DISCOURSES OF Sickness and Recovery SERMON II. PSAL. 30. ver 3 4. O Lord thou hast brought up my Soul from the grave thou hast kept me alive that I should not go down to the pit Sing unto the Lord O ye Saints of his and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness Reason 4. DEliverance from the Grave is a great Mercy and greatly to be acknowledged because by that means a man has a longer time in which to prepare for another World And this is more a Mercy because it must go with us for ever according to what we have done in these bodies whether good or evil This Life is our onely state of Tryal and so shall it fare with us hereafter as we now behave our selves There is no knowledge nor invention in the Grave whither we are going None of those things can be performed there which to perform now is our most seasonable and necessary Duty If a man were to have a Tryal for his Estate or Life he would take it for a favour to have leisure given him wherein to make ready for it and to put his Affairs into the best posture that he could it ought to be reckoned a much greater kindness to have notice and time afforded us wherein to prepare for the Last determination of the State of our Souls which is vastly more weighty and Considerable It is a Mercy to have Sickness or some tollerable Affliction sent to summon us before the Arrival of the King of Terrours and to bid us put our Houses and our Minds in Order lest by sensual Enjoyments or the pleasing Enjoyments of the Flesh that Day come upon us unawares and left we be in a slumber when the Voice shall say Behold the Bridegroom eomes go ye out to meet him There is no question at all but that 't is very Lawful with submission to pray against Sudden Death for though it be a Mercy to those whose Grace is eminently strong and who are alwayes ready to dye without Lingring Pains and a Complication of acute and violent Diseases which make Death much more a Death than it would be without them yet to the most the danger of Surprisal is so very great and of being hurried to the Bar and judg'd to an Eternal Condition before we have done what we ought to do in time that we may esteem it none of the least Mercies of God that he does by some shaking blowes warn us before he give the last stroak and cut us down It is not onely the practise of an Holy Life and an Habitual Readiness which Believers have by Faith and the renewing Operations of the Spirit by the uprightness of their Carriage and the Constancy of their Prayers but a more particular preparation that they need 'T is necessary for them not onely to have Oyl in their Lamps but their Lamps burning not onely the Graces of the Spirit but those Graces in the fullest brightness and strength to which they can attain in this Mortal State The best can never be so much prepar'd for Death but they may be more so They never have proceeded so far in their Mortification but they are sensible that they have still more sins to mortifie they have never so much warmed their Hearts with the love of God but that they may still glow with a purer and an hotter Flame It is very desireable to the best to have their Faith more strong their submission more calm and their hope more lively 'T is very desireable to have more Acquaintance and Familiarity with God before they appear at his Tribunal to receive their final Sentence They know well that it is a great Work impartially seriously and constantly to search their own Hearts and to judge themselves aright that they may not be judged of the Lord. As also to discharge all the duties that they owe to God to themselves to their Neighbours and their Countrey and they cannot but be very thankful that they are allow'd more time to do it in That they may purifie their Consciences raise their Affections and review their Lives with exactness and Care when they are shortly to be lookt into by an Omniscient and unerring Eye They know it is a Mercy to be able to loosen their Hearts from the World which they are too much apt to love and in a weanedness from what is sensible to dye before they dye The most Religious have the clearest Apprehension that to appear before Christ is no sleight or Common thing that they must be such in whom he may take delight and be as a Bride adorned for her Husband They know that the Celebration of the Lords Supper and the hearing of the Word and Fast-dayes and extraordinary Seasons of Prayer are such duties as require the preparations of Humbling Sorrows lively Desires awful Reverence Meekness and Self-denial because God will be sanctisied of all that draw nigh unto him They dare scarcely go to the Lords Table without Fear and Trembling much less dare they go to the Lord himself without a most solemn Preparation What Care do men use if they are but about to Transplant themselves into some Foreign Countrey what Inquiries do they make about it What laying in of all necessary Stores that they may not be destitute of suitable accommodations when they come to the new place where they design to fix And 't is not to be wondred at that such as are to be removed into another World are very solicitous about it and very thankful that their season and their day of Grace is lengthned out Whoever Considers the many duties which the Scripture requires of those that believe what obligations they are under to their Saviour what to their Fellow-Christians and to those who are yet strangers to the Faith How many Omissions and Commissions they are guilty of and what need there is of running watching and striving with all their might that they may not loose Heaven and Glory whoso thinks of this must account it a Mercy that they have opportunity wherein to do what is so great and so indispensable And as the Apostle speaking of the new Heavens and new Earth inferrs What manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy Conversation and Godliness 2 Pet. 3. 11. So in this Case we may say what manner of persons ought they to be who must quickly go into Eternity How should they labour to increase with all the increase of God to have suitable Promises laid up in their Hearts from which in the sorest Distresses they may fetch Relief What need have they of manifold Expersences and of the Compleat Armour of Righteousness which may enable them to wrestle with and to subdue the various and unknown difficulties and Tentations of a dying Hour to have their Evidences for Salvation clear and unquestionable to know that they are in a state of Grace and that they have finished the work of their Generation Indeed the Careless part of Men think that the
longing Soul It is then upon the Mount and sees his smiling Face and would fain always see it it is loth to come down to the meaner Employments of this World and when the necessary Affairs of the present Life call it away it comes from the pleasant Work shining with brighter Grace and Holiness It is a thing of more Honour to You than a thousand honourable Titles that You keep up constantly the worshipping of God and reading the Scriptures in your Families Morning and Evening and indeed it is an Arrogance in those to call themselves Christians who neglect so sacred and so considerable a part of our holy Religion And your good Example in the due practice of these excellent Things will have a powerful Influence upon your Children and what you now do they will also do if they live to have Families and the sight of Religion in you will convey to them a greater Approbation and a more easy practice of it God has bless'd you with a numerous and an hopeful Offspring whose present and future Welfare I do with an undissembled Affection most heartily desire By their Seriousness their Ingenuity and their good Inclinations they give us cause to expect that though they are now as Olive-plants round about your Tables yet that they will hereafter refresh the Hearts of many more besides your own Families And that as it is expressed in Psal. 144. 12. Your Sons may be as Plants grown up in their Youth that your Daughters may be as Corner-Stones polished after the Similitude of a Palace I question not but the Prayers that you send up to Heaven for them will procure the Blessing of the Divine Providence which is the richest and the best Inheritance It is a Blessing of God that you have so many living Images of your selves in whom you see your own Life renewed And you are so happy as to have your Quivers full of them May they all live to be your Comfort and to maintain Religion in the World God has been pleas'd to give You several Instances of the Vanity of this World by the Deaths of several of your Relations some of which died in their most hopeful Youth and in the Flower of their Age whilst their Friends promised themselves a long Comfort and Delight in their Conversation who had they lived might have been of great use to their Country and to the Church of God And one Relation you lost by a way that was very afflicting to you but advantagious to him He died unseasonably as to us for we needed his Prayers and his good Example but his Death was seasonable as to himself for I do not doubt but he was prepared for it He died much beloved and greatly bewailed Those that knew him could not but esteem and value him for the Assableness and Civility of his Temper the Conscientiousness of his Dealings the Sincerity and Heartiness of his Expressions the good Order that he kept in his Family and for that Uprightness and unaffected Religion that appeared to all that observed his Conversation I may without any shew of Flattery say he was one of those good Men for whom many would have died could they have exchanged their meaner Lives for his more serviceable Life He died by a may somewhat terrible to Flesh and Blood but which by Faith he overcame His Zeal for the Liberties of this City and which he shewed whilst he was in an honour able Station rendred him obnoxious to those Persons then in Authority who gave liberty to their Revenge to fall upon those who knew not how to flatter or commend or promote their Arbitrary Designs It was a thing below him to use such sneaking and such unchristian Arts for Honour or for Safety There is nothing can satisfy his Friends for the loss of so excellent a Citizen so good a Man and so sincere a Friend but the consideraon of that Providence which tho it be mysterious and severe for the present yet will hereafter appear to have been very wise and very good to all those that love God Tho the Loss his Friends sustained by his removal from them be great yet it cannot but be a Satisfaction to them to consider that he was happy in his Death He is gone to that God that as he said himself knew his Innocence and to a Place where there are no false Accusations and where he and his holy Friends shall never part again This and much more than what I have said is due to the Memory of so great and so good a Man whom it is impossible for a true Lover of his Country ever to forget My Zeal to the remembrance of those Persons which I have mentioned and whom I honoured and esteemed together with the Respect that I ought to express to them has drawn me to a much greater Length than what I at first intended and tho when I consider the multitude of your Affairs both publick and domestick I am afraid I have too much presum'd upon your Time in this Dedication yet the Experience that I have often had of your Candour makes me to believe that you will forgive even so criminal a Presumption God has given you plentiful Estates and which is as great a Mercy Hearts to use them You have often been Eyes to the Blind and Feet to the Lame There are many hundreds whom your Charities have refresh'd the Blessing of those that were ready to perish has often come upon you And you have made the Hearts of the Desolate to sing for Joy And it is no small support of your Prosperities to have many praying for you to God and who are the more earnest as having been greatly obliged by you I do now thank you for all the many Kindnesses that I have received from you both in my former Health and in my late sore Affliction I thank you for Visiting me in my low Estate tho the greatness of my Pain and the anguish of my Thoughts allowed me not to take such notice of so great an Honour as otherwise I should have done I have often said when I was greatly afflicted That I should neither see you nor any others of my Friends till the great Day and till the Heavens were no more And God alone by his Soveraign Goodness hath brought me from the lowest Pit It was to manifest my Thankfulness to my great Deliverer that I preached the following Sermons in a Place where were many of my Friends many that had prayed for me many that had continued their Kindnesses to me when I could no way be serviceable to them and to whom I can make no other Requital than by praying for them and endeavouring to live to the Glory of that God for whose sake both you and they so kindly remembred me In these Discourses you will find a Relation of some part of my Affliction It is impossible to relate the whole of it for my Sorrows were beyond expression I have not here
the Gift that he has given us for there is none more excellent among all natural things than the Gift of Life and whilst we hug and embrace this dear Enjoyment let us not forget the Donor of it Let us remember God who is the Fountain of our Life and lets us also remember that gracious Mediator by whose Death this and all other Mercies were purchased for us and by whose effectual Intercession they are bestowed and made our own Could they that were cured of Fevers Palsies Blindness Lameness and other Distempers by Christ here on Earth ever forget so skilful and so tender a Phisician doubtless where-ever they came they spake of him where-ever they met him they gave him Thanks and we should be no less thankful than they seeing his Goodness his Power and his Compassion has been the same to us that it was to them for as one says he shews his Power in the Greatness his Wisdom in the Seasonableness his Truth in the Constancy his Grace in the Freeness the Riches of his Mercy in the Fullness of his Blessings and Deliverances How great is the sum of all his Thoughts and his Benefits to us they are altogether innumerable and too many for us to remember but however we ought to suffer nothing to make us forget such as are greater and more eminent There are two great Changes that we ought always to remember when we are changed from a Death of Sin to a Life of Grace and when we are brought from the Grave to the Health and comfortable Enjoyment of this natural Life for in the Beginning and in the Consummation of our Deliverances there is nothing on which we should with more delight fix our Thoughts than on the Goodness and the Power of God who alone is able to save us from our Distresses and who is most willing to do so when we call upon him The End of the Third Sermon The Fourth SERMON PSAL. 30. ver 3 4. O Lord thou hast brought up my Soul from the Grave thou hast kept me alive that I should not go down to the Pit Sing unto the Lord O ye Saints of his and give Thanks at the remembrance of his Holiness I Now proceed to enquire after what manner we must remember our Deliverance from Sickness and Death And this we may do three ways 1. Remember them with an Admiration of God that he should be so good to you Admiration is the first of all the Passions next to Pleasure and Pain When an Object is perceiv'd that hath nothing new in it we consider it indifferently and without any commotion of the Soul but the Mercies that we have from above are new to us every Morning and to be admired for their being so Lam. 3. 23. When we are intent upon the Creature we may be guilty of an excess of Admiration which by immoderate fixing of the animal Spirits in the Brain may hinder their usual Influx into other parts of the Body and be very hurtful to the Health Natural History of the Passions p. 90. But when God is our Object and Things Divine raise this Motion in our Souls there is no danger of Excess There are two things that may cause us to admire the Goodness of God that he will bestow any of his Mercies upon us 1. The vast and immense Distance that is between him and us his unspeakably glorious Majesty and Greatness and our own poor mean being that is in it self very low and does appear much more so when compared with him When we consider the large extent of his Dominions the splendor of his Court the numerousness of his Attendants the glory of his Heaven the brightness of his Sun the beauty of his Earth and the largeness of the whole Creation and then from the sight of these behold our little selves have we not cause to say Lord what is Man that thou art mindful of him or the Son of Man that thou visitest him Psal. 8. 4. Is it not a wonderful thing that so great a God will take care of us when he needs not our Services nor all the Duties we are able to perform If we were to set in Darkness for ever he would shine with a Light as bright and clear as he he now does It is a mighty Condescension in him to pity our Distress to help our Weakness to cure our Wounds to solace our Hearts to pacify our Souls and refresh our Bodies and when we are dying to revive us and to bring us from the Grave So that we may say with David 2 Sam. 7. 18. Who am I O Lord God and what is my House that thou hast brought me hitherto Ver. 19. Is this the manner of Man O Lord God How freely dos he do us good when we could lay no Obligation at all upon him 2. Another thing that causes us to admire him for the Mercies that he bestows upon us is Not only that we are inconsiderable Creatures but guilty too and have deserved the contrary at his Hands We are not only as Jacob says less than the least of all his Mercies but we are worthy of his greatest and most severe Punishments We not only deserve to be plagued all the day long and to be chastned every morning Psal. 73. 14. but we deserve to be the Objects of his Fury for evermore We murmur and think it hard to be laid upon a Sick-bed but alas we have all deserved to be laid on a Bed of Flames We groan and with impatient Complaints express our Sorrows when he for holy and gracious Ends casts us into a fiery Furnace Whereas were not the Lord infinitely merciful to us our milder Sufferings might have been our Hell Every medicinal and gentle Stroak of our Heavenly Father might have been the Lash of Devils that would have shewed us no Mercy Alas where had you and I been long ago had God dealt with us according to our Sins I should not have been speaking to you nor you hearing me in this Place with hope We should have been all silent in the Grave or all in Torments in a worse Place 'T is our Self-love and our heinous Pride that makes us to be so impatient in our Sickness and so unthankful when we are recovered We think we are injured when we are afflicted and that we have but what we merit when we are delivered But what Miseries and Desolations have our Sins deserved our Original Corruption and all that impure Offspring that has descended from it How many thousand times do we sin every day How much Evil do we commit that we ought to forbear and how much Good that we ought to perform do we let alone Who is there among us that hath those serious and abiding and lively Thoughts of God that he ought to have Who is there that in his Trade and worldly Business maintains his Commerce with Heaven and with spiritual and pious Ejaculations Who is it that by constant Exercises of Religion makes
his Family as a Little Church when he is at home and that by an unintermitting Diligence and Watchfulness antidotes himself against the Contagions of bad Examples and vain Company and the Temptations of an evil World when he is abroad Who is it that walks so circumspectly as to be unblameable and without Offence Who is it that is so couragious in his Reproofs so zealous of good Works so tender of his own Salvation and of the Salvation of others as he ought to be Our neglect of many thousand Duties calls for long and severe Punishments at the Hands of God And it is a Subject of great Wonder that he will be gracious even to any of the Sons of Men. And what reason has every one that is delivered from Sickness and Pain and Death to bless his holy Name and to say What am I O Lord God that thou shouldst visit and uphold and refresh so great so inexcusable so wilful a Sinner as I have been What am I a poor Worm of the Earth that thou shouldst so mercifully regard me What am I that I should live by thy Goodness when I have so often deserved to die by thy Justice What am I that when I had spent so much of my Time to little purpose thou shouldst give me still more time that he should again put me into his Vineyard when I had loiter'd in it for so long a space and when I had misimproved many thousand Talents and knew not what to answer for them he should pass by and remit my former Debts and put into my Hands a new Stock What am I that his Dew should remain upon my Branches when he might have said of me as of the barren Fig-tree Cut it down why cumbreth it the ground any longer O what Grace is this that a God whom I had so frequently and so heinously provoked should spare me to recover Strength That when I had mock'd him with so many cold and lazy Prayers he should give me opportunity to pray again when I had so often misimproved his Sabbaths and his Gospel and the Offers of his Son that he should continue to me the Blessings of his holy Day the Invitations of his Word and the Calls of Christ that so I may repent of my careless Hearing my Lukewarmness and my Unbelief In the humble sense of our own Unworthiness let us contemplate and admire that God that brings us from the Grave Many People will say If we were humbled and if we did repent God would soon help us This is very true but if God should never be merciful to us till we are prepar'd for Mercy his Mercy and his Help I am afraid would come very late For as we may say It is of the Lord's Mercies that we are not consumed because his Compassions fail not so 't is of the Lord's Mercy that we are delivered and he is gracious because he will be so 2. When we are delivered from Sickness and from the Grave we must remember that Deliverance so as to excite our selves to more Fervour and Affection Before all our Duties we should stir up our selves and that is to be done by an intense and serious application of our Minds to that particular thing which we go about by considering aright the Nature and Consequence of a well-performed Duty Thus when we are going to pray we should say Remember O my Soul to what a glorious God thou dost approach and with what humble Self-abhorrence thou shouldst look unto his Majestick Throne Remember thy own Vileness thy Sins thy Miseries and thy Wants and what need thou hast of a Mediator to make thy poor and thy mean Oblation to be an acceptable Sacrifice what need thou hast of wrestling and striving that thou mayst obtain a Blessing Thus when we give Thanks we may say Remember O my Soul the excellent Perfections of God and the Benefits which thou hast received their Seasonableness their Worth and all the wonderful Particulars they are attended with This excitation of our selves is not acquirable by a few cold and transient Thoughts 't is not one Sally of Religious Meditations now and then but a continuance of these Acts arguing and pleading the Case with our own Souls till the Fire of our Love and Thankfulness begin to burn We should think of the Mercies of God till our Hearts under the sense of his Goodness begin to melt and warm till all that is within us move and stir with holy Elevations towards him Then will the Holy Spirit cherish our Endeavours And when we are with all the Skill we can tuning our Harps he will come in to our Assistance and make the Musick more harmonious and our Praise more sweet and by his vital Influences banish all that Coldness that does usually damp and clog our Hearts in the Duties of Religion There is a great advantage in Soliloquies and a Man may in this Work talk to himself without the reproach of folly This is a means to quiet and appease a rising Storm Psal. 42. 5. and this is the way to make us look upon it with Delight and Thankfulness when 't is past and gone We know that those Sermons which do but explain Truths to us and present them only in their native Excellency and Reasonableness do not equally affect us as those do that are pressed with a fervent and lively Application Nor do those Mercies which we only remember make so much impression as those which we often call to mind and as often urge upon our Hearts When we come before God we must make his Altar smoak with burning Frankincense we must cover it with our chearful Praises and a flaming Love Our knowledg of his Persections is obscure and weak but our Sense causes us very distinctly to feel his Benefits and therefore all our Affections should ascend towards him When his Sun shines full upon us our Hearts should open at his Coming smell with a sweeter Savour upon the being visited with his comfortable Beams As upon our being brought from the Grave and restor'd to Health there is a new Strength in our Bodies so there must be a new Vigour in our Souls and as we discover a very great Earnestness in our Petitions when we want a Mercy so there ought to be as much Fervor in Acknowledgment and return of Thanks when we have received it 3. After we are delivered from the Grave we ought to remember such a Mercy with very great Sincerity i. e. there ought to be a Correspondence between our outward Expressions and the more undiscernable Motions of our Hearts There must be in our Understandings an high Esteem of him who is the Author of all our Good a most deliberate and free choice of him as our Happiness and this Esteem and this Choice is the genuine Product of a real Admiration There is nothing indeed more common than for People on the smallest occasions to say I thank God for this or that but the manner in which
Love will produce the most sincere and constant Obedience For that which is the sole effect of a slavish Fear as it will be forc'd so it will continue but a little while We are his own by a double Title by that of Creation and by his innumerable Preservations We are his by the common Care of his Providence that maintains our Life and more his by the manifestations of his extraordinary Power and Kindness when he brings us from the Grave What can we poor Creatures give to so good a God for all his Mercies we are below the possibility of a Recompence But however we must give him our most earnest Desires our most painful diligent Endeavours our frequent Meditations our highest Praises our very Souls and all that is within us seeing he is pleased to require nothing else His must be all the Motion all the Being all the Strengh that we have and to divert any part of these from his Use is both Ingratitude and Sacriledg We must not be like the greatest part of Seamen that are very devout whilst the Storm lasts but when 't is over they return to the same Sins At his Command we must part with our dearest Sins with our earthly and our sensual Inclinations with our Pride and our Follies and deny our selves And there is more true Thankfulness express'd in one Act of Self-denial than in twenty Thanks giving-Days without it Leaving of Sin is not only the way to Thankfulness but the proof of it So many Sins as the Love of God constrains us to leave so many Songs are as it were presented to God For every slain Lust is a gratulatory Sacrifice And Men will rather than do this run to all the toilsom Pomps of a ceremonious Gratitude and outward Ostentations for 't is much easier to perform a thousand external Duties than to kill one Sin A Man will more easily part with all his Goods and Substance than he will cut off a right Hand or pull out a right Eye What can a miserable Beggar add unto a Prince that gives him an Alms What can we by our mean Acknowledgments return to the Mighty God But they are such things as he requires and which we are bound to give 'T is usually after some very great and remarkable Deliverance the next Enquiry of a Soul that is under the Power of Religion What shall I render to the Lord for all his Benefits What shall I do that may bear some proportion with so great a Mercy What Thing what Service is there that I may set about to testify my Thanks to my gracious Benefactor O can I ever do too much for that God that has done so much for me I have born Chastisement I will not offend any more That which I see not teach thou me If I have done Iniquity I will do no more Job 34. 31 32. And we must expostulate with our selves as he in Ezra 9. 13. And after all that is come upon us for our evil Deeds and for our great Trespass seeing that thou our God hast punished us less than our Iniquities deserve and hast given us such Deliverance as this should we again break thy Commandments It is a very great Blot that is left upon the Memory of so good a Man as Hezekiah though in that far unlike himself that 2 Chron. 32. 25. he rendred not again according to the Benefit done unto him for his Heart was lifted up Let us often set before our selves that most earnest Exhortation of our Apostle Rom. 12. 1. There are two things that should render our Obedience after the Receipt of very great Mercies such as is this of being brought from the Grave more sincere and uniform for if we do it not 1. It will greatly aggravate our after-Sins and make them more sinful as it was with Solomon after the Lord had appeared to him twice 1 Kings 11. 9. Not to use that Life and Strength for God which he hath given us is to fight against him with his own Weapons to affront him with his own Royal Bounties There is no Contempt of which he will be so sensible and at which he will be more displeased than when we despise the Riches of his Goodness which should lead us to Repentance Rom. 2. 4. To sin against a patient and a loving God is inexcusable against a God that has helped us in our Troubles that by the wonderfulness of his Mercy has been vastly better to us than our feeble Hopes and our unbelieving Fears How often have we said that we should one day fall by this or that Distress and he has held us up from our Birth to this very time How often has his Justice seiz'd us for our Sins and call'd upon him to cut us off and his Mercy has interposed and saved our Lives How often hath the Idleness and Unfruitfulness of our former Health and the base Impatiencies and Murmurings of our later Sickness provoked him to destroy us but he has not done it he has spared no Pains he hath tried us both by Affliction and Prosperity by his gentle and his louder Voice by Judgments and by Mercies to do us Good How often have our Iniquities made him to draw his glittering Sword and yet his Compassions have sheath'd it again when we have been in all appearance very near to the killing Blow How many others has his Displeasure struck dead whilst he suffers us that were as great Sinners as they were to live He has waited upon us from Sabbath to Sabbath from Year to Year He hath stayed many long Years to see if we would repent He has beseech'd and entreated us to forsake our Sin crying to every one of us Wilt thou not be made clean when shall it once be We have wanted nothing God has maintained us all our days and shall we sin against Goodness and Love it self such great such undeserved Love Shall we affront his mildest and most tender Attribute Shall we trample on his Forbearance and on his very Bowels God forbid When he has tried so many several Dispensations with us when he has tried us both by gentle Usage and severe Stroaks by his Frowns and by his Smiles shall we be no better The Day is coming when our sore Calamities will force us to cry Mercy Mercy Lord. Let us now prize that whereof we shall then stand so much in need If we abuse his Mercy what Plea can we hope to make It will sink and overwhelm us and no Reflections will be so terrible as those that cause us to remember how we did forsake and sin against a good and a patient God this will wound and cut us to the Heart and we shall be continually upbraided with that stinging Question Deuter. 32. 6. Do ye thus requite the Lord O foolish People and unwise and give him cause to say of us as in Isaiah 5. 3 4. 2. Our not yielding Obedience to God after he has brought us from the Grave may
humble us for our former Sins and direct us what to do for the time to come that our Speech our Conversation may be more profitable than it has been 1 Cor. 15. 58. Eccl. 9. 10. Fourthly Let us live so that our Examples may do good whilst we live and when we are dead For every Man that has the Spirit of Christianity i. e. a generous and a publick Spirit will not only be concerned for himself but for others and not only for the present but for the future Generation And as in this luxurious and most wicked Age of ours there is like to be transmitted to Posterity a great number of very bad Examples so it should be the Care and Endeavour of every good Man to prevent their mischievous influence by doing what in him lies to mend the World We live indeed in a time wherein the most part of People can talk very well but never was there any time in which there was less Practice It is a most easie thing to discourse well but none but a true Believer can live as he ought to do according to the Gospel which requires an universal and a shining Holiness Our Actions and Examples will have a more powerful efficacy than our Words and whilst the one does but touch the Ear the other will penetrate into the very Souls of those that observe us and render themselves Masters of their Approbation even almost whether they will or not We are obliged to have a great regard to the Salvation of our Neighbours and there is no course more likely to succeed than this They will easily follow us when we take them by the hand and advise them to go in no other way but in that where we go our selves When we are fervent in our Prayers it will shame their Coldness when we are serious in our attending on the Word the sight of our seriousness will make them more attentive and our Heat of Affection may kindle some Sparks of Love to God in their colder Hearts and the necessity of a good Example seems to be greater in Cities than in other places for as one observes Du-bose Serm. p. 495. It is certain that great Towns are ordinarily great Theaters of Vices as the Multitude is more numerous so wicked Examples are more frequent Sin hardens it self by the number and authorizes it self by the quantity of Accomplices And as the Fire burns more by a great heap of wood or coals put together so the Ardour of Sin warms and inflames it self by a great Throng of Persons that communicate to one another their criminal Affections Besides in vast and populous Cities they have more Liberty to sin because it is less observed and taken notice of as a Serpent conceals it self among a multitude of Bushes Whereas in little Villages the least faults are soon minded many times in greater places very great Enormities are not discern'd and it concerns us also whom God has raised from the Grave to be more exact in our Course for People will look with a more curious Eye upon us that are recovered to see what we do when they will not it may be look so much to the hand that heal'd us As the People câ—me more to see Lazarus that was risen than Jesus that reviv'd him from the Grave much people of the Jews came not for Jesus sake only but that they might see Lazarus also whom he had raised from the dead Joh. 12. 9. Wicked men are punish'd in Hell for all the Evil they have done 〈◊〉 the World and for all that they have been the cause of it is a new addition to their torments to think how many are going to the same miserable place whose damnation will lye at their door As 't is commonly said that Dives requested of Abraham that some messenger might be sent to warn his Brethren lest they came to the same place not from any Love to their Souls for there is no such Charity in Hell but from a fear that if they came to the same torment his own misery would be the greater for having been in a great measure the cause of theirs by his bad Example And on the contrary 't is a great pleasure to those in Heaven to think that they have been any way instrumental to the Glory of their great Lord and that the Seeds that by good Instructions and holy Example they threw upon the World flourish into Fruit when they are dead Thus they blossom in the dust and their Actions as 't is fabulously reported of some of the Bodies of the Popish Saints send forth a sweet perfume after Death to all the places round about The Saints of God do good indeed to the World when they are gone not by Intercession as Mediators for us but by the good Works which they performed here below and tho their Works follow them to increase their reward yet the remembrance of them stays behind It is hardly to be imagined how far the power of a good Example does diffuse its self when the person that gave it is removed from the World It does encourage others to Religion and to a perseverance in it seeing it has no new difficulties but only those which others have conquered who are now at rest with God Therefore are we commanded to be followers of them who through Faith and Patience have inherited the Promises Heb. 6. 6. We are to follow their Faith considering the end of their Conversation Heb. 13. 7. Those of us that have been so happy as to have had a Religious Education tho we are depriv'd of our Parents yet we full well remember their serious pathetical Exhortations how they did earnestly intreat us to fear God and keep his Commandments We can remember how they set some portion of their time apart every day for Reading the Word and secret Prayer and the other Duties of Religion and when we are gone if we have been truly sincere others cannot but remember our Example Your Children and Servants will greatly mind what you do that are the Master of the Family and you either very much promote or hinder their Salvation for which you must be answerable to God in the approaching day of Judgment Is it not a Credit to your Reputation when your Servant and Apprentice shall thus remember your Example and say Oh how Conscientious was my Master in his Buying and Selling how afraid was he of imposing upon others or of cheating them with many good words whilst he had deceitful intentions in his heart How afraid was he lest the business of his Trade should Justle out Religion or the Shop be an hindrance to the Duties of his Closet or of Family Prayer How careful was he to set aside some of his Gains for the Charitable Relieving of the Poor As to you that are Parents your Children will certainly mind more what you do than what you say If you Sanctifie the Sabbath and are serious in your Service to God you may
Sickness has not been unto Death it may be for the Glory of God I am as it were risen from the Grave very near to which I was for many long and doleful Months together I wish that my Resurrection may have the same effect with that of Lazarus for by reason of him many of the Jews believed in Jesus John 12. 11. There are several Persons here that wept with me when I wept and that prayed for me when I was in trouble to these and to others that had a tender Concern for me I now speak Come and let us now rejoyce together Oh come and let us exalt and praise the Name of God together Praise is pleasant and comly Psal. 147. 1. It is pleasant as it is the Exercise of our Souls in the noblest Work which they are capable of here on Earth and 't is comely as 't is an acknowledgment of those Mercies that we receive from God our Benefactor Oh how much more pleasant is Deliverance than Danger and Health than Sickness How much better is the voice of Gladness than the voice of Sorrow How much more pleasant is it to spend a day yea many days in chearful Praises than to spend one hour in Sighs and painful Groans How much better is it to come to the Courts of the Lord to see him in the Sanctuary and to joyn with his Servants in the Solemn Parts of his Worship than to be confined to a sick Bed and to dwell as in the Dust My kind Brother and Companion in this Lecture when I was overwhelmed with deep Sorrows did often pray with me that God would bring me again to this Congregation that I might here publish the Wonders of his Love His Prayers and yours are heard and I desire at this time to declare the Works of the Lord. Come and see what God has done Come ye poor afflicted People that are even sinking with your many troubles Come and see how God has help'd and saved me from my violent and sore Distress He has pull'd my feet out of the deep mire and the thick clay and has help'd me tho the sorrows of death compassed me and the pains of Hell got hold upon me Learn to wait for his Mercies and to put your trust in him Come ye poor Mourners whose way is bid and whom the Wrath of God presses very sore Come and encourage your selves by looking upon the Goodness and the Mercy of God to me I also am the Man that hath seen affliction by the rod of his Wrath. I was not long ago compassed with Gall and Travel and my Chain was heavy he caused the Arrows of his Quiver to enter into one and filled me with bitterness and made me durnken with Wormwood My Soul was removed far off from peace and I forgat prosperity and I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord. And yet he hath graciously helped me after all this Therefore let your Souls be in as much Darkness and your Case be as Low and Miserable as it can be supposed to be ye yet never despair of help from such a God as this Come ye poor dejected Christians Wipe away your Tears a little and let it be something reviving to you to behold what after long Afflictions God has done for me though I was lower than you can think or I express Come you that are sadned with frequent and continued pains and encourage your selves from my deliverance I also had sharp and long pains for many months together My Complaint was bitter but my Stroak was heavier than Groaning yet after all this God himself hath healed me when all the Endeavours of my Friends were to no purpose Say not that your wound is incurable for that Almighty Physitian that has with so much kindness afforded relief to me can also speedily give a cure to you Do not mistrust his power nor question his willingness to do it Though you be never so sinful and unworthy let not that overwhelm you when you see the riches of his Grace to me displayed before your Eyes O taste and see that the Lord is good blessed is the man that trusteth in him Psal. 34. 8. And you may say thus in Prayer Lord thou hast been very gracious to such an one after his desolate and low condition Oh be thou so to me that being brought out of the depths I may with him and others bless thy Name Come ye Servants of the Most High and let us praise our God together let our minds be filled with the most admiring thoughts of him let our tongues speak of his Goodness let our hearts burn with the purest flames of Love and then let us joyn our thoughts our voices and our hearts to give him with delight a common Song of Praise Come all you faithful People and help me to praise the Lord for my single praises are too deficient Surely our Souls may now soar higher and take a nimbler flight than they were able to do when they were clog'd and weighed down with Heaviness and Sorrow Help me to praise him that after such a long and terrible sickness I am not in the silent Grave The Grave cannot praise thee Death cannot celebrate thee they that go down into the Pit cannot hope for thy truth The living the living he shall praise thee as I do this day Isa. 38. 18 19. I call you all to witness that I praise the God of my deliverance I call you to help me to do it better seeing you prayed for me in my Affliction I may claim your praises as a debt that is due to God for the hearing of your Prayers and I know it is such a debt as you are most willing to pay As I was helpt by the Prayers of many so I desire that thanks may be given by many on my behalf 2 Cor. 1. 11. I desire all those Ministers those Congregations and Christian Friends that shewed so much Compassion and Kindness as to pray for me that they would all praise God for having given to me such a late miraculous deliverance and for having given to them such a late Experience of the succesfulness and power of Prayer Let us provoke one another to good Works When will our hearts glow with Love to God if not when his Sun shines upon us with such comfortable and reviving Beams When shall we all be thankful if not now when he has cast our Lot in an Age of Wonders and of Mercies What would our Forefathers that lived in a darker season and in times of Persecution have given to see such a bright and peaceful day as that is which we are blest with What would the poor People in Hungary and in the Palatinate give to have so much peace and quiet as we now injoy What would our poor Protestant Brethren in France that are groaning under a cruel and blody Persecution give to have the Protection and the Favour of so mild a Government as that is