upon them therefore saith the Apostle What things soever the Law saith it saith to them that are under the Law that is all the commands all the curses and threatnings that are spoken by it are spoken saith he that every mouth may be stopped mark I beseech you it saith saith he that every mouth might be stopped and that all the world might become guilty before God Rom. 3. 19. So that now in case any in the judgment day should object against the judgment of God as those in the 25. of Matthew do saying Lord when saw we thee thus and thus And why dost thou pass such a sad sentence of condemnation upon us surely this is injustice and not equity Now for the preventing of this the Law was given I and that it might prevent thee to purpose God gave it betimes before either thy first father had sinned or thou wast born So that again if there should be these Objections offered against the proceedings of the Lord in justice and judgment saying Lord why am I thus condemned I did not know it was sin now against these two was the Law given and that betimes so that both these are answered If the first come in and say why am I judged why am I damned then will the Law come in even all the Ten Commandments with every one of their cries against thy soul the first saying he hath sinned against me damn him the second saying also he hath transgressed against me damn him the third also saying the same together with the 4 5 6 7 8 9 10. even all of them will discharge themselves against thy soul if thou die under the first Covenant saying he or they have transgressed against us damn them damn them and I tell thee also that these ten great guns the Ten Commandments will with discharging themselves in justice against thy soul so rattle in thy conscience that thou wilt in spight of thy teeth be immediately put to silence and have thy mouth stopped and let me tell thee further that if thou shalt appear before God to have the Ten Commandments discharge themselves against thee thou hadst better be tied to a tree and have ten yea ten thousand of the biggest pieces of Ordnance in the world to be shot off against thee for these could go no further but only to kill the body but they both body and soul to be tormented in Hell with the Devil to all eternity 3. Again if the second thing should be objected saying But Lord I did not think this had been sin or the other had been sin for no body told me so then also will the giving of the Law take off that saying nay but I was given to thy father Adam before he had sinned or before thou wast born and have ever since been in thy soul to convince thee of thy sins and to controul thee for doing the thing that was not right Did not I secretly tell thee at such a time in such a place when thou wast doing of such a thing with such a one or when thou wast all alone that this was a sin and that God did forbid it therefore if thou didst commit it God would be displeased with thee for it And when thou wast thinking to do such a thing at such a time did not I say forbear do not so God will smite thee and punish thee for it if thou doest do it And besides God did so order it that you had me in your Houses in your Bibles and also you could speak and talk of me thus pleading the truth thou shalt be forced to confess it is so nay it shall be so in some sort with the very Gentiles and barbarous People that fall far short of that light we have in these parts of the world for saith the Apostle The Gentiles which have not the Law these do by nature the things contained in the Law these having not the Law that is not written as we have yet they are a Law unto themselves which sheweth the works of the Lavv is vvriten in their hearts Rom. 2. 14 15. that is they have the Law of works in them by nature and therefore they shall be left without excuse for their own consciences shall stand up for the truth of this where he saith Their conscience also bearing witness and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else excusing one another I but when Why in the day vvhen God shall judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ according to my Gospel Rom. 2. 15 16. So this I say is another end for which the Lord did give the Law namely that God might pass a sentence in righteousness without being charged with any injustice by those that shall fall under it in the judgment 4. A fourth end why the Lord did give the Law it was because they that die out of Jesus Christ might not only have their mouths stopped but also that their persons might become guilty before God Rom. 3. 19. and indeed this will be the ground of silencing as I said before they finding themselves guilty their consciences backing the truth of the judgment of God passed upon them they shall become guilty that is they shall be fit vessels for the wrath of God to be poured out into being filled with guilt by reason of transgressions against the Commandments thus therefore shall the parties under the first Covenant be fitted to destruction Rom. 9. 22. even as wood or straw being well dried is fitted for the fire and the Law was added and given and speaks to this very end that sins might be shewn mouths might be stopt from quarrelling And that all the vvorld mark the vvorld might become guilty before God and so be in justice for ever and ever overthrown because of their sins And this will be so for these reasons First Because God hath a time to magnifie his justice and holiness as well as to shew his forbearance and mercy We read in Scripture that his eyes are too pure to behold iniquity Hab 1. 13. and then we shall find it true We read in Scripture that he will magnifie the Law and make it honourable and then he will do it indeed Now because the Lord doth not strike so soon as he is provoked by sin therefore poor souls will not know nor regard the Justice of God neither do they consider the time in which it must be advanced which will be when men drop under the wrath of God as fast as hail in a mighty storm 2 Pet. 3. 9. Psal. 50. 21 22. Now therefore look to it all you that count the long-suffering and forbearance of Gods slackness and because for the present he keepeth silence therefore to think that he is like unto your selves No no but know that God hath his set time for every purpose of his and in its time it shall be advanced most marvellously to the everlasting astonishment and overthrow of that soul that shall be dealt withal by Justice
attribute that either to my Brevity or if thou wilt to my Weaknesses for I am full of them A word or two more and so I shall have done with this And the first is Friend if thou do not desire the Salvation of thy Soul yet I pray thee to read this Book over with serious Consideration it may be it will stir up in thee some desires to look out after it which at present thou mayest be without Secondly if thou do find any stirrings in thy Heart by thy reading such an unworthy man's Works as mine are be sure that in the first place thou give Glory to God and give way to thy Convictions and be not too hasty in getting them off from thy Conscience but let them so work till thou do see thy self by nature void of all Grace as Faith Hope Knowledge of God Christ and the Covenant of Grace Thirdly then in the next place fly in all haste to Jesus Christ thou being sensible of thy lost Condition without him secretly perswading of thy Soul that Jesus Christ standeth open armed to receive thee to wash away thy Sins to cloath thee with his Righteousness and is willing yea heartily willing to present thee before the Presence of the Glory of God and among the innumerable Company of Angels with exceeding Joy This being thus in the next place do not satisfie thy self with these secret and first Perswasions which do or may encourage thee to come to Jesus Christ but be restless till thou do find by blessed experience the glorious Glory of this the second Covenant extended unto thee and sealed upon thy Soul with the very Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ. And that thou mayest not slight this my Counsel I beseech thee in the second place consider these following things First if thou do get off thy Convictions and not the right way which is by seeing thy Sins washed away by the Blood of Jesus Christ it is a question whether ever God will knock at thy Heart again or no but rather say Such a one is joyned to Idols let him alone Hos. 4. 17. Though he be in a natural state let him alone Though he be in or under the Curse of the Law let him alone Though he be in the very hand of the Devil let him alone Though he be a going post-haste to Hell let him alone Though his Damnation will not only be Damnation for Sins against the Law but also for slighting the Gospel yet let him alone My Spirit my Ministers my Word my Grace my Mercy my Love my Pity my common Providences shall no more strive with him let him alone O sad O miserable who would slight Convictions that are on their Souls which tend so much for their good Secondly if thou shalt not regard how thou do put off Convictions but put them off without the precious Blood of Christ being savingly applied to thy Soul thou art sure to have the mispending of that Conviction to prove the hardning of thy Heart against the next time thou art to hear the Word preached or read This is commonly seen that those Souls that have not regarded those Convictions that are at first set upon their Spirits do commonly and that by the just Judgments of God upon them grow more hard more sensless more feared and sottish in their Spirits for some who formerly would quake and weep and relent under the hearing of the Word do now for the present sit so sensless so feared and hardned in their Consciences that certainly if they should have Hell-fire thrown in their Faces as it is sometimes cried up in their Ears they would scarce be moved and this comes upon them as a just Judgment of God 2 Thess. 2. 11 12. Thirdly if thou do slight these or those Convictions that may be set upon thy Heart by reading of this Discourse or hearing of any other good man preach the Word of God sincerely thou wilt have the stifling of these or those Convictions to account and answer for at the Day of Judgment not only thy Sins that are commonly committed by thee in thy Calling and common Discourse but thou shalt be called to a reckoning for slighting Convictions disregarding of Convictions which God useth as a special means to make poor Sinners see their lost Condition and the need of a Saviour Now here I might add many more Considerations besides these to the end thou mayest be willing to tend and listen to Convictions as First consider thou hast a precious Soul more worth than the whole World and this is commonly worked upon if ever it be saved by Convictions Secondly this Soul is for certain to go to Hell if thou shalt be a slighter of Convictions Thirdly if that go to Hell thy Body must go thither too and then never to come out again Now consider this you that are apt to forget God and his Convictions lest he tear you in pieces and there be none to deliver Psal. 50. 22. But if thou shalt be such a one that shalt notwithstanding thy reading of thy Misery and also of God's Mercy still persist to go on in thy Sins know in the first place that here thou shalt be left by the things that thou readest without excuse and in the World to come thy Damnation will be exceedingly aggravated for thy not regarding of them and turning from thy Sins which was not only reproved by them but also for rejecting of that Word of Grace that did instruct thee how and which way thou should'st be saved from them And so farewel I shall leave thee and also this Discourse to God who I know will pass a righteous Judgment both upon that and thee I am yours though not to serve your Lusts and filthy minds yet to reprove instruct and according to that proportion of Faith and Knowledge which God hath given me to declare unto you the way of Life and Salvation Your Judgings Railings Surmizings and disdaining of me that I shall leave till the fiery Judgment comes in which the Ostender shall not go unpunished be he you or me yet I shall pray for you wish well to you and do you what good I can And that I might not write or speak in vain Christian pray for me to our God with much Earnestness Fervency and frequently in all your Knocking 's at our Fathers door because I do very much stand in need thereof for my Work is great my Heart is vile the Devil lieth at watch the World would fain be saying aha aha thus we would have it and of my self keep my self I cannot trust my self I dare not if God do not help me I am sure it will not be long before my Heart deceive me and the World have their Advantage of me and so God be dishonoured by me and thou also ashamed to own me O therefore be much in Prayer for me thy Fellow I trust in that glorious Grace that is conveyed from Heaven to Sinners by which they are
the Law command thee to love the Lord thy God with all thy soul with all thy strength with all thy might c. and can the natural man do this Jer. 13. 23. How can those that are accustomed to do evil do that which is commanded in this particular Can the Ethiopian change his skin or the Leopard his spots Doth the Law command thee to do good and nothing but good and that with all thy soul heart and delight which the Law as a Covenant of Works called for and can'st thou being Carnal do that But there is no man that hath understanding if he should hear thee say so but would say that thou wast either bewitched or stark mad Sixthly they that are under the Law are in a sad condition because that though they follow the Law or Covenant of Works I say though they follow it it will not lead them to Heaven no but contrariwise it will lead them under the Curse It is not possible saith Paul that any should be justified by the Law or by our following of it for by that is the knowledge of sin and by it we are condemned for the same which is far from leading us to life being the ministration of death 2 Cor. 3. and again Israel that followeth after the Law of righteousness hath not attained to the Law of righteousness wherefore because they sought it not by faith but by the Law and by the Works thereof Rom. 9. 30 31 32. Seventhly they that are under the Law are in a sad condition because they do not know whether ever they shall have any wages for their work or no they shall have no assurance of the pardon of their sins neither any hopes of eternal life but poor hearts as they are they work for they do not know what even like a poor Horse that works hard all day and at night hath a dirty Stable for his pains so thou mayest work hard all the days of thy life and at the day of death instead of having of a glorious rest in the Kingdom of Heaven thou mayest nay thou shalt have for thy sins the damnation of thy soul and body in Hell to all eternity for as much as I said before that the Law if thou sinnest it doth not take notice of any good work done by thee but takes its advantage to destroy and cut off thy soul for the sin thou hast committed Eighthly they that are under the Law are in a sad condition because they are under that administration upon whose souls God doth not smile they dying there for the administration that God doth smile upon his Children through is the Covenant of Grace they being in Jesus Christ the Lord of life and consolation but contrariwise to those that are under the Law for they have his frowns his rebukes his threatnings and with much severity they must be dealt withal For they break my Covenant and I regarded them not saith the Lord Heb. 8. 9. Ninthly they are in a sad condition because they are out of the faith of Christ they that are under the Law have not the faith of Christ in them for that dispensation which they are under is not the administration of faith The Law is not of faith saith the Apostle Gal. 3. 2. Tenthly because they have not received the Spirit for that is received by the bearing of faith and not by the Law nor the Works thereof Gal. 3. 2. Eleventhly in a word if thou live and die under that Covenant Jesus Christ will neither pray for thee neither let thee have one drop of his Blood to wash away thy sins neither shalt thou be so much as one of the least in the Kingdom of Heaven for all these priviledges come to souls under another Covenant as the Apostle saith For such are not under the Law but under Grace that is such as have a share in the benefits of Jesus Christ or such as are brought from under the first Covenant into the second or from under the Law into the Grace of Christs Gospel without which Covenant of Grace and being found in that there is no soul can have the least hope of eternal life no joy in the holy Ghost no share in the priviledges of Saints because they are tied up from them by the limits and bonds of the Covenant of Works For you must understand that these two Covenants have their several bounds and limitations for the ruling and keeping in subjection or giving of freedom to the parties under the said Covenants now they that are under the Law are within the compass and the jurisdiction of that and are bound to be in subjection to that and living and dying under that they must stand and fall to that as Paul saith To his own master he shall stand or fall The Covenant of Grace doth admit to those that are under it also liberty and freedom together with commanding of subjection to the things contained in it which I shall speak to further hereafter But now that the former things may be further made to appear that is what the sad condition of all them that are under the Law is as I have shewn you something of the nature of the Law so also shall I shew that the Law was added and given for that purpose that it might be so with those that are out of the Covenant of Grace First God did give the Law that sin might abound Rom. 5. 20. not that it should take away sin in any but to discover the sin which is already begotten or that may hereafter be begotten by Lust and Satan I say this is one proper work of the Law to make manifest sin it is sent to find fault with the sinner and it doth also watch that it may so do and it doth take all advantages for the accomplishing of its work in them that give ear thereto or do not give ear if it have the rule over them I say it is like a man that is sent by his Lord to see and pry into the labours and works of other men taking every advantage to discover their infirmities and failings and to chide them yea to throw them out of the Lords favour for the same Secondly Another great end why the Lord did add or give the Law it was that no man might have any thing to lay to the charge of the Lord for his condemning of them that do transgress against the same You know that if a man should be had before an Officer or Judge and there be condemned and yet by no Law he that condemns him might be very well reprehended or reproved for passing the Judgment yea the party himself might have better ground to plead for his liberty than the other to plead for the condemning of him but this shall not be so in the judgment day but contrariwise for then every man shall be forced to lay his hand on his mouth and hold his tongue at the Judgment of God when it is passed
own free gift and not a qualification arising from the stock of nature Eph. 2. 8. Phil. 1. 28 29. So that here is the love unchangeable here is also the condition given by him whose love is unchangeable which may serve yet further for a strong argument that God will have his love unchangeable Sinner this is better felt and enjoyed then talked of Object But if this love of God be unchangeable in it self yet it is not unchangeably set upon the Saints unless they behave themselves the better Answ. As Gods love at the first was bestowed upon the Saints without any thing foreseen by the Lord in them as done by them Deut. 9. 4 5 6. So he goeth on with the same saying I will never leave thee nor forsake thee Heb. 13. 5. Object But how cometh it to pass then that many fall off again from the grace of the Gospel after a profession of it for some time some â—o delusions and some to their open sins again Answ. They are fallen away not from the everlasting love of God to them but from the profession of the love of God to them men may process that God loves them when there is no such matter and that they are the Children of God when the Devil is their father as it is in John 8. 40 41 42 43 44 Therefore they that do finally fall away from a profession of the grace of the Gospel It is first because they are Bastards and not Sons Secondly Because as they are not Sons so God suffereth them to fall to make it appear that they are not Sons not of the houshold of God They went out from us for they were not of us for if they had been of us no doubt mark that no doubt saith he they would have continued with us but they went out from us that it might be made man fest that they were not all of us 1 John 2. 19. And though Hymeneus and Philetus do throw themselves headlong to hell Nevertheless the Foundation of God standeth sure having this seal the Lord knoweth them that are his 2 Tim. 2. 17 18 19. Object But the Scripture saith that there are some that had Faith yet lost it and have made shipwrack of it Now God loves no longer than they believe as is evident For he that believes not shall be damned So then if some may have Faith and yet lose it and so lose the love of God because they have lost their Faith it is evident that Gods love is not so immutable as you say it is to every one that believeth Answ. There is more sorts of Faith than one that is spoken of in Scripture First There is a Faith that men may have and yet be nothing none of the Saints of God 2 Cor. 13. 1 2 3 4. and yet may do great things therewith 2. There is a Faith that was wrought meerly by the operation of the miracles that was done in those days by Christ and his followers And many of the people believed on him How came they by their Faith Why by the operation of the miracles that be did among them for said they When Christ cometh will he do more miracles than this man hath done The great thing that wrought their Faith in them was only by seeing the miracles that he did John 7. 31. John 2. 23. which is not that saving Faith which is called the Faith of Gods Elect as is evident for there must not be only miracles wrought upon outward objects to beget that that being too weak a thing but it must be by the same power that was stretched out in raising Christ from the dead yea the exceeding greatness of that power Eph. 1. 18 19. So there is a believing being taken with some marvellous work visible appearing to the outward sense of seeing and there is a believing that is wrought in the heart by an invisible operation of the Spirit revealing the certainty of the satisfaction of the merits of Christ to the soul in a more glorious way both for certainty and for durableness both as to the promise and the constancy of it Mat. 16. 17 18. 3. There is a Faith of a mans own of a mans self also but the Faith of the operation of God in Scripture is set in opposition to that for saith he You are saved by Grace through Faith and that not of your selves of your own making but that which is the free gift of God Eph. 2. 8. 4. We say there is an Historical Faith that is such as is begotten meerly by the History of the Word not by the Co-operation of the Spirit by the Word 5. We say there is a Traditional Faith that is to believe things by Tradition because others say they believe them this is received by Tradition not by Revelation and shall never be able to stand neither at the day of Death nor at the day of Judgment though possibly men while they live here may esteem themselves and states to be very good because their heads are filled full of it 6. There is a Faith that is called in Scripture a dead Faith the Faith of Devils or of the Devil they also that have only this they are like the Devil and as sure to be damned as he notwithstanding their Faith if they get no better into their hearts for it is far off from enabling of them to lay effectual hold of Jesus Christ and so to put him on for eternal life and sanctification Jam 2. 19 26. which they must do if ever they be saved But all these are short of the saving Faith of Gods elect as is manifest I say First Because these may be wrought and not by that power so exceedingly stretched forth Secondly Because these are wrought partly first by the sense of seeing namely the miracles not by hearing and secondly the rest is wrought by a traditional or historical influence of the words in their heads not by an heavenly invisible almighty and saving operation of the Spirit of God in their hearts 7. I do suppose also that there is a Faith that is wrought upon men through the influence of those gifts and abilities that God gives sometimes to those that are nor his own by election though by creation my meaning is some men finding that God hath given them very great gifts and abilities as to the gifts of preaching praying working miracles or the like I say they therefore do conclude that God is their Father and they his Children the ground of which confidence is still begotten not by the glorious operation of the spirit but by a considering of the great gifts that God hath bestowed upon them as to the things before mentioned As thus First The poor soul considering how ignorant it was and now how knowing it is Secondly Considering how vain it formerly was and also now how civil it is presently makes this conclusion surely God loves me surely he hath made me one of his and will save me
its Spirituality and this is the proper work of the Law Thirdly God with a discovery of this doth also discover his own Divine and Infinite Justice of which the Law is a description which backs what is discovered by the Law and that by discovering of its Purity and Holiness to be so divine so pure so upright and so far off from winking at the least sin that he doth by that Law without any favour condemn the sinner for that sin Gal. 3. 10. Now when he hath brought the soul into this Premunire into this puzzle Then 2. He sheweth to the soul the nature and condition of the Law as to its dealing with or for bearing of the sinner that hath sinned against it which is to pass an eternal curse upon both soul and body of the party so offending saying to him Cursed be the man that continueth not in every thing that is written in the book of the Law to do it for saith the Law this is my proper work First to shew thee thy sins and when I have done that then in the next place to condemn thee for them and that without all remedy as from me or any thing within my bounds for I am not to save any to pardon any nay not to favour any in the least thing that have sinned against me for God did not send me to make alive but to discover sin and to condemn for the same Now so soon as this is presented to the conscience in the next place the Law also by this Law doth shew that now there is no righteous act according to the tenor of that Covenant that can replieve him or take him off from all this horrour and curse that lies upon him because that is not an administration of pardon as I said before to forgive the sin but an administration of damnation because of transgression O the very discovery of this striketh the soul into a deadly swoun even above half dead But when God doth do the work indeed he doth in the next place shew the soul that he is the man that is eternally under this Covenant by nature and that it is thee that hath sinned against this Law and doth by right deserve the curse and displeasure of the same and that all that ever he can do will not give satisfaction to that glorious justice that did give this Law holy actions tears of blood selling all and giving iâ— to the poor or whatever else can be done by thee it comes all short and is all to no purpose Phil. 3. I 'll warrant him he that seeth this it will kill him to that which he was alive unto before though he had a thousand lives Ah sinners sinners were you but sensible indeed of the severity and truth of this it would make you look about you to purpose O how would it make you strive to stop at that 〈◊〉 that now you drink down with delight How many Oaths would it make you bite asunder nay it would make you bite your tongues to think that they should be used as instruments of the Devil to bring your souls into such an unspeakable misery then also we should not have you hang the salvation of your souls upon such slender pinâ— as now you do no no but you would be in another mind then O then we should have you cry out I must have Christ what shall I do for Christ how shall I come at Christ would I was sure truly sure of Christ my soul is gone damned cast away and must for ever burn with the Devils if I do not get precious Jesus Christ. In the next place when God hath done this then he the further shews the soul that Covenant which it is under by nature is distinct from the Covenant of Grace and also they that are under it are by nature without any of the graces which they have that are under the Covenant of Grace As First That it hath no faith John 16. 9. Secondly no hope Eph. 2. 12. Thirdly Nor none of the spirit to work these things first by nature Fourthly Neither will that Covenant give to them any peace with God Fifthly No promise of safeguard from his revenging Law by that Covenant Sixthly But lieth by Nature liable to all the curses and condemnings and thunder-claps of this most fiery Covenant Seventhly That it will accept of no sorrow no repentance no satisfaction as from thee Eighthly That it calls for no less than the shedding of thy blood Ninthly The damnation of thy soul and body Tenthly And if there be any thing prossered to it by thee as to the making of it amends it throws it back again as dirt in thy face slighting all that thou canst bring Now when the soul is brought into this condition then it is indeed dead killed to that to which it was once alive And therefore in the next place to shew you to what it is killed and that is first to sin O it dares not sin it sees hell fire is prepared for them that sin Gods Justice will not spare it if it live in sin the Law will damn it if it live in sin the Devil will have it if it follow its sin O I say it trembles at the very thoughts of sin I if sin do but offer to tempt the soul to draw away the soul from God it cries it sighs it shunneth the very appearance of sin it is odious unto it If God would but serve you thus that love your pleasures you would not make such a trifle of sin as you do Secondly It is killed to the Law of God as it is the Covenant of Works O saith the soul the Law hath killed me to its self I through the Law am dead to the Law Gal. 2. 19. The Law is another thing then I did think it was I thought it would not have been so soul-destroying so damning a Law I thought it would not have been so severe against me for my little sins â—or my playing for my jeasting for my dissembling quarrelling and the like I had some thoughts indeed that it would tew great sinners but let me pass and though it condemned great sinners yet it would pass me by but now would I were free from this Covenant would I were free from this Law I will tell thee that a soul thus worked upon is more afraid of the Covenant of Works then he is of the Devil for he sees it is the Law that doth give him up into his hands for sin and if he was but clear from that he should not greatly need to fear the Devil O now every particular command tears the caul of his heart now every command is as a great gun well charged against his soul now he sees he had as good run into a fire to keep himself from burning as to run to the Law to keep himself from damning and this he sees really I and feels it too to his own sorrow and perplexity Thirdly The soul also
now is killed to his own righteousness and counts that but dung but dross not worth the dirt hanging on shoes O then says he Thou filthy righteousness Isa. 64. 6. how hast thou deceived me How hast thou beguiled my poor soul How did I deceive my self with giving of a little alms with abstaining from some gross polutions with walking in some ordinances as to the outside of them How hath my good words good thinkings good meanings as the world calls them deceived my ignorant soul I want the righteousness of faith the righteousness of God for I see now there is no less will do me any good Fourthly It is also killed to its own faith its notion of the Gospel it s own hope it s own repentings it s own promises and resolutions to its own strength it s own vertue or whatsoever it had before now saith the soul That faith I thought I had it is but fancy that hope I thought I had I see it is but hypocritical but vain and groundless hope now the soul sees it hath by nature no saving faith no saving hope no grace at all by nature by the first Covenant Now it crieth out How many promises have I broken and how many times have I resolved in vain when I was sick at such a time and in such a streight at such a place Indeed I thought my self a wise man once but I see my self a very fool now O how ignorant am I of the Gospel now and of the blessed experience of the Work of God on a Christians heart In a word it sees it self beset by nature with all evil and destitute of all good which is enough to kill the stoutest hardest hearted sinner that ever lived on the earth O Friends should you be plainly dealt withal by this discovery of the dealing of God with a sinner when he makes him a Saint and would seriously try your selves thereby as God will try you one day how few would there be found of you to be so much as acquainted with the work of God in the Notion much less in the experimental knowledge of the same And indeed God is fain to take this way with sinners thus to kill them with the Old Covenant to all things below a crucified â—hrist First Because otherwise there would be none in the world that would look after this sweet Jesus Christ. There is but a few that go to Heaven in all comparatively and them few God is fain to deal with them in this manner or else his Heaven his Christ his Glory and everlasting Happiness must abide by themselves for all sinners Do you think that Manasseh would have regarded the Lord had he not suffered his enemies to have prevailed against him 2 Chron. 33. from the 1. verse to the 16. Jer. 31. 18. Do you think that Ephraim would have looked after salvation had not God first confounded him with the guilt of the sins of his youth What do you think of Paul Acts 9. 4 5 6. What do you think of the Jailour Acts 16. 30 31 32. What do you think of the Three Thousand Acts 2. 36 37. Was not this the way that the Lord was fain to take to make them close in with Jesus Christ Was he not fain to kill them to every thing below a Christ that they were driven to their wits ends insomuch that they were forced to cry out Whbat shall we do to be saved I say God might keep Heaven and Happiness to himself it he should not go this way to work with sinners O stout hearted rebels O tender hearted God! Secondly Because then and not till then will sinners accept of Jesus Christ on Gods terms So long as sinners can make a life out of any thing below Christ so long they will not close with Christ without indenting but when the God of Heaven hath killed them to every thing below himself and his Son then Christ will down on any terms in the world And indeed this is the very reason why sinners when they hear of Christ yet will not close in with him there is something that they can take content in besides him The prodigal so long as he could content himself with the husks that the swine did eat so long he did keep away from his Fathers House but when he could get no nourishment any where on this side of his Fathers House then saith he and not till then I will arise and go to my Father c. I say Ths is the reason therefore why men come no faster and close no realier with the Son of God but stand halting and indenting about the terms they must have Christ upon for saith the drunkard I look on Christ to be worth the having but yet I am not willing to lose ALL for him all but my pot saith the drunkard and all but the world saith the covetous I will part with any thing but lust and pride saith the wanton but if Christ will not be had without I forsake all cast away all then it must be with me as it was with the young man in the Gospel such news will make me sorry at my very heart But now when a man is soundly killed to all his sins to all his righteousness to all his comforts whatsoever and sees that there is no way but the Devil must have him but he must be damned in hell if he be not clothed with Jesus Christ Oh! then saith he give me Christ on any terms whatsoever he cost though he cost me friends though he cost me comforts though he cost me all that ever I have yet like the wise Merchant in the Gospel they will sell all to get that pearl I tell you when a soul is brought to see its want of Christ aright it will not be kept back Father Mother Husband Wise Lands Livings nay life and all shall go rather then the soul will miss of Christ. I and the soul counteth Christ a cheap Saviour if it can get him vpon any terms now the soul indents no longer Now Lord give me Christ upon any terms whatsoever he cost for I am a dead-man a damned man a cast away if I have not Christ. What say you O you wounded sinners Is not this true as I have said would you not give Ten thousand worlds if you had so many so be you might be well answered that your sins shall be pardoned and your souls and bodies justified and glorified at the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ. Thirdly The Lord goeth this way for this reason also that it might make the soul sensible what it cost Christ to redeem it from death and hell When a man cometh to feel the sting and guilt of sin death and hell upon his conscience then and not till then can he tell what it cost Christ to redeem sinners O! saith the soul if a few sins are so terrible and lay the soul under such wrath and torment what did Christ undergo who bare the
sins of Thousands and Thousands and all at once This also is one means to make souls tender of sin it is the burned child that feareth the fire to make them humble in a sense of their own vileness to make them count every thing that God giveth them a mercy to make much of the least glimpse of the love of God and to prize it above the whole world O sinners were you killed indeed then Heaven would be Heaven and Hell would be Hell indeed but because you are not wrought upon in this manner therefore you count the ways of God as bad as a good man counteth the ways of the devil and the ways of the devil and hell as good as a Saint doth count the ways of God Fourthly Again God is fain to go this way and all to make sinners make sure of Heaven So long as souls are senseless of sin and what a damnable state they are in by nature so long they will even dally with the Kingdom of Heaven and the Salvation of their own poor souls but when God cometh and sheweth them where they are and what is like to become of them if they miss of the Crucified Saviour Oh then saith the soul would I were sure of Jesus what shall I do to get assurance of Jesus And thus is God forced as I may say to whip souls to Jesus Christ they being so secure so senseless and so much their own enemies as not to look out after their own eternal advantage Fifthly A fifth reason why God doth deal thus with sinners it is because he would bring Christ and the Soul together in a right way Christ and Sinners would never come together in a beloved posture they would not so suitably suit each other if they were not brought together this way the sinner being killed O when the sinner is killed and indeed struck dead to every thing below a naked Jesus how suitably then doth the Soul and Christ suit one with another Then here is a naked sinner for a righteous Jesus a poor sinner to a rich Jesus a weak sinner to a strong Jesus a blind sinner to a seeing Jesus an ignorant careless sinner to a wise and careful Jesus O how wise is God in dealing thus with the sinner he strips him of his own knowledge that he may fill him with Christs he killeth him for taking pleasure in sin that he may take pleasure in Jesus Christ c. Sixthly But sixthly God goeth this way with sinners because he would have the glory of their salvation Should not men and women be killed to their own things they would do sacrifice unto them and instead of saying to the Lamb THOU ART WORTHY Rev. 5. 9. Job 40. 14. Rom. 3. 27. Ephes. 2. 8 9. Tit. 3. 5. they woul say their own arm their own right hand hath saved them but God will cut off boasting from ever entring within the borders of eternal glory for he is resolved to have the glory of the beginning the middle and the end of the contriving and saving and giving salvation to them that enter into the joys of everlasting glory That they may be called the trees of righteousness the planting of the Lord that he may be glorifyed Isa. 61. 3. I might have run thorow many things as to this but I shall pass them and proceed Now Secondly The soul being thus killed to it's self its sins its righteousness faith hope wisdom promises resolutions and the rest of its things which it trusted in by nature In the next place it hath also given unto it a most glorious perfect and never-fading life which is first a life imputed to it yet so really that the very thought of it in the soul hath so much operation and authority especially when the meditation of it is mixed with faith as to make it though condemned by the Law to triumph and to look its enemies in the face with comfort notwithstanding the greatness of the multitude the fierceness of their anger and the continuation of their malice be never so hot against it This imputed life for so it is is the obedience of the Son of God as his righteousness in his suffering arising ascending interceding and so consequently triumphing over all the enemies of the soul and given to me as being wrought on purpose for me So that is is there righteousness in Christ that is mine Is there perfection in that righteousness that is mine did he bleed for sin it was for mine Hath he overcome the Law the Devil and Hell the victory is mine and I am counted the Conqueror Nay more than a conqueror through him that hath loved me and I do count this a most glorious life for by this means it is that I am in the first place proclaimed both in Heaven and Earth guiltless and such a one who as I am in Christ am not a sinner and so not under the Law to be condemned but as holy and righteous as the Son of God himself because he himself is my holiness and righteousness and so likewise having by this all things taken out of the way that would condemn me Sometimes I bless the Lord my soul hath had the life that now I am speaking of not only imputed to me but the very glory of it upon my soul For upon a time when I was under many condemnings of heart and feared because of my sins my soul would miss of eternal glory methought I felt in my soul such a secret motion as this Thy righteousness is in Heaven together with the splendour and shining of the spirit of grace in my soul which gave me to see clearly that my righteousness by which I should be justified from all that could condemn was the Son of God himself in his own person now at the right hand of his Father representing me compleat before the mercy-seat in his own self so that I saw clearly that night and day where ever I was or what ever I was a doing still there was my righteousness just before the eys of divine glory so that the Father could never find fault with me for any insufficiency that was in my righteousness being it was compleat neither could he say where is it because it was continually at his right hand Also at another time having contracted guilt upon my soul and having some distemper of body upon me supposed that death might now so seize upon as to take me away from among men then thought I what shall I do now is all right with my soul have I the right work of God on my soul Answering my self No surely and that because there were so many weaknesses in me yea so many weaknesses in my best duties for thought I how can such a one as I find mercy whose heart is so ready to evil and so backward to that which is good so far as it is natural Thus musing being filled with fear to die these words came in upon my soul Being
glittering Angels ministering before him besides when the ungodly shall appear there with their pale Faces with their guilty Consciences and trembling Souls that would then give thousands and ten thousands of Worlds if they had so many if they could enjoy but one loving look from Christ. I say then then shalt thou have the hand of Christ reached to thee kindly to receive thee saying Come thou blessed step up hither thou wast willing to leave all for me and now will I give all to thee here is a Throne a Crown a Kingdom take them thou wast not ashamed of me when thou wast in the World among my Enemies and now will not I be ashamed of thee before thine Enemies but will in the view of all these Devils and damned Reprobates promote thee to Honour and Dignity Come ye blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdom prepared for you from the Foundation of the World Thou shalt see that those who have served me in truth shall lose nothing by the means No but ye shall be as Pillars in my Temple and Inheritours of my Glory and shall have a place to walk in among my Saints and Angels Zech. 3. 7. O! Who would not be in this Condition Who would not be in this Glory It will be such a Soul-ravishing Glory that I am ready to think the whole reprobate World will be ready to run mad Deut. 28. 34. to think that they should miss of it then will the vilest Drunkard Swearer Liar and unclean Person willingly cry Lord Lord open to us yet be denied of entrance and thou in the mean time embraced entertained made welcome have a fair Mitre set upon thy Head and clothed with immortal Glory Zech. 3. 5. O therefore let all this move thee and be of weight upon thy Soul to close in with Jesus this tender-hearted Jesus And if yet for all what I have said thy Sins do still stick with thee and thou findest thy hellish Heart loath to let them go think with thy self in this manner Shall I have my Sins and lose my Soul Will they do me any good when Christ comes Would not Heaven be better to me then my Sins And the Company of God Christ Saints and Angels be better then the Company of Cain Judas Balaam with the Devils in the Furnace of Fire Canst thou now that readest or hearest these Lines turn thy Back and go on in thy Sins Canst thou set so light of Heaven of God of Christ and the Salvation of thy poor yet precious Soul Canst thou hear of Christ his bloody Sweat and Death and not be taken with it and not be grieved for it and also converted by it If so I might lay thee down several Considerations to stir thee up to mend thy pace towards Heaven but I shall not there is enough written already to leave thy Soul without excuse and to bring thee down with a Vengeance into Hell-fire devouring Fire the Lake of Fire eternal everlasting Fire O! to make thee swim and roul up and down in the Flames of the Furnace of Fire The End If thou wouldest have a more full discourse hereof Read Dâ—d upon the Commandments * But only in tongue * Some professors take them at the best they are but like Dogs spuing out their filth for a time The last part of the Objection * I beseeth you do not think that because I say this therefore I am against the Ordinances of the Gospel for I do honour them in their places yet would not that any of them should be idolized or done in a wrong spirit I touched upon this in the first Doctrine * But it is impossible that the righteousness of man by the Law should save him * Besides the reasons already given * The word David in this place signifieth Christ as also in these Scriptures I might give you more Scriptures but pray consider the second thing Did I think this would â—â—ect with any opposition I should be in this more large Yet the second Adam was before the first and also the second Covenant before the first This is a Riddle David here is to be understood Christ. Christ is put into office by the Father to do all things contained in the New Covenant His Surtiship However it is in other ingagements yet it is thus in this Though the debtor together with the surety is liable to pay the debt by the Law of man yet Christ our surety only by the Covenant of Grace As Christ did not suffer in his body without suffering in soul nor yet in soul without his suffering in body it was because not the body without the soul but both the body and soul of the Saints should be for ever saved These things have I spoken to shew you that Saints are under Grace These things are more fully laid down in that part of the book which containeth the discourse of the priviledges of the New Covenant You must not understand that love in God is a passion as it is in us but the love of Gâ—d is the very essence or nature of God 1 John 4. 16. Come to the touchstons sinner Six reasons of this discourse That soul that hath the right work of God upon its heart is not only killed to its self but also made alive to Christ. * Like as the Children of Israel who fled for fear when the ground opened its mouth to swallow up Corah and his company Ps. 103. 1 23. * But this may be its temptation taking place through the timerousness of the soul. * This conviction seized on my soul one Sabbath day when I was at play being one of the first that I had which when it came though it seared me with its terrour yet through the temptation of the devil immediately striking in therewith I did rub it off again and became as vile for some time as I was before like a wretch that I was Do not think that I am against the order of the Gospel Dan. 9. 24 25. 1 Cor. 15. 55 56 57. * This is the Doctrine that I will live and dye by and be willing to be damned if it saves me not I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ for it is the power of God to Salvation therefore I preach Christ Crucified to the Jews a stumbling-block and to the Greeks foolishness Rom. 1. 1 Cor. 1. Heb. 10. 14. Heb. 9. 24 25. * Shall not we then that see all things already done before us make it a strong Argument to increase out Faith * For they were 〈◊〉 so many sure promises with a remembrance in them also for the better satisfaction of them that believed them You that are resolved to go on in your Sins meddle not with this