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be_v present_o send_v for_o yea_o the_o poor_a of_o man_n the_o poor_a shepherd_n to_o be_v spectator_n of_o his_o poverty_n to_o wit_n the_o lamb_n be_v bear_v and_o it_o be_v but_o fit_v that_o the_o shepherd_n shall_v give_v their_o attendance_n aff._n observe_v observe_v diligent_o o_o my_o soul_n the_o way_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n which_o be_v still_o so_o contrary_a to_o those_o of_o the_o world_n when_o a_o mother_n be_v to_o be_v choysen_n he_o cast_v his_o eye_n upon_o a_o humble_a handmaid_n when_o divine_a providence_n be_v to_o provide_v a_o palace_n in_o earth_n for_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n it_o be_v a_o poor_a stable_n when_o courtier_n be_v to_o be_v send_v for_o the_o very_a first_o embassy_n that_o wisdom_n make_v be_v not_o to_o king_n and_o prince_n but_o to_o poor_a contemptible_a clown_n o_o strange_a confusion_n to_o the_o proud_a potentate_n of_o this_o world_n o_o singular_a consolation_n to_o the_o humble_a poor_a and_o simple_a who_o have_v no_o 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after_o receive_v i_o have_v find_v thou_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o who_o my_o hart_n love_v nor_o shall_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o but_o lodge_v between_o my_o breast_n i_o hold_v thou_o i_o possess_v thou_o i_o enjoy_v thou_o in_o this_o narrow_a cottage_n of_o my_o hart_n who_o the_o heaven_n can_v comprehend_v o_o kiss_v i_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a sweet_a mouth_n my_o dear_a jesu_n for_o thy_o breast_n be_v better_a than_o the_o most_o delicious_o parfumed_a wine_n thy_o name_n be_v oil_n pour_v out_o thy_o voice_n sweet_a thy_o face_n comely_a and_o thou_o be_v whole_o fair_a and_o desiderable_a o_o bread_n of_o life_n bread_n of_o angel_n sanctuary_n of_o soul_n o_o sweet_a and_o secreete_a comforter_n of_o holy_a heart_n o_o heavenly_a spouse_n o_o jesu_n my_o dear_a love_n o_o riches_n of_o the_o soul_n solace_n of_o the_o afflict_a food_n of_o the_o famish_a o_o my_o joy_n my_o glory_n and_o all_o my_o beatitude_n no_o other_o nation_n have_v ever_o their_o 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and_o a_o best_a belove_a spouse_n to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n o_o let_v my_o soul_n praise_n love_n and_o magnify_v she_o for_o ever_o who_o have_v so_o singular_a near_a and_o dear_a relation_n to_o all_o the_o person_n of_o the_o b._n trinity_n the_o ii_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o day_n i._o point_n consider_v that_o if_o this_o day_n have_v bring_v out_o a_o virgin_n who_o be_v to_o be_v a_o virgin_n mother_n and_o that_o a_o mothér_n of_o god_n it_o have_v bless_v the_o world_n not_o only_o with_o the_o most_o excellent_a and_o best_a creature_n that_o ever_o the_o world_n yet_o see_v but_o even_o with_o the_o great_a that_o ever_o the_o world_n creator_n yet_o make_v among_o man_n or_o angel_n to_o who_o they_o cry_v out_o with_o admiration_n who_o be_v this_o who_o be_v this_o quaeest_fw-la ista_fw-la who_o rise_v as_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o day_n as_o fair_a as_o the_o moon_n as_o choice_n as_o the_o son_n etc._n etc._n affection_n let_v we_o my_o soul_n join_v in_o 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to_o ourselves_o too_o to_o be_v die_v or_o dead_a in_o spirit_n whilst_o in_o truth_n and_o in_o the_o never_o fail_a sight_n of_o god_n we_o be_v in_o perfect_a health_n and_o do_v but_o only_a slumber_n and_o a_o little_a forget_v ourselves_o or_o else_o if_o be_v true_o dead_a through_o infirmity_n we_o present_o run_v to_o jesus_n for_o succour_n while_o we_o be_v in_o his_o hand_n in_o who_o all_o thing_n do_v live_v he_o be_v indeed_o resurrection_n and_o life_n we_o can_v be_v say_v so_o much_o to_o be_v dead_a as_o to_o sleep_v for_o a_o while_n till_o he_o interpose_v his_o powerful_a hand_n to_o raise_v we_o to_o our_o spiritual_a life_n again_o affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n the_o little_a skill_n we_o have_v to_o discern_v between_o suggestion_n deliberation_n and_o consent_n cause_n in_o we_o more_o doubt_n than_o death_n more_o fearful_a apprehension_n then_o true_a crime_n be_v our_o heart_n brimful_a of_o disloyal_a and_o abominable_a representation_n they_o be_v but_o 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himself_o but_o even_o of_o any_o thing_n which_o touch_v he_o to_o wit_n the_o very_a hem_n of_o his_o garment_n and_o the_o second_o be_v manifest_v in_o these_o few_o confident_a word_n if_o i_o shall_v touch_v only_o the_o hem_n of_o his_o garment_n i_o shall_v be_v safe_a affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n when_o we_o compare_v our_o cold_a confidence_n to_o the_o great_a faith_n of_o this_o good_a woman_n we_o may_v well_o say_v we_o believe_v o_o lord_n yet_o help_v our_o incredulity_n and_o increase_v this_o dead_a faith_n of_o we_o for_o lo_o she_o neither_o covet_v to_o speak_v to_o christ_n nor_o to_o have_v he_o speak_v to_o she_o neither_o to_o touch_v he_o nor_o to_o be_v touch_v by_o he_o but_o only_o in_o silence_n to_o touch_v the_o hem_n of_o his_o garment_n and_o she_o be_v present_o cure_v o_o conquer_a modesty_n o_o soul_n speak_v silence_n thou_o haste_v a_o more_o facile_a access_n to_o he_o who_o hear_v heart_n than_o the_o loud_a importunity_n of_o those_o too_o solicitous_a and_o perplex_a soul_n who_o seem_v to_o endeavour_n as_o it_o be_v by_o force_n of_o arm_n to_o obtain_v their_o request_n my_o soul_n let_v we_o only_o humble_o hope_v in_o our_o lord_n and_o he_o will_v give_v we_o the_o desire_n of_o our_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxiv_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n when_o you_o shall_v see_v the_o abomination_n of_o desolation_n which_o according_a to_o daniel_n shall_v appear_v in_o the_o temple_n etc._n etc._n matt._n 24._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o by_o the_o abomination_n of_o desolation_n which_o daniel_n foretell_v be_v mean_v the_o deplorable_a destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n by_o titus_n and_o vespasianus_n and_o by_o that_o again_o the_o dismale_a conflagration_n of_o the_o universal_a world_n in_o the_o last_o day_n when_o christ_n shall_v come_v to_o judge_v the_o same_o in_o great_a power_n and_o majesty_n but_o by_o these_o two_o again_o the_o day_n of_o the_o accurse_a eternity_n 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