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to_o reach_v to_o be_v deed_n and_o when_o you_o shall_v be_v arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o conceive_v that_o you_o bear_v those_o occasion_n well_o which_o use_v to_o present_v they_o self_n yet_o you_o must_v know_v that_o there_o be_v several_a degree_n &_o step_n in_o the_o same_o work_n which_o ereby_o you_o must_v rise_v towards_o the_o perfection_n of_o humility_n for_o the_o first_o step_n be_v that_o you_o exercise_v yourselves_o in_o bear_v all_o those_o occasion_n which_o may_v be_v offer_v for_o your_o contempt_n with_o patience_n wherein_o there_o will_v be_v some_o what_o to_o do_v &_o that_o perhaps_o for_o a_o good_a while_n after_o this_o you_o must_v pass_v on_o and_o not_o stay_v nor_o grow_v weary_a till_o you_o come_v to_o rejoice_v in_o be_v affront_v and_o till_o you_o feel_v as_o much_o contentment_n &_o gust_n therein_o as_o worldly_a man_n do_v in_o all_o the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o earth_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o prophett_n 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present_v then_o insist_v and_o deteyinge_v ourselves_o therein_o till_o at_o length_n no_o one_o thing_n may_v be_v able_a to_o put_v itself_o before_o we_o which_o we_o can_v make_v plain_a and_o smooth_a for_o by_o this_o mean_n vice_n will_v come_v to_o be_v root_v up_o and_o virtue_n will_v be_v sink_v and_o incorporate_n itself_o into_o the_o very_a root_n of_o the_o hart_n &_o perfect_v itself_o daily_o more_o and_o more_o that_o be_v a_o very_a good_a comparison_n to_o this_o purpose_n which_o the_o goldsmith_n use_n for_o the_o refine_n of_o god_n they_o melt_v it_o in_o the_o chrysuble_a and_o when_o it_o be_v melt_v they_o cast_v a_o grain_n of_o sublimate_n in_o to_o it_o and_o then_o the_o gold_n begin_v to_o boil_v up_o with_o great_a height_n and_o fury_n till_o the_o sublimate_n be_v spend_v for_o then_o the_o gold_n begin_v to_o be_v quiet_a the_o gold_n smith_n come_v again_o and_o cast_v in_o another_o grain_n of_o sublimate_n and_o the_o gold_n boil_v up_o again_o but_o not_o with_o so_o much_o strength_n as_o before_o and_o when_o that_o sublimate_n be_v also_o spend_v the_o gold_n lie_v still_o they_o cast_v in_o sublimate_n a_o three_o time_n and_o the_o gold_n boil_v again_o but_o gentle_o now_o and_o final_o he_o cast_v in_o more_o sublimate_n the_o sowerth_n time_n but_o then_o the_o gold_n make_v no_o noise_n or_o alteration_n at_o all_o any_o more_o than_o if_o they_o have_v cast_v nothing_o in_o and_o then_o the_o gold_n be_v perfect_o refine_v and_o this_o be_v the_o sign_n thereof_o now_o this_o be_v that_o very_a thing_n which_o we_o must_v be_v do_v in_o prayer_n namely_o to_o cast_v in_o a_o grain_n of_o sublimate_n imagine_v that_o such_o a_o particular_a mortification_n or_o contempt_n be_v then_o offer_v itself_o to_o we_o and_o if_o it_o begin_v to_o trouble_v and_o sting_n we_o we_o must_v detain_v ourselves_o therein_o till_o the_o heat_n and_o fervour_n of_o our_o prayer_n consume_v that_o grain_n of_o sublimate_n and_o till_o we_o be_v able_a to_o make_v head_n against_o it_o and_o find_v our_o heart_n quiet_a and_o repose_v therein_o and_o the_o next_o day_n cast_v in_o another_o grain_n of_o sublimate_n imagininge_v that_o some_o other_o matter_n of_o difficulty_n and_o of_o much_o mortification_n and_o humiliation_n be_v offer_v itself_o and_o if_o still_o your_o nature_n be_v trouble_v and_o offer_v to_o boil_v up_o detain_v yourselves_o therein_o till_o it_o be_v spend_v and_o you_o be_v quiet_v then_o cast_v in_o another_o and_o yet_o another_o grain_n as_o occasion_n serve_v and_o when_o now_o the_o sublimate_n make_v no_o noise_n nor_o breed_v no_o trouble_n to_o you_o but_o that_o what_o soever_o occasion_n may_v be_v offer_v and_o represent_v to_o you_o you_o still_o remain_v with_o much_o quietness_n and_o peace_n the_o gold_n be_v then_o purify_v and_o refine_a and_o this_o may_v serve_v you_o for_o a_o sign_n of_o have_v obtain_v the_o perfection_n of_o this_o virtue_n in_o what_o manner_n we_o be_v to_o make_v a_o particular_a examination_n of_o our_o conscience_n concern_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n chapter_n xxviii_o the_o particular_a examination_n as_o we_o have_v say_v already_o in_o the_o proper_a place_n be_v to_o be_v of_o some_o one_o only_a thing_n for_o thus_o will_v this_o mean_n be_v more_o efficatious_a and_o have_v great_a force_n than_o if_o we_o carry_v over_o many_o thing_n together_o and_o it_o be_v therefore_o call_v particular_a because_o it_o concern_v one_o only_a thing_n and_o this_o be_v of_o so_o great_a importance_n that_o ordinary_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o take_v many_o time_n one_o vice_n which_o we_o will_v avoid_v and_o one_o virtue_n which_o we_o will_v obtain_v into_o part_n that_o so_o by_o little_a and_o little_a we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o compass_v that_o which_o we_o desire_v so_o be_v it_o therefore_o in_o this_o virtue_n if_o you_o will_v make_v your_o particular_a examination_n about_o root_a up_o the_o pride_n of_o your_o heart_n and_o of_o obteyninge_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n you_o must_v not_o take_v it_o in_o hand_n after_o a_o kind_n of_o general_a way_n for_o humility_n and_o pride_n embrace_v many_o particulars_n and_o if_o you_o take_v it_o but_o so_o in_o gross_a as_o to_o say_v i_o will_v be_v proud_a in_o nothing_o but_o humble_a in_o all_o thing_n it_o be_v too_o much_o to_o examine_v yourselves_o upon_o at_o once_o and_o it_o will_v be_v more_o if_o you_o do_v it_o upon_o two_o or_o three_o virtue_n at_o once_o and_o thus_o in_o fine_a you_o will_v do_v nothing_o but_o you_o be_v to_o take_v it_o into_o part_n and_o to_o go_v on_o by_o little_a and_o little_a consider_v in_o what_o you_o be_v chief_o wont_a to_o fail_v concern_v humility_n or_o in_o exercise_v of_o pride_n and_o begin_v there_o and_o have_v end_v with_o one_o particular_a thing_n take_v another_o to_o hart_n and_o then_o another_o and_o thus_o by_o little_a and_o little_a you_o will_v go_v root_a up_o the_o whole_a vice_n of_o pride_n out_o of_o your_o soul_n and_o plantinge_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n in_o place_n thereof_o let_v we_o therefore_o now_o go_v part_v and_o devide_v these_o thing_n that_o so_o you_o may_v the_o better_o and_o with_o the_o more_o profitt_a make_v this_o particular_a examination_n concern_v this_o virtue_n which_o be_v so_o necessary_a the_o first_o shall_v be_v not_o to_o speak_v a_o word_n which_o may_v redound_v to_o our_o own_o estimation_n and_o praise_n for_o the_o appetite_n of_o honour_n and_o estimation_n be_v so_o natural_a to_o we_o and_o we_o carry_v it_o so_o root_v in_o our_o heart_n that_o even_o as_o it_o be_v with_o out_o think_v or_o reflect_v upon_o it_o our_o tongue_n run_v voluntary_o to_o say_v some_o what_o which_o either_o direct_o or_o indirect_o may_v redound_v to_o our_o own_o praise_n exit_fw-la abundantia_fw-la cordis_fw-la os_fw-la loquor_fw-la the_o hart_n be_v wont_a to_o speak_v out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o 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