Selected quad for the lemma: heart_n

Word A	Word B	Word C	Word D	Occurrence	Frequency Band	MI	MI Band	Prominent
heart_n	affection_n	good_a	grace_n	1,989	5	5.2099	4	false

Text snippets containing the quad

ID	Title	Author	Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication)	STC	Words	Pages
A63937	A compleat history of the most remarkable providences both of judgment and mercy, which have hapned in this present age extracted from the best writers, the author's own observations, and the numerous relations sent him from divers parts of the three kingdoms : to which is added, whatever is curious in the works of nature and art / the whole digested into one volume, under proper heads, being a work set on foot thirty years ago, by the Reverend Mr. Pool, author of the Synopsis criticorum ; and since undertaken and finish'd, by William Turner...	Turner, William, 1653-1701.	1697 (1697)	Wing T3345; ESTC R38921	1,324,643	657

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i_o will_v add_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n too_o for_o it_o procure_v admiration_n esteem_v love_n and_o contribute_v much_o to_o our_o peaceable_a enjoyment_n of_o this_o life_n and_o therefore_o our_o saviour_n have_v annex_v that_o blessing_n to_o this_o grace_n blessed_n be_v the_o meek_a for_o they_o shall_v inherit_v the_o earth_n that_o be_v they_o shall_v be_v exempt_a in_o great_a measure_n from_o the_o thorn_n and_o briar_n the_o quarrel_n and_o law-suit_n the_o will_n effect_n of_o pride_n and_o revenge_n which_o contentious_a man_n be_v common_o embroil_v in_o 1._o irenaeus_n a_o true_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d love_a peace_n mighty_o and_o endeavour_v to_o procure_v unity_n in_o case_n of_o controversy_n especial_o when_o victor_n bishop_n of_o rome_n will_v have_v excommunicate_v the_o church_n as_o schismatic_n upon_o their_o disagreement_n in_o keep_v of_o easter_n irenaeus_n with_o other_o his_o brethren_n of_o the_o gallic_n church_n meet_v in_o council_n 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be_v never_o want_v to_o he_o and_o those_o not_o acquire_v but_o natural_a ibid._n 4._o s._n augustine_n be_v much_o employ_v in_o determine_v controversy_n with_o much_o patience_n and_o prudence_n hear_v both_o party_n sometime_o spend_v a_o whole_a day_n fast_v to_o hear_v the_o same_o always_o take_v advantage_n thereby_o to_o do_v what_o good_a possible_a he_o can_v to_o their_o soul_n many_o letter_n he_o write_v to_o such_o as_o seek_v to_o he_o for_o counsel_n and_o direction_n in_o secular_a affair_n though_o he_o complain_v of_o this_o as_o a_o trouble_v to_o he_o and_o a_o hindrance_n from_o better_a office_n ibid._n 5._o theodosius_n senior_n know_v his_o own_o hasty_a disposition_n use_v not_o to_o determine_v of_o any_o thing_n till_o he_o have_v repeat_v over_o the_o letter_n of_o the_o greek_a alphabet_n for_o in_o that_o space_n his_o wrath_n will_v be_v temper_v he_o command_v also_o that_o they_o which_o revile_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o he_o shall_v not_o be_v punish_v because_o say_v he_o if_o it_o proceed_v of_o levity_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v regard_v if_o of_o madness_n it_o be_v to_o be_v pity_v if_o of_o a_o injury_n receive_v it_o be_v to_o be_v pardon_v clark_n in_o his_o life_n out_o of_o socrates_n scholast_n etc._n etc._n 6._o sir_n matthew_n hale_n be_v as_o he_o say_v himself_o natural_o passionate_a i_o add_v as_o he_o say_v himself_o for_o that_o appear_v by_o no_o other_o evidence_n save_o that_o sometime_o his_o colour_n will_v rise_v a_o little_a but_o he_o so_o govern_v himself_o that_o those_o who_o live_v long_o about_o he_o have_v tell_v i_o they_o never_o see_v he_o disorder_v with_o anger_n though_o he_o meet_v with_o some_o trial_n that_o the_o nature_n of_o man_n be_v as_o little_a able_a to_o bear_v as_o any_o whatsoever_o see_v his_o life_n write_v by_o dr._n burnet_n p._n 95._o 7._o dr._n sands_n when_o his_o stable_a be_v rob_v of_o four_o excellent_a gelding_n and_o a_o inventory_n take_v of_o his_o good_n 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ibid._n 9_o ephrem_fw-la syrus_n have_v fast_v divers_a day_n one_o of_o his_o servant_n that_o be_v bring_v he_o his_o supper_n break_v the_o earthen_a pitcher_n wherein_o it_o be_v ephrem_n see_v he_o overwhelm_v with_o fear_n and_o shame_n say_v to_o he_o be_v of_o good_a cheer_n let_v we_o go_v to_o our_o supper_n since_o it_o will_v not_o come_v to_o we_o and_o so_o sit_v down_o by_o the_o fragment_n of_o the_o pot_n in_o a_o humble_a and_o self-denying_a manner_n eat_v his_o supper_n clark_n marr._n of_o eccl._n hist_n one_o be_v vote_v to_o a_o episcopacy_n he_o run_v into_o the_o marketplace_n and_o make_v as_o if_o he_o be_v crack-brained_n and_o at_o last_o flee_v private_o away_o till_o they_o have_v choose_v another_o bishop_n to_o that_o place_n ibid._n 10._o gregory_n the_o great_a be_v make_v choice_n of_o by_o the_o

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