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action_n chap._n iii_o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o our_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o so_o clear_a a_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o unworthiness_n that_o i_o be_o convince_v this_o be_v the_o place_n of_o my_o abode_n which_o i_o neither_o can_v nor_o aught_o to_o abandon_v when_o it_o please_v god_n to_o vouchsafe_v i_o no_o heavenly_a influence_n in_o my_o prayer_n and_o recollection_n i_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o complain_v if_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n mollify_v my_o heart_n they_o only_o flow_v from_o his_o pure_a mercy_n o_o how_o well-pleased_a be_o i_o with_o this_o view_n of_o my_o own_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n in_o this_o i_o acquiesce_v as_o in_o my_o centre_n if_o it_o be_v your_o will_n my_o god_n to_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o place_n i_o be_o content_a for_o this_o be_v only_o belong_v to_o i_o provide_v you_o be_v in_o your_o place_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v enough_o that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o your_o own_o be_v your_o power_n your_o grandeur_n your_o glory_n soli_fw-la deo_fw-la honour_n &_o gloria_fw-la o_o how_o well_o be_v you_o in_o your_o place_n and_o i_o in_o i_o rest_v there_o then_o o_o my_o god_n and_o if_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o prevent_v i_o with_o any_o of_o your_o grace_n i_o will_v abide_v content_o in_o my_o place_n because_o i_o shall_v be_v surround_v with_o your_o mercy_n remain_v in_o my_o nothing_o my_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n see_v i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n that_o i_o continue_v in_o my_o place_n it_o be_v evident_a i_o can_v forsake_v it_o without_o displease_v he_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o abide_v fix_v in_o my_o nothing_o by_o a_o free_a acknowledgement_n that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o can_v merit_v nothing_o for_o this_o be_v truth_n to_o forsake_v this_o and_o pretend_v to_o what_o i_o be_o not_o be_v but_o to_o live_v in_o deceit_n and_o vanity_n ut_fw-la quid_fw-la diligitis_fw-la vanitatem_fw-la &_o quaeritis_fw-la 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what_o be_v man_n in_o his_o sinful_a condition_n a_o abyss_n of_o pride_n of_o blindness_n of_o aversion_n from_o god_n and_o conversion_n to_o the_o creature_n a_o mass_n of_o corruption_n of_o poverty_n and_o inability_n to_o good_a what_o then_o ought_v he_o to_o do_v he_o must_v humble_v himself_o annihilate_v himself_o plunge_v himself_o into_o the_o abyss_n of_o his_o own_o nothing_o and_o live_v in_o perpetual_a fear_n of_o his_o own_o frailty_n we_o shall_v never_o find_v god_n unless_o we_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n if_o in_o our_o retreat_n we_o profit_v so_o far_o as_o to_o rest_v convince_v that_o the_o true_a way_n to_o come_v to_o god_n be_v to_o follow_v jesus_n christ_n in_o poverty_n and_o abjection_n and_o abnegation_n we_o gain_v what_o can_v be_v get_v by_o recollection_n when_o i_o see_v god_n afford_v i_o no_o great_a occasion_n to_o suffer_v contempt_n or_o pain_n or_o poverty_n i_o ought_v to_o be_v humble_v in_o my_o own_o eye_n because_o this_o be_v a_o sign_n i_o be_o but_o little_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n who_o see_v here_o nothing_o of_o grandeur_n which_o have_v not_o a_o great_a conformity_n with_o christ_n crucify_v god_n have_v not_o design_v i_o for_o any_o great_a example_n of_o virtue_n because_o he_o give_v i_o so_o small_a a_o part_n in_o the_o profound_a abjection_n of_o his_o only_a son_n which_o be_v all_o the_o portion_n he_o give_v he_o here_o upon_o earth_n have_v reserve_v for_o he_o in_o heaven_n the_o full_a possession_n of_o his_o infinite_a grandeur_n and_o perfection_n chap._n iu._n that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n contempt_n and_o abjection_n be_v the_o dear_a delight_n of_o the_o friend_n of_o god_n although_o exterior_o they_o may_v possess_v riches_n yet_o their_o heart_n be_v well_o advance_v in_o the_o esteem_n and_o love_n of_o poverty_n if_o they_o live_v in_o honour_n it_o be_v but_o in_o appearance_n their_o heart_n have_v a_o affection_n to_o be_v despise_v nature_n indeed_o do_v not_o relish_v this_o kind_n of_o life_n because_o it_o fight_v continual_o against_o our_o sensual_a inclination_n human_a reason_n find_v little_a or_o no_o gust_n herein_o seek_v god_n only_o by_o she_o own_o light_n but_o grace_n elevate_v a_o soul_n above_o sense_n and_o reason_n push_v we_o on_o to_o supernatural_a action_n jesus_n christ_n himself_o have_v resolve_v to_o embrace_v the_o folly_n of_o the_o cross_n do_v not_o do_v it_o but_o by_o a_o supernatural_a impulse_n as_o be_v manifest_a by_o his_o combat_n with_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o garden_n father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o those_o who_o seem_v to_o we_o most_o wonderful_a saint_n be_v such_o who_o have_v be_v supereminent_a in_o self-contempt_n and_o abnegation_n who_o do_v not_o admire_v the_o generous_a spirit_n of_o holy_a paula_n that_o roman_a lady_n who_o be_v enamour_a on_o the_o poverty_n and_o humiliation_n of_o jesus_n forsake_v rome_n and_o all_o her_o relation_n to_o embrace_v a_o poor_a and_o abject_a life_n she_o that_o can_v have_v do_v very_o much_o for_o other_o with_o her_o riches_n in_o that_o capital_a city_n do_v prefer_v the_o stable_a at_o bethlehem_n before_o sumptuous_a palace_n elegi_fw-la abjectus_fw-la esse_fw-la in_o domo_fw-la dei_fw-la alexius_n may_v have_v do_v god_n good_a service_n in_o a_o marriage_n life_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o ravish_v with_o the_o beauty_n of_o a_o life_n hide_a and_o despicaple_n that_o he_o forsake_v father_n mother_n wife_n friends_z possession_n honour_n which_o may_v be_v keep_v with_o a_o good_a conscience_n but_o have_v a_o divine_a call_n to_o the_o eminency_n of_o a_o abject_a life_n by_o a_o wonderful_a miracle_n of_o grace_n he_o amid_o his_o dear_a relation_n will_v not_o suffer_v natural_a though_o lawful_a affection_n to_o take_v a_o lodging_n in_o his_o 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poverty_n abandonment_n and_o cross_n so_o that_o whatsoever_o be_v agreeable_a to_o nature_n seem_v whole_o contrary_a to_o grace_n why_o do_v you_o not_o dear_a saviour_n bring_v man_n to_o his_o nothing_n in_o a_o moment_n by_o your_o omnipotency_n to_o make_v he_o thereby_o a_o new_a creature_n why_o will_v you_o that_o he_o must_v annihilate_v himself_o and_o contribute_v to_o his_o own_o destruction_n o_o how_o the_o method_n of_o your_o wisdom_n be_v admirable_a your_o design_n be_v hereby_o to_o bring_v man_n to_o love_v you_o but_o he_o can_v never_o do_v this_o more_o generous_o than_o by_o the_o strong_a effort_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o annihilation_n human_a reason_n prompt_v we_o to_o self-love_n and_o self-esteem_a divine_a reason_n inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o abnegation_n abraham_n sacrifice_v his_o son_n do_v foolish_o in_o the_o judgement_n of_o human_a reason_n as_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o himself_o and_o his_o whole_a family_n but_o this_o be_v a_o 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it_o refuse_v to_o be_v conformable_a to_o you_o in_o your_o annihilation_n open_v my_o breast_n and_o take_v it_o from_o i_o for_o i_o have_v rather_o have_v none_o at_o all_o and_o die_v than_o have_v a_o heart_n that_o have_v other_o maxim_n and_o affection_n than_o what_o you_o have_v teach_v i_o o_o my_o belove_a jesus_n i_o do_v not_o in_o this_o desire_n cruelty_n to_o myself_o but_o a_o signal_n favour_n the_o eternal_a father_n who_o behold_v you_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n with_o complacency_n will_v not_o be_v offend_v with_o this_o bloody_a spectacle_n o_o my_o jesus_n what_o a_o love_n have_v i_o for_o your_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n the_o view_n of_o their_o beauty_n so_o well-pleasing_a to_o your_o eternal_a father_n do_v at_o present_a so_o ravish_v and_o transport_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v become_v as_o it_o be_v a_o fool_n i_o shall_v lose_v my_o sense_n and_o speak_v i_o know_v not_o what_o unless_o dear_a jesus_n you_o put_v a_o stop_n to_o your_o divine_a 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death_n and_o when_o a_o soul_n espouse_n jesus_n christ_n she_o contract_v a_o eternal_a union_n with_o all_o these_o during_o her_o pilgrimage_n o_o happy_a alliance_n she_o be_v marry_v to_o jesus_n and_o contempt_n and_o suffering_n be_v the_o dowry_n o_o precious_a riches_n if_o she_o love_v she_o belove_v indeed_o she_o ought_v to_o have_v a_o tender_a affection_n to_o the_o gift_n she_o present_v to_o he_o at_o the_o espousal_n because_o she_o give_v they_o and_o he_o much_o value_v they_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v thus_o espouse_v to_o jesus_n christ_n behold_v then_o how_o strict_o thou_o be_v bind_v and_o engage_v to_o he_o for_o hereafter_o thou_o must_v suffer_v pain_n of_o body_n grief_n of_o mind_n affront_n and_o injury_n thou_o must_v be_v well_o content_a with_o humiliation_n love_v disgrace_n and_o make_v sport_n for_o other_o thou_o must_v be_v content_a to_o be_v think_v but_o unconstant_a by_o devotee_n
according_a to_o nature_n and_o must_v employ_v all_o mean_n and_o motive_n to_o this_o effect_n i_o will_v set_v down_o some_o of_o they_o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n or_o mean_n to_o renounce_v all_o creature_n and_o ourselves_o by_o a_o spirit_n of_o denudation_n say_v with_o great_a fervour_n and_o affection_n away_o creature_n get_v hence_o from_o i_o and_o leave_v a_o place_n in_o my_o heart_n for_o god_n alone_o 2._o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n to_o do_v this_o by_o a_o spirit_n of_o poverty_n for_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a to_o follow_v jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a unless_o in_o due_a circumstance_n we_o be_v willing_a to_o leave_v all_o thing_n for_o jesus_n sake_n and_o become_v poor_a to_o follow_v he_o let_v we_o therefore_o be_v content_a to_o quit_v all_o thing_n joyful_o and_o be_v glad_a to_o have_v nothing_o to_o possess_v god_n himself_o alone_o 3._o '_o tisae_n good_a motive_n to_o die_v to_o all_o thing_n by_o a_o spirit_n of_o abjection_n what_o great_a happiness_n be_v there_o o_o my_o soul_n than_o to_o live_v in_o humiliation_n see_v this_o be_v the_o life_n of_o god_n upon_o earth_n to_o be_v despise_v with_o jesus_n be_v a_o state_n of_o beatitude_n worldly_n prosperity_n be_v a_o hindrance_n to_o our_o happiness_n 4._o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n to_o abandon_v all_o thing_n by_o a_o spirit_n of_o oblation_n sacrifice_v and_o annihilate_v ourselves_o sincere_o to_o pay_v homage_n to_o the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o god_n with_o such_o a_o confidence_n in_o he_o so_o as_o to_o rely_v never_o more_o on_o any_o creature_n quid_fw-la enim_fw-la mihi_fw-la est_fw-la in_o caelum_fw-la aut_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la quid_fw-la volui_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la deus_fw-la cordis_fw-la mei_fw-la o_o my_o god_n shall_v any_o creature_n take_v part_n of_o my_o heart_n with_o you_o when_o all_o be_v you_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o love_v you_o too_o much_o i_o may_v give_v place_n to_o something_o else_o but_o see_v i_o be_o infinite_o below_o my_o duty_n in_o that_o particular_a what_o creature_n can_v pretend_v to_o have_v the_o least_o part_n with_o you_o chap._n ix_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n it_o be_v wonderful_a to_o see_v the_o great_a liberty_n which_o a_o soul_n enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n when_o the_o illumination_n of_o this_o state_n irradiate_a a_o soul_n thorough_o she_o enter_v into_o a_o new_a region_n of_o light_n full_a of_o peace_n and_o love_n marvellous_a large_a and_o spacious_a in_o which_o she_o live_v in_o high_a union_n with_o god_n a_o union_n which_o be_v not_o so_o liable_a to_o vicissitude_n and_o disturbance_n as_o former_o because_o accidental_a occurrence_n as_o sickness_n disgrace_n etc._n etc._n do_v not_o hurt_v such_o a_o soul_n by_o reason_n they_o make_v no_o strong_a impression_n in_o she_o and_o by_o consequence_n be_v become_v less_o sensible_a she_o be_v not_o easy_o 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herself_o in_o this_o high_a condition_n for_o oftentimes_o she_o must_v act_v according_a to_o her_o natural_a inclination_n and_o the_o dictate_v of_o pure_a reason_n which_o afford_v her_o matter_n of_o sigh_n and_o languish_n after_o her_o belove_a this_o be_v that_o which_o kindle_v in_o her_o breast_n a_o ardent_a desire_n to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o leave_v this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n wherein_o by_o the_o common_a misery_n of_o mankind_n she_o live_v a_o life_n displease_v to_o herself_o for_o be_v not_o whole_o for_o god_n as_o she_o desire_v it_o seem_v to_o her_o a_o kind_n of_o death_n and_o see_v she_o can_v continual_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n without_o vicissitude_n it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o death_n unto_o she_o a_o death_n unknown_a to_o sensual_a man_n but_o such_o that_o be_v spiritual_a be_v very_o sensible_a thereof_o o_o jesus_n deliver_v i_o from_o this_o life_n of_o mortality_n see_v here_o i_o can_v live_v your_o life_n of_o purity_n in_o 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faithful_o to_o practice_n on_o the_o occasion_n of_o cross_n contempt_n and_o disgrace_n which_o happen_v to_o we_o in_o this_o life_n i_o ought_v daily_o to_o endeavour_v after_o purity_n although_o i_o can_v attain_v the_o high_a practice_n because_o the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n wherein_o god_n have_v place_v i_o will_v not_o permit_v it_o nor_o do_v exact_a of_o i_o to_o attempt_v of_o myself_o the_o grand_a effect_n of_o purity_n lest_o i_o shall_v be_v discourage_v by_o fail_v in_o the_o enterprise_n this_o be_v only_o the_o perfection_n of_o the_o great_a saint_n and_o herein_o we_o must_v give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v infinite_o wise_a we_o need_v not_o fear_v have_v he_o for_o our_o leader_n but_o as_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v too_o rigorous_a so_o we_o must_v not_o be_v too_o fainthearted_a in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n but_o apply_v ourselves_o with_o love_n and_o resolution_n to_o all_o 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thou_o that_o be_v to_o say_v let_v thy_o care_n be_v to_o be_v lose_v in_o i_o and_o i_o will_v take_v order_n for_o thy_o affair_n such_o a_o soul_n do_v not_o spend_v much_o time_n in_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n but_o in_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n her_o exercise_n be_v a_o pure_a consideration_n of_o divine_a providence_n in_o who_o arm_n she_o quiet_o repose_v herself_o fear_v nothing_o but_o infidelity_n chap._n fourteen_o how_o the_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n make_v we_o find_v a_o paradise_n upon_o earth_n so_o much_o as_o a_o soul_n be_v faithful_a to_o this_o abandon_v so_o much_o do_v she_o abound_v with_o consolation_n for_o she_o be_v content_a with_o the_o state_n wherein_o providence_n have_v put_v she_o and_o be_v well-pleased_n with_o all_o god_n ordination_n concern_v herself_o as_o be_v most_o for_o his_o glory_n and_o have_v a_o tender_a love_n for_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n will_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n have_v determine_v to_o 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ourselves_o with_o employment_n by_o offer_v our_o service_n to_o other_o on_o the_o pretence_n of_o charity_n martha_n who_o be_v very_o busy_a about_o the_o corporal_a service_n of_o jesus_n christ_n be_v reprove_v for_o trouble_v herself_o with_o so_o many_o distract_n office_n and_o her_o sister_n commend_v for_o attend_v to_o the_o only_a thing_n necessary_a the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o contemplation_n it_o be_v a_o good_a help_n to_o prayer_n not_o to_o engage_v ourselves_o in_o worldly_a concern_v nor_o in_o give_v or_o receive_v visit_n without_o necessity_n such_o as_o the_o oblation_n of_o charity_n or_o of_o our_o place_n and_o condition_n require_v of_o we_o if_o we_o be_v free_a to_o shun_v all_o entertainment_n that_o be_v dangerous_a or_o unprofitable_a and_o choose_v to_o converse_v with_o such_o who_o common_o discourse_v about_o the_o one_o thing_n necessary_a which_o consist_v in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n and_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n but_o all_o this_o 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to_o accustom_v ourselves_o to_o do_v nothing_o of_o concern_v without_o a_o motion_n from_o god_n the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v in_o we_o to_o conduct_v we_o and_o we_o may_v safe_o follow_v such_o a_o leader_n this_o keep_v the_o soul_n in_o great_a purity_n which_o know_v the_o inspiration_n of_o grace_n by_o the_o internal_a peace_n sweetness_n and_o liberty_n that_o always_o more_o or_o less_o attend_v they_o and_o if_o she_o quit_v they_o to_o follow_v nature_n the_o secret_a sting_n of_o conscience_n tell_v she_o she_o have_v be_v unfaithful_a to_o god_n grace_n and_o retard_v her_o progress_n towards_o perfection_n it_o be_v a_o very_a necessary_a help_n to_o prayer_n for_o a_o soul_n to_o get_v a_o habit_n of_o be_v so_o dead_a to_o the_o world_n as_o to_o live_v only_o to_o god_n and_o in_o god_n her_o only_a centre_n and_o true_a repose_n this_o be_v the_o end_n of_o our_o creation_n and_o if_o she_o deviate_v therefrom_o to_o take_v a_o complacency_n in_o herself_o or_o any_o creature_n she_o fall_v short_a of_o the_o design_n of_o god_n i_o know_v well_o enough_o that_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o bring_v our_o mind_n off_o from_o think_v on_o vain_a and_o worldly_a matter_n and_o to_o habituate_v the_o soul_n to_o strive_v against_o imperfection_n and_o adorn_v herself_o with_o all_o christian_a virtue_n however_o she_o must_v then_o reflect_v on_o her_o imperfection_n her_o good_a and_o evil_a inclination_n as_o she_o find_v the_o motion_n of_o grace_n to_o dictate_v to_o she_o she_o be_v not_o as_o yet_o capable_a of_o a_o more_o elevate_a degree_n of_o prayer_n and_o so_o her_o thought_n be_v profitable_o employ_v in_o this_o low_a exercise_n but_o when_o god_n be_v please_v to_o enter_v into_o she_o as_o to_o make_v she_o enter_v into_o he_o by_o a_o more_o intimate_a union_n her_o thought_n then_o must_v be_v all_o upon_o god_n and_o for_o he_o see_v he_o be_v only_o her_o true_a rest_n and_o repose_v many_o spiritual_a person_n fail_v herein_o not_o well_o observe_v the_o method_n and_o way_n of_o god_n in_o the_o conduct_n of_o soul_n they_o have_v not_o a_o eye_n severe_a enough_o on_o their_o interiour_n to_o discover_v all_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o examine_v and_o search_v and_o find_v out_o the_o least_o root_n of_o their_o imperfection_n this_o must_v be_v do_v and_o be_v good_a and_o profitable_a in_o its_o season_n but_o when_o god_n call_v we_o to_o high_a elevation_n in_o prayer_n we_o must_v follow_v the_o conduct_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n or_o we_o shall_v never_o advance_v in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n chap._n vii_o that_o we_o must_v not_o presume_v of_o ourselves_o to_o attempt_v any_o manner_n of_o prayer_n but_o what_o be_v ordinary_a in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n we_o must_v ordinary_o prepare_v the_o subject_a of_o our_o prayer_n and_o converse_n with_o god_n this_o be_v the_o practice_n of_o all_o holy_a person_n and_o to_o do_v otherwise_o be_v to_o fail_v in_o our_o respect_n to_o the_o majesty_n of_o heaven_n if_o we_o be_v to_o speak_v to_o a_o king_n or_o any_o person_n of_o quality_n we_o think_v thereon_o aforehand_o and_o shall_v we_o not_o have_v consideration_n of_o what_o we_o have_v to_o say_v to_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n this_o prepare_v of_o the_o matter_n of_o prayer_n must_v be_v do_v some_o little_a time_n before_o we_o set_v upon_o the_o duty_n then_o we_o must_v lift_v up_o our_o heart_n to_o god_n and_o desire_v he_o to_o put_v into_o our_o mind_n what_o may_v be_v most_o please_v to_o he_o in_o our_o recollection_n and_o what_o ever_o it_o be_v to_o entertain_v it_o in_o our_o thought_n and_o dwell_v upon_o it_o unless_o god_n inspire_v we_o with_o some_o other_o matter_n that_o call_v upon_o we_o for_o our_o attention_n and_o fidelity_n for_o to_o comply_v with_o this_o we_o ought_v to_o quit_v the_o subject_a we_o have_v prepare_v for_o our_o exercise_n let_v we_o not_o soar_v above_o our_o ability_n but_o make_v choice_n of_o such_o matter_n for_o prayer_n as_o be_v most_o suitable_a to_o our_o spiritual_a state_n and_o we_o find_v by_o our_o interiour_n to_o be_v most_o agreeable_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n let_v we_o never_o begin_v our_o prayer_n without_o ask_v god_n pardon_v of_o our_o sin_n and_o implore_v his_o mercy_n for_o to_o put_v ourselves_o into_o his_o sacred_a presence_n and_o to_o converse_v with_o he_o without_o a_o detestation_n of_o these_o imperfection_n wherewith_o we_o have_v displease_v he_o be_v to_o make_v ourselves_o unworthy_a of_o his_o grace_n and_o favour_n it_o be_v of_o very_o great_a importance_n to_o know_v how_o god_n usual_o conduct_n soul_n to_o perfection_n that_o we_o may_v the_o better_o comply_v with_o the_o design_n of_o his_o grace_n all_o be_v not_o call_v
by_o jesus_n christ_n there_o be_v no_o other_o mean_n to_o attain_v salvation_n 6._o that_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o perfect_a knowledge_n and_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o divine_a person_n be_v the_o true_a model_n of_o perfect_a prayer_n these_o deep_o consider_v be_v very_o instrumental_a to_o elevate_v a_o contemplative_a soul_n to_o so_o high_a a_o pitch_n that_o sometimos_fw-la she_o in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n participate_v of_o that_o life_n eternal_a which_o be_v in_o god_n himself_o i_o have_v make_v a_o resolution_n to_o desire_v of_o god_n that_o my_o prayer_n may_v be_v altogether_o intellectual_a to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v not_o feel_v such_o sensible_a gust_n of_o heavenly_a consolation_n which_o prejudice_n nature_n these_o be_v but_o sweet_a baiâ—s_n for_o self-love_n which_o sully_n the_o purity_n of_o prayer_n and_o diminish_v the_o contemplative_a attention_n which_o continue_v more_o strong_a and_o vigorous_a when_o keep_v on_o the_o point_n of_o the_o spirit_n whereby_o the_o fire_n of_o divine_a love_n burn_v bright_a and_o with_o more_o constant_a flame_n this_o be_v that_o continual_a union_n which_o be_v the_o object_n of_o perfection_n and_o whatever_o hinder_v this_o aught_o to_o be_v suspect_v as_o be_v sensible_a gust_n of_o devotion_n in_o inferior_a nature_n o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o therefore_o entire_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o god_n in_o prayer_n to_o receive_v from_o he_o such_o impression_n as_o he_o think_v best_o let_v our_o chief_a care_n be_v full_o to_o submit_v ourselves_o to_o he_o and_o to_o be_v disengage_v from_o all_o worldly_a thing_n and_o accept_v with_o thankfulness_n whatever_o he_o give_v we_o if_o he_o give_v we_o nothing_o let_v nothing_o content_v we_o and_o peaceable_o acquiesce_v in_o union_n with_o his_o divine_a will._n a_o soul_n faithful_a in_o the_o state_n of_o privation_n will_v soon_o or_o late_a as_o god_n see_v best_a be_v raise_v to_o pure_a union_n and_o enjoyment_n on_o the_o lofty_a wing_n of_o contemplation_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n this_o prayer_n be_v a_o bare_a reflection_n or_o simple_a remembrance_n of_o god_n who_o be_v believe_v by_o naked_a faith_n as_o he_o be_v see_v and_o know_v by_o the_o light_n of_o glory_n it_o be_v the_o same_o object_n here_o and_o there_o but_o know_v by_o the_o soul_n in_o a_o different_a manner_n the_o way_n of_o know_v god_n here_o be_v but_o learned_a ignorance_n earth_n be_v the_o land_n of_o believe_v heaven_n of_o see_v to_o see_v god_n as_o we_o be_v see_v of_o he_o and_o understand_v all_o divine_a mystery_n be_v reserve_v for_o the_o light_n of_o glory_n here_o we_o must_v walk_v by_o the_o obscurity_n of_o faith_n this_o faith_n must_v be_v naked_a without_o image_n or_o representation_n simple_a and_o without_o discourse_n universal_a without_o a_o distinct_a consideration_n of_o particular_n the_o operation_n of_o the_o will_n be_v conform_v to_o that_o of_o the_o understanding_n naked_a simple_a universal_a spiritual_a independent_a on_o the_o sense_n we_o must_v expect_v great_a combat_n in_o this_o way_n from_o our_o spirit_n which_o will_v still_o be_v work_v and_o rely_v on_o creature_n but_o though_o it_o be_v much_o distaste_v by_o the_o understand_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n yet_o she_o must_v strive_v to_o die_v to_o her_o own_o operation_n and_o willing_o entertain_v what_o help_v she_o in_o this_o combat_n as_o aridity_n privation_n desolation_n which_o at_o last_o leave_v the_o soul_n in_o exercise_n of_o pure_a faith_n whereby_o god_n be_v know_v in_o a_o high_a manner_n than_o those_o light_n which_o serve_v as_o a_o medium_fw-la between_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n for_o this_o union_n of_o our_o spirit_n with_o god_n by_o pure_a faith_n be_v immediate_a and_o so_o more_o elevate_v the_o will_v also_o must_v die_v to_o what_o ever_o be_v not_o god_n to_o live_v only_o in_o he_o and_o to_o he_o by_o pure_a love_n for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o will_n be_v this_o death_n and_o this_o death_n be_v not_o ordinary_o wrought_v but_o by_o privation_n this_o kind_n of_o prayer_n be_v uniform_a and_o not_o much_o liable_a to_o alteration_n nor_o bring_v any_o damage_n to_o the_o body_n for_o nature_n have_v nothing_o to_o do_v in_o it_o be_v not_o procurable_a by_o great_a endeavour_n of_o humane_a industry_n but_o depend_v pure_o on_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o alone_o give_v it_o when_o and_o to_o who_o he_o please_v it_o be_v true_a this_o pure_a and_o naked_a contemplation_n of_o god_n by_o faith_n be_v give_v but_o rare_o and_o to_o those_o who_o have_v pass_v through_o many_o purgatory_n and_o state_n of_o penance_n to_o fit_v they_o for_o it_o in_o the_o beginning_n it_o dart_v into_o the_o soul_n but_o transient_a irradiation_n like_o flash_n of_o lightning_n if_o at_o any_o time_n they_o continue_v about_o half_a a_o hour_n it_o be_v very_o much_o however_o they_o work_v in_o the_o soul_n very_o great_a effect_n one_o of_o the_o principal_n be_v that_o this_o light_n of_o faith_n discover_v to_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o divine_a mystery_n imperfection_n and_o the_o perfection_n we_o want_v and_o practical_a virtue_n and_o all_o this_o at_o once_o not_o successive_o one_o after_o another_o by_o discourse_n which_o can_v never_o arrive_v to_o produce_v a_o knowledge_n so_o clear_a and_o universal_a but_o indeed_o the_o understanding_n have_v much_o ado_n to_o die_v to_o its_o own_o operation_n and_o not_o act_v by_o humane_a light_n by_o be_v whole_o give_v up_o to_o the_o obscurity_n of_o faith_n however_o this_o must_v be_v do_v to_o be_v right_o dispose_v for_o divine_a operation_n there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o contemplation_n but_o what_o god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v we_o must_v be_v receive_v with_o submissive_a thankfulness_n while_o we_o live_v in_o mortal_a body_n we_o shall_v have_v always_o something_o to_o purify_v and_o therefore_o always_o something_a to_o suffer_v three_o part_n of_o our_o life_n pass_v away_o in_o a_o suffer_a condition_n in_o a_o state_n of_o obscurity_n the_o soul_n be_v intimate_o unite_v to_o god_n although_o she_o be_v not_o sensible_a thereof_o i_o be_o much_o take_v with_o the_o way_n of_o pure_a faith_n in_o prayer_n whereby_o the_o soul_n know_v god_n as_o much_o as_o she_o can_v do_v in_o this_o life_n and_o though_o it_o be_v obscure_a it_o matter_n not_o be_v sure_a and_o certain_a for_o my_o part_n take_v as_o much_o as_o you_o will_v of_o my_o light_n of_o reason_n if_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n increase_v thereby_o o_o how_o beautiful_a be_v pure_a and_o naked_a faith_n it_o much_o conduce_v to_o spiritualise_v a_o soul_n to_o live_v continual_o by_o faith_n to_o esteem_v and_o love_v nothing_o but_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o esteem_v and_o love_n man_n rare_o will_v relinquish_v his_o reason_n and_o nevertheless_o he_o must_v raise_v himself_o above_o it_o or_o drag_v on_o the_o earth_n with_o imperfection_n faith_n be_v a_o participation_n of_o the_o eternal_a wisdom_n she_o only_o conduct_n we_o with_o true_a assurance_n for_o her_o light_n though_o dark_a be_v certain_a and_o their_o obscurity_n do_v incomparable_o transcend_v the_o clear_a evidence_n of_o natural_a reason_n moreover_o to_o make_v prayer_n more_o intellectual_a and_o that_o nature_n may_v have_v no_o hand_n in_o it_o we_o must_v leave_v off_o some_o thing_n which_o usual_o do_v raise_v our_o heart_n to_o god_n with_o a_o sensible_a devotion_n as_o music_n rich_a ornament_n devout_a picture_n in_o church_n and_o the_o like_a this_o be_v good_a and_o profitable_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n and_o some_o time_n after_o but_o when_o a_o soul_n have_v attain_v purity_n of_o prayer_n there_o be_v no_o need_n to_o take_v her_o nourishment_n that_o be_v her_o knowledge_n and_o love_n but_o from_o pure_a faith_n and_o supernatural_a light_n infuse_v into_o she_o when_o we_o take_v not_o good_a heed_n we_o 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he_o please_v without_o her_o knowledge_n or_o discovery_n before_o the_o soul_n can_v fix_v in_o this_o state_n she_o must_v suffer_v much_o from_o her_o imagination_n which_o will_v be_v still_o propose_v her_o representation_n light_n and_o sentiment_n according_a to_o her_o usual_a practice_n but_o the_o soul_n must_v quit_v all_o these_o to_o yield_v herself_o passive_a to_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n yea_o even_o spiritual_a lecture_n at_o this_o time_n prove_v hurtful_a because_o it_o keep_v up_o the_o ordinary_a way_n of_o work_v in_o the_o soul_n neither_o be_v this_o to_o tempt_v god_n see_v he_o will_v have_v the_o soul_n to_o treat_v with_o he_o in_o this_o manner_n and_o her_o present_a disposition_n thus_o require_v she_o ought_v to_o be_v faithful_a in_o comply_v with_o it_o there_o be_v many_o degree_n of_o this_o denudation_n whereof_o i_o speak_v the_o first_o take_v from_o the_o soul_n what_o light_n and_o affection_n she_o get_v discursive_a meditation_n to_o 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