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will_v make_v no_o peace_n or_o truce_n with_o it_o it_o be_v his_o great_a trouble_n he_o meet_v with_o in_o the_o world_n that_o he_o can_v be_v quite_o rid_v of_o it_o that_o he_o can_v give_v it_o a_o bill_n of_o divorce_n and_o put_v it_o away_o he_o deal_v with_o it_o as_o amnon_n do_v by_o tamar_n who_o before_o he_o so_o lustful_o love_v yet_o after_o hate_v she_o much_o more_o so_o deal_v he_o by_o sin_n what_o he_o have_v lustful_o wicked_o love_v now_o he_o unfeigned_o hate_v he_o hate_v sin_n in_o all_o but_o especial_o in_o himself_o and_o flee_v the_o very_a appearance_n of_o evil_a and_o resist_v it_o in_o the_o first_o motion_n and_o as_o the_o babylon_n child_n while_o they_o be_v young_a and_o the_o cockatrice_n egg_n ere_o it_o be_v hatch_v resist_v the_o temptation_n and_o first_o notion_n of_o sin_n and_o if_o the_o devil_n foist_v in_o a_o temptation_n he_o like_v the_o ravish_a virgin_n cry_v out_o for_o help_n suppress_v sin_n in_o the_o thought_n before_o 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