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easy_o be_v know_v by_o she_o recite_v of_o one_o verse_n and_o not_o the_o other_o she_o hear_v that_o the_o saint_n do_v utter_v it_o at_o the_o same_o time_n she_o also_o hear_v the_o angelical_a melodye_n whereupon_o she_o say_v yea_o this_o be_v other_o manner_n of_o music_n then_o that_o which_o be_v make_v below_o on_o earth_n have_v end_v the_o office_n she_o begin_v to_o beg_v of_o jesus_n with_o most_o devout_a word_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v and_o unite_v himself_o to_o she_o in_o the_o b._n sacrament_n and_o remain_v yet_o still_o in_o rapt_v she_o go_v to_o the_o usual_a place_n of_o the_o communion_n &_o be_v upon_o her_o knee_n she_o remain_v there_o till_o the_o ghostly_a father_n come_v to_o communicate_v the_o religious_a &_o she_o be_v also_o commumnicate_v without_o ever_o go_v out_o of_o the_o rapt_v whereby_o she_o be_v so_o much_o kindle_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o she_o seem_v even_o with_o excess_n of_o tenderness_n to_o faint_v 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world_n but_o find_v she_o still_o more_o and_o more_o stable_n in_o her_o holy_a purpose_n he_o begin_v again_o to_o appear_v to_o she_o in_o fearful_a shape_n threaten_v that_o he_o will_v destroy_v she_o if_o she_o consent_v not_o to_o his_o wicked_a suggestion_n but_o she_o contemn_v his_o threat_n and_o rage_n be_v inflame_v with_o desire_n to_o serve_v god_n to_o free_v herself_o from_o the_o tentation_n of_o leave_v the_o religious_a habit_n she_o take_v one_o day_n the_o key_n of_o the_o monastery_n and_o place_v they_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o crucifix_n to_o show_v that_o she_o shall_v yield_v obedience_n only_o to_o he_o in_o the_o observation_n of_o her_o enclosure_n the_o night_n after_o be_v of_o s._n andrew_n the_o apostle_n say_v matin_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o her_o sister_n she_o be_v trouble_v with_o a_o most_o grievous_a tentation_n to_o make_v herself_o away_o she_o go_v from_o thence_o to_o the_o refectory_n where_o she_o take_v up_o a_o knife_n and_o 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a_o contagious_a disease_n and_o cure_v a_o lay_a sister_n of_o who_o the_o one_o half_a be_v senseless_a from_o the_o head_n to_o the_o foot_n chap._n 38._o svor_fw-la barbara_n bassi_n a_o profess_a religious_a have_v be_v subject_a for_o many_o year_n to_o a_o contagious_a disease_n almost_o throughout_o her_o whole_a body_n whereby_o she_o be_v much_o pain_v and_o especial_o when_o she_o take_v her_o food_n and_o the_o remedye_n she_o use_v do_v but_o tend_v to_o the_o increase_n of_o her_o torment_n so_o as_o the_o physician_n allow_v she_o but_o a_o short_a time_n of_o life_n the_o rather_o because_o the_o say_a sickness_n be_v such_o as_o that_o by_o little_a and_o little_a it_o do_v eat_v away_o all_o her_o flesh_n many_o time_n she_o have_v recommend_v herself_o to_o the_o
as_o thou_o be_v when_o thy_o mother_n lose_v thou_o in_o the_o temple_n and_o last_o as_o thou_o be_v when_o thou_o be_v prepare_v for_o thy_o passion_n she_o have_v no_o soon_o speak_v these_o word_n but_o this_o suit_n of_o she_o be_v grant_v and_o jesus_n show_v himself_o to_o she_o punctual_o as_o she_o desire_v in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o infancy_n so_o as_o full_a of_o joy_n turn_v her_o eye_n towards_o he_o she_o begin_v to_o speak_v in_o this_o manner_n o_o here_o behold_v my_o little_a one_o in_o the_o age_n of_o three_o or_o four_o year_n o_o admirable_a thing_n thou_o be_v so_o very_o little_a and_o yet_o thou_o be_v god_n but_o thy_o littleness_n make_v i_o know_v thy_o greatness_n o_o greatness_n and_o littleness_n of_o my_o god_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v in_o behold_v thou_o o_o little_a and_o great_a god_n so_o beautiful_a and_o attractive_a she_o than_o see_v the_o same_o jesus_n in_o the_o state_n of_o ripe_a childhood_n and_o be_v then_o surprise_v with_o 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again_o abstract_v from_o her_o sense_n and_o she_o labour_v with_o much_o desire_n to_o see_v the_o great_a son_n of_o god_n in_o the_o three_o manner_n as_o she_o have_v demand_v her_o jesus_n then_o appear_v to_o she_o in_o that_o form_n and_o she_o look_v on_o he_o with_o attentive_a eye_n say_v o_o my_o jesus_n i_o will_v behold_v thou_o in_o this_o flourish_a age_n of_o thy_o sometime_o work_v sometime_o praise_v thou_o sometime_o labour_v for_o thou_o i_o will_v see_v thou_o i_o say_v in_o this_o so_o beautiful_a and_o gracious_a age_n of_o thy_o when_o thou_o do_v leave_v thyself_o to_o we_o by_o endure_v the_o most_o sacred_a passion_n i_o will_v take_v extreme_a delight_n to_o behold_v thou_o as_o now_o theâ—_n show_v thyself_o namely_o sit_v upon_o that_o fountain_n where_o thou_o waste_v interrogate_a and_o illuminate_v many_o other_o discourse_n she_o have_v with_o her_o belove_a lord_n while_o she_o see_v he_o in_o those_o three_o aforesaid_a form_n beside_o that_o in_o these_o three_o day_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n whereof_o she_o consume_v the_o great_a part_n in_o extasis_fw-la there_o be_v communicate_v to_o her_o many_o celestial_a secret_n and_o she_o speak_v so_o high_o of_o the_o greatness_n that_o be_v in_o god_n as_o do_v exceed_v all_o humane_a thought_n but_o i_o pass_v on_o for_o greateâ—_n brevity_n by_o her_o prayer_n she_o obteyn_v from_o god_n space_n of_o life_n for_o the_o confessarius_fw-la of_o the_o monastery_n chap._n 42._o in_o the_o year_n 1590._o the_o confessarius_fw-la of_o the_o monastery_n be_v grievous_o sick_a and_o near_o to_o death_n have_v already_o be_v anneal_v this_o servant_n of_o god_n both_o wâ—th_a sigh_n and_o tear_n dispose_v herself_o to_o pray_v our_o lord_n so_o earnest_o that_o for_o the_o spiritual_a benefit_n of_o her_o monastery_n he_o will_v prolong_v his_o life_n that_o the_o say_v confessarius_fw-la being_n age_a of_o 77._o year_n in_o â—hort_a time_n recover_v his_o force_n so_o well_o â—hat_n he_o leave_v his_o bed_n and_o at_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o corpus_fw-la domini_fw-la which_o be_v at_o hand_n he_o confess_v and_o communicate_v the_o religious_a to_o their_o great_a comfort_n and_o by_o â—his_n prolong_v of_o his_o life_n come_v much_o spiritual_a profit_n to_o the_o monastery_n to_o â—his_n miracle_n all_o the_o religious_a do_v give_v â—laine_a testimony_n who_o yet_o live_v &_o be_v present_a at_o the_o work_n thereof_o she_o see_v the_o soul_n of_o her_o mother_n ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o she_o also_o see_v a_o good_a priest_n who_o enjoy_v eternal_a happiness_n chap._n 43._o in_o the_o month_n of_o september_n of_o the_o same_o year_n 1590._o our_o lord_n jesus_n be_v please_v to_o refresh_v his_o belove_a spouse_n with_o a_o extreme_a consolation_n for_o the_o agonye_n which_o be_v so_o patient_o endure_v by_o she_o in_o the_o time_n of_o her_o probation_n for_o she_o be_v in_o rapt_a he_o show_v she_o the_o soul_n of_o her_o mother_n who_o 15._o day_n before_o be_v depart_v out_o of_o this_o life_n and_o so_o be_v environ_v by_o eternal_a splendour_n she_o go_v up_o to_o heaven_n accompany_v by_o her_o patron-saint_n there_o be_v give_v she_o by_o her_o mother_n three_o advice_n which_o by_o holy_a obedience_n she_o be_v enjoin_v to_o declare_v first_o that_o to_o the_o uttermost_a of_o her_o power_n she_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o profit_v in_o holy_a humility_n second_o that_o she_o shall_v be_v a_o true_a observer_n of_o obedience_n and_o three_o that_o in_o all_o thing_n she_o shall_v strive_v to_o exercise_v prudence_n have_v give_v these_o holy_a counsel_n her_o happy_a mother_n take_v herself_o out_o of_o sight_n and_o go_v to_o enjoy_v supreme_a happiness_n soon_o after_o also_o she_o see_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o venerable_a priest_n who_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n have_v labour_v much_o in_o spiritual_a exercise_n and_o he_o go_v to_o inhabit_v his_o celestial_a country_n be_v rich_a in_o glory_n by_o these_o mean_n she_o go_v still_o profit_v in_o holy_a virtue_n and_o be_v kindle_v more_o and_o more_o towards_o the_o purchase_n of_o true_a felicity_n of_o the_o manner_n of_o her_o life_n from_o the_o time_n that_o she_o enter_v into_o her_o probation_n until_o her_o death_n chap._n 44._o this_o courageous_a warrior_n of_o jesus_n be_v to_o encounter_v with_o diverse_a tentation_n lead_v a_o life_n whole_o illuminate_v by_o god_n and_o full_a of_o mortification_n and_o penance_n for_o in_o the_o five_o year_n of_o her_o proâ—ation_n note_n note_n she_o sustain_v not_o her_o body_n otherwise_o in_o effect_n then_o by_o bread_n and_o water_n by_o the_o space_n of_o three_o year_n she_o be_v admonish_v by_o advice_n from_o heaven_n go_v bare_a footed_a and_o consequent_o be_v of_o delicate_a complexion_n she_o can_v not_o without_o extreme_a pain_n endure_v those_o bitter_a cold_n of_o winter_n so_o much_o the_o more_o because_o for_o her_o great_a mortification_n she_o employ_v herself_o as_o 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part_n if_o i_o â—ight_a endure_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o purgatory_n so_o as_o withal_o they_o may_v be_v save_v i_o shall_v be_v conâ—ent_v lay_v punishment_n i_o beseech_v thou_o upon_o i_o â—nd_v give_v i_o pain_n interior_a and_o exterior_a as_o 〈◊〉_d all_o best_o please_v thou_o for_o i_o can_v endure_v â—hat_n there_o shall_v be_v so_o great_a ignorance_n where_o there_o be_v so_o great_a abundance_n o_o miserable_a and_o wretched_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o why_o be_o not_o i_o able_a to_o take_v upon_o i_o and_o to_o bear_v all_o pain_n punish_v thou_o upon_o i_o o_o word_n their_o so_o great_a ingratitude_n so_o great_a blindness_n and_o ignorance_n at_o last_o find_v that_o she_o have_v obtain_v the_o conversion_n of_o those_o sinner_n she_o say_v with_o excess_n of_o joy_n then_o let_v they_o return_v unto_o thou_o like_o so_o many_o wander_a sheep_n for_o all_o the_o happy_a soul_n of_o heaven_n be_v expect_v their_o approach_n with_o joy_n with_o these_o fervour_n of_o 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