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with_o our_o confession_n we_o must_v acknowledge_v that_o god_n may_v just_o condemn_v we_o for_o they_o faith_n and_o therefore_o we_o must_v join_v with_o the_o confession_n of_o our_o sin_n true_a and_o sincere_a repentance_n for_o they_o which_o yet_o avail_v not_o without_o a_o lively_a faith_n in_o take_v hold_n of_o the_o blood_n and_o merit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o who_o and_o for_o who_o sake_n our_o sin_n be_v pardon_v and_o this_o faith_n must_v be_v certain_a it_o must_v be_v a_o assure_a confidence_n of_o the_o promise_v make_v in_o christ_n in_o who_o a_o sinner_n true_o penitent_a and_o faithful_o confident_a be_v justify_v and_o neither_o by_o our_o bare_a confession_n or_o best_a work_n but_o by_o the_o mere_a mercy_n of_o god_n in_o his_o son_n as_o there_o be_v no_o man_n but_o sin_v daily_o 34._o so_o he_o must_v daily_o confess_v his_o sin_n to_o god_n and_o true_o repent_v they_o not_o as_o judas_n &_o kayne_n judas_n confess_v he_o have_v sin_v do_v betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n and_o repent_v but_o not_o in_o faith_n his_o repentance_n be_v a_o desperate_a sorrow_n not_o for_o the_o sin_n he_o commit_v but_o for_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o reprobabation_n so_o do_v kayne_n confess_v his_o sin_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o bear_v but_o he_o tepent_v not_o to_o the_o obtain_n of_o mercy_n confession_n of_o sin_n and_o repentance_n without_o faith_n avail_v not_o it_o avail_v not_o pharaoh_n though_o he_o confess_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n and_o his_o own_o and_o his_o people_n sin_n but_o peter_n confess_v his_o sin_n and_o repent_v with_o tear_n 27._o so_o do_v marie_n magdaline_n and_o their_o repentance_n be_v record_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 2._o to_o teach_v all_o posterity_n how_o to_o bewail_v their_o sin_n a_o right_a they_o be_v great_a sinner_n yet_o through_o faith_n and_o repentance_n obtain_v pardon_n which_o to_o the_o comfort_n of_o great_a sinner_n show_v that_o there_o be_v yet_o place_n of_o repentance_n and_o acceptation_n into_o god_n favour_n for_o they_o upon_o sincere_a repentance_n god_n himself_o affirm_v that_o he_o desire_v not_o the_o condemnation_n of_o a_o sinner_n 32._o but_o rather_o that_o he_o repent_v and_o be_v save_v and_o again_o he_o say_v have_v i_o any_o desire_n that_o the_o wicked_a shall_v die_v 23._o or_o shall_v he_o not_o live_v if_o he_o return_v from_o his_o evil_a way_n and_o what_o be_v it_o to_o return_v unto_o god_n but_o true_a repentance_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o we_o be_v to_o consider_v that_o that_o repentance_n which_o be_v perfect_a indeed_o be_v be_v join_v with_o the_o keep_n of_o god_n commandment_n and_o none_o can_v say_v or_o assure_v himself_o that_o his_o confession_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o his_o repentance_n be_v accept_v of_o god_n unless_o he_o add_v all_o his_o desire_n to_o fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o god_n for_o the_o breach_n whereof_o god_n afflict_v his_o own_o dear_a child_n with_o sundry_a cross_n to_o 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which_o though_o man_n do_v not_o shall_v accuse_v thou_o when_o it_o will_v be_v too_o late_o to_o cry_v for_o mercy_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o man_n imprison_v guilty_a of_o murder_n o_o lord_n god_n who_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o thy_o work_n and_o yet_o i_o wretched_a creature_n have_v not_o deserve_v the_o least_o part_n of_o the_o same_o but_o rather_o utter_v confusion_n both_o of_o body_n and_o soul_n not_o only_o for_o my_o manifold_a and_o grievous_a sin_n commit_v even_o from_o my_o youth_n but_o above_o all_o other_o of_o my_o grievous_a sin_n i_o feel_v the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o this_o one_o sin_n this_o capital_a and_o cry_a sin_n in_o thy_o severe_a justice_n impardonable_a the_o wilful_a take_v away_o of_o the_o life_n of_o thy_o innocent_a creature_n who_o blood_n cry_v against_o i_o as_o do_v that_o guiltless_a blood_n of_o abel_n cry_n against_o his_o murderous_a brother_n kayne_n who_o be_v reject_v by_o thou_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o impenitency_n deal_v not_o so_o with_o i_o dear_a father_n i_o pray_v thou_o i_o be_o hearty_o forty_o for_o my_o wicked_a fact_n and_o do_v acknowledge_v it_o to_o be_v most_o heinous_a yet_o not_o exceed_v thy_o mercy_n which_o as_o far_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n so_o be_v thy_o mercy_n above_o thy_o justice_n and_o as_o far_o as_o the_o east_n be_v from_o the_o west_n so_o far_o can_v thou_o put_v this_o my_o grievous_a sin_n from_o i_o which_o though_o it_o be_v as_o red_a as_o blood_n yea_o blood_n itself_o yet_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o that_o lamb_n jesus_n christ_n of_o more_o than_o sufficient_a efficacy_n and_o virtue_n to_o make_v it_o white_a as_o snow_n o_o cast_v i_o not_o utter_o out_o of_o thy_o favour_n though_o i_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a sinner_n for_o my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a within_o i_o my_o heart_n be_v cast_v down_o i_o dare_v not_o look_v up_o unto_o heaven_n where_o thou_o sit_v a_o seveate_a judge_n and_o i_o tremble_v to_o think_v how_o grievous_o i_o have_v offend_v thou_o i_o be_o fall_v o_o lord_n i_o be_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o most_o deadly_a enemy_n satan_n that_o pursue_v i_o with_o deadly_a hatred_n he_o he_o o_o god_n provoke_v i_o to_o this_o ungodly_a deed_n and_o now_o he_o seek_v to_o draw_v i_o to_o despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n into_o who_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o cast_v myself_o know_v that_o there_o be_v yet_o mercy_n with_o thou_o and_o in_o jesus_n christ_n perfect_a redemption_n i_o be_o also_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o man_n who_o law_n i_o have_v by_o this_o my_o ungodly_a fact_n wilful_o break_v by_o who_o law_n i_o be_o condemn_v and_o that_o worthy_o and_o there_o be_v none_o to_o comfort_v i_o but_o thou_o alone_o against_o who_o especial_o i_o have_v commit_v this_o bloody_a sin_n for_o which_o as_o i_o do_v acknowledge_v to_o have_v deserve_v the_o death_n not_o only_o of_o my_o wretched_a body_n but_o also_o of_o my_o most_o sinful_a soul_n so_o i_o believe_v that_o the_o death_n of_o my_o 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the_o great_a shall_v thy_o mercy_n appear_v lord_n confirm_v my_o faith_n in_o thou_o to_o the_o end_n and_o in_o my_o end_n amen_n for_o such_o as_o be_v imprison_v for_o commit_v any_o offence_n against_o the_o law_n of_o the_o kingdom_n deserve_v death_n as_o the_o law_n and_o ordinance_n of_o kingdom_n be_v many_o death_n to_o meet_v with_o the_o sin_n and_o transgression_n of_o man_n which_o be_v infinite_a so_o the_o cause_n of_o man_n restraynt_n imprisonment_n and_o punishment_n be_v not_o to_o be_v name_v or_o number_v yet_o every_o man_n common_o know_v the_o offence_n that_o deserve_v the_o same_o and_o have_v not_o yet_o the_o grace_n or_o power_n to_o avoid_v the_o commit_n of_o they_o thou_o be_v in_o prison_n know_v or_o vehement_o suspect_v of_o some_o grievous_a fact_n commit_v against_o the_o law_n deserve_v the_o execute_n sword_n of_o the_o magistrate_n upon_o life_n or_o member_n thy_o case_n be_v hard_a and_o dangerous_a deserve_a death_n or_o some_o other_o 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magistaate_n that_o thus_o in_o god_n steed_n and_o as_o his_o minister_n correct_v thou_o he_o who_o if_o he_o have_v let_v thou_o run_v on_o further_a in_o thy_o impiety_n the_o great_a have_v be_v thy_o sin_n and_o the_o great_a will_v have_v be_v thy_o final_a punishment_n whereas_o now_o thou_o may_v have_v time_n to_o examine_v thy_o life_n past_a and_o to_o repent_v thou_o of_o thy_o sin_n and_o to_o seek_v to_o god_n in_o christ_n for_o pardon_n and_o therefore_o have_v thou_o rather_o cause_v to_o thank_v god_n for_o thy_o imprisonment_n then_o to_o grudge_v that_o he_o correct_v thou_o so_o shall_v thou_o make_v profit_n of_o thy_o restraint_n in_o redeem_v thy_o former_a ill_n spend_v time_n and_o learn_v
whereunto_o thou_o know_v my_o weak_a nature_n be_v incline_v and_o thou_o lord_n well_o know_v what_o a_o malicious_a and_o subtle_a adversary_n i_o have_v satan_n that_o endeavour_v to_o draw_v i_o to_o rebel_v and_o to_o kick_v against_o thy_o fatherly_a correction_n suggest_v unto_o i_o that_o they_o proceed_v of_o thy_o final_a hatred_n towards_o i_o and_o covet_v to_o feed_v my_o carnal_a inclination_n with_o the_o vain_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n and_o to_o reject_v the_o yoke_n of_o thy_o gentle_a chastisement_n but_o lord_n thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o know_v and_o i_o have_v find_v he_o as_o in_o deed_n he_o be_v a_o liar_n a_o enemy_n a_o tempter_n o_o give_v i_o wisdom_n to_o observe_v and_o strength_n to_o withstand_v all_o his_o tentation_n and_o allurement_n that_o i_o may_v onlâ—â—elie_v upon_o thy_o providence_n mercy_n and_o goodness_n wherein_o i_o know_v that_o all_o the_o trouble_n and_o affliction_n which_o i_o now_o endure_v and_o that_o thou_o shall_v hereafter_o impose_v upon_o i_o be_v the_o true_a and_o infallible_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o i_o and_o therefore_o shall_v neither_o my_o hope_n nor_o my_o patience_n in_o suffering_n be_v weaken_v notwithstanding_o his_o malice_n though_o i_o shall_v walk_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o death_n yea_o if_o death_n be_v instant_a before_o i_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v for_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o in_o all_o my_o danger_n to_o succour_v i_o thy_o rod_n &_o thy_o staff_n they_o comfort_v i_o affliction_n and_o sorrow_n may_v endure_v for_o a_o little_a time_n and_o then_o come_v joy_n thy_o dear_a child_n o_o lord_n endure_v trouble_n but_o as_o they_o come_v of_o thou_o so_o be_v they_o ease_v again_o by_o thou_o thou_o have_v send_v i_o great_a trouble_n o_o lord_n and_o many_o adversity_n have_v befall_v i_o but_o not_o without_o thy_o providence_n and_o thou_o have_v hetherunto_a sustain_v i_o in_o they_o all_o i_o will_v therefore_o go_v forward_o in_o thy_o strength_n who_o have_v hetherunto_a uphold_v i_o by_o thy_o power_n and_o therefore_o my_o trust_n and_o sure_a confidence_n be_v that_o i_o shall_v never_o perish_v in_o whatsoever_o trouble_v though_o sorrow_n and_o heaviness_n under_o my_o affliction_n may_v seem_v to_o oppress_v i_o and_o to_o press_v i_o down_o yet_o take_v perfect_a hold_n through_o a_o lively_a faith_n of_o thy_o never-failing_a promise_n i_o be_o assure_v in_o thy_o good_a time_n to_o be_v final_o relieve_v &_o comfort_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o perfect_a patience_n and_o let_v my_o faith_n never_o fail_v i_o but_o as_o thou_o have_v will_v i_o i_o cast_v my_o burden_n even_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o which_o thou_o correct_a i_o and_o the_o trouble_n which_o thou_o inflict_a upon_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n upon_o thou_o my_o christ_n who_o have_v suffer_v both_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o for_o the_o punishment_n of_o they_o and_o have_v promise_v to_o nourish_v i_o to_o sustain_v maintain_v and_o uphold_v i_o in_o all_o my_o trial_n lord_n i_o have_v have_v experience_n of_o thy_o goodness_n mercy_n and_o favour_n towards_o i_o ever_o since_o i_o be_v bear_v by_o thou_o i_o have_v be_v stay_v from_o the_o womb_n thou_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n bowel_n i_o have_v ever_o since_o taste_v of_o thy_o goodness_n thy_o power_n have_v hold_v i_o up_o thy_o providence_n have_v evermore_o find_v out_o mean_n to_o relieve_v i_o in_o my_o great_a necessity_n to_o defend_v i_o in_o my_o great_a danger_n to_o ease_v i_o in_o my_o great_a grief_n o_o my_o god_n grant_v that_o i_o now_o may_v not_o distrust_v thy_o accustom_a mercy_n but_o may_v still_o assure_v myself_o that_o when_o great_a danger_n shall_v befall_v i_o that_o rather_o than_o thou_o will_v leave_v i_o helpless_a thou_o will_v give_v thy_o angel_n charge_v over_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o be_v utter_o out_o of_o hope_n of_o help_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v send_v from_o heaven_n and_o save_v i_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o cover_v the_o faithful_a even_o with_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o protection_n i_o believe_v lord_n therefore_o i_o pray_v that_o thou_o wilâ—_n sustain_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o out_o of_o some_o of_o my_o trouble_n i_o embrace_v thy_o chastisement_n o_o lord_n with_o a_o thankful_a heart_n know_v that_o that_o man_n be_v bless_v who_o thou_o correct_a be_v not_o therefore_o far_o from_o i_o o_o my_o god_n though_o i_o be_v compass_v about_o with_o many_o trouble_n though_o fear_n possess_v my_o soul_n confirm_v my_o faith_n &_o i_o shall_v not_o faint_v thou_o have_v promise_v not_o to_o be_v far_o from_o they_o that_o call_v upon_o thou_o faithful_o let_v not_o therefore_o faith_n fail_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o then_o lay_v what_o thou_o will_v upon_o i_o for_o i_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n that_o have_v make_v i_o my_o strength_n that_o have_v hetherunto_a sustain_v i_o my_o redeemer_n that_o have_v save_v i_o and_o he_o that_o will_v for_o ever_o preserve_v i_o amen_n lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n finis_fw-la patience_n bear_v all_o thing_n patience_n brook_v not_o a_o repine_a heart_n patience_n be_v never_o idle_a patience_n a_o mark_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n psal._n 38._o 15_o where_o no_o trial_n be_v patience_n can_v appear_v rom._n 5._o 3_o 4_o affliction_n make_v not_o a_o patient_a man_n miserable_a but_o rather_o honourable_a carnal_a man_n think_v patience_n sottishness_n patience_n find_v comfort_n in_o the_o end_n 2._o kin_n 18._o 〈◊〉_d 2._o sa._n 16._o 〈◊〉_d why_o god_n send_v his_o child_n trouble_n heb._n 12._o 11_o god_n limit_v our_o affliction_n job_n 5._o 6._o several_a kind_n of_o affliction_n luc_n 21._o 1._o we_o ought_v to_o embrace_v whatsoever_o god_n lay_v upon_o us._n affliction_n medicine_n for_o sin_n good_a thing_n become_v evil_a to_o the_o wicked_a affliction_n the_o crown_n of_o the_o godly_a god_n child_n have_v least_o rest_n in_o 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