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for_o such_o intolerable_a unthankfulness_n may_v be_v just_o punish_v and_o pay_v home_o with_o long_a detainement_n upon_o the_o rack_n of_o distrustful_a slavish_a fear_n and_o under_o the_o bondage_n of_o legal_a terror_n it_o be_v a_o special_a point_n then_o of_o spiritual_a wisdom_n and_o of_o singular_a consequence_n for_o the_o soul_n quiet_a and_o welfare_n to_o discern_v weakness_n of_o grace_n from_o want_n of_o grace_n christ_n jesus_n declare_v in_o his_o heavenly_a sermon_n who_o be_v bless_v 5._o do_v not_o instance_n in_o the_o perfection_n excellency_n and_o height_n of_o christianity_n though_o all_o that_o be_v true_a of_o heart_n sincere_o pray_v for_o and_o press_v after_o they_o but_o in_o the_o least_o and_o low_a degree_n lest_o the_o smoke_a flax_n shall_v be_v quench_v and_o bruise_a reed_n be_v break_v he_o do_v not_o say_v bless_v be_v the_o sting_v in_o faith_n the_o full_a assure_v bless_a be_v those_o that_o take_v on_o for_o their_o sin_n as_o for_o their_o only_a son_n and_o for_o their_o first_o bear_v but_o bless_a be_v they_o which_o do_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n 2._o not_o always_o to_o make_v sense_n and_o feel_v the_o touchstone_n for_o the_o truth_n of_o thy_o spiritual_a state_n a_o man_n in_o a_o swoon_n or_o a_o sleep_n feel_v not_o his_o life_n and_o yet_o be_v a_o live_a man_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o have_v grace_n another_o to_o feel_v grace_n one_o thing_n the_o life_n of_o faith_n another_o the_o life_n of_o sense_n 3._o not_o to_o disgrace_v thy_o own_o grace_n by_o cast_v thy_o eye_n too_o deject_o upon_o other_o christian_n perfection_n and_o precedency_n let_v it_o not_o fare_v with_o thou_o in_o this_o case_n as_o it_o do_v with_o one_o gaze_v too_o much_o upon_o the_o sun_n who_o look_v downward_o again_o can_v see_v just_a nothing_o whereas_o before_o he_o clear_o discern_v all_o colour_n about_o he_o look_v upon_o they_o for_o 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ezek._n 18._o 21._o psal._n 147._o 3._o isai._n 55._o 7._o psal._n 34._o 18._o solomon_n say_v in_o the_o cite_a place_n he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v have_v mercy_n how_o then_o can_v he_o expect_v any_o mercy_n who_o take_v they_o not_o to_o heart_n but_o lie_v in_o they_o still_o iii_o of_o the_o pardonablenesse_n of_o my_o other_o sin_n say_v another_o i_o can_v be_v reasonable_o well_o persuade_v but_o alas_o there_o be_v one_o above_o all_o the_o rest_n which_o now_o upon_o discovery_n and_o remorse_n i_o find_v to_o be_v full_a of_o rank_n and_o hellish_a poison_n of_o such_o a_o deep_a and_o damnable_a die_n to_o have_v strike_v so_o desperate_o in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o lewdness_n at_o the_o very_a face_n of_o god_n himself_o and_o far_o deepely_a into_o the_o heart_n of_o jesus_n christ_n than_o the_o spear_n that_o pierce_v he_o bleed_v upon_o the_o cross_n and_o thereupon_o at_o this_o present_a stare_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o new_o awake_v 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place_n of_o dragon_n this_o alone_a sting_n desperate_o keep_v i_o from_o christ_n and_o cut_v i_o off_o from_o all_o hope_n of_o heaven_n i_o be_o afraid_a my_o wilful_a wallow_n in_o it_o heretofore_o have_v so_o reprobate_v my_o mind_n sear_v my_o conscience_n and_o harden_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o repent_v with_o any_o hope_n of_o pardon_n and_o why_o so_o be_v this_o sin_n of_o thy_o great_a than_o manasseh_n familiarity_n with_o wicked_a spirit_n then_o paul_n drink_v up_o the_o blood_n of_o saint_n then_o any_o of_o they_o in_o that_o black_a bill_n 1._o cor._n 6._o 10._o 11._o who_o notwithstanding_o be_v afterward_o upon_o repentance_n wash_v sanctify_a and_o justify_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o god_n then_o eâ—…s_v transgression_n who_o open_v the_o floodgate_n to_o all_o the_o sin_n which_o shall_v be_v commit_v from_o the_o creation_n to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o 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this_o mystery_n of_o mercy_n and_o miracle_n of_o god_n free_a love_n be_v a_o jewel_n only_o for_o true_o humble_v soul_n and_o the_o seal_a fountain_n let_v no_o stranger_n to_o the_o life_n of_o godliness_n meddle_v with_o it_o let_v no_o swine_n trample_v it_o under_o his_o foot_n finis_fw-la finis_fw-la haec_fw-la iustorum_fw-la simplicitas_fw-la deridetur_fw-la quia_fw-la ab_fw-la hâ—…ius_fw-la mundi_fw-la sapientibus_fw-la puritatis_fw-la virtus_fw-la â—…atuitas_fw-la câ—…editur_fw-la greg._n in_o â—…ap_n 12._o job_n cap._n 16._o 16._o et_fw-la quid_fw-la divitiae_fw-la perâ—…untes_fw-la &_o transitoriae_fw-la facultates_fw-la nisi_fw-la 〈◊〉_d aeter_fw-la na_fw-la diligentibus_fw-la sunt_fw-la â—…_n greg._n in_o 1_o reg._n cap._n 2._o 2._o non_fw-la debet_fw-la pro_fw-la magno_fw-la habeâ—…i_fw-la honour_n humanus_fw-la quia_fw-la nullius_fw-la est_fw-la ponderis_fw-la fumus_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr ciâ—…it_fw-la dei_fw-la lib._n 5._o cap._n 17._o 17._o cum_fw-la coeperit_fw-la deo_fw-la cuique_fw-la viâ—…ere_fw-la mundum_fw-la contemnere_fw-la iniurias_fw-la svas_fw-la nolle_fw-la ulcisci_fw-la nolle_fw-la hîc_fw-la diultias_fw-la non_fw-la hîc_fw-la quaerere_fw-la foelicitatem_fw-la terrenam_fw-la contemnere_fw-la omne_fw-la dominum_fw-la solùm_fw-la cogitare_fw-la viam_fw-la christi_fw-la non_fw-la deserere_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la à _fw-la paganis_fw-la dicitur_fw-la insanus_fw-la sed_fw-la quod_fw-la magis_fw-la dolendum_fw-la est_fw-la quia_fw-la &_o intus_fw-la multi_fw-la dormiunt_fw-la &_o vigilare_fw-la nolunt_fw-la à _fw-la suis_fw-la à _fw-la christianis_fw-la audiunt_fw-la dictum_fw-la est_fw-la &_o de_fw-la ipso_fw-la domino_fw-la quod_fw-la insaniret_fw-la august_n in_o psal._n 84._o 84._o nobilitas_fw-la heroica_fw-la est_fw-la eminentia_fw-la quaedam_fw-la notabilis_fw-la etc._n etc._n per_fw-la quam_fw-la homo_fw-la fiâ—…_n per_fw-la adoptionem_fw-la filius_fw-la dei_fw-la fit_a sponsa_fw-la christi_fw-la sit_fw-la templum_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sancti_fw-la sine_fw-la quâ_fw-la nobilitates_fw-la caetâ—…rae_fw-la nihil_fw-la sunt_fw-la nhiil_n proficiunt_fw-la gers._fw-la tractat._n de_fw-fr nobilitate_fw-la psal._n 11._o 6._o 6._o cum_fw-la coeperit_fw-la homo_fw-la christianus_n cogitare_fw-la proficere_fw-la incipit_fw-la pati_fw-la linguas_fw-la adversaâ—…tium_fw-la quicunque_fw-la illas_fw-la nondum_fw-la passus_fw-la est_fw-la nondum_fw-la proficit_fw-la quicunque_fw-la illas_fw-la non_fw-la patitut_o nec_fw-la conatur_fw-la proficere_fw-la august_n in_o psal._n 119._o 119._o heb._n 11._o 36_o 38._o 38._o isa._n 6._o 2_o 3._o 3._o ezech._n 16._o 14._o zech_n 13._o 11._o 11._o lib._n 5._o sect._n 1_o prou._n 3._o 17._o 17._o câ—…los_fw-la 1._o 1â—…_n 1â—…_n rom._n 12._o 11._o 11._o 1._o job._n 3._o 3_o 3_o phil._n 3._o 20._o colos._n 3._o 2._o 2._o ephes._n 5._o 15._o 15._o job_n 30._o 8_o 9_o psal._n 35._o 15_o 16._o and_o 69._o 12._o i_o be_o verò_fw-la illud_fw-la quale_fw-la quam_fw-la sanctum_fw-la quòd_fw-la si_fw-la quis_fw-la ex_fw-la nobilibus_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la converti_fw-la coeperit_fw-la statim_fw-la hâ—…norem_fw-la nobilitatis_fw-la amittit_fw-la aut_fw-la quantus_fw-la in_o christiano_n populo_fw-la honour_n christi_fw-la est_fw-la ubi_fw-la religio_fw-la ignobilem_fw-la facit_fw-la statim_fw-la enim_fw-la ut_fw-la quis_fw-la melior_fw-la esse_fw-la tentaverit_fw-la de_fw-la eâ—…ioris_fw-la abiectione_n calcatur_fw-la ac_fw-la per_fw-la hoc_fw-la omnes_fw-la quodammodo_fw-la mali_fw-la esse_fw-la coguntur_fw-la ne_fw-la vise_n habeantur_fw-la ita_fw-la seculum_fw-la totum_fw-la iniquitatibus_fw-la plenum_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la aut_fw-la mali_fw-la sint_fw-la qui_fw-la sunt_fw-la in_o illo_fw-la aut_fw-la qui_fw-la boni_fw-la sunt_fw-la multotum_fw-la persecutione_n crucientur_fw-la si_fw-mi honoratior_fw-la quispiam_fw-la religioni_fw-la se_fw-la applicueâ—…it_fw-la illicò_fw-la honoratus_fw-la esse_fw-la defistit_fw-la si_fw-la fuerit_fw-la splendidissimus_fw-la fit_a vilissimus_fw-la si_fw-mi fuerit_fw-la totus_fw-la honoris_fw-la fit_a totus_fw-la iniuriae_fw-la si_fw-la bone_fw-la est_fw-la quispiam_fw-la quasi_fw-la malus_fw-la spernitur_fw-la si_fw-la est_fw-la maluâ—…_n quasi_fw-la bone_fw-la honoratur_fw-la nihil_fw-la itaque_fw-la mirum_fw-la si_fw-la deteriora_fw-la quotidâ—…è_fw-la patimur_fw-la qui_fw-la deteriores_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la fumus_fw-la saluianus_n de_fw-fr verâ—…_n iudicio_fw-la &_o providâ—…_n tia_fw-la dei_fw-la lib_fw-la 4._o pag._n 128_o 129._o 129._o
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