expectation of them 3. and preparatiâ—… for them When any thing is strange and sudden and lights upon us unfurnished and unfenced it must needs pâ—… our spirits out of frame It is good therefore to make all kinde of troubles familiar to us in our thoughts at least and this will breake the force of them It is good to fence our soules before-hand against all assaults as men use to keepe out the Sea by raising bankes and if a breach bee made to repaire 〈◊〉 presently We had need to maintaine a strong Garrison of holy Reasons against the assaults of strong passions wee may hope for the best but feare the worst and prepare to beare whatsoever We say that a set diet is dangerous because variety of occasions will force us upon breaking of it So in this world of changes wee cannot resolve upon any certaine condition of life for upon alteration the minde is out of frame We cannot say this or that trouble shall not befall yet we may by helpe of the Spirit say nothing that doth befall shall make mee doe that which is unworthy of a Christian That which others make easie by suffering that a wise man maketh easie by thinking of beforehand If we expect the worst when it comes it is no more than wee thought of If better befals us than it is the sweeter to us the lesse wee expected it Our Saviour foretels the worst In the world you shall have tribulation therefore looke for it but then hee will not leave us Satan deludes with faire promises but when the contrary falls out hee leave his followers in their distresses Wee desire peace and rest but wee seeke iâ—… not in its owne place there is a rest for Gods people but that is not here nor yet but it remaines for them they rest frâ—… their labours but that is after they are dead in the Lord. There is no sound rest till then Yet this caution must be remembred that wee shape not in oâ—… fancies such troubles as are never likely to fall out It comes either from weaknesse or guiltinesse to feare shaddowes We shall not need to make crosses they will as we say of foule weather come before they be sent for How many evills doe people feare from which they have no further hurt then wâ—… is bred onely by their causelesse feaâ—… Nor yet if they be probable must wee thinke of them so as to be altogether so affected as if undoubtedly they would come for so wee give certaine strength to an uncertaine crosse and usurpe upon God by anticipating thâ—… which may never come to passe It was rashnesse in David to say I shâ—… one day perish by the hand of Saul If they be such troubles as will certainely come to passe as parting with friends and contentments at least by death than I thinke of them so as not to be much dismayed but furnish thy heart with strength before-hand that they may fall the lighter 2. Thinke of them so as not to give up the bucklers to passion and lye open as a faire marke for any uncomfortable accident to strike to the heart nor yet so think of them as to despise them but to consider of Gods meaning in them and how to take good by them 3. Thinke of the things we enjoy so as to moderate our enjoying of them by considering there must be a parting and therefore how wee shall bee able to beare it when it comes 2. If we desire not to be overcharged with sorrow when that which we feare is fallen upon us we must then before-hand looke that our love to any thing in this world shoot not so farre as that when the time of severing commeth we part with so much of our hearts by that rent Those that love too 〈◊〉 will alwayes grieve too much It is tâ—… greatnesse of our affections which câ—… seth the sharpnesse of our afflictions 〈◊〉 that cannot abound without pride aâ—… high-mindednesse will not want wiâ—… out-too-much dejectednesse Love 〈◊〉 planted for such things as can retuâ—… love and make us better by loving them wherein we shall satisfie our loâ—… to the full It is pitty so sweet an affection should be lost So sorrow is 〈◊〉 sinne and for other things as they mâ—… sinne the more bitter to us The 〈◊〉 of a Christian should be a meditatiâ—… how to unloose his affections from inferiour things hee will easily die that 〈◊〉 dead before in affection But this will never be unlesse the soule seeth some thing better than al things in the world upon which is may bestow it selfe In that measure our affections die in theâ—… excessive motion to things below 〈◊〉 they are taken up with the love and admiration of the best things He that 〈◊〉 much in heaven in his thoughts is free from being tossed with tempest here below the top of those mountaines that are above the middle Region are so quiet as that the lightest things as ashes lie still and are not moved The way to mortifie earthly members that bestirre themselves in us is to mind things above The more the wayes of wisedome lead us on high the more wee avoyd the snares below In the uncertainty of all events here labour to frame that contentment in and from our owne selves which the things themselves wil not yeeld frame peace by freeing our hearts from too much feare and riches by freeing our hearts from covetous desires Frame a sufficiencie out of contentednesse If the soule it self be out of tune outward things will doe no more good than a faire shooe to a gouty foote And seeke not our selves abroad out of our selves in the conceits of other men A man shall never live quietly that hath not learned to be set light by of others He that is little in his owne eyes will not be troubled to be little in the eyes of others Men that set too high a price upon themselves when others will not come to their price are discontent Those whose condition iâ—… above their worth their pride above their condition shall never want sorrow yet wee must maintaine our authority and the Image of God in our places for that is Gods and not ours and we ought so to carrie our selves as we approve our selves to their consciences though we have not their good words Let none despise thy youth saith Saint Paul to Timothy that is Walke sâ—… before them as they shall have no cause It is not in our owne power what other men thinke or speake but it is in oâ—… power by Gods grace to live so thâ—… none can thinke ill of us but by slandering and none beleeve ill but by too much credulity 3. When any thing seiseth upon us wee must take heed we mingle not oâ—… owne passions with it wee must 〈◊〉 ther bring sinne to nor mingle 〈◊〉 with the suffering for that wil trouble the spirit more than the trouble it 〈◊〉 We are more to deale
in Christ. 2 the joyes of heaven and the torments of hell 3. the last and strict day of accouâ—… 4. The vanity of all earthly things 5. The uncertainty of our lives c. From the meditation of these truthes the soule wil be prepared to have rigâ—… conceits of things and to discourse upon true grounds of them and thinke with it selfe that if these things be so iâ—…deed then I must frame my life sutable to these principles hence arise true affections in the soule true feare of God true love and desire after the best things c. The way to expell â—…ind oâ—… of our bodies is to take some wholesome nourishment and the way to expell windy fancies from the soule is 〈◊〉 feed upon serious truthes 4. Moreover to the well ordering of this unruly faculty it is necessary that our nature it selfe should be changed for as men are so they imagine as the treasure of the heart is such is that which comes from it An evill heart cannot thinke well before the heart be changed our judgment is depraved in regard of our last end we seeke our happinesse where it is not to be found Wickednesse comes from the wicked as the Proverb is If wee had as large and as quick apprehensions as Sathan himselfe yet if the rellish of our wil affections be not changed they will set the imagination a worke to deuise satisfaction to themselves For there is a mutuall working and refluxe betwixt the will and the imagination the imagination stirres up the will and as the will is affected so imagination worketh When the law of God by the Spirit is so written in our hearts that the law and our hearts become agreeable one to the other then the soule is enclined and made plyable to every good thought When the heart is once taught of God to love it is the nature of this sweet affection as the Apostle saith to thinke no evill either of God or man and not onely so but it carries the bent of the whole soule with it to good so that we love God not onely with all our heart but with all our minde that is both with our understanding and imagination Love is an affection full of inventions and sets the wit a worke to devise good things therefore our chiefe care should bee that our hearts may be circumcised and purified so as they may be filled with the love of God and then we shall finde this duty not onely easie but delightfull unto us The Prophet healed the waters by casting salt into the spring so the seasoning of the spring of our actions seasons all And indeed what can bee expected from man whilest hee is vanity but vaine imaginations What can wâ—… looke for from a Viper but poyson A man naturally is either weaving spidâ—… webbs or hatching Cockatrices egges thâ—… is his heart is exercised either in vaâ—… or mischiefe for not onely the frame 〈◊〉 the heart but what the heart frameth iâ—… evill continually A wicked man that iâ—… besotted with false conceits will adâ—… of no good thoughts to enter 5. Even when wee are good and devise good things yet there is still some sicknesse of fancie remaining in the best of us whereby wee worke trouble to our selves and therefore it is necessary we should labour to restraine and limit our fancie and stop these waters at the beginning giving no not the least way thereunto If it begins to grow wanton tame the wildnesse of it by fastning it to the crosse of Christ whom wee have pierced with our sinnes and amongst other with these sinnes of our spirits who hath redeemed us from our vaine thoughts and conversations set before it the consideration of the wrath of God of death and judgement and the woefull estate of the damned c. and take it not off till thy heart bee taken off from straying from God When it begins once to runne out to impertinencies confine it to some certaine thing and then upon examination wee shall finde it bring home some hony with it otherwise it will bring us nothing but a sting from the bitter remembrance of our former misspent thoughts time which wee should redeeme and fill up with things that most belong to our peace Idlenesse is the houre of temptation wherein Sathan joynes with our imagination and sets it about his owne work to grinde his greese for the soule as a Mill either grinds that which is put into it or else works upon it selfe Imagination is the first wheele of the soule and if that move amisse it stirres all the inferiour wheeles amisse with it It stirres it selfe and other powers of the soule are stirred by its motion and therefore the well ordering of this is of the greater consequence For as the imagination conceiveth so usually the judgement concludeth the will chuseth the affections are carried and the members execute If it breake loose as it will soone runne ryot yet give no consent of the will to it though it hath defiled the memory yet let it not defile the will though it be the first borne of the soule yet let it not as Ruben ascend unto the fathers bed that is our will and defile that which should be kept pure for the spirit of Christ resolve to act nothing upon it but crosse it before it moves to the execution and practise of any thing As in sicknesse many times wee imagine by reason of the corruption of our tast Physick to be ill for us and those meates which nourish the disease to be good yet care of health makes us crosse our owne conceits and take that which fancie abhorres So if we would preserve sound spirits wee must conclude against groundlesse imagination and resolve that whatsoever it suggests cannot be so because it crosses the grounds both of religion and reason And when we finde imagination to deceive us in sensible things as Melancholy persons are subject to mistake we may well gather that it will much more deceive us in our spirituall condition And indeed such is the incoherence impertinencie and unreasonablenesse of imagination that men are oft ashamed and angry with themselves afterwards for giving the least way to such thoughts and it is good to chastise the soule for the same that it may bee more wary for time to come whilest men are led with imagination they worke not according to right rules prescribed to men but as other baser creatures in whom phantasie is the chiefe ruling power and therefore those whose will is guided by their fancies live more like beasts then men Wee allow a horse to praunce and skip in a pasture which if hee doth when he is once backt by the rider we count him an unruly and an unbroken jade so howsoever in other creatures wee allow liberty of fancie yet wee allow it not in man to frisk and rove at its pleasure because in him it is to bee bridled
with reason 6. Especially take heed of those cursed imaginations out of which as of mother roots others spring forth as questioning Gods Providence and care of his children his justice his disregarding of what is done here below c. thoughts of putting off our amendment for time to come and so blessing â—…r selves in an evill way thoughts against the necessity of exact and circumspect walking with God c. When these and such like principles of Satans and the fleshes divinitie take place in our hearts they block up the soule against the entrance of soule-saving truths and taint our whole conversation which is either good or evill as the principles are by which wee are guided and as our imagination is which lets in all to the soule The Iewes in Ieremies time were fore-stalled with vaine imaginations against sound repentance and therefore his counsell is Wash thine heart O Ierusalem how long shall vaine thoughts lodge within thee 7. Fancie will the better bee kept within its due bounds if wee consider the principall use thereof Sense and imagination is properly to judge what is comfortable or uncomfortable what is pleasing or displeasing to the outward man not what is morally or spiritually good or ill and thus farre by the lawes of nature and civility wee are bound to give fancie contentment both in our selves and others as not to speake or do any thing uncomely which may occasion a loathing or distast in our converse with men and it is a matter of conscience to make our lives as comfortable as may bee as wee are bound to love so wee are bound to use all helps that may make us lovely and indeare us into the good affections of others As wee are bound to give no offence to the conscience of another so to no power or faculty either of the outward or inward man of another Some are taken off in their affection by a fancie whereof they can give but little reason and some are more carelesse in giving offence in this kind then stands with that Christian circumspection and mutuall respect which wee owe one to another The Apostles rule is of large extent Whatsoever things are not onely true and honest and just but whatsoever things are lovely and of good report c. thinke of these things Yet our maine care should bee to manifest our selves rather to mens consciences then to their imaginations 8. It should be our wisedome likewise to place our selves in the best conveniency of all outward helps which may have a kinde working upon our fancie and to take heed of the contrary as time place and objects c. There bee good houres and good messengers of Gods sending golden opportunities wherein God uses to give a meeting to his children breathes good thoughts into them Even the wisest and holiest men as David and Solomon c. had no further safety then they were carefull of well using all good advantages and sequestring themselves from such objects as had a working power upon them by suffering their soules to bee led by their fancies and their hearts to runne after their eyes they betrayed and robbed themselves of much grace and comfort thereupon Solomon cries out with griefe and shame from his own experience Vanitie of vanities c. Fancy will take fire before wee bee aware Little things are seeds of great matters Iob knew this and therefore made a covenant with his eyes But a fooles eyes are in the corners of the earth saith Solomon Sometimes the ministring of some excellent thought from what we heare or see proves a great advantage of spirituall good to the soule Whilest Saint Austen out of curiosity delighted to heare the eloquence of St. Ambrose hee was taken with the matter it selfe sweetly sliding together with the words into his heart Of later times whilest Galeaceus Caracciolus an Italian Marquesse and Nephew to Pope Paul 5. was hearing Peter Martyr reading upon 1. Corinths and shewing the deceiveablenesse of mans judgement in spirituall things and the efficacy of divine truth in those that belong unto God and further using a similitude to this purpose If a man be walking afar off and see people dancing together and heare no noise of the musicke hee judges them fooles and out of thâ—… wits but when hee comes neerer and heares the musicke and sees that eâ—…rie motion is exactly done by art Now he changes his minde and is 〈◊〉 taken up with the sweet agreement of the gesture and the musicke that he is not onely delighted therewith but desirous to joine himselfe in the number so it falls out saith hee with men Whilest they looke upon the outward carriage and conversation of Gods people and see it differing from others they thinke them fooles but when they looke more narrowly into their courses and see a gracious harmony betwixt their lives and the word of God then they beginne to be in love with the beauty of holinesse and joyne in conformity of holy obedience with those they scorned before This Similitude wrought so with this Noble-man that he began from that time forward to set his mind to the studie of heavenly things One seasonable truth falling upon a prepared heart hath oftentimes a sweet and strong operation Luther confesseth that having heard a grave Divine Staupicius say that that is kinde repentance which begins from the love of God ever after that time the practise of repentance was sweeter to him This speech of his likewise tooke well with Luther that in doubts of predestination we should beginne from the wounds of Christ that is from the sense of Gods love to us in Christ wee should arise to the grace given us in election before the world was The putting of lively colours upon common truths hath oft a strong working both upon the fancy and our will and affections the spirit is refreshed with fresh things or old truths refreshed this made the Preacher seeke to finde out pleasing and acceptable words and our Saviour CHRISTS maner of teaching was by a lively representatiâ—… to mens fancies to teach them heavenly truths in an earthly sensible manner and indeed what doe wee see or heare but will yeeld matter to a holy heart to raise it selfe higher We should make our fancie serviceable to us in spirituall things and take advantage by any pleasure or profit or honour which it presents our thoughts withall to thinke thus with our selves What is this to the true honour and to those induring pleasures c. And seeing God hath condescended to represent heavenly things to us under earthly termes wee should follow Gods dealing herein God represents heaven to us under the terme of a banquet and of a kingdome c. our union with Christ under the terme of a mariage yea Christ himselfe under the name of whatsoever is lovely or comfortable in heaven or earth So the Lord sets out Hell to us by
us We should labour likewise for a single heart to trust in God onely there is no readier way to fall then to trust equally to two stayes whereof one is rotten and the other sound therefore as in point of doctrine wee are to relie upon Christ onely and to make the Scriptures our rule onely So in life and conversation what ever wee make use of yet we should enjoy and relye upon God onely for either God is trusted alone or not at all those that trust to other things with God trust not him but upon pretence to cary their double mindes with lesse check Againe labour that thy soule may answer all the Relations wherein it stands to God by eleaving to him 1. as a Father by trusting on his care 2. as a teacher by following his direction 3. as a Creator by dependance on him 4. as a husband by inseparable affection of love to him 5. as a Lord by obedience c. And then we may with comfort expect whatsoever good these Relations can yeeld All which God regarding more our wants and weaknesses then his owne greatnesse hath taken upon him Shall these Relations yeeld comfort from the creature and not from God himselfe in whom they are in their highest perfection Shall God make other fathers and husbands faithfull and not be faithfull Himselfe All our comfort depends upon labouring to make these Relations good to our soules And as we must wholly and only trust in God so likewise we must trust him in all conditions and times for all things that we stand in need of untill that time comes wherein wee shall stand in need of nothing for as the same care of God moved him to save us and to preserve us in the world till we be put in possession of salvation So the same faith relyes upon God for heaven and all necessary provision till wee come thither It is the office of Faith to quiet our soules in all the necessities of this life and we have continuall use of trusting while wee are here For even when we have things yet God still keepes the blessing of them in his own hands to hold us in a continuall dependance upon him God traines us up this way by exercising our trust in lesser matters to fit us for greater thus it pleaseth God to keepe us in a depending condition untill he see his owne ◅me but so good is God that as he intends to give us what wee wait for so will he give us the grace and spirit of faith to sustaine our soules in waiting till we enjoy the same The unrulinesse of a naturall spirit is never discovered more then when God deferres therefore we should labour the more not to withdraw our attendance from God Further we must know that the condition of a Christian in this life is not to see what he trusts God for hee lives by faith and not by sight and yet that there is such a vertue in faith which makes evident and present things to come and unseene Because God where he gives an eye of faith gives also a glasse of the word to see things in and by seeing of them in the truth and power of him that promiseth they become present not only to the understāding to apprehēd thē but to the will to rest upō thē to the affections to joy in thē It is the nature of faith to work whēit seethnothing and oftentimes best of all then because God shewes himself more clearly in his power wisdome goodness at such times and so his glory shines most and faith hath nothing else to looke upon then whereupon it gathers all the forces of the soule together to fasten upon God It should therefore be the chiefe care of a Christian to strengthen his faith that so it may answer Gods maner of dealing with him in the worst times for God usually 1. that he might perfectly mortifie our confidence in the creature and 2. that he might the more indeere his favours and make them fres◅ and new unto us and 3. that the glory of deliverance may bee entirely hi◅ without the creatures sharing with him and 4. that our faith and obedience may be tryed to the uttermost and discovered suffers his children to fall into great extremities before he will reach forth his hand to help them as in Iobs case c. Therefore Christians should much labour their hearts to trust in God in the deepest extremities that may be fall them even when no light of comfort appeares either from within or without yea then especially when all other comforts faile despaire is oft the ground of hope when the darknesse of the night is thickest then the morning begins to dawne that which to a man unacquainted with Gods dealings is a ground of utter despaire the same to a mā acquainted with the waies of God is a rise of exceeding comfort for infinite power goodnes can never be at a loss neither can faith which looks to that ever be at a stand whence it is that both God and Faith worke best alone In a hopelesse estate a Christiā will see some doore of hope opened 1. because God shewes himself neerest to us when we stand most in need of him help Lord for vain is the help of man God is never more seen then in the Mount He knowes our soules best our souls know him best in adversity thē heis most wōderful in his Saints 2 because our praiers thē are strōg cryes fervent and frequent God is sure to heare of us at such a time which pleaseth him well as delighting to heare the voice of his Beloved For our better incouragement in these sad times and to helpe our trust in God the more we should often call to minde the former experiences which either our selves or others have had of Gods goodnesse and make use of the same for our spirituall good Our Fathers trusted in thee saith the head of the Church and were not confounded Gods truth and goodnesse is unchangeable he never leaves those that trust in him so likewise in our owne experiences we should take notice of Gods dealing◅ with us in sundry kindes how many wayes he hath refreshed us and how good we have found him in our worst times After wee have once tryed him and his truth we may safely trust him God will stand upon his credit he never failed any yet and he will not begin to breake with us If his nature and his word and his former dealing hath beene sure and square why should our hearts be wavering thy word saith the Psalmist is very pure or tryed therefore thy servant loveth it the word of God is as silver tryed in the furnace purified seven times It is good therefore to observe and lay up Gods dealings Experience is nothing else but a multiplyed remembrance of former blessings which will
devices turned upon their owne heads will more torment them In this case it will much comfort to goe into the Sanctuary for there wee shall be able to say Yet God is good to 〈◊〉 God hath an Arke for his there is no condition so ill but there is Balme in Gilead comfort in Israel The depths â—…f misery are never beyond the depths of mercy God oft for this very end strips his Church of all helpes below that it may onely rely upon him and that it may appeare that the Church is ruled by an higher power then it is opposed by And then is the time when we may exâ—…ct great deliverances of the Church when there is a great faith in the great God From all that hath beene said wee see that the only way to quiet the soul is to lay a charge upon it to trust God â—…d that unquietnesse and impatiency me symtomes and discoveries of an unâ—… leeving heart CHAP. XXVI Of divine reasons in a beleever Of his minding to praise God more then to bee delivered TO goe on I shall yet praise him In these words David expresseth the reasons and grounds of his trust namely from the interest hee had in God by experience and speciall covenant wherein in generall we may observe that those who truly trust in God labour to back their faith with sound arguments faith is an understanding grace it knowes whom it trusts and for what and upon what grounds it trusts Reason of it selfe cannot finde what we should beleeve yet when God hath discovered the same faith tells us there is great reason to beleeve it faith useth reason though not as a ground yet as a sanctified instrument to finde out Gods grounds that it may rely upon them He beleeves best that knowes best why hee should beleeve Confidence and love and other affections of the soule though they have no reason grafted in them yet thus farre they are reasonable as that they are in a wise man raised up guided and laid downe with reason or else men were neither to be blamed nor praised for ordering their affections a right whereas not only civill vertue but grace it selfe is especially conversant in ruling the affections by sanctified reason The soule guides the will and affections otherwise then it doth the outward members of the body It swayes the affections of confidence love joy c. as a Prince doth his wiser subjects and as Counsellors doe a well ordered State 〈◊〉 ministring reasons to them but the â—…le governes the outward members by command as a master doth a slave â—…his will is enough The hand and foot â—…ve upon command without regarding any reason but wee will not trust 〈◊〉 rejoyce in God without reason or a 〈◊〉 of reason at the least Sinne it selfe never wanted a reason 〈◊〉 as it is but we call it unreasonable â—…use it hath no good reason for it for reason being a beame of God cannot strengthen any worke of darknesse God having made man an understanding creature guides him by a way sutable to such a condition and that is the reason why God in mercy yeelds so far to us in his word as to give us so many reasons of our affiance in him What is encouragement and comfort but a demonstration to us of greater reasons to raise us up then there are to cast us downe Davids reasons here are drawne partly from some promise of deliverance and partly from Gods nature and dealing with him whom as he had formerly found an healing a saving God so he expects to finde him still and partly from the covenant of grace hee is my God The chiefe of his reasons are fetched from God what he is in himselfe and what hee is and will be to his children and what to him in particular though godly men have reasons for their trst yet those reasons be divine and spirituall as faith it selfe is for as naturally as beames come from the Sunne and branches from the roote even so by divine discourse one truth issueth from another And as the beames and the Sunne as the roote and branches are all of one nature so the grounds of comfortable truths and reasons taken from those grounds are both of same divinity and authority though in time of temptation discourse is oft so troubled that it cannot see how one truth riseth from another this is one priviledge of heaven that our knowledge there shall not be so much discoursive proving one thing by another as definitive seeing things in their grounds with a more present view the soule being then raised and enlarged to a present conceiving of things and there being no flesh and blood in us to raise objections that must be satisfied with reasoning Sometimes in a clearer state of the soule faith hath not so much use of reasons but upon neere and sweet communion with God and by reason of some likenesse betweene the soule that hath a divine nature stamped upon it and God it presently without any long discourse runneth to God as it were by a supernaturall instinct as by a naturall instinct a childe runneth to his Father in any distresse Yea and from that common light of nature which discovereth there is a God even naturall men in extremities will runne to God and God as the Author of nature will sometimes heare them as he doth the yong Ravens that cry unto him but comfortably and with assurance onely those have a familiar recourse unto him that have a sanctified sutable disposition unto God as being well acquainted with him Sometimes againe faith is put to it to use reasons to strengthen it selfe and therefore the soule studieth arguments to help it selfe by either from inward store laid up in the soule or else it hearkeneth and yeelds to reasons suggested by others and there is no gracious heart but hath a frame sutable and agreeable to any holy and comfortable truth that shall be brought and enforced upon it there is something in his spirit that answers what ever comes from the spirit of God though perhaps it never heard of it before yet it presently claimes kindred of it as comming from the same blessed Spring the â—…ly Spirit and therefore a gracious heart sooner takes comfort then another as being prepared to close with it The reasons here brought by David are not so much arguments to convince his judgement as motives and inducements to encline his will to trust in God for trusting being a holy relying upon God carieth especially the will to him now the will is led with the goodnesse of things as the understanding is led with truth the heart must be sweetned with consideration of love and mercy in him whom we trust as well as convinced of his ability to doe us good the cords that draw the heart to trust are the cords of love and the cords of love are especially the love of him to us whom we love and therefore the most prevailing reasons that
THE SOVLES CONFLICT with it selfe AND VICTORY over it self by Faith A Treatise of the inward disquietments of distressed spirits with comfortable remedies to establish them Returne unto thy rest O my soule for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee By R. Sibbs D. D. Master of Katherine Hall in Cambridge and Preacher of Grayes Inne London The Second Edition LONDON Printed by M. F. for R. Dawlman at the Brazen Serpent in Pauls Churchyard 1635. TO THE RIGHT WORSHIP FVLL Sir IOHN BANKES Knight the Kings Majesties Attourney Generall Sir EDWARD MOSELY Knight his Majesties Attourney of the Duchie Sir WILLIAM DENNY Knight one of the Kings learned Counsell Sir DVDLY DIGGES Knight one of the Masters of the Chauncery And the rest of the Worshipfull Readers and Benchers with the Auncients Barresters Students and all others belonging to the Honourable Societie of Grayes Inne R. SIBBS Dedicateth these Sermons Preached amongst them in testimony of his due Observance and desire of their spirituall and eternall good TO THE CHRISTIAN READER THere be two sorts of people alwaies in the visible Church One that Satan keepes under with false peace whose life is nothing but a diversion to pre sent contentments and a running away from God and their owne hearts which they know can speake no good unto them these speake peace to themselves but God speakes none Such have nothing to doe with this Scripture the way for these men to enjoy comfort is to be soundly troubled True peace arises from knowing the worst first then our freedome from it It is a miserable peace that riseth from ignorance of evill The Angell troubled the waters and then cured those that stept in It is Christs manner to trouble our soules first and then to come with healing in his wings But there is another sort of people who being drawen out of Satans kingdome and within the Covenant of grace whom Satan labours to unsettle and disquiet being the God of the world he is vexed to see men in the world walke above the world Since he cannot hinder their estate he will trouble their peace and dampe their spirits and cut a sunder the sinewes of all their endeavours These should take themselves to taske as David doth here and labour to maintain their portion and the glory of a Christian profession For whatsoever is in God or comes from God is for their comfort Him selfe is the God of comfort his Spirit most knowne by that office Our blessed Saviour was so carefull that his Disciples should not be too much deiected that he forgat his own bitter passion to comfort them whom yet he knew would all forsake him Let not your hearts be troubled saith he And his owne soule was troubled to death that we should not be troubled whatsoever is written is written for this end every article of faith hath a speciall influence in comforting a beleeving soule They are not onely food but cordials Yea he put himselfe to his Oath that we might not onely have Consolation but strong Consolation The Sacraments seale unto us all the comforts wee have by the death of Christ the exercise of Religion as Prayer Hearing Reading c. is that our joy may be full the Communion of Saints is chiefly ordained to comfort the feeble minded and to strengthen the weake Gods government of his Church tends to this Why doth hee sweeten our pilgrimage and let us see so many comfortable dayes in the world but that we should serve him with cheerefull and good hearts As for crosses he doth but cast us downe to raise us up and empty us that hee may fill us and melt us that we may bee vessels of glory loving us as well in the furnace as when we are out and standing by us all the while We are troubled but not distressed perplexed but not in despaire persecuted but not forsaken If wee consider from what fatherly love afflictions come how they are not only moderated but sweetned and sanctified in the issue to us how can it but minister matter of comfort in the greatest seeming discōforts How then can we let the reines of our affections loose to sorow without being injurious to God and his providence as if wee would teach him how to govern his Church What unthankfulnesse is it to forget our consolation and to looke only upon matter of grievance to thinke so much upon two or three crosses as to forget a hundred blessings To suck poyson out of that from which we should suck honey What folly is it to straighten and darken our owne spirits And indispose our selves for doing or taking good A limbe out of ioynt can doe nothing without deformity and paine deiection takes off the wheeles of the soule Of all other Satan hath most advantage of discontented persons as most agreeable to his disposition being the most discontented creature under heaven He hammers all his darke plots in their braines The discontentment of the Israelires in the wildernesse provoked God to sweare that they should never enter into his rest There is another spirit in my servant Caleb saith God the spirit of Gods people is an incourageing spirit Wisdome teaches them if they feele any grievances to conceale them from others that are weaker least they b◅ disheartned God threatens it as a curse to give a trembling heart and sorrow of minde whereas on the contrary joy is as oyle to the soule it makes duties come off cheerefully and sweetly from our selves gratiously to others and acceptably to God A Prince cannot indure it in his subiects nor a Father in his children to be lowring at their presence Such usually have stollen waters to delight themselves in How many are there that upon the disgrace that followes Religion are frighted from it But what are discouragements to the incouragements Religion brings with it which are such as the very Angels themselves admire at Religion indeede brings crosses with it but then it brings comforts above those crosses What a dishonour is it to Religion to conceive that God will not maintaine and honour his followers as if his service were not the best service what a shame is it for an heire of heaven to be cast downe for every pety losse and crosse To bee afraid of a man whose breath is in his nostrils in not standing to a good cause when we are sure God will stand by us assisting and comforting us whose presence is able to make the greatest torments sweete My discourse tends not to take men off from all griefe and mourning Light for the righteous is sowen in sorrow Our state of absence from the Lord and living here in a vail of teares our daily infirmities and our sympathy with others requires it and where most grace is there is most sensibleness as in Christ. But we must distinguish between griefe and that fullennesse and deiection of spirit which is with a repining and taking off from duty when Joshua was overmuch cast
for God delights to have his will of those that are wedded to their owne wils as in Pharaob No men more subject to discontentments then those who would have all things after their owne way Againe one maine ground is False reasoning and errour in our discourse as that wee have no grace when wee feele none feeling is not alwayes a fit rule to judge our states by that God hath rejected us because we are crossed in outward things when as this issues from Gods wisdome and love How many imagine their failings to be fallings and their fallings to be fallings away Infirmities to be Presumptions every sinne against Conscience to be the sinne against the Holy Ghostâ—… unto which misapprehensions weake and dark spirits are subject And Satan as a cunning Rhetorician here inlargeth the fancy to apprehend things bigger then they are Satan abuseth confident spirits another contrary way to apprehend great sinnes as little and little as none Some also thinke that they have no grace because they have not so much as growen Christians whereas there bee severall ages in Christ. Some againe are so desirous and inlarged after what they have not that they minde not what they have Men may be rich though they have not millions and be not Emperors Likewise some are much troubled because they proceed by a false method and order in judging of their estates They will begin with Election which is the highest step of the ladder whereas they should begin from 〈◊〉 work of grace wrought within theiâ—… hearts from Gods calling them by hiâ—… spirit and their answer to his call and so raise themselves upwards to know their Election by their answer to God calling Give all diligence saith Peter to make your calling and election sure your election by your calling God descends downe unto us from election to calling and so to sanctification wee must ascend to him beginning where he ends Otherwise it is as great folly as in removing of a pile of wood to begin at the lowest first and so besides the needlesse trouble to be in danger to have the rest fall upon our heads Which besides ignorance argues pride appearing in this that they would bring God to their conceits and be at an end of their worke before they beginne This great secret of Gods eternall love to us in Christ is hidden in his breast and doth not appeare to us un till in the use of meanes God by his spirit discovereth the same unto us The spirit letteth into the soule so much life and sense of Gods love in particular to us as draweth the soule to Christ from whom it draweth so much vertue as changeth the frame of it and quickneth it to duty which duties are not grounds of our state in grace but issues springing from a good state before and thus farre they helpe us in judging of our condition that thougâ—… they bee not to bee rested in yet aâ—… streames they lead us to the spring head of grace from whence they arise And of signes some be more apt to deceive us as being not so certaine as delight and joy in hearing the word as appeareth in the third ground some are more constant and certaine as love to those that are truly good and to all such and because they are such c. these as they are wrought by the spirit so the same spirit giveth evidence to the soule of the truth of them and leadeth us to faith from whence they come and faith leads us to the discovery of Gods love made knowne to us inhearing the word opened The same spirit openeth the truth to us and our understandings to conceive of it and our hearts to cloze with it by faith not only as a truth but as a truth belonging to us Now this faith is manifested either by it selfe reflecting upon it selfe the light of faith discovering both it selfe and other things or by the cause of it or by the effect or by all Faith is oft more knowne to us in the fruit of it then in it selfe as in plants the fruits are more apparant then the sappe and roote But the most setled knowledge is from the cause as when I know I beleeve because in hearing Gods gracious promises opened and offered unto me the spirit of God caryeth my soule to cleave to them as mine owne portion Yet the most familiar way of knowledge of our estates is from the effects to gather the cause the cause being oftentimes more remote and spirituall the effects more obvious and visible All the vigour and beauty in nature which we see comes from a secret influence from the heavens which we see not In a cleare morning we may see the beames of the Sun shining upon the top of hils and houses before wee can see the Sun it selfe Things in the working of them doe issue from the cause by whose force they had their being but our knowing of things ariseth from the effect where the cause endeth wee know God must love us before wee can love him and yet we oft first know that we love him the love of God is the cause why wee love our brother and yet we know we love our brother whom we see more clearly then God whom we doe not see It is a spirituall peevishnesse that keepes men in a perplexed condition that they neglect these helps to judge of their estates by whereas God takes liberty to help us sometime to a discovery of our estate by the effects sometimes by the cause c. And it is a sin to set light by any work of the spirit and the comfort we might have by it and therefore we may well adde this aâ—… one cause of disquietnesse in many that they grieve the spirit by quarrelling against themselves and the work of the spirit in them Another cause of disquiet is thâ—… men by a naturall kinde of Popery feâ—… for their comfort too much in sanctification neglecting justification relyinâ—… too much upon their own performances Saint Paul was of another minde accounting all but dung and drosse compared to the righteousnesse of Christ. This is that garment wherewith being deeked we please our husband and wherein we get the blessing This giveth satisfaction to the conscience as satisfying God himselfe being performed by God the Sonne and approved therefore by God the Father Hereupon the soule is quieted and faith holdeth out this as a shield against the displeasure of God and temptations of Satan why did the Apostles in their Prefaces joyne grace and peace together but that we should seek for our peace in the free grace and favour of God in Christ. No wonder why Papists maintaine doubting who hold salvation by workes because Satan joyning together with our consciences will alwayes finde some flaw even in our best performances Hereupon the doubting and misgiving soule comes to make this absurd demand as Who shall ascend to heaven which is all one
with a mutiny in his understanding betweene faith and distrust and therefore hee was forced to rouze up his soule so oft to trust in God which shews that carnall reason did solicite him to discontent and had many colourable reasons for it Secondly a man indued with common grace is rather a patient then an agent in conflicts the light troubles him against his will as discovering and reproving him and hindring his sinfull contentments his heart is more byased another way if the light would let him but a godly man labours to helpe the light and to worke his heart to an opposition against sinne he is an agent as well as a patient As David here doth not suffer disquieting but is disquieted with himselfe for being so A godly man is an agent in opposing his corruption and a patient in induring of it whereas a naturall man is a secret agent in and for his corruptions and a patient in regard of any helpe against them A good man suffers evill and doth good a naturall man suffers good and doth evill Thirdly A conscience guided by common light withstands distempers most by outward meanes but David here fetcheth helpe from the Spirit of God in him and from trust in God Nature works from within so doth the new nature David is not onely something disquieted and something troubled for being disquieted but sets himselfe throughly against his distempers hee complaines and expostulates hee censures and chargeth his soule The other if hee doth any thing at all yet it is faintly he seeks out his corruption as a coward doth his enemie loth to finde him and more loth to encounter with him Fourthly David withstands sinne constantlie and gets ground Wee see here he gives not over at the first but presseth againe and againe Nature works constantly so doth the new nature The conflict in the other is something forced as taking part with the worser side in himselfe good things have a weak or rather no party in him bad things a strong and therefore hee soone gives over in this holy quarrell Fiftly David is not discouraged by his foiles but sets himselfe afresh against his corruptions with confidence to bring them under Whereas he that hath but a common work of the Spirit after some foiles lets his enemy prevaile more and more and so despaires of victory and thinks it better to fit still then to rise and take a new fall by which meanes his later end is worse then his beginning for beginning in the Spirit he ends in the flesh A godly man although upon some foile he may for a time bee discouraged yet by holy indignation against sinne he renues his force and sets afresh upon his corruptions and gathers more strength by his falls and groweth into more acquaintance with his owne heart and Satans malice and Gods strange waies in bringing light out of darknesse Sixtly An ordinary Christian may be disquieted for being disquieted as David was but then it is onely as disquiet hath vexation in it but David here striveth against the unquietnesse of his spirit not onely as it brought vexation with it but as it hindred communion with his God In sinne there is not onely a guilt binding over the soule to Gods judgement and thereupon filling the soule with inward feares and terrors but in sinne likewise there is 1. a contrarietie to Gods holy nature and 2. a contrariety to the Divine nature and image stamped upon our selves 3. a weakning and disabling of the soule from good and 4. a hindring of our former communion with GOD sinne being in its nature a leaving of God the fountaine of all strength and comfort and cleaving to the creature hereupon the soule having tasted the sweetnesse of GOD before is now grieved and this grief is not onely for the guilt and trouble that sinne drawes after it but from an inward Antipathy and contrariety betwixt the sanctified soule and sinne It hates sinne as sinne as the onely bane and poyson of renewed nature and the onely thing that breedes strangenesse betwixt God the soule And this hatred is not so much from discourse and strength of reason as from nature it selfe rising presently against its enemie The Lambe presently shuns the Wolfe from a contrariety Antipathies wait not for any strong reason but are exercised upon the first presence of a contrary object Seventhly hereupon ariseth the last difference that because the soule hateth sinne as sinne therefore it opposeth it universally and eternally in all the powers of the soule and in all actions inward and outward issuing from those powers David regarded no iniquity in his heart but hated every evil way The desires of his soule were that it might be so directed that he might keepâ—… Gods law And if there had beene no binding law yet there was such a sweet sympathy and agreement betwixt his soule and Gods truth that he delighted in it above all naturall sweetnesse Hence it is that Saint Iohn saith He that is borâ—… of God cannot sinne that is so farre forth as he is borne of God his new nature will not suffer him he cannot lie he cannot deceive he cannot be earthly minded hee cannot but love and delight in the persons things that are good There is not onely a light in the understanding but a new life in the will and all other faculties of a godly man what good his knowledge discovereth that his will makes choice of and his heart loveth What ill his understanding discovers that his will hateth and abstaines from But in a man not throughly converted the will and affections are bent otherwise he loves not the good he doth nor hates the evill hee doth not Therefore let us make a narrow search into our soules upon what grounds wee oppose sinne and fight Gods battells A common Christian is not cast downe because hee is disquieted in Gods service or for his inward failings that he cannot serve God with that liberty freedome he desires c But a godly man is troubled for his distempers because they hinder the comfortable intercourse betwixt God and his soule and that spirituall composednesse and Sabbath of spirit which hee enjoyed before and desires to enjoy againe Hee is troubled that the waters of his soule are troubled so that the image of Christ shines not in him as it did before It grieves him to finde an abatement in affection in love to God a distraction or coldnesse in performing duties any doubting of Gods favour any discouragement from dutie c. A godly mans comforts and grievances are hid from the world naturall men are strangers to them Let this be a rule of discerning our estates how wee stand affected to the distempers of our hearts If wee finde them troublesome it is a ground of comfort unto us that our Spirits are ruled by a higher spirit and that there is a principle of that life in us
before our imagination that so wee might have a mishapen conceit of things by a spirit of elusion he makes worldly things appeare bigger to us and spirituall things lesser then indeed they are and so by sophisticating of things our affections come to be missed Imagination is the wombe and Sathan the father of all monstrous conceptions and disordered lusts which are well called deceitfull lusts and lusts of ignorance foolish and noysome lusts because they both spring from errour and folly and lead unto it We see even in Religion it selfe how the world together with the helpe of the God of the world is led away if not to worship images yet to worship the image of their owne fancie And where the truth is most professed yet people are prone to fancie to themselves such a breadth of Religion as will altogether leave them comfortlesse when things shall appeare in their true colours they will conceit to embrace truth without hatred of the world and Christ without his crosse and a godly life without persecution they would pull a rose without pricks Which though it may stand with their owne base ends for a while yet will not hold out in times of change when sicknesse of body and trouble of minde shall come Empty conceits are too weake to encounter with reall griefes Some thinke Orthodoxe and right opinions to bee a plea for a loose life whereas there is no ill course of life but springs from some false opinion God will not onely call us to an account how we have beleeved disputed and reasoned c. but how we have lived Our care therefore should be to build our profession not on seeming appearances but upon sound grounds that the gates of hell cannot prevaile against The hearts of many are so vaine that they delight to be blowne up with flattery because they would have their imagination pleased yea even when they cannot but know themselves abused and are grieved to have their windy bladder pricked and so to bee put out of their conceited happinesse Others out of a tediousnesse in serious and setled thoughts entertaine every thing as it is offered to them at the first blush and suffer their imaginations to carry them presently thereunto without further judging of it the will naturally loves variety and change and our imagination doth it service herein as not delighting to fixe long upon any thing hereupon men are contented both in religion and in common life to bee misled with prejudices upon shallow grounds Whence it is that the best things and persons suffer much in the world the power and practise of Religion is hated under odious names and so condemned before it is understood Whence wee see a necessity of getting spirituall Eye salve for without true knowledge the heart cannot be good It is just with God that those who take liberty in their thoughts should bee given up to their owne imaginations to delight in them and to be out of conceit with the best things and so to reape the fruit of their owne waies Nay even the best of Gods people if they take liberty herein God will let loose their imagination upon themselves and suffer them to bee intangled and vexed with their owne hearts Those that give way to their imaginations shew what their actions should be if they dared for if they forbeare doing evill out of conscience they should as well forbeare imagining evill for both are alike open to God and hatefull to him and therefore oft where there is no conscience of the thought God gives men up to the deed The greatest and hardest worke of a Christian is least in sight which is the well ordering of his heart some buildings have most workmanship under ground it is our spirits that God who is a Spirit hath most communion withall and the lesse freedome wee take to sinne here the more argument of our sincerity because there is no lawes to binde the inner man but the law of the spirit of grace whereby wee are a law to our selves A good Christian begins his repentance where his sinne begins in his thoughts which are the next issue of his heart God counts it an honour when wee regard his all-seeing eye so much as that wee will not take liberty to our selves in that which is offensive to him no not in our hearts wherein no creature can hinder us It is an argument that the Spirit hath set up a kingdome and order in our hearts when our spirits rise within us against any thing that lifts it selfe up against goodnesse §. 5. Many flatter themselves from an impossibility of ruling their imaginations and are ready to lay all upon infirmity and naturall weaknesse c. But such must know that if wee bee sound Christians the Spirit of GOD will enable us to doe all things Evangelically that we are called unto if we give way without checke to the motions thereof where the Spirit is it is such a light as discovers not onely dunghills but motes themselves even light and flying imaginations and abaseth the soule for them and by degrees purgeth them out and if they presse as they are as busie as flies in Summer yet a good heart will not owne them nor allow himselfe in them but casts them off as hot water doth the scumme or as the stomacke doth that which is noisome unto it they finde not that entertainement here which they have in carnall hearts where the scumme soakes in which are stewes of uncleane thoughts shambles of cruell and bloody thoughts Exchanges and shops of vaine thoughts a very forge and mynt of false politicke and undermining thoughts yea often a little hell of confused and blacke imaginations There is nothing that more moveth a godly man to renew his interest every day in the perfect righteousnesse and obedience of his Saviour then these sinfull stirrings of his soule when hee findes something in himselfe alwayes inticing and drawing away his heart from God and intermingling it selfe with his best performances Even good thoughts are troublesome if they come unseasonably and weaken our exact performance of duty §. 6. But here some misconceits must be taken heed of 1. As wee must take heed that wee account not our imaginations to be religion So we must not account true religion and the power of godlinesse to bee a matter of imagination onely as if holy men troubled themselves more then needs when they stand upon religion and conscience seeking to approve themselves to God in all things and indeavouring so farre as frailty will permit to avoid all appearances of evill Many men are so serious in vanities and reall in trifles that they count all which dote not upon such outward excellencies as they doe because the Spirit of GOD hath revealed to them things of a higher nature to be fantasticks and humorous people and so impute the worke of the spirit to the flesh Gods worke to Satan which comes neare
blessing of others upon their children yet God hath promised a blessing to the offices of Communion of Saints performed by one private man towards another Can we have a greater incouragement then under God to be gainer of a soule which is as much in Gods esteeme as if we should gaine a world Spirituall almes are the best almes mercy shewed to the soules of men is the greatest mercie and wisedome in winning of soules is the greatest wisedome in the world because the soule is especially the man upon the goodnesse of which the happinesse of the whole man depends What shining and flourishing Christians should wee have if these duties were performed As wee have a portion in the communion of Saints so wee should labour to have humility to take good and wisedome and love to doe good A Christian should have feeding lips a healing tongue the leaves the very words of the tree of righteousnesse have a curing vertue in them Some will shew a great deale of humanity in comforting others but little Christianity for as kinde men they will utter some cheerefull words but as Christians they want wisedome from above to speake a gracious word in season Nay some there are who hinder the saving working of any affliction upon the hearts of others by unseasonable and unsavoury discourses either by suggesting false remedies or else diverting men to false contentments and so become spirituall traitors rather then friends taking part with their worst enemies their lusts and wills Happy is hee that in his way to heaven meeteth with a chearefull and skilfull guide and fellow-travellor that carrieth cordials with him against all faintings of spirit It is a part of our wisedome to salvation to make choice of such a one as may further us in our way An indifferency for any company shewes a dead heart where the life of grace is it is sensible of all advantages and disadvantages How many have beene refreshed by one short apt savoury speech which hath begotten as it were new spirits in them In ancient times as wee see in the Story of Iob it was the custome of friends to meet together to comfort those that were in misery and Iob takes it for granted that to him that is afflicted pity should bee shewed from his friends for besides the presence of a friend which hath some influence of comfort in it 1. The discovery of his loving affection hath a cherishing sweetnesse in it 2. The expression of love in reall comforts and services by supplying any outward want of the patry troubled prevailes much thâ—… Christ made way for his comforts to the soules of men by shewing outward kindnesse to their bodies Love with the sensible fruits of it prepareth for any wholesome counsell 3. After this wholesome words carry a speciall cordiall vertue with them especially when the Spirit of God in the affectionate speaker joines with the word of comfort and thereby closeth with the heart of a troubled patient when all these concenter and meet together in one then is comfort sealed up to the soule The childe in Elizabeths wombe sprang at the presence and salutation of Mary the speech of one hearty friend cannot but revive the spirits of another Sympathy hath a strange force as wee see in the strings of an Instrument which being played upon as they say the strings of another instrument are also moved with it After love hath once kindled love then the heart being melted is fit to receive any impression unlesse both pieces of the iron bee red hot they will not joyne together two spirits warmed with the â—…ne heat will easily soâ—…der together §. 2. In him that shall stay the minde of another there had need to bee an excellent temper of many graces as 1. Knowledge of the grievance together with wisedome to speake a word in season and to conceale that which may set the cure backwards 2. Faithfulnesse with liberty not to concealâ—… any thing which may bee for his good though against present liking The very life and soule of friendship stands in freedome tempered with wisedome and faithfulnesse 3. Loue with compassion and patience to beare all and hope all and not to bee easily provoked by the way wardnesse of him we deale with Short spirited men are not the best comforters God himselfe is said to beare with the manners of his people in the wildernesse It is one thing to beare with a wise sweet moderation that which may be borne and another thing to allow or approve that which is not to be approved at all Where these graces are in the speaker and apprehended so to bee by the person distempered his heart will soone embrace whatsoever shall bee spoken to rectifie his judgement or affection A good conceit of the spirit of the speaker is of as much force to prevaile as his words Words especially prevaile when they are uttered more from the bowels then the braine and from our owne experience which made even Christ himselfe a more compassionate high Priest When men come to themselves againe they will bee the deepest censurers of their owne miscariage §. 3. Moreover to the right comforting of an afflicted person speciall care must be had of discerning the true ground of his grievance the coare must bee searched out if the griefe ariseth from outward causes then it must be carried into the right channell the course of it must bee turned another way as in staying of blood we should grieve for sinne in the first place as being the evill of all evills If the ground be sinne then it must be drawne to a head from a confused griefe to some more particular sinne that so wee may strike the right veine but if wee finde the spirit much cast downe for particular sinnes then comfort is presently to be applied But if the griefe be not fully ripe then as we use to help nature in its offers to purge by Physick till the sick matter be carried away so when conscience moved by the spirit begins to ease it selfe by confession it is good to help forward the worke of it till wee finde the heart low enough for comfort to be laid upon When Paul found the Iaylor cast downe almost as low as hell hee stands not now upon further hammering and preparing of him for mercie that worke was done already but presently stirres him up to beleeve in the Lord Iesus Christ here being a fit place for an interpreter to declare unto man his righteousnesse and his mercy that belongs unto him after he hath acknowledged his personall and particular sins which the naturall guile of the heart is extreamely backward to doe and yet cannot receive any sound peace till it be done If signes of grace be discerned here likewise is a fit place to declare unto man the saving worke of grace in his heart which Sathan labours to hide from him Men oft are
when men have not onely whom they desire but such also who are fit and dexterous in dealing with a troubled spirit yet their soules feele no comfort because they make idols of men Whereas men at the best are but conduits of comfort and such as God freely conueyeth comfort by taking liberty oft to deny comfort by them that so he may be acknowledged the God of all comfort 3. Some delude themselves by thinking it sufficient to have a few good words spoken to them as if that could cure them not regarding to apprehend the same and mingle it with faith without which good words lose their working even as wholesome Physick in a dead stomack Besides miscarriages in comforting times will often fall out in our lives that we shall have none either to comfort us or to be comforted by us and then what will become of us unlesse we can comfort our selues Men must not thinke alwayes to live upon almes but lay up something in store for themselves and provide oyle for their owne lamps and bee able to draw out something from the treasury of their owne hearts We must not goe to the Surgeon for every scratch No wise traveller but will have some refreshing waters about him Againe wee are often driven to retire home to our owne hearts by uncharitable imputations of other men even friends sometimes become miserable comfortens it was Iobs case his friends had honest intentions to comfort him but erred in their manner of dealing if he had found no more comfort by reflecting upon his owne sincerity then he received from them who laboured to take it from him hee had beene doubly miserable We are most privy to our owne intentions and aimes whence comfort must bee fetched Let others speake what they can to us if our owne hearts speake not with them we shall receive no satisfaction Sometimes it may fall out that those which should unloose our spirits when they are bound up mistake the key â—…isses the right wards and so we lâ—…e bound still Opening of our estate to another is not good but when it is necessary and it is not necessary when we can fetch supply from our owne store God would have us tender of our reputations except in some speciall cases wherein wee are to give glory to God by a free and full confession Needlesse discovery of our selves to others makes us feare the conscience of another man as privie to that which we are ashamed hee should bee privy unto and it is neither wisedome nor mercy to put men upon the racke of confession further then they can have no ease any other way for by this meanes we raise in them a jealousie towards us and oft without cause which weakneth and tainteth that love which should unite hearts in one CAP. XV. Of flying to God in disquiets of soule Eight observations out of the text WHat if neither the speech of others to us nor the rebuke of our owne hearts will quiet the soule Is there no other remedy left Yes then looke up to God the Father and fountaine of comfort as David doth here For the more speciall meanes whereby he sought to recover himselfe was by laying a charge upon his soule to trust in God for having let his soule runne out too much hee begins to recollect himselfe againe and resigne up all to God §. 1. But how came David to have the command of his owne soule so as to take it off from griefe and to place it upon God could hee dispose of his owne heart himselfe The child of God hath something in him above a man hee hath the Spirit of God to guide his spirit this command of David to his soule was under the command of the Great Commander God commands David to trust in him and at the same time infuseth strength into his soule by thinking of Gods command and trusting to Gods power to command it selfe to trust in God so that this command is not onely by authoritie but by vertue likewise of Gods command As the inferiour orbes move as they are moved by a higher So Davids spirit here moves as it is moved by Gods Spirit which inwardly spake to him to speake to himselfe David in speaking thus to his owne soule was as every true Christian is a Prophet and an instructer to himselfe It is but as if inferiour officers should charge in the name and power of the King Gods children have a principle of life in them from the Spirit of God by which they command themselves To give charge belongs to a Superiour David had a double Superiour above him his owne spirit as sanctified and Gods Spirit guiding that Our spirits are the Spirits agents and the Holy Spirit is Gods agent maintaining his right in us As God hath made man a free agent So he guides him and preserves that free manner of working which is agreeable to mans nature By this it appeares that Davids moving of himselfe did not hinder the Spirits moving of him neither did the Spirits moving of him hinder him from moving himselfe in a free manner for the Spirit of God moveth according to our principles it openeth our understandings to see that it is best to trust in God It moveth so sweetly as if it were an inbred principle and all one with our owne spirits If wee should hold our will to move it selfe and not to be moved by the Spirit we should make a God of it whose property is to move other things and not to be moved by any We are in some sort Lords over our owne speeches and actions but yet under a higher Lord. David was willing to trust in God but God wrought that will in him he first makes our will good and then works by it It is a sacrilegious liberty that will acknowledge no dependance upon God Wee are wise in his wisedome and strong in his strength who saith without me yee can doe nothing Both the budde of a good desire and the blossome of a good resolution and the fruit of a good action all comes from GOD. Indeed the understanding is ours whereby wee know what to doe and the will is ours whereby wee make choice of what is best to be done but the light whereby wee know and the guidance whereby wee choose that is from a higher agent which is ready to flow into us with present fresh supply when by vertue of former strength wee put our selves forward in obedience to God Let but David say to his soule being charged of God to trust I charge thee my soule to trust in him and hee findes a present strength inabling to it Therefore we must both depend upon God as the first Mover and withall set all the inferiour wheeles of our soules a going according as the Spirit of God ministers motion unto us So shall wee bee free from selfe-confidence and likewise from neglecting that order of working which God hath
are good but confidence in them is hurtfull and there is more of our owne in them for the most part to humble us then of Gods spirit to embolden us so farre as to trust in them Alas they have nothing from us but weaknesse and defilement and therefore since the fall GOD would have the object of our trust to be out of our selves in him and to that purpose he useth all meanes to take us out of our selves and from the creature that he only might be our trust Yea wee must not trust trust it selfe but God whom it relyes on who is therefore called our trust All the glorious things that are spoken of trust are onely made good by God in Christ who as trusted doth all for us God hath prescribed trust as the way to carry our soules to himselfe in whom we should only rely and not in our imperfect trust which hath its ebbing and flowing Neither will trust in God himselfe for the present suffice us for future strength and grace as if trusting in God to day would suffice to strengthen us for tomorrow but wee must renew our trust for fresh supply upon every fresh occasion So that wee see God alone must be the object of our trust There is still left in mans nature a desire of pleasure profit and of what ever the creature presents as good but the desire of gracious good is altogether lost the soule being wholy infected with a contrary taste Man hath a nature capable of excellency and desirous of it and the Spirit of God in and by the word reveales where true excellency is to bee had but corrupt nature leaving God seeketh it elsewhere and so crosseth its owne desires till the Spirit of God discovers where these things are to be had and so nature is brought to its right frame againe by turning the streame into the right current Grace and sinfull nature have the same generall object of comfort onely sinfull nature seekes it in broken Cisterns and grace in the fountain the beginning of our true happinesse is from the discovery of true and false objects so as the soule may cleerely see what is best and safest and then stedfastly rely upon it It were an happy way to make the soule better acquainted with trusting in God to labour to subdue at the first all unruly inclinations of the soule to earthly things and to take adâ—…antage of the first tendernesse of the soule to weede out that which is ill and to plant knowledge and love of the best things in it otherwise where affections to any thing below get much strength in the soule it will by little and little be so overgrowne that there will be no place left in it either for obiect or act God or trust God cannot come to take his place in the heart by trust but where the powers of the soule are brought under to regard him and those great things hee brings with him above all things else in the world beside In these glorious times wherein so great a light shineth whereby so great things are discovered what a shame is it to be so narrow hearted as to fixe upon present things Our aymes and affections should be sutable to the things themselves set before us Our hearts should be more and more inlarged as things are more and more revealed to â—…s Wee see in the things of this life as wisedome and experience increaseth so our aimes and desires increase likewise A young beginner thinkes it a great matter if hee have a little to begin withall but as he growes in trading and seeth further wayes of getting his thoughts and desires are raised higher Children thinke as Children but riper age puts away childishnesse when their understandings are inlarged to see what they did not see before we should never rest till our hearts according to the measure of revelation of those excellent things which God hath for us have answerable apprehension of the same Oh if we had but faith to answer those glorious truths which God hath revealed what manner of lives should we leade CHAP. XX. Of the method of trusting in God and the tryall of that trust LAstly to add no more our trusting in God should follow Gods order in promising The first promise is of forgivenesse of sinne to repentant beleevers next 2. of healing and sanctifying grace then 3. the inheritance of the Kingdome of Heaven to them that are sanctifyed 4. and then the promises of all things needfull in our way to the Kingdome c. Now answerably the soule being inlightned to see its danger should looke first to Gods mercy in Christ pardoning sinne because sinne onely divides betwixt God and the soule next to the promises of grace for the leading of a Christian life for true faith desires hea ling mercy as well as pardoning mercy and then to Heaven and all things that may bring us thither By all this wee see that it is not so easie a matter as the world takes it to bring God and the soule together by trusting on him It must be effected by the mighty power of God raising up the soule to himselfe to lay hold upon the glorious power goodnesse and other excellencies that are in him God is not onely the object but the working cause of our trust for such is our pronenesse to live by sense and naturall reason and such is the strangenesse and height of divine things such our inclination to a selfe sufficiency and contentment in the creature and so hard a matter is it to take off the soule from false bottomes by reason of our unacquaintance with God and his wayes besides such guilt still remaines upon our soules for our rebellion and unkindnesse towards God that it makes us afraid to entertaine serious thoughts of him and so great is the distance betwixt his infinite Majesty before whom the very Angels doe cover their faces and us by reason of the unspiritualnesse of our nature being opposite to his most absolute purity that we cannot be brought to any familiarity with the Lord so as to come into his holy presence with confidence to rely upon him or any comfort to have communion with him till our hearts be sanctified and lifted up by divine vigour infused into them Though there be some inclination by reason of the remainder of the image of God in us to an outward morall obedience of the Law yet alas we have not onely no seeds of Evangelicall truths and of faith to beleeve them but an utter contrariety in our natures as corrupted either to this or any other good When our conscience is once awaked we meditate nothing but feares and terrors and dare not so much as think of an angry God but rather how wee may escape and fly from him Therefore together with a deepe consideration of the grounds wee have of trusting God it is necessary wee should thinke of the indisposition of our hearts unto it especially
when there is greatest neede thereof that so our hearts may be forced to put up that petition of the Disciples to God Lord increase our faith Lord helpe us against our unbeleeving hearts c. By prayer and holy thoughts stirred up in the use of the meanes we shall feele divine strength infused and conveyed into our soules to trust The more care we ought to have to maintaine our trust in God because besides the hardnesse of it it is a radicall and fundamentall grace it is as it were the mother root and great veyne whence the exercise of all graces have their beginning and strength The decay of a plant though it appeares first from the withering of the twigs and branches yet it arises chiefly from a decay in the roote So the decay of grace may appeare to the view first in our company carryage and speeches c. but the primitive and originall ground of the same is weaknesse of faith in the heart therefore it should be our wisedome especially to looke to the feeding of the roote we must 1. looke that our principles and foundation be good and 2. build strongly upon them and 3. repaire our building every day as continuall breaches shall be made upon us either by corruptions and temptations from within or without And wee shall finde that the maine breaches of our lives arise either frō false principles or doubts or mindlesnesse of those that are true All sin is a turning of the soul from God to some other seeming good but this proceeds from a former turning of the soule from God by distrust As faith is the first returne of the soule to God so the first degree of departing from God is by infidelity and from thence comes a departure by other sins by which as sinne is of a winding nature our unbeliefe more increaseth and so the rent and breach betwixt our soules and God is made greater still which is that Sathan would have till at length by departing further and further from him wee come to have that peremptory sentence of everlasting departure pronounced against us so that our departure from God now is a degree to separation for ever from him Therefore it is Sathans maine care to come betweene God and the Soule that so unloosing us from God wee might more easily be drawne to other things and if he drawes us to other things it is but onely to unloose our hearts from God the more for hee well knowes whilest our soules cleave close to God there is no prevailing against us by any created policy or power It was the cursed policy of Balaam to advise Balak to draw the people from God by fornication that so GOD might be drawne from them the sinne of their base affections crept into the very spirits of their minde and drew them from God to Idolatry Bodily adultery makes way for spirituall An unbeleeving heart is an ill heart and a treacherous heart because it makes us to depart from God the living God c. Therefore wee should especially take heed of it as wee love our lives yea our best life which ariseth from the union of our soules with God None so opposed as a Christian and in a Christian nothing so opposed as his faith because it opposeth whatsoever opposes God both within and without us it captivates and brings under whatsoever rises up against GOD in the heart and sets it selfe against whatsoever makes head against the soule And because mistake is very dangerous and wee are prone to conceive that to trust in God is an easie matter therefore it is needfull that we should have a right conceit of this trust what it is and how it may be discerned lest we trust to an untrusty trust and to an unsteady stay We may by what hath been said before partly discerne the nature of it to be nothing else but an exercise of faith whereby looking to God in Christ through the promises wee take off our soules from all other supports and lay them upon God for deliverance and upholding in all ill present or future felt or feared and the obtaining of all good which GOD sees expedient for us Now that we may discerne the truth of our trust in God the better wee must know that true trust is willing to be tryed and searched and can say to God as David Now Lord what wait I for my hope is in thee and as it is willing to come to tryall so it is able to endure tryall and to hold out in opposition as appeares in David If faith hath a promise it will rely and rest upon it say flesh and bloud what it can to the contrary true faith is as large as the promise and will take Gods part against whatsoever opposes it And as faith singles not out one part of divine truth to beleeve and rejects another so it relyes upon God for every good thing one as well as another the ground whereof is this The same love of God that intends us heaven intends us a supply of all necessaries that may bring us thither A child that beleeves his father will make him Heire doubts not but he will provide him food and nourishment and give him breeding sutable to his future condition It is a vaine pretence to beleeve that God will give us heaven and yet leave us to shift for our selves in the way Where trust is rightly planted it gives boldnesse to the soule in going to God for it is grounded upon the discovery of Gods love first to us and seeth a warrant from him for whatsoever it trusts him for though the things themselves be never so great yet they are no greater then God is willing to bestow againe trust is bold because it is grounded upon the worthinesse of a Mediator who hath made way to Gods favour for us and appeares now in heaven to maintain it towards us Yet this boldnesse is with humility which carryes the soule out of it selfe and that boldnesse which the soule by trust hath with God is from God himself it hath nothing to alleadge from it selfe but its owne emptinesse and Gods fulnesse it s owne sinfulnesse and Gods mercy it s owne humble obedience and Gods command hence it is that the true beleevers heart is not lifted up nor swells with selfe confidence as trust comes in that goes out trust is never planted and growes but in an humble and low soule trust is a holy motion of the soule to God and motion arises from want those and those only seek out abroad that want succour at home Plants move not from place to place because they finde nourishment where they stand but living creatures seeke abroad for their food and for that end have a power of mooving from place to place and this is the reason why trust is expressed by going to God Hereupon trust is a dependant grace answerable to our dependant condition
trust in God In this case wee must goe to God with whom all things are possible to put forth his Almighty power not only in the pardoning but in subduing our iniquities He that can make a Camell goe through a needles eye can make a high conceited man lowly a rich man humble Therefore never question his power much lesse his willingnesse when he is not onely ready to receive us when we returne but perswades and intreates us to come in unto him yea after back-sliding and false dealing with him wherein he allowes no mercy to be shewed by man yet he will take liberty to shew mercy himselfe But I have often relapsed and fallen into the same sin againe and againe If Christ will have us pardon our brother seaventy seaven times can wee thinke that hee will enjoyne us more then he will be ready to doe himselfe when in case of shewing mercy hee would have us thinke his thoughts to be farre above ours Adam lost all by once sinning but we are under a better covenant a covenant of mercy and are encouraged by the Sonne to goe to the Father every day for the sinnes of that day Where the worke of grace is begun sin loses strength by every new fall for hence issues deeper humility stronger hatred fresh indignation against our selves more experience of the deceitfulnesse of our hearts renewed resolutions untill sin be brought under That should not drive us from God which God would have us make use of to flye the rather to him since there is a throne of grace set up in Jesus Christ we may boldly make use of and let us be ashamed to sinne and not ashamed to glorifie Gods mercy in begging pardon for sin Nothing will make us more ashamed to sin then thoughts of so free and large mercy It will grieve an ingenuous spirit to offend so good a God Ah that there should be such an heart in me as to tire the patience of God and damme up his goodnesse as much as in me lyes but this is our comfort that the plea of mercy from a broken spirit to a gracious Father will ever hold good When wee are at the lowest in this world yet there are these three grounds of comfort still remaining 1. That wee are not yet in the place of the damned whose estate is unalterable 2. That whilest we live there is time and space for recovering of our selves 3. That there is grace offered if we will not shut our hearts against it O but every one hath his time my good houre may be past That is counsell to thee it is not past if thou canst raise up thy heart to God and embrace his goodnesse Shew by thy yeelding unto mercy that thy time of mercy is not yet out rather then by concluding uncomfortably willingly betray thy selfe to thy greatest enemy enforcing that upon thy selfe which God labours to draw thee from As in the sinne against the Holy Ghost feare shewes that wee have not committed it So in this a tender heart fearing least our time bee past shewes plainely that it is not past Looke upon examples when the Prodigall in his forlorne condition was going to his Father his Father stayed not for him but meetes him in the way he did not only goe but ranne to meet him God is more willing to entertain us then we are to cast our selves upon him As there is a fountaine opened for sinne and for uncleannesse so it is a living fountaine of living water that runnes for ever and can never bee drawne dry Here remember that I build not a shelter for the presumptuous but only open an harbour for the truly humbled soule to put himselfe into CHAP. XXII Of sorow for sin and hatred of sinne when right and sufficient Helps thereto AH there 's my misery If I could bee humbled for sinne I might hope for mercy but I never yet knew what a broken heart meant this soule of mine was never as yet sensible of the griefe and smart of sinne how then can I expect any comfort It is one of Sathans policies to hold us in a dead and barren condition by following us with conceits that wee have not sorowed in proportion to our offences True it is we should labour that our sorow might in some measure answer to the haynousnesse of our sins but we must know sorrow is not required for it selfe in that degree as faith is If we could trust in God without much sorow for our sins then it would not be required for God delights not in our sorow as sorow God in mercy both requires it and workes it as thereby making us capable vessels of mercy fit to acknowledge value and walke worthy of Christ he requres it as it is a means to imbitter sin and the delightfull pleasures thereof unto us and by that meanes bring us to a right judgement of our selves and the creature with which sinne commits spirituall adultery that so we may recover our taste before lost And then when with the Prodigall wee returne unto our selves having lost our selves before we are fit to judge of the basenesse of sin and of the worth of mercy and so upon grounds of right reason bee willing to alter our condition and embrace mercy upon any tearmes it shall please Christ to injoyne Secondly if we could grieve and cast downe our selves beneath the earth as low as the nethermost pit yet this would be no satisfaction to God for sin of it selfe it is rather an enterance and beginning of hell Thirdly we must search what is the cause of this want of griefe which wee complaine of whether it be not a secret cleaving to the creature and too much contentment in it which oft stealeth away the heart from God and brings in such contentment as is subject to faile and deceive us whereupon from discontentment wee grieve which griefe being carnall hinders griefe of a better kinde Usually the causes of our want of griefe for sin are these First a want of serious consideration and dwelling long enough upon the cause of griefe which springs either from an unsetlednesse of Nature or distractions from things without Moveable dispositions are not long affected with any thing One maine use of crosses is to take off the soule from that it is dangerously set upon and to fixe our running spirits For though griefe for crosses hinder spirituall griefe yet worldly delights hinder more That griefe is lesse distant from true griefe and therfore neerer to be turned into it And put case wee could call off our mindes from other things and set them on griefe for our sinnes yet it is onely Gods spirit that can worke our hearts to this griefe and for this end perhaps God holds us off from it to â—…each us that he is the teacher of the heart to grieve And thereupon it is our duty to waite till hee reveale our selves so
carie the whole heart are such as are drawne from the sweetnesse of God whereby the heart is opened and enlarged to expect all good and nothing but good from him But we must remember that neither reasons from the truth and power of God nor inducements or allurements from the goodnesse of God will further prevaile with the soule then it hath a fresh light and rellish brought into it by the spirit of God to discerne of those reasons and answer the contrary I will praise him David here minds praising of God more then his owne delivery because he knew his owne delivery was intended on Gods part that he might be glorified It is an argument of an excellent spirit when all selfe-respects are drowned in the glory of God and there is nothing lost therein for our best being is in God A Christian begins with loving God for himselfe but he ends in loving himselfe in and for God and so his end and Gods end and the end of all things else concenter and agree in one We may ayme at our owne good so wee bring our hearts to referre it to the chiefe good as â—…sse circle may well be contained in greater so that the lines drawn from both circles meete in one middle point it is an excellent ground of sincerity to desire the favour of God not so much out of selfe aymes as that God may have the more free and full praise from us considering the soule is never more fâ—… for that blessed duty then when it is in a cheerefull plight It rejoyced David more that hee should have a large heart to serve God then that he should have enlargement of condition Holy dispositions thinke not so much of the time to come that it will bee sweet to them as that it will further Gods praise True grace raiseth the soule above selfe-respects and resteth not till it comes to the â—…efe end wherein its happinesse conâ—…ts God is glorified in making us happy and wee enjoying happinesse must glorifie God Although God condescend so low unto us as not onely to allow us but to enjoyne us to looke to our owne freedome from misery and enjoyment of happinesse yet a soule throughly seasoned with grace mounteth higher and is caried with pure respects to advance Gods glory yea somtimes so farre as to forget it owne happinesse it respects it selfe for God rather then God for it selfe A heavenly soule is never satisfied untill it be as neere God as is attaineable And the neerer a creature comes to God the more it is emptied of it selfe and all selfe-aymes Our happinesse is more in him then in our selves Wee seeke our selves most when we deny our selves most And the more wee labour to advance God the more we advance our owne condition in him I will praise David thinkes of his owne duty in praising God more then of Gods worke in delivering him Let us thinke of what is our duty and God will thinke of what shall bee for our comfort we shall feelse God answering what we looke for from him in doing what hee expects from us Can wee have so meane thoughts of him as that we should intend his glory and â—…e not much more intend our good This should be a strong plea unto us 〈◊〉 our prayers to prevaile with God when we ingage our selves upon the revelation of his mercy to us to yeeld him all the praises Lord as the benefit â—…d comfort shall be mine so the praises shall be thine It is little lesse then blasphemy to praise God for that which by unlawfull shifts we have procured for beâ—…des the bypocrisie of it in seeming to sacrifice to him when we sacrifice inâ—…ed to our owne wits and carnall helps we make him a Patron of those wayes which he most abhorres and it is Idolatry in the highest degree to transforme God so in our thoughts as â—…o thinke he is pleased with that which comes from his greatest enemy And there is a grosse mistake to take Gods curse for a blessing to thrive in an ill way is a spirituall judgement exâ—…eamly hardening the heart It is an argument of Davids sincerity here that he meant not to take any indirect course for delivering himselfe because he intended to praise God which as no guilty conscience can offer being afraid to looke God in the face so God would abhorre such a sacrifice were it offered to him S. Paul was stirred up to praise God but withall hee was assured God would preserve him from every evill worke Sometimes indeed where there is no malicious intention God pardons some breakings out of flesh and blood endeavouring to helpe our selves in danger so farre as not to take advantage of them to desert us in trouble as in David who escaped from Achis by counterfeiting and this yeelds a double ground of thankfulnesse partly for Gods overlooking our miscariage and partly for the deliverance it selfe Yet this indulgence of God will make the soule more ashamed afterward sâ—… these sinfull shifts therefore it must be no president to us There can neither be grace nor wisdome in setting upon a course wherein we can neither pray to God for successe in nor blesse God when he gives it In this case God most â—…sseth where he most crosseth and â—…st curseth where the deluded heart â—…nkes he blesseth most CHAP. XXVII â—…our worst condition wee have cause to praise God Still ample cause in these dayes Shall yet praise him Or yet I will praise God that is however it goeth â—…ith me yet as I have a cause so I â—…ve a spirit to praise God when we â—…e at the lowest yet it is a mercy that â—…e are not consumed we are never so ill â—…t it might be worse with us whatsoever is lesse then hell is undeserved 〈◊〉 is a matter of praise that yet we have â—…e and opportunity to get into a â—…essed condition The Lord hath afflicted me sore but he hath not delivered mee 〈◊〉 death saith David Is the worst times there is a presence 〈◊〉 God with his children 1. In moderating the measure of the crosse that it be not above their strength 2. In moderating the time of it The rod of the wicked shall not rest long upon the lot of the righteous God limits both measure and time 3. Hee is present in mixing some comfort and so allaying the bitternesse of a crosse 4. Yea and he supports the soule by inward strength so as though it faint yet it shall not utterly faile 5. God is present in sanctifying a crosse for good and at length when he hath perfected his owne worke in his he is present for a finall deliverance of them A sound hearted Christian hath alwayes a God to goe to a promise to goe to former experience to goe to besides some present experience of Gods goodnesse which he enjoyes for the present he is a childe of God a member of Christ an heire of heaven hee dwells in
a wise redeeming of time to observe the best seasons of thankfulnesse a cheerefull heart will best close with a cheerefull duty and therefore it is not good to waste so fit a temper in frivolous things but after some contentment given to nature let God have the fruit of his owne planting otherwise it is even no better then the refreshing of him that standeth by a good fire and cryeth Ah ah I 〈◊〉 warme David doth not say I will thanke God but I shall priase him though hee intends that Thankes is then best when it tends to praising and there ends for thankes alone shewes respect to our 〈◊〉 good onely praises to Gods glory and in particular to the glory of such excellencies whence the benefit comes and from thence the soule is enlarged to thinke highly of all Gods excellenties Hanna upon particular thankes for hearing her about a childe takes occasion to set out Gods other excellencies and riseth higher and higher from one to many from the present time to that which was to come from particular favours to her selfe she stirres up others to praise God for his mercy to them So David Deliver me O God and my tongue shall sing of thy praises Hee propounds this as an ingagement to the Lord to helpe him because it should tend to the inlargement of his glory he was resolved to improve Gods favour this way The Spirit of God workes like new â—…ine enlarging the spirit from one degree of praising God to another and because it foresees the eternity of Gods love as farre as it can it endeavours an eternity of Gods praise a gracious heart upon taste of favour shewed to it selfe is presently warmed to spread the praise of God to others and the more it sees the fruit of trusting God and his truth in performing promise the more it still honours that trusting as knowing that it lyes upon Gods honour to honour those that honour him blessing will procure blessing the soule hath never such freedome from sinne as when it is in a thankfull frame for thankfulnes issues from a heart truly humbled and emptied of it selfe truly loving and rejoycing in God and upon any sinne the spirit is grieved and straitned and the lips sealed up in such a heart for the conscience upon any sinne lookes upon it not only as disobedience against Gods will and authority but as unâ—…ankfulnesse to his goodnesse and this â—…elteth a godly heart most of all WheÌ„ Nathan told David God had done this â—…d this for him and was ready to doe nore he could not hold in the confessiâ—… of his sinne but relented and gave in presently We ought not onely to give thanks but â—…o be thankfull to meditate and study the praises of God Our whole life should be nothing else but a continuall â—…lessing of his holy name endeavouring to bring in all we have and to lay iâ—… out for God and his people to see where he hath any receivers our goodnesse is nothing to God wee need bring 〈◊〉 water to the fountaine nor light to the Sun Thankfulnesse is full of invention it deviseth liberall things though it be our duty to be good Stewards of our talents yet thankfulnesse addes a lustre and a more gracious acceptance as having more of that which God calls for Our praising God should not bee as sparkes out of a flint but as water out of a spring naturall ready free as Gods love to us is mercy pleases him so should praises please us It is our happinesse when the best part in us is exercised about the best and highest worke it was a good speech of him that said If God had made me a Nightingale I would have sung as a Nightingale but now God hath made mee a man I will sing forth the praises of God which is the worke of a Saint onely All thy workes blesse thee and thy Saints praise thee All things are either blessings in their nature or so blessed as they are made blessings to us by the over-ruling comming of him who maketh all things serviceable to his even the worst things in this sense are made spirituall to Gods people against their owne nature how great is that goodnesse which makes even the worst things good Little favours come from no small love but even from the same love that God intends the greatest things to us and are pledges of it the godly are more thankfull for the least favours then worldly men for the greatest the affection of the giver inhaunces the 〈◊〉 O then let us labour to improve â—…oth what we have and what we are â—…o his glory It discovers that we love God not onely with all our understanding heart and affection but when with all our might and power so farre as we have advantage by any part relatiâ—… or calling whatsoever we endeavour â—…o doe him service wee cannot have a â—…eater honour in the world then to be honoured of God to be abundant in this kinde Our time here is short and we shall 〈◊〉 ere long bee called to a reckoning â—…refore let us study reall praises Gods blessing of us is in deed and so should ours be of him Thankes in words is good but in deeds is better leaves are good but fruit is better and of fruit that which costs us most True praise requires our whole man the judgement to esteeme the memory to treasure up the will to resolve the affections to deâ—…ght the tongue to speake of and the â—…e to expresse the rich favours of God what can we thinke of what can we call to minde what can we resolve upon what can we speake what can we expresse in our whole course better then the praises of him of whom and through whom and to whom wee and all things are Our whole life should speake nothing but thankfulnesse every condition and place we are in should be a witnesse of our thankfulnesse this will make the times and places wee live in the better for us when wee our selves are monuments of Gods mercy it is fit we should be patternes of his praises and leave monuments to others Wee should thinke life is given us to doe something better then life in we live not to live our life is not the end of it selfe but the praise of the giver God hath joyned his glory and our happinesse together it is fit that wee should referre all that is good to his glory that hath joyned his glory to our best good in being glorified in our salvation David concludes that he should certainly praise God because he had prayedâ—…to â—…to him Prayers be the seeds of praiâ—… I have sowen therefore I will reap â—…at we receive as a fruit of our prayâ—… is more sweet then what wee have 〈◊〉 a generall providence But how doe wee know that God heares 〈◊〉 prayers 1. If we regard them our selves and â—…ect an issue prayer is a sure
advenâ—…re we may well looke for a returne 2. It is a signe God hath heard our prayers when hee stirres up thankfulâ—…e aforehand upon assurance thankfulnesse cannot be without either the â—…ce of God by which we are thankâ—…ll or some taste of the things we are thankfull for God often accepts the prayer when hee doth not grant the thing and will give us thereby occasion of thanksgiving for his wise care in changing one blessing for another fitter for us God regards my prayers when 〈◊〉 prayer my heart is wrought to that frame which he requires that is an humble subjection to him from an acknowledgement of my wants and his fulnesse There is nothing stirred up in our hearts by the Spirit no not so much as a gracious desire but God will answer it if we have a spirit to waite 3. We may know God hath accepted our prayer wheÌ„ he makes the way easie plain after prayer by a gracious providence when the course of things begin to change and we meete with comforts in stead of former crosses and finde our hearts quieted and encouraged against what we most feared 4. Likewise earnestnesse in prayer is a signe God heares our prayers as fire kindled from heaven sheweth God accepts the sacrifice the ground of prevailing by our prayer is that they are put up in a gracious name and for persons in favour and dictated by Gods owne spirit they work in the strength of the blessed Trinity not their owne giving God the glory of all his excellencies It is Gods direction to call upon him in trouble it is his promise to deliver and then both his direction and promise that we shall glorifie him When troubles stirre up prayer Gods answer to them will stirre up praises David when 〈◊〉 saith I shall praise God presupposes â—…d would deliver him that he might â—…ve ground of praising his name And 〈◊〉 knew God would deliver him beâ—…use as from faith he had prayed for deliverance so hee knew it was the order of Gods dealing to revive after drooping and refresh after fainting God knowes otherwise that our spirits would faile before him A thankfull disposition is a speciall â—…lp in an afflicted condition for thankfulnesse springs from love and love rejoyâ—… in suffering Thankfulnesse raises â—…e soule higher then it selfe it is a traâ—…g with God whereby as we by him â—…o be gaines by us Therefore the Saints â—…d this as a motive to God that hee would grant their desires because the â—…ing praise him and not the dead If God expect praise from us sure he will â—…t us into a condition of praise Unthankfulnesse is a sinne detestable â—…th to God and men and the lesse puâ—…hment it receives from humane lawes the more it is punished inwardâ—… by secret shame and outwardly by publique hatred if once it prove notorious When Gods arrests come forth foâ—… denying him his tribute he chiefly eyeâ—… an unthankfull heart and hates all sinne the worse as there is more unthankfulnesse in it the neglect of kindnesse is taken most unkindly Why should we load God with injuries that loadeth uâ—… with his blessings who would requiâ—…e good with evill Such mens mercies will prove at last so many inditements against them I beseech you therefore labour to be men of praises If in any duty wee may expect assistance we may in this that altogether concernes Gods glory the more we praise God the more we shall praise him When God by grace enlarges the will he intends to give the deede Gods children wherein their wilâ—… are conformable to Gods will are sure to have them fulfilled In a fruitfull ground a man will sow his best seed God intends his owne glory in every mercy and he that praises him glorifies him When our wills therefore cary us 〈◊〉 that which God wills above all wee â—…y well expect he will satisfie our deâ—…es The living God is a living founâ—…ine never drawne dry he hath never â—…one so much for us but hee can and will doe more If there be no end of our praises there shall be no end of his goodnesse no way of thriving like to 〈◊〉 By this meanes we are sure never 〈◊〉 be very miserable how can he bee dejected that by a sweet communion with God sets himselfe in heaven nay â—…keth his heart a kinde of heaven A Temple a holy of holies wherein Incense 〈◊〉 offered unto God It is the sweetest â—…anch of our Priestly office to offer â—…p these daily sacrifices It is not only â—…e beginning but a further entrance 〈◊〉 our heaven upon earth and shall bee â—…e day our whole imployment for eâ—…r Praise is a just and due tribute for all â—…s blessings for what else especially â—…e the best favours of God call for at â—…r hands How doe all creatures â—…aise God but by our mouthes It is a debt alwayes owing and alwayes paying and the more we pay the more we shall owe upon the due discharge of this debt the soule will finde much peace A thankfull heart to God for his blessings is the greatest blessing of all Were it not for a few gracious soules what honour should God have of the rest of the unthankfull world which should stirre us up the more to be trumpets of Gods praises in the midst of his enemies because this in some sort hath a prerogative above our praising God in heaven for there God hath no enemies to dishonour him This is a duty that none can except against because it is especially a work of the heart All cannot shew their thankfulnesse in giving or doing great matters but all may expresse the willingnesse of their hearts All within 〈◊〉 may praise his holy name though wee have little or nothing without us and that within us is the thing God chiefly requires Our heart is the Altar on which wee offer this Incense God lookes not to quantity but to proporâ—…ion he accepts a mite where there is â—…o more to be had But how shall we be enabled to this great â—…y Enter into a deep consideration of Gods â—…rs past present and to come think of the greatnesse and suteablenesse of them 〈◊〉 our condition the seasonablenesse â—…d necessity of them every way unto 〈◊〉 Consider how miserable our life â—…re without them even without â—…mon favours but as for spirituall â—…ours that make both our naturall â—…d civill condition comfortable our â—…y life were death our light were â—…nesse without these In all favours â—…ke not of them so much as Gods â—…cy and love in Christ which sweeâ—… them Thinke of the freenesse of 〈◊〉 love and the smallnesse of thy own â—…rts How many blessings doth God â—…tow upon us above our deserts yea â—…e our desires nay above our very â—…ghts He had thoughts of love to 〈◊〉 when wee had no thoughts of our â—…es What had we been if God had not been good unto us How many blessings hath
Christ and call unto God for pardon then God who is a God hearing prayer and delighteth to be knowne by the name of â—…cifall will bee ready to close and â—…t with the desire of such a soule so â—…re as to give it leave to relye upon 〈◊〉 for mercy and that without preâ—…ption untill he further discovers â—…selfe graciously unto it upon sense 〈◊〉 which grace the soule may bee enâ—…aged to lay a farther claime unto â—…od having further acquaintance with 〈◊〉 Hence are those exhortations so 〈◊〉 in the Prophets to turne unto the â—…dour God because upon our first reâ—…ion to turne unto God wee shall â—…de him alwayes ready to answer â—…se desires that hee stirres up by his 〈◊〉 spirit in us Wee are not therefore to stay our â—…ing unto God till wee feele him â—…ing to our hearts I am thy God but â—…hen he prevents us by â—…s grace inaâ—…ng us to desire grace let us follow 〈◊〉 worke begun in the strength of â—…at grace we have and then God will â—…ther manifest himself in mercy to us Yet God before we can make any â—…ng towards him le ts into our hearts some few beames of mercy thereby drawing us unto him and reaching us out a hint to lay hold upon And as sinne causeth a distance betwixt God and us so the guilt of sinne in the coÌ„science causes further strangenesse insomuch that we dare not looâ—… up to heaven till God open a little crevise to let in a little light of comforâ—… at least into our soules whereby we are by little and little drawne neerer to him But this light at the first is so little that in regard of the greater Ienâ—… of sinne and a larger desire of grace the soule reckons the same as no light at all in comparison of what it desires and seekes after Yet the comfort is that this dawning light will at length cleere up to a perfect day Thus we see how this claime of God to be our God is still in growth untill full assurance and that there is a great distance betwixt the first act of faith in cleaving to God offering himselfe in Christ to be ours and betweene the last fruit of faith the cleere and comfortable feeling that God is our God indeed Wee first by faith apply our selves to 〈◊〉 and then apply God to us to be 〈◊〉 The first is the conflicting exercise 〈◊〉 faith the last is the triumph of faith â—…refore faith properly is not assuâ—…ce And to comfort us the more the â—…ises are specially made to the act of â—…th suller assurance is the reward of 〈◊〉 If God hath not chosen mee in Christ â—…e his what ground have I to trust in 〈◊〉 I may cast away my selfe upon a vaine â—…ence We have no ground at first to trouâ—… our selves about Gods election Seâ—… things belong to God Gods reâ—…led will is That all that beleeve in â—…ist shall not perish It is my duty â—…refore knowing this to beleeve by â—…ing whereof I put that question â—…ther God be mine or no out of all â—…estion for all that beleeve in Christ 〈◊〉 Christs and all that are Christs are 〈◊〉 It is not my duty to look to Gods secret counsell but to his open offer inâ—…ation and command and thereupon to adventure my soule And this adventure of faith will bring at length a rich returne unto us In warre men will adventure their lives because they thinke some will escape and why not they In traffique beyond the Seas many adventure great estates because some grow rich by a good returne though many miscarry The husbandman adventures his seed though sometime the yeare proves so bad that he never sees it more And shall not we make a spirituall adventure in casting our selves upon God when wee have so good a warrant as his command and so good an encouragement as his promise that hee will not faile those that rely on him God bids us draw neere to him and hee will draw neere to us Whilest wee in Gods owne wayes draw neere to him and labour to entertain good thoughts of him hee will delight to shew himselfe favourably unto us Whilest we are striving against an unbeleeving heart he wil come in and help us and so fresh light will come in Pretend not thy unworthinesse and inability to keepe thee off from God for this is the way to keep thee so still â—…f any thing help us it must be God and 〈◊〉 ever hee help us it must be by castâ—…g our selves upon him for then hee will reach out himselfe unto us in the promise of mercy to pardon our sinne â—…d in the promise of grace to sanctifie â—…r natures It was a good resolution â—…f the Lepers If we enter into the City the â—…ine is there and we shall dye say they â—…f we sit still we shall die also Let us thereâ—…e fall into the hoast of Assyrians if they â—…ve us we shall live if they kill us we shall 〈◊〉 dye So we should reason if wee sit â—…ll under the load of our sin wee shall 〈◊〉 if we put our selves into the hands â—…f Christ if he save us we shall live if 〈◊〉 save us not wee shall but die Nay â—…ely he will not suffer us to die Did â—…er Christ thrust any back from him â—…at put themselves upon him Unlesse 〈◊〉 were by that meanes to draw them 〈◊〉 neerer unto him as we see in the 〈◊〉 of Canaan His denyall was but 〈◊〉 increase her importunity We should â—…refore doe as she did gather all arâ—…ments to help our faith Suppose I am a dogge saith shee yet I am one of the family and therefore have right to the crummes that fall So Lord I have beene a sinner yet I am thy creature and not onely so but such a creature as thou hast set over the rest of the works of thy hands and not onely so but one whom thou hast admitted into thy Church by Baptisme whereby thou wouldst binde me to give my selfe unto thee before hand and more then this thou hast brought me under the means and therein hast shewed thy will concerning my turning towards thee Thou hast not onely offered me conditions of peace but wooed me by thy Ministers to give up my selfe unto thee as thine in thy Christ. Therefore I dare not suspect thy good meaning towards me or question thy intendment but resolve to take thy counsell and put my selfe upon thy mercy I cannot thinke if thou hadst meant to cast me away and not to owne mee for thine thou wouldst ever have kindled these desires in me But it is not this state I rest in my purpose is to wait upon thee untill thou dost manifest thy selfe farâ—…er unto me It is not common faâ—…ours that will content me though I 〈◊〉 unworthy of these because I heare 〈◊〉 choyse blessings towards thy chosen people that thou entrest into a peculiar â—…venant withall sure mercies and such 〈◊〉 accompany salvation
workes If I be a Father where is mine boâ—…r Speciall relations are speciall enforcements to duty 4. The spirit of God which knowes the deep things of God and the depths of our hearts doth reveale this mutuall interest betwixt God and those that are his it being a principall worke of the spirit to seale this unto the soule by discovering such a cleare and particular light in the use of meanes as swaieth the soule to yeeld up it selfe wholy to God When we truly trust wee may say with S. Paul I know whom I have trusted he knew both that he trusted and whom he trusted The spirit of God that reveales God to be ours and stirres up faith in him both reveales this trust to our soules and the interest we have in God thereby The Lord is my portion saith my soul but God said so to it first If instinct of nature teaches dammes to know their young ones and their yong ones them in the middest of those that are alike shall not the spirit of God much more teach the soule to know its owne father As none knowes what is in man but the spirit of man so none knowes what love God beares to those that are his but the spirit of God in his All the light in the world cannot discover the Sunne unto us onely it discovers it selfe by its own â—…eames So all the Angels and Saints 〈◊〉 heaven cannot discover to our soules â—…he love that is in the breast of God towards us but onely the spirit of God which sheds it into our hearts The spirit onely teaches this language to say my God It is infused onely into sanctified hearts and therefore oft-times meane men enjoy it when great wise and learned persons are strangers to it 5. The spirit when it witnesseth this to us is called the spirit of adoption and hath alwayes accompanying of it a spirit of supplication whereby with a familiar yet reverent boldnesse wee lay open our hearts to God as to a deere Father All others are strangers to this heavenly intercourse In straits they run to their friends and carnall shifts whereas an heire of heaven runs to his Father and tells him of all 6. Those that are Gods are known to be his by speciall love-tokens that â—…e bestowes upon them As 1. the speciall graces of his spirit Princes children are knowne by their costly jewels and rich ornaments It is not common gifts and glorious parts that set a character upon us to be Gods but grace to use those gifts in humility and love to the glory of the giver 2. There is in them a sutablenesse and connaturalnesse of heart to all that is spirituall to whatsoever hath Gods stampe upon it as his truth and his children and that because they are his By this likenesse of disposition wee are fashioned to a communion with him Can two walke together and not be agreed It is a certaine evidence that we are Gods in Christ if the spirit of God hath wrought in us any impression like unto Christ who is the image of his Father both Christs looking upon us and our looking upon Christ by faith as ours hath a transforming and conforming power 3. Spirituall comforts in distresse such as the world can neither give nor take away shew that God lookes upon the soules of his with another eye then he beholdeth others He sends a secret messenger that reports his peculiar love to their hearts He knowes their soules and feeds them with his hidden Manna the inward peace they feele is not in freedome from trouble but in freenesse with God in the midst of trouble 4. Seasonable and sanctified corrections wherby we are kept from being led away by the errour of the wicked shew Gods fatherly care over us as his Who will trouble himselfe in correcting another mans childe yet we oftner complaine of the smart wee feele then thinke of the tender heart and hand that smites us untill our spirits be subdued and then we reape the quiet fruit of righteousnesse Where crosses worke together for the best we may know that we love God and are loved of him Thriving in a sinfull course is a black marke of one that is not Gods 7. Then wee make it appeare that God is our God when wee side with him and are for him and his cause in ill times When God seems to cry out unto us who is on my side who Then if wee can say as those in Esay whereof one sayes I am the Lords and another calls himselfe by the name of Jacob and another subscribes with his hand unto the Lord it s a blessed signe Thus the Patriarchs and Prophets Apostles and Martyrs were not ashamed of God and God was not ashamed to own theÌ„ Provided that this boldnesse for God proceed not onely from a conviction of the judgement but from spirituall experience of the goodnesse of the cause whereby we can justifie in heart what we justifie in words Otherwise men may contend for that with others which they have no interest in themselves The life must witnesse for God as well as the tongue it is oft easier for corrupt nature to part with life then with lust This siding with God is with a separation from whatsoever is contrary God useth this as an argument to come out of Babylon because we are his people Come out of her My people Religion is nothing else but a gathering and a binding of the soule close to God that fire which gathers together the gold separates the drosse Nature drawes out that which is wholesome in meates â—…nd severs the contrary The good â—…hat is to be had by God is by cleaâ—…ing to him and him onely God loves 〈◊〉 ingenuous and full protestation if â—…alled to it It shewes the coldnesse of â—…he times wheÌ„ there is not heat enough â—…f zeale to separate from a contrary â—…ith God is a jealous God and so wee â—…all finde him at last When the day of severing comes then they that have â—…ood for him shall not onely be his but his treasure and his jewels There is none of us all but may some time or other fall into such a great extremity that when wee looke â—…bout us we shall finde none to help â—…s at which time we shall throughly â—…now what it is to have comfort from heaven and a God to goe unto If there be any thing in the world worth labouring for it is the getting sound evidence to our soules that God is ours What madnesse is it to spend all our labour to possesse our selves of the Cisterne when the fountaine is offered to â—…s O beloved the whole world cannot weigh against this one comfort that God is ours All things laid in the other ballance would be too light A Moath may corrupt a theefe may take away that we have here but who can take our God away Though God doth convey some
put up all our desires for all things we stand in need of in this right wee have to God in Christ who hath brought God and us together hee can deny us nothing that hath not denied us himselfe If he be moved from hence to doe us good that wee are his Let us be moved to fetch all good from him on the same right that he is ours The perswasion of this will free us from all pusillanimity lowlinesse and narrownesse of spirit when wee shall think that nothing can hurt us but it must break through God first If God give quietnesse who shall make trouble If God be with us who can be against us This is that which puts comfort into all other comforts that maketh any burthen light This is alwayes ready for all purposes Our God is a present and a seasonable help All evills are at his command to be gone and all comforts at his command to come It is but goe comfort goe peace to such a mans heart cheere him raise him Go salvation rescue such and such a soul in distresse So said and so done presently Nay with reverence be it spoken so farre doth God passe over himselfe unto us that he is content himselfe to be commanded by us Concerning the worke of my hands command you me lay the care and charge of that upon mee He is content to be out-wrastled and over-powred by a spirit of saith as in Iacob and the woman of Canaan to be as it were at our service Hee would not have us want any thing wherein hee is able to help us And what is there wherein God cannot help us If Christians knew the power they have in heaven and earth what were able to stand against them What wonder is it if faith overcome the world if it overcomes him that made the world that faith should bee Almighty that hath the Almighty himselfe ready to use all his power for the good of them to whom he hath given the power of himselfe unto Having therefore such a living fountaine to draw from such a center to rest in having all in one and that one Ours why should we knocke at any other doore we may goe boldly to God now as made ours being bone of our bone and flesh of our flesh Wee may goe more comfortably to God then to any Angell or Saint God in the second person hath vouchsafed to take our nature upon him but not that of Angells Our God and our Man our God-Man is ascended into the high Court of heaven to his and our God cloathed with our nature Is there any more able and willing to plead our cause or to whom wee may trust businesses with then he who is in heaven for all things for us appertaining to God It should therefore be the chiefe care of a Christian upon knowledge of what he stands in need of to know where to supply all It should raise up a holy shame and indignation in us that there should be so much in God who is so neere unto us in Christ and wee make so little use of him What good can any thing doe us if we use it not God is ours to use and yet men will rather use shifts and unhallowed pollicies then be beholding to God who thinkes himselfe never more honoured by us then when we make use of him If we beleeve any thing will doe us good we naturally make out for the obtaining of it If we beleeve any thing will hurt us we study to decline it And certaine it is if wee beleeved that so much good were in God we would then apply our selves to him and him to our selves whatsoever vertue is in any thing it is conveyed by application and touching of it that whereby we touch God is our faith which never toucheth him but it drawes vertue from him upon the first touch of faith spirituall life is begun It s a bastard in nature to beleeve any thing can worke upon another without spirituall or bodily touch And it is a Monster in Religion to beleeve that any saving good will issue from God if we turne from him and shut him out and our hearts be unwilling Where unbeleefe is it bindes up his power Where faith is there it is between the soule and God as betwixt the iron and the Loadstone a present closing and drawing of one to the other This is the beginning of eternall life so to know God the Father and his Sonne Christ as thereby to embrace him with the armes of faith and love as Ours by the best title he can make us who is truth it selfe Since then our happinesse lies out of our selves in God we should goe out of our selves for it and first get into Christ and so unto God in him and then labour by the spirit of the Father and the Sonne to maintaine acquaintance with both that so God may be Ours not onely in covenant but in Com◅anion hearkning what he will say to us and opening our spirits disclosing our wants consulting and advising in all our distresses with him By keeping this acquaintance with God peace and all good is conveyed to us Thereafter as we maintain this communion further with him wee out of love study to please him by exact walking according to his commands then we shall feele encrease of peace as our care encreaseth then he will come and s◅p with us and be free in his refreshing of us Then he will shew himselfe more and more to us and manifest still a further degree of presence in joy and strength untill communion in grace ends in communion in glory But wee must remember as David doth here to desire and delight in God himselfe more then in any thing that is Gods It was a signe of S. Pauls pure love to the Corinthians when he said I seeke not yours but you We should seeke for no blessing of God so much as for himselfe What is there in the world of equall goodnes to draw us away frō our God If to preserve the dearest thing we have in the world we breake with God God will take away the comfort we look to have by it and it will prove but a dead contentment if not a torment to us Whereas if we care to preserve communion with God we shall bee sure to finde in him whatsoever we deny for him honor riches pleasures friends all so much the sweeter by how much wee have them more immediately from the spring head We shall never finde God to be our God more then when for making of him to be so we suffer any thing for his sake Wee enjoy never more of him then then At the first we may seeke to him as rich to supply our wants as a Physitian to cure our soules and bodies but here wee must not rest till wee come to rejoyce in him as our friend and from thence rise to an admiration of him for his owne excellencies that being so high
studying how to compose their spirits and rather how to 〈◊〉 the deformity of their passions then 〈◊〉 cure them Whence it is that the fouâ—… inward vices are covered with the fairest vizards and to make this the worse all this is counted the bâ—… breeding The Heâ—…wes placed all their happinesse in peace and when they woâ—… comprise much in one word they would wish peace This was that the Angels brought newes of from heavâ—… at the birth of Christ. Now peace 〈◊〉 seth out of quietnesse and order aâ—… God that is the God of peace is the God 〈◊〉 order first What is health but when 〈◊〉 the members are in their due positâ—… and all the humors in a setled quieâ—… Whence ariseth the beauty of the world but from that comely order wherein every creature is placed the more glorious and excellent creatures above and the lesse below So it is in the soule the best constitution of it is when by the Spirit of God it is so ordered as that all be in subjection to the Law of the minde What a sight were it for the feet to be where the head is and the earth to be where the heaven is to see all turned upside downe And to a spirituall eye it seemes as great a deformity to see the soule to be under the rule of sinfull passions Comelinesse riseth out of the fit proportion of divers members to make up one body when every member hath a beauty in it selfe and is likewise well suited to other parts A faire face and a crooked body comely upper parts and the lower parts uncomely suit not well because comelinesse stands in onenesse in a fit agreement of many parts to one when there is the head of a man and the body of a beast it is a monster in nature And is it not as monstrous for to have an understanding head and a fierce untameâ—… heart It cannot but raise up a holy indignation in us against these risings when wee consider how unbeseeming they are What doe these base passâ—… in a heart dedicated to God and given up to the government of his Spirit what an indignity is it for Princes to goe a foot and servants on horse-baâ—… for those to rule whose place is to 〈◊〉 ruled as being good attendants bâ—… bad guides It was Chams curse to beâ—… sevant of servants 8. This must be strengthned with a strong selfe-denial without which there can be no good done in Religion There be two things that most trouble us in the way to heaven corruption within us and the crosse without 〈◊〉 that which is within us must be deniâ—… that that which is without us may bâ—… endured Otherwise we cannot follow him by whom wee looke to be saved The gate the entrance of Religion 〈◊〉 narrow we must strip our selves of oâ—… selves before we can enter if we bring any ruling lust to Religion it wil prove a bitter root of some grosse sinne or of apostacie and finall desperation Those that sought the praise of men more than the praise of God could not beleeve because that lust of ambition would when it should be crossed draw them away The young man thought it better for Christ to lose a Disciple than that hee should lose his possession and therefore went away as hee came The third ground came to nothing because the Plough had not gone deepe enough to breake up the rootes whereby their hearts were fastned to earthly contentments This selfe-deniall wee must carry with us through all the parts of Religion both in our active and passive obedience for in obedience there must be a subjection to a superiour but corrupt selfe neither is subject nor can be it will have an oare in every thing and maketh every thing yea Religion serviceable to it self It is the Idol of the world or rather the god that is set highest of all in the soule so God himselfe is made but an Idol It is hard to deny a friend who is another selfe harder to deny a wife that lyeth in the bosome but most hard to deny our selves Nothing so neere us as our selves to our selves and yet nothing so farre off Nothing so deare yet nothing so malicious troublesome Hypocrites would part with the fruit of their body sooner than the sinne of their soules CAP. XI Signes of victory over our selves and of 〈◊〉 subdued spirit BVt how shall we know whether we have by grace got the victory over our selves or not I answer if in good actions we stand not so much upon the credit of the action as upon the good that is done What we doe as unto God wee looke for acceptance from God It was Ionâ—… his fault to stand more upon his owne reputation than the glory of Gods mercy It is a prevailing signe when though there be no outward encouragements Nay though there be discouragements yet wee can rest in the comfort of a good intention For usually inward comfort is a note of inward sincerity Iehu must be seene or else all is lost 2. It is a good evidence of some prevailing when upon Religious grounds wee can crosse our selves in those things unto which our hearts stand most affected this sheweth wee reserve GOD his owne place in our hearts 3. When being privie to our owne inclination and temper wee have gotten such a supply of spirit as that the grace which is contrary to our temper appeares in us As oft wee see none more patient than those that are naturally enclined to intemperancie of passion because naturall pronenesse maketh them jealous over themselves Some out of feare of being over-much moved are not moved so much as they should be This jealousie stirreth us up to a carefull use of all helps Where grace is helped by nature there a little grace will goe farre but where there is much untowardnesse of nature there much grace is not so well discerned Sowre wines need much sweetning And that is most spirituall which hath least helpe from nature and is wonne by prayer and paines 4. When wee are not partiall when the things concerne our selves Daâ—… could allow himselfe another mâ—… wife and yet judgeth another mâ—… worthy of death for taking away a pâ—… mans lambe Men usually favour themselves too much when they are Chancellors in their owne cause and measure all things by their private interest Hee hath taken a good degree in Christs Schoole that hath learned to forget himselfe here 5. It is a good signe when upoÌ„ discovery of selfe-feeking we can gaine upon our corruption and are willing to search and to be searched what our inclination is and where it faileth Thâ—… which we favour we are tender of 〈◊〉 must not be touched A good heart when any corruption is discovered by a searching Ministry is affected as if it had found out a deadly enemy Touchinesse and passion argues guilt 6. This is a signe
of a mans victory over himselfe when hee loves health and peace of body and minde with a supply of all needfull things chiefly for this end that hee may with more freedome of spirit serve God in doing good to others So soone as grace entreth into the heart it frameth the heart to be in some measure publique and thinks it hath not its end in the bare enjoying of any thing untill it can improve what it hath for a further end Thus to seeke our selves is to deny our selves and thus to deny our selves is truely to seeke our selves It is no selfe-seeking when wee care for no more then that without which we cannot comfortably serve God When the soule can say unto GOD Lord as thou wouldest have mee serve thee in my place so grant me such a measure of health and strength wherein I may serve thee But what if God thinks it good that I shall serve him in weaknesse and in want and suffering Then it is a comfortable signe of gaining over our owne wills when we can yeeld our selves to bee disposed of by God as knowing best what is good for us There is no condition but therein we may exercise some grace and honour GOD in some measure Yet because some enlargement of conditiâ—… is ordinarily that estate wherein wee are best able to doe good in wee may in the use of meanes desire it and upon that resigne up our selves wholly unto GOD and make his will our will without exception or reservation and care for nothing more than wee can have with his leave and love This Iâ—… had exercised his heart unto where upon in that great change of condition hee sinned not that is fell not into the sinnes incident to that dejected and miserable state into sinnes of rebellion and discontent He caried his crosses comely with that stayednesse and resignednesse which became a holy man 7. It is further a cleare evidence of a spirit subdued when wee will discover the truth of our affection towards God and his people though with censure of others David was content to endure the censure of neglecting the state and Majesty of a King out of joy for setling the Arke Nehemiah could not dissemble his griefe for the ruines of the Church though in the Kings presence It is a comfortable signe of the wasting of selfe-love when wee can be at a point what becomes of our selves so it goe well with the cause of God and the Church Now the way to prevaile still more over our selves as when we are to do or suffer any thing or withstand any person in a good cause c. is not to thinke that we are to deale with men yea or with Devils so much as with our selves The Saints resisted their enemies to death by resisting their owne corruptions first if we once get the victory over our selves all other things are conquered to our ease All the hurt Satan and the world doe us is by correspondency with our selves Aâ—… things are so farre under us as wee aâ—… above our selves For the further subduing of our selves it is good to follow sinne to the first Hold and Castle which is corrupâ—… nature The streames will leade us to the Spring head Indeed the most apparant discovery of sinne is in the outward carriage wee see it in the frâ—… before in the root as wee see grace in the expression before in the affection But yet wee shall never hate sinne thorowly untill we consider it in the poysoned root from whence it ariseth That which least troubles a natural man doth most of all trouble a trâ—… Christian A naturall man is sometimes troubled with the fruit of his corruption and the consequents of guilt and punishment that attend it but a true hearted Christian with corruption it selfe this drives him 〈◊〉 complaine with St. Paul O wrâ—… man that I am who shall deliver me 〈◊〉 from the members onely but from 〈◊〉 body of death Which is as noysomâ—… to my soule as a dead carrion is to my senses which together with the members is marvellously nimble and active and hath no dayes or houres or minuits of rest alwayes laying about it to enlarge it selfe and like spring-water which the more it issueth out the more it may It is a good way upon any particular breach of our inward peace presently to have recourse to that which breeds and foments all our disquiet Lord what doe I complaine of this my unruly passion I carry a nature about me subject to breake out continually opon any occasion Lord strike at the root and dry up the fountaine in mee Thus David doth arise from the guilt of those two foule sinnes of Murther and Adultery to the sinne of his nature the root it selfe As if hee should say Lord it is not these actuall sinnes that defile mee onely but if I looke backe to my first conception I was tainted in the spring of my nature This is that here which put Davids soule so much out of frame For from whence was this contradiction Anâ—… whence was this contradiction so unwearied in making head againe and againe against the checks of the spirit in him Whence was it that Corruptioâ—… would not be said Nay Whence were these sudden and unlookt for objections of the flesh But from the remainder of old Adam in him which like a Michel within us is either scofing 〈◊〉 the wayes of God or as Iobs wife fretting and thwarting the motions of Gods spirit in us which prevailes the more because it is homebred in 〈◊〉 whereas holy motions are strangers to most of our soules Corruption is loth that a new commer in should take so much upon him as to controule As the Sodomites thought much that Lot being a stranger should intermeddle amongst them If God once leave us as heedid Hezekiah to trie what is in us what should he find but darknesse rebellion unrulinesse doubtings c. in the best of us This flesh of ours hath principles against all Gods principles and lawes against all Gods lawes and reasons against all GODS reasons Oh! if wee could but one whole houre seriously think of the impure issue of our hearts it would bring us downe upon our knees in humiliation before God But wee can never whilest we live so thorowly as we should see into the depth of our deceitfull hearts nor yet bee humbled enough for what we see For though we speake of it and confesse it yet we are not so sharpned against this corrupt flesh of ours as wee should How should it humble us that the seeds of the vilest sinne even of the Sinne against the holy Ghost is in us and no thanke to us that they breake not out It should humble us to heare of any great enormous sinne in another man considering what our owne nature would proceed unto if it were not restrained We may see our owne nature in them as face answering face If