one riding on with strength in his journey hindred by the barking of whappets at his horse heeles hee rides on and minds them not and as for railings and revilings at the wayes of God by which many are discouraged the spirit of a godly man can shake them off as St. Paul the Viper that hung upon his hand and feele no hurt it beares off many hardships that are like to bee very grievous to flesh and bloud that it is like to meet with which discourages the hearts of many both from beginning to enter upon Gods ways and from continuance in them after some entrance made as the other Spies that were sent with Caleb and Ioshua their hearts fainted they tell of great difficulties are like to bee met with The land indeed is good but there are children of Anak there and walls that reach up to Heaven but this was the brave heroicall spirit of Caleb and Ioshua their spirits were undaunted they would goe up and possesse the Land let what ever could bee stand in their way Thus many have convictiōs of conscience that the wayes of God indeed are good but the great hardships that they are like to suffer in those ways keep them off But a true godly spirit is willing to embrace Religion with all the hard terms annex'd unto it it is a poore meane spirit that must indent with God a forehand If I were sure to hold out to have at last that which I desire then I would venture upon the wayes of godlines but I am afraid it will never be and so sinks and hath no mind to set upon the work But this spirit will set upon the worke with all the hazards as Ester If I perish I perish this was a brave spirit indeed If she had had such a base cowardly spirit as many to think Alas what good shall I do I may hazard my selfe and bring my selfe into trouble but no likelihood of any good will come of it she is content to venture all upon a meere possibility of good To breake thorow armies of difficulties as Davids Worthies shewed the excellency of their spirits in breaking thorow an Hoste to gratifie their Lord. If the Worthies of God in former times had stood upon every difficulty what had been done in Gods cause No this spirit sets upon that which God cals it to doth what it can and leaves it self and the issue of its work to God as Ioab 2 Sam. 10. 12. Let us play the men for our people and for the Cities of our God and the Lord do that which seemeth him good It was a brave speech of him that shewed an excellent brave spirit in him A poor low spirit thinks every difficulty an impossibility but this spirit will not easily entertain thoughts of impossibility in services that are noble and worthy of choice spirits it will rather thinke with it selfe Was there never any such thing done before or was there never any thing that had as much difficulty as this in it that was as unlikely as this to come to a good issue and yet was at last accomplished why may not this then be done and so sets about it without any more objectings against it with this resolution Quic quid sieri potuit potest That which hath been done may be done Such a spirit as this is ashamed to see and heare reade what great things have beene done by others and what poor things it hath all this while been imployed in Suetonius reports of Iulius Caesar that seeing Alexanders Statue he fetched a deepe sigh because he at that age had done so little Yea so farre is a true heroicall spirit from being discouraged by difficulties as it s raised by difficulties thus it s said of a true godly man that hee stirres up himselfe against the hypocrite that hee holdes on his way and growes stronger and stronger Iob 17. 8 9. When a difficulty when any opposition or danger comes in Gods wayes now it sees an opportunity offered of shewing so much the more love to Iesus Christ so much the more sincerity and power of grace to bring so much the more honour to God and his cause and in this it rejoyces this was the reason why the Apostles and Martyrs rejoyced so much in their sufferings for Christ When Ignatius felt his flesh and bones begin to bee ground betwixt the teeth of wilde beasts now sayes he I begin to be a Christian When Alexander saw an apparant great danger neare him his spirit workes on this manner Now sayes he here 's a danger fit for the minde of Alexander to encounter withall When David at first heard of being the Kings sonne in law he was troubled at it 1 Sam. 18. 22. But when he knew what a difficult and hazardable service hee was to undertake for it then saies the Text in the 26 Verse It pleased David well to be the Kings sonne in law that which would have discouraged others who would gladly have had the preferment that raised the spirit of David and made him like the offer the better and surely this was not an ordinary common spirit it was the true magnanimity of the spirit of David Tenthly A solid serious spirit other spirits are sleight empty vaine frothy rash spirits which are exceeding great evils in the spirits of men sleightnesse of spirit makes men almost uncapable of any good what ever judge ment the Lord laies upon mee in this world yet the Lord deliver me from a vain sleight frothy spirit how doe the blessed glorious truths of God which are of infinite consequence passe by such and are never minded nothing sticks by them nothing abides with them that may be usefull for their everlasting good but this spirit is put into a serious solid frame it examines the ground of actions compares one thing with another looks much at the issue of things this must needs bee because the feare of the great God and the feare of eternity is fallen upon it Esay 11. 2. These are joyned together the spirit of knowledge wisedome the spirit of counsell and the fear of the Lord it converses so much with serious things of high and infinite consequence that it must needs be put in a serious frame Eleventhy It is an active lively spirit serious but not sullen not heavy dull solid but not stupid 1 Pet. 2. 5. The godly are called lively stones stones because of their solidnesse lively because of their activenesse God is himselfe a pure act and these spirits have some likenesse to him and nearenesse with him the higher things are the more active water more than earth aire more than water fire more than all these spirits are raised to the highest excellencies of any creature in this world They are of quick understanding as Esay 11. 3. And ready prepared to every good work as 2 Tim. 2. 21. The most noble excellent activenesse is from life and the more noble excellent the
low enough to those who are above them yet they are imperious cruell hard-hearted rugged fierce towards those that are under them they thinke it the bravenesse greatnes of their spirits that they can insult over them and revenge themselves upon them but there is nothing great in these men but pride and selfe love this is the greatest basenesse of spirit that can be and the more these men formerly did discover their basenesse in their sordid crouchings unto others that were above them the more doe they now discover the vilenesse of their spirits in their cruell insultings over those that are under them And this they thinke a goodly and brave thing that they can trample upon others whereas the kindnesse of a man is the goodlinesse and beauty and excellency of a mans spirit That word in Esay 40. 6. that is translated The goodlinesse of the flower is the same word which signifies Kindnesse Wee reade Revel 9. The Locusts that came out of the smoaking pit They had faces as the faces of men and they had haire as the haire of women They had faire countenances they could looke smiling and flattering upon men for their owne ends but their teeth were the teeth of Lions and they had tailes like Scorpions to tear and sting those that they had at an advantage An insulting spirit over those that we have at advantage is farre from true generousnesse howsoever men may blesse themselves in it Rehoboam was a man of an exceeding imperious insulting disposition My little finger saith he shall be thicker than my fathers loynes My father put a heavy yoke upon you but I will put more to your yoke my father chastised you with whips but I will chastise you with Scorpions O what a spirit was here Surely he and those who put him on rejoyced in this as a brave commanding spirit indeed But the holy Ghost saith of Rehoboam that he was a poore weak childish-spirited man yea he calls him a child though hee was above forty yeeres old 2 Chron. 13. 7. hee was young the word is a childe and tender-hearted that is of a poore soft effeminate spirit True generousnesse and cruelty are exceeding opposite one destroys the other When Davids spirit was distempered when he had lost much of his generousnesse by that sinne of uncleannesse as appeares in the 51. Psalme where hee prayes to God for his free spirit which word signifies a royall Princely spirit as you heard before much of the royall princelinesse of his spirit was lost by that sinne and David was never so rigid as hee was at this time which appeares out of the 2 Sam. 12. 30 31. where he commanded the people whom hee had overcome to bee brought forth and put them under sawes and under harrowes of iron and made them passe thorow the brick-kilne and thus did he unto all the Cities of the children of Ammon This was exceeding harsh and rigid wee never reade of him that ever he dealt thus with any before now this is observable that this act of his was at that time wherein he lay in his sinne for Ioab had besieged that City before David saw Bathsheba and it was at that siege that Vriah was slaine And although this fact be related after Nathans comming to him and after Solomons birth yet it is probable it was before even while hee lay in his sinne for two reasons 1. Because it is not probable that the siege continued not onely till the child conceived in adultery was borne but after the birth of Solomon too as it here stands in the story 2. Neither is it like that David newly receiving such mercy from God as he did in the pardon of his sinne and when his heart was so broken as it was that hee should then shew such rigid severity onely for the abuse of his Messengers The reason why this is set after is because in the time of the siege David committed the adultery and so the whole story concerning David and Bathsheba is first related and then he comes to the story of the warre againe 4. A generous spirit is studious and diligent to returne good as well as desirous to receive good as David Psal 116. 12. What shall I render unto the Lord saith he he speaks as a man pressed in his spirit troubled untill he did returne something he accounts favours received as great obligations as any debts in the world It is infinite basenesse in spirit to be so for ones selfe as if ones owne turne be served then neither God nor man is regarded How many men will crouch and yeeld to any thing till they have got their owne turnes served but then they grow proud and regardlesse of those yea oftentimes spightfull against those to whom when time was they crouched for favours and from whom they received many by which they are come to that which now they are A notable example of this we have in Benhaded 1 King 20. 32. compared with Chap. 22. 31. In the former place he caused his servants to gird themselves with sackcloth on their loynes and put ropes on their heads and to come to the King of Israel and say Thy servant Benhadad saith I pray thee let me live and hee was content to yeeld to any termes when the King of Israel had him at advantage as verse 34. The Cities which my father tooke from thy father I will restore and thou shalt make streets for thee in Damascus but after that he was got out of his hands Ahab was faine to go to war with him to get those Cities Cap. 22. 3. And observe the basenesse of the spirit of Benhadad hee who before had so crouched to Ahab for his life hee now commands his Captaines to fight neither with small nor great save only with the King of Israel see with what malice he seekes the life of him who before had saved his 5 A generous spirit loves to be abundant in service it is not satisfied in doing mean and ordinary things as before they were sublime in that receiving of ordinary things from God would not satisfie them but they must have great things from him so now it is their generousnesse that they will not be quieted in doing ordinary things for God but they must doe great things for him they prize their service as well as their wages as Ioh. 17. 4. Christ saith He hath finished the work that his Father gave him to doe he accounts his worke a gift Thus those who have the Spirit of Christ account their services to be gifts from God to live unserviceable they would account to be the greatest burden in the world to them they had rather have lesse comforts and more service than more comforts and lesse service they had rather be straitned in comforts than in duties To what purpose doe we live if we be of no use It is the basenesse of mens spirits which a truly godly man abhorres who desire to
frame is compared to the setting of a member in joynt As Gal. 6. 1. If a man be overtaken in a fault ye which are spirituall restore such a one in the spirit of meeknesse the word signifies Put him into joynt againe And here you have had the discovery as of what this other spirit is so wherein the excellencie of this other spirit lies now then let us make Applicaon of all CAP. III. A discovery to the men of the world whereby they may see that their spirits are not like the spirits of godly men HEnce let the men of the world see there is a great difference between their spirits the spirits of the godly There are men indeed of excellent spirits God hath such in the world in whom he delights with whom he converses whom he employes in high and excellent services but you are of base sordid uncleane spirits the spirit of whoredome of lying stubbornnesse vanity folly is in you your spirits drossie sensuall froward malicious profane sleight empty unsavory unfaithfull perverse What delight can the Lord who is an infinite holy glorious Spirit take in such How farre are these from any communion with God No marvell though nothing of God or any spirituall thing bee savory to them Oh the corrupt principles that mens spirits are possessed with the corrupt rules they goe by and corrupt ends they have in what they doe the base imployments they put their spirits to the noisome distempers of them and base comforts they feed upon The heart of the wicked is little worth sayes the Scripture Pro. 10. 20. Perhaps your Lands your houses may be something worth but what are your hearts worth they are worth nothing full of chaffe and drosse like childrens pockets full of stones and dirt while the spirits of the godly are Store-houses of most choice and pretious treasures When Grace is gone from the soule the excellency is departed from it as it was said of Ruben his excellency was departed in respect of that sinne of his How many a man or woman who have faire comely bodies good complexion beautifully dressed up but within spirits most ugly and horrid spirits full of filth full of venome loathsome distempers spirits full of wounds and putrified sores breeding filthinesse continually nothing else but filth and corruption issuing out from them Men of corrupt mindes as the Apostle speakes How unsavory to any who have the least of God in them If the Lord should give men but a view of the horrid deformednesse and filthinesse of their spirits it would amaze them and sinke their hearts in wofull horrour they could not but abhorre themselves as loathsome creatures fit to be cast out from the Lord as an everlasting curse especially if together with the filth of their owne spirits they had a sight of the infinite brightnesse and glory of the holines of God who is an infinite pure glorious Spirit God abhorrs not any other filthinesse but the filth of spirits The Devills are abhorred of God because they are uncleane spirits There is no other object of Gods hatred but the corruption of spirits God made mans soule at first a most excellent creature the very glasse of his owne infinite wisedome and holinesse but now what an ugly base loathsome creature is it where it is not renewed If mens bodies were deformed and ranne with loathsome issues and putrified sores how dejected would they be in their owne thoughts But certainly this spirit-defilement is incomparably worse If mens bodies were so putrisied that they bred vermine continually as it is reported of Maximinus how grievous would it be to them Their spirits have these loathsome diseases upon them by which they are infinitely more miserable If they had such a distemper of body as their excrements came from them when they knew not of it this would be accounted a grievous evill but their spirits so corrupt that much filth comes from them and they know not of it Many are so deeply putrified in their spirits that they usually sweare and speak filthily and know not of it and think this a sufficient excuse that they did not thinke of it It is a rule in nature that the corruption of the best thing is alwayes the worst as a stain in fine Cambrick worse than in a courser cloth So by how much the spirit of a man is more excellent naturally than the body which is the brutish part by so much the corruption of the spirit is a greater evill than any the body is capable of The reason why the Devils are so vile and miserable now is because sinne seized upon natures which by Creation were most excellent When diseases seize on the naturall spirits in the body they are the most dangerous deadly Soul-diseases of al diseases are the greatest evils and usually prove deadly yea the least spirit-corruption would most certainly prove deadly were it not for the application of that blood that is more pretious than ten thousand worlds Spirit-defilement is such a defilement as defiles every thing you meddle with as Tit. 1. 15. To the impure all things are impure Of what use are men whose spirits are so vile many make no other use of their spirits but to be as the Philosopher said of the sensitive soul of the Swine it served for no other use but to be as salt to keepe the flesh from stinking How are many mens spirits employed about nothing else but to make provision for the flesh and the filthy lusts of it O that an immortall spirit capable of eternall communion with the blessed God and to be employed in such high and heavenly exercises as for which it was made should now come to be so farre degenerated and debased Especially how vile is this that men who in regard of estates and place are raised above others and be trusted with large and blessed opportunities of worthy services for God and the Church but they minde nothing but satisfying their lusts to have their sports let the cause of God Church or Common-wealth lie bleeding they regard not What a lamentable thing is it to have the weight of great businesses of consequence to depend upon such weak-spirited men who minde nothing but vanity and basenesse they have no worthy enterprize in their thoughts their spirits so effeminated that they will do or suffer any thing for the satisfying of their lusts Others there are who have remaining in them many excellent parts pretious naturall endowments but of what use are they but to enlarge their spirits to be capable of more wickednesse than the spirits of other men are wise to doe evill the fittest instruments for Sathans depths Who such enemies to Christ as the Scribes and Pharises men of the strongest parts Who such enemies to S. Paul when hee came to Athens as the Philosophers there and no Church was founded at Athens which was the place of the greatest learning in the world And thus it hath beene in
Galathians at the first they would have pluckt out their eyes for S. Paul their affections were so stirred by his Ministery they apprehended some great matters in the message of the Gospel that S. Paul brought but afterwards finding that those great and excellent things that the Gospel spake of were onely spirituall which their carnall hearts had little skill of and could not relish their affections were soon cooled they fell off from S. Paul Take heed therefore of resting to these flashy affections for if you do when these are gone your hearts will bee left in darkenesse Many examples are knowne of such who have proved to bee most vile Apostates yet time was wherein they have had many meltings much sudden strong joy so as they have professed that the joy they have found hath beene so great that if it had continued but a while they could not have lived but their spirits would haue expired A solid worke of the soule proceeding from an humble broken heart casting it selfe upon the faithfulnesse and freenesse of the grace of God in the promise for pardoning and sanctifying mercy and there resting so as willing to venture it selfe there for ever though it hath no present sense of joy yet it is farre more to be prized than the strongest of these sudden flashes of affection These flashy affections which have not principles to maintain them are like to Cōduits in the City running with wine at the Coronatiō of Princes or some other great triumph but it will not hold they are like Land-floods which seeme to bee a great sea but come to nothing in a day or two As there may be flashes of terrour and yet no true feare of God The Israelites were terrified when the Law was given and yet God saith Deut. 5. 29. Oh that there were a heart that they would feare me So there may bee flashes of joy desire sorrow and yet no true sanctified joy desire or sorrow at all There is much deceit in mens affections Affections not well principled not well grounded soone vanish time will weare them away The people of Israel at the giving of the Law had their affections much stirred so that one would have thought they had been engaged unto the Lord for ever and yet within fourty dayes their hearts were so taken off from God and his Law as if God had never made himselfe knowne unto them they call to Aaron to make them gods to goe before them and say to the Molten Calfe These be thy gods O Israel which brought thee out of the land of Egypt Another notable example wee have of people whose affections are strong for the present and yet worne away in a little time in the 13. of Hosea 1. When Ephraim spake trembling hee exalted himselfe in Israel but when he offended in Baal hee died When Ephraim spake that is when Ieroboam who was of the Tribe of Ephraim declared his purpose to alter the worship of God the people at the first were exceedingly affected with it they stood all trembling at such a strange thing as that was the very thought of it made their hearts to shake because they knew how jealous a God the Lord was But Ieroboam exalted himselfe in Israel hee went on resolutely in his way and would bring his purpose to effect then the people in a little time were brought to offend in Baal and then they died and they became a dead sottish heartlesse people fit to receive or do any thing though never so vile Fifthly others follow the Lord but they follow him in a dull heavy manner there is no spirit no heat no life in their following of him therefore they doe not follow him fully They rest themselves in a middle temper in a lukewarme course they like well of Religion and profession but what need men goe so farre what need they doe so much As Pharaoh said to the Israelites Exod. 8. 28. I will let you goe onely you shall not goe farre away The judgement of these men is for a middle way they are mixed spirited men like Ephraim Hosea 7. 8. mixed with the people as a cake not turned halfe baked and halfe dough they goe on in an ordinary track of performing the duties of Religion without any growth or any sensiblenesse of the want of growth they set upon some faire way of Religion which they perswade themselves is enough and that they meane to hold to they are content to make use of Christ and the profession of Religion so farre as may serve their owne turnes but to entertaine Christ and his truth as an absolute Lord to rule them that their spirits cannot beare in their converse there is no ribauldry no filthinesse so there is no warmth no heat to refresh and quicken any gratious spirit that hath to deale with them in all the Duties of Religion that they perform they take no paines with their hearts to work them to God Luther cals such kind of men Cainists that is such as Cain who offered to God the work done but do not offer themselves to God they content thēselues with generall hopes of Gods mercy upon weake and unexamined grounds they never trouble themselves in calling things into question about their conditions and their eternall estates they never lay to heart the miseries of Gods Church and the publike cause of God is not deare unto them they have not heat enough to cause a melting spirit for the dishonor that God hath by themselves much more is that heat wanting that should keepe their hearts melting for that dishonour which God hath from others Now this temper is so farre from following the Lord fully as it is loathsome and abominable to the Lord so loathsome as he threatens to spue such out of his mouth It is observable that of all the seven Churches we read of in the Revelation there is some good said every one is cōmended for somthing onely this Church of Laodicea excepted which was a luke-warme Church and of this there is no good at all said and yet none of the Churches had that high esteeme of it selfe as this had none of them conceited themselves to be rich and encreased with goods and to have need of nothing as this did No people doth so blesse themselves in their way as luke-warme people doe and yet no people more abominable to God than they What a dishonour is this luke-warme temper to God as if God were such a God as such flat sleight dead-hearted formall services as are performed by them were sufficient to honour his holy great dreadfull and infinite Majestie God pronouneeth a curse in Malac. 1. verse 14. against those who doe not offer the best that possibly they can in sacrifice to him and gives this Reason of it Because my Name is dreadfull and I am a great King saith the Lord As if he should say Therefore onely the most high and excellent things that can bee
them Although God takes it well at the hands of those whom hee hath raised in the things of the world higher than others when hee seeth them forward in setting out his praise yet he would not have them thinke that he is beholding to them as if the honour of God depended so upon them as it would faile did not they put to their helpe No God can raise his honour by other meanes he can glorifie himselfe and get himselfe a great name by low meane and contemptible things It is not because God hath need of honour from you but because he delights to honour you that he is pleased to use you in his service It is an advancement to whatsoever greatnesse you have in the world to bee imployed for God were it but in the meanest service he hath to doe Where the heart is right even in that it gloryeth more than in all the dignity that earth can put upon it But yet the greater Instruments the Lord raiseth up for his glory the greater services he cals them unto the greater things may wee hope he intends for his Church When S. John saw the Elders casting downe their crownes before the Throne saying Thou art worthy O Lord to receive glory and honour and power Apoc. 4. 10. soone after S. John heard every creature in heaven and on earth and sea saying Blessing honour glory and power be unto him that sitteth upon the Throne and unto the Lambe for evermore cha 5. 13. And soone after that hee saw Christ with his Crowne upon him going forth conquering and to conquer Chap. 6. 2. What great mercies might we expect did we see God raysing up truely noble and generous spirits more generally in the great ones of the earth did we see the Elders and Nobles casting downe their Crownes before the Throne of the Lambe willing to deny all their glory and excellencies and estates for the raising up the glory of Iesus Christ Certainly God hath great things to doe in this latter age of the world and hee is a God with whom there is as great abundance of spirit as ever when his time comes how soone will such a thing bee as the raising mens spirits to higher and more noble designes than now we can imagine The observing the frame and work of your most pretious noble spirit Right Honourable put mee upon the thought of this Argument The chiefest book that I made use of for the inlarging 〈◊〉 Meditations in it next the Scripture was that which I joyfully beheld in you 〈…〉 selfe and your Noble and much honorred Lady highly honoured and lov 〈…〉 and that deservedly in the esteeme and hearts of all who know her and the truth John Ep. 2. ver 1. Such gracious principles appeared in your spirits such divine rules by which yee were guided those high and noble employments in which yee delighted those blessed qualifications which as so many Diamonds in their lustre and beauty sparkled that light that freenesse that strength that publikenesse that holinesse c. Those comsorts of a higher nature than the common drossie comforts of the world that yee chose to your selves to satisfie your spirits in and found contentment in the enjoyment of that caused the dilating of my thoughts about these things and now making knowne themselves publikely they crave patronage from your Lordship who have beene the originall from whence they came And here I humbly present them to your Honour and to your vertuous and noble Lady as a glasse wherein your selves and others may see the frame and workings of your spirits I dare say that all who know you and know that I had the happinesse to bee so neare unto you and to have excited to look about thee if false Art thou indued with such a spirit as here thou maist find nothing in the world in hell or in thy flesh shall be able to conquer thee as Christ himself thou shalt indure such crosses and contradiction of sinners as these times are big with thou shalt despise the shame and be able to resist to bloud if God should call thee to that honour What excellency of spirit was in S. Paul when he took it ill that they diswaded him from going up to Jerusalem where he was to meet with sharp afflictions What mean you to weepe and break my heart saith he for I am ready not to be bound only but also to die at Jerusalem for the Name of the Lord Jesus Moses refuses to be called the son of Pharaohs daughter though himselfe or some of his posterity might happily have come to the Kingdome by it and chuses afflictions rather with the people of God c. He would not become an Egyptian though of the Royall Stem but abide an Hebrew who were abomination to the Egyptians He knew that the reproach of the Members did redound to the Head and would bee well recompenced by him and therefore he will suffer afflictions and esteeme the reproaches of Christ above all the treasures of Egypt a greater patrimony saith Ambrose So base are many spirits in this age that they had rather censure than trace his practice Scaliger tels of a Tree to which when a man cometh Ramos constringit but when he departs ramos pâ—dit Too many are like this tree when any Ministers or Christians that have the reproach of Christ upon them come neare them and have to deale with them let relations promises ingagemeÌ„ts be what they wil they shrink up themselves are troubled sadded and perplexed thinking it disgrace unto theÌ„ to have to do with such but when they are gone then their hearts dilate again their faces grow pleasant such an adulterous generation there is that are ashamed of Christ in any of his poore reproached despised Members not only ashamed but like that Plant called the Tartarean Lamb which in shape and proportion answers the Lambe but grazeth and eateth up the grasse round about it suffering no green thing to be neare and these men are Lambes in shape but eating up every green thing that is neare unto them Psa 14. 4. They eate up my people as bread they are the food their malice feeds upon It is observed the Pope was so busie and hot against Luther that he neglected to look to all Christendome against the Turk such basenesse was in a Popes brest that he could easier have digested Mahumetisme than Lutherdnisme may we not think the Alcoran would be welcome to those Confessors who have enjoyned their burthened in conscience to burne their Bibles for Pennance this some living know to be a truth There is much basenesse in the spirits of men and upon little occasion it vents it selfe Doeg haead 〈◊〉 malicious murderous spirit in him spared not those that ware the Linnen Ephod The rich man Luk. 12. 19. was all for earth nothing for heaven A great man finding his sicknesse encreasing caused his bed to be made between or upon his Coffers
where he had much gold a Lord came to him and wished him to go to his Chamber and not lie there his answer was I am well where I am so long as I can tarry for I am neare unto my friends meaning his Coffers and his gold What drossie corporall soules have such men The Gadarens drove Christ out of their Country they esteemed their Swine above a Saviour Demas embraceth the present world Ananias and Saphyra reserve a portion for themselves such spirits ever have been and will be in the world Spirits they are as much beneath common reason as those mentioned in this work are above it It is choyce not common spirits that will honour God in stormy times Had not a choyce and excellent spirit been in Nehemiah the plots and practices of enemies would have daunted him but take a view of his spirit Should such a man as I am flee and who is there that being as I am would go into the Temple to save his life I will not go in He had a good cause a good conscience a good God which advanced his spirit to such resolvednesse that hee would not take Sanctuary and disparage either of them by his feare or faint-heartednesse wheÌ„ he saw the Sabbath prophaned he hid not his eyes from it but contended with the Nobles about it What Divine spirits were in the three Children Could Nebuchanezars greatnesse mandates threats of the fiery Fornace force their spirits to false worship Be it known unto thee O King that we will not serve thy gods Here they did obediently disobey knowing that nothing pleases God but what hee hath commanded in his Word they would not deliberate in this case Wee are not carefull to answer thee say they When any enticements come to draw us from the pure worship of God wee should stop our eares charme the Charmers never so wisely Charles the Emperour and two great persons in this Kingdome solliciting King Edward the sixt to allow his sister the Lady Mary to have â—â—asse would not listen but bade them be conceâ—â—t for he would spend his life and all he had rather than agree and grant to that hee knew certainly to be against the truth the suit being yet pressed he brust out into bitter weeping and sobbing desiring them to desist The motioners seeing his zeale and constancy wept as fast as he and told one he had more Divinity in his little finger than they had in all their bodies What a choyce spirit was in that young Lord Harrington who was a man of prayer he prayed twice a day in secret twice with his servants in his chamber and joyned at appointed times with the family in prayer he would never be idle but alwaies well if not religiously imployed he meditated on 4. or 5. Sermons every day retaining five or six in his memory alwayes he kept an exact account of his life every day very conscientious of honouring God to purpose in publike and private on the Lords day he would repeat both the Sermons with his servants before supper and write them down in his night booke before hee slept and on the morning of that day he would as he made him ready repeat those Sermons hee had heard the Lords day before and for the Sacrament he received it very frequently and alwayes fasted the Saturday before spending the whole day in examination prayer and humbling himselfe that so he might be fitted to feast with Christ he gave away the tenth of his estate unto the poore pious uses besides his occasionall charity when he was abroad Here was a choyce spirit beautified with variety of graces not unfit for great mean to propound for their pattern Daniel in Babylon would not defile himselfe with the portion of the Kings meat nor with the wine which he dranke hee had rather eat pulse than defile his conscience When the writing was signed the Lions den threatned did he mussle up his Religion and shrink up his spirit he would not shut up his window nor diminish his prayers but thrice a day prayed and gave thankes unto his God as he did afore time here was a spirit for God and his wayes and not for the times Happily some temporizing politician will charge Daniel of indiscretion no it was the excellency of his spirit that in case of danger and that of life he would not separate external profession from inward faith when God should lose by it And what dost thou charge him with indiscretion whom the Scripture commends for his wisdome It was a proverbiall speech Wiser than Daniel Ezek. 32. 3. and his heart did not accuse him for that indiscretion when he was in the Lions den for he saith Innocency was found in him he was not ashamed of his godlinesse that had raised him and hee would maintaine the honour of it Such spirits have true excellency in them are not shie of the wayes or servants of God when the flouds of iniquity overflow threaten to beare down all Fearefulnesse to appeare in Gods cause is a part of the old man when God puts into his another a new spirit that wasts thy fearefulnes the more thou hast of Gods Spirit the more thy old timorous cowardly spirit is abated Mat. 9. 16. That is put in to fill up takes from the garment and when grace fils up a man it takes away from the old man the old basenesse feare and dastardlinesse in the cause of God and a holy undaunted resolution is begotteÌ„ in thee to justifie wisdom although thou daÌ„nifie thy self According to the fulnesse of mens spirits are their carriages with more or lesse confidence in their undertakings If Satan have filled the heart men will boldly serve him Acts 5. 3. Why hath Satan filled thy heart to lie unto the Holy Ghost Satan had filled his heart and therefore he feared not to lie unto God himselfe Dieu saith upon the place Implere cor alterius est audacem eum reddere he cites that place Hest 7. 5. Quis hic est qui implevit cor suum ad faciendum sic Who is he that hath filled his heart in our Translations That durst presume in his heart to doe so Hamans heart was filled with malice and that made him bold to attempt the destruction of all the Jewes And where godlinesse fils the heart there will be as venturous bold attempts for God Paul being filled with the Holy Ghost set his eyes on Elymas and so thundred and lightned against him that presently his proud malitious spirit was blasted When the heart of a man is filled with divine truths it is not the presence of men in highest place can daunt it Elisha had a double portion of the spirit of Elijah and did the greatnesse or wickednesse of Iehoram daunt him There appeared a Deity in his very speech and spirit 2 Kings 3. 14. As the Lord of Hosts liveth before whom I stand surely were it
not that I regard the presence of Iehosaphat the King of Iudah I would not looke towards thee nor see thee Hee had a fulnesse of Gods Spirit in him that could speake thus to one of the gods on earth When a mans heart is filled with divine influence he feares not the enemies of goodnes neither is ashamed of ought accompanies godlinesse 2 Tim. 1. 7 8. God hath given us the spirit of power of love and of a sound mind be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony c. When the power of God is in a mans spirit he will not bee ashamed of the Crosse nor refuse to share in the afflictions of the Gospel It is the honour of Religion to have such Disciples as will own her and stand for her at all times and that with an undaunted courage Acts 4. 8 9 10 11 12. Peter was filled with the Holy Ghost and said Bee it knowne unto you all and all the people of Israel that by the Name of Iesus Christ of Nazareth whom you crucified whom God raised from the dead even by him doth this man here stand before you whole this is the stone which was set at nought of you builders c. And after when he and Iohn were commanded silence what said they Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto you more than God judge yee for we cannot but speake the things we have seene and heard It is a brand upon Nicodemus that he came to Christ by night and so of the chiefe Rulers that beleeved on him but because of the Pharisees did not confesse him lest they should be put out of the Synagogues but it was Nicodemus praise for that he had got boldnesse to speak for Christ when vilified though himselfe suffered reproach for it this shewed some excellency and growth in his spirit that he could both speake and suffer for Christ So Ioseph of Arimathea was timerous at Ioh. 19. 38. but being filled with grace He went in boldly to Pilate and craved the body of Iesus Mark 15. 43. With what holy boldnesse did those men march through reproaches afflictions and persecutions for the truths sake Reader swallow thou this Booke as Ezekiel did his rowle and thou shalt be inabled to doe as much Principle and fill thy spirit with the pretious truths contained in this little Treatise and thou shalt find thy drooping spirit to receive a heavenly warmth to come upon thee and a holy boldnesse thrusting thee forward for God and godlinesse Wickednesse is too bold and godlinesse too shamefast it hath lost and suffered much through mens cowardlinesse Reade meditate and feast thy spirit with what thou herein findest and thou mayst walke bold as a Lion through the midst of a crooked and perverse generation thou shalt daunt wickednesse it selfe and make Religion truely beautifull and honourable If thou shouldest say This book might have been kept in there are too many already I answer thee There be many but few to purpose The Sea is full of water yet God addes daily to it by rivers and showers Many would read little if new bookes were not set forth daily Bookes do quicken up a drowsie age to the best purpose New bookes are like new fashions taken up at first with affection Notwithstanding all the Munition of the Kingdome there is new made daily Books are more needfull than Armes the one defends the body the other the soule If thy spirit be choice and right thou wilt acknowledge this worke solid spirituall and such as hitherto thou hast not met with many like it If trees be knowne by their fruit what other sentence may bee passed upon the Composer of it but that hee hath profited in the Schoole of Christ above thousands hath had a large operation of Gods Spirit in his own soule attained to a choicenesse and excellency of spirit himselfe that he hath clearly differenced betweene pretious and base spirits I shall appeale to thy selfe Christian Reader when thou hast perused this Booke whether thou wouldest have had it buried in the dark If he deserves a curse that withholds corne Prov. 11. 26. thou wilt blesse God for this corne the Authour hath sent to market God made him a fountaine not to bee sealed up but to slow for common good Veritatem celare est aurum sepelire In a fountaine sealed and treasures hid the Authour knew was little profit Hee hath let out himselfe to advantage thee taken this off from his owne spirit to put upon thine Doe thine endeavour to better thy selfe by it and if thou gettest any good give unto God glory if none suspect thy spirit and spare thy censures The Authours spirit is above them and counts it a very small thing to bee judged of mans judgement My prayers are that thou mayest profit much attaine true excellency of spirit and follow God fully all thy dayes that so thy end may bee comfortable and glorious Thy Christian friend W. Gr. A GRACIOVS SPIRIT A CHOYCE and a pretious SPIRIT Numb 14. 24. But my servant Caleb because he had an other spirit with him and hath followed me fully him will I bring into the land wherein he went and his seed shall possesse it CAP. I. What that other spirit is which a godly man hath differing from the world IN these words we have Gods approbation of Caleb accepting his faithfull service in the testimony hee gave of the good Land encouraging the hearts of his people to goe into it As for the other that were sent God determines against them they shall never see that good Land But my servant Caleb c. First Gods commendation of Caleb Secondly his blessing upon him For the first hee sayes three things of him 1 He is my servant 2 He hath another spirit 3 He hath followed me fully He is my servant It is a great honor to bee the servant of the blessed God and to bee acknowledged so by God himselfe We should not looke at our services to God only as duties injoyned but as high priviledges as dignities put upon us wee should glory in his service It was a great part of that glorious reward of those who came out of great tribulation who washed their Robes and made them white in the bloud of the Lambe that they should bee before the Lord and serve him night and day Apoc. 7. 14 15. My servant He hath shewed himselfe to bee my servant indeed I will for ever owne him what ever others did hee continued faithfull with me To bee a servant unto the Lord is an honour but to bee acknowledged faithfull that higher I have obtained mercy to be faithfull saith Saint Paul To be faithfull in service is not only a meanes of obtaining mercy but it is a great obtained mercy My servant Caleb Caleb is only mentioned here and so in the former Chap. verse 31. Why is not Ioshua mentioned likewise for surely hee followed the Lord fully
as well as Caleb 1 Some thinke that Ioshuah at the first did conceale himselfe although after hee did declare himselfe fully but certainly this had been a very great sinne of his to conceale himselfe in such a Cause of God to have stood as Neuter for the saving himselfe hee would not have passed without some signification of Gods displeasure against him for this But Verse 30. God promises Ioshua that hee shall enter into the Land together with Caleb Others therefore thinke that at the first Caleb was the more forward of the two in speaking because hee was of the more honourable Tribe one of the chiefe of the Tribe of Iudah and Ioshua was of Ephraim And besides Ioshua being Moses Minister to attend on him it might bee the more suspected that he might speake to gratifie Moses against whom the people now murmured because of the straits they were brought into by him And besides others thinke that Moses here relates this by Ioshua That Ioshua was used in the penning of this relation and therefore the lesse is said concerning Ioshua Another spirit The spirits of the rest were base and cowardly poore dead unworthy spirits but hee had another spirit went not that way There is a strange conceit some of the Jewish Interpreters have of this other spirit that is say they Caleb and Ioshua when they were in the Land and in their journey they said as the rest of the Spies did and concealed their purpose of declaring any other opinion they had of the Land than the others had and this they did for feare of their lives but when they came before Moses and the children of Israel then they had another spirit and spake plainly what they thought Many such chaffy interpretations of Scriptute wee finde amongst them God having given them over to the spirit of blindnesse Hee sollowed me fully The words are Hee fufilled to follow mee Nothing could take him off from mee what ever therefore becomes of the rest hee shall possesse the Land and his seed with him I intend only to handle the two latter commendations of Caleb First that hee was a man of another spirit Secondly that hee followed God fully And herein first severally secondly in the reference of the one to the other For the first the Point is It is the excellency of godly men to be men of other spirits of choice spirits differing from the common spirits of the world 1 Cor. 2. 12. We have not received the spirit of the world sayes the Apostle but the spirit which is of God There is a great deale of difference betweene our spirits and the common spirits of the world There is a vile spirit ruling in the world As Eph. 2. 2. A spirit that workes strongly and actively in the children of disohedience But of the godly it may be said as it was of Daniel Chap. 6. 3. An excellent spirit was found in him so surely an excellent spirit is found in them Herein first what this other spirit is Secondly wherein the excellency of it lies Thirdly apply it For the first it is first a spirit that hath other principles a better principled spirit than the spirit of the world The spirits of worldly men have base corrupt principles by which they judge of things by which they are led according to which they favour rellish whatsoever is propounded to them The vilenesse and power of these appeares in the wayes of the world but the spirits of the godly are acted by Divine heavenly holy principles that carry them to God to divine and heavenly things they carry them by a kind of naturall instinct the frame of their spirits is so principled that by as it were a naturall instinct naturall I mean the new nature they savour of spirituall and heavenly things their hearts worke after them cloze with them unite themselves to them finde much sweet and contentment in them are fastned and setled unto them What is the reason the same truths propounded set before divers spirits whose naturall parts are equall one sees much excellency in them receives them rellishes them the other looks on them as mean and foolish things wonders what men see and finde in them they are unsavory to them their hearts turne away from them This is from their divers principles Where the spirit is well principled it is carryed on sweetly and strongly in Gods wayes though the naturall parts bee weake though obiections against them many pretences for evill wayes fayre yet these divine principles are as a pondus a waight upon these spirits that carries on the soule still towards God when all is said that can bee against Gods wayes and for sinnefull wayes it will it cannot but hold the conclusion Surely Gods wayes are good As that blessed Martyr said I cannot dispute for the truth but I can dye for the truth These principles cause if not a disputative knowledge yet a savory knowledge Perswade a man by most subtill arguments eloquent orations that what he tasts sweet is bitter perhaps he cannot answer all you say but yet hee knowes the thing is sweet So the Spirit principled right with grace having the savour of the knowledge as the Apostle speakes though many subtill wiles of Satan and cloquent perswasions from the wisdome of the flesh be brought to perswade to the contrary yet still it sayes It is good to walke in the wayes of godlinesse Every life hath principles according to the nature of it receiving to it selfe things sutable or turning from things disagreeable to it the vegetative life according to the nature of it so the sensitive and the rationall life and the life of grace according to it Most mens spirits are led by the principles of a sensitive life few live so high as rationall principles reach to There is a death of the soule in this respect onely God puts in by a common worke of his Spirit some common notions which appeare in some which give but a glimmering light and are very weake but where the life of grace is in any soule there are principles of an higher nature full of light and beauty carrying the soule to high spirituall supernaturall things for the attaining to and injoyment of the highest good Other creatures under the rationall are made for the enjoyment of no higher good than is within the cōpasse of their owne natures therfore their principles are onely to receive in such good things as are sutable to those natures and in them they rest satisfied for they are capable of enjoyment of no higher I say they cannot enjoy any higher indeed they are of use to and were made for that end that they might be serviceable to some higher good than themselves but this they enjoy not The destruction of their natures is the highest use that creatures which are above them have of them But the rationall creature was made for a higher good than is within
God himselfe workes as like him as may be it is the glory of God to bee the first cause and last end and to worke from himselfe and for himselfe No creature can worke from it selfe but as it hath his principle from God so it workes for him giving him the glory as the first cause and last end and this is the great worship that God hath from his creature both in this world and eternally in heaven We speake much of honouring God and serving God and worshipping of him wee doe nothing except wee doe this God made the world that hee might have some creatures to worke thus to make him the highest and last end of all many who have excellent naturall parts are often busied about deeper things then other men but their spirits being corrupt not carried to God in that they doe they dive deepe but all comes to nothing are like children diving deepe in the water and bring up nothing but shels and gravell Now where the spirit is carried to God as the last end there first the beauty excellency glory of what ever it hath or doth is iudged according to the reference it hath to God It s true I have these mercies I do such and such things but is God honoured by all al things are as dead to this spirit where it sees not Gods Name lifted up and so the excellency and beauty of what others have or do if God is not honoured by them it lookes on them as dead things Secondly all it hath is or doth lies in an absolute subiection under God to bee at his dispose all things are absolutely subject to the last end Thirdly where God is aimed at as the highest end there Gods glory is willed infinitely no limits no bounds set to the desires or endeavours of the soule after it Fiftly thjs spirit hath other qualifications the spirits of the godly are glorious within As 1. it is an enlightned spirit the light of the glory of God in the face of Iesus Christ hath shined into it and transformed it into the same image Dan. 5. 11. They said he was a man in whom the spirit of the holy Gods was because light and understanding and wisdome was found in him surely the spirit of the living God is here for light understanding wisdome is found here this is the true light the light of life that hath a quickning power and influence of life in it There is a great difference between the light of the Sunne shining in a garden and the light of torches there is the influence of an inlivening power in the one not in the other such difference there is between the light in the spirits of wicked men and the light in the spirits of the godly it is the knowledge of the holy that is true understanding Prov. 9. 10. And a man of such understanding is of an excellent spirit indeed Prov. 17. 27. This is that which the Holy Ghost calls Spirituall understanding Col. 1. 9. to distinguish it from that understanding there is in naturall men they see into Spirituall things after another manner than other men they see the reality beauty excellency glory of them which are hidden from drossie vile spirits the Gospell is said to bee a mystery revealed to the Saints Col. 1. 26. The Law and Testimonies are sealed and bound up amongst the disciples Esay 2. 16. The Lord delights to reveale himselfe to men of excellent spirits who are onely fit to close with divine and spirituall truths As none can teach so as God teacheth Iob 30. 22. so none knowes the things of God so as the godly doe they behold them as with open face they walke on in the light of the face of God Psal 89. 15. their spirits elevated by such a light as is sutable to that light there is in God himselfe and that lustre of his Image that shines in the face of Iesus Christ but the spirit of the world is a spirit of darknesse even that light which is in them is darknesse Secondly it is a free spirit Psa 51. 12. Establish me with thy free Spirit and this freedome makes it indeed a true royall princely spirit for so the word signifies that is translated in that place a free spirit The words are Establish mee with thy royall princely spirit 1. A free disingaged spirit not entangled nor insnared with base earthly engagements like the spirits of the world but a spirit that is at liberty Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is liberty 2 Cor. 3. 17. How doe the engagements of worldly spirits miserably enthrall them that notwithstanding convictions of conscience notwithstanding much unquietnesse of their hearts in their way many checks secret wounds of spirit sinking damps and feares yet they cannot get off their hearts from those engagements they are so miserably so dangerously entangled in this is a woefull bondage Those who are godly can remember a time since their hearts were thus insnared but it was the blessed worke of the Lord to set them at liberty and now they have ease now sweer quiet and rest to their spirits 2. Free from the bondage of sinne not under the power and command of it it hath command over it selfe over its owne passions not in a base slavery to Satan not in servile subjection to men not brought under the power of any creature It was a notable free expression of two blessed Martyrs Surgius and Bacchus who were two great Courtiers being accused for Christians and commanded to offer unto the Idols they refused to goe to the Temple and gave this answer unto the Emperour Wee o Emperour are bound unto you onely in an earthly warfare you have no right over our soules God onely is the Lord of them It will not be forced to any thing that is base God leaves the body and estates of his servants to the power of men oft times but their spirits are free It is to base a disposition of a servant of GOD to plead necessity of sinning no creature can compell another to sinne Tertullia◠hath an excellent expression to this purpose The state of faith doth not admit the alledging a necessity of sinning in those to whom the onely necessity is not to offend 3. It 's free in regard of slavish feare it 's able to looke upon the face of God with ioy Iob 22. 6. Thou shalt have delight in the Almighty and shalt li 〈…〉 up thy face to God The Scripture speaks of a spirit of feare and a spirit of bondage from both which this spirit is set a liberty it can looke upon the power soveraignty justice holinesse of God and rejoyce in them glad that God is so holy and just and that it hath to deale with such a God It hath accesse to his presence with boldnesse and liberty of speech Ephes 3. 12. as the word signifies there It hath sweet and blessed freedome in the performance of holy duties
is not forced and haled to them doth not take them up as tiresome burdens Gods Commandements are not grievous they are not as fetters of iron but as chaines of gold for beauty and ornament there is a readinesse of spirit to what ever is good they are vessels of honour ready prepared to every good worke 2. Tim. 2. 21. It is written in the volume of thy booke I should doe thy will and â—o I come psalm 40. 7 8. There is a sutablenesse betweene the law and the spirit the law is written in it never so in it's element as when it is in the wayes of obedience there is not that straitnesse of spirit as in others but here the heart sweetly enlarges it selfe as the flowre that opens it selfe to the shining of the Sunne Thirdly a sublime spirit raised high by spirituall heavenly influences not swelling by pride a spirit that hath all earthly things under feet as the Holy Ghost sets out the Church Revel 12. 1. Things received with admiration by other spirits it looks on with contempt as things infinitely inferiour to it a godly mans feet are where other mens heads their heads that is the pitch and height of all their aimes is upon things that are on the earth but the Saints have these things under their feet When Valence sent to offer Basil great preferments to tell him what a great man he might be Basil answers Offer these things to children not to Christians When some bade stoppe Luthers mouth with preferment one of his adversaries answered It is in vaine he cares not for gold his spirit was too noble and high to bee tempted with gold base low spirits would have beene taken with such things such a spirit as Demas who forsooke Paul to imbrace this present world but a spirit raised by God is above them How was S. Pauls spirit above mony when he speaks of lucre he cals it silthy lucre 1 Tim. 3. 3. A godly mans spirit is sutable to the high dignities put upon it and priviledges it hath Saul when made a King had another spirit put upon him contemning former things highly esteemed of a man raised on high lookes on things below and they appeare small things to him so here Reason may raise the spirits of men above the common sort a rationall man lookes at many sinnes as too mean and base for him scornes to staine his excellency with them as the sinnes of sensuality and filthy lusts Tully thinkes him not worthy the name of a man that spends a whole day in the pleasures of the flesh and Socrates had such a vile esteeme of sinne as he thinkes it shall be one of the greatest torments of men in another life to be tied and bound to the sinnes they most delighted in here Seneca hath a notable expression to this purpose I am too great and borne to greater things theÌ„ that I should be a slave to my body But if Reason raises the spirit so high how high then doth Grace raise it This spirit cannot be satisfied with small low things as it is reported of Luther when great gifts were sent to him hee refused them with this most brave and excellent speech I did earnestly protest that God should not put mee off with these things meaning that hee would not be satisfied with anything that was here below All the things in the world are farre from being able to satisfie this spirit it accounts all yea if they were a thousand times more than they are but a poore pittance for the portion of an immortal soule If God should make more worlds for it yet if he give not himselfe to it it would not be satisfied nothing but a God an infinite universall eternall Good can fill up the desires of this spirit Thou hast made us O Lord for thy selfe saies Saint Austin and our hearts are unquiet till they come unto thee It is the worke of a base drossy spirit to thinke If I had but so much or so much yearely I should have enough how base the spirit of that rich man blessing himselfe in his goods Soule take thine ease thou hast goods laid up for many yeares what were all those to his soule to the happinesse of his soule These are spirits that have higher designes theÌ„ so their designes no lesse than a Kingdome yea than God himselfe Rom. 2. 7. They seeke for glory honour immortality eternall life Though they can bee content with little of the world for their use yet they cannot bee content without that Good Happinesse that is infinitely higher and better than all the world for their portion As Abraham said concerning his child when God promised him a great reward Gen. 15. 2. Lord what will thou give me so long as I goe childlesse Lord what is all the reward I can have except I have this mercy except I have a child because the Messias was to come out of his Ioines So the soule here if God should promise it never such great things yet Lord what are all these things to me if I have not thy selfe All the gifts that God can give to this spirit will not satisfie it except he gives himself to it As God is not pleased with what wee tender to him except we give our selves to him So a godly heart is not contented with all that God gives to it except hee gives himselfe to it Thus Bernard exceeding sweetly As what I have if offered to thee pleaseth not thee O Lord without my selfe so thy good things we have from thee though they may refresh us yet they satisfie us not without thy selfe Yea further the enjoyment of God is not enough except they may have a full enjoyment of him they are not satisfied except they bee filled with the fulnesse yea with all the fulnesse of God Ephes 3. 19. See a notable example of this in Moses Exod 33. 12. and so on The Lord had done great things for Moses many wayes but besides all hee had done for him hee told him that hee knew him by name and that he had sound favour in his sight one would have thought this might have satisfied him No Moses must have more Verse 13. I pray thee if I have found grace in thy sight shew me thy way that 〈◊〉 know thee and that I may finde grace in thy sight God grants him this and rels him Verse 14. that his presence shall goe with him and hee will give him rest surely this will satisfie him No Verse 16 Moses must have yet more hee must have such a presence as the world may know that God doth goe with him and that hee and his people are a separated people from all the people that are upon the face of the earth and Verse 17. The Lord saith to him I will give thee this thing also that thou hast spoken Surely this will satisfie him No Moses is not satisfied yet Verse 18. I beseech thee
lost his money Others if they meet but with a little disturbance in their family from husbands or wives if their parents doe but crosse them if their hopes bee frustrated in things of no great moment they cannot beare it but they sinke downe in such desperate discouragements as their lives are bitter unto them they are weary of them and they seeke to ease themselves by putting an end to them Impatient sinking desperatnesse ever proceeds from base weaknesse of spirit Despaire is a sinne exceeding vile and contemptible Gulielmus Parisiensis speaking of despaire hath this expression I despaire Oh word of eternall reproach and confusion of dishonour never to be blotted out it publisheth the Devill to be the Conqueror and would thou didst see the devil crowned as a Conquerour to whom thou dost so shamefully lie under These sinking sullen-spirited people may please themselves in the froward sullen distempers of their hearts and conceit as if they were fruits of humility but let them know that the devill is the most sullen spirit that is and yet the most proud Though in thy frowardnesse thou flyest from God and lettest thy spirit sinke down even as low as the bottome of the Sea yet even there the wrath of God will follow thee As Amos 9. 3. Though they hide themselves in the bottome of the sea I will command the Serpent to bite them Thus those whose spirits are sunk into the bottome of the sea of desperation they shall have no ease there even there the Lord will cōmand the Serpent to bite them the devill shall vexe and torment them there Many while in their prosperity while the world smiles on them they seeme to bee of brave and stout spirits to bee sure they are scornefull proud and high enough they are all for mirth and jollity they are so afraid of sadnesse as they banish all seriousnesse But when affliction comes upon these when God toucheth them with sicknes what poor spirited men are they then how doe their hearts sinke like lead how disconsolate how dejected are they then none more Manasseh was of a bold presumptuous spirit and exceeding scornfull in time of his prosperity he went on with a high hand against God as if he meant to contest with heaven it selfe but marke in the 2 Chron. 33. 11. when he was brought into trouble what a poore base spirit he had he runnes amongst the thornes he hides himselfe in the bushes and from thence he is taken and bound in Fetters As it was said of Alexander it was nothing for him to carry himselfe bravely because he alwayes conquered but for Caesar to behave himselfe wisely and to uphold his spirit when he was conquered and others fainted this was an high praise unto him You talke of merry hearts and joyfull spirits but can you be joyfull in affliction will your spirits hold out in tribulation Can you rejoyce in the greatest troubles Will your comforts hold out in sore and grievous distresses this were a signe of strength of spirit indeed The spirit of a man can sustaine his infirmity saith Salomon This is the strength of a mans spirit to be able to carry it selfe bravely undauntedly in the middest of greatest afflictions your spirits can beare nothing they are childish poore weake spirits not to be accounted the spirits of men Lactantius boasts of the bravenesse of the spirits of the Martyrs in his time in this respect Our children and women not to speake of men doe in silence overcome their tormentors and the fire cannot fetch so much as a sigh from them Fiftly they are generous spirits as 1 They are not mercenary they will not indent with God for what they doe so much as they may get by their service so much service and no more No they goe on in their worke and leave themselves to God let the benefit of that they doe be what it will they lose not their end if they be imployed for God men doe very ill for themselves in indenting with God for any service for their strait spirits cannot imagine or desire that latitude of good that the infinite bounty of God would give if they left themselves wholly to it Seneca reproves the opinion of such who said a man should choose a friend that he might have one who might relieve him in his want who might visit him in his sicknesse c. No saith he this is mercenary but I will choose a friend that I may have one to shew love unto to visit if hee bee sick to help if hee bee in want So for men to choose a God unto themselves that they may be helped out of troubles that they may have their estates blessed that they may get such and such things by to make this the highest end is mercenary and too low for a true gracious generous spirit but to choose a God to be my God that I may honour love fear worship him for ever this is true Christian generousnesse 2 A true generous spirit cannot endure basely to subject it selfe to any that is to flatter and fawne and to be serviceable to mens lusts and base humours for advantage sake It knowes how to lie under the feet of any to doe them good where God may have honour but to be serviceable to any mans lusts whatsoever it cannot endure As we reade of Dionysius his flatterers who were so grosse in their flatteries that when he did spit they licked up his spittle and said it was sweeter than Nectar and Ambrosia It is reported likewise of Cambyses who falling in love with his sister he asked the Iudges whether it were lawfull for him to marry her they answered That they had no such law but they had another that the King might do whatsoever liked him whereupon he married her Such base-spiritednesse cannot stand with Christian generousnesse 3 A true generous spirit is not ready to take advantages against those that are under it Men of these spirits love to pity and relieve those whom they have at advantage as Elisha 2 King 6. 22. when hee had the Syrians in the midst of Samaria and the king of Israel askt him Shall I smite them shall I smite them He answered Thou shalt not smite them set bread and water before them that they may eate and drink and goe to their Master and he prepared great provision for them and when they had eaten and drunk he sent them away As is reported of the Lyon it spares those things that fall down and submit to it but the Wolfe Beare Dog rend and teare what they get hold of To bee able to doe one hurt and not to doe it that is truely noble It is the glory of a King yea of God himselfe to passe by an offence To shew mercy saith S. Chrysostome is a more glorious thing than to raise from the dead and a greater worke than to build most magnificent Temples Many base-spirited men who will crouch
receive great things but are content in doing little they put off God with ordinary flight services but the spirits of the Saints are more generous than so if it were possible they would bee infinite in service to God they never thinke they have done enough for him I will yet praise thee more and more saith David Psal 71. 14. I will adde to thy praise so the words are in the Originall as if he should say God hath had some praise in the world already I would faine adde something for my part I would come in withmy share that he might have some more praise for mee and this not an ordinary praise but endeavoures to have the high praises of God in heart and mouth Psal 149. 6. desires to make the praise of God glorious Psal 66. 2. he would faine be eminent in good workes Tit. 3. 14. Let ours also learne to maintaine good workes the words are let them learn to be eminent in good works above others there is a holy ambition in them to get above others in godlines this is indeed to walk circumspectly that the Apostle exhorts to in the 5. Eph. 15. the word there translated Circūspectly signifies To get up to the top of godlines to perfect holinesse in the fear of God therefore he sets the highest pitch of the rule before him would not have the rule come down to him but indeavours to get up to the rule sets before him the highest examples he can he is not willing to offer that to God which cost him nothing but if any thing more choice more excellent better then others it shall be for God he loves to bee abundant in duty hee would not scant God to give onely that which he must of necessity but loves to bee fruitfull in all good works The reasonings of many mens spirits shewes much basenesse in them Why are wee bound to doe this is it absolutely necessary cannot a man bee saved except hee doe thus may not such a thing be lawfully done If thou hadst a raised generous spirit for God it were enough to thee that such a thing is good is commendable it may bee serviceable God may have glory by it I may do good by it and such a thing hath no excellency in it God shall have no glory by it This were enough to cause the soul greedily and delightfully to embrace the one and freely and strongly to reject the other A generous spirit strives to be abundant in doing good and leaves it selfe with God let God doe with him what seemes good in his eyes it doth not maintain jealous suspicious thoughts of God as if it were best to provide for it selfe and not dare to venture upon God Base unworthy spirits discover themselves much in this they will part with nothing but first will see what they shall have they must have present pay bee sure of it in the hand they are jealous and suspicious of every one they are conscious to themselves of basenesse this way and therefore look upon all others as if there were onely for themselves too but a generous spirit findes in it selfe a disposition ready to doe good to others though they can doe little for him yet if they need and he able he finds hee can freely and readily doe it and this makes him to venture upon others that they will likewise out of freedome and generousnesse bee helpfull to him if occasion if need serve though they should not receive recompence from him and therefore he is not ready to entertaine jealous suspicious thoughts as other baser spirits doe Thus in respect of God hee knowes God is infinitely good and blessed in himselfe and that he out of his own infinite goodnesse is ready to doe good and helpe those in want who are able to doe little againe in way of requitall but that he for his Names sake shewes mercy and loving-kindnesse to his poore creatures because Mercy pleases him and therfore he can venture himselfe upon God Base spirits as they are very jealous in regard of trust so they are very suspicious of love and thinke because themselves are conscious to themselves of unworthinesse and that they themselves love onely for their own ends therefore they think they cannot be truly beloved of others but so farre as they are usefull to them But one of a generous spirit knowes in himselfe that he can love others not onely because he receives good from them but that he may do good to them and therfore sees this to be infinitely more in God and therefore can relie upon Gods love in sense of his owne unworthinesse Though the Lord can receive no good from me yet he can doe good unto me and this I beleeve is the glorious excellency of the Lord and therefore my spirit shall not give way to suspicious thoughts of his love As David 2 Sam. 23. 5. Although sayes he my house bee not so with God yet he hath made with me an everlasting Covenant ordered in all things and sure for this is all my salvation and all my desire although hee maketh not to grow And this is observable that it is said of him in Vers 1. that when he spake this hee was a man who was raised up on high It is true even in this sense that that expression of his in Verse 5. was an argument of a man whose spirit was truely raised on high and the rather doth a generous spirit abandon base jealous suspicious thoughts of Gods faithfulnesse and his love because it knowes in it self that it hath not such a vile disposition as to abuse this gracious blessed nature that it apprehends of God so as to bee the more secure and loose to give liberty to it selfe in any evill because of this Oh no God forbid this farre from a true generous spirit this the spirit of basenesse this a sordid disposition indeed that it loathes it abhorres the thought of it it findes in it selfe that the sight of this grace of God this blessed nature of God drawes it most sweetly to him to close with him to delight in him it is the strongest Motive to draw it up to holinesse yea To perfect holinesse in the fear of God 2 Cor. 7. 1. And therefore it casts out jealous suspicious thoughts of the goodnesse and love of the blessed God as fruits of basenesse of spirit Sixthly though sublime raised as before yet withal it is an humble broken and contrite spirit one who is poor in spirit this a blessed cōjunction indeed though it thinks it self too good for any lust yet not too good to be subject to the least Commandemēt though will not be under the power of any creature yet will lie flat and trembling under the least word of the Lord Esa 66. 2. Though not satisfied with meane things yet accounts it self lesse than the least of all Gods Mercies How sublime was Pauls spirit when hee accounted all things dung
yet himselfe could bee contented to bee accounted an off-scouring for Christ the sublimity of his spirit was not a greater glory to him in the one than the humility of it was in the other Though a godly man minds high things above others yet can be well contented to be used in the meanest services for the good of others though he be raised above the world yet judges himselfe lesse than the least of the Saints Though he aimes at the highest pitch of godlinesse yet blesse God for and makes much of the least breathings of his Spirit and such a heart is pretious indeed in Gods eies this O Lord thou canst not despise Psa 51. 17. so the words are God can despise Kings and Emperours God can despise the glory and lustre of the world but a humble broken spirit the Lord cannot despise There is no object that God accounts worth the looking at in the world but such a one Esa 66. 2. To him will I looke sayes God The highest heavens and the lowest heart are the two places of Gods most glorious residence Seventhly it is a publike spirit enlarged for publike good not a narrow base straightned spirit Godlinesse doth mightily enlarge the heart of a man The Lord perswade Iaphet to dwell in the Tents of Shem the words signifie The Lord enlarge the heart of Iaphet When a man is converted his heart is enlarged and it must needs bee so for now the spirit makes after the enjoyment of God an infinite universall good now it opens it selfe to receive and imbrace a God in whom it expects all good before it followed after some poore drops of good in the creature but now findes all is to bee enjoyed in God himselfe and being thus enlarged to receive an universal good it desires to enlarge it selfe as much as it can to be an universall good but that is proper to God yet a publike good it may be and therefore spreads it selfe as farre as it can Now it loves good as good not upon particular private grounds and therefore the more good the more beloved It mindes good as in reference to God and therefore where God may bee most honoured there the heart most sollicitous most industrious it is willing therefore to empty it self of it's private good that the publike may bee furthered If Nature will venture it 's own particular good for the generall as heavy things will ascend contrary to their natures to keep out vacuity and so to preserve the Universe much more then will Grace Every godly man one way or other according to the abilities he hath is a publike blessing to the place where hee lives The Saints of God are compared to a cloud Heb. 12. 1. the comparision is true in this respect a Cloud waters the earth as a common blessing so are they not as water-pots that water but a few spots of ground in a garden And this publikenesse of spirit is then right and truely gracious First when it is content to doe publike good where it selfe shall be taken little notice of as many times the Engine that doth all in great workes is inward hidden not taken notice of Secondly when he can bee glad that any publike good worke goes on and prospers though others bee used in it and not himselfe to the eclipsing of his light Thirdly when he is willing to be used in any service though but to prepare worke for others which they not hee shall have the glory of after he is gone As Luther writing to Melancthon encouraging him against the strong opposition that they met with in the cause of God God sayes hee is able to preserve his owne cause falling and to raise it fallen if we be not worthy let it be done by others Such a publike spirit as this is is an excellent spirit indeed Eighthly it is a sanctified spirit 1 Thess 4. 8 He hath made us partakers of his holy spirit Chap. 5 23. I pray God sanctisie you throughout your whole spirit and soule Sanctified that is 1 Not such a mixt spirit as the common spirit of the world hath not that mixture of filth and drosse in it but is pure purity consists in freedome from mixture with that which is of a baser nature if mixt with that which is of a superiour nature that doth not make the thing impure as when silver is mixed with gold but when it is mixed with lead or drosse The spirits of the godly are mixed with grace but that makes them more excellent and pure such mixture of spirituall excellency that is above the excellency of the soule their spirits close with but if there come any mixture with that which is base beneath the excellency of the spirit this defiles and this their spirits cannot close with but are sensible of the evill of it and never leave working till they have purged it out from them 2 Sanctified that is God hath set them apart for himselfe as Psal 4. 3. Know that the Lord hath set apart him that is godly for himselfe and they have devoted dedicated and consecrated themselves to and for God they are spirits resigned given up to the Lord. 3 All the parts abilities common gifts of this Spirit are sanctified a higher excellency is put upon thē than they have in the spirits of other men weake naturall parts in these are more excellent than the strongest not sanctisied As the consecration of Wood and Leather and meane things put greater excellency upon them than Gold and Silver had that were not so consecrated yet the larger the naturall parts are of a sanctified spirit the more excellent it is 4 It is able to make a sanctified use of what it meddles withall of what it hath to deale in of all the workes and wayes of God it makes all to be holy to the Lord. Ninthly It is a true heroicall spirit none have such brave heroicall spirits as Gods servants have it is not discouraged by difficulties it wil set upon things a sluggish spirit thinks impossible it will goe through that which such a one thinks can never be it breaks through armies of difficulties that it might goe on in its way and accomplish its worke not discouraged as the sluggish spirit who cries out there is a Lyon in the way It is not the difficulty of the worke but the basenesse of our spirits that ordinarily hinders us in our way some difficulties that others count great hinderances it slights and contemns as reproach and scorne in the wayes of God it can contemn contemners and vilifie those who account the wayes of God as vile this the true spirit of Iesus Christ of whom it is said Hebr. 12. 2. He endured the Crosse and despised the shame the shame whereby others despised him was despised of him not accounting it a thing worthy for his spirit to be troubled at no more is a true godly spirit hindered in his way by this than
bee well-favoured and skilfull in all wisdome and cunning in knowledge understanding science and taught the learning and the tongue of the Caldeans Every spirit is not fit to stand before the King of heaven to have converse with him none but the reasonable creature is capable of any such thing as communion with God and it must bee the reasonable creature thus raised they must bee men of other spirits A man of an excellent spirit cannot endure converse with base sordid spirits much lesse can God who is that blessed holy Spirit No creature can have communion with another but such as live the same life hence the beast cannot have communion with man because mans proper life is rationall these are the spirits who being partakers of the life of God are fitted for converse and communion with him Likenesse is the ground of all liking in communion it is the likenesse they have to God that makes God to delight in communion with them God loves to dwell with these and that in a speciall manner 2 Corin. 6. 16. As God hath said I will dwell in them and walke in them I will bee their God and they shall be my people the words are very significant in the Originall I will in-dwell in them so the words are There are two in s in the Originall as if God could never have near enough communion with them Psal 4 1. 12. Hee sets them before his face for ever as loving to look upon them Now how great how inconceiveable a dignity is this for the poor creature to have this neare communion with God Cursed bee that man saies that noble Marquesse Marcus Galeaceus that prizes all the gold and silver in the world worth one dayes enjoyment of communion with Iesus Christ he was a man of another spirit who spake from his owne experience of that sweet he had found of communion with Christ who had parted with much honour and riches for him Enoch and Noah who were men of other spirits in their generations are said to walke with God God tooke them up even in this world to walke with him many a sweet turne have these spirits with their God God delights to have them neare him that he might reveale and cōmunicate himselfe to them these know much of Gods minde the secrets of the Lord are with these and to them he reveales his Covenant God doth not love to hide his face from these That hidden wisdome which the Princes of the World knew not which eye hath not seene eare heard neither hath entred into the hearts of men to conceive yet hath the Lord revealed them to us by his Spirit saith the Apostle 1 Corin. 2. 10. even by that Spirit that searches the deepe things of God and by vertue of this communion these can prevaile much with God As it is said of Iacob Gen. 32. 28. as a Prince hee had power with God and prevailed Hence S. Bernard in his meditatiös giving divers rules of strictnesse of purging the heart of being humble holy and when thou art thus saith he then remember me as knowing the prayers of such a one would much prevaile with God for blessing Sixtly this spirit is fit for any service any employment God cals it to it is a vessell of mercy sitted for the Masters use Many honourable services God hath to be done in the world men of ordinary common spirits are not sit for them if they should be set about them they would spoile the work and dishonour God in it If a man have a choice peece of work he will not employ one that hath not abilitie to reach to it hee knowes the work would faile and it would be his disgrace When God would imploy some about building his Tabernacle hee fils them first with his Spirit so he saith of Bezaliel and Aholiab If a man bee employed in government hee had need be a man in whom the Spirit of God is as Pharaoh said concerning Ioseph Gen. 4 1. 3 8. When God chose Saul for government hee gave him another spirit so that hee was another man When God had a peece of work to doe of high esteeme beyond Sauls reach hee lookes out for another who had a more excellent spirit than Saul and saith I have found a man according to mine owne heart who shall fulfill all my will The excellency of a thing is in the use of it What can it do The excellency of the Angels is in that they are ministring spirits and the excellency of man is to be serviceable his excellency is not that he can eat and drinke and sport and goe fine but that he is of use fitted for what service God hath to doe in the world that he can further Gods ends in his workes that God may say of him I have found a man according to mine owne heart that is prepared to fulfill all my will When Esay Chap. 6. had his spirit purged signified by that signe of one of the Cherubims touching his tongue with a coale from the Altar he presently shewes the excellency of his spirit in this that when God had a choice piece of worke to doe and askes whom he shall send The Prophet readily and cheerfully answers Lord here am I send me doe but set the truth of God before these it is enough their spirits being gracious close with it yeeld to it obey it set about the work it shewes they should doe but when mens spirits are corrupt and unsavory there is such a stirre to convince them of Gods mind in that which is not agreeable to them so much a doe to prevaile with them to the practice though convinced that it would grieve a man to have to deale with them The excellency of the spirits of Gods people is set out to us very sweetly in that expression of the Psalmist Psalm 18. 44 As soone as they heare they shall obey me There is a wilingnesse of spirit to their worke what God would have what ever it be if they apprehend it above their reach they cast not off their worke but seeke to God for supply of ability knowing that there is spirit enough in God that God hath wayes enough to enable the spirits of his servants unto and carry them on in any worke he sets them about they know that God will never put any man upon any services but by one meanes or other he will fit his spirit for them for it is the great delight of God to have men in service to be of spirits fitted for service When the Devill himselfe hath any worke to doe he chooseth men who have spirits fitted for his worke and in them he delights If the worke requires boldnesse and impudence he hath men of daring spirits who will set upon it and goe thorow with it If it requires subtilty hee chooseth men of more moderate spirits who can keepe in their passions and secretly and insensibly worke their owne ends Wee reade
Revel 12. the Devill there opposeth Gods Saints in fiery and open violence as a Dragon but afterward Chap. 13. he gives his power to the Beast who had seven heads who would worke with more subtilty to draw the world after him and as wee reade Hos 7. 4 6 7 verses those who laboured to set up the Calves in Dan and Bethel were as hot as an Oven in their purposes intentions and desires but because they saw the best way to have the worke succeed was not to carry it on at first by open violence therefore they were content to stay As the Baker ceaseth from raising after he hath kneaded the dough untill it be leavened and when it is once leavened then hee puts it into the Oven so they were content to forbeare a while untill they had sent fit instruments abroad amongst the people to leaven them to prepare them by perswading them that if such a thing were done it were no great matter they should still worship the true God the difference was but the circumstance of the place and thus when they were leavened then they were fit for the Oven that is for the purposes and intentions of those who desired to set up the Calves which were as hot as an Oven According to any service the Devill hath for men he hath devices to raise their spirits to that height of wickednesse as shall fit them for it We have a notable relation of Hospinian cōcerning this When the Jesuits have made choice of an Instrument for that King-killing service that they intend to set him about they doe not put him upon it untill they have first raised and sitted his spirit for the service by these meanes 1. They bring him to a very private place in a Chappell or Oratory where the knife lies wrapt up in a cloth with an Ivory sheath with divers characters and Agnus Dei upon it they draw the knife and bedew it with holy water and hang on the haft of it some Beads consecrated with this Indulgence That so many blowes as he gives in the killing the King so many soules hee shall save out of Purgatory then they give the knife to him commending it to him in these words O thou chosen son of God take to thee the sword of Iephte Sampson David Gideon Iudith of Machaheus of julius the second who defended himself from the Princes by his sword goe and bee wisely couragious and GOD strengthen thy hand then they all fal upon their knees with this praier Be present O ye Cherubins and Seraphins bee present yee Thrones Powers holy Angels fill this holy vessell with glory give him the crowne of all the holy Martyrs he is no longer ours but your companion and thou O God strengthen his arme that he may doe thy will give him thyhelmet and wings to flie from his enemies give him thy comforting beames which may joy him in the midst of all his sorrows Then they bring him to the Altar where the picture of Iacobus Clemens is who killed Henry the third of France the Angels protecting of him and then they shew him a crown of glory and say Lord respect this thy arme and executioner of thy justice then foure Iesuits are appointed privately to speak with him they tell him that they see a divine lustre in his face which moves them to fall downe and kisse his feet and now he is no more a mortall man they envy his happinesse every one sighing and saying Would to God I were in your roome that I might escape Purgatory and go immediatly into Paradise but if they perceive him to shrink and be troubled after all this they will sometimes affright him with terrible apparitions in the night and sometimes have the Virgin Mary and the Angels appear before him c. Thus you see how the Devill will have mens spirits fit for their worke and when they are fit then he uses them and not before much more will God looke to have the spirits of his servants fit for their employments and then onely he delights to use them and those are the spirits who are higly accounted of who are exceedingly honourable in the sight of God who are fitted for his owne service Seventhly this puts a lustre of Majesty and beautic upon a man Wisedome much more all the excellencies of this Spirit makes a mans face to shine as the light of a Lanterne puts a lustre upon the Lanterne so the brightnesse of these spirits puts a lustre upon the men in whom they are Men of such spirits as these are have a daunting presence in the eyes of those who behold them It is reported of Basil that such was the Majesty lustre of hisspirit appearing in his very countenance that when the Emperor Valens came unto him while he was in holy exercises that it struck such a terror into him that hee reeled and had sallen had he not been upheld by those that were with him When the Officers came to take Christ he did but say I am hee and let out a beam of the Majesty of his Deity it strucke such a feare in them as made them all fall backward This Spirit hath a beame of this Majesty and somewhat of the daunting power of it how unable are wicked men to converse with men of such spirits They often goe from their company convinced self-condemned their consciencestroubled and their hearts daunted in them Eighthly this spirit makes men fit for any condition that God shall put them into they know how to yeeld to God to sinde out Gods meaning to carry themselves in every condition so as to worke out that which God would have by it which men of ordinary spirits cannot doe S. Paul was a man of a most admirable sweet spirit and he shewes it much in this I know sayes he how to want and how to abound how to be full and how to be empty Hee could goe through good report and evill report and keep his way still and carry his work before him It is the weaknesse and vanity of our spirits that makes us thinke that if wee were in such and such a condition then we could doe thus or thus this is a temptation to hinder us from the duties of the present condition by putting our thoughts upon another It is the excellency of ones spirit if the present condition bee not sutable to the minde to make the minde sutable to the condition that the present which God calls to may goe on When a joynt in the body is set right it enables not onely to move one way without paine but to move any way according to the use of the member so where ones spirit is set right it doth not onely enable to go on with some comfort in one condition but in any condition that God calls unto to carry on the work of that condition with joy and hence the recovering of the spirit from a distempered condition to a right
other succeeding Ages CAP. IV. The Reason why the men of the world and the Godly can never agree HEnce wee see the Reason why the men of the world and the godly can never agree they are men of another spirit Where there is difference of spirits there can be no agreement Water and oile cannot mingle no agreement betweene light and darknesse they looke at them as men whose lives are after another fashion That Apocryphall Authour in that book of Wisdome hath an excellent expression to this purpose Chap. 2. 12. he brings in wicked men saying of the godly He is cleane contrary to our doings he is grievous unto us to behold his life is not like other mens his wayes are of another fashion wee are esteemed of him as counterfeits he abstaineth from our wayes as from filthinesse he commendeth greatly the latter end of the just Verse 19. Let us examine him with rebukes and torments c. Let the relation and the ingagements be what they will yet so long as of different spirits they cannot close What a differeÌ„t spirit was there betweene Iacob and Esau who lay in the same wombe at the same time 〈◊〉 There may be outward peace fo 〈…〉 while betweene Gods people and some wicked men but inward closing of spirit there can never bee The spirit that is in you the world cannot receive sayes our Saviour Iohn 14. 17. Antipathies are irreconcileable no arguments no meanes ever used can cause an accord except there be a change in nature Nothing in the world puts mens spirits in such a distance as Grace when that comes and therefore where the most eminent grace there the greatest disagreement betweene them and wicked men How many wicked men cannot but be convinced of some godly who live with them that they are better than themselves that they are conscientious men whose Principles are truly godly and that they walke close to them they are not able to charge them with any ill carriage towards them they seeke to doe them all the good they can and yet their spirits cannot close but as they were wont to say in former times Caius Seius was a good man but hee was a Christian so now such are good men but they are too strict this enough to keepe a perpetuall breach betweene them CAP. V. Learne to have a right esteeme of such pretious spirited men IF the godly be of such excellent spirits learne wee then hence to have a right esteeme of them they surely are worthy of pretious account of most honorable esteem who are men of such excellent spirits Let them bee what they will in regard of their outward condition though never so meane and poore No matter what the Ring bee if the Pearle in it be pretious Many most pretious spirits have very mean outsides The Tabernacle was beaten Gold within but the out side covered with Badgers skines If the treasure be rich what though the vessell be earthen Surely these are the excellency of the earth the very light and beauty of the world the glory of Gods Creation they give a lustre to the places where they live to the families in which they are especially if they walke close and faithfully with God indeed manifesting the excellency of their spirits in their wayes so that when they are taken away the very places where they lived are darkened This other spirit of the godly makes a Iob scraping his soares on the dung-hill and a Ieremy sticking in the myrie dungeon more glorious than Kings and Princes sitting crowned upon their Thrones these are glorious within God is a Spirit and he looks on men to see what they are in their spirits and he esteems accordingly of them and so should we What doth brave cloathing what doth money what doe titles of honour raise the dignity what are these to the excellency of mans nature No certainly the excellency of man must bee that which mustmake the most excellent and noble part truly excellent which is the spirit of a man If a man would know the excellency of any thing as of a sword or of any other instrument he judges it not by the Hilt or the inferour part but by what excellency the principle part hath There is a spirit in man and the inspiration is from the Almighty a spirit inspired by the Almighty and beautified with his heavenly graces this innobles a man indeed it is the ornament of the hidden man of the heart the glorious cloathing of that which makes truely beautifull and glorious How did many of the Heathen highly prize those in whom they saw any naturall excellency of spirit differing from other men Those amongst the Romanes who were called the Curii and â—abritii they lived very poorly and meanly yet being perceived to have more excellent spirits than other men they were taken from their dinner of Turnips and Watercresses to lead the Romane Armie How much more should we honour men in whom we may see Divine spirits the lustre of heavenly graces shining in them But to shew more particularly that godly men are to be highly prized in regard of this other spirit as they have received a spirit differing from other men so they are to have esteem and honour differing from other men not to bee looked at as common men for First this difference of their spirits from other men is a certaine signe of the eternall love of God unto them it comes from the treasure of Gods everlasting love of that choyce speciall love of God from the bowels of Gods deepest mercies it is a most infallible argument that God hath set his heart upon them for good as for other favours a man may have them more than other men yet they are no such but may stand with Gods hatred and with his eternall wrath and this is a great difference betweene spirituall mercies and outward mercies which sets an exceeding high prize upon spirituall mercies aboue all others these are the distinguishing mercies which others are not But Secondly the spirit receiving these spirituall excellencies from Gods choyce everlasting love receives likewise all other mercies from the same fountaine though in their owne nature they bee common mercies yet where this other spirit is there they are received from another Fountaine than other men receive them which addes much sweetnesse and excellencie to the mercies we have they come as fruits of the common bounty and generall goodnesse of God to ordinary men but to men thus differenced from others they come out the spring of the rich treasures of Gods grace tending to the furtherance of eternall mercies Thirdly The Lord hath an especiall eye upon and delight to dwell with these who are of choice and excellent spirits Hee will dwell with the contrite heart to revive the spirit of the humble Esay 57-15 Hee hath a speciall care of these spirits that they doe not faile before him hee puts under his hand to support comfort revive
who know not wherein true worth and excellency consists Matth. 5. 12. Christ telling his Disciples how ill the world would use them he tels them they have as good use from it as the Prophets had before them How was Micaiah a man of a very sweet and excellent spirit contumeliously used hee was strucke on the mouth shut up in prison to be fed with water bread yea with the water and bread of affliction while 430 false Prophets most base spirited men were fed delicately at Iesabels table How was Ieremiah used hee was thrown into the dungeon stuck up almost to the eares in the myre the Word of the Lord was made a reproach unto him daily David before them a man in whom Gods soule delighted yet he complaines of himselfe that he was a reproach of men and despised of the people all that saw him laughed him to scorne they shot out the lip and shook their head at him Psal 22. 6 7. and Iob before him he was made a by-word of the people and as a Tabret unto them as he sayes of himselfe Chap. 17. 6. The same use had the blessed Apostles who were filled with the Spirit of God none more scorned persecuted cōtemned than they The most worthy and famous men in the Primitive times found no better use than these It were infinite to instance in particulars Ignatius Polycarpus Athanasius Chrysostome Basil and the rest reproached banished from their people persecuted and exceedingly contumeliously used In later times the more excellent the spirits of men were the worse use did they ever finde from the world Wee might instance in Wickliffe Hus Luther Zwinglius Musculus c. I cannot passe by that sad example of Musculus who was a man of as brave a spirit as any lived in his time and a very learned and godly man yet after he had much laboured in the work of the Lord in his publike Ministery was so ill used of the world that he was faine to get into a Weavers house and learne to weave that by it he might get himselfe and his family bread and within a while he was accounted unworthy of that preferment and was thrust out of the house by his Master the Weaver and then was forced to goe to the common ditch of the Town and worke with his spade to get his living Whose heart bleeds not to heare of these former examples and divers others men of most pretious spirits thus ill used by this unworthy world even such in whom Christ rejoyces that ever he shed his blood for them Esay 53. 11. such as hee will glory in before his Father and the blessed Angels yet thus are they abused by this wicked world The more eminently the spirit of Christ appeares in any the more is the rage of evill men against them As it is reported of Tygers that they rage when they smell the fragrancy of Spices the fragrancy of the Graces of Gods spirit in his people which are delightfull to God his Saints puts wicked men into a rage when as base spirited men have the world smile on them according to their hearts desire Oh the providence of God who suffers such indignities to bee offered to his most pretious and choice servants but by this meanes the excellency of their spirits appears in greater brightnes their graces shine in the more cleare lustre All Gods servants have his spirit in them but when any of them suffer reproach and ill use of the world then the Spirit of God and glory rests on them then the glorious Spirit of God is upon thē according to the promise of God unto them 1 Pèt. 4. 14. and they may in part perceive even while they are using them ill that they are men not of common not of ordinary spirits who are thus ill used by them they may see in that meeknesse that patience that humility selfe-denyall faith holy carriage requiting good for evill praying for doing all the good they can to those who use them worst that constancy spirituall chearfulnesse sweet contentednesse that holy boldnesse humble courage heavenly magnanimity that it is a wonder their conscience should not misgive them even while they are abusing of them that their conscience doth not tell them Surely these men we doe mistake in they are led by other principles than we know of they have something within that doth support them wee understand not It is a wonder men are not afraid to abuse them as they doe As Num. 1. 2. 8. The Lord said to Miriam and Aaron concerning Moses when they spoke against him Were you not afraid to speake against my servant Moses The words are very emphaticall in the Hebrew they are thus Were yee not afraid to speak against my servant against Moses Were hee onely my servant though he were not Moses were you not afraid but when my servant and Moses that is such an eminent servant of mine in whom so much of my Spirit appeared were you not afraid to speak against him Certainly the Lord will not alwayes suffer pretious choice-spirited men to be trampled under feet he lookes upō them in their lowest estate as his Jewels even while they are in the dirt but time wil come when he will make up his Jewels as Malac. 3. 17. and then there shall be seene a difference between the righteous and the wicked betweene him that serveth God and him that serveth him not verse 18. God will owne the excellency of the spirits of his servants to be the Image of himselfe and what confusion will this be to the ungodly of the world when the Lord before men and Angels shall own that for the lustre and beauty of his owne excellency which they when time was made matter of their scorn objects of their hatred when God shall come to them as Gideon to Zeba and Zalmana Iudges 8. 18. What manner of men were they sayes Gideon to them whom ye slew at Tabor They answered As thou art so were they each one resembled the Children of a King Then hee said They were my brethren the sonnes of my mother as the Lord liveth if you had saved them alive I would not have slaine you but now he sayes to Iether his first borne Vp and slay them So shall God hereafter say to the men of the world What were those men and what did they whom yee so hated and abused what were they some vile-spirited men how did they carry themselves Your consciences shall be forced then to answer O Lord we must confesse They were those who kept themselves from the common pollutions of the world they lived strictly in their wayes they walked unblameable in their course they were very forward in the duties of the worship and service of God The Lord shall then answer What these men they were my Saints this was my holinesse my image my glory these were not common ordinary men these were my choice ones men pretious in my eyes separated
some others if they have been faire and ingenuous if you have beene of sweet natures and tractable dispositions you have cause to blesse God in some respects so much the more for the change hee hath wrought in them for his mercie towards you that you did not rest in those naturall excellencies and mistake them for saving graces as many doe with much danger to their soules and when you see the base corrupt spirits of other men as those who have any thing to doe in the world shall meet with exceeding vile corrupt spirits not onely in the worst sort of men but in those who seeme to be faire in whom a man would never have thought to have met with such base workings of spirit that would make a man wonder Oh Lord what are the spirits of men Then I say when you see this blesse the Lord let your spirits and all that is within them blesse his name who hath put such difference betweene your spirits and theirs as you cannot but acknowledge except you should be exceedingly injurious to the grace of God in you Cap. IX Communion and converse with men of such excellent spirits is a most blessed thing IF the godly be of such excellent spirits then converse and communion with them is a most blessed thing no greater heaven upon earth than this for here you may see the beauty and lustre of Gods graces shining the brightnesse of which darkens all the beauty and glory of the world to a spirituall eye Seneca saw so much excellency that Moralitie put upon a man that hee sayes that the very looke of a good man delights one The very sight of such servants of God who walke close with God who are carefull to keep their spirits clear and shining truly it is very delightfull it hath much quickening in it the uprightnesse holines spirituall enlightnings that their soules have will guide them to advise for God in safe and good wayes The advise of godly men in things concerning God is much to be prized It was a good speech of Shechaniah to Ezra Chap. 10. 3. Now therefore let us make a Covenant with our God c. according to the counsell of the Lord and of those that feare the Commandement of our GOD. It was good to follow their counsell The spirits of these are favory in their discourse in their duties in all their carriage their example exceeding powerfull and profitable The blessing of Abigail upon David was The Lord binde up his soule in the bundle of life Enjoyment of communion with Gods people is the binding up of our soules in the bundle of life for every one of them hath life in him Doctor Taylor the Martyr rejoyced that ever he came into prison because he came there to have acquaintance with that Angel of God Iohn Bradford as he cals him If the society of one sweet heavenly spirited man bee enough to make a prison chearfull what a blessing then is the enjoyment of cōmunion with many All my delight saith David is in the Saints in them that excell in the earth It is the blessing of the Gospell to come to the spirits of just men made perfect Heb. 12. 23. when we are amongst them we may in the beholding the worke of their spirits come to see many failings in our own that we saw not before and so be humbled for them and be put on to seeke helpe We may see the same graces shining in them that we feele in our owne hearts and so be strengthened and encouraged in them and stirred up to blesse God for them and the sutablenesse betweene their spirits and ours if ours be right will cause such a closing and mingling as from thence there will arise an unspeakable delight and incomparable sweetnesse No society under heaven hath that pleasantnesse sweetnesse in it as the society of the Saints no mens spirits close so fully one with another as theirs no mens spirits bound so firmly by such indissoluble bonds together as theirs they know the excellency of one anothers spirits so as they can freely open themselves unbosome their hearts one to another and venture their lives one upon another and it is the most honourable society in the world for it is the association of the most excellent and glorious creatures God himself delights to joyne himselfe with them to be amongst them as 2 Cor. 6. 16. I will dwell among them saith the Lord and walke there and I will be their God and they shall be my people But the words are more significant in the Originall they expresse Gods delight not onely to dwell among them and walke with them but to dwell in them and walke in them And hence that expression of Tertullian that wee made use of before in another case is very pertinent for our purpose here likewise When good men meet sayes hee when godly men are gathered together this is not to bee called a faction but a Court What place is accounted so honourable and excels in more delights than the Courts of Princes The society of Gods Saints communion with Gods people hath more honour is filled with more delights than any Court in the world where this is wanting the society of the wicked that is unsavory and tedious because their spirits are so vile and corrupt like the slime and filth there is congealed when many Toades and venomous filthy creatures doe joyne together How abominable is their breathings together to a gracious spirit how loathsome is the mixture of their spirits Zach. 13. 2. we have a promise that God will in his due time take away the uncleane spirit out of the Land and oh what a blessed time will that bee How happy would Gods servants thinke themselves if they might bee delivered from the noysomnes of corrupt unclean spirits Let us keep our selves what we can now from mingling with them wee shall within a while be for ever delivered from them CAP. X. That all those whose spirits God hath thus differenced should improve this Mercy by walking not as other men IF God hath beene mercifull to you in giving you another spirit improve this mercy shew in all your wayes that you are acted by another spirit let the renewed spirit guide you let the beauty and excellency of it appeare If wee live in the spirit let us walke in the spirit sayes the Apostle Gal. 5. 25. The works of the flesh are manifest Gal. 5. 19. Why should not the works of the spirit be so too God hath beautified your spirits with his owne Image in this hee hath honoured you that you might honour him in holding forth the beauty and excellency of his Image he hath made you a peculiar people to that end that you might shew forth the vertues of him who hath called you out of darknes into his marvellous light 1 Pet. 2. 9. It is a dishonor to a parent or any special friend to hang his picture in some
dark hole in some obscure contemptible place it is expected we should make it conspicuous that we should hang it in some eminent place so as to manifest that wee rejoyce in it as an ornament to us It is a great evill to obscure the Graces of Gods Spirit to keepe in the work of God upon our spirits in which hee hath set out the glory of his owne Image to that end that he might be glorified in us before men Angels Every man delights in the expression of that wherin he esteems his excellency to consist be it Eloquence Wisdom or any Art wherin he hath attained any eminency yea if he accounts his excellency to consist in his riches in his honor in his beautie he loves to make them appear before others as the Prophet in another case Esa 60. 1. Arise and shine for the light is come and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee If God hath shined upon your spirits by his grace let your lights shine before men that the world may see there are men of other spirits who can doe such things as they cannot Oh what beautifull convincing cōversations would men live if they were onely acted by this renewed spirit As it was said of Steven they could not resist the Spirit by which he spake so it would be true here men could not resist that spirit by which you live What doe you more than other men sayes Christ to his Disciples Matt. 5. 47. Men of other spirits must manifest in their lives that they can do more than other men Let me in the name of the Lord plead with you for more honour and service for the Lord than he hath from others First your birth is from him you are borne of God in another manner than others are and therefore it must not be with you as it is with others Men of high birth will not live as other men doe Hence we read of a custome amongst the Heathen they were wont to derive the pedigree of their valiant men from their gods to this end though the thing were not true yet they beleeving themselves to be a Divine off-spring they might upon confidence there of undertake higher attempts than others with the more boldnesse Much higher things should those endeavour after who are indeed borne of God Secondly God hath put forth an other manner of power out upon your spirits than upon other men other men have but a generall common influence of Gods power let into their spirits but he hath manifested the exceeding greatnesse of his power in you as Eph. 1. 19. observe the gradation there the Apostle speaking of the power of God put forth upon those that doe beleeve expresses it in a sixfold gradation 1 It is his power onely the power of a God could doe it 2 It is the greatnes of his power 3 It is the exceeding greatnesse of his power 4 It is the working of his power 5 It is the working of his mighty power 6 It is the same power by which he raised Christ from the dead and set him at his right hand in the Heavens farre above all Principality and Power and might Now God doth not use to put forth great power but for great purposes he uses not his extraordinary power for ordinary things when supernaturall power is put forth it is that it might raise to supernaturall operations 3 Againe God doth put other abilities into you that others have not that grace with which hee hath endued your spirits is a sparke of his owne divine nature as you have heard it hath a divine power with it and a divine activity in it that is expected from you that none can doe by an inferiour power as by the strength of parts education morall principles if your lives bee not beyond the highest of those who have none other principles than such to raise them you dishonour God and his grace and your holy profession Fourthly your spirits have beene made acquainted with more truths God hath revealed to you the secrets of his Counsels of his Kingdome he hath showne you himselfe his Glory his Majesty Soveraingty Holinesse he hath showne you the reality beauty excellency equity of his blessed wayes Hee hath made known to you the certainty the infinite consequence of the things of eternitie the vilenesse pollution poyson danger of sin he hath given you experiences of the things of heaven the sweetnesse of his wayes the distresse of conscience for sinne Fifthly he hath separated you for himself he hath takē you into a near communion unto himselfe though God is to be feared by all yet more especially in a higher degree hee is to bee feared in the assembly of his Saints and to be had in reverence of them that are about him Psa 89. 7. Sixthly God hath put other dignities upon you that hee hath not put upon other men he hath made you Citizens of the new Ierusalem favorites of heaven heires co-heires with the Lord Jesus Christ God hath raised you above the condition of men and therefore you must not walk as men The Apostle 1 Cor. 3. 3. blamed the Corinthians that they did walke as men Hee hath redeemed you from the earth Revel◠4. 3. Therefore you must not walke as the men of the earth God hath not dealt thus with other people they know not what these things meane Therefore well may the Lord expect from you other manner of service and honour than he hath from other men Seventhly more depēds upon you than upon others the waight of many services depends all upon you which are no wayes expected to bee performed by others What shall become of Gods Name his Glory the fulfilling his will in the world if men whose spirits are fitted for his service should not live in a higher way of holinesse and doe more for him than others God expects great things from you Esay 63. 8. I said surely they will not lie When others are base unfaithfull and vile in their wayes yet God rejoyceth in this that hee hath a generation in the world a choyce company of other spirits pretious excellent spirits and hee shall have other dealings from them Eighthly your sinnes goe nearer to the heart of God than others Other men may provoke God to anger but you grieve his Holy Spirit God tooke it very ill at Salomons hand that hee dealt ill with him after hee had appeared twice to him 1 King 11. 9. How often hath God appeared to your soules What gracious visitatiōs have your spirits had from him It is a shamefull thing indeed for you to fall as other men doe It was an aggravation of the fall of Saul 2 Sam. 1 21. That the shield of the mighty was cast downe the shield of Saul as though he had not beene anoynted with oyle for you to fall as though you had not beene anoynted as others which have no such oyntment powred upon them this is
a great and sore evill Ninthly the eyes of many are upon you the Name of God the cause of God is engaged in you Tenthly you are appointed by God to be the Judges of other men 1 Cor. 6. 2. Doe you not know that the Saints shall judge the world yea Verse 3. Know you not that wee shall judge the Angels God will bring your lives and wayes before all the world to judge the world by and therefore they had need to bee very exact and to have something in them more than ordinary It is a shamefull way of reasoning for any man to reason for sinne by examples as it like a theese he would faine scape in the crowd but much more shamefull is it that any godly man should bee found to argue for sinne this way for this is an aggravation of sinne not a lessening of it as if I should say God hath dishonour by such and such and therefore why may he not have some more by me Sinne is a striking at God and every sinner strikes at him and thou commest running for thy stroake too What wilt thou have thy blow also at him and what thou for whom the Lord hath done such great things as Caesar said to Brutus when in the Senate-house tho Senators had wounded him with many sore wounds and Brutus hee comes also for his stroake whereupon Caesar lookes on him and sayes to him What and thou my sonne Brutus too Conceive as if thou sawest the Lord looking on thee and saying thus to thee when thou ventrest upon any sinfull way upon the example of others But in what particulars should we manifest this choicenes of our spirits in wayes differing from others Answ In these especially 1 In selfe deniall shew that you can deny your opiniōs your desires your wills though you have a strong mind to a thing though you have fit opportunities to enjoy your desires yet if you see God may have more honor any other way you can freely readily without disturbance without vexing yeeld and doe not deceive your selves in this be easily convinced in particulars which are for God against your selves the excellency of a mans spirit is much seen in this Many conceit an excellency of spirit to bee in selfe-willednesse in being passionate froward and boisterous Certainly this comes from weaknes of spirit no excellency is required for this every foole can bee thus but that is excellency to bee able to ovērcome to rule ones spirit to have command of ones spirit to subdue and bring in order passions and violent stirrings of spirits this is pretious and honourable in the eyes of God and man this is a well tempered spirit indeed that can be strong zealous full of courage unyeeldable in the cause of God and the Church but meeke quiet yeeldable selfedeniable in its own cause those who usually are the most boisterous and passionate for themselves are the poorest spirited men and the most basely yeelding when it comes to the cause of God 2 Shew the excellency of your spirits enabling you to doe that which others cannot doe by loving your enemies praying for them doing them all the good you can this is the speciall thing our Saviour commands to his Disciples in that 5. Mat. when he would have them doe more than others doe 3 Feare the least sinne more than the greatest suffering Morality raises the spirit highest next to Grace and yet a meere morall man accounts it foolishnes to be so nice as not to yeeld in little things for the avoyding of great sufferings but a gracious spirit thinks the least truth of God worthy to bee witnessed to by the losse of his dearest comforts and suffering the greatest evils yea he accounts suffering for small things the most honourable sufferings of all as testifying the greatest love as Davids Worthies shewed their dearest love to him in ventring their lives to get him a little water 4 Prize opportunities of service more than al outward contentments in the world a gracious heart thinks it honor enough that Gods imploies it he is not onely willing to goe on in his worke though outward contentments come not in but increase of service for God hee esteemes so great a good as hee accounts the want of outward things made up in it Though I get not so much by that I doe as others yet I blesse God I can goe on in my worke as chearefully as others for contentment is made up to mee in this that God will imploy mee in his service more than others 5 Make conscience of time this felv doe few regard the fillings up of their time their spirits having no excellencie in them they cannot make use of their time in any worthy employments for God to themselves or others but a man of an excellent spirit knows how to employ himself in things that are excellent and therfore prizes the time he hath to worke in and is conscientious in the spending of it 6 Make conscience of thoughts and secret workings of heart of secret sinnes to avoid them and secret duties to performe them a man that hath a pretious spirit doth not like to have it runne wast in extravagant thoughts and affections the thoughts of his minde are pretious the affections of his heart are pretious as his spirit is pretious Wee let water runne wast because wee put no price upon it we think it little worth and therefore we let it run to no use but if it were some pretious liquor some pretious oyle compounded of deare ingredients wee would not doe so but would be carefull to save every drop this is a pretious spirited man indeed who knowes how to lay out his thoughts and his affections at the best advantage and will not lavish them our to no purpose 7 Make conscience of the manner of performing holy duties as well as of the doing of them and looke after them what becomes of them when they are done this is not according to the common spirits of the world who thinke to put off God with flat poore and dead services A gracious spirit hath much of the excellency of his spirit acting in holy duties and therefore hee doth much mind them and lookes much after them but others have little of their spirits acting in them and therfore they are little regarded little looked after by them 8 Rejoyce in the good of others though it eclipses thy light though it makes thy parts thy abilities thy excellencies dimmer in the eyes of others were it not for the eminency of some above thee thy parts perhaps would shine bright and bee of high esteeme yet to rejoyce in this from the heart from the soule to blesse God for his gifts and graces in others that his Name may be glorified more by others than I can glorifie it my selfe to bee able truly to say Though I can do little yet blessed be God there are some who can doe more for God than
I and in this I doe and will rejoyce this is indeed to be able to doe much more than others this shewes a great eminencie of spirit All the parts gifts abilities that any man in the world hath where this is not come farre short of this excellencie to be able to doe this is more than to bee able to â—xcell others in any excellencie whatsoever if this bee wanting If God hath given thee this hee hath given thee that which is a thousand times more worth than strong parts and abilities in which thou might'st have been farre more eminent than thou now art or than others are 9 If thou wilt shew the excellency of this spirit in some choyce thing then labour to keep the heart low in prosperitie and man heavenly cheerefulnesse in adversitie not only contented but joyfull in a quiet sweet delightfull frame In the greatest difficulties and straits when you are put upon hard things go on in your way with what strength you can without vexing distracting thoughts let your spirits bee stayed on God quietly meekly committing your selves and cause to him as the people of God in the 26. Esay 8. They professe their willingnes in all quietnesse to wait upon God in the wayes of his judgements and they give the reason because the desire of their soule is to his Name and to the remembrance of him If in the times of our troubles the desires of our soules were to Gods Name and to the remembrance of him and not unto our own names and to the remembrance of our selves we should not have such sinking discouraged disquiet vexing spirits as we have The spirits of most men if any difficult thing befall them they are presently in a hurry so disquiet and tumultuous that all the peace and sweetnesse of them is lost and they hinder themselves exceedingly both in the businesse they are about adding much to the difficulty of it and in all other businesses that concerne them This notes much distemper of spirit like distempered flesh of a mans body if it be but toucht with the finger or the least aire come to it it presently festers and ranekies 10 Be more carefull to know the fountain from whence all your mercies come to have a sanctified use of them when you enjoy them than to have the possession of them or delight in them An ordinary spirit lookes at nothing but only to have the thing it desires is not solicitous about the fountaine from whence they spring nor carefull to attaine any sanctified end to which they tend looks not at them as from God neither uses them for GOD but where all these are here is the work of a choice pretious spirit indeed the peculiar work of it this is to do more than others and thus Gods servants must doe or else they can never live convincing lives While Pharaoh and his Magicians saw that Moses did no more than they could doe they were not convinced but when Moses did that which they could not doo then they acknowledged the finger of God So it is here while wicked men see those that are religious doe onely such things as they could doe if they would as going to Sermons speaking of good things they are never convinced by them but when they fee them do some thing which their consciences tell them they cannot do then they are forced to acknowledge that there is a reall excellencie in godlinesse which they have not as Christ said once If I had not done those things that no man did they had not had sinne Ioh. 15. 24. It aggravated the sinne of the Jewes that they did not beleeve in Christ notwithstanding he did those works amongst them that no man ever did So if godly men did manifest the choicenesse of their spirits amongst the men of the world in doing such as none other can doe this if it did not convert them and bring them in love with Gods wayes it would certainly much aggravate their sinne and increase their condemnation It is therfore a most shamefull thing that those who make a great shew and profession of godlinesse should in their lives be no more than equall unto yea be lower than others who are meerly Morall lower than a Socrates than a Fabritius than others of the Heathen How many civill morall men goâ— beyond them who would be taken for godly they are more meeke and patient more courteous more faithfull and trusty more liberall and helpfull more ingenuous and candid Many servants who would seeme godly are not so obedient so diligent so humble and submissive so conscionable in their worke as others whom they judge meerly carnall So many wives not behaving themselves with that quietnesse respectivenesse love and obedience to their husbands as others whom they themselves judge to be onely civill In like manner many husbands and masters of families who professe godlinesse yet in their houses are more froward more dogged more churlish cruell and bitter to wife and servants than others whom they esteeme onely carnall So many children more stout to their parents and parents more negligent in the care they ought to have of their children than others What a shame is it saies S. Hierom that faith should not be able to doe that that infidelity hath done What not better fruit in the garden in the vineyard of the Lord then in the wildernesse What not better fruit grow upon the tree of life than upon the root of nature Where lies the power of godlinesse If it carries not men beyond these what is it to live godly in Christ Jesus in the vertue in the power and life of Christ Jesus if it doth not enable to go beyond others There needs no such vertue power life of Christ Jesus to enable one to dof that which others can doe What is godlinesse but a notion but a conceit that it will not carry men beyond the light of nature CAP. XI An Exhortation to labour to get this excellent spirit IT is an use of Exhortation let us labour to get this other spirit Every one desires to be eminent to be above others in estate in esteeme in naturall excellencies if we would faine be eminent let us labour to be eminent in spirituall blessings in getting our souls endued with higher spirituall excellencies than others have It is coÌ„mendable to strive to be as eminent here as we can especially you whom God hath raised higher than your brethren in other things in the Nobility of your births the eminency of your places the greatnesse of your estates Doe you labour to be as high above others in the excellencies of your spirits that as your birth is other your places other your estate other than coÌ„mon mens so your spirits may be other spirits What an excellent thing is it to have a spirit sutable to ones condition A great mind becomes a great fortune sayes Seneca He means greatnes of minde in the exercise of vertue
which only gives a true greatnesse to the mind I know this is a powerfull argument with you to make grace lovely desirable in your eies to tell you that it will raise your spirits that it will put beauty and glory upon them that it will adde greatnesse and excellency to them The world is much for brave and Noble spirits we desire your spirits may be so onely mistake not the true Noblenesse the true excellencie of spirit certainly it is inthat which may bring you nearest to God the highest excellencie You can no way be so honourable as by the raising of your spirits by grace Wisdome with an inheritance is good wisedome with birth and eminency of place is a great blessing indeed to be rich in goods and rich in goodnesse is a happy connexion You would account it a great disgrace not to have education somewhat sutable to your birth and qualitie what can be said more dishonourable of a man than this He hath left him indeed a great estate and is of a great house but he hath no breeding What is a competent measure of knowledge in tongues and Arts and other things sutable to your births and estates accounted a beauty and ornament to them and is not grace and godlinesse much more Doe these adde an excellencie to your quality and put an honour upon your dignities and will not godlinesse much more Shall Sea and Land be travelled over with much hazard soule-hazard and bodilyhazard with great expence of estate to get knowledge of fashions and a Gentile behaviour because you thinke they will be Ornaments to your great estates you are borne to and shall no labour be undertaken to get godlinesse to get your spirits raised by grace as an ornament to the greatnesse of your birth and eminencie of your estate How is this to sleight the very glory of God himselfe and to contemne the highest dignity men or Angels are capable of Are any places so fit for wisedome as the high places of the City Prov. 9. 1 3. Wisdome hath builded her house shee hath hewen out her seven Pillars she cryeth upon the highest places of the City How honourable doth godlinesse make those whose birth whose place is honorable in the eyes of God his Saints blessed Angels and in the consciences of all How well doth grace suite with the highest dignity as a bright shining Diamond in a golden Ring as the world is drawn more conspicuous and full in a large Mappe than in a small so the beauty and excellency of grace and godlinesse appeares more conspicuous and glorious in great men and honourable than in those who are of a meaner ranke First you had need of other spirits more need than others for the improvement of those great mercies that you have above others As some fowle that have great wings yet can flie but little so many men have great estates but not having spirits to improve them they are of little use Know that your estates are either mercies or miseries blessings or cursings to you according as you have hearts to improve them if they be improved for God as advantages to honour God by to doe good withall they are then great blessings indeed and that is as great an argument of the truth of grace as any to be as earnest with God for an heart to improve an estate or a place of dignitie for God as to rejoyce that you have such an estate for your selves or that you are in such an eminent place whereby you may get honour to your selves Where God gives not a more excellent spirit than others as well as an higher condition than others there an eminent estate is made but as fewell for a nourisher and maintainer of all manner of evill to afford opportunities for acting of sinne and is not this the excellencie that many account to be in their estates in that it is higher than others in that they can have their wils and satisfie their lusts more than others Secondly you had need of other spirits for the improving of the large opportunities of service for God and his Church that you have more than others these are as great blessings as your estates or any dignities you have above others God betrusts you with much in giving you such large opportunities of service for the honour of his great Name If your birth be high your estates high and your spirits indued with excellencie from on high how fit then are you to be used by God in high and honourable services Hence the conversion of a great man is of exceeding great consequence whereupon Saint Paul was so loath to lose the Conversion of the Deputy Sergius Paulus who began to listen to his preaching of whom we reade Acts 13. verse 7. and so on Therefore when Elymas withstood him in this work seeking to turne away the Deputie from the Faith the spirit of S. Paul rose against him with much indignation and being filled with the Holy Ghost hee set his eyes on him and said O full of all subtilty and all mischiefe thou childe of the devill thou enemy of righteousnesse wilt thou not cease to pervert the right wayes of the Lord And now behold the hand of the Lord is upon thee and thou shalt bee blind As if S. Paul should have said What will you hinder me in such a great work as this wherein God may have so much honour in the conversion of this Noble-man this man of publike and eminent place this indeed is to be full of all mischiefe to bee an enemie of all righteousnesse Thus you see how his spirit was stirred when he was put in feare of being hindred in such a notable prize as this As a man when likely to have a great draught there comes in one and disturbs him and is like to hinder him of it Surely S. Paul saw that it was a wonderfull great blessing to the Church to have great men to be brought in to the obedience of the faith and to be added to it And further it is observed that God going along with S. Paul and finishing the work of the conversion of this great man that upon this Saint Paul had his name Paul given him being changed from Saul and called Paulus from that notable worke of the conversion of this Paulus Sergius As many great Captains amongst the Heathen were wont to have their names changed upon their successe in some noble enterprize and great victories as Scipio Africanus hee was called Africanus from his Conquest of Africa 3 You who are in high and eminent dignities you are the earnest prayers of Gods servants in all places that God would raise you up with truely noble excellent and gracious spirits that you may bee instruments of his glory How blessed you if God fulfils the prayers of his servants upon you What great pity is it that such blessed opportunities of service of honouring God themselves and families as you have should be
in the worke of grace is a perfect beauty and comlinesse Ezech. 16. 14. There is no grace wanting there is all true spirituall blessings Ephes 1. 3. Blessed bee God who hath blessed us with all spirituall blessings so the words are in your bookes but in the Originall blessings is in the singular number with all spirituall blessing there is all and yet but one blessing to note that spirituall blessings are so knit together that they all make up but one blessing and therefore where there is one truely there none can be wanting there is such grace as in the growth of it it springs up to eternall life There is such a perfection as wants onely the ripening and it would bee the same with the life in heaven but where there wants any essentiall part though it bee ripened never so much let it grow up never so fast it will never come to be perfect Thus if there be any worke of grace wanting if there be any defect in the principle though that that be there grow up never so fast yet it would never attain unto eternall life Therefore in the work of sanctification where it is true though it bee never so weake yet there is this perfection that there are all graces in it but where there is onely a sweet nature where there is onely some morall worke upon the spirit there are onely some particular excellencies The most Morall man that ever lived hath had some way of evill that his spirit hath run out unto 4 Where there are true spirituall excellencies there is an impulse of heart a strong bent of spirit in following after the Lord there is such a powerfull impression of divine truths upon the soule as presses it on with strength in Gods wayes so that it cannot easily bee hindered as the Propher saith Esay 8 11. That the Lord spake to him with a strong hand that he should not walke in the way of the people such a spirit hath not onely some desires and some wishes to that which is good but goes on bound in the spirit as S. Paul sayes of himselfe The love of Christ constraines him there is a power of godlinesse where it is true When Eliah had cast his Mantle upon Elisha the spirit of Elisha was prest to follow him 1 King 19. 19 20. so that when Elisha desired leave of him to goe to his father and mother to take his leave of them and said that then he would follow him Eliah answershim What have I done to thee Eliah indeed did nothing in outward appearance to draw him after him for what was the casting of his Mantle upon him to worke such an effect in him but together with the casting of his Mantle there went a spirit into Eliah that hee could not but follow him Such a powerfull worke is there in the sanctifying graces of Gods Spirit as with strength to cause the soule to follow him there is a law of the minde that hath power and command in it as before there was a law of sinne But where there are onely sweet natures there men are easily drawne one way and as easily drawn the other way they joyne with those that are good in good actions but their hearts are not so set on that they doe but that they may bee easily taken off and carried another way Fifthly where there are onely moral principles there the soule sees not into is not sensible of turnes not from the evill of sinne as the greatest evill it sees not such evill in it as to make it subscribe to the righteousnesse of God in all those dreadfull things that are threatned against it but thinkes they are too hard Surely God is not so severe a God God forbid things should bee so as those wee read of in the Gospell When Christ spake that Parable concerning those who smote the servants of the Lord of the Vineyard Luke 20. 16. and told them that the Lord should come destroy those Husbandmen and give his Vineyard to others It is said When they heard that they said God forbid So many when they heare the dreadfull wrath of God denounced against sinne they say God forbid they thinke indeed that sinne ought not to bee committed but they doe not thinke it so great an evill as to procure so great miseries but if their spirits were right they would apprehend sinne as opposite to an infinite good and so having a kind of infinitenesse of evill in it they would not onely yeeld to the Justice of God revealed but acknowledge that there are greater and more fearefull miseries due to it than can be conceived yea they would see cause that if God should bring those evils upon them for their sinne that there is infinite equitie that they should lay their hands upon their mouthes and take shame to themselves and acknowledge the Lord to bee righteous for ever Sixthly where there are onely naturall and morall excellencies they do not raise the soule to a love of the strictest wayes of God they thinke of accuratenesse and exactnesse in Gods wayes to be but nicenesse and too much precisenesse luke-warmenesse is the onely temper sutable to them they thinke wisedome consists in the remission of godlines not in the improvement of it what is beyond their temper they judge as weaknes and folly and it must needs bee that morall men must have such thoughts of the strictnesse of the wayes of God because that good they have is such as arises from the principles of naturall reason and makes a naturall good its end and therefore all their vertue and goodnes must be such as must not stretch nature but must be subserviet to that naturall good they frame to themselves Now the observing of some Rules and Duties of Religion will suite well with this and so farre they approve and like well of Religion and here they sticke and thinke any thing that is further than this is folly and more than needs The worke of godlinesse in the power of it must needs be distastefull to them because it seekes to empty a man of himself to cause him to deny himselfe to fetch all from principles beyond himselfe to be for a higher good than himselfe is which is an infinite good and therefore if it were possible it would work infinitely towards it but howsoever it will set no limits to it selfe Seventhly where there is onely nature or morality there is no sense of the breathings of Gods Spirit in his Ordinances the Ordinances are dead and flat things to them a meere morall man can like well enough of presenting himselfe in the Ordinances but he feeles no vertue in them no impression that they worke upon him that abides on his spirit after the Ordinances are done he knowes not what it is to enjoy God in them he knowes not what it is to stirre up himselfe to take hold on God in the exercise of them those excellencies that hee hath
are not drawne out maintained or increased by spirituall objects and duties but it is otherwise where true spiritual excellencies are such a one goes to Ordinances and holy duties with expectation to meet with the Lord there Hee can discerne and feele the gracious presence of the Lord he findes the Spirit of the Lord breathing graciously upon his spirit and rofreshing his soule with much quickening and life and sweetnesse hee findes his spirit drawne out by them his heart much inlarged his graces much increased in the use of them or if at some times he wants this then hee is sensible of the want of it of that difference that now hee feeles betweene that which sometimes hee hath had and that which now hee wants but the other is sensible of no such want all times are alike with him Thus you see how you may examine your spirits whether the excellencies of them be naturall whether they be onely morall or truely spirituall By these Notes you may see that to bee true of your selves that our Saviour said to his Disciples in another case You know not of what spirit you are Though God hath given you many excellent blessings beautified your spirits with many excellents endowments which are in themselves lovely desirable yet he hath not raised your spirits to that true spirituall excellency that he useth to raise the spirits of his people unto even in this world There are yet other higher excellencies to be attained to to be sought after without which all the other you have will vanish and never bring up your soules to the enjoyment of God as yours in Christ But what should be done that we may get another spirit Worke what you can upon your hearts what ever truth may further convince you of the difference of spirits that you may bee throughly convinced that there is indeed a vast essentiall difference and that you may see into the evill of your spirits and bee sensible of the want of this true spirituall excellency and lie downe before God dejected and humbled in the sight thereof Secondly bee much in the company of the godly When Saul was among the Prophets the Spirit of God came upon him he began to prophesie too Elijah told Elisha that if he were with him when he was taken up then hee should have his spirit come upon him wherefore Elisha kept close to him would by no meanes leave his company By being much in the company of the godly you will come to see some beams of the excellency of their spirits shine out to you whereby you will see that your spirits are not like theirs that they are in a happier condition than you that they are men in a nearer reference to God than you you will soone discerne that surely the world is mistaken in these men Thirdly frequent the Ordinances of God where the Spirit uses to breath set your soules before the worke of Gods Spirit The Spirit breaths where it listeth therefore it must bee attended upon in those wayes which it self chuseth Though your spirits bee never so dead and polluted who knowes but that at length in the attending upon God in his way the Spirit of God may breath upon you may breath in you the breath of life it hath breath'd upon as dead polluted spirits as yours and it hath cleansed them sanctified them it hath filled them full of spirituall and glorious excellencies Fourthly nourish and make good use of those common workes of Gods Spirit you have already they have much excellency in them if they be not rested in but improved they may be very serviceable for the worke of Gods grace but as Christ sayes of the riches of the world If you bee not faithfull in them who will trust you with the true riches so if you be not carefull to make use of the common works of Gods Spirit how can it be expected that the Lord should blesse you with further mercy this way Bee sure you doe not wilfully go against the rules of right reason you are convinced of do not darken that light of reason that God hath set up in you do not extinguish those sparkes in naturall conscience that God hath kindled there do not dead those principles you have received in your education use that strength of reason resolution and naturall conscience you have to keepe in your spirits that they bee not let out to feed upon sinfull delights With what face can you complaine of weaknesse and yet feed your distempers There is little hope of such as have extinguished the light of their common principles which once they had in an eminent māner their light of reason once was at least as a faire Candle-light but now it is like the snuffe in a socket almost drowned quenched with their filthy lusts How just with God were it that these men should be left to die and perish for ever in their filth Fifthly seek earnestly from God to renew to sanctifie your spirits it is he that is the Father of spirits and the spirit of man is under no other power but the power of God himselfe and he hath the command of all and with him there is abundance of spirit and he is willing yea hee hath promised to give his Spirit to them that aske it Luke 11. 13. But you will say how can I pray without the Spirit I answer put thy selfe upon prayer and who knowes but assistance and blessing may come present thy selfe before the Lord tell him what thou apprehendest of the vilenesse of the filthinesse of thy spirit what convictions thou hast of the necessitie of the renewing of it of the excellencie thou seest in the spirits of his servants tell him of those desires thou hast to be blessed with such a spirit O Lord thou hast given me many bodily blessings great blessings of my estate more than others many excellent gifts but Lord there are other mercies my soule wants Oh that thou wouldest give me another spirit As this Caleb Ioshua 15. 19. gave his daughter Aohsah a blessing namely the upper springs and the neither spring so doe thou seeke of God that as he hath given thee the blessing of the nether springs so hee may give thee the blessing of the upper namely that he may blesse thy soule with true spirituall blessings Sixtly be sure thou lookest up to God in Christ to seek this mercy in him look on him as annoynted by the Father with the fulnesse of the Spirit look to him in whom all the fulnesse of the God-head dwels bodily that out of this fulnesse spirituall blessings may bee conveyed to thee for otherwise whatsoever thou seekest for of God and not in this way thou seekest but in a naturall way Seventhly be carefull to observe the beginnings of those speciall stirrings of Gods Spirit in thee those gales that sometimes thou mayest feele and then put on what possibly
afraid to lose some of worldly joyes It is the engagement of mans heart to his lust that makes him thinke there is any strength in those objections and reasonings that he hath in his heart against Gods wayes when the heart is taken off they vanish of themsel 〈…〉 2 There is a fulnesse of all the faculties of the soule working after God full apprehensions full affections the soul is filled with the will of God as Col. 4. 12. That yee may stand perfect and full in all the will of God as the sailes silled with the winde My soule and all that is within me praise the Lord saith David As it is in giving men full possession of a house they give up the keyes of every roome so here the soule gives up every faculty to God the whole soule opens it selfe to receive the Lord and his truth There is a loving the Lord with all the mind with all the heart and with all the soule there is a spirituall life quickning every faculty there is a sanctification throughout every faculty though no faculty be throughly sanctified 3 The soule followes God fully in regard of the true indeavours of it to put forth what strength it hath in following the Lord all the faculties worke and it is not satisfied that they should worke remissely 〈…〉 it would have them worke ferv 〈…〉 y and powerfully as David Psal 63. 8 My soule followes hard after thee there is a panting of the heart a gasping of the spirit after the Lord As the Hart panteth after the water brooks so panteth my soule after thee O God saith David Ps 42. 1. My heart breaketh for the longing it hath unto thy judgements Psal 119. 20. The spirit boils in fervor while it is serving the Lord Rom. 12. 11. Fervent in spirit serving the Lord. Esay 26. 9. With my soule saith the Prophet I have desired thee and with my spirit within me will I seek thee This soule doth not only love God with all the mind and with all the heart but with all the strength too there is no strength reserved for any thing else but the Lord. 4 The soule that fully followes the Lord followes him without delay in the use of all meanes and in all the wayes of his Commandements the delaying and putting off is an argument of remissenesse Davids soule followed hard after the Lord as you heard before in the 63. Psalme and this made him seeke the Lord early Verse 1. O God thou art my God early will I seeke thee saith lie the present time is the sulnesse of time with such a soule We reade of Haman Ester 3. 5. that he was full of wrath and hence he procures that the Posts should bee hastened about his worke in destroying the Jewes Verse 15. And it sets upon all means what way soever it may be brought neare to God either by ordinary meanes or else by extraordinary useth all ordinances conscionably in their season will abstaine from all occasions of evill avoids all hinderances in that which is good if he knowes any thing may further him in the bringing of his heart nearer to God he readily and thankfully embraces it and makes use of it hee useth all meanes and yet resteth not in any meanes 5 Againe a soule that followes God fully followes him in all the wayes of his Commandments is the Lord saith of David Act. 13. 22. That hee had found a man 〈◊〉 would sulâ—ll 〈◊〉 has will in the Originall the word is in the plurall number That would fulfill all his wils There are many reasons that many give why David was called A man after Gods owne heart Some thinke because hee was so broken a hearted man Others because he had such a thankfull heart but this Scripture resolves us for God sayes That hee had found a man after his owne heart and gives that reason of it because hee would fulfill all his wills This soule desires to fulfill all righteousnesse as Christ saith of himselfe It became him to fulfill all righteousnesse It desires to yeeld obedience to God and to be holy in all manner of conversation as the Apostle speakes in 1 Pet. 1. 15. Then shal not I be ashamed saith David when I have respect unto all thy Commandements Psal 119. 6. Wee have a notable place for this universalitie of obedience in the 1. Coloss 9 10 11. We pray saith the Apostle that yee might be fulfilled in all knowledge of his will in all wisedome that yee might walke worthy of the Lord and please him in all things being fruitfull in all good works strengthened with all might through his glorious power to all patience there are six all 's together in this Scripture A heart that is fully for God is for all Gods wayes in all things it is not willing to baulke any way of God Zachariah and Elizabeth were two choyce spirits indeed and this was their honour that they walked with God in all the Commandements and Ordinances of the Lord blamelesse Luke 1. vers 6. 1 It is willing to follow the Lord in difficult duties when it must put the flesh to it in duties that require paines much labour that cannot be done without some hard things attending on them God hath some hard peeces of services to put his people upon to try the uprightnesse of their hearts the sinceritie and power of their loves to him in and God takes it exceeding well when they will follow him in such duties As that hard peece of service he put Abraham upon in offering his sonne when Abraham was willing to follow him in that Now saith hee I know thou lovest mee It is nothing to follow God in such duties as will so suit with us wherein we need put our selves to no trouble many are well content with such duties and seeme to yeeld to God in them but goe beyond those and put them upon further and they stirre not but as the rustie hand of a Diall if you come at that time of the day wherein the houre falls out the same at which the hand stands it seemes to goe right but if you passe that time the hand stands yet still it goes no further than it did and so shewes the Diall not to be good So here when it fals out so that a duty is enjoyned which is sutable to a mans mind and ends he will readily yeeld to it and seeme as if hee made conscience of obedience to God in it but if you put him on further in duties that are not so sutable to him there he stirres not because of the difficulty which he sees in them and in this he shewes the falsenesse of his heart that hee doth not follow God fully 2 Againe one that followes God fully will follow him in discountenanced duties Some duties are liked well enough of in the world for reason tels every man God must have some service and some generall way of serving of God
all rationall men approve of and if God would require a man to follow him in no other duties but these it were fine but there are some others that will make him to be observed some in which if he followes the Lord hee shall be reckoned amongst such kind of men of whose number hee doth not like to bee accounted one hee knowes they are discountenanced and despised and this hee cannot beare and therefore those are duties hee hath no minde unto and then thinketh with himselfe Why may not my obedience in other things serve the turne 3 And yet further one that is willing to follow God fully in all duties hee will follow him in those where he sees no reason but the â—are command of God it is enough to him that they are commanded of God it is not for the Lord to give account of his wayes to his creatures it is enough for us that hee bids us follow him absolute obedience is that which is our dutie there is alwayes reason enough in Gods will but whether we see it or see it not if we can but see the Commandement it is enough for us we take too much upon us to dispute about the reason of things with God wee must not be Judges of the Law but doers of it Saul could see no reason why he might not spare the best of the cattle especially when he did it to keep them for sacrifice but it cost him his Kingdome God rejected him for it and told him Obedience was better than sacrifice Luther saith He had rather obey than work miracles And Cassianus reports of one Iohannes Abbas who when hee was young was willing for a whole yeare together to fetch water every day neare two miles to water a drie sticke because hee was commanded so to doe hee thought it reason enough to doe things unreasonable to shew his obedience unto man whose will is many times unreasonable how much more reason is there then that we should shew our obedience to God in duties where through our weaknesse we cannot see the reason when we may be sure that there is alwayes reason enough if we were able to see it Fourthly and yet further the soule that is willing to follow God in all duties wil follow him in Commandements that are accounted little Commandements God expects faithfulnesse in little things God prizes every tittle of his Law more worth than heaven and earth howsoever wee may sleight many things in it and think them too small to put any great bond upon us Christ saith that Heaven and earth shall passe away but not one jot or tittle of his Word As if he should say If Heaven and earth were in one ballance and any jot or tittle of my Word in another and if one of them must needs perish I had rather that Heaven and earth should perish than that one jot or tittle of my Word should faile The Authority of Heaven puts weight on things that are never so little in themselves If mans authority doe this how much more Divine Man cannot beare disobedience in little things though the things be very small in themselves yet if commanded by Authority it is justly expected that they should be much regarded Shall mans authority make small things to be accounted great and shall Gods Authority doe nothing Obedience in small things is due to Magistrates much more to God Give to Caesar the things that are Caesars and to God the things that are Gods Matth 22. 21. It is observable in that place the Article is twice repeated in the Greeke Text when hee speaks of God more than when he speakes of Caesar shewing that our especiall care should be to give God his due Fiftly and lastly not to instance in more particulars the soule that followes God fully in all duties is willing to follow him in duties wherein it must go alone it is willing to follow God in folitary paths Many men were it that they might have company in the way in following the Lord they would be content but to go all alone in such solitary wayes wherein they can see none goe before them wherein they can have none along with them few or none are like to follow after them this is tedious But a childe of God thinkes he hath enough in that he hath God with him that he walkes along with God this is company enough let the way be what it will be As David Psal 23. 4. Though I walke through the valley of the shadow of death yet thou art with me God promises that he will goe before his people that is enough though there be none else It is true company in Gods wayes is delightfull and it is a sad thing that there is so little a tract in Gods paths It was the complaint of Gods people Lam. 1. 4. that the wayes of Sion did mourne because none came in them But if company cannot be had it is enough we have the Lord. 2 Tim. 4. 16. At my first answer saith S. Paul no man stood with me but all men forsook me notwithstanding the Lord stood with me Elijah thought he was left alone he could see no man goe that way hee did yet he continues in his fervour and zeale following the Lord. Indeed we should the rather follow the Lord because we see so few follow him What shall he have none to follow him as Christ said to his Disciples when many forsook him Will you also forsake me Thus you see by these severall instances in difficult duties in discountenanced duties in duties wherein we can see no reason but a bare command in duties that seeme to be small and little and in duties wherein if we follow God we must follow him alone that the soule that followes God fully will follow him in these and so by the same reason in all other duties that God shall require to follow him in And this is that pretious choice spirit we spake of before which shewes it in this that it is thus willing to follow God fully You know it is requir'd of us to be perfect as God himself is perfect to bee holy as God is holy yea this the Gospell requires of us but how can that be Yes thus Gods perfection and holinesse is made known to us in his will in his Commandements now look how large they are set forth to us in these so large must our obedience be though we cannot attaine to the degree yet our hearts must inlarge theÌ„selves to the things to what ever part of Gods will God makes knowne his perfection and holinesse by Thy Commandement is very broad saith David yet godlinesse inlargeth the heart to every duty it cals for there is a grace within the soule sutable to every duty the law requires It may be this is indeed may some thinke in those who are eminent in grace upon whom God hath bestowed a great measure of his Spirit but is this in
every one that hath any truth Wherefore for answer let us know there is this perfection or else there is no truth at all onely remember I doe not speake now of the perfection of degrees in this cōsists the right straightnes of a mans heart A straight line wil touch with another straight line in every point but a crooked line wil not it toucheth but only here there in some so straight hearts will joyne with Gods law in every part but crooked and perverse hearts onely in some onely so farre as may serve their owne turnes In this consists the true plainnesse of a mans spirit you know plaine things will joyne likewise in every point one with another but round and rugged things will not so proud sowlne hearts and rugged spirits will not close fully with Gods truths but where there is plainnesse of spirit there is a full closing a thorow union There is a great dangerous mistake about this point which yet is a generall mistake multitudes of people miscarry everlastingly upon this mistake they think because we cannot in this life attain to the perfection of holinesse in the degrees therefore there is no perfection at all necessary but that they may be saved without it they think therfore that if they do some good things if they obey some Commandements it is sufficient though they take liberty to themselves in other things they finde they can yeeld in something yet other things of Gods will are exceedingly unsutable unto thē Be convinced of your mistake herein a godly man indeed is weak and cannot attain to the performance of every part of Gods will but the frame of his heart is to every part every part is sutable to his spirit He esteemes all the Precepts of God concerning all things to be right and he hates every false way He findes the Law of God in the latitude of it written in his heart there is no command of God that is not dearer to him than all the world Marke that place in Iob Chap. 8. verse 20. God will not cast away the perfect man neither will he helpe the evill doers The perfect man is opposed to the evill doers who shall be cast away If you be not perfect in this sense that hath been spoken of then you are an evill doer who must be cast away how glorious soever many of your actions may seeme to be That place in Ezechiel Chap. 18. verse 21. that is usually taken for the place of the greatest mercy in all the Scripture by many is exceedingly abused yet see what that requires of men in their repentance the words are usually taken up thus At what time soever a sinner repents him of his sin I will blot out all his iniquities saith the Lord. There are not those very words in any place of Scripture but there are to the like effect which are in this place of Ezechiel And in no other place is Gods mercy to a sinner more fully revealed There is no Text in Scripture comes nearer to that which men ordinarily take up than that verse and the 27. 28. verses in the same Chapter and see what of Gods mind wee have made knowne there the words of the Scripture are thus If the wicked will turne from all his sinnes that he hath committed and keepe all mystatutes and doe that which is lawfull and right he shall surely live and againe Verse 28. Because he considereth and turnes from all his transgressions Thus you see that God in the largest promises of his mercy to those who have the least measure of grace he requires the turning from all sinnes and the keeping of all his Statutes and this God brings to shew the infinite equity of his wayes towards sinners As if he should say Except this be no mans conscience in the world but must acknowledge it to bee infinitely just and equall that he should perish everlastingly if there bee any way of wickednesse reserved if any statute of mine bee neglected if he thinks to have mercy without an universall turning from his sin without an universall obedience his conscience will tell him that it is an unequall and unreasonable thing that hee should ever expect it And yet further because you think that this universalitie of obedience should be expected only from some who are eminent in grace who have attained to a great measure of godlinesse consider what is required of poore widdowes 1 Tim. 5. 10. They must diligently follow every good work First they must not onely have good desires but good works Secondly they must follow good works Thirdly they must diligently follow them Fourthly they must diligently follow every good work And fifthly they must so follow as they must be well reported of for it Yea sixthly they must doe all this or els they must not be received into the Church Surely then it is a shame for any man especially of parts and abilities to plead weaknesse when so much is required of poore women certainly it is not weaknes but falsenesse of heart that is contrary to universalitie of obedience to the following of the Lord fully in this respect The Vessell of honour is distinguished from the vessel of dishonour 2 Tim. 2. 21. by this Character that it is one that is sanctified and prepared for every good worke You know what S. Iames saith Chap. 1. verse 26. If any man seeme to be religious and bridle not his tongue but deceives his owne heart this mans religion is in vaine It is an heavie censure that all a mans religion is in vain for one fault and that but for a fault in the tongue and yet this is the censure of the Holy Ghost No question such men who were guilty herein would reason thus with themselves We cannot be perfect in this life we doe performe many duties of religion therefore we hope though we faile in this one thing that yet we shall doe well enough God will accept of us No saith S. Iames hee deceives his owne heart such a one shall never be accepted To the like effect is that of our Saviour Iohn 5. 44. How can you beleeve on me which receive honour one of another This was enough to keep thē off for ever from Christ and yet this was but an inward sin no outward grosse crying sin in the esteem of the world Let a man be never so glorious in never so many duties of Religion yet certainly the giving liberty to himselfe in any one lust is enough to keepe him off for ever from God from partaking of good in him As if a wife be never so officious to her husband yeelding to him in never so many things seeking to give him content in his desires never so many wayes yet if she entertaines any other lover besides himselfe it is enough to alienate his spirit from her for ever That which God sayes to Salomon 1 King 9. 4. is very observable to our purpose After Salomon had finished
if David should have said I am resolved to walke before thee in a perfect way and yet I have not thy gracious presence with mee oh when wilt thou come unto mee but still whatsoever becomes of mee I am determined to continue walking within my house with a perfect heart The like place we have Psal 119. 8. I will keepe thy statutes oh forsake me not utterly As if he should have said O Lord thou hast in some degree forsaken mee thou seemest as if thou wouldest forsake mee yet Lord I am determined that I will keep thy Statutes Thus the upright heart resolves Though I should perish everlastingly yet I will perish following the Lord and if I cannot follow him I will cry after him and if I cannot cry after him I will look towards him yea though he appears to bee angry yet will I follow him as â—ob Though hee kils me yet will I trust in him Though there be much guiltinesse upon the spirit so that the devill and an unbeleeving sullen heart would much discourage from following after the Lord yet still it will not leave off but it labours to encourage it selfe as Samuel did the people 1 Sam. 12. 20 21. Samuel said unto the people Feare not ye have done all this wickednesse yet turne not aside from following the Lord but serve the Lord with all your heart and turne you not aside for then should you goe after vaine things which cannot prosit nor deliver for they are vain Thus the soule that followes the Lord reasons with it selfe Though it is true I have sinned mine iniquities are great God may justly be provoked and for ever reject me yet I will not turne aside from following him I know there is no good to be got els-where though I be unworthy of mercy yet God is worthy of honour and therefore what ever I can doe I will that God may have honour though I perish yea this soule though it receives many a repulse yet still it will follow As the woman of Canaan though Christ called her Dogge yet she leaves not off she acknowledgeth her selfe to be a Dog yet still she seekes Yea though God seems to go crosse wayes quite contrary to that the soule expected yet still this soul will follow him even in those wayes As when the Lord called Abraham to follow him into a Land that should flow with milke and honey Gen. 12. 1. Abraham was content to leave his owne countrey his fathers house his kindred and all his friends and notwithstanding as soone as he came into that Land he found there was a famine in the land Verse 10. so that he was forced to get into Egypt and that with the perill of his life or else he must have starved Flesh and blood would have murmured much at this and have said What is this that Land that God said hee would shew me is this that fruitfull Land for which I must leave my Country and all my friends and now as soone as I come into it I am ready to starve in it and yet Abraham followed God still in all the wayes he was pleased to lead him in Againe when God promised to multiply his Seed as the Starres of heaven yet for twenty yeares after this Sarah was barren God seemed to neglect his promise and after when he had a childe in whom all the Nations of the earth were to be blessed yet this Child Abraham must kill And here God seemes to goe crosse to his Promise yet Abraham followes God still One who followes God fully indeed lookes up to the goodnesse of God in himselfe and in his Promise not to it as it appeares to sense hee sees more good in the Promise then in all the things in the world though hee sees nothing though hee seeles nothing in himselfe nor in any creature for the present and what worke hee followes the Lord in hee will not leave imperfect he will not give over till hee sees something come of it if he followes God for a broken heart he will pray and meditate and pray and meditate again and again if it were a thousand times and a thousand times over again till the worke comes to some effect And so for power over a corruption and strength in any grace where there is truth of grace there will bee working like fire that never leaves working till it breakes forth and gets the victory Hence that place of our Saviour Matth. 12. 20. where hee sayes hee will not quench the smoaking flaxe nor breake the bruised Reed till hee send forth Judgement into victory If wee observe the place of the Prophet from whence this is taken which is Esay 42. 3 the words are He shall bring forth judgement unto truth noting that wheresoever there is truth there will bee victory Christ will nourish the smoaking flaxe that is the least worke of grace till Judgement that is this worke of sanctification bee brought into victory and overcome what opposeth it If hee brings any beginnings of grace to truth the victory is already gotten It is reported of Master Bradford that he would never leave off when hee was in holy duties till hee found something comming in as in confession of sinne till hee found his heart melt and breake for sinne in seeking pardon till hee found some quieting of his spirit in some intimation from God of his love and so for grace till hee found his heart warmed and quickned It is an excellent thing indeed to resolve to follow the Lord in duty howsoever though nothing should come in by it to our selves but yet the heart that is right will never be satisfied in the performance of a duty till it finde some manifestation of Gods presence in it some worke of God put forth upon it by it it will not rest in duty performed it is not satisfied in good inclinations in good desires it hath nor in gifts it receives nor in comforts it findes in the creature nor in enlargements and more inward joyes but it must have grace and God it must have some impression of God upon it to carry with it as a Seale of that presence of God it did enjoy in the dutie it so strives with the Lord as it resolves not to let him goe till it hath got a blessing It is a very full expression that S. Bernard hath to this purpose in two or three words Oh what a mercy were it continually to enjoy that which he saith Oh Lord saith he I never goe away from thee without thee he meanes he never leaves off duty till hee gets the presence of God and so carries the Lord along with him Oh how often doe we goe from God without God! we thinke it enough that we have beene before him in holy duties though indeed we still abide strangers to him he to us How often doth God send us empty away from his presence which we should account a sore and grievous affliction But
they are sure of him for ever and indeed it is very seldome that ever such a one returns Bishop Latimer in a Sermon before King Edward tells of one who fell away from the knowne truth and after fell to mocking and scorning it and yet was after touched in conscience for it beware of this sin sayes Latimer for I have knowne no more but this one man that ever fell from the truth and afterwards repented I have known many fall but never any but this repent Now the breach betweene sinne and the soule in conversion is as great as betweene God and the soule in Apostacy yea greater for there is a possibility of reconciliation in the one but never in the other and therefore as the one because of this great breach betweene God and his soule doth follow the Devill and his destruction for ever so the other because of the breach betweene sinne and the soule doth follow the Lord and his salvation for ever as in the one the gifts of Gods Spirit are so cast out as usually they never returne againe so in the other the uncleane spirit is so cast out as it never comes back againe 2 A second Reason why that man that followes the Lord fully must needs follow him for ever is because at the first giving up himself to God hee was content to let goe all other holds and all other hopes in all creature-comforts whatsoever and so to venture himselfe upon God is to be content to be miserable for ever if he finde not enough in God to make him happie he hath so let all other things goe as if he should faile here hee hath nowhither to retire hee hath reserved no way no meanes for to helpe himselfe by if hee should miscarry here hee hath laid all the waight of all his comforts of all his hopes of all his happinesse upon the Lord he hath no other prop that he doth or can expect any support by there is a blessed necessity upon him to follow the Lord for ever and this necessity the soule is glad of and this is the reason why God in his first bringing a soule home to himselfe useth so much meanes to take it off from all other things namely that it might follow him for ever As it is reported of William the Conqueror when hee came to invade England and had landed his Souldiers he sent backe his ships that so they might have no hope of retreating back again and so they were put upon a necessity of fighting it out to the utmost Thus the Lord takes off the soul from all its former hopes and props that it may have no lingrings after any thing but himselfe but thorowly sight the good fight of faith with resolution hold on its course to the end But it is otherwise with a false unfound heart though such a one may follow God in many glorious performances yet it secretly reserves something in case of failing here when it enters upon Gods wayes it is enlightned so farre as it thinkes some good may be had here yea it hath a taste it may be of much sweetnesse in these wayes but dares not venture all upon them he would bee glad to have some thing to retire to in case he should faile here hee reserves a back doore that he might turne another way if this way should prove troublesome and dangerous hee enters upon Gods wayes not without some suspitions and jealousies that possibly hee may meet with such inconveniences as may make him to wish he had been more wise and not put himselfe in too farre he sees many others who being deeply ingaged and gone on so farre in those wayes wherein they meet with much trouble many sore and heavy afflictions and he thinkes they doe or at least may repent themselves and wish they had not ventured themselves so farre as that now they know not how to goe backe againe and if they were to begin againe he thinks they would bee wiser and hearken to grave advise for more moderation The King of Navarre told Beza he would launch no further into the Sea than he might be sure to return safe unto the Haven though hee shewed some countenance to Religion yet he would be sure to save himselfe Many thinke it wisedome not to venture all in one bottome It was once the speech of a deep politician that it was good to follow the truth but not to follow it too neare at the heeles lest it dasht out his braines Ananias and Saphira would bee Christians they would joyne with the Apostles they saw great things were done by them their possessions must be sold and the money laid at the Apostles feet but something must be reserved in case they should want afterwards and then repent them they had gone so farre when it should be too late and this is the very roote of Apostasie But it is otherwise with a sincere heart that followes God fully in such a one there is a holy kind of desperatnesse so to cast it selfe upon God and his wayes as never to expect any comfort any good but there and therefore this is that it must rest to for ever and follow after for ever 3 The soule that followes God fully will follow him for ever because in the full following of the Lord it findes so much ease peace joy satisfaction as it is for ever setled and confirmed in this way there is never â—ase sweetnesse and full contentment in Gods wayes untill the heart comes off fully till then it is distracted with jealousies feares doubts lingrings after some other way many temprations pestering the spirit continually but when it is fully come off then it goes on with ease it is satisfied and blesseth it selfe in the way wherein it is temptations vanish the soule is freed from much distraction and trouble As the ship that is part in the mud and part in the water is battered up and downe and beats up and downe so as in a little time it beates it selfe all in peeces but if it bee taken off from the mud and bee put into the full streame it goes with ease and safety Thus it is with a mans heart while it stickes partly in the mud of the World or filth of any lust and conviction of conscience strives to raise it but it is not fully taken off there is nothing but vexation and trouble in that soule but when it is taken off and gives up it selfe fully to God in his blessed and holy wayes Oh that sweet and blessed ease that now it findes When a man halts the way is tedious to him hee is soone weary and gives over but when hee is sound the way is easie he holds on his way to the end so when there is falsenesse in mens hearts they do but halt in the ways of God they quickly find them tedious but others who are of sound spirits they find them delightfull and go on with strength and
hold on to the end The reason that Philosophers give why the heavens are incorruptible is because the forme of them is so excellent as it wholly fils up the utmost capacity of the matter so the reason of the holding on of the upright heart is the full satisfaction of it the filling up the full capacity of it with contentment and delight in Gods ways Thus you have heard what it is to follow God fully CAP. II. The excellency of this frame of spirit in foure things THe second thing propounded in the point was to shew wherein the excellency of such a kind of frame of spirit lies take it in these foure things First this is truly to honour God as a God except God be honoured as infinite hee is not honoured as God now it is the full following him that onely honours him as infinite where God is followed and not thus hee is followed no otherwise than a creature may bee followed this is not therefore to honour him as a God but rather it is a dishonor to that infinite excellency blessednesse of his whereby he is infinitely above all that creatures are or that they are any way capable of The great thing that God aimed at in the creating of the heavens and earth was that he might by Angels and men bee honoured as a GOD and therefore that which gives him this hath true and much excellency in it Secondly this full following of God doth much honour the work of Grace and the profession of godlinesse it shewes a realitie power excellency and beauty in it it shewes that it proceeds out of the fulnesse of Jesus Christ such as hath high and heavenly principles when there is power proportion and constancy in a mans wayes there must needs bee much beauty in them there is a forcing of conviction from the consciences of evill men by them this takes away all pretences from men that they know not how to speak evill of the wayes of godlinesse they know not how to oppose and persecute them when they can see no flaw when though they watch what they can yet they can see nothing unsutable to their principles The principles of godlinesse for the most part are acknowledged by the consciences of the worst who have any light in them therefore when all a mans wayes are sutable to these it puts wicked mē to a stand they know not what to say against such men nor against their way but their owne thoughts tell them that surely there is something in these men that hath realitie and power and divine excellency in it that is from none other but from God himselfe Thirdly this hath such excellency in it as that God himselfe boasts of such as these are as they glory in the Lord and blesse themselves in the Lord so the Lord seemes to glory in them and to account his name blessed by them as you may see how God rejoyces in and makes his boast of Iob Chap. 1. vers 8. Hast thou considered my servant Iob that there is none like him in the earth a perfect and an upright man And so of David I have found a man after mine own heart which shall fulfill all my will So of those wee read of in Revel 14. These are they which were not defiled and againe These are they which follow the Lambe whithersoever he goeth and again in the same verse These were redeemed from among men being the first fruits unto God and to the Lambe and in their mouth was found no guile Fourthly this following of the Lord fully doth ever attaine its end it prospers in that it workes for in whatsoever thing any soule followes the Lord fully it shall be sure to accomplish that it aymes at and to be satisfied in that it would have As Hos 6. 3. Then shall we know if we follow on to know the Lord Thus David in Psal 63. where his soule thirsted after God his flesh longed for him his soule followed hard after him he saith himselfe in the same Psalme that Gods right hand did now uphold him and that his soule should be satisfied as with marrow and fatnesse and his mouth should praise the Lord with joyfull lips and the King shall rejoyce in God CAP. III. Rebuke to divers sorts whose spirits are not full in following after the Lord. IF thus to follow the Lord fully bee so excellent if this fulnesse of spirit bee such an honour unto Gods people then justly are those rebuked whose spirits are not full in following the Lord who acknowledge the Lord worthy to be followed but their spirits are slight and vaine their hearts are straitned in the wayes of the Lord they doe not fill up this blessed work of following after the Lord their hearts doe most basely fall and most miserably vanish in it As first some are convinced their judgements and consciences are for God but their lusts carry them violently another way Oh the miserable torment of these mens spirits while their consciences draw one way and their lusts another it is not so great an evill to have wilde Horses tyed to the members of ones body tearing of them by drawing contrary wayes Secondly others rest in their good inclinations their good desires they say they would faine doe better and they hope God will accept the will for the deed they like of Gods wayes and speake well of good men and therefore they thinke their hearts are for God but these desires and good motions are but as little buds and sprigs that come out of the roots of trees or from the middle of their body which come to nothing they never grow up to beare any fruit these are yet farre from following the Lord fully and savingly for 1 Their judgements are not yet inlightned not throughly convinced of the poyson and infinite evill there is in sinne of that absolute infinite necessitie there is in the holy wayes of God they see not the dreadfull Authority of God in every truth they think it were well if things were amended it were good if more were done than this God helpe us we have all our infirmities and though they doe not as others doe yet they hope their hearts are good towards God were it not for some inconveniences they are like to meet withall they could be content to doe more than they doe But what is this to that mighty work of God upon this spirit convincing of the infinite necessity equity beauty of his blessed wayes What is this to that sight of Gods infinite dreadfull authority Those whose hearts the Lord takes off from other things to work fully after himselfe he begins thus with them in the powerfull enlightning and convincing of their judgements 2 These never were made sensible of their inabilitie to have holy desires after God so as to see any need of any speciall worke of the Holy Ghost to raise such desires in their hearts Those who are
not sensible of their inability to holy desires though they may have many flashes like unto holy desires yet they are wholly strangers to those desires after God which are truly holy 3 These prize not the meanes of grace they long not after them they will not labour they will not bee at charge they will not endure hardship to attain them they are not conscionable in the use of them in any power they use not all meanes if one way will not bring their desires to effect they try not other wayes they are not solicitous about the successe of meanes they look not much after them but rest themselves in the bare use of them not examining not searching their hearts to see what is in them that hinders the blessing not bemoaning their unprofitablenesse under meanes 4 Their desires are not strong unsatiable other contentments quiet their hearts Time weares away the strēgth of their desires though they bee as farre from the enjoyment of the things that were desired as they were at the first 5 Their endeavours are not powerfull they are not working constant endeavours they doe not dedicate devote give up themselves whatever they are or have to the seeking after the Lord their consciences cannot but tel them that the strength of their hearts and endeavours is after other things David in the 119. Psalm 48. vers saith That hee would lift up his hands unto Gods Commandements which hee had loved and hee would meditate in his Statutes Hee did not thinke it enough to have a love to to have some wishes and desires to keepe Gods Commandements but he would lift up his hands to them hee would set himselfe on worke in labouring to obey them hee would meditate set his minde and thoughts to plot and contrive how he might best come to the fulfilling of them Psal 27. 4. One thing have I desired and that will I seeke after Certainly those slight vaine desires and wishes that there are in many peoples hearts are not the following this blessed God fully they are but the dallyings and triflings with God and their owne soules they are so farre from bringing them unto God as they prove to be their destruction The desire of the slothfull killeth him for his hands refuse to labour Prov. 21. 15. Thirdly others have good resolutions now and then in some good moods the truths of God come darting in with some power as they cannot but yeeld to them and then they are resolved that they will doe better that it shall not be with them as it hath beene they will set upon a new course of life things shall bee reformed and their lives shall bee changed but yet these vanish too they follow not God fully They are as those in the 5. Deut. 27. who seemed to have strong resolutions to walke in Gods wayes Goe thou neare say they to Moses and heare all that the Lord our God shall say and speake thou unto us all that the Lord our God shall speake unto thee and we will heare it and doe it But as the Lord said there concerning them Verse 29. So I may say of these Oh that there were such a heart in them How farre are they from having yet a heart to follow God fully For 1 Their resolutions are not fruits of their deepe humiliation for their former neglect of God and the former sinfulnesse of their wayes They are only to procure peace unto themselves for the present their hearts being stirred by the power of the truth darted in 2 They arise not from changed principles from a renewed nature from out of love to the Lord his blessed wayes hence they vanish and they never bring them up unto the Lord. Fourthly others have strong sudden affections they feele sometimes some meltings in sorrow for sinne in hearing the blessed truths of God revealed to them they feele some sweetnesse in the working of truths upon their hearts they are sensible of some joyes in good things they have a taste of the powers of the world to come When they heare Christ preached or see his body broken or his blood shed in the Sacrament they think with themselves Oh that Jesus Christ should come from heaven to save such poore wretches as we are that hee should shed his pretious blood that hee should die for such vile sinners yet these are a great way off from following the Lord fully For 1 these affections are sudden and flashing the truths of God passe by them leaving a little glimmering behinde them or as water passeth thorow a Conduit leaves a dew but they soake not into the heart as the water soakes into the earth to make it fruitfull 2 These are stirred with the pardoning comforting saving mercies of God but not with the humbling renewing sanctifying mercies when the word puts them upon any hard thing to flesh and blood it is unsavoury to them their hearts turne from it If the word urgeth to strict examination of themselves if it puts them upon the finding out of the deceits of their spirits their secret corruptions and would straine them to higher duties than their principles reach unto then their spirits fly off they seeke to blesse themselves in that they have already and think that these things trouble people more than needs if God should not bee mercifull to such who finde such affections such stirrings of heart as wee doe then Lord what shall become of us 3 These flashy affections doe not arise from spirituall judgement apprehēding the spirituall excellencies of godlinesse after a spirituall manner their apprehensions of spirituall and heavenly things are too too carnall and sensitive Hence afterwards when they come to finde the good things of the wayes of God to be spirituall and heavenly not sutable to those apprehensions they had of them their hearts are then taken off as those wee reade of in the 6. of Iohn 34. verse When Christ told them That the bread of God is hee which commeth downe from heaven and giveth life unto the world Oh say they Lord ever give us this bread their hearts were up exceedingly stirred Well as if Christ should have said You shall have it I am the bread of life hee that commeth to mee shall never hunger hee that beleeveth in me shall never thirst as if he should have said This must bee done by faith you must feed upon my flesh by faith and drinke of my blood by faith But now they having apprehended a strange kind of bread from heaven before and afterwards hearing of no other but comming to Christ and beleeving in Christ they were deceived of their expectations and so were offended and now their affections fall for verse 41. they begin to murmur at him and verse 60. they said It was an hard saying who could heare it and ver 66. From that time many of them went backe and walked no more with him The like example wee finde in the
performed by the creature are fit for to be tendred up to mee This luke-warme temper wrongs Iesus Christ exceedingly as if there were no other life and vertue in Iesus Christ than to inable a man to doe as they doe What hath Christ laid down his life shed his pretious blood for the renewing of Gods Image in man and is it nothing but this if Christ had never come into the world men might have done as much as this comes to It is a wrong to the Holy Spirit likewise for it is the special office of the Holy Ghost for to bee a Sanctifier to frame the heart to God to quicke the soul with the life of grace and holinesse and is this all it doth this were a poore worke if there were no other but this It dishonours holinesse which is the most glorious thing in the world the life of God the Divine Nature this makes it as if it were nothing but a morall livelesse dead-hearted empty thing this puts holinesse in subjection to humane reason to carnall wisedome it must bow to their discretion to the opinions and wayes of men and in truth to their base lusts though it be in a more cleanly way than in others Be convinced then that this is not that following the Lord fully which is the honour of Gods people in his eyes Sixthly some go beyond this dull luke-warme temper they are very forward in some things but in other things their hearts sticke they come not off fully in them Agrippa saith of himselfe that Paul had almost perswaded him the words are Thou perswadest mee a little The hearts of these men are divided as it is said of those in Hosea 10. 2. they will not let goe their profession but will keepe their corruption too As Camden reports of Redwald King of the East Saxons the first Prince of his Nation that was baptized yet in the same Church had one Altar for Christian Religion and another for Sacrifices unto Devills Thus these men joyne Religion and their lust together If they let out their hearts inordinately to any contentment and take liberty sometimes in satisfying some lusts they thinke to make up all againe by some forwardnesse and earnest devotion in some other thing as many who get surfets think they can sweat and purge them out again This division of heart the Lord cannot endure and therefore it followes in that place of Hosea They shall be found faulty or as the words are read by some Now shall they bee made desolate for in the Hebrew the word signifies both to bee guilty and to bee desolate It is too much boldnesse and presumptuousnesse in men to venture to take liberty to themselves to chuse wherein they will yeeld to God in some things but in others presume to satisfie themselves this is not to cast downe our soules before the Lord as poore condemned vile creatures to lie at his mercy in an humble faithfull resignation of our selves up to him in all wee are or have which is that honour that God expects from us and is infinitely due unto him While our hearts are thus divided betweene God and other things God doth not account himselfe obeyed or honoured at all in any thing all that we seeme to doe in truth is nothing at all Hence in Ierem. 32. 23. the Prophet chargeth the people with this that they neither walked in Gods Law and that they had done nothing of all that God had commanded them to doe and Ver. 30. he saith they had only done evill and in 2 Kings 17. the people are said to feare the Lord and serve their owne gods Verse 33. and yet in Verse 34. the Text sayes that they feared not the Lord shewing unto us that where the heart is divided betweene God and other things there God hath not the heart at all God is not feared he is not honoured at all If wee joyne the counsels of the flesh with the spirit we frustrate all Seventhly there are others who cannot bee so easily convinced in what particulars they forsake God in any of his wayes they seeme to have a generall forwardnesse in that which is good but the truth is they follow themselves and not God in all they rise no higher than Selfe in all they doe which their owne consciences upon search made will tell them the Commandement of God may be made the pretence but Selse is the chiefe Engine Selse is the great mover in all As Physitians putting in many operative ingredients into their Physick and they are the things that worke but besides they put in something to give a colour or a little taste which neither doth good nor hurt that hath no operation at all Thus it is in many mens Religion selfe-ends are the operative ingredients in that they doe and the shew of obedience to God is but that which gives the colour that that which they doe may have the better apperance It is impossible that a man which seekes himselfe should come up to this fulnesse of spirit that is required in this following of the Lord. Hos 10. 1. it is said That Israel is an empty Vine Why so he bringeth forth fruit unto himselfe hee brings forth fruit but yet is empty because hee bringeth it forth unto himselfe Where selfe-ends are the chiefe movers there is no further latitude or degree of godlinesse minded but such as may be serviceable unto them Now they cannot but bee low strait narrow in comparison of those who lift up God in all they do and therefore their profession must needs bee empty and scant not full and powerfull as it is in the other A selfe-seeking heart is alwayes an empty heart but a gracious heart is fruitfull in all manner of pleasant fruits new and old And what is the reason I have laid them up for thee O my beloved Cant. 7. v. last Observe the difference Israel is an empty Vine hee brings forth fruit to himselfe but the Church here brings forth all manner of pleasant fruit for shee layes them up for her Beloved shee brings them not forth for her selfe as Israel did Eightly others follow the Lord earnestly a while but afterwards they forsake him they turne Apostates they doe not fill up their worke they have begun but undoe all againe of whom it may be said as Lament 4. 8. They were whiter than Milke they were as Rubies and polished Saphires in regard of their glorious profession but now they are blacker than a Coale God may justly complaine of them as he did of his people Micah 2. 8. They who were my people yesterday are now risen up against me as an enemy it was far otherwise with them very lately than now it is Many are very hopefull at the first yet they prove exceeding vile afterwards yea the more forward in good at first the more vile after As water that hath once been heat and growes cold againe is colder than ever it was It
yeares after this promise was made there were but seventy soules that came out of Abrahams loynes namely when Iacob went down into Egypt which if we compute the time wee shall find to bee just two hundred and fifteene yeares for Abraham was seventy and five yeares old when the promise was made hee was an hundred yeares old when Isaac was borne Isaac was forty yeares old before he married and hee continued twenty yeares without a child and Iacob was one hundred and thirty yeares old when he went into Egypt so that the time fals to bee just two hundred and fifteene yeares which was just halfe the time from the promise till the people of Israels comming out of Egypt which S. Paul saith Gal. 3. 17. was foure hundred and thirty years Now observe that whereas God halfe this time did but little for Abraham in the fulfilling of this his promise yet because Abraham followed him fully ventured himselfe wholly upon the faithfulnesse of the Lord see how fully God came in with his mercy at the last for in the second two hundred and fifteen yeares hee so encreased his seed that from seventy soules they were growne up to bee sixe hundred thousand and three thousand and five hundred and fifty Num. 1. 45 46. and these onely from twenty yeares old and upward such men as were able to goe to warre there was thus many of these besides all children and women which it is like were far the greater number yea and the Tribe of Levy was not numbered amongst this number there were two and twenty thousand and upwards of them besides Thus you see how fully God comes in at the last in his mercy and making good his word of promise to such who follow him fully Be you as full as you can in following the Lord the Lord will bee as full towards you in doing good unto you Gods mercy shall be every as full as your obedience can bee 2 Sam. 22. 26. with the upright thou wilt shew thy selfe uprigh The words are in the Originall With the strong and perfect thou wilt shew thy selfe strong and perfect God will goe on strongly to his perfection of mercy towards them who doe goe on strongly in their perfection of obedience towards him Psal 11. 7. The Lord loveth righteousnesse and his countenance doth behold the upright The words translated word for word are thus The Lord loveth righteousnesses and his faces shall behold the upright Righteousnesses that is when all the duties of righteousnesse are together And his faces shall behold that is all the severall kindes and manners of the blessed comfortable manifestations of his love the upright shall have The great difficulties thou meetest with in Gods wayes if thou beest not discouraged but goest thorow them they shall turne to thy greatest comforts As Caleb who was not discouraged by the Anakims those great Gyants and the strong places they lived in which so much discouraged the rest Therefore Hebron the place of the Gyants was given unto him for a possession Iosuah 14. 12 13 14 and 15 verses God certainly will remember the kindnesse of those who are willing to follow him through the wildernesse of difficulties and discouragements Ierem. 2. 2. You who doe thus shall die without staine without any blur which few doe your memories shall be sweet and blessed when you are dead and gone You shall have an entrance ministred unto you abundantly into the everlasting Kingdome of our Lord and Saviour Iesus Christ 2 Pet. 1. 11. This is promised not onely to those that are godly but abound in it as verse 8. They shall be as a ship comming gloriously into the Haven with full saile Thus S. Paul 2 Tim. 4. 7 8. with much confidence and full assurance concludes That seeing hee had fought the good fight and finished his course and kept the faith henceforth there was laid up for him a crowne of righteousnesse which the righteous Iudge should give him at that day hee challengeth it upon the righteousnesse of God When the soules of these who have followed God fully are to enter into heaven the everlasting doores shall stand wide open for them as when great men come to a house the great gates are set open for their entrance and in Heaven oh how full a reward shall there be there for them as 2 Ep. Ioh. 8. vers There is fulnesse of joy at Gods right hand Psalme 16. ult So full as shall bee more than can enter into them they must enter into it because it cannot enter into them there they shall not taste of joy and happinesse but shall bee filled up with them This Christ encouraged his Disciples withall Luke 22. 28 29. Yee are they which have continued with mee in my temptations and I appoint unto you a Kingdome as my Father hath appointed unto mee With this S. Paul encouraged himselfe in all his afflictions hee met withall while hee was following the Lord 2 Cor. 4. ver 17. For our light affliction which is but for a moment worketh for us a farre more exceeding eternall waight of glory First it is glory and this word alone implies that there is exceeding much in it but further it is a waight of glory yea an eternall waight of glory and more than that an exceeding eternall waight of glory as if yet it were not exprest fully enough hee addes further a farte more exceeding eternall waight of glory and what expression can bee fuller than this This was that likewise that incouraged Moses in his full following the Lord forsaking the pleasures the riches the treasures of Egypt that hee migh follow the Lord fully For hee had saith the Text a respect unto the recompence of reward Hebrewes 11. 26. And you whose hearts and wayes are fully after the Lord have the more cause to rejoyce in this your blessednesse because it it is the blessednesse but of a few Iniquity shall abound saith Christ and the love of many shall waxe cold but hee that endures to the end shall bee saved It is but a hee in the singular number that endures to the end Let these encouragements then fill your hearts with joy and your spirits with renewed resolutions and vigour to fill up your course let them fill your sailes that you may goe on with strength and prosper and be for ever blessed in your way I conclude this Vse with that of the Apostle 2 Cor. 7. 1. Seeing we have these promises these incouragements let us labour to perfect our holinesse in the feare of God And thus I passe to the last Vse which is of Exhortation CAP. V. An Exhortation to follow the Lord fully NOw the Lord carry our hearts fully after himselfe As the two blinde men Matth. 20. vers last as soone as their eyes were opened they followed Christ so were our eyes opened wee would certainly follow after the Lord were they fully opened our hearts would follow fully Many of you have some convictions
to the soule but how pleasant then is the fruit when it comes to ripenesse The more fully we follow on in Gods wayes the more full will the testimony of the witnesses both in heaven and earth bee in witnessing our blessed estate unto us Those three witnesses in heaven the Father Word and Holy Ghost and those three on earth the spirit water and the blood of which S. Iohn in his 1 Epistle 5. 7 8. they will all come with their full testimony to that soule which followes God fully By following the Lord fully wee keep our evidences cleare sinne blots and blurs our evidences that oftentimes wee cannot reade them but when the heart keeps close to God and walks fully with him then all is kept faire The Kingdome of God consists in righteousnesse peace and joy the more fully wee are brought into his Kingdome the more fully wee are under his government as there will bee the more righteousnesse so the more peace and joy Es 9. 7. Of the encrease of his government and peace there shall bee no end saith the Text. The more encrease there is of Christs government in the soule the more full it is the more peace will be there Seventhly there is great reason that wee should walke fully after the Lord because the way that God cals us to walke in is a most blessed and holy way In the 21. Revelation 21. verse The streets of Ierusalem that is the wayes of Gods people in his Church wherein they are to walke they are said to bee of pure gold and as it were transparent glasse they are golden wayes they are bright shining wayes Prov. 3. 17. The wayes of wisdome are the wayes of pleasantnesse and all her paths are peace There is not any one Command of God wherein hee would have us to follow him but it is very lovely there is much good in it God requires nothing of us but that which is most just and holy as God is holy in all his workes so he is holy in all his Commands they are no other but that which if our hearts were as they ought wee would choose to our selves A righteous man is a law to himselfe he sees that good that beauty that equity in all Gods Lawes as hee would choose them to himselfe were hee left at his owne liberty What one thing is there in Gods Law that could bee spared What is there that thou couldst bee glad to bee exempted from It may bee in the strength of temptation when some lust is up working the flesh would faine have some liberty but upon due serious thoughts looking into the bottome of things a gracious soule closeth with the Law and loveth it as gold yea fine gold and breakes for the longing it hath not to the reward of obedience to Gods Statutes and Judgements but to the Statutes and Judgements of God themselves as David saith his soule did Howsoever our path in following the Lord may seeme rugged and hard to the flesh in regard of the afflictions and troubles it meets withall in it yet where there is a spirituall eye the way of holinesse appeares to it exceeding lovely and beautifull Though David Psa 23. supposed the worst that might befall him in his way as that he might walke through the valley of the shadow of death yet he cals his way greene pastures and saith Godwill leade him by the still waters It is true the wayes of God are grievous to the wicked but very good and delightfull to the Saints because they are the wayes of holinesse as Esay 35. 8. And a high-way shall be there and it shall bee called the way of holinesse The uncleane shall not passe over it Eightly the consideration of the end of our way should bee a strong motive to draw our hearts fully after the Lord in it the entrance into it is sweet the midst of it more as before we have shewed but the end of it most sweet of all there is that comming that will fully recompence all Consider of the sweetnesse of the end of our way 1 In that period of it that will be at death and 2 In that glorious reward we shall have in heaven That sweet and blessed comfort that the full following of the Lord brings at death is enough to recompence all the trouble and hardship that wee meet withall in our way while we are following of him This hath caused many Saints of God to lie triumphing when they have been upon their death-beds blessing the Lord that ever they knew his wayes that euer he drew their hearts to follow after him in them When Hezekiah received the message of death Esay 38. 2 3 he turned his face to the wall and said Remember O Lord I beseech thee how I have walked before thee in truth and with a perfect heart and have done that which is good in thy sight and Hezechiah wept sore O the sweetnesse that possessed the heart of Hezekiah which did flow from the testimony of his conscience that hee had fully walked after the Lord with a perfect heart the verbe there I have walked is in that Mood in the Originall that addes to the signification of it It signifies I have continually without ceasing walked Thus Luther who was a man whose spirit was exceeding full in his love unto and walking after the Lord Jesus Christ while hee lived and when hee came to die his spirit was as full of comfort and joy as before it was full of zeale and courage these expressions brake from him O my heavenly Father O God the Father of the Lord Iesus Christ the God of all comfort I give thee thanks that thou hast revealed thy Sonne Iesus Christ to mee whom I have beleeved whom I have professed whom I have loved whom I have honoured whom the Bishop of Rome and the rest of the rout of wicked men have persecuted and contemned and now I beseech thee O my Lord Iesus Christ receive my soule my heavenly Father although my body is to be laid downe yet I certainly know that I shall for ever remaine with thee neither can I by any be pulled out of thy hands The grace of Gods Spirit oftentimes appeares most in the glory of it when death approacheth because grace and glory is then about to meet That soule that hath followed God fully here when it comes to depart out of the body it onely changeth the place nor the company which was the speech of a late reverend holy Divine of ours a little before his death I shall change my place saith hee but not my company meaning that as he had conversed with God and followed after the Lord here in this World hee was now going to converse with him and to follow after him more fully in a better World Death to such a soule it is but Gods calling of it from the lower gallery of this World to the upper gallery of Heaven to walke with him there Here
the converse that Jesus Christ hath with the soules of his people is compared to that converse that friends have one with another in their walkings together in their galleries Cant. 7. 5. The King is held in the galleries hee doth not only walk with his Beloved there but is as it were bound he is kept there by the bands of love and when death comes then the soule is called up to the upper roome to heaven there to follow the Lamb wheresoever he goeth Wee reade of a notable speech that Hilarion had when hee was to die Goe out goe out my soule why dost thou feare why dost thou doubt almost these seventy yeares hast thou served Christ and dost thou now feare death And if the end of our way at death hath so much good in it how much good will there be in the end of our way that we shall enjoy when we come to heaven As the consideration of the full reward in heaven was made use of before as an encouragement to those who doe fully follow the Lord so now wee make use of it as a strong motive to draw up our hearts to the full following after him It was S. Pauls motive to the Corinthians 1 Epistle 15. 58. perswading them to hee stedfast unmoveable alwayes abounding in the work of the Lord forasmuch as they knew that their labour was not in vaine in the Lord. We doe not follow after shadowes and phancies in following the Lord but wee seek for glory honour immortality wee follow after an incorruptible crowne a glorious kingdome an eternall inheritance the glory of heaven the treasures of the riches of God himselfe are set before us to draw up our hearts fully to him It was the argument that S. Paul used to worke upon his owne spirit withall Phil. 3. 14. I presse toward the marke for the price of the high calling of God in Christ Iesus How full is the worke of many mens spirits in their working after some poore little scant good in this world whereas if they had all the world they had but an empty husk in comparison of that glory that is set before us They pant after the very dust what cause is there then that our hearts should pant in the strong workings of them after those high and glorious things that are reserved in heaven for us It was the goodnes of the land of Canaan that was a strong motive to draw Caleb and Ioshuahs heart fully after the Lord through many difficulties Canaan was but a darke Type of the glory of Heaven which God hath promised to reward the full followers of himselfe withall It was once a speech of Anselme If a man should serve God zealously here a thousand yeares yet should hee not thereby deservedly merit to bee one halfe day in heaven Let us bee as forward let our hearts bee as strong and zealous in Gods wayes as possibly they can be yet I may say as Abigail did to David in that particular case it shall not repent my Lord when he comes into his Kingdome so it shal never repent you of any thing that ever you have done for the Lord when you come into your Kingdome But if it were possible there could be sorrow in heaven you would be sorry that you did no more It was a speech of one Gordius a Martyr that the threats of his enemies were but as seedes from which he should reape immortality and eternal joyes so all the hardship and troubles that we meet with all in our way here in following the Lord are but increasers of that glory that is to be revealed why then should any thing hinder us or stop us in our way And thus I passe to the second thing propounded in this Use namely to shew what are the Causes that hinder men from following the Lord fully and they are five especially which I shall but name First low apprehensions that men have of God they see not God in his glory in his greatnesse surely they know not God and therefore it is that their hearts work so poorly after him Ier. 9. 3. They are not valiant for the truth upon the earth and what is the reason For they know not me saith the Lord. As if he should say Did they know me certainly they would be valiant for my trruth They that know thy Name saith the Psalmist Psal 9. 10. they will put their trust in thee so they that know Gods Name will love him will feare him will be zealous for will fully follow after him The knowledge of all truthes concerning Heaven and hell ven and hell or any other thing that can bee knowne can never raise can never inlarge the hearts of men so after the Lord as the knowledge of God himselfe and therefore where God is little knowne no marvell though he be so little followed Secondly unsound beginnings in the profession of Religion are the cause why men doe not fully follow after the Lord their hearts are not throughly broken not deepely humbled the truths of God not deeply rooted at first their soules not well principled the foundation not well laid If men be not well principled at first in their entrance into the wayes of God they are like to prove but shufflers and bunglers in Religion all their dayes If cloth bee not wrought well at the first though it shews faire in the Loome yet it will shrinke when it comes to wetting the cause why many doe so shrinke in the wetting when they come to suffer any thing in the wayes of Religion it is because their hearts were not well wrought at first A third cause is the strength of ingagements their hearts are so wrapped in them so glued to them as it is exceeding painfull to get them loosened from them they are so near and deare to a corrupt heart As it is said of Esau hee looked on the Pottage and it was so red so they looke upon their ingagements and they are so full of content it is so grievous to be taken off from them that they rather suffer their hearts to bee taken off from God himselfe when engagements have taken possession of the heart then how hard is it to work any thing upon the judgements of men it is hard to get the minde to view the truths of God to get it to search into them to consider of them it is ready to close with the least objection against them to catch hold of the least advantage to cast them off and if truths bee so cleare as a man cannot but see them as conscience for the present is over-powred with them yet if the heart bee not taken off from ingagements it will fetch about againe to see if something may not bee gotten against those truths to breake the strength of them but where the heart is taken off from ingagements how easily do the truths prevaile how soone is the heart brought fully to close with them 2 Sam. 22. 33.
God saith David maketh my way perfect the word is He frees my way Solvit so it is translated by some Hee frees it from snares and this is a great mercy Hence Psalme 18. 32. Where this thanksgiving of David is againe repeated there the word is translated Dedit Hee hath given my way to be perfect this is a good gift indeed for God to make a mans wayes free and cleare before him to take off the temptations that did ingage and insnare his spirit and then as Verse 34. of that place in Samuel He maketh my feet as Hindes feet O how swiftly and powerfully then may the soule runne in Gods wayes when it is thus freed Psalm 119. 44 45. I shall keep thy Law continually for ever and ever and I will walke at liberty When the heart is at liberty then it goes on continually for ever and ever in following after the Lord but if there be any secret ingagement in it it will be weary and one time or other will leave off a man that is fettered can neither go apace nor continue long A fourth thing that hinders men in following God fully it is going out in the strength of their owne resolutions not in any strength that they receive out of the fulnesse of Jesus Christ they trust more to their owne promises than to Gods Luther reports of Staupicius a Germane Divine that hee acknowledged of himselfe that before he came to understand aright the free and powerful grace of Jesus Christ that he vowed resolved an hundred times against some particular sin and never could get power over it at last he saw the reason to be the trusting to his own resolutions A fift cause is the meeting with more difficulties in Gods ways than wee made account of when Christians thinke onely of the good and sweet that they shall meet with in Gods wayes but they doe not cast in their thoughts what the troubles are like to bee that they shall finde in them like Ioseph who dreamed of his preferment and honour that hee should have above his brethren but dreamt not of his selling into Egypt nor of his imprisonment there Christians should at the first entrance into Gods wayes expect the utmost difficulties they should enter upon those termes to incounter with great troubles if they meane to sollow God fully in them It is a shame for any Christian to account any trouble that he meets withall in Gods wayes to be as a strange thing unto him Because the Lord had takē S. Paul as a chosen vessell unto himselfe and purposed to draw his heart fully after him observe how God deales with him in his first entrance into his way Acts 19. 16. I will shew him how great things hee must suffer for my Names sake But what then would take off the heart and carry it fully after the Lord These three things will doe it First the reall sight and thorow sense of sinne as the greatest evill Whē God leads his people weeping and with supplications then hee brings them into a straight way wherein they shall not stumble Ier. 31. 9. and againe Ier. 50. 4 5. the Lord saith that his people shall goe weeping and seeke the Lord their God they shal aske the way to Zion with their faces thither-ward saying Come let us joyne our selves to the Lord in a perpetuall Covenant that shall not be forgotten When they are led weeping in the thorow sense of their sinne then their faces are set toward Zion and then they are willing to joyne themselves to God in a perpetuall Covenant The second thing that will take off the heart fully is the cleare sight of God in these two considerations 1. In relation to our selves to see how there is all good in him for us to enjoy fully though wee have nothing but him alone what ever wee would have in any creature in any way so farre as is good for us it is to bee had in him when the soule is thorowly convinced of this it comes off sweetly and flowes fully after the Lord. 2. Consider God in relation to all other good thus that nothing else hath any true goodnesse in it but in reference and subordination to him The third thing that will take off the heart fully is the feare of God and the feare of eternity powerfully falling upon the soule and deeply taking impression in it For the feare of God take that place 2 Cor. 2. 1. Perfect your holinesse in the feare of God The feare of God is a great means to bring your holinesse to perfection and for the second that place in Phil. 2. 12. Worke out your salvation with feare and trembling The feare of the eternall salvation of the soule of the infinite consequence of it will cause us to labour to work it out CAP. VI. That it is the choicenesse of a mans spirit that causes him to follow GOD fully FRom the reference that this following of God fully hath to the excellency of Calebs spirit The Doctrine that ariseth is this That it is the choicenesse and excellency of a mans spirit that causeth him to follow God fully As Comets that are called blazing stars do soone vanish because of the basenes of the matter out of which they are but Starres in the Firmament continue because they are of an heavenly substance so there are many blazing Professors of Religion who rise high for a while but at last they come to nothing because their spirits are base and vile but those who have heavenly and choice spirits they god on in their way finish their course to the honour of God and his truth Pro. 11. 5. The righteousnesse of the perfect shall direct his way but the wicked shall fall Ezec. 36. 26 27. A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you c. And after it followes And cause you to walke in my Statutes and yee shall keepe my Iudgements and doe them This new spirit will cause a man to walk in Gods Statutes a man of such a spirit shall certainly keepe his judgements and do them even to the end It is not strength of parts that will carry a man thorow nor strength of Argument nor strength of conviction nor strength of naturall conscience nor strength of resolution nor strength of common grace it is onely this choice excellent spirit that other spirit of which wee have spoke so much before In this point I shall follow these three things 1 Wee shall shew what there is in this spirit that doth carry on a man fully 2 Why onely this can doe it 3 Apply it For the first it is the choicenesse of a mans spirit that causeth a man to goe fully after God for 1 By this a man comes to have a more full presence of God with him than any other man can have such a man is nearer unto God than others hee hath more of the nature of
God than others is more capable of the presence of God than others and God delights to let out himselfe more to him than to others These are filled with all the fulnesse of God according to that expression of the Apostle Ephes 3. 19. Now this fulnesse of God in their spirits must needs carry them on because it so satisfies them as they feele no need of other things Empty spirits are alwayes sucking and drawing of comfort from the creatures that are about them hence it is that their hearts are taken off from God so much Againe a spirit that is filled with God is not so sensible of any evils that are without so as empty spirits are as it is in the body when it is filled with good nourishment with good blood and spirits it is not sensible of cold and alteration of weather as the body is that is empty and filled onely with winde Secondly the choicenesse of a mans spirit raiseth it to converse with high things and so carries it above the rubs the snares and hindrances that are below and being above these it goes on freely and fully in its course and is not in that danger of miscarrying as other poore spirits are who converse so much with the things upon the earth as Birds that flie high are not catched by the Fowler they are not taken by his Lime-twigs by his Net or Pit fall so as others are who are much below upon the ground Broverb 15. 24. The way of Life is above to the wise that hee may depart from hell beneath It is the keeping in his way above that delivers him from the dangers snares that are laid for him below Thunders and Lightnings tempests and stormes make no alteration in the highest Region so the threats and oppositions against the wayes of godlinesse and all the troubles that the world causeth make no alterations in heavenly hearts that keepe above When the tree growes low it is subject to bee bitten by the Beasts but when it is growne up on high it is out of danger The lower the heart is the nearer the earth the more danger but when it is got up on high the danger is past and now what should hinder it from the growing up to the full measure of it in Christ Thirdly the choicenesse of a mans spirit changeth his end and so carries him on fully after the Lord for when the end is changed all is changed when there are but particular changes it is a certaine argument that the highest end is not changed but when that is changed there must of necessity bee an universall change upon these two grounds 1 Because the last end is alwayes loved for it selfe and therefore infinitely loved 2 It is the rule of all other things that are under it the good of all things under it is measured by it and is subordinate to it Fourthly this choicenesse of spirit causeth a suteablenesse a sympathy between the frame of the heart and the wayes of holinesse Now sympathies first are alwayes between the generall natures of things and not individuals not particulars as thus where there is a sympathy betweene one creature and another it is alwayes betweene the whole kind of those creatures wheresoever such Natures are found there will be this agreement Wee may see it more clearely in that which is contrary that contrariety of nature which wee call Antipathy it is not betweene any particulars so much as betweene the whole natures of things as between the Wolf the Sheep there is such a contrariety Now the nature of the Wolfe is not contrary so much to any particular sheep but to the whole nature of sheepe wheresoever the nature of it is found and therefore to all sheep Thus it is in the soule where there is such a kinde of opposition of it against sinne it is not against any particular sinne so much as against the whole nature of sinne wheresoever it is so where there is such an agreement which wee call a sympathie it is not so much with any particular way of holinesse or perticular Act but with the whole nature of holinesse wheresoever it is found and therefore such a soule must needs follow God fully Againe sympathies doe alwayes worke without labour and paine and therefore where there is such an agreement betweene the frame of the heart and the wayes of God the heart must needs worke fully because it workes delightfully and yet further this agreeablenes of sympathie is deepely rooted in the very principles of the creature it is founded in the very being of it and therefore it must needs worke strongly and constantly Vaine reasonings carnall objections subtill arguments strong oppositions can never prevaile against that soule where there is this deep-rooted agreeablenesse betweene the frame of it the wayes of holinesse But that you may see further what a wonderfull agreeablenesse Grace makes betweene the spirits of the godly and the Law of God which is the rule of those wayes wherein God would have the soule to follow him in observe the severall expressions by which the Scripture sets it out First it is written in the tables of their hearts Secondly it is their meditation day and night Psal 1. Thirdly it is the joy of their souls Psal 119. 14 vers and 47. verse Fourthly they love it above gold above fine gold Fifthly their hearts breake for the longing it hath after it Sixthly they lift up their hands to it Psal 119. 48. Seventhly their mouthes talke of it Psal 119. 13. ver 46. ver Eighthly their feet run in it Psal 119. 32. Ninthly their soule keeps it Psal 119. 167. Tenthly they will never forget it Psal 119. 16. Eleventhly they give up their members as instruments of the righteousnesse of it Rom. 6. 13. And lastly to name no more though there be many more expressiōs in Scripture to set this out they apply their hearts to it to fulfill it alwaies even to the end Psal 119. 103. Fifthly This choicenesse of spirit causeth a man to looke to his duty and not to regard what may follow The thing that hinders most in their following the Lord it is want of this it is not want of conviction what should be done but the reasonings of their heart about the hard and troublesome consequences that will follow if the things bee done But a true gracious heart saith onely Let mee know what is my duty let the right bee done though heaven and earth meet together Sixthly The choicenesse of a mans spirit causeth a man that if he doth looke at any consequences that may follow upon his way he lookes onely at the last issue of all what his way will prove in his last conclusion how things will goe with him when he comes to the last triall what will be the ultimate end of all Will it then be peace shall I then be glad of these wayes I now walke in Seventhly The choicenesse of a
mans spirit strengthens it against the impressions that sensitive objects use to leave upon soft and weake spirits Most men have their spirits formed and fashioned according to sensitive objects it is not what they apprehend in abstract notions that works upon them let them bee what they will yet when they have to deale with sensitive things the sweetnesse desireablenesse glory of them works the most powerfully their hearts are altered according to the impression that they leave upon them and this is great weaknesse and an effeminate softnesse of spirit Hence the word translated Effeminate 1 Cor. 6. 9. signifies soft-spirited men This distēper in the spirit is like that in the flesh when it is corrupted with the dropsie the flesh is soft and if you put your finger to it the impression of your finger sticks in it and pits the flesh so the impression of sensitive objects sticks in distempered weake soft spirits as it was in the other Spies who were sent with Caleb and Ioshuah the terrible things they saw in the land stucke mightily in their hearts they brought with them the impressiō of them fastened in their spirits hence Numb 13. 33. according to the translation of the Greek Translators it is They brought the feare of the land with them But this choicenesse of spirit that was in Caleb and is in those who are truely godly keepeth from this and there must bee this firmnesse in the spirit of a man or else it will never cary him after the Lord fully 2 Sam. 22. 26. With the upright thou wilt shew thy selfe upright the word translated upright signifies strong and perfect There is required strength and that more than ordinary too to cary on the soule to perfection Thus you see what there is in this choice spirit that caries it on fully after the Lord Now there must of necessity be this or else this full following of the Lord will never be nothing else will doe it And that 1 Because the wayes of God are supernaturall and therefore there must bee something in the spirit of a man which is supernaturall that must reach to them this which is supernaturall in the spirits of godly men wee see it in the effects and we know it is above reason and all naturall principles whatsoever But what is is very hard to expresse and therefore men of parts in the World are madde to think that any should imagine that those who are of weaker parts than themselves should have any thing in them to carry them on in other wayes than they walke in which they doe not understand because they doe not know what that same thing is which is called supernaturall they will rather think it a conceit and phansie than any reall excellency because they can apprehend other things better than others they thinke why should they not apprehend this better than others if there were any reall excellencie in it 2 The wayes of God are not only above nature but contrary to nature and therefore there must bee needs some speciall choycenesse of spirit to carry a man on in them there must bee a contrary streame to over-power the streame of nature and this streame must be fed by some living fountaine or else there will never bee a holding out In following after the Lord all naturall abilities and common grace will doe no more but stop the streame of corrupt nature they cannot so overpower it as to carry the soule another way but the worke of grace in this choicenesse of spirit will doe it 3 The streame of times and examples of men are exceeding strong and it is not a little matter that will carry on the soule against them The dead fish is carried down the streame though the winde serves to blow it up all naturall abilities of the soule will no more helpe a man against the streame of examples than the winde can carry the dead fish up the stream but if there were life put into the fish it were able then to move against the winde and streame too 4 There are so many strong alluring temptations where in the wiles subtilties depths of Satan are very powerfull to draw the heart away from God that except there bee some speciall worke of Gods grace to give wisdome to discerne the deceits of sin to make the soule spiritually subtill to find out the cunning devices of Satan and to discerne the danger of them the soule most certainly could never hold on in the way of its following after the Lord. 5 There are so many troubles oppositions that it meets withall in this way that most certainly would drive it out were it not for some choyce Worke of Gods grace in it but this choycenesse of spirit will carry a man through all them It is Gods promise Esay 59. 19. That when the enemy shall come in like a floud the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him We made use of this Scripture before for opposition of strong corruptions but it is true here now for the resisting of strong spirituall enemies of strong oppositions when they come in like a floud against the soule to carry it out of Gods wayes the Spirit of God in it doth lift up a standard against them were it not for this it could not hold It is this good and sound constitution of the soule that makes it endure those oppositions that it meets withall An aguish heat may bee greater than that which ariseth from a good constitution but it is not able to resist cold so there may be a naturall violence in a mans spirit for a while in the profession of Religion which may seeme to be zeale but not arising from the good constitution of the soule when troubles come it vanishes giving no strength at all 6 There are so many scandals and reproaches that rise against the ways of God so many aspersions that are cast upon them that if a man hath not more than an ordinary spirit hee most certainly will be offended Blessed are they that are not offended in mee saith Christ It is a great blessing when there fals out scandals and when we see grievous aspersions cast upon Gods wayes yet not to be offended there needs be some more than ordinary light to discover to a man the certainty of that good there is in the ways of God he had need be sure of his principles and know in whom he hath beleeved 7 Yea God many times hides himselfe from his servants while they are following after him and this oftentimes proves the sorest temptation of all and a greater discouragement then all the rest for as for oppositions scandals reproaches these are things they make account of and can often lightly passe them over but when God hides his face this puts them at a stand now they are in the dark and know not what to doe Christ was not much troubled at the reproaches of men at the oppositions hee met withall
from them for the Scripture saith He despised the shame and endured the Crosse but when his Father hid his face from him then he was in an agony then his spirit began to bee amazed then his soule was sorowfull to the death then hee fals groveling upon the ground then he sweats drops of water and bloud then hee cries out My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee These spirituall desertions in their degree Gods servants often meet withall in their way so as if they had not choice spirits some speciall worke of God in their soules they would certainly fall and sinke in it Now put all these together and we see it is not every ordinary spirit that is like to goe on fully after the Lord it must needs bee some thing extraordinary that preserves a spark in the midst of waves that preserves a candle light in the midst of storms and tempests Never wonder then or bee offended to see so many to fall off from God few men have choice spirits those who are godly expect no other from most professors and therefore they are not troubled when they see this fall out They went out from us because they were not of us saith the Apostle Wicked men are offended because they know not what the worke of grace meanes and hence if they see a man make profession of Religion they make no difference as though there were as much to be expected from him as from another as though the cause of God fell when he fell no such matter If you see mens spirits proud slight earthly sensuall or carried with a greater violence than their principles will beare I doe not meane though their affections may sometimes goe beyond their knowledge but by principles I meane the rooted graces of God in their hearts as one may perceive in some there are not graces rooted sutable to their expressions outward wayes and when you see not an evennesse in the wayes of men then never expect from them any full following the Lord and if they fall off be not troubled let it be no more than you made account of before-hand would be Hence the world is mistaken who judge it stoutnesse and stubbornnesse of spirit in Gods servants that will go on in the wayes of godlines they are a kind of inflexible people there is no perswading of them there is no dealing with them No it is no stubbornnesse it is the choicenesse of their spirits that makes them to doe as they doe you judge it stubbornnesse because you doe not know the principles upō which they goe I confesse if I see a man stand constantly in his way and will not bee moved by the perswasions of others if I doe not understand the reasons upon which hee goes I cannot but thinke it stoutnesse and this is your case but if you did but know what are their reasons what are their powerfull motives that draw them on in the wayes of God you would not have such thoughts of them Their spirits within them constraine them as Elihu sayes of himselfe in another case Iob 32. 18. Take these convincements that it is not stubbornnesse but choicenesse of spirit that carries them on so unmoveable in their way 1. In other things they are as yeeldable as tractable as easie to bee perswaded as any men it is only in the matter of the Lord their God they are thus They can beare burthens upon their shoulders and cry out and resist as little as any if you will compell them to goe a mile they will be content if it may do good to goe two yea as far as the shooes of the preparation of the Gospell of peace will carry them who can beare wrongs and injuries from men better than they stubborne-spirited men cannot doe thus 2 Stubbornnesse is joyned with desire of revenge but in these dispositions there is all pity and compassion they pray for those who doe oppose them when they are reviled they revile not againe If sometimes their corruptions should bee stirred they are ashamed and confounded in their own thoughts for that they have done they mourne and lament in the bitternesse of their spirits for it Thirdly stubborne dispositions are not contracted on a sudden it is by degrees and continuance of time that alters nature but this disposition of being unmoveable in Gods wayes comes many times even of a sudden as soone as ever the heart is turned which is an evidence of a new principle put into it Fourthly stubborne hearts doe not use to seek God to uphold them to strengthen them to blesse them in that way they doe not blesse God for being with them helping of them to persist in their way as Gods servants doe they go to God to get strength to inable them to bee immoveable they give God the glory of it when they have found themselves inabled to withstand temptations Fiftly those who are of stubborn dispositions doe not use to bee most stubborne when the heart is most broken with afflictions stout hearts though in their prosperity are unyeeldable there is no dealing with them then their hearts are presently up if you move them to any thing they have no mind to their words are stout their answers are sierce but let afflictions come then as Es 29. 4. Their hearts are brought down and they speake as one out of the ground and their speech is low as one out of the dust then they are willing to heare what you say As the young Gallant that Salomon speakes of in Proverbs 5. there was no speaking to him in his prosperity but when his flesh and body were consumed then he mournes at the last and cries out How have I hated instruction and my heart despised reproofe I have not obeyed the voyce of my Teachers c. But now those that are godly in their greatest afflictions when their hearts are most broken when God humbles them most even then they are most settled and unmoveable in that way they walked in before and it is then the greatest griefe of their soules that they walked no closer with God in it than they did Have other thoughts then of Gods people than you have had do not accuse that of stubbornnesse that you doe not understand thinke with your selves that there may be something in their spirits more than you know of Let those who have this excellent choice spirit encourage themselvs in this that surely it will inable them to follow God fully let them know First that though they be weak if their spirits bee right if of the right kind they shall certainly hold out That which Christ said for the comfort of the Church of Philadelphia Revel 3. 8 they may apply for theirs Thou hast a little strength saith Christ and hast kept my Word and hast not denyed my Name A little strength if it bee right if it bee the strength of a sound spirit it will carry on the soule to keepe
Gods Word and inable not to deny his Name Secondly therefore is Christ filled with all fulnesse of all grace that out of his sulnesse thou mayst receive grace for grace that Spirit by which he is so plentifully annoynted it is for thee But I am afraid my spirit is not this choice spirit and therfore I shall not hold out in following the Lord. First is it a broken humble spirit in sense of thy weakenesses and wants Secondly that which thou dost though but weakly is it upon divine grounds and hast thou divine ends Thirdly doth the sight of thy weaknesse make thee cling and cleave unto Jesus Christ Fourthly when thou losest God in following him art thou sensible of the want of his presence and doest thou never leave crying and seeking till thou enjoyest him again Certainly this is a true choyce spirit that will carry on fully in following the Lord when thousands of glorious Hypocrites shall vanish and come to nothing If it be this choicenesse of spirit that is the only thing that will fully carry after the Lord then let us learn to looke to our spirits Keepe thy heart with all diligence for out of it come the issues of life Doe not so much complain of teÌ„ptations oppositions troubles you meet withal but look to your spirits all is safe and wel If there be the spirit of love of a sound mind there will be the spirit of power for these are joyned together by the Apostle there need not be the spirit of feare for the spirit of a sound mind the spirit of feare are opposed one to another in the same place But wherein should we looke to our spirits First take heed to your judgmeÌ„ts keep your judgemeÌ„ts clear for God his truth as it is said Es 33 that wisdom and knowledge should be the stability of those times so true wisdome and knowledge preserving the judgments of men right sound are the stability of mens hearts Take heed your judgmeÌ„ts come not to be altered to thinke otherwise of Gods wayes than you did before to have other opinions of theÌ„ Though there may bee many weaknesses yet if the judgement be kept right all may doe well but if the Leprosie bee got into the head then the soule is in a dangerous condition as Lev. 13. 44. when the Priest shall looke upon a Leprous man and see the plague is got into his head the Text saith he shal pronouÌ„ce him utterly unclean for the Plague is in his head The Priest was to pronouÌ„ce none to be utterly unclean but such who had the plague in their heads Secondly labor to keep conscience clear take heed of pollution there take heed of a breach in thy spirit there for that will weaken it much conscience is the strong Tower of thy soule if the Truth of God be got out there the strength of the soule is gone Thirdly labour to keepe thy heart low and humble when the flesh swels it cannot beare any hard thing upon it though a member growes bigger when it swels yet it growes weaker so it is with the soule Fourthly labour to keepe the spirit heavenly mixture of drosse will weaken it convince thy soule that a little of the Creature will serve turne to carry thee thorow this thy Pilgrimage well enough One told a Philosopher If you will be content to please Dionysius you need not feed upon green hearbs The Philosopher answers him And if you will be content to feed upon greene hearbs you need not please Dionysius So if men would be content with a little in the World to be in a low and meane condition they need not flatter those things that draw others from following after the Lord would not move them at all Fiftly labour to keep thy spirit in a continuall trembling frame abiding in the feare of the Lord all the day long the feare of the Lord causeth men to depart from evill meditate the feare of the Lord continually Lastly keep thy spirit continually working many things have much power in them while they are in motion but weake when the motion ceaseth sinne is very strong while it is in motion but when affliction stops the motion the truths of God have more power over it so grace while it is acting it is strong but if it growes dull it growes weake and is soone turned aside Thus we looking to our spirits wee shall bee able to follow the Lord fully and finish our course in peace FINIS Sal. l. 4 de Gab. 1. Dei Nazian in Encom Athanas Bern. pag. 1010. Act. 21. 13 Heb. 11. â—xerâ—it 18◠§. 27 28. 1 Sam. 12. â—eh 6. 11. Ve. s 13. 17 Dan. 3. 18. * As Groasthead Bishop of Lincolne once answered the Pope See Act. and Mon. 2 Vol. p. 553. Stock See in his funerall Sermons Dan. 6. 10. Acts 13. 9. 10. Aug conf l. 11. Cap. 1. Obs 1 Cor. 7. 25 Quest Answ Abulensis 〈◊〉 54 55. Scrarius l. 1 Ios c. 8. q. 6 Lorinus in Numb 14. 24. Implevit sequi 1 1 〈…〉 1 Sapida â—â—iâ—â—tia Philo Iudaeus in his book intituled Om nis probus liber tâ—ls of the Pyâ—â— agereans that inter Sacrata praecepta this was a principall Per viam publicam ne ingredere Argumentâ— turâ—issimis 〈◊〉 turba sayes Seneca 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Eadem ratione hanc vita viam quaeri oportet qua in altoiter navibus quaeritur nisi aliquid cali lumen observent incertis cursibus vagantur quisquis rectum iter vitae tenere nititur non terr'd debet aspicere sed coeluâ—â— ut aâ—ertius loquar on hominem debet sequi sed Deum Lactant. l. 6. c. 8. 4 1 5 1 2 Cor. 4. â— Nos Imperator so a terrena militia tibi obstricti sumus in animas nullum tibi jus est illarum Deminus est solus Deus Coutzen aulâ— speculum pag 47. Non admittit status sidei allegati onem neces sitatis deliuouendi quibus una est necessitas non delinquendi Tertul. de Cor militis cap. 11. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom. 8. 15 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 T 〈…〉 1. 7. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 3 Hem Germ ma illa bestia non 〈◊〉 auruÌ„ Melchior â—dâ—m in 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Nemo est dignus namine hominis qui unum diem vâ—lit esse in vo luptate lib. 2 de sinibus Platonis Phoedo p. 81. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈…〉 or sum et ad majora naturquà m vt mancipium sim corporis mei Sen. 〈◊〉 66. Valde protesta tus sum me nolle sic saâ—iari ab co Melchier Adam in vita Iuth Feciâ—â—i nos Domine prote â—â—qu etum est â—or n 〈…〉 do 〈…〉 veniat adte Luke 12. 19. Hern. de amore 〈◊〉 Sicut mea â—on tibi placent oblata nisi mecum sic bon rum tuorum contemp 〈…〉 io resiâ—â—t nos s 〈…〉 non sat at