unto blasphemy they imagine good men to be led with vaine conceits but good men know them to bee so led Not onely St. Paul but CHRIST himselfe were counted besides themselves when they were earnest for God and the soules of his people But there is enough in Religion to beare up the soule against all imputations laid upon it the true children of wisedome are alwayes able to justifie their Mother and the conscionable practise of holy duties is founded upon such solid grounds as shall hold out when heaven and earth shall vanish 2. Wee must know that as there is great danger in false conceits of the way to heaven when we make it broader than it is for by this meanes wee are like men going over a bridge who thinke it broader then it is but being deceived by some shadow sinck downe and are suddenly drowned So men mistaking the strait way to life and trusting to the shadow of their owne imagination fall into the bottomlesse pit of hell before they are aware In like manner the danger is great in making the way to heaven narrower then indeed it is by weake and superstitious imaginations making more sinnes than God hath made The Wisemans counsell is that we should not make our selves over wicked nor bee foolisher than we are by devising more sinnes in our imagination than we are guilty of It is good in this respect to know our Christian liberty which being one of the fruits of Christs death we cannot neglect the same without much wrong not onely to our selves but to the rich bounty and goodnesse of God So that the due rules of limitation bee observed from authority piety sobriety needlesse offence of others c. we may with better leave use all those comforts which God hath given to refresh us in the way to heaven then refuse them the care of the outward man bindes conscience so farre as that wee should neglect nothing which may helpe us in a cheerefull serving of GOD in our places and tend to the due honour of our bodies which are the temples of the Holy Ghost and companions with our soules in all performances So that under this pretence wee take not too much liberty to satisfie the lusts of the body Intemperate use of the creatures is the nurse of all passions because our spirits which are the soules instruments are hereby inflamed and disturbed it is no wonder to see an intemperate man transported into any passion 3. Some out of their high and ayery imaginations and out of their iron and flintie Philosophy will needs thinke outward good and ill together with the affections of griefe and delight stirred up thereby to bee but opinions and conceits of good and evill onely not true and really so founded in nature but taken up of our selves But though our fancy be ready to conceit a greater hurt in outward evils then indeed there is as in poverty paine of body death of friends c. yet wee must not deny them to bee evills that wormewood is bitter it is not a conceit onely but the nature of the thing it selfe yet to abstaine from it altogether for the bitternesse thereof is a hurtfull conceit That honey is sweet it is not a conceit onely but the naturall quality of it is so yet out of a taste of the sweetnesse to think wee cannot take too much of it is a misâ—…ceit paid home with loathsome bitternesse Outward good and outward evill and the affections of delight and sorrâ—… rising thence are naturally so and depend not upon our opinion This were to offer violence to nature and to take man out of man as if hee were not flesh but steele Universall experience from the sensiblenesse of our nature in any outward grievance is sufficient to damâ—… this conceit The way to comfort a man in griefe is not to tell him that it is onely a conceit of evill and no evill indeed that he suffers this kinde of learning will not downe with him as being contrary to his present feeling but the way is to yeeld unto him that there is cause of grieving though not of ever-grieving and to shew him grounds of comfort stronger then the griefe he suffers We should weigh the degrees of evill in a right ballance and not suffer fancie to make them greater then they are So as that for obtaining the greatest outward good or avoiding the greatest outward ill of suffering wee should give way to the least evill of sinne This is but a policy of the flesh to take away the sensiblenesse of evill that so those cheeks of conscience and repentance for Sinne which is oft occasioned thereby might be taken away that so men may goe on enjoying a stupid happinesse never laying any thing to heart nor afflicting their soules untill their consciences awaken in the place of the damned and then they feele that griefe reâ—…ne upon them for ever which they laboured to put away when it might have beene seasonable to them §. 7. I have stood the longer upon this because Sathan and his instruments by bewitching the imagination with false appearances misleadeth not onely the world but troubleth the peace of men taken out of the world whose estate is laid up safe in Christ who notwithstanding passe their few dayes here in an uncomfortable wearisome and unnecessary sadnesse of spirit being kept in ignorance of their happy condition by Sathans jugling and their own mistakes and so come to heaven before they are aware Some againe passe their dayes in a golden dreame and drop into hell before they thinke of it but it is farre better to dreame of ill and when wee awake to finde it but a dreame then to dreame of some great good and when we awake to finde the contrary As the distemper of the fancie disturbing the act of reason oftentimes breeds madnesse in regard of civill conversation So it breeds likewise spirituall madnesse carrying men to those things which if they were in their right wits they would utterly abhorre therefore wee cannot have too much care upon what wee fixe our thoughts And what a glorious discovery is there of the excellencies of Religion that would even ravish an Angell which may raise up exercise fill our hearts We see our fancie hath so great a force in naturall conceptions that it oft sets a marke and impression upon that which is conceived in the wombe So likewise strong and holy conceits of things having a divine vertue accompanying of them transforme the soule and breed spirituall impressions answerable to our spirituall apprehensions It would prevent many crosses if we would conceive of things as they are When trouble of minde or sicknesse of body and death it selfe commeth what will remaine of all that greatnesse which filled our fancies before then we can judge soberly and speake gravely of things The best way of happinesse is not to multiply honours or riches c. but to cure our
Christ and call unto God for pardon then God who is a God hearing prayer and delighteth to be knowne by the name of â—…cifall will bee ready to close and â—…t with the desire of such a soule so â—…re as to give it leave to relye upon 〈◊〉 for mercy and that without preâ—…ption untill he further discovers â—…selfe graciously unto it upon sense 〈◊〉 which grace the soule may bee enâ—…aged to lay a farther claime unto â—…od having further acquaintance with 〈◊〉 Hence are those exhortations so 〈◊〉 in the Prophets to turne unto the â—…dour God because upon our first reâ—…ion to turne unto God wee shall â—…de him alwayes ready to answer â—…se desires that hee stirres up by his 〈◊〉 spirit in us Wee are not therefore to stay our â—…ing unto God till wee feele him â—…ing to our hearts I am thy God but â—…hen he prevents us by â—…s grace inaâ—…ng us to desire grace let us follow 〈◊〉 worke begun in the strength of â—…at grace we have and then God will â—…ther manifest himself in mercy to us Yet God before we can make any â—…ng towards him le ts into our hearts some few beames of mercy thereby drawing us unto him and reaching us out a hint to lay hold upon And as sinne causeth a distance betwixt God and us so the guilt of sinne in the coÌ„science causes further strangenesse insomuch that we dare not looâ—… up to heaven till God open a little crevise to let in a little light of comforâ—… at least into our soules whereby we are by little and little drawne neerer to him But this light at the first is so little that in regard of the greater Ienâ—… of sinne and a larger desire of grace the soule reckons the same as no light at all in comparison of what it desires and seekes after Yet the comfort is that this dawning light will at length cleere up to a perfect day Thus we see how this claime of God to be our God is still in growth untill full assurance and that there is a great distance betwixt the first act of faith in cleaving to God offering himselfe in Christ to be ours and betweene the last fruit of faith the cleere and comfortable feeling that God is our God indeed Wee first by faith apply our selves to 〈◊〉 and then apply God to us to be 〈◊〉 The first is the conflicting exercise 〈◊〉 faith the last is the triumph of faith â—…refore faith properly is not assuâ—…ce And to comfort us the more the â—…ises are specially made to the act of â—…th suller assurance is the reward of 〈◊〉 If God hath not chosen mee in Christ â—…e his what ground have I to trust in 〈◊〉 I may cast away my selfe upon a vaine â—…ence We have no ground at first to trouâ—… our selves about Gods election Seâ—… things belong to God Gods reâ—…led will is That all that beleeve in â—…ist shall not perish It is my duty â—…refore knowing this to beleeve by â—…ing whereof I put that question â—…ther God be mine or no out of all â—…estion for all that beleeve in Christ 〈◊〉 Christs and all that are Christs are 〈◊〉 It is not my duty to look to Gods secret counsell but to his open offer inâ—…ation and command and thereupon to adventure my soule And this adventure of faith will bring at length a rich returne unto us In warre men will adventure their lives because they thinke some will escape and why not they In traffique beyond the Seas many adventure great estates because some grow rich by a good returne though many miscarry The husbandman adventures his seed though sometime the yeare proves so bad that he never sees it more And shall not we make a spirituall adventure in casting our selves upon God when wee have so good a warrant as his command and so good an encouragement as his promise that hee will not faile those that rely on him God bids us draw neere to him and hee will draw neere to us Whilest wee in Gods owne wayes draw neere to him and labour to entertain good thoughts of him hee will delight to shew himselfe favourably unto us Whilest we are striving against an unbeleeving heart he wil come in and help us and so fresh light will come in Pretend not thy unworthinesse and inability to keepe thee off from God for this is the way to keep thee so still â—…f any thing help us it must be God and 〈◊〉 ever hee help us it must be by castâ—…g our selves upon him for then hee will reach out himselfe unto us in the promise of mercy to pardon our sinne â—…d in the promise of grace to sanctifie â—…r natures It was a good resolution â—…f the Lepers If we enter into the City the â—…ine is there and we shall dye say they â—…f we sit still we shall die also Let us thereâ—…e fall into the hoast of Assyrians if they â—…ve us we shall live if they kill us we shall 〈◊〉 dye So we should reason if wee sit â—…ll under the load of our sin wee shall 〈◊〉 if we put our selves into the hands â—…f Christ if he save us we shall live if 〈◊〉 save us not wee shall but die Nay â—…ely he will not suffer us to die Did â—…er Christ thrust any back from him â—…at put themselves upon him Unlesse 〈◊〉 were by that meanes to draw them 〈◊〉 neerer unto him as we see in the 〈◊〉 of Canaan His denyall was but 〈◊〉 increase her importunity We should â—…refore doe as she did gather all arâ—…ments to help our faith Suppose I am a dogge saith shee yet I am one of the family and therefore have right to the crummes that fall So Lord I have beene a sinner yet I am thy creature and not onely so but such a creature as thou hast set over the rest of the works of thy hands and not onely so but one whom thou hast admitted into thy Church by Baptisme whereby thou wouldst binde me to give my selfe unto thee before hand and more then this thou hast brought me under the means and therein hast shewed thy will concerning my turning towards thee Thou hast not onely offered me conditions of peace but wooed me by thy Ministers to give up my selfe unto thee as thine in thy Christ. Therefore I dare not suspect thy good meaning towards me or question thy intendment but resolve to take thy counsell and put my selfe upon thy mercy I cannot thinke if thou hadst meant to cast me away and not to owne mee for thine thou wouldst ever have kindled these desires in me But it is not this state I rest in my purpose is to wait upon thee untill thou dost manifest thy selfe farâ—…er unto me It is not common faâ—…ours that will content me though I 〈◊〉 unworthy of these because I heare 〈◊〉 choyse blessings towards thy chosen people that thou entrest into a peculiar â—…venant withall sure mercies and such 〈◊〉 accompany salvation
that God is his then he can say his house is his â—…is treasure is his his friends are his Nothing is so much ours as God is ours because by his being ours in covenant all other things become ours And if God be once ours well may we trust in him God and ours joyned together make up the full comfort of a Christian God there is all to be had but what is that to me unlesse he be my God Al-sufficiency with propriety fully stayâ—…h the soule David was now banished from the Sanctuary from his friends habitation and former comforts but was he banished from his God No God was his God still When riches and friends and life it selfe cease to be ours yet God never loseth his right in us nor wee our interest in him This comfort that God is ours reacheth unto the resurrection of our bodies and to life everlasting God is the God of Abraham and so of every true beleever even when his body is turned into dust Hence it is that the loving kindnesse of the Lord is better then life because when life departs yet wee live for ever in him When Moses saw the people drop away so fast in the wildernesse and wither like grasse thou art our foundation saith he from one generation to another thou art God from everlasting to everlasting When wee leave the world and are no more seene here yet we have a dwelling place in God for ever God is ours from everlasting in election and to everlasting in glory protecting us here and glorifying us hereafter David that claimed God to be his God is gone but Davids God is alive And David himselfe though his flesh see corruption yet is alive in his God still That which is said of wily persons that are full of fetches and windings and turnings in the world that such will never breake may much more truly bee said of a right godly man that hath but one grand policie to secure him in all dangers which is to runne to his God as to his tower of offence and defence such a one will never bee at a desperate losse so long as God hath any credit because hee never faileth those that flye unto him and that because â—…s mercy and truth never fayles The â—…ry lame and the blinde the most shiftâ—…e creatures when they had gotten â—…e strong hold of Syon thought then â—…ey might securely scorne David and 〈◊〉 hoast because though they were â—…eak in themselves yet their hold was â—…rong but wee see their hold failed â—…em at length which a Christians will â—…ever doe But God seemes to have small care of â—…se that are his in the world those who â—…leeve themselves to be his jewels are â—…nted the off-scouring of the world â—…nd most despised We must know that such have a gloâ—…ious life in God but it is hidden with Christ in God from the eyes of the â—…orld and sometimes from their owne â—…ere they are hidden under infirmiâ—…ies afflictions and disgraces but yet â—…ever so hidden but that God someâ—…imes lets downe a beame of comfort â—…nd strength which they would not â—…ose to be freed from their present conâ—…ition though never so grievous God comes more immediatly to them now then formerly he was used nay even when God seems to forsake them and to be their enemy yet they are supported with such inward strength that they are able to make good their claim with Christ their head and cry my God still God never so departs but hee alwayes leaves somewhat behind him which drawes and keeps the heart to him Wee are like poore Hagar who when the bottle of water was spent fell a crying when there was a fountain close by but her teares hindered her from seeing it When things goe ill with us in our trades and callings and all is spent then our spirits droope and wee are at our wits end as if God were not where he was Oh consider if wee had all and had not God wee had nothing If we have nothing and have God we have enough for wee have him that hath all and more then all at his command If wee had all other comforts that our hearts can desire yet if God withdraw himselfe what remaines but a curse and emptinesse What makes heaven but the presence of God And â—…hat makes hel but the absence of God â—…t God be in any condition though â—…ver so ill yet it is comfortable and â—…lly wee finde more of God in trouâ—…e then when we are out of trouble â—…e comforts of Religion never come â—…l other faile Cordials are kept for â—…tings When a curtaine and a vaile â—…drawne betwixt us and the creature â—…en our eyes are onely upward to â—…d and hee is more clearely seene 〈◊〉 us In the divisâ—…on of things GOD beâ—…eaths himselfe to those that are his for their portion as the best portion he can give them There are many goodly things in the world but none of these are a Christians portion there is in him to supply all good and remove all 〈◊〉 untill the time come that we stand in need of no other good It is our chief wisdome to know him our holinesse to love him our happinesse to enjoy him There is in him to be had whatsoever can truly make us happy Wee goe to our treasure and our portion in all our wants we live by it and value our selves by it God is such a portion that the more wee spend on him the more wee may Our strength may faile and our heart may faile but God is our portion for ever Every thing else teaches us by the vanity and vexation wee find in them that our happinesse is not in them they send us to God they may make us worse but better they cannot Our nature is above them and ordained for a greater good they can goe but along with us for a while and their end swallowes up all the comfort of their beginnings as Pharaohes leane Kine swallowed up the fat If we have no better portion here then these things we are like to have hell for our portion hereafter What a shame will it be hereafter when we are stript of all that it should be said Loe this is the man that tooke not God for his portion If God be once ours he goes for ever along with us and when earth will hold us no longer heaven shall Who that hath his senses about him would perish for want of water when there is a fountaine by him or for hunger that is at a feast â—…od alone is a rich portion O then let 〈◊〉 labour for a large faith as we have a â—…rge object If we had a thousand times â—…ore faith wee should have a thousand â—…mes more increase of Gods blessings When the Prophet came to the widâ—…es house as many vessels as shee had â—…re filled with oyle wee are straitned in â—…or owne faith but not straitned in our God It fals out oft in
whereby the soule is steeled and preserved immoveable in all conditions whether present or to come and is not changed in changes And why but because the spirit knows that God on whom it rests is unchangeable We our selves are as quick-silver unsetled and moveable till the spirit of constancie fixe us We see David sets out God in glorious termes borrowed from all that is strong in the creature to shew that hee had great reason to be constant and cleaving to him He is my rock my Buckler the horn of my salvation my high Tower c. God is a rock so deep that no flouds can undermine so high that no waves can reach though they rise never so high and rage never so much When wee stand upon this rock that is higher then wee wee may over-looke all waves swelling and foaming and breaking themselves but not hurting us And thereupon may triumphantly conclude with the Apostle That neither height nor depth shall ever separate us from the love of God Whatsoever is in the creature he found in his God and more aboundant the soule cannot with an eye of faith look upon God in Christ but it will be in its degree as God is quiet and constant the spirit aimeth at such a condition as it beholdeth in God towards it selfe This constancy is upheld by endeavouring to keepe a constant sight of God for want of which it oft fares with us like men that having a City or Tower in their eye passing through uneven grounds hils and dales sometimes get the sight thereof sometimes lose it and sometimes recover it againe though the Tower be still where it was and they neerer to it thē they were at first So it is oft with our uneven spirits when once wee have a sight of God upon any present discouragement wee let fall our spirits and lose the sight of him untill by an eye of faith we recover it againe and see him still to be where he was at first The cherishing of passions take away the sight of God as clouds take away the sight of the Sun though the Sunne be still where it was and shineth as much as ever it did We use to say when the body of the Moon is betwixt the Sunne and us that the Sunne is eclipsed when indeed not the Sunne but the earth is darkned the Sun loseth not one of its glorious beames God is oft neere us as he was unto Iacob and we are not aware of it God was neere the holy man Asaph when hee thought him far off I am continually with thee saith hee thou holdest me by my right hand Mary in her weeping passion could not see Christ before her hee seemed a stranger unto her So long as we can keep our eye upon God we are above the reach of sin or any spirituall danger CHAP. XXXIV Of confirming this trust in God Seeke it of God himselfe Sins hinder not nor Satan Conclusion and Soliloquie § 1. BUt to returne to the drawing out of our trust by waiting Our estate in this world is still to waite and happy it is that we have so great things to wait for but our comfort is that wee have not onely a furniture of graces one strengthening another as stones in an arch but likewise GOD vouchsafeth some drops of the sweetnesse of the things wee wayte for both to encrease our desire of those good things as likewise to enable us more comfortably to wayte for them And though we should die wayting onely cleaving to the promise with little or no taste of the good promised yet this might comfort us that there is a life to come that is a life of sight and sense and not onely of taste but of fulnesse and that for evermore Our condition here is to live by faith and not by sight onely to make our living by faith more lively it pleaseth God when he sees fit to encrease our earnest of that we looke for Even here God waytes to be gracious to those that wayte for him And in heaven Christ waytes for us wee art part of his fulnesse it is part of his joy that we shall be where he is he wil not therefore be long without us The blessed Angels and Saints in heaven wayte for us Therefore let us be content as strangers to wayte a while till we come home and then wee shall be for ever with the Lord there is our eternall rest where we shall enjoy both our God and our selves in perfect happinesse being as without need so without desire of the least change When the time of our departure thither comes then we may say as David Enter now my soule into thy rest This is the rest which remaineth for Gods people that is worth the waiting for when we shall rest from all labour of sinne and sorow and lay our heads in the bosome of Christ for ever It stands us therefore upon to get this great Charter more and more confirmed to us that God is our God for it is of everlasting use unto us It first begins at our entring into covenant with God continues not only unto death but entreth into heaven with us As it is our heaven upon earth to enjoy God as ours so it is the very heaven of heaven that there we shall for ever behold him and have communion with him The degrees of manifesting this propriety in God are divers rising one upon another as the light cleares up by little and little till it comes to a perfect day 1. As the ground of all the rest wee apprehend God to be a God of some peculiar persons as favourites above others 2. From hence is stirred up in the soul a restlesse desire that God would discover himselfe so to it as he doth to those that are his that he would visite our soules with the salvation of his chosen 3. Hence followes a putting of the soul upon God an adventuring it selfe on his mercy 4. Upon this God when he seeth fit discovers by his spirit that he is Ours 5. Whence followeth a dependance on him as ours for all things that may cary us on in the way to heaven 6. Courage and boldnesse in setting our selves against whatsoever may oppose us in the way As the three young men in Daniel Our God can deliver us if he will Our God is in heaven c. 7. After which springs a sweet spirituall security whereby the soule is freed from slavish feares and glorieth in God as Ours in all conditions And this is termed by the Apostle not onely assurance but the riches of assurance Yet this is not so cleare and full as it shall be in heaven because some clouds may after arise out of the remainder of corruption which may something over-cast this assurance untill the light of Gods countenance in heaven for ever scatters all There being so great happinesse in this neerenesse betwixt
in sin which is but a lifting up to cast vs downe into deepe despaire at length and so at last if Gods mercy stop not his malice hee will cast vs as low as himselfe even into hell it selfe The ground hereof is because as the joy of the Lord doth strengthen so doth sorow weaken the soule How doth iâ—… weaken 1. By weakning the execution oâ—… the functions thereof because it drinketh up the spirits which are the instruments of the soule 2. Because it contracteth and draweth the soule into it selfe from commâ—…nion of that comfort it might haâ—… with God or man And then the soule being left alone if it falleth hath noâ—… to raise it up Therefore if wee will prevent casting downe let us prevent griefe the cause of it and sinne the cause of thâ—… Experience proves that true which thâ—… Wiseman saies Heavinesse in the heâ—… of a man makes it stoope but a good 〈◊〉 makes it better It bowes downe thâ—… soule and therefore our blessed Savâ—… our inviteth such unto him Come 〈◊〉 mee yee who are heavy laden with the bâ—…den of your sinnes The body bends uâ—…der a heavy burden so likewise tâ—… soule hath its burden Why art thou câ—… downe ô my soule Why so disquietâ—… c. Whence wee see 1. that casting downe breeds disquieting Because it springs from pride which is a turbulent Passion when as men cannot stoope to that condition which God would have them in this proceeds from discontentment and that from pride As we see a vapour inclosed in a cloude causeth a terrible noise of thunder whilst it is pent up there and seeketh a vent So all the noise within proceeds from a discontented swelling vapour It is aire inclosed in the bowels of the earth which shakes it which all the foure windes cannot doe No creature under heaven so low cast downe as Satan none more lifted up in pride none so full of discord the impurest spirits are the most disquiet and stormy spirits troublesome to themselves and others for when the soule leaves GOD once and lookes downewards what is there to stay it from disquiet remoove the needle from the pole starre and it is alwaies stirring and trembling never quiet till it be right againe So displace the soule by taking it from God and it will never bee quiet The devill cast out of heaven and out of the Church keepes a dooe so doe unruly spirits led by him Now I come to the Remedies 1. By expostulation with himselfe 2. By laying a charge on himselfe trust in God It is supposed here that there is no reason which the wisedome from above allowes to be a reason why men should bee discouraged although the wisedome from beneath which takes part with our corruption will seldome want a plea. Nay there is not onely no reason for it but there are strog reasons against it there being a world of evill in it For 1. It indisposes a man to all good duties it makes him like an instrument out of tune and like a body out of joint that moveth both uncomly and painfully It unfits to duties to God who loves a cheerefull giver and especially a thanksgiver Whereupâ—… the Apostle joines them both together in all things be thankfull and rejoyce evermore In our communion with God in the Sacraments joy is a chiefe ingredient So in duties to men if the spirit be dejected they are unwelcome and lose the greatest part of their life and grace A cheerefull and a free spirit in duty is that which is most accepted in duty We observe not so much what as from what affection a thing is done 2. It is a great wrong to God himselfe and it makes us conceive blacke thoughts of him as if He were an enemie What an injury is it to a gracious father that such whom he hath followed with many gracious evidences of his favour and love should be in so ill a frame as once to call it into question 3. So it makes a man forgetfull of all former blessings and stops the influence of Gods grace for the time present and for that to come 4. So againe For receiving of good It makes us unfit to receive mercies a quiet soule is the seate of wisdome Therefore Meeknesse is required for the receiving of that ingrafted word which iâ—… able to save our soules Till the Spirit oâ—… God meekens the soule say what yoâ—… will it mindes nothing the soule iâ—… not empty and quiet enough to receive the seed of the word It is ill sowing iâ—… a storme so a stormy spirit will noâ—… suffer the word to take place Men 〈◊〉 deceived when they thinke a dejected spiâ—… to be an humble spirit Indeed it is so when wee are cast downe in the sensâ—… of our owne unworthinesse and then as much raised up in the confidence oâ—… Gods mercy But when wee cast oâ—… selves downe sullenly and neglect ouâ—… comforts or undervalue them it proceeds from pride for it controules aâ—… much as in us lies the wisdome and justice of God when we thinke with our selves why should it be so with us as if we were wiser to dispose of ourselves then God is It disposeth us for entertaining any temptation Satan hath never more advantage then upoâ—… discontent 5. Besides it keepes off beginneâ—… from comming in and entring into thâ—… waies of God bringing an ill report upon religion causing men to charge it falsly for an uncoÌ„fortable way whenas men never feele what true comfort meaneth till they give up themselves to God And it dampes likewise the spirits of those that walk the same way with us when as wee should as good travellers cheere up one another both by word and example In such a case the wheeles of the soule are taken off or else as it were want oyle whereby the soule passeth on very heavily and no good action comes off from it as it should which breeds not onely uncomfortablenesse but unsettlednesse in good courses For a man will never go on comfortably and constantly in that which he heavily undertakes That 's the reason why uncheerefull spirits seldome hold out as they should Saint Peter knew this well and therefore he willeth that there should be quietnesse and peace betwixt husband and wife that their prayers be not hindred Insinuating that their prayers are hindered by family breaches For by that meanes those two that should be one flesh and spirit are divided and so made two and when they should minde duty their minde is taken up with wrongs done by the one to the other There is nothing more required for the performing of holy duties then uniting of spirits and therefore God would not have the sacrifice brought to the altar before reconciliation with our brother He esteemes peace so highly that he will have his owne service stay for it We see when Moses came to deliver the Israelites out
studying how to compose their spirits and rather how to 〈◊〉 the deformity of their passions then 〈◊〉 cure them Whence it is that the fouâ—… inward vices are covered with the fairest vizards and to make this the worse all this is counted the bâ—… breeding The Heâ—…wes placed all their happinesse in peace and when they woâ—… comprise much in one word they would wish peace This was that the Angels brought newes of from heavâ—… at the birth of Christ. Now peace 〈◊〉 seth out of quietnesse and order aâ—… God that is the God of peace is the God 〈◊〉 order first What is health but when 〈◊〉 the members are in their due positâ—… and all the humors in a setled quieâ—… Whence ariseth the beauty of the world but from that comely order wherein every creature is placed the more glorious and excellent creatures above and the lesse below So it is in the soule the best constitution of it is when by the Spirit of God it is so ordered as that all be in subjection to the Law of the minde What a sight were it for the feet to be where the head is and the earth to be where the heaven is to see all turned upside downe And to a spirituall eye it seemes as great a deformity to see the soule to be under the rule of sinfull passions Comelinesse riseth out of the fit proportion of divers members to make up one body when every member hath a beauty in it selfe and is likewise well suited to other parts A faire face and a crooked body comely upper parts and the lower parts uncomely suit not well because comelinesse stands in onenesse in a fit agreement of many parts to one when there is the head of a man and the body of a beast it is a monster in nature And is it not as monstrous for to have an understanding head and a fierce untameâ—… heart It cannot but raise up a holy indignation in us against these risings when wee consider how unbeseeming they are What doe these base passâ—… in a heart dedicated to God and given up to the government of his Spirit what an indignity is it for Princes to goe a foot and servants on horse-baâ—… for those to rule whose place is to 〈◊〉 ruled as being good attendants bâ—… bad guides It was Chams curse to beâ—… sevant of servants 8. This must be strengthned with a strong selfe-denial without which there can be no good done in Religion There be two things that most trouble us in the way to heaven corruption within us and the crosse without 〈◊〉 that which is within us must be deniâ—… that that which is without us may bâ—… endured Otherwise we cannot follow him by whom wee looke to be saved The gate the entrance of Religion 〈◊〉 narrow we must strip our selves of oâ—… selves before we can enter if we bring any ruling lust to Religion it wil prove a bitter root of some grosse sinne or of apostacie and finall desperation Those that sought the praise of men more than the praise of God could not beleeve because that lust of ambition would when it should be crossed draw them away The young man thought it better for Christ to lose a Disciple than that hee should lose his possession and therefore went away as hee came The third ground came to nothing because the Plough had not gone deepe enough to breake up the rootes whereby their hearts were fastned to earthly contentments This selfe-deniall wee must carry with us through all the parts of Religion both in our active and passive obedience for in obedience there must be a subjection to a superiour but corrupt selfe neither is subject nor can be it will have an oare in every thing and maketh every thing yea Religion serviceable to it self It is the Idol of the world or rather the god that is set highest of all in the soule so God himselfe is made but an Idol It is hard to deny a friend who is another selfe harder to deny a wife that lyeth in the bosome but most hard to deny our selves Nothing so neere us as our selves to our selves and yet nothing so farre off Nothing so deare yet nothing so malicious troublesome Hypocrites would part with the fruit of their body sooner than the sinne of their soules CAP. XI Signes of victory over our selves and of 〈◊〉 subdued spirit BVt how shall we know whether we have by grace got the victory over our selves or not I answer if in good actions we stand not so much upon the credit of the action as upon the good that is done What we doe as unto God wee looke for acceptance from God It was Ionâ—… his fault to stand more upon his owne reputation than the glory of Gods mercy It is a prevailing signe when though there be no outward encouragements Nay though there be discouragements yet wee can rest in the comfort of a good intention For usually inward comfort is a note of inward sincerity Iehu must be seene or else all is lost 2. It is a good evidence of some prevailing when upon Religious grounds wee can crosse our selves in those things unto which our hearts stand most affected this sheweth wee reserve GOD his owne place in our hearts 3. When being privie to our owne inclination and temper wee have gotten such a supply of spirit as that the grace which is contrary to our temper appeares in us As oft wee see none more patient than those that are naturally enclined to intemperancie of passion because naturall pronenesse maketh them jealous over themselves Some out of feare of being over-much moved are not moved so much as they should be This jealousie stirreth us up to a carefull use of all helps Where grace is helped by nature there a little grace will goe farre but where there is much untowardnesse of nature there much grace is not so well discerned Sowre wines need much sweetning And that is most spirituall which hath least helpe from nature and is wonne by prayer and paines 4. When wee are not partiall when the things concerne our selves Daâ—… could allow himselfe another mâ—… wife and yet judgeth another mâ—… worthy of death for taking away a pâ—… mans lambe Men usually favour themselves too much when they are Chancellors in their owne cause and measure all things by their private interest Hee hath taken a good degree in Christs Schoole that hath learned to forget himselfe here 5. It is a good signe when upoÌ„ discovery of selfe-feeking we can gaine upon our corruption and are willing to search and to be searched what our inclination is and where it faileth Thâ—… which we favour we are tender of 〈◊〉 must not be touched A good heart when any corruption is discovered by a searching Ministry is affected as if it had found out a deadly enemy Touchinesse and passion argues guilt 6. This is a signe
it lookes upon all things it hath or desires to have as comming from God and his free grace and power it desireth not onely wisdome but to be wise in his wisdome to see in his light to be strong in his strength the thing it selfe contents not this grace of trust but Gods blessing and love in the thing it cares not for any thing further then it can have it with Gods favour and good liking Hence it is that trust is an obsequions and an observing grace stirring up the soule to a desire of pleasing God in all things and to a feare of displeasing him Hee that pretends to trust the Lord in a course of offending may trust to this that God will meet him in another way then he lookes for Hee that is a tenant at curtesie will not offend his Lord hence it is that the Apostle inforceth that exhortation to work out our salvation with feare and trembling because it is God that worketh the will and the deed and according to his good pleasure not ours Therefore faith is an effectuall working grace it workes in Heaven with God it workes within us commanding all the powers of the soule it workes without us conquering whatsoever is in the world on the right hand to draw us from God or â—…n the left hand to discourage us it works against Hell and the powers of darknesse and all by vertue of trusting as it draweth strength from God It stirres up all other graces and keepes them in exercise and thereupon the acts of other graces are attributed to faith as Heb. 11. It breeds a holy jealousie over our selves lest we give God just cause 〈◊〉 stop the influence of his grace toâ—…ds us so to let us see that wee stand â—…ot by our owne strength Those that take liberty in things they either know 〈◊〉 doubt will displease God shew they want the feare of God and this want of feare shewes their want of dependancy and therefore want of trust dependancy is alwayes very respective it studieth contentment and care to comply this was it made Enoch walke with God â—…d studie how to please him when wee know nothing can doe us good or hurt but God it drawes our chiefe care to approve our selves to him Obedience of faith and obedience of life will goe together and therefore he that commits his soule to God to save will commit his soule to God to sanctifie and guide in a way of well pleasing Not onely the tame but the most savage creatures will bee at the beck of those that seede them though they are ready to fall violently upon others disobedience therefore is against the principles of nature This dependancy is either in the use of meanes or else when meanes failes us true dependancy is exactly carefull of all meanes When God hath set down a course of meanes wee must not expect that God should alter his ordinary course of providence for us deserved disappointment is the fruit of this presumptuous confidence the more wee depend on a wise Physitian the more we will observe his directions and bee carefull to use what hee prescribes yet we must use the meanes 〈◊〉 meanes and not set them in Gods room for that is the way to blast our hopes The way to have any thing taken away and not blest is to set our heart too much upon it Too much griefe in parting with any thing shewes too much trust in the enjoying of it And therefore he that uses the meanes in faith will alwayes joyne prayer unto God from whom as every good thing comes so likewise doth the blessing and successe therof where much indeavour is and little seeking to God it shewes there is little trust the Widdow that trusted in God continued likewise in prayers day and right The best discovery of our not relying too much on meanes is when all meanes faile if we can still relye upon God as being still where he was and hath wayes of his owne for helping of us either immediately from himselfe or by setting a worke other meanes and those perhaps very unlikely such as we thinke not of God hath wayes of his â—…ne Abraham never honoured God more then when he trusted in God for â—…son against the course of nature and when he had a son was ready to sacrifice him upon confidence that God would raise him from the dead againe This was the ground upon which Daniell with such great authority reprooved Baltbazar that he had not a care to glorifie God in whose hand his breath was and all his wayes The greatest honour we can doe unto God is when wee see nothing but rather all contrary to that we looke for then to shut our eyes to inferiour things below and looke altogether upon his Al sufficiency God can convey himselfe more comfortably to us when he pleaseth without meanes then by meanes True trust as it sets God highest in the soule so in danger and wants it hath present recourse to him as the Conyes to the Rockes And because Gods times and seasons are the best it is an evidence of true trust when we can waite Gods leisure and not make hast and so runne before God for else the more hast the worse speed God seldome makes any promise to his Children but he exerciseth their trust in waiting long before as David for a Kingdome Abraham for a sonne the whole world for Christs comming c. One maine evidence of true trust in God is here in the text wee see here it hath a quieting and stilling vertue for it stayes the soule upon the fulnesse of Gods love joyned with his ability to supply our wants and releeve our necessities though faith doth not at the first especially so stay the soule as to take away all suspitious feares of the contrary There be so many things in trouble that presse upon the soule as hinder the joyning of God and it together yet the prevailing of our unbeliefe is taken away the raigne of it is broken If the touch of Christ in his abasement on earth drew vertue from him certain it is that faith caÌ„not touch Christ in heaven but it will draw a quieting and sanctifying vertue from him which will in some measure stop the issues of an unquiet spirit the Needle in the Compasse will stand North though with some trembling A Ship that lyes at Anchor may bee something tossed but yet it stil remains so fastned that it cannot bee caried away by winde or weather the soule after it hath cast anchor upon God may as we see here in David be disquieted a while but this unsetling tends to a deeper setling the more we beleeve the more we are established faith is an establishing grace by faith we stand and stand fast and are able to withstand whatsoever opposeth us For what can stand against God upon whose truth and power faith relyes The devill feares not us but him whom
sword It is a businesse more of the heart then of the tongue more of groanes then of words which groanes and sighes the Spirit will alwayes stirre up even in the worst condition Yet for parts there is no member but it is fitted with some abilities to doe service in the body and by faith may grow up to a greater measure For God calls none to that high condition but whom in some measure hee fits to bee an usefull member and endues with a publique spirit But that is the measure which Christ thinkes fit who will make up that in the body which is wanting in any parâ—…lar member God will encrease the â—…asure of our gifts as occasion shall 〈◊〉 offered to draw them forth for there is not the greatest but may have 〈◊〉 both of the parts and graces of the â—…nest in the Church And here the â—…le may by a spirit of faith goe to God in this maner Lord the estate of Christianity unto which thy love in Christ hath called and advanced mee is an high condition and there is need of a great measure of grace to uphold the credit and comfort of it Whom thou callest unto it thou dost in some â—…asure furnish to walke worthy of it Let this be an evideÌ„ce to my soul of the â—…th of thy call that I am enabled by the Spirit for those duties that are required in confideÌ„ce of which assistaÌ„ce I will set upoÌ„ the work Thou hast promised to give wisdome to theÌ„ that ask it to â—…id none with their unworthinesse Nay thou hast promised the spirit of all grace to those that begge it it is that which I need and it is no more then thou hast promised Onely it must bee remembred that we doe not walke above our parts and graces the issue whereof will be discouragement in our selves and disgrace from others The like may be said for our particular calling wherein we are to expresse the graces of our Christian calling and serve one another in love as members of the State as well as of the Church therefore every one must have 1. a calling 2. a lawfull 3. a usefull calling 4. a calling fitted for his parts that he may be even for his businesse 5. a lawfull entrance and calling thereunto 6. and 〈◊〉 lawfull demeanour in the same Though the Orbe and Sphere we walâ—… in be little yet we must keepe within the bounds of it because for our cariage in that wee must give a strict account and there is no calling so meane but a man shall finde enough to give a good account for Our care must be to know our worke and then to doe it and so to doe it as if it were unto God with conscience of moderate diligence for over-doing and overworking any thing comes either from ostentation 〈◊〉 distrust in God And negligence is 〈◊〉 farre from getting any blessing that â—…rings us under a curse for doing Gods 〈◊〉 negligently For we must thinke 〈◊〉 callings to be services of God who 〈◊〉 appointed us our standing thereâ—… That which belongs to us in our calâ—…ng is care of discharging our duty 〈◊〉 which God takes upon him is assiâ—…ce and good successe in it Let us â—…e our worke and leave God to doe 〈◊〉 owne Diligence and trust in him 〈◊〉 onely ours the rest of the burthen is 〈◊〉 In a Family the Fathers and the â—…sters care is the greatest the childs 〈◊〉 is onely to obey and the servants 〈◊〉 doe his worke care of provision and â—…ection doth not trouble them Most of our disquietnesse in our calling 〈◊〉 that wee trouble our selves about 〈◊〉 worke Trust God and be doing 〈◊〉 let him alone with the rest Hee â—…nds upon his credit so much that it â—…ll appeare we have not trusted him â—…vaine even when we see no appearance of doing any good Peter fishâ—… all night and catched nothing yet up on Christs word hee casts in his net againe and caught so many fish as brakâ—… his net Covetousnesse when men wiâ—… be richer then God would have them troubles all it troubles the house the whole family and the house within uâ—… our precious soule which should bee 〈◊〉 quiet house for Gods spirit to dwell in whose seat is a quiet spirit If meâ—… would follow Christs method and seeke first the Kingdome of heaven all other things would bee cast upon them If thoughts of insufficiency in our places discourage us remember what God saith to Moses when he pretended disability to speake Who hath made 〈◊〉 mouth have not I the Lord All oâ—… sufficiency for every calling is from God But you will say Though by Gods blessing my particular condition be comfortable yet the state of Gods people abroad 〈◊〉 the miseries of the times disquiet me We complaine of the times but let us take heed wee bee not a part of the misery of the times that they be not 〈◊〉 worse for us Indeed hee is a dead â—…mber that takes not to heart the ill 〈◊〉 the times yet here is place for that â—…plaint Help Lord. In these temâ—… doe as the Disciples did Cry to â—…ist to rebuke the tempests and â—…mes This is the day of Iacobs trouâ—… let it also be the day of Iacobs trust 〈◊〉 the body doe as the head did in the 〈◊〉 case and in time it shall bee with 〈◊〉 body as it is with the head In this case it is good to lay before 〈◊〉 all the promises made to his â—…rch with the examples of his preâ—… in it and deliverance of the same â—…rmer times God is never neerer 〈◊〉 Church then when trouble is neere â—…en in earth they conclude an utter â—…throw God is in heaven concludeâ—… a glorious deliverance usually afâ—… the lowest ebbe followes the highâ—… spring tide Christ stands upon 〈◊〉 Zion There is a Counsell in â—…aven that will dash the mould of all â—…trary Counsels on earth and â—…ich is more God will worke the raising of the Church by that very meanes by which his enemies seek to ruine it Let us stand still and behold the salvation of the Lord. God gave too deare a price for his Church to suffer it long in the hands of mercilesse enemies As for the seeming flourishing of the enemies of Gods Church it is but for a time and that a short time and a measured time The wicked plot against the just they are plotters and plowers of mischiefe they are skilfull and industrious in it but they reape their owne ruine Their day is a comming and their piâ—… is in digging take heed therefore of fretting because of the man that bringeth wicked devices to passe for the armes of the wicked shall be broken Wee should help our faith by observing Gods executing of judgement in this kinde It cannot but vexe the enemies of the Church to see at length a disappointing of their projects but then to see the mould of all their