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spirit_n have_v thus_o witness_v if_o its_o record_n be_v not_o receive_v so_o rev._n 22.18_o i_o testify_v unto_o every_o man_n that_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o yet_o every_o man_n to_o who_o he_o speak_v this_o do_v not_o believe_v what_o be_v assert_v joh._n 3.11_o we_o testify_v and_o you_o receive_v not_o our_o witness_n it_o be_v but_o a_o testimony_n propose_v or_o offer_v and_o be_v not_o effectual_a unless_o receive_v and_o if_o nothing_o further_a be_v intend_v in_o the_o text_n yet_o it_o be_v a_o mine_n with_o much_o spiritual_a treasure_n lay_v up_o in_o it_o several_a thing_n of_o great_a importance_n arise_v from_o this_o as_o 1._o hence_o a_o knowledge_n of_o adoption_n be_v attaineable_a it_o be_v the_o very_a end_n of_o the_o spirit_n witness_v to_o assure_v thereof_o it_o be_v not_o to_o render_v god_n more_o assure_v who_o be_v his_o child_n he_o know_v who_o be_v he_o nor_o to_o make_v adoption_n certain_a in_o itself_o that_o must_v be_v before_o it_o can_v be_v 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be_v receive_v which_o be_v far_o great_a and_o it_o be_v the_o witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n he_o intend_v ver_fw-la 6.8.10_o christian_n reckon_v it_o a_o small_a matter_n to_o deny_v the_o appearance_n of_o gospel_n grace_n and_o to_o call_v the_o special_a operation_n of_o the_o spirit_n delusion_n of_o satan_n o_o but_o hereby_o you_o not_o only_o hinder_v your_o own_o peace_n comfort_n and_o establishment_n which_o may_v come_v in_o at_o that_o door_n but_o which_o be_v far_o worse_a you_o grieve_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n also_o eph._n 4.30_o i_o may_v say_v to_o such_o as_o isai_n 7.13_o be_v it_o a_o small_a thing_n for_o you_o to_o weary_a grieve_v and_o disquiet_v your_o own_o spirit_n but_o will_v you_o grieve_v the_o spirit_n of_o my_o god_n also_o it_o be_v sad_a enough_o that_o carnal_a man_n deny_v attention_n to_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n o_o let_v not_o christian_n make_v it_o speak_v in_o vain_a also_o or_o miss_v of_o its_o end_n in_o speak_v to_o they_o 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when_o the_o lord_n have_v thus_o give_v quietness_n then_o as_o job_n 34._o v._o 29._o not_o sin_n nor_o satan_n nor_o conscience_n none_o can_v create_v trouble_n and_o thus_o i_o have_v discover_v when_o the_o spirit_n have_v witness_v by_o blood_n chap._n xv._o show_v how_o a_o soul_n may_v know_v that_o the_o spirit_n have_v witness_v its_o adoption_n by_o water_n qu_n 3._o how_o may_v a_o soul_n know_v that_o the_o spirit_n have_v witness_v its_o adoption_n by_o water_n i.e._n sanctification_n answ_n there_o be_v two_o part_n of_o sanctification_n either_o of_o which_o be_v witness_v 1._o the_o separation_n of_o the_o heart_n frâ—â—_n sin_n or_o a_o freedom_n from_o the_o dominion_n of_o sin_n natural_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o man_n stand_v towards_o and_o be_v even_o destinate_a to_o the_o service_n of_o sin_n rom._n 6.17_o but_o after_o believe_v the_o heart_n renounce_v subjection_n to_o it_o there_o be_v in_o every_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n a_o new_a principle_n to_o oppose_v it_o in_o respect_n of_o this_o believer_n be_v say_v to_o be_v dead_a to_o sin_n rom._n 6.2_o i.e._n they_o be_v become_v unwilling_a and_o unapt_a to_o yield_v attention_n unto_o the_o motion_n of_o sin_n and_o liveles_a in_o the_o act_n of_o it_o yea_o it_o have_v it_o death_n wound_v in_o they_o all_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n have_v crucify_v the_o flesh_n gal._n 5.24_o sin_n be_v become_v a_o sufferer_n in_o their_o soul_n by_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n they_o be_v say_v to_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n rom._n 6._o v._n 18_o 22._o and_o have_v a_o divine_a promise_n that_o it_o shall_v not_o reign_v or_o have_v dominion_n over_o they_o v._o 12.14_o and_o that_o this_o do_v witness_n adoption_n see_v rom._n 6._o v._n 16_o 17._o it_o be_v make_v a_o difference_v thing_n of_o their_o two_o state_n and_o v._o 22._o be_v make_v free_a from_o sin_n and_o become_v the_o servant_n of_o god_n you_o have_v your_o fruit_n unto_o holiness_n and_o the_o end_n everlasting_a 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