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eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o 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thou_o can_v conceive_v the_o question_n earth_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o body_n heaven_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o soul_n these_o two_o be_v the_o natural_a place_n of_o these_o two_o but_o thoâ—_n go_v not_o to_o these_o two_o iâ—_n a_o equal_a place_n my_o bâ—â—dy_n fall_v down_o without_o push_v my_o soul_n doâ—â—_n not_o go_v up_o without_o puâ—ling_v ascension_n be_v mâ—_n soul_n pace_n &_o measure_n but_o precipitation_n my_o body_n and_o even_o angellâ—_n who_o home_n be_v heaveâ—_n and_o who_o be_v wingeâ—_n too_o yet_o have_v a_o ladder_n 〈◊〉_d go_v to_o heaven_n by_o stepâ—_n the_o sun_n who_o go_v 〈◊〉_d many_o mile_n in_o a_o minuâ—â—_n the_o star_n of_o the_o fiâ—â—mament_n which_o go_v so_o very_a many_o more_o go_v not_o so_o fast_o as_o my_o body_n to_o the_o earth_n in_o the_o same_o instant_n that_o i_o feel_v the_o first_o attempt_n of_o the_o disease_n i_o feel_v the_o victory_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n i_o can_v scarce_o see_v instant_o the_o taste_n be_v insipid_a and_o fatuous_a instant_o the_o appetite_n be_v dull_a and_o desirelesseâ—_n instant_o the_o knee_n be_v sink_v and_o strengthless_a and_o in_o a_o instant_n sleep_n which_o be_v the_o picture_n the_o copy_n of_o death_n be_v take_v away_o that_o the_o original_a death_n itself_o may_v succeed_v and_o that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v death_n to_o the_o life_n it_o be_v part_n of_o adam_n punishment_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o thy_o brow_n thou_o shall_v eat_v thy_o breadâ—_n â—_z it_o be_v multiply_v to_o i_o i_o have_v earn_v bread_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o my_o brow_n in_o the_o labour_n of_o my_o call_n and_o i_o have_v itâ—_n and_o i_o sweat_v again_o &_o
again_o from_o the_o browâ—_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o the_o footâ—_n but_o i_o eat_v no_o bread_n i_o taste_v no_o sustenance_n miserable_a distribution_n of_o mankind_n where_o one_o half_o lack_v meat_n and_o the_o other_o stomach_n 2._o expostulation_n dauid_n profess_v himself_o a_o dead_a dog_n 15._o to_o his_o king_n saul_n &_o so_o do_v mephibosheth_n to_o his_o king_n david_n 9.8_o &_o yet_o david_n speak_v to_o saul_n and_o mephibosheth_n to_o david_n no_o man_n be_v so_o little_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o great_a man_n as_o the_o great_a in_o respect_n of_o god_n for_o here_o in_o that_o we_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o measure_n to_o try_v it_o by_o proportion_n be_v no_o measure_n for_o infinity_n he_o that_o have_v no_o more_o of_o this_o world_n but_o a_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v his_o grave_n but_o lend_v he_o till_o a_o better_a man_n or_o another_o man_n must_v be_v bury_v in_o the_o same_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v no_o grave_n but_o a_o dunghill_n he_o that_o have_v no_o more_o earth_n but_o that_o which_o he_o carry_v but_o that_o which_o he_o be_v he_o that_o have_v not_o that_o earth_n which_o he_o be_v but_o even_o in_o that_o be_v another_o slave_n have_v as_o much_o proportion_n to_o god_n as_o if_o all_o david_n worthy_n and_o all_o the_o world_n monarch_n and_o all_o imagination_n giant_n be_v knead_v and_o incorporate_v into_o one_o and_o as_o though_o that_o one_o be_v the_o suruivor_fw-la of_o all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n to_o who_o god_n have_v give_v the_o world_n and_o therefore_o how_o little_a soever_o i_o be_v as_o god_n call_v thing_n that_o be_v not_o as_o though_o they_o be_v i_o who_o be_o as_o though_o i_o be_v not_o may_v call_v upon_o god_n and_o say_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o come_v thy_o anger_n so_o fast_o upon_o i_o why_o do_v thou_o melt_v i_o scatter_v i_o pour_v i_o like_o water_n upon_o the_o ground_n so_o instant_o thou_o stay_v for_o the_o first_o world_n in_o noah_n time_n 120_o year_n thou_o stay_v for_o a_o rebellious_a generation_n in_o the_o wilderness_n 40_o year_n will_v thou_o stay_v no_o minute_n for_o i_o will_v thou_o make_v thy_o process_n and_o thy_o decree_n thy_o citation_n and_o thy_o judgement_n but_o one_o act_n thy_o summons_n thy_o battle_n thy_o victory_n thy_o triumph_n all_o but_o one_o act_n &_o lead_v i_o captive_a nay_o deliver_v i_o captive_a to_o death_n assoon_o as_o thou_o declare_v i_o to_o be_v enemy_n and_o so_o cut_v i_o off_o even_o with_o the_o draw_n of_o thy_o sword_n out_o of_o the_o scabbard_n and_o for_o that_o question_n how_o long_o be_v he_o sick_a leave_v no_o other_o answer_n but_o that_o the_o hand_n of_o death_n press_v upon_o he_o from_o the_o first_o minute_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o be_v not_o wont_a to_o come_v in_o whirlwind_n but_o in_o soft_a and_o gentle_a air_n thy_o first_o breath_n breathe_v a_o soul_n into_o i_o and_o shall_v thy_o breath_n blow_v it_o out_o thy_o breath_n in_o the_o congregation_n thy_o word_n in_o the_o church_n breathe_v communion_n and_o consolation_n here_o and_o consummation_n hereafter_o shall_v thy_o breath_n in_o this_o chamber_n breathe_v dissolution_n and_o destruction_n divorce_n and_o separation_n sure_o it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v not_o thy_o hand_n the_o devour_a sword_n the_o consume_a fire_n the_o wind_n from_o the_o wilderness_n the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n all_o that_o afflict_a job_n be_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o satan_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v thou_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o have_v lead_v i_o so_o continual_o with_o thy_o hand_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o nurse_n as_o that_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o correct_v i_o but_o with_o thy_o own_o hand_n my_o parent_n will_v not_o give_v i_o over_o to_o a_o servant_n correction_n nor_o my_o god_n to_o satan_n 24.14_o i_o be_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n with_o david_n and_o with_o david_n i_o see_v that_o his_o mercy_n be_v great_a for_o by_o that_o mercy_n i_o consider_v in_o my_o present_a state_n not_o the_o haste_n &_o the_o dispatch_n of_o the_o disease_n in_o dissolve_v this_o bodyâ—_n so_o much_o as_o the_o much_o more_o haste_n &_o dispatch_v which_o my_o god_n shall_v use_v in_o recollectingâ—_n and_o reunite_a this_o dust_n again_o at_o the_o resurrection_n then_o i_o shall_v hear_v his_o angel_n proclaim_v the_o surgite_fw-la mâ—rtuiâ—_n rise_v you_o dead_a though_o i_o be_v dead_a i_o shall_v hear_v the_o voice_n the_o spund_v of_o the_o voice_n and_o the_o work_n of_o the_o voice_n shall_v be_v all_o one_o and_o all_o shall_v rise_v there_o in_o a_o less_o minute_n than_o any_o one_o die_v here_o 2._o prayer_n o_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o pursue_v and_o perfect_a thy_o own_o purpose_n and_o do_v not_o only_o remember_v i_o by_o the_o first_o access_n of_o this_o sickness_n that_o i_o must_v die_v but_o inform_v i_o by_o this_o further_a proceed_v therein_o that_o i_o may_v die_v now_o who_o have_v not_o only_o wake_v i_o with_o the_o first_o but_o call_v i_o up_o by_o cast_v i_o further_o down_o and_o clothe_v i_o with_o thyself_o by_o strip_v i_o of_o myself_o and_o by_o dull_v my_o bodily_a sense_n to_o the_o meat_n and_o ease_v of_o this_o world_n have_v whet_v and_o sharpen_v my_o spiritual_a sense_n to_o the_o apprehension_n of_o thou_o by_o what_o step_n &_o degree_n soever_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o to_o go_v in_o the_o dissolution_n of_o this_o body_n hasten_v o_o lord_n that_o pace_n and_o multiply_v o_o my_o god_n those_o degree_n in_o the_o exaltation_n of_o my_o soul_n towards_o thou_o now_o &_o to_o thou_o then_o my_o taste_n be_v not_o go_v away_o but_o go_v up_o to_o sit_v at_o david_n table_n to_o taste_v 34.8_o &_o see_v that_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a my_o stomach_n be_v not_o go_v but_o go_v up_o so_o far_o upward_o towards_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb_n with_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n as_o to_o the_o table_n to_o the_o communion_n of_o thy_o saint_n here_o in_o earth_n my_o knee_n be_v weak_a but_o weak_a therefore_o that_o i_o shall_v easy_o fall_v to_o and_o fix_v myself_o long_o upon_o my_o devotion_n to_o thou_o 14.30_o a_o sound_a heart_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n &_o a_o heart_n visit_v by_o thou_o and_o direct_v to_o thou_o by_o that_o visitation_n be_v a_o sound_a hart_n there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n 38.3_o because_o of_o thinâ—_n anger_n interpret_v thinâ—_n own_o work_n and_o call_v this_o sickness_n correction_n and_o not_o anger_n &_o there_o be_v soundness_n in_o my_o fleshy_a there_o be_v no_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n ibid._n because_o of_o my_o sin_n transferee_v my_o sin_n with_o which_o thou_o arâ—_n so_o displease_v upon_o he_o with_o who_o thou_o be_v so_o well_o please_v christ_n jesus_n and_o there_o will_v be_v rest_n in_o my_o bone_n and_o o_o my_o god_n who_o make_v thyself_o a_o light_n in_o a_o bush_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o these_o bramble_n &_o thorn_n of_o a_o sharp_a sickness_n appear_v unto_o i_o so_o that_o i_o may_v see_v thou_o and_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o god_n apply_v thyself_o to_o i_o even_o in_o these_o sharp_a and_o thorny_a passage_n do_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o be_v not_o the_o less_o the_o king_n oâ—_n heaven_n for_o thy_o suffer_v he_o to_o be_v crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o this_o world_n 3._o decubitus_fw-la sequitur_fw-la tandem_fw-la the_o patient_n take_v his_o bed_n 2._o meditation_n we_o attribute_v buâ—_n one_o privilege_n and_o advantage_n to_o man_n body_n above_o other_o move_a creature_n that_o he_o be_v not_o as_o other_o grovelingâ—_n but_o of_o a_o erect_v of_o a_o upright_a form_n natural_o build_v &_o dispose_v to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o heaven_n indeed_o it_o be_v a_o thankful_a form_n and_o recompense_v that_o soul_n which_o give_v it_o with_o carrying_z that_o soul_n so_o many_o foot_n high_o towards_o heaven_n other_o creature_n look_v to_o the_o earth_n and_o even_o that_o be_v no_o unfit_a object_n no_o unfit_a contemplation_n for_o man_n for_o thither_o he_o must_v come_v but_o because_o man_n be_v not_o to_o stay_v there_o as_o other_o creature_n be_v man_n in_o his_o natural_a form_n be_v carry_v to_o thâ—_n contemplation_n of_o thaâ—_n place_n which_o be_v his_o homâ—_n heaven_n this_o be_v man_n prerogative_n but_o whaâ—_n state_n have_v he_o in_o this_o diâ—â—nitie_n a_o fever_n caâ—_n filliâ—_n he_o down_o a_o fever_n caâ—_n depose_v he_o a_o fever_n caâ—_n bring_v that_o head_n whicâ—_n yesterday_o carry_v a_o crouâ—_n of_o gold_n five_o foot_n toâ—wards_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n as_o low_o as_o his_o own_o fooâ—_n to_o day_n when_o god_n camâ—_n to_o breath_n into_o man_n
thâ—_n breath_n of_o life_n he_o founâ—_n he_o flat_o upon_o the_o grounâ—_n when_o he_o come_v to_o withdraw_v that_o breath_n from_o he_o again_o he_o prepare_v he_o to_o it_o by_o lay_v he_o flat_a upon_o his_o bed_n scarce_o any_o prison_n so_o close_o that_o afford_v not_o the_o prisoner_n two_o or_o â—hree_o step_n the_o anchorite_n that_o barque_v themselves_o up_o in_o hollow_a tree_n &_o immure_v themselves_o in_o hollow_a wall_n that_o perverse_a man_n that_o barrel_v himself_o in_o a_o tub_n all_o can_v stand_v or_o sit_v and_o enjoy_v some_o change_n of_o pasture_n a_o sick_a bed_n be_v a_o grave_n anâ—_n all_o that_o the_o patient_a saieâ—_n there_o be_v but_o a_o vary_a oâ—_n his_o own_o epitaph_n every_o night_n bed_n be_v a_o typâ—_n of_o the_o grave_n at_o night_n we_o tell_v our_o servant_n aâ—_n what_o hour_n we_o wilâ—_n rise_v here_o we_o can_v telâ—_n ourselves_o at_o what_o day_n what_o week_n what_o moan_v here_o the_o head_n lieâ—_n as_o low_a as_o the_o foot_n thâ—_n head_n of_o the_o people_n allow_v as_o they_o who_o those_o foot_n tread_v upon_o and_o that_o hand_n thaâ—_n sign_v pardon_n be_v toâ—_n weak_a to_o beg_v his_o own_o if_o he_o may_v have_v it_o for_o lift_v up_o that_o hand_n strange_a fetter_n to_o the_o foot_n strange_a manacle_n to_o the_o hand_n when_o the_o foot_n and_o hand_n be_v bind_v so_o much_o the_o fast_o by_o how_o much_o the_o coard_n be_v slack_a so_o much_o the_o less_o able_a to_o do_v their_o office_n by_o how_o much_o more_o the_o sinew_n and_o ligament_n be_v the_o loose_a in_o the_o grave_n i_o may_v speak_v through_o the_o stone_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o friend_n anâ—_n in_o the_o accent_n of_o thosâ—_n word_n which_o theiâ—_n love_n may_v afford_v my_o meâ—mory_n here_o i_o be_o minâ—_n own_o ghost_n and_o ratheâ—_n affright_v my_o beholder_n then_o instruct_v they_o theâ—_n conceive_v the_o worst_a oâ—_n i_o now_o and_o yet_o feaâ—â—_n worse_o they_o give_v i_o foâ—_n dead_a now_o &_o yet_o wonâ—der_v how_o i_o do_v wheâ—_n they_o wake_v aâ—_n midnight_n and_o ask_v how_o i_o do_v â—â—â—morrow_o miserable_a and_o though_o common_a to_o all_o in_o human_a postuâ—_fw-la where_o i_o must_v practice_v â—y_a lie_v in_o the_o grave_n by_o â—ying_v still_o and_o not_o practice_v my_o resurrection_n by_o rise_v any_o more_o 3._o expostulation_n my_o god_n and_o my_o jesus_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o christ_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o salvation_n i_o hear_v thou_o and_o i_o hearken_v to_o thou_o when_o thou_o rebuke_v thy_o disciple_n for_o rebuke_v â—hem_n who_o bring_v child_n to_o thou_o 19.13_o suffer_v little_a child_n to_o come_v tâ—_n i_o say_v thou_o be_v therâ—_n a_o very_a child_n than_o i_o aâ—_n now_o i_o can_v say_v witâ—_n thy_o servant_n jeremy_n lorâ—_n i_o be_o a_o child_n and_o cannâ—_n speak_v but_o o_o lord_n i_o aâ—_n a_o suck_a child_n anâ—_n can_v eat_v a_o creep_a child_n and_o can_v goâ—â—_n how_o shall_v i_o come_v tâ—_n thou_o whither_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o thou_o to_o thiâ—_n bed_n i_o have_v this_o weak_a and_o childish_a frowardâ—nes_n too_o i_o can_v sit_v upâ—_n and_o yet_o be_o loath_a to_o go_v tâ—_n bed_n shall_v i_o find_v thou_o 〈◊〉_d bed_n oh_o have_v i_o always_o do_v so_o the_o bed_n be_v not_o ordinary_o thy_o scene_n thy_o climate_n lord_n do_v thoâ—_n not_o accuse_v i_o do_v thou_o not_o reproach_n to_o i_o my_o former_a sin_n when_o thou_o lay_v i_o upon_o this_o bed_n be_v not_o this_o to_o hang_v a_o man_n at_o his_o own_o door_n to_o lay_v he_o sick_a in_o his_o own_o bed_n of_o wantonness_n when_o thou_o chide_v we_o by_o thy_o prophet_n for_o lie_v in_o bed_n of_o ivory_n 4._o be_v not_o thy_o anger_n vent_v not_o till_o thou_o change_v our_o bed_n of_o ivory_n into_o beb_n of_o ebony_n david_n swear_v unto_o thou_o 3._o that_o he_o will_v not_o goâ—_n up_o into_o his_o bed_n till_o he_o haâ—_n build_v thou_o a_o house_n to_o goâ—_n up_o into_o the_o bed_n denote_v strength_n and_o promiâ—eâ—_n ease_v but_o when_o thoâ—_n say_v 2.22_o that_o thou_o will_v caâ—_n jesubel_n into_o a_o bed_n thoâ—_n make_v thy_o own_o comâ—ment_n upon_o that_o thoâ—_n call_v the_o bed_n tribulâ—â—tion_n great_a tribulationâ—_n â—_z how_o shall_v they_o come_v tâ—_n thou_o who_o thou_o haâ—â—_n nail_v to_o their_o bedâ—_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o congrâ—â—gation_n 8.6_o &_o i_o in_o a_o solitude_n when_o the_o centurion_n servant_n lie_v sick_a at_o home_n his_o master_n be_v fain_o to_o come_v to_o christ_n â—he_v sick_a man_n can_v not_o their_o friend_n lie_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n 8.4_o and_o the_o four_o charitable_a man_n be_v fain_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o christ_n he_o can_v not_o come_v 8.14_o peter_n wife_n mother_n lie_v sick_a of_o a_o fever_n &_o christ_n come_v to_o she_o she_o can_v not_o come_v to_o he_o my_o friend_n may_v carry_v i_o home_o to_o thou_o in_o their_o prayer_n in_o the_o congregation_n thou_o must_v comâ—_n home_o to_o i_o in_o the_o visiâ—tation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n anâ—_n in_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o sacraâ—ment_n but_o when_o i_o aâ—_n cast_v into_o this_o bed_n mâ—_n slack_a sinew_n be_v yroâ—_n fetter_n and_o those_o thiâ—_n sheet_n iron_n door_n upoâ—_n i_o 26.8_o and_o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thâ—_n house_n and_o the_o place_n wheâ—_n thy_o honour_n dwell_v lie_v here_o 84.4_o and_o say_v bless_v be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o thâ—_n house_n but_o i_o can_v say_v i_o will_v come_v into_o thy_o housâ—_n i_o may_v say_v 5.8_o in_o thy_o feaâ—_n will_v i_o worship_v towards_o thy_o â—oly_a temple_n but_o i_o can_v â—ay_n in_o thy_o holy_a templeâ—_n 69.10_o and_o lord_n the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o house_n eat_v i_o up_o as_o fast_o as_o my_o fever_n it_o be_v not_o a_o recusancie_n for_o i_o will_v come_v but_o it_o be_v a_o excommunication_n i_o must_v not_o but_o lord_n thou_o be_v lord_n of_o host_n &_o love_v action_n why_o call_v thou_o i_o from_o my_o call_n in_o theâ—_n grave_n no_o man_n shall_v praise_v thou_o in_o the_o door_n of_o the_o grave_n this_o sick_a bed_n no_o man_n shall_v hear_v i_o praise_v thou_o thou_o have_v not_o open_v my_o lip_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v show_v thou_o thy_o praise_n buâ—_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n but_o thy_o apostle_n fearâ—_n take_v hold_v of_o i_o thâ—â—_n when_o i_o have_v preach_v to_o â—â—thers_n 9.27_o i_o myself_o shall_v be_v cast-way_n and_o therefore_o be_o i_o cast_v down_o that_o may_v not_o be_v cast_v awaâ—â—_n â—_z thou_o can_v take_v mâ—_n by_o the_o head_n 2.11_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v abacuc_a and_o carrâ—â—_n i_o so_o by_o a_o chariot_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o do_v eliah_n &_o caâ—â—rie_v i_o so_o but_o thou_o caâ—â—riest_v i_o thou_o own_o private_a way_n the_o way_n by_o which_o thou_o carry_v thy_o son_n who_o first_o lie_v upon_o the_o earth_n &_o pray_v and_o then_o have_v his_o exaltation_n as_o himself_o call_v his_o crucify_a and_o first_o descend_v into_o hell_n and_o then_o have_v his_o ascension_n there_o be_v another_o station_n indeed_o neither_o be_v station_n but_o prostration_n low_o than_o this_o bed_n to_o morrow_n i_o may_v be_v lay_v one_o story_n low_o upon_o the_o floor_n the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o next_o day_n another_o story_n in_o the_o grave_n the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o yet_o god_n suspend_v i_o between_o heaven_n and_o earth_n as_o a_o meteor_n and_o i_o be_o not_o in_o heaven_n because_o a_o earthly_a body_n clog_n i_o and_o i_o be_o not_o in_o the_o earth_n because_o a_o heavenly_a soul_n sustain_v meeâ—_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o own_o law_n 18._o o_o god_n that_o if_o a_o man_n be_v smite_v so_o by_o anoâ—ther_n as_o that_o he_o keep_v hiâ—_n bed_n though_o he_o die_v not_o he_o that_o hurt_v he_o must_v take_v care_n of_o his_o heal_n and_o recompense_v he_o thâ—_n hand_n strike_v i_o into_o this_o bed_n and_o therefore_o if_o i_o rise_v again_o thou_o will_v be_v my_o recompense_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n in_o make_v the_o memory_n of_o this_o sickness_n beneficial_a to_o i_o and_o if_o my_o body_n fall_v yet_o low_o thou_o will_v take_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o bath_n &_o present_v it_o to_o thy_o father_n wash_v again_o and_o again_o and_o again_o in_o thy_o own_o tear_n in_o thy_o own_o sweat_n in_o thy_o own_o blood_n 3._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a anâ—_n most_o merciful_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o hauâ—_n take_v i_o off_o of_o my_o foot_n haste_v not_o take_v i_o off_o oâ—_n my_o foundation_n whicâ—_n be_v thyself_o who_o though_o thou_o have_v remove_v mâ—_n from_o that_o upright_o form_n in_o which_o i_o can_v stand_v and_o see_v thy_o throne_n thâ—_n
heaven_n yet_o have_v not_o remove_v from_o i_o thaâ—_n light_n by_o which_o i_o can_v liâ—â—_n and_o see_v thyself_o who_o though_o thou_o have_v weaken_v my_o bodily_a knee_n that_o they_o can_v bow_v to_o thou_o have_v yet_o leave_v i_o the_o knee_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v bow_v unto_o thou_o evermore_o as_o thou_o have_v make_v this_o bed_n thy_o altar_n make_v i_o thy_o sacrifice_n and_o as_o thou_o make_v thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n the_o priest_n so_o make_v i_o his_o deacon_n to_o minister_v to_o he_o in_o a_o cheerful_a surrender_n of_o my_o body_n &_o soul_n to_o thy_o pleasure_n by_o his_o hand_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o so_o as_o i_o can_v come_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o by_o embrace_v thy_o come_n to_o i_o i_o come_v in_o the_o confidence_n &_o in_o the_o application_n of_o thy_o servant_n david_n promise_n 41.3_o that_o thou_o will_v make_v all_o my_o bed_n in_o my_o sickness_n all_o my_o bed_n that_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o turn_v i_o may_v turn_v to_o thou_o and_o as_o i_o feel_v thy_o hand_n upon_o all_o my_o body_n so_o i_o may_v find_v it_o upon_o all_o my_o bed_n and_o see_v all_o my_o correction_n and_o all_o my_o refresh_n to_o flow_v from_o one_o and_o â—he_v same_o and_o all_o from_o thy_o hand_n as_o 〈◊〉_d have_v make_v these_o featherâ—â—â—hornes_n in_o the_o sharpness_n of_o this_o sickness_n so_o lord_n make_v these_o thorn_n feather_n again_o feather_n of_o thy_o doâ—e_n in_o the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o in_o a_o holy_a recourse_n to_o thy_o ark_n to_o the_o instrument_n of_o true_a comfort_n in_o thy_o institution_n and_o in_o the_o ordinance_n of_o thy_o church_n forget_v my_o bed_n o_o lord_n as_o it_o have_v be_v a_o bed_n of_o sloth_n and_o worse_o than_o sloth_n take_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n at_o this_o advantage_n to_o teâ—â—rifie_v my_o soul_n with_o sail_v now_o i_o have_v i_o thou_o there_o where_o thoâ—_n have_v so_o often_o depart_v from_o i_o but_o have_v burn_v up_o that_o bed_n bâ—_n these_o vehement_a heat_n and_o wash_v that_o bed_n iâ—_n these_o abundant_a sweatâ—_n make_v my_o bed_n again_o lord_n and_o enable_v i_o accord_v to_o thy_o command_n 4.4_o to_o commune_v wiâ—â—_n my_o own_o heart_n upon_o 〈◊〉_d bed_n and_o be_v still_o to_o provide_v a_o bed_n for_o all_o mâ—_n former_a sin_n while_o i_o lie_v upon_o this_o bed_n and_o a_o grave_n for_o my_o sin_n before_o i_o come_v to_o my_o grave_n and_o when_o i_o have_v depose_v they_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sonn_n to_o rest_v in_o that_o assurance_n that_o my_o conscience_n be_v discharge_v from_o further_a anxiety_n and_o my_o soul_n from_o far_a danger_n and_o my_o memory_n from_o further_a calumny_n do_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o do_v and_o suffer_v so_o much_o that_o thou_o may_v as_o well_o in_o thy_o justice_n as_o in_o thy_o mercy_n do_v it_o for_o i_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n christ_n jesusâ—_n â—_z 4._o medicusque_fw-la voco_fw-la the_o physician_n be_v send_v foâ—â—_n 4._o meditation_n it_o be_v too_o little_a to_o calâ—_n man_n a_o little_a worldâ—_n â—_z except_o god_n man_n be_v diminutive_a to_o nothing_o man_n consist_v of_o morâ—_n piece_n more_o part_n thenche_a world_n then_o the_o world_n do_v nay_o then_o the_o world_n be_v and_o if_o those_o piece_n be_v extend_v and_o stretch_v out_o in_o man_n as_o they_o be_v in_o the_o world_n man_n will_v be_v the_o giant_n and_o the_o world_n the_o dwarf_n the_o world_n but_o the_o map_n and_o the_o man_n the_o world_n if_o all_o the_o vein_n in_o our_o body_n be_v extent_v to_o rivers_n and_o all_o the_o sinew_n to_o vein_n of_o mine_n and_o all_o the_o muscle_n that_o lie_v upon_o one_o another_o to_o hill_n and_o all_o the_o bone_n to_o quarry_n of_o stone_n and_o all_o the_o â—â—ther_n piece_n to_o the_o prâ—â—portion_n of_o those_o whicâ—_n correspond_v to_o they_o iâ—_n the_o world_n the_o air_n wouâ—â—_n be_v too_o little_a for_o this_o orâ—â—_n of_o man_n to_o move_v in_o tâ—â—_n firmament_n will_v bâ—_n but_o enough_o for_o this_o staâ—â—_n for_o as_o the_o whole_a worâ—â—_n have_v nothing_o to_o whicâ—_n something_o in_o man_n doâ—â—_n not_o answer_v so_o haâ—â—_n man_n many_o piece_n 〈◊〉_d which_o the_o whole_a worâ—â—_n haâ—h_v no_o representation_n enlarge_v this_o meditation_n upon_o this_o great_a worlâ—_n man_n so_o far_o as_o to_o consider_v the_o immensity_n of_o â—he_n creature_n this_o world_n produce_v our_o creature_n be_v our_o thought_n creature_n that_o be_v bear_v giant_n that_o reach_n from_o east_n to_o west_n from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n that_o do_v not_o only_o bestride_v all_o the_o sea_n and_o land_n but_o span_v the_o sun_n and_o firmament_n at_o once_o my_o thought_n reach_v all_o comprehend_v all_o inexplicable_a mystery_n i_o their_o creator_n be_o in_o a_o close_a prison_n in_o a_o sick_a bed_n any_o where_o and_o any_o one_o of_o my_o creature_n mâ—_n thought_n be_v with_o tâ—â—_n sun_n and_o beyond_o tâ—â—_n sun_n overtake_v tâ—â—_n sun_n and_o overgo_v tâ—â—_n sun_n in_o one_o pace_n oâ—_n step_n every_o wherâ—â—_n and_o then_o as_o the_o othâ—â—_n world_n produce_v serpenâ—_n and_o viper_n malignant_a &_o venomous_a â—_z and_o worm_n and_o cateâ—â—pillars_n that_o endeavour_n to_o devour_v that_o worlâ—_n which_o produce_v theâ—_n and_o monster_n compileâ—_n and_o complicate_v of_o dâ—â—uers_a parent_n &_o kind_n 〈◊〉_d this_o world_n ourselves_o produce_v all_o these_o in_o we_o 〈◊〉_d produce_v disease_n &_o sickness_n of_o all_o those_o â—orts_n venomous_a and_o infectious_a disease_n feed_v &_o consume_a disease_n and_o manifold_a and_o entangle_v disease_n make_v up_o of_o many_o several_a one_o and_o can_v the_o other_o world_n name_n so_o many_o venomous_a so_o many_o consume_a so_o many_o monstrous_a â—_z as_o we_o can_v disease_n of_o all_o these_o kind_n o_o miserable_a abundance_n o_o beggar_o rich_a how_o much_o do_v we_o lack_v 〈◊〉_d have_v remedy_n for_o euâ—â—rie_a disease_n when_o as_o yâ—â—_n we_o have_v not_o name_n fâ—â—_n they_o but_o we_o hauâ—_n hercules_n against_o theâ—_n giant_n these_o â—_z that_o be_v the_o physician_n 〈◊〉_d muster_v up_o all_o the_o forâ—â—_n of_o the_o other_o world_n â—_o succour_v this_o all_o nature_n to_o relieve_v man._n we_o haâ—â—_n the_o physician_n but_o we_o 〈◊〉_d not_o the_o physician_n he_o we_o shrink_v in_o our_o pâ—â—â—portion_n sink_v in_o our_o dâ—â—â—â—nitie_n in_o respect_n of_o veâ—â—_n mean_v creature_n wâ—â—â—_n â—re_n physician_n to_o themselves_o the_o hart_n that_o be_v pursue_v and_o wound_v they_o say_v know_v a_o herb_n which_o be_v eaâ—en_v throw_v off_o the_o arrow_n a_o strange_a kind_n of_o vomit_n the_o dog_n that_o pursue_v it_o though_o he_o be_v subject_a to_o sickness_n even_o proverbial_o know_v his_o grass_n that_o recover_v he_o and_o it_o may_v be_v true_a that_o the_o drugger_n be_v as_o near_o to_o man_n as_o to_o other_o creature_n it_o may_v be_v that_o obvious_a and_o present_a simple_n easy_a to_o be_v have_v will_v cure_v he_o bâ—â—_n the_o apothecary_n be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d near_o he_o nor_o the_o pâ—â—â—sician_n so_o near_o he_o 〈◊〉_d they_o two_o be_v to_o othâ—â—_n creature_n man_n have_v nâ—â—_n that_o innate_a instinct_n to_o aâ—â—ply_v those_o natural_a meâ—â—â—cines_n to_o his_o present_a dawnger_n as_o those_o inferioâ—â—_n creature_n have_v he_o be_v nâ—â—_n his_o own_o apothecary_n hâ—â—_n own_o physician_n as_o thâ—â—_n be_v call_v back_o therefore_o thy_o meditation_n against_o and_o bring_v it_o downâ—â—_n what_o be_v become_v of_o maâ—â—_n greâ—t_a extent_n &_o propoâ—â—â—tion_n when_o himself_o shrink_v himself_o and_o consume_v himself_o to_o â—_o handful_n of_o dust_n what_o be_v become_v of_o his_o soar_a thought_n his_o compass_v thought_n when_o himself_o bring_v himself_o to_o the_o ignorancâ—_n â—o_o the_o thoughtlesnessâ—_n of_o the_o grave_n his_o disease_n be_v his_o own_o but_o the_o physician_n be_v not_o he_o have_v they_o at_o home_n but_o â—ee_n must_v send_v for_o the_o physician_n 4._o expostulationâ—_n i_o have_v not_o the_o righteousness_n of_o job_n 13.3_o but_o have_v the_o desire_n of_o 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v speak_v to_o the_o â—_o mighty_a and_o i_o will_v reasâ—â—_n with_o god_n my_o god_n 〈◊〉_d god_n how_o soon_o wouâ—â—dest_v thou_o have_v i_o goâ—â—_n to_o the_o physician_n &_o hoâ—â—_n far_o will_v thou_o haâ—â—_n i_o go_v with_o the_o phisiâ—â—â—an_n i_o know_v thou_o hâ—â—_n make_v the_o matter_n aâ—â—_n the_o man_n and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o go_v not_o from_o thâ—â—_n when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o physician_n thou_o do_v not_o make_v clothes_n before_o there_o be_v a_o shame_n of_o the_o nakedness_n of_o the_o body_n but_o thou_o do_v make_v physic_n before_o there_o be_v any_o grudge_n of_o any_o sickness_n for_o thou_o do_v imprint_v a_o medicinal_a virtue_n in_o
sin_n together_o yet_o o_o bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n o_o holy_a &_o whole_a college_n and_o yet_o but_o one_o physician_n if_o you_o take_v this_o confession_n into_o a_o consultation_n my_o case_n be_v not_o desperate_a my_o destruction_n be_v not_o decree_v if_o your_o consultation_n determine_v in_o writing_n if_o you_o refer_v i_o to_o that_o which_o be_v write_v you_o intend_v my_o recovery_n for_o all_o the_o way_n o_o my_o god_n ever_o constant_a to_o thou_o own_o way_n thou_o have_v proceed_v open_o intelligible_o manifest_o by_o the_o book_n from_o thy_o first_o book_n the_o book_n of_o life_n neveâ—_n shut_v to_o thou_o but_o never_o thorough_o open_a to_o we_o from_o thy_o second_o book_n the_o book_n of_o nature_n where_o though_o subobscure_o and_o in_o shadow_n thou_o have_v express_v thy_o own_o image_n from_o thy_o three_o book_n the_o scripture_n where_o thou_o have_v write_v all_o in_o the_o old_a and_o then_o light_v we_o a_o candle_n to_o read_v it_o by_o in_o the_o new_a testament_n to_o these_o thou_o have_v add_v the_o book_n of_o just_a and_o useful_a law_n establish_v by_o they_o to_o who_o thou_o have_v commit_v thy_o people_n to_o those_o the_o manuall_n the_o pocket_n the_o bosom_n book_n of_o our_o own_o conscience_n to_o â—hose_v thy_o particular_a book_n of_o all_o our_o particular_a sin_n and_o to_o those_o the_o book_n with_o seven_o seal_n which_o only_o the_o lamb_n which_o be_v slay_v be_v find_v worthy_a to_o open_v 7.1_o which_o i_o hope_v it_o shall_v not_o disagree_v with_o the_o meaning_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n to_o interpret_v the_o promulgation_n of_o their_o pardon_n and_o righteousness_n who_o be_v wash_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o that_o lamb_n and_o if_o thou_o refer_v i_o to_o these_o book_n to_o a_o new_a read_n a_o new_a trial_n by_o these_o bookesâ—_n â—_z this_o fever_n may_v be_v but_o a_o burn_a in_o the_o hand_n and_o i_o may_v be_v save_v though_o not_o by_o my_o book_n my_o own_o conscience_n nor_o 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i_o and_o that_o will_v raise_v i_o again_o from_o that_o spiritual_a death_n in_o which_o my_o parent_n bury_v i_o when_o they_o beget_v i_o in_o sin_n and_o in_o which_o i_o have_v pierce_v even_o to_o the_o law_n of_o hell_n by_o multiply_v such_o heap_n of_o actual_a sin_n upon_o that_o foundation_n that_o root_n of_o original_a sin_n yet_o take_v i_o again_o into_o your_o consultation_n o_o bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n &_o though_o the_o father_n know_v that_o i_o have_v deface_v his_o image_n receive_v in_o my_o creation_n though_o the_o son_n know_v i_o have_v neglect_v my_o interest_n in_o the_o redemption_n yet_o o_o bless_a spirit_n as_o thou_o be_v to_o my_o conscience_n so_o be_v to_o they_o a_o witness_n that_o at_o this_o minute_n i_o accept_v that_o which_o i_o have_v so_o often_o so_o often_o so_o rebellious_o refuse_v thy_o bless_a inspiration_n be_v thou_o my_o witness_n to_o they_o that_o at_o more_o poor_n than_o this_o slack_a body_n sweat_v tear_n this_o 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shadow_v ourselves_o to_o a_o sufficient_a prevention_n but_o comet_n and_o blaze_a star_n who_o effect_n or_o signification_n no_o man_n can_v interrupt_v or_o frustrate_v no_o man_n foresee_v no_o almanac_n tell_v we_o when_o a_o blaze_a star_n will_v breâ—k_v out_o the_o matter_n be_v carry_v up_o in_o secret_a no_o astrologer_n tell_v we_o when_o the_o effect_n will_v be_v accomplish_a for_o that_o be_v a_o secret_a of_o a_o high_a sphere_n than_o the_o other_o and_o that_o which_o be_v most_o secret_a be_v most_o dangerous_a it_o be_v so_o also_o here_o in_o the_o society_n of_o man_n in_o state_n &_o commonwealth_n twenty_o rebellious_a drum_n make_v not_o so_o dangerous_a a_o noise_n as_o a_o few_o whisperer_n and_o secret_a plotter_n in_o corner_n the_o canon_n
mention_v the_o flea_n as_o the_o viper_n because_o the_o flea_n ardionus_fw-la though_o he_o kill_v none_o he_o do_v all_o the_o harm_n he_o can_v so_o even_o these_o libellous_a and_o licentious_a jester_n utter_v the_o venom_n they_o have_v though_o sometime_o virtue_n and_o always_o power_n be_v a_o good_a pigeon_n to_o draw_v this_o vapour_n from_o the_o head_n and_o from_o do_v any_o deadly_a harm_n there_o 12._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n as_o thy_o servant_n james_n when_o he_o ask_v that_o question_n what_o be_v your_o life_n provide_v i_o my_o answer_n 4.14_o it_o be_v even_o a_o vapour_n that_o appear_v for_o a_o little_a time_n &_o then_o vanish_v away_o so_o if_o he_o do_v ask_v i_o what_o be_v your_o death_n i_o be_o provide_v of_o my_o answer_n it_o be_v a_o vapour_n too_o and_o why_o shall_v it_o not_o be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v if_o life_n and_o death_n be_v all_o one_o both_o a_o vapour_n thou_o haâ—t_v make_v vapour_n so_o indifferent_a a_o thing_n as_o that_o thy_o blessing_n and_o thy_o judgement_n be_v equal_o express_v by_o it_o and_o be_v make_v by_o thou_o the_o hierogliphique_a of_o both_o why_o shall_v not_o that_o be_v always_o good_a by_o which_o thou_o have_v declare_v thy_o plentiful_a goodness_n to_o we_o 2.6_o a_o vapour_n go_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n and_o water_v the_o whole_a face_n of_o the_o ground_n and_o that_o by_o which_o thou_o have_v impute_v a_o goodness_n to_o we_o and_o wherein_o thou_o have_v accept_v our_o service_n to_o thou_o sacrifice_n for_o sacrifice_n be_v vapour_n 23._o and_o in_o thâ—m_n it_o be_v say_v that_o a_o thick_a cloud_n of_o incense_n go_v up_o to_o thou_o 8.11_o so_o it_o be_v of_o that_o wherein_o thou_o come_v to_o we_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o that_o wherein_o we_o come_v to_o theeâ—_n both_o be_v vapour_n and_o he_o in_o who_o we_o have_v and_o be_v all_o that_o we_o be_v or_o have_v temporal_o or_o spiritual_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o the_o person_n of_o wisdom_n be_v call_v so_o to_o she_o be_v that_o be_v he_o be_v the_o vapour_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n 7.24_o and_o the_o pure_a influence_n from_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o almighty_a have_v thou_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n perfume_a vapour_n with_o thy_o own_o breath_n with_o so_o many_o sweet_a acceptation_n in_o thy_o own_o word_n and_o shall_v this_o vapour_n receive_v a_o ill_a and_o infectious_a sense_n it_o must_v for_o since_o we_o have_v displease_v thou_o with_o that_o which_o be_v but_o vapour_n for_o what_o be_v sin_n but_o a_o vapour_n but_o a_o smoke_n though_o such_o a_o smoke_n as_o take_v away_o our_o sight_n and_o disable_v we_o from_o see_v our_o danger_n it_o be_v just_a that_o thou_o punish_v we_o with_o vapour_n to_o for_o so_o thou_o do_v as_o the_o wiseman_n tell_v we_o thou_o can_v punish_v we_o by_o those_o thing_n wherein_o we_o offend_v thou_o as_o he_o have_v express_v it_o there_o bâ—_n beast_n new_o create_v breathe_v vapour_n 11.18_o therefore_o that_o commination_n of_o â—hine_n by_o thy_o prophet_n 2.30_o i_o will_v show_v wonder_n in_o the_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o earth_n blood_n and_o fire_n and_o pillar_n of_o smokeâ—_n â—_z 2.19_o thy_o apostle_n who_o know_v thy_o meaning_n best_o call_v vapour_n of_o smoke_n 78.8_o one_o prophet_n present_v thou_o in_o thy_o terriblenesse_n so_o there_o go_v out_o a_o smoke_n at_o his_o nostril_n and_o another_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o anger_n so_o 6.4_o the_o house_n be_v fill_v with_o smoke_n and_o he_o that_o continue_v his_o prophecy_n as_o long_o as_o the_o world_n can_v continue_v describe_v the_o misery_n of_o the_o latter_a time_n so_o out_o of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n arise_v a_o smoke_n 9.2_o that_o darken_v the_o sun_n and_o out_o of_o that_o smoke_n come_v locust_n who_o have_v the_o power_n of_o scorpion_n now_o all_o smoke_n begin_v in_o fire_n &_o all_o these_o will_v end_v so_o too_o the_o smoke_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o thy_o wrath_n will_v 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dove_n to_o our_o low_a part_n to_o make_v these_o vapour_n in_o our_o body_n to_o descend_v and_o to_o make_v that_o a_o type_n to_o we_o that_o by_o the_o visitation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n the_o vapour_n oâ—_n sin_n shall_v descend_v &_o we_o tread_v they_o under_o our_o foot_n at_o the_o baptism_n of_o thy_o son_n the_o dove_n descend_v &_o at_o the_o exalt_v of_o thy_o apostle_n to_o preach_v the_o same_o spirit_n descend_v let_v we_o draw_v down_o the_o vapour_n of_o our_o own_o pride_n our_o own_o wit_n our_o own_o will_n our_o own_o invention_n to_o the_o simplicity_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n &_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o these_o dove_n thus_o apply_v shall_v make_v we_o live_v 12._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v we_o to_o destroy_v ourselves_o &_o have_v not_o give_v we_o the_o power_n of_o reparation_n in_o our_o sâ—lues_n have_v yet_o afford_v we_o such_o mean_n of_o reparation_n as_o may_v easy_o and_o familiar_o be_v compass_v by_o we_o prosper_v i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o this_o mean_n of_o bodily_a assistance_n in_o this_o thy_o ordinary_a creature_n and_o prosper_v thy_o mean_n of_o spiritual_a assistance_n in_o thy_o holy_a ordinance_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v carry_v this_o thy_o creature_n the_o dove_n through_o all_o thy_o way_n through_o nature_n and_o make_v it_o natural_o proper_a to_o conduce_v medicinal_o to_o our_o bodily_a health_n through_o the_o law_n and_o make_v it_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n there_o and_o through_o the_o gospel_n and_o make_v it_o &_o thy_o spirit_n in_o it_o a_o witness_n of_o thy_o son_n baptism_n there_o so_o carry_v it_o and_o the_o quality_n of_o it_o home_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o imprint_v there_o that_o simplicity_n that_o mildness_n that_o harmlessness_n which_o thou_o have_v imprint_v by_o nature_n in_o this_o creature_n that_o so_o all_o vapour_n of_o all_o disobedience_n to_o thou_o be_v subdue_v under_o my_o foot_n i_o may_v in_o the_o power_n and_o triumph_n of_o thy_o son_n tread_v victorious_o upon_o my_o grave_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o lion_n and_o dragon_n 91.13_o that_o lie_v under_o it_o to_o devour_v i_o thou_o o_o lord_n by_o the_o prophet_n call_v the_o dove_n 7.16_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n but_o promise_v that_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n shall_v be_v upon_o the_o mountain_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v i_o low_o in_o this_o valley_n of_o sickness_n so_o low_a as_o that_o i_o be_o make_v fit_a for_o that_o question_n ask_v in_o the_o field_n of_o bone_n 37.3_o son_n of_o man_n can_v these_o bone_n live_v so_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n carry_v i_o up_o to_o these_o mountain_n of_o which_o even_o in_o this_o valley_n thou_o afforde_o i_o a_o prospect_n the_o mountain_n where_o thou_o dwell_v the_o holy_a hill_n unto_o which_o none_o can_v ascend_v but_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n which_o none_o can_v have_v but_o by_o that_o one_o and_o that_o strong_a way_n of_o make_v they_o clean_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n amen_n 13._o ingeniumque_fw-la malum_fw-la numeroso_fw-la stigmate_fw-la fassus_fw-la pellitur_fw-la ad_fw-la pectus_fw-la morbique_fw-la suburbia_fw-la morbus_fw-la the_o sickness_n declare_v the_o infectionâ—â—nd_a malignity_n thereof_o 〈…〉_z 13._o meditation_n we_o say_v that_o the_o world_n be_v make_v of_o sea_n &_o land_n as_o though_o they_o be_v equal_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o sea_n in_o the_o western_a they_o in_o the_o eastern_a hemisphere_n â—_z we_o say_v that_o the_o firmament_n be_v full_a of_o star_n as_o though_o it_o be_v equal_o full_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o star_n under_o the_o northern_a then_o
fear_n of_o death_n 12.30_o that_o there_o be_v not_o a_o house_n where_o there_o be_v not_o one_o dead_a for_o thereupon_o the_o egyptian_n say_v we_o be_v all_o deaâ—_n man_n the_o death_n of_o other_o shall_v catechise_v usâ—_n to_o death_n 1.5_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n be_v the_o first_o beget_v of_o the_o dead_a he_o rise_v first_o the_o elder_a brother_n and_o he_o be_v my_o master_n in_o this_o science_n of_o death_n but_o yet_o for_o i_o i_o be_o a_o young_a brother_n too_o to_o this_o man_n who_o die_v now_o and_o to_o every_o man_n who_o i_o see_v or_o hear_v to_o die_v before_o i_o and_o all_o they_o be_v usher_n to_o i_o in_o this_o school_n of_o death_n i_o take_v therefore_o that_o which_o thy_o servant_n david_n wife_n say_v to_o he_o to_o be_v say_v to_o i_o 19.11_o if_o thou_o save_v not_o thy_o life_n to_o night_n to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v be_v slay_v if_o the_o death_n of_o this_o man_n work_v not_o upon_o i_o now_o i_o shall_v die_v worse_o than_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o his_o sin_n his_o particular_a sin_n for_o my_o sin_n i_o shall_v die_v whensoever_o i_o die_v for_o death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n but_o i_o shall_v die_v in_o my_o sin_n in_o that_o particular_a sin_n of_o resist_v thy_o spirit_n if_o i_o apply_v not_o thy_o assistance_n do_v it_o not_o call_v we_o to_o a_o particular_a consideration_n that_o thy_o bless_a son_n vary_v his_o form_n of_o commination_n and_o aggravate_v it_o in_o the_o variation_n when_o he_o say_v to_o the_o jew_n because_o they_o refuse_v the_o light_n offer_v you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n 8.21_o and_o then_o when_o they_o proceed_v to_o far_a disputation_n and_o vexation_n and_o tentation_n he_o add_v 24._o you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n he_o multiply_v the_o former_a express_v â—o_o a_o plural_a in_o this_o sinneâ—_n â—_z and_o in_o all_o your_o sin_n do_v not_o the_o resist_n of_o thy_o particular_a help_n at_o last_o draw_v upon_o we_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o all_o our_o former_a sin_n may_v not_o the_o neglect_v of_o this_o sound_n minister_v to_o i_o in_o this_o man_n death_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o misery_n as_o that_o i_o who_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n love_v so_o as_o to_o die_v for_o i_o shall_v die_v and_o a_o creature_n of_o my_o own_o shall_v be_v immortal_o â—_z that_o i_o shall_v die_v 66.14_o and_o the_o worm_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n shall_v never_o die_v 18._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n i_o have_v a_o new_a occasion_n of_o thanks_o and_o a_o new_a occasion_n of_o prayer_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o ring_n of_o this_o bell_n thou_o tell_v i_o in_o the_o other_o voice_n that_o i_o be_v mortal_a and_o approach_v to_o death_n in_o this_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o say_v that_o i_o be_o dead_a in_o a_o irremediable_a in_o a_o irrecoverable_a state_n for_o bodily_a health_n if_o that_o be_v thy_o language_n in_o this_o voice_n how_o infinite_o be_o i_o bind_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n for_o speak_v so_o plain_o unto_o i_o for_o even_o that_o voice_n that_o i_o must_v die_v now_o be_v not_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o judge_n that_o speak_v by_o way_n of_o condemnation_n but_o of_o a_o physician_n that_o present_v health_n in_o that_o thou_o present_v i_o death_n as_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o disease_n not_o as_o the_o exaltation_n of_o it_o if_o i_o mistake_v thy_o voice_n herein_o if_o i_o overrun_v thy_o pace_n and_o prevent_v thy_o hand_n and_o imagine_v death_n more_o instant_a upon_o i_o than_o thou_o have_v bid_v he_o be_v yet_o the_o voice_n belong_v to_o i_o i_o be_o dead_a i_o be_v bear_v dead_a and_o from_o the_o first_o lay_v of_o these_o mud-wall_n in_o my_o conception_n they_o have_v moldr_v away_o and_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o life_n be_v but_o a_o active_a death_n whether_o this_o voice_n instruct_v i_o that_o i_o be_o a_o dead_a man_n now_o or_o remember_v i_o that_o i_o have_v be_v a_o dead_a man_n all_o this_o while_n i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o for_o speak_v in_o this_o voice_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o i_o humâ—ly_o beseech_v thou_o also_o to_o accept_v my_o prayer_n in_o his_o behalf_n by_o who_o occasion_n this_o voice_n this_o sound_n be_v come_v to_o i_o â—or_a though_o he_o be_v by_o death_n transplant_v to_o thou_o and_o so_o in_o possession_n of_o inexpressible_a happiness_n there_o yet_o here_o upon_o earth_n thou_o have_v give_v we_o such_o a_o portion_n of_o heaven_n as_o that_o though_o man_n dispute_v whether_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n do_v know_v what_o we_o in_o earth_n in_o particular_a do_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o yet_o without_o all_o disputation_n we_o upon_o earth_n do_v know_v what_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n lack_v yet_o for_o the_o consummation_n of_o their_o happiness_n and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o the_o dignity_n that_o we_o may_v pray_v for_o they_o that_o therefore_o this_o soul_n now_o new_o depart_v to_o thy_o kingdom_n may_v quick_o return_v to_o a_o ioâ—full_a reunion_n to_o that_o body_n which_o it_o have_v leave_v and_o that_o we_o with_o it_o may_v soon_o enjoy_v the_o full_a consummation_n of_o all_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n i_o humble_o beg_v at_o thy_o hand_n o_o our_o most_o merciful_a god_n for_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n sake_n that_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o comsummation_n of_o his_o dignity_n by_o enter_v into_o his_o last_o office_n the_o office_n of_o a_o judge_n and_o may_v have_v society_n of_o humane_a body_n in_o heaven_n as_o well_o as_o he_o have_v have_v ever_o of_o soulesâ—_n and_o that_o as_o thou_o hate_v sin_v itself_o thy_o hate_n to_o sin_n may_v be_v express_v in_o the_o abolish_n of_o all_o instrument_n of_o sin_n the_o allurement_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o world_n itself_o and_o all_o the_o temporary_a revenge_n of_o sin_n the_o sting_n of_o sickness_n and_o of_o death_n and_o all_o the_o castle_n and_o prison_n and_o monument_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o grave_n that_o time_n may_v be_v swallow_v up_o in_o eternity_n and_o hope_v swallow_v in_o possession_n and_o end_v swallow_v in_o infiniteness_n and_o all_o man_n ordain_v to_o salvation_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n bâ—_n one_o entire_a and_o everlasting_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o where_o thou_o may_v receive_v delight_n from_o they_o and_o they_o glory_n from_o thou_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 19_o oceano_fw-la tandem_fw-la emenso_fw-la aspicienda_fw-la resurgit_fw-la terra_fw-la vident_fw-la iustis_fw-la medici_fw-la iam_fw-la cocta_fw-la mederi_fw-la se_fw-la posse_fw-la indicijs_fw-la at_o last_o the_o physician_n after_o a_o long_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n see_v land_n they_o have_v so_o good_a sign_n of_o the_o concoction_n of_o the_o disease_n as_o that_o they_o may_v safe_o proceed_v to_o purge_v 19_o meditation_n all_o this_o while_n the_o physician_n themselves_o have_v be_v patient_n patient_o attend_v when_o they_o shall_v see_v any_o land_n in_o this_o sea_n any_o earth_n any_o cloud_n any_o indication_n of_o concoction_n in_o these_o water_n any_o disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
it_o in_o the_o hand_n and_o rest_n of_o a_o sabbath_n though_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o glorify_v thyself_o in_o a_o long_a exercise_n of_o my_o patience_n with_o a_o expectation_n of_o thy_o declaration_n of_o thyself_o in_o this_o my_o sickness_n yet_o since_o thou_o have_v now_o of_o thy_o goodness_n afford_v that_o which_o afford_v we_o some_o hope_n if_o that_o be_v still_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o glory_n proceed_v in_o that_o way_n and_o perfect_a that_o work_n and_o establish_v i_o in_o a_o sabbath_n and_o rest_n in_o thou_o by_o this_o thy_o seal_n of_o bodily_a restitution_n thy_o priest_n come_v up_o to_o thou_o by_o step_n in_o the_o temple_n thy_o angel_n come_v down_o to_o jaacob_n by_o step_n upon_o the_o ladder_n we_o find_v no_o stair_n by_o which_o thou_o thyself_o come_v to_o adam_n in_o paradise_n nor_o to_o sodom_n in_o thy_o anger_n for_o thou_o and_o thou_o oâ—ely_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o at_o once_o but_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o weary_a of_o thy_o pace_n nor_o weary_a of_o my_o own_o patience_n i_o provoke_v â—heâ—_n not_o with_o a_o prayer_n not_o with_o a_o wish_n not_o with_o a_o â—ope_n to_o more_o haste_n than_o consist_v with_o thy_o purpose_n nor_o look_v that_o any_o other_o thing_n shall_v have_v enter_v into_o thy_o purpose_n but_o thy_o glory_n to_o hear_v thy_o â—steps_n come_v towards_o i_o be_v the_o same_o comfort_n as_o to_o see_v thy_o face_n present_a with_o i_o whether_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o a_o thousand_o year_n in_o a_o day_n or_o extend_v the_o work_n of_o a_o day_n to_o a_o thousand_o year_n as_o long_o as_o thou_o work_v it_o be_v light_a and_o comfort_n heaven_n itself_o be_v but_o a_o extension_n of_o the_o same_o joy_n and_o a_o extension_n of_o this_o mercy_n to_o proceed_v at_o thy_o leisure_n in_o the_o way_n of_o restitution_n be_v a_o manifestation_n of_o heaven_n to_o i_o here_o upon_o earth_n from_o that_o people_n to_o who_o thou_o appear_v in_o sign_n and_o in_o type_n the_o jew_n 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day_n comfort_n be_v the_o earnest_n of_o to_o morrow_n so_o fâ—rre_o as_o may_v conform_v i_o entire_o to_o thou_o to_o what_o end_n and_o by_o what_o way_n soever_o thy_o mercy_n have_v appoint_v i_o 20._o idâ—agunt_n upon_o these_o indication_n of_o digest_v matter_n they_o proceed_v to_o purge_v 10._o meditation_n though_o counsel_n seem_v rather_o to_o consist_v of_o spiritual_a part_n than_o action_n yet_o action_n be_v the_o spirit_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o counsel_n counsel_n be_v not_o always_o determine_v in_o resolution_n we_o can_v always_o say_v this_o be_v conclude_v action_n be_v always_o determine_v in_o effect_n we_o can_v say_v this_o be_v do_v then_o have_v law_n their_o reverence_n and_o their_o majesty_n when_o we_o see_v the_o judge_n upon_o the_o bench_n execute_v they_o then_o have_v counsel_n of_o war_n their_o impression_n and_o their_o operation_n when_o we_o see_v the_o seal_n of_o a_o army_n set_v to_o they_o it_o be_v a_o ancient_a way_n of_o celebrate_v the_o memory_n of_o such_o as_o deserve_v well_o of_o the_o state_n to_o afford_v they_o that_o kind_n of_o statuary_n representation_n which_o be_v then_o call_v hermes_n which_o be_v the_o head_n and_o shoulder_n of_o a_o man_n stand_v upon_o a_o cube_n but_o those_o shoulder_n without_o arm_n and_o hand_n all_o together_o it_o figure_v a_o constant_a supporter_n of_o the_o state_n by_o his_o counsel_n but_o in_o this_o hierogliphique_a which_o they_o make_v without_o hand_n they_o pass_v their_o consideration_n no_o far_o but_o that_o the_o counsellor_n shall_v be_v without_o hand_n so_o far_o as_o not_o to_o reach_v out_o his_o hand_n to_o foreign_a tentation_n of_o bribe_n in_o matter_n of_o counsel_n and_o that_o it_o be_v not_o necessary_a that_o the_o head_n shall_v employ_v his_o own_o hand_n that_o the_o same_o man_n shall_v serve_v in_o the_o execution_n which_o assist_v in_o the_o counsel_n but_o that_o there_o shall_v not_o belong_v hand_n to_o every_o head_n action_n to_o every_o counsel_n be_v never_o intend_v so_o much_o as_o in_o figure_n and_o representation_n for_o as_o matrimony_n be_v scarce_o to_o be_v call_v matrimony_n august_n where_o there_o be_v a_o resolution_n against_o the_o fruit_n of_o matrimony_n against_o the_o have_v of_o child_n so_o counsel_n be_v not_o counsel_n but_o illusion_n where_o there_o be_v from_o the_o begin_n no_o purpose_n to_o execute_v â—he_n determinaâ—ions_n of_o â—hose_v counsel_n the_o art_n and_o science_n be_v most_o proper_o refer_v to_o the_o head_n that_o be_v their_o proper_a element_n and_o sphere_n but_o yet_o the_o art_n of_o prove_v logic_n and_o the_o art_n of_o persuade_v rhetoric_n be_v deduce_v to_o the_o hand_n and_o that_o express_v by_o a_o hand_n contract_v into_o a_o sist_z and_o this_o by_o a_o hand_n enlarge_v and_o expanded_a and_o evermore_o the_o power_n of_o man_n and_o the_o power_n of_o god_n himself_o be_v express_v soâ—_n all_o thing_n be_v in_o hiâ—_n handâ—_n â—_z neither_o be_v 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