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&_o rage_v be_v the_o strength_n of_o sin_n neither_o for_o all_o this_o must_v we_o cease_v to_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n nor_o despair_n on_o the_o other_o side_n although_o our_o sorrow_n be_v but_o small_a for_o if_o we_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o the_o hardness_n of_o our_o heart_n if_o we_o can_v be_v grieve_v for_o that_o we_o be_v no_o more_o grieve_v for_o our_o sin_n if_o we_o can_v but_o sigh_v and_o groone_a because_o we_o feel_v our_o iniquity_n it_o be_v so_o much_o a_o great_a comfort_n unto_o we_o as_o it_o be_v a_o great_a testimony_n that_o our_o heart_n be_v not_o altogether_o harden_v so_o that_o if_o we_o feel_v borrow_v indeed_o although_o we_o weep_v not_o yet_o we_o may_v gather_v comfort_n consider_v that_o this_o sorrow_n be_v for_o sin_n with_o a_o love_n and_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n yea_o if_o our_o assault_n be_v distrust_n pride_n arrogancy_n ambition_n envy_n concupiscence_n as_o whoâ—e_v as_o the_o fire_n in_o the_o furnace_n all_o our_o day_n 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