cisnâ—rius_n ch_n 29._o that_o she_o therefore_o lose_v her_o faith_n in_o this_o life_n for_o this_o mystical_a experience_n take_v not_o away_o our_o faith_n but_o fortify_v comfort_n anâ—_n clear_v it_o so_o when_o it_o be_v usual_o say_v bâ—_n these_o spiritual_a writer_n that_o sucâ—_n a_o degree_n of_o contemplation_n of_o virtue_n or_o of_o pure_a love_n be_v the_o very_a tâ—_n of_o perfection_n it_o be_v not_o mean_v thaâ—_n a_o soul_n which_o be_v ascend_v thither_o can_v climb_v no_o high_o in_o this_o heâ—_n exile_n for_o that_o high_a degree_n oâ—_n perfection_n have_v a_o latitude_n of_o many_o degree_n of_o grace_n whereby_o a_o soul_n may_v still_o increase_v in_o sanctity_n and_o ascend_v each_o moment_n to_o a_o near_a vicinity_n with_o her_o creator_n when_o likewise_o we_o meet_v with_o this_o doctrine_n a_o soul_n arrive_v at_o union_n and_o transformation_n carry_v herself_o passive_o she_o act_v not_o but_o suffer_v god_n do_v all_o within_o she_o etc._n etc._n we_o be_v to_o understand_v that_o such_o a_o soul_n do_v very_o little_a or_o nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o what_o she_o do_v in_o her_o former_a discursive_a exercise_n because_o she_o here_o in_o this_o state_n find_v all_o do_v in_o a_o instant_n and_o therefore_o leave_v those_o painful_a employment_n to_o repose_v sweet_o in_o a_o kind_n of_o holy_a idleness_n of_o contemplation_n and_o union_n with_o god_n which_o pacify_v all_o her_o sense_n silence_n all_o discourse_n and_o lull_v all_o her_o power_n asleep_a with_o his_o charning_n love_n and_o ravish_a presence_n all_o which_o notwithstanding_o she_o remain_v still_o here_o actual_o love_v and_o look_v on_o her_o lord_n and_o consequent_o be_v not_o total_o idle_a but_o be_v in_o cooperation_n with_o his_o grace_n in_o this_o sense_n st._n denys_n say_v the_o nom_fw-fr s._n denys_n ch._n 7._o de_fw-la div_o nom_fw-fr soul_n of_o bless_a hierotheus_n be_v heighten_v to_o such_o a_o union_n with_o god_n that_o it_o suffer_v more_o than_o it_o act_v because_o in_o this_o passive_a contemplation_n the_o soul_n follow_v not_o her_o accustom_a operation_n as_o we_o see_v our_o understanding_n work_v not_o so_o much_o when_o it_o receive_v its_o aliment_n from_o a_o high_a knowledge_n as_o when_o it_o get_v it_o by_o constrain_a and_o laborious_a discourse_n nor_o our_o will_n in_o like_a sort_n which_o common_o follow_v the_o motive_n propose_v by_o the_o understanding_n to_o which_o it_o be_v unite_v charity_n the_o 3._o advice_n of_o the_o practice_n of_o â—aith_n hope_n and_o charity_n 3._o that_o which_o be_v most_o important_a in_o this_o exercise_n of_o recollection_n be_v the_o practice_n of_o faith_n hopâ—_n and_o charity_n for_o by_o the_o act_n of_o faith_n all_o our_o knowledge_n be_v annihilate_v by_o the_o act_n of_o hope_n all_o ouâ—_n worth_n be_v evacuate_v in_o deny_v ouâ—_n own_o force_n and_o rely_v mere_o oâ—_n god_n assistance_n by_o the_o act_n of_o charity_n all_o our_o will_n and_o affection_n which_o be_v not_o god_n in_o god_n for_o god_n be_v abandon_v so_o that_o by_o these_o three_o act_n the_o whole_a maâ—_n be_v drown_v suppress_v stifle_v and_o consequent_o our_o enemy_n the_o devil_n find_v nothing_o at_o all_o to_o lay_v hold_v on_o nor_o any_o way_n open_a for_o his_o entrance_n into_o our_o annihilate_v heart_n but_o be_v constrain_v to_o return_v always_o foil_v and_o ashamed_a of_o his_o ineffectual_a effort_n 4._o beginner_n in_o this_o exercise_n beginner_n the_o four_o advice_n for_o beginner_n must_v vigorous_o apply_v themselves_o unto_o it_o for_o some_o time_n till_o use_v and_o experience_n fashion_v they_o into_o a_o habit_n of_o recollection_n they_o must_v therefore_o in_o the_o first_o place_n careful_o cleanse_v their_o interior_a from_o all_o object_n whatsoever_o and_o than_o lock_v up_o themselves_o wiâ—h_n god_n in_o this_o inward_a retreat_n for_o as_o in_o vain_a we_o shut_v our_o door_n and_o window_n if_o the_o thief_n be_v already_o hide_v in_o our_o house_n so_o the_o close_n of_o our_o sense_n from_o exterior_a object_n further_v little_a or_o nothing_o if_o in_o our_o interior_a there_o lurk_v any_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o god_n 5._o in_o all_o our_o vocal_a and_o mental_a god_n the_o five_o advice_n of_o our_o attention_n to_o god_n devotion_n our_o chief_a aim_n must_v be_v attention_n to_o god_n there_o be_v three_o sort_n of_o attention_n 1._o to_o the_o word_n which_o be_v good_a 2._o to_o the_o sense_n which_o be_v better_o 3._o to_o god_n who_o be_v the_o only_a end_n of_o all_o our_o prayer_n which_o be_v best_a of_o all_o let_v our_o 13._o s._n tho._n 2._o 2._o q._n 83._o a._n 13._o thought_n therefore_o abstract_a from_o all_o create_a object_n though_o never_o so_o good_a and_o fix_v steadfast_o upon_o the_o increated_a and_o essential_a goodness_n this_o be_v the_o main_a thing_n we_o must_v aspire_v to_o during_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o our_o life_n not_o only_o in_o our_o prayer_n but_o in_o all_o our_o practice_n to_o be_v more_o attentive_a to_o our_o lord_n and_o love_n than_o to_o the_o action_n we_o have_v in_o hand_n this_o be_v the_o philosophy_n of_o perfect_a lover_n to_o live_v more_o true_o where_o they_o love_v than_o where_o they_o breath_n 6._o it_o be_v not_o here_o intend_v by_o advice_n the_o sixth_o advice_n the_o precedent_a doctrine_n that_o a_o soul_n shall_v not_o at_o all_o meditate_v upon_o the_o contemplation_n that_o from_o meditation_n we_o must_v rise_v to_o contemplation_n subject_n or_o theme_n of_o her_o prayer_n nor_o chew_v it_o first_o by_o attentive_o consider_v it_o no_o this_o be_v not_o dissuade_v but_o counsel_v only_o we_o add_v thâ—_n assoon_o as_o affection_n be_v sufficienty_n kindle_v and_o that_o our_o elevate_a souâ—_n can_v procure_v to_o put_v themselves_o upon_o the_o aforesaid_a abstraction_n recollection_n and_o contemplation_n they_o present_o embrace_v it_o and_o leave_v off_o all_o discourse_n which_o be_v proper_a for_o school_n &_o sermon_n not_o for_o prayer_n and_o contemplation_n it_o suffice_v we_o therefore_o to_o remember_v the_o mystery_n apprehend_v it_o thorough_o imprint_v it_o deep_o in_o our_o heart_n and_o then_o to_o observe_v the_o prescribe_a order_n for_o when_o one_o have_v sufficient_o hear_v and_o understand_v what_o can_v be_v say_v for_o his_o good_a he_o need_v neither_o hear_v nor_o speak_v more_o of_o it_o but_o present_o fall_v to_o practice_v in_o this_o case_n to_o hearken_v after_o new_a thing_n seem_v more_o tend_v to_o satisfy_v curiosity_n than_o to_o the_o increase_n of_o inward_a virtue_n as_o he_o that_o eat_v before_o he_o have_v digest_v his_o former_a meal_n nourish_v bad_a humour_n but_o nothing_o better_v his_o own_o bodily_a strength_n 7._o when_o therefore_o any_o distinct_a image_n the_o 7._o advice_n that_o we_o must_v stay_v upon_o no_o object_n or_o image_n notion_n form_n or_o image_n intrude_v themselves_o into_o our_o memory_n let_v we_o not_o stay_v in_o they_o but_o return_v amorous_o to_o our_o lord_n present_a within_o we_o think_v no_o more_o of_o all_o those_o variety_n than_o be_v absolute_o necessary_a for_o the_o knowledge_n and_o performance_n of_o our_o duty_n the_o best_a way_n therefore_o to_o increase_v our_o inward_a strength_n of_o spirit_n be_v to_o work_v courageous_o and_o suffer_v patient_o in_o silence_n and_o solitude_n forget_v all_o creature_n unkow_v all_o object_n transcend_v all_o humane_a event_n and_o accident_n what_o though_o the_o whole_a world_n perish_v though_o the_o frame_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v dissolve_v what_o be_v that_o to_o tâ—ee_v follow_v thou_o thy_o lord_n and_o love_n for_o indeed_o he_o that_o have_v his_o mind_n divert_v and_o way_n the_o 8._o advice_n how_o god_n be_v to_o be_v propose_v to_o our_o understanding_n in_o a_o eminent_a and_o negative_a way_n distract_v with_o such_o fancy_n in_o prayer_n be_v little_a attentive_a to_o god_n presence_n 8._o as_o concern_v our_o understanding_n and_o will_n we_o be_v to_o take_v notice_n that_o when_o the_o understanding_n propose_v god_n to_o the_o will_n as_o just_a wise_a powerful_a or_o under_o anâ—_n particular_a attribute_n the_o will_n be_v elevate_v by_o that_o sight_n alone_o and_o so_o that_o act_n of_o love_n be_v limit_v lock'â—_n up_o and_o less_o perfect_a than_o if_o god_n be_v propose_v under_o a_o most_o eminent_a way_n and_o as_o the_o supreme_a be_v surpass_v infinite_o all_o that_o can_v fall_v within_o the_o verge_n of_o humane_a conception_n in_o this_o life_n though_o therefore_o the_o understanding_n may_v and_o can_v propose_v some_o positive_a and_o particular_a conception_n of_o god_n to_o the_o will_n yet_o it_o be_v far_o better_a and_o of_o high_a perfection_n to_o do_v it_o in_o common_a confuse_o and_o negative_o for_o our_o true_a knowledge_n of_o god_n 26._o s._n greg._n the_o great_a l._n 5._o moral_n
thou_o my_o merit_n be_v thy_o mercy_n my_o good_n thy_o grace_n yet_o i_o neither_o have_v be_v thankful_a for_o receive_v they_o nor_o faithful_a in_o use_v they_o o_o when_o do_v i_o trust_v in_o my_o own_o strength_n and_o be_v not_o foil_v and_o confound_v grant_v therefore_o o_o my_o lord_n o_o my_o only_a hope_n and_o help_v o_o my_o sole_a safety_n and_o security_n that_o i_o may_v total_o trust_v to_o thou_o and_o distrust_v myself_o true_o acknowledge_v thou_o and_o deny_v myself_o entire_o love_v thou_o and_o hate_v myself_o 6._o i_o confess_v o_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o the_o poor_a ungratefull_a unprofitabl_a and_o unworthy_a worm_n of_o the_o earth_n a_o thing_n altogether_o useless_a to_o the_o world_n and_o only_o active_a to_o offend_v thou_o and_o to_o do_v wicked_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o i_o can_v harbour_v any_o thought_n of_o self-love_n or_o self-i_a king_n o_o god_n of_o infinite_a glory_n greatness_n and_o majesty_n before_o who_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n do_v tremble_v what_o be_v all_o creature_n in_o thy_o sight_n and_o what_o be_o i_o the_o mean_a of_o they_o all_o o_o what_o proportion_n be_v there_o great_a god_n between_o i_o and_o thou_o between_o thy_o all_o and_o my_o nothing_n and_o yet_o have_v i_o infringe_v thy_o law_n disobey_v thy_o command_n contemn_v thy_o counsel_n resist_v thy_o calling_n and_o contradict_v thy_o will_n to_o prefer_v my_o own_o o_o monstrous_a impiety_n and_o ingratitude_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o willing_o submit_v to_o all_o pain_n punishment_n contradiction_n and_o contempt_n which_o thou_o o_o my_o high_o offend_a creator_n shall_v suffer_v thy_o creature_n to_o inflict_v upon_o i_o behold_v o_o my_o lord_n i_o debase_v humble_a and_o annihilate_v myself_o under_o all_o thing_n that_o have_v a_o be_v i_o will_v henceforth_o utter_o hate_v distrust_n and_o detest_v myself_o and_o whole_o love_v thou_o and_o rely_v upon_o thy_o mercy_n o_o holy_a self-knowledge_n o_o sacred_a humility_n thou_o be_v the_o key_n of_o all_o perfection_n the_o door_n of_o all_o solid_a virtue_n piety_n and_o devotion_n 7._o i_o now_o clear_o see_v by_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o divine_a goodness_n o_o gracious_a lord_n god_n what_o have_v hitherto_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o nonproficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o why_o the_o path_n of_o virtue_n seem_v and_o so_o unpleasant_a thorny_a tedious_a and_o troublesome_a to_o my_o deceive_a soul_n it_o be_v because_o i_o have_v not_o learned_a to_o leave_v loath_a deny_v and_o distrust_v myself_o and_o to_o rely_v whole_o on_o thou_o o_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o support_v i_o will_v therefore_o henceforth_o faithful_o practice_v what_o i_o perceive_v so_o necessary_a i_o will_v profound_o humble_v my_o soul_n both_o inward_o in_o thy_o presence_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o outward_o to_o the_o whole_a world_n i_o will_v joyful_o and_o voluntary_o embrace_v all_o injury_n indignity_n contempt_n correction_n and_o confusion_n which_o can_v befall_v i_o with_o as_o much_o pleasure_n as_o i_o have_v former_o any_o cherishing_n and_o kindness_n i_o will_v utter_o destroy_v ruin_n and_o root_v out_o all_o self-love_n self-liking_a self-seeking_a self-praise_n and_o self-complacencie_a i_o will_v cast_v myself_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o vile_a creature_n take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o mean_a employment_n and_o obey_v they_o most_o willing_o who_o my_o nature_n most_o distaste_v and_o dislike_v i_o will_v walk_v before_o thou_o o_o my_o creator_n as_o thy_o needy_a naked_a desolate_a and_o destitute_a vassal_n acknowledge_v myself_o void_a of_o all_o virtue_n and_o attribute_v to_o myself_o nothing_o but_o sin_n ingratitude_n defect_n fail_n imperfection_n i_o will_v full_o persuade_v myself_o that_o no_o one_o can_v contemn_v confound_v persecute_v and_o punish_v i_o as_o i_o deserve_v i_o will_v not_o regard_v whether_o i_o be_o honour_v or_o hate_v but_o imagine_v myself_o as_o a_o thing_n dead_a &_o forget_v or_o as_o that_o which_o never_o have_v a_o be_v and_o be_v now_o true_o nothing_o i_o will_v be_v content_v to_o be_v account_v a_o hypocrite_n in_o my_o sincere_a action_n and_o to_o be_v think_v full_a of_o inward_a impatience_n secret_a grudge_n and_o desire_n of_o revenge_n against_o they_o who_o shall_v any_o way_n mortify_v or_o misuse_v i_o though_o my_o heart_n be_v never_o so_o free_a from_o it_o final_o i_o will_v have_v these_o and_o the_o like_a thought_n and_o word_n always_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o mouth_n i_o be_o nothing_o i_o have_v nothing_o i_o do_v no_o good_a i_o be_o a_o unprofitable_a servant_n i_o utter_o hate_v and_o distrust_v myself_o and_o total_o rely_v upon_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n my_o love_n and_o my_o all_o for_o wednesday_n to_o obtain_v remission_n of_o our_o sin_n the_o three_o exercise_n 1._o who_o will_v give_v water_n to_o my_o head_n and_o fountain_n of_o tear_n to_o my_o eye_n and_o i_o will_v weep_v day_n and_o night_n for_o my_o sin_n which_o cover_v i_o all_o over_o like_o a_o incurable_a ulcer_n from_o the_o sole_n of_o the_o foot_n to_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n where_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a soul_n in_o what_o labyrinth_n do_v thou_o walk_v in_o what_o sink_v of_o sin_n and_o puddle_n of_o uncleaness_n do_v thou_o wallow_v awake_v arise_v lament_v repent_v how_o long_o will_v thou_o sleep_v why_o will_v thou_o die_v when_o will_v thou_o shake_v off_o thy_o fetter_n ah_o return_v silly_a sheep_n to_o thy_o good_a pastor_n return_v poor_a prodigal_a to_o thy_o pious_a father_n who_o goodness_n so_o love_o invite_v thou_o who_o mercy_n have_v so_o long_o expect_v thou_o o_o great_a and_o glorious_a god_n the_o mighty_a monarch_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n behold_v a_o poor_a and_o penitent_a publican_n who_o be_v ashamed_a to_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n and_o unworthy_a to_o take_v thy_o sacred_a name_n into_o his_o sinful_a mouth_n humble_o knock_v at_o thy_o gate_n of_o mercy_n clip_v thy_o holy_a foot_n and_o crave_v thy_o accustom_a pity_n and_o compassion_n o_o merciful_a lord_n hide_v not_o thyself_o from_o i_o shut_v not_o the_o door_n against_o i_o oh_o one_o crumb_n of_o comfort_n one_o dram_n of_o devotion_n to_o my_o sad_a and_o sick_a soul_n to_o my_o dry_a and_o desolate_a spirit_n 2._o i_o be_o conscious_a of_o my_o ingratitude_n against_o thou_o o_o supreme_a majesty_n and_o my_o sin_n be_v always_o before_o i_o and_o confound_v i_o but_o whither_o shall_v i_o retire_v myself_o from_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n but_o unto_o thou_o be_v not_o thou_o my_o father_n my_o father_n of_o mercy_n which_o have_v neither_o limit_n nor_o measure_n be_v not_o thou_o my_o maker_n my_o preserver_n my_o governor_n my_o deliverer_n my_o king_n my_o pastor_n my_o physician_n my_o priest_n and_o my_o sacrifice_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o all_o this_o and_o more_o to_o i_o and_o if_o i_o be_o nothing_o to_o thou_o refuse_v i_o reject_v i_o and_o relinquish_v i_o a_o prey_n to_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o thy_o enemy_n but_o it_o be_v time_n o_o my_o lord_n that_o heaven_n and_o earth_n take_v notice_n of_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o and_o what_o i_o be_o to_o thou_o it_o be_v time_n thou_o enter_v into_o thy_o right_n and_o i_o must_v now_o either_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o or_o thou_o must_v take_v i_o unto_o thou_o not_o that_o i_o aspire_v to_o those_o excellent_a prerogative_n of_o thy_o dear_a servant_n no_o my_o lord_n it_o suffice_v i_o to_o be_v in_o the_o out-rank_n of_o thy_o mean_a slave_n to_o be_v only_o stamp_v with_o thy_o mark_n and_o link_v fast_o in_o thy_o chain_n that_o i_o may_v never_o more_o have_v the_o power_n to_o fly_v from_o thou_o o_o grant_v i_o this_o favour_n most_o merciful_a father_n which_o thy_o dear_a son_n have_v purchase_v for_o i_o by_o the_o price_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n i_o be_o fall_v without_o thou_o by_o my_o own_o frailty_n but_o can_v never_o hope_v to_o rise_v but_o by_o thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o only_a support_n i_o be_o sick_a without_o thou_o but_o can_v be_v cure_v without_o thou_o my_o heavenly_a physician_n i_o be_o dead_a without_o thou_o but_o can_v never_o be_v revive_v but_o by_o thou_o o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n so_o true_a it_o be_v that_o to_o make_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o thou_o o_o most_o gracious_a lord_n god_n must_v first_o come_v to_o i_o o_o the_o admirable_a goodness_n of_o my_o love_a lord_n even_o this_o little_a i_o be_o do_v be_v rather_o thy_o own_o work_n than_o i_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n put_v repentance_n into_o my_o soul_n desire_v into_o my_o heart_n sigh_n into_o my_o breast_n
heart_n into_o which_o we_o may_v secure_o and_o sweet_o retire_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o worldly_a variety_n this_o be_v to_o walk_v with_o god_n as_o enoch_n do_v and_o to_o be_v in_o continual_a conversation_n with_o the_o divinity_n a_o more_o sublime_a way_n to_o practice_v god_n presence_n be_v to_o look_v always_o upon_o he_o without_o any_o discourse_n by_o a_o simple_a act_n of_o lively_a faith_n not_o to_o question_v how_o or_o in_o what_o manner_n he_o be_v present_a nor_o to_o presence_n a_o high_a way_n to_o practice_n god_n presence_n fix_v our_o eye_n upon_o his_o inaccessible_a splendour_n because_o it_o be_v yet_o night_n for_o we_o we_o be_v but_o traveller_n and_o we_o must_v expect_v until_o the_o bright_a day_n of_o eternity_n shine_v upon_o we_o and_o show_v he_o unto_o we_o as_o he_o be_v in_o himself_o we_o must_v not_o think_v here_o to_o behold_v he_o but_o be_v content_a to_o believe_v he_o present_v with_o we_o and_o within_o we_o and_o that_o we_o 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that_o i_o can_v perfect_o practice_v it_o how_o pure_o and_o peaceable_o shall_v i_o both_o live_v and_o die_v meek_n and_o humble_a spirit_n converse_v together_o like_o mourn_a turtle_n like_o innocent_a lamb_n and_o like_o corporal_a angel_n turn_v the_o bless_a family_n where_o they_o live_v into_o a_o earthly_a paradise_n etc._n etc._n in_o the_o external_a practice_n of_o this_o virtue_n we_o be_v to_o observe_v chief_o these_o three_o degree_n first_o to_o forbear_v forgo_v deny_v humility_n three_o point_n for_o the_o external_a pactise_n of_o humility_n and_o submit_v our_o own_o judgement_n hearty_o humble_o and_o real_o not_o only_o to_o our_o superior_n but_o also_o to_o all_o other_o cast_v ourselves_o at_o their_o foot_n yea_o and_o under_o their_o foot_n to_o be_v tread_v on_o as_o dust_n and_o dirt_n and_o this_o as_o near_o as_o may_v be_v for_o god_n sake_n second_o not_o to_o care_v what_o other_o say_v or_o think_v of_o we_o which_o point_n which_o that_o other_o 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and_o be_v total_o mortify_v in_o our_o appetiteâ—_n and_o desire_n renounce_v absolute_o all_o propriety_n and_o self-seeking_a these_o short_a word_n contain_v infinite_a perfection_n and_o to_o move_v we_o powerful_o to_o the_o prosecution_n of_o this_o virtue_n we_o may_v thus_o question_v ourselves_o 1._o do_v not_o all_o thing_n humble_v humility_n motive_n to_o humility_n themselves_o to_o serve_v i_o both_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o saint_n to_o pity_v i_o the_o angel_n to_o protect_v i_o the_o mother_n of_o god_n to_o remember_v i_o thâ—_n son_n of_o god_n to_o redeem_v i_o and_o god_n himself_o to_o remain_v with_o i_o reign_n within_o i_o comfort_v i_o in_o my_o prayer_n feed_v i_o in_o communion_n relieve_v i_o in_o tribulation_n 2._o o_o strange_a humility_n of_o my_o saviour_n not_o only_o to_o descend_v unto_o but_o into_o a_o wicked_a worm_n not_o only_o to_o eat_v with_o a_o sinner_n but_o to_o be_v eat_v by_o a_o sinner_n o_o strange_a pride_n in_o i_o to_o see_v the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n so_o humble_v in_o his_o incarnation_n passion_n communion_n and_o yet_o to_o see_v a_o beggar_n so_o proud_a a_o sinner_n so_o lofty_a mind_v and_o dust_n and_o ash_n have_v such_o difficulty_n to_o stoop_v 3._o upon_o earth_n do_v not_o all_o thing_n serve_v i_o for_o body_n or_o soul_n some_o to_o nourish_v i_o some_o to_o clothe_v i_o other_o to_o cure_v i_o other_o to_o correct_v i_o other_o to_z comfort_n and_o instruct_v i_o even_o my_o better_n superior_n and_o confessor_n must_v humble_v themselves_o to_o i_o because_o my_o pride_n will_v not_o bend_v to_o they_o all_o creature_n must_v be_v subject_a to_o i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o be_v subject_a to_o my_o creator_n alas_o what_o mean_v i_o when_o shall_v i_o begin_v o_o secure_a and_o sweet_a humility_n when_o shall_v i_o practise_v thou_o 4._o do_v not_o all_o the_o world_n all_o that_o i_o be_o and_o have_v my_o body_n my_o soul_n my_o action_n my_o suffering_n my_o sin_n 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and_o conversation_n enter_v into_o his_o secret_a cabinet_n eat_v at_o his_o table_n repose_v on_o his_o breast_n be_v his_o minion_n become_v all_o one_o with_o he_o o_o honour_n most_o admirable_a o_o holiness_n most_o amiable_a o_o happiness_n most_o angelical_a o_o life_n o_o love_n the_o 27._o maxim_n that_o confidence_n in_o god_n goodness_n be_v the_o main_a support_n of_o our_o spiritual_a edifice_n we_o must_v be_v confident_a that_o our_o love_a lord_n will_n first_o pardon_v our_o sin_n second_o strengthen_v we_o in_o all_o necessity_n three_o bring_v we_o final_o to_o eternal_a happiness_n and_o to_o strengthen_v this_o confidence_n we_o must_v deep_o engrave_v these_o two_o maxim_n maxim_n 2._o maxim_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o then_o we_o shall_v easy_o be_v content_a to_o leave_v ourselves_o in_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o paternal_a providence_n and_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o the_o abyss_n of_o his_o piety_n first_o that_o what_o ever_o befall_v we_o come_v immediate_o 4_o 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doubtful_a or_o fearful_a etc._n etc._n second_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o church_n earth_n second_o on_o earth_n militant_a what_o be_v not_o for_o we_o sacrament_n scripture_n example_n prayer_n if_o we_o go_v not_o to_o heaven_n where_o be_v the_o fault_n what_o can_v god_n do_v that_o he_o have_v not_o do_v and_o what_o can_v we_o have_v more_o than_o we_o have_v for_o our_o consolation_n and_o salvation_n who_o can_v choose_v but_o take_v courage_n comfort_n and_o confidence_n three_o look_v upon_o christ_n jesus_n christ_n three_o in_o christ_n 1._o why_o come_v he_o into_o this_o world_n 2._o how_o do_v he_o carry_v himself_o in_o it_o towards_o sinner_n both_o in_o his_o life_n and_o death_n 3._o why_o be_v he_o call_v jesus_n and_o term_v a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n 4._o why_o do_v he_o â—â—y_v that_o he_o come_v to_o call_v sinner_n and_o not_o the_o just_a and_o to_o do_v mercy_n and_o not_o justice_n 5._o what_o access_n and_o comfort_n give_v he_o to_o all_o 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wisdom_n understanding_n piety_n justice_n and_o the_o like_a lift_v up_o thyself_o to_o he_o who_o be_v the_o bountiful_a bestower_n and_o consider_v they_o not_o as_o they_o be_v in_o that_o creature_n but_o reduce_v they_o to_o thy_o lord_n god_n say_v behold_v these_o o_o my_o god_n be_v rivulet_n flow_v out_o of_o thou_o the_o true_a live_a eternal_a and_o increate_v fountain_n these_o be_v the_o reward_n of_o thy_o servant_n issue_v out_o of_o the_o immense_a ocean_n of_o thy_o ineffable_a bounty_n 4._o but_o when_o the_o beauty_n of_o any_o glory_n and_o all_o earthly_a beauty_n to_o heavenly_a glory_n creature_n allure_v thou_o to_o any_o delight_n and_o complacency_n pass_v present_o from_o earthly_a beauty_n to_o the_o thought_n of_o supernal_a glory_n and_o therein_o only_o take_v pleasure_n say_v o_o my_o god_n when_o will_v the_o happy_a day_n come_v that_o i_o shall_v take_v in_o thou_o only_o
be_v the_o foundation_n of_o all_o virtue_n the_o deep_a thou_o lay_v this_o groundwork_n the_o high_a will_v be_v thy_o spiritual_a build_n yet_o never_o think_v thou_o can_v dig_v it_o deep_a enough_o but_o rather_o imagine_v that_o if_o a_o infinity_n can_v befall_v a_o creature_n thy_o unworthiness_n will_v be_v infinite_a this_o point_n to_o wit_n selfe-acknowledgement_n be_v well_o practise_v give_v thou_o the_o possession_n nothing_o and_o without_o which_o thou_o be_v less_o than_o nothing_o of_o all_o that_o be_v good_a and_o without_o it_o thou_o be_v less_o than_o nothing_o though_o thy_o action_n be_v more_o perfect_a than_o those_o of_o the_o great_a saint_n and_o thy_o heart_n be_v in_o continual_a recollection_n with_o thy_o creator_n o_o bless_a knowledge_n which_o make_v we_o happy_a on_o earth_n and_o glorious_a in_o heaven_n o_o true_a light_n shine_v out_o of_o our_o darkness_n o_o great_a nothing_o which_o rendre_v we_o master_n and_o monarch_n of_o all_o thing_n no_o my_o dear_o belove_a i_o will_v never_o give_v over_o the_o press_n of_o this_o point_n which_o thou_o be_v ever_o to_o practice_v 13._o if_o therefore_o thou_o desire_v to_o praise_n god_n accuse_v thyself_o if_o thou_o will_v exalt_v his_o divine_a majesty_n dive_v into_o thy_o own_o misery_n if_o thou_o will_v find_v he_o climb_v not_o up_o to_o heaven_n for_o he_o will_v fly_v from_o thou_o but_o rather_o descend_v into_o the_o abyss_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o and_o he_o will_v thither_o come_v to_o god_n and_o it_o be_v the_o only_a way_n to_o praise_n find_v and_o please_v god_n thou_o and_o there_o embrace_v thou_o yes_o he_o will_v court_v and_o cherish_v thou_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o dear_o delicious_o and_o tender_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o seem_v abject_a and_o vild_a in_o thy_o own_o eye_n and_o be_v well_o please_v to_o have_v all_o other_o slight_n and_o scorn_v thy_o company_n as_o a_o mere_a out_o cast_v a_o object_n of_o derision_n and_o a_o thing_n abominable_a 14._o know_v furthermore_o and_o consider_v scorn_v therefore_o thou_o be_v bind_v to_o he_o for_o permit_v thou_o to_o be_v scorn_v thyself_o most_o unworthy_a of_o so_o high_a a_o favour_n from_o thy_o lord_n god_n as_o to_o be_v neglect_v and_o scorn_v by_o all_o and_o fail_v not_o to_o render_v he_o most_o hearty_a and_o humble_a thanks_o final_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v grateful_a and_o sensible_a of_o thy_o great_a obligation_n to_o they_o who_o have_v administer_v the_o occasion_n of_o this_o thy_o spiritual_a improvement_n and_o to_o acknowledge_v it_o and_o to_o they_o who_o do_v it_o thyself_o most_o bind_v to_o they_o who_o have_v most_o master_v and_o mortify_v thou_o 15._o but_o if_o notwithstanding_o all_o these_o true_a and_o weighty_a consideration_n the_o subtlety_n of_o the_o devil_n thy_o own_o ignorance_n or_o a_o evil_a inclination_n shall_v have_v yet_o the_o power_n over_o thou_o so_o as_o to_o disquiet_v and_o inclination_n and_o be_v ever_o wary_a of_o the_o devil_n and_o thy_o own_o inclination_n trouble_v thy_o mind_n with_o fancy_n of_o selfe-praise_n and_o make_v some_o impression_n in_o thy_o heart_n of_o thy_o own_o merit_n and_o desert_n it_o be_v then_o thou_o be_v chief_o and_o courageous_o to_o beat_v down_o and_o humble_v thyself_o since_o thou_o find_v by_o experience_n how_o poor_o thou_o have_v profit_v in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o knowledge_n of_o thyself_o and_o what_o deep_a root_n thy_o pride_n and_o vanity_n have_v take_v in_o thy_o entrails_n and_o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o suck_v honey_n out_o of_o poison_n and_o to_o draw_v health_n from_o wound_n of_o rash_a judgement_n 1._o from_o this_o vice_n of_o selfe-esteem_a spring_v up_o another_o no_o less_o dangerous_a which_o be_v rash-judgement_n esteem_v rash-judgemen_a spring_n from_o self_n esteem_v concern_v our_o neighbout_o and_o this_o be_v common_o follow_v with_o contempt_n of_o their_o person_n and_o detraction_n from_o their_o good_a name_n this_o vice_n as_o it_o have_v its_o beginning_n from_o a_o pâ—evish_a and_o proud_a inclination_n so_o likewise_o pride_n and_o from_o pride_n it_o be_v nourish_v and_o foment_v by_o no_o other_o food_n for_o pride_n and_o rash_a judgement_n increase_v together_o comply_v with_o each_o other_o and_o do_v both_o joint_o covert_o and_o insensible_o concur_v to_o deceive_v we_o for_o we_o presume_v to_o exalt_v ourselves_o by_o judge_v mean_o of_o other_o and_o we_o think_v ourselves_o free_a from_o those_o imperfection_n which_o we_o be_v full_o persuade_v be_v in_o our_o brother_n 2._o now_o our_o wily_a enemy_n the_o devil_n no_o soon_o discover_v this_o perverse_a disposition_n in_o we_o but_o he_o be_v busy_a in_o keep_v our_o sense_n open_a to_o action_n â—he_v devil_n strive_v to_o â—eepe_v open_a our_o sense_n upon_o our_o neighbour_n action_n see_v hear_v examine_v control_n and_o heighten_v the_o fault_n of_o our_o neighbour_n he_o be_v diligent_a to_o imprint_v this_o imperfection_n or_o that_o indiscretion_n of_o such_o or_o such_o a_o person_n in_o our_o spirit_n if_o therefore_o my_o dear_o belove_a thy_o foe_n be_v so_o forward_o and_o watchful_a to_o entrap_v thou_o be_v thou_o equal_o careful_a and_o vigilant_a to_o avoid_v his_o plot_n plot_n but_o we_o must_v be_v as_o vigilant_a to_o shun_v as_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v his_o plot_n and_o rescue_v thy_o soul_n out_o of_o his_o dangerous_a snare_n and_o in_o the_o first_o place_n when_o another_o defect_n be_v present_v before_o thou_o present_o withdraw_v thy_o thought_n but_o if_o thou_o be_v solicit_v to_o give_v sentence_n let_v it_o be_v a_o flat_a sentence_n first_o by_o deny_v to_o give_v any_o sentence_n denial_n and_o short_a answer_n that_o thou_o have_v no_o such_o power_n give_v thou_o and_o if_o thou_o have_v any_o such_o privilege_n thou_o can_v hardly_o form_v a_o right_n and_o sound_a judgement_n be_v environ_v and_o prevent_v with_o such_o a_o number_n of_o passion_n incline_v to_o think_v more_o amiss_o than_o there_o be_v just_a cause_n 3._o then_o make_v use_v of_o this_o second_o and_o singular_a remedy_n let_v the_o consideration_n self_n second_o by_o look_v homeward_o upon_o our_o own_o self_n of_o thy_o own_o want_n and_o interior_a necessity_n so_o take_v up_o thy_o whole_a time_n and_o thought_n that_o see_v how_o convenient_a it_o be_v to_o look_v homeward_o and_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v concern_v to_o take_v order_n in_o thy_o own_o bleed_a affair_n thou_o may_v recall_v thy_o mind_n from_o roam_v abroad_o and_o have_v no_o leisure_n leave_v to_o lend_v away_o to_o other_o superfluous_o who_o haste_v scarce_o time_n enough_o to_o look_v after_o thyself_o in_o thing_n of_o absolute_a necessity_n and_o this_o serious_a search_n into_o thy_o own_o want_n will_v clear_v the_o inward_a eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n from_o those_o ill_a humour_n which_o engender_v this_o pestiferous_a imperfection_n of_o rash_a judgement_n for_o know_v that_o when_o thou_o conceive_v amiss_o of_o thy_o neighbour_n they_o where_o we_o shall_v find_v some_o root_n of_o the_o same_o fault_n we_o blame_v in_o they_o there_o be_v some_o root_n of_o the_o same_o evil_n in_o thy_o own_o heart_n which_o be_v apt_a to_o take_v the_o impression_n of_o that_o object_n which_o be_v like_o itself_o when_o therefore_o thou_o feel_v this_o itch_a desire_n to_o censure_v another_o fault_n fall_v into_o passion_n at_o thyself_o as_o if_o thou_o be_v equal_o culpable_a and_o enter_v into_o these_o term_n with_o thy_o own_o soul_n be_v it_o possible_a that_o i_o who_o be_o so_o miserable_a not_o only_o because_o i_o wallow_v in_o the_o same_o mire_n but_o be_o also_o full_a of_o great_a fault_n and_o inperfection_n shall_v notwithstanding_o be_v so_o proud_a and_o presumptuous_a as_o to_o take_v upon_o i_o to_o judge_v another_o thus_o the_o weapon_n which_o first_o point_v at_o thy_o neighbour_n but_o have_v thus_o prick_v thou_o own_o heart_n will_v prove_v a_o perfect_a cure_n of_o thy_o wound_n and_o a_o true_a comfort_n to_o thy_o soul_n 4._o but_o when_o the_o fault_n which_o be_v it_o if_o the_o fauâ—t_n be_v manifest_a put_v a_o charitable_a construction_n upon_o it_o commit_v be_v become_v manifest_a then_o excuse_v it_o with_o a_o charitable_a construction_n and_o pious_o conclude_v that_o thy_o brother_n have_v many_o hide_a virtue_n and_o perfection_n for_o the_o custody_n whereof_o he_o be_v thus_o permit_v to_o fall_v or_o that_o it_o be_v to_o humble_v he_o for_o a_o time_n to_o make_v he_o see_v his_o own_o nothing_o and_o so_o from_o this_o contempt_n of_o other_o raise_v he_o afterward_o to_o high_a perfection_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o divine_a majesty_n whereby_o his_o gain_n may_v prove_v great_a than_o his_o loss_n but_o if_o the_o sin_n be_v not_o only_o manifest_v but_o even_o monstrous_a and_o proceed_v
conquer_v thy_o enemy_n with_o his_o own_o weapon_n which_o he_o prepare_v for_o thy_o destruction_n 8._o when_o therefore_o thy_o sin_n be_v mercy_n and_o never_o to_o distrust_v his_o mercy_n suggest_v to_o thy_o memory_n conceive_v a_o perfect_a hatred_n of_o they_o as_o of_o thing_n detestable_a to_o the_o divine_a goodness_n yet_o be_v sure_a to_o have_v a_o hopeful_a confidence_n in_o thy_o saviour_n passion_n and_o i_o tell_v thou_o yet_o more_o shall_v thou_o seem_v to_o hear_v god_n say_v unto_o thou_o away_o thou_o be_v none_o of_o the_o number_n of_o my_o sheep_n yet_o thou_o be_v not_o to_o lose_v thy_o confidence_n in_o his_o mercy_n but_o humble_o to_o reply_v thou_o have_v just_a reason_n o_o my_o sovereign_a lord_n god_n to_o shake_v i_o off_o for_o my_o sin_n sake_n but_o i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o be_v confident_a of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n and_o to_o believe_v that_o thou_o will_v pardon_v i_o therefore_o i_o humble_o beg_v salvation_n for_o this_o thy_o wretched_a creature_n damn_v indeed_o by_o its_o own_o malice_n but_o redeem_v by_o the_o passion_n and_o the_o merit_n of_o his_o passion_n dear_a ransom_n of_o thy_o son_n most_o precious_a blood_n and_o passion_n thou_o will_v save_v i_o o_o my_o redeemer_n for_o thy_o own_o glory_n sake_n and_o i_o resign_v myself_o free_o into_o thy_o hand_n upon_o the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n do_v with_o i_o and_o dispose_v of_o i_o as_o thou_o best_o please_v for_o thou_o be_v my_o only_a lord_n and_o if_o thou_o kill_v i_o yet_o i_o will_v place_v my_o whole_a hope_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a goodness_n of_o the_o assault_n of_o vain_a glory_n 9_o the_o three_o assault_n be_v that_o of_o vainglory_n the_o three_o assault_n be_v of_o vainglory_n vainglory_n and_o presumption_n here_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v squall_n wary_a of_o the_o other_o extreme_a and_o never_o to_o admit_v of_o the_o least_o conceit_n or_o complacency_n in_o thyself_o or_o thy_o action_n but_o to_o refer_v all_o goodness_n that_o seem_v to_o be_v in_o thou_o pure_o to_o god_n great_a mercy_n and_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n passion_n embase_v thyself_o in_o thy_o heart_n whilst_o there_o be_v the_o least_o remainder_n of_o breath_n in_o thy_o body_n and_o acknowledge_v thy_o god_n which_o be_v conquer_v by_o distrust_n of_o thyself_o and_o trust_v in_o god_n god_n as_o the_o true_a fountain_n of_o all_o thy_o goodness_n look_v not_o at_o all_o upon_o thy_o own_o merit_n but_o rely_v total_o upon_o his_o mercy_n distrust_v thyself_o and_o trust_v in_o thy_o saviour_n and_o think_v what_o poor_a provision_n thou_o have_v lay_v up_o in_o store_n for_o this_o passage_n of_o death_n and_o thy_o journey_n to_o eternity_n and_o how_o vain_a and_o useless_a all_o thou_o own_o endeavour_n will_v prove_v unless_o god_n will_v be_v please_v to_o put_v his_o help_a hand_n and_o gather_v thou_o under_o the_o sacred_a wing_n of_o his_o divine_a protection_n of_o illusion_n and_o false_a aprearance_n which_o be_v usual_o present_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n 10._o if_o thy_o obstinate_a enemy_n who_o be_v illusion_n the_o four_o assault_n be_v by_o false_a illusion_n ever_o study_v to_o supplant_v thou_o shall_v at_o this_o time_n set_v upon_o thou_o with_o false_a appearance_n and_o transfiguration_n of_o himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n thy_o best_a way_n be_v to_o recurre_v to_o the_o certain_a knowledge_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o and_o bold_o to_o answer_v he_o depart_v o_o thou_o accurse_a devil_n into_o heaven_n against_o which_o have_v recourse_n to_o the_o confession_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o and_o admit_v they_o not_o though_o they_o seem_v to_o come_v from_o heaven_n thy_o own_o darkness_n i_o neither_o deserve_v nor_o desire_v any_o vision_n i_o need_v no_o other_o thing_n than_o the_o mercy_n of_o my_o jesus_n the_o prayer_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n and_o the_o assistauce_n of_o the_o saint_n yea_o though_o thou_o have_v reason_n to_o guess_v by_o some_o evident_a sign_n that_o these_o thing_n be_v from_o heaven_n yet_o still_o deny_v they_o all_o access_n unto_o thou_o and_o drive_v they_o far_o from_o thou_o nor_o need_v thou_o fear_v lest_o any_o such_o resistance_n ground_v upon_o thy_o own_o indignity_n shall_v displease_v god_n for_o if_o the_o vision_n come_v from_o he_o he_o know_v well_o how_o to_o make_v they_o manifest_v notwithstanding_o thy_o opposition_n and_o be_v secure_a to_o be_v thereby_o no_o loser_n since_o he_o who_o give_v his_o grace_n to_o the_o humble_a can_v be_v angry_a with_o he_o who_o practise_v such_o high_a act_n of_o that_o virtue_n 11._o these_o be_v the_o common_a and_o particular_a after_o these_o general_a temptation_n follow_v other_o in_o particular_a ordinary_a engine_n which_o our_o enemy_n make_v use_v of_o in_o this_o last_o passage_n after_o which_o follow_v his_o other_o train_a band_n of_o temptation_n according_a to_o each_o one_o particular_a inclination_n and_o 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