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i_o have_v love_v you_o and_o that_o as_o i_o do_v give_v my_o life_n for_o you_o so_o you_o love_v one_o another_o even_o until_o death_n yea_o those_o also_o who_o do_v persecute_v and_o injure_v you_o mark_v how_o he_o confirm_v his_o learning_n by_o his_o own_o example_n give_v we_o in_o testimony_n of_o the_o great_a and_o dear_a love_n the_o great_a and_o dear_a gift_n that_o ever_o be_v give_v to_o wit_n himself_o to_o eat_v heaven_n have_v nothing_o better_a god_n can_v invent_v nothing_o great_a o_o strange_a invention_n of_o a_o lover_n so_o to_o depart_v as_o yet_o to_o leave_v himself_o to_o be_v enjoy_v by_o his_o belove_a who_o be_v all_o faithful_a soul_n affect_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o you_o soul_n who_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o love_n of_o a_o true_a lover_n be_v there_o ever_o the_o like_a see_v to_o this_o ah_o behold_v wonder_v praise_n love_n for_o love_n sake_n let_v we_o love_v he_o it_o be_v himself_n he_o have_v give_v we_o let_v we_o give_v ourselves_o to_o he_o it_o be_v himself_n he_o have_v give_v we_o true_a god_n and_o true_a man._n o_o charitas_fw-la o_o pietas_fw-la say_v s._n augustine_n quis_fw-la unquam_fw-la talia_fw-la audivit_fw-la who_o ever_o hear_v the_o like_a to_o this_o the_o v._o meditation_n co._n consider_v how_o be_v provoke_v by_o nothing_o but_o his_o own_o infinite_a goodness_n he_o love_v man_n from_o all_o eternity_n and_o not_o from_o eternity_n only_o but_o in_o time_n also_o in_o which_o he_o bring_v down_o into_o the_o world_n the_o fire_n of_o that_o holy_a love_n for_o no_o other_o end_n then_o that_o it_o shall_v burn_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n he_o love_v man_n not_o in_o the_o begin_n only_o but_o even_o to_o the_o end_n not_o
not_o there_o be_v not_o a_o word_n hear_v from_o he_o behold_v the_o poor_a innocent_a true_a isaac_n loadeh_o with_o the_o wood_n whereupon_o he_o must_v be_v sacryfice_v indeed_o not_o deliver_v as_o be_v the_o other_o isaac_n by_o the_o divine_a providence_n look_v but_o upon_o the_o cross_n with_o the_o eye_n of_o flesh_n only_o and_o even_o as_o such_o we_o shall_v judge_v it_o a_o too_o heavy_a load_n for_o a_o tender_a wear_v and_o weary_a man_n upon_o his_o tear_a shoulder_n and_o indeed_o he_o fail_v in_o the_o way_n &_o need_v another_o help_n but_o look_v upon_o it_o with_o spiritual_a eye_n and_o we_o shall_v find_v it_o insupportable_a to_o any_o shoulder_n but_o those_o of_o a_o god_n since_o according_a to_o s._n peter_n he_o carry_v together_o with_o it_o all_o our_o sin_n heap_v upon_o the_o same_o wood_n affect_v o_o my_o ever_o dear_a jesu_n o_o my_o dear_a isaac_n my_o only_a save_a sacrifice_n o_o great_a admirable_o great_a spectacle_n jesus_n the_o only_o 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monster_n on_o either_o hand_n of_o he_o a_o notorious_a thief_n before_o and_o behind_o world_n of_o people_n from_o all_o part_n to_o see_v this_o admirable_a spectacle_n some_o few_o with_o compassion_n but_o the_o most_o of_o they_o with_o disdain_n malice_n and_o scorn_n affect_v o_o dear_a lord_n and_o master_n how_o thou_o wade_v through_o the_o great_a circumstance_n of_o confusion_n and_o scorn_n imaginable_a how_o do_v this_o huge_a load_n together_o with_o this_o labour_n and_o weariness_n of_o thou_o cry_v out_o to_o my_o hart_n and_o to_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o man_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v oppress_v and_o i_o will_v refresh_v you_o whilst_o you_o see_v in_o my_o sufferance_n the_o inconsiderablenesse_n of_o you_o you_o be_v not_o master_n but_o servant_n nor_o have_v you_o yet_o suffer_v to_o blood_n to_o crown_n of_o thorn_n to_o public_a contumely_n before_o whole_a world_n of_o people_n etc._n etc._n say_v say_v than_o my_o soul_n i_o will_v follow_v thou_o dear_a spouse_n whither_o soever_o thou_o go_v without_o limit_n without_o reserve_v without_o exception_n of_o this_o or_o that_o befall_v what_o will_v come_v it_o from_o what_o hand_n soever_o by_o injustice_n or_o desert_n etc._n etc._n we_o saviour_n word_n to_o the_o woman_n of_o jerusalem_n 2._o point_n consider_v what_o our_o bless_a saviour_n say_v to_o the_o good_a woman_n who_o follow_v he_o with_o tear_n maid_n or_o people_n of_o jerusalem_n weep_v not_o upon_o i_o but_o weep_v upon_o yourselves_o and_o upon_o your_o child_n that_o be_v look_v not_o so_o much_o upon_o he_o who_o suffer_v as_o upon_o yourselve_n for_o who_o he_o suffer_v nor_o what_o he_o suffer_v as_o for_o what_o compassionate_a tear_n spend_v upon_o our_o saviour_n sufferance_n be_v certain_o good_a and_o agreeable_a in_o his_o divine_a sight_n yet_o be_v they_o far_o better_a spend_v upon_o our_o own_o crime_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o sufferance_n and_o continual_o provoke_v his_o wrath_n and_o even_o according_a to_o s._n paul_n crucify_v he_o a_o new_a again_o affect_v let_v we_o not_o then_o o_o my_o soul_n so_o much_o run_v out_o of_o jerusalem_n to_o observe_v what_o pass_v upon_o caluarie_n though_o even_o with_o tear_n as_o look_v down_o upon_o jerusalem_n with_o our_o saviour_n and_o weep_v upon_o it_o that_o be_v let_v we_o keep_v at_o home_n or_o return_v home_o into_o our_o own_o heart_n and_o serious_o observe_v what_o pass_v there_o what_o evil_a impression_n what_o bad_a inclination_n how_o many_o aversion_n passion_n and_o disorder_n what_o familiarity_n and_o daily_a commerce_n and_o dangerous_a dally_v with_o sin_n alas_o we_o have_v good_a natute_n enough_o to_o bestow_v compassion_n and_o tear_n upon_o other_o misery_n misfortune_n and_o sufferance_n while_o our_o next_o neighbour_n our_o own_o poor_a soul_n lie_v sick_a at_o home_n in_o a_o dead_a palsy_n etc._n etc._n unpitied_a unconsidered_a leave_v to_o ruin_n and_o yet_o be_v look_v upon_o by_o ourselves_o with_o dry_a eye_n as_o thing_n which_o concern_v we_o not_o or_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o our_o care_n or_o subject_n of_o our_o pity_n ah_o senseless_a man_n have_v mercy_n and_o compassion_n of_o thy_o own_o soul_n and_o weep_v upon_o she_o and_o her_o child_n resolution_n our_o chief_a care_n shall_v always_o be_v about_o our_o own_o defect_n etc._n etc._n the_o xviii_o meditation_n the_o reason_n of_o what_o our_o saviour_n say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o jerusalem_n 1._o point_n consider_v how_o our_o sweet_a saviour_n go_v on_o give_v the_o reason_n why_o the_o woman_n of_o jerusalem_n and_o in_o they_o all_o faithful_a soul_n shall_v not_o so_o much_o weep_v upon_o he_o as_o upon_o themselves_o and_o their_o child_n for_o say_v he_o if_o they_o do_v this_o that_o be_v use_v this_o fire_n of_o torment_n upon_o green_a wood_n what_o will_v they_o not_o do_v upon_o dry_a wood_n that_o be_v if_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o almighty_a exact_v such_o rigorous_a satisfaction_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o only_a son_n who_o be_v whole_o innocent_a unspotted_a liable_a to_o no_o fault_n but_o those_o of_o miserable_a man_n what_o may_v not_o the_o sinner_n himself_o guilty_a of_o so_o many_o crime_n and_o so_o dry_a fruitless_a and_o barren_a of_o all_o good_a work_n expect_v and_o dread_n affect_v ah_o say_v s._n augustine_n if_o he_o can_v pass_v out_o of_o the_o world_n without_o stripe_n who_o come_v into_o the_o world_n without_o sin_n what_o stripe_n be_v not_o he_o liable_a unto_o who_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v in_o sin_n and_o who_o daily_o add_v to_o those_o original_a one_o which_o be_v in_o some_o sort_n necessary_a a_o multitude_n of_o voluntary_a one_o o_o when_o i_o attentive_o look_v upon_o the_o prodigious_a sufferance_n of_o my_o saviour_n i_o be_o force_v to_o cry_v out_o to_o sinner_n and_o in_o the_o first_o place_n to_o my_o own_o sinful_a soul_n vae_fw-la vae_fw-la vae_fw-la illis_fw-la qui_fw-la non_fw-la cogitent_fw-la cord_n woe_n wo_n wo_n to_o those_o who_o think_v not_o of_o this_o in_o their_o heart_n 2._o point_n consider_v how_o our_o bless_a saviour_n with_o weary_a limb_n have_v now_o wade_v through_o public_a confusion_n and_o be_v at_o length_n by_o the_o assistance_n of_o a_o poor_a gentile_a simon_n sireneus_fw-la arrive_v with_o his_o heavy_a load_n at_o the_o top_n of_o caluarie_n where_o our_o most_o serious_a attention_n be_v call_v to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o the_o strange_a sight_n that_o ever_o heaven_n or_o earth_n yet_o see_v not_o now_o a_o burn_a god_n on_o the_o mount_n horeb_n nor_o a_o god_n amid_o thunder_n and_o lightning_n upon_o the_o mount_n sina_n nor_o a_o god_n in_o glory_n environ_v with_o light_n upon_o the_o mount_n thabor_n but_o the_o same_o god_n that_o
and_o will_v say_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v and_o with_o your_o holy_a father_n inflame_v and_o pierce_v the_o very_a marrow_n of_o my_o dull_a hart_n with_o those_o save_a fire_n of_o thy_o and_o let_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o holy_a fervour_n dry_a up_o and_o consume_v the_o peccant_a humour_n of_o my_o body_n and_o mind_n 2._o point_n consider_v then_o that_o it_o be_v love_n indeed_o bure_v love_n and_o charity_n that_o bring_v down_o this_o silent_a word_n this_o beautiful_a saluation-weeping-child_n this_o king_n this_o metamorphize_a god_n of_o we_o it_o be_v the_o immense_a and_o eternal_a love_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n the_o holy_a ghost_n by_o which_o he_o be_v conceive_v in_o the_o sacred_a and_o pure_a womb_n of_o this_o virgin_n mother_n it_o be_v love_n that_o bring_v he_o out_o love_n that_o lodge_v he_o in_o this_o poor_a cottage_n love_n that_o swaddle_v he_o in_o poor_a clout_n love_n that_o lay_v he_o in_o this_o manger_n and_o love_v of_o we_o poor_a 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and_o what_o shall_v the_o lose_a son_n of_o man_n say_v but_o our_o dear_a delight_n be_v and_o shall_v ever_o be_v to_o be_v with_o the_o son_n of_o god_n his_o love_n to_o i_o have_v make_v he_o be_v the_o lord_n and_o master_n stoop_v below_o man_n and_o lie_v among_o brute_n beast_n and_o shall_v not_o my_o love_n to_o he_o be_v but_o a_o poor_a sinful_a servant_n make_v i_o in_o true_a desire_n lie_v under_o the_o foot_n of_o all_o man_n thy_o charity_n and_o example_n do_v urge_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o by_o thy_o precept_n i_o be_o oblige_v to_o it_o but_o yet_o alas_o who_o be_v able_a to_o love_v thou_o but_o by_o thy_o own_o gift_n give_v then_o o_o lord_n what_o thou_o command_v and_o command_v what_o thou_o will_v the_o four_o meditation_n of_o humility_n christ_n first_o lesson_n in_o the_o stable_n i._o point_n consider_v that_o if_o charity_n bring_v he_o down_o from_o heaven_n it_o be_v humility_n which_o be_v to_o entertain_v he_o in_o earth_n if_o charity_n 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to_o reveal_v it_o to_o little_a one_o because_o i_o be_o mild_a and_o humble_a of_o hart_n not_o in_o word_n and_o exterior_a comportement_fw-fr only_a but_o in_o effect_n with_o hart_n and_o affection_n aff_n o_o angel_n of_o heaven_n be_v this_o the_o majesty_n which_o you_o incessant_o praise_n who_o the_o domination_n adore_v who_o the_o power_n dread_v with_o tremble_v who_o the_o heaven_n ând_v heavenly_a virtue_n the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphin_n never_o cease_v to_o proclaine_v holy_a holy_a holy_a o_o king_n of_o angel_n be_v this_o thy_o own_o only_a son_n equal_a to_o thyself_o in_o majesty_n who_o we_o see_v in_o a_o manger_n among_o brute_n beast_n cold_n weep_v abject_a just_a like_o one_o of_o we_o o_o dear_a saviour_n or_o mild_a son_n of_o the_o high_a how_o low_a how_o low_o do_v thy_o humility_n descend_v and_o withal_o how_o high_a do_v thy_o charity_n burn_v up_o in_o this_o action_n o_o vain_a man_n what_o will_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o work_v down_o thy_o 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be_v poor_a manger_n narrow_a etc._n etc._n he_o therefore_o humble_o endure_v they_o because_o such_o be_v his_o heavenly_a father_n will_n as_o my_o father_n command_v i_o so_o i_o do_v i_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n not_o to_o do_v my_o own_o will_n but_o he_o who_o send_v i_o whence_o s._n paul_n pronounce_v a_o strange_a word_n though_o he_o be_v the_o very_a son_n of_o god_n yet_o he_o be_v to_o learn_v obedience_n by_o what_o he_o suffer_v here_o below_o be_v other_o wise_a as_o god_n equal_a to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n and_o as_o such_o can_v not_o obey_v aff._n have_v we_o they_o a_o true_a desire_n to_o imitate_v our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n let_v we_o then_o humble_o obey_v he_o and_o by_o his_o
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contemplation_n fear_v not_o to_o taste_v and_o take_v it_o down_o yet_o so_o much_o only_o as_o suffice_v least_o perhaps_o be_v fill_v you_o vomit_v it_o up_o but_o do_v a_o voice_n from_o heaven_n a_o superior_n command_n charity_n to_o a_o neighbour_n god_n work_n call_v you_o from_o it_o ah_o fail_v not_o delay_v not_o to_o follow_v never_o forget_v that_o the_o god_n of_o consolation_n aught_o to_o be_v prefer_v before_o god_n consolation_n his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o his_o work_n before_o the_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n he_o bestow_v upon_o us._n preparation_n to_o receive_v the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o first_o meditation_n the_o first_o disposition_n the_o consideration_n of_o our_o own_o misery_n i._o point_n consider_v as_o the_o first_o disposition_n to_o the_o receive_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n our_o own_o nakedness_n misery_n and_o nothing_o for_o if_o we_o conceive_v indeed_o as_o indeed_o it_o be_v most_o true_a that_o we_o be_v nothing_o we_o have_v nothing_o we_o 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down_o speedy_o that_o comfort_a spirit_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o send_v lest_o he_o otherwise_o perish_v for_o who_o safety_n thy_o dear_a son_n spare_v not_o his_o precious_a blood_n the_o 2._o disposition_n humility_n ii_o point_n consider_v and_o let_v we_o use_v as_o a_o second_o disposition_n rise_v out_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o former_a as_o absolute_a a_o desire_n as_o we_o can_v possible_o conceive_v not_o to_o be_v know_v nor_o esteem_v by_o any_o or_o at_o least_o let_n desire_v to_o be_v know_v as_o we_o know_v ourselves_o and_o as_o god_n know_v we_o that_o be_v to_o be_v poor_a miserable_a sinner_n not_o as_o we_o delude_o appear_v this_o as_o be_v a_o real_a effect_n of_o true_a humility_n be_v the_o best_a harbinger_n to_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o this_o heavenly_a guest_n for_o in_o who_o say_v the_o holy_a scripture_n will_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n rest_n but_o in_o a_o hart_n that_o be_v mild_a and_o humble_a etc._n etc._n affection_n study_v to_o 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and_o unwilling_a as_o it_o be_v to_o be_v happy_a let_v we_o not_o limit_v the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o give_v abundant_o and_o upbraid_v not_o his_o grace_n be_v too_o precious_a to_o be_v refuse_v or_o play_v with_o when_o we_o have_v do_v the_o best_a we_o can_v we_o may_v put_v this_o down_o for_o a_o certain_a truth_n we_o be_v but_o unprofitable_a servant_n we_o have_v do_v but_o what_o we_o ought_v how_o charity_n perish_v and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v drive_v out_o of_o our_o heart_n ii_o point_n consider_v that_o be_v once_o get_v into_o free_a trade_n in_o venial_a sin_n we_o begin_v to_o be_v more_o familiar_a with_o and_o less_o apprehensive_a of_o mortal_a to_o wit_n we_o so_o long_o play_v with_o wasp_n because_o their_o sting_n be_v not_o mortal_a that_o with_o our_o mother_n eve_n we_o lie_v open_a to_o serpent_n wisdom_n wax_v obscure_a counsel_n be_v cast_v aside_o fear_n grow_v foolhardy_a fortitude_n fail_v we_o and_o faith_n begin_v to_o slumber_n but_o the_o 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and_o thistle_n that_o be_v with_o distaynefull_a bitter_a and_o sharp_a thought_n word_n and_o behaviour_n know_v that_o the_o root_n be_v deprave_a the_o fruit_n vitiate_v they_o be_v the_o production_n of_o the_o bad_a tree_n which_o can_v bring_v out_o good_a fruit_n affection_n do_v we_o my_o soul_n fast_o watch_n pray_v much_o do_v we_o discipline_n use_v great_a austerity_n and_o communicate_v often_o they_o be_v indeed_o excellent_a mean_n for_o the_o produce_v good_a fruit_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o for_o all_o that_o the_o fruit_n themselves_o they_o be_v certain_o the_o clothing_n of_o the_o sheep_n yet_o may_v a_o wolf_n lie_v under_o they_o our_o fruit_n say_v s._n aug._n be_v charity_n see_v then_o whether_o come_v from_o we_o prayer_n &c._n &c._n we_o find_v ourselves_o patient_a benign_a without_o envy_n without_o perversitie_n not_o puff_v up_o not_o ambitious_a not_o seek_v our_o own_o not_o provoke_v to_o anger_n not_o think_v evil_a not_o rejoice_v upon_o iniquity_n 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lieu_n of_o the_o sweet_a and_o agreeable_a fruit_n of_o charity_n yield_v nothing_o but_o bitterness_n animosity_n and_o aversion_n among_o the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n and_o god_n domestike_n who_o shall_v but_o all_o have_v one_o hart_n and_o one_o soul_n affection_n let_v we_o daily_a and_o diligent_o my_o soul_n examine_v what_o fruit_n this_o tree_n of_o our_o hart_n produce_v it_o import_v no_o less_o than_o a_o bless_a or_o curse_a eternity_n if_o sour_a grape_n bitterness_n of_o hart_n envy_n emulation_n dissension_n ah_o then_o truth_n affirm_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o plant_v so_o that_o such_o fruit_n shall_v be_v expect_v from_o it_o it_o be_v plant_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n water_v which_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o chr._n let_v nothing_o then_o but_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o christianity_n proceed_v from_o it_o the_o second_o point_n he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n he_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n consider_v that_o here_o the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n in_o a_o few_o word_n lay_v we_o down_o the_o abridgement_n of_o all_o perfection_n and_o the_o bless_a imitation_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n and_o passion_n to_o wit_n a_o absolute_a and_o love_a resignation_n to_o the_o holy_a will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n as_o well_o in_o all_o that_o he_o do_v as_o all_o that_o he_o suffer_v i_o come_v not_o say_v that_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o do_v my_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n who_o be_v in_o heaven_n the_o thing_n that_o please_v he_o i_o do_v always_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v fawn_v word_n and_o lord_n lord_n may_v please_v fool_n who_o desire_v to_o be_v flatter_v but_o the_o actual_a comply_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v only_o grateful_a in_o his_o eye_n who_o see_v heart_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n absolute_o and_o for_o ever_o renounce_v our_o 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o_o lord_n and_o delay_v not_o come_v and_o pardon_v the_o sin_n of_o thy_o people_n come_v and_o save_v man_n who_o thou_o do_v make_v of_o clay_n i_o will_v to_o god_n thou_o will_v burst_v the_o heaven_n and_o descend_v and_o yet_o this_o happiness_n be_v not_o grant_v they_o while_o we_o christian_n enjoy_v that_o or_o a_o great_a for_o though_o as_o s._n chrysostome_n comfortable_o say_v we_o have_v not_o the_o happiness_n to_o be_v hold_v his_o form_n and_o figure_n his_o apparel_n etc._n etc._n yet_o we_o see_v he_o we_o touch_v he_o we_o eat_v he_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o singular_a honour_n be_v this_o to_o be_v feed_v with_o he_o to_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o and_o to_o be_v make_v one_o body_n of_o christ_n and_o one_o flesh_n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o those_o good_a jew_n the_o apostle_n to_o who_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v especial_o send_v have_v a_o benediction_n of_o preference_n to_o have_v see_v he_o in_o person_n yet_o be_v there_o another_o no_o less_o meritorious_a leave_v for_o we_o poor_a gentile_n of_o see_v he_o by_o faith_n attest_v by_o the_o same_o truth_n bless_a be_v they_o who_o have_v not_o see_v and_o have_v believe_v for_o there_o say_v gregory_n faith_n have_v more_o merit_n where_o humane_a reason_n produce_v no_o evidence_n affection_n however_o my_o soul_n the_o preference_n of_o see_v our_o saviour_n in_o body_n visible_o may_v seem_v a_o great_a happiness_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o therein_o that_o the_o happiness_n of_o a_o christian_a do_v consist_v but_o in_o that_o he_o believe_v by_o a_o firm_a faith_n he_o who_o the_o apostle_n see_v to_o be_v true_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o by_o so_o believe_v begin_v to_o hope_v in_o he_o and_o to_o aspire_v to_o his_o love_n since_o according_a to_o s._n augustine_n it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o a_o faithful_a man_n to_o believe_v what_o he_o see_v not_o that_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o that_o faith_n he_o may_v hope_v both_o to_o see_v and_o love_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n what_o be_v write_v in_o the_o law_n consider_v that_o this_o question_n of_o this_o doctor_n in_o the_o law_n master_n what_o must_v i_o do_v to_o possess_v life_n everlasting_a may_v put_v we_o in_o mind_n that_o to_o appear_v wise_a and_o careful_a of_o our_o salvation_n we_o often_o put_v question_n to_o god_n and_o man_n say_v what_o be_v we_o to_o do_v to_o advance_v in_o perfection_n to_o be_v true_o vertuow_n to_o attain_v to_o life_n everlasting_a etc._n etc._n whereas_o without_o ask_v we_o know_v it_o well_o enough_o for_o do_v not_o we_o read_v in_o the_o law_n be_v we_o not_o all_o teach_v in_o our_o catechism_n thou_o shall_v love_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n with_o all_o thy_o hart_n with_o all_o thy_o soul_n and_o thy_o neighbour_n as_o thyself_o affection_n no_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o not_o wilful_o feign_v to_o be_v ignorant_a of_o what_o we_o know_v nor_o know_v it_o seek_v for_o some_o new_a perfection_n the_o thing_n command_v by_o god_n by_o the_o observance_n of_o which_o we_o be_v to_o live_v everlastinglie_o be_v neither_o above_o we_o nor_o far_o off_o from_o us._n it_o be_v not_o place_v above_o the_o heaven_n or_o beyond_o the_o sea_n be_v but_o be_v very_o near_o we_o in_o our_o mouth_n and_o in_o our_o hart_n thou_o shall_v love_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n with_o all_o thy_o hart_n with_o all_o thy_o soul_n and_o thy_o neighbour_n as_o thyself_o ah_o say_v love_a s._n august_n have_v it_o not_o be_v enough_o to_o have_v permit_v i_o the_o honour_n of_o love_v thou_o but_o thou_o must_v command_v it_o yea_o and_o threaten_v i_o huge_a punishment_n if_o i_o do_v it_o not_o ah_o dear_a lord_n be_v it_o not_o the_o worst_a of_o punishment_n to_o be_v prohibit_v or_o deprive_v of_o that_o love_n the_o second_o point_n who_o be_v my_o neighbour_n consider_v that_o though_o that_o great_a doctor_n of_o the_o law_n ask_v a_o question_n where_o he_o have_v no_o doubt_n as_o he_o be_v force_v to_o acknowledge_v for_o he_o red_a in_o the_o law_n and_o know_v well_o that_o to_o live_v he_o be_v to_o love_n god_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o his_o neighbour_n as_o himself_o yet_o still_o he_o have_v another_o doubt_n to_o put_v to_o wit_n who_o be_v his_o neighbour_n to_o which_o our_o saviour_n in_o effect_n answer_v not_o jew_n to_o jew_n only_o but_o jew_n to_o samaritons_n too_o and_o samaritons_n also_o to_o jew_n that_o be_v according_a to_o s._n augustine_n every_o man_n be_v neighbour_n to_o every_o man_n for_o we_o ought_v to_o understand_v he_o to_o be_v our_o neighbour_n to_o who_o we_o owe_v work_n of_o mercy_n in_o his_o present_a or_o future_a want_n as_o he_o too_o the_o like_a to_o we_o in_o like_a necessity_n affection_n let_v then_o the_o account_n of_o our_o neighbourhoode_n my_o soul_n and_o our_o love_n to_o the_o same_o extend_v itself_o to_o no_o less_o a_o compass_n then_o the_o bound_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n let_v we_o love_n that_o be_v do_v well_o to_o speak_v well_o to_o wish_v well_o to_o all_o man_n of_o what_o condition_n profession_n religion_n and_o nation_n soever_o they_o be_v let_v we_o pray_v for_o turk_n jew_n and_o gentile_a least_o in_o think_v to_o hate_v a_o enemy_n we_o indeed_o may_v hate_v a_o friend_n the_o turk_n happily_o in_o god_n divine_a prescience_n be_v near_o to_o he_o then_o we_o let_v this_o say_v the_o love_a s._n audgustine_n be_v think_v upon_o let_v this_o be_v meditate_a let_v this_o be_v retain_v in_o memory_n let_v this_o be_v do_v let_v this_o be_v full_o accomplish_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xiii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n there_o meet_v he_o ten_o leper_n who_o stand_v a_o far_o off_o and_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n say_v jesu_n master_n have_v mercy_n on_o us._n luc._n 17._o consider_v in_o these_o corporal_a leper_n how_o spiritual_a leper_n ought_v to_o behave_v themselves_o to_o procure_v their_o cure_n they_o stay_v not_o till_o they_o be_v call_v the_o horror_n of_o what_o they_o suffer_v be_v a_o sufficient_a spur_n to_o they_o they_o come_v in_o troop_n and_o waylay_v he_o from_o who_o they_o hope_v for_o cure_v they_o stand_v a_o far_o off_o esteem_v themselves_o infectious_a and_o unworthy_a to_o approach_v they_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n without_o specify_v their_o desire_n know_v well_o that_o their_o loathsome_a outside_n speak_v that_o with_o more_o force_n and_o pity_n to_o their_o master_n jesus_n to_o who_o mercy_n they_o leave_v themselves_o affection_n ah_o my_o soul_n do_v we_o use_v this_o promptitude_n in_o point_n of_o our_o leprosy_n or_o other_o spiritual_a disease_n or_o rather_o do_v we_o not_o use_v a_o quite_o contrary_a proceedinge_n while_o we_o daily_a hear_v redouble_v in_o our_o ear_n lose_v the_o band_n of_o thy_o neck_n o_o captive_a daughter_n of_o zion_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o be_v heavie-harted_n and_o love_v a_o lie_n and_o yet_o we_o sleep_v on_o and_o yet_o while_o we_o live_v in_o a_o loathsome_a languishment_n we_o seek_v some_o more_o time_n to_o remain_v unhappy_a do_v we_o cry_v out_o with_o loud_a voice_n or_o rather_o so_o low_a and_o faint_o as_o though_o we_o fear_v that_o god_n shall_v hear_v we_o and_o cure_v we_o too_o soon_o a_o miserable_a condition_n wherein_o the_o great_a s._n augustine_n sometime_o find_v himself_o and_o pitiful_o lament_v it_o ah_o my_o soul_n if_o we_o be_v so_o miserable_a as_o not_o yet_o to_o be_v in_o term_n to_o beg_v hearty_o for_o our_o perfect_a cure_n let_v we_o not_o fail_v at_o least_o to_o lay_v open_a the_o mass_n of_o our_o universal_a misery_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o our_o most_o merciful_a lord_n to_o plead_v for_o merry_a the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o we_o all_o be_v weak_a and_o miserable_a enough_o to_o have_v fall_v or_o to_o be_v subject_a to_o fall_v into_o spiritual_a leprosy_n by_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n which_o convey_n its_o poison_n all_o over_o the_o whole_a body_n of_o our_o action_n to_o wit_n by_o pride_n envy_n hatred_n want_v of_o right_a intention_n duplicitie_n of_o hart_n which_o deprave_v all_o our_o best_a work_n and_o derive_v a_o universal_a deformity_n or_o leprosy_n upon_o us._n affection_n alas_o my_o poor_a soul_n this_o leprosy_n be_v but_o too_o ordinary_a how_o little_a soever_o unhappy_a man_n seem_v sensible_a of_o it_o nor_o find_v it_o any_o cure_n save_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n alone_o let_v we_o every_o one_o lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o his_o own_o hart_n and_o impartial_o acknowledge_v the_o truth_n why_o be_v we_o disquiet_v and_o trouble_v upon_o small_a reprehension_n and_o underualuing_n marry_v because_o the_o idol_n pride_n
soon_o and_o more_o abundant_o than_o we_o expect_v what_o may_v be_v conduce_v to_o our_o good_a will_v be_v effect_v for_o behold_v while_o christ_n scarce_o promise_v the_o cure_n of_o the_o prince_n son_n body_n present_o before_o his_o return_n home_o the_o child_n be_v cure_v and_o he_o and_o his_o whole_a house_n be_v become_v the_o faithful_a of_o christ_n ah_o how_o good_a thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o such_o as_o be_v right_a of_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v liken_v to_o a_o man_n be_v a_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n matt._n 18._o first_o point_n consider_v that_o by_o the_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n be_v mean_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o by_o the_o servant_n who_o ought_v he_o ten_o thousand_o talentes_n be_v represent_v a_o sinful_a soul_n guilty_a of_o many_o huge_a crime_n whereof_o he_o be_v not_o at_o 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with_o nothing_o but_o violence_n and_o uttermost_a rigour_n affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o thus_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o one_o another_o notwithstanding_o the_o many_o precept_n and_o example_n of_o mercy_n give_v we_o by_o our_o mild_a master_n bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o be_v it_o not_o by_o god_n mercy_n alone_o that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o yet_o while_o we_o hear_v mercy_n so_o high_o commend_v by_o god_n while_o we_o so_o easy_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o many_o and_o great_a crime_n at_o his_o holy_a hand_n we_o can_v hardly_o prevail_v with_o ourselves_o to_o pardon_v our_o brother_n the_o small_a fault_n he_o may_v happen_v to_o commit_v against_o us._n let_v we_o deal_v my_o soul_n as_o we_o will_v desire_v to_o be_v deal_v with_o use_v mercy_n and_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o find_v it_o but_o judgement_n without_o mercy_n to_o he_o 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