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you_o can_v do_v no_o more_o you_o do_v but_o send_v we_o before_o to_o be_v witness_n against_o you_o when_o you_o come_v to_o judgement_n but_o who_o can_v live_v when_o god_n will_v pour_v out_o wrath_n upon_o he_o numb_a 24.23_o we_o may_v keep_v your_o slander_n and_o indignation_n from_o our_o heart_n but_o it_o be_v the_o heart_n that_o the_o heart-searching_a god_n contend_v with_o and_o who_o can_v heal_v the_o heart_n which_o he_o will_v break_v you_o may_v reach_v the_o flesh_n but_o he_o that_o be_v a_o spirit_n can_v afflict_v and_o wound_v the_o spirit_n and_o a_o wound_a spirit_n and_o wound_v by_o he_o who_o can_v bear_v prov._n 18.14_o will_v you_o not_o yourselves_o say_v he_o be_v worse_o than_o mad_a that_o will_v rather_o abuse_v the_o eternal_a god_n then_o cross_a the_o misguide_a desire_n of_o such_o worm_n as_o you_o that_o will_v displease_v god_n to_o please_v you_o and_o sell_v his_o love_n to_o purchase_v you_o will_v you_o be_v instead_o of_o god_n to_o we_o when_o we_o have_v lose_v his_o favour_n will_v you_o save_v we_o from_o he_o when_o he_o send_v for_o our_o soul_n by_o death_n or_o sentence_v we_o to_o hell_n by_o judgement_n silly_a soul_n how_o happy_a be_v you_o can_v you_o save_v yourselves_o will_v you_o be_v our_o god_n if_o we_o forsake_v our_o god_n what_o you_o that_o be_v but_o skinful_n of_o corruption_n that_o will_v short_o be_v choke_v with_o your_o own_o filth_n and_o phlegm_n and_o by_o your_o friend_n be_v lay_v to_o rot_v in_o silent_a undiscerned_a darkness_n lest_o the_o loathsome_a sight_n or_o smell_v of_o you_o shall_v annoy_v they_o blame_v not_o god_n to_o use_v they_o as_o enemy_n and_o rebel_n that_o will_v change_v he_o for_o such_o earthen_a god_n as_o you_o we_o have_v one_o god_n and_o but_o one_o and_o he_o must_v be_v obey_v whether_o you_o like_v or_o dislike_v it_o there_o be_v one_o law_n giver_n that_o be_v able_a to_o save_v and_o to_o destroy_v jam._n 4.12_o and_o he_o must_v be_v 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16.20_o the_o sun_n will_v shine_v and_o the_o light_n thereof_o discover_v your_o deformity_n whether_o you_o will_v or_o not_o and_o if_o adulterer_n or_o thief_n that_o love_v the_o work_n of_o darkness_n will_v do_v theit_fw-ge worst_a by_o force_n or_o flattery_n they_o can_v make_v it_o cease_v its_o shine_a though_o they_o may_v shut_v their_o eye_n or_o hide_v themselves_o in_o darkness_n from_o it_o light_n faithful_a teacher_n be_v the_o light_n of_o the_o world_n mat._n 5.14_o they_o be_v not_o light_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o be_v put_v under_o a_o bushel_n but_o on_o a_o candlestick_n that_o
as_o he_o go_v further_a for_o the_o world_n and_o set_v it_o near_o to_o his_o heart_n and_o hold_v it_o fast_o and_o will_v do_v most_o for_o it_o and_o consequent_o love_v it_o better_o than_o christ_n he_o be_v no_o true_a christian_n nor_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n the_o scripture_n put_v this_o also_o out_o of_o doubt_n as_o you_o may_v see_v mat._n 10.37_o 38._o &_o luke_n â—4_n 26_o 27_o 33._o he_o that_o love_v father_n or_o mother_n more_o than_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o i_o etc._n etc._n whosoever_o do_v not_o bear_v his_o cross_n and_o come_v after_o i_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n whoever_o he_o be_v of_o you_o that_o forsake_v not_o all_o that_o â—e_n have_v he_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n know_v â—e_v not_o that_o the_o friendship_n of_o the_o world_n be_v enmity_n with_o god_n whosoever_o therefore_o will_v be_v a_o friend_n of_o the_o world_n be_v the_o enemy_n of_o god_n â—am_n 4.4_o no_o wonder_n then_o if_o the_o world_n must_v be_v renounce_v in_o our_o 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you_o may_v be_v save_v without_o reâ—generation_n or_o that_o you_o be_v regenerate_v wheâ—_n you_o be_v not_o be_v the_o pillar_n of_o satan_n forâ—tress_n in_o your_o heart_n and_o keep_v you_o froâ—_n the_o save_a hope_n of_o the_o regenerate_v thaâ—_n that_o will_v never_o make_v you_o ashamed_a upâ—hold_v not_o that_o which_o christ_n be_v engageâ—_n against_o down_o it_o must_v either_o by_o graâ—â—_n or_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o abuse_v noâ—_n your_o soul_n by_o underprop_a such_o a_o ill-grounded_a false_a deceitful_a hope_n you_o have_v now_o time_n to_o take_v it_o down_o so_o orderly_a and_o safe_o as_o that_o it_o fall_v not_o on_o your_o head_n and_o overwhelm_v you_o not_o for_o ever_o but_o if_o you_o stay_v till_o death_n shall_v undermine_v it_o the_o falâ—_n will_v be_v great_a and_o your_o ruin_n irreparable_a if_o you_o be_v wise_a therefore_o know_v yourselves_o in_o time_n ii_o i_o have_v do_v with_o that_o part_n of_o my_o special_a exhortation_n which_o 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you_o that_o you_o know_v your_o state_n and_o have_v find_v yourselves_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n and_o possess_v by_o his_o spirit_n though_o this_o be_v a_o mercy_n worth_a many_o world_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o all_o concern_v yourselves_o that_o you_o have_v to_o know_v if_o yet_o you_o say_v that_o you_o have_v no_o sin_n you_o deceive_v yourselves_o if_o yet_o you_o think_v you_o be_v pass_v all_o danger_n your_o danger_n be_v the_o great_a for_o this_o mistake_n as_o much_o as_o you_o have_v be_v humble_v for_o sin_n as_o much_o as_o you_o have_v loathe_v it_o and_o yourselves_o for_o it_o as_o oft_o as_o you_o have_v confess_v it_o lament_v it_o and_o complain_v and_o pray_v against_o it_o yet_o it_o be_v alive_a though_o it_o be_v mortify_v it_o be_v alive_a it_o be_v say_v to_o be_v mortify_v as_o to_o the_o prevalency_n and_o reign_n but_o the_o relic_n of_o it_o yet_o survive_v be_v it_o perfect_o dead_a you_o be_v perfect_o deliver_v from_o it_o and_o may_v say_v you_o have_v no_o sin_n but_o it_o be_v not_o yet_o so_o happy_a with_o you_o it_o will_v find_v work_n for_o the_o blood_n and_o spirit_n of_o christ_n and_o for_o yourselves_o as_o long_o as_o you_o be_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o alas_o too_o many_o that_o know_v themselves_o to_o be_v upright_o in_o the_o main_a be_v yet_o so_o much_o unacquainted_a with_o their_o heart_n and_o life_n as_o to_o the_o degree_n of_o grace_n and_o sin_n as_o that_o it_o much_o disadvantage_v they_o in_o their_o christian_a progress_n go_v along_o with_o i_o in_o the_o careful_a observation_n of_o these_o follow_a evil_n that_o may_v befall_v even_o the_o regenerate_a by_o the_o remnant_n of_o self-ignorance_n 1._o the_o work_n of_o mortification_n be_v very_o much_o hinder_v because_o you_o know_v yourselves_o no_o better_o as_o may_v appear_v in_o all_o these_o follow_a discovery_n 1._o you_o confess_v not_o sin_n to_o god_n or_o man_n so_o penitent_o and_o sensible_o as_o you_o ought_v because_o you_o know_v yourselves_o no_o better_o do_v you_o see_v your_o inside_n with_o a_o full_a view_n how_o deep_o will_v you_o aggravate_v your_o sin_n how_o heavy_o will_v you_o charge_v yourselves_o repentance_n will_v be_v more_o intense_a and_o more_o effectual_a and_o when_o you_o be_v more_o contrite_a you_o will_v be_v more_o meet_a for_o the_o sense_n of_o pardon_n and_o for_o god_n delight_n isa_n 51.15_o &_o 66.2_o it_o will_v fill_v you_o more_o with_o godly_a shame_n and_o self-abhorrence_a if_o you_o better_a know_v yourselves_o it_o will_v make_v you_o more_o sensible_o say_v with_o paul_n rom._n 7.23_o 24._o i_o see_v another_o law_n in_o my_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o bring_v i_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o my_o member_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n and_o with_o david_n psal_n 38.18_o i_o will_v declare_v 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part_n what_o prayer_n will_v it_o teach_v we_o to_o indite_v that_o you_o be_v not_o proud_a of_o your_o holiness_n let_v i_o tell_v you_o christian_n that_o a_o full_a display_v of_o the_o corruption_n that_o the_o best_a of_o you_o carry_v about_o you_o will_v not_o only_o take_v down_o self-exalting_a thought_n that_o you_o be_v not_o lift_v up_o above_o measure_n but_o will_v teach_v you_o to_o pray_v with_o fervour_n and_o importunity_n and_o waken_v you_o out_o of_o your_o sleepy_a indifferency_n and_o make_v you_o cry_v o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o if_o the_o sight_n of_o a_o lazar_n or_o cripple_n or_o naked_a person_n move_v you_o to_o compassion_n though_o they_o use_v no_o word_n if_o the_o sight_n
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