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A77267 The penitent pilgrim bemoning his sinfull condition. Faith appeares vnto him affording him comfort hope seconds that comfort charity promiseth him in this vaile of missery to cover all his scarlett sins wth: [sic] ye white robe of mercy, & conduct him safly to ye kingdome of glory. By Io: Hall Brathwaite, Richard, 1588?-1673, attributed name.; Hall, John, 1627-1656, attributed name.; Herdson, Henry, attributed name.; Le Blon, Christof, d. 1665, engraver. 1651 (1651) Wing B4275aA; ESTC R224400 106,709 434

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hope_v of_o future_a happiness_n this_o very_a promise_n of_o long_a day_n may_v have_v bring_v thou_o to_o obedience_n but_o alas_o this_o be_v the_o low_a of_o my_o thought_n the_o least_o of_o my_o care_n i_o desire_v in_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v the_o master_n of_o a_o estate_n before_o nature_n will_v allow_v i_o it_o i_o take_v my_o portion_n and_o go_v away_o into_o a_o far_a country_n and_o there_o i_o play_v the_o rioter_n till_o i_o become_v a_o miserable_a beggar_n then_o and_o never_o till_o then_o do_v i_o consider_v what_o i_o have_v do_v for_o by_o this_o time_n have_v i_o forget_v my_o father_n house_n so_o long_o and_o so_o sweet_o have_v i_o be_v ●ulled_v in_o the_o lap_v of_o sin_n but_o have_v now_o reap_v the_o fruit_n of_o my_o disobedience_n i_o begin_v to_o have_v a_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n and_o to_o have_v some_o small_a sensible_a feeling_n of_o repentance_n but_o never_o till_o such_o time_n as_o i_o have_v feed_v free_o of_o those_o empty_a husk_n of_o 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thou_o be_v my_o saviour_n oh_o let_v it_o never_o be_v in_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n chap._n 18._o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o second_o in_o his_o practise_v mischief_n against_o his_o neighbour_n one_o may_v commit_v murder_n and_o shed_v no_o blood_n the_o very_a thought_n of_o our_o heart_n may_v become_v conspirator_n against_o our_o neighbour_n and_o so_o we_o murder_v he_o in_o our_o desire_n cain_n slay_v his_o brother_n abel_n which_o make_v he_o turn_v runagate_n by_o fly_v from_o god_n presence_n o_o how_o often_o have_v i_o stain_v my_o brother_n in_o conceive_v cruel_a thought_n which_o reflect_v upon_o his_o life_n fame_n and_o substance_n o_o how_o often_o have_v i_o in_o my_o heart_n wish_v a_o sudden_a end_n unto_o my_o enemy_n and_o yet_o i_o be_v persuade_v he_o be_v not_o well_o prepare_v for_o death_n when_o i_o wish_v this_o unto_o he_o so_o as_o my_o desire_n be_v bend_v to_o murder_v he_o both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n by_o wish_v he_o so_o sudden_a and_o 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i_o will_v put_v away_o all_o his_o wickedness_n out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n say_v the_o lord_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o have_v say_v it_o even_o he_o who_o as_o he_o be_v gracious_a in_o his_o promise_n so_o be_v he_o faithful_a in_o his_o performance_n hence_o be_v my_o trust_n that_o though_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o red_a as_o scarlet_a the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n will_v make_v they_o white_a though_o my_o garment_n be_v all_o red_a as_o those_o who_o come_v from_o bosro_n my_o saviour_n have_v in_o store_n a_o white_a robe_n for_o i_o as_o white_a as_o the_o snow_n of_o
say_v there_o be_v no_o god_n for_n have_v thou_o retain_v in_o thou_o one_o think_v of_o god_n thou_o will_v have_v tremble_v to_o have_v do_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v do_v against_o the_o majesty_n of_o god_n nay_o whereas_o he_o have_v tell_v thou_o that_o there_o be_v but_o one_o god_n and_o he_o shall_v thou_o serve_v thou_o have_v make_v to_o thyself_o many_o god_n one_o to_o fulfil_v thy_o pleasure_n another_o to_o advance_v thou_o to_o honour_n another_o for_o filthy_a lucre_n oh_o how_o can_v i_o remember_v this_o without_o heaviness_n of_o heart_n to_o leave_v he_o who_o give_v i_o be_v to_o leave_v he_o who_o be_v my_o portion_n without_o who_o i_o have_v no_o be_v o_o my_o good_a god_n do_v not_o leave_v i_o for_o what_o be_o i_o without_o thou_o or_o what_o can_v i_o do_v unless_o thou_o help_v i_o all_o the_o god_n of_o the_o gentile_n be_v devil_n it_o be_v thou_o lord_n only_o that_o have_v make_v heaven_n &_o earth_n thou_o only_o o_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n those_o god_n who_o have_v not_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n let_v they_o perish_v from_o heaven_n and_o earth_n let_v heaven_n &_o earth_n praise_n that_o god_n who_o have_v make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n chap._n 14._o his_o breach_n of_o the_o law_n touch_v the_o second_o commandment_n bring_v forth_o thy_o golden_a calf_n thy_o treasure_n of_o horeb_n thy_o dagon_n thy_o moloc_n tell_v i_o have_v thou_o not_o rear_v these_o idol_n in_o thy_o heart_n these_o be_v but_o make_v of_o gold_n and_o silver_n &_o these_o be_v the_o metal_n which_o thou_o do_v honour_n where_o the_o treasure_n be_v there_o be_v the_o heart_n oh_o upon_o how_o unworthy_a a_o subject_a have_v thou_o bestow_v it_o oh_o that_o thou_o have_v raze_v those_o moult_a image_n those_o grave_a idol_n too_o long_o engrave_v in_o thy_o heart_n which_o thou_o so_o unhappy_o adore_v oh_o that_o thou_o have_v see_v into_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o paint_a earth_n what_o a_o folly_n it_o be_v for_o a_o unthankful_a people_n to_o 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possible_o give_v the_o least_o entertainment_n to_o my_o afflict_a brother_n but_o i_o may_v become_v her_o remembrancer_n which_o i_o shall_v not_o fear_v to_o see_v plenteous_o reward_v hereafter_o with_o a_o long_a eye_n after_o she_o i_o take_v my_o leave_n of_o she_o desire_v no_o great_a solace_n then_o to_o bestow_v the_o small_a remainder_n of_o my_o time_n in_o her_o service_n and_o resolve_v in_o all_o humble_a manner_n ever_o from_o that_o time_n to_o become_v her_o faithful_a almoner_n dear_a father_n thou_o who_o be_v perfect_a charity_n purify_v my_o heart_n throughout_o that_o i_o may_v prepare_v a_o room_n therein_o fit_v to_o entertain_v thou_o though_o charity_n grow_v cold_a in_o the_o world_n let_v my_o desire_n become_v so_o wain_v from_o this_o present_a world_n that_o my_o charity_n may_v witness_v for_o i_o that_o i_o be_o prepare_v for_o a_o other_o world_n give_v i_o a_o liberal_a heart_n that_o free_o communicate_v to_o the_o necessity_n of_o thy_o saint_n and_o constant_o rely_v on_o thy_o promise_n through_o a_o firm_a faith_n and_o hope_v repose_v in_o thou_o i_o may_v at_o last_o come_v unto_o thou_o and_o of_o a_o poor_a pilgrim_n become_v a_o happy_a citizen_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n there_o to_o sing_v alleluia_n among_o those_o glorious_a saint_n for_o ever_o more_o chap._n 74._o he_o take_v comfort_n and_o now_o weary_v with_o sojourn_v long_o in_o idumaea_n he_o turn_v to_o canaan_n so_o ineffable_o sweet_a be_v these_o comfort_n which_o i_o taste_v and_o so_o plenteous_o flow_v be_v those_o fountain_n from_o whence_o they_o be_v derive_v as_o i_o gather_v thence_o if_o there_o be_v such_o comfort_n in_o the_o day_n of_o mourning_n what_o will_v there_o be_v in_o the_o day_n of_o rejoice_v if_o such_o spiritual_a delight_n