hope I may have good leave so to order it setting the first last and the last first as in Nature and dignity they deserve And therefore reserving the second place and ending of this discourse unto the destruction of the wicked that shall never end we will begin through the help of God with that help and salvation which the Elect receive of God by a Decree that never had beginning but is as Eternal as he himself who for this respect here saies In me is thy help At the feet of whose Divine Majesty I now cast my self humbly beseeching and imploring his aid and assistance unto my Heart and Tongue in these high and secret Mysteries that I may speak nothing but what is agreeable unto his holy word and that with such reverence as becomes his Majesty and this Sacred Place Since this whole sentence as I said is appliable unto either sort of people it followeth that before we speak of this special help of the Elect we say something of that destruction whereunto this help doth relate wherein notwithstanding we shall not need to spend much time for that the Elect of God have destroyed themselves that is were and are in themselves worthy of destruction none I think do either doubt or deny Only concerning the order and precedence question hath been made some giving the priority unto Election affirming that they were first elected who afterwards through sin came to deserve destruction as thinking it impossible that the merit of destruction as being a temporal Act should preceed the free mercy of God established by an eternal Decree and thereby which is the cause of no few errours inverting and perverting both the order of my Text and the nature of the things strangely presupposing help or salvation without supposing any former destruction which such relative terms must of necessity respect As strange a contradiction as if they should say that punishing Justice did precede the fault which it doth punish or acts of mercy might be extended on those that never were in misery For since the decrees of Election and Reprobation are made and ordained by the same properties in God whereby men are punished or saved it follows that as Reprobation must needs be an act of punishing Justice so Election an effect of contrary Mercy And herein doth consist the special difference between the Predestination of Men and Angels For their Election was a mercy preserving them from falling into the pit of destruction But ours a mercy raising us up and drawing us out of that destruction whereinto we were faln Theirs may better be termed Goodness than Mercy because it is not opposite unto Justice as ours is and therefore is not goodness but strictly and properly the mercy of God now Misericordiae propria sedes miseria est the proper seat or object of Mercy is misery saith St. Bernard And therefore Qui non ponit primò miseriam in lapsâ— hominis ponere ill misericordiam in Electione non potest He that first grants not misery in the fall can never place mercy in the Election of man said a late worthy Bishop both agreeing with that of Esdras after his confession unto God But because of us senners thou shalt be called merciful To make this yet more manifest by the definition of Election It is saith St. Austin Praeparatio benoficiorum Dei quâ—bus certissimè liberantur quieunque liberantur A preparation of those benefits of God whereby they are certainly saved whosoever are saved And what are these benefits but a new heart and a new Spirit begotten through effectual grace and a powerful vocation unto sincere repentance and to lively faith in the death and blood of the Son of God Now what have any of these to do with Innocency To whom else may they belong but a sinner but to one subjected and devoted unto that destruction from whence he could not be delivered but by the mercy of such a Redeemer As for the reason drawn from the time of sin and the Decree of Salvation before all time the deceit and errour of that doth apparently consist in a wrong comparing of an external Act of mans with an internal Act of Gods when the comparison should have been if rightly made between two internal acts of God for mans work is here to be considered not as it was done by him but as it was foreseen by God and then if thus taken you shall easily find the temporary sin of man to be no less eternal in Gods prescience than the deliverance from it or punishment for it could be in his Decree For as Gods Electing doth in order of necessity presuppose the foresight of their being that are elected though they be elected before they be quia objectum prius est in se quà m objiciatur actus in ipsum tendenti So for the same reason that it doth presuppose this positive foresight of their being it must also the permissive of their being miserable because Election is from mercy and mercy as is said doth always presuppose its object which is misery It follows therefore to conclude this point that the very Elect of God acknowledge to the praise of the riches of his exceeding free compassion that when he in his secret determination set it down Those shall live and not die they lay as ugly spectacles before him as Lepers covered with dung and mire as Ulcers putrified in their Fathers Loins miserable and worthy of nothing but to be had in detestation In the proof whereof I have made the longer stay partly because it opens a passage for some things that must follow anon but especially that the truth of St. Austins opinion might more clearly appear affirming that in the search of Election and Reprobation no mans wit should presume to ascend above the miserable mass of corruption Mans Nature at first was by Creation Gold but Sin was the poysonous menstruum the aqua regis more than Chymical that dissolved it and drew off the purer parts leaving unto us nothing but this earth and these faeces of that Gold Thus was his fall a great fall indeed from the purity of Gold to the vility of Clay and this Clay is that impure lump meant by St. Austin over which he grants with the Apostle that the Potter hath power thereout to frame Vessels either to dishonour or honour as it pleaseth him best The one being their desert the other his own mercy Huic fit misericordia tibi nou fit injuria saith the same Father God chuseth one he refuseth another to him he sheweth mercy to thee he doth no injury since the one doth receive but what all do deserve But enough of the desert of destruction now of the undeserved help For Man might fall of himself but rise again he could not without the help of another nor of any other but him who here saith In me is thy help And that we have help from God and that we need so to
entring into his rest any of you should seem to come short of it For even those Jews had a promise of Canaan and in it of the eternal rest whose Carcasses notwithstanding for their disobedience fell short of it in the desert and God sware in his wrath they should not enter into his rest And therefore though the passion and death of Christ be absolute and in it self belonging to all yet there may be but a few to whom the good and benefit of it shall redound For remission of sins doth not immediately flow from his blood without intercedent obedience in us the next effect of it is not presently Salvation but a way and means whereby non obstante justitiâ without any impeachment to his justice we may now attain unto Salvation It doth not instantly convey us again into Paradise but only gives us the word whereby we may if we will safely and without impeachment pass the Angel and his flaming Sword that guards the entrance thither so that by it non solvitur omnibus captivitas sed solvitur omnibus captivitati necessitas though all be not actually loosed from Captivity yet all are loosed from the necessity of Captivity as the late and learned Writer of the Pelagian Story The gates of Brass and bars of Iron are smitten in sunder and so a way opened unto the Captives who notwithstanding if they be so far enamoured with their misery and captivity may for all that lie still in their Prison It is a potion for the good of all that are sick sed si non bibitur non medetur if it be not faithfully drank it shall never effectually cure saith◠Prosper And therefore we need not be anxious or doubtful on Gods behalf but only careful and solicitous for our selves what he hath promised in Baptism that he for his part will not be wanting sure he will never break in his Supper He will not fail to perform his promise if we but seriously bewail the breach of ours It is a Spiritual Banquet whereunto there never came any sorrowful and hungry Soul that ever departed empty And therefore let us draw near in full assurance of Faith no way wavering for he is faithful that hath promised saith St. Paul And as he is faithful that hath promised yet because he promiseth nothing here but to the faithful we must bring this with us though it be not of us a living Faith that only can work Repentance from dead works not to be repented of And this Faith only once thoroughly rooted begets that other confidence and fullness of Faith the Apostle speaks of which if it hath any other Parent is illegitimate ill born and falsly termed Faith when the true Father's name is Presumption And for this cause those that the Apostle exhorts to draw near with full assurance of Faith he thus qualifies having a true heart an heart sprinkled from an evil Conscience Then we go on rightly and orderly when we come not to the confident faith but by the penitent and as we go from faith to faith here so we shall appear before the God of Gods in Sion hereafter if therefore our heart within be true an upright within us if by a deep and entire Repentance it be sprinkled from an evil Conscience let us draw near in full assurance of faith as being most confident that our lips do not more truly drink the fruit of the Vine than our Souls do the blood of our Saviour the effect and merit of his blood whereby that which before was but sprinkled shall now be drenched and thoroughly cleansed from all the stains and impurities of Sin Our heart is ready O God our heart is ready only come thou and dwell in our hearts purge them and cleanse them wholly with thy blood and being cleansed keep and preserve them by thy Spirit spotless and blameless until the day of thy second coming in the Clouds with Glory That we who receive thee with fulness of faith now may stand before thee with the same confidence then and be received by thee and with thee into those eternal habitations at the right hand of God where is fulness of joy an pleasure for evermore To whom with thee and the Holy Ghost three Persons c. Amen Laus Deo in aeternum THE WAY TO HAPPINESS SERMON VII Upon MAT. vi 33. But seek ye first the Kingdom of God and his Righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you IT is a part of our Saviours Sermon in the Mount and the conclusion of a larger discourse in the precedent Verses whereto it refers And indeed it is or should be the Conclusion of all our discourses For all are little material and to no purpose unless they tend unto this issue The Kingdom of God and his righteousness Let us hear the Conclusion of all saith Solomon of all not only discourses but humane endeavours upon Earth Fear God and keep his Commandments for this is the whole duty of man The second Solomon infinitely wiser than that first strikes here but on the same string though by his double touch it receives an air and relisheth more evangelical Unto the Righteousness of God adding the reward of it the Kingdom of God That so the works which the Law requires might be rightly wrought in the hope and faith of that immortality and glory which the Gospel proposeth However then we busy our selves about many things this is that unum necessarium the one thing that is necessary able to resolve Parmenides his Riddle Unum omnia one thing necessary wherein all necessaries are included whatsoever is necessary for the body or the soul whatsoever concerns either imployment here or felicity Eternal hereafter the whole perfection of man and the whole goodness of God If these things be all all these are enclosed in this one this one little exhortation Seek ye first c. The communication of divine goodness besides that of hypostatical union particular and supereminent hath generally but three degrees of participation Nature Grace and Glory And here they are all three either in their utmost extent or in their highest exaltations First all the necessaries of Nature pertaining to the body but slightly indeed inferred as deserving our least and slightest care These things shall be added unto you but though slightly yet fully All these things all that are requisite shall be added Secondly the utmost improvement of Grace that cannot farther adorn and beautify the Soul than with the righteousness of God His Righteousness And lastly the highest degree of glory nothing can be higher than participation with God in his own Kingdom The Kingdom of God The less marvel therefore that our search and travel for these these latter yea our utmost industry and endeavour be so carefully called led upon and inculcated with a Quaerite and a Primum quaerite seek and first seek Seek ye first the Kingdom of God c. Wherein the division is as plain as the
swearing And as they condemn themselves so they obtain by this custom as little credit from others For that which doth breed a suspicion in their persons cannot well beget an assurance of their Oaths And indeed what trust or confidence may be reposed in an usual and ordinary swearer whom the very custom of swearing doth condemn of persidy how can he choose but suspected of perjury Since he that cares not how often he swears it is likely will sometimes care as little what he swears So that as the word of a faithful and honest Man is as good as his Oath so the Oath of a false and perfidious Man is no better than his word And therefore he only gains thus much by swearing that the more often he swears the less he is to be believed since the best way of gaining credit is to accustom our selves not to swearing but not to swear for he that lives justly and uprightly and speaks the truth calmly shall be believed upon his word when the other's Oaths shall not that swears frequently though he swear never so earnestly I have often heard it pleaded with Chrysostome hom 26. Unless I swear he will not believe true nor when thou swearest neither but thou saith he art the cause of this unbelief that dost so lightly and easily swear for if thou didst not so and it were manifestly known that thou wert no swearer believe me that only say it Quod iis qui mille devorant juramenta majorem ipse fidem solo nutu invenires Thy only beck and nod should find more esteem and credit than a thousand Oaths poured forth by another And in like manner I have beheld saith Philo the learned Jew the impiety of some with such intolerable impudence heaping and hudling up the religious names of God not to be heard without horror as if they thought by the number and multitude of their impious Oaths to evince and even extort belief from the hearer Fatuiâ—qui non intelligunt consuetudinem crebrò jurandi argumentum esse perfidiae non fidei Fools saith he that do not understand that the custom of often swearing is an argument not of fidelity but perfidiousness And therefore though they swear until they burst they shall never the sooner gain any credit only this they gain that by their often swearing they have bereaved themselves of all means of gaining belief firm and assured belief even when they swear the truth for it is not multitudes and millions of Oaths but the truth and sincerity of a mans behaviour that shall win him reputation and credit Non juramentum sed vitae testimonium It is not our Oaths saith Chrysostome Homil. 7. but the testimony of our lives that can give assurance to our words And therefore excellently St. Austin de Serm. Dom. 64 Christianus verum loquatur neque jurationibus crebris sed morum probitate commendet veritatem Let a Christian only speak the truth and let not his Oaths but the probity of his manners commend or confirm the truth of his speech For the Christians are termed the faithful saith Josephus lib. 2. de Bello c. 7. though but half a Christian himself And therefore tanta Sanctitate ornata sit fides ut sine jurejurando facial fidem Their faith ought to be adorned with so much sanctity as it should be able without the assistance of Oaths to beget faith and credit in another which if the sincerity of their life cannot do the frequency of their Oaths will much less obtain whereby instead of gaining credit with others they do only further discredit themselves And therefore since it doth breed a just suspicion rather than any certain belief what end there is of this vain and ungodly custom what profit or colourable pretence it may have to shrowd it self under I cannot understand any unless peradventure some men esteem it as a mark of nobleness and gentry which they have little reason to do since the vilest Beggar wears the fashion as well as themselves and though he have not two pence a year Starling can swear after the Revenues of a great Lord that hath thousands Or it may be some take it as an ornament of speech or others an argument of valour and sure he is very hardy that fears neither God nor Hell which if it be valour let every good Man be a Coward and however unto ungracious hearts it may be thought a grace in their tongue yet unto a good mind that desires to worship God and think on him with reverence it is a sound that 's worse than the turning of Brass grates and horror to his ears if it be not the greatest torture and torment unto his righteous Soul And is it not now most strange that we should be so desperately wicked against God or so wretchedly careless of our selves as thus wantonly to offend him and prodigiously to spend our own Souls in a sin that hath neither pleasure nor profit no just end nor yet so much as a fair pretence to give it colour But the less colour and pretence a sin hath the greater still it is and with the greater punishment it shall ever be rewarded and this of all others shall be sure not to be forgotten for it is not for nought and to no purpose that in those brief precepts of the Law written with the very finger of God all other sins are barely inhibited Murder Adultery and the rest of our crimes meerly forbidden without any special mention of punishment unto the offenders only this sin as if it displeased him above all the rest is not without a peculiar commination of revenge annexed for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain Whether it be the vanity and needlesness of this wanton and presumptuous sin that hath neither pleasure nor profit nor pretence doth exceed all other or whether it be the extraordinary neglect of men in suffering this sin of all others to escape unpunished that moved the Lord more particularly to assure us that he will take it into his own hands and see it rewarded himself whether this or that or both or neither it is not certain neither is it much material to inquire since it is enough that this is certain that something there is in it odious above other sins otherwise he would never have been so careful above all others in particular to register the revenge of this And as this doth assure that it is a sin which shall certainly be punished so there want not other places to shew us what the punishment shall be St. Paul delivers it negatively by exclusion from the Kingdom of Heaven St. James affirmatively but indefinitely by condemnation lest ye fall into condemnation But St. John doth affirm and fully define whither and to what they are condemned even unto the inconceiveable sorrows of Hell They shall be cast into the lake that burns with fire and brimstone Apoc. And if you put all together you have all
have there is none no not Polagius himself that in plain terms ever durst deny He will … if pressed for shame acknowledge and subscribe unto the necessity of Grace in shew of words but as the manner of all Hereticks is he doth but equivocate making terms in themselves plain by secret reservation false and fraudulent that so he might have a back-door at a time of need whereat to deceive and abuse both himself and his reader For secretly within his own mind he desires Grace by quicquid gratis datur that by this means under the name of Grace he might hedge in free-will and abilities of Nature Nay if this fraud be detected he will come yet closer for he will not refuse to confess a necessity of true internal Grace such as the Gospel mentions the Grace of Christ and of his Holy Spirit and that it is the gift of God yea a special gift which all have not yet still he keeps this secret in the deep of his Heart that all might have it and that it is their own faults if they have it not since as he holds this Grace is given and withheld according to the merits or demerits of Men by a former good or evil use of their free will ut gratia sonaret meritum delitescret that so grace might sound in their words and yet they retain merit in their minds Such shift doth proud slime and dust make to magnifie the arm of flesh and so unwilling is it to give the true and whole glory unto God whose it is Yet this is not all Men have more subtilties to rob God or rather to deceive themselves Arminius and his followers the late Semi-pelagians step one Step farther and with the Catholick truth acknowledge not only a true and internal Grace but a liberal free and preventing Grace a Grace given not deserved But for all this he understands only such a Grace as is common to both to Elect and Reprobate upon the good or evil use whereof it is that Men become either For according to these Election doth not provide or prepare according to St. Austin any special Grace for particular Men but some particular men are specially elected upon foresight of their well-husbanding of that Grace which is common so that Man must still have the preheminence For however it be from Gods Grace that they have ability to obtain Salvation yet that they are saved when others who received the same Grace are not this must needs be not from his help but their own will An old rancid opinion long since broached by Faustus and Cassianus whose Books for this were condemned by Gelasius and a Council of seventy Bishops more for erroneous and Apocryphal and now lately again revived by Arminius and others who are not the Authors and Inventors but only strenuous Advocates requiring a relief after Judgment of a dead and rotten a damned and long since condemned Heresie So that it is a good judgment of a Reverend Bishop Faustum Cassianum quasi per Metempsyohosin in Arminio Bertio revixisse That the Souls of Faustus and Cassianus do as it were live again in Arminius and Bertius they do so justly jump and conspire with their Doctrine of universal Grace and Election upon foresight than which no opinion can be more injurious unto God or more grossly and demonstratively false in it self For however it retains the name it perverts the end and destroys the very Nature of Election causing that Predestination which the Apostle unto the Ephesians tells us was ordained in laudem gloriae gratiae suae to the praise of the glory of his Grace to serve and tend only unto the honour of our own propension and will since he that reigns in Heaven hath no more whereof to thank God than he that lies burning in Hell because from equal Grace they have wrought out these their unequal fortunes And therefore say St. Paul what he will Salvation is rather of him that willeth and runneth that believeth and worketh than of God that sheweth mercy whereas it is not neither doth it less pervert the End than the Nature thereof converting the cause into the effect and the effect into the cause making Election a consequent of Faith and Repentance when these are the true fruits of Election which is the well-head of Grace and all the rest of Gods favours and our good deeds but streams issuing from that Fountain who have all obtained mercy with St. Paul not because we were but that we should be faithful Non vos me elegistis for you have not chosen me but I have chosen you saith our Saviour and have ordained you for what that you should go and bring forth and that your fruit should remain for I have ordained I that do both begin and perfect the good deed that do work in you both to will and to do do work in you also to do and to persevere and that by my free Election and absolute decree Ego posui for I have ordained that you go and bring forth fruit and that that fruit remain It were an endless work and a bootless expence of Travel to heap up places of Scripture for the enforcing of this point they are every where obvious the Glory of Gods grace through a free and undeserved Election being a main branch of the Gospel and therefore often inserted but by St. Paul purposely disputed and proved in a set discourse wherein these new oppugners are so directly confuted as if the Holy Ghost had especially looked on them when he spake by his mouth for there is no other intent or purpose in that place but to demonstrate that the Adoption of the Sons of God doth not depend upon the carnal Generation of Abraham as the Jews conceived nor yet upon our own or our Forefathers works but simply upon the Eudochie the meer good will and pleasure of God This he makes manifest in all in a Type under the names of two Jacob and Esau Brethren equal in all things only unequal in the favour of God both begotten by the same parents and both born at the same birth on either side no advantage by blood and as little in quality they had done neither good nor evil nor could do at that time wherein notwithstanding that the purpose of God might be known to stand according to Election it was said I have loved Jacob and hated Esau No difference in the Persons and yet a different respect of God who is no respecter of persons which moves the Apostle to a strange interrogation but natural unto the place Nunquid iniquitas apud Deum what then is there iniquity with God God forbid but how doth he answer it doth he with these reply that though they had then done neither good nor evil yet God elected the one and rejected the other upon foresight of the good and evil which they afterwards would do This had been an acute and brief answer Quis iftum acutissimum
it hath not wanted manuring and culture sepsi elapidavi I enclosed hedged it in and threw the stones and weeds out after all I built a Tower and a Vine-press therein expecting Grapes fecit mibi labrùscas and it brought forth wild grapes now judge I pray you Quid amplius debui facere vineae meae what I ought more to have done unto my Vine This was enough to convince them but these times are more acute Had some Men of our Israel been made Judges they would quickly have stopt the mouth of this Plantiff Why you have withheld the first and the latter rain the dew of Grace and the influence of Heaven no marvel if your Plants thrive not if you would needs plainly know this you ought not to have done if you would have expected grapes Give but that blessing and your earth will bring forth its encrease As if in the enumeration of some few particulars those that these speak of and whatsoever else is simply necessary for this rational Vine were not virtually included Surely the Lords Vineyard was not planted upon those cursed Mountains of Gilboa on which there fell neither dew nor rain for certainly the influence of Heaven hath not been restrained the Sun of righteousness hath risen and shined upon this Vine but it hath loved darkness more than light the dew of Divine Grace was not wanting to the branches thereof but they have turned his grace into wantonness quenching and grieving his holy Spirit And therefore a little before the utter rooting up and casting out these degenerate Plants St. Stephen frames the Inditement unto their just destruction why ye are a stiff-necked people and a stubborn generation as your Fathers did so do ye ye have always resisted the Holy Ghost And this leads us unto the third and last point That God reprobates none but after the often abuse of his grace for as they were cut and cast off so are all other also rejected and reprobated for first rejecting and resisting the same Holy Ghost My people would not bearken unto my voice and Israel would none of me saith the Lord So I gave them up unto their own hearts lufts and they walked in their own counsels Psal. 81. 11. And this is the first external act of Reprobation when God gives Men up unto a Reprobate sense withdrawing his abused Grace and leaving them unto the counsels and lusts of their own hearts A Judgment never denounced in Scripture but for contempt of Mercy Now by the external act Man must judge of the internal and eternal decree for what God in time doth that before all time he did decree to do for they that imagine that difference between the decree and the execution of the decree that the one hath respect unto Sin but the other none must either make a decree that is never executed or an execution that varies from the decree as if God did ordain one thing and do another And therefore if he doth now give up and reject a people for their obstinate sins for the same cause in his Eternal Reprobation he did order so to reject them And as it is in rejection from Grace so it fares in exclusion from Glory from which no Man is irrecoverably abdicated but for long and wilful grieving of that God who would have brought them to it Forty years long was I grieved with this generation and then I sware they should not enter into my rest Than which I know no sentence that doth so clearly represent and express the true nature of Reprobation for what is it but Gods eternal oath of rejecting wicked Men from his Glory into that destruction they have deserved And this he doth not suddenly in a passion of choler upon every light occasion but in his wrath his wrath urged and provoked by a long Rebellion even forty years long was he grieved and then he sware in his wrath he resolutely determined they should not enter into his rest A decree that seems not to proceed but when by extremity of injury it is as it were violently extorted so loth and unwilling he is to be brought unto it as he doth not so much as think or speak of it without passionate interjections of sorrow O Israel thou hast destroyed thy self And upon these exhibitions of Gods mercies and goodness unto the Reprobate depends the verity and truth and justice of this complaint against them for they that never received any means of Salvation can by no means ever be termed the authors of their destruction But now since God and his favours have not been wanting unto them but they unto God since they have wilfully forsaken his mercy they can rightly blame none but themselves for their own misery for as the antient Father Irenaeus hath it Judicium justum recipient quoniam non sunt operati bonum cum possent operari illud The judgment of God is just which they shall receive because they did not do well when they might have done it Whereunto Clemens Alexandrinus doth agree All impenitents saith he shall be judged aliqui quidem quod cum possent noluerunt Deo credere alii vero quod cum vellent non elaboraverunt ut fierent fideles Some because when they might believe they would not others because when they would yet they did not labour truly to become what they desired And it were easie that no man might conceive the Doctrine to be new to shew the like out of the Fathers yea generally out of all both before the Pelagian heresy and after but left the time should fail me to those already mentioned I will only add the Judgment of the third Synod of Arles assemblged for the defining of these very questions wherein what you have now heard is not only affirmed but a Curse and an Anathema laid upon those that shall think the contrary Anathema illi qui dixerit quòd Christus non pro omnibus mortius sit Cursed be he that says that Christ died not for all And Anathema illi qui dixerit illum qui periit non accepisse ut salvus esse posset Cursed be he that says he that perished did not receive means whereby he might be saved But unto this and whatsoever else in this kind may be said that in the ix to the Romans of Jacob and Esau before ever they had done good or evil that the purpose of God might stand according to Election it was said The elder shall serve the younger according to that of the Prophet I have loved Jacob but Esau have I hated like Medusa's head is ever objected though seldome or never understood But that it may be besides theirs of absolute Reprobation I will first shew you the several interpretations of others The ancient Fathers both Greek and Latin before St. Austin yea and St. Austin for a while until the Pelagian heresy arose interpret these words of the Election of some unto salvation upon prevision of their future faith and
said in the loss of his friend is most true in her case Her bowels were pluckt from her and she could not but feel the wound and therefore if for nought else but her sorrow and afflictions sake she might well pray educ animam c. But other troubles she had besides and distractions in the world that often called her meditations from Heaven where they delighted wholly to converse especially in her later time wherein she so inured her Soul unto blessed contemplation as she had almost freed her self from this prison ere she was freed from the body that indeed was still in the world but her mind and affections were usually with her Maker So that those earthy cares which hang at the heels of other mens Souls like talents of lead hung at hers only but as a line that usually gave her leave to soar aloft only humane necessity that held the end of it had power now and then to draw her down to the grief and sorrow of her heart I am a witness of her complaint and of her tears too that any worldly occasions though never so necessary should trouble and interrupt her spiritual devotions and therefore I am sure in this regard it was her frequent prayer Bring my Soul out of prison And besides afflictions and cares sins she had too no question for what Soul is without them but yet so few and so far from habit as I think no man can easily tell what they were Infirmities and omissions it may be though for my part I know them not yet this I know that her goodness esteemed them as the greatest sins and bewailed them with sorrow enough to suffice one that had murdered his Father or betrayed his Country never ceasing to send forth her fervent supplications in this behalf unto the last gasp Her tongue her hands her heart all prayed this prayer her tongue as long as it could move and when that failed her hand spake and when both were gone yet questionless her heart cried this cry deliver my soul out of this prison the prison of sin But yet until the body be severed from the Soul the Soul can never utterly be severed either from sin or care or sorrow of affliction And a body she had it is now you see a carkase but sometimes was a goodly frame a well built and comeâ—y maniâ—on and even cut out of an antient Quarry but unto her whose thoughts were on another habitation above as it was in it self by reason of the corruption whereunto it was subject so she esteem'd it but a prison unto her Soul and that did at last trouble her peace with pains and delay her from those joys that are pure and know no mixture of sorrow No marvel therefore if in the desire of these she could make that her prayer which others tremble to think on deliverance from her Prison But yet there needed no earnest Prayer for this death comes fast enough on of it self without hastning it more concerns us to die well and with the comforts of God in our bosomes that may shield us from our spiritual enemies that are then busiest and guide and conduct us through the dark valley of death that is terrible in it self And therefore in this respect I rather conceive she that was so careful of her Soul could not but make it her humblest and heartiest prayer that when the time should come the Lord of his mercy would be pleased to lead it out of Prison So fit was it every way and in many regards so good a choice did she make of her prayer whilst she lived and the Lord from his holy habitation heard her cry and at last accomplisht and fulfilled it all in her death Though before he pleased to lay sorrows enough upon her yet now in the midst of them all his comforts did refresh her Soul Now he comes to it in his dearest loving kindness and leads it forth indeed with his choicest consolations and graces to make her a full recompence for all her former afflictions How doth it now rejoice others about her even in the depth of their sorrow to see her full of the Spirit and out of the abundance of it sometimes pouring down blessings on her children and childrens children and every one his several blessings like Jacob sometimes stirring up and exhorting to the fear and service of the Lord with holy Joshuâ— sometimes again solacing her self in the sweet peace of a good Conscience as blessed Samuel and lastly sometimes venting out her strong hope and stedfast confidence with St. Paul but in the words of Job I know that my Redeemer liveth and I shall see him with these eyes as she often repeated But what may be said enough of her fervent praying she was ever pious and frequent in this holy exercise through the whole course of her life thrice a day at the least at morning at noon and at night besides her times of publick prayer so five times a day she prayed and I doubt not but instantly too But now when her prison began to ruine and death to appear within ken how assiduous is she now it is not Davids seven nor twice seven times a day that can suffice but she plies it as if she had meant to fulfil the Apostles precept pray continually I told you but now her heart tongue and hand prayed to the last gasp and I think that gasp was a prayer too when her understanding failed and she could neither hear nor see others yet others might see and perceive that she prayed So perfectly had she taught her tongue to pray that when her senses were locked up it could run of it self And if such a Soul as this be not whose shall ever be led forth with comfort and peace But yet before her leading forth being remembred of it she willingly made confession of her Faith acknowledging all the Articles of her Belief and adhering only unto the blood of Christ Jesus for her hope in these she had lived and in them she would die but die in charity too forgiving and desiring to be forgiven of the whole world as at other times she did not refuse to ask it even of her own Servants when she had but uttered a word with a little more earnestness than ordinary And this solemn profession made that she might farther yet fulfil all rights she gladly makes her Son her Father and receives his absolution And not long after the God of all mercies on whom she continually called answered her gently and opening the Prison eduxit animam led forth her blessed Soul full of gracious comforts unto everlasting glory for with this all the other prisons are utterly dissolved No more afflictions now nor sin nor death for ever all tears are wiped from her eyes and sorrow from her heart all pain from her Body and sin from her Soul which now in the highest Heavens compassed about with the righteous sings the songs of praise and honour and