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godhead_n sect_n xvii_o out_o of_o the_o sense_n of_o this_o happy_a union_n arise_v a_o unspeakable_a complacency_n and_o delight_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o that_o god_n and_o saviour_n who_o be_v thus_o inseparable_o we_o and_o by_o who_o union_n we_o be_v bless_v and_o a_o high_a appreciation_n of_o he_o above_o all_o the_o world_n and_o a_o contemptuous_a under_o valuation_n of_o all_o earthly_a thing_n in_o comparison_n of_o he_o and_o this_o be_v no_o other_o than_o a_o heavenly_a reflection_n of_o that_o sweet_a contentment_n which_o the_o god_n of_o mercy_n take_v in_o the_o faithful_a soul_n thou_o have_v ravish_v 5._o my_o heart_n my_o sister_n my_o spouse_n thou_o have_v ravish_v my_o heart_n with_o one_o of_o my_o eye_n thou_o be_v beautiful_a o_o my_o love_n as_o tirzah_n comely_a as_o jerusalem_n turn_v away_o thy_o eye_n from_o i_o for_o they_o have_v overcome_v i_o how_o fair_a be_v thy_o love_n my_o sister_n my_o spouse_n how_o much_o better_a be_v thy_o love_n then_o 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heavenly_a task_n beginning_n upon_o earth_n those_o hallelujah_n which_o it_o shall_v perfect_v above_o in_o the_o bless_a chore_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n ever_o praise_v god_n and_o say_v blessing_n and_o glory_n and_o wisdom_n and_o thanksgiving_n and_o honour_n and_o power_n and_o may_v be_v unto_o our_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n sect_n xxii_o none_o of_o all_o the_o service_n of_o god_n can_v be_v acceptable_o no_o not_o unsinful_o perform_v without_o due_a devotion_n as_o therefore_o in_o our_o prayer_n &_o thanksgiving_n so_o in_o the_o other_o exercise_n of_o divine_a worship_n especial_o in_o the_o read_n and_o hear_v of_o god_n word_n and_o in_o our_o receipt_n of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n it_o be_v so_o necessary_a that_o without_o it_o we_o offer_v to_o god_n a_o mere_a carcase_n of_o religious_a duty_n and_o profane_v that_o sacred_a name_n we_o will_v
our_o redemption_n and_o his_o bless_a sacrament_n to_o seal_v up_o unto_o we_o our_o redemption_n thus_o wrought_v and_o purchase_v and_o with_o soul_n thus_o thankful_o elevate_v unto_o god_n we_o approach_v with_o all_o reverence_n to_o that_o heavenly_a table_n where_o god_n be_v both_o the_o feast-master_n and_o the_o feast_n what_o intention_n of_o holy_a thought_n what_o fervour_n of_o spirit_n what_o depth_n of_o devotion_n must_v we_o now_o find_v in_o ourselves_o doubtless_o out_o of_o heaven_n no_o object_n can_v be_v so_o worthy_a to_o take_v up_o our_o heart_n what_o a_o clear_a representation_n be_v here_o of_o the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n how_o be_v my_o saviour_n by_o all_o my_o sense_n here_o bring_v home_o to_o my_o soul_n how_o be_v his_o passion_n lively_o act_v before_o my_o eye_n for_o lo_o my_o bodily_a eye_n do_v not_o more_o true_o see_v bread_n and_o wine_n than_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o faith_n see_v the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n thus_o be_v his_o sacred_a body_n tear_v and_o break_v thus_o be_v his_o precious_a blood_n pour_v out_o for_o i_o my_o sin_n wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o help_v thus_o to_o crucify_v my_o saviour_n and_o for_o the_o discharge_n of_o my_o sin_n will_v he_o be_v thus_o crucify_v neither_o do_v he_o only_o give_v himself_o for_o i_o upon_o the_o cross_n but_o lo_o he_o both_o offer_n and_o give_v himself_o to_o i_o in_o this_o his_o bless_a institution_n what_o have_v his_o general_a gift_n be_v without_o this_o application_n now_o my_o hand_n do_v not_o more_o sensible_o take_v nor_o my_o mouth_n more_o real_o eat_v this_o bread_n than_o my_o soul_n do_v spiritual_o receive_v and_o feed_v on_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n o_o saviour_n thou_o be_v the_o live_a bread_n that_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n thy_o flesh_n be_v meat_n indeed_o and_o thy_o blood_n be_v drink_v indeed_o oh_o that_o i_o may_v so_o eat_v of_o this_o bread_n that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o he_o that_o come_v to_o thou_o shall_v never_o hunger_n he_o that_o believe_v in_o thou_o shall_v never_o thirst_v oh_o that_o i_o can_v now_o so_o hunger_n and_o so_o thirst_v for_o thou_o that_o my_o soul_n can_v be_v for_o ever_o satisfy_v with_o thou_o thy_o people_n of_o old_a be_v feed_v with_o manna_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o they_o die_v that_o food_n of_o angel_n can_v not_o keep_v they_o from_o perish_v but_o oh_o for_o the_o hide_a manna_n which_o give_v life_n to_o the_o world_n even_o thy_o bless_a self_n give_v i_o ever_o of_o this_o bread_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v oh_o the_o precious_a juice_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o vine_n wherewith_o thou_o refresh_a my_o soul_n be_v this_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o grape_n be_v it_o not_o rather_o thy_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n that_o be_v pour_v out_o for_o i_o thou_o speak_v o_o saviour_n of_o new_a wine_n that_o thou_o will_v drink_v with_o thy_o disciple_n in_o thy_o father_n kingdom_n can_v there_o be_v any_o more_o precious_a and_o pleasant_a than_o this_o wherewith_o thou_o cheare_v the_o believe_a soul_n our_o palate_n be_v now_o dull_a and_o earthly_a which_o shall_v then_o be_v exquisite_a and_o celestial_a but_o sure_o no_o liquor_n can_v be_v of_o equal_a price_n or_o sovereignty_n with_o thy_o blood_n oh_o how_o unsavoury_a be_v all_o earthly_a delicacy_n to_o this_o heavenly_a draught_n o_o god_n let_v not_o the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o this_o spiritual_a nectar_n ever_o go_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v the_o comfortable_a warmth_n of_o this_o bless_a cordial_n ever_o work_v upon_o my_o soul_n even_o till_o and_o in_o the_o last_o moment_n of_o my_o dissolution_n do_v thou_o bid_v i_o o_o saviour_n do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o oh_o how_o can_v i_o forget_v thou_o how_o can_v i_o enough_o celebrate_v thou_o for_o this_o thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n can_v i_o see_v thou_o thus_o crucify_v before_o my_o eye_n &_o for_o my_o sake_n thus_o crucify_v and_o not_o remember_v thou_o can_v i_o find_v my_o sin_n accessary_a to_o this_o thy_o death_n and_o thy_o death_n meritorious_o expiate_v all_o these_o my_o grievous_a sin_n and_o not_o remember_v thou_o can_v i_o hear_v thou_o free_o offer_v thyself_o to_o i_o and_o feel_v thou_o gracious_o convey_v thyself_o into_o my_o soul_n and_o not_o remember_v thou_o i_o do_v remember_v thou_o o_o saviour_n but_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v yet_o more_o effectual_o remember_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o passionate_a affection_n of_o a_o soul_n sick_a of_o thy_o love_n with_o all_o zealous_a desire_n to_o glorify_v thou_o with_o all_o fervent_a long_n after_o thou_o and_o thy_o salvation_n i_o remember_v thou_o in_o thy_o suffering_n oh_o do_v thou_o remember_v i_o in_o thy_o glory_n sect_n xxix_o have_v thus_o busy_v itself_o with_o holy_a thought_n in_o the_o time_n of_o the_o celebration_n the_o devout_a soul_n break_v not_o off_o in_o a_o abrupt_a unmannerliness_n without_o take_v leave_n of_o the_o great_a master_n of_o this_o heavenly_a feast_n but_o with_o a_o secret_a adoration_n humble_o bless_v god_n for_o so_o great_a a_o mercy_n and_o hearty_o resolve_v and_o desire_n to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n who_o it_o have_v receive_v and_o to_o consecreate_v itself_o whole_o to_o the_o service_n of_o he_o that_o have_v so_o dear_o buy_v it_o and_o have_v give_v it_o these_o pledge_n of_o its_o eternal_a union_n with_o he_o the_o devout_a soul_n have_v thus_o sup_v in_o heaven_n and_o return_v home_o yet_o the_o work_n be_v not_o thus_o do_v after_o the_o element_n be_v out_o of_o eye_n and_o use_v there_o remain_v a_o digestion_n of_o this_o celestial_a food_n by_o holy_a meditation_n and_o now_o it_o think_v oh_o what_o a_o blessing_n have_v i_o receive_v to_o day_n no_o less_o than_o my_o lord_n jesus_n with_o all_o his_o merit_n and_o in_o and_o with_o he_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o everlasting_a salvation_n how_o happy_a be_o i_o if_o i_o be_v not_o want_v to_o god_n and_o myself_o how_o unworthy_a shall_v i_o be_v if_o i_o do_v not_o strive_v to_o answer_v this_o love_n of_o my_o god_n and_o saviour_n in_o all_o hearty_a affection_n and_o in_o all_o holy_a obedience_n and_o now_o after_o this_o heavenly_a repast_n how_o do_v i_o feel_v myself_o what_o strength_n what_o advantage_n have_v my_o faith_n get_v how_o much_o be_o i_o near_o to_o heaven_n then_o before_o how_o much_o fast_o hold_v have_v i_o take_v of_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n how_o much_o more_o firm_a &_o sensible_a be_v my_o interest_n in_o he_o neither_o be_v these_o thought_n &_o this_o examination_n the_o work_n of_o the_o next_o instant_n only_o but_o they_o be_v such_o as_o must_v dwell_v upon_o the_o heart_n and_o must_v often_o solicit_v our_o memory_n and_o excite_v our_o practice_n that_o by_o this_o mean_v we_o may_v frequent_o renew_v the_o efficacy_n of_o this_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o 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to_o the_o judgement_n and_o holy_a manage_n of_o every_o christian_a neither_o be_v it_o to_o be_v imagine_v that_o any_o soul_n which_o be_v teach_v of_o god_n and_o have_v any_o acquaintance_n with_o heaven_n can_v be_v to_o seek_v in_o the_o particular_a application_n of_o common_a rule_n to_o his_o own_o necessity_n or_o expedience_n the_o result_n of_o all_o be_v a_o devout_a man_n be_v he_o that_o ever_o see_v the_o invisible_a and_o ever_o tremble_v before_o that_o god_n he_o see_v that_o walk_v ever_o here_o on_o earth_n with_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n and_o still_o adore_v that_o majesty_n with_o who_o he_o converse_v that_o confer_v hourly_o with_o the_o god_n of_o spirit_n in_o his_o own_o language_n yet_o so_o as_o no_o
familiarity_n can_v abate_v of_o his_o awe_n nor_o fear_v abate_v aught_o of_o his_o love_n to_o who_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n be_v ever_o open_a that_o he_o may_v go_v in_o at_o pleasure_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o none_o of_o the_o angelical_a spirit_n can_v offer_v to_o challenge_v he_o of_o too_o much_o boldness_n who_o eye_n be_v well_o acquaint_v with_o those_o heavenly_a guardian_n the_o presence_n of_o who_o he_o do_v as_o true_o acknowledge_v as_o if_o they_o be_v his_o sensible_a companion_n he_o be_v well_o know_v of_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n for_o a_o daily_a suitor_n in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n &_o none_o so_o welcome_a there_o as_o he_o he_o account_v all_o his_o time_n lose_v that_o fall_v beside_o his_o god_n and_o can_v be_v no_o more_o weary_a of_o good_a thought_n then_o of_o happiness_n his_o bosom_n be_v no_o harbour_n for_o any_o know_a evil_n and_o it_o be_v a_o question_n whether_o he_o more_o abhor_v sin_n or_o hell_n his_o care_n be_v 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peremptory_a in_o the_o sense_n glad_o comprehend_v what_o he_o may_v and_o admire_v what_o he_o can_v comprehend_v do_v god_n call_v for_o his_o ear_n he_o go_v awful_o into_o the_o holy_a presence_n and_o so_o hear_v as_o if_o he_o shall_v now_o hear_v his_o last_o latch_v every_o word_n that_o drop_v from_o the_o preacher_n lip_n ere_o it_o fall_v to_o the_o ground_n and_o lay_v it_o up_o careful_o where_o he_o may_v be_v sure_a to_o fetch_v it_o he_o sit_v not_o to_o censure_v but_o to_o learn_v yet_o speculation_n and_o knowledge_n be_v the_o least_o drift_n of_o his_o labour_n nothing_o be_v his_o own_o but_o what_o he_o practise_v be_v he_o invite_v to_o god_n feast_n he_o hate_v to_o come_v in_o a_o foul_a and_o slovenly_a dress_n but_o trim_v up_o his_o soul_n so_o as_o may_v be_v fit_a for_o a_o heavenly_a guest_n neither_o do_v he_o leave_v his_o stomach_n at_o home_n cloy_v with_o the_o world_n but_o bring_v a_o sharp_a appetite_n with_o he_o and_o so_o sâ—eds_v as_o if_o 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