this dulnesse is to converse with God and to keep our hearts in ure with him by calling to mind every day his benefits generall particular corporall spirituall what he hath done for thy Soule already what he will doe farther then to examine thy selfe how thou hast beene answerable that day for such kindnesse and love unto thee then to fall to prayer asking pardon for thy sinnes with a faithfull and penitent heart and entring into a new league betweene God and thy Soule to forsake sinne more earnestly and to serve God more carefully then in times past Meditation 14. Of Joy IT is good to rejoyce ever and never to rejoyce I meane carnally wee must not set up Joy as an Idol in our hearts as though there were no higher matter if a man ask us why wee are merry wee can say nothing but because wee love to be merry yet ought wee to preferre God to our Joy and the glory of God the good of our Neighbour and the health of our Soules wee must so rejoyce in temporall things that wee barre not our selves from heavenly comforts wee must be so familiar with outward things that wee grow nothing the more strange with God if otherwise wee sell our birth-right for Esaus Broth Canaan for the flesh-pots of Egypt and as it is commonly said Wee goe out of Gods blessing into a warme Sunne Take heed then to thy selfe it is lawfull for thee to use the blessings of God for thy necessity I say more for thy comfort and recreation so farre forth as doth concerne thy person yea thy state and calling but if thou use them for thy recreation only and have no farther or better end thou wilt quickly fall to the abuse respecting rather what thy appetite doth crave then God allowes God allowes no such use of his creatures as makes thee the lesse able or willing to serve him wherefore a restraint at least in affectation touching these things is better then by loosing too much the reins to our unruly flesh to suffer it to take the bridle and runne away let the feare of God be the steward of our expences and it shall make a good account for us if it cause us to passe by many worldly delights yet wil yield unto our consciences the sounder comfort for God doth bring unto him the joyes of the Holy Ghost which willingly forsakes outward pleasures the later end of such joyes is woe but of this it is said No man shall take it from you Wilt thou rejoyce ever me thought I heard thee say so bee sad ever to the world if thou smile with it let it bee from the teeth outward ingage not thy heart A strange Paradox that a man should bee sorry to make himselfe merry and these as strange wee must stand in feare to make our selves bold wee must bee fooles to bee made wise wee must die that wee may live Meditation 15. Humane reason IS not this our common answer Have I not reason to do as I doe yet are wee not to live by reason but by faith wheras we should rather say Doth not Gods word warrant mee to do as I do If Religion were but the improvement of Reason how would men entertaine it as their owne wheras now they suspect it as a stranger Many have thought that the Articles of Religion might winne credit from principles evident to the light of nature and that Philosophy hath laid as good grounds as Divinity Surely Humane learning can convince us well enough of many things wee doe but cannot bring us forward In that wee ought to doe for salvation it was a power in nature created to obey and beleeve if it would but now in nature decaied it is a want and it is not in mans will to beleeve and obey the truth and the misery is that it knoweth not how to find what it hath lost nor so much as that it hath lost any thing without a borrowed light the word of God is the powerfull meanes whereby the Holy Ghost which worketh inwardly in our hearts doth impart this light unto us our Reason is naturall Faith supernaturall Reason is the begining of Knowledge but Faith of Religion The Papists will say they have more Reason for their Religion then we for Free will Satisfaction Merits Purgatory Prayers Latine Service Images Pilgrimages Hierarchy stand all upon good grounds of Reason Let us give them what they aske wee may the more boldly challenge truth without which there is no Religion and to protest freely what wee maintaine and wherein wee desire by Gods grace to die wee follow not Reason in making choice of Religion but Gods word searching to understand the harder places and easy keeping our selves within the proportion of Faith refusing not the helpe of Humane learning for the phrase or story neither the testimony of better times by this word wee learne that man hath no good will nor hath his will power to returne to God untill grace make the will willing which of it self is unwilling and then but not till then doth it work with grace What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary By the word of God wee learne that there is no satisfaction for sins besides the death of Christ no merit to eternall life but his righteousnesse that sinnes are all mortall by nature though not equall that mans righteousnesse though done in grace is unperfect What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary By the word of God wee learne that bread in the Sacrament is not turned into the very body of Christ nor wine into his bloud yet that it is his very body and bloud to the faithfull communicant who is made partaker of whole Christ not by a grosse and fleshly incorporation but a ghostly and effectuall union What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary By Gods word wee learne that worshipping of Images amongst Christians is but a setting up of Idols as amongst the Heathen that Prayers in a strange tongue for the dead are neither devotion nor charity What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary By Gods word wee learne that Religion consisteth not in Popish shrift Penance difference of Meats Apparell Fasting Pilgrimage Reliques Crossing Holy-oile Holy-water Holy-bread Holybeades Holy-bells What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary to the decay of Christian obedience which consisteth in an inward mortisication and outwardly in a patient bearing of Christs crosse By the word of God wee learne that Christ is the only head of the Church and doth still governe the same by his spirit and word from which Gods Ministers or Priests fetch all their authority and hath not given over his place to another which should take authority above the word What if Reason deny this and teach the contrary By the word wee learne that the Scriptures have sufficient instruction to salvation What if Reason deny it and put us farther over to traditions revelations miracles to enforce doctrines contrary to the
of men addicted to this life where plenty is before want and prosperity before poverty to whom giving seemes spending and receiving a fruitfull harvest but to the spirituall man whose life is in God it is plaine as grounded upon a true contempt of the world and is the right exercise of charity which Christians must regard and Christ at the last day will confirme it to be true by that finall judgment when hee shall pronounce them blessed which have given and others cursed which have had more care to gaine then give Oh my soule think nothing thine that charity bids thee spare or if it be thine it is by the right of using it well to the good of others for the rest thou shalt answer as for things stollen Meditation 21. Say well and doe well LEt every man speake as hee meanes but first let him meane well for he which useth to speak well and hath no good meaning doth soone prove a dissembler it is simply good alwaies to meane well for that causeth a man to speak well and to be the same in deed which he is in word let every man speak as he list so he live well saith another as though men could speak without affecting as many times they speak without truth He that doth use to speak ill will shortly bee the man he speakes of transforming himselfe by little and little into the Image of his owne words such a man indeed speakes plainly but dangerously to himselfe and others for his meaning being no better then his speech he imboldens himselfe and corrupts others and this is the rule Custome of good speech doth not alter the meaning which is ill but the use of ill speech doth alter the meaning which is good and make it naught whence it is if I heare a man speak well I am still uncertain but if I see him do well then I certainely know him though he bee silent because his meaning is shewed truly in deed which in words is dark or doubtfull It is the proverb Say well is good but do well is better How is it good if it make not a bad man the better or prove not one to be good nay it is oft times the vizard of a foule face the curtaine of an uncleane bed the plaister of a festered soare the seeling of some rotten wall and is first a countenance to sinne which lyeth hid under it and in the end a disgrace to goodnesse as though it were nothing else but verball Wherefore say well is good not positively or simply of it selfe but privatively that is lesse hurtfull then doing or saying ill respectively as it is joyned with a good meaning so say well is good when it shewes a man as he is affected but doe well is better for that is the fruit of a good affection The vessell doth yeeld such liquor as it hath and as the mans trade is so is his talke oh my soule conceive thy thoughts according to the Idea of that divine goodnesse which thy mind doth behold and when they are borne into words Jacobs lambes shall not be more like the party-coloured stickes laid before the Ewes in time of conception then thy words and deeds shall be unto that Idea but if thou suffer thy selfe to talke without good meaning thy words shall be without feeling and rather to condemne thy selfe then to amend others Another proverb is that true meaning hath no fellow there is none to whom thou maist commit thy selfe more safely and which will doe thee more good then true meaning it will save thee from sinne and shame and make thy word and deed both one and it will cause thy friend safely to commit himselfe unto thee and to find as much good in thy words and deeds as thou dost in thy owne true meaning by it thou shalt free thy selfe from much lip-labour and study of cloquence for true meaning shall teach thee to speak in few words and yet to bee well understood and shall adde such grace and force to thy words as if perswasion her selfe did speak for thee but who speakes without true meaning hath lost his voice because he speaketh from an hollow heart which yeelds an uncertaine sound and if men heare any thing it is the least part and as an eccho it is presently gone A sound heart makes a sound tongue the tongue in nature cannot and in reason should not move without the heart and therfore if the tongue move of it selfe or before the heart order is broken and it is ominous to say as wee meane is to follow God who is truth it selfe but to doe otherwise is to imitate the practice of the Devill who by this deceived our first parents Meditation 22. Of Obedience THere is an Obedience of the Law and an Obedience of Faith the Obedience of the Law tels mee what I ought to be the Obedience of faith leades mee unto it the Obedience of the law condemns mee for not being as I ought the Obedience of faith doth quit mee from the law the Obedience of the law doth bring mee into bondage of the curse the Obedience of faith makes mee an inheritor of the blessing in my mind I doe allow the obedience of the law but in my conscience I trust to the Obedience of faith I am cotent that my life be ordered by the Obedience of the law but look to be censured by the Obedience of faith The Obedience of the law hath boasting and merits repentance pardon acceptation desire unfaigned belong not to the Obedience of the law but of faith I have nothing to boast of except I should boast of my owne shame and I have no claime but mercy Except God look on my repentance and forgive my sinnes in Christ except he do accept what is done in his feare and pardon what is left undone except he regard my desire more then my deserving and measure my desires rather by their sincerity then their strength what will become of mee Meditation 23. Temptation SHake not hands with any Tentation but turne quickly and fly speedily from it as Joseph did from his Mistresse it is a greater hap not to goe downe into such a pit then any sure hope to returne out of it Oh my soule thou knowest what I meane and thou feelest the danger thou canst more truly dislike sinne then leave it and hate it then be rid of it yet he which commanded Lazarus forth of the grave can raise thee and hath he not done a like thing for thee Why dost thou still love danger to fall into it I neither love the danger nor the fall but sinne pleades custome and the more I yeeld the lesse able am I to resist I am only strong in opinion but weake in Tentation and I find more safety in flying then fighting while I stand on my guard my weapons to which I ordinarily trust are striken out of my hands the base towne of my senses is surprised the castle of reason so
law had figures for the time of grace the law came by Moses so grace and truth is come unto us by Jesus Christ whose Gospell is Preached in all the world what divisions and strife are risen up about it as was foretold how many enemies hath it which with open force resist it how many false brethren which undermine it how many loose libertines which live under the shadow but will not be ruled by the power of it how doth faith waver and charity waxe cold the world sway and the Church suffer heresy prosper and truth pine If all the works of God hitherto have had their just course and time will he faile trow yee in the last act nay some part of this act is begunne already by the comming of Christ into the flesh for after this comming of him it is said He that beleeveth not in the Sonne of God is condemned already but the second comming of Christ shall be a full consummation Is he come in humility to suffer and save and will he not come in glory to put downe all his enemies I will not say oh foolish and slow of heart that were too mild for such mockers but oh hard hearted and desperate wretches who because they will not now beleeve the truth of a finall judgment shall hereafter feele the terror and punishment of eternall condemnation Meditation 36. Afflictions AFflictions are ever profitable to the godly but there are very few of such and it is commonly seene that men after a long and strong disease are much worse then before so that the fire of naughtinesse which for a while lay covered under the embers of their disease having gotten but a little vent breaketh forth the more forcibly and the floud of their corruption stopped for a while by the opposition of their paines having gotten some small passage doth recover his course with the greater violence It is very true that in our troubles wee can call our selves to account and pray to God with many vowes and promises of amendment but no sooner doth he remove his hand then wee start aside from our new resolutions and follow our old by as and how commeth this to passe because wee were brought unto it by constraint wee did complaine and cry but more for feeling of anguish and paine like beasts then any inward remorse or touch of conscience wee were not offended at our sinnes but wee are sorry for the losse of our health and liberty wee humble not our selves before the Lord but it is grievous unto us that his hand is heavy on us wee long not after the health of our soules but wee enquire after all meanes to remove the disease from our bodies therefore as soone as wee have our will satisfied in this respect and seele our strength returne wee get cut as men shut up long in Prison and forget all the good thoughts which came to us in extremity and as it fell out with the children of Israel that because they were neare the good land and might have entred into it by the conduct of God and would not therefore returned they back againe and their carcasses perished in the wildernesse so in this cause because wee were neare to amendment of life and might have beene partakers thereof through the mercy of God and would not therefore fall wee back to our old sinnes and in them wee perish A godly mind may thrive well in trouble but he that is not prepared before hand shall find little comfort in it the sunne which melteth the wax hardneth the clay spices when they are beaten smell the better but there are other things which never smell so ill as when they are most handled these sudden flashes terrify many but they enlighten none but such as live in the inward light Alas what an interest hath sinne in us when wee have once yeelded unto it wee beare not only the guilt of what is past but wee are ever after the more prone to doe the like againe So that there is no purgation so strong no Affliction of such force to cleanse us of it without the speciall gift of his heavenly grace which no sooner said but Lazarus comes forth Therefore are wee to look to our very beginnings and if wee have made any entrance to draw back with speed for sinnes of custome are like an old Gout which knowes no remedy yet despaire not at any time rather resist then give place if the tempter suggest unto thee the greatnesse of thy sinnes let it serve this way to make thee humble thy selfe more and to aske pardon if thou desire heartily to amend and commit thy cause to him which died for thee thy sinne cannot hurt thee for he which giveth the desire will bring it to effect but herein beware of hypocrisy if God point unto thee particularly by any Affliction take it as a medicine from thy heavenly Physitian for thy soules health and let it be more displeasing that thou hast offended God then that the crosse is offensive to thee seek the health of thy soule more then the removing of outward crosses and use all meanes to be such a one in health as thou didst desire to be in sicknesse in all Afflictions look not so much to the rod as to the â—miter who if thou take it patitiently doth correct thee in love if otherwise in anger and indignation Meditation 37. Humane society MAn is by nature sociable and framed thereunto by reason and speech whereunto he doth the more willingly apply himselfe though with some particular disadvantage because of the necessities of life which seeme to require Society for many commodities necessary to life are had in a Society not otherwise to be obtained this hath drawne men from wandring up and downe to certaine places of abode from dennes to houses from Woods to Townes and Cities from barbarous manners to civility and rather to commit themselves to the authority of an orderly government by Lawes for their safety then to languish in an idle and unprofitable loosnesse without the use of one anothers helpe and Society hence have beene erected so many States and Common-weales the glory of all ages But yet this Society how agreeable soever to mans nature doth not fully content it neither doth man find in man that which may satisfy his desire for man being made after the Image of his maker doth take more delight to see himselfe in the patterne of his first beauty then to see his owne face in the face of his brother and though he need not for this purpose the use of his eyes so much yet doth the soule more perfectly discourse and understand when it lifteth it selfe up to God then when it doth converse with man Againe the happinesse which wee are to receive in a humane Society doth proceed from the Society which wee must first seek for with God and from the duty wee owe unto him wee rightly learne how to frame ourselves in all inferiour duties