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both_o the_o universal_a defection_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o the_o particular_a desolation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n then_o will_v my_o eye_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n thy_o servant_n david_n pour_v out_o river_n of_o tear_n 119.136_o psal_n 119.136_o when_o he_o do_v see_v the_o wicked_a not_o keep_v thy_o law_n 2.8_o 2._o pet._n 2.8_o lot_n heart_n be_v vex_v within_o he_o when_o he_o see_v the_o iniquity_n of_o sodom_n but_o alaace_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o so_o sensible_a these_o thing_n be_v hide_v from_o i_o therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o remove_v this_o veil_n that_o overshaddow_v my_o soul_n 9.18_o act._n 9.18_o make_v the_o scale_n to_o fall_v from_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v take_v up_o those_o decay_n into_o a_o clear_a light_n from_o the_o priest_n to_o the_o people_n 4.9_o hos_fw-la 4.9_o all_o have_v a_o part_n in_o this_o defection_n where_o be_v that_o wont_a zeal_n to_o thy_o glory_n who_o be_v they_o who_o in_o singleness_n of_o heart_n seek_v thou_o all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
by_o the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o first_o wherein_o the_o holy_a and_o save_a meditation_n thereof_o consist_v second_o which_o be_v the_o principal_a part_n of_o the_o history_n whereof_o some_o not_o all_o be_v handle_v that_o worthy_o thou_o may_v under-stand_a these_o two_o thing_n be_v necessary_a first_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o history_n which_o be_v common_a to_o the_o elect_n and_o the_o reprobat_fw-la secondlie_o the_o spiritual_a notice_n and_o application_n thereof_o to_o thyself_o the_o first_o be_v necessary_a for_o all_o that_o purpose_n to_o be_v save_v but_o it_o be_v not_o enough_o and_o sufficient_a for_o how_o can_v thou_o apply_v the_o passion_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n to_o thyself_o unless_o thou_o be_v instruct_v therein_o 10.14_o rom._n 10.14_o for_o how_o can_v they_o call_v upon_o he_o in_o who_o they_o have_v not_o believe_v and_o how_o can_v they_o believe_v in_o he_o of_o who_o they_o have_v not_o hear_v and_o how_o shall_v they_o 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such_o as_o be_v in_o abraham_n david_n and_o esaias_n the_o priest_n and_o elder_n the_o pharisee_n scribe_n and_o their_o servante_n pilate_n herod_n and_o judas_n and_o innumerable_a more_o know_v this_o history_n whereof_o they_o be_v precedent_n and_o actor_n but_o never_o one_o of_o they_o void_a of_o fault_n shall_v be_v save_v 11.6_o heb._n 11.6_o yea_o it_o have_v be_v more_o tolerable_a to_o they_o never_o to_o have_v see_v nor_o hear_v of_o christ_n 24._o john_n 8_o 24._o which_o make_v they_o the_o more_o inexcusable_a for_o if_o he_o bid_v not_o come_v and_o declare_v his_o father_n will_n 11.21_o mat._n 11.21_o they_o will_v have_v have_v some_o clock_n to_o pretend_v but_o now_o they_o have_v none_o remember_v all_o thy_o life-time_n be_v short_a 4.14_o jam._n 4.14_o and_o insufficient_a for_o the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o this_o so_o high_a a_o mystery_n of_o salvation_n which_o can_v be_v according_o â—o_z the_o worth_n thereof_o express_v by_o any_o mortal_a and_o neither_o can_v thou_o be_v full_o ravish_v in_o admiration_n hereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o save_a use_n of_o this_o tragical_a history_n often_o to_o speak_v of_o it_o or_o with_o tear_n and_o lamentation_n 23._o john_n 14._o luc._n 23._o or_o such_o humane_a feel_n and_o sense_n to_o bewail_v that_o the_o most_o righteous_a son_n of_o god_n shall_v have_v undergo_v such_o cruel_a and_o undeserved_a punishment_n a_o most_o shameful_a death_n itself_o much_o less_o to_o fall_v out_o in_o bitter_a imprecation_n and_o spiteful_a curse_n against_o pilate_n or_o judas_n &_o remnant_n which_o contrive_v this_o innocent_a lamb_n death_n but_o it_o shall_v pierce_v deep_o in_o thy_o heart_n and_o soul_n that_o his_o grace_n assist_v draw_v and_o move_v thou_o to_o earnest_a repentance_n 10._o 2._o cor._n 10._o not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o patience_n in_o affliction_n thankfulness_n and_o brotherlie_a love_n to_o abhor_v and_o detest_v sin_n for_o which_o our_o saviour_n be_v so_o torment_v never_o to_o despair_v since_o for_o thy_o sake_n he_o have_v give_v he_o out_o of_o the_o deep_a and_o gulf_n of_o his_o love_n who_o be_v his_o enemy_n but_o see_v whilst_o thou_o be_v a_o sinner_n 5.8_o rom._n 5.8_o christ_n die_v for_o thou_o much_o more_o be_v now_o justify_v by_o his_o blood_n shall_v thou_o be_v save_v from_o wrath_n through_o he_o for_o thou_o may_v be_v persuade_v that_o if_o when_o thou_o be_v a_o foe_n be_v reconceal_v to_o god_n by_o the_o death_n of_o his_o son_n 8.32_o rom._n 8.32_o much_o more_o be_v reconceal_v shall_v thou_o be_v save_v by_o his_o life_n for_o be_v that_o give_v thou_o his_o son_n will_v not_o he_o give_v thou_o all_o thing_n also_o especial_o during_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o life_n carry_v a_o thankful_a heart_n to_o thy_o redeemer_n that_o for_o maintenance_n and_o defence_n of_o his_o glory_n â—_o act._n 21._o â—_o thou_o will_v suffer_v all_o calamity_n and_o misery_n whatsoever_o yea_o death_n itself_o thus_o if_o it_o be_v 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know_v o_o lord_n it_o be_v some_o great_a sin_n that_o have_v move_v thou_o to_o punish_v i_o with_o these_o desertion_n lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v it_o lord_n open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v repent_v for_o it_o i_o be_o content_a o_o lord_n to_o quite_o any_o thing_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o if_o thou_o look_v blytlilie_o upon_o i_o i_o care_v not_o who_o frown_n upon_o i_o ah_o lord_n that_o sin_n which_o be_v not_o thy_o creature_n shall_v so_o mighty_o prevail_v against_o thy_o creature_n i_o sin_n lord_n but_o with_o a_o wrestle_n there_o be_v indeed_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n rebel_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o spirit_n 13._o rom._n 7_o 13._o the_o evil_a i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o i_o do_v the_o good_a i_o will_v fain_o do_v i_o do_v it_o not_o i_o take_v thy_o majesty_n to_o witness_v lord_n it_o be_v my_o heart_n desire_v that_o the_o flesh_n and_o power_n of_o corruption_n be_v weaken_v that_o the_o spirit_n and_o renew_v part_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v strengthen_v there_o be_v long_a war_n betwixt_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n 1._o 2_o sam._n 3._o 1._o and_o the_o house_n of_o david_n but_o in_o end_n the_o house_n of_o david_n be_v strengthen_v and_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n weaken_v o_o lord_n weaken_v the_o power_n of_o my_o corruption_n and_o strengthen_v the_o power_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o i_o ishmael_n and_o isaac_n will_v not_o aggree_v in_o one_o family_n 21.10_o gen._n 21.10_o there_o can_v be_v no_o agreement_n betwixt_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n lord_n crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o lust_n thereof_o quicken_v the_o spirit_n that_o my_o inner_a man_n may_v grow_v thou_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o cross_v mighty_o by_o the_o remnant_n of_o the_o old_a man_n when_o my_o soul_n will_v mount_v up_o upon_o the_o wing_n of_o prayer_n to_o the_o heaven_n i_o be_o bear_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n when_o i_o resolve_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o a_o good_a course_n i_o be_o draw_v backward_o by_o the_o cord_n of_o a_o corrupt_a nature_n if_o jehoshua_n find_v fault_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n that_o they_o be_v slow_a in_o march_v forward_o towards_o earthly_a canaan_n how_o may_v jesus_n find_v fault_n with_o i_o he_o bring_v i_o indeed_o out_o of_o spiritual_a egypt_n but_o slow_o make_v i_o forward_o to_o heavenly_a canaan_n o_o lord_n thou_o that_o send_v thy_o angel_n to_o eliah_n 19_o 1._o kiâ—_n 19_o when_o he_o be_v sleep_v under_o the_o juniper_n tree_n and_o command_v he_o to_o arise_v and_o eat_v for_o he_o have_v a_o long_a journey_n to_o go_v send_v
have_v casten_z they_o to_o the_o low_a hell_n for_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o reins_n thus_o they_o bind_v he_o they_o play_v thy_o part_n sinful_a soul_n as_o dalilia_n in_o behalf_n 16.5_o judg._n 16.5_o of_o the_o philistines_n bind_v samson_n and_o thus_o do_v david_n confess_v in_o our_o name_n behold_v lord_n 116.16_o psal_n 116.16_o for_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n i_o be_o thy_o servant_n and_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n thou_o have_v break_v my_o bone_n we_o shall_v not_o rail_v on_o the_o jew_n but_o detaste_n our_o sin_n which_o bind_v our_o saviour_n we_o be_v alas_o bind_v by_o the_o setter_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n to_o loose_v our_o bond_n and_o bring_v we_o out_o of_o captivity_n be_v he_o thus_o entreat_v his_o captivity_n be_v our_o liberty_n his_o ignominy_n be_v our_o glory_n his_o voluntary_a infirmity_n be_v god_n power_n to_o our_o salvation_n thus_o we_o be_v save_v through_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o covenant_n 9.11_o â—ach_n 9.11_o he_o have_v loose_v the_o prisoner_n out_o of_o the_o pit_n wherein_o there_o be_v no_o water_n 124.7_o psal_n 124.7_o our_o soul_n have_v escape_v even_o as_o a_o bird_n out_o of_o the_o snare_n of_o the_o fowler_n the_o snare_n be_v break_v and_o we_o be_v deliver_v our_o help_n be_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n who_o deliver_v we_o i_o say_v from_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n 1.13_o col._n 1.13_o and_o translate_v we_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o his_o son_n and_o glorious_a liberty_n of_o his_o adopt_a inheritance_n when_o thou_o poor_a soul_n feel_v thyself_o fast_o tie_v with_o the_o snare_n of_o thy_o sin_n haste_v thou_o to_o christ_n who_o bid_v all_o come_v that_o be_v weary_a and_o lade_v 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o that_o he_o may_v relieve_v they_o and_o this_o deliverance_n from_o sin_n &_o satan_n have_v he_o seal_v up_o unto_o we_o by_o his_o holy_a sacrament_n as_o undoubted_a pledge_n &_o earnest_n thereof_o he_o that_o shall_v believe_v and_o be_v baptize_v 16.16_o mar._n 16.16_o shall_v be_v save_v as_o the_o other_o this_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o new-testament_n that_o be_v shed_v for_o many_o 26.28_o mat._n 26.28_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o therefore_o careful_o shall_v thou_o beware_v of_o sin_n that_o be_v make_v free_a from_o it_o 6.18_o rom._n 6.18_o thou_o be_v the_o servant_n of_o righteousness_n for_o as_o samson_n often_o bind_v 16.22_o judg._n 16.22_o at_o last_o be_v make_v a_o mock_n to_o the_o of_o philistines_n so_o be_v loose_v from_o the_o cord_n and_o grin_n of_o sin_n must_v not_o serve_v our_o own_o concupiscence_n but_o live_v the_o life_n of_o god_n lest_o we_o be_v bind_v hand_n and_o foot_n 22.13_o mat._n 22.13_o and_o cast_v out_o into_o utter_a darkness_n but_o here_o dear_a soul_n meditate_v to_o learn_v patience_n whereof_o thou_o have_v much_o need_n 10.36_o heb._n 10.36_o that_o after_o thou_o have_v do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n thou_o may_v receive_v the_o promise_n for_o if_o wrongouslie_o thou_o be_v commit_v or_o bind_v or_o if_o the_o lord_n to_o daunt_v and_o chastise_v thy_o corrupt_a nature_n suffer_v the_o bond_n of_o sickness_n poverty_n or_o other_o whatsoever_o adversity_n to_o be_v lay_v on_o thou_o christ_n know_v and_o have_v feel_v the_o same_o himself_o and_o have_v learned_a to_o remember_v they_o that_o be_v in_o bond_n â—_o heb._n 13._o â—_o as_o though_o he_o be_v bind_v with_o they_o and_o they_o that_o be_v in_o affliction_n as_o if_o be_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o body_n and_o if_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v as_o alas_o thou_o often_o do_v cast_v fetter_n of_o sin_n of_o thy_o own_o accord_n upon_o thyself_o give_v not_o over_o nor_o despare_n but_o then_o most_o of_o all_o direct_v the_o eye_n of_o faith_n to_o behold_v christ_n that_o be_v bind_v 12._o zach._n 12._o who_o do_v sanctify_v thy_o captivie_n and_o satisfi_v for_o all_o thy_o sin_n by_o his_o captivity_n indeed_o the_o bind_n of_o he_o make_v all_o his_o disciple_n to_o fly_v oblivious_a of_o the_o oath_n that_o they_o make_v at_o the_o entry_n to_o the_o garden_n for_o beside_o that_o christ_n have_v true_o foretell_v they_o they_o will_v all_o leave_v he_o so_o be_v it_o not_o in_o man_n power_n to_o presever_v in_o goodness_n we_o be_v so_o weak_a to_o resist_v and_o easy_a to_o fall_v the_o faithful_a must_v go_v out_o of_o themselves_o and_o judge_v themselves_o as_o â—roken_a vessel_n for_o as_o the_o sting_n of_o the_o small_a pin_n do_v make_v the_o wind_n in_o a_o blow_a bladder_n to_o burst_v out_o so_o the_o least_o temptation_n will_v overthrow_v the_o strong_a champion_n if_o we_o be_v not_o guard_v with_o mercy_n and_o uphold_v by_o the_o lord_n deseâ—tion_n be_v dangerous_a think_v modest_o therefore_o of_o thyself_o yea_o be_v that_o think_v he_o stand_v 10.12_o 1._o cor._n 10.12_o beware_v lest_o be_v fall_v the_o disciple_n do_v flee_v i_o say_v christ_n have_v no_o helper_n nor_o support_v in_o this_o business_n that_o all_o the_o glory_n &_o praise_v thereof_o may_v be_v he_o 6.33_o esay_n 6.33_o who_o do_v tread_v the_o winepress_v alone_o neither_o be_v there_o salvation_n in_o any_o other_o 4.12_o act._n 4.12_o neither_o be_v there_o any_o name_n give_v under_o heaven_n among_o man_n by_o which_o we_o must_v be_v save_v and_o as_o the_o first_o adam_n merit_v by_o his_o rebellion_n that_o all_o the_o creature_n shall_v fall_v from_o his_o obedience_n yea_o and_o to_o make_v insurrection_n against_o he_o so_o it_o behove_v our_o surety_n and_o cautioner_n to_o be_v leave_v of_o all_o that_o by_o his_o obedience_n all_o our_o debt_n be_v pay_v we_o may_v be_v receive_v in_o favour_n and_o with_o all_o the_o saint_n to_o be_v make_v free_a denisanes_n and_o citizen_n in_o heaven_n he_o than_o that_o loose_v lazarus_n four_o day_n dead_a from_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n 11.39_o john_n 11.39_o and_o peter_n from_o the_o iron_n bond_n in_o prison_n and_o they_o that_o dwell_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n be_v bind_v in_o misery_n and_o iron_n so_o that_o be_v break_v the_o gate_n of_o brass_n 107.10.13_o psal_n 107.10.13_o &_o burst_v the_o bar_n of_o iron_n asunder_o can_v he_o not_o loose_v himself_o for_o the_o love_n he_o carry_v to_o thou_o he_o will_v not_o for_o he_o know_v that_o god_n will_v raise_v he_o up_o 1.24_o act._n 1.24_o and_o loose_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n because_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o bee_n shall_v be_v hold_v of_o it_o 8.28_o act._n 8.28_o for_o they_o do_v nothing_o but_o whatsoever_o thy_o holy_a hand_n o_o lord_n and_o thy_o counsel_n have_v determine_v before_o to_o be_v do_v but_o thou_o o_o god_n very_o hyde_v thyself_o 45.15_o esay_n 45.15_o o_o saviour_n of_o israel_n say_v thou_o therefore_o my_o soul_n i_o great_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v joyful_a in_o my_o god_n 61.10_o esay_n 61.10_o for_o be_v have_v clothe_v i_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o salvation_n and_o cover_v i_o with_o the_o robe_n of_o righteousness_n he_o have_v deck_v i_o like_o a_o bridegroom_n and_o as_o a_o bride_n ty_v herself_o with_o her_o jewel_n for_o thy_o christ_n be_v to_o preach_v good_a tiding_n unto_o thou_o 61.4_o esay_n 61.4_o to_o bind_v up_o the_o break_a heart_a to_o preach_v liberty_n to_o the_o captive_n and_o to_o they_o that_o be_v bind_v the_o open_n of_o the_o prison_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v the_o garden_n and_o his_o bond_n meditate_v the_o resemblance_n of_o the_o first_o and_o second_o adam_n the_o first_o be_v accompany_v with_o eva_n 3.22_o gen._n 3.22_o the_o second_o alone_a leave_v of_o all_o his_o own_o for_o adam_n do_v not_o alone_a sin_n but_o christ_n alone_o pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o redemption_n the_o first_o adam_n be_v thrust_v out_o that_o he_o shall_v not_o have_v regress_n a_o fiery_a sword_n be_v appoint_v to_o stay_v he_o from_o entry_n but_o our_o second_o adam_n be_v smite_v yet_o paradise_n open_v to_o what_o purpose_n shall_v the_o garden_n be_v keep_v when_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o be_v jesus_n christ_n that_o give_v immortalie_a be_v carry_v from_o the_o garden_n now_o be_v there_o no_o more_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n but_o reconciliation_n no_o vengeance_n but_o mercy_n no_o hatred_n but_o love_n with_o this_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o be_v make_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o we_o purchase_v to_o we_o all_o the_o third_z step_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n by_o meditation_n of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v in_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n father_n in_o law_n to_o caiaphas_n 26._o mat._n 26._o and_o now_o here_o sick_a soul_n consider_v well_o christ_n presentation_n 18._o john_n
now_o he_o must_v play_v the_o priest_n and_o suffer_v patient_o his_o death_n which_o he_o will_v not_o stay_v thou_o shall_v use_v poor_a soul_n the_o opportunity_n of_o the_o word_n very_o earnest_o while_o the_o rain_n thereof_o from_o heaven_n do_v water_n the_o dry_a and_o thirsty_a soul_n of_o man_n and_o whilst_o it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n let_v we_o not_o barden_v our_o heart_n the_o lord_n therefore_o will_v know_v the_o inventor_n of_o this_o accusation_n and_o in_o all_o the_o history_n will_v have_v every_o man_n part_n know_v in_o this_o action_n i_o be_o no_o jew_n say_v he_o cleanse_v himself_o thy_o own_o nation_n do_v accuse_v thou_o i_o count_v not_o for_o the_o messiah_n religion_n trouble_v i_o not_o so_o much_o the_o clergy_n and_o churchman_n must_v take_v heed_n thereto_o a_o livelie_a image_n of_o worldling_n who_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v more_o than_o curious_a but_o spiritual_a thing_n be_v spiritual_o decern_v for_o he_o inquire_v not_o what_o a_o king_n he_o be_v &_o where_o his_o kingdom_n be_v that_o he_o may_v have_v a_o part_n and_o shâ—re_o thereof_o but_o break_v off_o in_o a_o accusation_n of_o jesus_n if_o he_o be_v a_o king_n the_o natural_a man_n know_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spâ—rit_n of_o god_n 1.14_o 1._o cor._n 1.14_o for_o they_o be_v fâ—clishnâ—sse_n to_o he_o and_o therefore_o christ_n take_v the_o mouth_n of_o pilate_n to_o be_v witness_n that_o he_o be_v a_o king_n who_o albeit_o he_o be_v equal_a with_o the_o father_n 2.6_o phil._n 2.6_o and_o think_v it_o no_o robbery_n make_v himself_o of_o no_o reputation_n by_o take_v on_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n to_o his_o father_n to_o be_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n he_o will_v have_v hereby_o win_v pilate_n if_o it_o have_v be_v possible_a but_o he_o be_v interrupt_v for_o the_o word_n be_v ever_o a_o sweet_a odour_n to_o god_n 2.15_o 2._o cor._n 2.15_o either_o to_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n in_o mercy_n or_o justice._n with_o great_a constancy_n and_o gravity_n without_o respect_n of_o person_n do_v christ_n answer_v &_o so_o shall_v his_o servant_n defend_v god_n honour_n and_o not_o to_o turn_v their_o fail_n to_o every_o wind_n and_o therefore_o he_o do_v avouch_v his_o kingdom_n as_o anonynt_v of_o the_o father_n 2.6_o psal_n 2.6_o and_o sit_v upon_o mount_n zion_n his_o holy_a mountain_n 9.9_o zac._n 9.9_o who_o be_v just_a and_o save_v himself_o and_o his_o people_n from_o their_o sin_n 2.21_o mat._n 2.21_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n hosanna_n 21.9_o mat._n 21.9_o thou_o which_o be_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n who_o have_v give_v we_o to_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o we_o 25.34_o mat._n 25.34_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n and_o therefore_o weak_a soul_n why_o be_v thou_o affâ—aied_v be_v it_o of_o the_o devil_n he_o can_v not_o hurt_v one_o hair_n of_o tâ—iâ—e_a head_n 8.31.32_o mat._n 8.31.32_o without_o thy_o king_n will_n be_v thou_o trouble_v with_o sickness_n at_o his_o command_n they_o depart_v 1.31_o mar._n 1.31_o be_v enemy_n rise_v against_o thou_o he_o can_v crush_v with_o a_o sceptre_n of_o iron_n 2.9_o psal_n 2.9_o and_o break_v they_o in_o piece_n like_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v thou_o astonish_v at_o death_n 15.55_o 1._o cor._n 15.55_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n fear_v not_o therefore_o feeble_a soul_n for_o it_o please_v the_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o his_o kingdom_n 12.32_o luc._n 12.32_o who_o can_v therefore_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n be_v persuade_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o hight_v nor_o deep_a nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 38.39_o rom._n 8.35_o 38.39_o which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v all_o power_n in_o heaven_n â—7_n mat._n 11._o â—7_n and_o in_o earth_n his_o kingdom_n be_v not_o subject_a to_o change_v and_o vanity_n but_o eternal_a 3.35_o john_n 3.35_o and_o reach_v above_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o depth_n thereof_o 6.7_o jer._n 6.7_o therefore_o poor_a soul_n place_v thy_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n but_o alace_o as_o the_o fountain_n cast_v out_o her_o water_n so_o do_v we_o cast_v out_o our_o malice_n let_v the_o world_n be_v crucify_v to_o we_o and_o we_o to_o the_o world_n 6.14_o gal._n 6.14_o for_o if_o we_o be_v dead_a with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o live_v with_o he_o 2.11.22_o 2._o tim._n 2.11.22_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v reign_v with_o he_o if_o we_o be_v therefore_o trouble_v with_o the_o child_n of_o this_o world_n remember_v my_o soul_n his_o kingdom_n be_v not_o of_o this_o world_n 16.33_o john_n 16.33_o in_o the_o world_n thou_o shall_v suffer_v affliction_n but_o be_v of_o good_a comfort_n be_v have_v overcome_v the_o world_n this_o his_o kingdom_n be_v from_o sea_n to_o sea_n 72.8_o psal_n 72.8_o and_o to_o the_o last_o part_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o it_o be_v govern_v by_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n 2.8_o heb._n 2.8_o who_o in_o place_n of_o take_v tribute_n from_o his_o subject_n 24.47_o luc._n 24.47_o have_v carry_v upon_o he_o our_o sorrow_n plague_v of_o god_n 53.4_o esay_n 53.4_o and_o smite_v of_o god_n and_o humble_v who_o have_v give_v we_o eternal_a good_n as_o righteousness_n 14.17_o rom._n 14.17_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n be_v wise_a serve_v the_o lord_n in_o fear_n and_o rejoice_v in_o tremble_v 2.10.11.12_o psal_n 2.10.11.12_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a and_o thou_o perish_v in_o the_o way_n when_o his_o wrath_n shall_v sudden_o burn_v bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o i_o come_v in_o the_o world_n to_o witness_v the_o truth_n 14.6_o john_n 14.6_o who_o be_o the_o way_n verity_n and_o life_n to_o give_v knowledge_n of_o salvation_n unto_o my_o people_n by_o remission_n of_o their_o sin_n 1.77_o luc._n 1.77_o that_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o i_o 3.15_o â—ohn_n 3.15_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v everlasting_a life_n he_o be_v therefore_o not_o only_o the_o teacher_n of_o that_o heavenly_a wisdom_n 3.32_o john_n 3.32_o but_o be_v also_o make_v our_o wisdom_n from_o god_n 30_o 1._o cor._n 1._o 30_o receive_v therefore_o comfortless_a soul_n receive_v his_o testimony_n he_o that_o receive_v his_o testimony_n 3.33_o john_n 3.33_o have_v seal_v that_o god_n be_v true_a for_o he_o who_o god_n have_v send_v speak_v the_o word_n of_o god_n for_o god_n give_v he_o not_o the_o spirit_n by_o measure_n 8.47_o john_n 8.47_o he_o that_o be_v of_o the_o truth_n do_v hear_v his_o voice_n &_o be_v that_o be_v not_o of_o god_n 10.27_o john_n 10.27_o hear_v not_o god_n word_n 48._o john_n 12_o 48._o for_o the_o word_n that_o he_o have_v speak_v shall_v judge_v he_o in_o the_o last_o day_n very_o he_o that_o hear_v his_o word_n 5.24_o john_n 5.24_o and_o believe_v in_o he_o that_o send_v he_o have_v everlasting_a life_n and_o shall_v not_o come_v unto_o condemnation_n but_o have_v pass_v from_o death_n unto_o life_n so_o pilate_n come_v from_o the_o common-hall_n testify_v christ_n innocence_n but_o herein_o he_o offend_v that_o he_o do_v not_o deliver_v he_o who_o suffer_v wrong_v from_o the_o band_n of_o the_o oppressor_n 4.9_o eccl._n 4.9_o but_o be_v faint_a heart_a when_o he_o judge_v 1.26_o jam._n 1.26_o all_o this_o while_n in_o silence_n and_o patience_n our_o saviour_n possess_v his_o soul_n use_v great_a moderation_n in_o speech_n 3.10_o 1._o pet._n 3.10_o if_o thou_o lie_v thy_o injury_n poor_a soul_n at_o christ_n foot_n he_o will_v avenge_v it_o if_o thy_o wrong_n he_o will_v repair_v it_o 6.7_o 1._o cor._n 6.7_o if_o thy_o sorrow_n he_o will_v care_v it_o and_o therefore_o learn_v to_o suffer_v wrong_a and_o sustain_v harm_n thy_o christ_n sad_a soul_n be_v thy_o patron_n and_o advocate_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n who_o by_o his_o silence_n have_v open_v thy_o mouth_n &_o give_v thou_o liberty_n to_o speak_v for_o because_o thou_o be_v his_o son_n have_v send_v forth_o the_o spirit_n of_o his_o son_n into_o thy_o heart_n 4.9_o gal._n 4.9_o which_o cry_v abba_n father_n let_v not_o therefore_o thy_o unworthiness_n dash_v thou_o so_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v fright_v therefore_o come_v bold_o unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n 4.16_o heb._n 4.16_o that_o thou_o may_v receive_v mercy_n and_o grace_n in_o the_o time_n of_o need_n the_o three_o step_v of_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o must_v christ_n pass_v to_o herod_n
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o where_o satan_n will_v not_o tempt_v sin_n will_v not_o accuse_v and_o these_o unrulie_a affection_n will_v not_o trouble_v i_o ah_o when_o shall_v this_o poor_a spirit_n be_v disburden_v of_o this_o lodging_n of_o clay_n that_o that_o which_o be_v divine_a may_v behold_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n always_o so_o long_o as_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n thou_o that_o teachedst_a david_n finger_n here_o to_o fight_v 18.33_o psal_n 18.33_o so_o that_o a_o bow_n of_o brass_n be_v not_o able_a to_o withstand_v he_o so_o strengthen_v thou_o my_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o resist_v these_o malicious_a enemy_n thy_o servant_n david_n overcome_v the_o lion_n and_o the_o bear_n and_o the_o uncircumcised_a philistim_o yet_o be_v he_o overcome_v with_o his_o uncircumcised_a heart_n of_o all_o difficulty_n it_o be_v the_o great_a to_o â—me_v man_n to_o overcome_v himself_o lord_n help_v i_o by_o grace_n to_o sight_n against_o myself_o i_o will_v not_o despare_v lord_n notwithstanding_o of_o all_o these_o enemy_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v make_v my_o plaint_n to_o thou_o thy_o eye_n be_v upon_o the_o lust_n 34.15_o psal_n 34.15_o thy_o ear_n open_a unto_o their_o cry_n thou_o do_v hear_v the_o groan_n of_o thy_o own_o israel_n lord_n hear_v the_o groan_n of_o my_o soul_n thy_o ear_n o_o lord_n be_v not_o heavy_a 1._o esay_n 59_o 1._o nor_o be_v thy_o hand_n shorten_v streatche_v forth_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o help_v my_o distress_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o command_v the_o stormy_a wind_n and_o rage_a sea_n when_o thy_o disciple_n be_v in_o hazard_n and_o they_o obey_v thou_o if_o my_o small_a affection_n never_o rage_v so_o mighty_o if_o thou_o will_v command_v peace_n they_o will_v settle_v and_o be_v obedient_a to_o thy_o voice_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_o enter_v i_o know_v not_o what_o inconvenient_a i_o may_v meet_v with_o lead_v i_o safe_o through_o all_o difficulty_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a call_n although_o i_o be_v no_o way_n distract_v but_o all_o time_n give_v myself_o to_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditation_n it_o be_v little_a enough_o for_o the_o entertain_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o soul_n but_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v a_o double_a burden_n upon_o i_o so_o double_a thy_o spirit_n upon_o i_o that_o even_o while_o i_o be_o do_v the_o point_n of_o my_o earthly_a call_n my_o spirit_n may_v be_v above_o lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o predominant_a sin_n let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o my_o affection_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o strive_v against_o every_o sinful_a motion_n and_o as_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v now_o cover_v all_o thing_n here_o beneath_o with_o darkness_n so_o cover_v my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v not_o see_v again_o let_v never_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o as_o it_o have_v be_v neither_o be_v thou_o so_o long_o absent_a from_o my_o soul_n esay_n esay_n write_v my_o name_n upon_o the_o palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
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member_n with_o such_o be_v to_o associate_v he_o to_o their_o villainy_n he_o that_o take_v away_o his_o neighbour_n live_v 11.12_o esay_n 1._o 11.12_o slay_v he_o and_o be_v that_o defraud_v the_o labourer_n of_o his_o hire_n 34.23_o eccl._n 34.23_o be_v a_o blood-shedder_n but_o here_o behold_v a_o everlasting_a monument_n raise_v by_o they_o of_o their_o impiety_n and_o malice_n against_o christ_n for_o while_o dissemblar_n will_v cover_v their_o wickedness_n than_o most_o of_o all_o it_o be_v make_v manifest_a by_o reason_n of_o aceldama_n but_o this_o be_v long_o time_n before_o figure_v in_o joseph_n who_o at_o the_o desire_n of_o juda_n be_v sell_v to_o the_o ishmaelite_n 6._o gen._n 47.5_o 6._o whereby_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o the_o land_n of_o goshan_n be_v give_v his_o brethren_n to_o dwell_v in_o so_o jesus_n sell_v and_o deliver_v to_o death_n 14.2.3_o john_n 14.2.3_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o we_o where_o be_v deliver_v from_o all_o trouble_n 17.24_o john_n 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be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n neither_o do_v the_o jew_n touch_v this_o curse_a tree_n to_o help_v christ_n to_o the_o height_n of_o mount_n calvarie_n but_o constrain_v this_o lybian_a famous_a for_o his_o two_o virtuous_a &_o godly_a son_n alexander_n &_o rufus_n to_o suppor_n our_o saviour_n not_o for_o any_o compassion_n or_o love_a affection_n they_o carry_v to_o he_o for_o they_o hate_v he_o to_o death_n but_o even_o to_o declare_v the_o acceptation_n of_o the_o gentile_n to_o the_o participation_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o lord_n accept_v time_n and_o now_o be_v jesus_n come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o golgotha_n who_o have_v sanctify_v it_o unto_o his_o martyredome_n and_o those_o public_a torment_n to_o whonsoever_o shall_v die_v in_o constant_a profession_n of_o his_o name_n for_o 24._o num._n 24._o he_o be_v that_o brazen_a serpent_n that_o whosoever_o look_v on_o he_o by_o a_o livelie_a and_o true_a faith_n 14._o john_n 14._o shall_v be_v heal_v of_o all_o their_o infirmity_n for_o our_o saviour_n do_v die_v the_o curse_a and_o execrable_a death_n to_o relieve_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n &_o therefore_o see_v we_o be_v buy_v for_o a_o price_n 3.13_o gal._n 3.13_o we_o shall_v glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o in_o our_o spirit_n 6.20_o 1_o cor._n 6.20_o for_o they_o be_v go_n now_o do_v he_o hang_v sorrowful_a soul_n with_o out_o streatched_a arm_n to_o welcome_a and_o embrace_v ready_o all_o that_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o he_o be_v lift_v on_o high_a as_o expose_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v believe_v in_o he_o &_o to_o show_v that_o by_o cross_n and_o calamity_n we_o must_v enter_v to_o glory_n he_o will_v hang_v i_o say_v betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o reconceale_v they_o together_o for_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n he_o do_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o naked_a do_v he_o hang_v to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n &_o confirm_v thou_o against_o cross_n and_o 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21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o whole_a body_n disjoint_v they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o river_n of_o blood_n do_v burst_v out_o behold_v all_o that_o go_v by_o the_o way_n lam._n lam._n if_o there_o be_v any_o dolour_n like_a unto_o my_o dolour_n the_o second_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o mount_n calvarie_n he_o begin_v to_o thirst_n wherefore_o the_o jew_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n though_o far_o beside_o their_o mind_n they_o give_v i_o gall_n in_o my_o meat_n and_o in_o my_o thirst_n they_o give_v i_o vinegar_n to_o drink_v but_o solomon_n have_v counsel_v more_o charitable_o give_v you_o strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v 21.9_o pro._n 21.9_o &_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o have_v grief_n in_o heart_n but_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n in_o he_o 16.11_o psal_n 16.11_o for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o 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shall_v we_o forgive_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v forgive_v us._n here_o have_v thou_o dear_a soul_n great_a matter_n of_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n never_o to_o be_v casten_z down_o &_o despare_v with_o the_o opinion_n of_o thy_o own_o sin_n thou_o have_v a_o high_a priest_n 63.12_o 1._o john_n 2._o esay_n 63.12_o and_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n even_o jesus_n christ_n the_o lust_n to_o who_o thou_o shall_v have_v recourse_n in_o all_o thy_o tentation_n and_o bold_o approach_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v receive_v mercy_n &_o grace_n in_o time_n of_o need_n when_o the_o prince_n do_v stone_n zacharias_n he_o say_v lord_n look_v to_o it_o and_o require_v it_o and_o so_o do_v the_o blood_n abel_n call_v for_o
to_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o he_o 5.7_o 1._o cor._n 5.7_o for_o he_o be_v our_o passeover_n who_o sacrifice_v for_o we_o die_v &_o be_v pierce_v with_o a_o lance_n yet_o his_o leg_n be_v not_o break_v his_o member_n may_v be_v toss_v with_o many_o calamity_n but_o shall_v not_o be_v utterlie_o forsake_v for_o many_o be_v the_o trouble_n of_o the_o righteous_a but_o the_o lord_n shall_v deliver_v he_o out_o of_o they_o all_o 34.19.20_o psal_n 34.19.20_o the_o lord_n will_v have_v many_o witness_n of_o his_o death_n the_o executioner_n the_o soldier_n with_o his_o spear_n and_o the_o testimony_n that_o the_o creature_n give_v for_o without_o shed_v of_o blood_n and_o death_n there_o have_v be_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n for_o we_o they_o be_v enemy_n to_o the_o cross_n of_o jesus_n christ_n yet_o do_v they_o record_v the_o truth_n for_o our_o well_o neither_o do_v this_o soldier_n alone_o but_o mâ—nie_v more_o now_o do_v pierce_v his_o side_n 6.9_o rom._n 6.9_o while_o he_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o fâ—ther_n by_o mock_v and_o contemn_v he_o in_o his_o word_n 3.8_o mal._n 3.8_o 2.8_o zach._n 2.8_o &_o defraud_v he_o of_o the_o mean_n of_o his_o glory_n 9.4_o act._n 9.4_o for_o he_o that_o touch_v his_o saint_n touch_v the_o apple_n of_o his_o eye_n as_o it_o be_v speak_v of_o paul_n persecute_v he_o and_o this_o be_v do_v to_o confirm_v god_n power_n 12.10_o zach._n 12.10_o and_o providence_n forspeak_v by_o the_o prophet_n which_o which_o they_o do_v accomplish_v of_o mere_a ignorance_n therefore_o out_o of_o his_o heart_n come_v blood_n and_o water_n blood_n for_o the_o fine_a &_o clean_a be_v about_o the_o heart_n and_o water_n by_o the_o which_o liquor_n the_o heat_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v cool_v and_o refresh_v for_o as_o yet_o the_o body_n be_v warm_a no_o man_n can_v live_v when_o his_o heart_n blood_n be_v shed_v which_o be_v the_o seat_n of_o life_n this_o signify_v a_o power_n flow_v from_o his_o death_n to_o the_o remission_n of_o 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be_v so_o bold_a 11_o tit._n 2._o 11_o as_o by_o our_o profane_a life_n to_o tread_v his_o blood_n under_o foot_n now_o here_o be_v a_o place_n for_o thou_o at_o his_o very_a heart_n dear_a soul_n where_o thou_o may_v creep_v in_o and_o rest_v thou_o for_o as_o out_o of_o the_o side_n eve_n be_v take_v while_o adam_n do_v sleep_v so_o now_o be_v he_o cleanse_v and_o purify_n his_o church_n by_o redemption_n &_o regeneration_n in_o this_o time_n of_o his_o death_n the_o five_o degree_n and_o first_o step_v of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n unto_o heaven_n by_o meditation_n of_o the_o burial_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n now_o have_v his_o very_a enemy_n procure_v at_o pilate_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v take_v from_o the_o cross_n 19.31_o john_n 19.31_o that_o bless_a corpse_n be_v lay_v on_o the_o ground_n joseph_n a_o rich_a just_a godly_a disciple_n of_o christ_n bold_o beg_v the_o dead_a corpse_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o pilate_n that_o as_o his_o death_n be_v notable_a so_o shall_v his_o burial_n be_v also_o &_o his_o glorious_a resurrection_n be_v make_v famous_a he_o be_v not_o take_v from_o the_o cross_n without_o leave_n of_o the_o magistrate_n nor_o bury_v with_o out_o the_o same_o as_o he_o be_v not_o condemn_v but_o by_o the_o magistrate_n that_o thou_o might_v be_v full_o fir_v from_o all_o point_n of_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n wrath_n for_o sin_n for_o if_o this_o power_n have_v be_v in_o the_o jew_n hand_n they_o will_v have_v oppone_v themselves_o to_o heap_v more_o shame_n and_o ignominy_n upon_o he_o but_o the_o lord_n will_v have_v a_o noble_a man_n and_o a_o notable_a fair_a place_n appoint_v to_o this_o work_n that_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o son_n and_o his_o glory_n shall_v begin_v at_o the_o burial_n which_o be_v shameful_a in_o itself_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v instrument_n 3.7_o 1_o pet._n 3.7_o who_o shall_v be_v heir_n with_o he_o of_o that_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n and_o of_o that_o life_n all_o the_o glory_n of_o 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serve_v of_o he_o according_a to_o his_o will_n be_v afraid_a of_o his_o justice_n whereby_o he_o will_v sure_o punish_v the_o wicked_a place_v thy_o hope_n in_o his_o eternal_a mercy_n bottomless_a grace_n and_o everlasting_a glory_n the_o three_o and_o last_o step_v of_o the_o five_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n by_o contemplation_n of_o christ_n entrance_n there_o and_o now_o pilgrim_n soul_n will_v thou_o aspire_v upward_o yea_o let_v i_o hear_v lord_n thy_o love_a kindness_n in_o the_o morning_n for_o in_o thou_o be_v my_o trust_n 143.8.9_o psal_n 143.8.9_o show_v i_o the_o way_n that_o i_o shall_v walk_v in_o for_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o deliver_v i_o from_o my_o enemy_n for_o i_o hide_v i_o with_o thou_o remember_v i_o with_o the_o favour_n of_o thy_o people_n 106.4.5_o psal_n 106.4.5_o visit_n i_o with_o thy_o salvation_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o felicity_n of_o thy_o choose_a and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o people_n &_o glory_n with_o thy_o inheritance_n pour_v clean_a water_n upon_o i_o &_o make_v i_o clean_o from_o my_o filthiness_n 36.36.37_o ezek._n 36.36.37_o give_v i_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o a_o new_a spirit_n take_v away_o that_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o my_o body_n and_o put_v in_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v in_o thy_o statute_n and_o keep_v thy_o judgement_n for_o thou_o be_v the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n 5.4_o john_n 5.4_o with_o five_o porch_n within_o the_o which_o whosoever_o step_v in_o and_o do_v cast_v the_o anchor_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o wound_n shâ—ll_v be_v make_v whole_a of_o whatsoever_o disease_n he_o have_v but_o alace_o whosoever_o wash_v himself_o because_o of_o a_o dead_a body_n 34.26_o eccl._n 34.26_o &_o touch_v it_o again_o what_o avail_v his_o wash_n for_o no_o unclean_a thing_n shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n such_o as_o do_v return_v with_o the_o dog_n to_o his_o vomit_n &_o believe_v but_o for_o a_o season_n 26.11_o pro._n 26.11_o and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o temptation_n go_v away_o but_o ay_o sorrowful_a soul_n as_o the_o hart_n bray_v for_o the_o river_n of_o water_n 8.13_o luc._n 8.13_o 42.1_o psal_n 42.1_o so_o do_v i_o pant_v after_o thou_o o_o god_n ascend_v but_o woe_n be_v i_o sin_n be_v a_o sickness_n incurable_a which_o none_o can_v forgive_v but_o thou_o o_o christ_n 5.21_o luc._n 5.21_o who_o put_v away_o iniquity_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n 7.48_o luc._n 7.48_o and_o will_v not_o remember_v sin_n for_o this_o purpose_n will_v i_o weak_a soul_n make_v a_o covenant_n with_o the_o lord_n god_n of_o israel_n 1â—_n esay_n 43.25_o 2._o chro._n 29_o 1â—_n that_o he_o may_v turn_v away_o his_o face_n from_o i_o and_o now_o will_v sorrow_n that_o i_o do_v not_o feel_v myself_o so_o much_o sorrowful_a for_o the_o weight_n filthiness_n &_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n who_o number_n do_v pass_v the_o sand_n in_o the_o seashore_n and_o do_v bear_v i_o down_o as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n &_o be_v grow_v over_o my_o head_n with_o peter_n not_o of_o infirmity_n once_o and_o again_o but_o infinite_a time_n have_v i_o deny_v thou_o with_o judas_n i_o even_o i_o have_v betray_v thou_o 6.10_o heb._n 6.10_o with_o jew_n &_o gentile_n i_o crucify_v thou_o often_o have_v i_o renew_v thy_o wound_n &_o tread_v thy_o precious_a blood_n under_o foot_n with_o my_o lover_n have_v my_o soul_n go_v a_o whore_v notwithstanding_o of_o that_o promise_n of_o marriage_n in_o my_o baptism_n whereinto_o i_o be_v betroth_v unto_o thou_o confirm_v in_o thy_o bless_a supper_n ratify_v on_o the_o cross_n in_o thy_o blood_n to_o be_v solemnize_v in_o thy_o glory_n whereof_o i_o receive_v the_o first_o fruit_n and_o earnest_n of_o the_o spirit_n now_o alas_o do_v i_o know_v and_o behold_v that_o it_o be_v a_o bitter_a and_o a_o evil_a thing_n to_o have_v forsake_v thou_o my_o god_n 2.19_o jer._n 2.19_o and_o that_o thy_o fear_n be_v not_o in_o i_o and_o these_o displeasure_n have_v i_o o_o my_o christ_n because_o i_o dearlie_o love_v thou_o although_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n nor_o punishment_n at_o all_o i_o do_v acknowledge_v all_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o world_n can_v not_o satisfy_v for_o the_o least_o imagination_n of_o the_o thought_n of_o man_n heart_n 6.5_o gen._n 6.5_o which_o be_v only_o evil_a continual_o yea_o my_o righteousness_n if_o any_o i_o have_v which_o be_v the_o beauty_n and_o flower_n of_o all_o that_o be_v best_a in_o i_o be_v as_o a_o filthy_a clout_n but_o tâ—ou_o promise_v in_o truth_n 64.6_o â—sâ—y_n 64.6_o &_o will_v perform_v in_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o whensoever_o he_o shall_v repent_v be_v shall_v live_v lord_n accept_v of_o the_o desire_n &_o groan_n of_o my_o heart_n hear_v my_o cry_n and_o weep_a forgive_v my_o frailty_n wipe_v away_o the_o filth_n and_o corruption_n of_o my_o soul_n furnish_v i_o strength_n and_o spiritual_a courage_n against_o the_o life_n of_o sin_n so_o pregnant_a and_o powerful_a within_o i_o inflame_v my_o affection_n zealous_o to_o be_v dispose_v to_o thy_o glory_n grant_v perseverance_n love_n hope_v and_o all_o christian_a virtue_n unto_o my_o last_o breath_n for_o i_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n the_o rest_n of_o my_o day_n i_o have_v to_o spend_v lament_v for_o by_o past_a offence_n &_o promise_v to_o shun_v all_o occasion_n of_o evil_a hereafter_o o_o of_o how_o short_a continuance_n be_v this_o life_n 40.7_o esay_n 40.7_o endless_a be_v the_o eternity_n in_o that_o life_n to_o come_v 2.7_o job._n 2.7_o &_o plentiful_a be_v that_o reward_n 2.3.4.21_o wisd_v 2.3.4.21_o it_o be_v momentary_a that_o pleasure_v everlasting_a that_o annoy_v yet_o as_o the_o lord_n greatness_n be_v so_o be_v his_o mercy_n 8.28_o rom._n 8.28_o and_o therefore_o do_v i_o account_v that_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o present_a time_n be_v not_o worthy_a of_o the_o glory_n which_o shall_v be_v show_v 4.17.18_o 2._o cor._n 4.17.18_o for_o the_o light_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n cause_v a_o far_o more_o excellent_a and_o a_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n the_o thing_n which_o be_v see_v be_v temporal_a 1._o gal._n 3._o 1._o but_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o see_v be_v eternal_a i_o know_v trouble_v soul_n it_o bebove_v christ_n who_o thou_o do_v see_v suffer_v and_o so_o enter_v into_o his_o glory_n 24.26_o luc._n 24.26_o in_o thy_o place_n to_o take_v state_n and_o possession_n that_o where_o he_o be_v thou_o may_v be_v also_o for_o he_o have_v marry_v thou_o unto_o himself_o for_o ever_o 2.19_o â—os_v 2.19_o yea_o he_o do_v marry_v thou_o in_o righteousness_n and_o judgement_n and_o in_o mercy_n and_o in_o compassion_n he_o have_v even_o marry_v thou_o in_o faith_n fullness_n and_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o lord_n 16._o â—ant_n 2._o 16._o therefore_o thy_o belove_a be_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v he_o it_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o well-beloved_a that_o knock_v say_v 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take_v away_o iniquity_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o transgression_n of_o the_o remnant_n of_o his_o heritage_n he_o retain_v not_o his_o wrath_n for_o ever_o because_o mercy_n please_v he_o he_o will_v turn_v again_o 17.18.19_o micah_n 17.18.19_o and_o have_v compassion_n yea_o he_o will_v subdue_v thy_o iniquity_n and_o cast_v all_o thy_o sin_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n for_o thy_o christ_n do_v come_v into_o this_o world_n to_o finish_v the_o wickedness_n 9.24_o dan._n 9.24_o &_o to_o seal_v up_o the_o sin_n and_o to_o reconceale_v the_o iniquity_n and_o to_o bring_v in_o everlasting_a righteousness_n 3.20_o rev._n 3.20_o and_o now_o behold_v poor_a soul_n he_o stand_v at_o the_o door_n
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