studying how to compose their spirits and rather how to 〈◊〉 the deformity of their passions then 〈◊〉 cure them Whence it is that the fouâ—… inward vices are covered with the fairest vizards and to make this the worse all this is counted the bâ—… breeding The Heâ—…wes placed all their happinesse in peace and when they woâ—… comprise much in one word they would wish peace This was that the Angels brought newes of from heavâ—… at the birth of Christ. Now peace 〈◊〉 seth out of quietnesse and order aâ—… God that is the God of peace is the God 〈◊〉 order first What is health but when 〈◊〉 the members are in their due positâ—… and all the humors in a setled quieâ—… Whence ariseth the beauty of the world but from that comely order wherein every creature is placed the more glorious and excellent creatures above and the lesse below So it is in the soule the best constitution of it is when by the Spirit of God it is so ordered as that all be in subjection to the Law of the minde What a sight were it for the feet to be where the head is and the earth to be where the heaven is to see all turned upside downe And to a spirituall eye it seemes as great a deformity to see the soule to be under the rule of sinfull passions Comelinesse riseth out of the fit proportion of divers members to make up one body when every member hath a beauty in it selfe and is likewise well suited to other parts A faire face and a crooked body comely upper parts and the lower parts uncomely suit not well because comelinesse stands in onenesse in a fit agreement of many parts to one when there is the head of a man and the body of a beast it is a monster in nature And is it not as monstrous for to have an understanding head and a fierce untameâ—… heart It cannot but raise up a holy indignation in us against these risings when wee consider how unbeseeming they are What doe these base passâ—… in a heart dedicated to God and given up to the government of his Spirit what an indignity is it for Princes to goe a foot and servants on horse-baâ—… for those to rule whose place is to 〈◊〉 ruled as being good attendants bâ—… bad guides It was Chams curse to beâ—… sevant of servants 8. This must be strengthned with a strong selfe-denial without which there can be no good done in Religion There be two things that most trouble us in the way to heaven corruption within us and the crosse without 〈◊〉 that which is within us must be deniâ—… that that which is without us may bâ—… endured Otherwise we cannot follow him by whom wee looke to be saved The gate the entrance of Religion 〈◊〉 narrow we must strip our selves of oâ—… selves before we can enter if we bring any ruling lust to Religion it wil prove a bitter root of some grosse sinne or of apostacie and finall desperation Those that sought the praise of men more than the praise of God could not beleeve because that lust of ambition would when it should be crossed draw them away The young man thought it better for Christ to lose a Disciple than that hee should lose his possession and therefore went away as hee came The third ground came to nothing because the Plough had not gone deepe enough to breake up the rootes whereby their hearts were fastned to earthly contentments This selfe-deniall wee must carry with us through all the parts of Religion both in our active and passive obedience for in obedience there must be a subjection to a superiour but corrupt selfe neither is subject nor can be it will have an oare in every thing and maketh every thing yea Religion serviceable to it self It is the Idol of the world or rather the god that is set highest of all in the soule so God himselfe is made but an Idol It is hard to deny a friend who is another selfe harder to deny a wife that lyeth in the bosome but most hard to deny our selves Nothing so neere us as our selves to our selves and yet nothing so farre off Nothing so deare yet nothing so malicious troublesome Hypocrites would part with the fruit of their body sooner than the sinne of their soules CAP. XI Signes of victory over our selves and of 〈◊〉 subdued spirit BVt how shall we know whether we have by grace got the victory over our selves or not I answer if in good actions we stand not so much upon the credit of the action as upon the good that is done What we doe as unto God wee looke for acceptance from God It was Ionâ—… his fault to stand more upon his owne reputation than the glory of Gods mercy It is a prevailing signe when though there be no outward encouragements Nay though there be discouragements yet wee can rest in the comfort of a good intention For usually inward comfort is a note of inward sincerity Iehu must be seene or else all is lost 2. It is a good evidence of some prevailing when upon Religious grounds wee can crosse our selves in those things unto which our hearts stand most affected this sheweth wee reserve GOD his owne place in our hearts 3. When being privie to our owne inclination and temper wee have gotten such a supply of spirit as that the grace which is contrary to our temper appeares in us As oft wee see none more patient than those that are naturally enclined to intemperancie of passion because naturall pronenesse maketh them jealous over themselves Some out of feare of being over-much moved are not moved so much as they should be This jealousie stirreth us up to a carefull use of all helps Where grace is helped by nature there a little grace will goe farre but where there is much untowardnesse of nature there much grace is not so well discerned Sowre wines need much sweetning And that is most spirituall which hath least helpe from nature and is wonne by prayer and paines 4. When wee are not partiall when the things concerne our selves Daâ—… could allow himselfe another mâ—… wife and yet judgeth another mâ—… worthy of death for taking away a pâ—… mans lambe Men usually favour themselves too much when they are Chancellors in their owne cause and measure all things by their private interest Hee hath taken a good degree in Christs Schoole that hath learned to forget himselfe here 5. It is a good signe when upoÌ„ discovery of selfe-feeking we can gaine upon our corruption and are willing to search and to be searched what our inclination is and where it faileth Thâ—… which we favour we are tender of 〈◊〉 must not be touched A good heart when any corruption is discovered by a searching Ministry is affected as if it had found out a deadly enemy Touchinesse and passion argues guilt 6. This is a signe
whole course and tenour of 〈◊〉 lives when wee are not off and on 〈◊〉 and downe It argues an ill state of body when it is very hot or very colâ—… or hot in one part and cold in anothâ—… so unevennesse of spirit argues a distemper a wise mans life is of one colour like it selfe The soule bred froâ—… heaven so farre as it is heavenly minded desires to be like heaven above all stormes uniforme constant not as things under the Sunne which are alwayes in changes constant onely in inconstancie Affections are as it were the winde of the soule and then the soule is carried as it should be when it is neither so becalmed that it moves not when it should nor yet tossed with tempests to move disorderly When it is so well balaced that it is neither lift up nor cast downe too much but keepeth a steddy course Our affections must not rise to become unruly passions for then as a river that overfloweth the bankes they carry much slime and soile with them Though affections be the winde of the soule yet unruly passions are the stormes of the soule and will overturne all if they be not suppressed The best as wee see in David here if they doe not steare their hearts aright are in danger of sudden gusts A Christian must neither be a dead sea nor a raging sea Our affections are then in best temper when they become so many graces of the Spirit as when love is turned to a love of God joy to a delight in the best things feare to a feare of offending him more then any creature sorrow to a sorrow for sinne c. They are likewise in good temper when they move us to all duties of love and mercy towards others when they are not shut where they should be open nor open where they should be shut Yet there is one case wherein exceeding affection is not over exceeding As in an extasie of zeale upon a suddâ—… apprehension of Gods dishonour and his cause trodden under foot It is better in this case rather scarce to be 〈◊〉 owne men then to be calme or quiet It is said of Christ and David that their hearts were eaten up with a holy zeale for Gods house In such a case Moses unparalleld for meekenesse was turned into an holy rage The greatnesse 〈◊〉 the provocation the excellencie of thâ—… object and the weight of the occasion beares out the soule not onely without blame but with great praise in such seeming distempers It is the glory of a Christian to be carried with full saile and as it were with a spring tide of affection So long as the streame of affection runneth in the due channell and if there bee great occasions for great motions then it is fit the affections should rise higher as to burne with zeale to be sicke of love to be more vile for the Lord as David to be counted out of our wits with Saint Paul to further the cause of Christ and the good of soules Thus we may see the life of a poore Christian in this world 1. he is in great danger if hee be not troubled at all 2. when he is troubled he is in danger to be over troubled 3. when he hath brought his soule in tune againe hee is subject to new troubles Betwixt this ebbing and flowing there is very little quiet Now because this cannot bee done without a great measure of Gods Spirit our helpe is to make use of that promise of giving the holy Ghost to them that aske it To teach us when how long and how much to grieve and when and how long and how much to rejoyce the Spirit must teach the heart this who as he moved upon the waters before the Creation so hee must move upon the waters of our soules for wee have not the command of our owne hearts Every naturall man is carried away with his flesh and humours upon which the devill rides and carries him whither he list he hath no better comsellors then flesh and blood and Sathan counselling with them But a godly mâ—…n is not a slave to his carnall affections but as David here labours to bring into captivity the first motiâ—… of sinne in his heart CAP. IX Of the soules disquiets Gods dealings 〈◊〉 power to containe our selves in order MOreover we see that the soule 〈◊〉 disquiets proper to it selfe besides thâ—… griefes of Sympathy that arise from the bodie for here the soule complaines 〈◊〉 the soule it selfe as when it is out of the body it hath torments and joyes of its owne And if these troubles of the soule be not well cured then by way of fellowship and redundance they will affect the outward man and so the whole man shall bee inwrapt in miserie From whence we further see that God when he will humble a man needs not fetch forces from without if hee let but our owne hearts loose wee shall have trouble and worke enough though we were as holy as David God did not onely exercise him with a rebellious sonne out of his owne loynes but with rebellious risings out of his own heart If there were no enemie in the world nor devill in hell we carry that within us that if it be let loose will trouble us more then all the world besides Oh that the proud creature should exalt himselfe against God and runne into a voluntary course of provoking him who cannot onely raise the humours of our bodies against us but the passions of our mindes also to torment us Therefore it is the best wisedome not to provoke the great God for are wee stronger then he that can raise our selves against our selves and worke wonders not onely in the great world but also in the little world our soules and bodies when he pleases We see likewise hence a necessity of having something in the soule above it selfe it must be partaker of a diviner nature then it selfe otherwise when the most refined part of our soules the very spirit of our mindes is out of frame what shall bring it in againe Therefore we must conceive in a godly man a double selfe one which must be denied the other which must denie one that breeds all the disquiet and another that stilleth what the other hath raised The way to still the soule as it is under our corrupt selfe is not to parlee with it and divide government for peace sake as if wee should gratifie the flesh in something to redeeme liberty to the spirit in other things for we shall finde the flesh will be too encroching Wee must strive against it not with subtilty and discourse so much as with peremptory violence silence it and vexe it An enemy that parlees will yeeld at length Grace is nothing else but that blessed power whereby as spirituall wee gaine upon our selves as carnall Holy love is that which wee gaine of selfe-love and so joy and delight c. 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to maintaine what is evill or shifts to translate it upon false causes or sences to arme us against whatsoever shall oppose us in our wicked waies Though it neither can nor will be good yet it would bee thought to be so by others and enforces a conceit upon it selfe that it is good It imprisons and keepes downe all light that may discover it both within it selfe and without it self if it lie in its power It flatters it selfe and would have all the world flatter it too which if it doth not it frets especially if it bee once discovered and crossed hence comes all the plotting against goodnesse that sinne may reigne without controule Is it not a lamentable case that man who out of the very principles of nature cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre misery yet should bee in love with eternall misery in the causes of it and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that leade unto it This sheweth us what a wonderfull deordination and disorder is brought upon mans nature For every other creature is naturally carried to that which is helpfull unto it and shunneth that which is any way hurtfull and offensive Onely man is in love with his owne bane and fights for those lusts that fight against his soule §. 4. Our duty is 1. to labour to see this sinfull disposition of ours not onely as it is discovered in the Scriptures but as it discovers it selfe in our owne hearts this must must be done by the light and teaching of Gods Spirit who knowes us and all the turnings and windings and by-wayes of our soules better then wee know our selves Wee must see it as the most odious and lothsome thing in the world making our natures contrary to Gods pure nature and of all other duties making us most indisposed to spirituall duties wherein wee should have neerest communion with God because it seizeth on the very spirits of our mindes 2. Wee should looke upon it as worse then any of those filthy streames that come from it nay then all the impure issues of our lives together there is more fire in the fornace then in the sparkles There is more poyson in the root then in all the branches for if the streame were stopt the branches cut off and the sparkles quenched yet there would bee a perpetuall supply as in good things the cause is better then the effect so in ill things the cause is worse Every fruit should make this poysonfull root more hatefull to us and the root should make us hate the fruit more as comming from so bad a root as being worse in the cause then in it selfe the affection is worse then the action which may be forced or counterfeited Wee cry out upon particâ—…r sinnes but are not humbled as wee should be for our impure dispositions Without the sight of which there 〈◊〉 be no sound repentance arising from the deep and through consideration of sin no desire to be new moulded without which we can never enter into so holy a place as heaven no selfe deniall till we see the best things in us are enmity against God no high prizing of Christ without whoÌ„ our natures our persoâ—… and our actions are abominable in Goâ—… sight nor any solid peace setled in the soule which peace ariseth not from the ignorance of our corruption or compounding with it but from sight and hatred of it and strength against it 3. Consider the spiritualnesse and large extent of the law of God together with the curse annexed which forbids not onely particular sinnes but all the kindes degrees occasions and furtherances of sinne in the whole breadth and depth of it and our very nature it selfe so farre as it is corrupted For want of which we see many alive without the law joviall and merry from ignorance of their misery who if they did but once see their natures and lives in that glasse it would take away that livelinesse and courage from them and make them vile in their owne eyes Men usually looke themselves in the lawes of the State wherin they live and thinke themselves good enough if they are free from the danger of penall statutes this glasse discovers onely foule spots grosse scandalls and breakings out Or else they judge of themselves by parts of nature or common grace or by outward conformity to Religion or else by that light they have to guide themselves in the affaires of this life by their faire and civill carriage c. and thereupon live and die without any sense of the power of godlinesse which begins in the right knowledge of our selves and ends in the right knowledge of God The spiritualnesse and purity of the law should teach us to consider the purity and holinesse of God the bringing of our soules into whose presence will make us to abhorre our selves with Iob in dust and ashes contraries are best seene by setting one neere the other Whilest we looke onely on oâ—… selves and upon others amongst whom we live we think our selves to be some body It is an evidence of some sincerity wrought in the soule not to shunne that light which may let us see the soul corners of our hearts and lives 4. The consideration of this likewise should enforce us to carry a double guard over our soules David was very watchfull yet we see here he was surprized unawares by the sudden rebellion of his heart we should observe our hearts as governours doe rebells and mutinous persons Observation awes the heart We see to what an excesse sinne groweth in those that deny themselves nothing nor will be denied in any thing who if they may doe what they will will doe what they may who turne liberty into licence and make all their abilities and advantages to doe good contributary to the commands of overruling and unruly lusts Were it not that God partly by his power suppresseth and partly by his grace subdueth the disorders of mans nature for the good of society and the gathering of a Church upon earth Corruption would swell to that excesse that it would overturne and confound all things together with it selfe Although there bee a common corruption that cleaves to the nature of all men in generall as men as distrust in GOD selfe-love a carnall and worldly disposition c. yet God so ordereth it that in some there is an ebbe and decrease in others God justly leaving them to themselves a flow and encrease of sinfulnesse even beyond the bounds of ordinary corruption whereby they become worse then themselves either like beasts in sensuality or like devills in spirituall wickednesse though all be blinde in spirituall things yet some are more blinded though all be hard hearted yet some are more hardened though all be corrupt in evill courses yet some are more corrupted and sinke deeper into rebellion then others Sometimes God suffers this corruption to breake out in civill men yeâ—… even in his owne children
whatsoever is terrible or tormenting Here is a large field for our imagination to walke in not onely without hurt but with a great deale of spirituall gaine If the wrath of a King bee as the roaring of a Lion what is the wrath of the King of Kings If fire bee so terrible what is hell fire If a darke dungeon bee so lothsome what is that eternall dungeon of darkenesse If a feast bee so pleasing what is the continuall feast of a good conscience If the meeting of friends be so comfortable what will our meeting together in heaven be The Scripture by such like termes would help our faith and fancie both at once a sanctified fancie will make every creature a ladder to heaven And because childhood and youth are ages of fancie therefore it is a good way to instill into the hearts of children betimes the loving of good and the shâ—…ning of evill by such like representations as agree with their fancies as to haâ—…e hell under the representation of fire and darknesse c. Whilest the soule is joyned with the body it hath not onely a necessary but a holy use of imagination and of sensible things whereupon our imagination worketh what is the â—…e of the Sacraments but to help our sâ—…les by our senses and our faith by imagination as the soule receives much â—…rt from imagination so it may have much good thereby But yet it ought not to invent or devise what is good and true in religion here fancy must yeeld to faith and faith to divine revelation the things we beleeve are such as neither eye hath seâ—…e nor eare heard neither came into the heart of man by imagination stirred up from any thing which we have seene or heard they are above not onely imagination but reason it selfe in men and Angels But after God hath revealed spirituall truthes and faith hath apprehended them then imagination hath use while the soule is joyned with the body to colour divine truthes and make lightsome what faith beleeves for instance it doth not devise either heaven or hell but when God hath revealed them to us our fancy hath a fitnesse of enlarging our conceits of them even by resemblance from things in nature and that without danger because the joyes of heaven and the torments of hell are so great that all the representations which nature affords us fall short of them Imagination hath likewise some use in religion by putting cases to the soule as when we are tempted to any unruly action we should think with our selves what would I doe if some holy grave person whom I much reverence should behold me Whereupon the soule may easily ascend higher God sees me and my owne conscience is ready to witnesse against me c. It helps us also in taking benefit by the example of other men Good things are best learned by others expressing of them to our view the very sight often nay the very thought of a good man doth good as representing to our soules some good thing which we affect which makes Histories and the lively Characters and expressions of vertues and vices usefull to us The sight yea the very reading of the suffering of the Martyrs hath wrought such a hatred of that persecuting Church as hath done marvellous good the sight of justice executed upon malefactors works a greater hatred of sinne in men then naked precepts can doe So outward pompe state in the world doth further that awefull respect due to authority c. Lastly it would much availe for the well ordering of our thoughts to set our soules in order every morning and to strengthen and perfume our spirits with some gracious meditations especially of the chiefe end and scope wherefore we live here and how every thing we doe or befalls us may be reduced and ordered to further the maine The end of a Christian is glorious and the oft thoughts of it will raise and enlarge the soule and set it on worke to study how to make all things serviceable thereunto It is a thing to be lamented that a Christian borne for heaven having the price of his high calling set before him and matters of that weight and excellencie to exercise his heart upon should be taken up with trifles and fill both his head and heart with vanity and nothing as all earthly things will prove ere long and yet if many mens thoughts and discourses were distilled they are so frâ—…thy that they would hardly yeeld one drop of true comfort §. 4. Oh but say some thoughts imaginations are free and we shall not be accountable for them This is a false plea for God hath a soveraignty over the whole soule and his law bindes the whole inward and outward man as wee desire our whole man should be saved by Christ so wee must yeeld up the whole man to be governed by him and it is the effect of the dispensation of the Gospell accompanied with the Spirit to captivate whatsoever is in man unto Christ and to bring downe all high towring imaginations that exalt themselves against Gods Spirit There is a divinity in the word of God powerfully unfolded which will convince our soules of the sinfulne sof naturall imaginations as we see in the Ideot Corinth 14. who seeing himselfe laid open before himselfe cryed out that God was in the speaker There ought to be in man a conformity to the truth and goodnesse of things or else 1. wee shall wrong oâ—… owne soules with false apprehensions and 2. the creature by putting a fashion upon it otherwise then God hath made and 3. we shall wrong God himselfe the Author of goodnesse who cannot have his true glory but from a right apprehension of things as they art what a wrong is it to men when wee shall take up false prejudices against them without ground and so suffer our conceits to be invenomed against them by unjust suspitions and by this meanes deprive our selves of all that good which we might receive by them for our nature is apt to judge and accept of things as the persons are and not of persons according to the things themselves this faculty exercises a tyrannie in the soule setting up and pulling downe whom it will Iob judged his friends altogether vaine because they went upon a vaine imagination and discourse judging him to bee an hypocrite which could not but adde much to his affliction when men take a toy in their head against a person or place they are ready to reason as hee did Can any good come out of Nazareth It is an indignity for men to be led with â—…urmizes and probabilities and so to passe a rash judgement upon persons and things Oftentimes falshood hath a fairer glosse of probability then truth â—…d vices goe masqued under the appearance of vertue whereupon seeming likenesse breeds a mistake of one thing for another and Sathan oftentimes casts a mist
are good but confidence in them is hurtfull and there is more of our owne in them for the most part to humble us then of Gods spirit to embolden us so farre as to trust in them Alas they have nothing from us but weaknesse and defilement and therefore since the fall GOD would have the object of our trust to be out of our selves in him and to that purpose he useth all meanes to take us out of our selves and from the creature that he only might be our trust Yea wee must not trust trust it selfe but God whom it relyes on who is therefore called our trust All the glorious things that are spoken of trust are onely made good by God in Christ who as trusted doth all for us God hath prescribed trust as the way to carry our soules to himselfe in whom we should only rely and not in our imperfect trust which hath its ebbing and flowing Neither will trust in God himselfe for the present suffice us for future strength and grace as if trusting in God to day would suffice to strengthen us for tomorrow but wee must renew our trust for fresh supply upon every fresh occasion So that wee see God alone must be the object of our trust There is still left in mans nature a desire of pleasure profit and of what ever the creature presents as good but the desire of gracious good is altogether lost the soule being wholy infected with a contrary taste Man hath a nature capable of excellency and desirous of it and the Spirit of God in and by the word reveales where true excellency is to bee had but corrupt nature leaving God seeketh it elsewhere and so crosseth its owne desires till the Spirit of God discovers where these things are to be had and so nature is brought to its right frame againe by turning the streame into the right current Grace and sinfull nature have the same generall object of comfort onely sinfull nature seekes it in broken Cisterns and grace in the fountain the beginning of our true happinesse is from the discovery of true and false objects so as the soule may cleerely see what is best and safest and then stedfastly rely upon it It were an happy way to make the soule better acquainted with trusting in God to labour to subdue at the first all unruly inclinations of the soule to earthly things and to take adâ—…antage of the first tendernesse of the soule to weede out that which is ill and to plant knowledge and love of the best things in it otherwise where affections to any thing below get much strength in the soule it will by little and little be so overgrowne that there will be no place left in it either for obiect or act God or trust God cannot come to take his place in the heart by trust but where the powers of the soule are brought under to regard him and those great things hee brings with him above all things else in the world beside In these glorious times wherein so great a light shineth whereby so great things are discovered what a shame is it to be so narrow hearted as to fixe upon present things Our aymes and affections should be sutable to the things themselves set before us Our hearts should be more and more inlarged as things are more and more revealed to â—…s Wee see in the things of this life as wisedome and experience increaseth so our aimes and desires increase likewise A young beginner thinkes it a great matter if hee have a little to begin withall but as he growes in trading and seeth further wayes of getting his thoughts and desires are raised higher Children thinke as Children but riper age puts away childishnesse when their understandings are inlarged to see what they did not see before we should never rest till our hearts according to the measure of revelation of those excellent things which God hath for us have answerable apprehension of the same Oh if we had but faith to answer those glorious truths which God hath revealed what manner of lives should we leade CHAP. XX. Of the method of trusting in God and the tryall of that trust LAstly to add no more our trusting in God should follow Gods order in promising The first promise is of forgivenesse of sinne to repentant beleevers next 2. of healing and sanctifying grace then 3. the inheritance of the Kingdome of Heaven to them that are sanctifyed 4. and then the promises of all things needfull in our way to the Kingdome c. Now answerably the soule being inlightned to see its danger should looke first to Gods mercy in Christ pardoning sinne because sinne onely divides betwixt God and the soule next to the promises of grace for the leading of a Christian life for true faith desires hea ling mercy as well as pardoning mercy and then to Heaven and all things that may bring us thither By all this wee see that it is not so easie a matter as the world takes it to bring God and the soule together by trusting on him It must be effected by the mighty power of God raising up the soule to himselfe to lay hold upon the glorious power goodnesse and other excellencies that are in him God is not onely the object but the working cause of our trust for such is our pronenesse to live by sense and naturall reason and such is the strangenesse and height of divine things such our inclination to a selfe sufficiency and contentment in the creature and so hard a matter is it to take off the soule from false bottomes by reason of our unacquaintance with God and his wayes besides such guilt still remaines upon our soules for our rebellion and unkindnesse towards God that it makes us afraid to entertaine serious thoughts of him and so great is the distance betwixt his infinite Majesty before whom the very Angels doe cover their faces and us by reason of the unspiritualnesse of our nature being opposite to his most absolute purity that we cannot be brought to any familiarity with the Lord so as to come into his holy presence with confidence to rely upon him or any comfort to have communion with him till our hearts be sanctified and lifted up by divine vigour infused into them Though there be some inclination by reason of the remainder of the image of God in us to an outward morall obedience of the Law yet alas we have not onely no seeds of Evangelicall truths and of faith to beleeve them but an utter contrariety in our natures as corrupted either to this or any other good When our conscience is once awaked we meditate nothing but feares and terrors and dare not so much as think of an angry God but rather how wee may escape and fly from him Therefore together with a deepe consideration of the grounds wee have of trusting God it is necessary wee should thinke of the indisposition of our hearts unto it especially
when there is greatest neede thereof that so our hearts may be forced to put up that petition of the Disciples to God Lord increase our faith Lord helpe us against our unbeleeving hearts c. By prayer and holy thoughts stirred up in the use of the meanes we shall feele divine strength infused and conveyed into our soules to trust The more care we ought to have to maintaine our trust in God because besides the hardnesse of it it is a radicall and fundamentall grace it is as it were the mother root and great veyne whence the exercise of all graces have their beginning and strength The decay of a plant though it appeares first from the withering of the twigs and branches yet it arises chiefly from a decay in the roote So the decay of grace may appeare to the view first in our company carryage and speeches c. but the primitive and originall ground of the same is weaknesse of faith in the heart therefore it should be our wisedome especially to looke to the feeding of the roote we must 1. looke that our principles and foundation be good and 2. build strongly upon them and 3. repaire our building every day as continuall breaches shall be made upon us either by corruptions and temptations from within or without And wee shall finde that the maine breaches of our lives arise either frō false principles or doubts or mindlesnesse of those that are true All sin is a turning of the soul from God to some other seeming good but this proceeds from a former turning of the soule from God by distrust As faith is the first returne of the soule to God so the first degree of departing from God is by infidelity and from thence comes a departure by other sins by which as sinne is of a winding nature our unbeliefe more increaseth and so the rent and breach betwixt our soules and God is made greater still which is that Sathan would have till at length by departing further and further from him wee come to have that peremptory sentence of everlasting departure pronounced against us so that our departure from God now is a degree to separation for ever from him Therefore it is Sathans maine care to come betweene God and the Soule that so unloosing us from God wee might more easily be drawne to other things and if he drawes us to other things it is but onely to unloose our hearts from God the more for hee well knowes whilest our soules cleave close to God there is no prevailing against us by any created policy or power It was the cursed policy of Balaam to advise Balak to draw the people from God by fornication that so GOD might be drawne from them the sinne of their base affections crept into the very spirits of their minde and drew them from God to Idolatry Bodily adultery makes way for spirituall An unbeleeving heart is an ill heart and a treacherous heart because it makes us to depart from God the living God c. Therefore wee should especially take heed of it as wee love our lives yea our best life which ariseth from the union of our soules with God None so opposed as a Christian and in a Christian nothing so opposed as his faith because it opposeth whatsoever opposes God both within and without us it captivates and brings under whatsoever rises up against GOD in the heart and sets it selfe against whatsoever makes head against the soule And because mistake is very dangerous and wee are prone to conceive that to trust in God is an easie matter therefore it is needfull that we should have a right conceit of this trust what it is and how it may be discerned lest we trust to an untrusty trust and to an unsteady stay We may by what hath been said before partly discerne the nature of it to be nothing else but an exercise of faith whereby looking to God in Christ through the promises wee take off our soules from all other supports and lay them upon God for deliverance and upholding in all ill present or future felt or feared and the obtaining of all good which GOD sees expedient for us Now that we may discerne the truth of our trust in God the better wee must know that true trust is willing to be tryed and searched and can say to God as David Now Lord what wait I for my hope is in thee and as it is willing to come to tryall so it is able to endure tryall and to hold out in opposition as appeares in David If faith hath a promise it will rely and rest upon it say flesh and bloud what it can to the contrary true faith is as large as the promise and will take Gods part against whatsoever opposes it And as faith singles not out one part of divine truth to beleeve and rejects another so it relyes upon God for every good thing one as well as another the ground whereof is this The same love of God that intends us heaven intends us a supply of all necessaries that may bring us thither A child that beleeves his father will make him Heire doubts not but he will provide him food and nourishment and give him breeding sutable to his future condition It is a vaine pretence to beleeve that God will give us heaven and yet leave us to shift for our selves in the way Where trust is rightly planted it gives boldnesse to the soule in going to God for it is grounded upon the discovery of Gods love first to us and seeth a warrant from him for whatsoever it trusts him for though the things themselves be never so great yet they are no greater then God is willing to bestow againe trust is bold because it is grounded upon the worthinesse of a Mediator who hath made way to Gods favour for us and appeares now in heaven to maintain it towards us Yet this boldnesse is with humility which carryes the soule out of it selfe and that boldnesse which the soule by trust hath with God is from God himself it hath nothing to alleadge from it selfe but its owne emptinesse and Gods fulnesse it s owne sinfulnesse and Gods mercy it s owne humble obedience and Gods command hence it is that the true beleevers heart is not lifted up nor swells with selfe confidence as trust comes in that goes out trust is never planted and growes but in an humble and low soule trust is a holy motion of the soule to God and motion arises from want those and those only seek out abroad that want succour at home Plants move not from place to place because they finde nourishment where they stand but living creatures seeke abroad for their food and for that end have a power of mooving from place to place and this is the reason why trust is expressed by going to God Hereupon trust is a dependant grace answerable to our dependant condition
devices turned upon their owne heads will more torment them In this case it will much comfort to goe into the Sanctuary for there wee shall be able to say Yet God is good to 〈◊〉 God hath an Arke for his there is no condition so ill but there is Balme in Gilead comfort in Israel The depths â—…f misery are never beyond the depths of mercy God oft for this very end strips his Church of all helpes below that it may onely rely upon him and that it may appeare that the Church is ruled by an higher power then it is opposed by And then is the time when we may exâ—…ct great deliverances of the Church when there is a great faith in the great God From all that hath beene said wee see that the only way to quiet the soul is to lay a charge upon it to trust God â—…d that unquietnesse and impatiency me symtomes and discoveries of an unâ—… leeving heart CHAP. XXVI Of divine reasons in a beleever Of his minding to praise God more then to bee delivered TO goe on I shall yet praise him In these words David expresseth the reasons and grounds of his trust namely from the interest hee had in God by experience and speciall covenant wherein in generall we may observe that those who truly trust in God labour to back their faith with sound arguments faith is an understanding grace it knowes whom it trusts and for what and upon what grounds it trusts Reason of it selfe cannot finde what we should beleeve yet when God hath discovered the same faith tells us there is great reason to beleeve it faith useth reason though not as a ground yet as a sanctified instrument to finde out Gods grounds that it may rely upon them He beleeves best that knowes best why hee should beleeve Confidence and love and other affections of the soule though they have no reason grafted in them yet thus farre they are reasonable as that they are in a wise man raised up guided and laid downe with reason or else men were neither to be blamed nor praised for ordering their affections a right whereas not only civill vertue but grace it selfe is especially conversant in ruling the affections by sanctified reason The soule guides the will and affections otherwise then it doth the outward members of the body It swayes the affections of confidence love joy c. as a Prince doth his wiser subjects and as Counsellors doe a well ordered State 〈◊〉 ministring reasons to them but the â—…le governes the outward members by command as a master doth a slave â—…his will is enough The hand and foot â—…ve upon command without regarding any reason but wee will not trust 〈◊〉 rejoyce in God without reason or a 〈◊〉 of reason at the least Sinne it selfe never wanted a reason 〈◊〉 as it is but we call it unreasonable â—…use it hath no good reason for it for reason being a beame of God cannot strengthen any worke of darknesse God having made man an understanding creature guides him by a way sutable to such a condition and that is the reason why God in mercy yeelds so far to us in his word as to give us so many reasons of our affiance in him What is encouragement and comfort but a demonstration to us of greater reasons to raise us up then there are to cast us downe Davids reasons here are drawne partly from some promise of deliverance and partly from Gods nature and dealing with him whom as he had formerly found an healing a saving God so he expects to finde him still and partly from the covenant of grace hee is my God The chiefe of his reasons are fetched from God what he is in himselfe and what hee is and will be to his children and what to him in particular though godly men have reasons for their trst yet those reasons be divine and spirituall as faith it selfe is for as naturally as beames come from the Sunne and branches from the roote even so by divine discourse one truth issueth from another And as the beames and the Sunne as the roote and branches are all of one nature so the grounds of comfortable truths and reasons taken from those grounds are both of same divinity and authority though in time of temptation discourse is oft so troubled that it cannot see how one truth riseth from another this is one priviledge of heaven that our knowledge there shall not be so much discoursive proving one thing by another as definitive seeing things in their grounds with a more present view the soule being then raised and enlarged to a present conceiving of things and there being no flesh and blood in us to raise objections that must be satisfied with reasoning Sometimes in a clearer state of the soule faith hath not so much use of reasons but upon neere and sweet communion with God and by reason of some likenesse betweene the soule that hath a divine nature stamped upon it and God it presently without any long discourse runneth to God as it were by a supernaturall instinct as by a naturall instinct a childe runneth to his Father in any distresse Yea and from that common light of nature which discovereth there is a God even naturall men in extremities will runne to God and God as the Author of nature will sometimes heare them as he doth the yong Ravens that cry unto him but comfortably and with assurance onely those have a familiar recourse unto him that have a sanctified sutable disposition unto God as being well acquainted with him Sometimes againe faith is put to it to use reasons to strengthen it selfe and therefore the soule studieth arguments to help it selfe by either from inward store laid up in the soule or else it hearkeneth and yeelds to reasons suggested by others and there is no gracious heart but hath a frame sutable and agreeable to any holy and comfortable truth that shall be brought and enforced upon it there is something in his spirit that answers what ever comes from the spirit of God though perhaps it never heard of it before yet it presently claimes kindred of it as comming from the same blessed Spring the â—…ly Spirit and therefore a gracious heart sooner takes comfort then another as being prepared to close with it The reasons here brought by David are not so much arguments to convince his judgement as motives and inducements to encline his will to trust in God for trusting being a holy relying upon God carieth especially the will to him now the will is led with the goodnesse of things as the understanding is led with truth the heart must be sweetned with consideration of love and mercy in him whom we trust as well as convinced of his ability to doe us good the cords that draw the heart to trust are the cords of love and the cords of love are especially the love of him to us whom we love and therefore the most prevailing reasons that
425 28 Divers qualities of the praise due to God With helps therein And notes of Gods hearing our prayers 439 29 Of Gods manifold salvation for his people And why open or expressed in the countenance 463 30 Of God our God and of particular application 477 31 Meanes of proving and evidencing to our soules that God is our God 495 32 Of improving our evidences for comfort in several passages of our lives 508 33 Of experience and Faith and how to wait on God comfortably Helps thereto 529 34 Of confirming this trust in God Seeke it of God himselfe Sins hinder not nor Satan Conclusion and Soliloquite 548 IN OPVS POSTHVMVM ADMODVM REVERENDI mihique multis Nominibus colendi RICHARDI SIBBS S. T. Professoris Aulae S tae Cath. Praefecti digniss mi. VAdé Liber pie Dux Animae pie Mentis Achates Te relegens Fructu ne pereunte legat Quà m foelix prodis Prae sacro Codice sordent Bartole sive tui sive Galene tui Fidus Praeco DEI coelestis Cultor Agelli Affidui Pretium grande Laboris habet Quo Mihi nec Vitâ melior nec promptior Ore Gratior aut Vultu nec fuit Arte prior Nil opus ut Nardum Caro combibat uncta Sabaum Altà ve marmoreus Sydera tangat Apex Non eget HIC Urna non Marmoreâ—…empe â—…empe Volumen Stats sacrum vivax Marmor Urna Pro. Qui CHRISTO vivens incessit Tramite Coeli Aethereumque obiit Munus obire nequit Ducit Hic Angelicis equalta saecula Lustris Qui VERBO Studium contulit omne suum Perlegat Hunc Legum Cultrix Veneranda Senecths Et quos plena DEO Mens super Astra vehit Venduntur quanti circum Palatia Fumi Hic sacer ALTARIS CAREO minoris erit Heu Pietas ubi prisca prosana ô Tempora Mundi Faex Vesper prope Nox ô Mora CHRISTE veni Si valuere Preces unquam Custodia CHRISTI Nunc Opus est Precibus nunc Ope CHRISTE tuâ Certat in humanis Vitiorum Infamia rebus Hei mihi nulla novis sufficit Herba Malis Probra referre pudet nec ènim decet Exprobret illa Qui volet Est nostrum stere silendo queri Flere Tonabo tuas Pietas neglecta querelas Quid non Schisma Tepor Fastus Astus agunt Addo-Sed Historicus TACITUS suit optimus Immo Addam Sphaerarum at Music a muta placet EDV o BENIOSIO Cressingae Templariorum Prid. Cal. Febr. M DC XX XV. On the Work of my learned Friend DOCTOR SIBBS FOole that I was to think my easie Pen Had strength enough to glorifie the fame Of this knowne Author this rare Man of men Or give the least advantage to his name bright Who think by praise to make his name more Show the Sunns Glory by dull Candle-light Blest Saint thy hallow'd Pages doe require No slight preferment from our slender Layes We stand amaz'd at what we most admire Ah what are Saints the better for our praise Hee that commends this Volume does no more Then warme the fire or gild the massie Ore Let me stand silent then O may that Spirit Which ledd thy hand direct mine eye my brest That I may reade and doe and so inherit What thou enjoy'st and taught eternall Rest Foole that I was to think my Lines could give Life to that work by which they hope to live FRA QVA THE SOVLES CONFLICT with it selfe PSAL. XLII Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me Hope thou in God for I shall yet praise him who is the health of my countenance and my God THe Psalmes are as it were the Anatomy of a holy man which lay the inside of a truely devour man outward to the view of others If the Scriptures bee compared to a body the Psalmes may well be the heart they are so full of sweet affections and passions For in other portions of Scripture God speakes to us but in the Psalmes holy men speake to God and their own hearts as In this Psalme we have the passionate passages of a broken and a troubled spirit At this time David was a banished man banished from his owne house from his friends and which troubled him most from the house of God upon occasion of Sauls persecution who hunted him as a Partridge upon the mountaines see how this workes upon him 1. He layes open his desire springing from his love Love being the prime and leading affection of the soule from whence griefe springs from being crossed in that we love For the setting out of which his affection to the full hee borroweth an expressioÌ„ from the Hart no Hart being chased by the hunters panteth more after the waters then my heart doth after thee O God though hee found God present with him in exile yet there is a sweeter presence of him in his ordinances which now hee wanted and tooke to heart places and conditions are happy or miserable as God vouchsafeth his gratious presence more or lesse and therefore When O when shall it bee that I appeare before God 2. Then after his strong desire hee laies out his griefe which he could not containe but must needs give a vent to it in teares and he had such a spring of griefe in him as fedde his teares day and night all the ease he found was to dissolve this could of grief into the showre of teares But why gives he this way to his griefe Because together with his exiling from Gods house he was upbrayded by his enemies with his religion where is now thy God Grievances come not alone but as Iobs messengers follow one another These bitter taunts together with the remembrance of his former happinesse in communion with God in his house made deepe impressions in his soule when he remembred how hee went with the multitude into the house of God and ledde a goodly traine with him being willing as a good Magistrate and Master of a familie not to goe to the house of God alone nor to heaven alone but to carry as many as he could with him Oh! the remembrance of this made him powre forth not his words or his teares onely but his very soule Former favours and happinesse makes the soule more sensible of all impressions to the contrarie hereupon finding his soule over sensible he expostulates with himselfe Why art thou cast downe O my souls and why art thou disquieted within me c. But though the remembrance of the former sweetnes of Gods presence did somewhat stay him yet his grief would not so be stilled and therefore it gathers upon him againe one griefe called upon another as one deep wave follows another without intermission untill his soule was almost over whelmed under these waters yet he recovers himselfe a little with looking up to God who he expected would with speed and authoritie send forth his loving kindnesse with command to raise him up and comfort him and give
him matter of songs in the night For all this his unrulie griefe will not be calmed but renues assaults upon the returne of the reproach of his enemies Their words were as swords unto him and his heart being made very tender and sensible of griefe these sharp words enter too deepe and thereupon he hath recourse to his former remedie as being the most tryed to chide his soule and charge it to trust in God CAP. I. Generall Observations upon the Text. HEnce in generall wee may observe that Griefe gathered to a head will not be quieted at the first We see here passions intermingled with comforts and comforts with passions and what bustling there is before David can get the victorie over his owne heart You have some short spirited Christians that if they be not comforted at the first they thinke all labour with their hearts is in vaine and thereupon give way to their griefe But we see in David as distemper ariseth upon distemper so he gives check upon check and charge upon charge to his soule untill at length hee brought it to a quiet temper In Physick if one purge will not carry away the vicious humour then wee adde a second if that will not doe it we take a third So should wee deale with our soules perhaps one check one charge will not doe it then fall upon the soule againe send it to God againe and never give over untill our soules be possessed of our soules againe Againe In generall observe in Davids spirit that a gracious and living soule is most sensible of the want of spirituall meanes The reason is because spirituall life hath answerable taste and hunger and thirst after spirituall helps Wee see in nature that those things presse hardest upon it that touch upon the necessities of nature rather then those that touch upon delights for these further onely our comfortable being but necessities uphold our being it selfe we see how famine wrought upon the Patriarks to go into Aegypt Where we may see what to judge of those who willingly excommunicate themselves from the assemblies of Gods people where the Father Son and Holy Ghost are present where the prayers of holy men meete together in one and as it were binde God and pull downe Gods blessing No private devotion hath that report of acceptance from heaven A third generall point is that a godly soule by reason of the life of grace knowes when it is well with it and when it is ill when it is a good day with it and when a bad when God shines in the use of meanes then the soule is as it were in heaven when God withdrawes himself then it is in darknesse for a time Where there is but onely a principle of nature without sanctifying grace there men go plodding on and keep their rounds and are at the end where they were at the beginning not troubled with changes because there is nothing within to be troubled and therefore dead means quicke meanes or no meanes all is one with them an argument of a dead soul. And so we come more particularly and directly to the wordes Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me c. The words imply 1 Davids state wherein he was and 2 expresse his carriage in that state His estate was such that in regard of outward condition he was in variety of troubles and that in regard of inward disposition of spirit he was first cast downe and then disquieted Now for his carriage of himselfe in this condition and disposition he dealeth roundly with himselfe David reasoneth the case with David and first checketh himselfe for being too much cast downe and then for being too much disquieted And then layeth a charge upon himselfe to trust in God wherein we have the duty he chargeth upon himselfe which is to trust in God and the grounds of the duty First from confidence of better times to come which would yeeld him matter of praising God And then by a representation of God unto him as a saving God in al troubles nay as salvation it selfe an open glorious Saviour in the view of all The salvation of my countenance and all this enforced from Davids interest in God He is my God Whence observe first from the state he was now in that since guilt and corruption hath been derived by the fall into the nature of man it hath been subjected to miserie and sorrow and that in all conditions from the King that sitteth on the Throne to him that grindeth on the Mill. None ever hath beene so good or so great as could raise themselves so high as to be above the reach of troubles And that choice part of mankind the first fruits and excellency of the rest which we call the Church more then others which appeares by consideration both of the Head the Body and members of the Church For the Head Christ he tooke our flesh as it was subject to miserie after the fall and was in regard of that which he endured both in life and death a man of sorrowes For the Body the Church It may say from the first to the last as it is Psal. 129. From my youth up they have afflicted me The Church beganne in blood hath growen up by blood and shall end in blood as it was redeemed by blood For the members they are all predestinate to a conformitie to Christ their Head as in grace and Glory so in abasement Rom. 8. 29. neither is it a wonder for those that are born soldiers to meet with conflicts for travailers to meete with hard usage for seamen to meete with storms for strangers in a strange country especially amongst their enemies to meete with strange entertainment A Christian is a man of another world and here from home which hee would forget if he were not exercised here and would take his passage for his country But though all Christians agree and meete in this that through many afflictions we must enter into heaven Yet according to the diversity of place parts and grace there is a different cup measured to every one And therefore it is but a plea of the flesh to except against the Crosse Never was poore creature distressed as I am this is but selfe-love for was it not the case both of Head Body and members as we see here in David a principall member When hee was brought to this case thus to reason the matter with himselfe Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me From the frame of Davids spirit under these troubles wee may observe that as the case is thus with all Gods people to be exercised with troubles so They are sensible of them oftentimes even to casting downe and discouraging And the reason is they are flesh and blood subject to the same passions and made of the
about matters that are variable which especially fals ouâ—… in games of hazard wherein they ofâ—… spare not Divine Providence it selfe but break out into blasphemy Likewise men that graspe more businesses then they can discharge must needs beare both the blame and the griefe of losing or marring many businesses It being almost impossible to doe many things so well as to give content to Conscience Hence it is that covetous and busie men trouble both their hearts and their houses though some men from a largenesse of parts and a speciall dexterity in affaires may turne over much yet the most capacious heart hath its measure and when the cup is full a little drop may cause the rest to spill There is a spirituall surfet when the soule is over-charged with businesse it is fit the soule should have its meet burthen and no more As likewise those that depend too much upon the opinions of other men A very light matter will refresh and then againe discourage a minde that rests too much upon the liking of others Men that seeke themselves too much abroad finde themselves disquieted at home even good men many times are too much troubled with the unjust censures of other men specially in the day of their trouble It was Iobâ—… case and it is a heavy thing to have affliction added to affliction It was Hannahs case who being troubled in spirit was censured by Eli for distemper iâ—… braine but for vain men who live moâ—… to reputation then to conscience iâ—… cannot be that they should long enjoy setled quiet because those in whoâ—… good opinion they desire to dwell aâ—… ready often to take up contrary conceits upon slender grounds It is also a ground of overmuch trouble when we looke too much and too-long upon the ill in our selves and abroad we may fixe our eyes too long even upon sinne it selfe considering that we have not onely a remedy against the hurt by sinne but a commandement to rejoyce alwayes in the Lord Much more may we erre in poring too-much upon our afflictions wherein we may finde alwayes in our selves upon search a cause to justifie God and alwaies something left to comfort us Though we naturally minde more 〈◊〉 crosse then a hundred favours dwelling overlong upon the sore So likewise our mindes may be too much taken up in consideration of the miseries of the times at home and abroad as if Christ did not rule in the midst of his enemies and would not help all in due time or as if the condition of the Church in this world were not for the most part in an afflicted and conflicting condition Indeed there is a perfect rest both for the soules and bodies of Gods people but that is not in this world but is kept for hereafter here we are in a sea where what can wee look for but stormes To insist upon no more one cause is that wee doe usurpe upon God and take his office upon us by troubling our selves in forecasting the event of things whereas our worke is onely to doe our work and be quiet as children when they please their parents take no further thought our trouble is the fruit of our folly in this kinde That which we should observe from all that hath beene saâ—… is that wee bee not overhasty in consuring others when wee see their spirits out of temper for we see how many things there are that work strongly upon the weak nature of man Wee may sinne more by harsh censure then they by overmuch distemper as in Iobs case it was a matter rather of just griefe and pity then great wonder or heavy censure And for our selves If our estate be calme for the present yet wee should labour to prepare our hearts not onely for an alteration of estate but of spirit unlesse wee be marvellous carefull before hand that our spirits fall not down with our Condition And if it befalls us to find it otherwise with our soules then at other times we should so farre labour to beare it as that wee doe not judge it our owne case alone when we see here David thus to complaine of himselfe Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. CAP. IV. Of casting downe our selves And specially by sorow Evills thereof TO returne againe to the words Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. or why dost thou cast downe thy selfe or art cast downe by thy selfe Whence we may further observe That wee are prone to cast downe our selves wee are accessary to our owne trouble and weave the web of our owne sorow and hamper our selves in the coards of our owne twining God neither loves nor wills that we should be too much cast down Wee see our Saviour Christ how carefull hee was that his Disciples should not bee troubled and therefore hee labours to prevent that trouble which might arise by his suffering and departure from them by a heavenly sermon Let not your hearts bee troubled c. Hee was troubled himselfe that wee should not bee troubled The ground therefore of our disquiet is chiefly from our selves though Satan will have a hand in it We see many like sullen birds in a cage beate themselves to death This casting downe of our selves is not from humility but from Pride wee must have our will or God shall not have a good look from us but as pertish and peevish children we hang our heads in our bosome because our wâ—… are crost Therefore in all our troubles wee should looke first home to our owne hearts and stop the storme there for wee may thanke our owne selves not onely for our troubles but likewise for overmuch troubling ourselves in trouble It was not the troubled conditioâ—… that so disquieted Davids soule for if hee had had a quiet minde it would not have troubled him But Davis yeelded to the discouragements of the flesh and the flesh so farre as it is unsubdued is like the sea that is alwayes casting mire and dirt of doubts discouragements and murmurings in the soule let us therefore lay the blame where it is to be laid Againe wee see it is the nature of sorow to cast downe as of joy to lift up Griefe is like lead to the soule heavie and cold it sinks downwards and carries the soule with it The poore Publican to shew that his soule was cast downe under the sight of his sinnes hung downe his head the position of his body was sutable to the disposition of his minde his heart and head were cast downe alike And it is Satans practice to goe over the hedge where it is lowest he addes more weights to the soule by his tentations and vexations His sinne cast him out of heaven and by his temptations hee cast us out of our Paradice and ever since he labors to cast us deeper into sinne wherein his scope is to cast us either into too much trouble for sinne or presumption
in sin which is but a lifting up to cast vs downe into deepe despaire at length and so at last if Gods mercy stop not his malice hee will cast vs as low as himselfe even into hell it selfe The ground hereof is because as the joy of the Lord doth strengthen so doth sorow weaken the soule How doth iâ—… weaken 1. By weakning the execution oâ—… the functions thereof because it drinketh up the spirits which are the instruments of the soule 2. Because it contracteth and draweth the soule into it selfe from commâ—…nion of that comfort it might haâ—… with God or man And then the soule being left alone if it falleth hath noâ—… to raise it up Therefore if wee will prevent casting downe let us prevent griefe the cause of it and sinne the cause of thâ—… Experience proves that true which thâ—… Wiseman saies Heavinesse in the heâ—… of a man makes it stoope but a good 〈◊〉 makes it better It bowes downe thâ—… soule and therefore our blessed Savâ—… our inviteth such unto him Come 〈◊〉 mee yee who are heavy laden with the bâ—…den of your sinnes The body bends uâ—…der a heavy burden so likewise tâ—… soule hath its burden Why art thou câ—… downe ô my soule Why so disquietâ—… c. Whence wee see 1. that casting downe breeds disquieting Because it springs from pride which is a turbulent Passion when as men cannot stoope to that condition which God would have them in this proceeds from discontentment and that from pride As we see a vapour inclosed in a cloude causeth a terrible noise of thunder whilst it is pent up there and seeketh a vent So all the noise within proceeds from a discontented swelling vapour It is aire inclosed in the bowels of the earth which shakes it which all the foure windes cannot doe No creature under heaven so low cast downe as Satan none more lifted up in pride none so full of discord the impurest spirits are the most disquiet and stormy spirits troublesome to themselves and others for when the soule leaves GOD once and lookes downewards what is there to stay it from disquiet remoove the needle from the pole starre and it is alwaies stirring and trembling never quiet till it be right againe So displace the soule by taking it from God and it will never bee quiet The devill cast out of heaven and out of the Church keepes a dooe so doe unruly spirits led by him Now I come to the Remedies 1. By expostulation with himselfe 2. By laying a charge on himselfe trust in God It is supposed here that there is no reason which the wisedome from above allowes to be a reason why men should bee discouraged although the wisedome from beneath which takes part with our corruption will seldome want a plea. Nay there is not onely no reason for it but there are strog reasons against it there being a world of evill in it For 1. It indisposes a man to all good duties it makes him like an instrument out of tune and like a body out of joint that moveth both uncomly and painfully It unfits to duties to God who loves a cheerefull giver and especially a thanksgiver Whereupâ—… the Apostle joines them both together in all things be thankfull and rejoyce evermore In our communion with God in the Sacraments joy is a chiefe ingredient So in duties to men if the spirit be dejected they are unwelcome and lose the greatest part of their life and grace A cheerefull and a free spirit in duty is that which is most accepted in duty We observe not so much what as from what affection a thing is done 2. It is a great wrong to God himselfe and it makes us conceive blacke thoughts of him as if He were an enemie What an injury is it to a gracious father that such whom he hath followed with many gracious evidences of his favour and love should be in so ill a frame as once to call it into question 3. So it makes a man forgetfull of all former blessings and stops the influence of Gods grace for the time present and for that to come 4. So againe For receiving of good It makes us unfit to receive mercies a quiet soule is the seate of wisdome Therefore Meeknesse is required for the receiving of that ingrafted word which iâ—… able to save our soules Till the Spirit oâ—… God meekens the soule say what yoâ—… will it mindes nothing the soule iâ—… not empty and quiet enough to receive the seed of the word It is ill sowing iâ—… a storme so a stormy spirit will noâ—… suffer the word to take place Men 〈◊〉 deceived when they thinke a dejected spiâ—… to be an humble spirit Indeed it is so when wee are cast downe in the sensâ—… of our owne unworthinesse and then as much raised up in the confidence oâ—… Gods mercy But when wee cast oâ—… selves downe sullenly and neglect ouâ—… comforts or undervalue them it proceeds from pride for it controules aâ—… much as in us lies the wisdome and justice of God when we thinke with our selves why should it be so with us as if we were wiser to dispose of ourselves then God is It disposeth us for entertaining any temptation Satan hath never more advantage then upoâ—… discontent 5. Besides it keepes off beginneâ—… from comming in and entring into thâ—… waies of God bringing an ill report upon religion causing men to charge it falsly for an uncoÌ„fortable way whenas men never feele what true comfort meaneth till they give up themselves to God And it dampes likewise the spirits of those that walk the same way with us when as wee should as good travellers cheere up one another both by word and example In such a case the wheeles of the soule are taken off or else as it were want oyle whereby the soule passeth on very heavily and no good action comes off from it as it should which breeds not onely uncomfortablenesse but unsettlednesse in good courses For a man will never go on comfortably and constantly in that which he heavily undertakes That 's the reason why uncheerefull spirits seldome hold out as they should Saint Peter knew this well and therefore he willeth that there should be quietnesse and peace betwixt husband and wife that their prayers be not hindred Insinuating that their prayers are hindered by family breaches For by that meanes those two that should be one flesh and spirit are divided and so made two and when they should minde duty their minde is taken up with wrongs done by the one to the other There is nothing more required for the performing of holy duties then uniting of spirits and therefore God would not have the sacrifice brought to the altar before reconciliation with our brother He esteemes peace so highly that he will have his owne service stay for it We see when Moses came to deliver the Israelites out
aske what shall I doe for the time to come and then upon setling the soule in way of thankes will be ready to aske of it selfe What shall I returne to the Lord c. So that the soule by this dealing with it selfe promoteth it selfe to all holy duties till it come to heaven The reason why wee are thus backward to the keeping of this court in our selves is selfelove we love to flatter our owne affections but this selfe-love is but selfe-hatred in the end as the wiseman saies he that regards not this part of wisdome hates his owne soule and shall eate the fruits of his owne wayes 2. As likewise it issues from an irksomnesse of labour which makes us rather willing to seeme base and vile to our selves and others then to take paines with our owne hearts to be better as those that are weary of holding the reines give them up unto the horse necke and so are driven whither the rage of the horse caryeth them sparing a little trouble at first doubles it in the end as he who will not take the paines to cast up his bookes his bookes will cast up him in the end It is a blessed trouble that brings sound and long peace Thâ—… labour saves God a labour for therefore he judgeth us because wee would not take paines with our selves befor 3. And Pride also with a desire of liberty makes men thinke it to be a diminishing of greatnesse and freedome either to be curbed or to curbe oâ—… selves We love to be absolute and independant but this as it brought ruiâ—… upon our nature in Adam so it will upon our persons Men as Luther wâ—… wont to say are borne with a Pope iâ—… their belly they are loath to give 〈◊〉 account although it be to themselves their wils are instead of a kingdome 〈◊〉 them Let us therefore when any lawleâ—… passions begin to stir deale with oâ—… soules as God did with Ionah Doest thâ—… well to be angry to fret thus This wâ—… be a meanes to make us quiet For alâ—… what weake reasons have we often of strong motions such a man gave mee no respect such another lookt more kindly upon another man then upon me c. You have some of Hamans spirit that for a little neglect would ruine a whole nation Passion presents men that are innocent as guilty to us and because we will not seeme to bee mad without reason Pride commands the wit to justifie anger and so one Passion maintaines and feeds another Neither is it sufficient to cite the soule before it selfe but it must be pressed to give an account as we see here David doubles and trebles the expostulation as oft as any distemper did arise so oft did he labour to keep it downe If passions grow too insolent Elies mildnesse will doe no good It would prevent much trouble in this kinde to subdue betimes in our selves and others the first beginnings of any unruly passions and affections which if they be not well tutord and disciplined at the first prove as headstrong unruly and ill nurtured children who being not chastened in time take such a head thâ—… it is oft above the power of parenâ—… to bring them in order A childe set 〈◊〉 liberty saith Salomon breeds shame 〈◊〉 length to his parents Adonizeths example shewes this The like may be saâ—… of the affections set at liberty It is dangerous to redeeme a little quiet by yeelding to our affections which is never safely gotten but by mortificatioâ—… of them Those that are in great place 〈◊〉 most in danger by yeelding to themselves to loose themselves for they 〈◊〉 so taken up with the person for a tiâ—… put upon them that they both in loâ—… and speech and cariage often shâ—… that they forget both their natuâ—… condition as men and much more thâ—… supernaturall as Christians and theâ—… fore are scarce counsellable by othâ—… or themselves in those things that coâ—…cerne their severed condition that coâ—…cerneth another world Whereas iâ—… were most wisdome so to think of thâ—… place they beare whereby they are 〈◊〉 led gods as not to forget they must 〈◊〉 their person aside and die like men David himselfe that in this afflicted condition could advise with himselfe and checke himselfe yet in his free and flourishing estate neglected the counsell of his friends Agur was in jealousie of a full condition and lest instead of saying what have I done why am I thus cast downe c he should say Who is the Lord Meaner men in their lesser sphaere often shew what their spirits would be if their compasse were inlarged It is a great fault in breeding youth for feard of taking downe of their spirits not to take downe their pride and get victory of their affections whereas a proud unbroken heart raiseth us more trouble often then all the world beside Of all troubles the trouble of a proud heart is the greatest It was a great trouble to Haman to lead Mordecaies horse which another man would not have thought so the moving of a straw is troublesome to proud flesh And therefore it is good to heare the yoake from our youth It is better to bee taken downe in youth then to be broken in pieces by great crosses in age First or last selfe-deniall and victory over our selves is absolutely necessary otherwise faith which is a grace that requireth selfe-deniall will never bâ—… brought into the soule and beare ruâ—… there But what if pressing upon our soulâ—… will not help Then speake to God to Jesus Chriâ—… by prayer that as hee rebuked the windes and the waves and went upâ—… the Sea so hee would walke upon oâ—… soules and command a calme there 〈◊〉 is no lesse power to settle a peace in thâ—… soule then to command the seas to 〈◊〉 quiet It is Gods prerogative to rule 〈◊〉 the heart as likewise to give it up toâ—… selfe which next to hell is the greatâ—… judgement which should draw us 〈◊〉 the greater reverence and feare of 〈◊〉 pleasing God It was no ill wish of hiâ—… that desired God to free him from 〈◊〉 ill man himselfe CAP. VI. Other Observations of the same nature MOreover we see that a godly man can cast a restraint upon himselfe as David here staies himselfe in falling There is a principle of grace that stops the heart and puls in the reines againe when the affections are loose A carnall man when he begins to be cast down sinkes lower and lower untill he sinks into despaire as leade sinkes into the bottome of the sea They sunke they sunke like leade in the mighty waters A carnall man sinkes as a heavy body to the center of the earth and staies not if it be not stopped There is nothing in him to stay him in falling as we see in Achitophel and Saul who wanting a support found no other stay but the swords
our courses Is it not the greatest plâ—… of the world First to have their luâ—… satisfied Secondly to remove either by fraud or violence whatsoever standeth in their way And thirdly to put colours and pretences upon this to delude the world themselves imploying all their carnall wit and worldly strength for their carnall aimes and fighting for that which-fights against their owne soules For what will beâ—… the issue of this but certaine destruction Of this minde are not onely tâ—… dregs of people but many of the mâ—… refined sort who desire to be emineâ—… in the world And to have their owâ—… desires herein give up the liberty oâ—… their owne judgements and consciences to the desires and lusts of others to bee above others they will bee beneath themselves having those mens persons in admiration for hope of advantage whom otherwise they despise and so substituting in their spirits man in the place of GOD lose heaven for earth and bury that divine sparke their soules capable of the Divine nature and fitter to be a sanctuary and temple for God to dwell in then by clozing with baser things to become base it selfe We need not wonder that others seeme base to carnall men who are base both in and to themselves It is no wonder they should bee cruell to the soules of others who are cruell to their owne soules that they should neglect and starve others that give away their owne soules in a manner for nothing Alas upon what poore termes do they hazard that the nature and worth whereof is beyond mans reach to comprehend Many are so carelesse in this kinde that if they were throughly perswaded that they had soules that should live for ever either in blisse or torment wee might the more easily work upon them But as they live by sense as beasts so they have no moâ—… thoughts of future times then 〈◊〉 except at such times as conscience is awaked by some suddaine judgement whereby Gods wrath is revealed froâ—… heaven against them But happy were it for them if they might die like beasts whose miserie dies with them To such an estate hath sinne brought the soule that it willingly drowneth it selfe in the senses and becomes in some sort incarnaâ—…e with the flesh Wee should therefore set our selâ—… to have most care of that which Goâ—… cares most for which he breathed iâ—…to us at first set his owne image upon gave so great a price for and values above all the world besides Shall all our study bee to satisfie the desires 〈◊〉 the flesh and neglect this Is it not a vanity to preferre the casket before the jewel the shell before the pearle the gilded potsheard before the treasure and is it not mucâ—… more vanitie to preferre the outward condition before the inward The soule is that which Satan and his hath most spite at for in troubling our bodies or estates hee aimes at the vexation of our soules As in Iob his aime was to abuse that power God had given him over His children body and goods to make him out of a disquieted spirit blaspheme God It is an ill method to beginne our care in other things and neglect the soule as Achitophel who set his house in order when hee should have set his soule in order first Wisedome begins at the right end If all bee well at home it comforts a man though he meets with troubles abroad Oh saith he I shall have rest at home I have a loving wife and dutifull children so whatsoever we meet withall abroad if the soule be quiet thither we can retire with comfort See that all bee well within and then all troubles from without cannot much annoy us Grace will teach us to reason thus God hath given mine enemies power over my liberty and condition but shall they have power and liberty over my spirit It is that which Satan and they most seeke for but never yeeld Oh my soule And thus a godly man will become more then a conquerer when in appearance hee is conquered the cause prevailes his spirit prevailes and is undaunted A Christian is not subdued till his spirit be subdued Thâ—… Iob prevailed over Sathan and all his troubles at length This tormenteâ—… proud persons to see godly men enjoy a calme and resolute frame of mindâ—… in the midst of troubles when thâ—… enemies are more troubled in troubling them then they are in being troubled by them Wee see likewise here how to fraâ—… our complaints David complaines nâ—… of God nor of his troubles nor of others but of his owne soule hee complaines of himselfe to himselfe Aâ—… 〈◊〉 he should say Though all things else be out of order yet O my soule thou shouldst not trouble mee too thou shouldst not betray thy selfe unto troubles but rule oâ—… them A godly man complaines to Goâ—… yet not of God but of himselfe a carnall man is ready to justifie himselfe and complaine of God He complaines not to God but of God at the least in secret murmuring hee complaines of others that are but Gods violls hee complaines of the grievance that lies upon him but never regards what is amisse in himselfe within Openly he cries out upon fortune yet secretly he strike that God under that Idoll of fortune by whose guidance all things comes to passe whilst he quarrells with that which is nothing hee wounds him that is the cause of all things like a gouty man that complaines of his shooe and of his bed or an aguish man of his drinke when the cause is from within So men are disquieted with others when they should rather bee disquieted and angry with their owne hearts We condemne Ionas for contending with God and justifying his unjust anger but yet the same risings are in men naturally if shame would suffer them to give vent to their secret discontent their heart speakes what Ionas tongâ—… spake Oh but here we should lay oâ—… hand upon our mouth and adore God and command silence to our soules No man is hurt but by himselfe first Wee are drawen to evill and allurâ—… from a true good to a false by our owâ—… lusts God tempts no man Satan hath 〈◊〉 power over us further then wee willingly lie open to him Satan worâ—… upon our affections and then our affections worke upon our will Hee doâ—… not worke immediatly upon the wiâ—… wee may thanke our selves in willing yeelding to our owne passions foâ—… that ill Satan or his instruments draw us unto Saul was not vexed withâ—… evill spirit till he gave way to his owâ—… evill spirit of envy first The devill 〈◊〉 tred not into Iudas untill his coveâ—… heart made way for him The Apoâ—… strengtheneth his conceit against 〈◊〉 and lasting anger from hence thâ—… this wee give way to the devill Iâ—… dangerous thing to passe from Gâ—… government and come under Sataâ—… Satan mingleth himselfe with 〈◊〉 owne passions therefore wee should blame our selves first bee ashamed of
to desire to be troubled with a preventing trouble Let those that are not in the way of grace thinke with themselves what cause they have not to take a minutes rest while they are iâ—… that estate For a man to bee in debt both body and soule subject every minute to be arrested and caried prisoner to Hell and not to bee moved Foâ—… man to have the wrath of GOD ready to bee powred out upon him and Hell gape for him nay to cary a hell about him in conscience if it were awake and to have all his comfort here hanging upon a weake threed of this liâ—…e ready to bee cut and broken off every moment and to bee cursed in all those blessings that he enjoyes and yet not to be disquieted but continually treasuring up wrath against the day of wrath by running deeper into Godâ—… books for a man to bee thus and not to bee disquieted is but the Devills peace whilest the strong man holds possession A burning Ague is more hopefull than a Lethargy The best service that can be done to such men is to startle and rouze them and so with violence to pull them out of the fire as Iude speakes or else they will another day curse that cruell mercy that lets them alone now In all their jollity in this world they are but as a Booke fairely bound which when it is opened is full of nothing but Tragedies So when the booke of their consciences shall be once opened there is nothing to bee read but lamentations and woes Such men were in a way of hope if they had but so much apprehension of their estates as to ask themselves What have I done If this bee true that there are such fearefull things prepared for sinners why am I not cast downe Why am I no more troubled and discouraged for my wicked courses Despaire to such is the beginning of comfort and trouble the beginning of peace A storme is the way to a calme and hell the way to heaven But for raising of a right grief in the soule of a holy man looke what is the state of the soule in it selfe in whâ—… termes it is with God whether there be any sinne hanging on the fyle unrepented of If all bee not well with in us then here 's place for inward trouble whereby the soule may afflict it selfe God saw this griefe so needfull for his people that he appointed certaine dayes for afflicting them because it is fit that sinne contracted by joy should bee dissolved by griefe and sinne is so deepely invested into the soule that 〈◊〉 separation betwixt the soule and it cannot be wrought without much griefe when the soule hath smarted for sinne it sets then the right price upon reconciliation with God in Christ and it feâ—…leth what a bitter thing sinne is and therefore it will bee afraid to bee 〈◊〉 bold with it afterward it likewise aweth the heart so that it will not bee so loose towards GOD as it was before and certainely that soule that hath 〈◊〉 the sweetnesse of keeping peace witâ—… God cannot but take deeply to heart that there should bee any thing in us that should divide betwixt us and the fountaine of our comfort that should stop the passage of our prayers and the current of Gods favours both towards our selves and others it is such an ill as is the cause of all other ill and damps all our comforts 2. Wee should looke out of our selves also considering whether for troubles at home and abroad God calls not to mourning or troubling of our selves griefe of compassion is as well required as griefe of contrition It is a dead member that is not sensible of the state of the body Ieremie for feare he should not weepe enough for the distressed estate of the Church desired of God that his eyes might be made a fountaine of teares A Christian as hee must not bee proud flesh so neither must he be dead flesh none more truely sensible either of sinne or of misery so farre as misery carries with it any signe of Gods displeasure then a true Christian which issues from the life of Grace which where it is in 〈◊〉 measure is lively and therefore sensible for God gives motion and sense for the preservation of life As God bowels are tender towards us so God people have tender bowells toward him his cause his people and his Church The fruit of this sensiblenesse is earnâ—… prayer to God as Melanchton 〈◊〉 well If I cared for nothing I would prâ—… for nothing 2. Griefe being thus raised must as wee said before bee bounded aâ—… guided 1. God hath framed the soule aâ—… planted such affections in it as may answere all his dealing towards his children that when he enlargeth himselfe towards them then the soule shoâ—… enlarge it selfe to him againe when 〈◊〉 opens his hand wee ought to open oâ—… hearts when hee shewes any tokenâ—… displeasure we should grieve when 〈◊〉 troubles us wee should trouble aâ—… grieve our selves As God any 〈◊〉 discovereth himself so the soule shoâ—… be in a sutable pliablenesse Then 〈◊〉 soule is as it should bee when it is ready to meet GOD at every turne to joy when he calls for it to mourne when hee calls for that to labour to know Gods meaning in every thing Againe GOD hath made the soule for a communion with himselfe which communion is especially placed in the affections which are the springs of all spirituall worship Then the affections are well ordered when wee are fit to have communion with God to love joy trust to delight in him above all things The affections are the inward movings of the soule which then move best when they move us to God not from him They are the feet of the soule whereby wee walke with and before God When wee have our affections at such command that wee can take them off from any thing in the world at such times as wee are to have more neare communion with God in hearing or prayer c. As AbrahaÌ„ wheÌ„ he was to sacrifice left whatsoever might hinder him at the bottome of the Mount When we let our affections so farre into the things of the world as we canâ—… take them off when wee are to deâ—… with God it is a signe of spirituall iâ—… temperancie It is said of the Israelites that they brought Aegypt with theâ—… into the wildernesse so many bring thâ—… world in their hearts with them whâ—… they come before God But because our affections are neâ—… well ordered without judgement 〈◊〉 being to follow not to lead It is 〈◊〉 evidence that the soule is in a fit temper when there is such a harmony 〈◊〉 it as that wee judge of things as they are and affect as we judge and execâ—… as wee affect This harmony withâ—… breeds uniformity and constancie 〈◊〉 our resolutions so that there is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 were an even thred drawne througâ—… the
to the offence of the strong to the griefe of Gods Spirit in us to the disturbance of our owne spirits in doing good and to the disheartning of us in troubling of our inward peace and thereby weakning our assurance Therefore let us stop beginnings as much as may be and so soone as they begin to rise let us begin to examine what raised them and whither they are about to carry us The way to be still is to examine oâ—… selves first And then censure what stands not with reason As David doth when he had given way to unbefitting thoughts of Gods providence So foolish saith he was I and as a 〈◊〉 before thee Especially then looke to these sinfull stirrings when thou art to deale with God I am to have communion with a God of peace What then doe turbulent thoughts and affections iâ—… my heart I am to deale with a patieâ—… God why should I cherish revengâ—… thoughts Abraham drove away tâ—… birds from the sacrifice Gen. 15. 11. Troublesome thoughts like birds 〈◊〉 come before they be sent for but they should finde entertainment accordingly 6. In all our grievances let us loâ—… to something that may comfort us 〈◊〉 well as discourage looke to that wee enjoy as well as that wee want As iâ—… prosperity God mingles some crosses to diet us so in all crosses there 〈◊〉 something to comfort us As there is a vanity lies hid in the best worldly good So there is a blessing lies hid in the worst worldly evill GOD usually maketh up that with some advantage in another kinde wherein wee are inferiour to others Others are in greater place So they are in greater danger Others bee richer so their cares and sâ—…res be greater the poore in the world may bee richer in faith than they The soule can better digest and master a low estate than a prosperous and is under some abasement iâ—… is in a lesse distance from God Others are not so afflicted as we than they have lesse experience of Gods gracious power than wee Others may have more healthy bodies but soules lesse weaned from the world We would not change conditions with them so as to have their spirits with their condition For one halfe of our lives the meanest are as happy and free from cares as the greatest Monarch that is whilest both sleepe and usually the sleepe of the one is sweeter than the sleepe of the other What is all that the earth caâ—… afford us if God deny health and this a man in the meanest condition may enjoy That wherein one man diffâ—… from another is but title and but for a little time Death levelleth all There is scarce any man but the good hee receives from God is more than the ill hee feeles if our unthankfull hearts would suffer us to thinke 〈◊〉 Is not our health more than our sickenesse doe we not enjoy more than we want I meane of the things that are necessary Are not our good dayes more than our evill but we would go to heaven upon Roses and usually oâ—… crosse is more taken to heart than 〈◊〉 hundred blessings So unkindly 〈◊〉 deale with God Is God indebted to us doth hee owe us any thing those that deserve nothing should be contâ—… with any thing Wee should looke to others as good as our selves as well as to our selves and than we shall see it is not our owne case onely who are we that we should looke for an exempted condition from those troubles which God 's dearest children are addicted unto Thus when we are surprised contrary to our looking for and liking wee should study rather how to exercise some grace than give way to any passion Thinke now is a time to exercise our patience our wisedome and other graces By this meanes wee shall turne that to our greatest advantage which Satan intendeth greatest hurt to us by Thus we shall not onely master every condition but make it serviceable to our good If nature teach Bees not onely to gather hony out of sweet flowers but out of bitter Shall not grace teach us to draw even out of the bitterest condition something to better our soules We learne to tame all creatures even the wildest that wee may bring them to our use and why should wee glve way to our owne unruly passions 7. It were good to have in our eye the beauty of a well ordered soule and wee should thinke that nothing in this world is of sufficient worth to put us out of frame The sanctified soâ—… should be like the Sunne in this whiâ—… though it worketh upon all these inâ—… riour bodies and cherisheth them 〈◊〉 light and influence yet is not movâ—… nor wrought upon by them againe bâ—… keepeth its owne lustre and distanceâ—… So our spirits being of a heaveâ—… breed should rule other things beneâ—… them and not be ruled by them It 〈◊〉 a holy state of soule to bee under tâ—… power of nothing beneath it selfe Aâ—… we stirred than consider It this mâ—…ter worth the losse of my quiet Whâ—… wee esteeme that wee love what wee love we labour for And therefore 〈◊〉 us esteem highly of a cleare calme temper whereby we both enjoy our God and our selves and know how to raâ—… all things else It is against nature fâ—… inferiour things to rule that which thâ—… wise Disposer of all things hath set above them Wee owe the flesh neither suit nor service wee are no debtâ—… to it The more wee set before the soâ—… that quiet estate in heaven which tâ—… soules of perfect men now enjoy and it selfe ere long shall enjoy there The more it will be in love with it and endevour to attaine unto it And because the soule never worketh better than when it is raised up by some strong and sweet affection let us looke upon our nature as it is in Christ in whom it is pure sweet calme meeke every way lovely This sight is a changing sight love is an affection of imitation we affect a likenesse to him we love Let us learne of Christ to be humble and meeke and then wee shall finde rest to our soules The setting of an excellent idea and platforme before us will raise and draw up our soules higher and â—…ke us sensible of the least movings of spirit that shall be contrary to that the attainement whereof wee have in our desires He will hardly attaine to meane things that sets not before him higher perfection Naturally we love to see symetry and proportion even in a dead picture and are much taken with some curious peece But why should wee not rather labour to keepe the affections of the soule in due proportion Seeing a meâ—… and well ordered soule is not onâ—… lovely in the sight of men and Angâ—… but is much set by by the great Goâ—… himselfe But now the greatest careâ—… those that set highest price upon theâ—… selves is how to compose their oâ—… ward carriage in some gracefull mâ—…ner never
in Christ. 2 the joyes of heaven and the torments of hell 3. the last and strict day of accouâ—… 4. The vanity of all earthly things 5. The uncertainty of our lives c. From the meditation of these truthes the soule wil be prepared to have rigâ—… conceits of things and to discourse upon true grounds of them and thinke with it selfe that if these things be so iâ—…deed then I must frame my life sutable to these principles hence arise true affections in the soule true feare of God true love and desire after the best things c. The way to expell â—…ind oâ—… of our bodies is to take some wholesome nourishment and the way to expell windy fancies from the soule is 〈◊〉 feed upon serious truthes 4. Moreover to the well ordering of this unruly faculty it is necessary that our nature it selfe should be changed for as men are so they imagine as the treasure of the heart is such is that which comes from it An evill heart cannot thinke well before the heart be changed our judgment is depraved in regard of our last end we seeke our happinesse where it is not to be found Wickednesse comes from the wicked as the Proverb is If wee had as large and as quick apprehensions as Sathan himselfe yet if the rellish of our wil affections be not changed they will set the imagination a worke to deuise satisfaction to themselves For there is a mutuall working and refluxe betwixt the will and the imagination the imagination stirres up the will and as the will is affected so imagination worketh When the law of God by the Spirit is so written in our hearts that the law and our hearts become agreeable one to the other then the soule is enclined and made plyable to every good thought When the heart is once taught of God to love it is the nature of this sweet affection as the Apostle saith to thinke no evill either of God or man and not onely so but it carries the bent of the whole soule with it to good so that we love God not onely with all our heart but with all our minde that is both with our understanding and imagination Love is an affection full of inventions and sets the wit a worke to devise good things therefore our chiefe care should bee that our hearts may be circumcised and purified so as they may be filled with the love of God and then we shall finde this duty not onely easie but delightfull unto us The Prophet healed the waters by casting salt into the spring so the seasoning of the spring of our actions seasons all And indeed what can bee expected from man whilest hee is vanity but vaine imaginations What can wâ—… looke for from a Viper but poyson A man naturally is either weaving spidâ—… webbs or hatching Cockatrices egges thâ—… is his heart is exercised either in vaâ—… or mischiefe for not onely the frame 〈◊〉 the heart but what the heart frameth iâ—… evill continually A wicked man that iâ—… besotted with false conceits will adâ—… of no good thoughts to enter 5. Even when wee are good and devise good things yet there is still some sicknesse of fancie remaining in the best of us whereby wee worke trouble to our selves and therefore it is necessary we should labour to restraine and limit our fancie and stop these waters at the beginning giving no not the least way thereunto If it begins to grow wanton tame the wildnesse of it by fastning it to the crosse of Christ whom wee have pierced with our sinnes and amongst other with these sinnes of our spirits who hath redeemed us from our vaine thoughts and conversations set before it the consideration of the wrath of God of death and judgement and the woefull estate of the damned c. and take it not off till thy heart bee taken off from straying from God When it begins once to runne out to impertinencies confine it to some certaine thing and then upon examination wee shall finde it bring home some hony with it otherwise it will bring us nothing but a sting from the bitter remembrance of our former misspent thoughts time which wee should redeeme and fill up with things that most belong to our peace Idlenesse is the houre of temptation wherein Sathan joynes with our imagination and sets it about his owne work to grinde his greese for the soule as a Mill either grinds that which is put into it or else works upon it selfe Imagination is the first wheele of the soule and if that move amisse it stirres all the inferiour wheeles amisse with it It stirres it selfe and other powers of the soule are stirred by its motion and therefore the well ordering of this is of the greater consequence For as the imagination conceiveth so usually the judgement concludeth the will chuseth the affections are carried and the members execute If it breake loose as it will soone runne ryot yet give no consent of the will to it though it hath defiled the memory yet let it not defile the will though it be the first borne of the soule yet let it not as Ruben ascend unto the fathers bed that is our will and defile that which should be kept pure for the spirit of Christ resolve to act nothing upon it but crosse it before it moves to the execution and practise of any thing As in sicknesse many times wee imagine by reason of the corruption of our tast Physick to be ill for us and those meates which nourish the disease to be good yet care of health makes us crosse our owne conceits and take that which fancie abhorres So if we would preserve sound spirits wee must conclude against groundlesse imagination and resolve that whatsoever it suggests cannot be so because it crosses the grounds both of religion and reason And when we finde imagination to deceive us in sensible things as Melancholy persons are subject to mistake we may well gather that it will much more deceive us in our spirituall condition And indeed such is the incoherence impertinencie and unreasonablenesse of imagination that men are oft ashamed and angry with themselves afterwards for giving the least way to such thoughts and it is good to chastise the soule for the same that it may bee more wary for time to come whilest men are led with imagination they worke not according to right rules prescribed to men but as other baser creatures in whom phantasie is the chiefe ruling power and therefore those whose will is guided by their fancies live more like beasts then men Wee allow a horse to praunce and skip in a pasture which if hee doth when he is once backt by the rider we count him an unruly and an unbroken jade so howsoever in other creatures wee allow liberty of fancie yet wee allow it not in man to frisk and rove at its pleasure because in him it is to bee bridled
is not above naturall conscience but a conscience sprinkled with the blood of Christ is not scared from God by its infirmities and failiags but as David here is rather stirred up to runne unto God by his distemper and it had beene a greater sinne then his distemper not to have gone unto God Those that have the spirit of sonnes in their hearts runne not further from God after they have a little strayed from him but though it be the nature of sinfull passions to breed griefe and shame yet they will repaire to God againe and their confidence overcomes their guilt So well are they acquainted with Gods gracious disposition Yet we see here David thinkes not of trusting in God till first he had done justice upon his owne soule in rebuking the unruly motions thereof Censure for sinne goeth before favour in pardoning sinne or boldnesse to aske pardon of God those that love God must hate ill If our consciences condemne us of allowing any sinne we cannot have boldnesse with God who is light and can abide no darknesse and greater then our consciences §. 7. 6. Moreover hence wee see it is no easie thing to bring God and the heart together David here as he often checkes his heart so hee doth often charge his heart Doubts and troubles are still gathering upon him and his faith still gathering upon them As one striving to get the haven is driven back by the waves but recovering himselfe againe gets forward still and after often beating back at length obtaines the wished haven and then is at rest So much adoe there is to bring the soule unto God the harbour of true comfort It were an easie thing to be a Christian if Religion stood onely in a few outward works and duties but to take the soule to taske and to deale roundly with our owne hearts and to let conscience have its full work and to bring the soule into spirituall subjection unto God this is not so easie a matter because the soule out of selfe-love is loath to enter into it selfe least it should have other thoughts of it selfe then it would have David must bid his soule trust and trust and trust againe before it will yeeld One maine ground of this difficulty is that contrariety which is in the soule by reason of contrary principles The soule so farre as it is gracious commands so farre as it is rebellious resists which drew holy Austen to a kinde of astonishment The soule commands the body and it yeelds saith he it commands it selfe and is resisted by it selfe it commands the hand to move and it moveth with such an unperceiveable quicknesse that you can discerne no distance betwixt the command and the motion Whence comes this but because the soule perfectly wills not and perfectly injoynes not that which is good and so farre forth as it fully wills not so far it holds backe There should bee no need of commanding the soule if it were perfect for then it would bee of it selfe what it now commandeth If David had gotten his soule at perfect freedome at the first hee needed not have repeated his charge so often upon it But the soule naturally sinks downward and therfore had need often to be wound up §. 8. 7. Wee should therefore labour to bring our soules as David doth here to a firme and peremptory resolution and not stand wavering and as it were equally ballanced betwixt God and other things but enforce our soules we shall get little ground of infidelity else drive your soules therefore to this issue either to rely upon God or else to yeeld up it selfe to the present grievance if by yeelding it resolves to be miserable there 's an end but if it desires rest then let it resolve upon this onely way to trust in God and well may the soule so resolve because in God there are grounds of quieting the soule above all that may unsettle it In him there is both worth to satisfie and strength to support the soule The best way to maintaine inward peace is to settle and fixe our thoughts upon that which will make us better till wee finde our hearts warmed and wrought upon thereby and then as the Prophet speaks God will keepe us in peace peace that is in perfect and abundant peace This resolution stayed Iob that though God should kill him yet hee resolved to trust in him Answerable to our resolution is our peace the more resolution the more peace Irresolution of it selfe without any grievance is full of disquiet It is an unsafe thing alwayes to begin to live to bee alwayes cheapning and paltering with God Come to this point once Trust God I ought therefore trust God I will come what may or will And it is good to renew our resolutions againe and againe for every new resolution brings the soule closer to God and gets further in him and brings fresh strength from him which if wee neglect our corruption joyning with outward hinderances will carry us further and further backward and this will double yea multiply our trouble and griefe to recover our selves againe wee have both winde and tide against us Wee are going up the hill and therefore had need to arme our selves with resolution Since the fall the motion of the soule upward as of heavy bodies is violent in regard of corruption which weighes it downeward and therefore all enforcement is little enough Oppose therefore with David an invincible resolution and then doubt not of prevailing If wee resolve in Gods power and not our owne and bee strong in the Lord and not in our selves then it matters not what our troubles or temptations bee either from within or without for trust in God at length will triumph Here is a great mercy that when David had a little let goe his hold of God yet God would not let goe his hold of him but by a spirit of faith drawes him back againe to himselfe God turnes us unto him and then wee returne Turne us againe saith the Psalmist cause thy face to shine upon us and wee shall be saved When the soule leaves God once it loses its way and it selfe and never returnes till God recalls it againe If morall principles cherished and strengthened by good education will enable the soule against vicious inclinations so that though some influence of the heavens worke upon the aire and the aire upon the spirits and the spirits upon the humors and these incline the temper and that inclines the soule of a man such and such wayes yet breeding in the refineder sort of civill persons will much prevaile to draw them another way What then may wee thinke of this powerfull grace of faith which is altogether supernaturall Will not this carry the soule above all naturall inclinations whatsoever though strengthened by outward occasions if wee resolve to put it to it David was a King of other men but here hee shewes that hee
suggesting unto us this is the way walke in it Wee owe God this respect to depend upon him for direction in the particular passages of our lives in regard that hee is our Soveraigne and his will is the rule and we are to be accountable to him as our Iudge It is God onely that can see through businesses and all helps and lets that stand about After we have rolled our selves upon God wee should immediately take that course he enclines our hearts unto without further distracting feare Otherwise it is a signe wee commit not our way unto him when we do not quietly trust him but remain stil as thoughtfull as if wee did not trust him After prayer and trust followes the peace of God and a heart void of further dividing care Wee should therefore presently question our hearts for questioning his care and not regard what feare will be ready to suggest for that is apt to raise conclusions against our selves out of selfe-conceited grounds whereby wee usurpe upon GOD and wrong our selves It was a good resolution of the three young men in Daniel We are not carefull to answer thee O King We know our duty let God doe with us as hee pleaseth If Abraham had hearkened to the voice of nature hee would never have resolved to sacrifice Isaack but because he cast himselfe upon Gods providing God in the Mount provided a Ramme in stead of his Sonne CHAP. XVIII Other grounds of trusting in God namely the Promises And twelve directions about the same § 1. BUt for the better setling of our trust in God a further discovery is necessary then of the nature and providence of God for though the nature of God be written in the book of the Creatures in so great letters as hee that runs may reade and though the providence of God appeares in the order and use of things yet there is another booke whereby to know the will of God towards us and our duty towards him We must therefore have a knowledge of the promises of God as well as of his providence for though God hath discovered himselfe most graciously in Christ unto us yet had we not a word of promise wee could not have the boldnesse to build upon Christ himselfe therefore from the same grounds that there is a God there must be a revealing of the will of God for else we can never have any firme trust in him further then hee offers himselfe to be trusted Therefore hath God opened his heart to us in his word and reached out so many sweet promises for us to lay hold on and stooped so low by gracious condescending mixed with authority as to enter into a covenant with us to perform all things for our good for Promises are as it were the stay of the soule in an imperfect condition and so is faith in them untill all promises shall end in performance and faith in sight and hope in possession Now these promises are 1. for their spring from whence they proceed freâ—… ing agements of God for if hee had not bound himselfe who could and 2. they are for their value pretious and 3. for their extent large even of all things that conduce to happinesse and 4. for their vertue quickning and strengthning the soule as comming from the love of God and conveying that love unto us by his Spirit in the best fruits thereof and 5. for their certainty they are as sure as the Love of God in Christ is upon which they are founded and from which nothing can separate us For all promises are either Christ himselfe the promised seed or else they are of good things made to us in him and for him and accomplished for his sake they are all made first to him as heire of the promise as Angell of the covenant as head of his body and as our Elder brother c. for promises being the fruits of Gods love and Gods love being founded first on Christ it must needs follow that all the promises are both made and made good to us in and through him who is yesterday and to day and for ever the same That wee should not call Gods love into question he not onely gives us his word but a binding word his promise and not only a naked promise but hath entred into Covenant with us founded upon full satisfaction by the blood of Christ and unto this Covenant sealed by the blood of the Lord JESUS he hath added the seales of Sacraments and unto this he hath added his oath that there might be no place left of doubting to the distrustfull heart of man there is no way of securing promises amongst men but God hath taken the same to himselfe and all to this end that we might not onely know his mind towards us but be fully perswaded of it that as verily as he lives he will make good what ever he hath promised for the comfort of his Children What greater assurance can there be then for Being itâ—…o â—…o lay his being to pawne and for life it selfe to lay life to pawne and all to comfort a poore soule The boundlesse and restlesse desire of mans spirit will never bee stayed without some discovery of the chiefe good and the way to attaine the same men would have beene in darknesse about their finall condition and the way to please God and to pacifie and purge their consciences had not the word of God set downe the spring and cause of all evill together with the cure of it and directed us how to have communion with God and to raise our selves above all the evill which wee meet withall betwixt us and happines and to make us every way wise to salvation Hence it is that the Psalmist preferres the manifestation of God by his â—…d before the manifestation of him in his most glorious works And thus wee see the necessity of a double principle for faith to rely on 1. God and 2. the word of God revealing his will unto us and directing us to make use of all his Attributes Relations and providence for our good and this â—…rd hath its strength from him who gives a being and an accomplishment unto it for words are as the authority of him that uttereth them is When wee looke upon a Grant in the word of a King it stayes our mindes because wee know he is able to make it good and why should it not satisfie our soules to looke upon promises in the word of a God whose words as they come from his truth and expresse his goodnesse so they are all made good by his power and wisedome By the bare word of God it is that the heavens continue and the earth without any other foundation hangs in the mids of the world therefore well may the soule stay it selfe on that even when it hath nothing else in sight to relye upon By his word it is that the covenant of day and
us We should labour likewise for a single heart to trust in God onely there is no readier way to fall then to trust equally to two stayes whereof one is rotten and the other sound therefore as in point of doctrine wee are to relie upon Christ onely and to make the Scriptures our rule onely So in life and conversation what ever wee make use of yet we should enjoy and relye upon God onely for either God is trusted alone or not at all those that trust to other things with God trust not him but upon pretence to cary their double mindes with lesse check Againe labour that thy soule may answer all the Relations wherein it stands to God by eleaving to him 1. as a Father by trusting on his care 2. as a teacher by following his direction 3. as a Creator by dependance on him 4. as a husband by inseparable affection of love to him 5. as a Lord by obedience c. And then we may with comfort expect whatsoever good these Relations can yeeld All which God regarding more our wants and weaknesses then his owne greatnesse hath taken upon him Shall these Relations yeeld comfort from the creature and not from God himselfe in whom they are in their highest perfection Shall God make other fathers and husbands faithfull and not be faithfull Himselfe All our comfort depends upon labouring to make these Relations good to our soules And as we must wholly and only trust in God so likewise we must trust him in all conditions and times for all things that we stand in need of untill that time comes wherein wee shall stand in need of nothing for as the same care of God moved him to save us and to preserve us in the world till we be put in possession of salvation So the same faith relyes upon God for heaven and all necessary provision till wee come thither It is the office of Faith to quiet our soules in all the necessities of this life and we have continuall use of trusting while wee are here For even when we have things yet God still keepes the blessing of them in his own hands to hold us in a continuall dependance upon him God traines us up this way by exercising our trust in lesser matters to fit us for greater thus it pleaseth God to keepe us in a depending condition untill he see his owne ◅me but so good is God that as he intends to give us what wee wait for so will he give us the grace and spirit of faith to sustaine our soules in waiting till we enjoy the same The unrulinesse of a naturall spirit is never discovered more then when God deferres therefore we should labour the more not to withdraw our attendance from God Further we must know that the condition of a Christian in this life is not to see what he trusts God for hee lives by faith and not by sight and yet that there is such a vertue in faith which makes evident and present things to come and unseene Because God where he gives an eye of faith gives also a glasse of the word to see things in and by seeing of them in the truth and power of him that promiseth they become present not only to the understāding to apprehēd thē but to the will to rest upō thē to the affections to joy in thē It is the nature of faith to work whēit seethnothing and oftentimes best of all then because God shewes himself more clearly in his power wisdome goodness at such times and so his glory shines most and faith hath nothing else to looke upon then whereupon it gathers all the forces of the soule together to fasten upon God It should therefore be the chiefe care of a Christian to strengthen his faith that so it may answer Gods maner of dealing with him in the worst times for God usually 1. that he might perfectly mortifie our confidence in the creature and 2. that he might the more indeere his favours and make them fres◅ and new unto us and 3. that the glory of deliverance may bee entirely hi◅ without the creatures sharing with him and 4. that our faith and obedience may be tryed to the uttermost and discovered suffers his children to fall into great extremities before he will reach forth his hand to help them as in Iobs case c. Therefore Christians should much labour their hearts to trust in God in the deepest extremities that may be fall them even when no light of comfort appeares either from within or without yea then especially when all other comforts faile despaire is oft the ground of hope when the darknesse of the night is thickest then the morning begins to dawne that which to a man unacquainted with Gods dealings is a ground of utter despaire the same to a mā acquainted with the waies of God is a rise of exceeding comfort for infinite power goodnes can never be at a loss neither can faith which looks to that ever be at a stand whence it is that both God and Faith worke best alone In a hopelesse estate a Christiā will see some doore of hope opened 1. because God shewes himself neerest to us when we stand most in need of him help Lord for vain is the help of man God is never more seen then in the Mount He knowes our soules best our souls know him best in adversity thē heis most wōderful in his Saints 2 because our praiers thē are strōg cryes fervent and frequent God is sure to heare of us at such a time which pleaseth him well as delighting to heare the voice of his Beloved For our better incouragement in these sad times and to helpe our trust in God the more we should often call to minde the former experiences which either our selves or others have had of Gods goodnesse and make use of the same for our spirituall good Our Fathers trusted in thee saith the head of the Church and were not confounded Gods truth and goodnesse is unchangeable he never leaves those that trust in him so likewise in our owne experiences we should take notice of Gods dealing◅ with us in sundry kindes how many wayes he hath refreshed us and how good we have found him in our worst times After wee have once tryed him and his truth we may safely trust him God will stand upon his credit he never failed any yet and he will not begin to breake with us If his nature and his word and his former dealing hath beene sure and square why should our hearts be wavering thy word saith the Psalmist is very pure or tryed therefore thy servant loveth it the word of God is as silver tryed in the furnace purified seven times It is good therefore to observe and lay up Gods dealings Experience is nothing else but a multiplyed remembrance of former blessings which will
of trust breeds false Comforts true feares for in what measure we trust in any thing that is uncertaine in the same measure will our griefe bee when it failes us the more men relye upon deceitfull Crutches the greater is their fall God can neither indure false objects nor a double object as hath beene shewed for a man to rely upoÌ„ any thing equally in the same ranke with himselfe for the propounding of a double object argues a double heart and a double heart is alwayes unsetled for it will regard God no longer then it can injoy that which it joynes together with him Therefore it is said you cannot serve two Masters not subordinate one to another whence it was that our Saviour told those worldly men which followed him that they could not beleeve in him because they sought honour one of another and in case of competition if their honour and reputation should come into question they would be sure to be fals to Christ and rather part with him then their 〈◊〉 vne credit and esteeme in the world David here by charging his soule to trust in God saw there was nothing else that could bring true rest and quiet unto him for whatsoever is besides God is but a creature and what ever is in the creature is but borrowed and at Gods disposing and changeable or else it were not a creature David saw his error soone for the ground of his disquiet was trusting something else besides God therefore when he began to say My hill is strong I shall not bee moved c. then presently his soule was troubled Out of God there is nothing fit for the soule to stay it selfe upon for 1. Outward things are not fitted to the spirituall nature of the soule they are dead things and cannot touch it being a lively spirit unlesse by way of â—…aint 2. They are beneath the worth of the soule and therefore debase the soule draw it lower then it selfe As a Noble woman by matching with a meane person much injures her selfe especially when higher matches are offered Earthly things are not given for Stayes wholly to rest on but for Comforts in our way to Heaven they are no more fit for the soule then that which hath many angles is fit to fill up that which is round which it cannot doe because of the unevennesse and void places that will remaine Outward things are never so well fitted for the soule but that the soule will presently see some voidnesse and emptinesse in them and in it selfe in cleaving to them for that which shall be a fit object for the soule must be 1. for the nature of it spirituall as the soule it selfe is 2. constant 3. full and satisfying 4. of equall continuance with it and 5. alwayes yeelding fresh contents we cast away flowers after once we have had the sweetnesse of theÌ„ because there is not still a fresh supply of sweetnesse What ever comfort is in the creature the soule will spend quickly and looke still for more whereas the comfort we have in God is undefiled and fadeth not away How can wee trust to that for comfort which by very trusting proves uncomfortable to us Outward things are onely so far forth good as wee doe not trust in them thornes may bee touched but not rested on for then they will pierce we must not set our hearts upon those things which are never evill to us but when we set our hearts upon them By trusting any thing but God wee make it 1. an Idoll 2. a curse and not a blessing 3. it will prove a lying vanity not yeelding that good which wee looke for and 4. a vexation bringing that evill upon us we looke not for Of all men Solomon was the fittest to judge of this because 1. hee had a large heart able to comprehend the variety of things and 2. being a mighty King had advantages of procuring all outward things that might give him satisfaction and 3. he had a desire answerable to search out and extract what ever good the creature could yeeld and yet upon the tryall of all hee passeth this verdict upon all that they are but vanity whilest he laboured to find that which he sought for in them hee had like to have lost himselfe and seeking too much to strengthen himselfe by forreine combination hee weakned himselfe the more thereby untill he came to know where the whole of man consists So that now wee need not try further conclusions after the peremptory sentence of so wise a man But our nature is still apt to thinke there is some secret good in the forbidden fruit and to buy wisedome dearly when wee might have it at a cheaper rate even from former universall experience It is a matter both to be wondred at and pittyed that the soule having God in Christ set before it alluring it unto him that hee might raise it inlarge it and fill it and so make it above all other things should yet debase make it selfe narrower and weaker by leaning to things meaner then it selfe The Kingdome Soveraignty and large command of Man continueth while he rests upon God in whom hee raignes in some sort over all things under him but so soone as he removes from God to any thing else hee becomes weake and narrow and slavish presently for The soule is as that which it relyes upon if on vanity it selfe becomes vain for that which contents the soule must satisfie all the wants and desires of it which no particular thing can doe and the soule is more sensible of a little thing that it wants then of all other things which it injoyes But see the insufficiency of all other things out of God to support the soul in their severall degrees First All outward things can make a man no happier then outward things can doe they cannot reach beyond their proper spheare but our greatest grievances are spirituall And as for inward things whether gifts or graces they cannot be a sufficient stay for the minde for 1. gifts as policy and wisedome c. they are at the best very defective especially when wee trust in them for wisedome makes men often to rebell and thereupon God delighteth to blast their projects None miscarry oftner then men of the greatest parts as none are oftner drowned then those that are most skilfull in swimming because it makes them confident And for grace though it be the beginning of a new creature in us yet it is but a creature and therefore not to be trusted in nay by trusting in it we imbase it and make it more imperfect so farre as there is truth of grace it breeds distrust of our selves and carryes the soule out of it selfe to the fountaine of strength And for any workes that proceed from grace by trusting thereunto they prove like the reede of Aegypt which not only deceives us but hurts us with the splinters Good workes
it lookes upon all things it hath or desires to have as comming from God and his free grace and power it desireth not onely wisdome but to be wise in his wisdome to see in his light to be strong in his strength the thing it selfe contents not this grace of trust but Gods blessing and love in the thing it cares not for any thing further then it can have it with Gods favour and good liking Hence it is that trust is an obsequions and an observing grace stirring up the soule to a desire of pleasing God in all things and to a feare of displeasing him Hee that pretends to trust the Lord in a course of offending may trust to this that God will meet him in another way then he lookes for Hee that is a tenant at curtesie will not offend his Lord hence it is that the Apostle inforceth that exhortation to work out our salvation with feare and trembling because it is God that worketh the will and the deed and according to his good pleasure not ours Therefore faith is an effectuall working grace it workes in Heaven with God it workes within us commanding all the powers of the soule it workes without us conquering whatsoever is in the world on the right hand to draw us from God or â—…n the left hand to discourage us it works against Hell and the powers of darknesse and all by vertue of trusting as it draweth strength from God It stirres up all other graces and keepes them in exercise and thereupon the acts of other graces are attributed to faith as Heb. 11. It breeds a holy jealousie over our selves lest we give God just cause 〈◊〉 stop the influence of his grace toâ—…ds us so to let us see that wee stand â—…ot by our owne strength Those that take liberty in things they either know 〈◊〉 doubt will displease God shew they want the feare of God and this want of feare shewes their want of dependancy and therefore want of trust dependancy is alwayes very respective it studieth contentment and care to comply this was it made Enoch walke with God â—…d studie how to please him when wee know nothing can doe us good or hurt but God it drawes our chiefe care to approve our selves to him Obedience of faith and obedience of life will goe together and therefore he that commits his soule to God to save will commit his soule to God to sanctifie and guide in a way of well pleasing Not onely the tame but the most savage creatures will bee at the beck of those that seede them though they are ready to fall violently upon others disobedience therefore is against the principles of nature This dependancy is either in the use of meanes or else when meanes failes us true dependancy is exactly carefull of all meanes When God hath set down a course of meanes wee must not expect that God should alter his ordinary course of providence for us deserved disappointment is the fruit of this presumptuous confidence the more wee depend on a wise Physitian the more we will observe his directions and bee carefull to use what hee prescribes yet we must use the meanes 〈◊〉 meanes and not set them in Gods room for that is the way to blast our hopes The way to have any thing taken away and not blest is to set our heart too much upon it Too much griefe in parting with any thing shewes too much trust in the enjoying of it And therefore he that uses the meanes in faith will alwayes joyne prayer unto God from whom as every good thing comes so likewise doth the blessing and successe therof where much indeavour is and little seeking to God it shewes there is little trust the Widdow that trusted in God continued likewise in prayers day and right The best discovery of our not relying too much on meanes is when all meanes faile if we can still relye upon God as being still where he was and hath wayes of his owne for helping of us either immediately from himselfe or by setting a worke other meanes and those perhaps very unlikely such as we thinke not of God hath wayes of his â—…ne Abraham never honoured God more then when he trusted in God for â—…son against the course of nature and when he had a son was ready to sacrifice him upon confidence that God would raise him from the dead againe This was the ground upon which Daniell with such great authority reprooved Baltbazar that he had not a care to glorifie God in whose hand his breath was and all his wayes The greatest honour we can doe unto God is when wee see nothing but rather all contrary to that we looke for then to shut our eyes to inferiour things below and looke altogether upon his Al sufficiency God can convey himselfe more comfortably to us when he pleaseth without meanes then by meanes True trust as it sets God highest in the soule so in danger and wants it hath present recourse to him as the Conyes to the Rockes And because Gods times and seasons are the best it is an evidence of true trust when we can waite Gods leisure and not make hast and so runne before God for else the more hast the worse speed God seldome makes any promise to his Children but he exerciseth their trust in waiting long before as David for a Kingdome Abraham for a sonne the whole world for Christs comming c. One maine evidence of true trust in God is here in the text wee see here it hath a quieting and stilling vertue for it stayes the soule upon the fulnesse of Gods love joyned with his ability to supply our wants and releeve our necessities though faith doth not at the first especially so stay the soule as to take away all suspitious feares of the contrary There be so many things in trouble that presse upon the soule as hinder the joyning of God and it together yet the prevailing of our unbeliefe is taken away the raigne of it is broken If the touch of Christ in his abasement on earth drew vertue from him certain it is that faith caÌ„not touch Christ in heaven but it will draw a quieting and sanctifying vertue from him which will in some measure stop the issues of an unquiet spirit the Needle in the Compasse will stand North though with some trembling A Ship that lyes at Anchor may bee something tossed but yet it stil remains so fastned that it cannot bee caried away by winde or weather the soule after it hath cast anchor upon God may as we see here in David be disquieted a while but this unsetling tends to a deeper setling the more we beleeve the more we are established faith is an establishing grace by faith we stand and stand fast and are able to withstand whatsoever opposeth us For what can stand against God upon whose truth and power faith relyes The devill feares not us but him whom
that God puts into the Câ—…p so much afflicts us as the ingrediâ—…ts of our distempered passions mingled with them The sting and coare of them all is sinne when that is not â—…ely pardoned but in some measure â—…led and the proud flesh eaten out â—…n a healthy soule will â—…eare any thing After repentance that trouble that before was a correction becomes now a triall and exercise of grace Strike Lord saith Luther I'beare any thing willingly because my sinnes are forgiven We should not be cast downe so much about outward troubles as about sinne that both procures them and invenomes them We see by experience when conscience is once set at liberty how chearefully men will goe under any burthen therefore labour to keep out sinne and then let come what will come It is the foolish wisdome of the world to prevent trouble by sin which is the way indeed to pull the greatest trouble upon us For sinne dividing betwixt God and us moveth him to leave the soule to intangle it selfe in â—…s owne wayes When the conscience is cleare then there is nothing between God and us to hinder our trust Outward troubles rather drive us neerer unto God and stand with his love But sin defileth the soule and sets it further from God It is well doing that inables us to commit our soules cheerefully â—…to him Whatsoever our outward condition be if our hearts condemne us 〈◊〉 we may have boldnesse with God In my trouble our care should be not to avoid the trouble but sinfull miscari age in and about the trouble and so trust God It is a heavy condition to be under the burthen of trouble and under the burthen of a guilty conscience both at once When men will walke in the light of their owne fire and the sparkes which they have kindled themselves it is just with God that they should lye downe in sorow Whatsoever injuries we suffer from those that are ill affected to us let us commit our cause to the God of vengeance and not meddle with his prerogative He will revenge our cause better then we can and more perhaps then we desire The wronged side is the â—…er side If in stead of meditating revenge we can so overcome ourselves 〈◊〉 to pray for our enemies and deserve well of them wee shall both sweeten our owne spirits and prevent a sharpe temptation which wee are prone unto and have an undoubted argument that we are sonnes of that Father that doth good to his enemies and members of that Saviour that prayed for his persecutors And withall by heaping coales upon our enemies shall melt them either to conversion or to confusion But the greatest triall of trust is in our last encounter with death wherein we shall finde not only a deprivation of all comforts in this life but a confluence of all ill at once but wee must know God will be the God of his unto death and not only unto death but in death We may trust God the Father with our bodies and soules which he hath created and God the Sonne with the bodies and soules which he hath redeemed and the holy Spirit with those bodies and soules that he hath sanctified We are not disquieted when wee put off our cloathes and goe to bed because we trust Gods ordinary providence to raise us up againe And why should we be disquieted when we put off our bodies and sleep our last sleep considering we are more sure to rise out of 〈◊〉 graves then out of our beds Nay we are raised up already in Christ our â—…d who is the resurrection and the life in whom we may triumph over death that triumpheth over the greatest Moâ—…chs as a disarmed and conquered enemie Death is the death of it selfe and not of us If we would have faith ready to die by wee must exercise it well in living by it and then it will no more faile us then the good things we lay hold on by it untill it hath brought 〈◊〉 into heaven where that office of it is â—…aid aside here is the prerogative of a true Christian above an hypocrite and a worldling when as their trust and the thing they trust in failes them then a true beleevers trust stands him in greatest stead In regard of our state after death a Christian need not bee disquieted for the Angels are ready to doe their office in carying his soule to Paradise those â—…ansions prepared for him His Saviour will bee his Judge and the Head will â—…t condemne the members then hee is to receive the fruit and end of his Faith the reward of his Hope which is so great and so sure that our trusting in God for that strengtheneth the heart to trust him for all other things in our passage so that the refreshing of our faith in these great things refreshes its dependance upon God for all things here below And how strong helpes have we to uphold our Faith in those great things which wee are not able to conceive of till wee come to possesse them Is not our husband there and hath hee not taken possession for us doth he not keep our place for us Is not our flesh there in him and his spirit below with us have we not some first fruits and earnest of it before hand Is not Christ now a fitting and preparing of us daily for what he hath prepared and keepes for us Whither tends all we meete with in this world that comes betwixt us and heaven as desertions inward conflicts outward troubles and death at last but to fit us for a better condition hereafter and â—…y Faith therein to stirre up a strong desire after it Comfort one another with â—…se things saith the Apostle these bee 〈◊〉 things will comfort the soule CHAP. XXV Of the defects of gifts disquieting the â—…le As also the afflictions of the Church AMong other things there is nothing more disquiets a Christian â—…at is called to the fellowship of Christ and his Church here and to â—…ory hereafter then that he sees himselfe unfurnished with those gifts that 〈◊〉 fit for the calling of a Saint As â—…ewise for that particular standing â—…d place wherein God hath set him in 〈◊〉 world by being a member of a boâ—… politick For our Christian calling wee must â—…ow that Christianity is a matter raâ—…er of grace then of gifts of obedience then of parts Gifts may come from a more common worke of the â—…pirit they are common to castawayes and are more for others then for our selves Grace comes from a peculiar favour of God and especially for our owne good In the same duty where there is required both gifts and grace as in prayer one may performe it with evidence of greater grace then another of greater parts Moses a man not of the best speech was chosen before Aaron to speak to God and to strive with him by Prayer whilst Israel fought with Amaleck with the
putting man out of the power and possession of himselfe and therefore David here when he had thoughts of praising God was faine to take up the quarrell betwixt him and his soule first Praising sets all the parts and graces of the soule aworke and therefore the soule had need gather it selfe and its strength together to this duty It requires especially selfe-denyall from a conscience of our own wants weaknesses and unworthinesse it requires a giving up of our selves and all ours to be at Gods dispose the very ground and the fruit which it yeelds are both Gods and they never gave themselves truly up to God that are not ready to give all they have to him whensoever he calls for it thankfulnesse is a sacrifice and in sacrifices there must be killing before offering otherwise the sacrifice will be as the offering up of some uncleane creature thanksgiving is 〈◊〉 Incense and there must be fire to â—…rne that Incense thanksgiving requires not onely affections but the heat of affections there must be some assuâ—…ce of the benefit wee praise God â—…or and it is no easie matter to maintaine assurance of our interest in the best things Yet in this case if we feele not sense of assorance it is good we should praise God for what we have we cannot deny but God offers himselfe in mercy to us and that he intends our good thereby for so wee ought to construe his mercifull dealing towards us and not have him in jealousie without ground if we being our hearts to be willing to praise God for that wee cannot but acknowledge comes from him hee will be ready in his time to shew himselfe more clearely to us we taste of his goodnesse â—…ny wayes and it is accompanied with much patience and these in their natures leade us not onely to repentance but likewise to thankfull acknowledgement and wee ought to follow that which God leades us unto though hee hath not yet acquainted us with his secrets It is good in this case to help the soule with a firm resolution and to back resolution with a vowe not onely in generall that we will praise but particularly of something within our owne power provided it prove no snare to us For by this meanes the heart is perfectly gayned and the thing is as good as done in regard of Gods acceptance and our comfort because strong resolutions discover sincerity without any hypocriticall reservation and hollownesse Alwayes so much sincerity as a man hath so much will his inward peace be Resolution as a strong streame beares downe all before it little good is done in Religion without this and with it all is as good as done So soone as we set upon this worke wee shall feele our spirits to rise higher and higher as the waters in the Sanctuary as the soule growes more and more heated see how David riseth by degrees Be glad in the Lord and then rejoyce ye righteous and then showt for ioy 〈◊〉 yee that are upright in heart the spirit of God will delight to carry us along â—…n this duty untill it leaves our spirits in heaven praising God with the Saintsâ—…d â—…d glorious Angels there to him that â—…h and useth it shall be given hee that â—…weth God aright will honour him by trusting of him hee that honours â—…m by trusting him will honour him by praying and he that honours him by prayer shall honour him by praises hee â—…at honours him by praises here shall perfect his praises in heaven and this will quit the labour of setting and keeâ—…ing the soule in tune this trading with God is the richest trade in the world when we returne praises to him 〈◊〉 returnes new favours to us and so an everlasting ever-encreasing intercourse betwixt God and the soule is maintained David here resolved to praise God â—…use hee had assurance of such a deâ—…rance as would yeeld him a â—…ound of praising him Praising of God may well be called â—…ense because as it is sweet in it selfe and sweet to God so it sweetens all that comes from us Love and Ioy are sweet in themselves though those whom wee love and joy in should not know of our affection nor returne the like but wee cannot love and joy in God but hee will delight in us when we neglect the praising of God we lose both the comforts of Gods love and our owne too It is a spirituall judgement to want oâ—… lose the sight or sense of Gods favours for it is a sign of want of spirituall life or at least livelinesse it shewes wee are not yet in the state of those whom God hath chosen to set forth the riches of his glory upon When we consider that if we answer not kindnesse and favour shewed unto us by men we are esteemed unworthy of respect as having sinned against the bond of humane society and love wee cannot but much more take shame to our selves when wee consider the disproportion of our carriage and unkind behaviour towards God when in stead of being temples of his praise wee become graves of his benefits what a vanity is this in our nature to stand upon exactnesse of justice in answering petty curtesies of men and yet to passe by the substantiall favours of God without scarce taking notice of them the best breeding is to acknowledge greatest respects where they are most due and to think that if unkindnesse and rudenesse be a sinne in civility it is much more in Religion the greatest danger of unthankfulnesse is in the greatest matter of all if wee arrogate any spirituall strength to our selves in spirituall actions wee commit either sacriledge in robbing God of his due or mockerie by praising him for that which we hold to be of our selves if injustice be to be condemned in man much more in denying God his due Religion being the first due It takes much from thankfulnesse when we have common conceits of peculiar favours praise is not comely in the mouth of fooles Godloves no blind sacrifice We should therefore have wisdome and judgement not onely to know upon what grounds to be thankfull but in what order by discerning what be the best and first favours whence the rest proceed and which adde a worthiness to all the rest it is good to see blessings as they issue from grace and mercy It much commends any blessing to see the love and favour of God in it which is more to be valued then the blessing it selfe as it much commends any thing that comes from us when we put a respect of thankfulnesse and love to God upon it and if we observe we shall find the unkindnesse of others to us is but a correction of our unkindnesse to God In praising God it is not good to delay but take advantage of the freshnesse of the blessing what we adde to delay we take from thankfulnesse and withall lose the prime and first fruits of our affections It is
God bestowed upon us that we never prayed for and yet we are not so ready to praise God as to pray unto him this more desire of what we want then esteeming of what we have shews too much prevailing of self-love But Secondly comparing also our selves with others will adde a great lustre to Gods favour considering wee are all hewed out of one Rock and differ nothing from the meanest but in Gods free love Who are wee that God should single us out for the glory of his rich mercy Considering likewise that the blessings of God to us are such as if none but we â—…d them and God cares for us as if hee 〈◊〉 none else to care for in the world besides These things well pondered should set the greater price upon Gods blessings what are we in nature and grace bâ—… Gods blessings What is in us about us above us What see we taste wee enjoy we but blessings All wee have or hope to have are but dead favouâ—… to us unlesse we put life into them by 〈◊〉 spirit of Thankfulnesse And shall we â—…e as dead as the earth as the stones â—…ee tread on Shall we live as if wee were resolved God should have no praise by us Shall we make our selves God ascribing all to our selves Nay shall we as many doe fight against God with his owne favours and turne Gods blessings against himselfe Shall we abuse peace to security Plenty to ease promises to presumption gifts to pride How can we please the devill better then thus doing Oh! the wonderfull patience of God to continue â—…e to those whose life is nothing else 〈◊〉 a warring against him the giver of â—…e As God hath thoughts of love to us so should our thoughts be of praises to â—…m and of doing good in our places â—…o others for his sake Think with thy selfe Is there any I may honour God by releeving comforting counselling 〈◊〉 there any of Ionat hans race Is there â—…y of Christs deare ones I will doe good to them that they together with me and for me may praise God As David here checks himselfe for the failing and disquietnesse of his Spirit and as a cure thereof thinkes of praising God So let us in the like case stir up our soules as he did and say Praise the Lord O my soule and all that is within me set forth his holy name Wee never use our spirits to better purpose then when by that light we have from God wee stirre them up to looke back againe to him By this it will appeare to what good purposes we had a being here in the world and were brought into communion with Christ by the Gospell The cariage of all things to the right end shewes whose we are and whither we tend It abundantly appeares by Godâ—… revealing of himselfe many wayes to us as by Promises Sacraments Sabbaths c. that hee intended to raise up our hearts to this heavenly duty The whole gracious dispensation of God in Christ tends to this that our cariage should be nothing else but an expression of Thankfulnesse to him that by a free cheerefull and gracious disposition we might shew we are the people of Gods free grace set at liberty from the spirit of bondage to serve him without feare with a voluntary child-like service all the dayes of our lives CHAP. XXIX Of Gods manifold salvation for his people And why open or expressed in the countenance Proceed Hee is the salvation of my countenance As David strengthens his trust in God by reason fetcht from the future goodnesse of God apprehended by faith so hee strengthens that reason with another reason fetcht from God whom he apprehends here as the salvation of his countenance Wee need reason against reason and reason upon reason to steele and strengthen the soule against the on-set of contrary reasons He is the salvation of my countenance that is He will so save as I shall see and my enemies shall see it and upon seeing my countenance shall bee cheared and lifted up Gods saving kindnesse shall be read in my countenance so that all who looke on mee shall say God hath spoken peace to my soule as well as brought peace to my condition He saith not salvation but salvations because as our life is subject to many miseries in soule body and state publique and private c. so God hath ma ny salvations If we have a thousand troubles he hath a thousand wayes of help as he hath more blessings then one so hee hath more salvations then one He saves our soules from sin our bodies from danger and our estates from trouble He is the redeemer of his people and not onely so but with him is plenteous redemption of all persons of all parts both of body and soule from all ill both of sinne and misery for all times both now and hereafter He is an everlasting salvation David doth not say God will save me but God is salvation it self and nothing but salvation Our sinnes onely stop the current of his mercy but it being above all our sinnes will soone scatter that cloud remove that stop and then we shall see and feele nothing but salvation from the Lord. All his vayes are mercy and peace to a repentant soule that casts it selfe upon him Christ himselfe is nothing else but salvation clothed in our flesh So olde Simeon conceived of him when he had him in his armes and was willing thereupon to yeeld up his spirit to God having seen Christ the salvation of God when we embrace Christ in the armes of our Faith we embrace nothing but salvation Hee makes up that sweet name given him by his Father and brought from heaven by an Angell to the full a name in the Faith of which it is impossible for any beleeving soule to sinke The devill in trouble presents God to us as a revenging destroyer and unbeleefe presents him under a false vizard but the skill of faith is to present him as a Saviour clothed with salvation Wee should not so much looke what destruction the devill and his threaten as what salvation God promiseth To God belongs the issues of death and of all other troubles which are lesser deathes Cannot he that hath vouchsafed an issue in Christ from eternall death vouchsafe an issue from all temporall evills If hee will raise our bodies can he not raise our conditions He that brought us into trouble can easily make a way out of it when hee pleaseth This should bee a ground of resolute and absolute obedience even in our greatest extremities considering God will either deliver us from death or by death and at length out of death So then when we are in any danger we see whither to goe for salvation even to him that is nothing else but salvation but then we must trust in him as David doth and conceive of him as salvation that we may trust
Christ and call unto God for pardon then God who is a God hearing prayer and delighteth to be knowne by the name of â—…cifall will bee ready to close and â—…t with the desire of such a soule so â—…re as to give it leave to relye upon 〈◊〉 for mercy and that without preâ—…ption untill he further discovers â—…selfe graciously unto it upon sense 〈◊〉 which grace the soule may bee enâ—…aged to lay a farther claime unto â—…od having further acquaintance with 〈◊〉 Hence are those exhortations so 〈◊〉 in the Prophets to turne unto the â—…dour God because upon our first reâ—…ion to turne unto God wee shall â—…de him alwayes ready to answer â—…se desires that hee stirres up by his 〈◊〉 spirit in us Wee are not therefore to stay our â—…ing unto God till wee feele him â—…ing to our hearts I am thy God but â—…hen he prevents us by â—…s grace inaâ—…ng us to desire grace let us follow 〈◊〉 worke begun in the strength of â—…at grace we have and then God will â—…ther manifest himself in mercy to us Yet God before we can make any â—…ng towards him le ts into our hearts some few beames of mercy thereby drawing us unto him and reaching us out a hint to lay hold upon And as sinne causeth a distance betwixt God and us so the guilt of sinne in the coÌ„science causes further strangenesse insomuch that we dare not looâ—… up to heaven till God open a little crevise to let in a little light of comforâ—… at least into our soules whereby we are by little and little drawne neerer to him But this light at the first is so little that in regard of the greater Ienâ—… of sinne and a larger desire of grace the soule reckons the same as no light at all in comparison of what it desires and seekes after Yet the comfort is that this dawning light will at length cleere up to a perfect day Thus we see how this claime of God to be our God is still in growth untill full assurance and that there is a great distance betwixt the first act of faith in cleaving to God offering himselfe in Christ to be ours and betweene the last fruit of faith the cleere and comfortable feeling that God is our God indeed Wee first by faith apply our selves to 〈◊〉 and then apply God to us to be 〈◊〉 The first is the conflicting exercise 〈◊〉 faith the last is the triumph of faith â—…refore faith properly is not assuâ—…ce And to comfort us the more the â—…ises are specially made to the act of â—…th suller assurance is the reward of 〈◊〉 If God hath not chosen mee in Christ â—…e his what ground have I to trust in 〈◊〉 I may cast away my selfe upon a vaine â—…ence We have no ground at first to trouâ—… our selves about Gods election Seâ—… things belong to God Gods reâ—…led will is That all that beleeve in â—…ist shall not perish It is my duty â—…refore knowing this to beleeve by â—…ing whereof I put that question â—…ther God be mine or no out of all â—…estion for all that beleeve in Christ 〈◊〉 Christs and all that are Christs are 〈◊〉 It is not my duty to look to Gods secret counsell but to his open offer inâ—…ation and command and thereupon to adventure my soule And this adventure of faith will bring at length a rich returne unto us In warre men will adventure their lives because they thinke some will escape and why not they In traffique beyond the Seas many adventure great estates because some grow rich by a good returne though many miscarry The husbandman adventures his seed though sometime the yeare proves so bad that he never sees it more And shall not we make a spirituall adventure in casting our selves upon God when wee have so good a warrant as his command and so good an encouragement as his promise that hee will not faile those that rely on him God bids us draw neere to him and hee will draw neere to us Whilest wee in Gods owne wayes draw neere to him and labour to entertain good thoughts of him hee will delight to shew himselfe favourably unto us Whilest we are striving against an unbeleeving heart he wil come in and help us and so fresh light will come in Pretend not thy unworthinesse and inability to keepe thee off from God for this is the way to keep thee so still â—…f any thing help us it must be God and 〈◊〉 ever hee help us it must be by castâ—…g our selves upon him for then hee will reach out himselfe unto us in the promise of mercy to pardon our sinne â—…d in the promise of grace to sanctifie â—…r natures It was a good resolution â—…f the Lepers If we enter into the City the â—…ine is there and we shall dye say they â—…f we sit still we shall die also Let us thereâ—…e fall into the hoast of Assyrians if they â—…ve us we shall live if they kill us we shall 〈◊〉 dye So we should reason if wee sit â—…ll under the load of our sin wee shall 〈◊〉 if we put our selves into the hands â—…f Christ if he save us we shall live if 〈◊〉 save us not wee shall but die Nay â—…ely he will not suffer us to die Did â—…er Christ thrust any back from him â—…at put themselves upon him Unlesse 〈◊〉 were by that meanes to draw them 〈◊〉 neerer unto him as we see in the 〈◊〉 of Canaan His denyall was but 〈◊〉 increase her importunity We should â—…refore doe as she did gather all arâ—…ments to help our faith Suppose I am a dogge saith shee yet I am one of the family and therefore have right to the crummes that fall So Lord I have beene a sinner yet I am thy creature and not onely so but such a creature as thou hast set over the rest of the works of thy hands and not onely so but one whom thou hast admitted into thy Church by Baptisme whereby thou wouldst binde me to give my selfe unto thee before hand and more then this thou hast brought me under the means and therein hast shewed thy will concerning my turning towards thee Thou hast not onely offered me conditions of peace but wooed me by thy Ministers to give up my selfe unto thee as thine in thy Christ. Therefore I dare not suspect thy good meaning towards me or question thy intendment but resolve to take thy counsell and put my selfe upon thy mercy I cannot thinke if thou hadst meant to cast me away and not to owne mee for thine thou wouldst ever have kindled these desires in me But it is not this state I rest in my purpose is to wait upon thee untill thou dost manifest thy selfe farâ—…er unto me It is not common faâ—…ours that will content me though I 〈◊〉 unworthy of these because I heare 〈◊〉 choyse blessings towards thy chosen people that thou entrest into a peculiar â—…venant withall sure mercies and such 〈◊〉 accompany salvation
workes If I be a Father where is mine boâ—…r Speciall relations are speciall enforcements to duty 4. The spirit of God which knowes the deep things of God and the depths of our hearts doth reveale this mutuall interest betwixt God and those that are his it being a principall worke of the spirit to seale this unto the soule by discovering such a cleare and particular light in the use of meanes as swaieth the soule to yeeld up it selfe wholy to God When we truly trust wee may say with S. Paul I know whom I have trusted he knew both that he trusted and whom he trusted The spirit of God that reveales God to be ours and stirres up faith in him both reveales this trust to our soules and the interest we have in God thereby The Lord is my portion saith my soul but God said so to it first If instinct of nature teaches dammes to know their young ones and their yong ones them in the middest of those that are alike shall not the spirit of God much more teach the soule to know its owne father As none knowes what is in man but the spirit of man so none knowes what love God beares to those that are his but the spirit of God in his All the light in the world cannot discover the Sunne unto us onely it discovers it selfe by its own â—…eames So all the Angels and Saints 〈◊〉 heaven cannot discover to our soules â—…he love that is in the breast of God towards us but onely the spirit of God which sheds it into our hearts The spirit onely teaches this language to say my God It is infused onely into sanctified hearts and therefore oft-times meane men enjoy it when great wise and learned persons are strangers to it 5. The spirit when it witnesseth this to us is called the spirit of adoption and hath alwayes accompanying of it a spirit of supplication whereby with a familiar yet reverent boldnesse wee lay open our hearts to God as to a deere Father All others are strangers to this heavenly intercourse In straits they run to their friends and carnall shifts whereas an heire of heaven runs to his Father and tells him of all 6. Those that are Gods are known to be his by speciall love-tokens that â—…e bestowes upon them As 1. the speciall graces of his spirit Princes children are knowne by their costly jewels and rich ornaments It is not common gifts and glorious parts that set a character upon us to be Gods but grace to use those gifts in humility and love to the glory of the giver 2. There is in them a sutablenesse and connaturalnesse of heart to all that is spirituall to whatsoever hath Gods stampe upon it as his truth and his children and that because they are his By this likenesse of disposition wee are fashioned to a communion with him Can two walke together and not be agreed It is a certaine evidence that we are Gods in Christ if the spirit of God hath wrought in us any impression like unto Christ who is the image of his Father both Christs looking upon us and our looking upon Christ by faith as ours hath a transforming and conforming power 3. Spirituall comforts in distresse such as the world can neither give nor take away shew that God lookes upon the soules of his with another eye then he beholdeth others He sends a secret messenger that reports his peculiar love to their hearts He knowes their soules and feeds them with his hidden Manna the inward peace they feele is not in freedome from trouble but in freenesse with God in the midst of trouble 4. Seasonable and sanctified corrections wherby we are kept from being led away by the errour of the wicked shew Gods fatherly care over us as his Who will trouble himselfe in correcting another mans childe yet we oftner complaine of the smart wee feele then thinke of the tender heart and hand that smites us untill our spirits be subdued and then we reape the quiet fruit of righteousnesse Where crosses worke together for the best we may know that we love God and are loved of him Thriving in a sinfull course is a black marke of one that is not Gods 7. Then wee make it appeare that God is our God when wee side with him and are for him and his cause in ill times When God seems to cry out unto us who is on my side who Then if wee can say as those in Esay whereof one sayes I am the Lords and another calls himselfe by the name of Jacob and another subscribes with his hand unto the Lord it s a blessed signe Thus the Patriarchs and Prophets Apostles and Martyrs were not ashamed of God and God was not ashamed to own theÌ„ Provided that this boldnesse for God proceed not onely from a conviction of the judgement but from spirituall experience of the goodnesse of the cause whereby we can justifie in heart what we justifie in words Otherwise men may contend for that with others which they have no interest in themselves The life must witnesse for God as well as the tongue it is oft easier for corrupt nature to part with life then with lust This siding with God is with a separation from whatsoever is contrary God useth this as an argument to come out of Babylon because we are his people Come out of her My people Religion is nothing else but a gathering and a binding of the soule close to God that fire which gathers together the gold separates the drosse Nature drawes out that which is wholesome in meates â—…nd severs the contrary The good â—…hat is to be had by God is by cleaâ—…ing to him and him onely God loves 〈◊〉 ingenuous and full protestation if â—…alled to it It shewes the coldnesse of â—…he times wheÌ„ there is not heat enough â—…f zeale to separate from a contrary â—…ith God is a jealous God and so wee â—…all finde him at last When the day of severing comes then they that have â—…ood for him shall not onely be his but his treasure and his jewels There is none of us all but may some time or other fall into such a great extremity that when wee looke â—…bout us we shall finde none to help â—…s at which time we shall throughly â—…now what it is to have comfort from heaven and a God to goe unto If there be any thing in the world worth labouring for it is the getting sound evidence to our soules that God is ours What madnesse is it to spend all our labour to possesse our selves of the Cisterne when the fountaine is offered to â—…s O beloved the whole world cannot weigh against this one comfort that God is ours All things laid in the other ballance would be too light A Moath may corrupt a theefe may take away that we have here but who can take our God away Though God doth convey some
vessels are something the better for that liquor they keep not but runs through them But if experience should wholly fail â—…ere is such a divine power in faith as 〈◊〉 very little beame of it having no other help then a naked promise will uphold the soule howsoever we must neglect no help for God oft suspends his comfort till wee have searched all our helps Though we see no light yet we ought to search alcrevises for light and rejoyce in the least beam of light that we may see day by It is the nature of true faith to search and pry into every corner and if after all nothing appeares then it casts it selfe upon God as in the first conversion when it had nothing to looke upon but the offer of free mercy If at that time without former experience wee did trust God Why not now when we have forgotten our experience the chiefe grounds of trusting God are alwayes the same whether we feele or feel not nay though for the present wee feele the contrary faith will never leave wrastling till it hath gotten a blessing When faith is driven to work alone having nothing but God and his bare promise to rely upon then God thinks it lies upon his credit to shew himselfe as a God unto us Gods power in creating light out of darknes is never more exalted then when a guilty soul is lifted up by God to look for mercy even when he seems armed with justice to execute vengeance upon him then the soul is brought to a neere conformity unto Christ who 1. when he had the guilt of the sins of the whole world upon him 2. When he was forsaken and that after he had enjoyed the sweetest communion with his Father that ever creature could do And not only so but 3. felt the weight of Gods just displeasure against sin and 4. was abased lower then ever any creature was yet still hee held fast God as his God In earthly matters if we have a Title to any thing by gift contract inheritance or howsoever wee will not bee wrangled out of our right And shall we not maintain our right in God against all the tricks cavils of Satan our own hearts We must labor to have something that we may shew that we are within the covenant If we be never 〈◊〉 little entred into the covenaÌ„t we are â—…e And herein lies the speciall coÌ„fort 〈◊〉 sincerity that though our grace bee â—…ttle yet it is of the right stampe and â—…hews us that we are servants and sons though unworthy to be so Here a little â—…uth will goe farre Hence it is that the â—…aints in all their extremities stil alledg somthing that shews that they are within the covenaÌ„t We are thy childreÌ„ thy people thy servaÌ„ts c. God is mindful of his covenant but is well pleased that we should mind him of it too minde it our selves to make use of it as David doth here Hee knew if he could bring His soul to His God all would be quiet God is so ready to mercy that he delighteth in it and delighteth in Christ through whom hee may shew mercy notwithstaÌ„ding his justice as being fully satisfied in Christ. Mercy is his name that he will be known by It is his glory which we behold in the face of Christ who is nothing but grace and mercy it selfe Nay he pleadâ—… reasons for mercy even from the sinfulnesse and misery of his creature and maintaines his owne mercy against all the wrangling cavills of flesh and blood that would put mercy from them and hearken more willingly to Sathans objections then Gods arguments till at length God subdues their spirits so farre as they become ashamed for standing out so long against him How ready will God be to shew mercy to us when we seeke it that thus presseth upon us when we seeme to refuse it If God should take advantage of our way wardnesse what would become of us Sathans course is to discourage those that God would have encouraged and to encourage those whom God never speakes peace unto and hee thinkes to gaine both wayes Our care therefore should be when we resolve upon Gods wayes to labour that no discouragement fasten upon us seeing God and his word speake all comfort to us And because the best of a Christian is to come we should raise up our spirits to waite upon God for that mercy which is yet to come All inferiour waitings for good things here doe but â—…aine us up in the comfortable expeâ—…ation of the maine This waiting on God requires a great strength of grace by reason not onely 〈◊〉 of the excellency of the things waiâ—…ed for which are farre beyond any thing we can hope for in the world â—…ut 2. in regard of the long day which God takes before hee performeth his promise and 3. from thence the tediousnesse of delay 4. The many troubles of life in our way 5. The great apposition we meet with in the world 〈◊〉 and scandalls oft times even from them that are in great esteeme for Religion 7. together with the untowardâ—…esse of our nature in being ready to be put off by the least discouragement In these respects there must be more then 〈◊〉 humane spirit to hold up the soule â—…d cary it along to the end of that which we wait for But if God be our God that love which engaged him to binde himselfe to us in precious promises will furnish 〈◊〉 likewise with grace needfull till we be possessed of them Hee will give us leave to depend upon him both for happinesse and all sanctifying and quieting graces which may support the soule till it come to its perfect rest in God For God so quiets the hearts of his children as withall he makes them better and fitter for that which he provides for them grace and peace goe together Our God is the God of grace and peace of such graces as breed peace 1. As he is a God of love nay love it selfe to us so a taste of his love raising up our love is better then wine full of nothing but encouragement it will fetch up a soule from the deepest discouragement this grace quickneth all other graces it hath so much spirits in it as will sweeten all conditions Love inables to waite as Iacob for Lea seaven yeares Nothing is hard to love it caries all the powers of the soule with it 2. As he is a God of hope so by this grace as an anchor fastned in heaven within the vaile he stayeth the soule that though as a Ship at Anchor it may be tossed and moved yet not removed from its station This hope as corke will â—…eep the soul though in some heavinesse from sinking and as an Helmet â—…eare off the blowes that they endanger not our life 3. As God is a God of hope so by hope of patience which is
a grace wherâ—…y the soule resigneth up it self to God â—…n humble submission to his will because he is our God as David in extremity comforted himselfe in the Lord his God Patience breeds comfort because it brings experience with it of Gods owâ—…ing of us to be His. The soul shod and â—…enced with this is prepared against all â—…bs and thornes in our way so as wee â—…e kept from taking offence All troubles we suffer doe but help patience to its perfect worke by subduing the unbroken sturdinesse of our spirits when wee feele by experience wee get but more blowes by standing out against God 4. The Spirit of God likewise is a spirit of meeknesse whereby though the â—…ul be sensible of evill yet it modeâ—…tes such distempers as would otherwise rob a man of himselfe and together with patience keepeth the soul in possession of it selfe It stayes murmurings and frettings against God or man It sets and keepes the soul in tune It is that which God as hee workes so hee much delights in and sets a price upon it as the chiefe ornament of the soul. The meek of the earth seek God and are hid in the day of his wrath whereas high spirits that compasse themselves with pride as with a chain thinking to set out themselves by that which is their shame are looked upon by God a farre off Meek persons will bow when others break they are raised when others are pluckt down and stand when others that mount upon the wings of vanity fall these prevaile by yeelding and are Lords of themselves and other things else more then other unquiet spirited men the blessings of heaven and earth attend on these 5. So likewise contentednesse with our estate is needfull for a waiting condition and this we have in Our God being able to give the soul full satisfaction For outward things God knowes â—…ow to dyet us If our condition be not 〈◊〉 our minde he will bring our minde 〈◊〉 our condition If the spirit bee too â—…gge for the condition it is never quiâ—… therefore God will levell both Those wants be well supplyed that are made up with contentednesse and with â—…hes of a higher kinde If the Lordâ—…e â—…e our Shepheard we can want nothing This lifteth the weary hands and feeble â—…ees even under chastisement wherein though the soule mourneth in the sence of Gods displeasure yet it rejoyceth in his Fatherly care 6. But patience and contentment are â—…o low a condition for the soul to rest 〈◊〉 therefore the spirit of God raiseth it vp to a spirituall enlargement of joy So much joy so much light and so much hight so much scattering of darknesse of â—…pirit We see in nature how a little light will prevaile over the thickest clouds of darknesse a little fire wastes a great â—…eale of drosse The knowledge of God to be our God brings such a light of joy into the soul as driveth outâ—… dark uncomfortable conceits this light makes lightsome If the light of knowledge alone makes bold much more the light of joy arising from our communion and interest in God How can wee enjoy God and not joy in him A soule truely cheerefull rejoyceth that God whom it loveth should think it worthy to endure any thing for him This joy often ariseth to a spirit of glory even in matter of outward abasement if the trouble accompanyed with disgrace continue the spirit of glory rests upon us and it will rest so long untill it make us more then Conquerours even then when we seeme conquered for not onely the cause but the spirit riseth higher the more the enemies labour to keepe it under as we see in Stephen With this joy goeth a spirit of courage and confidence What can daunt that soule which in the greatest troubles hath made the great God to be its owne Such a spirit dares bid defiance to all opposite power setting the soule above the world having a spirit larger and higher then the world and seeing all but God beneath it as being in heaven already in its head After Moses and Micah had seene God in his favour to them how little did they regard the angry countenances of those mighty Princes that were in their times the terrours of the world The courage of a Christian is not onely against sensible danger and of flesh and bloud but against principalities and powers of darknesse against the whole kingdome of Sathan the god of the world whom hee knowes shortly shall be trodden under his feet Sathan and his may for a time exercise us but they cannot hurt us True beleevers are so many Kings and Queens so many Conquerours over that which others are slaves to they can overcome themselves in revenge they can despise those things that the world admires and see an excellency in that which the world sets light by they can set upon spirituall duties which the world cannot tell how to goe about and endure that which others tremble to think of and that upon wise reasons and a sound foundation they can put off themselves and be content to be nothing so their God may appeare the greater and dare undertake and undergoe any thing for the glory of their God This courage of Christians among the Heathens was counted obstinacy but they knew not the power of the spirit of Christ in his which is ever strongest when they are weakest in themselves they knew not the privy armour of proofe that Christians had about their hearts and thereupon counted their courage to be obstinacy Some think the Martyrs were too prodigall of their bloud and that they might have beene better advised but such are unacquainted with the force of the love of God kindled in the heart of his childe which makes him set such a high price upon Christ and his truth that he counts not his life dear unto him He knowes hee is not his owne but hath given up himselfe to Christ and therefore all that is his yea if hee had more lives to give for Christ hee should have them He knowes he shall be no looser by it Hee knowes it is not a losse of his life but an exchange for a better We see the creatures that are under us will be couragious in the eye of their Masters that are of a superiour nature above them and shall not a Christian be couragious in the presence of his great Lord and Master who is present with him about him and in him undoubtedly hee that hath seene God once in the face of Christ dares look the grimmest creature in the face yea death it selfe under any shape The feare of all things flyes before such a soule Onely a Christian is not ashamed of his confidence Why should not a Christian be as bold for his God as others are for the base gods they make to themselves 7. Besides a spirit of courage for establishing the soule is required a spirit of constancie
whereby the soule is steeled and preserved immoveable in all conditions whether present or to come and is not changed in changes And why but because the spirit knows that God on whom it rests is unchangeable We our selves are as quick-silver unsetled and moveable till the spirit of constancie fixe us We see David sets out God in glorious termes borrowed from all that is strong in the creature to shew that hee had great reason to be constant and cleaving to him He is my rock my Buckler the horn of my salvation my high Tower c. God is a rock so deep that no flouds can undermine so high that no waves can reach though they rise never so high and rage never so much When wee stand upon this rock that is higher then wee wee may over-looke all waves swelling and foaming and breaking themselves but not hurting us And thereupon may triumphantly conclude with the Apostle That neither height nor depth shall ever separate us from the love of God Whatsoever is in the creature he found in his God and more aboundant the soule cannot with an eye of faith look upon God in Christ but it will be in its degree as God is quiet and constant the spirit aimeth at such a condition as it beholdeth in God towards it selfe This constancy is upheld by endeavouring to keepe a constant sight of God for want of which it oft fares with us like men that having a City or Tower in their eye passing through uneven grounds hils and dales sometimes get the sight thereof sometimes lose it and sometimes recover it againe though the Tower be still where it was and they neerer to it thē they were at first So it is oft with our uneven spirits when once wee have a sight of God upon any present discouragement wee let fall our spirits and lose the sight of him untill by an eye of faith we recover it againe and see him still to be where he was at first The cherishing of passions take away the sight of God as clouds take away the sight of the Sun though the Sunne be still where it was and shineth as much as ever it did We use to say when the body of the Moon is betwixt the Sunne and us that the Sunne is eclipsed when indeed not the Sunne but the earth is darkned the Sun loseth not one of its glorious beames God is oft neere us as he was unto Iacob and we are not aware of it God was neere the holy man Asaph when hee thought him far off I am continually with thee saith hee thou holdest me by my right hand Mary in her weeping passion could not see Christ before her hee seemed a stranger unto her So long as we can keep our eye upon God we are above the reach of sin or any spirituall danger CHAP. XXXIV Of confirming this trust in God Seeke it of God himselfe Sins hinder not nor Satan Conclusion and Soliloquie § 1. BUt to returne to the drawing out of our trust by waiting Our estate in this world is still to waite and happy it is that we have so great things to wait for but our comfort is that wee have not onely a furniture of graces one strengthening another as stones in an arch but likewise GOD vouchsafeth some drops of the sweetnesse of the things wee wayte for both to encrease our desire of those good things as likewise to enable us more comfortably to wayte for them And though we should die wayting onely cleaving to the promise with little or no taste of the good promised yet this might comfort us that there is a life to come that is a life of sight and sense and not onely of taste but of fulnesse and that for evermore Our condition here is to live by faith and not by sight onely to make our living by faith more lively it pleaseth God when he sees fit to encrease our earnest of that we looke for Even here God waytes to be gracious to those that wayte for him And in heaven Christ waytes for us wee art part of his fulnesse it is part of his joy that we shall be where he is he wil not therefore be long without us The blessed Angels and Saints in heaven wayte for us Therefore let us be content as strangers to wayte a while till we come home and then wee shall be for ever with the Lord there is our eternall rest where we shall enjoy both our God and our selves in perfect happinesse being as without need so without desire of the least change When the time of our departure thither comes then we may say as David Enter now my soule into thy rest This is the rest which remaineth for Gods people that is worth the waiting for when we shall rest from all labour of sinne and sorow and lay our heads in the bosome of Christ for ever It stands us therefore upon to get this great Charter more and more confirmed to us that God is our God for it is of everlasting use unto us It first begins at our entring into covenant with God continues not only unto death but entreth into heaven with us As it is our heaven upon earth to enjoy God as ours so it is the very heaven of heaven that there we shall for ever behold him and have communion with him The degrees of manifesting this propriety in God are divers rising one upon another as the light cleares up by little and little till it comes to a perfect day 1. As the ground of all the rest wee apprehend God to be a God of some peculiar persons as favourites above others 2. From hence is stirred up in the soul a restlesse desire that God would discover himselfe so to it as he doth to those that are his that he would visite our soules with the salvation of his chosen 3. Hence followes a putting of the soul upon God an adventuring it selfe on his mercy 4. Upon this God when he seeth fit discovers by his spirit that he is Ours 5. Whence followeth a dependance on him as ours for all things that may cary us on in the way to heaven 6. Courage and boldnesse in setting our selves against whatsoever may oppose us in the way As the three young men in Daniel Our God can deliver us if he will Our God is in heaven c. 7. After which springs a sweet spirituall security whereby the soule is freed from slavish feares and glorieth in God as Ours in all conditions And this is termed by the Apostle not onely assurance but the riches of assurance Yet this is not so cleare and full as it shall be in heaven because some clouds may after arise out of the remainder of corruption which may something over-cast this assurance untill the light of Gods countenance in heaven for ever scatters all There being so great happinesse in this neerenesse betwixt