desire to be great Then ye must become little that ye may be great For he that would be exalted must humble himself and he that humbles himself shall be exalted Behold I came down from Heaven and have humbled my self by taking the form of a Servant to be despised upon Earth and ye poor Earthen Vessels are ye lifting up your heads and your pretentions to the highest places in Heaven The second thing that he requir'd of them was that they should have the same Sincerity Goodness and Purity of Soul which that Child had Unless ye become pure and simple as this child ye shall in no wise enter into the Kingdom of Heaven This was to move them to that first Grace in all its Purity and Perfection since without that no Soul can enter into Heaven For a Christian must be brought back to that first Grace and Purity which he received in Baptism either by keeping his Soul from sin even from the lightest or else after having sinned whether lightly or grievously by washing his Soul with Tears of Repentance and Contrition and cleansing it from all stain and guilt by Faith in the Passion of Christ and by partaking of his Body and Blood in the Holy Sacrament and so the Soul is brought into the Purity of that little Child and made capable of entring into the Kingdom of Heaven Now the Sincerity and Charity and clearness of Conscience wherewith the Lord by the force of the Spirit and by the holy Exercises of the Spiritual Life cleanseth and purifieth a Soul St. Paul calls Goodness which in substance is an inward and superiour degree of pureness of Conscience so simple and so perfect that it resembles the Innocence of a Child This Goodness is an absolute compliance of our Thoughts Words and Actions to the Will of God It is a full resignation to whatsoever God does that goes whithersoever his Divine Majesty directs performs whatsoever he appoints and seeks and follows and loves God in all things By this kind of Goodness a good Man does not seem to be in search of that which is good but to be already in the possession of it and holds it as a thing which he had found before This Purity of Loving Thinking Speaking and Doing the Lord Jesus requir'd also in his Disciples when he said to them Let your words be Yea Yea and Nay Nay as if he should have said let your words speak according to your hearts and your hearts speak according to my holy Will Say neither more nor less than what ye think for the Speech ought in all things to be conformable to the Thoughts and whatsoever is more can neither be Goodness nor Sincerity for Christ himself says that it is sin and therefore to praise a Man very much we properly say he is a Man that thinks what he speaks and speaks what he thinks for the former praises his Truth and the other his Ingenuity and Goodness This intrinsick Goodness is that which is in God by his Essence and that for which he is so often praised in the Scripture saying Thou art good O Lord teach me to be good by thy goodness as who should say O uncreated Goodness impart some of thy Goodness to me and the Soul begs this same Goodness with a gentle Sweetness and Meekness when she prays Let the light of thy countenance O Lord shine upon us and teach us thy statutes which is a Prayer we ought very often to make to God Of Meekness This kind of Goodness is accompanied with Meekness as Light is with Brightness for that being true and sincere and holy and having so much of God in it his Divine Majesty does as it were cloath him outwardly with the latter who inwardly possesses the former making a sweet and gentle Meekness to shine through all his Deportment And so thou mayest know a good heart by a peaceable quiet behaviour for nothing moves or disturbs it Nothing disturbs a good Man because his Confidence and his Affection are only placed in God he loves and seeks him and disregards all things else Nothing affrights him for his Goodness by Love doth cast out Fear he desires nothing that is Temporal for he sees whatsoever is so passeth away and comes suddenly to an end Nothing moves him because he only seeks for God who is unmoveable Nothing afflicts him because he resists and conquers all Crosses with his Patience He wants nothing because he possesses God who possesses all things and desires nothing because God alone is to him All-sufficient Now consider what Meekness that Soul must have who neither loves nor desires nor pretends to any thing who is neither troubled nor affrighted nor discomposed at any thing but in all Occurrences rests quietly in God This is a rare Meekness indeed I say rare because it is admirable and because I believe few have it in this Mortal Life since we see that even the holiest Men have been angry and there are Persons that are very perfect who Reprove and Chide who Reform and Punish with Anger Nay even Moses himself who is called the Meekest Man upon Earth was certainly transported with great Anger when he threw down and brake the Tables of the Law which God had written with his own finger God and his Love can do all things and no body can number or weigh or measure the Miracles of his Grace But thou deceivest thy self as I have told thee if thou thinkest that a Spiritual Meekness excludes Zeal for Reformation since the being gentle in Heart and very couragious in Zeal may well enough consist together and it was a great cause of surprize and indignation for Moses to find that People worshipping an Idol that had so manifestly seen the Power of God so many ways made known to them in their Protection and Deliverance And Christ himself who far excell'd Moses in Meekness as in all other Vertues was angry when he whip'd the Buyers and Sellers out of the Temple urging that Verse of the Psalm The Zeal of thine House hath even eaten me up And when he reprehended the Masters of the Law for destroying the Law and suffering the People to be loose and wicked though he was angry with them yet he was not the less meek in heart for the gentleness and serenity of it shin'd even through his Zeal and even then also he might have said Learn of me for I am meek and lowly of heart He meekly had a sweetness within his Zeal as the Honey-comb was in the mouth of Samson's Lion He shewed his Anger to draw them to his Meekness and seeing so many Discourses and so many Sermons and so many Miracles had wrought nothing upon them to soften their hardness as we do Iron by Fire he applied that of his Zeal for a Remedy The Vices do oppose and hinder one another but the Vertues do assist and help one another A Man cannot be Prodigal and Covetous at the same time for if he will give
I come with the Olive-branch of Peace in my mouth the Merits and Intercession of the Prince of Peace I have nothing else to plead but by them and by them only I hope to be received and kept from ever departing from thee any more If thou hast not been so great a Sinner as I art thou less bound to God for preserving thee from it than I for being pardon'd and reclaimed Shall the Benefit by thee be accounted less because it is really much greater Does the Hand that saved me from a Wound do me a smaller kindness than that which cures me when I am wounded Or rather is not the benefit of Preserving much the greater by saving the Blood I should have lost by the Wound and the Pain I should have suffered in the Cure For though it require a greater Power to lift me up when I am down than when I am up to keep me from falling yet to me the Benefit is more worth which prevents me from a Mischief than that which gives me remedy when I am in it Thus have I seen O God for how many Benefits I am indebted to thee notwithstanding my many Sins O let not an horrible Ingratitude be the last and greatest of them all Man's Laws have ordained no Punishment for that infamous Crime either because they did not believe that any thing in the World could be so bad as an ungrateful Person or that they could find no Punishment proportionable to so great a Crime The wildest and the most savage Breasts are grateful to their Benefactors and good turns have tamed the fiercest Lions but we more savage than the furious Beasts are so far from Gratitude that on the contrary we each moment offend our most gracious Benefactor But suffer us not O Lord to do so any longer and let the greatest of all thy Benefits be to make us thankful for them and with the humblest Devotion of our Souls to acknowledge that the Number of them is infinite and their Nature most transcendent Of the Guard of Angels We have seen how watchful the All-seeing Eye of God's Providence is for the Preservation of our Souls and Bodies The Holy Jesus tells us that without it not so much as a Sparrow falls to the Ground how much less a Man who is more worth than many Sparrows And to express his great Care of our smallest concerns he says that even the very Hairs of our Head are numbred Thus dwelling under the Defence of the most High and abiding under the Shadow of the Almighty any other Protection might be thought wholly needless yet God as subordinate to that hath out of his super-abundant Love to Mankind been pleased from the Beginning of the World to protect them particularly by the Guard of Angels for having created those Blessed Spirits in distinct Hierarchies and Choirs the chiefest of them he applied principally to the Worship and Veneration of himself and appointed others to serve him in the Succour and Assistance of Humane Nature We are told in the Epistle to the Hebrews that they are Ministring Spirits sent forth to Minister to those that shall be Heirs of Salvation And their forwardness to obey God in all things that relate to the good of Man is seen in many places of the Scripture HEre the Author having cited many places where Angels have been employ'd for the Service or for the Punishment of Mankind makes a long Discourse whereby he endeavours to establish their Doctrine of adoring and praying to Angels and proceeds with great Devotion therein but here our Church forbids us to go along with him allowing us to search the Scriptures where we find express Texts and Examples flatly to the contrary thus we read in the Revelation that when St. John was going to fall down and to adore the Angel he was strictly forbidden by him saying See thou do it not for I am thy Fellow-servant Worship thou God And we have a plain Text fore-warning us to take heed that no Man deceive us by a voluntary Humility and the Worshipping of Angels St. Paul was wrapp'd up into the Third Heaven and yet he makes no relation of those blessed Inhabitants but says he saw what it was not lawful for Man to utter and the Scripture tells us that things secret belong unto the Lord but the things that are revealed belong to us We ought therefore to content our selves with them and not to be wise beyond Sobriety but while they pretend not only to know particularly the Names and Ranks of the several Choirs in each Hierarchy but also the particular Business and Employment of every one of them Our part should be to acknowledge how infinitely we are indebted to God for his Goodness towards us and to raise our Minds to the highest Admiration and Reverence of God's unspeakable Power in Creating them and to the most ardent Love of his Goodness in employing their Ministry for our Benefit but most especially for that happy Message brought by the Angel Gabriel to the Blessed Virgin Mary of the Incarnation of the Eternal Word which was the beginning of our Redemption and for the joyful News of his Nativity delivered to the poor Shepherds by an Angel when suddenly a Multitude of the heavenly Host sung Glory to God on high c. How can we forbear to cry out with the Psalmist Lord what is Man that thou art mindful of him or the Son of Man that thou regardest him Thou madest him lower than the Angels to crown him with Glory and Honour Instead of praying to them let us lift up our Minds and Prayers to the Creator of them and in Thankfulness for all Mercies join with that blessed Choir to magnifie him Let us beseech him that hath ordained and constituted the Services of Angles and Men in a wonderful Order mercifully to grant that as his holy Angels always do him service in Heaven so by his appointment they may succour and defend us on Earth through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The Fourth WEEK Of the Benefit of Redemption WE are come now to the utmost top of all the Divine Benefits which requires a most attentive Consideration Our great Creator in the making of Man designed a most wonderful Union between his Soul his Body and his God Three things so vastly distant and so strangely different that nothing but Omnipotency could have joyn'd them together for what can be more different than a dead Clod of Earth and a living immaterial Soul What can be more distant than a Soul dwelling here below in the narrow Limits of an Earthly Body and the Divinity of an infinite and an eternal God who dwelleth in the highest Heavens and whom even the Heaven of Heavens cannot contain In this blessed State he was placed in the Garden of Paradice where nothing was forbidden him but the Tree of Knowledge and with this Covenant that if he continued in obedience he should never die but be translated from that Earthly to an
Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost thou wert signed with the Sign of the Cross in token that thou shouldest not be asham'd to confess the Faith of Christ crucified but manfully fight under his Banner against Sin the World the Flesh and the Devil and continue Christ's faithful Souldier and Servant unto thy life's end Consider that being come to Understanding thou art brought to take thy Baptismal Vow upon thy self in Confirmation whereby the Soul is fortified to fight the inward Battles of this Life and to bear the Cross Consider that at the receiving the Sacrament if thou dost it worthily thou renewest the same Vow and that the Benefits of Christ's Death cannot be convey'd to thee therein but by believing and working according to thy belief What is all this but to teach us that our Faith ought to be lively and that believing and doing must go together in a Christian For if thou wantest a hand to work thou wilt also want a hand to lay hold of Christ's Merits and to apply them to thy Soul Beg therefore of God that he would give thee a true a vital and an active Faith for by that means thou mayest have a sure and a certain Hope and an ardent Charity since they that believe well hope well and they that hope well love well He that works as he believes and believes as Christ commands him hopes in the same proportion that he believes If thou hopest as thou believest and believest as thou oughtest and lovest in the same manner as thou hopest Heaven and Glory are surely thine thou hast already conquer'd Hell The Devils flie already from thee The Angels are already with thee The Saints already bear thee Company Thou art already under the Protection of thy Blessed Saviour and art already sealed by him for an Heir predestinated to his Glory Pray therefore earnestly to God for a lively Faith and then thou shalt have certain Hope and fervent Charity The Root of that most beautiful Tree is Faith the green Leaves and fair Flowers of it are Hope and the sweet savoury Fruit is Charity This Tree of true Wisdom is the Tree of Eternal Life which cures the Wounds of the Tree of Death and of Knowledge Pant and gasp after the Fruit of this Spiritual Tree which is Divine Charity If thou feelest that if thou possessest that thou art already grown up and hast profited considerably in the Spiritual Life If thou feelest the love of God in thee and that thy heart be warmed with one spark thereof rejoyce and be of good courage for thou art already near the top of Calvary which is the Mount of Christian Perfection The day that God gives a Soul the feeling of his Love and an eager hearty desire to serve and to please him he draws it near to him and unites it to himself nay he already gives it a Pledge that living always so he may safely hope never to be parted from him Hast thou Divine Charity and dost thou feel the love of God within thee Thou wilt cast away Humane Passions and Imperfections and having banished that which is imperfect that which is perfect will continue and increase in thee Hast thou Divine Charity and dost thou feel the love of God Darkness will speedily flie away and an holy perfect Light will enlighten thee O Divine Charity how great is thy Power how great is thy Worth What is it that thou canst not do Thou art more Omnipotent in a manner than Omnipotency itself Thou madest the Son of God to leave the Bosom of his Omnipotent Father to seek a Mother to become Man and to die on the Cross for Man In the doing all which acts of excessive Kindness Omnipotency was as it were the Servant of Divine Charity since those things could not have been done if Omnipotency had not obey'd the infinite Love of God in performing what his Charity ordained If thou lovest God then I reckon thee safe on shore Persevere go on with joy and chearfulness and all will be easie sweet and pleasant to thee The Love of God facilitates the Exercises of a Spiritual Life and makes them sweet though in themselves they be bitter The Love of God chears the Soul and resists great Storms of Temptations Afflictions and Tribulations and keeps a Conscience pure holy prompt and lively The Love of God gives more pleasure in Suffering than Pleasure itself does in the enjoying The Love of God gives Light and drives away Darkness from the heart and as Night and Day cannot consist together so neither can Divine Charity and Sin The Love of God gives Strength and Perseverance in what is good and Valour and Constancy to oppose what is evil The Love of God roots out Passions Hatred and Revenge from the heart and introduces Pity Goodness and Mercy with the other excellent Vertues Finally the Love of God quickens defends comforts strengthens enlightens and perfects the Heart and Soul and so long as thou keepest it there it brings all under Subjection and Obedience to Reason It is strong sweet and powerful loving constant couragious and chearful it contains in it all that is good and casts out whatsoever is evil Exercise thy self then in Love if thou desirest the Lord should Crown thee If thou hast a mind to profit employ thy heart in loving Day and Night Love the Lord who in his Eternal purpose loved thee before there was Day or Night Let every return of thy breath breathe out the Love of this Lord so that thy respiration and thy love to him may he equally constant in thee THE THIRD PART OF THE Spiritual Year IN September October November December SEPTEMBER The First WEEK Of the Vertue of Religion and of the manner of Governing the Cardinal and Moral Vertues by that of Religion AN ardent Love a lively Faith and a constant Hope will bring thee to another most sweet and noble Vertue called Religion or the inward and outward Worship of God which is that that creates and promotes all the other Vertues and goes alway intermingled with Prayer In this thou oughtest to Exercise thy self with very great Humility All thy Conversation should be with God of God and for God Enter thy self into his Service by Faith adore him with Reverence and love all that appertains to him There is no need for thee to go up into Heaven to seek this Lord since for that purpose even Earth is Heaven and all Heaven is to be found in this narrow place of our Banishment Thou oughtest also to bear great Reverence to the Houses of God and to Sacred Persons for these are the Ministers of God and do represent God and those are Holy places consecrated and appointed for his outward Worship If thou dost live thus with Reverence and Fear and dost exercise the Vertue of Religion with Love which is the height of all Perfection thou shalt walk on in Spirit in Truth and in Prayer and shalt in the
and by that wound receive me into and hide me in thy Heart free me from my self free me from all my Vices by thy holy Vertues and by thy sacred Wounds O heavenly Physician heal those many whereby though I have made my self the most unworthy and the most wretched of thy Creatures yet am I thereby the fitter Object of thy Mercies FEBRVARY The First WEEK Of the Remembrance of Death 1. WOuld'st thou amend thy loose irregular Life Remember Death and do while thou livest as thou would'st wish to have done when thou shalt come to die This Life which thou thinkest so lasting is but vanity This Life which thou livest as if thou thought'st it would never have an end is ending every moment and is making an end of thee Death comes flying speedily to us and we are running as fast to it they quickly meet that seek one another with so much haste Would'st thou take off thy value and esteem from that which is corruptible Look upon all things as subject to Death and full of Corruption 2. All that is in this World breaths Death in the midst of Life and all that seems Life is a secret Death Kingdoms and Empires die some destroy'd by the Hands of others some even by their own The Assyrian Monarchy was slain by the Medes that of the Medes by the Persians that of the Persians by the Graecians that of the Graecians by the Romans and that of the Romans by many several Nations and then they all made an end of one another If the whole which is strong and potent die can any part live which is weak and divided within it self The stateliest and strongest Buildings die Look and thou shalt no where find the Colosse's the Mausoleum's the Palaces and highest Edifices of the Ancients Those Towers which seem'd to touch the Stars ruined themselves by their own weight and greatness If Houses of the most lasting Marble die shall this petty Inhabitant of them live whose Body is but a little dust that vanisheth at a blast of wind 3. Might and Power also dies conquer'd sometimes by it self sometimes by a greater Power What is become of those Gyants of Vanity who with so much Pride did trample upon all the World What is become of those who made whole Monarchies to tremble at their lightest Motions or Disgusts They are now a heap of Bones lying upon the Earth and they who struck so great a Terror through all the Earth are themselves reduc'd to Earth already Yesterday they trampled all under their feet to day they are trampled under feet by all and thrown out to be the Food of Worms There is no need of Thunder-boks from Heaven to strike down this Power so full of weakness Earthquakes are superfluous on this occasion There needs neither Conflagration nor Deluge nor all no not so much as one of the Elements it is enough if there be but one Humour distemper'd within a Man 's own Body a malignant Feaver will serve the turn nay a fatal Sneeze upon a violent occasion is sufficient This is the hard necessity to which all humane Power is tied and subject and to which it must be forc't to yield Who then would fear any other Power but that of God which is the true Power indeed 4. What is become of the Honour the Riches and the Authority of those Grandees whom once the World adored It ended with their Power Imperial and Royal Crowns and Scepters Pontifical Miters Palls and Crosiers with all such Ensigns of Dignity roul up and down on the Wheel of Uncertainty following the course of Days Hours and Moments Scarce do they appear when they are already vanished scarce have they begirt the Brows of one when they instantly forsake him to seek the Brows of another Yesterday a Throne to day a Coffin Yesterday Rich and cloathed with stately Robes to day reduc'd to Rags and Beggary And are Wealth and Honours subject to these sudden Changes Who then would seek any other Honour but that of God and of an humble vertuous Life Who would seek other Riches than those of his Gifts and Graces 5. What and doth Beauty Gallantry Sprightliness and good Humour die too One may rather doubt whether they live at all So great is the Vanity and Shortness of them Where are now those Narcissus's and Adonis's those Venus's and Cleopatras's those Livias's and other Flowers of Beauty which in each Age shew themselves and vanish almost at the same hour Death cuts them all down and that which is less even Life it self destroys them Riches Power and Temporal Greatness do sometimes last as long as Life and nothing but Death alone does conquer them but Beauty is so frail a thing that 't is subject to be cut off not only by Death but even by Life also That which was yesterday the Envy and Admiration of the World to day is Ugliness and Deformity A slight accidental swelling of a Cheek or a discolouring of the Complexion a small Addition or Abatement in the Plumpness of the Face an outward Alteration or Change of the Countenance whether natural or violent takes away the former Air and presently farewel handsomness Let but a little Rheum fall into the Eyes a few Wrinkles shrivel the Skin a small Convulsion pull the Mouth awry a few Pimples break out in the Nose or any internal Humour discompose that outward Symmetry and instantly there is an end of Beauty There is no need of Death nor Small-pox Wounds nor Burnings A little Wind a little Nothing will serve to wither that delicate Flower Did I say nothing That was too much for it decayeth and withereth of it self and is it self its own destroyer 6. Beauty 't is strange dies with living ends with lasting and is ruin'd by its Conservation Is it not a wonderful thing that living and continuing should make it become horrible and loathsome That the handsomest Person should only by living become abominable and deformed And that meerly the Duration of Life should make the most beautiful Lady to be abhorred According to this it plainly appears that that which we have thought to be Life is Death that which we have thought a Being is not a Being but a ceasing to be that which we take to be Truth is Falshood that which seems to be Riches and Authority is Impotence and Vanity and that which looks like Life is Death or at least a Shadow of Death 7. Let us therefore lift up our Eyes and Hearts to that Life which is Eternal and knows no Death Of what Importance of what value can that be which either leaves me while I live or must be left by me when I die Nothing is lasting or of any worth but Vertue Truth and Piety To serve God and to please him is the only Riches and Power and that the only Beauty which lasteth to Eternity The Second WEEK How much it concerns the Soul to remember Death in the Time of Life 1. COnsider that Life passeth
defence of his Souldiers They hazard their lives for a pitiful Pay which oftentimes they never get but our King and Captain secures us a certain Pay rewarding us with Life and Glory If they fly over to their Enemy 't is out of hope to preserve their lives but if we do so we run to eternal death and fly from eternal life The War of the World is made by wounding hurting and killing others but the War of God against the World is made by receiving Injuries Affronts Wounds and even Death it self if it be necessary The War of the World is to Conquer by destroying others but the War against the World is to Conquer by undergoing Difficulties and Suffering for God's sake In that War it is Force that overcomes in this 't is Patience The Victories of that War are gotten by pulling down and trampling upon others but in this by debasing and humbling our selves The Triumphs of that War are here upon Earth and of a short continuance but those of this War are to be in Heaven above and to endure for ever and ever Fight therefore couragiously have patience and persevere the Battle lasts but for a while thou art already near the Crown that is to be thy Reward Arm us O thou great Captain of our Salvation for this Warfare with the Shield of Faith the Breast-plate of Righteousness the Helmet of Salvation and with the Sword of the Spirit and grant that having our Feet shod with the preparation of the Gospel of Peace we may chearfully withstand all Assaults of our Ghostly Enemies keeping still present in our thoughts the Vow we made to thee in our Baptism to fight manfully under thy Banner against the World the Flesh and the Devil and to continue thy Faithful Souldiers and Servants unto our lives end The Second WEEK Of Repentance and Absolution OUR blessed Redeemer and Saviour of Souls did not stop here He thought it not enough to Arm us for the Spiritual Warfare but has also provided a Remedy to cure our Wounds His Divine Majesty knew our weakness he knew our proneness to Vice he knew that like Cowards we should sometimes throw down our Weapons at the feet of our Enemies and basely fly from his Banner for the sake of some filthy Appetite He would not leave our Souls without help but his Compassion seeing our Frailty and Misery was pleased in the very sight of so great Ingratitude to prepare a Medicine for the cure of our Wounds and an Antidote for the Poyson of our Sins by establishing the Doctrine of Repentance and by giving Power and Commandment to his Ministers to declare and pronounce unto such as are truly Penitent the Absolution and Remission of their sins Great was the Love of our Lord in dying for us upon the Cross nor was it less in giving us this means to make his Sufferings effectual to us To pardon past Offences has been seen and sometimes one man to suffer for another but not at so dear a Price as his own Blood For a Person offended to suffer the sight of his Enemies is much when it is to do them good but 't is much more when he knows that they are not only Enemies but that they are ungrateful and despise his Benefits to shed his very blood to make a Medicine for their Wounds This is a pity exceeding all Humane Understanding That there should be care taken in Armies to cure the Wounded and Hospitals for the Sick it is not strange because they are Faithful Souldiers and venture their Lives in Fighting for their King But in the War of the Spirit that the Saviour of Souls should prepare Remedies not for his Friends that fight on his side but for Enemies and Souldiers that desert him that he should admit them again to be new listed under his Banner is a Mercy beyond comparison To pardon Mutineers has been seen in Armies but yet the Heads are commonly punished and the Companies disbanded but not only to pardon such Enemies and Traytors but to call them back to Love to Cure to Reward to Honour and Sustain them with his own Flesh and Blood can be the effect of nothing but an Infinite Charity and Compassion So great is the Benefit of Repentance which giving us a Title to the blood of Christ not only Cures those that are wounded but also raises those that are dead in sins nor is there any thing above the Cure of that Soveraign Medicine unless the Party affected resists the power of it which is so great that it not only cures the Wound but takes away the very Scars and makes those that are recovered more sound and healthful than they were before Behold a Man fallen from a Ship into the Sea and ready to be drowned amidst the Waves see with what eagerness he calls for a Cable with what greediness he catches at the Plank nay the poor wretch would even lay hold on a naked Sword to save his Life though with the loss of his Blood so the Christian who by the Grace of Baptism sails in the Ship of the Church being carried by his Passions throws himself into the World and is sinking in the Tempest of his sins and if he be drowned he perishes to Eternity but as he is sinking he finds this second Plank of Repentance to save him from Shipwrack and by it is drawn up into the Ship again and preserved to arrive in safety at his desired Port. Apply thy self therefore to the use of this Remedy with Humility with an holy Disposition and great sorrow for thy sins and by Faith in the Merits of Christ's Blood and then thou shalt rise up not only cured but crowned Call to remembrance thy sins and make a firm Resolution never to offend thy Lord again Be affected with a sorrow that is pure in its sincerity pious in its intention great in its degree perpetual in its lasting and particular in the enumeration of thy several sins with all the aggravating Circumstances thereof Finally let thy Confession be clear and undissembled with confusion of Face for thy often relapses giving Glory to God and taking Shame to thy self Make use of a Spiritual Guide in all difficulties of Conscience for thy Instruction and Consolation Forgive all Injuries thou hast at any time received which are but a few Pence in comparison of the many Talents which thou hast to be forgiven and remember that Christ says Except ye forgive men their trespasses neither will your Heavenly Father forgive you your trespasses And not only forgive thine Enemies but embrace them with unfeigned Affection for his sake and by his Example who loved thee when thou wast his Enemy Of the Holy Eucharist In this Preparation of Soul wounded both with Love and Grief and thirsting as the Hart for the Water-brooks approach reverently to the Sacrament of thy Saviour's Body and Blood which that gracious Lord instituted at his last Supper for a continual remembrance of the Sacrifice of himself
Soul when thou hast receiv'd thy Lord for that is the time for thee to beg and pray since he is not deaf but will hear thee not dumb but will speak unto thee not blind but will look upon thee and being most loving he will not reject thy love God works in the hearts of the Faithful according to what he himself is and according to what he finds in them and even though he find not in them such a convenient disposition as is due to so high a Majesty yet if they be in any measure disposed his goodness improves it and even that first disposition is a gift of his Goodness and Vertue Since therefore he gives thee all things and thou owest him whatsoever thou hast give thy self wholly to him who gives thee all things Come with cleanness to receive that Divine Purity and beg of him more Purity and more cleanness knowing thine own defilement and unworthiness Keep him fast with love whom thou receivest with an holy reverential fear and be not guilty of so gross a folly as to forsake him when thou hast but newly received him For thee to receive God and presently to turn thy back upon him and give thy self up to Worldly Affairs is the gross stupidity of the Traytor Judas who had scarce received him when he presently went away to sell him No be not so base and unworthy remain with him and suffer thy self to be enflamed with that Coelestial fire To him reduce all thy love and consideration raise up thy mind to him in Heaven and where thy Treasure is there let thine Heart be also The Third WEEK Of frequenting the Sacrament THE time shall come saith our Saviour to the Woman of Samaria that God shall be adored in all places and not only in Jerusalem as who should say the time shall come when Heaven shall come upon Earth Wouldst thou attain eternal Blessings Ask them of the Lord in the blessed Sacrament Wouldst thou be freed of thy Passions and have all Vertues planted in thee Wouldst thou have encrease of Grace and high Gifts of the Spirit Beg them of the Lord in his Sacrament receive it with frequency and purify thy self to approach that Lord of all Purity Receive with profound Humility that admirable Example of Humility and with ardent Charity him that is not only the Pattern of perfect Charity but even Charity it self That which thou receivest he gives thee and that which thou seekest desirest and labourest for thou mayest find in that foundation of all our Good and that remedy of all our Evils But thou wilt say Alas I cannot easily no nor with all the Pains I take find that Humility Purity and Charity you speak of and which you say will make me fit to receive him for if I could I would seek them and strive to get them and would offer them up to that Divine Lord but because I cannot attain them I fear to partake of that coelestial Food It concerns our Necessity to seek them but the finding of them belongs to his Grace If thou seekest them heartily in Spirit and Truth thou already hast them for God in his Goodness never obliges thee to find but only to seek The finding is much more certain than the seeking for this depends upon thy weakness but that upon his infinite Love and Charity Dost thou confess thy Sins with an unfeigned Sorrow and with true purpose and desire of Amendment Dost thou avoid the occasions of Sin and dost thou fly from Evil striving to exercise thy self in that which is good Dost thou feel Contrition for having offended so good a God Art thou truly desirous to please him for the future Wouldst thou in good earnest have thy Soul and Conscience ordered by him and that he should frame it according to his good pleasure Then what art thou afraid of Draw near to thy Lord with Love but yet still preserve his filial and holy Fear That good fear does not separate a Man from God but calls him and draws him nearer and encreases in the Saints in the same Proportion that their Love does A perfect Fear which springs from the high Knowledge of so high a Majesty and brings forth a deep Humility and Reverence of God does not drive Souls from but unites them more nearly to God This is the difference between a base servile Fear and a filial Fear that the servile grows greater by doing ill but filial Fear increases and becomes more perfect by doing well Wouldst thou see it An imperfect Man fears by reason of the Pains of Hell How much the more he sins so much the more he fears and how much greater is the number of his Offences so much greater is his fear of Damnation nor does he make one step in wickedness which if he set himself to think of it does not augment that terror This is the greatest Anguish of Mind ill Men have when they come to die and their fear is sometimes so excessive that they utterly despair of Mercy unless God by his especial Grace detain them On the other side the good Man fears God because he is his Father his Lord and Creator and is therefore afraid to displease him by how much the more he loves him by so much the more he fears to provoke and anger him and by how much the more his knowledge of that high Majesty does encrease by so much the more that holy Fear of God encreases also and with it the desire of pleasing him and the care not to offend him whereby he comes with greater confidence to rely upon his Mercy and Favour and therefore Thomas Aquinas says That the holy Fear of God may consist with the Blessedness of those in Heaven who though they be already freed from the Fears of the World and from losing that unspeakable Happiness do yet fear the Lord as well as love him and do therefore fear him because they love him for this holy fear takes Birth from Love is cloathed with Love and is indeed rather respect and reverence than fear And thus thou oughtest to receive the Lord in the Sacrament with Love and with Fear since this fear is Humility is Reverence is Love For because thou knowest so great a Majesty thou fearest it and fearing loving and reverencing the Greatness of that Majesty thou art to approach thou humblest thy self in the depth of thine own unworthiness and this Knowledge Fear Reverence and Humility inclines God to come unto thee to dwell with thee to inflame thee and preserve thee in his Love Woe be to that Man that comes to receive Christ without fearing him Woe be to that Man that receives without considering that it is God whom he receives and that he that receives him is but a weak wretched and sinful Man Woe be to him that receives God rashly and inconsiderately without weighing the infinite Difference that there is between the high â—od and so vile a Creature Those holy Men who did most
comes at last to the fear of offending so great a Goodness the Lord being so gracious and so good that he encreases our Charity only through the excess of his We begin with that which is imperfect before we can attain to that which is perfect We begin with Self-love and end with the hatred of our selves and with the perfect Love of God Believe me the receiving of this Sacrament draws vast Advantages along with it and those the Lord only by his infinite Goodness works wonderfully in us beyond what we see know or understand Let every one draw near with such Examination Confession and Preparation as he is able to make be it more or less if he have us'd his utmost diligence and let him hope that God will give him an hundred-fold encrease of what he brings How many Saints hath servile Fear made and brought to filial Fear who afterwards with Faith and Hope burning in Charity have cast away the former Fear and been enflam'd with love of the second How many Saints have begun their Spiritual course with fear of being tormented in Hell who afterwards only for God and his Love's sake have repented and bewailed their Sins and are now reigning in the Joys of Heaven How many Saints have by the means of Love cast out that imperfect Fear which was the Instrument to bring them to Love and to perfect filial Fear Our good Lord cures and remedies all things if we seek him and receive him by Grace trusting and relying upon his Goodness and Love to us Therefore those acts of Religion which are due as to their last end unto the three divine Persons in one Essence thou oughtest frequently to direct to the Reverence and the Worship of God in this divine and mysterious Sacrament In this Point all the Lines of thy Affection and Devotion ought to meet as in their Center Though it was the Son alone by whom it was instituted yet the Father is with him and with the Father is the Holy Ghost That Divine Lord that he might become our Saviour took our Nature upon him being conceived in the Womb of the blessed Virgin and if thou dost adore him the Saints and Angels are at the same time Adoring and Worshipping him whom thou dost adore and worship and for thy doing so with them He will both help and bless thee Thus the Devotion to our Saviour Jesus Christ in the Sacrament is the greatest of all Devotions This Worship and Reverence is the highest and comprehends all the rest The Fourth WEEK Of the Kingdom of Grace THE Kingdom of God says the Saviour of Souls is within you and it is that Kingdom of Grace which brings to the eternal Kingdom of Glory nor is it a small benefit and comfort that it is within us that we need not go far to seek it and to find it Happy is that necessitous Person who has his relief within himself he cannot be poor unless through perverse idleness he embraces his own Misery neither desiring nor knowing how to make use of that relief O the great Unhappiness that we should have this holy Kingdom within us and yet go out of it O the high Misfortune that this Kingdom of Grace being an infallible Pledge of that eternal one of Glory I by my Sins should banish my self from both the Kingdom of Grace and that of Glory that I my self of my own accord should forsake the eternal Joys and choose the Torments of Hell by embracing Passions and despising Vertue The Kingdom of Grace is to be in the Grace of God and God in us by his Mercy to subdue our Passions and by that means to make the inside suitable to the outside It is that my Reason should govern my Passions and the Spirit my Reason and to keep the Flesh mortified under that Dominion The Kingdom of Grace is that mine own Will and Appetites should be destroyed as much as may be and that the Divine Will should rule Instead of it O true Kingdom O just Empire without the least shew of Tyranny where the Creator governs the Creature and where Reason keeps the Passions and inferior Faculties of the Soul in subjection to it O Kingdom of true and holy Peace which knows nothing but Quietness and inward Joy above all other Contentments The Kingdom of Grace is for God to be in the Soul and the Soul in God for the Son to be in the Favour of his Father for the Creature to find himself beloved by the Creator for the Servant to yield himself humble obedient and resigned to the Will of his loving Lord which is not only Grace but Glory and great Glory In how great liberty is that happy Soul that lives and acts thus in the Grace of God! how much above all the Troubles and Miseries of this Life No torment no pain no disgust cometh into this Kingdom for there can be no torment pain or disgust but in the loss of it nor can any one lose it but he that will by forsaking Grace to commit Sin So long as a Man is in the Grace of God and does not lose his Grace and Mercy all things else do neither add to him nor take from him neither hurt him nor concern him Let the World burn in Wars abound in Misfortunes or shine in Felicity Let this Man rise and the other fall Let humane Affairs go as they will and these temporal transitory Kingdoms be in Peace or in Confusion He from the height of his Spiritual Kingdom looks down upon all with a quiet Resignation Let all the World join against it and with the World the Flesh and the Devil Let Affronts Calumnies and Persecutions arise if he lose not God and his Grace all the rest is but a greater encrease of Grace and a nearer approach to Glory Strive therefore to enter into this Kingdom for only those that live in it here shall see the Face of God hereafter Rather live tormented in it than be drawn out of it by deceitful Pleasures Rather suffer thy self to be torn in pieces than to be brought under the Slavery and Miseries of Sin Rather suffer a thousand Torments in this holy militant Jerusalem than make thy self a wretched Slave in the infamous City Babylon Forsake not those Squadrons that are at the Gates of Heaven to flie over to those that are entring into the Jaws of Hell Each of these must go to their own place either to Glory or eternal Torment That they might not forsake this Kingdom of Grace the Holy Apostles Martyrs and Confessors forsook their Lives not to lose that the Baptist lost his Head St. Peter chose his Cross and the Apostle of the Gentiles gave up his Neck to the Sword St. Bartholomew gave his very Skin and finally all the Saints in Heaven chose Tribulations and Torments here upon Earth rather than to leave that sweet Kingdom of Grace And what great matter was it that they lost here since they recovered it an hundred fold
What will he give in Heaven to the good alone And if he underwent so many pains and torments in this Life only to purchase Eternal Happiness for them what Contents what Delights will he give them when they come to enjoy it The difficulty the greatness and the incomprehensibleness of that infinite Ransom was that God gave his Life upon the Cross for Man but it is an easie thing for him to bestow those Joys after he has paid the Purchase How great is that Glory which he bought for the Just when the Price of it was Infinite and that Infinite Price was the Blood of the Eternal Son of God But after all in my judgment the most proportionable measure to judge of it by is St. Paul's Rule The eye hath not seen nor the ear heard nor have entred into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love him See then how light and trivial are the pains and torments of this Life whereby we arrive at those high Contentments But to the greatness and immensity of this Joy Delight Sweetness Happiness and Glory is to be added the Eternal duration thereof To enjoy God for ever to be freed from Sufferings and to live possess'd of Joys for ever for ever for ever an Happiness that has no end a Glory that shall never cease Delights that time cannot consume having no power either upon them or those that enjoy them In this uncertain Mortal Life our Delights if there be any either end of themselves or put an end to the Life of him that enjoys them They end by their duration and perish even whilst they are lasting and destroy him that takes pleasure in them and are pain and death in the Image of Delights But O the Eternal and Coelestial Joys of Heaven which live and last and grow in their duration They change Time to Eternity their Being is Continuance they last without ending and are always beginning anew they are impossible to be lost and as impossible to be express'd For who is able to declare what it is to be Eternal Since Eternity is an immense Ocean whose bottom cannot be found a most obscure Abyss wherein are sunk all the Faculties of Humane Understanding an intricate Labyrinth out of which there is no issue a perpetual invariable and indeficient Present without what was or what shall be a great Year which ever begins and is never to end Finally that which never can be comprehended or conceived Dionysius the Areopagite speaking of God confesses that it cannot be said what he is but only what he is not and besides what he is In like manner Eternity cannot better be declared than by what it is not and besides what it is Eternity is not Time it is not Space it is not an Age it is not a Million of Ages but it is more than Time Space or Millions of Ages The Life wherein thou now art and which must shortly have an end is not Eternity the Health which thou at present enjoyest is not eternal thy Pleasures and Entertainments are not eternal thy Possessions and Treasures are not eternal that wherein thou trustest is not eternal the Goods of this World in which thou so much delightest are not eternal Thou must leave them all A far greater thing is Eternity above Kingdoms above Empires and above all Felicities 'T is this that makes the Joys of Heaven so inestimably valuable and so infinitely excellent Had they not an eternal durance they would be incomparably less desirable but Eternity being annex'd to the fruition of them enhances their worth above all possible comparison If we were to enjoy all the pleasures of the Senses for a thousand Myriads of Years but were to pass no further we ought to change them all for one only Pleasure that would last for ever Why then exchange we not one perishing Pleasure of the Earth which is to last but for a moment for all those immense Joys which we are to possess in Heaven for a World without end All the Temporal Goods of the World might well be quitted for the securing of only one that were eternal how is it then that we secure not all the eternal by forbearing now and then one which is Temporal It would infinitely exceed the Dominion of the whole World so long as the World shall last to be Lord but of one little Cottage for Eternity Time holds no comparison with it all that is Temporal how great soever being to be esteemed vile and base and all that is Eternal how small soever high and precious And that we may enlarge this Consideration as much as possible the very Being of God himself if it were but for a time might be quitted for some other infinitely less excellent which were Eternal And shall then the Covetous Man satisfie himself with those poor Treasures which Death may rob him of to morrow despising for them the Eternal Treasure of Heaven For certain if God should promise us to enjoy the pleasure of one only Sense for ever in the next Life we ought for it to part with all the pleasures we have in this How huge a folly is it then that promising all those immense Joys of Heaven we will not for all them together part with some of those poor ones on Earth That having a sure Prospect of an everlasting Recompence we will not for the sake and attainment of it despise temporal and uncertain Possessions In Eternal Blessings besides their perpetual continuance there is likewise this Advantage that they are free from change so as they can neither end nor diminish and that whilst Temporal Goods change and consume themselves they remain in the same firm stable and immutable condition for all Eternity Compare therefore the brevity and inconstancy of the things of this Life with the unchangeableness and eternal duration of those of the other Do but seriously observe the difference betwixt those two words Now and Ever The Fools of this World say Let us now rejoyce The Wise and Vertuous say It is better that we forbear our Pleasures now that we may hereafter enjoy Eternal Happiness The Worldlings say Let us now live daintily and fare deliciously The Servants of Christ say Let us dye in the Flesh that we may live ever without change The Sinners say Let us now enjoy the World They who fear God say Let us flie from this unstable World that we may for ever enjoy the Coelestial Compare these two and see who are the wiser those who aim only at what endures but this momentary Instant Now or those which look after Eternity which lasts for Ever those who shall suffer eternally without any Profit at all or those who are content to suffer a little in this World for so great a gain as is the Kingdom of Heaven In all respects therefore the eternal Goods are incomparably the most excellent and most transcendently superiour to all perishing Delights Aspire therefore unto them and
Mysteries of the Blessed Jesus for in them thou shalt find Light Joy and Company Fervency Grace and Devotion Go on and continue this Holy Meditation and it shall fill thy Soul with Treasures of Spiritual Comfort Of the Mystery of the Incarnation And first behold and consider the Eternal Son of God Co-eternal Co-omnipotent and Infinitely Wise with the Father coming forth from the Father yet without leaving him to be made Man the Holy Ghost in this high Mystery co-operating with the Father and the Son for the Three Divine Persons who concurred in the Creation of Man concurred also in his Reparation and Redemption Consider how he sets forth accompanied with the whole Court of Heaven and takes Flesh in the chaste Womb of the most pure and perfect Virgin that Nature ever saw the most Blessed Virgin Mary the Honour of Nazareth the Glory of Jerusalem and the Joy of all Israel Behold that unspeakable Union between the Divinity and the Humanity behold the Eternal Word cloathing himself with our Nature and espousing himself to it in that Virgin Bride-bed Here thou mayest know what thou owest to thy Creator and Saviour who for the love of thee and for thy Remedy made himself Man took on him the form of a Servant and subjected himself to all the Labours and Miseries to which Mankind is liable and together with our Nature loaded himself likewise with all their Pains and Punishments and which is more being Innocency itself he took upon him all their Sins also to suffer for them Consider thus what God did for thee and then consider likewise what thou owest to God for having done all this for thee That the Immense the Omnipotent and the Infinitely Wise should become Man for the Redemption of Man That those two Extreams so distant and distinct should be conjoyned that the Nature of Man which is Frailty and Misery should be united to the Divine Person of the Eternal Son of God which is the Supream and Soveraign Deity What greater cause can there be of Astonishment and Admiration Men use to say when they would express any thing impossible Heaven and Earth shall meet before this can come to pass Consider how much greater a thing is God's joyning the Humanity with the Divinity for my sake than the meeting of Heaven and Earth Can there be a greater Favour than that God to shew his love to us should do impossibilities Could Omnipotency want other means to Save and Redeem Mankind Could not his Infinite Wisdom have contriv'd other ways for the Salvation of the Sons of Adam without engaging himself in this incomprehensible expression of Love Yes most probably For to him that is All-powerful the most difficult things were very easie and to him that is Infinitely Wise they were also most clear and manifest but his excessive Love would for the Salvation of Man give that which was not precisely necessary and having it in his power to do less for their sakes he would needs do more O more than Infinite Goodness O Love that exceedest all Consideration That thou the Immense the Omnipotent and Infinite God shouldst be made Man for Man That thou shouldest so have limited thy self being the unbounded Creator of all things both in Heaven and Earth That thou shouldst be reduced to so short and narrow a space Thou who comprehendest the whole Creation within thy self and yet hast infinite room within that unmeasurable comprehension That thou shouldst become passible being by thy Divine Nature incapable of Labour Pains and Sufferings And not only passible but already beginning actually to suffer being Innocency and Goodness itself and the very Original of all Goodness and Innocency This does not only amaze Man's Understanding but even that of the highest Cherubims and only that same God can comprehend it who celebrated and performed this high and Soveraign Mystery Now let us come back to our selves and consider what is it for Man sinful Man to suffer that drags so many Chains of Passions and Wickednesses it being just that he should suffer for them since this Divine Lord suffers a close Restraint and Imprisonment in the Virgin 's Womb What is it for Man to humble himself for God's sake seeing God for Man's sake humbled himself so far as even to become Man What a small thing is it for Man to shut himself up in a Cell or to hide himself in a strait Enclosure in hope that he shall come forth to the enjoyment of Eternal Liberty since God the Son imprisons himself so closely for nine Months to come forth to suffer so many ways for Thirty and three years that he might purchase and obtain that very Liberty for Man What is it for the low the mean the vile and the unworthy to humble himself since the Divine the Immense the Omnipotent the Infinite and the most High hath abased himself to so great a degree Draw from hence that Humility which after a certain manner thou oughtest to be proud of as an Honour since thou dost that which God himself did for it must needs be always a great Honour to do that which has been done by that Eternal Majesty Behold what thankfulness thou owest to that unspeakable Goodness for that wonderful expression of his Love in the Incarnation of the Son of the Eternal God and how it can be possible for Man with sufficient gratitude to acknowledge that God should make himself Man for the Redemption of Man that he should come down from Heaven to Earth to make Earth an Inheritor of Heaven This in my Opinion was the greatest of all the expressions of God's Love and Kindness in this was the greatest Conquest of his Charity in this it was that he measured the most unmeasurable distance When once he was made Man to suffer for Man was but an Humane distance although a very vast one because that Man was God but that being God he should make himself Man was a Divine distance and that so beyond all excess that for the measuring of it it was necessary that Omnipotency itself should yield to the greater power of Love When once he had made himself passible by becoming Man it was so natural for him to suffer that if he would have freed his Humanity from it it must have been by the help of his Divinity but for him being God to make himself Man that he might become passible this was a Prodigy more than Divine and which does almost seem incredible Those that are of High and Noble Birth avoid to come near the Plebeians and Vulgar sort those that are Rich scorn to have any thing to do with the Poor and those that are Wise despise to talk with the Ignorant But thou O Eternal Wisdom Riches and Nobility not only camest near to our Poverty our Baseness and our Frailty but cloathed'st thy self therewith to instruct to enrich and to enoble our Nature From henceforth Lord we ought to learn from thy Divinity to humble and abase our selves
Expressions of his Love but there is a necessity of waiting upon him through the other demonstrations of it and because he came to Redeem us it is very fit we should follow him that we may attain that Redemption It seem'd a small thing to his Love to shed tears for us in the cold he was expos'd to by the openness of that inconvenient place but he also shed his blood already for us by being wounded with the Legal Knife O tender Infant how soon dost thou pour out the blood of thy most precious Veins for my sake O who would not wish to be so happy to spend the last drop of his for thine My sins gave sharpness to that Knife which was the Instrument of thy pain in this Mystery and that blood was spilt by my Offences and by thy Loving-kindness As they Circumcise thy Flesh O Eternal Good of Souls do thou Circumcise my wickedness Lord cut away my Vices and Deformities Take away the Old Man O Lord form and reform the New-Grant that I may cease to do evil and begin to do good that by so doing I may live for evermore The Adoration of the Kings They bring back our Saviour wounded with Love and Grief as well as with that knife unto the Stable and the Manger unless it was perhaps in that very place that he pour'd forth his blood as well as his tears There they stay till three Kings come to Adore him in requital of that one who sought to destroy him O how much greater a Kingdom did they find at the feet of this Coelestial Infant in the Manger than in their own Royal Thrones How much higher were they advanced by laying themselves prostrate before him and to what an height were they exalted by having so humbled themselves By throwing down their Crowns at his feet they encompassed their Heads with brighter Crowns and those not earthly but Crowns of Grace and Glory They presented unto that Divine Child things Temporal and he gave them things Heavenly and Eternal The Gifts they presented to him were but transitory but those he filled them with were permanent and everlasting They Offer to him Gold Frankincense and Myrrh and he in exchange gives them the Golden Vertue of Charity the Incense of pure and fervent Devotion and for Myrrh the Grace of Mortification whereby dying to this World they began to live to that other which never shall have end O how much greater were those Gifts which were bestowed on them by that little Child than those that were offered to him by those great Kings They presented to him Gold as to the Creator of all the Riches of Heaven and of Earth and he in exchange gave them the Riches of the Earth and Heaven They gave him Incense the perfume whereof ascending from Earth towards Heaven acknowledged him God as well as Man and he gave them Grace as an Earnest that they themselves also should ascend into Heaven They gave him Myrrh as to a Mortal Man and he in being Mortal did by his death quicken them to live with him for ever in his Glory Let us offer to him with those Kings that which those Kings did offer let us offer Devotion Charity Mortification and Adoration let us offer to him a Life that from this day may aspire to an Eternal Life let us offer unto him Ardent Love Fervent Prayers and Humble Penitence let us offer to him all the Actions of our Life and let us take care that all our Actions be such as may be fit to be offered to him We may well draw near with an humble confidence to adore this Child who suffered himself to be approached by Children and to be adored by the poorest Men as well as by the richest Kings He was born poor himself to the end that he may be found by those that are poor and a Child that he may be ador'd by little ones for even out of the mouths of Babes and Sucklings he has ordained strength and perfected praise Come with Humility and Assurance to make him an Offering of thy self and thou shalt find him tender and wounded with Love readily to accept thy Offering But what can I offer to thee O Glorious Infant I who am meer Poverty What Gold of Charity being with thee at Enmity What Works of Repentance being full of Obstinacy Rebellion and Impenitency What Devotion my Prayers being full of wandring Thoughts and Distractions O my God I come not only to adore thee but also to beg of thee Lord I believe that I please thee more in asking of thee than in giving to thee Such is thy Charity thy Goodness thy Mercy and Liberality that to exercise it and to be giving is thy Glory and thou rejoycest much more in that thou bestowest than in all thou canst receive from us poor necessitous Beggars And what can we bestow on thee O Infant God we that are nothing but Misery What can we give but trifles unworthy of a God and only tolerable for a meer Humane Child but far unfit for thee who art also God Thou alone canst give us what we ought to give thee and if the Gift which we ought to offer thee come not first from thine hand the worth of it can be no ways suitable to such an Hand to such a Child and to such a God Finally it is from hence thou must endeavour to draw those Gifts that thou oughtest to Present him It is from himself thou must obtain the Gold the Frankincense and the Myrrh in Prayer Charity and Mortification From hence thou must procure a Charity burning with the love of that Lord a Mortification constant in suffering for him that suffered for thee that suffered cold and shed his blood in that mean place for thy sake In short from hence thou must draw an earnest and fervent Devotion to contemplate and adore so many and so great Benefits without suffering them to slip out of thy Memory and him whom those Kings sought in that particular place thou must love seek follow and adore in all places wheresoever thou shalt happen to be Of His Presentation in the Temple His Holy Mother when the days of her Purification were accomplished according to the Law of Moses carries her Son the Eternal Son of God and with his supposed Father Joseph Presents him in the Temple with a pair of Turtle Doves the Offering appointed for the Poor they not being able to make a richer There he was received by the hands of Simeon the Priest who having been assured by the Holy Ghost that he should not die till he had seen the Lord's Christ knew by the same Spirit that that Promise was then fulfilled which he openly declared when taking him in his Arms he blessed God and desired to depart in peace for that his eyes had seen his Salvation which God had prepared before the face of all People to be a Light to lighten the Gentiles and to be the Glory of his People Israel It
The Tree is known by its fruit as our Saviour says and the Root is known by the Tree and for a Man to be proud in his outward behaviour and to be very humble in his heart are two things very hardly compatible Do not excuse thy self with thy Office or Dignity thereby to be dispens'd from an external Humility and from conforming it to the internal There is no Dignity so high wherein Humility may not apparently shine forth Our Kings who in publick represent the Majesty of God do often exercise their Humility in touching the poorest Cripples and sometimes even in washing the feet of their Maundy-men after Christ's Example Why cannot the Bishop represent his Dignity in his Cathedral and afterwards exercise his Charity and Humility with the Poor at home He is no less honourable at their naked feet washing and kissing them than in the Grandeur of the Church and of his Dignity If in the one he represents Mount Tabor in the other he represents the Humility our Saviour practise at his last Supper Believe me when the Vertues do not break forth from the internal and shew themselves in the external they are much to be suspected and those Affections are seldom powerful that can be stifled and conceal'd within Can'st thou think that thou art humble when seeing thy self despis'd thou breakest out like Lightning in thy Defence Thou mayest be humble in thine own conceit but art far from being so in good earnest They that are both outwardly and inwardly humble do not despise others but yet they despise themselves and are so far from being sensible when they are despis'd that they rejoyce and delight in being despised which are the four degrees of perfect Humility Seekest thou great things for thy self Seek them not Be not eager to get Offices and Places of Honour but set thy self down in the lowest room as the Holy Jesus adviseth lest a more honourable than thou come and thou be fain with shame to leave it and remove lower There may be reason sometimes perhaps to shew thy reason to make thy self esteemed yet I fear very much that in those matters they are but thine own reasonings and not right reason It has happened heretofore to me poor weak vain and wretched Man to set forth such reasons my self and as one who then had but small light sometimes to enforce them also thinking that therein I did very good service but looking afterwards upon those occasions in a clearer light I saw that was but deceit and vanity and no perfect Humility True Humility is when a Man humbles himself to the Will of God and suffers himself to be governed thereby when he thinks that there is no Employment so mean as his desert and that every Dignity is too high for his unworthiness The reasons that are contrary to this are reasons sought for but not found They are Reasons of Nature but seldom of the Spirit or of Grace This which seems to thee to be Humility is conveniency and safety for the humble Man is quiet in his Humility whilst the proud Man labours and endangers himself by his Pride I have read of an holy Man that upon occasion of seeing one fall from an high Dignity to a Scaffold threw himself flat on the ground taking fast hold of it with his hands and being asked why he did so He answer'd crying out That I may not fall Besides in natural reason a Man of an humble heart cannot fall Whither can he fall that through Humility lies prostrate upon the Earth He may well get up higher but can go no lower He may well rise and be crowned but who can humble him that hath throughly mortified himself Therefore it is that our Lord hath said They that exalt themselves in this Life shall be humbled in the other and in the same proportion that a Man humbles himself here he shall be exalted hereafter The Eternal Word abased himself in coming down to the Earth and laying himself prostrate upon it but he quickly after ascended into Heaven to be crowned there On the other side Lucifer would needs be crowned in Heaven but for his punishment was thrown down headlong into Hell Thus thou seest Humility not only is honour and profit but also as I told thee before safety conveniency peace joy and comfort How courteous is the humble Man What a many quarrels and vexations is he freed from All seek for the humble Person to honour him and he by having Humility appeases quiets and pacifies them all If they despise me says the true humble Man it is that I desire If they esteem me it is a thing I have found which belongs not to me and therefore I offer it up to God who is the right owner of it for what am I but Earth and Dung Dust Ashes and Corruption This is my own this is what I deserve which is to be humbled persecuted and despised OCTOBER The First WEEK Of Liberality and its contrary Covetousness IF thou be humble thou wilt be also liberal for the humble Man desires nothing for himself Every thing is too much for his Poverty for true Poverty is true Humility He that is of an humble heart flies from his own honour and excellency but he that is proud loves his riches and heaps them up that he may be esteemed respected reverenc'd and ador'd for he seeks his own excellency and delights in it Covetousness is the Daughter of Pride which is the fruitful Mother of Vices for she nourishes supports and encreases them There go many Vices to the forming of Covetousness many to the practise and many to the preserving of it and therefore St. Paul calls it The Root of all Evil. Covetousness made Cain the first of the Damned because that he might keep the best Fruits for himself he gave the worst to God Covetousness put the Whip twice in the hand of Christ to drive it out of the Temple because it made his Father's House a Den of Thieves Consider the Saviour of Souls made angry Consider that infinite Meekness and Gentleness made fierce and thou mayest judge how terrible that Vice is which could bring his infinite Pity to be so severe Covetousness of a Disciple made Judas a Traitor and wrought upon him to sell his Master transforming him from a chosen Apostle into the worst Man that ever was born On the Contrary Humility and Liberality the Enemies of Covetousness are the Mothers of Poverty of Spirit of unconcernedness for the Goods of this World and of dis-engagement from all things created They love most their Creator who delight most to humble divest and set themselves at liberty in his Presence nor would draw after them those Impediments Snares and Miseries of this Life which they call Riches The Poor Man that is not humble may be as insolent as the Rich and many times more than the Rich but he that is poor and humble too can neither be Insolent nor does pretend or desire to be
profit 't is manifest that in the Night you will find nothing but Errours and Mischiefs Who would refuse to go his Journey while the Sun shines believing that he shall find his way better in the dark Therefore shake off idleness and embrace fervency and diligence Do you think you shall be able to find diligence at your Death when you have wasted all your Life in laziness and in sloth or that you shall find Amendment when you come to be judged Idleness being the Mother of all Vices The Saints call Idleness the Sepulchre of the Living because Worms Rottenness and Corruption are engendred by it and that it foments all kinds of Miseries together That holy Man understood it well who living in the Desart busied himself in carrying stones from one place to another and in bringing them back thither again and being asked why he did so he answered I avoid idleness or at least I master that body that would master me No Vice is so destructive to the Spirit nor so kind a Companion to the Flesh as idleness and although it seems the least is yet the cause of the greatest Evils Besides being slothful and idle in good there is no ill which does not encrease and become worse by it for it is the same thing as to set open the Gate of the Soul to all the Passions and Vices that shall have a mind to enter There is no Vice so mean but will adventure to assault an idle Man because it looks upon him as one that will not take the pains to make any resistance being so weak as to have yielded up himself even before he be attempted and so all wickednesses take confidence to come upon him and assume to themselves a Jurisdiction over him If the Devil be diligent watchful bold strong heedful crafty and cruel What will he be not able to do against a weak idle careless and disarmed Man The holy the spiritual and the diligent who night and day busie themselves in some vertuous Employment have much ado to escape free from the Assaults of the Devil How then shall the slothful be able to defend himself from so designing and so dangerous an Enemy So much thou dost encrease in holiness as thou dost encrease in diligence and therefore work always without ceasing for those works are Safety and Reward and do advance thee in Spirit and Charity The blessed Virgin came to so much Perfection by working for having begun with such unspeakable Graces she rose to more than can be imagined only by going on each moment encreasing and improving her former Gifts and Graces The holy Apostles were the Light of the World and observe how diligent they were They went about like the Sun in perpetual motion and by that means Twelve Men alone were able in a little more than Thirty Years to enlighten to reduce and to confound the blindness of the Gentiles throughout the whole World How could holy Persons in former Ages become in few Years such Prodigies of Holiness but by their diligence to encrease and redouble their Talents and by constantly following the Dictates of the Holy Spirit which governed them Even those valiant and ambitious Men that heretofore conquer'nt so many Nations and Countreys could never have done it but by diligence One of those being ask'd How in less than Nine Years he had gained so many Kingdoms answer'd Non procrastinando by not delaying till to Morrow If this be necessary for the Conquest of frail mortal and inconstant Kingdoms that are but Heaps of Dung What diligence and care is needful in us Christians for the gaining of the Eternal Kingdom of Heaven Traffick till I come says the Saviour of Souls Be industrious and suffer not your Talents to lie idle That slothful Servant who buried his Talent did no other harm but that he did so and sat down quietly by it and yet for all that the Lord condemns him to Hell and calls him wicked Servant Serve nequam Cursed of God because being lazy and sluggish he gave that to the Earth and to what is Sensual which was due to Heaven and to what is Spiritual Our Humane Condition and Misery can hardly hold to an Indifference If thou dost not labour in that which is good thou wilt take pains in that which is Evil not to watch is to fall asleep not to serve God and please him is little better than to offend him and in the Opinion of those who will allow no indifference in things it is as I have shew'd absolutely to offend him Believe me 't is not for nothing that Christ so often calls upon us to Watch He pronounced that word fourteen times and his blessed Lips exhort us to it so often with that very same word Watch. Sloth Idleness Omission and Negligence is the sleep of Death which carries us to Death Eternal Watch then for the Devil sleeps not for thine Appetite sleeps not Watch least the Bridegroom find thee without Oyl like the foolish Virgins when he shall come to judge thee Watch for the Thief goes about carefully to rob thy House Watch for the Infernal Lyon goes about seeking to devour thee Watch and expect the coming of thy Lord with thy Lamp burning when he shall come from the first Marriage unto the second that is from his first to his second Coming Finally If thou wilt be a true Spiritual Person thou must work and labour sweat and walk without stopping and with fervent steps follow the Lord who goes before thee carrying the Cross on his Divine Shoulders and giving strength breath and courage unto thy Fervency by his Love NOVEMBER The First WEEK Of the Twelve Fruits of the Holy Spirit in General IT is time now to gather in the Fruits of this Spiritual Year that we may praise God in the advantages of a Plentiful Encrease St. Paul the Light and the Apostle of the Gentiles teacheth us That the Fruits of the Spirit are Twelve to wit Charity Peace Long-suffering Benignity Faith Continence Joy Patience Goodness Meekness Modesty and Chastity I admire that he puts the End in the Middle and seems to make the Root to be the Fruit For I should think that the Fruits of the Spirit were the Graces and the Blessings we have already treated of in some of the former Months that is to say a happy Death Absolution from Judgment a Pardon pronounced to us at the passing of that Sentence and the Reward Crown and Glory of the Blessed in the other Life which is given to those that have fought a good fight in this but to make the Fruit of the Spirit and of being vertuous to be Vertue it self seems to me either to put the end of Vertue in the middle or else to anticipate that Fruit in this Life which only can be attained perfectly in the Life Eternal But St. Paul by naming the excellent Fruits of the Spirit wisely answers the wicked of this World who hold the Spiritual Life for Folly and
laugh at the Godly for mortifying and persecuting themselves with Abstinence and other Acts of Repentance living retir'd and abstracted from the World and despising Humane Delight and Felicity Loose and debauch'd Persons use to ask those of stricter Life What Fruit do ye get by that Mortification by that Solitariness and Fasting wherewith ye torment and destroy your selves Had you not better live merrily and enjoy the Pleasures of the Flesh as we do The Apostle replys What Fruits do we get Twelve heavenly Fruits the Holy Spirit gives us which we would not Exchange for all the Fruits for all the Delights and for all the Pleasures which the World can bestow And we must take notice that he most discreetly forbears to reckon for the present Fruits those Eight Beatitudes with which Christ begins his Sermon upon the Mount for they are Promises of Blessings in the future and though some of them are not without effect even in this Life yet they all chiefly regard the Life to come He says Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted that is with everlasting Comforts Blessed are the meek for they shall possess the earth that is the Land of the Living which is Heaven Blessed are those that hunger and thirst after righteousness that is do earnestly desire to be good for they shall be filled that is shall have most perfect goodness in Glory Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy that is at the Day of Judgment Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God Blessed are the Peace-makers for they shall be called the children of God Blessed are they that are persecuted for righteousness sake for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven St. Paul would not reckon these for the Fruits of the Spirit because our Saviour had spoken of them before in his Gospel and these are not the Fruits of our Banishment but of our Country Those Beatitudes are the Fruits of these other Twelve which St. Paul here nameth That which he meant was to turn the Argument upon those poor deceived Wretches of this World saying Do ye ask us What Fruit we have in mortifying our selves by the power of the Spirit We answer That we not only obtain Eternal Glory as Christ promised us in the Life to come and that proportionable to what we suffer here for he says We shall receive an hundred fold but that even in this Life he gives us Fruits of Glory Comfort Peace and Joy and the Spirit causes such heavenly Effects in us as give our Life the advantage far above all the Feasts and Merriments of yours St. Paul seems to compare Spiritual Delights with Sensual Pleasures and the Recreations of the Good with the Pastimes of the Wicked This appears in that he does not count Eternal Glory for the Fruit of the Spirit but those Effects which the Spirit it self produces in this Life which are Joy Peace Long-suffering c. as if he should have said The Spirit has two sorts of Fruits one for this Life which is an Internal Glory and the other for the Life to come which is both an External Internal and Supernal Glory Two Fruits one of Temporal Peace upon Earth and the other of Eternal Peace in Heaven This Question which sinners make to the righteous seems to correspond to that which St. Paul makes to sinners when he asks them What fruit had you then in those things whereof you are now ashamed and they if they will answer truly can answer nothing but that Grief Misery and Confusion has been the Fruit of them but they answer only with another Question saying And you What Fruit do you get by following of Vertue To which St. Paul answers Not One Fruit but Twelve most savory and pleasant ones which are the cause of Eternal Fruits He likewise implicitly puts the Beatitudes for the Fruit of the Spirit and comprehends them in these Twelve as one that gives the name of the Effect to the Cause for it is as if he had said Do thou assure me that thou enjoyest these Twelve Fruits of the Spirit in this Life and I will assure thee that thou shalt enjoy those Eight Beatitudes in the other Life Do thou assure me that thou livest here in the Kingdom of Grace and I will assure thee that thou shalt Reign there for ever in the Kingdom of Glory 'T is true one would think that these Twelve Fruits which we now speak of gathering in and storing up for the Harvest of the Spiritual Year seem to be those common Vertues we spoke of in the Second Part but though they be like there is great difference between them for this Peace this Chastity this Charity this Benignity c. are not altogether the same with those there spoken of but these do presuppose those and these are a Supream Habit which God gives by his Holy Spirit whereby he raises facilitates perfects and crowns those Vertues which are there begun and brings them to an high and heroical Perfection The Reason upon which I ground my self is That those Vertues though they be serviceable for the Exercise of Grace yet they are not called the Fruits of the Spirit but Vertues which conduce to the Spirit and with which we begin and proceed in the Spiritual Life but these Fruits which St. Paul here mentions are more than Vertues they are Gifts and Fruits which grow from the Spirit and as a Tree after having been digged about manur'd prun'd and taken care of all the Year does by gathering an inward Sap beget the generative vertue of its Fruit defends it by its Bark in the Winter shelters it with its Leaves in the Summer seasons it with the Sun and the Air in the Autumn and lastly offers up its Fruit to be gathered by the owner which is the best of all his Labours So also these Twelve Fruits of the Holy Spirit are the best of the Spiritual Life and much more excellent than those Vertues wherewith Men begin and go on in it at the first and these grow from them into a Fruit which by and through their means the Holy Spirit ripens and makes more fragrant more savoury and more substantial than all those Vertues of the beginning We will go on discoursing of these Twelve Fruits in the remaining Weeks of this Spiritual Year to the end that thou mayest rejoyce in finding That Blessedness is not only the Reward of Vertue but that Vertue it self is Blessedness already and that thou mayest see and know and feel within thy self that whatsoever is not Spirit and Vertue and the Love of God is nothing but Sadness Pain and Misery Of Charity the first Fruit of the Holy Spirit Here St. Paul the great Master of Souls seems in these Fruits and Gifts of the Holy Spirit to joyn the beginning with the end and the Root with the Fruit for he says that the two first Fruits which the Holy Ghost gives to a Spiritual Man are Charity and
Peace This Charity which the Apostle here offers as the highest Gift and Fruit of the Divine Spirit is reduc'd into two kinds First that which the Soul bears towards God not only when it begins to be in Grace for that may be with many imperfections and fastnings to worldly things but an excellent perfect and inflamed Charity which with its fire burns up and with its flame consumes all the Dross Imperfections and Miseries which our wretched Nature sends up as in smoke to the Region of the Spirit This excellent and superiour Charity which neither suffers nor allows so much as a consent to the smallest sins nor admits voluntary imperfections and adhaesions to earthly things how little soever they be and which if they come does not entertain them but presently casts them out and bewails them is a great Gift of the Holy Spirit the highest of all its Fruits for this strips the Soul of all that is imperfect and cloaths it with all that is holy perfect and heroical This Fruit of the Spirit is the Source and Original of whatsoever good our weakness is capable of it takes off those Skins that covered the old Adam and adorns us with the Garment of Grace of the new Adam Jesus Christ our Lord. Those Skins are our Passions and Imperfections and this Garment is made up of our Saviour's Vertue This Heroick Charity not only begets but defends the new Man in us it roots out our old customs of sin pulls up those habits of sensual delight and throws out those formerly beloved Vices and Miseries wherewith it hath been choaked up so that the Lord's Inheritance becomes clean and fitly tilled to receive the spiritual Seed namely those Gifts and Graces which God is pleased to communicate to Souls Where God bestows the Fruit of this ardent Charity I count that Soul to be safely got into Port as having by the Grace of our Lord overcome those strong Billows and broken through those contrary Winds that would have hindred its passage because God affords therewith a constancy and firmness in holy Exercises a continual desire and longing to prosecute and to finish its Course and to die in Christ with Christ and for Christ for all things else it neither values them nor loves them nor fears them He that has gotten to receive from God this high degree of Charity is governed in all things by his Hand and punctually follows his Directions for he loves the Name of God and that Love moves and guides informs counsels and accompanies him from Life to Death This Love is that which the Church asks of God for her faithful Children when she says O Lord who never failest to help and govern them whom thou dost bring up in thy stedfast fear and love keep us we beseech thee under the protection of thy good Providence and make us to have a perpetual fear and love of thy Holy Name through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen St. Paul had this Fruit of Charity when he said Who shall separate me from the love of Christ Who Neither Tribulation nor Sword nor Persecution nor Death no nor Hell itself which is as if God having cloathed and armed that Saint with this Charity had made him capable to defie all Creatures and all things contrary to the love of his Creator This Charity and Fruit of the Holy Ghost he had when he said That he desir'd to be dissolved and to be with Christ for that his Soul filled and enflamed with Charity which is the ripe and seasonable Fruit of the Holy Ghost waited to be gathered by the hand of the Master of that Garden who planted it in him and had not the Earth for its Centre which corrupts and rots the Fruits that fall upon it but Heaven where he was to be laid up and preserved for ever This Charity and Divine Fruit of the Spirit that Saint had who said I live but not in my self and I so earnestly long after so high a life that I even die because I do not die as St. Paul also said I live yet not I but Christ who liveth in me his Death was Life and his Life Death as he likewise spoke Who shall deliver me from this body of death or from the death of this Body as holding the life of this Body to be no better than death and very death it self to be as life because it was to be a sweet passage to him to Eternal Life All the Saints have held the same for God communicates this high Fruit of Charity either more or less to them all and all of them have suffered this amorous Impatiency which is that the Spouse in the Canticles expresses when she says Encompass me with flowers for I die for love O sweet Death O glorious Life O healthful Sickness O Coelestial Fire which kindlest and enflamest which enlightenest and enamourest burning with delight and by thy consolations changing Earth into Heaven O eternal Jesus O sweet O glorious O loving and powerful Lord grant that I may die of this Wound Grant I may be enflam'd by this Heavenly Fire Grant I may see by this Light and be consumed by this Heat O that I might be turned into ashes in the burnings of this amorous Fire and that I may cease to be in this life to the end that I may be with thee eternally in the other Ah! when a Soul once comes to know and to understand this Love how little does it regard the loves of this World I mean not only those that are light and vain but those also that are allowable if they be worldly for God cleanses and purifies the Soul in such manner from all Propriety although it be of those Affections which are tolerable yet imperfect through their excess that he possesses the Soul totally with his love and from the most inward to the uttermost extent of the heart and from the superiour to the most inferiour parts of it fills it wholly with himself so that if such an one loves his Parents whether Natural or Spiritual he does it in God and for God and if he loves his Brethren whether those of Nature or those of Grace he loves them also in God and for God who orders and governs all his Love This the holy Soul says in the Canticles when amongst other Favours her Spouse had done her she acknowledges that he had ordered and governed her Affections As if she had said though there were Charity in me yet it was inordinate for I loved some more than I ought to have loved them others when I ought not to have loved them and others after another manner than I ought to have loved them I loved more than I ought to have loved because that Affection which I gave inordinately unto a Creature although a Father I stole from the Creator who is my true Father I loved them for that which I ought not to have loved them for that is for mine own Delight for mine own Interest and
is a full resignation to all that God doth disposeth or permitteth and there he quiets comforts and chears up himself where the Will of God is for in that the true Peace consists The Third WEEK Of the Third and Fourth Fruits of the Holy Spirit Longanimity and Benignity THE Apostle of the Gentiles proposes Longanimity as a Fruit of the Holy Spirit because it is not only profitable but necessary for the preservation of Peace and Charity and is a most excellent Vertue of Souls Longanimity signifies a dilating and enlargement of the heart which gives it a capacity of bearing both inward and outward Troubles and having this nothing affrights or amazes nothing terrifies nor afflicts it And if God did not give this admirable Fruit and Gift to the Soul it would be lost and fall away at every step and neither act with valour constancy nor perseverance The heart of Man is so little that it is not sufficient to give a small break-fast to a Kite and so of it self it is not capable of any great thing being so wretched a Morsel Can the Sea be contained in a Thimble Can the thing contained be greater than what contains it If the Vessel of this Human Nature that is Man's heart be so narrow what great thing can find room within it Now see the Miracle that God works with the Spiritual Man and how high a Fruit this Longanimity and the Enlarging of the Heart is which God gives to a Soul according to the measure it hath served loved and pleased him or according as he thinks fit to give it of his own good will making it so capacious as to be able to contain the Soveraign Gifts and Vertues of God and which is more even God himself who contains all things It would be a rare thing if a Man that lives in a poor little Cottage should of a sudden find himself in a Royal Stately and Majestick Palace or in a huge populous City What a wonderful Enlargement would that be of his poor Hermitage O Divine Beauty O heavenly Architect O immense good of Souls How vastly thou dilatest how strangely thou enlargest Man's heart with thy Grace and with thy Spirit Who does not sometimes see a Man great in Wit in Fortune and in Quality Who in a few years nay perhaps in a few Months before was busily running after childish Pleasures and drag'd along by his mean vile and sensual Appetite in such trouble anguish and affliction that his Soul hardly so big as a Child's Rattle was capable of nothing but empty Vanities his Heart being scarcely so big in comparison as a Pepper Corn mistaking every action stumbling at every step every thing afflicting him every thing tormenting him and God of a sudden entring into him and with Soveraign Light enlarging his Heart and spreading out his Mind by Longanimity he begins to despise and to mock at those things which he so fondly hunted after before and pretended to as things highly considerable but now being made capable of greater Matters turning his back to such mean vile Trifles he seeks after that which is really great and high that which is heavenly and unspeakable without ever resting or contenting himself till he have attained it What is this who enlarged that Heart Who stretched out that narrow Vessel which before was fill'd with a few small drops and now nothing can fill it but the unmeasurable Sea of the Passion of our Lord Who made a Giant of this Dwarf that before could hardly wield a Straw and now like Sampson is able to throw down and carry away Pillars and bear all the strong weaknesses of this Life Who hath made him that before cried as a Child because he could not get an Hobby-horse for such are the highest things the World can give now undervalue and despise whole Nature to ingulf himself in the vast Ocean of Grace Who hath made him that a while before followed hunted after and embraced Dung and Corruption to think the whole Heavens too little for him aiming to seek and possess the Creator of them and of himself Yesterday he was as busie in making little Houses of Sticks upon the Sand and covering them with Straw as Children are about making Dirt-Pies in some Corner and now he tramples upon the Stars and pretending to Eternity can content himself with no House but the Empyreal Heavens Who could work these Miracles but the Holy Ghost giving that Heart his Fruit and Blessing in that high Gift of Longanimity which enlarges it and dilates the Soul making it capable of those infinite good things that Supream Gift being the Tree which bears these admirable Fruits This St. Paul knew when he said When I was a Child I spoke as a Child I thought as a Child and did as a Child and in all that he acknowledged his own littleness but now that I am a Man I act as a Man and put away all childlish things Behold the difference between a Child and a Man In a Child all things are childish in a Man they are serious In a Child there is neither strength nor capacity he is a publick Necessity that lives upon Alms which Charity bestows upon him whether it be of his Parents or of his Nurse or of any other that takes pity on him A Man has strength and ability he is a publick Succour that is capable of any thing Now the same difference that there is between a Man and a Child nay a far greater there is between a good Spiritual Man and a wicked debauch'd Fellow that lives in a loose and sinful Course I say a much greater for the growth of a Child that becomes a Man is a natural Growth which is short limited and slow increasing by very insensible degrees and that hardly rises six Feet from the Ground in fourscore Years but the growth of a Man that was wicked and to whom God hath shewed the kindness to make him good and holy and to give him that Gift of Longanimity that is a growth of Grace in which there is no Geometrical material Distance or Degrees but is all Supernatural Behold the distance there is between Heaven and Earth that between an evil and good Man is yet greater Nay how far it is from Hell which is much lower than the Superficies of the Earth unto the Empyreal Heaven where God himself doth inhabit and so great is the distance between a vicious and a vertuous Person Now consider what difference there is between a heart when God hath enlarged it with this Gift of Longanimity and what it was before for that which was so fill'd with some trifling Passion that the Breast was not able to contain it but it broke forth and ran over through the Lips is made capable to receive even God himself so vast is the difference between an evil and a good Man And take notice that this place of St. Paul may also be understood not only of the infinite distance between the