cup after he had done with the Cup in the celebration of the Passover we must not pass it by without making some Remarks upon it And 1. It was to teach us Order in our Duties and to avoid confusion in our Holy performances God is the God of Order and 't is fit his Servants should resemble him in this particular Greater Duties must ever be
preferr'd before the lesser and Mercy many times comes to be a greater Duty than Sacrifice Ordinarily a Duty of God's Worship we have resolved upon ought to be preferr'd before a Duty of Civility and a customary visit is not to dash or hinder our intended Devotion God must first be pleas'd and then Man in things lawful and convenient yet Charity is of so great a value in the sight of God that many times he bids us prefer that before Devotion When my Neighbors House is on fire I am bound to run and endeavour to quench that though the hour is come that I use to enter into my Closet to pray to my Father in secret and my sick Neighbor wanting my help and assistance I may justly prefer a charitable Visit before my accustomed Suplications Nor is this all the Order that is to be observ'd in Duties The business of our calling must be begun with Prayer and concluded with Thanksgiving and he that when first he awakes in the Morning lets his first Thoughts be of God and when he is up and dress'd applies himself to singing of a Psalm or to meditating in the Law of God by reading a Chapter in the Bible with attention then kneels down to Prayer either by himself or with his Family and afterwards goes to his lawful employment and in the midst of that imployment forgets not that God sees and hears him but runs up often with his Thoughts to Heaven takes notice of God's Providences and before he goes into company arms himself with Holy Ejaculations against Sin and Infection and at night reviews what he hath been doing in the day-time such a person acts orderly and draws a Blessing down upon the work of his hands not to mention the Peace he thereby procures to his Mind and Conscience 2. He took this Cup after the Paschal Cup to shew that after the Jewish Oeconomy another and much nobler Dispensation was to follow a Dispensation not of Shadows and Types and Images but of Truth of Reality and Accomplishment a Dispensation not requiring Sacrifices of Lambs and Bullocks but such as press'd Spiritual Sacrifices and Oblations a Dispensation not of Bondage and Slavery but of Freedom and Liberty a Dispensation which should be large and diffussve not confining its Priviledges and Influences to a single Nation but spread them abroad to the comfort of all the Inhabitants of the World None drank of the Cup of the Passover but persons circumcised but the Cup Christ takes here all Nations both circumcised and uncircumcised were permitted to participate of all Penitents what Kindred People Tongue or Nation soever they were of 3. He took this Cup after the Paschal Cup to shew there was greater Virtue and Excellency in this last than there was in the first After me comes a Man saith the Baptist John 1. 30. that is preferr'd before me for he was before me So it may be said of the Paschal Cup after that came a Cup which was far more Excellent and Glorious and Beneficial than the other Christ came after Moses after the Law after the Prophets yet went beyond them all in Light in Knowledge in Virtue in Goodness and in bringing glad Tidings And so the Passover tho' it was before the Lord's Supper yet doth this Supper of the Lord transcend the other by many degrees and both represents and confers sublimer Mercies than the roasted Lamb could do for here the Blessed Trinity manifests it self in greater charms than it did in the Baptism of the Lord Jesus in which St. John saw the Heavens open and the Holy Ghost descending on the Son of God in the shape of a Dove and the Father compleating the stupendious Scene with an Acclamation This is my beloved Son in whom I am well-pleased For in this Sacrament the Holy Ghost falls on the Souls of sincere Believers as Rain on the Mowen Grass and as the Showers that water the Earth The everlasting Father not only tells us which is the Beloved Son but by setting his Sons death before us shews that he loved us in a manner better than his Son in giving that Son to dye for us than which nothing can be more kind nothing more surprizing the Son himself invites us and offers to wash us from our sins with his own Blood and assures us That being sprinkled with his Blood we are fafe and secure against all the Curses of the Law and the Thunders of Mount Sina These things were Mysteries and Paradoxes in the Passover but this Sacrament which came after it opens the door and lets us in to see this Glorious Representation and consequently is a Richer Greater Holier Sublimer and more Heavenly Ordinance than the Passover The Preeeding Considerations reduced to Practice I. AMong the Heathen Poets there is much talk of Circe's Cup which transform'd Men into Brutes and Swine a Fable whereby they represented how sensual pleasure transform'd Men into Creatures void of Reason and Discretion But the Cup we speak of hath contrary effects and Fire and Water are not more opposite than the operations of these two For this Sacramental Cup transforms Brutes into Men again and changes Beasts into the Image of the Son of God Sinner make but a trial of it thou I mean that hast not had so much understanding as the Swallow and the Turtle and the Crane for they know their appointed times whereas thou hast not known the time of thy return thou that hast rusht into Sin as the Horse rushes into the Battle thou that hast wallowed in the Mire with the Swine and acted like a Creature made of Earth and Dung. Take courage prepare thy self for drinking of this Cup purifie thy Soul for profane Hands must not touch it confess thine iniquity make War with thy Lusts Fight with thy carnal Desires and drink of this Cup and thou wilt find how thy Reason will clear up how thy Understanding will be enlighten'd how thy beastly Qualities will die The Blood in this Cup hath such Virtue in it that it will transform thee by the renewing of the Mind and make thee prove what is the Holy Perfect and acceptable Will of God It 's true the bare drinking will not do it but drinking it with Contrition with contemplation of the Person whose Blood is in the Cup with consideration of the Cause viz. the Sins that spilt it with thankfulness for the infinite Mercy of him that thus freely parted with it and with resolutions to love him that did not think his own Blood too dear to let it flow for the good of his enemies Petrus de Natalibus tells us of a Woman who having labour'd many years under very great infirmities of Body was brought exceeding weak but drinking one day accidentally out of the Cup that a Holy Man Scion by Name did use to drink of she was restored to perfect health Though we cannot promise that this Sacramental Cup will work such a Miracle of the Diseases of the Body
this more than Man to Reign over you There can no just Reason be given for your not coming frequently to this Holy Table but that you are loath to agree to the Terms of sincere Repentance and Obedience he requires at your hands and are you loath to be saved Do you take pleasure in being Reprobates Is it such Comfortable thing to be excluded from God's favour While you wilfully absent your selves do not you refuse to be healed Here the kind Physician comes and declares his Willingness to cure you by the Balsom of his Wounds and had you rather be sick than of a healthful Complexion Here is a Medicine tendered unto you a Medicine for your sin-sick Souls and had you rather perish than rise and awake that Christ may give you life Hath the Son of God endured so much gone through such a Discipline of Torments through Fire and Water that your Souls might live and do you despise his Love Do not you Despise it when you come so seldom to apply it Would not one think that you have a mind to be miserable when you are so backward to come to him that would deliver you from your misery Ah! did you believe the astonishing misery of God's Love how would you breath how would you pant how would you hunger and thirst for this Fountain open'd for the House of Judah and Jerusalem It 's a sign your Appetite is dull your desires feeble your Affections cold your Inclinations frozen were all things right within the Fire would burn and at last you would speak with your tongue I come Lord I come I delight to do thy Will It is the Will the Order the Command of that God in whom you believe to come often and shall any thing hinder you from obeying his Command Shall not his Orders prevail with you Can you prefer your little business before his Will Do you believe that he must be your Judge and will you allow always your selves in Rebellion and Contumacy under his Injunctions If any man serve me let him follow me and where I am there shall also my Servant be saith Christ Joh. 12. 26. Ah! Shall so sweet a voice be lost upon you Shall not this Invitation of the bleeding Jesus melt you He was just going to his Cross when he said so He was just going to institute this Sacrament of the Cross when he call'd so Ah! How sweet are these words How full of Kindness How fragrant is this Breath What can work more upon harden'd hearts break break thou stubborn heart The Rocks sympathize with him and cleave asunder and cannot this voice this voice of Mercy make an Alteration in thy breast O take heed lest this Lamb which came to take away the Sins of the World put on another shape ere-long even that of a Lion and roar upon you as it is Luc. 14. 24. I say unto you that none of those Men that were bidden shall taste of my Supper I know there are some honest Souls who out of a Sense of their own unworthyness dare not come and dread frequent approaching to this Table but such I would not fright but win to this frequent Communion and all I shall say to them at this time is this Are you willing Christ should set up his Throne in your Souls Are you willing he should tread down his Enemies in you Enemies which have usurp'd his power Are you content he should be formed in you and fill all your Faculties Are you content all should stoop to him and all that is within you should bow to his Scepter If so fear not you cannot come too often your frequent running to his Altar will be Incense to him Incense which he 'll smell as he did Noah's Sacrifice and secure you against future Destruction II. The frequent Communicant ought to receive some Comfort from these Instructions But then by the frequent Communicant I do not mean one that doth indeed come often to this Table but knows not what it is to be heated by the fire of Divine Love whose Sins are strong and his holy desires weak and whose frequent coming hath made him as careless as the vast number of Sermons he hath heard For such a frequent Communicant God hath given us no comfoâ—ts to such a one we have no message no Embassy of Peace but the frequent Receiver whose choice of the better part is both confirmed and encreased by frequent Receiving this is the Man to whom we are bound to carry Balm and Spices for a Present To you it is that this word of Consolation comes Your frequent attending at this Table is living under the precious drops of the dew of Heaven How goodly are thy Tents O Jacob How justly may you say that God loves you when you love to be often with him whom your Souls do love Surely your Souls will grow fat and flourishing that are so often nourished at this Table It 's a sign you long for the Courts of the Lord and you shall certainly appear in a Nobler Court one day a Court where nothing is mean nothing trivial nothing savouring of Terrestrial delights but a Court where all the Servants are Kings and all enjoy more than the Greatest Monarchs of this World do Blessed are your Eyes for they see and your Ears for they hear The oftner you see the precious Sacrifice on this Table the more endearing it will become to you the oftner you hear him call here come to me all that are weary the more desireable will he grow in your Eyes the oftner you meet here the greater will be the friendship betwixt him and you till this friend comes at last and recieves you to himself so that you shall be for ever with the Lord. The PRAYER O Dearest Saviour dearer to me than Father and Mother My Friend in all dangers my Benefactor in all wants my Fortress in all troubles I cannot but confess that thou hast frequently called to me frequently entreated me frequently expostulated with me and frequently asked me why I would die And I have as frequently stopt my Ears against thy call and been deaf to thy voice and my follies have kept pace with thy favours I see my mistakes I see my errors and my Sins I desire may be ever before me I know thy voice It is the good Shepherd's voice that calls me to this Table and thy Sheep hear thy voice I earnestly desire to be one of that number O feed me with thy pleasures O open mine Eyes that I may see the rich pastures that are to be found in thy Grave To this Sepulchre let me repair often O persuade me to look often into it that I may with the Holy Woman see the Angels sitting there To increase my willingness to come frequently visit me frequently with thy Salvation Let not my familiarity of that sight lessen my esteem of the Sacred Mystery The oftner I participate of it the greater let my Love my Affections and my Admiration be
Ordinance in thy Church and ordained it as a means whereby thy loving Members may come in the unity of the Faith unto a perfect Man It shall be established for ever as the Moon and as a faithful witness in Heaven Give me O give me perseverance in the use of it O Jesu Thou art the promised Seed the promised Messiah the promised desire of all Nations Thou art the fruitful Vine and by the precious Liquor that drops from thee innumerable Souls are cherished and refreshed Thy Sacred Name is as Ointment poured out I smell the rich composition My Soul doth gather strength and life from that perfume I am the wounded Man that 's fallen among Thieves O let thy Blood heal me of my Plagues Thou hast been lifted up to the Cross that the Enemy of Mankind might be troden down O let me participate of the Virtue of that exaltation that I may trample upon his Temptations Thou hast been lifted up to draw me after Thee and to withdraw my Heart from worldly Desires and Affections O lift me up from the Earth that I may relish the comfort of thy Exaltation Thou wast lifted up that thou mightest be beheld by all O let me look upon Thee whom I have pierced by my Sins that I may mourn for them bitterly Thy Holy Arms were stretched out that thou mightest embrace all that come unto Thee I come Lord Take me into thy Arms and love me O let thy Cross be my security against all my Enemies Let thy Wounds be my refuge in the hour of Temptation Let that innocent Blood that dropt from thy Hands and Feet and Side wash away the spots and stains of my abominable Actions Henceforward my Hands and my Heart shall be lifted up in Prayer and Praise and Love and Devotion O direct me and give me grace to obey thy Directions and leave me not till I am past all danger O see me safe through the wilderness of this World that I may for ever Admire and Adore Thee in thy Everlasting Kingdom Amen CHAP. XVII Of Eating and Drinking unworthyly in this Ordinance and the Guilt the unworthy Receiver incurs thereby The CONTENTS Both good and bad Men frighted witb the thoughts of Eating and Drinking unworthily but the good without just cause Wherein unworthy Eating and Drinking doth not consist shewn in Thirteen particulars with the reasons of the assertion and wherein it doth consist The danger of unworthy Eating and Drinking proved to lie in making our selves guilty of the Body and Blood of the Lord. How Men involve themselves in that guilt discovered A great difference betwixt Receiving unworthily and being not worthy to Receive The great imprudence and Weakness of those that are loath to depart with their Sins and therefore are unwilling to come for fear they should make themselves guilty of the Death of Christ and of Damnation The impudence and boldness of others who come to this Sacrament receive unworthily and are not concerned at their danger The Joys and Comforts which arise from Receiving worthyly The Prayer I. THough from the Premises the Reader may easily guess what is it to Eat and Drink unworthyly and though in Ch. 4. some general notions concerning it have been laid down yet since it is a point which frights not only bad Men but even some of those who are otherwise piously inclin'd from coming to the Lord's Table it will be necessary to give a distinct explication it that neither the bad may think they gain any thing by abstaining nor the good be discouraged from coming As bad Men have no sense of Spiritual things which makes them live merrily in neglect of commanded Duties so not a few of those whose hearts are tender are apt to discompose their minds with needless scruples whereby they too often deprive themselves of the comforts they might reap from God's Ordinances and besides expose themselves to strong Temptations of the Devil who takes pleasure to see good Men in confusion hoping that one time or other they may fall into his net and when they know not how to extricate themselves out of their Labyrinths will shake of the Yoak of all Religion and become his Votaries run into the the other extream and turn either careless or Prophane To prevent these and other dangers it will be convenient to discourse of this Eating and Drinking unworthily first Negatively what it is not and secondly what it is and wherein the sin consists And therefore II. To Eat and Drink unworthily is not 1. To Eat and Drink at this Table with a weak Faith By a weak Faith I mean such a belief of the truth and necessity of the things commanded in the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ as makes the Soul ready and willing to do the things required of her but is attended with great fears and doubts with wavering and inconstancy and this weakness proceeds not so much from want of will to submit to Christ as from want of understanding either the extent of the Grace of God or the nature of the Gospel of peace or the design of God in his Providences or the Latitude of true Christian Liberty which defect must needs cause great mistrusts of our safety danger of being scandaliz'd with little things and unsteddiness in Holy Duties as we see Rom. 14. 1 2. c. yet this weakness of Faith doth not make a Man an unworthy receiver 1. Because Christ is willing to receive such into favour and he express'd this willingness in his kind behaviour to the Man we read of Mark 9. 22. Who believed indeed but waveringly and soon after cryed out and said with Tears in his Eyes Lord I believe help thou my unbelief The Disciples of our Lord upon their first adhering to him were at the best but weak in Faith and therefore Christ calls to them so often O ye of little Faith yet he doth not therefore reject them He cherishes the very Seeds of Faith and when it is no bigger than a grain of Muster-Seed he makes much of it Though the Branches of it be but tender yet he doth not Root up the Tree or Command the Husbandman to cut it down lest it should cumber the Ground or throw it into the Fire To which purpose there is an Excellent Character given of him Esa. 40. 11. He shall feed his Flock like a Shepherd and gather the Lambs with his Arms and carry them in his Bosom and shall gently lead those that are with young There are Lambs in his Flock as well as Sheep and as these two require various management so both may be confident of his tenderness All Stars do not shine alike yet even those that give not so great a brightness shall be preserved as well as the greater Luminaries Love is an acceptable present to him and though in some like fire under green Wood it burns but dimly yet he 'll quench it no more than he will the more blazing Flames But then when I say he will
will keep God in his Eye that he may not sin against him that he may do what is just and righteous in his sight and that at Night he may reap Comfort from a Review of his Actions of the Day Lawful Business is consistent with watching against Temptations and keeping our selves unspotted from the Pollutions of the World and this St. James calls Pure Religion Jam. 1. 27. And if this pure Religion be joyned with our Business I do not see how our lawful Business if we mind it the Day or Week before can make us unworthy Receivers 3. No Man hath so much lawful Business but if he pleases he may find time to retire and enter into his Closet and walk with God Where a Man pretends that his lawful Business allows him no time for Devotion 't is to be feared he either tells a Lye or he manages his lawful Business very ill or imitates the carnal Sort of Mankind who when they have spent the whole Day or the greatest part of the Day in Fooleries and needless Business give out they have no time and can find no time for God's Service A Conscientious Man if he be really so will take heed how he conforms to the World in this particular and if he manages his Affairs with discretion I question not but he will find time to ask his Heart what it is that is nearest to him whether God or the World what his chief Aim or Design is whether to be rich or to be good And as he will find time to ask himself such Questions so he will find time for pious Exercises whereby his Soul may be brought to a serious Sense of the Mystery proposed in this holy Sacrament and if he do so his lawful Worldly Business the Day or Week before as it need not discourage him from coming to this holy Table so it need not fill his Head with Doubts and Fears that coming to it having been engaged in much Business the Day before will make him an unworthy Communicant 6. Worldly Crosses Troubles and Disappointments do not make a Man an unworthy Receiver I do not deny but Crosses and Troubles of the World if they fill the Mind with Torments and mistrustful Cares if they depress the Understanding make it lie groveling on the Earth and mind little else but Second Causes if they possess the Soul with despairing Thoughts drive it into Discontent draw it away from Heaven render the Promises of God insipid to her and do so far prevail with her that the future Joys and the Bliss of the other World are insignificant things to her these Effects do not look very amiable in the sight of God are no very tempting Objects to the Son of God the Master of this Spiritual Feast and are so far from being Allurements of his Blessing that they are like to procure his Curse But I consider Worldly Crosses as abstracted from all these Abuses and as such they cannot make a Person eat and drink unworthily 1. Because What were the Communicants under the first Persecutions of the Church but so many afflicted distressed troubled and evil-entreated Christians Their Crosses were great their Afflictions heavy and their Pressures grievous they were in daily danger of losing not only their nearest Relatives but their Lands Houses Possessions they were hunted pursued driven from their Dwellings the Heathens were set against them the Jews were their Enemies they were reproached they were made Spectacles to Angels and to Men they were tormented they were committed to Wild Beasts they were harassed beaten bruised they were wrongfully accused of Treason of Sedition of Atheism of murthering their Children of promiscuous Copulations and of other Crimes they were hated branded with odious Names they were charged with being the Causes of Plagues Inundations Famine c. Yet nothing of these discouraged them from coming to this Table they came to it to chuse and thought themselves the fitter to approach because they were made conformable to Christ in his Afflictions 2. A Man may have such Crosses and yet be very Conscientious 'T is far from being impossible to be afflicted and yet good miserable and yet serious destitute and yet religious hated and yet a Lover of God In the midst of the greatest Troubles a Man may put his Confidence in God praise him for his Goodness rejoyce in him because he hath promised him Eternal Life keep his Tongue from Evil and his Lips from speaking Guile take occasion from his Troubles to consider the Emptiness of Sublunary Comforts the Permanency of Spiritual Consolations the Sweetness of God's Favour the Beauty of God's Providences the Wisdom of his Dispensations the Happiness of Lazarus in the midst of all his Sores and Boyls the Designs of God to make him humble and patient and to fit him for Eternal Happiness And where a Person makes this use of his Afflictions there is nothing can dispose him better for receiving the holy Communion 3. This Sacrament is an excellent Help to bear our Troubles and Misfortunes with a contented and chearful Mind For here the Lord Jesus is represented to us as dumb under all Reproaches unmoved at all the bitter Language that is given him silent under the Rage of Enemies meekâ—under the foulest Accusations giving his Back to the Smiter and not opening his Mouth under the Scorns and Derisions of his Adversaries contented under all his Losses courageous under all the Calumnies that False Witnesses invent against him satisfied with the Will of God bearing his Cross without murmuring answering calmly to his Oppressors patient under his Scourges ready to do good to those that came to apprehend him And is not this a powerful Motive to bear what Providence thinks fit to inflict upon us And therefore Crosses and Worldly Troubles separated from the ill Management of them cannot make a Person an unworthy Receiver Where Men storm and fret and burn with Revenge under an Affliction will be their own Carvers will be vindicated their own way that way that Flesh and Blood suggests and will rid themselves of their Trouble by unlawful Means these indeed if they receive they eat and drink unworthily But that is not a necessary Effect of the Affliction but a Product rather of their Wickedness and Carnality which instead of being cherished must be cut off and mortified 7. A Man's having formerly received unworthily and coming again afterwards to the holy Sacrament with a great Sense and Abhorrency of his former unworthy Receiving doth not make him an unworthy Receiver For 1. If it did we might as well say that he who hath sinned grievously cannot safely venture on a true Repentance To have done ill is no Bar to a sincere Return but a Motive to it and though the Sin be never so great yet if he can so order and manage his Remorse that it may be hearty kindly and attended with a real and universal Change of Life and Love to Goodness he hath no reason to despair of
Receiver for this Sacrament as hath been often hinted in the Premises is to increase our Practice to augment our Love to Holiness to strengthen our Resolutions to follow Christ to cleanse us from that filthines which naturally besets us and to enlarge our Graces and since that Knowledge I have mentioned is a sufficient Preparative for all this it must be a sufficient Preparative for the Holy Sacrament 2. Much Knowledge very often hinders Men from the Practical part of Religion It need not do it and it ought not to do it but we see it frequently doth for Men are apt to be taken with fine Notions and while their Delight runs all that way they forget too often to delight greatly in God's Commandments This is too evident in many Men who are great Scholars who satisfie themselves with this that they know more than the Vulgar and neglect those severer Parts of Practical Religion which many of the Vulgar do conscientiously observe and many an ordinay Man that knows little more than his Creed but makes that Creed an inforcive to Obedience is in a happier condition than the greater Literati who trouble their Heads so much about Controversies and Criticisms that they bestow little time upon Mortification In the Primitive Ages when Men knew not much they practis'd more as since Knowledge hath increas'd Men's practices have much degenerated from the simplicity of the Gospel Not that I commend Ignorance in the Laity as they do in the Church of Rome but I think a little knowledge improv'd into great severity of Life is safer and more beneficial than great skill in Divinity without suitable Fruits of Righteousness So that upon a review of the whole I may safely conclude that want of great Knowledge doth not make a Man an unworthy Receiver III. From what we have said it will be easie to guess in the next place what it is to Eat and Drink unworthily For from Negatives Affirmatives may be inferred without any great difficulty and tho' after this Discourse I might spare my pains in setting down the particulars yet to assist the Weak and to conform my self to the meanest capacity I shall explain the Nature of this unworthy Eating and Drinking in the following Observations 1. To Eat and Drink unworthily is to Eat and Drink by force By Eating and Drinking by force I mean coming to this Sacrament either because the Law of the Land Commands it or because our Superiors under whose Command we are or from whom we expect some Gain and Benefit or in case of neglect of their Orders apprehend some danger or injury to our Temporal Concerns will not be satisfied without it Not but that a Servant or whoever is under a Command of others ought to give heed to the Pious Counsel and Advice of those that are above him take it into consideration and make advantage of that opportunity to apply himself to the serious practice of it and thereupon consuâ—t with Divines and with his own Conscience how to make his Calling and Election sure but where a Person is altogether passive in the thing regards more what his Superiors say than what his Conscience feels and comes more to please those which are above him than to discharge his Duty where his chief motive is to give content to those whose Favour he is loth to lose where he would certainly neglect coming were it not for the danger of prejudicing what is very dear to him in the World there I say he Eats and Drinks unworthily For 1. Such a Person stands more in awe of Man than of God God's Command cannot make him do that which Human Injunctions can Dust and Ashes prevail more with him than the Holy One of Israel Man's Anger and Displeasure moves and affects him more than the Indignation of a jealous God and with what Eyes can the Almighty look upon that Wretch whom he sees more concern'd to please a poor Grashopper so Man is call'd Es. 4. 22. than him that sits upon the Circles of the Earth How can he but set his Face against that Communicant whose slavish temper he spies at his Table whose Heart sticks close to the Earth and makes no great account of him who daily courts him by his Favours How can he but frown upon that Creature whom no Charms of an Almighty Love can melt and the threatning of Man can affright into any thing Who art thou that thou shouldest be afraid of a Man that shall dye and of the Son of Man that shall be made as Grass And forgettest the Lord thy Maker that hath stretched forth the Heavens and laid the foundations of the Earth saith God Isa. 51. 12 13. 2. Such a Person his outward Man only receives the Holy Sacrament His Soul for which this Feast is chiefly prepared receives nothing The Brute only appears at the Table the Angel stays away God expects the Master at this Banquet not the Slave The Body is not capable of this Sacred Food the Soul is the proper Guest This is it that can expect refreshment at this Board and he that comes to feed his Body only knows not yet what this Ordinance was intended for where a Man brings nothing but his Body to this Love-Feast leaving his Soul enslaved to the Profits of the World or to the Will of Mortal Men he must needs receive unworthily for God's enemy which is the World engrosses that part which should appear before God and behold and be ravish'd with his excellent Greatness and Goodness and with the admirable designs in spreading the Royal Table for him To what purpose is the Carkase while that which should animate it is engaged another way Can the Shell please God who hath so often declared that he will be satisfied with nothing but the Kernel And in vain doth he require the Heart if the outward frame were Sacrifice sufficient So that what Christ saith Joh. 6. 63. may justly be applied here tho' with some variation of the Sense It 's the Spirit that quickneth the Flesh profits nothing 2. To Eat and Drink unworthily is to make this receiving a matter of custom only Where Men approach because it 's fashionable to observe the decorum of their being Members of a Church more than to grow in a Spiritual Life and know no other enforcive or can give no account of any other but this Because it is usual for Men who are Baptized and profess themselves Christians and go to the Publick to do so there they must needs Eat and Drink 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 undecently or unworthily And this is the case of many ignorant People both in City and Country who come for company-sake and because their Neighbors use to do so who think it not a Province belonging to them to know or dive into the mysteries of Salvation but trust to it that God is merciful and will save them though they know not why or how whose Affections are bound up with the Earth and will be
upon them that they make some attempts and use some trifling endeavours to resist but as this resistance is not an effect of an active Faith but only of slavish fear so it doth not preserve them untainted and undaunted in the hour of Temptation which is an Argument both of Spiritual Weakness and God's Judgment because they did not like to retain God in their knowledge as St. Paul speaks Rom. 28. 2. Spiritual Sickness the signs of which are as follows 1. Want of relishing the Things of God and the Mysteries of Religion By this we conclude that a Man is sick in his Body if the Bread or Wine or Apples or Meat he swallows seem to him Food or Drink different from what they appear to sound and healthy and by the same Argument we may infer that a Man's Soul is very sick when the Promises Precepts Commands Mercies Privileges and Immunities of the Gospel are insipid and unsavoury to him and his Soul finds no sweetness no agreeableness no juice no life no pleasantness no delight no pungency in them If these appear to her as common things and affect her no more than what the Great Mogol doth in the Indies or what Men talk on the Coast of Guinea If they raise no wonder no admiration no affection no appetite no strong desire in her if she can hear them read of them survey them think of them without being touch'd with the consequence and importance of them the Soul is infallibly under some great distemper and the whole Head is sick the whole Heart is sick grievously sick and the wound is dangerous and that this Spiritual sickness discovers it self too often in unworthy Receivers we need no other proof but what their known aversion gives us I mean their aversion from good Thoughts and Discourfes after they have been at the Table of the Lord. Reading the Word digesting it and endeavouring to see wondrous things in that Law and meditating of some part of it day and night is irksome to them tedious and when something savouring of Heaven and Eternity is propos'd to them they stand upon Thorns all the while nor can the goodness of God prevail with them to deny themselves in any thing they have a mind or strong inclination to a certain sign of their being sick and of God's Judgment upon their Souls 2. Another symptom of this Spiritual sickness is When a known Sin becomes habitual and the few single Acts pass into temper and come to be incorporated with nature and turn into constitution and complexion In this case the Soul may be judged very sick as sick as the Body that is troubled with the Stone or Gout and where the distemper or Morbific Matter is so dispers'd through the Mass of Blood and Joynts that tho' it admits of respite and lucid intervals sometimes yet as the Humours that feed it gather strength again so the Distemper returns And this sickness doth evidently discover it self in unworthy Receivers who were formerly but Punies and Novices in certain sins but after their unworthy Receiving harden themselves in the practice of them commence Graduates and drink them in as the Ox doth the Water and they become their Darlings their Benjamins as dear to them as their Right Eye as dear as their Foot or Hand than which there cannot be a surer sign of their being spiritually sick and lying under the weight of a spiritual Judgment 3. Spiritual Death And this also is to be known by symptoms which are these 1. When the Conscience smites no more When it gives over striving with the Sinner he is dead as that Body in which the Pulse hath left off beating So it was with the Prodigal of whom Christ expresly saith Though his natural life was sound and whole that he was dead No remorse no regret appear'd in his Soul All was still as in a Charnel-House no noise within to fright him All was turn'd into the silence of the Grave He delighted in his nastiness in his Mud and Dung and Filth and Swinish Desires nothing prick'd him nothing stung his Heart And that this Death is to be found in some unworthy Receivers is manifest from their Actions for they become stupid in their Errors and having bafâ—led their Conscience laid that inward witness to sleep and hush'd it into a fatal slumber It stirs not it moves not and they know not when they sin and when they do not To that insensibleness they bring themselves that when God calls they cannot see with their Eyes nor hear with their Ears nor understand with their Hearts 2. Another Symptom of this Spiritual Death is When the Sinner begins to look upon Religion either as a trick of Divines or Politicians or a needless thing This excludes all sense of another world the only thing whereby the Soul lives and therefore that being gone the Soul is dead and that he who hath the power of Death even the Devil hath killed and mortified all the good Seed that lay scattered in his Breast Indeed this is such a degree of Death which unworthy Receivers do not very ordinarily arrive to yet sometimes they fall even into this Gulph for what should hinder them from tumbling down so low that have lost their hold in a Crucified Saviour from whose Arms they have broke loose unwilling that he should have any thing to do with them but just to save them if he pleases The Bands of Love and Obedience are the only things that preserve the Soul from Death and the unworthy Communicant having made a shift to throw those Cords from him being loth to be tied and held by them he sinks into contempt of these things and from thence into scorning of Religion it self In all which the Judgment of God is clearly to be seen for though God doth not call by an audible Voice from Heaven that it is so nor set a mark upon the unworthy Receiver as he did on Cain whereby spectators may know that this is a sign of the Divine Judgment upon him yet it 's enough that we are told in the Word of God Woe to them when I depart from them Hos. 9. 11. III. And from hence it 's easie to guess how God inflicts this spiritual Judgment upon unworthy Receivers 1. By a gradual withdrawing his Holy Spirit from them This Spirit is called Oyl Heb. 1. 9. and Unction or Anointing 1 Joh. 2. 27. Whatever the quantity of that Oil was that was put in their Lamps as that abates so the strength of their Soul abates and from hence comes Spiritual Weakness Sickness and Death The Spirit of God is the Pillar that supports the House if this Prop be removed the Inference is easie that the House will not be of any long standing There are general Gifts of the Spirit of God common to good and bad Men under the Gospel and there are some that are peculiar to those that walk after the Spirit and as in an unworthy Receiver we can suppose
Jesus Christ 1 Pet. 2. 2 3 4. weak and sickly Persons have need of Milk we use it in Bodily Diseases when they have weaken'd the Body and it seems it 's necessary also for the recovery of Souls weaken'd by Sin but then the Milk is not such as Cows and Sheep and Goats do give but it is the Word of the Lord which endures for ever and to apply our selves to pondering and meditating in it and to make it the rule of our life and manners is drinking of that Milk 2. To pull out the Right Eye and to cut off the Right Hand Matth. 5. 29 30. i. e. To shun those Looks and Actions which are Provocations to Sin As he that means to recover of Bodily sickness must avoid all things that would irritate the morbifick matter so he whose Soul is sick and would be cured must carefully avoid the occasions of those sins which have made him sick and he that would be drunk no more must avoid the Company that used to perswade him to intemperance and he that would be tempted no more by the Harlot that drew him in must not come near her house Prov. 5. 8. 3. Not to repine at the bitter draughts Christ gives you to drink of but to say as he in his Agonies The Cup which my Father hath given me shall not I drink it Joh. 18. 11. Whether this bitter Cup be the Cup of Mortification of Fasting of Severities of being reveng'd upon thy self and of deep Humiliation or the Cup of Bodily affliction if he bids you drink of it it must be thankfully taken else expect no cure and that which ought to encourage us to drink of it is this that this bitterness will end at last in sweetness unspeakable and ineffable Consolations 4. To sell all with the Merchant in the Gospel to get the Pearl of Price i. e. God's love and favour Matth. 13. 45 46. The meaning is nothing must come in competition with the great concern of your Salvation nothing must be suffered to be laid in the Ballance with Eternal Happiness whatever would prejudice that must be rejected and left to those that know not how to prize it To secure that all must be ventur'd and if even Father and Mother should be the tempters to discourage us from it even their Friendship must be lost and all that we expected from them counted unworthy to be compared with the Glory which ere long shall be revealed in us The PRAYER MOST Glorious God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ Heaven is thy Throne and the Earth is thy Foot-stool Where is the House that Man can build unto thee And where is the Place of thy Rest Thou dwellest not in Temples made with Hands yet in an humble sound sincere and pure Heart thou hast promised to fix thy Habitation Oh that my Heart were so When shall I be rid of my vain foolish wicked and dangerous Thoughts Oh! When wilt thou purge and cleanse this House from the Rubbish which annoys it When wilt thou adorn my Soul with profound Humility which may be an Invitation of thy Gracious Presence How apt am I to look off from Thee How apt to mind poor transitory Things How little am I acquainted with that Fervency of Spirit which I see in others Great Physician Heal thou me Thou hast healed Thousands Oh let me be one of that Number It may be of all that Multitude there was none so miserable as I am yet no Spots no Stains are too hard for Thee to wash out I have delighted in my Filthiness and with the Swine taken pleasure in the Mire Oh Let me consider how nobly I am born and hate that mean and servile Spirit I am born of God So thy Apostle tells me Oh Let my God be ever in my Heart and let me do God-like Things even Things that savour of Heaven and a Super-natural Temper Touch my Soul sweet Jesu Touch it with the Rays of thy Favour in this Sacrament that I may seek after Thee alone think on Thee alone and love Thee alone Chase away all sinful Sickness from me and make me sick of Love that joyfully without Tediousness I may continue in Well-doing Thou art a Saviour Be thou so to me and save me from my Sins Give me an healthful Soul a good Conscience and a sound Mind and Purity of Heart and with that Purity frequent Rejoycing in thy Name Tranquility of Spirit Multitude of holy Thoughts Innocence of Life ardent Love and Everlasting Charity Let no Temptations defile me but let these rather purge and joyn and unite me to Thee Give me a constant Zeal for thy Honour and Glory and let me be for ever delighted with thy Praises Amen Amen CHAP. XXI Of Damnation which the Unworthy Receiver Eats and Drinks to himself The CONTENTS The Word made use of by St. Paul in threatning Unworthy Receivers ambiguous on purpose to fright them from the Sin How Men eat and drink their Damnation in this holy Sacrament The Justice of God in inflicting Damnation on Unworthy Receivers vindicated The Threatning of Damnation being denounced by St. Paul to the prophane Corinthians that came drunk to this holy Ordinance how that can be applied to sinful Men in this Age who are not in a possibility of coming drunk to the Lord's Table since the Eucharist is with us administred and received in the Morning and most of those who come do come with some Preparation Whence it comes that Damnation doth not fright Men more it being the greatest Misery Man is capable of The Severity of this Threatning puts Communicants in mind what a Value and Esteem they are to have for the Death of Christ. Yet it is no just Discouragement from Approaching with sincere Desires and Resolutions to become conformable to Christ Jesus The Prayer I. THE Judgment the unworthy Receiver pulls upon himself is not only Temporal but Eternal too To this End I have already told you that the Word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 used by the Apostle in his Threatning denounced against unworthy Receivers signifies not only Judgment in general but also Damnation And indeed the Holy Ghost doth purposely make use sometimes of ambiguous Words especially in Threatnings to rouze Men the more from their Slumber and to give them notice that if the lesser Punishment threatned in the Expression is either delayed or cannot prevail that then the greater included in the same Word shall take place Thus the Word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Sheol in the Old Testament used much in Threatnings import both the Grave and Hell and in Comminations against wicked Men it doth not only signifie an untimely Grave but a far greater Punishment beyond it even Eternal Darkness and Everlasting Howlings to shew that if the former Danger cannot fright the later shall when it is too late to repent And so here the Word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 including both Temporal Judgment and Damnation we must believe the Apostle hath
hast thou had of thine own Worth And how hast thou undervalued the Man or Woman that have had to no other Crime but Poverty Thou hast thought thy Inferiors scarce worth talking to How unlike thy Redeemer is this Pride and Haughtiness Were Grace an Inhabitant of thy Heart what low Thoughts wouldst thou have of thy self How readily wouldst thou converse even with the meanest Saint How wouldst thou learn to esteem Men more for their Holiness than for their Riches And how lovely would a Creature that hath the Image of God upon him look in thine Eyes Far more lovely than the greatest Monarch or Lady that have nothing to recommend them but their outward Splendor 15. And he said unto them With Desire I have desired to eat this Passover before I suffer HOW doth God long for our Happiness How fervent are his Desires to do us good Yet how little have these Longings prevailed with thee O my Soul Notwithstanding all these Desires of God to make thee happy how hast thou longed after the muddy Waters of Sensual Pleasures Nay longed to be for ever miserable when in despight of his Intreaties not to neglect so great Salvation thou hast longed for the stolen Waters of sinful Delights coveted Death and been enamoured with Destruction How hath God intreated thee to close with him upon his own Terms and how hast thou grieved him with thy Refusal How hath the Almighty beseeched thee by his Ambassadors to be reconciled to him and yet thou hast stood out and baffled the Stratagems of Mercy 16. For I say unto you I will not any more eat thereof until it be fulfilled in the Kingdom of God CHrist rejoyces that the Shadows are at an end and that the Substance or Antitype is approaching for as the Passover was a Sign of the Jews Deliverance from Egyptian Bondage so that Deliverance was a Shadow or Emblem of our Deliverance from Sin here and our Exemption from all Misery and Trouble in Heaven which was now to be effected by the Death of Christ. But O my Soul how hast thou hunted after Shadows and left the Substance unregarded What are the Glories of this World but mere Shews Yet how fond art thou of them and how strangely hast thou been enamoured with them These Shadows intimate that there are more substantial Glories in the Everlasting Mansions yet these thou passest by and the other thou art delighted with See how thou dotest on those painted Coronets those Butter-flies those Airy Nothings while with the Cock in the Fable thou tramplest on the Pearl even on the Pearl of Price to purchase which the Spiritual Merchant in the Gospel sold all he had 17. And he took the Cup and gave Thanks and said Take this and divide it among your selves HOW thankful is our Great Mediator for every Mercy he received from his Everlasting Father Yet how ungrateful hast thou been O my Soul to thy mighty Benefactor What Mercies hast thou received at his Hands and what strange Returns hast thou made for them Thy God hath been kind to thee and thou hast been base and unworthy How hast thou fed on his Blessings and ascribed them to thy Wisdom and Industry How hast thou lived upon his Charity and spurned at his Laws Foolish Creature Dost thou thus reward the Lord thy God Thou shouldest not eat a bit but send some Thanksgiving-Ejaculations to Heaven yet thou contentest thy self with a careless Grace and never thinkest more afterward of God How little dost thou mind the Providences that are sent upon thee And while thou considerest not the Operations of God's Hands how canst thou be thankful 18. For I say unto you I will not drink of the Fruit of the Vine until the Kingdom of God shall come INdeed Heaven hath the best and choicest Wine even the Wine of Angels This Wine is the ravishing Love of God This transports the Understanding and wraps up the Intellect in Extasies of Joy and Comfort A brutish Man knows not this neither doth a Fool understand it And hath not this been thy Case O my Soul How weary hast thou been of thinking of this Banquet How soon have thy Spirits tired with meditating of that Love How ready hast thou been to think of the World and the last Night's Revel and how backward to reflect on this richer Entertainment What a Weariness hath it been to thee to survey these Glories to walk about that Jerusalem and to behold the Towers and Bulwarks of it 19. And he took Bread and gave Thanks and brake it and gave unto them saying This is my Body which is given for you This do in remembrance of me HEre begins the happy Institution of the holy Sacrament of Christ's Body and Blood and the great Command to remember the Death of Jesus and together with that an Item of the greatest Love that can be shewn to poor Mortals Yet how backward O my Soul hast thou been sometimes to come to this holy Sacrament Thou should'st have longed for an Opportunity to remember this Death with the People of God What is this Bread but an Emblem of the Communion of Saints and a Representation of thy Communion with the Great Head the Lord Jesus Yet how little Delight hast thou taken in this Ordinance How often hast thou come out of Formality only How little have thine Affections been moved with that stupendous Love Either Sin or Malice to thy Neighbour or some Worldly Trouble hath made thee stay away The Thoughts of this Love should have thrown down all thy Strong Holds of Iniquity and left thee in a calm holy spiritual Temper But how hast thou preferred thy little Concerns in the World before this Feast And what Hazards hast thou run of being doomed to a Spiritual Famine as those Guests against whom the Master of the Feast protested that they should never taste of his Supper 20. Likewise also the Cup after Supper saying this Cup is the New Testament of my Blood which is shed for you AT how dear a rate was the remission of our sins purchased The Blood of the Son of God was the Price Greater Love hath no Man shewn than that he lay down his life for his Friends but here is one that laid it down for his Enemies that they may be pardoned How hast thou looked upon this pardon O my Soul sometimes without standing amazed at the height and breadth and depth and length of the love of God! How cold hast thou been in thy desires after this precious Blood Thou should'st have stood under the Cross waiting for the drops that trickled down But the familiarity of the joyful news of it alas hath too often wrought in thee a dis-esteem of it Nay how light hast thou made of this remission and by making so light of it thou hast profan'd it too when thou hast sinned because God is willing to pardon sinners and hast made that pardoning Blood an encouragement to indulge thy self in thy carnal
satisfactions hath not this been counting the Blood of the Covenant an unholy thing 21. But behold the hand of him that betrays me is with me on the Table AND didst thou never approach the Table of thy Lord with a treacherous Heart O my Soul Hast not thou pretended Friendship when thou hast been an Enemy while thou hast been loth to part with a darling bosom sin or to examine what secret sins thou wert guilty of that thou mightest not be forced to part with them Hast not thou shewn much love with thy Lips while thy Heart hath gone astray from thy Redeemer Thou hast it may be confessed thy self to be a sinner in general and so hast joyned thy self to the croud of God's People and come to the Supper of thy Lord But while thou hast been loth to descend to any particular sins hast not thou thereby discovered thy secret love to sin and thy feigned and counterfeit love to the Holy Jesus 22. And truly the Son of Man goes as it was determined but woe unto that Man by whom he is betrayed HOW dreadful a thing is it to be instrumental in a Sin And yet thou hast made nothing of it O my Soul How hast thou suffer'd thy self to be imployed by others in things which have been apparently unlawful How apt hast thou been to tell a Lye after another especially for a near Relation or a Superiour How apt hath thy Conscience been to dispense with Offences against a Gracious God to please those from whom thou hast expected some benefit and advantage Hath not the Word of God been Blasphemed by wicked Men through thy neglect of thy Saviours Commands How often hast thou scandalized and given offence to other Men by thy unchristian And how little hast thou minded the threatnings of the Holy Ghost in this case And while thou hast not only sinned thy self but holpen to draw others into sin hast not thou thereby made thy self lyable to the Righteous Judgment of God 23. And they began to enquire among themselves which of them it was that should do this thing INdeed Self-examination is the only way to come to a right knowledge of our selves Yet how careless O my Soul hast thou been of this Duty How easily mightest thou have found that thou wert guilty of such a sin and didst transgress such a Command but thou would'st not How much better is it to be acquainted with our own Hearts than to be strangers to our selves And what danger dost thou involve thy self in for want of this Holy search How dost thou prepare for Self-delusion And how impure must thy Heart grow what a Dunghil what a sink what a stye of filthiness where it is not purged by such explorations The Disease being known it may be cured but lying hid it kills and destroys when we think all is safe How easie a matter were it to enquire whether thou art that Hypocrite that unprofitable servant that loiterer that slothful Person that busie body which the Holy Ghost condemns Yet thou hast shunned this search and been afraid of it as of Poison Whereas it is the only Medicine from which thou may'st promise thy self an happy recovery 24. And there was also a strife among them which of them should be accounted greatest SEE how worldly Thoughts will croud in if we do not watch even when we are engaged in the most serious acts of Worship And hast not thou found such worldly sensual Thoughts enter into thy Mind O my Soul when thou hast been employed in the greatest Duties even at the Holy Sacrament it self And have not they come in with thy allowance and approbation and when they have surpriz'd thee hast not thou harboured them made much of them and been loth to expel them How reverend should thy Thoughts be upon such occasions How free from such Extravagancies How sequestred from a vain World How should they be taken up with the love of God! How should the Glory of God ingross their strength and power See by this which way thy Byass leans Behold by this how strongly thy Heart bends to things below O when will it fix upon the things which are above 25. And he said unto them the Kings of the Gentiles exercise Lordship over them and they that exercise Authority upon them are called Benefactors HOW unfit and improper is it for a Christian to conform to the Word As improper as for a Man of reason to imitate Children or Mad-men Yet how fond hast thou been O my Soul of the pomp and glories of this World How hast thou admired the Riches and the Grandeur of it How hast thou wished thy self in such a great Man's place Though the Apostles were somewhat ambitions before Christ's Ascension into Heaven yet after the effusion of the Holy Ghost they saw with other Eyes and despised these sublunary Honours and Dignities as much as they esteemed them before O my Soul when wilt thou follow this great example By the Rules of thy profession thou art to despise the World and though thou art in the World yet not to love the World Notwithstanding this Command how dost thou hancker after these Onions and Garlick those certain Marks of the House of Bondage How strong is thy Appetite to follow the fashions of the World And how apt art thou to make the humour of the age thy pattern 26. But ye shall not be so but he that is greatest among you let him be as the younger and he that is chief as he that doth serve AY Self-denial is that which doth best become a Christian that 's the best Ornament he can put on and which makes him look most lovely in the Eyes of God Yet how inconsiderable hath this dress been in thine Eyes O my Soul How loth hast thou been to deny thine Eyes such a dangerous object thine Ears such a Syren's Voice thy Mouth such a delicate dish thy Feet such vain company thy Tongue such a smutty jest thy Hand such a lustful touch and thy Mind such a lascivious or covetous thought How hast thou thought thy self undone when thou hast not had what thy sensual appetite did crave and how raging have thy desires been after that which would ruin thee How loth hast thou been to deny thy self in superfluities and to bestow them on the poor How hard hast thou thought it to shun such a place where thou knewest thou shouldst be tempted and be perswaded unto Sin 27. For whether is greater he that sitteth at Meat or he that serveth Is not he that sits at Meat But I am among you as one that serveth HOW beautiful is Humility The Son of God himself is enamoured with it tho' his business was to Command not serve yet he chuses to serve rather than to exercise Authority How unlike thy Saviour hast thou been O my Soul How Proud How Self-conceited How apt to prefer thy self before others And how apt to think better of thy self than others How apt to
be thy bane and therefore wisely takes it away from thee why then dost thou grumble Thou think'st much of parting with a Child with such a Revenue with such an Advantage with such a Friend but God sees if thou enjoyest it it will certainly tempt thee to dote upon it and seduce thee from setting thine Affections on nobler Objects and therefore makes thee lose it Why then dost thou find fault with his Providence who certainly sees best what is most proper and convenient for thee and gives thee that which is most wholsome though not always what is most pleasing and palatable How often hast thou thought that God did thee wrong in depriving thee of what thou lovedst most when it was certain that in doing so he did thee a singular kindness for he saw the hurt it would do thee and therefore like a tender Father took away the knife the unhappy Instrument of thy ruine 35. And he said unto them When I sent you without purse or scrip or shoes did you lack any thing They said Nothing WHere Men trust God's Providence entirely and without wavering Providence is engaged not to see them want yet how basely hast thou diffided this Providence O my Soul Though thou hast seen even miraculous Dispensations yet when thou hast been in danger again how hath thy Faith failed again What anxious cares and carkings have gnaw'd thy Breast when Ravens and dumb Creatures have committed themselves to God's Wisdom aâ—d Goodness How hath God assured thee by the various Mercies and Favours he hath conferred upon thee that he would not leave thee nor forsake thee yet how little hast thou trusted to his Promises When God hath withdrawn his hand of Bounty from thee only to try thee whether thou wouldst stay thy self upon him and when the Fig-tree hath not blossom'd how hast thou presently begun to sink O thou of little Faith What great things would God have done for thee if it had not been for thy unbelief which stops his hand and will not suffer him to do any mighty work for thee 36. Then said he unto them But now he that hath a Purse let him take it and likewise his scrip and he that hath no sword let him sell his garment and buy one HOW like a Father doth Christ forewarn his Disciples of their approaching danger and of the mighty change of their quiet into a very dismal and calamitous Estate and Condition that they may not think much of it when it comes How often doth the Ministers of the Gospel forewarn thee O my Soul of the change of thy Prosperity into Adversity of the change of thy Health into Sickness of the change of thy Life into Death yet thou wilt take no warning How apt art thou to flatter thy self that thy Mountain shall never be shaken that thy Prosperity shall never be moved that here thou art to continue many years that thy health will be vigorous to the last How grievous and how irksome will that change be which foresight did not qualifie And how much heavier will be the burthen at last which thou didst not believe would come upon thee How soft and easie would thy fall be if thou thought'st of it aforehand The more unexpected thy sorrows are the more they will gall and that which will add to the misery will be the remembrance of thy former dangerous security 37. For I say unto you That this that is written must yet be accomplish'd in me And he was reckon'd among the Transgressors for the things concerning me have an end HOW rudely and how barbarously doth this blind World handle the best of Men and use them like Transgressors Wonder not at it O my Soul if this be thy Lot and Portion neither think the worse of God because he suffers it How can it be otherwise where Men are strangers to Goodness and cannot prize it Providence in the mean while doth no wrong for the enemies of God shall want no Plagues in the other Life and the Lovers of God no Recompence Matter not what Men call or count thee here The Great Day will bring forth thy Innocence as the Light and thy Righteousness as the Noon-day What if Men call thee Fool for being conscientious as long as thy God doth count thee Wise thou losest nothing of thy reputation How much better is it to be one of Christ's Fools than of the number of the Wise Men of this World The Children of this World are wiser in their Generation than the Children of Light but then the Children of Light will be found wiser in their Generation too than the other when this life is ended Both have their time one here the other hereafter Be content O my Soul to be reproach'd and mis-represented here for thy Father that sees in secret will reward thee openly 38. And they said unto him Lord behold here are two Swords And he said unto them It is enough WHere the Roads are unsafe there Men carry Swords and Weapons about them to defend themselves against the Enemy so is the way to Heaven abundance of Murtherers lye in wait to snatch the unwary Passenger Yet O my Soul how loth hast thou been to arm thy self against the Powers and Principalities and Spiritual Wickednesses in high places that have too often beset thee as thou hast been travelling towards the Land of Promise How hast thou exposed thy self to their rage and fury What advantages hast thou given them and how often upon that account hast thou been hurled into By-ways and dangerous Pits Though God hath offered thee the whole Armour of the Spirit yet how unwilling hast thou been to put on the Helmet of Salvation and the Breast-plate of Righteousness and to take the Shield of Faith whereby thou mightest have quenched the fiery Darts of the Devil 39. And he came out and went as he was wont to the Mount of Olives and his Disciples also followed him THis Mount of Olives in the days of the Kings of Judah was defiled with Idolatry and therefore called the Mount of Corruption Christ goes up to that Mount to purge it by his Tears and Prayers O my Soul What hath thy Heart been but the Seat of corruption Yet how backward hast thou been to purge that fulsome Stable What filth and nastiness hast thou suffered to gather there and yet taken no care to remove it How little hast thou considered of thy Saviour's Promise Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God! What pains hast thou taken to keep thy Body clean But O how careless of a conscience sprinkled from evil Works And is not this to be of the Pharisees Religion who made clean the outside of the Cup and Platter but within were strangers to Faith Judgment and Mercy and the weightier matters of the Law 40. And when he was come to the place he said to them Pray lest ye enter into temptation PRayer certainly is the best Antidote against Temptations yet how averse
sometimes hast thou been from this exercise O my Soul when thou hast gone into dangerous company how loth hast thou been to arm thy self with Prayer When thou hast been in trouble how little hast thou thought of this Sovereign Remedy or if thou hast made use of it how cold how faint how superficial have been thy Supplications How often hast thou had greater confidence in the arm of Flesh than in the strength of God! Prayer hath chased away Armies turned to flight the Host of Aliens stopt the mouth of Lions quenched the flames of Fire made the Sun stand still and the shadow go back ten Degrees hath shut and opened Heaven and yet how slender how weak how indifferent hath thy Love been to this Spiritual Engine which hath conquered the Fort above and even forced the Almighty into Pity and Compassion 41. And he was withdrawn from them about a Stones-cast and kneeled down and prayed OUR Saviour when he means to pray most earnestly retires from all company yet how irksome hath retirement been to thee O my Soul What a burden hath it seemed and how glad hast thou been when company or Business have call'd thee away from that Penance and given thee a diversion How much more pleasing have crouds and mulitudes of business and people been to thee than privacy In serious retirements thou mightest have seen the brighter goings of God and had larger experience of his Power and Goodness but thou hast been afraid of meeting thy God in private and by that means deprived thy self of the gracious influences which he imparts to them that love his company Behold thy Redeemer bows his knees and kneels on the cold ground to offer up his Supplications to his Father How strangely hast thou consulted thine ease in Prayer How afraid hast thou been to kneel if thou hast had no Cushion How loth to put thy flesh to any trouble in God's Service Did the Son of God prostrate himself upon the Grass or Earth he stood upon and art thou afraid of hurting thy self in Prayer if thou hast not the accommodations of Softness and Luxury 42. Saying Father if thou be willing remove this Cup from me nevertheless not my Will but thine be done AN excellent Example and with the Example a Command to resign our Will to God's Will even in the greatest Troubles and Calamities And dost thou observe this O my Soul Art thou content with the Will and Pleasure of God when he lays affliction upon thy Loins Dost thou say freely and without murmuring It is the Lord let him do what seems good to him O how hast thou repin'd sometimes How impatient hast thou been under thy chain How unwilling to submit to the hand of God! How forced hath been thy Humiliation Where hath been thy belief of God's Wisdom and Goodness If thou believest God to be infinitely Wise and consequently that what he sends on thee is most wisely order'd why dost thou murmur If thou believest him to be infinitely good and therefore intending all that happens to thee for thy good why dost thou think the ways of the Lord are not equal 43. And there appeared to him an Angel from Heaven strongth'ning him IF this Blessed Minister of Heaven did comfort him with Words we must suppose he humbly besought him to look upon the Glory set before him and reflect on the vast good that would arrive to all Mankind by his Passion and that he encouraged him to go on with the great work of Redemption O my Soul And hath not thy God sent an Angel to thee a Minister of his Word in thy Afflictions and encouraged thee by the hopes of Eternal Glory to bear up and to be undaunted under all the Waves and Billows that went over thee Nay hath not thy God himself suggested to thy mind what benefit thy Affliction would yield what peaceable fruits of Righteousness what hatred of Sin what love to Holiness and what Humility it would produce And yet none of these have been able to keep thee from sinking How sensual is thy Mind How earthy are thy Affections What Polishing what Refining do they want yet And yet if Affliction which is the Furnace that must purifie the Gold will not do it what can be supposed to do it 44. And being in an Agony he prayed more earnestly and his sweat was as it were great drops of Blood falling down to the ground SEE O my Soul how thy Sin presses the Son of God! see how great the horror of it is that it forced him into Agonies and these Agonies vent themselves in a Bloody Sweat He saw the Wrath of God that flaming Sword which hung over thee the revenging Arm that God shook against thee He saw the Hell thou hadst deserved the Torments thou hast merited the Agonies thou hadst involv'd thy self in He saw thy Sins in their full latitude and extent what encroachments they had made on the Divine Nature what affronts they had offer'd to the great Majesty of Heaven being very sensible of the infinite purity of God he saw the dreadfulness the monstrousness of thy Transgressions which had made War with that Divine Purity He saw the Fire and Brimstone the everlasting Furnace the burning Lake that was design'd to be thy Recompence He saw it and trembled He saw it and stagger'd He felt it being infinitely compassionate and feeling it laboured to shake it off and to get from under it and as he struggles with the Load his Sacred Body breaks forth in a strange kind of Sweat Didst thou ever consider O my Soul what thy Sins did cost Hadst thou considered it how couldst thou have been so merry so blithe so jocular in the Commission 45. And when he rose up from Prayer and was come to his Disciples he found them sleeping for Sorrow STrange Sleep should oppress People when they have Death before them Yet why wonderest thou O my Soul when thou hast slept securely at the very Gates of Hell in the Suburbs of Destruction How hast thou even shorted in Sin when the Messengers of God have cried out Fire Everlasting Fire over thy Head How quiet hast thou been how secure how jolly when the Fiends have been about thee as the Philistines about Sampson How hast thou played and laughed and smiled when the Eternal Wrath of God hath been ready to seize on thee How was it that thou wert not afraid How was it that thou didst not give a Start in the midst of thy Slumber What if thou hadst awaked in Hell 46. And said unto them Why sleep ye Rise and pray that ye enter not into Temptation INdeed Sleepiness and Idleness is the Devil's Opportunity to persuade us into Sin Had the Disciples prayed instead of sleeping 't is possible they would not have fled when they saw Danger nigh And hath not the Devil prevailed with thee by Idleness O my Soul When thou hast with David taken thy Rest and Ease hath not Satan brought a
Bathsheba to thee and thrown some ill Thought into thy Mind When thou hast not known how to spend thy Time hath not the Enemy made thee swallow the dangerous Bait When thou hast stretched thy self upon thy Couch and indulged thy self hast not thou selt then thy Love to God decay and thy Affections to the World to increase and thy Faculties to dissolve into Vanity and Voluptuousness and Contempt of better things 47. And while he yet spake behold a Multitude and he that was called Judas one of the Twelve went before them and drew near unto Jesus to kiss him WHat a Change is here From Christ's Purse-bearer to a Leader or Captain of Thieves and Murtherers And O my Soul what a mighty Change hath there been sometimes in thy spiritual Condition From a zealous Saint how often hast thou deflected into Formality and Hypocrisie From holy Heats thou art fallen into Lukewarmness How vigorous wast thou once in prosecuting thy Eternal Happiness And how hast thou fainted afterward Once thou didst lay Force upon the Kingdom of Heaven Of late thou hast laid Force upon the Kingdom of Darkness storm'd Hell and invaded Damnation Once thou wast a strict Observer of Religious Severities How loosely hast thou lived of late Once God seem'd to have thy Heart But did not Sin and the World possess it afterwards Dull blockish Soul Was God beautiful and delightful heretofore and hath he ceased to be so now 48. But Jesus said unto him Judas betrayest thou the Son of Man with a Kiss AND hast not thou thus betrayed him O my Soul even with a false and counterfeit Devotion Hast not thou too often pretended God's Glory when thou hast sought thine own And seemed to be zealous for Religion when it was only thine own private Interest thou didst aim at Hast not thou professed Love to the holy Jesus when at the same time thou hast most basely affronted him Hast not thou drawn nigh unto him with thy Lips when in thy Conversation thou hast denied him Hast not thou told him sometimes that thou repentest when thou hast been loth to part with thy darling Bosom-Sin Hast not thou kneeled under his Cross sometimes to express thy Veneration of him when in good truth thou hast conspired against him with his Enemies Hast not thou maintain'd thy League with Sin while thou hast pretended by thy bowing to the Son of God that that League was broken and dissolved What Perfidiousness what Treachery what Dissimulation hast thou been guilty of Canst thou think of it and not be concern'd 49. When they which were about him saw what would follow they said unto him Lord shall we smite with the Sword WHat preposterous Means and Ways do Men make use of to effect their Deliverance These poor Men hope to do Wonders by smiting with the Sword A Way neither warranted by any Command of God nor profitable So the Jews in Jeremy's time thought there was no way for them to escape but by fleeing into the Land of Egypt And O my Soul hast thou not very often out of Mistrust of God's Providence made use of wrong Means to compass thy Safety How hast thou thought to be rid of thy Calamity by telling a Lye or by acting against thy Conscience How hast thou thought sometimes to redeem thy Credit with vain People by complying with their Sins And when thou hast been under some Distress how hast thou endeavoured to get out of it by abusing thy Neighbour or by reviling those that reviled thee When thou hast been groaning under Poverty how hath the Devil suggested to thee to mend thy Condition by Cheating and thou hast obey'd the Motion What Comfort canst thou take in a Deliverance compassed by Sin Or what Satisfaction in a Rescue effected by the Devil's Means at least by doing things acceptable to him 50. And one of them smote the Servant of the High Priest and cut off his Right Ear. WHen we do things of our own Heads without any Command from God what Inconveniencies do we run into These unwary Men smite never staying for Christ's Answer O my Soul Thus thou hast rushed into dangerous Actions and Enterprizes without consulting the Oracles of God and hast taken it for granted that they were lawful because thou didst apprehend them to make for thy Interest Thus hast thou ventur'd upon some Recreations which upon pondering the Rules of the Gospel would have been found contrary to the Law of God and hast run into Play-houses without consulting with any serious Men whether it be agreeable to the Will of Christ and hast made nothing of thy vain and fantastick Dresses and all because thou wouldst not examine the Particulars which the Lord thy God requires of thee What a Decay hast thou thereby brought upon thy Vertues And how hath thy Sense of God abated upon this imprudent Behaviour 51. And Jesus answered and said Suffer ye thus far And he touched his Ear and healed him HEre we have an excellent Pattern of doing good for evil O my Soul how backward hast thou been to this great Duty How hast thou studied Revenge upon the least Affront or Injury whether real or imaginary How hast thou fretted and fumed when Men have crossed thy Humour Will or Inclination and contrived immediately which way thou mightest be even with the Offender Oh what a Stranger hast thou been to loving thy Enemies and doing good to them that have hated thee When a Neighbour hath displeased thee presently thy Kindness hath ceased and the Stream of thy Bounty hath stopp'd as if thy Saviour had neither shewn thee an Example nor given any Precept to the contrary And yet thou hast pretended to be a Christian. But wherein hast thou done more than others Wherein hast thou exceeded the Righteousness of Scribes and Pharisees nay the Righteousness of Pagans If thou dost good to them that do good to thee what Thanks hast thou For Sinners also do even the same 52. Then Jesus said unto the Chief Priest and Captains of the Temple and the Elders which were come to him Be ye come out as against a Thief with Swords and Staves SEE how these Wretches arm themselves against Omnipotence as if Christ if he would could not with a Breath have broke their Swords and snapped their Staves in sunder How secure hast thou thought thy self O my Soul against the Vengeance of Heaven when Riches have flown in upon thee and thy Friends have been multiplied How little hast thou regarded Men's Threatnings and what is more God's Anger while thy Years have been crowned with Wealth and Waters of a full Cup have been wrung out unto thee This hath tempted thee to sin with a Lawless Freedom and made thee think God was afraid to sink thy Vessel because its Sails were of Silk Alas how easily could God have made thee know the Vanity of these Cobwebs and with the least Blast blown thee up and sent thee with thy Riches to the Vault of Outer
quiet their unruly and tumultuous Consciences O my Soul Dread these things as Hell-fire and let not Sin reign in thy mortal Body lest thou be tempted to stand in it and to think well of it and defend it and by that means make thy Case desperate and thy Disease remediless and irrecoverable 36. And the Soldiers also mocked him coming to him and offering him Vinegar TO give a dying Man Vinegar is to increase his Torments and mocking of his Misery To add Affliction to Affliction hath been counted inhumane by most Nations How like Beasts and Brutes doth Want of Religion make Men Nothing makes them act more rationally than Religion Religion is the Image of God and he that practiseth it cannot but be like God O my Jesus Give me such a Sense of it that it may shine through my Actions and People may see whose Child I am Oh when shall my brutish my beastly Affections die When shall I imitate my Father which is in Heaven and act like a Person who hath a Soul infused from above the Gift of the Father of Lights with whom there is no Variableness nor Shadow of Turning 37. And saying If thou be the King of the Jews save thy self A Frothy Humour to what Inconveniences doth it lead Men It makes them speak ill of God before they are aware and while they give way to their Jests they very often affront Religion and Holiness that is its individual Companion O my Saviour Give me a serious Temper Gravity of Behaviour Sobriety of Speech Discretion in my Words and Considerateness in my Carriage Let me not dare to offend thee to please Men nor attempt to make the Company I am in merry with breaking Jests upon things at which the holy Angels tremble 38. And a Superscription also was written over him in Letters of Greek and Latin and Hebrew This is the King of the Jews HOW doth God concur with the Actions of sinful Men contrary to their Designs and Purposes Pilate when he writ this Title over the Cross in all these Languages perhaps did it only to gratifie his Humour but God so directed it that all Nations intimated by those Languages might read there that this Jesus was the Saviour of all the World and that no Nation was excluded from a Title to the Merits of his Cross and Passion O Jesu Thou art no Respecter of Persons But in every Nation whosoever serves thee and works Righteousness is accepted of thee As poor as mean as inconsiderable as I am yet if my Heart be upright toward thee thou wilt receive me and love me Oh give me such an Heart as thou delightest to dwell in And if thou art in me I shall possess a Treasure which the Moth cannot corrupt and Thieves cannot steal away 39. And one of the Malefactors which were hanged railed on him saying If thou be Christ save thy self WHat Rudeness was this Strange That his Misery should not make the Wretch more modest But his Concern was only for this present Life All that he desired was to be free from his present Pain that he might pursue his Sensual Inclinations as formerly How may a Man's Sensuality be known by his Talk O my Soul look well to thy Words and Discourses If thy Heart be touched with a Sense of a future glorious Life thy Tongue will delight to speak of it If thou have an Aversion from such Discourses all thy Professions of Eternal Life will be mere Wind and Air From the Abundance of the Heart the Mouth speaks If Heaven and a glorious Eternity hath possessed thy Heart thou wilt find Opportunities to utter thy inward Feelings of those things with thy Tongue 40. But the other answering rebuked him saying Dost not thou fear God seeing thou art in the same Condemnation FRiendly Reproof is a great Duty Yet O my Soul how loth hast thou been to give it and how loth hast thou been to take it when this precious Balm hath been poured out upon thy Head by a charitable Neighbour How hast thou looked upon it as Gall and Wormwood And what hard Thoughts hast thou entertained of the kind Monitor calling him either faucy or medling with things that did not concern him And how often hast thou let thy Neighbour sleep and rest in his Sin when thy Fraternal Correption might have rouzed him from his Slumber Oh be humbled for this great Omission And when a Malefactor on the Cross thinks himself obliged not to suffer Sin upon his Neighbour be not thou backward to save a Soul from Death 41. And we indeed justly for we receive the due Reward of our Deeds But this Man hath done nothing amiss AN humble Acknowledgment of our Sins and Demerits is the Way to God's Bosom This is the first Discovery of this poor Man's Repentance and he begins with the noblest Act of it which is seeking to draw others to a Sense of better things In this O my Soul thou hast been very remiss and neglectful even in propagating Religion and exhorting others to seek God's Face Henceforth be more diligent in gaining Proselytes to Christ Jesus And what if thy Admonition prevails not thou hast discharged a Duty and may'st rejoyce in having acted according to the Will of God 42. And he said unto Jesus Lord remember me when thou comest into thy Kingdom HEre is a Mind set upon Heaven and despising the World than which nothing is more acceptable to God He is content to endure Shame Pain Tortures Prickings Aches and all the Indignities that Man can offer to him so Christ will but remember him in his Kingdom O Jesu Son of God! give me such a Mind and Temper which may be content with any thing so I may but obtain a Share in the Pleasures at thy Right Hand Let even Sword and Famine and Hunger and Thirst and Nakedness seem nothing to me so I may but enjoy thy Embraces in the End Asure me and convince me that the Afflictions of this present Life though never so great never so painful never so lasting never so bitter or piercing are not worthy to be compared with the Glory which e'er long shall be revealed in me 43. And Jesus said unto him Verily I say unto thee To day thou shalt be with me in Paradise HOW ready is Christ to cherish the Penitent that abhors himself for his Deformity and sees greater Beauty and Excellency and Satisfaction in the Ways of Holiness and a Spiritual Life than in all the Comforts of this World Blessed Saviour How ready art thou to stretch forth thine Arms to such humble and contrite Spirits Thou art readier to grant than they to ask and even before they cry thou hearest them Oh let this be an Encouragement to me to deplore my Sins and to bewail mine Offences to detest what I have been doing against thee and to seek first thy Kingdom and its Righteousness that now that thou art in thy Kingdom thou may'st remember me and when I leave
Sacrament In such a method this Self-Examination must proceed and then it 's like to produce the effects we desire and God expects at our hands IV. But still you will say That is a very operose and laborious Business and full of intricacies and difficulties and scarce possible to be done every time a Person receives the Holy Communion especially if accidentally a Christian is to Communicate with a sick or dying Neighbour nor can Ministers themselves be supposed capable of doing all this when they are on a sudden call'd upon to administer the Holy Sacrament to persons that send for them But to give a satisfactory Answer to this point it will be necessary to lay down the reply in these following Positions 1. The Trouble is imagined to be greater than really it is If People are unwilling it is an easie matter to pretend Difficulties and Impossibilities All that I have mentioned may be done in an Hour's time or less For it is to be supposed that every Person is not guilty of all the Sins nor guilty of the Neglect of all the Duties in the preceeding Lists And how easily may a Person spy those Sins and Neglects he is prone to and then by the Rule of Queries mentioned before see how his Heart stands affected But suppose it were a Task of some difficulty Is Heaven worth nothing And is the Labour for the Body of that Consequence that the Soul deserves to be neglected What if God would not part with an Interest in his Love upon cheaper Terms Will ye refuse it and chuse to be miserable Sure you would not think so if you had been but one Moment in Hell However as I said the Task is not so laborious as is imagined by Persons who have an Aversion from Goodness 2. It is confessed that the Command about Self-Examination is general and concerns both the Good and Bad both Worthy and Unworthy Receivers both those who are void of Grace and those that are filled with the Spirit But though the Command is general and obliges the Serious as well as the Profane the Compleat as well as the Half-Christian equally yet in the manner of the Performance of it there cannot but be a very great difference because the Persons concerned do differ much in their Tempers Progress in Goodness and in their Wants and Necessities and consequently to the one it must be more laborious than to the other and the one hath reason to spend more Time in this Self-Examination than the other as he who hath suffered his House to become very full of Filth and Dirt must be at greater Cost and Pains to cleanse it than he that every Day takes care to keep it swept And therefore 3. A Man who hath led an ill Life and thinks of coming to the Table of his Lord and Master or if he have communicated formerly and after that is fallen into any grosser Sin and gone on in it when-ever he approaches had need set all the particular Sins God hath forbid in his Gospel and all the particular Duties commanded in that Book before him and ransack all the Actions of his Life he can remember to see how far he hath been from the Kingdom of God and how his Heart is now resolved and disposed As to his particular Sins and Neglects whether he intends to take up and to set his Face against them and whether it be his unfeigned Desire Purpose and deliberate Resolution to submit his Neck to the sweet and easie Yoke of Christ of whom he expects Pardon and Salvation both in this Sacrament and in the last Day And as tedious as this Self-Examination may appear to such a Person yet he may thank himself that his long Continuance and Boldness in a sinful Life hath made the Task so laborious to him And indeed till such a Man's Love to Sin and a sinful Life doth signally abate and the Byass of his Soul be changed and turned it will be necessary for him for some time at least as often as he receives the holy Sacrament to iterate and repeat this larger Self-Examination to see what Advance he makes in Holiness and whether there be not some Sins lurking in his Breast he took no notice of before But then 4. If he find that after Receiving several times his Faith and Love to the Lord Jesus Christ doth signally grow and his Relish of a sinful Life dies and a nobler Taste of the Goodness of God insinuates into his Breast as his Sins grow fewer so his Self-Examination before the holy Sacrament need not be so laborious as before it was Finding he hath gotten a setled Hatred and Abhorrency of several Sins he formerly delighted in instead of examining himself about them he hath reason to break forth into Praises and Admiration of the Goodness of God who hath delivered him from the Power of Darkness and led him to his Marvellous Light In a Word The holier the more melting towards God and Goodness the more spiritual the more obedient to the Commands of the Gospel a Man or Woman grows the less Self-Examination will serve turn for as he grows in Grace so his Errours and Infirmities abate and those which remain against his Will may be easily known and he may easily take a View of them nor will it cost him so much Time to take them into Consideration as the greater Heap of them formerly did and let him separate those Sins he hath left and got the Mastery and Conquest of from those Infirmities which yet against his Desire or Approbation cleave to him and the Remainder will soon be examined and he may soon satisfie himself whether he be resolved to labour more and more to exterminate them from his Soul and upon that Account come to the holy Sacrament to get greater Strength and Courage against them by contemplating the Love of God and the Cross the Agonies and the Tremblings the Lord Jesus endured for them The Sins a Man hath actually left need not be examined over again every time he Receives but those only he is yet very prone to slip into and would fain be rid of to become more conformable to the Lord Jesus So that 5. He that makes it the Business of his Life to please God in all Places and in all the Conditions and Concerns of his Life and is arrived to a Cordial and Practical Love of Goodness may very Conscientiously after a very small Examination of his Life and Actions especially if he be straitned in Time come to the holy Communion for the Sins he would fain be rid of he may soon run over and see whether he goes to this holy Ordinance with a Design to become more spiritual and take a final Leave of his Sins at the awful Sight of the Cross of Christ. And for this Reason not only a serious Minister of the Gospel who endeavours to lead a very Exemplary Life and to practise what he preaches but even a Conscientious Lay-man who
thou dost hate them I desire to do all things in thy Name and by thy Assistance I would willingly come to that Sincerity thou so much delightest in Oh! Guide my Steps and if I take false Measures put me in the right Way again Oh! Let me not swerve from thy Commandments Let my Confusion be continually before me that I may humble my self under thy mighty Hand and may be exalted in due time through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen CHAP. XXIV Of judging our selves the Third Preparative Duty in order to our worthy Receiving of the Blessed Sacrament The CONTENTS Judging our selves contains three Acts Confession of Sin Self-Condemnation and inflicting Judgments on our Selves The Nature of these Acts explained This judging our selves proved to be pleasing to God What it is that makes it so Confession of Sins if rightly performed is a great Work Men are loth to confess those Sins which they are loth to leave Carnal Men wonder at the great stir that some Penitents make In inflicting Judgments on our selves the Word of God must be made our Rule The Prayer I. I Mention this Judging of our selves as a Duty preparatory for the Holy Sacrament because it is certain that St. Paul makes it so 1 Cor. 11. 31. If we would judge our selves we should not be judged God's judging of us or proceeding to Judgment against us hath in all Ages appeared very terrible to good Men because it speaks his Anger and it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God Heb. 10. 31. And therefore David doth so often deprecate God's Judgment particularly Psal. 143. 2. Enter not into Judgment with thy servant for in thy sight no man living shall be justified And Psal. 119. 120. My flesh trembles for fear of thee and I am afraid of thy Judgments And Psal. 66. 3. How terrible art thou in thy Works or Judgments And though Psal. 26. 1. he prays Judge me O God yet by that he means no more than that God would plead his Cause and vindicate his Innocence which was abused bespatter'd and oppress'd by his Enemies God's judging of us differs very much from judging our selves and when we are exhorted to judge our selves it is not to oblige us to beg of God to send Judgments upon us but it is to do something whereby the Judgment of God we have deserved may be prevented and averted and upon attending to the scope and drift of the Apostle in that Advice we shall find that it consists partly in accusing our selves and confessing our faults partly in condemning our selves for the faults we have committed and partly in exercising acts of Justice and executing Judgment upon our selves of which we are to speak in order II. The First Act of judging our selves is confessing our Sins and accusing our selves and Act very proper after Self-Examination confessing I mean such Sins as upon strict examination we find our selves to have been guilty of without being afraid of giving our selves Names too harsh and too reproachful It 's true no Man is obliged to accuse himself of Sins he was never guilty of and to charge our selves with the guilt of Fornication or Adultery or Murther or Blasphemy or Theft c. which through the restraining Grace of God we never thought of and have been strangers to is to tell God a lye except we understand those Sins in a Spiritual Sense and in this case a Man or Woman may say they have been guilty of Adultery by departing wickedly from their God whom they were solemnly Marry'd and joyn'd to in Baptism and the Supper of the Lord and by doting upon a miserable transitory World which St. James calls Spiritual Adultery Jam. 4. 4. And upon this account a Man may say he hath been guilty of Blasphemy in dishonouring the Gospel by his vain and wicked Life whereby he he hath given occasion to the Enemies of the Lord to blaspheme him and speak evil of Religion and after the same manner he may justly accuse himself of Murder if he have often stabb'd his Neighbour's Reputation by Slanders Reproaches and evil surmises against him and disparaging of him to those from whom he expected signal kindnesses But set aside this Spiritual Sense a Man is not obliged by any Law of God to confess that he hath been formally guilty of sins he never committed to his best remembrance but in those he hath actually run into either wilfully or by surprize he ought to be his own severe accuser especially to God whom he hath thereby grievously offended and he truly judges himself that upon a deep search of his Heart finding what Precepts of the Gospel he hath wittingly acted against cries out Lord I have been that rotten Sheep of thy Flock which by my ill example hath infected other I have been that Viper thou hast put into thy Bosom and which hath threatned death to those Bowels that gave it life and been a Rebel by my monstrous ingratitude to my Father which is in Heaven I have been that Prodigal that hath run away from his Father's House and travell'd into a far Country as far as Hell it self I have been that Fool that mad Man that hath said to his Soul Thou hast Goods laid up for many years eat and drink and be merry I have been that Satan that Adversary that have savoured the things that be of Men more than the things which be of God! I have been that bewitch'd Creature that have begun in the Spirit and thought to end in the Flesh I have been that Judas that have betray'd the Son of Man with a kiss I have been that brutish Man that by my careless life have as good as said The Lord sees not neither will the God of Jacob regard is O that I had Wings like a Dove for then would I fly away and bewail my folly in some Wilderness But in this Confession or Self-accusation some necessary Rules must be observed 1. A Man must not content himself with general Confessions but in the Accusation descend to particular Errors and Neglects of his Life General Confessions do well in Publick Liturgies and Offices of the Church in which a whole Congregation is to joyn but in private the case very much alters The Church according to the old saying non junicat de occultis judges not of secret things and knows not what particular Sins every Man is guilty of and one may have stain'd his Soul with certain Sins which another hath not and thereâ—ore wisely prescribes only general acknowledgments of Offences that the whole Assembly may comply with the Duty but in private every Man knows or may know where the Shooe doth most pinch him and therefore here particular Confessions are necessary He that in private contents himself with General Confessions shews no great desire to be better and notwithstanding his Confessions may allow himself in abundance of Sins and miscarry and perish for all his general Confessions But he that in his
Father and to look upon him as his God as his Lord and as his reconciled Father and this willingness is the Plant God loves to water with Celestial Dew Indeed it is a Plant of his own planting and an effect of his writing his Law in the inward Parts and upon that it follows I will forgive their iniquity and remember their Sins no more Jer. 31. 33 34. But this doth properly belong to the fourth preparatory Duty which is Self-resignation whereof more in the following Chapter The Preceding Considerations reduced to farther Practice I. COnfession of Sins is no such trivial slight and easie thing as Men commonly make of it The Confession that a great many Men make to God in Publick especially while their Thoughts are wandring their Eyes staring upon sensual Objects their Souls feeling no compunction no remorse no grief and their minds without any lively apprehension of God's Holiness and their own Vileness such Confessions instead of obtaining God's pardon and forgiveness are preparatives and attractives of his Indignation Alas Sinner that 's no Confession where thy Lips only speak thy Sorrow and Offences and thy Heart still goes after Covetousness In this case thou dost but speak into the Air whilst thou confessest not with shame and confusion of Face and with purposes strong and Masculine strong as Mount Sion to offend thy God wilfully no more such Confessions reach not the Throne of Grace and Mercy but like Smoke are dispers'd in the ascent and cause no delight but in the powers of Darkness who are glad to see thee play with Religion and jest with Devotion II. It is a certain Rule where Men are loth to forsake their Sins they will be loth to confess them too There are divers Actions of Human Life which being very pleasing to the Flesh and suited to the humour of the Age and such as preserve our Credit and Reputation with Men which we overlook take to be no Sins indeed are loth to be depriv'd of them and therefore do not so much as mention them in our Confessions Search thy Heart Christian and take a serious view of thy Dress thy Habit thy Looks thy Behaviour thy Speeches and thy Conversation and see whether thou hast not reason to suspect many things of being contrary to the stricter Rules of the Gospel yet thou art loth to know them loth to own them loth to confess them as Sins and all because thou hast no mind to part with them Thy wanton looks and glances thy lascivious gestures and postures and dresses thy striving for places and discontent at other Men's omitting to give thee the Honour thou fanciest to be due to thee thy despising and scorning thy Neighbour in thy Heart thy touchiness at Trifles thy secret Injustice thy careless and unprofitable Talk thy gaudy Attire which feeds thy Pride thy delight in imitating the looser and more wanton sort of People thy mispending thy Time in dangerous Sights and Recreations thy neglect of reading the Word and praying with thy Family thy easie exceptions at thy Neighbour's Actions thy wilful misconstructions of Men's words thy hidden things of dishonesty thy doing evil that good may come out of it thy extenuations of Sin thy putting favourable names upon what thou art loth to leave c. What Man of sense and who reads the Word of God but must suspect that these things and such like are disagreeable to the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ And yet because thou wouldst fain preserve and keep all these or some of these or others that are not unlike these thou art willingly ignorant of their sinfulness or wilfully forgettest them or dost carelesly pass them by and confessest only such Sins as thou canst not well avoid acknowledging Thou thinkest if once thou confessest these things to be Sins thou must be forc'd to leave them for indeed it is perfect impudence to tell God that I sin against him in such things and yet to go on in committing of them And therefore the only advice that can be given in this case is this Look upon Heaven as worth doing any thing to gain it and thou wilt not be afraid either of knowing thy particular Sins or of confessing of them or of bending the force and powers of thy Soul against their insinuations III. We may easily guess at the reason why a carnal Man wonders at the stir a Penitent keeps to be reconciled to God He sees not he knows not what Poison there is in Sin A Person who never troubled his Head much about Religion seeing a Man or Woman take on for their Offences accuse themselves condemn themselves and inflict Judgments of Fasting of Mortification and of Self-denial upon themselves no doubt will admire what ails the Fool to keep such a whining and howling and put himself to such needless troubles to recover the favour of God which he fancies is to be had at as easie a rate as Children's Smiles and Infants Tears Indeed if the love of God may be had with a wish and a Man could no sooner send for it but have it or were it a thing we could command to attend us at a minute's warning prostrations and lyings on the Ground and Sackcloth and Alms-giving in larger proportions and all the rigorous Ceremonies of Repentance would be Phantastical and a mere distemper of the Brain but when the Men whom God favoured much vouchsafed his Inspirations to and who conversed with the fountain of Wisdom with him that is the Way and the Life did all this and much more and recommended the same Acts of Mortification to their Successors and God himself expresses the welcome Dress of Repentance as to the External part in such things as these Jer. 6. 26. Jer. 7. 29. There we must give Men leave to laugh to wonder and to think us distemper'd for doing so Stange Men should not see the necessity of denying their Bodies in that ease and latitude they are so apt to take in order to a better Life when is evident that the Flesh in the Circumstances it is under naturally is in a continual fermentation of evil desires and covets altogether sensual satisfactions without considering whether they are agreeable to Reason or no and like Salomon's Horse-leech cries still Give Give And if a Man give his Eyes or Taste the pleasure they desire to day to morrow they shall still crave more so that if a severe Mortification do not stop and cast them off especially if he intends to be saved he will continue a carnal Man to his dying day It hath been the practice of all the Primitive Saints to inflict seasonable Judgments on themselves not one but the greatest part have taken that way and the reason is clear for we must become Saints by the Spirit of the Cross which is evidently a Spirit of Mortification both of Soul and Body The design of Holiness is to make us conformable to the temper of our Saviour and if his Spirit be
said she was voluntarily poor and we love Gold and Silver he was humble and lowly but we affect Dominion and Greatness he was always in Affliction we hunt for Carnal Pleasures The wisest Person living could not have spoken greater sense and if Christ's Actions were intended for Patterns it will naturally follow that as he entirely resign'd himself to his Father's Will before he went to dye so it 's very fit that his Disciples when they come to remember his Death in a most solemn manner in the Sacrament should follow him in that Self-resignation the rather because like him we resolve in this Sacrament and promise for the Glory set before us to run with patience the Race which is set before us for which this Self-resignation is absolutely necessary as will appear more fully from the following Paragraph 2. Without this Sel-resignation one great End for which we pretend to come to this Sacrament is not to be obtain'd which is to learn to imitate Christ Jesus in his Patience under all sorts of Sufferings which can never be done without a holy Self-resignation He that doth not resign his Will to God's Will in all things must necessarily fall into discontents when any trouble doth surprize him especially if it be of the greater sort for he will either look altogether upon the second Causes whereby his misery comes which will make him quarrel with the Dog at the Stone thrown at him or he will imagine that he might have prevented it and that it was nothing but his own carelesness and imprudence that caused it and that will make him fret and fume or he will fancy that he hath not deserved such an Affliction and that will make him repine or he will compare his present afflicted State with the more happy condition of his Neighbors and that will occasion great murmurings and complaints or he will do little but pore upon his wretchedness and that will fill him with melancholic Thoughts or he will measure his Felicity by Worldly Prosperity and that will unavoidably bring the Sorrow of the World upon him but a Person that hath resign'd his Will to the Will of God can think nothing strange This one thing that his Affliction is the Will of God will hush and quiet all compose his Thoughts lenifie the bitterness and grievousness of his wounds lessen his grief cause chearfulness in his Soul fortifie his Mind and make him say with David I was dumb I open'd not my mouth because thou didst it Psal. 39. 9. not to mention the Sweetness our Souls would taste and be sensible of in this Holy Sacrament if they came with this Self-resignation to the Will of God for this would be a preparative for greater Gifts for larger Effusions of the Holy Ghost and richer Communications of inward Comforts The Preceding Considerations reduced to Practice I. GOD Jer. 18. 2. doth very fitly compare himself to a Potter who by the motion of his Wheel and the activity of his Hand gives the Clay what form and shape he pleases and the reason why he makes use of that similitude is because himself formed Man of the Clay of the Earth and from hence it 's very easie to infer that if we suffered our selves to be managed by his powerful hand as easily as the Clay doth by the Potters we might become most beautiful Vessels Nothing in Nature resists the Will of God The Heavens readily conform to his pleasure and all the Stars move and shine by his Order and Appointment the whole Creation doth exactly and punctually submit to his Law and Night and Day do not make a false step in obeying the Constitutions of the great Architect if they should what confusion would the whole Universe fall into So our Will if it suffer it self to be entirely Govern'd by the Divine every Member and every part in this little World Man wou'd move in excellent harmony their motions wou'd be circular and orderly for nothing causes greater confusion in the Frame than when we are loth to leave our selves to his Conduct This is the way to arm our selves against all danger This abates their force and enfeebles their violence when they come This checks our needless Curiosity and while we enquire for what reasons God sends such things upon us this one answers all Objections It is the Will of God II. We see here by what standard we are to measure Christian perfection even by this Self-resignation of our Wills to God's Will The more we advance in this the more perfect we are and though an absolute perfection is not to be obtained in this life yet to come as near that absolute Conformity and Self-resignation which shall be in Heaven as we can is counted Christian Perfection even on this side Heaven It was therefore wisely said by Alphonso King of Arragon when one of his Familiars ask'd him Who it was that he counted the happiest Man His Answer was Him who receives all things whether sad or pleasant as coming from a kind and wise Father's hand with an even mind And we are told of a Man that had the Power of Miracles conferr'd upon him and being ask'd of his Friend How he came by that Power He Said He knew not except God should like one thing in him which was that he was never lifted up by Prosperity nor cast down by Adversity and whatever happen'd to him still he look'd higher to the Origin and Spring from whence it came and that ever day he made it his business to desire nothing but what God desires and all his Prayers tended that way that God's Will might be entirely fulfilled and accomplished in him Even the Heathen Philosophers placed Perfection in following God i. e. in a chearful submission to every thing that God would have done and therefore we have a notable address of the Heathen Epictetus to his great Creator an address fit to be imitated by every Christian. Great God saith he use me henceforward according to thy pleasure I am altogether of thy mind It is indifferent to me how thou dealest with me I refuse nothing if thou seest it good for me Lead me where thou thinkest it convenient Cloath me in what Garment thou pleasest whether it be whole or torn either shall be welcome Whether thou wilt have me bear the Office of a Magistrate or lead a private Life whether thou wilt have me stay in mine own Country or let me be driven into exile whether thou wilt have me rich or poor In all this by my equanimity I will justifie thee before Men. This Prayer from the mouth of an Heathen is astonishing and the rather because we see few Christians arrive to this Self-resignation that have far greater helps and had we no express Command for this Self-resignation in the Bible yet that general Precept of considering and doing whatever things are true and just and honest and lovely and of a good report would oblige us to imitate the very Heathen
wise indeed when I shall learn to submit my self to thy infinite Wisdom then shall I know thee the only true God and him whom thou hast sent Jesus Christ to whom with thee O Father and the Holy Ghost be all Honour and Glory for ever and ever Amen CHAP. XXVI Of Preparatory Devotions and Aspirations fit to be used in Private before we come to the Holy Sacrament The CONTENTS The conveniency of using Devotions suitable to this Holy Sacrament the Week before we Receive Prayers and Aspirations relating to the Afflictions of Christ to Christ's readiness to comfort Persons diseased and in distress to his Praying for his Disciples and those that should believe in his Name c. THough all the preceeding Prayers are nothing but preparatory Devotions and may be used as such yet for varieties sake which may be as delightful in spiritual as it is in temporal Things I shall add some other aspirations and breathings of the Soul after God in this Chapter as preparatives for the Worthy Receiving of the Holy Communion Extraordinary occasions as I have said often and short warnings when a Friend of Neighbour is indisposed and requires our presence and help and joyning with him in the devout use of this Ordinance may oblige us to alter our method but where no considerable impediment straitens us in Time it will be convenient the Week before we Receive besides our standing Devotions to address our selves to God in Supplications as both relate and are subservient to the great Work we intend for And such are the following Aspirations whereof one or two may be used together with our daily Devotion I. O wonderful Saviour What Afflictions hast thou suffered for me Heat and Cold Hunger and Thirst Labour and Miseries Give me an Heart to receive from thy hands chearfully all kind of Adversity Give me that excellent temper which was in thy Apostles whereby they rejoyced in Tribulation and counted it Honourable and Glorious that they had any thing to lose for thy sake I intend to look upon thy sufferings in the Blessed Sacrament O let the sight work upon me that I may be contented to suffer joyfully for thy sake II. Great Prince of Peace Who in thy Converse with Men tookest all opportunities to comfort the distressed and didst most mercifully cure their Diseases Give me a great sense of the Afflictions of my Neighbours that I may have as great a feeling of their miseries as if they were mine own and be ready to help them according to my ability I am going to behold in the Blessed Sacrament what Miracles thou hast wrought for me O let me not come away from thence without working a Miracle upon my Soul III. Great Counsellor of my Soul Who at thy leaving the World didst in Prayer recommend thy Disciples and those that through their means should believe in thy Name to thy Heavenly Father's Care Let me find the benefit of thy intercession Preserve me from this evil World and keep me by thy Truth Take care of my Soul that I may not be lost in the Wilderness of this World in the Holy Sacrament which I mean to be partaker of assure me of that care and that thou wilt not leave me nor forsake me IV. O thou who art Alpha and Omâ—ga the Beginning and the end Who didst suffer thy self to be laid hold of by the Sacrilegious hands of thy furious Enemies and when they bound thee didst not revenge their injuries but spake mildly to them Give me Grace to shew my self loving and mild to all mine Enemies to pardon them from my Heart and to look upon them as Ministers of thy Will and promoters of my Salvation To this end let the Holy Sacrament I intend to take strengthen my Soul that I may become conformable to thee in doing good to them that hate me V. O Thou who art a Priest for ever after the Order of Melchisedeck who didst seck me when when I was a stranger to thee and calledst me when I knew thee not Now I know thee let nothing satisfie me but thy self Give me a flaming Heart a chearful Mind and an enlighten'd understanding O give me thy self for nothing less will content my weary Soul I will seek thee in the Holy Sacrament O let me find thee and say to me In the day of Salvation have I succour'd thee VI. O my compassionate Saviour whose Bowels yearn over the Penitent My Soul is miserable if it loves thee not or if it continues to love the World O let my Soul rest in thee and contemplate thee and shew forth thy Praises and be thou my Song in the House of my Pilgrimage O thou who art rich in Goodness Redeem this poor Captive give Meat to my hungry Soul even the Meat which came down from Heaven In the Holy Sacrament let me find it that I may live and not dye VII O thou who art the only life of my Soul I invite thee to my House I confess a shatter'd a broken and a ruinous House But be thou intreated to rebuild and beautifie it with thy Salvation Set up thy Kingdom in it and make my Flesh obedient to my Soul my Soul to Reason my Reason to Faith my Faith to thy Will Enlarge my Mind loose me from my bonds and let the effects of my coming to the Holy Sacrament be that I may become a Servant of Righteousness and may relish no Wisdom but what is from above VIII O my Redeemer kind unspeakable kind to poor Sinners I am going to remember the great Mystery of thy Death and Passion Establish my Mind with the sweetness of thy Presence Let my Soul feel that thou enterest into her and rejoyce before thee O Sacred Fire which always burnest O Love which always shinest shine in my Soul and Sanctifie that Vessel Empty it of Vanity fill it with thy Grace and keep it full till it be made worthy to Receive the fulness of Joy at thy right Hand for evermore IX O powerful Mediator Thy Love is sweeter than Honey more nourishing than Milk Rule my Soul direct my Understanding animate my Love attract my Heart and let it thirst after the Rivers of thy Pleasures Appease the tumults of my Flesh hush the noise of my Worldly Affections and let my participation of thy Love in the Blessed Sacrament give me confidence that where my Head and Master Reigns and Lives there shall I Reign and Live for ever X. Great lover of Mankind To love thee is a great thing Even so to love thee as to think of thee with delight to relish nothing like thee and to be conformable to thy Will O! Let this Love dwell in me Let this Love captivate my Soul By this Love let me be united to thee Let this good Angel visit me In the Holy Sacrament let this Love be setled in me that my angry turbulent covetous mistrustful and impatient Thoughts may cease and I may feel that calm which those that do entirely
Days too from Easter to Whitsuntide we know but whether they observed the same Posture at the Sacrament is uncertain though if they used Standing still it was their Posture of Worship and Adoration St. Chrysostom indeed tells us that the Priests in his Time stood at the Altar waiting for Communicants but how they received the Symbols he doth not mention Dionysius of Alexandria speaking of a Person unlawfully baptized tells us that he stood at the Table of the Lord when he was to Receive But Ruffinus interprets that of the Act not Gesture of Receiving it being common among the the Ancients to express their Publick Worship by Standing or Stations 'T is like that when the Apostle had reproved the Corinthians for not distinguishing the Lord's Table from their common Suppers in point of Reverence and Seriousness the Christians bethought themselves of a more humble and suitable Posture than they used at their common Meals There is no Man I hope so wicked as to exclude Prayers and Praises at the Receiving of the Holy Symbols And what can be a more proper Posture for these Devotions than Kneeling Kneeling hath in all Ages been accounted the proper Posture of Prayers and Praises And who can think of the Love of God represented to us in this Sacrament without them And if these be proper and necessary here why should the humble Posture in which they are offered be counted superstitious The Heathens themselves have condemned Irreverence in the External Performance of God's Service And shall Pagans and Infidels out do us in Humility of Worship Whenever Sacrifices were offered heretofore the Officer bowed himself to his God And shall we offer the Sacrifice of Prayer and Thanksgiving to our Crucified Redeemer in this Sacrament without bowing We come before God in this Sacrament as Beggars as Sinners as indigent Worms And what can be more suitable to Persons under those Circumstances than the humblest Postures Here we come to receive a Pardon from the Great King of Heaven And doth a Man receive a Pardon of a Temporal King upon his Knees and shall he refuse to receive a Pardon of far greater Consequence and of a greater Prince too in that Posture We believe that at such Times we receive Christ into our Souls And shall our External Humility be less than the Centurion's who did not think himself worthy that Christ should come under his Roof Or if we have the same Apprehensions of our own Unworthiness shall not we express them by proper External Postures Where the Soul hath a great Sense of the Love and Gracious Presence of God it will even force the Body into humble Postures And it is to be feared where People are loth to kneel they are Strangers to this Sense in the Holy Sacrament What is urged that Pope Honorius in the Thirteenth Century did first bring in Kneeling at the Sacrament is evidently false for all that he ordered was that the Body should be decently bowed when the Holy Symbols were lifted up by the Priest which is nothing to our Kneeling at the Sacrament The Primitive Church though they do not mention Kneeling at the Sacrament yet they exhort their Hearers to Grief and Sorrow and Confessions and an humble Sense of Sin in the Act of Receiving and we may rationally infer that they did not do this with out Kneeling or Prostration And since the Ancient Writers make frequent mention of the Word Adoration in Receiving we cannot but conclude that they used a Posture proper and expressive of that Adoration And why should we scruple to express our Adoration of God by Kneeling in this Sacrament when we see the Church Triumphant in Heaven at their singing the Praises of the Lamb that was slain fall down before the Lamb and say Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive Power and Riches and Wisdom and Strength and Honour and Glory and Blessing as St. John informs us Rev. 5. 8 12. The PRAYER O Thou Eternal Wisdom of the Father Who being in the Form of God thoughtest it no Robbery to be equal with God but madest thy self of no Reputation and tookest upon thee the Form of a Servant and wast made in the Likeness of Men and being found in Fashion as a Man didst humble thy self and becamest obedient unto Death even the Death of the Cross Wherefore God also hath highly exalted thee and given thee a Name which is above every Name that at the Name of Jesus every Knee should bow of things in Heaven and things in Earth and things under the Earth and that eveey Tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord to the Glory of God the Father O Lord of Glory Over-awe both my Outward and Inward Man with a Sense of thy astonishing Mercies that both may bow and both may express their Gratitude Let my Body as well as Soul worship thee love thee admire thee and humble themselves before thee who art the Image of the Invisible God the First-born of every Creature for by thee were all things created that are in Heaven and that are in Earth visible and invisible whether they be Thrones or Dominions or Principalities or Powers all things were created by thee and for thee To thee be Glory for ever and ever Amen A TABLE OF THE CHAPTERS Contained in this BOOK Chap. I. OF the Name of this Ordinance and why distribution and Participation of Bread and Wine usual in Christian Assemblies is called the Lords Supper Page 1. Chap. II. Of the Mystery of Christ's Instituting the Sacrament that very Night in which he was betray'd pag. 13. Chap. III. Of the place where the Lord's Supper is to be Eaten the Church and of private Communion pag. 24. Chap. IV. Of Eating the Lord's Supper the nature of it and how it is to be Eaten pag. 36. Chap. V. Of the various abuses of this Holy Sacrament pag. 48. Chap. VI. Of Reciving the Lord's Supper Fasting and how far it is necessary pag. 60 Chap. VII Of the Elements in this Sacrament and first of the Bread Christ made use of and of the nature and design of it pag. 71. Chap. VIII Of Consecration and what Consecration Christ used Of his Thansgiving before he broke the Bread and our imitation of him in that particular pag. 85. Chap. IX Of Breaking the Bread and the Mysteries of it pag. 102. Chap. X. Of taking the Consecrated Bread with our Hands and the Mystery of it pag. 116. Chap. XI Of these words This is my Body whether they import a Transubstantiation and how the Bread is Crist's Body and how Christ's Body may and is to be eaten pag. 126. Chap. XII Of Remembring Christ in this Sacrament or doing what we do here in Remembrance of him pag. 148. Chap. XIII Of the other Element or part of this Holy Sacrament viz. The Wine and the Cup Christ made use of in the Institution of the Eucharist pag. 168. Chap. XIV Of the Covenant represented by the Cup in this Holy
serious Reflections on his Death and Agonies and the Bitterness of his Passion It being spoken to our Souls not to our Bodies to take and eat this Body the Soul hath no other Way to feed upon it but by a pathetick Consideration of the Particulars of that Death and the End and Design of God in it and the Comforts and the Benefits that thereby redound to Mankind and such a Consideration as affects our Souls touches them to the quick and puts them on serious Enquiries into our wretched State and makes them break forth into Flames of Love so that though Christ's Body was crucified above Sixteen Hundred Years agone yet a pious Soul can eat it at this Day swallow the Charity which appears in it with her Thoughts consider who it is that is so wonderfully concerned for her Safety look upon him whom her Sins have pierced and take a View of that Man of Sorrows who was bruised for her Iniquities and wounded for her Transgressions and admire the Miracles that are to be seen in all this 2. To eat Christ's Body is to apply the Benefits of his Death and Passion to our Souls and to rejoyce in them as our greatest Treasure As he that eats with his Bodily Organs applies the Food he takes with his Hands to his Mouth and Body and converts it into Blood and Substance so the pious Soul is pleased with this Spiritual Meat is refreshed by it and applies the Benefits of that crucified Body to her self and with the Thoughts of Peace and Pardon and Salvation which are the Blessings that drop from that Tree arms her self against the Assaults of the Devil and the Terrours of Death and believing without wavering that those Mercies were purchased for her in particular and that she hath a Right and Title to them stands up in the evil Day and in the midst of Temptations boldly cries with the Apostle Who is he that condemns It is Christ that died Rom. 8. 34. 3. To make this crucified Body a Persuasive and Motive to Holiness and Obedience To conclude from thence that if he gave himself for us to redeem us from all Iniquity then we must not frustrate his Expectation nor cling to that Iniquity which he came to free us from And if he died to purifie unto himself a peculiar People zealous for good Works then we must not defile our selves after that nor wallow in the Mire any more with the Swine but cleanse our Minds from carnal covetous and lustful Thoughts our Wills from Perversenes and Stubbornness our Affections from Fondness of this present World and our Hands from Uncleanness His zealous Love to us must make us zealous for his Glory to him we must consecrate our selves and to be holy as he is holy must be the Business of our Lives and so to love him as to keep his Commandments must henceforward be looked upon as our bounden Duty He truly eats this crucified Body upon whom this Crucifixion hath that Power as to crucifie in him his known Lusts and Passions and to engage him to purifie himself from all Filthiness both of Soul and Body The Preceding Considerations reduced to Practice I. IN all Writings both Ancient and Modern about this holy Sacrament there are various Rhetorical Expressions used which we must not understand literally but as Flowers strowed upon the Herse of our Blessed Redeemer and as Ornaments of Speech to represent the Greatness of the Mystery There is nothing more common among the Fathers than to call the Bread and Wine in the Lord's Supper the Body and Blood of Christ and the Cup the Vessel in which Christ's Blood is contained And many times Christ is said to stand at the Altar and all the holy Angels waiting at the Table that Christ offers his Body to be bruised by the People's Teeth and dyes them red with his Blood that the Elements are changed and become the Body and Blood of the Lord Jesus and that after Prayer and Thanksgiving they are no more what they were before and a Thousand such Expressions besides From which the Church of Rome presently infers that they believed a Transubstantiation or a Conversion of the Elements into the Substance of Christ's Body and Blood than which nothing can be more absurd For if a Man compare these Saying of the Ancients with other Passages in their Writings it plainly appears that they meant no more than that the Elements are representative of all this and that the Expressions they use are nothing but Rhetorical Flourishes to raise the People's Affections and to render their Devotions brisk lively servent affectionate and vigorous We do the same at this Day when we tell you that you come to feast with Christ that in this Sacrament he is crucified before you Eyes that you may see his Blood run down that you hear him groan under the Burthen of your Sins that you see here his Body hanging on the Cross that you are to stand under the Tree and catch the precious Gore as Balsam for your Souls All which is true in a spiritual Sense and we do it to make you more attentive and set this Passion out in such lively Characters that your Souls may be touch'd and enliven'd and as Things represented in brighter Colours strike the Senses more so we speak of these Things as if they were visible and perceptible to the outward Eyes that your Souls may more chearfully feed on the Kernel that lies in those Shells and with greater Life embrace the glorious Benefits which come to you by that precious Sacrifice II. By the same Way that Man was lost by the same Way he must recover He was undone by eating He must be made whole again by eating By eating he died By eating he must come to Life again That Day thou eatest of this Tree thou shalt surely die saith God And the same saith God of this holy Sacrament That Day thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely live The Fruit in Paradise became a Savour of Death unto Death unto him The holy Bread in this Sacrament becomes a Savour of Life unto Life unto him That Eating brought him into Slavery This gives him a Title to the glorious Liberty of God's Children In eating that Fruit he thought to be like God and made himself worse than the Beasts that perish By eating of this Bread he is enabled to become like unto the Son of God by being changed into the same Image from Glory to Glory That Eating made him sick This is Health to his Navel and Maerrow to his Bones Prov. 3. 8. That brought the Plague This delivers from it That filled him with Wounds and Bruises and putrifying Sores This makes his Flesh come again like unto the Flesh of a little Child In a Word By eating God's Favour was forfeited By eating it is regained Let Israel rejoyce in him that made him let the Children of Zion be joyful in their King for the Lord takes pleasure in his People he will
her receiving the Body of Him who fills Heaven and Earth with his Presence but whether it was so or no I enquire not At these words of the Apostle a serious Reader hath reason to tremble and to be afraid and take care he comes not to this Table without a decent behaviour And indeed not a few are so frighted by these words that they think it safer to abstain from this Sacrament than to come to it tho' it is evident that they might come and yet prevent that danger if they were not more in love with their own than God's Will What we render Damnation here is in the Original 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and we may justly question whether by this word is always meant an everlasting separation from the Glorious Presence of God having our Portion with Devils feeling the treasures of God's everlasting Wrath and suffering the vengeance of Eternal Fire That the Word is used sometimes in Scripture in this Sense is evident from Joh. 9. 39. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 where though our Translation Reads For judgment am I come into the World yet the Greek Interpreters Theophylact especially interprets the expression of Damnation I am come into the World 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for their greater punishment and condemnation and Rom. 13. 2. They that resist shall receive to themselves 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or Damnation On the other side it is as certain that by this word is very often understood no more than Judgment and particularly some extraordinary signal exemplary punishment whether Spiritual or Corporal inflicted in this present Life therefore our Translators finding the word ambiguous like Men of Integrity and Honesty have put the word Judgment in the Margent and indeed the words v. 30. where the Apostle explains himself and shews what he means by 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 import so much For this cause saith he many are weak and sickly among you and many sleep which words cannot be conveniently applied to any other but some exemplary punishment in this World inflicted on the first Offenders and Prophaners of this Ordinance However since the Word is of that large extent it 's fit we should consider it in both significations as it imports both Temporal and Eternal Judgment and consider the reasonableness of the Commination So that we shall be obliged to speak 1. Of Temporal Judgments in general 2. Of Bodily Sickness and Weakness 3. Of Spiritual Sickness and Weakness or Sleepiness And 4. Of Damnation it self All which are implied in this one word and are all just consequences and very sad effects of unworthy Eating and Drinking in this Holy Sacrament II. I begin with Temporal Judgments in general which he that Eats and Drinks unworthily Eats and Drinks to himself That Judas receiv'd this Sacrament unworthily none of those Divines that believe he receiv'd it at all doth doubt but see the vengeance that attended him he went and hang'd himself and though it is confess'd that his Betraying of innocent Blood was one cause of it yet this unworthy Receiving may very well be supposed to have been another The Judgment falling upon him after Commission of both those Crimes both may justly be supposed to have been the ingredients of it The Guest that came to the Royal Supper without a Wedding-Garment went home with Fetters on his Feet Mat. 22. 12 13. which was no other than an Emblem of the Judgments that those may look for that come defiled and polluted with Impenitence to this Table It hath been observ'd by most Historians both Civil and Ecclesiastical how God as patient as he is for the most part yet hath frequently reveng'd the contempt of Sacred Things by visible Judgments Nadab and Abihu for offering strange Fire unto the Lord are suddenly consumed by Fire Levit. 10. 2. Uzziah for invading the Priests Office is soon after struck with a loathsome Leprosie 2 Chron. 26. 19. and Josephus takes notice of one Theopompus who attempting to take something out of the Bible and to mingle it with some profane Discourses of his own ran mad upon it and continued so for Thirty days till applying himself to God by Prayer he at last recover'd And he adds of one Theodectes a Poet who having taken some passages out of the Word of God to embellish his looser Verses a sudden blindness seiz'd upon him And to go no further than our own Chronicles William the Conqueror destroy'd no less than 36 Mother Churches in Hampshire to make his New Forest And besides all this takes away all their Plate and Treasures even Chalices Soon after his Son Robert rebels against him his second Son Richard was kill'd in the New Forest and himself at last is thrown by his Horse and dies upon 't his Body for Three days lies neglected and at last is buried by a private Gentleman at Cane where the Clergy refused to bury him till an agreement of Rent was made and in fine his Bones are digg'd up again and scatter'd abroad William Rufus afterward who stor'd his Treasure by the sale of Church Chalices and Jewels was accidentally as the Story says kill'd by Sir Walter Tyrrel the Arrow glancing from the Deer and by as signal a Providence dispatching him as Ahab King of Israel was kill'd by an Arrow shot out of a Bow drawn at a venture 1 King 22. 34. The Heathens themselves have observ'd a signal Vengeance which hath waited on the Profaners of Holy Things And therefor Aelian makes this remark upon Ochus Artaxerxes that having spoiled and robb'd several Temples he was in a short time after miserably slain and his Body thrown to Dogs and Cats and Vermin and of his Shin-bones his Enemies made Hilts and Handles for Knives and Swords and other Instruments and Lactantius mentions a passage concerning the Potitii a Noble Family who having been notoriously guilty of profaning the Sacred Rites of Hercules Thirty of that Family died all in less than a years time And Appius who was the encourager of the Sacriledge was struck blind And Servius saith of Glaucus the Son of Sisyphus that having derided and mocked some Holy Rites he was torn in pieces by his Horses If it be said that these sad accidents were inflicted by the Devil whom these Heathens worshipp'd and that these were only the effects of his Tyranny over Mankind yet from hence we may infer that as the Devil is the Ape of God so from God he hath learnt to punish the abuse and profanation even of his own worship And if Lucifer cannot endure to see his own Sacred Rites profaned how shall we think that God who is of infinite Holiness will permit such abuses to be committed in things appertaining properly to him without some manifestation of his Vengeance When the French under Charles King of Sicily had turn'd the stately Church of St. Narcissus into a Stable and the Altars there serv'd for Mangers for their Horses a new sort of Flies was sent by an invisible Hand which