actings whereby it is more easily discerned as for example when a Believer is examining whether he hath true Faith in Christ the Holy Ghost doth sometimes put that grace into act at that very time and then he can say Lord I believe I see faith at this very time working in my heart and so for other graces as repentance love to God and the like When it is thus a poor believer goes thorough the work of self examination with great satisfaction and delight and if it be not always so yet let a Believer pray and search into his heart and wait upon the Lord If he hide his face yet wait upon him for a good hour when he will come unto us and comfort us 4. The stronger the habit of grace in the heart is and the more frequent and constant the actings of grace are the more easily may we come to the knowledg and assurance of the work of grace in us If faith were stronger in the habit and more frequent in the act we might have more assurance that we have the truth of that grace and usually it is so that such have most assurance the like may be said of repentance love to God and other graces Happy is it when a man can truly say shall I question the truth of my faith in Christ when through the grace of God who hath wrought my heart to this self same thing I find a strong bent upon my heart to cleave to Christ as my Mediatour for ever I am continually looking to him he is precious to me the Meditation of him is sweet to my soul I have counted do count and will for ever count all things but dung in comparison of him shall I question the truth of my repentance when I find that I have continual sorrow in my heart for my sins and sighs and cry continually to be delivered from all my corruptions I say happy is that man whose grace is so strong and in such continual motion and action such a man can more easily discern the truth of it let us pray and wait for this 5. Believers must not be taken up wholly in trying of themselves whether they are in the state of grace or no but press forwards in putting forth New acts of Faith New acts of repentance New acts of love to Christ and New acts of mortification of Sin That we may grow up into him in all grace who is our head even Christ Yea sometimes former grace received may be many ways so obscured yea weakned that there is no other way to recover the vigour and comfort of grace but for the Soul to believe in Christ repent and turn to God as if it were but now to begin to follow Christ Secondly Conversion and the work of grace upon the heart is sometimes manifested to us by the more immediate testimony of the spirit If the holy Ghost do indeed perswade and assure our hearts that we are in the love and favour of God then we are effectually called for though God loveth those whom he hath chosen from everlasting and the giving of Christ to die for them and his drawing them to Christ is from that free love and good pleasure of his will towards them yet until a person be converted the holy Ghost doth not assure him that God hath ordained him to eternal life Those whom God hath foreknown he hath predestinated from eternity to the adoption of Children by Jesus Christ but till they be actually sons and daughters which is not till their conversion and believing in Christ John 1.12 The Lord doth not send his spirit into their hearts to enable them to cry Abba Father The Lord indeed sendeth his spirit into the hearts of the Elect to convert them and work faith in them for without the spirit it could never be done but it is an after work for the spirit to come into our hearts enabling us to cry Abba Father assuring us that we are the Children of God Rom. 8.16 And shedding abroad and pouring in the love of God to us in particular into our hearts Rom. 5 5. We must not think that the holy Ghost at first dash doth assure a person that God hath ordained him in particular to eternal life before he insufe the habit of grace and spiritual Life into him but first the holy Ghost having convinced the soul of sin and convinced the Soul of righteousness to justify to be in Christ and in him alone doth enable the soul to apply Christ and come unto him and afterwards as it pleases him doth manifest to the soul the truth of his faith and his pardon through Christ The Holy Ghost works as a Sanctifyer before he workes as a Comforter the Holy Ghost workes faith in the heart before he fill with joy and peace which is onely in believing in Christ and discerning the fruits of our Vnion with him The manner how the Holy Ghost doth assure us that we are the Children of God is a great mystery When the Holy Ghost clears to us the work of grace upon our hearts this is one way that he doth witness to us that we are the Children of God But sometimes he doth it more immediately that when the believer hath not been at that time trying his spiritual estate or it may be is in great heaviness through manifold inward temptations and outward dangers and afflictions suddenly the Holy Ghost makes him to triumph in Christ and rejoyce with joy unspeakable and full of glory Indeed this way of the spirits witnessing to the soul though it is most refreshing and ravishing yet it is not so ordinary as the other and it is more transient and quickly passing away and is rather a cordial for some sowning fit or some Antidote to strengthen the heart in some great appraoching service or tryal then the common food of the Saints in this life If any shall say how do Believers know the voice and witness of the spirit speaking peace and joy by Jesus Christ to their souls from a delusion I answer 1. By a certain spiritual instinct which no man knows but him that hath it by this they know the voice of the spirit from the voice of a stranger 2. By the signs that follow this voice and Witness of the spirit raising our hearts to look to Christ the Mediatour As he from whom all our springs are admiring the love of the father in giving him to be the propitiation for our sins loathing of our selves for our iniquities and stronger desires to walk in universal obedience to the Lord. But now because some seem to examine themselves little concerning the work of grace upon their hearts but in giving a reason of the hope they have that they are passed from death to life speak not of their faith repentance and other graces but say that they had such and such a word given in as for example I have loved thee with an everlasting love or I have blotted out as a
without some competent measure of knowledge Therefore such as are grosly ignorant and scarce know from any inward illumination whether there be a Christ or no or whether they have any need of him to deliver them from the wrath to come are not to flatter and deceive themselves in thinking they believe in Christ because it is not the way of God to make a New Creation in persons grown up to years and having the exercise of reason but he saith Let there be light Commanding Light to shine out of darkness and shinning into them to give them the knowledge of Jesus our Lord. I know there is great difference of mens parts education and the means of knowledge that men have but God hath none of his Children borne blind altogether spiritually blind and ignorant Though men go blindfold to Hell yet they do not go blindfold to Heaven but the Lord shews them first how they are out of the way that leadeth unto Life and are in the broad way that leadeth to destruction and then revealeth Christ to them as the way to Life and that Faith in him repentance and holiness do accompany Salvation Therefore those that are grosly ignorant are certainly in a bad estate though they are loath to see it let them consider what the Scriptures say of them This is a People of no understanding therefore he that made them will not have mercy on them and he that formed them will shew them no favour Jsaiah 27.11 They do alwayes erre in their hearts they have not known my wayes Heb. 3.10 Which shews that Men must needs erre in their hearts and can never walk with God when they do not know his wayes at all There is none that understandeth there is none that seeketh after God Rom. 3.11 Until men come to have some understanding that they have lost the favour of God and his Image and that there is a way in Christ to come unto God and be accepted with him they will never seek after God if haply they may find him and so we see by Luke 1.70 That those that sit in darkness and totall ignorance and blindness they also sit in the region and shadow of death In the very Suburbs and gate of Hell 2. 'T is a penitent Faith that is true Faith is alwayes accompanied with true repentance this distinguisheth it from that notional Faith that many have they pretend to believe in Christ but they never mourn for sin they do not loath themselves for their iniquities Some may talk of Free Grace and of believing in Christ but look upon sorrow for sin as a bondage-frame and know not what it is to be vile in their own eyes and abhor themselves for their evil ways and doings against the Lord Where it is so there is not true faith their faith is but a fancy and a meer notion who make sin a light matter and have their hearts never rent and broken for it 3. 'T is an affectionate Faith that is true Faith is accompanied with Love to the person of Christ in whom we do believe Indeed that which first affecteth a poor convinced sinner towards Christ is that he is a Saviour and Deliverer from the guilt of sin but in the looking towards him as a Saviour the Soul falleth in love with him also as he is God blessed for ever and as he is filled with the spirit of Grace in our Nature so that union with him is every way desirable to the Soul to them that do believe Christ is precious not onely for his Benefits but for his Person that when a poor Sinner looks to Christ with an eye of faith he looks to Christ with an eye of love too and it is in his heart to say O Lord Jesus to whom I come as a poor lost Sinner to be washed from my sins with thy blood I love thee I prize thee thou are excellent and glorious Didst thou vouchsafe to be manifest in the flesh Didst thou come to seck and save that which was lost My heart cleaveth to thee in love And O that I could love thee more O thou excellent most excellent Lord Jesus O thou art fairer then all the children of men fairer then all the Angels in Heaven O a Saviour and such a Saviour the brightness of the Fathers Glory and the express Image of his Person O thy Name is as an Oyntment poured forth there is none like unto thee I believe in thee and love thee too thou art most sweet thou art altogether lovely O my dear Lord Jesus I first cast mine eyes towards thee as a Redeemer and Saviour being forced and necessitated to look out for a rest for my weary Soul and being a little acquainted with thee thou hast taken my heart with thy glorious person O thou art the mighty God one with the Father O I be hold something of thy glory as of the onely begotten Son of God thou art God manifest in the flesh O 't is Immanuel God with us 'T is the Lord of glory that was crucified for poor sinners He is worthy to be praised he is worthy to be beloved Blessing and glory and honour to this great Mediatour Praise him O ye Sons of men Praise him all the Angels that excell in strength How little can I one poor creature do in praising and admiring of him O help help to praise him help to admire him help to love him let every one have a Psalm of praise to him utter your Songs aloud aloud sing Hallelujahs to this King of glory But if any man doth not admire and love the Lord Jesus neither doth he believe in him 4. 'T is an holy Faith not onely in regard of the Object of it the Lord Jesus Christ the holy One but in regard of the effects of it true Faith is always accompanied with Holiness in some comfortable measure with the principal desire and endeavour of Holiness Our Hearts are purified and sanctified by Faith for he that doth rightly looks to Christ as a Saviour submits to him as a Sanctifier also and it is in his heart to say O Lord Jesus thou art a blessed Mediatour indeed thou art able not onely to save me from the guilt of my sins but to deliver me from the power of my vile lusts Come in thou blessed of the Lord come into my heart set up thy Throne there cast down all my lusts to the ground turn me from my iniquities bring into captivity every thought to the obedience of thee let me be partaker of a second benefit not onely be justified by thee but sanctified by thee Come in thou blessed of the Lord stand not without welcome Christ as a Saviour welcome Christ as a Sanctifier thou art he whom my Soul delighteth in come into thy Temple drive out all my lusts even all of them as thou once didst the Buyers and Sellers out of the Temple shew the power of thy grace O mighty one go forth conquering and to conquer
love thee Men may have notional knowledge parts and gifts and this may but puffe them up with pride and do their souls no good but if a man so know God as to love him and delight in him that is the man that is known of God owned and approved of him Quest what are the signes of love to God Answ 1 High and raised thoughts of God fixed and setled in the heart are a signe of love to God an habituall frame of heart to look upon God as most excellent and glorious and to adore him as well for his holiness and infinite purity as for the exceeding riches of his grace in Christ. It is true a Saints love to God is not come to perfection in this life it is not come to its height by a Thousand degrees yet there is such an impression of love to God upon the heart of a Believer and amongst other things for his wonderful dispensation of grace in Christ that he thinks and well he may that he can never love and prayse the holy Lord as he should do And sometimes it may be his heart waxes hot and this fire of love to God burneth and flameth in him and he can cry out to this effect Oh O Lord how excellent is thy name in all the earth and thy glory is above the heavens Look Look O my soul upon this great King the King of glory the King eternal and immortal and admire him and love him for ever O thou infinite goodness O thou Fountain of Life wilt thou vouchsafe to be loved of me O thy condiscention thy condiscention that thou wilt not account it presumption for me to love thee such a poor worm as I am so vile and sinful O blessed Lord if I may love thee then O my base unworthiness that I love thee no more O love love flame out flame out here is thy right object this is he that is to be loved with all my heart with all my Soul with all my might and with all my strength here is infinite power here is infinite wisdom here is infinite holiness here is infinite mercy more love more more love for the holy and blessed lord what shall I love him no more O my soul are thy faculties enlarged to love as far as a poor finite creature is capable to love O my soul love as Jehovah is to be loved love suitably to the Object thou art now set upon love not as if thou wert loving a creature love not at such a poor and low rate but love as one that is loving an infinite and glorious God love as one that is loving him that is love it self and hath manifested it in sending his only begotten Son into the world to save sinners O what manner of love was this and O with what manner of love should this blessed God be loved O Lord thou art above all love above all praise O that ever I have loved any thing else besides thee when there was thy self to love O that ever I should love such a vile thing as sin and such a poor trifle as the world is Lord now set my love right put my heart into the highest pitch of love to thee that poor clay is capable of and there hold me to eternity Thus possibly a poor Believer may sometimes finde his heart raysed to God in love and delight in him however there is a rooted grounded setled affection in the soul of a Believer to God so that he doth not only see reason why he should love God but it is his desire to love him and delight in him above all things though the actings of this love may be much kept down by manisold temptations and by the opposition of the flesh as the actings of other graces in us are also 2. Hating of sin because God hates it because it is displeasing to him is a signe of love to God ye that love the Lord hate evil Psal 97.10 it is not onely their duty to do so but in some measure it is so with every Child of God Though after conversion sin doth yet remain it is hated and abhorred so that it is in the heart to say O Sin what dost thou here thou art not onely my greatest enemy but thou art an enemy to that holy and blessed God whom my soul loveth O when shall I be rid of thee time was when thou and I were all one we were wedded together but now I see it was an unlawful marriage I was to be for the Lord and not for another therefore I will love thee no more O if it be so that thou wilt not leave me till death us do part I wait for that good hour when the Lord will take me to himself that so I may be freed from thee wholly and for ever and be with my heavenly Head and husband 3. Love to the Saints is a sign of love to God he that saith he loveth God and hateth his Brother is a lyar he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen how can he love God whom he hath not seen 1 John 4.20 He that loveth not the Image of God in grace and holiness which he seeth in his people how can he love God whom in his glorious essence he hath not seen An universal love to all in whom we see the grace of Christ is a certain sign of our love to God so that one that truly loves God can in some measure appeal to God to this effect O Lord however I have hated thy people in time past and my heart hath secretly risen against them for the good that was in them yet since thou hast been pleased to turn me from darkness to light I make an high account of thy people I look upon them as the excellent on the earth I am troubled that I love them no more and that I can do no more for them I love them not meerly because they are of my judgment in some lesser points but I love them because they fear and love thee because they repent of their sinning against thee and believe on thy Son and desire to walk so as to please thee so far as thou art pleased to give them the knowledge of thy will My heart is knit to them whose hearts are knit to Christ who cleave in their hearts to that one Mediatour that one Offering that one Sacrifice for sins for ever so far as they manifest this they are dear to me they must needs be precious to me to whom Christ is precious And though because of some errours and mistakes that in my poor thoughts I may judge some of them to be in I cannot comfortably joyn with such in some things yet O Lord thou that knowest all things knowest that I love them and though through passion and ignorance and misguided zeal I may carry it unscemly sometimes to some of thy servants and have a hand in their troubles and sufferings as it is possible for the Saints
thick Cloud thy transgressions and will remember thy sins no more Fear not I am with thee be not dismayed for I am thy God be of good cheare thy sins are forgiven thee or the like This question may be moved hereupon Quest When a man hath some promise or word of grace come into his thoughts so as to make impression upon his heart and quiet him as to his feare of the wrath of God how shall he know that this is spoken by the spirit to witness to him that he is the Child of God or whether it be a delusion Answ 1 That the holy Ghost doth sometimes comfort the hearts of believers by some promise or word of grace mentioned in the Scripture is not to be questioned As the Holy Ghost in convincing men of sin and their last estate by nature doth often make use of some places of Scripture as for example the wages of sin is death the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all unrighteousness of men and setles home the commandments of the Law with the curse anexed to the breach of them in particular to the soul as if the Lord did speak from heaven to that particular person I have said in my Law thou shalt have no other Gods before me But thou hast made riches thy God thy belly thy God thy Name and esteem amongst men thy God therefore thou art cursed I have said in my Law thou shalt not take my Name in vain but thou hast done it I have said thou shalt keep my sabbath Holy but thou hast not regarded it and so thou hast broaken this commandment and the other I have said cursed is every one that continueth not in every thing that is written in the book of the Law to do it therefore thou art under the curse and what wilt thou do As the holy Ghost I say doth often set home such Scriptures to convince men os sin and shew them their need of Christ so doth the Holy Ghost many times make use of other Scriptures that hold forth Gods free grace in Christ both at first to work faith and draw the soul to Christ and afterwards to fill the heart with joy and peace in believing Thefore it is a sign of a prophane heart and destitute of the knowledge of conversion and of the comforts of the holy Ghost to make a mock and jeare of Scriptures and promises given into and set home upon the spirits of men 2. Sometimes promises and words of grace are given into the soul to work grace at that time and not to witness that grace was wrought before for we ordinarily receive the spirit to work grace at first in us by hearing in the preaching of the word or else darted more immediately from God into our souls some promise or declaration of Gods grace in Christ and if that be all our mistake that at such a time when we thought the Holy Ghost set home such or such a promise and word of grace upon our hearts to assure us that we were the Children of God that he did it at that time to work the first special grace in us and unite us unto Christ so that that was the time of our first receiving Christ If this I say be all the mistake it is not dangerous 3. Lastly it must be granted that all that have a promise or word of grace come into their minds yea though it take some impression on them and quiet their thoughts and affect them with a kind of joy for the present have not these words given in by the spirit of God either to work saving grace in them at that time or to bear witness to them that they are in the state of grace for such as are compared in the Scripture to the stony ground do sometimes hear the word with joy and consequently have it come into their thoughts with some flashes of joy and those that fall away do tast of the heavenly gift and after a sort are made partakers of the Holy Ghost Heb. 6. In some of his common motions and impressions upon their hearts as hath been opened more largely before so that for a conclusion of this matter If there be not a work of grace wrought in the heart even an abiding work as well as promises words of grace that transiently and suddenly pass thorough the thoughts we may be fearfully mistaken about our spiritual estates But if we can find such faith in Christ such repentance and such love to God wrought in us as have before been spoken of the more promises and words of grace are cast into our thoughts the better for they strengthen true believers in holiness and communion with God and are as so many love-tokens send them from Jesus Christ by the spirit till they come to him in heaven Hypocrites and notional professours turn such promises and words of grace into wantonness and into a snare to their own souls but true believers get real good by them and lay up these sayings in their hearts and cleave the more unto the Lord in faith and holiness Thus I have endeavoured to shew how we may know we are in the state of grace let me speak a word or two to those that are converted and have had it cleared up to their souls that it is so 10. Praise the Lord for the exceeding riches of his grace Be content yea rejoyce and be thankful whatever sad loss of outward trouble and affliction lye upon you grace hath abounded towards you the Lord hath not dealt so with many others as he hath dealt with you look round about you and see what multitudes lye in wickedness in grosse ignorance and prophaness and live without God in the world what if you be poor in the World you are heirs of Gods Kingdom what if you have not health of body as others have you shall soone leave this ruinous earthly Tabernacle and be with Christ in Paradise and he will also raise up this poor frail body and make it like to his glorious body at the last day what if near relations Father and Mother should forsake you the Lord hath taken you up into his everlasting Armes where he will hold you for ever what though the world hate you and curse you the eternal God hath loved you and blessed you in Christ Rejoycing in the Lord and praising him cont inually are comely for those that are converted and pardoned in Christ O sing and give Praise 2 After God hath once given you a comfortable assurance of your conversion do not call all in question upon every fit of deadness and darkness that comes upon your Spirits Be humbled for the least sin but say not upon every spiritual fall that if there had been truth of grace you had never done thus for after conversion there remaineth in this life flesh and corruption that is not wholy taken away till death Then indeed the house of the Old Man will quite fall and all these
legal way to seek peace and healing of his wounds by his own righteousness and duties without the blood of Christ these things come not from the holy Spirit that first convinced the Soul of sin but from Satan and from the corruption of our own hearts that mix themselves and put in with these convictions and workings of the Spirit 3. All that are convinced of sin and have terrours yea it may be very great terrours of Conscience thereupon are not converted Cain and Judas had great terrours of Conscience and yet never were converted yet alas many in giving account of their conversion build too much upon this that at such a time they were much troubled for their sins when as trouble for sin is not a sufficient evidence of a sound conversion if it be onely for fear of Hell and damnation But if after sight of our sins and fear of the wrath of God we were brought to know Christ to prize Christ above all to rest our weary souls upon him yea upon him alone and were made willing in the day of his power to take his yoak upon us that as we live by him we might also live to him then the work the good work of special and saving grace is begun in us Praises to Jehovah for ever 3. There is some stop put to sin especially grosse sin by this common illumination and common convictions of the Spirit So that a Man being awed with the terrors of the law dare not run into that excesse of riot and prophanesse that he hath done but having some feeling of the bitterness of sin cannot commit it with that greediness that he hath done But begins to leave more open and gross sins and persorm duties of Religion and sets upon reforming of his Life and finds some kinde of joy and peace therein which yet we may not think comes from the comforter the Holy Ghost for he giveth no joy and peace to any but what flows from the beholding God's reconciled face in Christ or a reflexion upon the effects of his grace and presence with us leading us forth in wayes of holiness and obedience in his Name So that wee must diligently consider that although these common workings of the Spirit do lay some restraint upon Sin and put us upon good duties and reformation of Life yet wee must not rest here and say surely the bitterness of Death is past but careful must we be as for our Lives that now our Souls be rightly bottomed upon Christ that he may be our righteousness to justify us and the onely Fountaine of sanctification and holiness to us Many other things might be added under this head of common grace and preparatory workings of the spirit as that the Lord doth sometimes make great impressions upon men of the holiness of the Law of his justice if he should cast us into hell of the insufficiency of our owne righteousness to make our peace with him and that we must come to Christ if we would have life But we must not extend the preparatory workings of the Spirit to far as some do as if there were any saving work upon the soul before union with Christ That which I aime at here is to shew that in conversion ordinarily there is legal repentance before Evange lical sight and sense of sin before Christ be brought into the Soul but no speciall grace and saving work untill union with Christ and infusion of a new heart and spirit of these things this is the sum The Lord doth usually work common grace before he works speciall grace Some have these common workings of the Spirit and yet are never savingly converted In the elect these common workings of the Spirit are the preparing the way to speciall grace that the Lord intends to bestow upon them that is that the common illumination convictions and humbling for sin that the holy Ghost worketh in the elect before their conversion are in order to their conversion CHAP. III. Shewing what Special Grace and Saving Conversion is NOw to shew what Special Grace and Saving Conversion is First I shall give a short definition of it 'T is a work of the Spirit of God upon the soul whereby the habit the principle and seed of all grace is infused changing and sanctifying the heart to the bringing of us to trust wholly in Christ for salvation to repent of our Sins to love God and unfeignedly desire to walk before him in obedience and newness of Life according to his will Those who have this change wrought in them are passed from death to life shall undoubtedly be saved and inherit everlasting Life But to open the doctrine of conversion more fully and plainly to every ones capacity I know no better and surer way then to explain some of those expressions of the holy Scripture by which special grace and conversion is set forth to us First special grace and conversion is frequently especially in the new Testament called believing on Christ To as many as received him to them he gave power to become the Sons of God even to as many as believed on his name John 1.12 He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting Life John 3.36 This is the word of God that ye believe on him whom he hath sent John 6.29 Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved Act. 16.31 With the heart Man believeth unto righteousness Rom. 10.10 By grace are ye saved through Faith Ephes 2.8 yea this grace of believing is spoken of in the Old Testament though not so clearly as in the new Look to me and be saved Isa 45.22 where by looking is meant believing and vers 24. surely shall one say in the Lord viz the Lord Jesus the Mediator have I righteousness and strength even to him shall men come 24 vers where by coming is meant believing Those that were saved under the Old Testament saw Christ's day of coming in the flesh affar off and were glad and put their trust in him having the same spirit of Faith in Christ that the Saints have now Well then it is clear that where there is a true believing on Christ there is true conversion Now therefore let us inquire when a man doth believe to the saving of his soul And there is a necessity to enquire into the true nature of Saving Faith because a Man may have some kind of Faith and yet never go to Heaven some are said for awhile to believe and afterwards to fall a-away Luke 8.13 Simon Magus is said to believe Act. 8.13 Which Scripture do shew that there is an assent to the Doctrine of the Gospel which is but a temporary Faith an historical Faith from common illumination and convictions Yea it is said the Devils believe and tremble James 2.3 The devils by the power of light and convictions are forced to believe that there is a God though yet they are Enemies to him and wish there were no God The truth is if a man do
believe the Doctrine of Religion so as that he maketh no question of the truth thereof he doth well and he ought to be thankful for this common light and help of the spirit for all men have not this Faith of Assent to the truth of Christian Religion Yea at some special seasons of temptation a Child of God may be much troubled about some main points of the Gospel but the God of all Grace will after they have seen their own weakness a while and been greatly humbled established them and settle them again But I say that a meer Assent to the truth of Religion is not enough to prove a man to be converted for that may be without the true love and liking of Religion in the heart That believing in Christ which is peculiar to those that are saved may be thus described It is a principle infused by the Spirit of God into the heart whereby a poor sinner inlightned to see the truth of Christian Religion and convinced of his lost and miserable estate by sin and taken off from all hope and confidence in himself doth trust and rely upon Jesus Christ our great high Priest and Mediatour to be pardoned and accepted and be made an Heir of Eternal life through him The nature of this Grace may be further understood by considering how it is set forth by various expressions in the Scripture 1. 'T is called a trusting in Christ or a hoping in Christ Ephes 1.12 13. That we should be to the praise of his glory who first trusted in Christ In whom ye also trusted after that ye heard the word of truth Now this Expression holds forth thus much to us That when a poor Sinner is convinced of his miserable estate by sin if the Lord have a gracious purpose to him he will take him off from trusting in any thing in himself to justifie him in Gods sight and reveal the Lord Jesus Christ to him the onely Redeemer and mighty to save and so enable the poor Sinner to trust in him and lay the whole weight and stress of his Soul upon him 2. Believing in Christ is called a flieing for refuge to lay hold upon the hope that is set before us in the Gospel Heb. 6.18 When the Soul is said to flee for refuge it is an illusion to the City of refuge under the Law to which the Man-slayer was to flee from the Avenger of blood and it is to shew that when the Lord converts a Sinner he maketh him see the danger he is in he maketh him cry out O the Avenger of blood O the wrath of God is fit to overtake me How shall I escape What shall I do The Lord fills a poor Sinner with fear and solicitousness about his condition as the Man-slayer under the Law was about the saving of his life from the Avenger of blood If the Lord take delight in us to make us his people he will convince us of sin and make us see that the Curse of the Law is pursuing of us to take vengeance on us for our sins and make us cry out for a City of refuge and will shew us that all other things are but refuges of lies and that the Lord Jesus is the onely City of refuge and safety for a poor Sinner to flee unto he is the strong City the salvation that is in him will be as Walls and Bulwarks about a poor guilty Sinner for ever that gets into him Till Sinners be sensible of sin and see in what an evil case and condition they are the vengeance of eternal fire being ready to seize upon them they regard not a City of refuge what care they for Jesus Christ let others look after him and take him that see their need of him they apprehend no danger in their present condition they see no need of an Ark for the saving of their Souls they see no deluge of wrath coming till it may be 't is too late and then they cry out an Ark an Ark a Christ a Christ when their day of Grace is past They see no need of a City of refuge they think they are safe and well enough what should they sear till it may be the time is past and the Gate of the City of refuge shut against them then O who shall bring us into the strong City Who will bring us into the City of refuge O a Christ a Christ to save me or else I am now even now sinking into the bottomless Pit But as many as are ordained to eternal life shall believe on the Name of the Son of God to them he shall be precious they shall make him their strong City their hiding place their Tower of defence and City of refuge There is another Expression in this place to set forth the work of believing and the Nature of it when the Apostle shews that the design of the Soul in its coming to Christ is to lay hold upon the hope that is set before us in him namely the hope of pardon salvation and eternal life The Lord shews a poor Sinner that as much as he hath broker the Law yet there is One that came to seek and to save lost sinners and that there is hope set before miserable sinners in the Gospel and so Christ is called our hope 1 Timâ— 1.1 the Object and Ground of Hope He it whom there is hope for poor sinners Now then the laying hold of this hope is believing on Christ Many never knew what it was to fear and tremble and see what a storm their sins had raised that they were in danger to be cast away for ever nor ever yet knew what it was to Iay hold on the hope that iâ— through Christ to be as the Anchor foâ— their Souls both sure and stedfast to holâ— them and keep them from eternal ship wracks By the way if any shall say in these Expressions about believing here is no mention of the Souls submitting to Christs Lordship consenting to be ruled and governed by him renouncing the dominion of sin I answer that Frame of spirit that Principle is wrought in all that do truly believe but there is so much spoken in the Scripture of Faith under these notions of trusting on Corist fleeing for refuge to him and laying hold on the hope that is set before us in him for such reasons as these following 1. Because although when a Soul is converted he takes Christ as a Sanctifier as well as a Saviour and is affected with the filth of sin as well as the guilt of sin yet the principal thing that the Soul is affected withall the first is What shall I do to be saved As the Jaylor cried out Acts 16.13 This is not yet so fully his great question What shall I do to be sanctified But O how shall I be saved from Hell and eternal damnation that I may not have the wrath of God abide upon me for ever and so the poor sinner is directed to spy out
that in Christ that answereth to this great difficulty to save it from wrath and in the receiving and applying Christ as a Saviour and propitiation for our sins the Soul is also secretly and powerfully wrought upon to desire heartily to be turned from sin and to live to Christ for evermore 2. Because although where true Faith is there is a principle of new Obedience also yet Faith as 't is said to justify doth onely apprehend and receive Christ as our perfect righteousness and attonement with God and is to be carefully distinguished from new Obedience which in that respect is but the effect and concomitant thereof 3. Because this is a great a very great work of the Spirit greater then most think to bring a poor convinced sinner to venture his soul and eternall condition upon the Mediation and righteousness of Jesus Christ Not but they that know him may well put their trust in him who is able to save to the uttermost all that come to God by him but for a poor Sinner that seeth what a holy and righteous Law he hath broken what a great and holy God he hath offended what great and sore punishment he hath deserved and which is infflicted upon the generality of his fellow sinners to all eternity when these things are realized to a Man as they are to those that are brought to Christ and that he is also convinced that he hath no righteousness of his own to make satisfaction to the justice of God and to give unto God a ransom that he should be delivered from going down to the pit For this Man thus enlightned awakened and convinced to put his trust in the righteousness of another one whom he never saw when he manifested himself in the flesh and suffred for sin the just for the unjust for a poor sinner to reject all other confidences pitched on by the Sons of men and to flee onely to this City of refuge and his heart to trust fasely there is an eminent work of the Spirit And so it will appeare when God shall be glorified in his Saints and be admired in all them that do believe not onely for giving such a sure object of Faith as Jesus Christ is but for drawing poor sinners to him 'T is an any easy thing for ignorant un-convinced sinners to say they have Faith and say they believe on Christ but no Man can come to Christ and truly believe on his Name except he heare and learn of the Father and be drawn by an Almighty Power unto him 4. Believing in Christ is called in the Scripture Our coming to Christ But I said unto you that ye also have seen me and believe not all that the Father giveth me shall come to me Joh. 6.36 37. If any man thirst let him come unto mee and drink Joh. 3.7 Ye will not come unto me that ye may have life Joh. 5.40 By this coming is not meant a local coming but a spiritual unto Christ He that truly cometh to Christ doth come indeed from the power and filth of Sin to put himself under the government and obedience of the Lord Jesus but that which is principally held forth by this coming unto Christ is the coming unto him as a Saviour from the guilt of sin to be washed and made white in his blood and be pardoned and justified through him 5. B lieving in Christ is called in the Scripture our receiving of Christ to as many as received him to them gave he power to become the Sons of God even to as many as believed on his Name John 1.12 Now although every one that truely believeth receiveth Christ in all his Offices as a King to rule him as a Priest to save him and as a Prophet to teach him yet when believing is set out by receiving Christ it is meant especially of our receiving and embracing him as a Saviour who is in a peculiar manner received into and dwells in our hearts by faith Ephes 3.17 If any desire that I should speak a little more to open the Nature of saving Faith and so to distinguish it from a common notional and historical Faith it may be done by shewing the special properties thereof 1. 'T is a knowing Faith 't is accompanied with so much light and knowledge as is necessary to let Christ into the Soul knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the Law but by the Faith of Jesus Christ We have believed on him that we might be justified by the Faith of him saith the Apostle Galat. 2.16 So that except there be some knowledge of the greatness and holiness of God with whom we have to do some knowledge of our Fall in Adam some knowledge of Christ the Mediatour our estate cannot be good for how shall we believe on him of whom we have no knowledge I speak not here of degrees of knowledge as if every one that truly believeth in Christ had a great measure thereof but that there must be some competent knowledge This doth distinguish true Faith from that ignorant Faith that many have who while they think they believe on Christ know nothing of their lost estate by Nature and of the Person and Mediation of the Son of God for if men do not know Christ in some measure neither do they believe on him But here let me be understood not to speak of Infants nor of Ideots or deaf and dumb persons born so whose Ignorance is invincible as to any outward means to bring them to the knowledge of Christ through their natural incapacity of receiving information by the Scriptures and Ministery of the Word we are not to have such hard thoughts of their condition as if none such could be saved for doubtless some of them are saved and even by the blood of Christ as well as others and have the seed and habit of Faith and Repentance and the habit of spiritual knowledge infused into them also by the Holy Ghost though in a way altogether undiscernable to us And what should hinder or why should it be thought incredible that God who quickneth all things and infuses a rational soul into Infants in the Womb and hath given a rational soul to Idcots however the actings of it are obstructed by some defects of the Organs of the Body I say what should hinder but that God can and doth when it pleaseth him infuse spiritual life and the habit of all grace into Infants and Ideots But for persons that are growne up to years and have the exercise of reason it is the way of God if he please to convert them so to enlighten them as to exercise their thoughts about the matters of Salvation and to give them a sight of their Sins and make known sensibly unto them that Jesus Christ is the only way of help and salvation for them So that though there may be knowledge without Faith yet in grown persons and those that have the exercise of reason there cannot be Faith
that think man hath such a principle and seed of Grace lying hid in his heart by nature which if it be drawn forth by perswasions and exhortations and man will make use thereof is sufficient to convert him do not enough consider how utterly corrupted every man is by the Fall of Adam and without any spiritual strength It is true men are reproved in the Scripture for loving darkness rather then light and because they will not come to Christ that they may have life But such Scriptures are so far from implying that we are able to change our own hearts wills and affections that they shew the to us invincible prejudice and opposition that is in our hearts to the Lord that we have neither power nor will to turn unto him such sayings of the holy Scripture do shew what need we have of the exceeding greatness of Gods power to work upon such not onely impotent but wilful and desperate Creatures as all are by nature There is indeed a certain kind of willing and running and striving in natural men upon great Convictions such as Balaam had when he said Let me die the death of the righteous and let my last end be like his But this one Consideration will be of much use to guide us in this question That when God commands men in his word to pray to repent and to believe in Christ the meaning is that they do these things from a principle of grace and spiritual life that God only can work in us and which we are to look to him for All the suddain flashes of seeming repentance and prizing of Christ that come not from a principle of grace infused by the Spirit of God into the heart but are the meer struglings of an awakened Conscience to get from under the wrath of God will bring no man to Heaven neither do these workings of the heart answer to those Commands of God to believe and to repent but are only a shew of those Graces they are something like Conversion but are not Conversion This which hath been said may be Illustrated from the Parable of the stony ground Matth. 13. to which they are compared that hear the word with joy and for a time believe and after fall away this was only some suddain flash from the natural workings of the heart upon the hearing of the word accompanied with some common convictions and common workings of the Spirit But the Text saith they had no root they had not the root and habit of grace in their Souls planted in them by the Holy Ghost from whence these things did proceed If any shall say How shall we know these sudden workings of the heart and flashes of seeming Conversion that arise but from natural Conscience awakened and startled with common convictions of the Spirit as in Balaam Herod Felix and such as are described in the Parable of the foolish Virgins from that believing repenting and those spiritual affections that flow from the habit and principle of grace put into the Soul by the Spirit of God I answer That the difference may be known by the permanency and continuance Such sudden flashes as were in Balaam are soon over and leave the heart unmortified unpurged But the principle of grace in the hearts of Believers is eternal and remains for ever where there is the root of grace in the heart though it be not always putting forth it self yet there is a fixed principle and desire in the heart to admire free grace to prize Christ and to cleave to Christ to mourn for sin and to walk with God though there is not always the same vigour and activity of grace in such yet there is a fixed bent and inclination and desire of the heart towards the Lord which no time can wear off which no temptations and opposition can wholly quench and extinguish But to come nearer to this Point to make it most manifest that Conversion is wrought by the meer grace and power of God 1. Many that have the greatest outward means of grace are never converted Though they have godly Parents which instruct them diligently and live under excellent preaching and have met with many startling Providences and great afflictions yet they are never brought home to God when as others that have carnal Parents that set them very bad examples and have been brought up in ignorant and profane places and families and have lived where there hath been very poor and dark preaching are sometimes converted this shews that Conversion is wrought by the meer grace and power of God It may be some godly Parents after many and many prayers for their Children and great care to instruct them in the ways of God have so little fruit of all that thev count it a great matter if their poor Children have a little Civility and common Morality it may be they have not that but are profane Esaus and rebellious Absoloms when as others that have had wicked Parents that prejudiced them what they could against Religion from their Infancy and when they began to look after Christ have opposed them with great rigour threatning to turn them out of doors and never own them or do any thing for them if they follow Religion yet they are turned to the Lord and cannot be beaten off from his ways this shews that it is the great and invincible power of God that worketh in them that believe 2. Some at the same time when the Lord began to convince them and convert them have been going on as desperately and resolutely in their sins as ever they were all their days As Paul was going to Damascus to make havock of the Saints being as himself after confessed mad and outragious against the Church of God yet then and in that Journey the Lord converted him Acts 9. was not this the meer grace and power of God Some have gone to hear godly Ministers on purpose to scoff at them or bring them into trouble and yet have been Converted at the hearing of them finding a marvellous working of the Spirit of God upon their hearts which was very strange to them and filled them with astonishment at the free grace and power of God Some ignorant and carnal people who at the beginning of a Sermon have slighted and despised it and the Preacher in their hearts and have been filled with indignation yet by and by before the Sermon hath been ended something hath been set home upon their hearts that hath convinced them of their miserable estate and brought them to Christ for help and salvation Some at the same time when they were converted have been more indisposed and unwilling to hear the word then at other times but were even as it were hurried and thrust upon the Ordinance that they knew not how and when they have come there have been more drowsie sleepy and unwilling to hear the word then they used to be when lo on a sudden the Lord awakens and startles their Consciences
by the Ministry of the Word as if he himself had spoken immediately from Heaven to them by name and so the Lord hath made that unlikely time the time of love and the Day of his power to their Souls Sometimes when Ministers have been straightned in their affections and expressions in Preaching more then they have used to be that they have gone on heavily in the work and haver reflected upon their service with much humiliation to their own Spirits yet God hath sometimes done much by such weak means and converted some effectually at that time that there hath been more good done at that time then at many other times so far as comes to their knowledge when they have been much assisted in the work God knows how his faithful Servants would preach and set forth his truth and he is pleased to enlarge things by the inward light of his Spirit upon the minds of the hearers sometimes above what they did sufficiently clear to them All these Observations run into this that God worketh all in all he is the Author and Finisher of our Faith and that Ministers can do no good nor People that hear them receive any good but as it is given from above and when he will work nothing shall let it not the ignorant indisposedness and prejudice of the hearers nor the defects and weakness of his Servants that speak in his Name 3. Some of the worst natural tempers not onely of the weakest parts but of most froward and cross Spirits are wrought upon by the grace of God and men of ripe wits and of more affable and courteous natures are never converted unto God Those differences among men that arise from their constitutions of body whether it be for the better or the worse alter not the case God hath mercy on whom he will have mercy God can convert those who are of the worst natural tempers and without he infuse grace those who are of the sweetest natural dispositions will never turn unto the Lord yea the composedness of their natural temper may turn much to their prejudice making them think they are in a good estate because they do not break out into such passions and intemperances that others are very Subject to although they know nothing of any New birth and sanctifying work of the spirit upon their souls 4. Some very dissolute and prophane persons are converted and many others that are free from such gross vice are never born again Publicans and Harlots and such as the theif upon the Cross are sometimes brought to a sight of their sins and to repent and believe in Christ when others that never were so vile go on quietly resting in their formality and morality and never see their need of Christ and a work of grace upon their hearts and so perish for ever When God doth convert men that have been notorious Sinners filled with all unrighteousness drunkards swearers scoffers at Religion and old in sin too habituated and accustomed to all kind of evil he proclames unto us that the power of converting souls is of God and not of man It is true it doth require the exceeding greatness of Gods power to convince a proud Pharisee that trusteth in himself that he is righteous and despiseth the righteousness of Christ that he is in the gall of bitterness and bonds of iniquity and to bring him as a poor lost and undone Sinner to seek for life from Christ and in some respects such have greater difficulties to be carried thorough to Christ then others yet in regard that some of the other sort are so outragious in sin and almost down right Atheists that make a mock and jear of all religion and regard of God and the world to come if the Lord please to convert such as sometimes he doth the exceeding greatness of Gods power shines forth most eminently therein When the passages of mens Conversion shall be known in the world to come it will be matter of everlasting wonderment and astonishment to Angels and men for then it will appear that God is to be admired for his free grace and the exceeding greatness of his power to all that believe Lastly that I may stand no longer upon this Point let us consider a few places of Scripture more that beyond all contradiction to establish this truth that conversion is wrought in the soul of man by the power of God alone It is said the exceeding greatness of his power worketh towards them that believe and that according to his mighty power which wrought in Christ when he raised him from the dead Ephes 1.19 20. He that hath wrought us to the self same thing is God 2 Corin. 5.5 Hence it is a very proper expression that wee commonly use when we speak of mens conversion to say they were wrought upon at such a time for indeed except God had wrought them by the exceeding greatness of his power to this self same thing they had never turned from Sin to Christ A new heart also will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you I will take away the heart of stone and give you an heart of flesh Ezek. 36.26 27. In Conversion the habit of grace is secretly infused into the heart as life into a dead man the soul is passive at first hence it is said of God in reference unto this work Jam. 1.18 That of his own will begat he us of his own will that shews it is of his own meer grace and when it is said he begat us that shews that it is of his own power and that the Soul is first passive in the work When a Soul is converted it doth repent and doth act saith on Christ and is active in a way of Grace but first the Lord begets us spiritually and in uses spiritual life We must not imagine that the soul never acts at all first or last and that there are no created habits of grace but first the Lord infuses the habit of Grace wherein the Soul is passive and the Soul being changed and sanctifyed thereby through the help and influence of the spirit exciting and assisting that New spiritual Life put into us we are enabled to put forth acts of Faith Repentance and other Graces First the Lord puts spiritual Life into us and then in him through his concurrence and secret assistance we move and act spiritually and graciously The summe of all is this God first giveth repentance and then we repent God first giveth faith and then we believe All those Scriptures were it is said that God giveth repentance and giveth Faith and worketh in us to will and to do might all be insisted on for further confirmation of this truth That conversion is wrought by the power of God alone Likewise all those Scriptures that set forth the weakness of the Saints even after they are in the state of grace how they yet cry out to be delivered from the body of death what need they
have of assisting grace of new influences of the Spirit and to be kept and upheld by the power of God unto the end of their dayes and their continual prayers and Supplications to God still to teach them quicken them enlarge their hearts incline their hearts unto his Testimonies and make them to go in the path of his Commandments as David did in the Book of Psalms do shew that we are both at first converted and afterwards carried on in Gods wayes and kept and preserved to the heavenly Kingdom by the power of God alone to whom be glory for ever and ever Amen Some are Converted young CHAP. V. Shewing that God Converts men at several Ages some in Youth some in their latter time as it pleaseth him NOw if we enquire into the times and seasons when God hath Converted those whom he hath Predestinated unto Life there is great variety according to the Counsel of his Will there is a set time for the new and spiritual birth of the Elect as well as there is an appointed time for every ones first birth and coming into the World The self same day and hour and moment that God hath d creed from Eternity shall all the Elect of God be brought out of the Egypt of their natural condition to travel towards the heavenly Canaan Therefore passing by what might be said of Gods infusing grace into some in their Infancy as he doth in Elect Infants that die in their Infancy although the manner of his working grace in them is a great secret to us I shall only speak of the times and seasons of Gods working grace in them that live some considerable time in the world First then I say that God converts some in their youth yea very young this we know by Scripture and Experience Josiah Obadiah and Timothy are recorded in the Scripture for early Converts All should remember their Creator in the days of their youth and some God helps by his grace so to do It is a happy thing when in this sense young ones first seek the Kingdom of God before they seek after Wealth or Wife or are scarce capable of regarding such worldly matters It is infinite mercy to be converted at all and a great priviledge to be converted young 1. Those that are converted very young usually have not such terrours and frights of Conscience as others have in their Conversion such thundrings and earthquakes of Law terrours but God speaketh to them with a stiller voice and deals more gently with them Indeed such are sometimes sorely tempted to question the truth of their Conversion because they have not had such great terrors of conscience as some others have had which they have heard or read of yet there is no ground for it for as if a man hath had as great consternation of Spirit and terrours of conscience as ever Cain and Judas had this were not sufficient to prove that he is converted So if a man hath had little feeling of those terrors and yet can find that he loathes himself for sin prizes Christ believes on his Name and heartily desires that he should reigne over him his estate is as good and safe for eternity as if he had been twenty years under extream horrour of conscience night and day and afterwards found peace in Christ Secondly Those that are converted very young usually are prevented by the grace of God from committing many grosse sins which others are guilty of as drunkenness whoredom scoffing at religion and swearing though the two last of these sins now a daies are rise amongst some that are very young even to amazement usually Youth is not so debauched I mean the beginning of Youth as afterwards so that if God please to convert one before he hath run into that excesse of riot it is to be for ever remembred with thankfulness unto the Lord. If our souls never came in act into some secret and open wickedness which naturall men in processe of time as they grow in years do commonly fall into but that the Lord before our vile nature was ripe for the commission of those sins was pleased to Sanctify us and put his fear into our hearts that wee know not what many of those things mean but by heare-say and report we are to take it as a great favour of the Lord. Yet by reason of this some that were converted young are apt to fall into temptation and a snare being apt to be ever and anon leaning something to their own righteousness But as God taketh them off by his grace from putting any confidence therein and leadeth them forth again by his holy spirit to account all their blameless walking before or since their conversion but dung in point of justification and to the end of their days after all their doing and suffering desiring onely to be found in Christ having on them his righteousness to justifie them at Gods Bar. And herein lies much of the light and leading of the spirit of God in them that are true Believers that although others that are ignorant of these things may think that they have not much need of the righteousness of Christ because they have not been stained with grosse sins all their dayes and they themselves at times may be tempted to such thoughts yet the Lord shews them that they are so vile by nature and their best righteousness so imperfect that they have as much need to prize Christ and to live purely and folely upon his righteousness as any poor creatures in the world Again those that are converted young and have not committed some gross sins that others have committed are apt to carry it not with that compassion of the ignorant and of them that are out of the way and utterly debauched as those many times do who have run to the same excesse of riot and are now converted unto God Whereas that is the right Spirit of the Gospel to be very pitiful yea very gentle in our carriage to the vilest of man yet rightly tempered with a holy zeal against sin Likewise those that are converted young and have not committed such abominations as others have done are apt to be lifted up with a conceit of their own strength and not to be so sensible of the corruption of their natures as others are wherefore the Lord doth sometimes leave them unto great temptations and sometimes to fall fouly in some things for a season even after their conversion that they may see what is in their hearts and that they should have been as vile as any in the World if the Lord had not bestowed his grace upon them Whereupon the come to have great humiliation before the Lord and loath themselves in his sight And if God do keep some that are converted young from being tainted with gross sins first or last all their dayes yet sometimes they may be so near the Commission of them but that God doth graciously prevent either by some special Providence or
are not to be brought in as tryals whether a person hath the truth of that grace which may be and yet not those high actings of it I affect plainness and not obscurity therefore I would try to make out my observation better suppose a Minister is preaching about the nature of Faith and shall make this a sign to the people to try their Faith by if they can believe at all times that God will bring about every particular thing for them which their eyes are towards him for and which he hath promised without hesitation wavering and considering and poring upon those things that stand in the way of the mercy and for this quote Abrahams Example that when he had the promise of a Son in his old Age he considered not his own body nor yet the deadness of Sarahs womb Rom. 4. 18. 19. whereas it is said there that he being not weak in faith but strong in faith was enabled to do so That such things must be brought in as examples of what believers should do and of what believers are sometimes enabled through the grace of God to do even to act faith very highly and strongly and not to prove that he is not a true believer that doth not alwayes thus And so if this be laid down as a tryal of Faith that one that hath true faith will not be daunted in the times of the greatest peril nor use sinful waies to bring himself out of trouble and quote for this the Heroick courage of the three Children before Nebuchadnezzar Daniel 3. and Davids encouraging himself in the Name of the Lord when Ziklag was taken and the people spake of stoning him 1 Sam. 30.6 How may this puzle poor souls and make them reflect upon themselves as if they had no true faith because it may be they have found many fears in time of danger and used some sinful shifting in time of trouble Yea and did not those men who were so Famous in their gennerations Falter much in their Faith and courage sometimes as Abraham when he twice denyed Sarah to be his Wife as wee see in Geneses and Peter when he denyed Christ and yet still the habit of Faith remained with them and David though all that time before mentioned he was bold in his God yet all other times how fearful was he and that presently after God had emminently appeared for him 1 Sam. 27.1 and then he was sore afraid of Achish King of Gath and changed his behaviour and feigned himself mad and scrabled at the doors of the gate c. all to get out off the danger he was in Therefore careful must we be when we set before others tryals of the grace of God in them that we do not take Scriptures that speak of the saints of old when they acted grace highly and urge this upon people that if they do not alwaies so they have not the truth of grace in them Indeed such examples of the Saints should be insisted on to shew others what they should do in like cases but not to make them tryals of the truth of their grace so as that they should conclude they have not the truth of grace except they are in every thing at all times assisted and influenced by the spirit of God as they were sometimes Abraham David and Peter sometimes acted above themselves through the strong help of assisting grace and sometimes acted as much below themselves thorough the power of temptations and the remainder of corruption that was in them and so it is with other Saints He therefore that will not lay a stumbling block before the weak in speaking of these things must carefully distinguish between what a true Saint is in his principles desire and bent of his heart in which he is holy and gracious for the Law of God is in his heart and what he is or may be in some particular acts in which he may discover many fallings We must distinguish between what a Saint should be and would be and what he is and attaineth to in this life we must destingnish between what a Saint is sometimes when he is strongly influenced and assisted by the holy Ghost and what he is at other times when the Lord leaves him in part for his humilation and that he may see what is in his heart We must distinguish between what a true Saint is in his maine course so he walketh with God and what he is at sometimes when as Paul himself saith the evil which he would not do and that which he hates that he doth The life of grace in the hearts of believers is a great mystery the flesh opposeth the spirit and the spirit the flesh in them the flesh and corruption in them cannot precipitate them to evil as it would because of the spirit and grace of God that opposeth it and the grace and new Nature that is in a Saint cannot do the good that it would because of the flesh that opposeth it All that I aim at is that as Ministers doctrine should be quick and powerful to convince ignorant and presumptuous Sinners that they are in the way to destruction so they should be careful at the same time that they do not quench the smoaking flax nor break the bruised Reed puzling and making sad any righteous ones whom God would not have made sad remembring that it is one end of the Ministry of the Gospel that we should be helpers of their joy and so much for this digression Grace is not alwaies alike visible in true believers as hath been shewn sometimes the Saints walk in the Sun-shine and sometimes in the dark therefore it is needful that we should be often trying our spiritual estates and sometimes set special times apart for self examination if happily we may find that God hath called us into the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord. 2. In trying our spiritual estates by sings of the work of grace upon our hearts it is best or dinarily to try our selves about the main things wherein the work of grace doth principally consist as to try whether we have true faith in Christ true repentance true love to God and the like or else through our weakness we are apt to be confounded by a multitude of signs this way is safe enough for where there is only grace in truth there is all at least in the root and habit 3. In trying and examining the work of grace upon our hearts we must pray for the light of the spirit to shew us those graces that he hath wrought in us otherwise it will be hard to discern them The Holy Ghost can put a Insture and shine upon our graces and when the Conscience is in great distress can say be not afraid Christ is here see thou believest in him thou fearest God and lovest him in sincerity When a believer is examining the work of grace upon the heart sometimes the holy spirit is pleased to put Grace into fresh
Philistines die with us This makes poor Believers with Sampson desire to die that all their lusts may die too Neither do you call all into question because of outward afflictions how great and many so ever they are for whom the Lord loveth he chastneth and correcteth every son whom he receiveth But say in your hearts the Lord hath humbled us for our sins drawn us to Christ put his fear into our hearts and hath given us many times gracious hints of his favour to us in Christ and now though he seem to walk contrary to us in some outward dispensations and breaks us in our relations and breaks us in our estates and breaks us in our esteem and breaks us in our-health as it was thus with Jacob yet will we trust in him and say that still he is our Father and will not alwaies chide nor retain his anger for ever 3. Let those that are converted hate every false way and meddle with sin no more we may well say the time past suffices and yet we have had to much of sinning already The state of grace is so far from giving any liberty to sin that it layes more obligation to holiness have a care of the sins of the daies wherein we live worldliness mispending of time in unprofitable talk bitterness against those that differ never so little from us in judgment neglect of training up Children in the fear of God and reverence and subjection to their parents want of heavenly discourse pride in apparel false and long haire and abundance of other sins that are to rife amongst some that make a great profession of Religion 4. Shew forth the Praises of him that hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light shew forth his praises not only in words but in works glorifie him on the earth let not his high and holy Name be blasphemed through you Be exceeding tender of the Name and glory of God make not Religion to stink and the savour of it to be abhorred by your covetous practises proud carriage loose conversation adorn the profession of religion with a serious chearfulness a meak zeal a heavenly dilligence in your callings and with a loving and yet a convincing conversation to the World these things may well go together and should do so Christians should be serious and yet chearful they have most cause to rejoyce and shall do it when others shall weep and howl and gnash their teeth Christians should be meek peaceable gentle easiy to be entreated and yet zealous magnanimous and valiant for the truth Christians should be heavenly in their thoughts and affections and discourse and yet deligent in their outward callings heavenly mindedness makes the yoak of outward labour easier and the burden of it lighter Christians should be affable courteous loving to all yet so far from sinful compliance with the waies of the world that they should hold forth the grace of Christ in their conversations that others may be convinced that they are the Children of God and that though possibly they may rail at them with their mouths they may secretly commend them in their consciences and wish their death at last end might be like theirs A concluding Speech to the VNCONVERTED CHAP. VIII Containing advice and counsel to those who are yet unconverted HAving shewn the necessity of conversion the Nature and signs of it I shall now conclude with some advice and council to those who are strangers to any work of grace upon their hearts but are going on in ignorance and blindness and see not into what a gulph and bottomless pit of destruction they are going Wonder not that I am earnest in such a matter and tell you so much of Hell and damnation it is to stop them that being spiritually blind and desparate are running into the lake of fire and brimston which burneth for ever Well then let me direct my speech unto such if God peradventure will give them repentance that so they may be recovered out of the snare of the Devil and escape everlasting destruction Hearken and give ear to this Alarm that is now sounded to you that are yet ignorant and careless of the things that belong unto your everlasting peace Repent repent get into Christ the City of refuge quickly quickly before the Lord come forth against you in his wrath and fury and you be cast into Hell I shall endeavour to set before you the miserable condition you will be in to eternity if you die in your sins and to that end I shall shew you three things 1. The certainty of Hell 2. the misery of Hell 3. The eternity of Hell 1. Consider the certainty of Hell This is that which I would speak of first That there is a place of torment and extream misery into which the wicked are cast their souls entring first into this woful place as soon as they depart this life and at the Day of Judgment their bodies being raised by the Almighty power of God shall be united again with their souls that so both in body and soul they may bear the wrath of God for ever It may be some that may read this may be so ignorant and prophane that they may think that Hell is a fable devised to keep me in awe and think them fools that are scar'd with it therefore let me endeavour to convince them of it for it doth appear indeed by the lives of too many that they believe neither Heaven nor Hell yet there are such fools that say in their hearts there is no God too Psal 14.1 They say so in their hearts and say so in their lives though few of them are so impudent as to say it with their mouths To prove that there is a Hell I might shew that the very heathens as they have a Notion that there is a God so they have a Nation that there is a Hell a state and place of misery into which evil men go after this life likewise I might shew that the boldest Athiests are sometimes struck with a Pannick fear of Hell all which proves that it is an universal Notion of mankind that the soul is immortal and that there is happiness or misery after this life though Atheists smother this conviction what they can But I shall onely insist upon Scripture proof of this point The wicked shall be turned into Hell Psal 9.18 How can ye escape the damnation of Hell Mat. 23.33 Fear him that is able to destroy Soul and body in Hell Mat. 10.28 God speared not the Angels that sinned but thrust them down to Hell 2 Pet. 2.4 To name no more particular places when ye read in the Scripture of everlasting punishment the wrath to come unquenchable fire all those expressions point at the same thing As there is a real Hell as well as there is a real Heaven so there is a local Hell as well as there is a local Heaven Hell and Heaven are not expressions onely to set forth the