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bulwark_n to_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o violent_a spait_n of_o the_o corruption_n of_o this_o time_n dryve_v i_o not_o away_o save_v i_o that_o i_o communicate_v not_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o man_n 5.22_o 1._o tim._n 5.22_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o own_o sin_n as_o this_o body_n of_o clay_n wear_v and_o waste_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o sin_n may_v wear_v and_o waste_v in_o i_o bring_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o grace_n to_o perfection_n and_o lead_v i_o from_o faith_n 1.17_o rom._n 1.17_o to_o faith_n and_o from_o feeling_n to_o feeel_v 13.12_o 1._o cor._n 13.12_o until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feell_v into_o a_o endless_a fellowship_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n with_o my_o bless_a head_n and_o husband_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o time_n wherein_o i_o be_v acquaint_v with_o thy_o majesty_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o send_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n 2.12_o 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fiery_a chariot_n so_o have_v thou_o shed_v i_o from_o the_o reprobat_fw-la sometime_o walk_v in_o one_o course_n with_o they_o i_o say_v with_o thy_o servant_n david_n not_o unto_o i_o 1._o psal_n 115._o 1._o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n but_o unto_o thy_o name_n let_v the_o glory_n be_v give_v who_o be_v able_a to_o think_v aright_o of_o thy_o mercy_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n &_o truth_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o 25.1_o psal_n 25.1_o when_o i_o remember_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o enforce_v to_o wonder_v at_o thy_o mercy_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o punish_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o be_v ready_a to_o commit_v sin_n i_o have_v have_v my_o portion_n amongst_o the_o damn_a spirit_n ere_o now_o what_o folly_n be_v there_o wherein_o i_o do_v not_o take_v pleasure_n i_o stop_v my_o care_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n and_o hearken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o serpent_n the_o deceitful_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n ensnare_v my_o soul_n but_o thou_o 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as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a 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that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
with_o he_o 7._o rom._n 5.6_o 7._o thus_o that_o love_a christ_n when_o we_o be_v yet_o of_o no_o strengtht_fw-mi dye_v at_o his_o time_n for_o the_o ungodlie_a that_o through_o death_n which_o be_v for_o the_o redemption_n of_o the_o transgression_n 9.15_o heb._n 9.15_o they_o which_o be_v call_v may_v receive_v the_o promise_n of_o the_o eternal_a inheritance_n doubtless_o one_o will_v scarce_o die_v for_o a_o righteous_a man_n but_o yet_o for_o a_o good_a man_n one_o dare_v die_v thus_o i_o say_v that_o god_n set_v out_o his_o love_n towards_o we_o see_v that_o while_o we_o be_v yet_o sinner_n christ_n do_v for_o we_o we_o be_v altogether_o deform_v of_o pollute_a 16.34.56_o eze._n 16.34.56_o and_o poison_a parent_n from_o who_o descend_v a_o hereditary_a corruption_n whiâ—h_v we_o increase_v daily_a by_o the_o abominable_a and_o detestable_a thought_n word_n and_o deade_v none_o eye_n pity_v we_o none_o have_v compassion_n upon_o we_o when_o we_o lay_v not_o half_o dead_a but_o 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for_o they_o that_o look_v for_o the_o appearance_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n to_o their_o immortality_n amen_n joannes_n lodovicus_n vives_z admirabilem_fw-la cerno_fw-la speciem_fw-la amoris_fw-la caput_fw-la inclinat_fw-la tua_fw-la celsitude_n ut_fw-la nos_fw-la exaudiri_fw-la &_o possimus_fw-la &_o speremus_fw-la porrigis_fw-la osâ—ulum_fw-la ad_fw-la pacem_fw-la &_o reconciliationem_fw-la quam_fw-la tu_fw-la offensus_fw-la lasusque_fw-la nobis_fw-la offer_v ultrò_fw-la qui_fw-la fecimus_fw-la iniuriam_fw-la expandis_fw-la ad_fw-la complexum_fw-la brachia_fw-la ostendis_fw-la perforatas_fw-la manus_fw-la ut_fw-la omne_fw-la dilargiarâ—_n nihil_fw-la retineas_fw-la apertum_fw-la est_fw-la latus_fw-la cordis_fw-la tui_fw-la ut_fw-la illuc_fw-la nos_fw-la recipias_fw-la si_fw-la velimus_fw-la per_fw-la ostium_fw-la paten_n ingredi_fw-la fixos_fw-la habes_fw-la pedes_fw-la ut_fw-la sciamus_fw-la nunquam_fw-la te_fw-la à _fw-la nobis_fw-la recessurum_fw-la si_fw-la ipsi_fw-la 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thus_o there_o be_v no_o grief_n to_o that_o of_o thy_o mind_n no_o loss_n to_o that_o of_o life_n no_o fear_n to_o that_o of_o destruction_n so_o there_o be_v no_o enemy_n to_o a_o covetous_a and_o a_o dissemble_a friend_n no_o treachery_n to_o that_o which_o one_o of_o a_o man_n own_o may_v practice_v judas_n be_v among_o the_o apostle_n by_o external_a vocation_n but_o not_o of_o they_o by_o inward_a sanctification_n as_o christ_n often_o foretell_v they_o that_o twelve_o he_o have_v choose_v 6.70_o john_n 6.70_o and_o one_o of_o they_o be_v a_o devil_n where_o the_o lord_n mercy_n be_v evident_a and_o thy_o prodigious_a malice_n manifest_a neither_o do_v the_o faith_n and_o firmitie_n of_o the_o apostle_n fall_v by_o reason_n of_o this_o traitor_n defection_n for_o what_o though_o some_o do_v not_o believe_v 3.3.4_o rom._n 3.3.4_o shall_v their_o unbelief_n make_v the_o promise_n of_o god_n without_o effect_n god_n forbid_v let_v god_n be_v true_a and_o all_o man_n lyear_n he_o 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so_o great_a a_o person_n as_o be_v the_o most_o high_a almighty_a &_o everlasting_a god_n o_o my_o soul_n diligent_o remember_v &_o often_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o heavenly_a drop_n of_o that_o inesteemable_a blood_n which_o he_o shed_v for_o thy_o sake_n thy_o soul_n &_o vile_a sin_n for_o thou_o unworthy_a soul_n and_o salvation_n 8.3_o 1._o john_n â—_o 19_o eph._n 5.5_o â—sal_n â—_o rom._n 8.3_o love_v he_o for_o it_o dear_o thank_v he_o for_o it_o earnest_o serve_v he_o in_o humility_n obedience_n and_o simplicity_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v receive_v deep_a impression_n of_o his_o blood_n mark_v here_o diligent_o my_o soul_n to_o how_o many_o several_a respect_n and_o diverse_a end_n he_o have_v in_o this_o work_n for_o first_o 8.32_o rom._n 8.32_o god_n the_o father_n deliver_v he_o who_o spare_v not_o his_o own_o son_n but_o give_v he_o for_o we_o all_o to_o death_n it_o be_v be_v that_o smite_v the_o shepherd_a 13._o zach._n 13._o and_o the_o sheep_n be_v scatter_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o people_n he_o smite_v he_o i_o say_v 53._o esay_n 53._o for_o the_o lord_n have_v lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o it_o behove_v he_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o cup_n that_o the_o father_n have_v give_v he_o but_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v they_o persecute_v he_o who_o they_o have_v smite_v 69.26_o psal_n 69.26_o and_o they_o add_v unto_o the_o sorrow_n of_o they_o who_o thou_o have_v wound_v as_o judas_n who_o say_v what_o will_v you_o give_v i_o 28.15_o mat._n 28.15_o and_o i_o will_v deliver_v he_o unto_o you_o not_o assist_v or_o cooperate_n to_o god_n will_v but_o perfect_v his_o own_o maliciousness_n as_o do_v the_o rest_n the_o jew_n also_o take_v he_o 13._o john_n 18_o 13._o and_o bind_v he_o and_o lead_v he_o away_o unto_o annas_n pilate_n also_o deliver_v he_o to_o be_v crucify_v at_o their_o own_o will_n yea_o 16._o john_n 19_o 16._o satan_n have_v a_o interest_n herein_o who_o from_o the_o his_o nativity_n pursue_v he_o even_o to_o 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